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names, most surnames (2)

Allow me to apologize again for this partial list of names in the library,  titles available on request…

amis, acker kathy, ackroyd peter, abbey edward, aldiss brian, alcott louisa, m. anonymous, aldiss brian editor, ackroyd peter, allende isabel, acker kathy, adair gilbert, adams richard, asimov isaac, alcott louisa m., austen jane, azhayev vasili, asimov isaac, austen jane, ableman paul, amis martin, atwood marga,ret adams richard, abish walter, burroughs edgar rice, benn melissa, butler samuel, blyton enid, beckett samuel, beckett samuel, blyton enid, billington rachel, burnford. sheila, burroughs edgar r,ice bentley phyllis, burney francis, burroughs edgar rice, burroughs edgar rice, compton-burnett ivy, bryant arthur, burchard johann, bryant arthur, brame charlotte, bryant arthur, boll heinrich, buckeridge ant,hony boston l.m., buchan john, brightwen mrs illustrated by f carruthers gold, bronte charlotte, bradbury ray, banks lynne reid, barr pat, betto fre,i baxter stephen, banks iain, bronte charlotte, bryant arthur, banks iain m illustrated by nick day, bradbury malcolm, bell adrian, ballantyne r,.m. balzac honore de, benson e.f, barth richard, barrie j.m, bainbridge beryl, bronte emily, ballard j.g, bronte charl,otte borden mary, black lionel , bellow saul, introduced b,y j. michael walton wilde oscar, salgado gamini, ready stuart, besier rudolf, salgado gamini, euripides, euripides, williams t,ennessee sophocles, ionesco. eugene, ibsen henrick, marillier chri,stabel jonson ben, bennett alan, ionesco eugene, brenton. howard, stoppard tom, pinter harold, aristophanes, arnold mathew, daisenberger j.a., stoppard tom, eliot t.s., creeley rob,ert chaucer geoffrey - edited by walter w. skeat, cronin a. j., carr j. l., cooper edmu,nd colette, chevalier tracy, cosse laurence, christopher joh,n chatwin bruce, collingwood h, cather willa, cattieuchlan, crane stephen, calvino italo, collier eric, cela camilo c,ela crichton micheal, carpino f. brancaccio di, comrie margaret s., chabon michael, crofts freeman wills, carre john le, crace jim, michael co,x and r. a. gilbert cheever john, cardetti raphael, coolidge clark, chevallier gabr,ial coxe harmon george, cronin a. j., cheyney peter, conway hugh, cullum ridgwell, christian catherine, crace jim, crace jim, dickens charles, dickens charles, dunn nell, defoe dani,el bernheim emmanuele, doctorow e.l., chesterton g. k., donleavy j.p., bronte charlotte, duggan alfred, delany samuel r. - petaja emil, durrell gerald, dallek robert, dickens charles, dickens charles, dalby richard ed,. dickens charles, chang jung, delacorta, dickens ch,arles dickens charles, conan-doyle arthur, du maurier daphne, dostoyevsky f.m, durrant valentine, durrant valentine, donoso jose, delillo don, delillo don, defoe daniel, defoe daniel, duke neville, colette, camus albert, cheever john, egan frank, eastwood helen, england barry, duke of windsor, eden emily, egan greg, edwardson ake, franken rose, fowles john, frzer douglas, fielding henry, frankau gilbert, featherstone don,ald fyson j.g., fitzgerald f. scott, fyfield francis, fletcher h.l.v., ford madox ford, fuentes carlos, fuentes carlos, fossum karin, fielding henry, fielding henry, fox gardner f., forester c.s., flaubert gustave, forsyth frederick, fitchett w.h., faulkner willi,am gallico paul, garfeld leon, galsworthy john, gaskin catherine, goldring douglas, greene graham, fletcher j. s., goldsmith olive,r grey zane, faulkner william, grisham john, greene graham, green f.l., delany samuel r, fenn george manville, gide andre, grimwood jon courtenay , gordimer nadine, grisham john, greene graham, greene graham, grass gunter, galsworthy john, gray malcolm, gou xiaolu, goldsmith oliver, greene graham, harsch rick, hill weldon, hall radclyffe, hibbert christopher, hanley james, hemingway ernest, hardy thomas, horvath odon von, conan-doyle arthu,r scott-giles c.w., kollings ken, herbert a.p., houellebecq m,ichel hawes james, holt anne, hopkins r. thurston, huxley aldous, hawkins paula, holwell william, indridason arnaldur, inoue yasushi, ishiguro kazuo, houellebecq michel, hesse hermann, hemingway erne,st hamilton peter f., howard cecil, hyland ann, jewett sara,h orne - with a preface by willa cather joinville & villehardouin, jelinek elfriede, james m. r., jonke gert, moyle j.b.  (translator) - justinian, johns capt. w.e., jerome jerome k, jenkins elizabet,h jenkins elizabeth, james m. r., kipling rudyard, kipling rudyard, kipling rudyard, kipling rudyard, kerr j. lennox, kipling rudyard, kilvert rev francis, kipling rudyard, kipling rudyard, kent nora, kipling rudyard, king stephen, kipling rudyard, kipling rudyard, kipling rudyard, khadra yasmina, khadra yasmina, kipling rudyard, kipling rudyard, lovell ann, koontz dean, lucas-philli,ps c.e. kafka franz, leyner marx, linklater eric, kipling rudyard, kipling rudyard, kennard mrs. edward, kipling rudyard, kipling rudyard, kipling rudyard, kipling rudyard, kipling rudyard, leskov nikolai, leyner mark, lewis norman, carre john le, lee laurie, kilver francis - edited william plover, leyner mark, laver james, lear edward, lever charles, laing e.t., carre john le, longmate norma,n lane jane, lewycka marina, baker margaret, llwelyn davis w,eeks forestier-walker and bor wenstrom o. edmund and harlock walter e., rensschler eric, st. claire byrne muriel, day mabel  (edited by), linklater eric, linklater eric, linklater eric, martel yann, lewis c. s., lee laurie, longford elizabeth, lewis c. s., mason a.e.w, maupassant guy de, maclean alistair, masters john, reich-ranicki marcel, melwood mary, mathews basil, mackenzie fait,h compton maxwell  w. b., macleod m kathleen, mcwilliam candia, mee arthur, marquez gabriel garcia mendoza plinio apuleyo, maurois andre, maclean alistair, mankowitz wolf, masefield john, marryat captain, macnamara brinsley, morris william, murdoch iris, mandelstam. osip, morris william, murdoch iris, mustoe anne, morris william, morris william, bradbury ray, gifford barry, miller henry, maturin charles, millet lydia, mitchison naomi, michener james, mcewan ian, miln lousie, jordan mitford mary russell, menglong feng, munthe. alex, moran lord, nicholl charles, new yorker the editors, oppenheim e.phillips, o'neill jamie, oppenheim e.phillips, nin anais, nairne a, hughes-pa,rry j. powell anthony, ponsonby d.a., price anthony, pangborn edgar, pollard velma, priestley j.b, barry n. malzberg & bill pronzini, powell anthony, nabokov vladimir, porter sheena, peacock thomas love, pratchett terry ian ,stewart and jack cohen powell anthony, percy w. s., needham violet, raymond diana, russo richard, rice margery spring, rabelais, reed thom,as baines russ joanna, remarque erich maria, pearson hesketh, rezzori gregor v,on rolfe fr- frederick baron corvo, sayers dorothy l. sayers  (translator), renault mary, raphael frede,ric phillips adam, robertson e.arnot, pavic milorad, robinson heath, rendell ruth, read miss, robinson heath, rice elmer, rackham arthur, rutley c. bernard, renault mary, steinbeck joh,n smith alexander mccall, spyris johanna, sabatini rafael, spalding francis, stables gordon, camus albert, sinclair upton, stowe harriet b,eecher shem samuel, sienkiewicz henryk, swift jonathan, samuel maurice, scott sir walter, scott paul, stowe harriet beecher, scott sir walter, skinner john, sterne laurence, sewell anna, stevenson d.,e. sitwell edith, strang herbert, surtees r. s., sidney sir phi,llip stout william, sigurdardottir yrsa, solzhenitsyn alexander, scott sir walter, stephenson neil, self will, styron william, scott sir walte,r scott sir walter, scott sir walter, slavicsek bill, sebold alice, smith f seymour, slaughter frank, seth vkram, trollope jo,anna henry fielding, trevelyan g. m., thelwell normal, trevor elleston, thompson flora, thompson flora, tey josephine, tyler j.e.a., tutton diana, tuchman barbara, tolkien j.r.r, duke of windso,r wheatley dennis, wilkinson gerald, wells h.g, rawnsley c,.f. and wright robert white patrick, winchester simon, waugh evelyn, wodehouse p.g,. walsh j. m., welles orson, wood mrs henry, wren p.c, waugh auberon, white. t. h., white t. h., westo kjell, webster jason, wain john, quin b. g., westall rob,ert white t.h, wodehouse p.g, wodehouse p.g, westerfield sc,ott wodehouse p.g, zweig stefan, wodehouse p.g, urquhart r.e., wyndham john, wodehouse p.g, wodehouse p.g, waugh evelyn, wallace edgar, vine barbara, white patrick, virgil, vesaas tarjei, varesi valerio, vine barbara, updike john, young francis brett, vaizey george, wilde oscar, verne jules, wheatley dennis, updike john, markham mrs, vine barbara, vine barbara, kilvert rev francis, kilvert rev francis, new towns act 1946 -, leyser henrietta, perry anderson malcolm bull jan breman rob lucas david simpson rachel malik alexander zevin marco d'eramo, shaw george bernard, shaw george bernard, shakespeare william, shaw george bernard, shakespeare william, shaw george bernard, shaw bernard, shakespeare william, shaw bernard, shakespeare w,illiam shaw george bernard, shaw bernard, shaw george bernard, shaw george bernard, shaw bernard, sturgess keith (edited), euripides, matsumoto ,seicho lewis naomi, lang andrew, goethe, aristop,hanes pevsner nicholas, alvarez a., de la mare walter, larkin phillip, townsend sue, kyd thomas, euripides, lawrence d,. h. anderson w.e.k., marvell andrew, allan c.f., de la mare ,walter illustrated by edward ardizzone mitchell tony, plath sylvia, hobbs jack and hobbs margaret, spender stephen, whittier john greenleaf, millay edna st. vincent, bridges robert, steakley james , arkell reginald, thompson francis, arkell reginald, townsend sue, stamp l. dudley, keats john, farmer john s. , gollancz sir isr,ael and  day mabel and serjeantson mary s hood thomas, milton john, walsh michae,l (editor) barkow al, british sociological association, burgess tyrrell, bentley michael, braudel fernand, de botton alain, ardrey robert, barrow r. h., bennett joan, aylward j. d., albert marvin h., alford violet, ali ayaan hirsi, cookson mrs. nesfield, cecil david, cudlipp hugh, conway gregory j., ccta, beard patten, clarke mike, deighton k, doyle clare, cottrell leonard, the ecologist, ellis chri, furmston m.p. and simpson a.w.b, elton lord, arellano ro,bert williams reese, brandys kazimierz, rich adrienne, lee laurie, khorsandi shappi, midgley mary, blackburn robin , butler samuel, butler samuel, burroughs william s, brooke nichlas, d.s.pugh d.j.hi,ckman c.r.hinings moliere, hamilton ronald, hill christopher, hackforth-jones g,ilbert hartley john, hervey h.e., kynaston david, herrmann paul, gregory otto, clay a.j. mackenzie, gombrick e.h. and kris k, kingsmill hugh, lloyd christopher, jarvns matt, labour party research department, jacob e. f., krake ken, longmate norman, golding louis, jackson major ,donovan james philip, lethbridge t. c., liechti elaine, ladurie emmanue,l le roy morris desmond, malina f.j, p.m., mundy, john h. carroll noel , middleton john , perniola mario, maxton james, paz octavio, menzies gavin, plaskitt harold and jrdan percy, woodward c. vann, rowntree b.seebohm and lavers g.r., weill herman n., wellman paul i, victor weybrigh,t and henry blackman sell scruton roger, smith j.c., taylor g. rattray, the times, thompson james westfall, taylor arthur, kulke hermann and rothermund dietmar, thomas mary, diamond jared, bacigalupi paolo, johnston william r., woods william, woodward sir llewellyn, shaw josephine, williams christopher, sidebotham helen m., williamson james a., tuchman barbara, smith wm. dr. (on the plan of), tafuri manfredo, bussi michel, rose richard , rawlinson george, rayner robert m., tisserand robert, ibsen henrick, ackroyd peter, powys t. f., sansom william, byatt a.s., bertrand a. and guillaumin a., bryant arthur, palgrave francis t., trewin j.c, morton a. l., mathews hazel, c. johnson a. h., gregory e. w., brogan d.w, tuchman bar,bara howard elizabeth jane, howard elizabeth jane, kerr philip , burton mauric,e borman tracy, kumar manjit, bryant arthur, moers ellen, simpson jacqueline, longmate norman, leasor james, piggott derek, lewycka marina, duncan f. martin and duncan  l.t., armstrong karen, rankin nicholas, catton eleanor, harrison harry and stover leon e., prose francine, jacob naomi, lovell terry, webb marion st.john, sheppard elizabeth sara, dickinson g. lowes, king laurie r, hawthorne james, levy yank, ley wilfre,d rooke kelman janet harvey and rev theodore wood, agar winifred and others, blom eric, house rich,ard field robert, van loon hendrick, hayward gallery, eitlinger l.d. a,nd holloway r.g. fougasse and mccullough, davison philip, turnbull agnes sligh, harrison sidney, ashley maurice, oakeshott w. ewart, steingarten jeffrey, linna vaino, brecht bertholt, benni stefano, winbolt s. e., plumb j. h., bryson bill, prebble john, knight margeret, quarrie bruce, spry constance, squires patricia, smith ali, hadley tes,sa eng tan twan, virno paolo, wilson sloan, campbell alan, cumming charles, pedly robin, clegg alec and megson barbara, holt john, laurie peter, motley john lothrop, beumarchais repertoire general du theatre francais, de la mare walter. mackenzie compton. farjeon  elea,nor lord dunsany  blackwood  algernon etc... betz, bjork samuel, campbell alan, archer thomas ,and amelia hutchinson stirling dollimore jonathan and sinfield alan, deegan denise, holdsworth r.v., durband alan, douglas lloyd c., ash william, dyer gillian and baehr helen, lindop audrey erskine, percival maciver, bellamy h.s., robbe-grillet alain, frith henry, barnett richard, bumpus t. francis, bartholomews, harrow school, martin george, hayward gallery, ducros louis, defrates joan,na ali tariq, lowry malcom (edited by harver briet and margerie bonner lowry), colour, robinso,n francis benton dr micheal j., rankin robert, leonard. jonathan norton, edey maitland a., trippet frank, norton-taylor  duncan, hamblin dora jane, edey maitland a., hicks jim, knauth. percy, dancona p and aeschlimann e, urwin e.c., joyce graham, leslie doris, oakeshott w. ewart, department of scial, and administrative studies oxford university grossman vasily, sinclair andrew, quennell marjorie and c.h.b, smith alexander mccall, crispen edmund, kipling rudyard, oscar wilde mervyn peake, proust marcel illustrated, by phillipe julian proust marcel, chesterton g. k., kipling rudyard, ardrey robert, pakenham elizabeth, bradford ernle, kohn george childs, mcmahon katherine, introduced by j. michael walton, allegro j.m., leakey richard e. lewin roger, sobel dava, lancaster john, ferguson neil, westlake mike, proust marcel ,illustrated by phillipe julian euripides, corvo frederick baron, ambler eric (editor), peacock thomas love, hamilton edward, schiller eric, rabelais, barnes ju,lian manchetter jean-patrick, indridason arnaldur, macculloch j.a., holwe w.v. and p,ountney m.t. burnell r.d., symons julian, kipling rudyard and balestier wolcott, farmer bernard j., macaulay rose, fisher h.a.l., winston richard, eliot george, cairncross alec, disraeli benjamin, litvinoff emanuel, cotterell arthur , peynet raymond, mitchison naomi , trevelyan g. m., ibsen henrick, euripides, thayer george, white patrick, froissart, muir anne ross, acton lord, fisher h.a.l., innes arthur d,. innes hammond, acton lord, trevelyan g. m., stein gertrude, minister of health and the secretary of state for scotland, royal commission on local government in england, committee on the management of local government, committee on the management of local government, committee on the management of local government, soros george, ullman james ramsey, girls own paper, girls own paper, fowles john and horvat frank, moore gerald, whyte william, h. taylor a. j.p., whitelock dorothy, zdenek marilee, valentine c. w., walker kenneth, thompson e. p., ward barbara and dubos rene, wedgewood c.v., robertson alec and stevens denis, ackroyd peter, aira cesar, aira cesar, skinner paul , johnson samuel, drinkwater john, wilson daniel h, stross charles, ackroyd peter, hoeg peter, aylett stev,e oman carola, jelinek elfriede, rohan zina, roberts ada,m vandermeer jeff, vandermeer jeff, vandermeer jeff, miske karim, russell sarah, naipal v.s., carrington neil. brodies notes, freeman anthony, corvo frederick baron, aylett steve, lovegrove james, baudouin charles, green miranda, gilliland alan, gll anton, hendy phil,lip kunstler junger, toulouse-lautrec henri (t.w. earp and g.w. stonier (translated into english by).), jefferson alan, richardson joy, lyons lewis, mathews john and mathews caitlin, pratchett terry, pratchett terry ,and baxter stephen robbe-grillet alain, west paul, pratchett terry and briggs stephen, mccaffery juliet, robert marcel and parmeggiani luigi - ilo-, storr vernon f., pratchett terry, mann philip, morris mary and o'conner larry , pratchett terry and baxter stephen, mcphee john, kightly char,les reeves compton, picard gilbert charles(editor), strong roy, clifton-tay,lor alex rupp gordon, tullii marci, goldsmith oliver, pinnow hermann, millington mal, atwood margaret, dickens charles, sterne laurence, everyman, caeser caius julius, wells h.g, kempis tho,mas a wynne pamela, pepys samuel, sterne laurence, scott sir walter, balzac honore de, jones edmund d., du maurier daphne, hutchinson lucy, weyman stanley j., browning robert, shakespeare william, chesterton cecil, stevenson r.l, trollope anthony, conan-doyle arthur, osborne charles, bresson robert, chalres pictet de geneva, lambourne nigel and renoir, parker steve, thomas graham  stuart, watkin david, hill ian, hlasko ma,rek lee harper, kureishi hanif, boyle t. coraghessan, gombrowicz witold, gombrowicz witold, gombrowicz witold, gombrowicz witold, gombrowicz witold, gombrowicz witold, gombrowicz witold, montergueil g., liu ken, robbe-grillet alain, banks iain, hobb robin, murphy derv,la gooch steve, dallek robert, giordano mario, tourtellot arth,ur bernon mcewan ian, orton joe, stoppard tom, stoppard tom, dorfman ariel, clifforfd leech, gerlech lynne, mishima. yukio, kurkov andrey, sante luc, robbe-grillet alain, heinlein robert, shute nevil, benacquista tonino, carofiglio gianrico, powers richard, steer john, johnson b.s., edgeworth maria, lowry malcolm, lowry malcolm, willis roy , le queux william, committee on the ,management of local government delillo don, perry sarah, expenditure committee (trade and industry sub-committee), pratchett terry, jencks charles, ewing julia horatia, vandermeer jeff, carpentier alejo, acker kathy, sudjic deyan, lindsey martin, reitz deneys, tolkien j.r.r, tolkien j.r.r, tolkien j.r.r, tolkien j.r.r, tolkien j.r.r, tolkien j.r.r, eggers dave, yurick sol, emecheta buchi, bryson bill, bryson bill, smollet tobi,as kapitanial thomas, wodehouse p.g, wodehouse p.g, wodehouse p.g, wodehouse p.g, wodehouse p.g, wodehouse p.g, wodehouse p.g, wodehouse p.g, stengers isabelle, browning. robert, walbank f. alan (,ed1ted and arranged by) roberts adam, kipling rudyard, ruskin john,

ellis john, hinton michael, chamoiseau patrick, martinez guillermo, willis connie, nemirovsky irene, rhys jean, joyce james, delillo don, mantel hilary, parker k. j., parker k. j., parker k. j., wilhelm richard, topol jachym, perez-reverte arturo, mcevoy j.p. and zarat,e oscar atwood margaret, sloterdijk peter, unit for research on the urban environment, perry steve, anderson kevin j, zahn timothy, hambly barbara, massey d, tucker paul hayes, anderson kevin j., smith p. robert, semprun jorge, crace jim, reynolds ingrid and nicholson charles, reynolds ingrid and nicholson charles bell ann, carre john le, grossman lev, tallis frank, hornby nick, tallis frank, newberry linda, coelho paulo, bryson bill, harris joann,e bond terance james, hopkins gerard manley, haviaras stratis, hoban russell, benson peter, pears iain, gray robert, wiggins todd, price richard, perez-reverte arturo, hoeg peter, flaubert gu,stave ivan illich irving k zola john mcknight, runyon damon, frei max, chaponnie,re 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fast and furious series masterlist

d i s c l a i m e r : i do not own the rights to the movie series "fast and furious", nor do i own the plot. all credits goes to the writers. the OC characters belong to me, adn the ideas for the scenes are crafted by me. inspiration is taken from the movies, but none are identical to the plot of the movies.

p a i r i n g : female!original character x sebastian stan , female!original character x lucas till , female!original character x ben hardy

w a r n i n g s : blood, violence, guns, street racing, death, mentions of sexual themes, languge, agnst, drinking, some fluff (MINOR DNI !!!)

s u m m a r y : street racing gives them a thrill they've enjoyed ever since they could remember, the adrenaline rush when they step on the gas pedal as the checkered flag drops. it was just her for a long time, till she found them. now, she has a team, an unstoppable one. one job seems worse than the last, yet they never stop. what happens when they face their biggest threat yet, a ghost from the past? a ghost from the past? will they push on towards the finish line or drift and crash into one another?

( message me to be added to the taglist! )

playlist for f+f series

Character Backstories

Prologue/Teaser

Chapter One: Racing in London (COMING SOON!)

Chapter Two: ??

Chapter Three: ??

Chapter Four: ??

Chapter Five: ??

Chapter Six: ??

t a g l i s t :

@domestic-void @spiderboywanab @broimjustvibin @peterprker @fanboy-tom @hollandroos @pbnjparker @boohooiamthefool @fanasiana

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For the same follower ( @bangtanmix73 ) I’m talking to…male sub smuts! I’ll list the person/character’s name and then smuts

Bucky Barnes

Gwilym Lee

Ben Hardy

Ethan Nestor (CrankGamePlays on YouTube)

Dean Winchester

(very MILD sub!Dean)

Eddie Munson

https://unsheath.tumblr.com/post/686544952848793600/can-i-keep-going-deep-brown-eyes-flicker-to

Chan

(Force subbing)

Han Jisung

Check @/Wildernessuntothemselves on here. Look for “Noona Do You Have A Boyfriend”

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#5

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you’re supposed to paste it in the asks of eight people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you’re beautiful inside and out !! <3

No you’re the beautiful one 💛✨

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#4

@eckspress tagged me in two music based tags. So here I go.

The first one is four songs I’m vibing with right now. Those being;

1. Give Heaven Some Hell by Hardy

2. Drops of Jupiter by Train

3. Thinking Bout You by Dustin Lynch

4. We Don’t Talk About Bruno from Encanto

Then she wants me to do the thing where you spell out your user name with songs. Oh gosh.

A- Amazing by Pinkzebra

N- Note to Self by Ben Rector

X- (My bad, I have no songs 😂)

I- I Woke Up In A Car by Something Corporate

E- Endlessly by The Cab

T- Then I Did by Rascal Flats

Y- You Changed Everything by The Wild Life

C- Camera Shy by School Boy Humor

U- Uptown Girl by Billy Joel

R- Rainbow by Kacey Musgraves

V- Voices in My Head by Ashley Tisdale

E- Epiphany by Bowling for Soup

D- Downtown Girl by Hot Chelle Rae

Hey @cumulusthighs @littlecaffeinatedowl @wastedonbutterflies y’all should do this

4 notes - Posted January 20, 2022

#3

@ilyzuh and @c0ltraine both tagged me for a selfie. So here’s a quick one because I just got home from work. Chubby cheeks for life 😂

6 notes - Posted January 6, 2022

#2

5 Things Tag

@c0ltraine thank you for the tag sir

Five things in my bag

1. Random candy

2. Hearing aid batteries

3. Work keys and badge

4. Water bottle

5. Notebooks from college I never took out

Five things in my house

1. PS4

2. Owl plushies

3. Yoga mat

4. Owl blanket

5. A standie of Danny Devito

Five favorite things

1. Basketball

2. Video games

3. Some girl from NJ

4. Kingdom Hearts

5. Fuzzy socks

Five habits

1. Running my hand through my hair

2. Always need something in my hands

3. Rubbing my blanket against my lips.

4. Drinking water at 3 AM like every night for no reason.

5. Pacing when I’m nervous.

Five things I love about my personality

1. I make myself laugh

2. I’m empathic

3. I can take criticism

See the full post

8 notes - Posted February 12, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Gosh, it took about a year to get this to happen, but I finally met @eckspress

I literally can’t believe how amazing she is. How peaceful she made me. She’s also short as fuck and it’s the cutest. Bless her. I can’t wait to see her again. ✨💛

48 notes - Posted June 5, 2022

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[foxingpeculiar]

Since the only movie I'm watching tonight is 200 Cigarettes, I've got my list of movies I watched for the first time this year. It's a little low (158 instead of the usual +/- 200) but... well, it's been a year.

Property is No Longer a Theft (1973, Ello Petri)

Zola (2021, Janicza Bravo)

The Eyes of Tammy Faye (2021, Michael Showalter)

A Face in the Crowd (1957, Elia Kazan)

Paranormal Activity: Next of Kin (2021, William Eubank)

Paranormal Activity: The Ghost Dimension (2015, Gregory Plotkin)

Paranormal Activity: The Marked Ones (2014, Christopher Landon)

Paranormal Activity 4 (2012, Ariel Schulman & Henry Joost)

The Nun (2018, Corin Hardy)

Hell-Bound Train (1930, Eloyce & James Gist)

Family Plot (1976, Alfred Hitchcock)

The Witch of King’s Cross (2020, Sonia Bible)

Teknolust (2002, Lynn Hershman Leeson)

Giant (1956, George Stevens)

Castle in the Sky (1986, Hayao Miyazaki)

Messiah of Evil (1973, Willard Huyck & Gloria Katz)

House (1986, Steve Miner)

The Taking of Deborah Logan (2014, Adam Robitel)

A Woman is a Woman (1961, Jean-Luc Godard)

Woodlands Dark and Days Bewitched: A History of Folk Horror (2021, Kier-La Janisse)

The Tragedy of MacBeth (2021, Joel Coen)

The French Dispatch of the Liberty, Kansas Evening Sun (2021, Wes Anderson)

Last Night in Soho (2021, Edgar Wright)

Thelma (2017, Joachim Trier)

The Man Who Knew Too Much (1956, Alfred Hitchcock)

Pig (2021, Michael Sarnoski)

In the Earth (2021, Ben Wheatley)

Truman and Tennessee: An Intimate Conversation (2021, Lisa Immordino Vreeland)

9 (2009, Shane Acker)

Chimes at Midnight (1966, Orson Welles)

WeWork, or the Making and Breaking of a $47 Billion Unicorn (2021, Jed Rothstein)

Enemies of the State (2020, Sonia Kennebeck)

A Glitch in the Matrix (2021, Rodney Ascher)

Citizenfour (2014, Laura Poitras)

The Cremator (1969, Juraj Herz)

Angst (1983, Gerard Kargl)

Death on the Nile (1978, John Guillerman)

The Power of the Dog (2021, Jane Campion)

Nightmare Alley (2021, Guillermo Del Toro)

Mirror (1974, Andrei Tarkovsky)

House of Gucci (2021, Ridley Scott)

Free Guy (2021, Shawn Levy)

A Letter to Three Wives (1949, Joseph L Mankiewicz)

Say Amen Somebody (1982, George T Nierenberg)

Poison Ivy (1992, Katt Shea)

The Umbrellas of Cherbourg (1964, Jacques Demy)

Zatoichi (2003, Takeshi Kitano)

Pale Flower (1964, Masahiro Shinoda)

Nobody (2021, Ilya Naishuller)

A Time to Kill (1996, Joel Schumacher)

Murder by Numbers (2002, Barbet Schroeder)

Antlers (2021, Scott Cooper)

Drive My Car (2021, Ryusuke Hamaguchi)

Ready Player One (2018, Steven Spielberg)

Superman II (1980, Richard Lester)

West Side Story (2021, Steven Spielberg)

Licorice Pizza (2021, Paul Thomas Anderson)

The Batman (2022, Matt Reeves)

You Can’t Kill Meme (2021, Hayley Garrigus)

Being the Ricardos (2021, Aaron Sorkin)

Summer of Soul (2021, Ahmir “Questlove” Thompson)

Talk to Me (2007, Kasi Lemmons)

The Night House (2021, David Bruckner)

Here Comes the Devil (2012, Adrián Garcia Bogliano)

Resident Evil: Afterlife (2010, Paul W.S. Anderson)

The Ritual (2017, David Bruckner)

The Bye Bye Man (2017, Stacy Title)

Creep (2014, Patrick Brice)

From Within (2008, Phedon Papamichael)

X (2022, Ti West)

Moonfall (2022, Roland Emmerich)

Dead Man (1995, Jim Jarmusch)

The Purge (2013, James DeMonaco)

Skin: A History of Nudity in the Movies (2020, Danny Wolf)

Caligula (1979, Tinto Brass, Bob Guccione & Giancarlo Lui)

Merrily We Go to Hell (1932, Dorothy Arzner)

The Alchemist Cookbook (2016, Joel Potrykus)

Spoor (2017, Agnieszka Holland)

Cliffhanger (1993, Renny Harlin)

Runaway Jury (2003, Gary Fleder)

A Scanner Darkly (2006, Richard Linklater)

Samurai I: Musashi Miyamoto (1954, Hiroshi Inagaki)

Samurai II: Duel at Ichijoji Temple (1955, Hiroshi Inagaki)

Samurai III: Duel at Ganryu Island (1956, Hiroshi Inagaki)

Mikey and Nicky (1976, Elaine May)

Chip ‘n Dale: Rescue Rangers (2022, Akiva Schaffer)

Everything Everywhere All at Once (2022, Daniel Kwan & Daniel Scheinert)

Men (2022, Alex Garland)

Old (2021, M. Night Shyamalan)

Saint Maud (2019, Rose Glass)

Bernie (2011, Richard Linklater)

Pineapple Express (2008, David Gordon Green)

Voyeur (2021, Myles Kane & Josh Koury)

Girls Just Want to Have Fun (1985, Alan Metter)

Conspiracy Theory (1997, Richard Donner)

Experiment in Terror (1962, Blake Edwards)

The Nightingale (2018, Jennifer Kent)

Leave Her to Heaven (1945, John M. Stahl)

Black Widow (1954, Nunnally Johnson)

The Bob’s Burgers Movie (2022, Loren Bouchard & Bernard Derriman)

Incantation (2022, Kevin Ko)

All Dogs Go to Heaven (1989, Don Bluth)

Nope (2022, Jordan Peele)

House of Bamboo (1956, Samuel Fuller)

Jurassic World: Dominion (2022, Colin Trevorrow)

The Black Phone (2022, Scott Derrickson)

The Presidio (1988, Peter Hyams)

Barbarian (2022, Zach Creeger)

Elvis (2022, Baz Luhrmann)

Vengeance (2022, BJ Novak)

Crimes of the Future (2022, David Cronenberg)

Don’t Worry Darling (2022, Olivia Wilde)

Band of Outsiders (1964, Jean-Luc Godard)

The Slumber Party Massacre (1982, Amy Holden Jones)

Bodies Bodies Bodies (2022, Halina Reijn)

Dead and Buried (1981, Gary Sherman)

Blonde (2022, Andrew Dominik)

Phantasm II (1988, Don Coscarelli)

Hellraiser (2022, David Bruckner)

The Keep (1983, Michael Mann)

Next of Kin (1982, Tony Williams)

The Funhouse (1981, Tobe Hooper)

Dream Demon (1988, Harley Cokeliss)

The Hidden (1987, Jack Sholder)

Prince of Darkness (1987, John Carpenter)

White of the Eye (1987, Donald Cammell)

Halloween (2018, David Gordon Green)

Halloween Kills (2021, David Gordon Green)

Halloween Ends (2022, David Gordon Green)

Terror Train (1980, Roger Spottiswoode)

The House by the Cemetery (1981, Lucino Fulci)

Strange Behavior (1981, Michael Laughlin)

Road Games (1981, Richard Franklin)

Final Destination (2000, James Wong)

Daughters of Darkness (1971, Harry Kümel)

Matango (1963, Ishiro Honda)

Thirst (2009, Park Chan-Wook)

Wolfen (1981, Michael Wadleigh)

The Town That Dreaded Sundown (2014, Alfonso Gomez-Rejon)

Hud (1963, Martin Ritt)

The Dark Corner (1946, Henry Hathaway)

Encino Man (1992, Les Mayfield)

The Good Nurse (2022, Tobias Lindholm)

Son in Law (1993, Steve Rash)

Madame X: An Absolute Ruler (1978, Ulrike Ottinger)

Henri-Georges Cluzot’s “Inferno” (2009, Serge Bromberg & Ruxandra Medrea)

The Blue Dahlia (1946, George Marshall)

Pearl (2022, Ti West)

Amsterdam (2022, David O. Russell)

Memories of Murder (2003, Bong Joon-ho)

Glass Onion: A Knives Out Mystery (2022, Rian Johnson)

The Banshees of Inisherin (2022, Martin McDonagh)

Song of the Thin Man (1947, Edward Buzzell)

Shadow of the Thin Man (1941, W.S. Van Dyke)

RRR (2022, S.S. Rajamouli)

Another Thin Man (1939, W.S. Van Dyke)

Saaho (2019, Sujeeth)

Triangle of Sadness (2022, Ruben Östlund)

[benismyqueen]

BIRTDHAY GIFT — BEN HARDY

Resumen: Después de meses de intensos coqueteos en el set de Bohemian Rhapsody, decides dar a Ben el mejor regalo de cumpleaños.

Advertencias: +18 (smut)

A/N: Es mi primer smut así que lamento los fallos y si os incomoda.

Palabras: 5.126

Te miras en el espejo observando el reflejo que proyecta. Solo eres tú con unos pantalones de cuero negro muy ajustados, tus amadas botas negras con un poco de plataforma y un jersey blanco medio metido en tus pantalones. Sabes que estás guapa, así quieres lucir. No quieres lucir demasiado arreglada y desentonar entre tus amigos, pero sí llamar la atención.

Ya han acabado oficialmente las grabaciones de la película Bohemian Rhapsody, y no sabes si estar emocionada o triste. Te has acostumbrado a volar alrededor de los chicos y Lucy, pese a ser una actriz extra sin lineas. Probablemente los mejores meses de tu vida. Echarás de menos las charlas con Lucy detrás de las escenas, las bromas con Joe incluso dentro de escena provocando muchas tomas falsas, incluso los momentos de Rami siendo una persona extremadamente cariñosa.

Pero al que más echarás de menos es a Ben. No pudiste evitar caer profundamente enamorada en el primer momento que lo viste. Definitivamente los rubios no eran tu tipo, pero esa cara bonita con esos ojos verdes tan llamativos te llamaron la atención. Tuviste que luchar mucho para evitar que se te cayese la baba cuando lo veías en esas ropas de los 70'. Pero además de ser increíblemente guapo, es una persona muy sencilla y humana. Siendo muy tímido la mayoría del tiempo, siempre con una sonrisa genuina cuando estás cerca y sus mejillas sonrojadas cuando Joe hace alguna broma. Realmente encajásteis.

Y con los días creció una tensión bastante fuerte entre vosotros. Todo el mundo pudo notarlo. Esas miradas constantes, incluso cuando cada uno estáis en un extremo diferente del estudio. La forma en la que siempre parece mantener el contacto, incluso cuando no es necesario, estando extremadamente cerca. Pasando detrás tuyo bastante pegado con una mano en la parte baja de tu espalda. "Disculpa, amor" mientras busca su camerino. O cuando estás preparando un café y se sitúa detrás tuyo muy cerca, casi puedes sentir su aliento en tu cuello, y toma una taza con una mano mientras la otra da un apretón cariñoso en tu cadera.

Todos pudieron verlo.

Lucy tuvo muchas conversaciones contigo sobre Ben y la tensión dolorosa que ambos desprenden. "Necesitas hacer un movimiento" Pero nunca lo pensaste realmente. Él te gusta, lo quieres, lo deseas, es malditamente horrible lo mucho que deseas besarlo y quitarle la ropa. Pero acaba de salir de una relación muy larga. Casi 10 años. Casi comprometido.

Definitivamente no serías la chica que rompe su mala racha, la que deja su ropa a los pies de su cama y por la mañana se va sin tomar una ducha. La chica a la que promete llamar y no lo hace, y no quiere que sea el chico que olvida todos estos meses después de una noche en la cama.

Pero hoy es su cumpleaños. Hace una pequeña reunión con el cast, también en modo de despedida, no se verán hasta que hagan la promoción, y tú tendrías que esperar a la premiere. Puede que sean los últimos días que pases a su lado, y quieres hacerlo. Estás destinada a no verle más de todas formas.

Recoges tu chaqueta y el regalo de Ben y vas a su casa.

"¡Mackenzie!" Lucy grita y envuelve sus brazos en tu cuerpo. Ya ha tomado  varias copas de champagne.

"Siempre un placer, Macky" Rami aparece detrás de Lucy y deja un beso sobre su cabeza.

"¡No me lo puedo creer!" Un Joe algo bebido grita cuando Mackenzie entra en el salón de la casa. "¿En serio has traido como regalo un sobre con dinero? Eso lo hacía mi abuela cuando era un niño"

Rueda los ojos y siente como sus mejillas se encienden.

"No sabía que regalar a un hombre rico, disculpa"

"A su favor diré que no hacía falta ningún regalo" Ben aparece por la puerta con algunas cervezas. Parece ser el único junto a Rami sobrio. "Has tardado"

"Perdona, me costó encontrar la dirección." Envuelve los brazos en su torso mientras Ben algo incómodo por  intentar no tirar las cervezas envuelve un brazo en sus hombros y deja un beso en su cabeza. "Feliz cumpleaños, Ben"

"Sabes que podía ir a buscarte" Ben frunce el ceño pero enseguida sonríe y deja un beso en su frente. "Gracias"

Se separan y mientras Ben deja las cervezas en la mesa, Mackenzie se sienta junto a Lucy. Le extiende el sobre para que pueda cogerlo, y Ben rodando los ojos con una sonrisa lo coge y lo deja sobre un estante con libros.

La tarde pasa rápido, con risas y recordando los momentos más locos y divertidos que habéis pasado estos meses. Las fiestas los días de descanso de rodaje, y todas las borracheras de Joe que dejaron momentos épicos. Casi lloras de risa cuando recuerdas aquella vez que Lucy rompió una jarra de agua en el set y para que nadie se diese cuenta la ayudaste a retirar el agua con las toallas de los camerinos, aún así el suelo quedó algo resbaladizo y cuando Gwilym llegaba tarde se cayó de culo en el suelo. Y ahora meses después sois capaces de admitir vuestra travesuras.

"Creo que ha llegado mi hora" Empiezas a sentir un poco el paso del tiempo y de las copas por tu organismo. "Debería irme"

"Pero si es muy pronto, ¿que dices?" Lucy pone un puchero mientras Ben se mueve incómodo.

"Puedes quedarte, Joe se queda a dormir."

"Que va, mañana tengo el vuelo muy pronto y aún tengo que terminar las maletas. Vuelvo a casa." Lo dices con una sonrisa triste mientras te levantas.

Miras el sobre que le has dado a Ben en la estantería del salón. Ni siquiera lo ha mirado. Suspiras mientras niegas con la cabeza. Este es el último día. Se acabó.

"Puedo llevarte mañana" Ben quiere que te quedes, te mira ansioso. Aún está bastante sobrio mientras los demás están demasiado bebidos.

"No, no. Tranquilo, es tu cumpleaños, disfruta. No quiero que mañana tengas que levantarte temprano por mi."

"No me importaría."

"Ben, insisto" Sonríes mientras te pones la chaqueta. "Muchachos estáis todos muy borrachos para recordarlo mañana, pero os echaré de menos. Nos vemos en la premiere."

Ben se levanta y te acompaña a la puerta. "Entonces... Nos veremos en la premiere" Está con las manos dentro de los bolsillos de sus pantalones.

"Feliz cumpleaños, Ben" Te acercas y vuelves a envolver tus brazos sobre su torso. Ben suspira mientras envuelve las suyas en tu espalda e inclina su cabeza sobre tu pelo, inhalando tu olor. "Nos veremos en la premiere."

Levantas la cabeza y te encuentras con sus ojos verdes. Te está mirando de esa forma peculiar. Tiene los labios entreabiertos, intentando decir algo.

"¿Sabes? En unos meses tendré la premiere de 6 underground, sería bueno verte"

"Suena como un plan"

Sacas las llaves del coche alquilado de tu bolso y te diriges al coche.

"Espero que te guste el regalo Ben, úsalo bien" Antes de que pueda reaccionar te metes en el coche y huyes a tu habitación del hotel. En algunas horas verá tu regalo y podrás morir de verguenza. Solo tendré que verlo una vez más. Solo una más. Ni siquiera lo recordará ese día.

Cuando llegas al hotel te encargas de sacar la ropa para el día siguiente, y tener todo preparado para levantarte de la cama e irte al aeropuerto. Tardas unas dos horas en concienciarte de que tienes todo bajo control y no te olvidas de nada. Así que te metes por fin en la cama en ropa interior, y dejas el móvil cargando en tu mesita, junto a los auriculares y la mochila con tu libro favorito, el pasaporte, el billete de avión y la cartera. Será un viaje largo.

Desde la cama puedes ver en la esquina de la habitación el regalo de navidad que te dió Lucy. En verdad fue unas semanas antes. Sabe lo mucho que te gustan los calendarios de adviento, y que los sigues día a día, así que decidió hacer uno a mano, y metió pequeñas chocolatinas, bombones y mensajes bonitos en cada cajita. Es todo rosa lleno de corazones.  Comiste cada chocolate todos los días, y guardaste con mucho cariño todos los mensajes de amor que te dejó. Pero obviamente en su mente retorcida no podía ser todo tan bonito, así que para el día 24 te dejó un regalo muy especial. Ese día cenaste con los chicos y algunos familiares que pudieron asistir a la cena en el restaurante.

Te pidió que llevases la pequeña caja en el bolso, quería ver tu reacción cuando descubrieses el regalo. Y minutos antes de medianoche, cuando la mayoría ya estaban pasados de copas, te pidió que vieses el interior.

Rodaste los ojos mientras sentías el fuego en tus mejillas. Miraste a todos los lados verificando que nadie se había dado cuenta. Era un preservativo.

"¡Lucy!" Casi te ahogas con tu propia saliva. Tu amiga a tu lado sonríe con una mirada cómplice. "¡Da mala suerte no seguir el calendario de adviento día a día!"

"Aún te quedan 10 minutos para media noche, deberías agradecerme te voy a dar el mejor regalo de navidad!" Te da un golpe en la rodilla mientras mira a Ben. Está hablando con Rami con una copa en la mano.

"¡Ni de broma!"

"¡Vamos, Mackenzie! Solo necesitáis un empujón" En ese momento Ben mira a las chicas y sonríe a Mackenzie mientras guiña un ojo. "¿lo ves? Realmente lo tienes ahí."

"Tienes una mente muy retorcida, ¡sabes lo supersticiosa que soy!"

Lucy rueda los ojos y se levanta del sofá.

"Me voy con los chicos. Tienes 10 minutos. Úsalo bien" Y con una sonrisa se gira y va al otro extremo de la sala junto a Joe.

Por supuesto que nunca llegaste a usarlo, cuando llegaste al hotel dejaste la caja dentro del calendario, y desde ese día no volviste a tocar ni una caja. Tienes varios días sin abrir, pero te da igual. Suspiras y te giras para evitar mirar el dichoso calendario. Cuando cierras los ojos sientes unos muy leves golpes en la puerta. Sientes como el corazón se detiene y verificas en tu móvil que son casi las dos de la mañana.

Ignoras los golpes. ¿Quién demonios puede ser a esas horas? Quizá tu mente paranoica lo imaginó. Pero cuando vuelves a cerrar los ojos, vuelves a oirlos, esta vez más fuerte y más insistentes. Te levantas con mucho cuidado de no hacer ruido, y cuando llegas casi a la puerta escuchas una voz.

"Mackenzie" la voz de Ben al otro lado vuelve a parar tu corazón. "Soy yo"

Corres con ansiedad hasta la silla cerca del balcón donde has dejado un jersey, golpeándote en la pierna el armario y te lo pones por encima. Enciendes la luz esta vez y mirando el reflejo en el espejo colocas un poco tu pelo. Cuando abres la puerta Ben está con una mano en la nuca. Te mira con los labios entreabiertos y rápidamente su vista va a tus piernas desnudas. El jersey te tapa poco más que la tanga en encaje. Te mueves un poco incómoda y cruzas tus piernas.

"Eh..." Ben aclara su garganta y mueve sus ojos a los de ella. "Abrí el regalo." Lleva su mano al bolsillo trasero de sus pantalones. "Hubiese sido muy humillante si lo hubiese abierto con Joe delante" saca del bolsillo el preservativo y te muerdes el labio con fuerza. "Me ha costado una hora llevar a Joe a la cama y llamar un taxi para los demás"

"Tenías prisa"

"Bueno, quería abrir mi regalo." Ben se acerca un paso, sin sobrepasar el umbral de la puerta. Está junto a ti, sin tocarte, pero puedes sentir su aliento sobre tus labios.

"¿Quieres pasar?" susurras.

"Estaría decepcionado si después de venir aquí no me invitas a pasar" Se te escapa la risa mientras das un paso a un lado y lo dejas entrar. Antes de poder cerrar la puerta sientes los brazos de Ben sobre tu cintura, abrazándote. Te acerca a él, sin dejar ni un centímetro entre vosotros, y con los labios cerca de los tuyos.

"¿Está bien?" con un suspiro asientes con la cabeza. Un segundo después Ben junta sus labios con fuerza con los tuyos mientras con la pierna cierra la puerta de la habitación. Ambos suspiráis cuando vuestros labios se tocan y Ben aprovecha ese momento para intensificar el beso metiendo su lengua en tu boca. Lo abrazas mientras el rubio pone una mano sobre tu cuello, evitando que te alejes, y pone la otra sobre tu muslo, rozando la tela del jersey y con los dedos jugando subiendo y bajando la tela unos centímetros.

Jadeas sintiendo los dedos de Ben sobre tu muslo y te alejas del beso en busca de oxígeno. Ben no te deja alejarte mucho, ya que pone sus labios sobre tu cuello, besando la piel expuesta mientras retira el pelo con su mano, y la vuelve a poner sobre tu cuello. No puedes más, sientes que algo explota en tu interior cuando sientes sus labios en tu cuello y su mano en la otra parte.

"Ben" gimes su nombre mientras buscas apoyarte en la pared, sientes que en cualquier momento tus piernas pueden fallar. Ben aprieta tu muslo cuando la escucha gemir.

"Joder" Apoya su frente en la tuya. "¿Todo bien?"

Esta vez eres tú quién lo besa, mientras tiras de su cinturón hacia ti, juntando las caderas. Esta vez es el turno de él de gemir, mientras te coge por tus muslos y hace que enredes las piernas en su cintura. Subes tus manos a sus mejillas, y lo besas. Gimes en su boca cuando sientes su erección contra ti. Sientes la tela del pantalón vaquero contra tu núcleo medio desnudo por la tela de tu tanga, y te mueves un poco contra él mientras gime.

Ben sonríe en mitad del beso, y aprieta tu culo. "¿Podemos tomarlo con calma?"

Intenta regular tu respiración. Tienes las mejillas sonrojadas y a penas sientes las piernas. Llegados a este punto no crees que puedas ir muy despacio, pero si el lo quiere así, lo intentarás. Asientes con la cabeza mientras Ben contigo en brazos se dirige a la cama.

Se sienta en el borde de la cama contigo en su regazo, una pierna a cada lado suyo. Te quita el pelo de la cara y te besa. Besa tus labios, tus mejillas, y por último se detiene en tu cuello. Suspiras mientras te mantienes quieta en su regazo. Con calma, piensas. Una mano está sobre tu cuello y la otra rápidamente se cuela debajo de tu jersey y acaricia tu espalda. Llevas tus manos a su cuello, y acaricias su nuca con cariño. Tus dedos se encuentran con el pelo de la parte trasera de su cabeza y lo envuelves con tus dedos. Te dejas caer en su regazo sintiendo su erección contra el muslo. Tiras un poco de él para separar la cara de tu cuello y llevas tus labios a los suyos. Ben se deja besar, mientras lleva sus manos a tus caderas, y las mueve contra él. Ambos gemís mientras te separas de él, mordiendo su labio.

"¿Puedo?" Pregunta con los ojos brillosos tocando con sus manos la tela del jersey. Asientes mientras él tira de la prenda sacándotela en un segundo. No tienes sujetador. Ben gime al verte, y lleva una de sus manos a tu pecho. "Eres preciosa" Susurra mirándote a los ojos. Pasa su dedo pulgar por tu pezón y suspiras.

"Por favor"

Ben lleva su boca a tu otro pezón. Primero le da un beso y luego pasa su lengua por su alrededor antes de jugar con él entre sus labios. Dejas escapar un suspiro mientras su mano juega con el otro pezón. Mueves tus caderas de forma automática necesitando sentirlo, mientras llevas una de tus manos a su hombro y con la otra juegas con el pelo de su cabeza.

Lo separas de tus pechos y lo besas. Ben vuelve a pasar ambos pulgares por tus pezones mientras un escalofrío te recorre la espalda.

Cuando consigues separarte de él, tiras del dobladillo de su camiseta y se la quitas. Pasas tus manos por su pecho, y dejas que un dedo recorra sus abdominales. Dejas caer tus labios sobre su clavícula y dejas pequeños besos, para luego succionar con fuerza. En ese momento no eres consciente de que le dejarán unas marcas terribles, pero no te importa cuando sientes las manos de Ben apretando tu cadera. Mueves tu boca a su cuello y lo muerdes. Deja escapar un gemido.

"Vas a ser mi muerte" Dejas escapar una risa. Usando las uñas sin mucha fuerza las pasas por sus hombros mientras lo besas. Deja descansar sus manos en la parte baja de tu espalda mientras sus dedos juegan con la tira del tanga. Tus manos se mueven por su pecho, bajando hasta su estómago, y se detienen en el dobladillo del pantalón, jugando con el botón y paseando tu dedo índice entre el pantalón y su bóxer.

"¿Puedo?" Sientes que vas a morir cuando lo preguntas. Luchas por no estar ansiosa o que al menos que él no lo note. Asiente con la cabeza y sientes como deja de respirar cuando desabrochas el pantalón y bajas la cremallera. Cierra los ojos y echa la cabeza hacia atrás cuando deja de sentir la presión del pantalón en su miembro.

Cuando parece que se recupera, te gira, haciendo que caigas sobre la cama. Con la ayuda de tus talones y tus brazos te mueves hacia el cabecero de la cama. Ben se deja caer encima tuyo sin llegar a aplastarte. Sientes que está a punto de preguntarte si estás bien, así que con una sonrisa pones tu mano en su nuca.

"Está bien" aseguras antes de besarlo. Llevas tu mano a su estómago, y después de acariciarlo, con el dedo índice juegas con la goma de su bóxer. "¿Por qué no te lo quitas?" Ben deja de besarte y te obedece. Se baja de la cama y deja los pantalones por ahí tirados. Es increible. Una cosa es imaginar su cuerpo, o ver alguna foto de alguna sesión, pero verlo en persona, acalorado y con la respiración entrecortada por la excitación es otra cosa. Sonríes viendo su bulto en el bóxer. Tú lo has provocado. Es tuyo.

Ben se deja caer sobre tu cuerpo de nuevo, y deja besos húmedos en tu cuello, bajando por tus pechos, cuando piensas que no puedes estar más excitada, baja sus labios por tu estómago. Se detiene con los labios sobre tu piel, y te observa con una sonrisa. Con tu mano retiras el pelo de su frente, y sin romper el contacto visual, baja aún más sus labios, y con los dientes estira y deja que te golpeé la goma de tu tanga. Gimes elevas las caderas. Ben se ríe mientras deja un beso sobre tu centro por encima de la ropa.

"¿Hay algo con lo que te sientas incómoda?, o alguna sugerencia, que te guste especialmente..." Sube a tu altura y deja descansar su mano en tu estómago.

"Solo... Solo quiero que me toques"

Ben deja un beso en tu frente y baja los dedos hasta tu tanta. Durante un momento juega con el elástico, mientras te mira de costado, con su cabeza apoyada en su brazo. Tienes los ojos cerrados y respiras con dificultad. Sin esperártelo mete dos dedos debajo de la prenda y nota tu humedad. Gimes mientras agarras su brazo con fuerza.

"Tócame" Susurras. Ben mueve sus dedos hacia tu humedad, frota los dedos en tu entrada, recogiendo un poco de lubricante. Lleva los dedos a través de tus labios, gritas cuando llega a tu clítoris. "¡Joder!" Juega con tu centro, acariciando los labios, bajando a tu entrada y volviendo a subir a tu clítoris. No lo toca directamente, juega alrededor de él, haciendo que te retuerzas de placer y de ansia.

Mete aún más la mano, y sin esperártelo introduce dos dedos en ti. "¿Estás bien?" Aprietas el agarre en su brazo y te quedas muy quieta.

"Ben... No creo que dure mucho"

"No hay problema, amor. Tenemos tiempo." Besa tu sien y mueve sus dedos. Al principio de forma tranquila, dejando que te acostumbres a él, a su toque. De vez en cuando con el pulgar frota tu clítoris, haciendo que eleves las caderas y de esa forma sus dedos llegan aún más profundo. Gimes su nombre, sientes que estás haciendo un desastre, notas como el sudor recorre tu cuerpo y el pelo se te pega en la nuca. Estás cerca, y Ben lo nota en sus dedos, nota como te tensas a su alrededor, y no puede hacer otra cosa más que acelerar el rítmo y frotar tu núcleo con su pulgar. El orgasmo te golpea haciendo que tiembles y despues de tanta tensión acumulada, te dejas ir, dejando de sentir otra cosa que no sea el colchón debajo tuyo.

Ben retira su mano. Estás con los ojos cerrados, intentando recuperarte, cuando sientes a Ben retirar tu tanga. Está sentado a los pies de la cama, con una toalla del baño húmeda en sus manos. Con cuidado te limpia haciendo que gimas.

"Lo siento"

"Estoy sensible. Está bien." Se siente bien la toalla húmeda, y se sienten bien las manos de Ben sobre tus muslos. Deja un beso cerca de tu ingle.  "Ven aquí" Con una sonrisa vuelve a subir a la cama y se queda a tu altura.

Buscas sus labios y lo besas. Juegas con su labio interior haciendo que Ben gima y sienta como su polla late. Deja caer la cadera contra la tuya y lo sientes. Bajas una de tus manos hacia sus boxers, y esta vez sin jugar, introduces tu mano. Parece que su pene salta buscando tu contacto mientras Ben gime. Buscas el ángulo para tocarlo, subes y bajas la mano varias veces, hasta que te detienes en su punta. Paseas el pulgar humedeciéndolo con su presemen, y lo usas como lubricante en toda su longitud. Ben deja caer su cabeza en la almohada, junto a tu oido, jadea.

Juegas con la velocidad de tus movimientos, hasta que sientes como está a punto de correrse. Detiene tus movimientos con su mano, intenta regular su respiración. "Espera" se quita los boxers, y frota su longitud en ti. Sientes como vuelves a encenderte. Te está buscando, está preparándote. Busca tu clítoris con su polla y lo frota.

"Ben" arqueas la espalda mientras muerde tu hombro. "Por favor"

Te mira a los ojos buscando tu permiso. Asientes con la cabeza mientras te muerdes el labio. Ben no pierde el tiempo buscando el preservativo en sus pantalones. Se lo pone rápidamente con las manos temblorosas mientras te mira. Estás sobre tus codos viéndolo. No crees haber tenido nunca a un chico luciendo tan sexy. Vuelve a colocarse encima tuyo, y repite el proceso de antes, sientes sus dedos en tu entrada, extendiendo tu humedad como lubricante. Te dejas caer en la cama mientras gimes.

"Ben..." gritas con ansiedad.

"Ya voy, amor." Y justo después notas como entra en ti. Lo hace poco a poco, dejándote que te acostumbres a él. Pero te duele tanto no tenerlo dentro, que con tus piernas lo empujas dentro de ti. Ambos gemís y muerdes el hombro de Ben para no gritar.

Se mueve lento, poco a poco, y no muy profundo. Quiere asegurarse de no hacerte daño, y de durar más de 5 minutos. Mordisqueas el lóbulo de su oreja mientras gimes, y eso lo lleva al límite. Besas su cuello, y dejas marcas en él, en ese momento no te importa. Necesitas hacerlo. Busca tus labios y te besa mientras esta vez entra más profundo en ti.

"Más fuerte, Ben" Lloriqueas cuando te hace caso. En todas las veces que has estado con un chico, confundían fuerza con rapidez. Te sorprende lo mucho que Ben te entiende, y lo bien que lo hace. Lleva sus dedos a tu clítoris, y lo frota con rapidez. "Ben, no creo que pueda durar mucho más" dices sobre sus labios.

Parece no importarle cuando acelera sus embestidas, y sientes en tu interior los espasmos que recorren su polla. Gimes mientras te aprietas aún más sobre su polla, sientes que te corres, pero no importa porque Ben también lo hace unos segundos después. Deja caer su frente en tu clavícula y lo abrazas. Un sudor cálido recorre su espalda, y sientes como vuestros cuerpos quedan prácticamente pegados por el sudor.

Deja caer besos sobre tu pecho, y muerde tu pezón mientras sale de ti. Dejas de sentir ese calor en tu interior y lo miras. Tiene sus ojos en ti. Te quita el pelo de la cara y te besa.

"Creo que es el mejor regalo de cumpleaños que he tenido"

"¿Nunca te han regalado sexo por tu cumpleaños?" Bromeas acariciando su nuca.

"Nunca me han regalado un preservativo en un sobre." Muerde tu labio inferior y te sonríe. "Un regalo original"

"Moriría de verguenza si lo llegas abrir delante de todos."

"No sería mi culpa" Levanta la mano con inocencia. "Me alegro que lo hayas hecho. Esto debió de pasar antes " Mueve su mano por tu cadera. Vuelve a besarte y se levanta de la cama. Te incorporas y apoyas tu espalda en el cabecero de la cama. Ves a Ben moverse por la habitación completamente desnudo y sientes que nunca podrías cansarte de mirarlo.

Entra en el baño sin cerrar la puerta, y por el reflejo del espejo ves las marcas de besos y mordidas por su cuello y su clavícula. Se quita el preservativo y lo anuda antes de tirarlo en la basura. Usa una de las toallas para limpiarse y vuelve a la cama. Sigues su ejemplo y te limpias con lo toalla que dejó sobre la mesilla. Se tumba en la cama te besa. Por todo el cuerpo.

"¿Puedo?" pregunta entre tus piernas. Te incorporas sobre tus codos y lo miras. Besa tu clítoris, besa tu entrada, y utiliza su lengua por tus labios. Suspiras llevando una mano a su pelo, y tiras de él. "Ben, para"

Haces que se acerque a ti, mueves tus caderas y lo empujas sobre el colchón. Lo necesitas a él. Te subes sobre sus caderas, y te mueves. Pone las manos en tus muslos y los aprieta mientras echa su cabeza atrás.

"Mierda" Gime. Pero no de placer. Frunces el ceño. "No tengo más preservativos" recuerda.

En ese momento llevas tu vista al calendario de adviento. Sigue en la esquina de la habitación y en ese momento te alegras de no haberlo tirado. "¡Espera!" te bajas de la cama con rapidez y te acercas al calendario. Sacas la cajita del día 24 y te acercas a la cama. Ben está incorporado sobre sus codos viéndote confundido.

"¿Ese es el calendario de Lucy?"

"Calla. No digas ni una palabra" Adviertes mientras te subes a su regazo y abres la caja. Ben deja escapar una carcajada mientras sus manos descansan en tus muslos. "¡Ben!"

"¡Lo siento!, ¿en serio te regaló eso?"

"Es humillante"

"Un poco" reconoce metiéndote el pelo detrás de la oreja. "¿Por qué lo hizo?"

"Supongo que notó que ambos lo deseábamos" Te encoges de hombros. "Estaba destinado para el día 24"

"¿No es mala suerte no usarlo ese día?" pregunta.

"Lo es." admites. "Supongo que este año tendré una suerte de mierda"

"Bueno, me tienes a mi" Se sienta en la cama contigo encima y te besa. Dejas caer la caja al suelo y dejas el preservativo encima de la cama.

"¿Extra grande?" Pregunta con una sonrisa viendo el preservativo. "¿Lucy y tú habéis hablado de mi tamaño?"

Golpeas su hombro "Para empezar, no." Se ríe con fuerza haciendo que a ti tambien se te escape la risa. "Y que sepas que es un engaño, el preservativo normal se adapta a todos los tamaños, el extra grande es un engaño para que los vanidosos se dejen más dinero"

"Estoy bromeando, amor"

Te acerca con una mano sobre tu cuello y te besa. No con ansiedad, ni con lujuria. Es un beso tranquilo. Un beso de quién tiene todo el tiempo del mundo, y los únicos labios que desea besar.

Después de dos veces, ambos caéis en la cama cansados. Ben no tarda en quedarse dormido después de fumar un cigarro, y tú tapas tu cuerpo con la sábana, y esperas que pase la hora que te queda antes de coger tus pertenencias y coger el avión. ¿Fue un error? No lo parecía cuando lo besabas ni cuando follábais. Pero todo se ve de forma diferente cuando estás en frío. ¿Sería incómodo?, ¿se iría en cuanto se despertase?, ¿te volvería a llamar?, ¿te diría que fue solo una noche?, ¿significó para él lo mismo que significó para ti? Sientes la como te ataca la ansiedad mientras Ben ronca ligeramente.

Cuando llega la hora te levantas con cuidado. Buscas la ropa que hay sobre el suelo, y te la pones en silencio lo más rápido que puedes. No puedes ducharte, eso lo despertaría, y honestamente no quieres tener esa incómoda conversación del "día después". Abres la puerta y con cuidado sacas las maletas. Sientes el sudor recorrer tu espalda, son tres maletas grandes y no es fácil arrastrarlas con cuidado sobre el suelo de madera. Cuando lo consigues llamas al ascensor y dejas las maletas en un lado.

Llegas a la habitación, solo te queda tu bolso, y el móvil con el cargador. Cuelgas tu mochila en el brazo y te acercas a la cama. Ben tiene media cara contra la almohada, y la boca ligeramente abierta. Le apartas un poco el pelo con la mano, y le besas la mejilla.

"Supongo que se acabó" Tus ojos se llenan de lágrimas. Realmente lo amas, es la persona más gentil, divertida y amable que conoces. Y has tenido la oportunidad de conocer su lado sexy. Y solo por una noche ha sido tuyo. Pero no estáis en la misma página. Acaba de salir de una relación muy larga, una persona con la que se quería casar. Y aunque te duela, sabes que aún le queda mucho para superarlo.

"Ojalá me encuentres cuando estés listo" Y con esa última frase, abandonas a Ben en la habitación del hotel. Pero olvidaste que allí también dejaste tu corazón.

¿Segunda parte?

[illfoandillfie]

Kinktober Day 21: Training

Kinktober Masterlist | Regular Masterlist

Pairing: Ben Hardy x Reader

Words: 845

Warnings:  sex toy (dildo), references to anal and oral (m receiving) training as well as PIV sex, and double and triple penetration. Kind of dom!reader, kind of sub!ben

A/N: This follows on from one of last years kinktober posts - double penetration (1 hole).

The clone-a-willy kit ended up being one of the best things Ben had ever spent money on. You’d assumed that after Ben got back home the clone dildo would see little use until the next time he had to travel overseas for work, after all, you’d have the real thing instead. But you turned out to be wrong about that. You’d ended up preferring it to other dildos because it felt familiar and filled you as perfectly as Ben did. And, while Ben had first been drawn to it out of curiosity – getting a close up view of exactly what it looked like when he fucked you – he quickly came to realise its potential. The way he could use it to stretch you out and get you adjusted to his size, giving you an orgasm in the process, without risking cumming too quickly at the way you clenched on him. Which meant that you were reliably getting off from penetration twice as much as you did before the clone. So both of you agreed it had been worth the effort of making it. Ben seemed content to keep using it to fuck your pussy, but you had other ideas of how it could be used too, and you decided that you’d have to share them if you ever wanted to try them out. Either other ideas hadn’t occurred to him, or he didn’t want to come off as pushy or demanding, so it was up to you to make the first move.  

You approached the subject gently after dinner one night, casually bringing up the clone as you put the leftovers into the fridge and Ben made tea.   Ben, assuming you were hinting that you wanted to have sex right then, turned and winked, “You like having two cocks to fuck you, don’t you.” Fighting the urge to roll your eyes you closed the fridge and replied, “It is very fun, but don’t you think we could be doing more?” “More how?” “Well, I was thinking the clone would be perfect for some training.” “Honey, you’re going to need to explain.” You laughed, “Alright, well, you know my oral game isn’t necessarily all that strong.” Ben’s eyes narrowed a little and he hummed, “This feels like a trap.” “It’s not,” you assured him, “I know I can improve, and maybe practicing with the clone would help. I know dildos in general are a good for practicing on, but I think the clone would be even better. It’d be exactly like blowing you but without at much pressure. I could probably even learn how to deep throat.   Ben’s eyes widened this time, “You’d want that?” You nodded, “Of course I would. I like sucking your dick and I’d love to learn how to do it better. The clone would be the perfect way to train me to take you. Specifically you.” You heard Ben’s breath hitch and he ran his hand over the front of his pyjamas briefly. It made you want to push him further, see how turned on you could get him. “And then there’s anal too.” The teaspoon Ben had still been holding clattered to the floor suddenly, but Ben made no move to pick it up, too busy staring at you. His cock was much more visible through his pants.   “You okay baby?” Ben blinked, “Anal?” “Mmhmm. I thought maybe we could experiment with it, use the clone to help me adjust and learn. Train me to take cock in every hole. Your cock. Only yours.” He made a little whimpering sound and for a moment you worried he was going to pass out from shock. Instead he reached for you, his hands settling on your hips as he tugged you in close. You could feel his hardon now, but decided he needed a little more teasing. With a light touch and as innocent an expression as you could manage you traced his length through his pyjamas.   “We should probably buy another clone kit too and make a second one. That way one can be to train my arse and one can be for my pussy and throat. And when I’m all trained up, I could try to take all three of them at once. Have you in every hole.” Ben groaned, his cock twitching under your fingers, and you felt the fabric grow damp.   You giggled and pressed a kiss to Ben’s lips, “Good to know you’re so excited by the idea.” “Fuck you,” he laughed before returning the kiss. “I’ll help you clean up, shall I?” “No, I can manage. You can go wait naked in bed for me so we can start your training. I’ll hold the clone while you go down on it until I'm hard again, which believe me will not take long, and then we'll see how well you can handle two cocks.” “You sure you’ll be able to get through that without making another mess?” “This is bullying,” Ben pouted, “You’re bullying me.” You laughed, “Don’t worry baby, I like when you make a mess.”

[youre-in-the-psycho-circus]

Soulmate | Ben Hardy

Pairing: Ben Hardy x Reader

Warnings: None

Word Count: 3,226

Summary: Feeling a bit down from the dark winter nights, (Y/N) reminds Ben what really gives life meaning

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Winters were always hard. It was consistently too cold to go outside for long periods of time, the sun was always hidden behind the clouds and when it was up, for the entirety of the month of December, it was only in the sky over London for a grand total of thirty-seven hours. Work often started before the sun was up and only ended once it was, once again, out of the sky. For some people, this life of constant darkness didn’t stop outside. As the days wore on, it began to seep into the very souls of those who found themselves stuck in the rut known as life, and like so many others this time of year, Ben too found himself stuck deep in the muck of this rut.

The blonde actor sighed, running a hand over his face as he stepped out of the rehearsal hall, the bitterly cold English winter breeze hitting him, sending a shiver through him right to the bone. As much as he loved his job, he was grateful that this day was finally over. He wanted nothing more than to go home and lay in his bed, the duvet pulled over his head, and disappear to the world. That however was impractical, he was Ben Hardy after all. It didn’t matter what he did, as much as he hated it sometimes, the world was always watching him. He could be taking the tube home and do something as simple as sneeze and he’d read about it in the tabloids the next morning. For that reason alone, he barely went out anymore, and with the suffocating nature about that and the ever-imposing darkness of winter, Ben felt himself slipping deeper and deeper into his own pit of despair.

Upon walking through the front door of his flat, Ben was greeted by the happy yipping of his beloved beagle Frankie. She trotted up to the actor putting her paws on his knee as he crouched down, pushing herself up to lick at his face. Ben smiled softly, the love the beagle was sharing with him doing little to fill the ever-growing blackhole he felt in his heart. Frankie, of course, could sense this sadness being very in tune to her doggy dad’s needs and emotions, but even if she couldn’t fully give light to this darkness within him, she sure was going to give it her best shot. “Hey Frankster…” Ben cooed softly to the beagle. “How’re ya doin'…?” He sighed, gently scratching her behind the ears. “Is (Y/N) home yet…?” He asked her, Frankie yipping in response at the familiar name, running off down the hall a little ways before turning around to face her dad expectantly, silently begging him to follow her. “I’m going to take that as a yes then.” He smiled, quickly kicking off his shoes and hanging up his coat and scarf before walking after the beagle who patiently waited at the end of the hall.

Frankie barked happily before leading the actor to the kitchen where he saw her, her (H/L) (H/C) locks flowing elegantly down her back as she stood at the stove cooking their supper for that evening in one of his T-shirts and a pair of leggings. She hummed quietly to the music that played via the turntable from the speakers in the sitting room. She looked down, a soft, loving smile playing on her lips as the beagle ran beneath her feet, rubbing herself lovingly against her legs. “Hey Frankie, did you find daddy?” She asked the beagle sweetly, the dog yipping happily in response. “Good job, Hun.” She smiled turning around to face the blonde she had come to know and love as her fiancé. Her (e/c) irises twinkled in the dim kitchen light, smiling happily at the young actor, just as the smile on her lips did. “Hi.” A weak, emotionally and physically exhausted smile stretched across the actor’s face as he approached her, pulling her in tightly to his body as he buried his face in the crook of her neck. He took a deep shaky breath, breathing in her scent, taking a moment to memorise it as if it would be the last time he’d ever breath it in. She smiled softly, letting out a small breath herself as she reached up to soothingly run one hand over his upper back, the other running through his soft, golden curls, gently scratching at his scalp like she knew he liked. “Welcome home, love.”

Ben let out a long sigh, sinking further into her embrace. “Glad to be home…” He pulled back slightly, resting his forehead on hers, unafraid to show her the sadness that lurked within his celadon irises. “Glad to be with you…” He breathed, casting his glance downward.

(Y/N) pulled back ever so slightly, capturing the blonde’s chin between her pointer finger and thumb, placing a gentle kiss to his forehead before lifting his gaze back up to meet her own. The smile never faltered from her lips as she gently caressed his cheek. She knew how he could get at this time of year, and (Y/N) always knew the perfect remedy to put that smile she loved so much back on his face. “Why don’t you go take a hot shower and put on your comfies and when you’re ready, come back out to the sitting room…?” She smiled happily at him. Ben nodded slowly before slowly retreating from the kitchen into their shared bedroom and then the en-suite bathroom. He flicked on the light and turned on the water before he stripped off his jeans and jumper.

The actor climbed in the shower, letting the hot water cascade down over him as he leaned against the cool tile wall with a sigh, melting away his woes and sorrows of the dark, depressing, seemingly endless winter, and his miserable day at work. Another day, another disagreement with the director over his acting, another person trying to tell him he wasn’t good enough, that he was too fat, or that he wasn’t handsome enough to make it in this business. Ben, of course, knew this was a bunch of bollocks and that it was simply the haters trying to bring him down with them, but their words still felt like knives to the heart. They lingered, the words echoing through his mind in an endless loop reminding him of his imperfections and insecurities. Maybe to some extent they were right, maybe he didn’t belong in the acting business, maybe for the last ten years he had been wasting his life amounting to nothing more than a few lucky breaks and seemingly decent looks, with no real talent at all. Some part of him always thought that acting was his spark, his soul purpose for living, maybe he had been wrong.

The actor emerged from the shower some twenty minutes later. He dried himself off and wrapped a towel around his waist before padding his way out into the bedroom. Sitting neatly folded on the bed was his favourite navy hoodie, his black Led Zeppelin T-shirt, and a pair of adidas joggers. Ben felt his heart flutter ever so slightly at his fiancé doing this for him while he was in the shower. He pulled on the new clothes, taking a moment to breathe in the scent of his hoodie, it smelled like his (Y/N). He smiled softly; she had been wearing it earlier like she always was. With the hood pulled up over his head and slipping on the black slippers she had gotten him for Christmas, Ben slowly shuffled his way back out to the sitting room where (Y/N) sat, flipping through one of their many streaming services. Sensing his presence behind her, (Y/N) turned around to face Ben, the smile still ever present on her lips. “There, that’s better now isn’t it?” She smiled walking up to him, gently twirling a lock of his golden curls that stuck out from under the hood as she pulled him into another hug.

“I suppose…” He sighed into her embrace.

“Come on then.” She smiled, taking him by the hand before leading him over to the couch.

She gently pushed him to sit down before covering him with the navy weighted blanket he had gotten her for Christmas. “But (Y/N), this is yours…” He played with the fabric as she patted the cushion between her and Ben, Frankie taking this gesture as her signal to jump up onto the couch before nestling herself down on her dad’s lap.

“And right now, you need it more than I do, love.” She smiled, gently caressing his cheek. Frankie let out a whimper at the sight of this, making both the actor and his fiancé chuckle softly. “Alright Franks, you can have a scratch too.” She smiled leaning down to scratch the beagle behind the ears, planting a small kiss to the top of her head. Ben watched as she turned to the side table where she picked up a whiskey tumbler before turning back to him, handing him the glass. “An Old-Fashioned Whiskey on the rocks, just as you like it.” She smiled handing him the cold glass.

“Thanks…” He replied in a small voice as she turned back to the television set.

“And of course, Star Wars Episode IV, your favourite.” She pressed play the screen lighting up with the opening ‘A long time ago, in a galaxy far, far away…’ before the opening chord to the Star Wars theme blasted through the speakers. “I’m just going to finish making supper, I’ll bring it out here when it’s done, and then we can watch the film together. Sound good?” She asked with a smile. Ben nodded weakly, his fiancé’s smile only growing wider as she leaned in to place another kiss to his forehead. “Good, now you and Franks watch the film, I won’t be long.”

Ben turned his glance to the screen for a few moments after she left the room, absentmindedly stroking the head of his beagle as he took a sip of the drink (Y/N) had prepared for him. A small smile played on his lips as he looked down at the blanket, “You really thought of everything…”

Around twenty minutes later, (Y/N) was emerging from the kitchen carrying a plate of his favourite food, spaghetti carbonara. “There you are my love.” She handed him the plate and fork after he set down his half drank whiskey. “Come on Frankie, let’s go get your supper.” She motioned for the beagle to follow her. Frankie yipped happily before scurrying off after (Y/N). When his fiancé returned a few moments later, she was carrying a plate of her own food before she sat down next to her blonde actor. She looked down at his plate seeing he had left his untouched. “Oh love, you didn’t have to wait for me.”

“And you didn’t have to do all of this for me, yet you did.” He offered her a weak smile.

She smiled brightly at him, each one warming his heart a little more, rekindling the embers that were so desperate to be relit within him. “Well, I’m here now.” She giggled pointing to his food. “Eat up, a nice meal will do you good.” Once the actor was satisfied, his belly filled with the delightful meal she had made him. She set their plates in the kitchen, opting to do the washing up later before returning, leaning up against the armrest of the couch on the far side away from him before spreading her legs apart for him to sit between. “Come on, your turn to be little spoon tonight.” She smiled at him. “No objections.” She silenced him when he tried to, as he normally did, protest as he liked to be big spoon and hold her close like a teddy. He nodded before caving to her demand, sighing as he leaned against her chest. She pulled the weighted blanket further over his shoulders before pulling him close. Ben took a few deep breaths, taking in her scent and letting the sounds of her soft breathing and steady heartbeat calm him further. This was why Ben loved (Y/N) so deeply, she always knew what he needed to feel better and this was no exception. “So, you want to talk about it at all…?” She asked him about halfway through the film.

“Same thing it always is these days…” He sighed. “Another day, another day I feel like I’m wasting my time with this whole acting thing…”

“Oh, love, you don’t mean that. You’re just stuck on a little plateau at the moment.”

“Yeah, one I’ve been stuck on for almost a year now…” He sighed. “Just can’t seem to get the parts I want anymore...I don’t know maybe I’m just not cut out for this business…”

“Ben, you’ll get your chance when the time is right. It’ll come sooner than you think.”

“But when?”

“When you least expect it.”

Ben sighed softly to himself, he had a feeling she was going to say something like that. She always did. “Ever since I fell in love with the theatre when I was a teenager...I thought it was my life’s purpose to act, that it was my ‘soul purpose’ for being on this planet...but with each passing day, I feel as though maybe I missed my calling...maybe I should’ve done something else.”

“Do you love what you do?”

“Of course.”

“Then why should it matter as long as you’re happy? I’m no expert when it comes to matters of the soul, love, but what I do know is as long as you’re happy, as long as you are living life to the fullest, that’s all that should matter.” She smiled at him, soothingly running a hand through his hair. “The funny thing about life Ben, I don’t believe we’re born with a soul purpose. It’s something we’re told we need create, something we have to find for ourselves. Something to supposedly give our lives meaning.” She smiled, soothingly running her hands through his hair. “What we perceive to be our purpose grows and changes with us just as we do.”

“What do you mean by that?”

“Well take me for instance, I thought that my purpose in life was to be a (your dream job), and for a time that was true. It’s what I’m good at, and what I enjoy doing but that all changed about...two years ago now, the 7th of January I believe.”

Ben wracked his brain for a few moments trying to figure out the significance of that particular date before it dawned on him. Ben turned his gaze up to meet hers. “Isn’t that…?”

“The day we met.” She smiled down softly at the actor. “It was that day I realised that my true purpose in life wasn’t to be a (your dream job)...”

Ben furrowed his brow, sitting up ever so slightly, a sadness lurking within his gaze. He knew that she had given up a few opportunities over the two years they had been together in order to be with him, the last thing he needed to hear right now was how he might’ve ruined her life. “What was it then…?”

(Y/N) smiled at Ben, gently reaching out to caress his cheek. “My purpose in life changed when I met you Ben. When the universe brought you into my life, I realised...I was born to love you.” She smiled brightly at him. With each word she uttered, every movement, every gesture of love she showed him, Ben felt the blackhole in his chest close a bit more. “I was merely living before you...you gave my life meaning, you gave me something to live for, somewhere to come home to, someone to do better for.” She casted her glance downward for a moment before looking back up at the blonde actor, the smile never falling from her lips, just as bright as the morning sun. It shot through her into his dark soul, warming him to his very core, striking out the last little bit of darkness within him as with that one look, that one soliloquy alone, she relit the fire that he had thought had gone out weeks ago. “I live for you, Ben...I’m happiest when I’m with you, and no job, no material thing, no vast amount of wealth could ever change that. We could be homeless with nothing to our names but the clothes on our backs and I would still be the happiest woman alive because...I’d have you.”

Ben knew that he loved (Y/N) prior to this evening more than anything, he had asked her to marry him after all, but after this, she had only solidified her place in his heart. Truth be told, he never really thought of soul purposes like that. He had always figured there was a specific thing he was supposed to do, something he was supposed to accomplish with his life while he had it on this planet, and that having someone you love to share that life with was simply a bonus. Like (Y/N) had two years prior, in that moment, the young actor realised his true purpose in life. He smiled at her, a genuine smile, a bright smile, his first in weeks as he leaned in to place a tender loving kiss to her lips, the last of the darkness he felt within him falling victim to the light she had shared with him. He pulled back before resting his forehead on his. “Then we’re soulmates.” He spoke softly, love and affection dripping from his every word. “Because I live for you. You make me live. Every day you surprise me by showing me a new way to live, opening the door to life and its many possibilities…” He paused looking down. “More importantly, you make the darkness inside me go away...you’re like my personal ray of sunshine, and I will spend the rest of my life doing the best I can to be yours...because without you, my heart is a black void of nothing...you give me something, everything to live for, (Y/N), and I am all the better man because of you.” He smiled, reaching up to gently wipe away the tear from her cheek that had managed to escape as she returned the bright smile.

She leaned in, throwing her arms around his neck, pulling him in for another passionate kiss, a kiss with the fire power of a thousand and one suns, a kiss that shamed every other one that had ever been shared between any two people. She pulled back ever so slightly, her (E/C) irises connecting with those now happy, sparkling celadon eyes she loved so much. “I love you, Ben...with my very soul.”

“I love you too, (Y/N)...or should I say soulmate.” He smiled before leaning in for another kiss, so that he might feel the great joy he always felt from sharing life with her, from being with her. Sure, on his worst days, he might not be a good actor in his own mind, but when he went home to (Y/N) at night that would all change. The rest of the world didn’t matter to him as long as he had her. She was, after all, his soulmate.

[yournotsolocalcryptid]

I decided to do both! The other one has been posted here

Prompt list: 55 dialogue prompts

Prompt(s): 20. “Oh, Fuck”, 21. “Did you just moan?”, 52. “You love me and want to have my babies, I get it”

Pairing(s): Ben Hardy x afab!Reader

Warnings: friends to lovers-ish? (I tried) , it's not super fluffy or very long sorry, minor/implied smut, I'm still not confident I can write smut so it's kinda skipped over sorry about that too but its still 18+, ummm... I think that's it? oh, wait, poor writing, poor proofreading, poor editing.

Word count: 851

Y/N/N - your nick name

You and Ben had met and almost instantaneously became friends. The two of you just got each other. Tonight the two if you were having one of your patented sleepovers featuring take away, a movie (or a few), pajamas (comfort is a must), and whatever the alcohol of choice was that evening. This particular evening, the two of you had chosen pizza, the Godfather parts 1,2 & 3, he was in boxers and an old t-shirt while you were in comfy shorts and a tank top and you were drinking some Italian wine you’d had found while digging through his kitchen, which started the whole “Italian” theme of the night to begin with.

The two of you were sitting on the floor with your backs against his couch, the pizza was gone at this point along with most of the wine and you must’ve been an hour or so into the Godfather part 2, but neither of you could be sure as both you and ben were more focused on your conversation and shenanigans than on the movie.

You downed the last of the wine in your glass and reached over Ben for the wine bottle but you knew you couldn't reach it even before you even started reaching as it was a good distance from him on his other side. So you swung your leg over his lap and reached again.

“What are you doing?” he asked

“Reaching”

“For?”

“The wine” you said nonchalantly reaching further and Ben wondered tell if you weren’t aware your tits were in his face or if you just didn’t care.

“You could’ve just asked me you know” he said softly

“Yep”

then suddenly you started to tip. Both your eyes and Ben’s eyes widened momentarily before you both toppled over.

As you tumbled together, Bens hands flew to your waist and you planted your hands on the ground in attempts stop your heads from clunking together which was successful however, in your momentary panic and concern for both your heads you had forgotten how close your pelvis was to his and as you fell your crotch rubbed against his.

“Oh, Fuck”

You stilled and looked down at Ben “Did you just moan?”

His cheeks tinged a soft shade of pink “um... no?” he said unconvincingly

You moved your hips against him, effectively recreating the feeling and he moaned out another expletive. You bit back a grin and rolled your hips again and his grip on your waist tightened. Your name poured from his mouth in what was something between a growl and a moan, a warning and a beg. You grinned at the sound of it and dipped your head to cautiously capture his lips in yours, but he deepened it immediately, pulling you closer and letting his hands roam your body.

“Wait” Ben says detaching his mouth from yours and clearly struggling to resist plowing ahead “are you sure about this? Because I’ve been wanting this for so long but if you feel pressured or-” you cut him off with a finger to his lips

“I’ve wanted this for a long while too Ben” you assured him “so don’t hold back”

A good while later (turns out Ben’s no slouch in the sack) you were both breathless with your backs on the cool floor and a bit shocked that had just happened. Then, you started to giggle.

Ben looked at you fully confused “what’s so funny?” he asked which just caused you to laugh harder, your giggling was fully uncontrollable at this point.

“come on. Why are you laughing?” he sat up with his back against the couch and looked down at your naked giggling form and while he was probably the most confused in his entire life, his heart swelled at the sigh of you. “Y/N/N, I-” He started babbling about how he didn't understand what was so funny and how he’s liked you for so long and how he had a really really good time and would like to do it again but if you- and blah blah blah and so on and so forth, you weren’t fully listening but you got the gist. As he spoke you sat up, still laughing some, straddled his lap once again and interrupted him with a kiss.

When you pulled away he started speaking again “seriously, Love I-”

You rolled your eyes a little and said “You love me and want to have my babies, I get it” then you give him a quick kiss and said, “join me, Benjamin?” With that, you stood and walked to his bedroom and left the door ajar behind you as you climbed onto his bed.

From where he sat he could see just enough of his room to see you trail a hand up your leg but he couldn't see where it ended up but the soft breathy noise you made told him everything he needed to know. He stood quickly and strode to his bedside, swung the door shut behind him and before long your soft breathy noises of pleasure were replaced with much louder ones.

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Estábamos bromeando con un amigo @mcdonneeli sobre que tenemos muchos ships similares si no casi todos, pero que irónicamente ambos nos peleamos por el mismo pj a usar y por eso jamás podemos rolear las ships xDD entonces me puse hacer la lista a ver que dice mi compatriota desalmado.

Anime/Manga

Axis Power Hetalia

Alemania x Norte De Italia

Austria x Hungría [♥]

Dinamarca x Noruega

España x Sur De Italia

Prussia x Hungría

Prussia x Austria [♥]

Bleach

Ichigo Kurosaki x Uryuu Ishida [♥]

Ikkaku Madarame x Yumichika Ayasegawa

Kyouraku Shunsui x Ukitake Jyuushirou [♥]

Carole & Tuesday

Carole Stanley x Tuesday Simmons

Cyborg 009

Jet Link (002) x Albert Heinrich (004)

Digimon

Ishida Yamato x Yagami Taichi [♥]

Dragon Ball

Goku x Vegeta

Durarara!!

Celty Sturluson x Kishitani Shinra

Kadota Kyohei x Izaya Orihara

Fairy Tails

Levy McGarden x Gajeel Redfox

FullMetal Alchemist

Maes Hughes x Roy Mustang [♥]

Get Backers

Kakei Juubei & Fuuchouin Kazuki

Haikyuu!!

Ooikawa Tooru x Iwaizumi Hajime

Haru wo Daiteita

Kato Youji x Iwaki Kyosuke [♥]

Hunter x Hunter

Hisoka x Illumi Zoldyck

Leorio Paladiknight x Kurapika [♥]

Jojo's Bizarre Adventure

Joseph Joestar x Caesar Zeppeli

Jotaro Kujo x Noriaki Kakyoin [♥]

Mohammed Abdul x Jean Pierre Polnareff

Kuroko no Basket

Atsushi Murasakibara x Tatsuya Himuro

Kiyoshi Teppei x Makoto Hanamiya [♥]

Midorima Shintaro x Takao Kazunari [♥]

Naruto

Uzumaki Naruto x Uchiha Sasuke

Hatake Kakashi x Umino Iruka [♥]

Haruno Sakura x Yamanaka Ino

One Piece

Eustass Kid x Trafalgar D. Law

Roronoa Zoro x Vinsmoke Sanji

Saint Seiya

Manigoldo x Albafika [♥]

Hyoga x Shun

Sailor Moon

Kunzite x Zoisite

Michiru Kaiō x Haruka Tenou

Sakura Card Captor

Touya Kinomoto x Yukito Tsukishiro [♥]

Shingeki no Kyojin

Erwin Smith x Levi Rivaille

Marco Bott X Jean Kirstein

The Prince of Tennis

Inui Sadaharu x Kaidou Kaoru [♥]

Tiger & Bunny

Kotetsu Kaburagi x Barnaby Brooks Jr.

Uragiri wa Boku no Namae wo Shitteiru

Hotsuma Renjou x Shusei Usui [♥♥♥]

Cartoons

Adventure Time

Marceline Abadeer x Princess Bubblegum

Marshall Lee x Prince Gumball

Avatar: the Last Airbender

Jet x Zuko [♥]

Ed, Edd n Eddy

Kevin x Edd (Doble D)

Generador Rex

Rex Salazar x Noah Nixon [♥]

Happy Tree Friends

Lumpy x Russell

Shifty x Lifty

Splendid x Flippy

Scooby-Doo

Daphne Blake x Velma Dinkley

The Dragon Prince

Rey Harrow x Viren

The Legend of Korra

Korra x Asami Sato

Iroh II x Bolin

Voltron

Takashi "Shiro" Shirogane x Adam [♥]

Xiaolin Showdown

Chase Young x Jack Spicer

Series

9-1-1

Edmundo "Eddie" Diaz x Evan "Buck" Buckley [♥]

Buffy the Vampire Slayer

Angel (Angelus) x Spike (William) [♥]

Willow Rosenberg x Tara Maclay

Carmilla

Carmilla Karnstein x Laura Hollis

Class

Matteusz Andrzejewski x Charlie Smith

Common Law

Travis Marks x Wes Mitchell [♥]

Cobra Kai

Daniel LaRusso x Johnny Lawrence

Deadwind (Karppi)

Sofia Karppi x Sakari Nurmi

Downton Abbey

Tom Branson x Thomas Barrow

Richard Ellis x Thomas Barrow

Eyewitness

Lukas Waldenbeck x Philip Shea

Grey's Anatomy

Mark Sloan x Derek Shepherd

Hannibal

Hannibal Lecter x Will Graham

Hawaii Five-0

Danny Williams x Steve McGarret [♥]

Hemlock Grove

Peter Rumancek x Roman Godfrey [♥]

How to Get Away with Murder

Oliver Hampton x Connor Walsh

Iron Fist

Danny Rand x Ward Meachum [♥♥]

Julie and the Phantoms

Alex x Willie

Las chicas del cable

Francisco Gómez x Carlos Cifuentes [♥]

LazyTown

Sportacus x Robbie Rotten

London Spy

Alex x Danny

Merlin

Arhur Pendragone x Merlin

Once Upon a Time

Regina Mills x Emma Swan

Regina Mills x Robin Hood

Shadow and Bone

Aleksander / The Darkling x Kaz Brekker

Jasper Fahey x Kaz Brekker

Star Trek

James T. Kirk x Spock

Leonard MCCoy x Spock

Malcolm Reed x Charles "Trip" Tucker III

Stranger Things

Billy Hargrove x Steve Harrington

Teen Wolf

Derek Hale x Stiles Stilinski

The Alienist

Laszlo Kreizler x John Moore

The Boys

Billy Butcher x Homelander (John)

The Irregulars

Billy x Leopold

Sherlock Holmes x John Watson

The Order

Hamish Duke x Randall Carpio

The Umbrella Academy

Diego Hargreeves x Klaus Hargreeves

The Walking Dead

Daryl Dixon x Rick Grimes

The Witcher

Geralt de Rivia x Jaskier

Torchwood

Jack Harkness x Ianto Jones [♥]

Travelers

Trevor Holden x Philip Pearson

Vampire Diaries

Alaric Saltzman x Damon Salvatore

Warehouse 13

Helena G. Wells x Myka Bering

Películas

Cloud Atlas

Rufus Sixsmith x Robert Frobisher

Sonmi-451 x Hae-Joo Chang

Inception

Eames x Robert Fischer

Dom Cobb x Robert Fischer

IT

Richie Tozier x Eddie Kaspbrak

James Bond

James Bond x Q [♥]

Rise of the Guardians

Sandman x Pitch Black

Star Wars

Baze Malbus x Chirrut Îmwe

Poe Dameron x Armitage Hux​ [♥]

The Old Guard

'Joe' Yusuf Al-Kaysani x 'Nicky' Nicolo di Genova

The Road to El Dorado

Tulio x Miguel

U.N.C.L.E.

Napoleon Solo x Illya Kuryakin

Libros

Harry Potter

Albus Dumbledore x Gellert Grindelwald [♥]

Harry Potter x Draco Malfoy

Blaise Zabini x Theodore Nott [♥]

Pansy Parkinson x Daphne Greengrass [♥]

James Potter x Severus Snape [♥]

Sirius Black x Remus Lupin

Shadowhunters

Magnus Bane x Alexander G. Lightwood

The Raven Cycle

Ronan Lynch x Adam Parrish

Richard Gansey III x Blue Sargent

Comics

DC Comics

Apollo x Midnighter

Clark Kent x Bruce Wayne [♥]

Diana Prince x Steve Trevor

Garfield Logan x Rachel Roth

Hal Jordan x Barry Allen

Pamela Isley x Harleen Quinzel

Jason Todd x Dick Grayson [♥]

Maggie Sawyer x Kate Kane

Roy Harper x Dick Grayson

Cassandra Cain x Stephanie Brown

Hernan Guerra x Kirk Langstrom

Michael Jon Carter x Ted Kord

Marvel

America Chavez x Kate Bishop

Azazel x Janos Quested

Gambit x Rogue

Erik Lehnsherr & Charles Xavier

Logan x Scott Summers [♥]

Natasha Romanoff x Bruce Banner

Shatterstar x Julio Richter (Rictor) [♥]

Steve Rogers x James B. Barnes [♥]

Theodore Altman x William Kaplan

Tony Stark x Loki Laufeyson [♥]

Vision x Wanda Maximoff

Wade Wilson x Peter Parker

Videojuegos

Assassin's Creed

Altaïr Ibn-La'Ahad x Malik Al-Sayf [♥]

Ezio Auditore da Firenze x Leonardo Da Vinci

Bayonetta

Bayonetta x Jeanne

Detroit: Become Human

Captain Allen x Gavin Reed

Connor, RK800 x Gavin Reed [♥]

Elijah Kamski x Gavin Reed

Elijah Kamski x Leo Manfred [♥]

Kara, AX400 x Luther, TR400 [♥]

Markus, RK200 x Simon, PL600 [♥]

Nines, RK900 x Gavin Reed

North, WR400 x Chloe, ST200

Ralph, WR600 x Jerry, EM400

Simon, PL600 x Gavin Reed

Devil May Cry

Dante x Vergil [♥]

Nero x V

Final Fantasy VII

Cid Highwind x Vincent Valentine

Final Fantasy XII

Basch fon Ronsenburg x Balthier [♥♥♥]

Kingdom Hearts

Saïx x Axel

Metal Gear

Solidus Snake x Raiden

Overwatch

Gabriel Reyes x Jack Morrison

Resident Evil

Chris Redfield x Leon S. Kennedy [♥♥♥]

Claire Redfield x Moira Burton

Jake Muller x Leon S. Kennedy

Jill Valentine x Chris Redfield

Jill Valentine x Carlos Oliveira [♥♥]

Jill Valentine x Claire Redfield

Rebecca Chambers x Billy Coen

The Evil Within

Sebastian Castellano x Joseph Oda

Podcast

Welcome to Night Vale

Carlos x Cecil Palmer

Crossovers

Samurai Jack/Johnny Bravo

Johnny Bravo x Samurai Jack

Canon x Oc

Deadwind (Karppi)

OMC x Sakari Nurmi

Downton Abbey

OMC x Thomas Barrow

Locke & Key

Tyler Locke x OMC

OMC x Duncan Locke

Lost in Space

OMC x Don West

Pokemon

OMC x x James

The Dragon Prince

Soren x OMC

The Irregulars

OMC x John Watson

The Lord of the Rings

OMC x Legolas

Political Animals

OMC x Thomas James "T.J." Hammond

Resident Evil

Jake Muller x OMC

Star Trek

OMC x Julian Bashir

Warehouse 13

OMC x Steve Jinks

Wizards: Tales of Arcadia

OMC x Hisirdoux "Douxie" Casperan

Duplas de Actores

Aaron Paul x Hugh Dancy

Bradley James x Colin Morgan

Chris Evans x Sebastian Stan

Daniel Craig x Ben Whishaw

Daniel Sunjata x Aaron Tveit

Dominic Purcell x Wentworth Miller

Edward Holcroft x Ben Whishaw

Gabriella Pession x Richard Flood

Gabriel Macht x Patrick J. Adams

Hanno Koffler x Max Riemelt

Jamie Dornan x Cillian Murphy

Jensen Ackles x Jared Padalecki

Landon Liboiron x Bill Skarsgård

Mads Mikkelsen x Hugh Dancy

Matt Davis x Ian Somerhalder

Michael Fassbender x James McAvoy

Rami Malek x Martin Wallström

Scott Caan x Alex O'Loughlin

Shemar Moore x Matthew Gray Gubler

Tom Hardy x Cillian Murphy

[assembledherethevolunteers]

Day 17- A Walk In The Snow

A/N: Prompt #17 for @acdeaky ‘s writing challenge! This is inspired by a video a friend of mine posted on Facebook.  

Pairing: Ben Hardy x Female!Reader

Summary: Frankie needs to be taken out and you and Ben decide to take her out in the snow for the first time.

Warnings: Fluff

Taglist: @queenlover05 @theblossomknows

 You woke up to a cold nose pressed to your cheek. Then incessant sniffing, confirming your suspicion. You grinned and were eye to eye with big, brown, puppy eyes.

“Well, good morning, Miss Frankie.”

Frankie gave a small bark.

You sat up and saw that the other side of the bed was empty. “Where’s Dad?”

Frankie tilted her head at you.

“Well, let’s go find him,” you threw the blankets off you and got out of bed. Frankie followed you out into the flat.

You heard a loud ‘BANG’ coming from the kitchen. You ran into the kitchen to see Ben, empty handed, grimacing with an empty bowl on the floor.

“Did I wake you?”

“No, our daughter did.” You bent down and picked up Frankie.

Ben stepped over and rubbed her ears. Frankie leaned into his touch and your heart melted a bit.

“Did you wake Mummy up? Huh? Did you? You’re such a good girl,” Ben cooed at her with a baby voice.

“Has she been o-u-t yet?”

“Actually, I wanted to show you something,” Ben took your hand and led you to the window. You looked out to see a blanket of snow on the ground. Most of it was untouched, which meant it must have fallen recently.

“So,” you looked at Frankie’s face. She tried to lick you and you made smooches at her. “Are we going to take her o-u-t in that?”

Ben smiled at you. “I thought it might be fun. She’s never been in it before.”

Twenty minutes later, you were hooking Frankie into her harness.

“How do you think she’ll react?” You asked, rubbing her ears.

“Oh, she’ll love it.”

The three of you made your way down the stairs, you being pulled by the overexcited dog.

“Calm down, Frank,” you laughed as she tugged on her leash towards the door.

Ben grabbed your free hand while the three of you walked out. And now Frankie froze. You could tell that she was confused.

“What do you think, love?”

“Are you talking to me or her?” You looked to Ben and then felt a tug at the leash.”Whoa!”

Frankie started to try and jump into the small piles of snow. She then seemingly pushed the snow as you walked through it. She yelped at you and Ben, almost as if asking if the two of you were seeing it too.

“Having fun?”

Frankie barked in response and then tried to keep the two of you moving.

You walked around the block, like you normally did, but Frankie seemed to be having the time of her life. She even rolled around in it, some of it sticking to her.

“You’re going to have to give her a bath,” you told Ben when you were almost home.

“I would never have agreed to this if that was part of the deal,” Ben pretended to be offended.

You bumped into Ben’s shoulder.

“Fine,” Ben took and then kissed your hand. “Anything to keep my girls happy.”

[angrylizardjacket]

heard your name in every love song {Ben Hardy}

Summary: When you’re twelve and you have a crush on your babysitter, your parents think it’s puppy love, think it’s cute, and you’ll forget about it soon enough. When you’re fifteen, and your former babysitter’s on TV in one of the UK’s most successful soap operas, and is still decidedly hot, all you can remember is the advice he’d given you, and how he’d let you win when playing videogames. When you’re nineteen and you score a supporting role in an X-Men film, the last thing you’d expected was to be acting opposite your former babysitter, and - as it turns out - romancing his character; he’s still decidedly handsome, and you’re definitely not a little kid anymore. He doesn’t even recognize you, and you know what? You’re glad.

[ F I C   P L A Y L I S T ]  &  [ in-universe character playist ]

when he was looking out for me (i would pretend he was my summer fling)

but that was many years ago, how would you see me now i’ve grown up (given up my video games)

i’ve got a new life (you would hardly recognise me)

i think i’ve got too many memories getting in the way of me

we can be heroes, just for one day

if you were church i’d get on my knees

even when the sun goes down

don’t follow me, you’ll end up in my arms

when everything feels like the movies, you bleed just to know you’re alive

like i can pretend that i don’t wanna end, i’m afraid (and dangerous)

i picture it soft and i ache

all i ever wanted was a life in your shape

too much time to spend alone

say what you want me to say

when you want me, give me a sign

be still my foolish heart, don’t ruin this for me

let’s stop running from love

hold the line, love isn’t always on time

EPILOGUE: i love everybody because i love you

Extras: 

in-depth thoughts about Y/N’s X-Men Character

moodboard for merissa, jamie, and andrew

Completed | Yes [X] or No [  ]

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Ben Hardy x Reader Headcannons, LONG.

This was originally titled “Ben x American!Reader” but idk how I feel about that, America’s lame. So, if you’re not an American, sorry, there are still some references to that, but otherwise it’s pretty generalized. Sorry! Nobody asked for this butttttt

- You probably met through Joe during Bohemian Rhapsody - When Joe met Ben, he just knew you two would get along - So he called you and insisted you visit him in London - “What?? Why??” - “There’s someone here I need you to meet” - He flew you out a week later, when they were doing the farm/Love of My Life/Bohemian Rhapsody scenes - He was so excited to see you, he rushed off the set to pick you up and twirl you around in a hug - “Y/N! You’re here!” - “Of course I’m here, I wouldn’t miss an opportunity to see Europe with you old friend!” - You catch Ben’s eye immediately - Joe introduces you to the rest of the cast, saving him for last - When you’re finally formally introduced, he can’t take his eyes off you - He’s in his wig and the blue button up, which is surprisingly silky - You find this out when you greet him with a hug, it’s warm and inviting - He smells lightly of cigarettes, but also of cologne - When you pull back, his arm lingers on your shoulder, a shy smile on his face - You come to the set everyday with Joe, for “encouragement” - But it’s really just so you can keep his chair warm (but it’s ineffective because the UK do be cold) - Ben notices this as the shooting goes on, and starts bringing an extra hoodie or jacket everyday, even when they move locations - He smiles when he sees your face light up - “You brought this, for me?” - “I saw you shivering yesterday, and since Joe is making you sit here all day, I thought I might as well try to make you less miserable.” - “Aw, thank you!” - He likes when you give it back to him at the end of the day, because by then it smells like you - You take turns bringing each other tea/coffee/hot chocolate (although it’s mostly you bringing it) - The rest of the BoRhap Boys make fun of you two alllll the time -Lucy’s kind of your closest confidante - One day towards the end of shooting, you run into her trailer where she’s packing up her bags - You’re wearing one of Ben’s navy blue hoodies - It’s way too big for you, but you’re so warm and toasty you don’t even care - “Lucy!” - “What?! Is something wrong?”

- You’re giggling like a fiend - “I need you to hide me” - “What?” - “I stole something from Joe and now he’s after me” - “What did you take?” - She’s asking you questions but she’s already moving things around so you can hide behind the small couch in the trailer - It doesn’t take long for Joe to come pounding on the door - “I know she’s in there! Let me in!” - “Whom? I don’t know who you’re talking about.” - “Y/N!!!” - Eventually he makes it into the trailer, immediately moving things around trying to find you - You’re trying super hard not to giggle - Ben sees Lucy standing in the doorway of the trailer and hears Joe’s yelling - “What’s going on?” He asks as he walks up to her - “Joe’s mad at Y/N because she took his picture of him and you from his make up station.” - Ben smirks and walks into the trailer, watching Joe tickle you while you’re squealing on the couch - “Give it back!” - “But... ah!... but you both look so cute in it! Please!” - “No! Get your own cute picture with Ben!” - Ben starts cracking up, approaching you two - Joe looks up at him, knowing about both of you and your feelings for each other - “We can take a cute picture if you want, Y/N” - You calm down your breathing, sit up, sigh, and reach into the pocket of the hoodie - “Fine, here” You say, feigning defeat - Joe takes it and victoriously kisses it, patting Ben’s shoulder - “I’m gonna get that fucking picture...” You mutter - And you do, eventually - You get many, many cute pictures and polaroids - At the wrap party after the last day of shooting, Ben asks if you’ll be going back to America soon - You tell him that you don’t have a return flight set up yet, but that you’ll probably have to go sometime soon - He asks you on a few dates, and it goes really well - But unfortunately you have to go back home - It’s a sad goodbye, but Ben insists that he’s going to call you everyday - And he does - Once a month he sends you a bouquet of your favorite flowers, always around the time of your period - He leaves little notes/cards with them, usually along the lines of        a. “Hello love, hope you’re doing alright this week, I know it’s not the best.”        b. “I’m thinking of you! Stay warm, let me know if you want another sweater.” - Among other cute things.  - When award show season comes around, he doesn’t even pretend to get a hotel room - “So, is your apartment ready for me?” - “It’s been ready for you! For months!” - The only downside is that he wasn’t able to bring Frankie - You guys rock the red carpet together - He can’t keep his hands off you, constant compliments - He’s v protective of you, holding/covering your drink when you go to the bathroom - You know that video of him and Joe at the 7/11??? - Yeah, you’re sitting in the car with Lucy, Rami, and Gwilym waiting for Ben to bring you out a fresh cup of coffee - “You two took forever. You’re not allowed to go on food runs anymore!” - The entire cast and you probably get drunk off your asses at Rami’s house, the ultimate after party. - You probably wake up in a spare bedroom in his button down - He’s next to you, breathing softly - His hair’s a mess and yours is too (not like a, “we fucked last night” but more of a, “we did some dumb shit last night”) - You get up before him and bring him a cup of coffee with just the right amount of cream - When you go downstairs, you see the rest of the cast, sprawled out on couches, making you smile - Everyone complains about the noise, but they quiet down when you distribute cups of coffee and aspirin. - Joe doesn’t even open his eyes when you set his down on the coffee table in front of him, he just says, “thank you Mom” - Once you get back to the room Ben and you shared last night he’s stirring - “Oh, there you are, beautiful” - You softly tell him to shut up and hand him his coffee - You run a hand through his hair when he groans about the sunlight coming through the blinds - He kisses your knuckles after a few sips and complains about his pounding head - Eventually you say goodbye to everyone and catch an uber back to your apartment - He falls asleep on your shoulder on the way back - He leaves a few days later to start shooting for Six Underground - It’s a sad goodbye (again) but you get through it - He does his best to call you when possible, and even introduces you to Ryan Reynolds, who makes fun of how he talks about you all the time - He flies you out to Italy, where you scold him the entire time and tell him to be careful during all of his stunts - “Stop it! sLOW DOWN!” - “Babe I gotta do it for the shot, let me practice before we film” - “Be careful though!” - He’s an utter dork about it and winks at you while he’s practicing - He even winks at you and sticks his tongue out during one of the shots, which makes the editors in post roll their eyes months later when they’re going through the footage - Somehow you wind up rolling your ankle ??? - You’re sight-seeing with him and you’re walking down some steps and ?? - He catches you and pouts when you insist that you’re fine while also hissing in pain when you walk on it - So he carries you back to his hotel and makes you lay down on the bed - You huff and complain but he kisses your forehead and you watch Netflix with him the rest of the day - He takes good care of you, propping it up on a pillow while wrapping you in blankets - He doesn’t even roll his eyes or smirk that much when you complain about the ice being too cold on your foot - You order his favorite (spaghetti carbonara) and you make him watch The Office, the American version - “No! I hate this! The British version came out first, that’s the original!” - “Yeah but this one is better, also, I’m INJURED” - He chuckles and boops your nose and says, “you’re lucky I love you so much” - And that’s the first time he tells you he loves you !!! - You stop mid noodle slurp with wide eyes and turn to him - You blink a couple times, swallow, and tell him you love him too - He smiles and puts an arm around you - A few months after you go back home, you get a call from your boss - They ask you if you’d like to work from home - You mull it over, then ask them if working from home could be done from another country - ... or continent.... - They tell you yes, and you call Ben nearly immediately - “Heyyy baby, remember how you told me you loved me and would support me no matter what?” - “Of course darling, what’s up?” - “How would you feel if I... maybe... moved to London...?” - He doesn’t even answer the question - His voice gets super high and he flips out - “Oh my god, really?!” - “Do you want to stay with me? I promise, my flat’s clean” - “Babe, Frankie misses you so much, when will you be here?” - You chuckle and thank your bosses for the opportunity - Your family isn’t in love with this decision, but they support you - And they like/trust Ben enough to be okay with this - Two months later you’re in London, luggage in hand - You’re looking around the airport, kinda freaked out - He finds you in baggage claim, taking you into a bigggg hug - He won’t stop kissing you !! - “You’re *kisses* so *kisses* beautiful!”  - “Ugh babe stop I just got off a plane, I know I look like crap” - “No. You’re absolutely radiant.” - He helps you with your bags and takes them out to his car - The entire times he’s holding your hand and telling you how excited he is - Your first night there he insists on taking you to his favorite takeout restaurant - It becomes a weekly tradition; takeout every tuesday - Months go by and the pandemic hits - Luckily his shooting for Pixie is done by then - But he’s still bored and on edge - You guys watch the news, but after a while it just becomes too depressing - You sleep in a LOT together - normally he’s not a morning person anyways, but any semblance of a schedule is now gone - One time you see an ad on the tele about animals more in need - Frankie’s sitting on your lap and you’re rubbing her ears - “Do you want a friend, Frank?” - She just looks up at you with big eyes - “We should get a cat.” You announce - “A cat? Are you crazy?” - “I dunno, I kind of want a cat.” - He just sort of nods slowly, averting his eyes back to the tv - A couple days later when you come back from the store you can’t find him - “Hon? Where’d you go?” - You hear some shuffling and moving around coming from your shared bedroom - “Shh shh no, hush, don’t chew on that, your mum will be so mad if you ruin her lamp” - “Ben?” - “Y/N! Hi love, come in, come in!” - You open the door and you see him sitting on the floor with a little black and white kitten on the floor in front of him - You squeal and drop to your knees - The kitten immediately takes to you, purring while you pet it - “What should we name her?” - It takes the two of you a couple of hours to figure out a name - But you settle on Mariposa, because it almost looks like she’s got butterfly wings on her back - Mariposa and Frankie actually get along really well !! - At first they were afraid of each other, but after having them both for two weeks Mariposa is more than comfortable cuddling with Frankie on one of her doggy beds - Ben complains every now and then about “all the estrogen” in his flat, but you just throw a pillow at him - “You chose Mari! And Frankie! AND ME!”  - Speaking of throwing pillows - That’s kind of your thing when there’s not any hot tea or coffee around - When one of you says something inherently stupid,  - BOOM - Pillow’s thrown at the other - Sometimes this leads to pillow and tickle fights (which somehow he always wins) - And yeah, that’s kind of the only two kinds of fights you guys have - Sometimes there are definitely cultural differences or perspectives, but you usually are able to contain those disputes enough to where no one’s voice is raised and there isn’t any lingering animosity - Ben is aware that you two are different people from different upbringings, and is mature enough to realize that you won’t agree on everything - BUT that is a great way to push each of you out of your comfort zones - Your relationship is by no means perfect - Especially in the beginning when it was rare for you to see each other when you weren’t on Face Time. - There were ups and downs and very hard times of just... missing him -  But through that entire journey, you never felt as if you weren’t meant to be - You knew that Ben was a hot commodity and as a growing actor he would be getting a lot of attention for how talented and attractive he is - And he knows you get a little worried/insecure/jealous sometimes, so he goes out of his way to show a little bit of extra PDA towards you when he feels it’s appropriate - All in all, he just wants you to know that he thinks you’re the real star of the relationship - His star, anyways - And while he’s done his best to take it slow, holding off on saying “I love you” too soon because he wanted it to mean a lot - He’s got something in the works - A little velvet box that he puts in every pair of pants, because you never know when the right moment arrives - He’s so nervous, too - There have been so so so so many times during quarantine that he’s wanted to just pop the question - But he knows he’s got to have just a little bit of patience - Then, one day, it comes - You’re nauseous as you look at the two parallel lines on the test - You’re freaking out, you have no idea what to do - If Ben even wants kids - If you even want to keep it - You slide down against the bathroom wall, feeling v clammy - After ten minutes, Ben knocks on the door - “Love? You alright?” - “I-um, yeah, one second!” - You stand up, hands trembling and open the door - He’s standing there, a worried look on his face - “What’s wrong, sweetheart?” - You hand him the test - “Sorry, it’s kind of unsanitary.” - This gets a chuckle out of him - It’s hard to read his expression, but you can see he’s trying to hide a smile - “Hold on, stay right there princess” - He disappears into your bedroom and you’re just standing in the doorway like ??? what is he up to ??? - A moment later he comes back and gets on one knee and you’re just... flabbergasted - It takes you a second to comprehend what just happened, but you say yes (duh) - He’s so excited - He kisses your forehead and then your tummy - He insists, and nearly begs to go with you to every OB/GYN appointment - You let him drive you there, and even in the earliest stages of the pregnancy, he’s got an arm on your womb the wholeeee time - At first you told the doctor you didn’t want to know the gender - But then she told you that you’d be having twins - TWINS - So you were like, “fine okay just tell us” - Ben looks like he’s about to faint when the doctor tells you they’re girls - On the car ride back he’s joking the whole time - “Oh my god the amount of ESTROGEN I’ll be dealing with is ASTRONOMICAL”  - The two of you have no idea what to name them - You ask Lucy and Rami, who are trying to conceive - The entire BoRhap cast is sending you suggestions alllllll the time, at any hour of the day - Joe wants you to name them Josefina and Frances since he’s the one who brought you two together - But you’re also planning a wedding simultaneously - You decide it’s going to be a very, very small and soon ceremony - The only people there are your very closest friends and family - Tbh the most expensive element was probably your dress - You get married two months after your engagement - And go through a very rigorous pregnancy - The twins are born with slight complications, which makes Ben worry about you the whole time - You end up naming them Ilsa and Delia, both beautiful and healthy - They for sure have Ben’s green eyes and your hair - And yeah - Life isn’t perfect, but it’s pretty damn close - Ben loves you and all his girls - Because you’re his girls - He’s a good and compassionate father, and his parents love to babysit for you - And if there’s such thing as a happily ever after, - This is it.

[21st-centuryliability]

What Would You Do If I Told You I Love You? (Ben Hardy x Reader) - Part Six (1/2)

A/N: Sorry this took so long 😬

Warnings: None really, a little teasing and making out but that’s all ...oh there’s a lot of needy Ben 😏

Summary: Basically Ben dating a fan :P

It didn’t take long after your trip away for you to be moved into Ben’s place. In fact Ben was eager to start moving your stuff in on the way home from the cabin but you managed to talk him down.

“That’s it!” Ben grinned “You’re officially moved in!”

“Woo!” You cheered as Ben’s arms snuck around you from behind, pulling your body in against his. 

“Now you can never leave me again” Ben chuckled as he kissed the top of your head gently swaying you in his arms. 

“I mean you did put a ring on it” You smiled as you played with the ring on your finger. 

“That’s because I liked it” Ben held you tighter as you both laughed at the poor Beyoncé joke you had both made. 

While you might have seemed happy and laughing on the outside you were almost opposite inside. Ben only thought to tell you that Joe had flown over to visit the night before you were then going out for a meal, not just Ben and Joe but Gwilym too. It’s not like they were complete strangers to you, you had often joined Ben when they had their weekly Skype catch up but actually meeting them in person seemed daunting.

“Are you sure they’re alright with me coming along?” You asked Ben for the 100th time. 

“How many more times are you gonna ask me that?” Ben smiled as he fathed around to make sure everything was tidy “They can’t wait to meet you” 

“As long as you’re sure, I don’t have to go if you don’t want me too, if you just want it to be you and the boys” You rambled earning a quiet chuckle from Ben before being enveloped in a hard to escape bear hug. 

“I want you beside me” Ben looked down at you with a sweet smile “you’re my fiancée remember” 

“Hmm still not used to hearing that” You replied with a giggle, standing on your tiptoes to place a gentle kiss to Ben’s lips. 

“Well it won’t be long before I’ll be calling you my wife” Ben smiled as you buried your face in his shoulder.

“I suppose I better let you go pick up Joe” You looked up a Ben with a pout, not wanting to let go of him. 

“Me aaaand ......Mrs Jones!” Ben started to sing as he swayed you in his arms “We got a thing going on”

“Hey we’re not married yet!” You looked up at him “and you do know what that song is about right?”

“Ah we will be and yes I do know” Ben gave you one last kiss as he pulled away “I better go get Joe ...I won’t be long”

As Ben darted out the door you took yourself to the bedroom to get ready ...or as ready as you could be. Trying to piece together an outfit and almost wanting to give up. Just as you finally came to a decision Ben arrived home with Joe. You were hesitant to leave the bedroom, worried that you’d see Joe and freak out or that Ben would suddenly start acting differently around him. 

“We’re back my love” Ben called out as you plucked up the courage to find him. 

“Honey we’re home” You heard Joe tease. 

“Oi shut it” Ben bit back as you made yourself known “There you are!”

“I was getting ready” You spoke quietly “Hey Joe”

“Hey it’s nice to finally meet you in person” Joe stepped forward to bring you into a hug completely catching you off guard. 

“You too” You replied awkwardly as you pulled away almost itching to be beside Ben. 

“Right now you two have introduced yourselves I’m gonna quickly change before we go again” Ben smiled before darting off the bedroom. 

After a minute or two of awkward silence as both you and Joe sat on the sofa waiting you decided to check on Ben. 

“Hey I’ll be out in a minute, what’s up?” Ben smiled as he straightened out his t-shirt. 

“Nothing I’m fine” You tried to hide with a smile but at this point you couldn’t hide anything from him.

“I know you’re not, what’s going on?” Ben asked again reaching for his jacket on the bed. 

“I don’t know, I guess I’m a little nervous” You shrugged as Ben took your hands in his to pull you closer. 

“Really? You know the boys?” Ben was trying his best to soothe you and calm you down, bringing your hand up to his lips to kiss it. 

“Meeting them in real life is a little different to talking to them over Skype Ben” You reminded.

“I get that, it’ll be alright though” Ben hands travelled to your hips, tugging at them to meet his. 

“Yeah I guess” You sighed with a smile “I just feel a little out of place that’s all”

“What do you mean?” Ben replied brushing the loose strands of hair from your eyes. 

“Well you three are well known celebrities and I’m ...well I’m just me” You looked down to avoid eye contact with Ben. 

“That doesn’t mean you’re not as important ...in fact you’re more important” Ben smiled sweetly, his finger gently lifting your chin to allow your eyes to meet his “I love you no matter what alright?”

“I love you too” You replied as you leant in for one last hug “Do I look ok?”

“Babe you could be wearing a bin bag and I’d still think you’re beautiful, please stop worrying” Ben chuckled as he placed a kiss on the top of your head. 

After the pep talk from Ben you finally went back out to Joe who had been sat on the sofa waiting silently for the two of you to return. 

“I was starting to think you’d never come out of there” Joe teased as you walked out with Ben closely behind. 

“Shall we get going then?” Ben smiled as you all made your way out, letting Joe walk ahead so he could check in with you, holding your hand tightly in his “If you need to take a minute just let me know”

“I’m sure I’ll be fine but thank you” You smiled up at him leaning against his arm.

As you walked up to the restaurant you came face to face with the final member of the party and god he was taller than you thought. After the boys had their little reunion you were finally introduced to Gwil. 

“Y/N, Gwil ...Gwil, Y/N!” Ben quickly introduced you. 

“It’s nice to finally meet you ...and know that Ben’s fiancée actually exists” Gwil wound up Ben making you laugh. 

“Oi careful!” Ben chuckled, his hand glued to the bottom of your back. 

“Surprised he got that far” You decided to join in much to Ben’s surprise.

“Hey you’re supposed to be on my side” You felt Ben’s fingertips squeeze your side. 

“Y/N is a keeper Ben!” Gwil grinned.

“Why do you think I asked her to marry me?” Ben chuckled as you smiled, maybe this won’t be as awkward as you thought after all. 

“Are we going in then or not?” Joe asked clearly more focused on the rumbling in his stomach than the conversation that was going on. 

Upon entering the restaurant the four of you were guided to a booth, slightly away from the rest of the restaurant. 

“You first my love!” Ben let you sit down first before sitting down next to you, his arm resting gently at the bottom of your back like before as he glanced over the menu. 

After ordering more drinks, starters were finished and main courses were arriving the boys jumped straight into asking questions. 

“So how did you two meet? If you don’t mind me asking?” Gwil asked curiously as he cut up the food on his plate.

“Well we...” You started explaining as Ben cut in. 

“She saw me naked!” Ben smirked as your hands instantly came up to cover your face.

“Ben!” You nudged him.

“Erm...” Joe replied with a mouthful of food.

“I’m sorry what?” Gwil smiled as Ben chuckled. 

“We met at a coffee shop” You tried to hide your embarrassment but Ben was making it difficult “but the naked thing is true”

“We’re gonna need a little more than that” Gwil laughed.

“Seen as Ben brought it up I think Ben should explain” You turned to look at Ben  trying to eat his food and starting to regret his decision to bring up the incident.

“Ah fine, she saw me in The Judas Kiss ...where I was naked” Ben refused to make eye contact with the boys.

“See that makes more sense” Gwil chuckled.

“Yeah for a second I thought you were gonna tell us you were naked in the coffee shop” Joe replied almost making you choke on your drink with his response. 

“Trust you to come up with something like that Joe” Ben shook his head as you tried to clear your throat “Are you ok?”

“Yeah, Joe caught me off guard that’s all” You replied with one last cough. 

“Well I’m glad you wasn’t” Joe laughed as you finished up the last of your food.

“So when’s the wedding?” Gwil teased earning a grumble from Ben. 

“We’ve only just got engaged” You smiled, your hand on Ben’s thigh under the table, drawing patterns with your fingertips. 

“Yeah give them time” Joe gave Ben a smirk “I’m gonna be your best man though right?” 

“Jesus Christ” Ben chuckled his arm behind you on the back of the seat  “Can we talk about something else?”

“Yeah we haven’t really started thinking about that yet” You smiled at Ben as you spoke “We just want to enjoy being engaged for a little while first”

“Sure do my love” Ben smiled sweetly, his arm dropping down from the back of the seat to your waist, his fingertips moving softly. 

“We have decided one thing actually” 

“Really? What is it?” Gwil asked curiously finishing up the last mouthful of his meal. 

“Am I best man?” Joe grinned. 

“Joe!” Ben laughed 

“I’m going to take Ben’s real name rather than his stage name” You looked up at Ben who was looking over you with nothing but adoration. 

“Awh that’s really sweet” Gwil smiled “You two are so precious”

“Thanks mate” Ben’s voice was low and husky as he pulled you into his side. In that moment Ben was completely and utterly distracted and absorbed by you, wanting nothing more than to hold you against him and smother you with kisses but he knew he’d have to wait.

Before long you had all finished your main courses and it was safe to say you were all stuffed ...although that didn’t stop the waitress asking if you wanted dessert. 

“Would you like to the see the dessert menu?” The waitress asked as you all let out a small grumble.

“I don’t know about you guys but I think I’ll pass on dessert” Ben leant back in his seat.

“Me too” You replied leaning back and into Ben’s side.

“Yeah I think we’ll just have the bill if that’s alright?” Gwil smiled at the waitress before she darted off to the till. 

After figuring out how much everyone owed on the bill with Ben refusing to let you pay for your food it was time to say goodbye. 

“Are you ok getting back Gwil?” Ben asked.

“Yeah the hotel Im staying at isn’t far from here” Gwil replied “What about you Joe?”

“You’re welcome to crash at ours and Ben can take you back to your hotel in the morning?” You offered, Ben showing signs he wasn’t too pleased by the idea. 

“If that’s alright? It would be easier” Joe smiled “Thank you”

“It’s not a problem” It felt weird inviting someone to stay at yours AND Ben’s flat although it had always felt more like home than your old place. 

After saying goodbye to Gwil and making the journey back home, Ben was eager to spend time alone with you. 

“We can set up the spare room for you if you like?” You offered as Joe threw himself on the sofa. 

“Ah the couch is fine” Joe smiled as Ben darted off.

“Heres a pillow and blanket” Ben smiled as he came back, pretty much throwing the bedding at Joe. 

“Thanks” Joe chuckled as you rolled your eyes at Ben. 

“You know where the kitchen is if you need anything and the bathroom is just down there” You smiled as Ben’s hands found your hips.

“See you guys in the morning, sleep well” Joe replied as he made up his bed on the sofa. 

“Goodnight Joe” You smiled as Ben slowly started to walk you towards your bedroom. 

“Night mate” Ben called out as you reached the bedroom door, opening it with one hand as he held you with other gently pushing you into the room. 

“What’s going on with you tonight?” You laughed quietly as Ben kicked off his shoes and threw his jacket to the side. 

“I just want some alone time with you” Ben tugged at your hips, bringing your body flush against his peppering kisses down your neck and along your shoulder. 

“Don’t you think we should get ready for bed first?” You spoke softly as Ben looked up at you before stepping back and stripping down to his underwear making you laugh a little “Give me five minutes”

“Don’t keep me waiting” Ben’s voice was low and husky as he walked round to his side of the bed to sit down, pulling the duvet back as he leant back against the headboard watching you as you undressed from your clothes from the evening and into one of Ben’s old tshirts that you had adopted as your own. Just as you finished removing your make up and tying your hair you turned to face Ben. 

“You were watching me the entire time weren’t you?” You raised your eyebrow at your fiancé smiling sweetly and giving you the lethal puppy eyes.

“Baby please come to bed now” Ben didn’t deny that he had been watching you. 

“Are you ok?” You looked at him a little concerned as you laid down next to him. 

“I’m fine” Ben smiled as he laid to face you, propped up on his elbow with his head resting in his hand as he looked over you. 

“Someone’s a little needy tonight huh?” You reached up to cup his face in your hand.

“A little” Ben mumbled as he leant over you, your lips meeting in the middle as his hand trailed up and down your side, lowering his body on top of yours under the duvet, as you became engulfed in his warmth. 

“What are you thinking about?” You spoke quietly as you brushed Ben’s hair from his face before wrapping your arms around his shoulders.

“Almost everything” Ben smiled as he caressed your cheek, tucking your hair behind you ear. 

“Uh oh?” You looked at Ben a little concerned.

“All good things” He chuckled.

“Please tell me?” You asked although Ben not being one to talk about feelings tried to distract you, nuzzling his nose in the crook of your neck placing kisses as his fingers played with the waistband of your underwear “Ben?”

“It’s nothing” He mumbled as he continued his attack, the kisses on your neck growing more passionate and more forceful. 

“May I remind you that Joe is asleep on the sofa just down the hall?” You giggled a little as Ben just shrugged it off.

“That makes it more fun” Ben chuckled in your ear, his kisses were bound to leave a mark and you knew it “Trying to keep quiet will make it more of a challenge” 

“We’re not doing anything while Joe is here” You smiled at your fiancé who clearly had the devil in his eyes “Anyway I want to hear about these good things you were thinking about?”

[youre-in-the-psycho-circus]

Revenge | Ben Hardy (Smut Version)

Pairing: Ben Hardy x Reader

Rating: if you’re under 18 you are BANISHED

Warnings: SMUT, SMUT, SMUTTY, SMUT! Fingering, oral, orgasm denial, unprotected sex, edging, punishment, Dom!Ben like holy fuck I need this in my life

Word Count: 4,574, double the words, double the story, double the fun 😉

Summery: Ben’s a bit frustrated after the way his girlfriend has been treating him all day

This was originally an ask from an anonymous reader from the prompt list. Original ask was not for smut that version of this for anyone not into smutty things can be found....wait for it....

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Another anonymous reader who wasn’t the original asker requested the smut version, so here you are! Ask and you shall receive!

22. I never wanted to fuck somebody so badly

26. Stop teasing me so much

Masterlist

Ben stood in front of the bedroom mirror, buttoning up his dress shirt as he was getting ready for a double date with Rami and Lucy and his fiance (Y/N). The actor was more distracted than usual, however, watching the female’s reflection in the mirror as she sat at her vanity in nothing but her red silk robe doing her hair and makeup. From the moment they woke up that morning, Ben was instantly horney for the female. After continuing their cuddling from the night before, he kept his eyes trained on her bare arse as she moved to get up, picking up one of Ben’s shirts out of the bottom drawer of their clothes chest. She could feel his eyes trained on her the second she stood up and deliberately made her movements slow and teasingly, showing off every angle. The way she later stood in the kitchen while they made breakfast wearing nothing but one of his T-shirts drove him wild. Swaying her hips to the music they had put on moved the shirt just enough to give him a perfect view of what he wanted to see. He intentionally didn’t offer to help when she needed to reach something off of a high shelf this day in particular. Then of course when they sat down for breakfast, she sat on full display, well aware Ben could see her through the glass table top.

The actor had done his best all day to keep it in his pants, having some script work to do for an upcoming project, but she was making it so difficult. He desperately needed to relieve himself, but figured he could get his fun in when they showered later before the date. But when she cheekily didn’t allow him to join her, he had to admit, he was getting extremely hot and bothered extremely quickly. Now, seeing her there in that robe he bought her, he couldn’t help but imagine what it would look like pooled on the floor around her feet. “You stare at me like that any longer and I reckon I’m liable to catch fire…” (Y/N)’s voice pulled him from his thoughts.

“Well I already have, so consider us even.” Ben retorted as he turned his attention back to the mirror, shoving the bottom of his button up into his slacks. He cringed when his hand grazed his slightly hardened cock through his pants. He had spent far too long trying to calm himself down to risk getting himself worked up again over the smallest of touches, made by himself of all things.

“Awe, am I making little Benny sexually frustrated?” (Y/N) teased the actor, batting her fake eyelashes she had just put on at the actor.

“I’m not even going to grace that with an answer.” Ben grumbled, doing up his trousers before looping on his belt.

“Oh, don’t be such a stick in the mud Ben. I’m only teasing.”

“Only.” He rolled his eyes before turning to walk over to the vanity, snaking his arms around her torso, his hands landing on her breasts, as she pinned a portion of her hair up. He gave both of them a teasing squeeze hoping to get her riled up enough to get what he craved as he rested his chin on her shoulder. “Come on love...you’ve been teasing me all day, can’t we have a quickie before we go? I’m dying here.”

“Oh no you don’t. I know how you get, you’re not ruining my hair or my make up.” (Y/N) gently scolded him as she stood up out of his grip. She walked over to her wardrobe, seductively swaying her hips as she went. She stripped off the red silk robe as she began to rifle through her dress options. Ben gulped hard at the knot that had formed in his throat at the sight of her standing there in only the panties of his favourite black lace set. He groaned frustratedly as he ran his hands over his face, trying to forget the sight. “Besides…” She spoke, spurring his curiosity again. “You’ve waited this long…just think how good it's going to be when we get back.” She smirked over at him as she pulled out his favorite black lace, body hugging, deep v-neck cocktail dress from the wardrobe.

(Y/N) stepped into it, slipping the long lace sleeves over her shoulders as Ben walked up behind her. “If I live that long.” Ben muttered as he zipped up the back of her dress. She belt over, to pick up her matching heels, purposely letting her arse graze his crotch.

She stood turning to face him, a wide teasing smile on her face as she reached up and gently pat his cheek. “I have confidence in you.” She smirked before walking back to the vanity to put on the final touches.

Ben had prayed to god that she would cut him a break when they left the flat, but he was sorely mistaken. As they sat at a particularly long redlight in his car, (Y/N) undid her seatbelt in the passenger’s seat before starting to shimmy up her skirt. She had only begun to tease the blonde actor and they both knew it. “What are you doing…?” Ben hissed, watching helplessly as she played her little game.

“This dress you know...it’s just sooo tight. I just want to be comfortable.” She complained seductively as she looped her fingers around her panties, before slowly and teasingly pulling them down her toned legs..

“Jesus, (Y/N)...stop teasing me so much…” Ben complained, rubbing his face, trying to calm himself.

He watched as her panties landed on the floor of the car with a plop. “Ah that’s better…” She breathed, turning to look at the actor while licking her lips. She slowly pulled her skirt back down, making a show of it, laughing silently seeing the actor’s eyes were locked on her hands. “You wouldn’t want me to be uncomfortable now, would you Benny?” She asked innocently, batting her eyelashes at the actor.

Ben groaned, shifting uncomfortably in his seat as his trousers began to feel tight across his crotch. He turned his attention back to the road as the light turned green. “No...I guess I wouldn’t…” He mumbled. When they got to the fancy restaurant they were to meet Rami and Lucy, Ben handed his car off to the valet as they headed for the door. Ben grabbed (Y/N)’s hand pulling her to a stop. She turned to look at him innocently, his normally bright green eyes were darkened by lust and desire, he looked slightly angry. “I’m warning you now, (Y/N), this is a posh place and they are some of my closest friends, best behaviour.” He growled at the female.

She reached up, unbuttoning the button on Ben’s black suit jacket, letting her hands run for a brief moment over his chest. “Now when have you ever known me to be naughty in public, Benjamin?” She teased the actor, using his full name.

“I’m being serious, keep this up and you’re going to be in for a world of punishment when we get home.”

She reached into her clutch, taking out the panties she had removed in the car before placing them in the inside pocket of his jacket to serve as a reminder that she was wearing absolutely nothing under her dress. “Ooo, I quiver in fear.” She smirked, pulling away from his grip, walking seductively into the restaurant. Ben took a few deep breaths, shaking out his head to steady himself before following her through the revolving door. They stood pressed up against each other for a moment due to the high volume of people standing in the reception area. “Oh there they are.” She pointed out Rami and Lucy in the crowd, grinding her hips into Ben’s very slightly as she tried to maneuver her way around a couple over to the bar where the couple stood, happily sipping on their drinks. Ben groaned low in his throat, feeling his trousers beginning to tent ever so slightly at her antics.

“There you guys are!” Lucy cheered seeing the pair approach them.

“Sorry, we were stuck in a spot of traffic.” Ben apologized as he greeted the pair.

“They said it should just be a few minutes, so go get some drinks and let's catch up.” Rami smiled at the pair.

“With pleasure…” Ben mumbled under his breath hoping the alcohol would help calm him to some extent. While they stood at the bar, (Y/N) in front of Ben, she began to sway her hips to the music that was being played in the bar. To anybody else, she looked like she was just enjoying herself but Ben felt every movement of her arse perfectly against his crotch. He grabbed her hips, stilling her instantly, before leaning down to whisper in her ear. “I’m warning you. Stop this while you still have the chance to get off easily.” He threatened her.

“Where’s the fun in that?” She mused with a smile, picking up their drinks when they were placed on the bar in front of her. She handed the actor his before they rejoined the pair.

They were sat at the table a while later and all through the meal, (Y/N) continued her antics secretly under the table. It took much restraint for Ben to hide the look of pleasure on his face as (Y/N)’s foot traveled up his leg so high she could count the change in his pocket. “Ben, is everything alright? You seem awfully distracted…” She asked him at one point during their meal while she was in the process of feeling him up. The audacity.

He cleared his throat and shifted ever so slightly in order to push her foot away from him. She thought she was being so innocent, it was plain as the nose on her face what she was doing and he was going to have none of it. “Oh yeah, never better.” He smirked, a hint of dark lust hidden in his eyes, invisible to Rami or Lucy, but painfully obvious to (Y/N).

After that he had to excuse himself from the table to splash a bit of cold water on his face in order to steady himself. He stared at himself in the lavatory mirror, trying to convince himself that he was going to be fine, that he was going to make it through this meal without feeling like he was going to explode. She was absolutely irresistible to him and she knew exactly well what she was doing to him. At one point when she had gotten up to the toilets, half of him considered following her and taking his frustrations out on her here and now, but at the same time, he knew it wouldn’t satisfy him enough and would look suspicious to Rami and Lucy, especially after their little exchange earlier. It would all be over soon, he kept trying to reassure himself, he would soon have his revenge. “This was fun!” Lucy cheered as they stood out front the restaurant later that night waiting for their respective cars. “We should definitely do it again sometime.”

“Oh you know that would be absolutely fantastic!” (Y/N) smiled, the hand that had been resting on Ben’s back trailed down until it rested soundly in the back pocket of his trousers.

The blonde actor stiffened ever so slightly, masking what he was feeling deep down as he shook Rami’s hand goodbye. “It was great seeing you both again. And I agree, let's get together again sometime soon.” Ben nodded at the other actor, a slight plea for help in his eyes.

“Yeah, for sure man.” Rami smiled, leaning over so Ben was the only one who could hear him. “I know exactly what you’re going through Lucy has been doing the same thing to me all night.”

“How did you…?”

“Trust me I’ve seen that same look in my eyes whenever I excuse myself enough to know what’s been going on. Best of luck to you.” Rami patted the actor’s shoulder before pulling back, returning his arm to its place around Lucy’s waist.

“Same to you mate.” Ben nodded as he pulled (Y/N) tighter into his side as their car was brought up. “Cheers mate.”

“Bye! Get home safe!” Lucy waved off.

“You too!” (Y/N) called back before getting into the car, a proud smirk on her face. Ben got in with a huff, keeping his eyes trained on the road, a scowl on his face.  “Well then, somebody looks sexually frustrated.” She teased. “I’m surprised you didn’t follow me to the toilets at some point.” The actor glared at her out of the corner of his eye but kept his gaze trained forward. “Awe, come on Ben, lighten up I was only having a bit of fun.”

“Only a bit of fun? You do realize who you were doing that in front of and where you were doing it right?” Ben snapped angrily at the female. In actuality, he wasn’t really angry with her, he just wanted her to think he was because he knew what it did to her. By the time they got home, he needed her to be putty in his hands. “I asked you to behave and you deliberately disobeyed me.”

“Alright Mufassa, calm down.” (Y/N) quipped rolling her eyes as she leaned back into her seat.

“You’re such a child sometimes I swear. It’s high time you were taught some manners.” Ben growled.

“And just what are you going to do about it?” (Y/N) asked as they stopped at a red light.

The actor turned and grabbed the female by the jaw, forcing her to look at him, his normally bright green eyes darkened heavily with desire. “Oh honey, it's not a question of what I’m going to do, it's about how I’m going to do it, and how much I’m going to make you suffer.” The female gulped at his actions, Ben had always been the dominant one in the bedroom but this was a whole new level she had never seen before. “Now if you know what’s good for you, you’ll shut up for the rest of the way home or you will absolutely not get to come for a full month, do I make myself clear?” He hissed. She nodded, not wanting to test this threat. “Good girl.” He patted her cheek as the light turned yellow then green.

Once they were home, they had just barely gotten through the door before he was pinning her up against it, kissing her roughly, her hands above her head, one of his legs between hers as he massaged one of her breasts. “I’ve never wanted to fuck somebody so badly.” He groaned between kisses as he trailed open mouthed kisses down her jaw over her neck where he bit harshly on her sweet spot, not enough to hurt her but to make her squirm. “You won’t be able to see straight when I’m done with you. Think you can just tease me all fucking day and get off easy with it? Think again sweetheart.” He grumbled pushing himself off her. “I’m going to get a drink, and if I come into the bedroom to not find you completely stripped and laying in the middle of the bed, your punishment is going to be even worse than you can imagine. Understand?” Ben hissed at the female, towering over her intimidatingly. She nodded quickly, clearly intimidated by this darker side of Ben. “Good girl.” He said slapping her on the arse as she scurried off toward the bedroom. He chuckled as he went into the kitchen, fixing himself a whiskey on the rocks as he loosened his tie. He leaned against the counter taking a sip as he considered his course of action. It was time for his revenge, and it would never taste sweeter than this. He let a little time pass to raise the anticipation before he slowly made his way into the bedroom, drink in hand. There she was exactly as he had requested. He chuckled low in his throat, striding over to the bed slowly, roughly gripping one of her breasts, massaging it as he looked her over. “Well then, look who’s suddenly eager to please. I would’ve thought you’d continue to defy me out of spite.”

“No…” She whimpered, gasping as he harshly tweaked her nipple.

“No, what?” He growled with a raised brow.

“No sir…” She stuttered out after a small chuckle as Ben set the drink down on the nightstand.

His now free hand immediately flew to her throat, applying a light amount of pressure to show he meant business without restricting her breathing terribly as he leant down, his face a few centimeters from her. “I’m warning you now, absolutely no funny business. Each time you defy me is another week added where you’re not allowed to come, during which time I on the other hand, will continue to destroy that wet little cunt to my pleasure. Do I make myself clear?”

“Yes sir…” She whimpered without hesitation.

“Good girl…” He grumbled, pulling back as he looked over her body, removing his jacket tossing it to the floor behind him. He looked like an angel of death clad in his black button up and black trousers. “Now then, where to start with you? You have, afterall, been extremely naughty.” He pondered as he proceeded to roll up his sleeves seeming even more authoritative than he already had. “Perhaps I should pleasure myself in front of you until you’re screaming for me to touch you.” He wondered aloud as he considered his options picking up his drink once again, taking a sip. “Or, perhaps I should bring you to the edge of bliss over and over and over again.” He hummed softly to himself. He smirked as he remembered the tie hanging loosely around his neck. He pulled it off, unbuttoning the top few buttons of the shirt before tying her to the headboard. “Then again.” He said stepping back, slowly and teasingly unbuttoning his trousers. She shifted at the sight of his erection bulging against the fabric of his black boxer briefs. He maneuvered the fabric allowing his cock to spring free, snapping to attention against his stomach. “I think both will be a fitting punishment.” He chuckled darkly as he reached a hand out, running it through her already soaked folds. She shivered at the contact, moaning softly as his fingers grazed over her throbbing clit. “Already so wet? I’ll just have to remember that when I’m absolutely destroying that tight, little cunt of yours later.” He gathered up some of her juices before grabbing his shaft beginning to pump himself.

She whimpered at the sight of Ben using her juices as lubricant as he proceeded to pleasure himself right in front of her with long teasing strokes. He closed his eyes, letting his head fall back as a smile of satisfaction spread over his features. “Ben…” She whimpered softly.

He slowly began to pick up speed, his mouth falling open ever so slightly as a moan escaped his lips. “Mmmm, god this feels so fucking good. Now I know why you say I have amazing hands. Been awhile since I’ve jerked myself off.” Ben cracked open his light green eyes, now darkened several shades by desire. He grimaced seeing her eyes closed and her head tilted slightly down and away from him. “Open your goddamn eyes and look at me.” He commanded forcefully. (Y/N)’s eyes snapped open at the force behind his words, her eyes instantly meeting his. “That’s one week.” He groaned, his breathing starting to deepen to control his rising pleasure. “I want those pretty little eyes of yours locked on mine, understand?” He grunted, his hips thrusting up into his grip, his growing need for release starting to get the better of him. She furrowed her brows sadly at the actor as she watched him, her core aching with desire, absolutely desperate for his touch. She had never seen this devilish glint in his eyes before, he had all the control now, and he knew it very well.

“Ben...please…” She whimpered, shifting on the bed, trying to create some form of friction between her thighs.

“You think just because you’re begging now, I’m going to touch you?” He grunted, his eyes closing again for half a second as another wave of pure pleasure washed over him. He looked forward again, his eyes darker with desire than before if that was even possible. “Think again sweetheart. You want my touch you’re going to have to fucking earn it.” He immediately closed his eyes again, the pre cum starting to spurt from his angry red tip. He let out a deep moan, feeling his release approaching rapidly. Normally if he was jerking off he’d like to take his time with it, edge himself a few times so the release was all the better, but she had effectively done that for him all day. He wanted this...no he NEEDED this. “Should I finish in that pretty little mouth of yours?”

She nodded rapidly, never taking her eyes from him. “Yes, yes please! Please sir, let me taste you! I’ll be good I promise.”

He groaned, kneeling on the edge of the bed, biting the inside of his lip as he tried to starve off his release for just a few seconds. He got his angry, girthy cock close to her face, but out of reach. She leaned forward desperate to take him into her mouth. “Alright, because you asked so nicely.” As much as he wanted to feel her lips around his cock, he knew she didn’t deserve it. He moaned, his eyes rolling back in his head as he felt himself reach his climax. He blew his load all over her tits, milking every last drop before he fell onto his side, breathing heavily as he tried to collect himself. “Fuck...how I needed that.” He groaned, propping himself up on his elbow. He turned to look at her, seeing she was splaying herself out for him to touch. He could see the juices dripping from her cunt. How he wanted to delve into her and ravish her like she was his last meal. He tutted the girl shaking his head. “I was going to touch you, eat you out even, but just because you’re being so incredibly desperate, splaying your dripping cunt out like that so I’d see it, I’m going to wait even longer to touch you where you want.” He chuckled, pushing himself up on all fours, crawling over to her like a lion on the prowl.

The blonde kept eye contact with the (h/c) as he hovered over her body, a shit eating grin plastered to his lips as he slowly leaned down, licking his load from her chest. The girl slammed her head back on the pillow with a groan screwing her eyes shut as a moan left her lips. “God fucking damn it Ben, what are you doing to me?” She whimpered, opening her eyes again watching as he took one of her cum covered nipples in between his teeth, pulling ever so slightly on her skin. She moaned, her hips bucking up at the action. “Fuck…”

“Now, now…” He tutted her, swirling his tongue around the little bud. “I won’t have such foul language leaving such a pretty little mouth.” He sucked the bud into his mouth, letting one of his hands slowly trail down her body before gripping her bum. “From now on out, every curse word that leaves your mouth is another time I get to edge you before you get to come.”

“No Ben, please! That’s not fair!” She whined, moaning slightly as he dragged his fingernails over the skin of her bum.

“No.” He started, his hand shooting up to grip (Y/N) by the jaw again like he had in the car earlier. “What’s not fair is the way you were being a little fucking tease all day, and then embarrasing me infront of my mates like that. Rami knew fully well what you were doing, and more than likely so did Lucy. You were asking for this the moment you got out of bed this morning sweetheart. I am going to teach you some respect, even if we have to do this all fucking night.” He growled, that shit eating smirk returning to his lips. “Any objections?”

(Y/N) shook her head sheepishly, casting her glance downward. “No sir…”

“Good girl.” He mused, gently patting her cheek before returning to her other nipple, giving it the same attention as he had the other, taking care to keep eye contact with her as he teasingly licked the salty, steadily drying cum from her tits. She moaned softly, as he slowly began to traili downward, leaving open mouthed kisses over her belly, his calloused hands caressing over her thighs as he reached her dripping core. The actor groaned at the sight of her juices spilling out of her. He had her right where he wanted her. He spread her legs as far as they would go before nestling himself down on the bed in front of her. He gently kissed and nipped at the sensitive flesh of her inner thighs, leaving dark love bites scattered everywhere. He made sure his ivy green irises bore heavily into her (e/c) ones as he slowly licked a teasing stripe up her center, purposely avoiding her clit. She moaned, throwing her head back, overcome by the fact he was finally touching her right where she wanted it. The actor smirked delving into her like she was his last meal, lapping and sucking harshly at her juices. “God, you taste so fucking good...so sweet.” He groaned against her core, the vibrations of his voice sending a wave of pleasure through her. She bucked her hips up into his lips, desperate for more. “So needy.” He rolled his eyes playfully as he slowly snaked a hand up her thigh before he started swirling slow teasing circles over her clit.

“Fuuuuccccckkkkk!” She moaned loud and long, her back arching up off the bed at the contact.

Ben shook his head tutting her, rubbing tight fast circles over her clit. “That’s one more time you don’t get to come in addition to the one you already had going into this.” Without warning he delved two fingers into her, pumping them in and out of her at an almost brutal pace.

“Oh God...Ben!” She moaned his name as his fingers expertly found the small rough patch within her walls that made her see stars. “God, right there!”

“No, not god, only Ben.” He smirked cheekily. “You like that love? I want to hear those lovely little pornigraphic moans of yours loud.” He chuckled darkly, adding a third finger, stretching her walls deliciously. She let out a loud moan at the feeling. “Ah, just what I like to hear.” He mused. He watched as her breaths rapidly began to increase, knowing fully well that her high was fast approaching. He pulled away completely just as the waves of pure ecstasy were about to crash over her.

“No...no, no!” She whimpered in frustration.

Ben chuckled darkly, kissing his way up her body again. “You’ve only had a small taste of my plans for you, love.” He smirked, bringing his fingers, glistening with her juices up to her lips. “Now suck.” He said pushing them into her mouth. He groaned feeling her tongue swirl around his digits. “God you’re so fucking hot.” He groaned, removing his fingers with a pop. He stood from the bed and quickly untied her hands. “On all fours, now.” He commanded as he shimmied off his trousers and shirt readjusting his boxer briefs. She quickly complied, not wanting to test him. Climbing back onto the bed, he grabbed a fistful of her hair before shoving her head down into the duvet. “Stay there now. Right like that.” He growled smacking her bum. (Y/N) moaned at the action as he immediately rubbed the area he had smacked to quell the pain. “I think ten are in order.” He chuckled darkly. “Count them for me love, that was one already.”

Ben smacked (Y/N) on the other cheek even harder than he had the last. “Two.” She moaned softly. He smirked before rapidly in succession did three more, alternating cheeks on each one. “Three. Four. Five.” She whimpered, the skin of her bum turning red and stinging already. Ben never usually punished her like this, so she wasn’t used to it, but good good did it turn her on. He smacked her again, even harder than the previous times. “Six.”

“Doing so well, love.” He praised her, gently rubbing the globes of her angry red bum. “Take the next four, no whimpering, and I might just let you come soon.” He smirked as he once again delved his tongue into her folds, smacking her bum again.

“Fuuuuuuuuuu….”

“What’s that?”

“Seven….” She moaned.

“That’s what I thought.” Ben chuckled against her core teeth gently nipping at her clit as he sucked at it. He smacked her again.

“Eight.” She moaned into the mattress. The obscene noised Ben was making as he slurped at her juices drove her absolutely wild. “Nine.” She moaned again as he smacked her again. Without warning, he pushed two digits back into her finger fucking her at an almost alarming pace. He kept her going, tongue flicking against her painfully horney bud of arousal, getting her closer and closer to the edge. Just as he felt her walls starting to clench around his fingers he removed them, smacking her bum one final time. “Ten.” She cried defeatedly into the mattress.

The blonde actor roughly grabbed her by the hips, flipping her over onto her back. He couldn’t wait anymore, he was so hard it was almost painful. He quickly spread her legs before lining himself up, plunging himself into her with a groan, throwing his head back in ecstasy. She moaned at the stretch, as his girthy cock quickly bottomed out. “God you’re still so fucking tight, as always.” He moaned, pulling out nearly all the way before snapping his hips against hers again. He began fucking her at an almost brutal pace. He grabbed her leg putting her foot up on his shoulder to change the angle getting at her sweet spot with each trust.

“Ben…” She moaned loudly.

“That’s right.” He grunted, he could feel his high rapidly approaching once again. “I want to hear you moan my name like the little slut you are.” He didn’t know how much longer he could keep this up for. Between the way her walls clenched around him and the way she chanted his name over and over again, it was all too much. He loved everything about it. He could feel her shaking with ecstasy as he pounded into her over and over again, desperately chasing his high. Just as he felt her high approaching, he quickly pulled out, maintaining his relentless pace on his cock with his hands. (Y/N) practically screamed in frustration. “Mouth, open, now!” He commanded, his eyes beginning to roll back in his head as he quickly approached his second high for the night. When her lips closed around his cock, sucking gently, that was it, he was blowing his load for the second time down her throat. “Swallow it...all of it…” He commanded through shaky breaths as he pulled out. (Y/N) swallowed, opening her mouth to show the blonde actor it was gone. He smiled as he collapsed back. “Good girl…” He cooed softly, reaching up to gently run a hand through her hair. “Such a good girl…”

“If I’m so good, how come I didn’t get to come.” She pouted, crossing her arms across her still cum covered chest as the blonde actor got up to get a warm washcloth to clean them up.

“I didn’t hurt you at all...did I?” He asked from the bathroom, avoiding the question all together. When he returned, he gently cleaned her off, teasing her nipples through the fabric of the washcloth.

“No…” She groaned through gritted teeth. “Ben come on! Why didn’t you let me come?”

“As you might remember, you have a week where you’re not allowed to come because you closed your eyes.” He smirked, winking at her cheekily as he cleaned himself off, biting his lower lip teasingly.

“You’re such a tease.” (Y/N) complained, looking away from Ben with her arms crossed over her chest.

He gently grabbed her by the chin turning her gaze to face him again. The shit eating grin was back on his face. “Consider it my revenge.”

[jonesinghardy]

No More Spitting Feathers 01/?

PAIRINGS: Warren Worthington III x Reader WARNINGS: injury, blood RATING: T+, will be raised later. WORD COUNT: 1.3k  AUTHOR’S NOTE: I haven’t written fic in AGES but I have had Ben Hardy brainworms for weeks, and caved and wrote this idea out. Featuring some google translate German, so apologies if it’s not accurate. Dedication and thanks to Monica @rosesvioletshardy​ , Andi @venombxby​ and Wella for inspo and discussion. This is written in second person bc I have never been able to get on board with Y/N trends, and the reader is a mutant with a limited mix of healing, telekinesis and some empathic inclinations.

You’ve been running for eight blocks barefoot in a cocktail dress since you ran out the service exit of the high-class club you’d snuck into. You were caught with one of the patrons, but it’s not clear whether they think you were soliciting or if they saw you using your powers. You were so careful, you only wanted to help, and you’d taken the risk knowing the likely consequences. 

The club district has fallen away to warehouses, traffic is still in earshot and you should really grab a taxi, but you’re listening to your gut. The fewer people around the less likely you are to draw attention to yourself, and besides the dress, without your shoes and with the nosebleed you’ve given yourself, you expect to draw some gazes. 

“Ich sah sie diese Gasse hinuntergehen!” I saw her go down that alley! The voice is clear but it’s far enough away that when you shrink back into the nearest dark doorway you’re sure they haven’t seen you. Standing still makes your feet ache and throb, and your throat taste like blood while you try to gulp in some air. You close your eyes and concentrate, slow deep breaths, and after a moment your feet don’t ache and your nose stops dripping. “Suche nach blutigen Fußspuren!” Look for bloody footprints! 

They’re too close for you to make a run for it and despite your efforts to calm yourself, you can’t locate them with your powers. Something metal clangs nearby and you hold your breath, glancing at the door behind you. Here is a place to hide. You can’t tell if it’s instinct or fear that drives you to thrust forth your hand at the lock, but it you hear it scrape and click. At a distance, with your other hand, you smudge your bloody footprints on the ground behind you, as far as you can before you feel the hot wet drip of blood from your nose again. 

“Fuck,” you whisper, wiping your nose with the back of your hand before opening the heavy door as little as possible to let yourself in, locking it again behind you. When you turn around you find the space empty. Your stomach drops, there’s no way to hide here, you’re exposed. You can hear music playing somewhere above you and immediately hold your breath. The only saving grace is that it’s dark, the only light coming in from skylights above the rafters. 

Is there a security office here? In an empty warehouse? You can’t make any assumptions here. You take a few deep breaths and start crossing the space, trying to stay in the shadows, heading for the opposite door which would put you in a better position to get somewhere safe. 

“Eindringling!” Interloper! A man’s echoing shout comes from above.

You slam your hand over your mouth, barely muting a scream as you jump in fright. You’re about to plead your case, play the damsel, beg the man that shouted to let you go, but then the music stops. It’s still too echoey and too dark. You feel cold now that you’ve stopped running, paranoid. Your head hurts. The longer you stand there the more an ache creeps into your shoulder.

“Dies ist kein Ort für ein häschen!” A bottle smashes a few feet away and you yelp, staggering back, looking up to the rafters from where it came. Wings. Huge wings. Your breath gets caught in your throat and a startled sound leaves your mouth. 

He drops from above in shadow, boots crunching on broken glass when he lands. He’s clutching another bottle in his hand. He stalks toward you and you back up, tripping and falling with a grunt onto the dusty floor. You throw your hand out and he stops his advance when he collides with a lucky telekinetic shield. Your nose is definitely bleeding again.

He’s a mutant.

He’s hurt.

He doesn’t try to come at you again. You can see now why your shoulder aches, so strangely too, as he steps into a patch of light. His left wing is burnt, drooping— the pain you feel radiating from him tells you it’s broken. You wipe your nose with the back of your hand, coughing from what you assume is the dust.

But then you realize what he said. This is no place for a bunny!

“Ein häschen?” A bunny? you ask stupidly. You touch the obnoxious necklace you wore to the club, all the VIP girls wore something similar; a thick twisting gold chain with a Playboy bunny charm on it. 

He exhales, something between a scoff and a laugh. “If that’s what you want it to mean.” He doesn’t sound German now. Some mix of British and American. 

“You’re with them,” he says, assuming, bringing the bottle to his mouth and drinking, letting it drip over his chin and onto his chest.

“What?”

“The cage.”

“I don’t kno—”

He turns his back on you then, starts walking away with this drunken swagger, making you understand why your head hurts— your clarity returns when you feel a jolt of pain.

“Wait!” You throw out your hand, straining your powers to keep him from using the broken wing. This time he staggers, his pained yell echoing throughout the warehouse as he drops to his knees, his bottle smashing next to him.

“I can help you!” you gasp, wiping your bloody nose on the back of your hand again.

“I don’t want anything from you!” he growls. 

“I can help you,” you repeat stubbornly, pushing yourself up, kneeling now, arm still outstretched. You feel the ache in your shoulder and trace it back to him, feeling a tingly coldness in your body as you strain your powers to heal him. It’s more than you can handle and you know it, you’ve already healed someone and yourself tonight, but you keep going. 

He gasps when the relief washes over him, groaning and trying not to cry out at the healing pains that follow. 

You push yourself until your head is spinning and your vision goes hazy black. You growl in frustration and lean forward, choking from your bloody nose, which you wipe on your arm. 

“Blöder häschen,” he mutters, half amused, half reproachful. Stupid bunny. “You’re too weak to help.”

“I can finish it,” you retort. “Don’t try to fly… I just— I just need to rest.”

You look up to find him staring back at you, a conflicted expression on his face. Dizziness threatens you toward unconsciousness. You put your head back down reluctantly, leaning it on your arm. You cough again, your throat stinging and your tongue feeling gritty.

“This isn’t a good place to rest.” His voice is closer now, you didn’t hear him get up.

“I have a place,” you say, trying to breathe through your mouth. This is what you get for pushing yourself this hard. If you could relax you could heal yourself enough to stop the nosebleed. “It’ll be good for you too, it’s big enough.”

“Where?”

When you tell him, he gives a slight grunt of acknowledgement. “Fine.”

You sigh, still leaning your head on your arm. You don’t want to think about how you must look; bloodied and barefoot, dusty, in a little cocktail dress, keeled over in something approximating child’s pose.

“What’s your name?” you don’t look up to ask this. 

“Why do you want my name?” Now that he’s not in so much pain, his personality is coming out. He’s stubborn. You don’t blame him. 

“Why not?” 

“So what’s yours?” 

“I won’t tell unless you say it first.”

He scoffs. “Keep your name, häschen. Call me what you want.” 

Still leaning your head on your arm, you turn to look at him. His wing looks better, not dropping as badly, but your efforts didn’t touch the burnt feathers, which look so stark against his white wings, pale skin and light hair. At least he looks calmer. 

“Dove,” you finally decide.

He look like he was expecting you to pick something else.