#bendy poetry

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yaaaaaaay!!!! :D

[the-eyes-under-your-steps]

Also, reminder: free and customisable poetry and prose available here! I am also now opening fanfiction and fanart requests from the following fandoms, subject to whether or not I agree with the premise:

Bendy

Sally Face

FNAF

Undertale

Underverse (which I regard as separate)

Deltarune

DDLC

Cuphead

DC

Spider-Man

Tim Burton films and also Coraline and NBC

Miraculous

She-Ra

Steven Universe

Gravity Falls

HTTYD

The Owl House

Fran Bow

Creepypasta

Riordanverse

Artemis Fowl

DBH

Welcome to Night Vale

SCP Foundation

The Backrooms

The Mandela Catalogue

Helluva Boss/Hazbin Hotel

Again, this stuff is totally free, no strings attached (besides "give credit" and the fact that there will be paid commissions available on this page at some point in the future) and I ask a ton of questions to tailor what I write to exactly what you want! Hit me up if you're interested. I do NOT write smut or fetish content, but I do write as much gore and angst and fluff and crack and action and prose as you could possibly desire!

Also I ran out of tags, so I'm gonna re blog later with more tags lol

[haux18]

I wait .

I wait as my ambiguity slowly consumes the part that is left of me .

My eyes being mere metaphors of the words i hope I'll say oneday.

Uplifted with lifelesness .

I wait to write an empty eulogy as I hear screams in my head and i pen down flowers.

My memories are lined with the little guilt left in me .

My shame has evaporated to form a cloud of self loathe.

I am weak so i allow myself to play the same songs in your memory to expose myself to the little part of you left in my life.

It's been so long that now when i think of you i have to reminisce about how i used to miss you.

My Focus has changed to just me being happy with or without you.

Waiting is my only option but I'd choose to wait..it would be my only choice.

I just want to be missed my you....

<3

~haux

[ultimateloserboy]

ok you know what im gonna say it with my full chest. literally nobody talks about bendy (the character) like who he actually is and ive been tired of it since the old game ended. i think hes genuinely one of the most incorrectly fanonized characters like ever at this point. and i genuinely believe it changed the actual canon and it bothers me a lot.

as for the physical version of him/ the ink demon— in the original batim game there was literally a whole plot point about bendy being non-human and how he came out of the machine physically and mentally sloppy compared to the other creations. hes not a fully fledged-out person and that’s LITERALLY an entire section of the original game. he has no human soul or mind, hes sentient but about as much as a gorilla. he attacks like a zombie or an animal with instinct and not like an angry human being. he cant speak because his mouth is fake and he cant walk properly because his limbs are liquid sludge— hes literally an abomination— a mockery of actual human life. its crazy to even call him the “villain” of the story because he doesnt have the thinking ability to genuinely be malicious. its like calling zombies the villains of zombie movies, they cant be because they dont have the brain function to be.

a lot of people ignored the obvious fact that he isnt human-like so they could sexualize him, which isnt as bad as sexualizing an actual animal— im not claiming that— but what bothers me is how the creators made him MORE HUMAN to lean towards these people and ill never think otherwise. yall can argue with me or call me chronically online, but bendy WASNT able to speak or was human-like at all until the dark revival, which was so obviously fan service its not even funny.

im not claiming that people who sexualize bendy are zoos or something— thats too far. what im claiming tho is that this genuinely interesting character was given consciousness and the ability to speak after previously not ever having those things JUST so booktok ass teenagers could swoon over him like they do venom, taking away the interest of his original character. he wasnt fully sentient until it made money for the creators and then suddenly hes speaking poetry in a deep sexy man voice with a fucking 8 pack. how does that not bother anyone? im not even trying to say its morally weird— im just saying its bad writing in general!!! like why do yall let these games ruin characters for fan service and not even give a fuck, and then have the balls to ask why newer ones are so poorly written?? no fucking shot EVERY one of yall was ok with them retconning his entire existence like HES THE MAIN CHARACTER???? DO YALL REALLY WANNA SEXUALIZE EVERYTHING //THAT// BAD TO THE POINT ITS OK TO REWRITE THE ENTIRE MAIN CHARACTER AS LONG AS IT MEANS YOU CAN FINALLY SEXUALIZE HIM CANONICALLY??????

and before people say anything— no i dont think its wrong for bendy to develop a voice or to become more human over time— BUT COME ON DUDE ARE YALL DENSE?? IVE SEEN LESS FAN-SERVICE STARING AT MY GOD DAMN AIR CONDITIONER!!!! they didnt “develop” bendy more— they retconned him to please freaks online!!! surely ONE of yall had to have noticed like… when tdr dropped the sexualization was so bad i genuinely didnt have fun with the series anymore. and I CANT because its justified now! the creators retconned him to be more sexyman so now you cant even argue against it!! literally why cant we have ONE thing online without people wanting to pound every single fucking character??

im sorry if this sounds mean but ive been upset about this for YEARS!! bendy was my favorite character as a kid and NOBODY gives him justice NOT EVEN HIS OWN CREATORS. it would be one thing if there was just a small portion that treated him like this but now its literally everyone and the games lean into it and i just want to explode and die at this point fr.

it genuinely makes me a little ill knowing he was once just a confused, soulless being fighting and killing out of the confusion, rage and fear that his cruel existence caused him to feel, but now hes just a deep voiced venom-ripoff villain whose just a big meanie and hunts you for sport or some stupid shit.

[pearl-div3r]

howdy.<3

(this blog is total chaos, you have been warned)

names; aeolus, louise, denji, patroclus, achilles, celestine, marie (trottoir) i can't choose one so call me whatever you want!! (as long as it's respectful of course.)

pronouns; any/all (mainly he/him but i don't really care.)

age; minor. (adults can interact, don't be weird though.)

second gen north african/amazigh, lives in france.

speak english (duh) and french.

really into arts (sculpture, painting, music, poetry, literature, drama plays, circus, cinema, photography, ect...)

i love mythology, especially greek and amazigh. i also really like the li family from chinese mythology.

i want to become a psychoanalyst.

favorite video games; undertale, deltarune, detroit; become human, bendy and the ink machine/dark revival, what remains of edith finch & sea of solitude.

favorite books; the boy with the cuckoo clock heart & le petit prince/the little prince.

favorite movies; fantastic mr fox & girl, interrupted.

philosophy. <33

i hate chainsaw man with a burning passion(LIES!! i love it, it's just destroying me).

this trash you're looking at is an art blog if you couldn't tell (i also post my stupid thoughts).

current fandom; EPIC: the musical but might draw other stuff.

icarus my beloved.

blog where i talk french; @qui-vois-la-je

my tags;

my art; #lou's arts!!

my art but shitpost; #loulou's drawing shit

complete piece; #louise's masterpiece

headcanons; #lou's headcanons

random thoughts; #louise is thinking?!

vent; #lou's fine.

my EPIC au; #teen olympians & baby aeolus au

my wonderful moots you should immediately go follow!! <33

@urbestestwindgod

@schnitzelsemmerl

@formerlyfandy

@sotiredimbored

@bladevoyager

[brw]

You've mentioned many times how you think Hank is at his happiest and most fulfilled when he's with the Avengers, but why do you think that is? In-universe, I mean. Is it just how he gets along with certain Avengers as individuals? Is it about how the O5 knew him from a way younger age and now there's too much baggage? Is it about how one team exists for protecting the common people and the other for protecting our people, and there's different kinds of pressure that come with each? Is it about (and this one is maybe just a less generous read of the last one) how he's got unresolved issues regarding being a mutant and with the Avengers he can just ignore this?

I think the main reason why Hank thrives in the Avengers environment more than the X-Men is the difference in responsibility and expectation.

On the X-Men, Hank is their resident smart guy. You have a problem that needs fixed? Hank's your guy. Legacy virus? Hank will find a cure. Mutantkind's population has been destroyed and only a handful are left? Don't worry, Hank's on the case. Your powers are on the fritz? Hank will make it better for you. Need a spectacular invention for whatever reason? Call Hank! Hank is their resident doctor, teacher of students, engineer, mechanic, biochemist, physicist, culture critic, etc. Hank's most valuable commodity, the thing that makes him important and valuable to the team, is his intellect, and how he can use it to serve the X-Men and mutantkind as a whole.

And Hank does take on this responsibility... but I think he also resents the X-Men for it at times. That he's being pigeon-holed as a scientist, that he has to dedicate so much of his life and time to the X-Men.

It's why he reacts as badly as he does in that Trail issue of Bendis' Uncanny. He's given his whole life to these people, hasn't he? For the past few decades of his life, he's worked tirelessly to do everything that was needed for the X-Men and mutants to survive, and they thank him by embarrassing him in front of an entire student body of pupils he's taught. Yeah, never something that was going to go well.

Compared to Avengers, where he is at best, maybe 7 on the list of smart guys they have to solve something. Who is the resident genius? They usually have about two per team. Tony, T'Challa, Bruce Banner, Hank Pym, Bobbi Morse, Riri Williams, these are all different characters part of or associated with the Avengers who are geniuses and will help solve big problems. Hank isn't needed for his intellect. He's needed because they want him on the team. He adds an important role to the team dynamic, which can be stifling in its own way, don't get me wrong, but the weight of it is far less than it is on the X-Men. He instead gets to focus on levity and having fun and teasing Wanda and Simon and reading poetry and the likes.

It's not that he's never used as a smart guy; but the stakes are lower. If he fucks up then, they can probably speeddial Hank Pym or Bobbi or someone to come help and fix things. On the X-Men, where the consequences for failure is often making things materially worse either for his friends or mutants as a whole, the stakes are much higher.

But the other reasons you mentioned also influence why the Avengers is a more positive space for Hank. Certainly, if I was working and living with the people I'd known since high school where all of the same drama was still unfolding in its own way, just with more people to get involved, I'd want to get out of that situation as soon as too. No matter how much Hank loves the O5 and respects them and thinks highly of them, there is no way you can continue to essentially be perpetually trapped in your high school friend group without feeling stir crazy.

I think the Avengers being a more general space also appeals to Hank. Before Ben Percy, Hank was very much so a disciple of Charles' politics and perspective of mutants, which I've already talked about before on here are flawed and go hand in hand with his experience and struggles as a wheelchair user. It isn't that Hank is naïve to the struggles of mutants–he knows it better than almost anybody else, and he's worked insanely hard before in the past to make spaces for mutants–but he values different perspectives, I think, and his idea of a mutant community I don't think is a Mutant community, but a community where mutants are just one of a diverse group of people. Isolationist policies will never (or rather, should never) sit right with him, and with how insular the X-Men often are as a team, how often they stay confined to their own little corner of the Marvel Universe, I think it makes sense that Hank values how open the Avengers are regardless of origin, because I think in Hank's fantasy utopia in his head that's how things should be.

The thing is with Hank's feelings about his mutanthood and the Avengers is that, to be honest, Hank is probably more secure and comfortable in his skin as a mutant as an Avenger and Defender than he is as an X-Men. There's this issue of Avengers where Hank is dancing at a party with a woman, and this drunk guy gets incredibly angry and disgusted at Hank for, in his mind, stealing regular woman away from their own men. There's a confrontation, and Hank completely whoops the guy's ass and sends him into the wall and abjectly humiliates him, before going home in an understandably bad mood. X-Men Hank, while he would stand up for himself and call out bigotry when he sees it, I don't think would ever react physically the way Hank did there, because he is too aware of the optics of a non-human looking mutant hurting a non-mutant in public. He'll make fun of a bigot on live TV, but he won't hurt them, either. He keeps it under control. He feels like as a mutant in the public eye, he needs to be respectful and acceptable to a general audience.

Avengers Hank isn't as accepting. And it definitely isn't that being an Avenger means you can get away with more things like this than the X-Men can; Vision quite literally gets attacked by suicide bombers in Avengers, and Wanda and Vision's house gets burned down later in the series. The Avengers have never been a means of protecting yourself from bigotry, because it happens anyway. But I think the reason for this difference is because Avengers (and Defenders) Hank is not representing mutantkind as a whole. If he wants to do something for mutants, it's being done on his own terms, and not because if he does the wrong thing with an X, he sends a bad message not just to the larger non-mutant population, but to mutants too. It's why in the Whedon run it becomes a whole fight when he thinks about–doesn't even necessarily want to, just thinks about it–taking the mutant cure. Hank breaks ranks, he sends a message to every mutant in the world that taking a cure is preferable to looking non-human.

It isn't that Hank doesn't want to help mutants by representing them, but it needs to be something he chooses. Not something he is unwillingly participating in by virtue of having an X on his chest. He is perfectly willing to put himself out there when the time comes, but he also wants to be able to have a drink at a bar. You might be saying, "Well Brieuc, he's blue and furry, so people are always going to clock him as a mutant", and that's true, but I think with the Avengers and him fighting alongside Vision, who is also visibly nonhuman and acts far less ""human"" than Hank does, Vision sort of took a lot of that negative energy away. Hank might look like a blue ape man, but he laughs and might buy you a round of drinks and dances. Vision doesn't do any of that, and Vision is far less charming and personable than Hank is. Hank makes an effort in a conversation. Vision will just go through the floor and walk away if you're boring them.

The point being, while he is the only visible mutant on the Avengers, he's not the only person who doesn't look human, and I think that's another reason why he enjoys himself more. He feels more normal on the Avengers, because you have someone like Vision is so strange and off-putting that by comparison he's a regular man. On the X-Men, other than Kurt (and they've only been on the same team I believe twice in the history of X-Men), Hank is often the most mutated person on the team. He is the person most easily clocked as a mutant, and I think it's easy for him to internalise that fact, and to feel subconsciously resentful at his human-passing peers. Vs the Avengers, where he still is visibly a mutant, but he blends in more standing next to Vision, who is more of a mainstay on the team.

And to come to your first point for last, yeah, his experience on the Avengers probably wouldn't be nearly so positive if it wasn't for his best friend Simon. The Avengers could be a sadistic criminal organisation and I'm pretty sure Hank would still have positive things to say because he was doing it with his best friend, Simon Williams. He loves that man, and it stands out that when Simon left the Avengers, Hank did too, for a bit. His love for the Avengers is really his love for Simon, projected onto the whole team. Oh, he does genuinely like it there; but it's Simon's presence and friendship that changes things from a nice change of pace to objectively the best place for Hank to be. Simon's always brought out the best in Hank, and Simon is an Avenger, so that's where Hank is his best.

[pa-pa-patato]

Have cala headcanons because she deserves all the love

•has a very dark sense of humor, she the type to genuinely laugh when someone makes a joke about their trauma

•I said it before but has an amazing green thumb she’s also very knowledgeable about which plants are poisonous…mostly because she eats them

•she’s the type of friend that constantly says that her boyfriends brother is amazing to her friends so they can double date

•can wipe the floor with someone

•she constantly bugs bendy to teach her to cook and bake because she doesn’t wanna bother granny (let the only two dark magic creatures be friends please)

•can’t do math to save her life , if you explain it to her she’ll understand but after 10 min she will forget it

•low key Ursula’s favorite

•hates poetry, some are ok and she can understand it but others she’s convinced are just wa

•helps bendy with his senses of dark magic (besties)

•has eaten people before and will sometimes tease bendy to eat them with her

•the place she was in when she was possessed by the cog was sealed away from everyone by a group of adventurers

•speaking of she and Holly bound over being possessed by the cog(the fact that we don’t have any thing of Cala and how she is now that she’s free is infuriating holly was possessed for like what few week or something while Cala could have been possessed for years )

•she likes sour sweets while Mugman hates them if they buy a bag of candy with both mug’s always gives her the sour one while she gives him the sweet ones

•they both teach each other of their cultures well as much as Mugman remembers

[tobiasdrake]

Dinnertime random thought.

A major component of fanworks is simply "I love this character and I want to see them in situations." But what defines a situation can vary. Sometimes a situation is as simple as "Having dinner at a buffet restaurant" or "being stuck in traffic".

Marvel writer Brian Michael Bendis once said that audiences always want to see characters in conflict. Nobody who loves these characters wants to see them simply going about domestic life; That's not what the audience is here for. He threatened, as a joke, to write a comic that was just about DareDevil and Wolverine eating sandwiches and see how well that sells.

But the thing is, seeing these absurd larger-than-life caricatures of humanity undergoing ordinary domestic rituals is entertaining. Maybe eating sandwiches in the kitchen might not offer much to work with, but Wolverine and DareDevil in full costume trying to get lunch at Subway? Yeah, that's a scenario that's rife with comedic potential and opportunities for characterization.

There's a reason everyone's favorite scene in Age of Ultron is the Stark Tower party. When the bullets aren't flying, that's when the characters get to express their humanity.

I go back to Dragon Ball as an example for things like this a lot, because Dragon Ball is blunt and not exactly a masterpiece of writing. To quote one YouTuber (Girlfriend Reviews), it's a series fixated moreso on the pageantry of action than the poetry of narrative.

There is a lot to admire and learn from with regards to Dragon Ball, but most of it has to do with series artist Akira Toriyama's incredible paneling and phenomenally paced action, which the anime adaptation more or less ruined. Toriyama in his heyday wasn't a phenomenal writer, but he was a brilliant artist and visual storyteller.

And, like a lot of popular anime that started while the manga was still in production, Dragon Ball had a lot of filler. Some of which is beloved by the fandom to this day, in fact - in stark contrast to the way "filler" tends to be used as a curse word around other fandoms. Do you know what episode people think of first and foremost, when they think of Dragon Ball filler?

It's an episode where Goku and Piccolo go to the DMV. That's the whole episode: These two dipshits have to get driver's licenses. Naturally, comedy ensues. That's it. That's all it is. That is the top-tier most popular Dragon Ball filler episode.

Because when your characters are absurd, sometimes the best thing you can do to them is to let them be absurd in everyday life.

[cloudwhisper23]

Hello there! So, I'm still settling into my first year of college (oh boy) and I've determined that the time allotted in my schedule is too much for a normal part-time job. That being said, I do have spare time, it's just not in good places for me to get my homework done as well. I want to do well with college, but I also still need an income. So!

I am going to try doing commissions. They'll be written, of course. Fanfiction or fiction, whichever you prefer, but I'll get into more detail below the cut.

What can I request?

I'm a member of a few fandoms here on tumblr, and I've actually written fanfiction for Five Nights at Freddy's (of all options, I have the most experience with this one), Bendy and the Ink Machine, and Hollow Knight. I'd be willing to also try writing for Ace Attorney, Six of Crows, Stardew Valley, and Supernatural, since those are some of the fandoms I'm most familiar with.

I am experienced in writing plenty of regular fiction as well, so don't be shy about asking me to write stuff about OCs or just a general idea you had and wanted to see written out on the page. Just make sure you give me a prompt for what you'd like to see!

I can also do poetry. I don't write it as often (which is why you rarely see it on my blog), but I tend to write in free-verse, which is a fancy word for saying I don't follow poetry rules. I can follow poetry rules, but it'll probably take me longer to complete a poem.

I won't do 18+ content though. Sorry, but if I'm going to test that boundary, it'll be in my own time. Commissions are for the things I'm comfortable writing, and 18+ isn't that. So I will refuse to do any of that.

What about romance? Is that something you're comfortable writing?

I don't have full confidence in my ability to deliver good romantic stories right now. I can do a really slow burn, and I'm decent at romantic tension, but that tends to be more open for readers interpretation. You can request romance, but if it's not up to your standards, I apologize in advance.

What is your writing like?

I feel like this one kind of explains itself, but in case it doesn't, I have pieces of my writing scattered around two blogs and an Ao3 account. The blogs are @cloudwhisper23 and @cloudthenightguard, and the Ao3 account is under CloudWhisper23 as well. On both blogs, my writing tag is #cloud writes, which hopefully will make it easier for you to search for samples of my writing on both.

What about pricing? And expected time of delivery?

I write short stories on a 1,000+ basis, with the minimum being $10 USD, but I won't do more than 10,000, and I'd appreciate if you tipped me more than that (But you don't have to. I get that other people may not have much extra to give)

Poetry is a bit different though, and I'd be more willing to do it at $5 USD, but I'd prefer to write in free verse.

Payment will be done through PayPal, or Ko-Fi but depending on requests, I may be willing to consider other alternatives.

Naturally, the timing of delivery will depend on several factors. Obviously the shorter works are ones I can get to people in shorter periods of time, but depending on what I'm writing, it'll be a bit of experimentation on my part for certain things. I cannot promise an estimate without knowing what I'm meant to be writing. Certain things require further research, or knowledge about characters that I simply don't possess. If it's an OC issue, I'll ask directly, but as for more fandom based characters, I will likely do my own research.

If you have any questions I haven't covered, feel free to DM me or send an anonymous ask!

I am human, and I can't promise that I will think of every question you'll possibly ask. So please, if there's something you're not sure of, let me know so I can try to work through it with you. If you're not sure what you want, but you do know that you want something, we can brainstorm together to figure out what works best for you!

[shitty-proendo-blackout-posts]

bendy

[non-un-topo]

13 Books Tag Game

Was tagged by @disregardandfelicity Thank you! This is really getting me back into the spirit of reading. I needed this <3

1) The last book I read:

Coma by Alex Garland. I love him as a director, and I just recently found out he's also written some books. It was fun and mind-bendy, sort of reminded me of the stuff I try to write. Also really fast. I think I finished it in one or two hours.

2) A book I recommend:

Moving Forward Sideways Like a Crab by Shani Mootoo. I recently formed a little book club around this book because I just think it's so special. And almost no one has heard of it, which is such a shame! Everything this author writes is just stunning. Heartbreaking, guttural, sometimes disturbing, but always always stunning.

3) A book that I couldn’t put down:

Pillars of Light by Jane Johnson. Became one of my all-time favourites almost immediately, and I plowed right through it. I've been itching to read it again, actually. Oh, John the sad gay foundling, I miss reading from your pov...

4) A book I’ve read twice (or more):

For some reason I've read Room by Emma Donoghue twice. I wouldn't be able to stomach it now, but I guess it did something for me at the time. If anything, it's a fast read once you get used to the five year old's voice.

5) A book on my TBR:

So, soooo many... After the book I'm currently reading, I was hoping to pick up White Noise by Don DeLillo or Foe by Iain Reid.

6) A book I’ve put down:

Cloud Atlas, for now. Just sort of fell out of it by accident.

7) A book on my wish list:

And Then She Fell by Alicia Elliott. I've read her other book, A Mind Spread Out on the Ground, and I genuinely think it's one of those must-reads for any Canadian (or non-Canadian) interested in Indigenous lit.

8) A favorite book from childhood:

I was partial to The Spiderwick Chronicles. In earlier childhood, though, it was The BFG by Roald Dahl.

9) A book you would give to a friend:

The Solitude of Prime Numbers by Paolo Giordano. I know what you're thinking --- kind of a depressing book to give to a friend. And yes, it is depressing and very rough. But it opened something in my heart, idk. I felt comforted by it. I would also give a friend The Bonesetter's Daughter by Amy Tan. Basically, books that have made me cry and hug them after I finished them.

10) A book of poetry or lyrics that you own

Can't remember the titles off the top of my head, but I have some Neruda. My partner is the poetry reader.

11) A nonfiction book you own:

Oh, sooooo many. I used to only read non-fiction for the longest time. But I'll go with the one that makes me look the most pretentious: Gender Trouble by Judith Butler. Found in the special little book sale room at the library I work at.

12) What are you currently reading:

The Kite Runner, for the first time. It's as gorgeous and heartbreaking as promised.

13) What are you planning on reading next?

Essex Dogs by Dan Jones. I bought a copy last year, got a few chapters in, then gave it to my dad for Christmas because we're big Dan Jones fans and I couldn't find another copy anywhere. I waited months for my new copy, so I have to read it now!

Hmm, tagging @spacegirlsgang @raedear @captainshakespear @maddielle @polarcell @knoepfchen but no pressure ofc

[tragedyanddust]

' ' 𝘚𝘰 𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘥 , 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 . . . 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘮𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘳𝘶𝘵𝘢𝘭 𝘥𝘰𝘰𝘮 . ' '

— 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘐𝘭𝘪𝘢𝘥 , 𝘉𝘰𝘰𝘬 16 , 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴 53-55

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⋆˙⊹---⠀𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰 𝘣𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘶𝘵.🍷

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₊✧˚﹕ ^ this is me if u even care,,../hj

₊✧˚﹕ name(s) ; louis (masc), louise (fem), patroclus, ayyur.

₊✧˚﹕ age ; minor.

₊✧˚﹕ aroace achillean.

₊✧˚﹕ any/all pronouns (mainly he/him).

₊✧˚﹕ basic dni + i block freely.

₊✧˚﹕poetry blog; @the-lost-tragedy

₊✧˚﹕main blog is @go-see-my-side-blog-instead and my REAL blog that i'm trying to get back is @pearl-div3r .

₊✧˚﹕ obsessed with greek mythology (no shit), epic; the musical, video games (what remains of edith finch, detroit: become human, sea of solitude, bendy & the ink machin/dark revival, deltarune, ect...) one piece, chainsaw man, epic the musical, literature, sculpture, photography, poetry, painting, theatre, circus, jack and the cuckoo clock heart (the book, album & movie), le petit prince/the little prince, l'enfant océan/the pull of the ocean</33, fantastic mr fox, neon genesis evangelion.

₊✧˚﹕favorite artists; mitski, dionysos (the french band), kiltro, katzenjammer, alex g, jack stauber, penelope scott, rio romeo, crane wives, tv girl, la femme, edith piaf, olivia ruiz, pomme, hot freaks, maximum the hormone, and bunch of others i probably forgot about.

₊✧˚﹕most sane tragedy enjoyer.

₊✧˚﹕patroclus and achilles my beloved mad men... (i'm literally patroclus/hj).

₊✧˚﹕algerian🇩🇿 (the amazigh type not arab and i don't talk arabic nor tamazight khfhih).

₊✧˚﹕ask me about amazigh mythology omgg.

₊✧˚﹕lives in france, talks french, sadly.

₊✧˚﹕ask me about patroclus and achilles i beg you.

₊✧˚﹕actually dude just dm about anything i love making new friends.

₊✧˚﹕very awkward and will infodump you if we're close.

₊✧˚﹕not a himeno (from csm) apologist but god do i love her.♡

₊✧˚﹕will probably update this.

₊✧˚﹕my beautiful beloved moots♡; @cokebitch @urbestestwindgod @please-be-nice-im-sensitive @bladevoyager @fellowlifeform

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Favorite Character Poll

Thank you for the tag, @drchenquill! I, of course, voted for Daisy on your poll. She just sounds so sweet, I want to wrap her up in a blanket.

Rules: list all your main ocs and give brief descriptions of them. then, create a poll with their names and allow your followers to vote on who their favourite character is.

I'll do the three MCs from 9 Years Yearning and see what comes up.

Uileac Korviridi

As a cavalryman of the Bremish Army, Uileac is good at two things: shooting people and riding horses. He is also good at embarrassing himself, particularly when it comes to love. Slim and slender, he resents his small stature, especially because it means that his sister Cerie, who is four years younger than him, is nearly his same height. Damn those male Korviridi genes!

Uileac is known for being even-tempered, competitive, sarcastic, and protective. He is loyal to the point that sometimes it clouds his judgment and gets him into trouble, but it's counterbalanced by his kindness toward those he loves most.

Fun fact: Uileac can swim, but he doesn't like to because his hair gets all gross and problematic. He'd rather sit on the shore and throw dry reeds at Orrinir. Once, he even made a flimsy little bow out of a bendy twig and a piece of twine so he could launch the reeds better.

Orrinir Relickim

Orrinir Relickim was a Future Boy: his parents gave him up to the War Academy when he was only six years old, where he worked as a domestic servant until he was old enough to join classes. As such, he has grown up his entire life around warfare and has the emotional wounds to match. He joined Infantry thanks to his excellent swordsmanship and his willingness to get up close and personal with the enemy, even if it means putting himself in danger.

A large, muscular man, Orrinir is earnest and affectionate, though he can bluster with the best of them. He often uses his loud, brash nature to hide the fact that he is a deeply emotional person whose feelings are easily hurt. A history of abandonment makes him cling to those he loves and follow them without question.

Fun fact: Once, Uileac told Orrinir that his father used to make peppermint cookies for their horses when he was a child. Orrinir scoured every recipe book he could find, then surprised Uileac with cookies for his horse, Erix, during Feast of the Horse.

Cerie Korviridi

Cerie is quite young during 9 Years Yearning, so we don't get to see a lot of her, but she grows exponentially during the rest of the series. Though she is quite timid due to trauma in the first book, her true personality - that of a sharp-tongued, stubborn, but loyal and determined woman - starts to shine through near the end.

Just as reserved and pragmatic as her older brother Uileac, Cerie makes up for her small form with a sharp personality. She is intensely devoted to the things she cares about - her High Poetry, family, and country - and will destroy anything she needs to in order to keep those things safe. Cerie may not be outwardly emotional most of the time, but her expressive poetry gives away all those feelings she can't bear to show.

Fun fact: Cerie has always wanted her own horse, but Uileac is very adamant that she can only have one when she's shown herself to be a very, very good equestrian. But he's also selfish AF with letting her ride Erix ... a true catch-22 ....

Tag list (omg look I made one!!) (ask to be added or removed if you would like)

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💭🤔🖊️📥

gm claudia!! <33

💭 - what is a headcanon you have about your own work?

it's like one of those mind bendy scenes in a movie where they show that actually everything is happening at one single time it's just fractured endlessly across a long string of time :3

🤔 - what is the hardest part of writing a fic?

finding inspiration, sometimes I do wanna write but it's just the ambiguous feeling of hm wanna write something but I don't have anything specific in mind so I just rot in my chair reading poetry until I have a lightning bolt moment

🖊️- post a snippet from a current wip

Rather, he loves the way you get. Whiny, needy, a little bitchy; all of it practically gives him cartoon hearts for eyes. Leons always had a thing for taking care of you in general, a big attachment to that stereotypical "provider, protector" role, it strokes his ego something wild when you have to rely on him for anything in general but when you're on your period? The effect is cranked up to one thousand.

It's due in no small part to how snarky you get, he knows it's not something you can entirely help and just a reaction to being physically uncomfortable at best, in complete pain at worst, all the time for several days. But a specific part of it he'd never tell you is that you being a borderline unappreciative brat towards him drives him so insane hes acutely aware of the semi he instantly pops the second any venom soaked word drips from your pretty mouth.

📥 - what is your fave fic to receive comments/messages on?

probably various storms! im really proud of that one and also morning elvis I almost cried when chunk asked to make a gifset based on that fic I felt like I got crowned miss america or something <3

fanfic ask game

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My Deaf Ethoslab Headcanons 2: Electric Boogaloo

I like to think Etho has a ‘mute icon’ tattooed just behind his right ear and and ‘low volume icon’ behind his left ear. Depending on what kind of mask he’s wearing, you might be able to see them.

When he drinks things like coffee, water, potions leisurely, he has a reusable bendy straw on his person so he can keep his hands free to sign while drinking, which has definitely seen better days since Bdubs’ mud/coffee shop opened.

Since the first open mic night, he’s attempted some ASL poetry with beta reading and suggestions from Joe. It’s difficult and a little unnatural to him, so used to either providing information plainly or concealing it, but he’s slowly getting it.

He writes about the jungle often, writes about dancing and music that flow like vines and footfall like rain.

Doc gave him his original sign name (mainly E-Fox), which started mutating from person to person like a nickname.

While Etho would rather only deaf friends give him sign nicknames, there are exceptions. For example, Bdubs isn’t deaf/hard-of-hearing, but is still allowed to give Etho a sign nickname. (Also allowed to call him ‘Ladder-fox’ the same way Pause and Beef do sometimes when they’re not using their Team Canada ones like ‘Canada-mother’, ‘Canada-bean’, ‘Canada-friend’ etc.)

When he absolutely has to go to Xisuma (He normally defers to Tango/Joe first if he can’t speak.) for server-side issues regarding his cybernetics (voicebox, eye, etc.), they used to use pen-and-paper because Xisuma took up BSL to complement his Admin Studies while Etho uses ASL. Nowadays, while they still do that, the server does have standardised ways to sign important things like ‘cybernetic’, ‘player data’, ‘malfunction’, ‘lag’, ‘glitch’, ‘chunk load’, ‘danger’, ‘it’s just redstone, don’t worry’ etc.

Between the redstoners of Hermitcraft, they started to fear a rift in communication between Deaf/HoH BSL and similar-using redstoners, Deaf/HoH ASL and similar-using redstoners, and redstoners of other nationalities like Doc during season 7. Even for hearing redstoners, redstone is loud. Pistons pushing, redstone and explosives fizzing, and occasionally exploding. This made verbal communication unviable at times, eventually prompting them to create server-standard terms for hoppers, dispensers, tripwires, and other redstone components and terms.

This may or may not also have been because Etho kept using the sign for ‘vagina/pussy’ to sign about hoppers (most sign schools do not provide signs for redstone terms as they can be quite regional) and forgetting to update his cybernetics (He keeps thinking he saved the sign and forgets to fingerspell it too) causing many accidental swears.

(Example dialogue between Xisuma and Etho [his hearing aids are still really crappy at this point and they met in the shopping district without paper on hand. His cybernetics are working. [They also thought they would be able to make it through this interaction without text.]

Etho: Hey, X! Do you have pussy I can borrow? (He means hoppers. He wants hoppers.)

Xisuma: *visibly confused, mentally rifling through possibilities*

Etho: Did I sign something wrong?

Tango, just casually passing by: *starts to sim-com while getting some hoppers out of his redstone box* I mean, I have had both…(I headcanon him as transmasc and proud about it)

Etho: *look of realisation* Oh! I meant H-O-P-P-E-R! Sorry, X! Anyways, never mind, I think Tango’s got what I need!)

Etho once asked Impulse why he used the sign name ‘Watch-G’ (Hermitcraft players have many nicknames, even in sign, and Etho thinks its fun to find out how nicknames correspond) to refer to Grian.

(‘Watch’ as in the verb, as signed by Liz Harris (also how I sign it; with an x-hand on the cheekbone) when talking about watching movies, because I’ve seen different people sign it differently).

Impulse said he got it from Mumbo, who accidentally signed up for ASL classes in school instead of BSL and also refused to elaborate on the reasons behind the nickname.

Impulse also recounted how Scar tried to reproduce the sign, instead signing it too high up and then trying to cancel it, wiping his hands on his pants.

“That’s like the sign for desert,’ Impulse had told him, showing him the right way to sign ‘desert’. Scar had let out a huff at the explanation.

Etho never really thought about it until Double Life. Only then did it really hit him.

He spectated that fight with his own two (?) eyes. And yet, while he had almost forgotten it, the two fighting in question had never quite left the desert.

In Limited Life, when he accepts Grian’s sword, he can feel Grian’s stare boring into his back. Maybe that’s why Mumbo nicknamed him so.

It feels like such a contrast to his and Doc’s practice conversations in ASL when conversation roulette inevitably comes back to how he will mess with Grian and the achievements of the hivemind. Doc’s nickname for Grian is ‘Boy-Bird’, ‘Bird-Boy’, and sometimes ‘Boba’ because the mouthing is similar in Doc’s opinion. Etho uses ‘Boba’ a lot more, especially when around Doc, because he thinks its funny. Ariana Griande is sometimes nicknamed ‘Strawberry Boba’ by them both.

Doc’s sign-nickname for Ren is the sign for ‘Spiderman’ followed by the sign for ‘Dog’. Etho reasons it’s not really referring to the superhero part, but instead to the handshape and Season 8. Because of this, it feels a little wrong to copy the sign-nickname, at least to Etho. He uses ‘Story-Dog’ instead.

Etho has jokingly nicknamed Iskall ‘Money-Tree’ and ‘Sugar-Darling’, the latter of which never fails to make Bdubs sputter.

“At least you didn’t use ‘Sugar-Omega,” Bdubs had muttered sourly once, which Etho had to pretend not to hear.

Xisuma’s one of the only Hermits to have an agreed on nickname, which is ‘Mother-X’, the same way most Deaf/HoH hermits agree Hermitcraft’s sign name is ‘Crab-Craft-X’.

That’s some of the only things Deaf/HoH hermits agree on when it comes to sign names. Even season names, other than the numbers can differ from hermit to hermit (Season 8 is still similar among most though, due to the main event being the only real big event. There is an exception for those who sign about defying gravity).

Some sign ‘Vex-Food-Season’. (My headcanoned ASL Minecraft sign for vexes is the sign for ‘spirit’ but the top hand is a ‘V’ instead of an ‘F’). Etho signs ‘Jungle-Found-Season’.

Some sign ‘Colour-Button-Season’. Etho signs ‘Mushroom-Game-Season’.

Some sign ‘E-fox’. Etho; when he’s alone and on the rare occasions he wants to refer to himself when talking to himself, says ‘Love’, the same way the Universe does to him in the faintest tinges of his memory.

After all, what’s in a name?

Part 1

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ROUND ONE, MATCH SIXTY-EIGHT: MARTIN VS. BENDY

Martin K. Blackwood from the Magnus Archives prepares to combat Nurse Bendy from Moral Orel

Martin Propaganda:

"He loves murder and also his boyfriend. He's very lonely and has family trauma. Also writes crappy poetry"

Bendy Propaganda:

none