#bendy and the dark revival joey drew cosplay

[cosplaying-memester]

"Henry, come visit the old workshop. There's something I need to show you..."

[ink-bean]

》 I see you there, my little errand boy. Your angel is always watching...

[mythicaldemigoddess-of-deltarune]

Everyone Can Have A Different Way To Meditate

I want to say, that the reason why I signed back in, well which would be the next day now and it is June 7, 2022 where I’m at now...

was because I notice some writing mistakes I made, like forgetting to put some words down on another post I did, so I had to sign in to fix it, and well since I’m here, I can keep myself signed in for the rest of the day.

anyway before I did sign in, I was doing my own type of meditation.

which is just sitting with my eyes closed while listening to music.

the music I was listening to the two songs by Agnes, Release Me and the song Don't Go Breaking My Heart.

I started with the song “Don’t Go Breaking My Heart” while having my eyes closed, and once I finished that song, I went to the Release Me song.

I wonder if it’s normal when you meditate, there is this type of warm feeling...?

I guess it was only a few minutes of meditation, I can try more of it later.

everyone could have different ways to meditate, and some could still be new to it, I’m pretty sure I’m still technically new to it.

 also I want to say that even if some Fans can make mistakes, but that doesn’t mean they are all bad, even the ones who respect that some new video game or movie or show’s episodes will take longer, and even if a part of them don’t like the wait, they know works can’t be rushed....

but Toxic-Fans can say things that aren’t true, which would then worry other fans.

like it’s one thing to say “I’m worried that the new video game I been waiting for is cancelled, but hopefully that isn’t true.”

but to say “the video game is cancelled” without some form of proof, is just not right, even when you don’t even bother to look up at the official site that has to do with the video game or look up info that has to do with a tweet on those who make the game’s twitter.

and yes, I am implying Bendy and The Dark Revival.

just because the Joey Drew Studios team are taking a little bit longer, doesn’t mean they are cancelling the new game, plus they would have to take breaks to rest and relax.

this same can be said for when FNAF Security Breach was being worked on.

and we all know that each Chapter of Deltarune will take time as well, and you shouldn’t rush or assume things that aren’t true.

those who work on those series are still human beings, and they will need to take breaks and relax, as well as do their best and be very careful when working on their projects.

and sometimes, there is problems that can be run into that might delay the projects of either a episode or a video game or some other thing that is being worked on....

and some Toxic-Fans need to understand there is a difference between having some stuff going on that might delay the projects, and actually being lazy...

I mean yes I am still take some time with checking my blood type,

and well I am kind of procrastinating with it and a few other stuff, but it isn’t because I’m being lazy (but I can still have my “Lazy-Grif” Days like anyone else.) but it’s because I just need time.

 if Grif and Simmons had a fusion, I would be that fusion...XD

if they ever finally showed what they look like without their helmets and armors on, would they end up doing a cosplay as Ruby and Sapphire...?

I think Grif should dress up as Sapphire.

a bag full of chocolate kisses candy say that Grif and Simmons, are probably married now and are parents now.

the Science Makes It Happen, Might Become Canon.

anyway I think relaxing and doing meditations, listening to music and maybe even checking some fan art, as well as watching some shows and movies I like.

and doing some reading as well, might take my mind off of what I found out about yesterday.

I still think that just to be safe, there should be some form of agreement between anyone who makes a show or movie that is their and their teams original work and idea, that they let A24 be allowed to show the work they put their hearts and souls into....

but those who run A24 should NOT be allowed to take claim to the work, as it is not their baby, and well hopefully the rumors aren’t true but just in case, going to keep hoping everything works out.

there is high pollen outside apparently, so I should make sure to stay inside.

we may have figured out that I have a type of pollen allergy.

it would explain what happen last time before the covid, and I kept sneezing and nose had to have tissues.

guess wearing masks might help keep me from being over exposed to the high pollen.

still have to wear a mask when have to go out to public places....

we haven’t really got the vaccine yet, but I think it was good that I was only sick for a few days when I had apparently caught it.

which I didn’t know that I had it until I had to do that whole test thing.

we had to be quarantine for a few days.

and I guess it is possible that I do have antibodies that could of already been in my blood that had kicked in when that mess entered my body.

hopefully those who make the vaccine are doing it correctly, and ain’t just doing to for the money.

plus there is info that the whole mess had to do with bats.

it’s possible that the covid had been around since a VERY super long time ago, and the humans that were effected back then, are some percent of our ancestors, who would possibly have ended up with special antibodies that their descendants would of inherited later on if such a thing would of happen again. 

although it shouldn’t of happen again.

but even if that is true, I don’t think I can give my blood to act as a research.

or even do a blood transfusion, I mean from the last few times we had did that blood test to check my blood type, and half of the time it worked and the other times we made mistakes while doing it....

I kept getting this not so great feeling, and after it was over and done with, I either had to go sit down in the living room, or lay down in my bed  for a little bit.

I think keeping my eyes closed while it happens helps, I mean I can still be used to seeing my own blood, but that just started to happen whenever I and one of my family that helps me with it, tried to get some blood out of my fingers.

I know that one time my cat had scratched me and I’m pretty sure it did draw a little bit of blood, and we did put some stuff on it....

but I still ended up feeling not so great, and felt like I was about to faint.

turns out I just really needed some food, and I was all better.

I’m pretty sure my lips got really pale when it happen.

guess I can be a bit fragile at times, I mean I guess if I think about it, I been that way since the day I was born....because of the whole seizures starting when I was still a baby...

I still think that my seizures, were caused by the energies around me, from both people (like family and others.) and a place that has dangerous amount of negative and sometimes evil energy.

when the energy gets absorbed into the body, it causes a overload that will cause a seizure.

not all seizures will possibly be like that, and some will be the type that will be well the type that isn’t caused by energies of people or a place.

I know I was told a machine had scan me that had to do with seizures.

but I don’t think the machine that scan me when I was really little, did a good job.

because it is still likely it did a misdiagnosis, that and it’s possible I might of accidentally caused the misdiagnosis when I was still just a baby.

if it’s true that most RH Negatives can mess with certain devices, that would include machines that are suppose to be used for checking someone who has seizures.

even though I still want to see if my blood type comes out as O RH D Negative for a third time, but I do believe that I am RH Negative that I had inherited from my Mom, who had to get that shot that keeps her blood from attacking.

right now I’m listening to the song Need This Feeling by Ben Schuller,

why that song fits so well with FNAF...?

I still want to see the “D” part in a blood type as being Determination,

plus the “D” blood type is in Deltarune, not sure if they know it can be part of a real blood type...XD

also I have a theory that has to do with Deltarune and Undertale, that I will post next after this.

even if some stuff yesterday did make me happy, there was that whole news I found out that well half of it is understandable, and the other half makes me miffed at the Toxic-Fans who are possibly half the cause.

hopefully everything works out.

I think I will play some video games as well, like I can check out a few drawings first, then go play some video games and then come back to check out some more fan art.

also I want to say that I hope some understand my feelings when I got upset about the whole Cain thing, I’m not sure if everyone read that post.

but I really did end up crying when I said what I said that had to do with him.

and well and the whole junk that had to do with being labeled, I mean just because he is a ancestor doesn’t automatically mean that all of his descendants will become evil.

plus there is a possibility he didn’t start out that way either, but something broke inside of him, that caused him to go down such a dark path.

 like if my pendulum is being 100% truthful when it gives “Yes” or “No” replies.

then it is possible that Cain had a little sister who he had adored and who kept him from fully falling into the darkness, but Abel was tricked and well, I can talk about that possible truth some other time.

sometimes there can be hidden secrets about the past, I mean I still believe that both sides that has to do with science and divine creation beliefs, are both correct.

but just because I believe they are both correct, doesn’t mean everyone should agree about it.

same with my theory that the planet we live on, is actually inside of the other planet, while there being one inside of the Earth.

and the reason for the bubble around our universe, might be to protect us from the whole Galaxy Vs Galaxy fight to the death thing....it might be a weird theory, but I believe it could be possibly be true.

plus we can’t assume that humans are the only beings in this universe that can walk, talk and do some of the other things we can do.

I mean yes I am still human technically, but for all I know I could still view myself as a type of Demi-Human or even a Demi-Heteromorphic (like from Overlord)

of course the “Demi” part isn’t in that Overlord series, plus it shouldn’t be confused for the video game Overlord, where you become a Overlord and have those minions.

I wonder if Overlord’s full name from the anime, novel and manga series,

might be Overlord Overload...? if it is, then it would make it easy to not to mix up the two Overlord series.

I know I had beat one of my Overlord video games, but I haven’t with the other one....at least not yet.

if Angels and Demons from Overlord

(the series with Momonga/Ainz Ooal Gown in it.)

if they are part of the Heteromorphic race, then it would make sense that human hybrids, like Earth Angels would be part of a Demi-Heteromorphic Race. 

even Dhamphir would technically be a part of the Demi-Heteromoprhic race. 

also in theory a Demi-Homunculus would be someone who is a hybrid between a human and homunculus, and even some humans who are descendants of some humans and homunculus.

anyway just going to try to relax, check out some fan art, play video games, and maybe watch some videos, shows and movies I like.

and also do some reading too.

I can try to do some more meditation later, I still will listen to some music while I do that though.                                                                                         

[cosplaying-memester]

"Honestly, I almost forgot mine. My name is Henry."

"I think there's something special in all of us."