#being social gives me anxiety.. going to events makes me physically sick.. ive been embarrassing with people so many times i cant count..
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#im an introvert and recluse (if that word makes sense)#but talking to strangers had so much positive impact on my life more than anything#if i hadn't commented on that rammstein post i wouldn't have met my best friend who's saved my life many times#if i didn't join some discord link i found on a tumblr post i wouldn't have met my first group of friends#if i stayed shy from my dorm-mate and refused the cigarette i would look back at my life in bukidnon with remorse and regret#just yesterday i racked up the courage to share my Minecraft build to some really good builders.. i talked about how perfectionism cripples#-me to which they replied 'well to me this is quality'... and it made me realize just how critical i am to myself...#being social gives me anxiety.. going to events makes me physically sick.. ive been embarrassing with people so many times i cant count..#but i cant deny how important it is for me to be social every once in a while. i could make new friends or be embarrassing again but either#-way it's an experience to remind me that I am alive...#wyn talks :)#tw vent#i could have worded this better but oh well.. english is not englishing its 8:00 AM and i am hungrryyyyyy
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