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daichiduskdrop · 1 year ago
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Chapter 15
Pairing: BTS Ot7 X fem! reader
Genre: A/B/O AU, Fluff, Angst, Strangers to lovers,
Warnings: none :)
Words: 3866
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„This must've been so expensive, though!” you whispered out, shock and disbelief in your words. You could feel your scent start to sour with worry.
At the change, they all jumped into action, the first to react was Jungkook, who gasped loudly before he took your cheeks in his palms.
„Babybun no! It's okay; don't worry about that. It's very important for alphas that you get only the best bunny. Don't you worry about a thing, sweet baby. Do you want to open it now?”
The alpha said, his eyes big with worry. They wanted to spoil you, and they will, but the packmates didn't want you to freak out about any prices either. You didn't have to worry about things like that.
They were very wealthy, so it was only fitting for them to buy you luxury; you didn't deserve anything else. You were their courted omega after all.
Nodding a little bit, you were still very confused. Why were they spending so much money on you?
Whispering out a soft okay, you felt the packalpha pet your head gently, the other alpha helping you pull the plastic seals open.
It was cream-coloured and had a 3D small plaid bump-like pattern, adding to the texture. And the fabric—oh, but the fabric.
You never cared so much about what your clothes were made of, which would bite you back from time to time when you would get skin irritations.
But this was so soft; it was so comforting and gentle on your finger tips; you never felt something like this. You felt your lips strech out into a soft smile, blinking your eyes up at the alpha's watchful gazes.
They knew this was one of the best qualities on the market, but they still felt the need to make sure you actually liked it.
„...It's so soft-!” You gasped, your voice airy and soft. Chuckling softly at you, Jin smiled softly before standing up and going to the kitchen again. Ruffling up your hair on his way. „That's good, then, peaches.”
„Here, bub, we've got you a few more things.” Hoseok smiled widely at you, patting your tight gently and urging you to look back into the giant paper bag on your lap.
Hesitating a little bit, you looked inside again.The packalpha was gently rubbing his chin over the back of your shoulder, helping you pull out the next air-sealed package that had another label on it.
Introducing our exceptional organic cotton sheet set, dyed with the delicate essence of dried poppy petals. Experience the epitome of comfort and sustainability with this luxurious bedding. Crafted from the finest organic cotton, each sheet is meticulously woven to provide a soft and breathable sleep surface. The unique dyeing process with dried poppy petals adds a touch of natural beauty and elegance to your bedroom. Embrace the harmony of nature and indulge in the ultimate sleep experience with our high-quality, eco-friendly organic cotton sheet set.
270x320 top and bottom; 50x80 2x Shams
Machine wash in cold water with mild liquid biodegradable detergent without added bleach or whiteners. Dry on a low setting and remove before completely drying. Line-dry completely, then fold and iron.
Breaking the plastic seals open for you, Hobi helped you pull out the sheet set. It was a very soft grey tone of beige and shone a little bit in the light, reminding you of silk.
Mumbling a soft wow, you turned to Hobi, who smiled at you softly. „We weren't sure about what colour to get you; we will buy new ones when you come with us some time, okay, baby? Don't worry, sunshine.”
„No, no, I love it; thank you so much; seriously, this is too much!" You said, your fingertips going over the fabric. It also felt very soft and didn't carry any smell.
You were used to having sheets from cheap stores, and the biggest difference you noticed (apart from the fabric feeling so much better to touch) was how fully unscented everything was.
It made you feel a lot better since you wouldn't have to sleep in a bed covered with the weird scent of someone you didn't know.
„Good, that's really good, babycheeks.” Taehyung said, watching you fondly. Looking in the bag again, you pulled out a matte black bottle with a cream-white label. Reading over it made you quite excited.
For nights as beautiful as your days, we imagined the Sleep & Glow Sleep Mist! Combining effectiveness and olfactory hedonism, it contains a patented sleep-enhancing accord promoting sleep associated with essential oils with recognized properties such as neroli and petit grain.
Room spray with neroli and petit grain is sleep-promoting, nerve-calming, and relaxing.
INGREDIENTS
Alcohol Denat., Aqua (Water), Parfum (Fragrance), Citral, Eugenol, Geraniol, Limonene, Linalool
100ml
„It's for sleeping princess; it should help you rest better during the nights.” The alpha mumbled, smiling gently at you. After the last night of you waking up so scared, they didn't want you to sleep unwell anymore.
And so, after work, the packmates decided that it would be a great idea to make a stop at one of the luxury Omega-targeted stores, full of nesting materials.
They didn't know what to get you when they arrived. Well, that's not a good way to put it. They knew that they would most likely buy you the whole store—every blanket, pillow, and sheet that seemed comfortable enough for them to want to buy for you.
Since all the items were so carefully sealed, they wouldn't be able to touch them right away and feel the fabric themselves, but the store owners already thought that through beforehand; a small sample of the fabric was stuck right next to the price tags on the shelves.
They wandered around the store for a bit, but soon a store assistant rushed over—a nice-looking beta man that had a name tag written on it, reading Min Chungo.
Quickly, the packmates got into a few sentences with him, telling him about you. Quick to understand, the man also revealed that he has an omega in his pack, going over the best advice for better sleep he has discovered alongside his packmates.
Telling them about the wonders a good sleep mist does, the alphas were quick to put it in their cart, smelling each sample carefully to determine which was the best.
Walking them through the store, the beta helped them choose different nesting materials, explaining every detail of them.
Opening the cloudy grey cap, you smelled the nozzle, and it really did smell well. It felt comforting already—not too overbearing and overwhelming, just enough for you to hardly notice it.
„It smells so well, thank you. You breathed out, nudging it towards Taehyung, who also smelled it. Nodding to himself, he was more than satisfied with his other packmates choices.
Taking out the last thing from their shopping spree, Namjoon ripped off the airseals once again, handing you the package. Reading over the label, it said:
TOTEME
monogram silk pyjama set
Ivory monogram silk pyjama set from TOTEME features a monogram pattern, a camp collar, front button fastening, long sleeves, and a straight hem. This print was created to be entirely unique.
Silk 100%
Dry Clean Only
Unfolding the clothing, the fabric felt so smooth against your fingers. The pattern was quite subtle; the cream-white background had only the thinnest lines over it, completing big, written-out letters.
Not being able to contain your excitement, you hugged Jungkook first, the alpha giggling softly at you, his eyes sharing only joy.
„Thank you, alphas.” You whispered out, bit in daze still. You could hear a few deep rumbles come from the men, satisfied with your words.
Hopping back up, you decided to go shower now, taking the new pyjamas you were given to change into. Taking the stairs two at a time, the packmates watched carefully over you, making sure you wouldn't trip.
And so, while you were showering and finishing up your night routine, they all rested back and watched the TV. The soft background audio was nice to listen to.
With Jin preparing some foods for you in the morning and a dinner too, eventually Jimin and Jungkook both went on to help him. It didn't take long before you came back down, a pair of thin white socks on and the silk pyjamas on. You looked comfortable.
Your hair seemed a bit damp, but your face was bright, and you looked happy. The clothes fit you great; they weren't too sure about what size they should get you while they were in the store, but after having a longer discussion about it, they decided that if it wouldn't fit you well, they would come exchange them first thing in the morning.
„Jin oppa! Look at my new pyjamas!” You said, your voice excited as you rushed to the kitchen, stopping next to the counter.
The pants legs seemed a bit long on you, that was for sure, but you didn't seem to mind. You weren't stepping on them either, only having them cover most of your feet, your thumbs peeking out only a little bit.
Turning to you, he also smiled at you, meeting your excitement. Washing his hands quickly, he came to you, crouching a little before you, looking over the fabrics.
„You look adorable, sweet cub. Is it comfortable?” Jin asked, his eyes watching yours closely. You didn't shy away from his warm gaze, instead only nodding enthusiastically.
Nodding to himself, he stood back up, pulling you close for a hug. Resting your face over his wide shoulder, you breathed in the gentle scent he carried. Patting your lower back, he looked back at you.
„Come taste the beef stew, baby.” He said, nudging you with him towards the other two alphas that were also wearing the grey aprons. Smiling at you, Jimin ran his fingers over your back, softly encouraging you to come closer.
Pulling you behind himself, the alpha opened the oven, letting the hot air out before he stepped closer, being mindful not to burn you or himself. Taking a spoon and scooping up a bit of the sauce and a small piece of the meat, he blew on it for a second.
Turning to you again, you parted your lips a bit, allowing him to pluck the spoon from your mouth. Chewing softly, the meat was already tender, and the sauce was delicious—sour but sweet at the same time; it was very tasty.
Nodding vigorously while still chewing, the alphas softly laughed at your reaction. Putting the spoon away, Jimin pulled you to his front quickly.
Swaying you from side to side gently, the alpha rubbed his cheek over your hair softly, proud of his packmates and himself that they prepared food that you liked once again.
„Go wait with the other alphas for a minute, princess; we will come get you soon. It won't take long before we eat, hm?” Patting your lower back, you were ushered to the couch again, where even Yoongi sat now.
Cooing at you when you came closer, you took a seat between Taehyung and Hoseok, resting your back against the soft pillows. „The colour looks so nice on you, babycheeks!” He gasped, nudging your soft skin on your face.
Smiling up at him, you thanked him softly before you relaxed and started paying attention to the TV once again.
„....ention to the economy, South Korea's export sector is experiencing a significant boost. The nation's renowned automobile industry has reported a surge in overseas demand for its eco-friendly electric vehicles. With a strong focus on sustainability and innovation, South Korean automakers are gaining recognition for their environmentally conscious designs and impressive performance. This surge in exports not only contributes to the country's economic growth but also reinforces its commitment to a greener future.
Turning to the world of sports, South Korea's national football team is gearing up for an exciting international tournament. The team, known for its skillful players and tactical prowess, is set to compete against some of the world's top football powerhouses. With the nation's unwavering support behind them, the team aims to showcase their talent and make their mark on the global stage. Football enthusiasts across the country eagerly await the...”
Calling you all for dinner, the packmates slowly stood up, finishing up their cans of beer. Yoongi soon followed after the others.
Pulling out a chair for you, you sat down, the youngest alpha placing a wooden bowl, a pair of chopsticks, and a spoon before you once more. Crouching beside you, he looked up at your face.
„What would you like to drink, my sweetest bunny?” He asked, caressing your cheek gently with his knuckles. Thinking over it, you weren't feeling like drinking much sugar anymore tonight.
„Can I maybe... have sparkling water?” You asked, looking at your lap in shyness. Pursing his lips a bit, the alpha furrowed his brows.
„I'm sorry, pup, but the bubbles could upset your tummy, especially before sleep... What about normal water instead sweet cub? I'm sorry, sweetheart.” The pack alpha stepped in, knowing that saying no to you was exceptionally hard for the youngest.
Sighing out a bit in disappointment, you nodded gently, going along with it. You trusted them well already, and if they said that you might get sick, it was true.
„Thank you, babybun.” Jungkook mumbled out, placing a tall glass of cold water before you. Carrying a big pot and a few smaller bowls, all the alphas worked to set the table.
Putting rice with a bit of spring onion in your bowl first, the packalpha then poured over the steaming stew, with a few smaller pieces of beef placed on top. Sprinkling over sesame seeds and spring onion, you thanked him for plating a dish for you so nicely.
It was a very important tradition for the packalphas to prepare the meals for their pack, and since Namjoon wasn't the most skilled regarding cooking, he at least plated the food whenever he was around.
You really liked this dish. It wasn't spicy at all, but it felt very warm and made you feel at home.
Putting his chopsticks down for a second, the pack alpha sat up a little, watching over his packmates. With his eyes staying on you, he went on to talk.
„Sweet pup, me, and the others stayed behind today to talk with our pack affairs managers.” He didn't say much more until a few seconds later, when your face suddenly became very present and your utensils were also down.
At that point, most of the alphas also stopped eating, wanting to be able to talk if needed.
„We had talked with them about you staying in our packhouse now, we got a green on that one. However, it's important for us that you know that if you were our own omega after all, you might have to travel a lot with us, sweetheart.”
All of them closely watched your reaction as you listened to him speak. After a few seconds when you didn't say anything, you finally spoke, your voice soft and gentle.
„I don't mind travelling much, just... I'm not sure about school and such." You were only in the middle of your studies, still only in your second year. Understanding quickly, Namjoon was already a step ahead.
„I know about that, and I have already contacted your college teachers with the management.
We came to the conclusion that after this semester, it shouldn't be a big problem for you to transfer to online classes from time to time. We would still have to talk the details out, but they were very understanding since it's regarding a pack.”
Nodding slightly, you thought over the option for a second or two. You weren't sure what online classes would be like in art school.
During the worst of COVID, your whole year of school was prolonged and stepped off, so your year started their studies later than was planned in exchange for not having any online classes.
„I guess it should be okay...” You whispered out.
„I know that it's very sudden, pup, but trust me, it would be different if it were possible. We are having a bit of a break right now from any concerts, so we wouldn't have to travel that soon, but I think it would be better to start adjusting to the planes and such; there are a lot of long plane rides from time to time."
The pack alpha realised how problematic those could truly be. The pressure changes, the loud screams of their fans and the paparazzi...
You might have a few issues at first. They would need to soften the blow as much as possible before they would truly start travelling a lot again.
„We just thought it would be better for you, princess, to start coming on the sets more often and get to know some of our staff, managers, and security so you would know who is safe...” Jimin softly said, his voice caring and sweet.
They knew that the adjustment could be harsh, and with how unusual it was for omegas to constantly change locations, often getting unsettled after such stress, they just wanted to help as much as possible.
„Yea, I understand.” You murmured. Hearing them sigh out softly at that, you felt the alpha that sat next to you caress your hair again.
„Thank you so much, kitty.” Yoongi whispered, already picking up a small piece of meat with his own chopsticks and nudging it in your direction.
And so, the dinner continued on. After you finished your meal, you helped pick up the dishes too, this time being faster than any of the men trying to pull you back.
Placing them on the counter, you noticed the eldest alpha already standing with the sleep spray and your new bedding in his arms, looking over you with soft eyes.
Following him closely, a few of the other alphas also started to come up themselves. Turning on the lights in your room, Jin placed all the items on the bed.
„I'll change the sheets for you, soft peaches.” He said it gently, having you nod at him and thank him softly.
Going to brush your teeth in the washroom, you also went to comb your hair, but before you even had the time to do so, Taehyung had already waltzed in, taking the brush from you before he started doing so himself.
Smiling at you through the mirror, he ran his long fingers through your soft locks, mindful not to tangle them up for you anymore. „There, babycheeks. Come on, it's time for sleep now.”
He murmured, taking your palm in his, leading you back through the doors to the bedroom. Jin has already finished setting everything up, and so after he noticed you coming back, he uncovered the duvet for you, letting you slip in before he placed it over you again.
Taking the brown jumper into your arms again, you breathed in the soft scent it carried now. Brushing your hair through, the oldest gently watched over you, his gaze soft and fond.
„There you go, sweet cub. Rest well tonight; alphas are always close if you need anything, peaches. I'll be downstairs for a bit longer; just come there if you need anything, my baby.” He mumbled, hand caressing your temples softly.
Nodding a little, the man smiled at you, tucking the blanket close to you before he stood up and went to get the others so they could also tell their sweet good nights.
Taehyung took a seat next to you on the bed, and he too gently went over your hair, smiling softly at you.
„My sweet babycheeks. Sleep well tonight, alright? If you need anything, we are only a call away.” He mumbled gently, his palms rubbing over your covered shoulder.
Murmuring a soft yes, you folded the hoodie closer to yourself, only your nose and eyes peeking out. With your room's doors opening once again, the others started to walk in one by one.
The first to crouch next to you once again was Hobi, smiling widely at how you hold the hoodie close to yourself. He felt very proud of himself for helping you settle down so well with his own clothing.
„Soft sunshine, is it warm enough? The bedsheets aren't scratchy at all, right? ...good. Make sure you sleep well tonight, bub; we care for you lots and lots. You wouldn't want to upset your alphas, hm?”
Tightening your grip on the fabric, you shook your head a bit. Smiling softly at you, the man watched you closely before he also stood up, patting your hair a little. Walking over to the windows, he made sure all the curtains were tightly shut.
Walking over, the youngest alpha giggled a little at how cuddled up you looked—with the heavy duvet and the throw blanket over yourself, you seemed to be warm tonight. Rubbing his knuckles over your cheek, his fingers gently caressed your face.
„Sleep tight, babybun. If you have any bad dreams, come to alpha right away, okay, sweet baby?” Agreeing silently once again, you let him hold your palm for a few seconds, his thumb going gently over your knuckles.
Allowing the other man to step in, Jungkook moved, letting Jimin take a seat on the bed himself. Placing a glass of water on the bedside table, he couldn't hold a soft coo in, noticing just how settled and tired you seemed already.
„Aigoo... Princess, sweet baby. Rest your eyes now, hm? You're safe here, sweet cub. We got you.” Rubbing his hands on your back, he let his two older packmates have their goodnights soon, going over to Jungkook, who was looking over the heater now.
Crouching on the ground, Yoongi let his palms cover your cheeks fully, his thumbs rubbing the soft skin you had under your eyes. Smiling gently at you, his gummy smile peeked out, making you also smile a bit.
„Kitty, you just sleep for now, okay? Alpha's will take care of everything; you don't have to worry about a thing, baby.” Bending over your form slightly, the alpha rubbed his chin over the crook of your neck, letting his scent cover it.
You should be able to sleep a bit better with their scents around you. Remembering the sleep mist his packmates bought for you, he took the bottle from the small table next to the bed, opening up the cap before he stepped back.
Spraying out only a soft hint of mist, it soon went around the whole room. After checking that everything was turned off and no one was in the bathroom or the walk-in closet, he felt his worried alpha needs settle down.
„Baby pup, aren't you just the softest little thing, sweet baby? Close your eyes for now; let the alphas take care of everything, cub. Alphas got you; don't you worry about a thing now.”
Namjoon softly voiced it, his fingers combing through your hair. With that, you felt sleep come over you fully.
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robertnelson2-blog · 5 months ago
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Face Peel
This face peel gel is a keratolytic gel that causes skin to peel and slough off VERY well, revealing new lighter baby soft skin underneath. Tretinoin Gel {a.k.a retin-a} peels skin without the burning/stinging and irritation found in other acids {i.e. glycolic, lactic, etc.} It is used to treat acne, wrinkles, and is an excellent skin-bleach penetration enhancer. This face peel gel exfoliates, stimulates collagen production and skin turn over, diminishes hyper-pigmentation, age spots and blemishes. It greatly improves the quality of skin & gives it a beautiful smooth glowing radiant airbrushed look with continued use. Know that 1 tube goes a long way when a thin layer is applied all over once a day, 2-3 times a week. After use, you’ll experience a lot of skin peeling and flakes especially if you have never exfoliated before.
SKIN BENEFITS
Tretinoin Gel 0.10% will give you an amazing face peel. It is a penetration enhancer for all skin bleach/whiteners, it is important to use this face peel in order to see results when bleaching or whitening the face ears & neck areas. Tretinoin is most commonly used to treat acne. Multiple studies support the efficacy of topical retinoids in the treatment of acne vulgaris. Tretinoin face peel is sometimes used in with other topical acne creams to enhance their penetration. In addition to treating active acne, retinoids accelerate the resolution of acne-induced post inflammatory hyperpigmentation. Photoaging is premature skin aging resulting from prolonged and repeated exposure to solar radiation. Features of photoaging include fine and coarse wrinkles, change in skin pigmentation, and loss of elasticity. In human skin, topical retinoids increase collagen production, induce epidermal hyperplasia, and decrease keratinocyte and melanocyte atypia. Topical tretinoin can be used as a face peel for mild to severe photoaging in people of all skin types.
Foot corn callus removal
If you have the toughest thickest crustiest dead skin on your feet (or hands) this is the best peel to get rid of that. This product works very well when used alone, but works even better when used with skin bleach. I improved this product by adding Salicylic Acid & Tretinoin, I also increased the TCA percentage. This product is not only strong but is more efficient at removing many layers of stubborn thick dead skin.
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padaviya · 8 months ago
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Ugly, by
Sanobar Sabah
So I turned 43 on February 14th.
Contrary to popular opinion, being in your 40s isn’t as bad. It’s like climbing a mountain, reaching its peak and enjoying your victorious, hard-earned view from the top. It’s nothing short of breath-taking. You’re brimming with confidence, you’re aware of what works for you, what doesn’t; you know your likes and dislikes and by now, you’ve learnt to say no.
Picture of me clicked in February 2023
My insides hurt at the thought. Someone knocks at the door. I open it; shocked to find Ugly.
Ugly was an old friend - a friend I had a fallout with many moons ago. I thought I’d never see her again; Ugly was a closed chapter. Or so I thought...
My life flashes in front of me hauntingly, making me feel dizzy. The school exams that made me feel suicidal, jobs that paid well but made me feel worthless, nights spent crying, the number of times I was a disgrace as a mother, as a partner, the rolls of fat, the stretch marks all over my body, the skin-whitening creams that never worked, the mistakes that cost me my respect, my dignity...Urgh! How I despised Ugly!
Healing, they say, can be quite grieving. One regrets and mourns the time, energy and opportunities lost over the years. And then you suddenly find yourself racing against time because you want to make up for the past.
I chauffeur my kids from one playdate to another, hopping like an excited bunny, basking in their adorable little experiences that they innocently share with me. My heart swells with love. I change my career, study for a new degree, feeling like a brand-new kid. I have a new lease on life; I feel empowered. Eating healthy and working out for years has paid its dividends...
I binned the skin-whitening creams when I became a mother to a beautiful, brown baby girl; we enjoy our time on the beach together, hugging the sun for all the love and warmth it showers upon us. I make time for family and friends that matter and savour every quality time spent with them.
I’m running as fast as I can, as hard as I can. And yet, I lack peace. How many likes, views and approvals before the hunger in me feels satiated? When will the grotesque self-loathing go and why is it still there after all these years?
Turning 43 makes me feel drained; exhausted. Adulting was supposed to be my ticket to freedom. Freedom from school. Freedom from the pressures of grades. Freedom from having my life being choreographed by adults at all times. Freedom from society’s beauty standards set for women. Adulting wasn’t supposed to be hard. I did not sign up for this.
I find myself running out of breath just thinking about it. Dad passed away recently - he’s gone far beyond my reach. He was my loudest cheerleader. Mum’s slowed down - mentally and physically. She was the fast one, the quick thinker.
This wasn’t supposed to be.
Regressing against years of hard work, I’m spiralling downward into a self- sabotage mode. Sugar is my best friend these days; after calling off all my training sessions, I’ve gained back all the lost inches and some more. It’s as if I’m knowingly stalling my own progress, with a vengeance.
A prisoner, trapped in my own body.
Suddenly, I find my body covered with my mum’s scars! The scars she inherited from her mum. They gnaw deep into my skin - red and raw. How can that be?! I’ve tried so hard not to be my mum, not to make the same mistakes. How are we bearing the same scars?!
And, oh my god! Are these scars contagious?! Would I pass them on to my little girl too?!
Scrub! Scrub! Scrub! I must scrub the scars away quickly.  
My skin’s peeling off. I’m bruised - inside out. But the scars refuse to budge.
Nauseous, I want to howl for help.
Ugly watches me calmly from afar as if to say, “The scars are here to stay. No-one’s coming to save you from them.”
I want Ugly to shut up and go away. Please.  
But, what if Ugly’s speaking the truth? Is there really no-one coming to save me?
I want to collapse on the floor and cease to exist. The voices in my head are way too loud for me to bear.
I ask Ugly to sit anyway. I need closure.  
There’s awkward silence as we sit ourselves down.
Funnily enough though, soon Ugly makes me feel comfortable – just like good old friends do.
Ugly is my oversized pink and white striped shirt that I want to wear every day. Ugly is my baggy black, fleece-lined joggers
that have pockets in them and a tiny hole made by my cat’s claws.
Ugly is freedom from judgement.
What if Ugly’s earned a bad name simply for speaking the truth? The bitter, uncomfortable truth I’ve been running away from all my life?
I have so much to say to Ugly. But more importantly, I want to listen to Ugly.
I let Ugly hold my hand. Maybe, just maybe, I could give Ugly a chance.
Besides, I don’t owe the world pretty.
Ugly asks me to visit the top of the mountain again and soak in the stunning view. I’ve made it so far; I’ve been so brave. It’s time I own it and allow myself a break.
Perhaps the scars don’t need to remain hidden anymore. The scars, passed down from generations before me, have shaped me for who I’ve become. Why erase them?
What am I running away from? And how long will I keep running like mad?
Ugly suggests I need to stop trying so hard and slow down a bit.  
“You can’t rush destiny,” Ugly says, warmly.  
I feel a slight smile lighting up my face. I’m breathing better.
Ugly makes me want to put on my reading glasses and type my heart away on my laptop - with my legs folded - in my baggy, black joggers.
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Honey Skin / Choi Yeonjun
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(N/A : I wrote this imagine to one of my best friends Johanna who is black-skinned who at school was insulted and who cried in my arms, I'm getting tired of hearing all day longs from her "Do you think I should whiten my skin?" I cry so much because her skin color does not define how  she is, she is sublime, she is intelligent and talented, Johanna I dedicate you this imagine because I know you like the skin color of Yeonjun he  is your bias. I hope I was able to relieve your little heart knowing that I'm not very good at doing with my emotions, but know that I love you my dear best friend and do not forget you are perfect perhaps not in the eyes of this society, but in the eyes of your family, your friends and others you are sublime. Btw My friend have always your beautiful smile in your pretty face. )
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Beauty brands and beauty standards in South Korea were often complicated to understand, this was the case for your husband who is an Idol in this industry, he is obliged and often subjected to follow the standards of beauties, but often you felt bad for him because on the one hand his skin is beautiful you love it because it looks like a mixture of whipping cream which we did not add honey. Today he would go back to your hotel room before sighing and undressing, he would approach you before placing his lips on yours. "I'm very tired." "Can you see it in my heart, do you want me to run a bath while you take your makeup off?" He smelled to answer your question before going to remove his makeup, often what he does not like is that as a singer, they have no right to a slight error whether it is the physical or their dance or their singing.
"Yeonjun I prepared the bath my love." He would approach you before he hugged you. "Baby, wash me today?" You helped him to remove his underwear before going into the bath, he seemed soothed when it came to his wife, you started to wet his hair, smelling water on his skull made him a crazy good, you stroked his hair, washed it before passing over his body, he raised his arms, you cleaned his body , you let him do on his private part because he didn't seem to want to have sex in the bath today, you helped him out of the bath before trying to dry it. Once clean, he would get dressed before dropping on the cold mattress, he looked like he was somewhere else. You would approach him before you could feel him climb on you, he would put his head on your chest and play with your fingers, especially your left yearbook, where there was your commitment in his eyes, you would put your hand in his hair before kissing his forehead. "I love you" This phrase that did not say often, but that when he uttered it appeared with so much sincerity. "What's going through your head?" "Lately, people just say I don't have the right skin color to be a good singer in South Korea, that I'm not white enough, that I don't belong in the agency."
These last words were like a breath, he prevented himself from crying. "Honey, I love your skin color, it's honeyed, I love it and I've already told you, I love you as you are, you're a brilliant man, your skin doesn't define what you are, you've worked hard to come here, they're not jerks and assholes who will decide for you." He stared you in the eyes before placing his lips on yours, those eyes closed gently to your touch on that hair and he fell asleep with his heart lightened, his eyes filled with tears, your hands intertwined. A smile was on his face when he felt your lips against the palm of his hand.
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chocoluckchipz · 4 years ago
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The Other You - 22
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It didn’t make sense. 
His head spun, the burning feeling in his chest intensifying with every passing moment.
It shouldn’t make sense!
Missing someone who was probably happy he was out of her life shouldn’t even exist as a concept. 
It wasn’t fair! 
She made him suffer like never before. She took his heart and trampled on it without a care in the world. Granted, he wasn’t all that innocent himself, but all he wanted was to help her. Why couldn’t she see that? 
Yes, he wasn’t perfect. But she wasn’t either. Just look where he found her those few months back. At the end of her wits and her humanity. And yet he still recognized the goodness hidden deep inside her, accepted and loved her with all her peculiarities and flaws which weren’t many but still… Why couldn’t she do the same for him? Was he that unlovable?
Why did it take her so long to think about it? What was there even to think about? She either wanted him or she didn’t.
Adrien gritted his teeth, his fists tightening.
And why did he have to be the one stuck loving someone who couldn’t care less about him? He’d never asked to be so “lucky”.
Lump in his throat, he closed his eyes, trying to ignore the force that gripped his heart.
“You gonna sleep anytime soon?” Plagg grumbled from his bed. “I thought alcohol was supposed to knock you out, not make you even more restless.”
“Maybe I didn’t drink enough,” Adrien grunted and tried to sit up. “I’ll go get some more.”
“No!” Plagg zoomed to his face and glared. “You’ve had more than enough. Go to bed. Sleep it off.”
“But, Plagg. I’m sure a little more will help me forget—"
“Bed!” Plagg hissed. “Or I’m going to go get Ladybug and let her deal with you and your childish ways. Would you like that?”
Adrien pouted and plopped back onto his bed, covering himself with a blanket up to his head. “You’re so mean. I should’ve given you away too.”
“You should’ve,” Plagg grumbled, flying back to his spot. “But, since you didn’t, deal with it like a man. Not an overgrown baby.” 
“I am a man, unlike someone." Adrien stuck out his tongue in Plagg's general direction and turned away, his eyes falling on the lucky charm Marinette once gave him on his nightstand. 
Why hadn't he thrown it out yet? 
He grabbed the string of beads and froze, the coolness of the material burning his palm.
Oh. Yes… Because he still loved her. Because he was still hoping she’d give him another chance.
Bringing the charm close to his chest, he curled in on himself, memories of Marinette vibrant in his mind. The evenings they spent together, those delicious meals she cooked just for him, video game competitions, bantering and joking around… The kiss they had shared, the softness of her lips, her scent… The feeling of her delicate skin under his fingers haunted his dreams on a nightly basis. She was his warmth. She was his light. His hope for a brighter future. She was his everything.
And he lost her.
He was so happy with her. Happy and loved and accepted. He was always welcomed and cherished at her home. At least he felt like he was… 
Was it all an illusion? 
Did he imagine it all?
The cursed lump in his throat grew bigger, making it hard for him to breathe. Adrien bit into his lip trying to suppress the tears that threatened to fall. 
Gosh, he missed her so much! 
He’d never missed anyone this badly. 
Nothing had hurt him more than the absence of Marinette.
He wished she’d make up her mind already, whichever way it went, because uncertainty was killing him. The wait was quickly becoming unbearable.
“Listen, kid.” Plagg snuck under his blanket and cuddled to his chest. “I’m willing to do whatever it takes because this is getting ridiculous. I know you’re hurting but you can’t let anger and despair overtake you. Sleep. You’ll feel better in the morning.”
“I’m fine—”
A low rumble rolled against his chest. Adrien froze.
“Are you—”
“In your dreams! See? Alcohol’s getting to you. You’re hallucinating already. Go to sleep!”
Adrien quietly chuckled and cuddled Plagg closer. What a bad liar he was. Always refusing to admit he cared for Adrien. He shouldn’t deny that, though. Adrien loved his grumpy, cheese-obsessed kwami of destruction too much for his own good. Plagg didn't even have to threaten the destruction of Paris if Adrien were to surrender his miraculous to Marinette. Adrien wasn't even entertaining the idea in the first place. 
Closing his eyes, Adrien let Plagg’s purring lure him to relax, sleep slowly overtaking him.
Good. 
He needed to sleep. 
He had to forget. 
Perhaps, move on. 
Get over Marinette.
He must…
He wasn’t sure he ever would. 
***
Every muscle in his body hurt. 
So did his head. 
He could’ve drunk an ocean if given the chance. 
He had to get up for that.
Adrien groaned, shifting in his bed, immediately regretting ever moving.
Perhaps getting drunk wasn’t the best of his ideas. He had to try, though, because binging anime and stuffing himself with junk food for days in a row didn’t help him forget or ease the pain. It didn't make waiting for her decision any easier either. He thought alcohol would do the trick, but it seemed all it did was intensify his already messed-up emotions for the evening, gifting him nothing but a headache and misery in the morning. 
Bad choice. He’d think twice before going down that road again.
His stomach growled.
Plagg grumbled beside him. “Make it stop. It’s impossible to sleep with that earthquake in your belly. Go feed yourself or something. Don’t touch my beloved.”
Adrien closed his eyes for a moment. Perhaps he should put something in his stomach. Surely, he can still find something edible in the kitchen.
But water first.
Then, painkillers.
Adrien slowly got up, somehow stumbling to his en-suite. Splashing cold water on his face, he shuffled to the kitchen and rummaged through the cupboards. The dangerously sugary American cereal box was empty. Frozen waffles were gone. Ice cream didn’t appeal at the moment. A single egg and a few bacon strips lay on the top shelf in the fridge. Perhaps he could fry those. Marinette taught him once how to do that. 
Painkiller first, though. And some water. He was dying of thirst.
“Don’t burn the house down.” Plagg flew into the kitchen as soon as Adrien cracked the egg into the frying pan.
“I’m not that hopeless,” Adrien deadpanned, the painkiller, thank heaven, starting to work. 
“Sure,” Plagg mocked him, heading straight for his Camembert stash. 
Adrien should probably buy him more. If he remembered correctly there was only one wheel left. Surprisingly, Plagg wasn’t complaining yet. Just as he surprisingly had yet to…  
“You know, I’m impressed. It’s been a few days and you’ve yet to nag me with ‘I told you so’.”
Plagg yawned, cradling a wedge of Camembert in his paws. “Should I?”  
“Well, yes. You did warn me. I didn’t listen and look where we are now. So, go ahead—lecture me all you want. I deserve it.”
“Kid, I’m the kwami of destruction, not a heartless monster. I’m not about to kick you when you’re already down.”
“Maybe if you lectured me more, I’d stay out of trouble.” 
“You’ve had enough lecturing from your father for three lifetimes. Did it help? Give yourself a break. You’re human. You’re bound to make mistakes.”
Adrien didn’t answer, turning his attention to the pan. The egg started to whiten, so he salted and peppered it just like Marinette had shown him, and stared at it intently until it was time to flip it over. Once it was ready, he transferred it to a plate and started on the bacon. 
“Do you regret it?” 
“Regret what?”
“Getting involved in all of this.”
Adrien had never thought about it but if he had to give an answer… “Only that it didn’t work out between us. But otherwise, no. I can’t say I regret anything.”
Plagg quirked an eyebrow. “How come?”
Adrien shrugged, flipping the bacon. “We helped someone in a bad situation get back on their feet. And not just Marinette. A whole lot of people at Gabriel as well. I can’t regret that. Yeah, I got hurt, but I’m sure Marinette’s hurting more. Finding out it was me, going behind her back again, all while I knew she didn’t want me getting involved… She must be thinking I didn’t think she could do this. I must have totally destroyed whatever little trust she had in me.” He paused for a moment, his eyes focused on the bacon in his pan, but seeing nothing, his vision starting to blur. “I was stupid. I should’ve… I don’t know, done something differently, right? Perhaps—"
“Don’t cry.”
“I’m not crying.”
“How do you still have tears in you? You’ve been bawling your eyes out for days.”
“Plagg, I’m not—”
“Your bacon’s burning.”
Adrien quickly swallowed the lump in his throat, taking the slightly too-crisp bacon out of the pan. He closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths to calm down and get a grip. 
In and out.
This was normal. Just another stage in his grieving process. He had a right to grieve. Because despite Marinette leaving him a message in which she apologized for her reaction to his reveal and asked for time to pull herself together, make sense of everything, and to think about her feelings and what she wanted to do next, Adrien felt that the battle was already lost. That tiny flickering of hope that still burned in his chest was growing smaller with each passing day, and soon he’d have to admit that he had lost both of them: Marinette, the woman he wanted to spend the rest of his life with, and Ladybug, his best friend and partner for a decade. He had a right to mourn that. 
Adrien headed to the washroom to splash some more water on his face and compose himself. A mess of a human being, a far cry from his former, glorious supermodel-self, looked at him from the mirror. Adrien closed his eyes and concentrated on his breathing.
He had to get a hold of his emotions.
He couldn’t be like this forever. 
He had to move on.
He would move on!
Unless she’d want him back…
Who was he kidding? His own father didn't want him and he’d done nothing but obeyed Gabriel his whole life. Why would Marinette want him after he’d repeatedly broken her trust and her heart? So, he’d better start working on getting over her with a proper meal of bacon and eggs instead of whatever garbage he’d been surviving on the last few days. 
Five minutes later he was settling down at the table, a look of uncertainty in his eyes as he beheld his meal. It looked nothing like what Marinette would’ve made. The egg seemed decent, but the bacon was half-burned. He cut a little of the egg and tasted it, grimacing right away. Way too salty. Not enough pepper. A bit pathetic. 
Just like him.
“Don’t worry. Not everything’s lost yet,” Plagg said, plopping on the table in front of him. “She hasn’t replied to your letter yet, so you never know. Maybe she’ll fly to your side soon enough with a pot of steaming stew and a warm pie in her hands and all will be great again.”
“Seriously?” Adrien glared at Plagg. “Not everything in this life is about food, Plagg.”
“Yeah, tell yourself that when there is a meal made by Marinette in front of you on the table.”
Adrien let out a disapproving grunt and pushed away his plate. “I’m nothing but a nuisance. She’ll be better off without me.”
“That’s your depression talking,” Plagg grumbled. “We’ve been over this already multiple times, and I'm not singing your praises again. Better get yourself together and get outside. That’ll do you some good.”
Adrien mentally protested. He didn’t want to go anywhere!
“Adrien,” Plagg kept on nagging. “I get that you’re hurting but you can’t bury yourself here. You have Gabriel to take care of and don't forget your teaching job is starting again in a few weeks.”
“I know,” Adrien grumbled, taking his plate and throwing the barely touched food out. It wasn’t edible anyway. “Not today, though. I don’t feel like it.”
Plagg flew right in Adrien’s face and grabbed him by his nose. “You’ll never feel like it if you don’t push yourself to change something. Go outside. You need fresh air. Meet with a friend. Give it some time, kid. It’ll get better. It will. I promise. But only if you stop burying yourself alive.”
A short moment later a soft sigh escaped his lips as Adrien cradled Plagg in his palms, bringing him to his chest for a hug. “Thanks, Plagg. I’ll try. For you.”
He did his best. Adrien forced himself to shower, wear something apart from his oversized t-shirt and lounge pants, and go shopping for groceries. Then, he called Nino and rescheduled the lunch he’d canceled yesterday for Tuesday. He even cleaned his apartment, going as far as packing all things related to Marinette in a separate box, kicking himself again and again for still hoping she’d forgive him. It was pathetic, he knew that. But he couldn’t just order his heart to stop loving the girl he’d been in love with for almost half of his life. No one could do that in a matter of days.
In the evening, Adrien transformed and ran a few laps around the city to unwind as fast as he could, making sure to stick to darker areas in case Ladybug was out. Marinette did ask him to give her time and space, but that didn’t mean Chat Noir had to disappear. Adrien just couldn’t do that. He loved being Chat Noir. He loved the freedom, the rush, the adrenaline it allowed him. It did wonders for his physical and mental health, and in his current condition, it would’ve been awfully stupid of him to give that up. So after much deliberation with Plagg, he’d figured that as long as he could make it quick enough to avoid being detected, he should be fine.
Standing atop the Eiffel Tower at the end of his run was exhilarating. Chat breathed in deeply and closed his eyes, taking in the muffled noise of the city below. He’d never be able to give this up. With a slight smile on his lips, he quietly bid farewell to the view and sprinted back home.
“What’s for dinner?” Plagg yawned as Adrien dropped his transformation upon entering his apartment. “I’m starving.”
“Your cheese is in the fridge.”
“And you?”
Adrien shrugged. “Not hungry.”
“You’ve got to eat, kid.”
“Later.”
Adrien plopped on his sofa and stared at the ceiling. His mind somewhat clearer after the run, he tried to think about what his next move should be. Were Marinette to kick him to the curb, adjustments in his life would be necessary to make. Chat Noir, for example, would have to go out in secret and as little as possible, and Adrien Agreste would have to sell his Gabriel shares and go back to teaching physics to a bunch of teenagers in a few weeks.
Adrien shifted, turning to lie on his stomach. Unexpectedly even to him, he had kind of taken a liking to Gabriel as of late. He’d always liked solving problems and once he got over the initial shock of being a CEO of a fashion empire, Adrien realized that running it was just a huge puzzle to be solved. And he liked puzzles. All he had to do was learn the rules of this particular one and the rest came to him naturally. 
One of the things Adrien especially enjoyed was seeing how his changes transformed Gabriel into an effective and comfortable workplace, a far cry from the state his father had left it in. Its employees these days looked happier, less stressed, and more confident than ever, improving their output and the quality of their work as a result. Quitting slowly stopped. They had even hired new people recently, and Adrien predicted that after Fashion Week’s success, they’d easily be able to replace all of the people who left with qualified professionals. 
He shifted again. Back on his back, he covered his face with his hands. The last thing he wanted now was to sell Gabriel off to some random stranger who might be looking at it as a money-making machine instead of the living, breathing organism requiring love and care that it was. Perhaps, he could interview the potential buyers himself and try to figure out who would be the best fit for the company. It wouldn’t even be about the money. Adrien had a decent salary from his teaching job and had inherited a fortune from his father, large enough for a few lifetimes. He’d have to talk to his lawyer first and see what options he had. Because if Marinette wouldn't want him in her life, he’d have no choice but to sell. He doubted she’d want to see him at her workplace, even if once in a while. He wasn’t sure he could handle that either.
His stomach growled for the umpteenth time. Plagg nagged him again. Adrien groaned and got up. Dinner it was, no matter how much he dreaded it.
He shuffled to the kitchen and opened one of the cupboards, taking out the last package of cup noodles. Kettle on, he glanced into the fridge. He’d forgotten to buy pre-packaged salads again. Oh well, not the first time. The water boiled. Adrien poured it into his noodles and sat at the table, waiting for them to cook. He wrapped his palms around the cup to warm them up. 
“Plagg?”
“Trying to sleep.”
Adrien let a puff of air out. “Good night, Plagg.”
The kwami muttered something incomprehensible in return as Adrien peeled the cover off the noodle cup and picked up his fork. Tasteless and gooey. Mushy in places and hard in others. He didn’t enjoy them; he never did, but they were enough to survive on and that was all that mattered.
He shoved one more bite into his mouth and chewed. Marinette would never eat this. She’d cook something and no matter how simple or extravagant the dish was, it’d taste divine. His mouth watered at just the thought. 
Their banter was even better than their meals. Marinette was always a great conversation companion, having tons of stories and opinions. 
She was smart and funny. She made him laugh like he’d never laughed before. She was sassy and always had a comeback for every one of his smart remarks. She wore her heart on her sleeve. Her face, her voice, her body language always softened when she talked about her loved ones. And her passion? Excitement would be palpable in the air as she told him over and over again all about her designs and everything related to them. At moments like those, she shone her brightest. 
He wiped away a tear. Another one slipped out of his other eye. Adrien put the fork down and pushed the noodles away. 
He couldn’t stomach them anymore. 
A glass of water didn't help and once again, he went through his bedtime routine on autopilot, hiding under his comforter right after. Her lucky charm clutched in his fist, Adrien swaddled himself in his sheets. His eyes drooping closed, he hugged his pillow close, finally letting his tears roll freely. 
He’d get over her one day. 
He knew that. 
That day, however, hadn’t arrived yet. 
***
Monday morning, Adrien contacted his lawyer and set up a meeting for that afternoon. An hour before their appointment, his lawyer called to reschedule, saying he had a family emergency and wouldn’t be able to meet up with Adrien until at least Wednesday. 
The next few days, Adrien spent doing nothing in particular. At Plagg’s insistence, he got out of the apartment to take walks around the city and snuck out as Chat Noir after dark. He met Nino for lunch on Tuesday, discovering, much to his surprise, that Nino seemed to be blissfully unaware of anything going awry between Adrien and Marinette. He even invited Adrien to Alya’s birthday celebration in a few weeks, which Marinette was certain to attend as well. Adrien didn’t refuse, only mentioning that he might have to stay away if Marinette wasn’t comfortable with him, to which Nino replied that based on what he’d heard from Alya, Marinette shouldn’t have any issues with him attending.
On Wednesday at two o’clock, Adrien sat down with his lawyer in a VIP lounge of his favourite restaurant to brainstorm ideas and possible courses of action regarding a potential Gabriel sale. 
After about an hour, both men concluded that to fully grasp all the peculiarities of the situation, they had to consult a few other professionals in the area. 
“I’ll let you know what my accountant suggests in a few days.” The lawyer stood up. “Now, I must apologize and depart.”
“I hope your wife gets better soon,” Adrien said, shaking the man’s hand. “Can’t imagine how hard it must be for your family right now.”
“Thank you. The doctor’s prognosis is promising so we’re hoping for the best. I’ll see you soon, Adrien.” The man was about to depart when he remembered something and, opening one of his folders, pulled out a white envelope. “I was asked to give this to you by one of your employees.”
Adrien quirked an eyebrow. “Oh? Who?”
“I don’t know. I just stopped by your office to pick up a few documents before our meeting on Monday and some girl came in looking for you. I mentioned I’d be seeing you later that day, so she gave it to me but then…”
“Don’t worry about it,” Adrien put his hand on the man’s shoulder. “Go to your wife. She needs you more than I do right now.”
“Thank you,” the lawyer gave him a smile and put the letter in his hands before departing. 
Adrien sat down and opened the envelope, pulling out a single sheet of paper with cursive handwriting on it. 
His heart skipped a beat. 
He knew that writing. 
He knew who put little hearts over all the ‘i’s. 
He’d waited for it. He knew it was coming, but now that Marinette’s reply was in his hands, Adrien didn’t know what to feel or do or say or even think. One way or another, whatever she wrote in there would change his world. Without much thinking, Adrien read.
 “Hello, Adrien.
I apologize for taking such a long time to reply, but I didn’t want to rush into anything. I wanted to be absolutely sure of what I’m about to say, so I had to really think this through. I’m also sorry for writing a letter instead of coming to you face to face, but I’m not sure I’ll be able to say everything I want to tell you in person. I’m not sure if you’re still willing to listen to me. So, a letter it is. I hope that’s okay with you.
Before I start, though, I wanted to thank you for your letter and for telling me the whole truth. I really appreciate it. I think it would be fair for me to share all of my secrets with you as well, just like you did.
I guess, technically, I have only one, but it seems to be big enough to cause all of this commotion. Because you see, I wasn’t avoiding Adrien because I hated him. I was running away because I was falling back in love with him—”
 Adrien froze. 
Did he read that right?
He reread the sentence a few more times.
She was falling back in love with him?
She didn’t hate him?
SHE LOVED HIM???
 “… I  was running away because I was falling back in love with him, and I couldn’t afford for that to happen. I loved Chat Noir. I was dating Chat Noir. I couldn't and didn't want to be unfaithful. 
I do admit, I’ve spent years hating you for what happened back in the day. When you reappeared in my life, I still despised you; but then, I slowly started to see who you really are and what I saw wasn’t the vicious, petty man I’d painted in my mind. You were kind and protective, someone who made a mistake following his good intentions and sincerely regretted it. I must admit I didn’t handle that situation in the best way, for which I’m sincerely regretful. That’s why I didn’t want to rush into anything. I don’t want to repeat my mistakes and hurt you again.
After we talked about the past and made our apologies, I was starting to think that maybe we could be friends again. The day you took me out for lunch was the day I understood that ‘just a friend’ and ‘Adrien Agreste’ weren’t compatible in my head or my heart. I either had to hate you or fall in love with you. That wasn’t fair to Chat Noir who’d waited years for me to get my life together. I loved him. I couldn’t betray him. That’s why I pushed him to confess to Ladybug. That’s why I revealed myself. I thought if I was dating Chat Noir, my attraction and longing for Adrien would vanish. 
I was wrong. Terribly so. Chat was pulling away and at the same time Adrien had become so irresistibly sweet and kind, and I just couldn't keep myself in check anymore. A little more and I don't know what would've happened. That’s why I ran. Not from you, Adrien. From my feelings. That’s why I said all of those hurtful things at the gala. You told me as Ladybug that you loved Marinette. So, I thought if Marinette were awful to you, if she cut you out of her life completely and destroyed all hopes for a relationship, then you’d move on to someone else and my feelings for you would slowly disappear. 
I'm so sorry for my actions that night. You didn't deserve what I put you through. My only excuse is that I was desperate to stay faithful to Chat, but even so, I crossed too many lines in my blind quest and I hope I’ll be able to apologize properly to you one day.
And then, when you revealed yourself, I was so shocked I couldn’t move or talk or even think straight. I know I hurt you. I swear I wanted to go find you, but Tikki stopped me and, to be honest, I’m grateful to her for that. She said you deserved an answer to your question the next time we met, and that night I didn’t have one for you. If I had found you that night, I would’ve rushed into something neither of us might have been ready for, or I might have hurt both of us again. I don't know what would’ve happened, but I want to get it right this time, so I had to step back, calm down, and think about it all.
I do have an answer for you now if you still want to hear it, and I’m 100% certain of what I’m about to say. 
Can I look at Adrien and tell him I love him just as much as Chat Noir?
Yes, I can. 
I love you, Adrien. 
 He sucked in the air, his breathing halting. Heart threatening to jump out of his chest, Adrien couldn't keep a smile off his face. 
She loved him. 
She loved him! 
HIM! 
LOVED!!!
Adrien reread the last four words a thousand times before proceeding.
 All of you. 
The one who’s been by my side all of these years as my loyal partner and the one whom I’ve so unfairly doubted and cruelly hurt.
Adrien, I can’t even begin to express how thankful I am for our masks right now. Without them, I would've never spent years getting to know you as Chat Noir and never would’ve come to see the real you—the man beneath my biases and assumptions. Without the masks, I would've never fallen in love with your beautiful soul and your overwhelmingly kind heart. There is no doubt in my mind that you’re a good person, Adrien. The best one I’ve ever met.
I know I can trust you. 
With my life and with my heart. 
If you still want it.
So, there. That’s my secret. I’m leaving it up to you now. If you think we should give us another try, I’m more than willing to. I’m sure it won’t be easy, and we’ll have to learn to communicate and stop keeping secrets from each other… but I want to give us a fair chance. I don’t believe we had one.
If that’s something you want too, find me before Wednesday at 3 pm. I got a job offer from Muï Muï. My train for Milan departs at 3:15 pm from Gare de Lyon. I wanted to refuse them at first, but then I thought that if you didn’t want me back, I should be the one to step away. Firstly, because it’ll be easier to get over each other if we’re living in different countries. Secondly, because you can’t leave Gabriel, Adrien. You made such a huge difference in the company. People are enjoying themselves now. They are eager to create and become better because they know they work for someone who cares. You have a kind and compassionate soul. That’s all that’s needed to head Gabriel. Please, don’t leave them. If we aren’t meant to be together, let me be the one to leave. I’ll be perfectly happy in Milan. Gabriel may never have another leader as great as you.
That’s it. I’ll stop now. It’s getting late and I’m pretty sure I already wrote everything I wanted. I took a week off, so I’ll be home most of the time packing. 
If, by some miracle, you find me worthy of a second chance, I’ll be waiting for you any time of the day or night. If you think it's better for us to go our separate ways, I’ll leave on Wednesday at 3:15 pm. If I don’t see you by then, I’ll know your answer. 
In any case, thank you for everything. Thank you for helping me achieve my dream. Thank you for loving and respecting me so much you allowed yourself to be hurt. I am so, so sorry about everything again. I hope you can forgive me one day. 
I love you.
Marinette.
P.S. Since you aren’t coming to collect the rent fee I still owe you, I’ve been freezing meals for you with reheating instructions attached. After I’m gone, you’ll find them all in your freezer. I also wrote down a few recipes of your favourite dishes and left them on the kitchen table. They’re pretty easy to make, so I’m sure you’ll be able to handle them.
P.P.S. Of course, you can keep Plagg. Just let me know how I can find him if I need to.
P.P.P.S. I’m also furious you kept self-akumatizing yourself for weeks. Do you even know how dangerous it is?! There are reasons there always, ALWAYS two people involved in this, and no, I don’t consider Plagg a full-fledged person no matter how good of a job he did de-akumatizing you. However, no matter how angry about this I am, I have to thank you. I could never have done this without ‘Felix’ and his help. So, thank you, but DON'T YOU DARE ever think about doing it again. If you do, I swear, I won’t care that you’re Chat Noir, my loyal partner for a decade, I WILL kick your butt all the way down the Eiffel Tower and then some.”
 Adrien laughed. Ladybug was always so adorable when she was annoyed or angry at him. Reading the letter, he could practically see her glaring at him, her lips pursed, eyebrows knit in a frown, a hint of smoke coming out of her ears. She never was angry for long, though. She was too kind for that.
His eyes went back to the words before all of the postscripts, running over them again and again. 
 I love you.
 She loved him!
His heart quickened its pace as he grinned harder. 
Marinette loved him.
She didn’t hate him; she loved him! And she wanted to give them another try, to give him a second chance. 
Why would she even think he wouldn’t want that? Who did she think he was? Silly girl. Of course, he—
His breath hitched, grin vanishing from his lips. He pulled out his cellphone and looked at today’s date on the lock screen.
No.
Wednesday. 
3:00 pm.
He had fifteen minutes to stop Marinette before she left Paris thinking he didn’t want anything to do with her. Bone-chilling cold gripped his chest. Adrien shook it off, standing up and gathering his things. 
He couldn’t let her go again. 
Not when they finally had a viable chance at happiness. Dropping money for the lunch on the table, he ran to the nearest hiding spot, clutching the letter in his hand. 
He could make it there in time, but he had to hurry.
“Plagg! Claws out!”
Chat Noir ran as fast as he could towards a big dome in the distance. Gare de Lyon. He could see it, but it would take him at least ten minutes to get there. 
Chat pushed himself harder, hoping to defy time. 
He had to get there faster. 
He couldn’t let her go. 
He couldn’t let her think he didn’t want her. 
He couldn’t…
Trains came into his view. Out of breath, Chat dropped onto the roof of the building. Below him lay a labyrinth of train tracks, metro connections, shops, and people. Crowds, thousands of people walking around. How was he supposed to find her here? 
He noticed an information bulletin and ran towards it. The train for Milan was leaving in a few minutes. Thankfully, the platform he needed was right there. He glanced at the entrance. Huge lines of people were scanning their tickets to access the platform. He had to get past them. He also had to get away from the people gawking at him and trying to get his attention. He had no time for fans right now. He had to find Marinette.
Using his staff, Chat got back to the roof and ran past the ticket checkpoint, descending into the underground pass between the platforms. He quickly found a nook to de-transform and ran out to the platform just in time to see the train depart.
His heart sank. 
No!
No!
NO!
Adrien ran after it. 
“Marinette! Marinette, wait!”
The train didn’t stop, but when Adrien reached the end of the platform, he had to. Out of breath, he grabbed a nearby pole to hold on to, watching the train carry his love away. 
This wasn’t fair. 
This couldn’t be happening. 
He came.
He ran! 
As fast as he could. 
Why?
“You can’t do this!” Adrien cried out after the train without thinking. “This isn’t fair! I had fifteen minutes! Fifteen minutes to get here!”
His vision blurred, but Adrien raised the letter in his hand and yelled again. “You can’t tell me all of this and then leave! I didn’t get to answer!”
His fists clenched. He didn’t care what the people around him thought. “You know what? I’m not letting you get away like this! I’m buying a ticket for the next train to Milan and I’m going to find you and give you my answer! You said it yourself we have to learn to communicate, so that is what I’m doing!”
Straightening up, he pressed his lips together and turned around, ready to fulfill his words, only to freeze in place. A few meters away in a red dress with her hair down, stood Marinette. Her eyes wide, cheeks flushed, she clutched her luggage, watching him silently. 
Her name slipped from his lips. 
He swallowed and held up her letter. “Is this still true? Did you mean it?”
“Every word,” she breathed out.
That was all that Adrien needed to hear. With an urgent stride, he walked up to her and, pulling her close, captured her lips in a kiss. The world around them vanished, erupting in a symphony only they could hear. She sighed against him, her hands on his shirt, tugging him close. Hot breaths mingling, their lips moved in unison. Adrien slid one of his hands to the small of her back and pulled her closer, holding her as though she were the most precious treasure he'd ever beheld. Her arms wrapped around his neck, a barely audible moan escaping her lips. Adrien groaned and deepened the kiss. She whimpered but allowed him the freedom. His heart threatened to burst, fire burning in the pit of his stomach. Adrien kissed her more fervently with each passing moment, getting lost in their closeness. Her scent, the warmth of her body, her burning touch. His knees were giving out, but he refused to let her go.
What if she disappeared on him again?
He wasn’t sure he’d be able to handle that.
He pulled her even closer, holding on as tight as he could. In vain. A few moments later, she pulled back, gasping for air. He tightened his hold on her, leaning forward so their foreheads touched. “Please, don’t go. Stay. I want you to stay with me.”
“I will,” she whispered, her cheeks flushed, eyes sparkling with tears. “I want to stay with you too.” 
He lowered his head again, peppering her lips with sweet, gentle kisses. 
Marinette giggled, losing composure. Her tears spilled as she buried her face in his chest and sobbed. “I’m so sorry. I was so stupid. I hurt you so much.”
“I wasn’t at my best either,” he whispered into her hair. “You’re right—we didn't really have a fair shot at this. But we’ll talk and figure this thing out, okay?”
She quietly nodded, her face still hidden in his shirt. “I was so scared you wouldn’t show up.”
“I only got your letter twenty minutes ago. I ran as fast as I could but it wasn’t enough. I’m sorry I made you worry.”
She shook her head, her hold on him tightening. “That’s fine. It helped me realize even more how much I want to be with you.” 
A lump stuck in his throat, Adrien cradled her in his arms. “You didn’t get on the train.”
“I waited for you on the platform a minute too long.”
He smiled. “You knew I’d come?”
“I was really hoping you would.”
He kissed her again, light butterfly kisses at the corner of her lips, her nose, that pretty forehead of hers. 
Wiping her tears, Marinette giggled, her voice ringing like tiny bells in springtime.
“Let’s go home,” Adrien said, pulling away, yet keeping her in his arms. 
“We should. We have a lot to talk about.” 
“That and I believe I owe you cuddles and kisses for all the times I held back. Ugh, that was so hard!” he bemoaned dramatically. “I wouldn’t wish the experience even on my enemies.”
She laughed, bopping his nose as she pulled out of his embrace. “We have plenty of time to catch up on that as well. I took a week off work and I heard you weren’t showing up either.”
“I needed some time off.”
 “How convenient for us we both have no obligations for a few more days. Plenty of time to talk things through.” 
He grinned and took her luggage. “Then let’s not waste a single minute, my Lady. This cat is at your service.”
She let a teasing smile play on her lips. “That’s a dangerous offer you’re making there, Adrien. What if I intend to capitalize on it to the fullest?”
“I insist you do.” He took her hand and kissed her knuckles. “Anything for you, Princess. I love you. I always did. I always will.”
“I love you too,” she whispered in response, pulling him down for another kiss. “With all my heart. Forever and then some.”
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moonlightdreamzz · 5 years ago
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NCT 127 — Their Black S/O Gets Disrespected By Their Friend Because Of Their Race. (Taeil, Johnny, Taeyong, Yuta, Doyoung)
Request:👋🏾 I was wondering if you could do a reaction for 127 on how they’d react after seeing a friend disrespect their s/o for their race??? (or a friend of the s/o disrespects the member for their race, however you see fit) no rush either😘
Taeil:
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You were already quite nervous about meeting Taeil’s friends just because they were older, and older people in Korea tended to be more old fashioned when it came to dating. Your boyfriend was confident though, and assured you that everything would go perfectly.
“They want to see who’s making me so happy.” He assured.
And you believed him.
When the two of you walked into the house, you felt awkward, but you figured you were supposed to. Taeil was greeted in a frat boy manner by all of his bro’s and you tried your best to smile and wave. They all waved back, but they seemed more focused on him. And that honestly didn’t bother you as you didn’t want to talk too much, but one of the men on the couch couldn’t help but to stare at you.
“Are you always this quiet?” He questions as he takes a swig of his beer. “Because I thought black girls were loud, always snapping fingers in people’s faces.”
“What did you just say?” Taeil speaks before you can. His chest is out and it’s a sight you haven’t seen before as your relationship was usually all soft giggles and gentle kisses. “Watch your fucking mouth.”
“Stop being such a bitch, Taeil. It was a compliment.”
“I don’t think stereotyping a whole race is a compliment.” You say, rising from the couch. You snatch your purse off the floor and run out the door without any keys, so you can’t go but so far, and you have no idea if Taeil is following you.
Johnny:
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He couldn’t even call them his friends. His real friends consisted of his members and back home buddies—these people were just people who he talked to from time to time at parties and such.
The two of you were trying to enjoy your bowling date when they found you. The both of you rolled your eyes, but you weren’t mean enough to tell them to leave. They were obviously drunk.
“Is this your girl, Johnny?” You didn’t appreciate the way he looked at you like a piece of food, and Johnny must have noticed as well as his hold on you became much tighter. He presses a kiss to the side of your head before answering.
“Yeah, problem?”
“No problem at all. I just want to know is it better?”
“Alright.” You say, taking Johnny’s hand and standing up immediately. You knew you only had mere seconds before his fist connected to the dickhead’s face, but he couldn’t catch a charge. SM wouldn’t stand for it.
“Let me go.” He yanks away. He knows this wasn’t the smartest thing to do, but he doesn’t give a fuck. His punches are rapid and fast, and the only thing he can hear is you telling him to stop but he doesn’t care.
Taeyong:
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He hadn’t seen them in so long, and from what he remembered, they were cool people. You had been telling him recently how you wanted to branch out and meet different people to keep you company while he was gone. That’s why everyone agreed to bring their girlfriends as well.
Everything was going well until things died down. Everyone was just eating and listening to the music when one of the girls spoke up. You recognized her as one of Taeyong’s childhood friends he mentioned.
“So Y/N, I’m into the makeup buisness.”
“Oh that’s so cool.” You say, stuffing a fry into your mouth.
“Have you ever tried skin-whitening cream? I think it’ll make you even prettier than you are now. Just a thought. I actually brought some for you.” She simpers from her seat as she places it on the table, and you swallow your food, but you’re fuming now.
You didn’t do well in situations like these. You couldn’t control yourself. You were two seconds from jumping across the table and beating her ass, but Taeyong grabs the bottle. He opens it quickly before squiring it all over her. Everyone at the table is shocked—even you.
“What the fuck, Taeyong!”
“Don’t ever try my girl like that ever again, or next time I’ll let her beat your ass.” He says, throwing the empty bottle at her boyfriend. “And I’ll be beating yours at the same time. Let’s go.” He says, practically flipping the table over as he forces you up and the two of you storm out.
Yuta:
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Your vacation in Japan was supposed to be beautiful, and it was. You spent everyday doing something different—but also something that made your boyfriend reminisce about his childhood here. It wasn’t in your original plans to catch up with his friends, but when they hit him up, you wouldn’t tell him that you just wanted him. He barely got to enjoy home like he had this past week and a half.
The club was jumping, you looked dangerously good, and Yuta couldn’t stop telling you in your ear as his hands didn’t leave your body until he saw his people. The two of you danced all night, and you know your boyfriend. He was trying to get lit tonight, so while he wasn’t paying attention, you snuck off to the bar to buy him a little something. Everything was fine until you felt a hand on your ass. You knew it wasn’t Yuta. It didn’t feel like him and you quickly turned around to find one of his friends behind you.
“Why would you do that?” You say with disgust. You’re trying to move out of his reach, but he has you locked in and the bartender seems to be amused.
“Oh come on, you know you like it. I know you black girls are freaky. Yuta tells us all about it—let me get some baby.”
“Please get away from me.” You whimper, heart slowly breaking at his confession. You’re pushing him away with full force before you don’t have to anymore. When you open your eyes you see the man on the ground. Yuta is rattling his hand from how hard he hit him.
“What the fuck happened.” He’s looking at you only. “Are you okay?” He questioned frantically.
“She tried to come onto me, bro. I was just trying to get a drink when she started touching me.”
“I wasn’t fucking talking to you.” Yuta spits. He can’t help himself when he kicks him in the stomach. In that time, you’ve already escaped. You have to go before you completely breakdown.
Doyoung:
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He was quite afraid to be here with you, even when he trusted you with his whole heart. You were his bestfriend, his soulmate, but sometimes that was hard for others to understand. He could tell your old friends weren’t familiar with people who looked like him.
“You speak English?” One of them said.
“He’s getting better.” You answer for him. “But it doesn’t matter anyway. He doesn’t have to.”
“So does that mean he doesn’t understanding me asking is his dick small?” She laughs, but slowly stops when nobody else is.
“Like she said, I’m getting better.” He speaks clearly before chuckling in disappointment and walking away.
“Are you fucking stupid? God.” You whisper, fully prepared to never speak to her again. You wanted to put hands on her for saying something so dumb, but you couldn’t let Doyoung get away. “Baby wait!” You run.
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