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Not gonna lie chief I ain’t live laugh loving life today and it’s okay
#healing isnt linear#and#my depressions got hands#I woke up so happy and then like suddenly I was hit#with the worst wave of depression#I spent 2 hours in bed trying to get up#and crying#that is okay tho#being transparent is hard#but remember people have feelings#we are all going through something in our own lives#please check in with your friends and family#and treat others with respect#with love rena <3#for tagging purposes#depression
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#spheal#i wish i could post circular images on tumblr. because this one is deserving of a fully circular PNG. i could technically just take a#regular square image and then make the edges transparent to make it *effectively* a circle‚ but like… would that appeal?#if that would appeal then i'll do it. i don't think it would be *too* prohibitively hard. i would be willing to make an addendum#with a circular transparent image of spheal staring at the screen if enough of you want it. either way#this guy rolls everywhere and i think tumblr is gonna like that. i feel like this is gonna end up being a well-liked pokémon amongst tumblr#as in. i feel like. it already is. because. of how it is. i just don't know bc spheal isn't like. one of my favorites#it's cute don't get me wrong but it's just not one i think about all the time. it's one that i'll like if prompted but not unprompted#i'm gonna stop before i dig myself into a hole. i beat totk finally. it was very good and i honestly had way way more fun with it than i did#with botw. i have my criticisms obviously. it's not perfect it's not pmd. but it was very good. and now i've moved onto the next game in my#backlog. which is very long but i'm steadily working through it. hopefully i can get it done before i graduate this december and stop having#any time for the rest of my life ever forever to play video games. dreading that day. but uh#until then i will game. and hang out with my friends. and go on tumblr. and do all these things i like to do. until i no longer can#wow this got depressing i'm gonna Stop here. enjoy spheal
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Sam: "Look at me. Hey- look at me a second. I know. I know you're tough. I know how strong you are. You have every right to be proud of that. But being able to handle somethin' doesn't mean you should have to. Least of all when I'm right here trying to help. Please let me help. If not for you then for me, because I don't like knowin' you're hurtin', especially when there's somethin' I can do about it."
Me, shaking my head, fighting back literal tears: "B-but it's gonna give you another headache!"
#redacted sam#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted fandom#[Sam's name doubles as a link to the specific lines i quoted btw. just for full credit/transparency & for anyone who wants to (re)listen]#Sam's deep-seated need to heal vs my inability to accept help would be a battle for the ages. unstoppable force vs immovable object#wait Sam already mentioned the force vs object thing to David during the inversion didn't he lmao 'they call /me/ Immovable Object'#he does suit Immovable a little more than Unstoppable i guess. i mean he can def be both imo but ykwim. anyways i digress#listen. i'm not a Marriage kinda guy. but good god the way some of Sam's lines make me wanna take a fucking knee and propose#i'm love him ur honor. he is comfort incarnate#can't believe i waited so long to listen to the Valentines Vampire Attack audio. it's got so much of that sweet sweet hurt/comfort#very reminiscent of their 2nd audio given all the healing he does for them & the consent checks before moving clothing and whatnot#which makes it a top favorite for me bc that's probably my most replayed Sam audio. and the one that initially hooked me#i didn't put off listening to it bc i thought i Wouldn't like it btw i just procrastinate everything for no real reason#listening to it now tho actually worked out well bc i could uh. definitely use it. so maybe i was subconsciously saving it for hard times#this post isn't a joke btw it really does hurt to hear him put himself in pain for the sake of healing Darlin' :(((#anD PAINKILLERS DON'T EVEN WORK ON HIM!!! ough man i would struggle so hard to accept his healing if i were in Darlin's shoes#like yeah there's other reasons i'd struggle to accept it too but him being in pain as a result would be one of 'em. the Guilt bro i can't#rp audio stuff#Seven.txt#(Seven blorbo-posting at 2am when they should either be doing something productive or sleeping?? more likely than you might think)
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not to get a little down on main but, how do yall fall in love with the game again?
#jackie posts#wizard101#being so transparent… im just not a Fan with the way the game has been going for a while#like i have so so so much love for this game#it has RAISED me man#but it’s so hard to play it sometimes cause it just feels so meeehhhh (very descriptive i know)#anyway sorry if that was Too Much
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your harrow drawing gives me LIFE
AJSFJSKJDF; THANK YOU!! 😭✨ all of the positive reception on my harrow drawing (and my tangle tower stuff in general) has really warmed my heart, i really appreciate all the kind words everyone have left on it...
to properly show my appreciation, please enjoy this harrow microorganism inspired by the game's map sprites!
— credit to @whisperingrockers for harrow's design again. pls go check out her tangle tower stuff, it's all extremely good.
#i love the game's lil map sprites so i had to make one for harrow#if anyone wants a tutorial on how i did the boil effect just let me know and i'll try to explain it in another post#applying the effect itself wasn't too hard but i had some trouble w/ the file size (which was mostly my fault bc the gif was way too long)#i also couldn't get the transparency to not look weird so that's why she's just. standing in the void#BUT YEAH. thank you again to everyone for being so kind it really means a lot!!#detective grimoire#tangle tower#harrow hawkshaw#🎨 : mj draws#asks#tw gif warning
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Well it’s already been a day and it’s 8am so
At least it’s a Womble Wednesday
Take care of yourselves today, everyone
#my cats#womble#do he and child know they’re the only threads left supporting my fragile mental health#I gave Womble his ear meds and child her hairball goop today#and all I could think about is that it’s just another day for them#I suspect today is going to be… fucking hard#as a therapist I have to keep my own stuff from being radioactively transparent so#it’s a self care between sessions kind of a day#I brought in leftovers for lunch and an entire party size bag of chips to give myself a treat#take care of yourselves out there#and keep yourselves safe#things will looked brighter eventually#even if I have to drag people with me and light the lamps my damn self
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in all honestly tho I respect people who like heartbreak girl or easier or don’t stop, especially when it comes down to it being this is my first 5sos song how am I not suppose to feel a way about it bc there is something incredibly special about the moment when you go oh this is it and as much as it’s like yes I am personally tired of this song over the others in their discography also it didn’t age well, I also get it. there’s a moment when you know and if there’s a particular song tied to that then all the love to you and it. I’m glad it’s gotten the live performances and different versions it has. I’m glad there’s part of integral to the band as well.
#alison speaks?#like i don’t usually do disclaimers but i feel like i need one#just cos i know i’ll make a lot of fun of the other tracks on self titled 1 this year#if we’re being transparent try hard was my first 5sos song#and i’m like emotionally attached to it even if i don’t listen to it much#so i get it and in the name of the whole cringe culture blah blah blah (not negative i just dk what to call it)#i just wanted to say#THAT SAID#some of yall (/nbh) making a scene about them playing or not playing heartbreak girl needs to stop going forward thank you#5sos
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i hope everyone being cunts to chappell roan know that history isn’t going to remember them kindly bc truly what is this
#misc.#she’s not done anything wrong and people have been up her ass for weeks#ever since she said she didn’t want to be stalked it’s just been a dogpile on her 😭#and now they’re being awful bc she cancelled shows bc she’s feeling overwhelmed#SHES A PERSON! a WHOLE INDIVIDUAL with EMOTIONS and FEELINGS#and her fame happened very suddenly and she had a hard time with it which is very understandable#and she’s been transparent about her mental health struggles#and idk why everyone is being so stupid abt all of this 😭
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starting silt verses season 3 (i hadn't yet bc i wanted to be feeling better when i did) and ohhh my god i love faulkner so much. i love him so much. what a SNAKE. piece of shit darling devil incarnate horrible fucking person of my heart. adam parrish WISHES,
#I LOVE POLITICAL VOLLEYS WHERE EVERYONE THINKS THEYRE HOLDING ALL THE CARDS WHILE BEING TRANSPARENTLY IN OVER THEIR HEADS#dont spoil a thing. if faulkner's dead that simply makes sense but i want to experience everything as organically as possible#faulkner scratching ITCHES that are hard to scratch without writing my own damn original fiction#that's my BOY. my IRREDEEMABLE PIECE OF MANIPULATIVE GARBAGE this is who adam could be if he committed. i believe in him#the silt verses#the silt verses spoilers#i guess?????
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#the lorax#the onceler#fucking hate the onceler with every fiber of my being i would piunch his face so hard it hurt !!!!!!#he shouldve had glasses before he became a big shot btw . transparent glasses not sunglasses#and then he gets the green tinted glasses :Like his vision is all green its not clear anymore $$$#dogshit movieeee fr#Also the sunglasses wouldnt be prescription#Like his normal ones are#he doesnt need to see whats going on around him bc he's only after that MOOLAH#blinded by greed
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You approach them. What do you do?
Various alt versions from twitter ↓
Pov you asked about birds
Alt shirt for Childe. Trust me I was there. They have a version for Childe but it's about fish
Blank version to do whatever you want with
#chiluc#childe#diluc#Tartaglia#diluc ragnvindr#zara's art#you have no idea how hard it was for me to make that transparent background for the shirt sjdjd#idk maybe my csp was being weird but it wouldn't let me erase the bg??#i did it in the end and thats all that matters sjdjd#love playing with images like dolls skdjd
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one of those many days where I say groundbreaking things such as 'hmmmm...perhaps my life...has been somewhat bad at some points'
'perhaps..........this may have had some amount of lasting emotional impacts.........?'
#me: haha so i didn't learn that i was allowed to seek love or kindness for my own benefit until i was into my 20s#also me: idk man it's been at least 5 years since the last time someone performed criminal violence on me I'm basically over it#red said#it! may have made me! bad at being in equal and transparent loving relationships! a little bit!#it! may have made me! incapable of expressing my feelings without a multiyear runup!#it! may have made me! a pretty bad friend at several junctures!#i! may still! not trust that my needs matter!#i am trying to learn but it's so fucking hard to not! be a cunt! who bottles up their feelings and lies straight to your face!
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The actor Junius Brutus Booth in costume as Edmund Mortimer in Shakespeare’s Henry IV, Part 1 (1823), painted by John B. Neagle
#shakespeare#the henriad#art#this was john wilkes booth's father.................. so for that reason i will not be tagging the actor by name lol#idk WHAT kind of weirdos i would invite to my blog by doing that but for historical transparency i did cite the actor#listen. i. he died in 1852 i bet he sucked as a person but he didn't assassinate anybody okay#the portrait is bitchin and i found it while looking up#henry iv part 1#i henry iv#william shakespeare#edmund mortimer#john b. neagle#i wish there were more resources to learn about the lady mortimer#i also wish she had more actual dialogue in the play i find her so interesting#i wonder what elizabethan performances were like of her!!! bc all of her dialogue is just [speaks in welsh] or [sings in welsh]#it makes it so hard to imagine her as a reader. normally i like the abstract exercise of envisioning plays in my head but#wo her own words it's so much less of an approachable challenge#i don't even speak welsh too#and i wonder what the history of her being represented on stage is like#did they normally have an actual welsh actor/actress play her? i sort of DOUBT it was originally like that in the 1590s#but im sure if it's a high-budget production done today it's only natural to seek out a welsh-speaking actress and have her collaborate#w her own dialogue? right?#it's so surreal too bc shakespeare's works almost never acknowledge differences in language#it rarely has much to do w the plot#the only other passing reference i can think of off the top of my head is 'twas greek to me' and that was offstage someone spoke greek#in julius caesar#idk!!!! man!!!!! i just find it interesting#most of shakespeare's characters wouldn't have even natively spoken english so it's just never mentioned#but in the history plays. well of course they spoke english they were englishmen! except those celtic ppls#who always come up as just. iconic charismatic bastards and rebels. it's a very prejudicial interpretation but i have fun w it
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i cant believe i havent posted these yet..... ive been collecting some plushies over a while to represent the guys in my eos team (and lumi) and i thought it would be a fun way to officially christen them by sewing them some lil accessories to match the ones i draw them with!
a few wip pictures below the cut!
#pokemon#pmd eos#pmd 2#mang crafts#<- new tag!#my junk#i was very specific about the plush i wanted to get to represent circuit#i dont like the ones that dont have the electricity around the body.... it doesnt look right#most of these i finished a while back but lumis i did fairly recently!#if ur wondering why the wip shots look so different from the finished ones its bc i used my fancy photography camera for it#(also i had more lights on i suppose dfgjjd)#i was trying to make a somewhat clean looking photo area... idk how well it worked but ah well#i thought mellos was gonna be harder then it was because her leg was so teeny#but the solution just ended up being to fit it very snugly dfgjd#lunas one was by far the most time consuming one to do sweats#because 1) i needed to find a very specific pink and sparkly slightly transparent fabric that i would still sew#(i didnt end up going with any kind of fabric for it its actually a ribbon that i found)#2) while the string i chose looked cool it also got Very tangled so while sewing it i had to unknot it like pretty much every other stitch#3) it is surprisingly hard to find small oval shaped objects (even the one i ended up going with was a bit of a compromise)#i just went into my local sewing store like Help. i need an oval shaped button please#anyways theyre all up on my shelf of pokemon plushies now :] theyre hangin out#team epic squad is real and theyre in my home
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I don't think it's okay to use nightow's artwork to make yourself some money selling stickers of it.
While funny edits and memes of official content are commonly made and sold by creators and I understand it is a topic of debate for many reasons, as I say in the post and on the page, it isn't about the money and I think I'd have to sell hundreds to even make much profit! I did a lot of calculations and the price is close to the supplies/costs/the size of the small print run/etc., and while I'm not the best at math, the cents leftover per sticker aren't adding up to much and--again, like I said in the post--will be spent getting leftovers in case of errors if it's enough. If someone chooses to leave a tip for running bookclub, I'm grateful, but a vast majority of people don't and that's fine and what I expect. The point is having fun and celebrating bookclub! The amount of people who wanted a sticker/badge of completion was enough that I really wanted to do something for you guys.
TL;DR: As I said in the original post, this was designed for fun, not money. Transparency is personally very important to me and I try to be as honest as I can whenever possible. Of course, I'm a stranger on the internet, you should take that with a grain of salt, but I do try to be clear about my intentions.
#Ask#If I had the funds to hand these bad boys out for free I would tbh#But it's not even close and I need some way to get them lol#So here we are#Maybe I could have chosen a better printer for a price?#But I had to count on a small run#And so far it seems like it's going to be a pretty small run so that was a smart move#Unless someone orders like. Idk. 100 stickers#In which case r u ok#And then the profit would be used in shipping lol#I also had to shift the base price up a liiiiitle higher to account for international shipping being what it is#And I'm happy I did because folks around the globe are getting theirs!#I am bad at math but I did try very hard#Because I want folks to be able to afford it tbh#Profiting off of them wasn't really a big thought but in retrospect I suppose I should have seen a question like this coming#I'm a wee bit groggy from waking up but wanted to address this asap#So if anyone needs any clarifications hmu#I don't know what kind of money people think I'm making off of $2 stickers and all the crap going into this project lol#But! Honesty and transparency
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