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renarots · 10 months ago

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Not gonna lie chief I ain’t live laugh loving life today and it’s okay

#healing isnt linear #and #my depressions got hands #I woke up so happy and then like suddenly I was hit #with the worst wave of depression #I spent 2 hours in bed trying to get up #and crying #that is okay tho #being transparent is hard #but remember people have feelings #we are all going through something in our own lives #please check in with your friends and family #and treat others with respect #with love rena <3 #for tagging purposes #depression

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animatedtext · 9 months ago

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requested by theyttikapocalypse

#being a girlie is so hard sometimes #gif #ainimatedtext #transparent #theyttikapocalypse

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aq2003 · 3 days ago

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i feel like some people r missing the tragedy of timebomb somewhat bc i've seen a few ppl say that ekko was only in love with powder in the alt universe and not jinx, and it's like.. first of all they are the same person. they are the same person in different circumstances. but secondly ekko seeing that good universe, i think, instilled in him the belief that fixing the problems in his universe was still possible, that peace between piltover and zaun was still possible, that jinx wasn't doomed or irredeemable. ppl highlight his selflessness in being able to leave the good universe behind, but i think a big part of WHY he left was bc of the hope he had for his world. that's why timebomb is so tragic to me! ekko returned with the drive to make everything right, strengthened by knowing it wasn't some unattainable out-of-reach goal. and he came so so so close but was still a little too late

#ekko #jinx #arcane #timebomb #arcane spoilers #just look at the lyrics to ma meilleure ennemie - they're about his feelings for /jinx/. his universe's jinx particularly #how she's his 'enemy' but he still loves her and would rather be together w her than apart #he gave up on her before and he wasn't going to let himself give up again #being transparent: my feelings behind this are def connected to my own philosophical/political beliefs lol #if i was in ekko's place i would also choose to go back to my universe. esp knowing there's even a sliver of a chance to make it better #it sometimes feels so hard to imagine a better world is possible but you still gotta kill the nihilistic side of you #because it's so much easier to give up and you can't let yourself do that

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front-facing-pokemon · 1 year ago

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#spheal #i wish i could post circular images on tumblr. because this one is deserving of a fully circular PNG. i could technically just take a #regular square image and then make the edges transparent to make it *effectively* a circle‚ but like… would that appeal?#if that would appeal then i'll do it. i don't think it would be *too* prohibitively hard. i would be willing to make an addendum #with a circular transparent image of spheal staring at the screen if enough of you want it. either way #this guy rolls everywhere and i think tumblr is gonna like that. i feel like this is gonna end up being a well-liked pokémon amongst tumblr #as in. i feel like. it already is. because. of how it is. i just don't know bc spheal isn't like. one of my favorites #it's cute don't get me wrong but it's just not one i think about all the time. it's one that i'll like if prompted but not unprompted #i'm gonna stop before i dig myself into a hole. i beat totk finally. it was very good and i honestly had way way more fun with it than i did #with botw. i have my criticisms obviously. it's not perfect it's not pmd. but it was very good. and now i've moved onto the next game in my #backlog. which is very long but i'm steadily working through it. hopefully i can get it done before i graduate this december and stop having #any time for the rest of my life ever forever to play video games. dreading that day. but uh #until then i will game. and hang out with my friends. and go on tumblr. and do all these things i like to do. until i no longer can #wow this got depressing i'm gonna Stop here. enjoy spheal

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vaguely-concerned · 12 days ago

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I've been picking mostly only the essential flirt options with lucanis in the romance so far (I've personally found the dynamic much more natural and mutual when you do that, more like forming a solid friendship slowly and inevitably becoming something else and less like you keep pushing on him and getting little back b/c he seemingly just gets overwhelmed and goes into freeze instead), and I think rye is a pretty hard person to read at the best of times even though he's been Down Real Bad from pretty early on and their chemistry as people is naturally really good. so the way the almost-kiss plays out in this playthrough feels a lot like it has the added layer of lucanis realizing that no but for sure rook is flirting and not just being kind or a good friend* it IS actually happening it's not just wishful/fearful thinking!!! and then uh. maybe going a bit too hard a bit too fast in all the excitement at that revelation haha

*in lucanis' defense he has seemingly literally never had a friend who wasn't his cousin-brother before, under those circumstances I suppose some confusion is extremely natural if not outright expected lmao

#meanwhile rook is kicking himself for being unprofessional b/c he WAS getting something important from spite there #and also lucanis had like. just woken up was that cool of me. should I have told him. should I have slowed that down???#watcher's duty crashing into watcher's longing blues ensues #dragon age #dragon age: the veilguard #dragon age: the veilguard spoilers #dragon age spoilers #lucanis dellamorte #oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar #rook x lucanis #rookanis #I think I might have done something hilarious and a little wonderful to the lucanis romance #by making a rook who's even slower to romance than he is fhskjfhsa #even here I was straight up like 'oh this is a little early for this don't you think' on rye's behalf (it's not we have to be mid-game)#imagine how he'd fare in some of the other romances you'd just bowl him over. davrin might kill him #(and also they would kill each other for unrelated reasons during it but that's another matter (affectionate I love my lads))#lucanis has been squinting at rook in stolen moments ever since the café scene like '...did I imagine that vibe. surely not right.#i'm pretty sure. but am I. I do know he likes me. but DOES he like like me or is that just what I want it to be. this is very embarrassing #for everyone involved' (it is)#davrin has had both their numbers the entire time tho. and been extremely annoyed but professional about it #he knew from the moment these two chucklefucks showed up in his recruitment mission. and has been an adult about it. mostly #even when they've made it real hard ('so I'm gonna go ahead and assume you're not letting the abomination serial killer run around #just because you're transparently excruciatingly sweet on him. right. RIGHT??')#I have accidentally given lucanis a pattern of falling for people who keep covered neck to toe at all times #but like not to be a metaphor for their emotional intimacy issues or anything haha. imagine.#I'm making my own heart so tender by imagining lucanis struggling to get rye out of his (many-layered) robes during the romance scene #and both of them laughing right from the soul in relief and delight at each other b/c like 'how could I kill a god only to be bested #by nevarran fashion. also how in the maker's name do you get dressed so quickly in the mornings this is intense'#'same way one does anything else lots of practice and a can-do attitude'/'well I'll just have to put in the practice then'#and they just hug for a while. *head in my hands* yeah okay I can be normal. I can be normal about this.

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seventh-district · 1 month ago

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Sam: "Look at me. Hey- look at me a second. I know. I know you're tough. I know how strong you are. You have every right to be proud of that. But being able to handle somethin' doesn't mean you should have to. Least of all when I'm right here trying to help. Please let me help. If not for you then for me, because I don't like knowin' you're hurtin', especially when there's somethin' I can do about it."

Me, shaking my head, fighting back literal tears: "B-but it's gonna give you another headache!"

#redacted sam #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redactedverse #redacted fandom #[Sam's name doubles as a link to the specific lines i quoted btw. just for full credit/transparency & for anyone who wants to (re)listen]#Sam's deep-seated need to heal vs my inability to accept help would be a battle for the ages. unstoppable force vs immovable object #wait Sam already mentioned the force vs object thing to David during the inversion didn't he lmao 'they call /me/ Immovable Object'#he does suit Immovable a little more than Unstoppable i guess. i mean he can def be both imo but ykwim. anyways i digress #listen. i'm not a Marriage kinda guy. but good god the way some of Sam's lines make me wanna take a fucking knee and propose #i'm love him ur honor. he is comfort incarnate #can't believe i waited so long to listen to the Valentines Vampire Attack audio. it's got so much of that sweet sweet hurt/comfort #very reminiscent of their 2nd audio given all the healing he does for them & the consent checks before moving clothing and whatnot #which makes it a top favorite for me bc that's probably my most replayed Sam audio. and the one that initially hooked me #i didn't put off listening to it bc i thought i Wouldn't like it btw i just procrastinate everything for no real reason #listening to it now tho actually worked out well bc i could uh. definitely use it. so maybe i was subconsciously saving it for hard times #this post isn't a joke btw it really does hurt to hear him put himself in pain for the sake of healing Darlin' :(((#anD PAINKILLERS DON'T EVEN WORK ON HIM!!! ough man i would struggle so hard to accept his healing if i were in Darlin's shoes #like yeah there's other reasons i'd struggle to accept it too but him being in pain as a result would be one of 'em. the Guilt bro i can't #rp audio stuff #Seven.txt #(Seven blorbo-posting at 2am when they should either be doing something productive or sleeping?? more likely than you might think)

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goldensunset · 10 days ago

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"Unknown date" is the name of the partner that both Missing Link and Silksong are in some kind of toxic yaoi relationship with

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#i don’t go to hollow knight but from what i’ve heard they have it infinitely worse #but like #hollow knight is an indie game isn’t it. it’s understandable #square enix is supposed to be a triple A studio isn’t it #like they’re a big name #well sheesh. they sure seem to have the marketing budget of an amateur #and like not enough staff to work on more than one thing at a time #which means if there’s a conflict between final fantasy and literally anything else #final fantasy gets chosen every time #but like listen . delays are one thing. but lack! of! transparency!!!!#how hard would it have been to tweet this back in july!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#the reason being that 1. they initially said 2024 and 2. if it’s a gps based game then people wanna go outside for it #and most of their fanbase is in the northern hemisphere so it makes more sense to release during nice weather aka earlier in the year #aka the fact that it wasn’t done by like summer should’ve been a sign that it wasn’t gonna release this year #sigh sorry for going off in the tags i’m sure i’ve typed these exact words and made you read them 7 times in the last hour #i wish all hollow knight fans a very i hope you get your game soon too #asks #colorful-bees #kingdom hearts #khml #khposting

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jackie-whisperwind · 4 months ago

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not to get a little down on main but, how do yall fall in love with the game again?

#jackie posts #wizard101 #being so transparent… im just not a Fan with the way the game has been going for a while #like i have so so so much love for this game #it has RAISED me man #but it’s so hard to play it sometimes cause it just feels so meeehhhh (very descriptive i know)#anyway sorry if that was Too Much

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wildflowercryptid · 1 year ago

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your harrow drawing gives me LIFE

AJSFJSKJDF; THANK YOU!! 😭✨ all of the positive reception on my harrow drawing (and my tangle tower stuff in general) has really warmed my heart, i really appreciate all the kind words everyone have left on it...

to properly show my appreciation, please enjoy this harrow microorganism inspired by the game's map sprites!

— credit to @whisperingrockers for harrow's design again. pls go check out her tangle tower stuff, it's all extremely good.

#i love the game's lil map sprites so i had to make one for harrow #if anyone wants a tutorial on how i did the boil effect just let me know and i'll try to explain it in another post #applying the effect itself wasn't too hard but i had some trouble w/ the file size (which was mostly my fault bc the gif was way too long)#i also couldn't get the transparency to not look weird so that's why she's just. standing in the void #BUT YEAH. thank you again to everyone for being so kind it really means a lot!!#detective grimoire #tangle tower #harrow hawkshaw #🎨 : mj draws #asks #tw gif warning

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in-tua-deep · 23 days ago

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Well it’s already been a day and it’s 8am so

At least it’s a Womble Wednesday

Take care of yourselves today, everyone

#my cats #womble #do he and child know they’re the only threads left supporting my fragile mental health #I gave Womble his ear meds and child her hairball goop today #and all I could think about is that it’s just another day for them #I suspect today is going to be… fucking hard #as a therapist I have to keep my own stuff from being radioactively transparent so #it’s a self care between sessions kind of a day #I brought in leftovers for lunch and an entire party size bag of chips to give myself a treat #take care of yourselves out there #and keep yourselves safe #things will looked brighter eventually #even if I have to drag people with me and light the lamps my damn self

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bandsanitizer · 11 months ago

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in all honestly tho I respect people who like heartbreak girl or easier or don’t stop, especially when it comes down to it being this is my first 5sos song how am I not suppose to feel a way about it bc there is something incredibly special about the moment when you go oh this is it and as much as it’s like yes I am personally tired of this song over the others in their discography also it didn’t age well, I also get it. there’s a moment when you know and if there’s a particular song tied to that then all the love to you and it. I’m glad it’s gotten the live performances and different versions it has. I’m glad there’s part of integral to the band as well.

#alison speaks?#like i don’t usually do disclaimers but i feel like i need one #just cos i know i’ll make a lot of fun of the other tracks on self titled 1 this year #if we’re being transparent try hard was my first 5sos song #and i’m like emotionally attached to it even if i don’t listen to it much #so i get it and in the name of the whole cringe culture blah blah blah (not negative i just dk what to call it)#i just wanted to say #THAT SAID #some of yall (/nbh) making a scene about them playing or not playing heartbreak girl needs to stop going forward thank you #5sos

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pennyserenade · 2 months ago

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i hope everyone being cunts to chappell roan know that history isn’t going to remember them kindly bc truly what is this

#misc.#she’s not done anything wrong and people have been up her ass for weeks #ever since she said she didn’t want to be stalked it’s just been a dogpile on her 😭#and now they’re being awful bc she cancelled shows bc she’s feeling overwhelmed #SHES A PERSON! a WHOLE INDIVIDUAL with EMOTIONS and FEELINGS #and her fame happened very suddenly and she had a hard time with it which is very understandable #and she’s been transparent about her mental health struggles #and idk why everyone is being so stupid abt all of this 😭

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crimeronan · 1 year ago

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starting silt verses season 3 (i hadn't yet bc i wanted to be feeling better when i did) and ohhh my god i love faulkner so much. i love him so much. what a SNAKE. piece of shit darling devil incarnate horrible fucking person of my heart. adam parrish WISHES,

#I LOVE POLITICAL VOLLEYS WHERE EVERYONE THINKS THEYRE HOLDING ALL THE CARDS WHILE BEING TRANSPARENTLY IN OVER THEIR HEADS #dont spoil a thing. if faulkner's dead that simply makes sense but i want to experience everything as organically as possible #faulkner scratching ITCHES that are hard to scratch without writing my own damn original fiction #that's my BOY. my IRREDEEMABLE PIECE OF MANIPULATIVE GARBAGE this is who adam could be if he committed. i believe in him #the silt verses #the silt verses spoilers #i guess?????

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eggwishing · 1 year ago

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