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Yoontopia | Chapter 4 {Tunnel of Secrets}

⟡ Warnings: Strong language, depression, mental health issues, references to self harm, references to violence, references to sexual assault, manic episodes, smoking, risky behavior, jealousy, smut.

⟡ 18+ (minors DNI, some chapters have mature content)

⟡ Best friend's older brother x OC

⟡ Summary: When a normal aquarium trip becomes telling the deepest of secrets in a kids tunnel, in each other's arms.

⟡ 5.3k words

Yoongi Pov:

Walking into the aquarium I think maybe now is the time to ask her when and how. I want to make sure she is in a better place now. She has her pinky wrapped around mine, looking down at them connected, her little pinky wrapping around mine for dear life. She is guiding me where she wants to go. This has always been for her. Everything I do is for her, Going up the stairs making our way to the viewing area for the penguins. As soon as she sees them she lights up "Look! Yoon the babies hatched!" There is a momma and dad with their little baby along with multiple others.

Maybe one day I'll be like that, but you need someone in your life to want that with you. Also for me someone willing to accept me and all that I come with. She lets go of me and runs up to the glass, her nose is touching it so she can get as close to them as possible. I come behind her and give her a hug. She doesn't tell me to move. It's nice to be close to her like this again, leaning down to her ear and whispering "Hey wanna go in the tunnel?"

She turns around in my arms and looks at me "You me in the kids tunnel?"

Humming in response her eyes dance with a thousand sparkles and nods her head. "It's been so long let's go!" She goes to the end of the glass lined wall and there is the entrance on the ground to go to the tunnel where you can pop your head up and look into the exhibit. She bends down in her boots, suit she does not look like she should be crawling on the ground let alone me also, but fuck it. I'm gonna cherish this moment with her living freely. She starts�� to crawl through, bend down and get in behind her. As I do she is already halfway to the peep hole to look up. I move my eyes to look at the side of the wall as I make way behind her to be respectful. It isn't mine to look at. Okay, okay I may peak sometimes.

The tunnel is lit with purple and blue lights. It is very calming, and reminds me of our starlight. No starlight, Yoongi. When she gets to the part to look up she sits down and her head is poking up through the top, but not fully waiting on me to sit with her. She is glowing the way the lights cascade on her face makes it feel like home, it's reminding me too much of my utopia when I see her in it. It all feels like a trance looking at her with the little smile she has on, reminds me of the little girl running through here too short to look in the peep hole and I had to sit down and lift her up to see.

"Yoon come here" motioning with her hand, I sit down next to her. “Oh you don't need help looking anymore I see how it is.”

She laughs “I haven’t needed help for years thank you.”

The face she has on speaks so many words she is happy this is so different then that shy girl looking at herself in the mirror earlier. "I'm here, now how about you go up and take a look at em." She nods her head and smiles, getting on her knees she pokes her head up and I hear a small "woah" come her. I can't help but smile as this woman I have watched grow up. The shy not confident girl who always needed my sister to be the other half that kept her going to be that half of her that she wasn't and now she doesn't have her. Maybe I can be that for her. I hear her talking and it takes me out of my thoughts "Yoon you gotta see them."

"Okay, okay but you gotta get out so I can" she sits back down and I poke my head up. It's cute how close they are in the pocket of their parents keeping them safe from the unknown. It's fuzzy and small. "It's adorable, Vi." taking my head out, she is sitting there with her knees to her chest and in the corner of the tunnel "Hey Yoon, can we stay here for a little bit?"

Sitting down next to her in the very back of the tunnel, Luckily it's a slow day and little to no kids are here. "Of course we can do anything you want." Looking at her under the lights, her wide eyes are pleading with me like she wants to tell me something. "Hey, Vi wanna tell me something?" She nods her head, but moves it to rest on my shoulder.

"You may want a fix for this one" she sighs and reaches into her pocket and grabs out a lollipop, passes it in my direction. I take the lollipop if she is tellin' me I'm gonna need it, I'm gonna need it no doubt. As it hits my tongue the sweet bursts in my mouth shutting my eyes for a second taking in the sweetness in all of its glory. I go to my utopia for a second, unlock the door and step in. She's there waiting for me with a stupid fuzzy blanket and a smile. Like a ‘welcome home.’ Been gone too long that's for sure.

Sweet. Sweet. Pineapple.

Her sweet voice brings me out of my solace in my mind, I need to lock the door. No chain it up forever but I can't stop. Everyone needs something right? Mine just so happen to be my utopia that she has invaded.

"C-can I hold your hand?" the smallest of voices I have ever heard from her.

"Oh yeah? You wanna hold my hand, You admit it? Of course VI it's always empty for you." taking her hand in my hand pulling it to my side. We're both sitting here with our knees up to our chests, her head is on my shoulder, her outer arm pulled to my side. Our hands connected, not just pinkies.

"I'm gonna tell you, but pinky promises you won't get mad, hate, or look at me differently."

I'll always promise her anything she needs even if it burns me from within. Thank god I took my meds is all I can think. I take a bite of the lollipop, chewing on it, relishing the taste.

Unclasping our hands, it suddenly feels cold without her, Putting the lollipop stick next to me on the floor. Closing my fingers besides my pinky I'm ready to kiss the fire and never look back. She takes a deep breath and clasps her pinky around mine, Slowly moving her face to kiss her thumb. "Then same for me, Vi" as she kisses her thumb. Once she does her seal I move forward pressing a kiss on mine.

"Pinky" "Swear"

Touching our thumbs together and looking each other in our eyes searching for answers on both sides. Her lips are part and she is looking at me like I have answers she needs. Those same eyes I have seen a thousand times since we were young. "Would you like me to tell you something first, would that make you feel better?" She grabs my hand, nods her head and lays it back down on my shoulder. I don't think I could have told her everything I'm going to if I was looking at her eyes. I’m a coward I know.

Here goes nothing. I'm going to tell her my deepest inner battles I fight, that she didn't know about. Taking another deep breath, my free hand I'm doing a coping technique touching my thumb to all my other fingers slowly to ground myself.

One. Two. Three. Four. Five.

"Violet, I'm gonna tell you something that only Ma, Pop, Hans, and my roommate knows." She is listening intently and nodding her head on my shoulder.

"From the time I was young I was a difficult kid you know that. My moods change rapidly, high energy, unstable concentration, and irritability. Well once I hit fourteen that's when the hallucinations started, I tried to end it for the first time. You remember that camp they told you I went to that Summer?"

She hums in response, squeezing my hand as in reassurance. I take another deep breath.

"Well then I was admitted and diagnosed with bipolar type one, little did I know I was in and out of manic episodes my entire childhood and when the hallucinations starts it got too much, Vi I wanted it all to stop. Yeah I have loving family, friends, and you but to me it wasn't worth living through those. I felt foreign in my own body, with that I started to get help I refused at first and which is why I admitted on and off. I bet you can think of all the times I was gone. That's where I was."

She squeezes my hand and it feels clammy. I tense up and shut my eyes. Yes, ground yourself Yoongi, that's what you need. Breathe.

In and out.

One. Two. Three. Four. Five.

Opening my eyes. I'm with Violet and I'm safe with her, nothing is going to get me. Only I can.

"I know you're probably mad at me for never telling you, but I'm doing my best. I didn't wanna tell you where you already had so much going on, Vi. I know it doesn't make any excuses. I have been stable for a while now. You can probably guess that, because when was the last time I went away for a while? Mhmm? About three years ago. I need consistency and Jin my roommate does that everyday at our apartment, honestly couldn't make it without him. He even stopped me mid-attempt three years ago."

Hearing a little gasp she registered that it wasn't that long ago. "But don't worry I go to all my appointments, therapy weekly, and take all my meds. I'm on the right path Violet and you're the main reason I want to be strong enough for you. I have always liked you more than my friend Violet, more than just my sister's best friend. I know you fight your own demons so I hope you can accept mine"

I hear her take a deep breath, and she turns to me looking me in the eyes.. Hell no I couldn't have told her looking into those eyes, they are glossed over a tear threatening to fall and she blinks at me. She lets go of my hand, oh no did I go too far? Maybe I should have kept it in. She gets on her knees in front of me and taps on my knees, I crisscross them. She fucking climbs on top of me and sits in my lap. Nope we have never been this close but it's making me feel better. She wraps her arms around me, looking at my chest nodding my head knowing what she is hinting at. She lays her head on my chest. "I'm sorry, I know I'm heavy" I lightly hit her back "Stop that Violet." she lets out a sigh. She isn’t fighting back about it and it's nice to know she automatically knows my thoughts about it.

"I just want to tell you, I accept you and everything you come with Min Yoongi. I'm also sorry you didn't feel like you could tell me because of my own demons behind the scenes. I wish I could have been there for you, visit you, bring you snacks and a plushie to hold at night when you were away but there's nothing I can do about it now. Just know I'm here now and I will be. If you're ever struggling please tell me Yoon. Just please tell me."

"Hey" backing away a little so I'm looking at her eyes and she is tearing up, I can't handle it if I make her cry. "You were there more than you know Violet. You remember you would text?" she slowly nods her head to me in response.

"You know Hana would read those texts to me over the phone when she would call and check in. I remember this one time you got mad at me, because I wasn't answering about your trip to see Lewis and you sent a picture of you sticking your tongue out. Along with the photos you took that day. I had Hans tell me everything about the pictures in all detail down to your little rosy cheeks. You were consistent when I was in there without you knowing Violet. Also it was good to not be asked 'how is therapy' 'are you adjusting' 'how is the medication' it gave me a sense of normalcy"

"Wait so I was there even though I didn't know, Min Yoongi you let me be mad at you for two weeks! Two weeks! Because I thought you didn't wanna talk to me and you hated Lewis." she is crossing her arms and pouting now at me. This is what I miss. Fuck she is the one for me after telling her all that she is still herself.

Putting my hand over my chest and acting it up "Ahh I can't believe you would think I would hate Lewis he is my son after all." she squints her eyes at me and sticks her tongue out at me.

"Since when was he your son?"

"The moment I set my eyes on you, He was ours even if he wasn’t hatched yet. Also don't stick your tongue out at me or I'm gonna have to show why you shouldn't"

"Huh and why shouldn't I?"

"Vi, it isn't the time okay."

She understands what I mean by this, and just gives me a hug. I take a deep breath. I did it with the one person who I wanted to tell for so long and she accepted me. Hell even made me feel normal, not worried how I can be or what I can be like towards her. Even though I never have been with her, always distancing myself when I got bad, and had an episode.

"Can I tell you about what you saw Yoon?"

"Of course Vi, I'm here to listen always." I rub her back, she nuzzles into me to get comfortable to tell I guess she can't look at me either while we're both cowards hiding during our most vulnerable times together.

Violet Pov:

Here I go something I never thought I'd be telling him, rather anyone take it to my grave. I take a deep breath in and after what he just told me it's time to let him know everything that he didn't see for all these years. I didn't want him or Hana to worry about me. They were my escape from this life and I couldn't do it without them. So I just wanted to keep those parts of me separate for as long as I could, yes they know my story but they didn't know what was always happening in the moment.

"You still pinky promise Yoon?"

"Of course I'll always keep a pinky promise, it's the most important promise Vi."

I scoot on him a little more, thinking I weigh a ton. I'm probably squishing him, but at this moment I feel like I can let the boundaries slip just a little bit. Let my mind rest for a second. He has his arms around me and his cheek pressed against my head.

"I don't want you to be mad at me that I didn't tell you or Hana okay?" He hums in response and gives me a squeeze like an "okay" when we're riding. Taking one more deep breath preparing myself to tell him everything, at least we're in my safe place but I think it's turning into more because of him.

"You know how after dad was sentenced the town excluded us and wrote us off like we died with him when he went in. We both were fighting a battle on the inside and outside. So that's when we moved out of the city and you too always found a way to come see me and you even picked up in the mornings to ride the bus with me so I could go to the same school as you both. I can't believe you did it. You must have woken up so early everyday for me."

He gives me a squeeze and I feel a kiss on my head. "And I'll do it all over again Violet." This is a lot for me. He knows some of this already. I need to give all details without holes, but everything in me is telling me to run, he’ll react just like how any other person would. It takes me back to how everyone looked at mom and I after the fact. I Even changed my last name so I didn't get looked down upon in court because of my father's case.

"Once we were out of the town, yes I saw you and Hanna everyday but what you both didn't didn't see was mom struggling to keep a job because she kept being harassed that she still loved my dad because no one believes he was framed for the crime. Mom and I relationship distanced as she filled all her time with trying to find an out for him, trying to find stable jobs she turned to using any man who would fulfill the need she wanted whether it be money or filling the void. So when I would get home you both never came in. I wouldn't let you all make my excuses because there was always a different guy."

"Violet, tell me right now no one ever touched you." he demands, his voice harsh. I know it's because he is protective.

I don't say anything and continue with what I was telling him.

"So that caused me to-"

"Violet rose." he pulls away from me and is looking into my eyes. "Tell me." I nod my head and give him the answer he is looking for.

"Who the hell are they? Tell me right now. I'm gonna kill those bastards."

"No use Yoon, it's too late and no idea where they are, hell they probably didn't even use their real name. They could be dead for all we know a lot of them are drug addicts."

"Why? Why didn't you tell us?"

"Well you know they always told me they were working on the stuff for dad so I didn't wanna stop any progress, but they weren't helping I was just naive.”

"You weren't naive. You were a child for fucks sake. "

"It is what it is. I have accepted it, Yoon. So with that all happening when I wasn't in class with Hana the other kids would bully me and call me names fat, ugly, murders daughter, devil's spawn, and many others but I didn't tell you because you both didn't need more trouble from me. I fell into a hole of feeling worthless and it was spiraling. To feel anything I hurt myself anyway I could hide it because the only other time I felt was when I was with you or Hanna. So when I was home it was a cycle come home see who was there that day and hope I was lucky, if I wasn't lucky afterwards I was make sure I felt something to know I was still alive and not in a time loop that it felt like."

A tear drops from my eye and it rolls down my cheek, he catches it with his thumb. Wait I was looking at him the entire telling him and I didn't even notice fuck. I'm doing it again when I black out thinking about it. "Violet. Baby, why did you let yourself go through this alone. I would have been the first person to step in."

"You both were my escape and I didn't wanna bring you down with me into this hole because that hole was never ending."

He pulls me in and hugs me so tight that I feel the air being sucked from within me. It feels like forever since I've hugged this tight. When was the last time I had one this tight? When I got the last hug from dad. And he told me. "Run whatever you do whenever there is something after you, you run Violet don't wait for it to catch up to you" and that's what I have always done.

"Well I'm never going anywhere you got that? I'm here for you and I wish I could have been there for you and even if I was dealing with my own stuff I would have been there in any form I could have been. I know Ma, Pop, and Hans would have also been there you know they see as their own" nodding my head yeah they have always been there for me but also they don't need another problem to deal with now that i know the behind the scenes stuff they were dealing with Yoongi.

"After that point it was a repeating cycle and when I was in high school and you were no longer there, hell in college you even came and took me by bus to school told Hanna to get more sleep, you were the only consistent thing I had so why would I bring that into my hole and just get wrapped up in the loop I thought. When I moved out with Hana in senior year and we both got jobs and we finally got the okay to move out I didn't get to option honestly a month prior I was told I needed to be out so I had to get a grounding on my life and the loop I was in."

"Wait you didn't move out because you and Hana both wanted out" shaking my head and giving him the answer.

"I figured out I wanted to help people like dad, found the path I needed to take to get there even though I know I won't ever get him out. We have done too many trials and appeals. He doesn't want to try and gave up hope, you know that. So I got out of the loop with mom which was a start but then it spiraled to when I was alone the things they said during, ya know..would eat me alive and I needed to feel alive to make sure I was living."

"Violet, look me in the eyes when was the last time." He places his hand on my cheek and looks at me with the softest eyes searching for answers.

"The case that reminded me of dad." that wasn't long ago I just closed the case and won. It felt euphoric to win and prove his innocence. He got to hug his son not in shackles like I wished mine would have ended that way. I’ll live through that little boy. That night I went home and needed to remind myself I was alive in the real world.

"That was but only a few days ago, that's why they felt rough and bumpy, they are healing." he places his hand on my thigh and rubs it lightly over my pants.

Giving him a nod and he looks at me like I’m as light as a feather about to fly away in the wind. "But it's okay before that it was months actually, being with you makes me feel alive Yoongi. I haven't needed to because anytime I would, you would be at my door, texting, or even taking me out. You saved me from myself without knowing, making me feel euphoria, grounding me to this earth."

He grabs my hand and pulls it up and places a kiss on it and looks up at me "I'll always be here Violet, but promises me no more you'll call me. Text me. Hell wake me up and you know how much I like my sleep."

Lifting up my pinky to show him I'll do it. He looks at me and I see they are teary, raising his pinky and clasping it with mine.

"Pinky" "Swear"

Sealing it with a kiss and pressing them together it's the closest I'll ever get to kissing him. He needs someone strong, someone to bring out the best in him all the time. I'm not that for him I can't be when I'm fighting my own battles. I need to be better before I can be that for him. You can only be that for someone when you're at your best.

"I have one more thing to tell you."

"What is it, Vi?"

"So the company party is uh don't get mad at me.. um a goodbye for now party, because six months ago I was at all low and I felt like I needed to run away. I didn't know any of this would happen between us but I'm moving to another branch that's seven hours away and also got in touch with a counselor there to help me. I plan to come back in a year or so. I just wanted to get my footing and try to gain some control before it took over. You honestly have been saving me while waiting for the move"

He is looking at me with no emotion. It looks like he shut them off, his eyes are black and his grip tightens on my thigh. I see the tears wanting to start but he's holding them in. I know I did something hard for the both of us but I ran the only thing I have ever known. "You mean you- You're gonna be gone for a year after all this? Violet I don't wanna grow apart, I wanna grow with you."

"Just think of it as my own summer camp" placing my hands on his cheeks and giving me a small smile.

"Yeah your own summer camp, but this time I better get replies since I know you can answer me."

Leaning in and wrapping my arms around him and giving his a tight squeeze "You better give me Lewis updates mister pineapple, I'll be waiting."

He laughs a little bit and gives me a tighter squeeze. "How could I forget my son I gotta get him his lettuce if his momma isn't gonna be here."

I pull away and wipe my own tears. I know I'm about to wanna run from what I'm gonna say but if now isn't the time then when is it? "Min Yoongi, you are my universe so please just wait a little bit while I'm working on myself. You know how fish migrate to high levels of water when theirs is too low. Just think when I no longer have any more water left in me I'll migrate back to you Yoon. After all, we're fish in another universe. I love you."

He gives me a smile and pulls me in and places a kiss on my forehead "Yeah we're fish Vi. I love you more than life itself. Fuck it feels nice to say it finally." he sighs, places his forehead against mine and takes a deep breath. "Looks like I'm gonna have to make the second prom the best one yet huh? If my little fish is gonna be gone for a little bit."

Humming in response this one time I'm gonna let myself enjoy it and be free no longer hiding and running. This time I'm gonna run into it at full force for the man in front of me. If he can make himself better than I can, it only took me years to get there.

"And my big fish is gonna be okay? Right."

"As long as I get my updates and how you're doing, I'll make it Vi. If it means some time away to know you're doing better, getting to a better place. I'll be here always waiting. I'll be here waiting to give you the water you need. Now let's go tell Lewis momma finally accepted dad." Yoongi places his finger on his lips and makes a shhh sound "He's been waiting for years for momma to finally accept it."

Hitting his chest and laughing with him "Min Yoongi have you and my son been plotting against me?" he gives me a shrug, his right side of his lip moves up smirking, rolling his eyes to look in another direction other than me. I grab his face in my hands and look at him "Violet, I don't know how much longer I can hold back, don't hold my face like that."

"Then don't hold back Yoongi"

Yoongi is fighting an inner battle with himself after she says it and thinks fuck it. I have waited this long. It's time I finally do it in the real world, not his utopia.

I hear him mumble "fuck it" and he pulls my hands down to my sides and his left hand grabs my cheek, his right grabbing my neck and he locks our lips. We both lose ourselves in the kiss. He pulls me closer to him and I feel like I'm in another universe. Yeah I'm in a different universe that has to be it and I pinch my thigh, nope we're here right now and I'm kissing my childhood crush. His teeth swipe over my bottom lip as he pulls away we're both breathing heavy, eyes locked on each other. He is the first one to say something. "Fuck you don't know how long I have waited for this. Violet, you're the one I have always wanted."

"You could have had me, but I don't know if I'm the one for you."

"Don't you dare fucking say that, you're the one who gets me up in the morning, take my meds, go to therapy, and eat. God violet! You don't see it but everything I have done has been for you. I love you okay?! So just let me love you and accept it!"

My lips part and I'm looking at him. I don't know what to think, like someone actually wants me? I give him a small nod. I have no words, no one has ever truly wanted me for me so right now I don't know how to react. He notices this and pulls me into a hug and rubs my back. "I'm sorry I raised my voice I- I didn't mean to. I just can't stand you not accepting something so good for the both of us. Clearly we both have been running from it so this time let's not run from it until you leave."

"Okay, this once I won't run but in the end if I run it's my instinct."

"You can run all you want after the party. I'll forever be chasing after you." He kisses my head and lingers there for a minute before I feel his lips move on my forehead. "Now let's go, Vi it's almost closing time and we have to stop by Lewis again and bubbles"

“Mhmm we can’t forget to say bye.” getting off him, turning to crawl out of the tunnel and as I stand up I see him coming out looking the other direction to not be looking at my ass he really is the right one for me huh? Min Yoongi, my best friend's brother.

He smiles as he stands up holding out my hand to wrap around his pointer finger and look up at him "let's go my big fish."

They say only a broken heart can understand a broken heart so maybe he is my other broken heart.

Thank you for reading. ₊˚⊹♡

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2hightocare · 5 months ago

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BIRTHDAY CHAOS!

Synopsis: It’s Jungkook’s birthday and obviously it couldn’t just be a small get together… according to everyone.

Genre: comedy, found family, established relationships.

Pairing: DILF!jungkook x fem!reader

Warnings: curse words, mentions of sex, alcohol consumption, family oriented, jungkook being sappy, just full on fluff, this is more bts centered than just jungkook and oc, cowboy jungkook YEEEHAW!

a/n: Tupac back! TUPAC BACK! hi im back… i haven’t been writing these pasts months like i used to— school has had me busy with so many papers that the idea of writing for anything outside school literally sends chills down my spine. BUT! i miss writing my very close imaginary family so enjoy🤍

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"We're doing the absolute most," Jia sighs, slumping backward and releasing an untied balloon. It zooms across the floor, landing by your feet. "We're talking about the same person, right?" Eunbi asks from her position on the floor, colorful confetti spread out in front of her as she carefully glues a number onto the banner.

"Let’s not bully my man on his birthday," you playfully scold your best friend, giving her blonde hair a gentle tug.

Eunbi looks up at you with a pout. "Ow!" She scrunches her nose, sticking her tongue out before returning to decorating the banner on the ground.

"That ‘happy birthday’ looks crooked as fuck," Taehyung comments, crossing his arms over his chest as he looks down at the colorful banner beside the long-haired blonde. "Ari, permission to clock his shit right now," Eunbi says, looking up to Taehyung’s wife, who is perched on Namjoon’s shoulders, sticking balloons to the wall.

"Permission granted," Ari mumbles around the tape in her mouth. "But stay away from his face; we have an event coming up." Her voice is clearer as she uses the tape to secure a balloon.

"Honey, you did not just—what the actual fuck?" Taehyung gasps dramatically, quickly dodging Eunbi’s attempt to hit him with a pair of confetti poppers.

"Girl, next time, aim for his balls—" Aera begins but is interrupted by the front door slamming open, making everyone freeze in place.

The room goes deathly quiet before everyone exhales in relief as Lora, Jimin, Daeun, Yoongi, and Seokjin come rushing through the door.

"Y/n, I tried to stop them, but they wouldn’t listen," Yoongi says first, rushing to his wife on the floor. He drops a kiss on her cheek before looking up at you, shaking his head in disappointment.

"Don’t even! You helped us pick which one!" Jimin defends himself, placing a hand on his chest as if he’s been mortally wounded. Lora laughs out loud, bouncing with excitement.

"You look too happy for anyone's peace of mind," Hoseok observes, a small smile of amusement on his face.

You raise an eyebrow, confused, both hands on your hips as you wait for someone to start explaining. "Before you get mad..." Lora begins, only to be silenced by your raised hand.

"I’m already mad," you sigh, making everyone burst into laughter.

"Jungkook said he wanted one, so we got it for him," Daeun explains, clicking his tongue and biting her lower lip anxiously. She’s the newest addition to your group—she and Jimin started dating a few months ago. Despite her shy nature, Daeun clicked with everyone quickly, although her personality is much more calm than anyone else’s she fit in perfectly. Still no one could beat Jungkook’s and Eunbi’s track record when it came to the most extroverted of the bunch.

You raised an eyebrow in confusion, waiting for an explanation. At the same time, Seokjin nervously let out a small, low-pitched "giddy up," his voice cracked as he hesitated. He awkwardly mimed cracking a whip, glancing around with a sheepish grin, clearly embarrassed and already regretting it.

"You guys bought him a horse?" you gasp, eyes nearly popping out of your head as you watch everyone else's expressions mirror your shock. Silence fills the room, and it’s almost comedic when one of the balloons that Ari was blowing deflates. As everyone waits for your reaction, you hear the blonde on the ground whisper.

"Wait, he really wanted a horse? I thought he was joking! Babe—we should’ve gotten him the horse first as a thank you gift for giving me bubbles on my birthday," Eunbi whispers to her husband, who gives her a 'not now, baby' look.

Before you know it, you're pulling on Eunbi’s hair again. "The fuck are we going to do with a horse?" you sigh heavily, flailing your arms around.

One thing you learned from everyone is that they all go to great lengths for each other, no matter how ridiculous the idea or situation might be—and you fully participate in the chaos. But right now, the only thought in your mind is how you’re going to murder five people simultaneously.

"How did going for birthday hats end with you guys buying him a horse?" Joon asks, his face scrunched in confusion as Taehyung tries not to laugh while helping his wife off Namjoon’s shoulders.

"We didn’t buy one..." Jimin says, looking around nervously, waiting for someone to step in.

"We rented one!" Lora jumps in happily, clapping her hands. Her long, straight black hair bounces around her face as her deep dimples appear while she shoves her phone into your face.

"Isn’t it so cute? The person renting it out said his name is Rex, but I think he gives off more ‘Goody’ vibes." Lora shrugs happily, showing you multiple pictures of a huge, beautiful black horse.

"Can we talk about how big a horse shits," Seokjin mentions dramatically to the boys that stayed behind at the house. Your mind already making a mental note that the five responsible will be cleaning up after the horse in your backyard later.

"When is it getting here?" you sigh in defeat, making Lora clap excitedly.

"Aww, you didn’t crash out! Maturity looks so good on you, babes!" Eunbi cheers from the ground.

…

"I am not wearing this shit," Hoseok groans loudly, rolling his head back and stomping his feet like a child. "Why did I get the worst one out of everyone?" His hands flail dramatically as he explains, clearly annoyed that his t-shirt is, in his opinion, the most boring.

"You think yours is wack?" Eunbi side-eyes him, pointing at her own shirt. "I’m wearing a picture of Jungkook's face with the words, ‘Big dick is back in town.’" She reads it out loud before throwing her head back with an overly dramatic sigh.

"I low-key love mine," Jimin chimes in, striking multiple poses to show off his t-shirt, which reads, ‘I wish he was real,’ beneath a large photo of Jungkook giving a thumbs-up while wearing Iseul’s pink tutu.

"That’s because yours is cool! Mine is literally..." Hobi starts, sounding enthusiastic before suddenly clamming up, which causes Jia to burst out laughing beside him.

"Wait, now I wanna see it!" Eunbi’s face lights up, reaching for the shirt bunched up in Hoseok's hands.

"Stop! I love it!" Eunbi bursts into laughter as she reads the large text across the middle of his white shirt. "Show me!" Yoongi nudges his wife, poking her in the hip for her to move aside so he can see.

A grin spreads across his face as his eyes scan the words: ‘Sorry, princess, I only date DILFs who look like this,’ followed by a heart-shaped picture of Jungkook, shirtless, flexing his muscles with a pout on his lips. Yoongi can't hold back his laughter.

"I need to know who came up with these," Yoongi chuckles, dropping his head onto Eunbi’s shoulder, still shaking with amusement.

"I am not wearing this," Hoseok snaps, snatching the shirt back from Eunbi before crossing his arms in front of his chest, pouting like a sulking kid.

"Babe, you’re so cute," Jimin teases as he watches his girlfriend make her way to the small group, whistling as he gives his girlfriend, Daeun, a playful spin. She blushes, biting her lower lip as she reads aloud the words on her own shirt.

"‘Introverted but willing to discuss...’" Daeun pauses and points at the picture of Jungkook dramatically winking beneath the text.

"That one is so cute!" Jia claps happily beside Hoseok, who is still throwing a tantrum while Eunbi laughs and points at his pouty face.

You silently chuckle as you overhear their conversation shifting from shirts to whether they should have gotten a photo booth. You quickly announce that you’re going inside to get Iseul and yourself ready before heading into the house.

The laughter from the backyard fades as you close the sliding door behind you, having spent all morning decorating it. You take a moment to check the kitchen, living room, and walls, ensuring everything looks as you had planned before rushing upstairs to shower before Iseul wakes from her nap.

After showering, blow-drying, and straightening your hair, you start to hear small whines from Iseul as she begins to wake up. You poke your head out of the bathroom and into your and Jungkook’s room, finding Iseul sitting up in bed. Her hair is disheveled, and she’s rubbing her chubby hands over her eyes, surrounded by pillows creating a makeshift barrier.

“Hi, my love,” your voice soars to a higher pitch as you approach her. “How’d you sleep, baby?” You coo, brushing her small light curls away from her face, gently poking her cheeks before planting a kiss on them both.

“I slept good,” Iseul murmurs softly, finally opening her eyes. Her Bambi-like gaze looks up at you. “Is Daddy here yet? It’s his birfday.” Your four-year-old scans the room, only to pout in disappointment when she realizes it’s just you both in the room.

“He’s almost here, so we need to make you look pretty! Okay?” You poke her small side, making her giggle and nod enthusiastically. You wrap your arms around her, holding her tight as you lift her and carry her to her room. You carefully set her down on the bed before heading into her closet to find the outfit you had planned. You also grab a couple of alternative pants options just in case the original choice doesn’t work out.

“Okay, you have two options. Pick,” you say, emerging from the closet with two pairs of bottoms. “Skirt or jeans?” You wave the options as Iseul puts her index finger on her chin and furrows her eyebrows, deep in thought. “What are you wearing?” she asks carefully, making you smile. “A skirt,” you reply, watching her nod several times before pointing at the skirt in your left hand.

"I wanna wear a skirt too!” she exclaims with a beaming smile, her dimples—clearly inherited from her dad—showing prominently.

You nod in approval and quickly help her change and brush her teeth. You also brush her hair, letting it flow down her back.

“Okay, pose for me, princess,” you giggle as you watch your daughter smile and place her hands on her hips, striking a pose.

“Okay, now stand still and look down at your shoes for me.” You ask, as she hums and gazes at her Adidas shoes and white socks with ruffles, while you click away on your camera. “You’re so beautiful,” you coo, finally standing up and reaching for your daughter’s hand to guide her outside so you can finish your makeup and get dressed.

As you open the glass door to the backyard, she finally speaks. “I know, Daddy told me I’m the most beeyootiful girl ever.” She quips before stepping out, where Yejoon—who just got here, after being dropped off by his grandparents from his dad’s side—rushes toward her, and Eunbi and Taehyung quickly start showering her with compliments about her custom-made shirt as if it were a competition.

You laugh as you watch Eunbi’s smile falter when Iseul jumps into Taehyung’s arms first. You shout that you’ll be right back, earning several thumbs up from the group. As you rush back to your room, your phone rings in your back pocket. You quickly pluck it out and see a picture of you smiling at the camera with your husband’s bicep cradling your face, making you smile as you press the green button and click ‘speaker.’

“Baby,” Jungkook’s voice comes through as you place the phone down on the counter and start your makeup.

“Hi,” you reply, tucking your hair back out of your face.

“Hi, my obnoxiously gorgeous wife, I miss you,” Jungkook says, and you smile, hearing the warmth in his voice.

“Are my girls ready? I’m almost home,” he continues. You giggle and reply with a small “yes” as you blend concealer under your eyes.

You had told Jungkook the other night that instead of a party, you wanted to take him out to eat for his birthday, just the three of you. He agreed immediately, not knowing it was a complete lie. Knowing damn well the group chat you just have made the other day with everyone from the already standing “plan b survivors” group chat with the exclusion of Jungkook—obviously—was currently being spammed with multiple suggestions of whether getting a bouncy house was a good idea or not.

“Your mom sent me her GIF not too long ago; it’s the best one she’s sent to date,” Jungkook says, making you burst out laughing, knowing exactly which kind of GIF he means. Your mom has a habit of sending extravagant GIFs with blooming flowers and sparkles, with bold text that reads something completely different depending on the mood, situation or event.

“She edited me into the background this time. You know, the one where I’m flexing my muscles with those pink ribbons you tied on them,” he recounts, and you hum in agreement, knowing exactly what picture he’s talking about since you were the one who took and sent it to your mom.

“I love the way confetti pops the moment you click on it to play,” he chuckles, making you mirror his smile.

As he continues talking about how everyone wished him a happy birthday at the meeting he had to attend—scheduled long ago and unmissable—you listen as he changes topics to how he plans to start taking Iseul to swimming classes while you finish your makeup.

“Okay, baby, I’m around the corner. Can you put an outfit out for me so I can shower and change quickly?” Jungkook asks as you apply the last coat of mascara to your eyelashes.

Humming in agreement, you reply, “Okay, and I already did, baby,” as you twist the mascara cap shut and check yourself one last time in the mirror before grabbing your phone and heading to both your clothes laid out on the bed.

“I love you,” Jungkook says, as you return the sentiment before he disconnects.

You quickly change into your t-shirt, tying a rubber band at the back to create a crop top. You follow up by slipping into your denim mini skirt, not even taking a minute to check if it fits perfectly as you rush to find socks and matching shoes to match Iseul’s. The moment you’re dressed, you hurry downstairs, turning off every light as you make your way to the backyard, where everyone’s eyes turn to you.

“He’s coming, everyone hide!”

The position you were in was uncomfortable as hell, and no one seemed to be enjoying themselves. Iseul started to whine, complaining that her knees hurt from crouching behind the couch, which prompted Ye Joon to comment smugly that “she isn’t as strong as he is,” earning a loud “shhh” from Ari. The twins, Nari and Yeseol, were also not having it. Barely a year old, both blondes were already driving Eunbi and Yoongi crazy—you could hear Yoongi trying to calm down Nari from behind the kitchen counter, as she teetered on the verge of crying.

From your peripheral vision, you caught a glimpse of Aera and Namjoon making funny faces to distract Nari and keep her from crying. You also noticed Jiho texting on his phone, his brows furrowed in concentration. You tried not to laugh when Jia snatched his phone away, scolding him to “pay attention.”

Suddenly, your heart fluttered as you heard the front door open, followed by Jungkook’s familiar voice calling out.

“Baby, where are you?” he called, murmuring under his breath about how dark it was. He moved towards the light switch and flicked it on. Before he could react, everyone shouted, “Surprise!” as colorful confetti burst from poppers, flying everywhere and littering the floor.

“Oh, fuck!” he shrieked, clutching his chest in surprise.

“Happy birthday!” everyone yelled together, rushing forward to hug him. Iseul was the first to reach him, raising her short arms for her dad to pick her up. “Happy birfday, Daddy!” Iseul kissed his cheek as Jungkook smiled brightly, while Lora snapped multiple pictures with her camera. “Your shirt, princess,” your husband beamed, reading the words and poking her side, making her squirm. “You’re a hundred percent ‘Birthday boy favorite girl,’” Jungkook said, pressing a big kiss to her cheek, reading off her shirt.

“Happy birthday, my brother,” Taehyung and Jimin chimed in, launching themselves at Jungkook the moment he set his daughter down to greet everyone else. “Where’s my gift? I don’t think my wife would’ve let anyone in without a gift fee,” Jungkook joked, patting Jimin on the back.

“I was thinking about what to get you, and I realized you don’t need anything—you already have me. I even debated wrapping myself since I’m clearly the biggest gift in your life,” Taehyung said, making everyone burst into laughter. “Exactly what I thought too,” Jimin added, earning a side-eye from Taehyung.

“Just two dumb bitches telling each other ‘exactly!’” Eunbi mocked behind them, scooting in-between the boys to give Jungkook a hug.

“Hi, blondie,” your husband teases, poking your best friend’s side, before laughing at the words on her shirt. “Big dick back in town!” Jungkook guffawed, throwing his head back in laughter.

You watched with a huge smile plastered across your face as your husband finishes hugging everyone and complimenting their shirts. Once he had said his hellos, his eyes finally met yours. His grin widened, and he walked towards you. Feeling playful, you shifted all your weight to one leg and twirled your hair around your index finger, giving him an innocent look that made him burst out laughing.

“Hi,” Jungkook smiles, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling you closer.

“Hi,” you smile back, tilting your head up to meet his eyes. He gave you a quick wink before leaning down to kiss you. Your eyes fluttered shut as you melted into the kiss, his lips moving against yours in a slow, agonizing pace.

Smiling into the kiss, he finally pulled away as everyone started whistling in the background.

“There are kids here!” Namjoon shouted playfully, watching as Jungkook stuck his tongue out at him like a child.

“You take my breath away every damn time, baby,” Jungkook says, turning back to face you and pressing a soft kiss to your cheek.

“Mhm, really?” you tease, raising an eyebrow at him. He chuckles, his gaze drifting from your shoes back up to your eyes. “Yes, really,” he says, biting his lower lip.

“Okay, we get it. You guys are in love. Can we go eat now?” Jiho interrupted, looking up from his phone with a bored expression, clearly used to this level of PDA, since his own parents were just as bad.

Everyone laughed and agreed, while Jiho earned a light swat on the back of his head from his mom for “interrupting a moment.” Lora shook her head in mock disappointment, quickly passing her camera to Ari to place on the marble table before ushering everyone towards the backyard.

“Happy birthday again,” you whisper to your husband, stopping him before you could join the others who were waiting to show him the bouncy house and decorations.

“Thank you, baby,” he voices out, his voice soft and serious, making your heart clench. “Always,” you reply, standing on your tiptoes to kiss his lips again.

“I like your shirt,” Jungkook murmurs just for you, his voice low and teasing. You bite your lip, meeting his gaze.

“I mean, it’s true,” you shrug playfully, watching the slow smile spread across his face. His thumb and index finger toy with your belly ring that you’ve just put back in, and he tilts his head with a grin. “I’m hoping I got a shirt and it says ‘I heart milfs’ to match yours,” he jokes, his smile faltering when he notices the way your lips press together.

“What does it say?” he sighs, bracing for disappointment.

“‘Birthday boy,’” you reveal, trying not to laugh as his jaw drops in exaggerated shock.

“That’s not fair! I was expecting something wild like everyone else’s. How does Eunbi get ‘big dick back in town,’ and I get ‘birthday boy’?” He pouts, and you can’t help but laugh.

“Well, aren’t you the birthday boy?” you tease, placing your manicured hand over his, resting on your belly.

“I guess...” He blows out a dramatic sigh, making you giggle.

“I missed your belly piercing,” he says softly, tugging gently on the teardrop ring in your belly button.

“And I miss your lip piercing,” you reply, brushing a finger over his bottom lip. “Please put it back in. Hopefully, Iseul doesn’t tug on it like last time.”

“Ugh, don’t remind me,” he groans, shuddering at the memory. Remembering how his daughter yanked on his lip piercing with all the strength a one-year-old could muster.

“Thank you for everything,” he says, hooking his fingers through the belt loops of your skirt and pulling you into a tight embrace. “I appreciate everything you do and more. I know this whole thing was your idea. Thank you,” he murmurs into the crook of your neck.

“Don’t make me cry,” you sniffle, feeling him press small kisses along your neck. Your hands rub soothing circles on his back, and you stay wrapped in each other’s arms for a minute, though it felt like only seconds. “I love you so much, baby,” he continues, squeezing your cheeks with both hands and forcing your lips into a pout before kissing them.

“I love you,” you reply, kissing his nose, making him chuckle.

“Is it bad that I want everyone to leave already so I can just spend time with you?” he whispers as you both walk towards the glass sliding door. “Lowkey yeah,” you chuckle, stopping at the door and looking up at him, only to find him already gazing at you.

“What?” you giggle, feeling shy under his intense stare.

“Nothing, just one more kiss, please. Count it as my early birthday gift,” he winks, leaning down to capture your lips again. You pull back with a laugh when you felt his tongue start to intrude. “Baby…” Jungkook whines, a goofy grin still on his face as he tugs you closer.

“Jeo—” you start, but he interrupts, kissing you again, this time swirling his tongue with yours. Your shoulders slump as his hands cradle your face, keeping you in place before separating with a small string of saliva connecting you.

“Sorry, it’s my birthday,” he whispers against your lips, before finally opening the sliding glass door and extending an arm to guide you outside. You roll your eyes playfully but let out a small yelp when you felt his hand smack your ass as you walked past him through the door.

“It’s my birthday,” he says with a cheeky grin, raising his hands in defense when you shot him a warning glare.

…

Everyone is drunk, and things spiral out of control quickly.

The moment Jungkook steps out of the house, freshly showered and changed into his matching t-shirt like everyone else, everything becomes a blur. After countless photos taken on Lora’s camera, you all eat, sing happy birthday, and Jungkook blows out his candles before cutting the cheesecake you made him the night before.

By ten at night, the kids are sent inside to sleep, and that’s when the chaos begins.

“You’re fucking lying!” Jungkook yells, eyes wide as Seokjin and a man lead a huge black horse through the backyard doors.

“Where’s my camera?!” Lora screams, looking around frantically.

“It’s inside!” Ari shouts back. Before you can react, a head of caramel curls dashes into your house.

"That thing is literally humongous," Namjoon mutters, running a hand over his face, his eyes slightly red from all the alcohol.

“You shouldn’t be talking,” Jimin retorts, eyeing Namjoon up and down, causing everyone to burst out laughing.

“You’re just mad you’re short,” Namjoon fires back, but you’ve already tuned them out, watching as Jungkook climbs onto the horse with the help of the owner.

“This is such a bad idea,” you screech, covering your eyes.

“Here!” Ari runs back out, handing Lora her camera. She immediately starts snapping photos of Jungkook, now balanced on the horse.

"Hold on tight, bro!" Yoongi yells as Jungkook wobbles before finding his balance as the horse starts walking.

"Baby, look at me!" Jungkook calls out, taking off his shirt, revealing his flexed muscles as he jokingly cracks an imaginary whip. Your heart skips a beat—stomach flips—half from how ridiculously handsome he looks and half from the fear that he might fall.

Lora, on the other hand, is in her element, snapping photos like her life depends on it.

“I wanna ride next!” Eunbi cheers, jumping up and down.

“I’ve never seen you this excited to ride me before,” Yoongi says nonchalantly, causing everyone to groan.

“Brother, eugh!” Hoseok fake gags, while Jungkook laughs from atop the horse. Eunbi’s face turns pink as she playfully pushes Yoongi, who apologizes profusely for his comment.

"Baby, can we keep it?" Jungkook asks, flashing you his signature doe eyes.

"Fuck no," you respond immediately, leaving no room for negotiation.

"You’ve only got an hour—make the most of it," you shrug, moving closer to the horse.

"An hour only?" Jungkook gasps, glancing at his friends as if they betrayed him. "Y/n didn’t want the horse, we had to compromise, lil bro," Yoongi says matter-of-factly, making Jungkook roll his eyes playfully.

"Come on, baby, let’s ride," Jungkook says, winking as he pats his lap, motioning for you to hop on, which earns a chorus of fake gags from your friends.

The hour passes in a whirlwind of laughter and screaming. Everyone takes turns riding the horse, which ends with Ari nearly face-planting, sending everyone into a panic—except for the owner, who looks like he’s ready to be done with all of you and head home.

"Shot! Shot! Shot!" the group chants as you down a shot of tequila, scrunching your face in disgust, earning more laughter. Jungkook rubs circles on your back as the cold liquor burns its way down your throat. "Fuck!" you exclaim, tapping your chest like it’ll help with the heartburn.

"You did so good, princess," Jungkook praises, tossing back his shot like it’s water, letting out an exaggerated "ah" as he sets the glass down.

It’s nearly two in the morning now. The horse is long gone, and everyone is utterly trashed. The guys, all shirtless, are slumped around the backyard, claiming it’s too hot—likely the alcohol talking.

"Five, six, five, six, seven, eight!" Eunbi shouts as the speaker blasts "Hot to Go," jumping onto a chair and belting out the lyrics.

"Here she goes," Taehyung sighs jokingly, watching Eunbi throw herself into the song.

"You’re her biggest opp," Aera comments with a smile as Jungkook joins Eunbi, copying her arm movements.

"Opp stands for opposite, right?" Taehyung asks, which sends everyone into another round of laughter.

"Opponent, dumbass," Jimin smacks him on the back of the head, snickering at Taehyung's widened eyes.

"Did you guys read the weight limit for the bouncy house?" you ask out of nowhere, standing up, suddenly eager to jump around.

"There’s a weight limit?" Daeun and Seokjin ask simultaneously, then look at each other. "Jinx!" they say in unison, making you laugh.

"Yeah, the person who rents them usually tells you," you explain, kicking off your shoes before climbing into the character-themed bouncy house. You barely stand up before everyone starts piling in.

"If anyone throws up, I’ll kill you—" Lora screeches as Taehyung accidentally shoves her, sending her face-first into the bouncy floor. "I’m so sorry!" he laughs, trying to help her up despite the bouncing of everyone.

"Guys, I think it might pop," Daeun warns, clinging to Jimin for balance. You try reaching for Jungkook but get launched across the bouncy house by the devil herself, Eunbi.

"Ah!” You scream, laughing as you tumble into Lora. The laughter doesn’t last long, though, as a loud pop echoes through the air. Everyone stills before panic sets in as the bouncy house deflates rapidly, and everyone scrambles to the small exit.

You all stand in stunned silence, staring at the flattened bouncy house sprawled across the grass. Despite knowing how much trouble you're in with the renter, you can’t help but laugh.

"Welp, happy birthday to me," Jungkook shrugs with a grin.

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