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official milf & dilf - 𝐜𝐬𝟓𝟓 ✽

✿ carlos sainz x influencer!reader (obvi)

✿ the journey of carlos and his wife on their way to becoming parents

ᵃᵘᵗʰᵒʳˢ’ˢ ⁿᵒᵗᵉ ୨୧ i made this in the beginning of the year

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june 7th, 2023

carloslovesyn

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carloslovesyn So baby Sainz is coming in february 2024

charles_leclerc I know bro, I was in the hotel room next to yours last month…

yn your so baby girl i love you hot daddy YUMYUMYUM 👅🫦

⤷ arthur_leclerc oh! 😄

⤷ yn fuck off butt slut

lilymhe yeah your married and she’s pregnant with your baby but she’s still mine

⤷ carlossainz55 Oh you wish

francisca.cgomes whatever 💔

alexandrasaintmleux why is this so aesthetic

landonorris i hope this means she’ll mature and not be so mean

⤷ yn you thought marriage would mature me, you know better by now

georgerussell63 That’s gonna be the most beautiful baby to ever exist

⤷ yn thanks to me

⤷ georgerussell63 Ok sure…

⤷ yn george russell you are my biggest opp

danielricciardo Looks like you got some strong swimmers, congrats mate!

⤷ yn 😭😭

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thisisnotyn

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thisisnotyn might’ve forgotten to take my birth control last month

carlossainz55 Your always forgetting something cariño 😂❤️

⤷ francisca.cgomes your such a millennial

⤷ carlossainz55 What’s that supposed to mean? 😐

anasainzvdec ♥️

lewishamilton Congratulations! ♥️

landonorris i’m scared to see what you will be like in the next 9 months

carmenmmundt Oh my goodness congrats your gonna be such good parents ♥️

⤷ thisisnotyn thank you so much carmen i love you

⤷ carmenmmundt I love you more y/n 🥰

oliviarodrigo MILF MILF MILF 🤤🤤

francisca.cgomes omg your gonna be such a good mom i can see it already 😩

alexandrasaintmleux already cant wait to meet baby sainz 😪

lilymhe your my hero y/n i wanna be like you when i grow up

⤷ carlossainz55 Aren’t you older then her?

⤷ lilymhe weren’t you already in school when she was born?

⤷ carlossainz55 You don’t always have to go there Lily 😔

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september 19th, 2023

carloslovesyn

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carloslovesyn The theory is true guys, face her north for a boy

charles_leclerc I wish your fans could see how you two really are

⤷ alexandrasaintmleux why are you always the first person to comment

⤷ charles_leclerc I always keep my notifications on for my man 😘😉

⤷ alexandrasaintmleux wow ok then.

yn baby boy 🩵

⤷ carloslovesyn Why don’t you call me baby boy?

⤷ yn oh jeez

alex_albon some things are better left unsaid chili

pierregasly thanks for the advice mate 😋

⤷ francisca.cgomes 😏

⤷ carloslovesyn Ok that’s enough

⤷ pierregasly so you can get freaky in the comments but not us?

⤷ carloslovesyn Not under my post 🚫

danielricciardo CARLOS SAINZ JR JR

⤷ landonorris jr jr 😭😭

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thisisnotyn

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thisisnotyn can’t wait for my boy to arrive

zendaya me and tom are sending all of our love from the uk! 🩵🩵

⤷ thisisnotyn awh i miss you two 🥹

⤷ tomholland2013 Sending spider-man merch over right now

roscoelovescoco Best’s Godmother to’s best’s mom!

⤷ yn i love you roscoe

francisca.cgomes i can’t get over how much of a baddie you’ll be 🫦

⤷ lilymhe going to combust just thinking about it

⤷ alexandrasaintmleux i know the feeling

⤷ carmenmmundt I catch myself thinking about it all the time

⤷ pierregasly ok that’s enough

⤷ alex_albon i’ve seen enough

⤷ charles_leclerc Every single post of y/n

⤷ georgerussell63 Well now I know what you all feel like…

⤷ carloslovesyn Why are you all obsessed with my wife?

⤷ lilymhe why are saying that like a gazillon other people aren’t

fernandoalo_oficial So excited to meet him next year! 💙

maxverstappen1 I’m sending redbull merch over right now

⤷ carlossainz55 Don’t even think about it

⤷ maxverstappen1 Might be saving you money for next season 🤷‍♂️

⤷ yn OH?!

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january 1st, 2024

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yn see you next month hermano 🤍

carlossainz55 First

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hoeforsainzzz WTF JAW DROPPED HEART STOPPED THIS GIRL JUST HARD LAUNCHED HER PREGNANCY 😭

leclerc_pascale Can’t wait to meet him ❤️

landonorris let’s pray he doesn’t get your meaness

smoothoperator55 BABY SAINZ? BABY BOY SAINZ? DILF CARLOS? MILF Y/N?

ynissocutiepatootie STOP MY HEART CANT TAKE THIS IM SHOOK

alexandrasaintmleux he’s so loved already ❤️

hearts4lando WASN’T EXPECTING THIS ON THE FIRST DAY OF 2024

beloved.hamilton EVERYONE SHUT UP CARLOS IS A DILF AND Y/N IS A MILF 😨

ynstan4lyfe HELO ME AHDNANAWWOWO

lilac.leclerc OH MY FUCK BALLS

slutmeoutlewis YOU CANNOT JUST DROP THIS TYPE OF NEW ON A RANDOM ASS MONDAY

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carlossainz55

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carlossainz55 Next month

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charles_leclerc Congratulations mate! I am so happy for you and y/n ♥️

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landonorris congratulations to the best mate and to the meanest person i know! ♥️

⤷ yn why you always insist on being a hater

⤷ landonorris girl your the biggest hater i know don’t even

anasainzvdec So excited 🥰

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fernandoalo_oficial Congrats Carlos & Y/n! I wish you a happy and healthy baby ❤️

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danielricciardo carlos sainz jr jr

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blancasainzv Can’t wait to meet my nephew! 🤍

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scuderiaferrari Can’t wait to see him in the paddock next year 😍

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carlossainzoficial ♥️

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hoeforsainzzz i love how everyone’s acting like they didn’t already know 😭

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march 29th, 2024

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yn Mathéo James Sainz 2.14.24 ♥️

carlossainz55 Mi sol y mi luna ♥️

⤷ yn i love you chili

⤷ carlossainz55 I love you the most mami

⤷ hoeforsainzzz MAMI??? IM GONNA NUT

⤷ yn me too girl 😭

bretmanrock i love you queen your my hero

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lilymhe MILF MILF MILF

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francisca.cgomes hot mama & cutie baby

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alexandrasaintmleux motherhood looks so good on you 😫😫

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carmenmmundt Valentine baby 🥰

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⤷ georgerussell63 Carmen only thirsts on the priv I guess

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⤷ lovely.leclerc oh? 😭😨

lewishamilton Congratulations you two ❤️

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danielricciardo Same puppy dog eyes like his dad

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alex_albon i bet he misses his favorite uncle already

⤷ charles_leclerc Girl what…

⤷ landonorris don’t even 🤣🤣

⤷ charles_leclerc Guys I was basically there when that baby was conceived i’m the favorite uncle

⤷ landonorris tf you are i was the first in the lobby when she went into labor

⤷ charles_leclerc Cause I was out buying SUSHI for her after she gave birth SO HA

⤷ landonorris i built his crib

⤷ charles_leclerc The crib I bought for them 🤣 suck my toes nowins I win

⤷ alex_albon well shit

⤷ yn charles is his favorite lando…you should’ve been more considerate when you ate the WHOLE TUB of ice cream i bought

⤷ landonorris my villian origin story.

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carlossainz55

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carlossainz55 February 14th, 2024 me and my wife welcomed our baby boy Mathéo James Sainz into the world ♥️

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yn i love you papi

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⤷ carlossainz55 I love you the most mami, always and forever

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charles_leclerc ♥️♥️

landonorris uncle lan misses matty already

carlossainzoficial My grandson ❤️

pierregasly bro doesn’t know how lucky he got in the gene compartment

scuderiaferrari Future f1 driver 😍❤️

⤷ thisisnotyn not for you guys 🤣🤣

⤷ yn oops sorry my account got hacked 😂

alexandrasaintmleux garçon précieux 🥰

landonorris dilf

⤷ yn go away whore

⤷ landonorris i am APPALLED by this behavior y/n.

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carlossainz55

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carlossainz55 My whole world 🌍❤️

yn i love you cheesy boy 🤍

⤷ carlossainz55 I love you the most honey

landonorris yuck 🤮

⤷ yn if you had a girlfriend you would be the same way, unfortunately that day has yet to come 🤣🤣💀

alexandrasaintmleux cuties ❤️❤️❤️

francisca.cgomes MY whole heart 🥰

⤷ carlossainz55 You, Lily, and Alex are my BIGGEST and only opps

⤷ francisca.cgomes TAKE THE L 🤣🤣

lilymhe so precious 🥹🥹💗

charles_leclerc Carlos never lets a day go by without him talking about Mathéo & y/n

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scuderiaferrari Our favorite family ❤️

carloslovesyn cuteness overload fr

#carlos sainz #carlos sainz smau #carlos sainz fluff #carlos sainz smut #carlos sainz imagine #carlos sainz x reader #f1 smau #f1 imagine #f1 x reader

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newhope8 · 9 months

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Hello everyone. 🥰💕 I hope this finds you doing well. 🦋🙏🏻

I was recently inspired by @its-hannjisung’s New Years Eve 2024 post to tell my journey into the land of K-pop thus far. (Incidentally, do you write K-pop with or without a hyphen? I personally alternate between with & without, lol. 😄🙌🏻) I happily re-blogged her original post (my only item on my page thus far); it’s the one with the animated gif photo of Jisungie waving happily at the camera - & he’s got a light pink-colored scarf draped loosely around his neck. Perfect choice for a photo banner, btw. ☺️ I love it so much. 💗

Briefly about myself … I am Jordan2delta, 33 years old, born a female 🚺, identifying with she/her/hers, M/F with relationships irl (tho Minsung has a soft spot in my heart for some reason). 💃🏻👩🏻🙋🏼‍♀️ You can call me Jordan for short; not my real name irl, yet it’s one I like to use on social media. I just like the sound of it. 🙂

A year & ½ ago is when K-pop first found me … mid-June, beginning of July 2022 to be precise. I should say a year & ¾ ago now, lol … since it is now 2024. Where does time go?

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The first group I found was Stray Kids & it was with one music video of theirs in particular that I felt a new spark of hope flicker alive in my heart. (The MV was God’s Menu.) I was randomly scrolling around on YouTube late one night, watching another channel and trying to get my brain to go into numb survival mode in order to cope.

A few months prior, my parents and I relocated from our hometown to a different city in another state due to my dad’s work changing (he is the primary income provider/ “breadwinner” for our family at present). I had a full-time job of my own, with a good salary and excellent company benefits … yet sadly, I did not earn enough to stay behind on my own so I had to move with my folks. I was heartbroken, for I had lost my friends/ co-workers, my source of income (some of the best I’ve ever earned), & the remaining ½ a semblance of a normal life. Natural joy started to flicker and stutter out in the deepest part of myself and some days, I felt so desolate that it was as if my heart was being squeezed internally by an invisible, evil hand … and the liquid weeping from my soul was a thick, black & foul-smelling poison - grief. No one in my family nor other loved ones had passed away, yet I think you can see where I’m coming from. I recall going to bed one night in our new apartment in this new city and feeling my chest being tight … yet it wasn’t actual chest pains. It was hopelessness at our current family situation (which is still continuing to this day). 💔

So, it’s the middle of June 2022 & I’m watching a few videos on a channel I’d recently found. That channel was called Jin & Hattie. Go check them out, btw. They’re adorable. He’s Korean 🇰🇷 she’s British 🇬🇧. They’re also recently married (sometime in 2022 or early 2023, I don’t recall which). No, not the Jin from BTS, haha. 🤪😄💜 I glanced at the sidebar of video recommendations and my eyes strayed to one of SKZ’ videos that randomly appeared there. I may have even clicked on Maniac first, I don’t remember. The point is, God’s Menu caught my eye. I was captivated by the sound and beat of Changbin’s opening rapid-fire rap lines. The next thing that caused my heart to wake up was Felix’s deep baritone, of course. Everyone (& I mean anyone who’s even remotely heard of Stray Kids) knows what part of the MV I am talking about. Does Michelin 5 star ring any bells? 😏🔥 I don’t know what came after God’s Menu to be honest with you & the rest as they say “is history”. I recall reaching for my phone, which was resting on my bedside table next to my bed. I tapped into Apple Music as fast as I could and IMMEDIATELY began building a Kpop playlist. As I bunny-hopped from song to song of theirs, I would add it to my music playlist. Before the night was over, I’m fairly certain I had 20+ songs on that list. And oh, what a glorious list it is. (Flash-forward ⏭️ to the present day {January 2024, as I’m drafting this post in a Google Doc on my tablet} & there are now 141 songs on this playlist, totaling one minute shy under 8 hours … 7 hrs & 59 minutes, according to Apple Music, haha. The last 30-odd songs or so are ones I’ve heard on TikTok on various fan-made edits, so those naturally {to me…} MUST go at the bottom of my main Kpop list. Does that make sense?)

Here’s a brief look at my playlist (& yes, this is what the Apple Music playlist interface can look like). Obviously, this isn’t all of it … just a mere sample. ⬇️ (I need to update this photo of Jisungie as my playlist thumbnail. He’s my ult chief bias OF ALL TIME, btw. Any recommendations for a good photo of Quokka I could use? 🥰🐿️) Yes, I am a proud multistan. 🙌🏻 My irl name I have blurred out with purple-pink. ⬇️ In case you’re curious, yes … you can add whatever photo you want as your playlist’s thumbnail & create a custom catchphrase, just below the Play & Shuffle options. ☺️

After I gave new life to this list of joy ⬆️🇰🇷, I was again randomly scrolling around on social media one day. This next step in my journey was on Facebook, a platform I’ve been on for the past 13 years. I’d clicked around and began “follow/ liking👍🏻” any Stray Kids-themed page I could find, both official & unofficial accounts. A post caught my eye & I stopped long enough to read it. It was talking about how the members enjoyed communicating with STAY on the bubble 🫧 app, both reading messages of support and sending out notes of their own. I remember thinking, what in the world is BUBBLE, so I went over to the App Store and downloaded it to my phone. 2 seconds later, I had an account created and soon discovered the public chat room feature. (This has been discontinued for some time now, unfortunately, due to harassment & bullying allegations between toxic fans and non-toxic individuals.) Had I not randomly [again with RANDOM, I know, haha…] got on bubble when I did and entered the first chat room, I would not have begun my online friendship journey with several different Stays.

I remember feeling a sense of connection to 3 people in particular at first, among the many I was talking with at the time on 🫧. One was a school girl, in her early teens; another was a young single mother in her early 20s; the third person was another young lady in her late teens, about to graduate from high school. The school girl was from the United States. The single mom was from a country in South America; (I am not going to say which country she lives in, to protect her privacy). The late teen was from a European country. It was not long before my new friends and I moved our conversations over to other social media platforms, where we could talk more easily. The girl, single mom and I began talking on WhatsApp. The late teen & I began chatting via private messaging on Instagram. It was only several weeks after the “conversation migration” between me and these people took place that JYP disabled the public chat room feature entirely. I distinctly recall saying to the school-girl friend that I’m glad I found the app when I did; otherwise, I would not have “met” them at all, nor had the blessing of their friendship in my life.

It was when I began texting back & forth with the single mom ⬆️ that I was first introduced to the lovely world of fan fiction (“fanfic” for short). She was writing a multi-chapter story that she was releasing to her Wattpad account, a few chapters at a time. Her native language was not English, so every 2-3 weeks or so, she would text me and the school girl 2 chapters to read and get feedback on, in English using Google Translate. (Single Mom did speak some English, to clarify.) Yes, her fanfic was Stray Kids-themed and it was beautiful. 🥰 I would read her chapter installments and write back what I thought was happening in each one; in essence I was loosely paraphrasing, NOT NOT plagiarizing her work, I hasten to add. ☝🏻 She was thrilled at these summaries, as I came to call them. She told me many times in our conversations that it was a joy to read her own story from another’s point of view. I assured her I was not re-writing or copying her ideas, merely paraphrasing and putting into English grammar/ punctuation what she’d already written … i.e. using her original “manuscripts” as a guide. This went on for the rest of 2022 & part-way into 2023. The school girl would text back when she could, having begun her freshman year of high school (or secondary school if you live OCONUS {outside the continental United States}/ means overseas).

The Late Teen was close to finishing her high school years, not beginning them. My interactions with her lasted only a few more months. I remember she was saving up for a new laptop computer & did indeed buy one. I know this because she proudly sent me photos of her new computer. 📸💻 I began interacting with her only several weeks before School Girl & Single Mom. It was around the time of the Maxident comeback (October 2022) that my conversations with Late Teen began to slowly trickle to a stop. This was a natural progression, neither of us ended communication, it just simply stopped on its own. And that’s the way life is - some people are in your life for only a short time & then they go away for whatever reason. I wished her well in one of my last messages to her & haven’t had contact with her since. We’re still “friends” on Instagram, but we do not talk anymore. And I am ok with that. 🙂 I hope she’s doing well and has enjoyed all the comeback albums since then.

My conversations with School Girl and Single Mom lasted longer than that & were frequent in nature. I still have individual chats with each of these young ladies on WhatsApp, plus the group chat I created on there between the 3 of us 🍜🍜🍜… yet it has been 3-4 months at least, if not longer, since I’ve had more than a few words in reply from either of them. That is totally ok with me too: the girl is now in her second ½ of 10th grade in high school & the single mom’s young toddler has begun a Kindergarten daycare class. I will always be there for them, any time, should they still wish to communicate with me.

As you may have noticed, there is a definite theme of randomness to all of my Kpop experiences thus far. This continues, as you will see. 😄

My next “online Kpop friend” I recall making on a Stray Kids STAY fandom chat room on the Discord app. And again, if it wasn’t for some more random scrolling around on Facebook & commenting on 1 post, the admin of that SKZ fan Facebook page would never have known to add me to her Discord chat room. This next friend I will name Flight Attendant, for that was her job. And again, to protect a friend’s privacy, I will not say what airline company she works for. We began talking just over a year ago, in mid-December 2022. After texting back & forth on Discord for a short while, I again found myself moving a conversation over to dm (direct message) on Instagram. It was a particular joy for me in chatting with this individual, as we were the same age (she’d come to tell me later on when her birthday was; she was only a few months older than me). Do not misunderstand that the previous 3 individuals (School Girl, Single Mom & Late Teen) meant any less to me, they did not. Everyone knows how fun it is to interact with someone your own age (or in your own age group), is all I am saying here.

I do not know if Flight Attendant still works for the same airline, has switched companies entirely or is even in the aviation industry at all anymore. The last we talked was around mid-August 2023, as she was planning to attend KCON 2023 in L.A. with her 2 sisters. ATEEZ and Stray Kids were both slated to appear in concert shows there, plus give fan-meet events as well. For the ½ a year (give/ take a few months in between) she kept in touch, she confided some very personal things to me … of which I always kept her confidence. I was honored & very humbled that she felt safe enough talking to me through our chat to share what she did. She had some very hard ongoing family dynamics she was trying to navigate, on top of maintaining a semblance of a normal life for herself in between working back-to-back 16+ hour shifts with little to no sleep, depending on her flight schedules. Everyone, the next time you take a flight somewhere, anywhere … please PLEASE PLEASE be kind & courteous to the cabin crew, particularly the flight attendants {both male & female}. They work very hard to make your travel as easy as they can. Some aren’t as nice as others, of course, yet I’d like to think the majority of them are decent enough folk. I think you get what I’m trying to say here. They deal with some very nasty passengers (“pax” for short) & giving your hard-working and under-appreciated flight crew even a little amount of kindness in return goes a very long way. They may not ever remember your name or your face after you leave their aircraft & the current flight trip, yet they will always recall the kindness of your soul in reaching out to them with a smile.

I messaged Flight Attendant back a few times more on Instagram over the following months (fall/ winter 2023), yet never received a response. After deliberating for some weeks, I deleted our private chat thread entirely (from my end) on Instagram Messenger. Flight Attendant, if you ever read this (this individual knows who she is), it was not intentional. I never heard back from you & only wished to say hello one last time. I hope you’re doing well & a new semblance of peace has re-entered your life after all the hard things you went through. Please reach out to me any time, I am still here. You know where to find me on Instagram, you know my TikTok & you have my personal cell phone number. If you send a regular text though, please identify yourself to me, just in case (I don’t wish to text a weird person or a scammer back…); my phone number has not changed. God bless you & from the bottom of my heart, thank you for being my friend and for the gift of your friendship and all it gave me. 💕🙏🏻

I will forever be grateful to Flight Attendant for the following reasons. ⬇️ If I’d never become friends with this person, I’d have never had these joys otherwise. So, because of her, I …

Discovered the world of spicy, adult only, Kpop-themed fanfic for the very first time … yeah, as in the MDNI (minors, do not interact) variety. 🔞❌‼️⚠️😏🔥 Look up the author “J.S. Lee” & her H3RO and Onyx series. Holy fuck. H3RO has 6 books, Onyx has 5. They can be bought on Amazon Kindle, read for free on Amazon Kindle Unlimited or purchased in regular paperback form (also on Amazon).

Discovered the even more lovely world of 🔞+ Kpop fanfic on the Archive of Our Own (AO3) website - OMG … I will get to more on AO3 shortly.

Found new skincare products & cosmetics… Crème Shop-brand, specifically the BT21 line of products … their face wipes I love, there’s a different scented one featuring each of the 7 characters. I have tried all 7 of them - my personal favs are RJ, Cooky & Chimmy. And they’re SO CHEAP!!!!! Only $5.99/ per package. YES!!!!!!!!!

The next step in my 🇰🇷💜🫰🏻 journey would have to be when I signed up for Felix’s chat ticket on 🫧. As of today (Thursday January 4, 2024), I’ve had his ticket for 352 days. I cannot believe it’s almost been a year already! Again, where does the time go? I couldn’t do all 8’s tickets each month (that’s $30-odd dollars), yet $3.99 for one ticket … more than doable. ☺️ I’d only been chatting with Flight Attendant for about a month when I got Sunshine’s ticket. ☀️🐥 For anyone else who has his ticket (& even if you don’t), you will know that he sometimes sends photos in large batches, often “spamming” STAY with several hundred messages at a time. Most of the texts are 1-2 word notes, while other times he sends several short sentences in one text. It varies. 59 second or shorter audio messages from him also are shared; if he sends one in Korean he’ll usually send 2-3 more in English (or vice versa). I will say that the more days you have a ticket, the longer a reply you can send back to the group member. At first, you will be limited to typing only 2-3 words back. If you’re patient, you’ll be able to type more the longer you have a ticket. 💕🔖

Shortly after this, I began reading some of my first fanfic stories on AO3. You don’t have to have an account to read anything in a web browser; yet if you want to comment, leave kudos for an author or post a work of your own, yes you do have to request to join the waitlist for an account. I only had to wait about a week or so before the website sent me the official “account creation invite” link.

I will say this about fanfic stories on AO3 … no matter the level of spice, fluff, angst & smut (from G-rated to R & beyond), they made me feel less lonely. It was liberating for me to put myself in the Y/N (Your Name) character’s position and transport myself into another world, albeit temporarily. Even if it is a quick re-read of a favorite one-shot story, it’s always a happy journey into Delulu Land I’m pleased to undertake. I still feel this way about the stories at the present time. Don’t misunderstand, I’m not 100% bereft of friendships and human connection irl to survive solely on fanfic smut. I have 2 other newer Kpop friends I have regular conversations with, plus I have my family about me in my home life as well.

This thought brings me to the next individual whose acquaintance I made. She is a very successful fanfic author on AO3, quite steamy 🔞+ stories mainly. Flight Attendant sent me a link to a story called Tangled; it’s written by ThisPeachIsDirty. Yes, the author’s name is all one word together, each word is capitalized. This story of hers is 60 chapters long & part 1 is complete. Part 2 has two chapters thus far, with who knows how many more to come. Peach🍑, as I’ll refer to her, is a very kind & caring individual & after reading my way through 60 chapters of pure bliss, I began chatting with her on Instagram Messenger. After a few messages were exchanged between us, she encouraged me to begin writing a fanfic of my own (therein being my first ever written sex smut scene). I vividly recall writing for a span of 5-6 hours straight one afternoon & happily sending Peach🍑 screenshots of my first feeble attempt at fanfic smut. I recall her complimenting my unique style, which she told me was unlike most of what she’s read & that I had a natural gift for writing. I don’t know about that per say, I’ve only posted a small handful of chapters (& that was back in August of last year, 2023). I’ve not abandoned my stories; I do have plans to continue with them, plus ideas on a spicy one-shot 3some between a made-up female Y/N & 2 male characters. Oh yes. 🔞🔥😈 Anyway, I digress. Please look up ThisPeachIsDirty on AO3 if you haven’t already. Subscribe to/ follow her content on there and leave a comment for her. You will not be disappointed, I can assure you of that.

One month prior to August 2023 (mid-July), I took the plunge and joined the TikTok community. I’d been collecting albums & other Kpop merch for the past year and slowly began making show & tell videos of items in my collection. I’m not after huge numbers, yet I’ve currently amassed 4,517 likes with 143 followers in the span of 5 ½ months. I think that’s a good accomplishment for 100% homemade, beginner-level content. What do you think? 🙂

I would mention my TikTok @ name, yet I wish to keep the more adult side of fanfic (that I’ve seen on Tumbler & AO3) separate from my merch show & tell videos. I do know for a fact that a few of my TikTok followers are minors … one told me in a direct message that she is 14; while another began her 6th grade year last fall/ is a few years younger. So yeah, I don’t want to have to worry about any “oopsey’s” crossover 🫣🫢😬 and a youngster reading something they perhaps shouldn’t … at least until after they’ve turned 18. As I noted in my short bio at the start of this post, I am 33 years old irl.

If you’re interested, my AO3 name's the same as on here - Jordan2delta. I only have 3 posts/ “works”, which are not complete. The longest story I have on there I’ve named Reclaiming a Spark. It’s Stray Kids-themed, yet I do not use the members’ irl names. You’ll see … I wrote detailed character notes at the end of the first chapter. Pay attention to the animal emojis and you’ll be able to figure out who’s who.

I was …maybe… 4 chapters in on my Spark story, as I’ll call it, when I began receiving a few kudos & comments from other fanfic users on the site. One was Peach🍑, from before. Another individual who left me a kind note is a VERY talented AO3 author too; her name is Minnieprincess. Go check out her one-shot stories on the site, if you haven’t already. Like with Peach’s🍑 stories, you will NOT be disappointed. 😏🙏🏻🔥😈🔞 Oh yes. Yes, yes, yes x10. 🔥🥵

My acquaintance with Minnie🐭👑, as I’ll refer to her, brings me to the next step in my Kpop journey. Since August 2023 when she left her first initial comment on Spark for me, we’ve become dear friends. She is an individual who I know I will stay in regular contact with for the rest of my life.

Minnie🐭👑 & I began our friendship through an ongoing “comment conversation”, back & forth, on my Spark story. We exchanged maybe 1-2 very short messages on Wattpad before connecting again on Instagram Messenger. What followed in the months since then has been one of the most beautiful & meaningful instant-instant-connection friendships I’ve ever had in my life … ever. And no, I am not exaggerating in the slightest. I think she would agree with me. She lives overseas (I am in the United States 🇺🇸) & again, like before with Single Mom, Late Teen & Flight Attendant’s details, I won’t say what country Minnie🐭👑 lives in to protect her privacy. That is my preference. If that sounds weird or prickly to someone else, that’s not my problem.

Speaking a bit more on that instant-connection aspect … Minnie🐭👑 just “got” the subconscious portrayal of my main Y/N female character in Spark & left a detailed comment explaining her first impressions of my feeble writing. No, I’m not having false modesty either; that’s just how I feel about my own musings. The closer she & I became in our friendship, to where it is at the present day, was like a band aid of light to my heart. I found a missing piece of my soul in her friendship, plus a new home. It did not take the 2 of us long before we began referring to one another as “soul sisters.” Yes, this is a 100% real thing. We’ve come to trust one another enough to share things about our lives that are very personal & very private. To put this into perspective a bit more, I am only child irl. So, having Minnie🐭👑 as my “sister” is a gift I’m thankful for x10. 🥹❤️‍🩹

My sister ⬆️ & I talked on Instagram Messenger for several months before we moved our conversations over to WhatsApp … where we communicate to this day. Longer messages at last being able to be exchanged without time & message limit constraints, we began confiding things to each other in greater detail that we’ve not been able to tell anyone else ever before (& we never will). I’ve gained new confidence in myself, plus new respect for who I am as an individual … as a mature, adult female with a mind of her own & a heart that is perhaps too big, one that loves to give and share in equal measure.

One last thing on Minnie🐭👑 … a month ago, I mailed her a Kpop care box. It took 22 days to arrive to her doorstep. I’d bought her 4 different albums and several handfuls of smaller merch items, all of which she heartily adored. 💕🥰 Having the memory of video chatting with her on WhatsApp as we opened up the Rock version of Rock-Star together (we each have a copy) is something I will cherish forever and always think of when I look back through this album’s photo book. 🥹

What may happen next with my journey? I’m not sure, yet I have a few ideas.

Getting my first-ever tattoo (or two or three), Kpop-themed …

Traveling overseas for the first time to visit my sister 🐭👑

Meeting up with Minnie🐭👑 somewhere in the US

Attending my first ever Kpop concert (preferably Stray Kids, tho an ATEEZ event would be awesome too)

Shopping at a Kpop-only stand alone store and buying more albums/ other merch

Beyond these things ⬆️, I have no clue. No matter what happens though, I will raise my hands to the sky regardless in rejoicing at the light and hope of my soul this journey has brought (& continues to bring) me.

If any of the members of Stray Kids, ATEEZ or BTS (my 3 favorite groups) read this Tumblr post of mine — may you know & never forget how much you mean to your fandoms … STAY, ATINY & ARMY. 🥹 I feel if it weren’t for you guys, I would not have ever had all of the beautiful things in my life I’ve written about in this post. So, thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the healing you’ve brought back into mine. ❤️‍🩹☀️

Stray Kids Everywhere All Around the World, You Make Stray Kids Stay

~~Bang Chan🐺, Changbin🐷, Han🐿️, Lee Know🐰, Felix🐥, Seungmin🐶, Hyunjin🦦, I.N🦊~~

8 Makes 1 Team

~~Hongjoong, Seonghwa, Yunho, Jongho, Mingi, Wooyoung, Yeosang, San~~

I Purple You!

~~RM, Jin, Jimin, Suga, j-hope, Taehyung, Jungkook~~

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The Deal and the Damage Done

Pt. 1

A Supernatural fanfic featuring a mix of OC's and canon characters

Also, my first fanfic, and I hope it's not too cringe 🙄. I'm a huge dork and not the absolute best with pick up lines unless they're absolutely cheesy, as you'll see in this chapter.

The story will be set in an AU, I am supposing, or perhaps some time after season 15? If any of you have timeline ideas, I am open to them because it's a work in progress. Essentially, a girl meets the Winchester brothers twelve years after her dad goes missing and they may just have the answer to her questions about his disappearance. I am leaning to a little Dean action too! Or Sam! 😄

But I enjoyed writing this, and got the story down in under an hour, with a bit of editing after. Which is an impressive feat for me, because I will typically keep editing and never publish a thing. But I hope whoever reads it gets some kind of enjoyment out of it, because I am already working on more parts. Please feel free to make any suggestions, or ask questions, or comment anything, really. I appreciate it!

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Dad always loved to gamble, and he was always dealt a winning hand. Call it the Jacobs luck, but Dad could bet the deed to Nana’s house and get away with it. Nana would still be running her mouth of course, but that wouldn't stop him. And, he and the house were in one piece. That all changed about the time I was eleven and my little brother, Cash, was nine. Dad went out to the bar with some friends.

It was Saturday night as always, and Mom was warning him about coming back before the crack of dawn. We had church Sunday morning, and she didn't want to tell the pastor that Samuel Jacobs was going to miss another service. Well, Mom saved herself some embarrassment, you could say. Because on that summer morning, Mom, Cash, and I waited for the father that never returned.

I can remember all the details today. I'm sitting at the kitchen table with my little brother, flipping through one of Mom's home goods magazines, and nibbling on burnt pieces of bacon. Cash is sighing loud enough to annoy my mother, who is calling up all of Dad's buddies asking where he is. I can remember her face wrinkled with worry, and how I spent the rest of the day in my Sunday dress helping Mom try to locate Dad. Several days, weeks, and months passed, and then years. The investigation remained open. Last thing Mom ever heard was that Dad was chatting up some guy at the bar, that they left and then he never returned. Friends of my father said he was some pool shark. They thought they heard the name Scratch, or something along those lines. A drifter, they said, that was seen at pool halls and some dive bars.

Mom never really moved on after that happened. I suppose she got by as best as anyone when they lose their life partner, their soulmate. I still try to understand to this day, but I can't really feel much past the burning sensation deep inside whenever Mom and Nana say, “You keep it together, Leah.” I’ve been keeping it together for twelve years now, while everyone else gets a little sympathy.

So, here I am at the local diner on a Thursday night. I'm replaying everything in my head when I remember this was the date that Dad disappeared, June 21st. Cooler now, than when the sun baked my little town earlier, I can still feel the reminder of scorching summer heat in this humid-ass diner. I wish the managers weren't so cheap as to keep the thermostat up. Anyways, the minutes turn into hours, and I can only roll so much silverware or refill the already full napkin dispensers. So, I just bide my time, watching for the time I get to go home and cook dinner. That's when they come in.

Two of them. Handsome visitors I’ve never seen before. One just slightly taller than the other. But, I’m drawn to the one with the dark blonde hair and beautiful green eyes. They grab the booth in the most out of the way corner of the diner, which lo and behold, is my section. I could slap myself, I can't believe my luck. And on top of being the best looking customers I’ve had, I finally have company to occupy an otherwise boring shift. So, I plaster on my best smile and go to greet the guys. “Alrighty then, gents, how are we doing this evening? Can I start you with anything?”

The men were clearly in a conversation, when I interrupted them, and normally I’d be a bit sorry. But, I'm eager to stop staring at the clock and then maybe I’m just a bit nosy.

Whatever awkwardness there may have been melts away when the blonde flashes his devil-may-care grin. “Sure thing. My partner and I will have two black coffees, a salad and a bacon burger for me, and uh, you got any pie?”

“You bet, hun. Best cherry pie this side of West Virginia.”

“That the only good thing?” he says, giving me that cheeky grin, while the brunette rolls his eyes and looks away.

“Don't know,” I say, smiling back. “Depends on what you like.”

My fiance likes to tell me that I'm a shameless flirt, and I tell him it never means anything. It really doesn't, except for a good tip perhaps, and his phone number at the top of the merchant receipt.

“You seem like you know your way around,” the blonde continues.

“Can you tell me if you’ve seen anything going on around here lately? My partner and I, we’re detectives for the local precinct. Heard about some disappearances, anything?”

This, of course, catches my attention immediately. I see my manager out of the corner of my eye, but I continue my conversation anyways. “Hey, uh, you don't mind if I take a seat, do you? It's dead here. I think I have some time to kill.”

“No, not at all,” answers the brunette, who moves over so I can take a seat. I now have their undivided attention, which is rare any time I share about my dad in this town. For the next hour or two, I relay the same story I’ve given anyone, who had all dismissed the case by now, though my family and I know better. Both men take turns asking me questions, and I begin to wonder if I had been onto something for the past years since Dad disappeared.

“ Is this guy, the one that left with my father, he’s still out there, right?” I ask, and I feel a lump in my throat.

“You could say that,” the blonde says, but I can see in his eyes something much worse, and I’m afraid to ask further questions for the first time in awhile.

“What we’re trying to get at, Leah, is we may know where your dad is.”

“That's impossible,” I say, shaking my head. I haven't heard of one cop yet that has ever had any leads, and I am more curious now than before.

“Not one cop in this county, or all of West Virginia, has ever found anything on my dad. And I should know, my brother and I have looked through anything and looked anywhere to try and locate Dad. I don't know, maybe this was a mistake for me to talk about something like this." It scares me for a second. I wonder if I am as crazy as my brother, who's even more adamant that our father is still out there somewhere. This isn't something I normally talk about, except with family. Most anyone else would say I should have moved on. But with the Jacobs family, it's hard to say that things ever really stay buried.

“Wait, Leah,” the blonde says, grabbing my hand.

“You don't have to believe everything we say, but I'm telling you, there are other people out there, just like your dad, who are in trouble. We can help you, if you just trust us.”

I’ve known enough crooked people in my life to never immediately take someone at their word. Even my father. I don't know how these guys think I’m going to put my own life in their hands, much less anyone in my family. But, my already burning interest gets the better of me.

Sitting back down, I rummage for a scrap of paper and finagle an old receipt from a pocket. Pushing the wrinkled piece of paper towards the blonde would-be cop, I state my terms. “Okay, I may work with you. But, I’m calling you. Not the other way around. And I would appreciate it if this was between us, because my family’s been through enough. But, swear to God, if anything should happen - my brother's a corn-fed son of a bitch, and he’ll be out for blood.”

The two men look at each other, not very long, but a second to weigh up what I’m saying.

“Alright, deal,” the blonde says, taking the paper.

“I’ll let you know if I see anything going on, but just so you know, everyone else has declared the whole case a dead end."

“We're not everyone else, sugar," 'ol green eyes says with a smirk, and I hurry them out of the diner. I watch the Impala roll out of the lot. Nice car. And then, I think, it's more than likely I’ll never see them again. The whole thing was odd, when you think about it. No one's ever really asked about my dad in years. I'll just try my best to push it out of my mind, the same as I do around this time each year.

It's ten o'clock by the time I pull into the driveway in the old pick up truck given to me by Charlie, a neighbor further up the road. Old family friend, and he's there when anyone’s in need of something - food, money for rent, or fixing any car trouble. My brother typically helps me with the truck, though, so I almost never need anything like that from Charles. Speaking of, I’m kicking myself. I had meant to ask Cash to look at the truck as the engine barely turned over this afternoon. Now, it's just another day until I find something else wrong.

I’m rushing straight through the door of 1112 Black Oak Lane, and the house is quiet and dark. The only light on is in the sitting room, where Mom is passed out in the recliner. Pretty typical for her on a given evening, but I'm wondering where Cash is because he said he’d be home. Mom’s out like a rock, so I have to shake her awake.

“Mom. Mom! Mom, wake up.”

“Hmm? Oh, hey there sweet pea,” Mom barely gargles out. “What time is it?”

“It's fifteen past ten. Where's Cash? I thought he wasn't going out with friends. It's a work night.”

I know Cash enough that he's bound to go back on his word, but he knows better than to leave any of his family in the dark about his whereabouts. I could just brush this off and leave dinner on the table for him, but the conversation from earlier is still running through my mind.

“ Mom, did Cash tell you where he was going?”

“Going? Cash was in his room, Leah.” I can't trust Mom's memory, judging from the empty bottle of liquor next to her. So, like any of the odd times when Cash goes off without warning, I'm going through the house and checking every other room, the porch, shed, and garage. I even go down to Charlie's house with Mom in tow.

It's after midnight when I‘ve tried everything and no one's heard from Cash. There's one thing I haven't tried. They likely won't answer, but my stomach’s doing flips as I replay that same day twelve years ago. Against my better judgment, I dial the last number I had in mind.

“Hello?” comes the gruff voice from earlier at the diner.

“I need your help. “

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hiii, dear! 💗

if you're still taking request for your drabble celebration could you do 1. hope and heartache 2. will miller 3. f reader 4. romance or friends, i don't mind 😄

Movie night confessions

Will Miller x f reader

@deans-ch-ch-cherrypie happy to create this gif you! I went with friends to lovers.

Words: 1,375

Warnings: mention of injuries

Prompts: hope, heartache

Part of my June Drabbles mini celebration | requests are closed indefinitely

It’s been two months since South America. Will threw himself into the VA job and tried to keep busy. Overworking did not help him think about things less, still, he did it anyway.

Will’s always been a thinker, an analytical type; his mind is always on. But working, giving talks, and lending an ear to soldiers and vets was better than sitting alone in his apartment.

Even with all of that going on in his mind, the thing weighing most heavily on Will, is you. He never confessed. He never told you how he fell in love with you years ago because Will believed he had nothing to offer you.

He’s retired, banged up, and his last relationship failed because of his trauma and deeply repressed anger. It took Will years, after the heartbreak from the broken engagement, to entertain the idea of possibly dating, but that didn’t work out either.

Will Miller feels broken. You, his princess, his close friend, his dream woman, you deserve the best. Someone without so many cracks and scars, someone who didn’t have to count things obsessively to give himself a sense of control and ground his busy mind.

So Will never made a move, never even thought of confessing. Will decided he'd keep this close to his heart and yearn for you from afar. All while being your friend and doing the best he could to care for you, and protect you.

Though Will had no intention of confessing his feelings, you possessed his heart, his thoughts. Especially when they were stuck in the jungle and the mountains. One of the soothing thoughts that got him through was you. Will imagined what life could be like if you were together, if he was a suitable partner for you.

In his heart, he hoped one day the confession that's grown so large inside of him would spill out, that he could relinquish control for just a moment. And at that moment of truth, you'd reply in happiness and excitement because you love him too.

Will is strong in so many ways, but when it comes to his heart, Will is fully aware he's locked it behind an iron gate, and after all this time, it felt too risky, too vulnerable to let it out. Even if he really wants to, for you.

Movie night has always been you and Will’s thing. It’s a tradition that started 3 years ago, you meet once, sometimes twice a month. You come over and spend the night, Will makes dinner. Though Will hasn't told you, your movie nights have always been his favorite day or days of the month.

Over the last two months, you noticed he was extra quiet, quieter than usual. You guessed it had something to do with the mission, but he didn't want to talk about it, though you two talked about almost everything. You decided not to push but left the door open, if he ever did want to talk about it.

Tonight is your third movie night in two months. Midway through the movie, you notice Will’s eyes wandering toward you continuously. He’s next to you, his strong thigh touching yours as it usually does.

You were always close to each other, on the border of snuggling whenever you could. So this is nothing new, but the way his eyes barely leave you is new.

When you make eye contact, and stare into his beautiful blue eyes, you see something deep brewing in them. You want to kiss him, to hold him, you’ve wanted to do these things for a long time.

But it has never been easy to gauge if Will is just a very caring affectionate friend or if his feelings for you are more - and the idea of making a move scared you.

You also felt pain in your heart because you are close to Will, and you know he, for some insane reason, thinks he's not deserving of love again. You want so badly to shake that thought out of him to make him see just how amazing and loveable he is.

You want him to see how much of a catch he is because the gorgeous, strong, smart, resilient man beside you doesn't see it himself. The only reason you had your ex-boyfriend and reopened a dating app this month is because you were filling space, space you imagined Will to hold in your life.

The prolonged intense gaze you’ve locked in is broken by Will. He clears his throat and looks at the tv. You sigh softly and sink back against the chair. Will notices.

“You okay?”

“Are you?”

Will promptly grabs the remote and pauses the movie. He shifts on the couch and turns his body to yours.

“I’m fine.”

“No, you’re not. You’ve been weird, Will. You have for months and I get what happened was awful from what Benny told me. You can't hold all that in. You haven't even replied to Santi’s texts. You take forever to get back to Frankie. Your brother and I hear from you the most, but it's still sporadic."

You continue, " You’ve shut everyone out, me included, except for this little ritual. I can feel there is so much boiling up inside of you and I care about you, Will, I - “ you take a breath, his eyes are clear and moist as he hangs on your every word, “I want you to take care of yourself. I need you to take care of yourself and let us help you. We all love you…I love you.”

“You love me?”

You drop your head and bite your lip. Shit. It slipped out. Instead of feeling embarrassed, you decide to own it.

“I do. And I have for a long time. I’m not talking about in a friend or family way because I feel that too. But I - I love you, love you.”

Will's beautifully stoic face lights up as a smile reaches his eyes. You can see the relief wash over him. “I’ve been in love with you for years.”

“Really?” You inch closer to him.

“Yes. I didn’t think I was a - worthy partner, for you.”

“My God, I wish you could see what I see. What everyone else sees,” you cup his face with your hands, “you are. And I need you to believe that. I can’t convince you, you have to do it from here,” you touch his chest over his heart, “and here.” you touch his head.

Will nods. He knows he needs to do that work. He does. “I know, I will.”

You smile and softly press your lips against his. Will pulls you closer and initiates deepening the kiss. When it’s over, you feel blissfully high on him, on the taste of his lips, on his scent.

Your name is so soft, so gentle, so full of love on his lips when he says it, “everytime I let myself think of a future, I’ve got you right beside me. Even though I doubted myself, I never questioned that, not once. I’ve been in love with you this whole time, and I’m sorry it took me this long to say it.” Will holds your hands with his and kisses the knuckles on each.

“I can forgive the wait, Miller. Seeing as I was sitting on a confession too. What matters now is that we said it aloud, finally.”

“I’ll set myself straight. I don’t want to fuck this up with you.”

“I believe in you, Will Miller,” you plant a kiss on his cheek, his breathtaking eyes following your every move, “I have faith in us, in this.”

Will gently grabs the side of your face with his large strong hand and draws you into another kiss.

Thanks for reading!

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