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chocymilksailor · 1 year ago

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i love being fictional but in real life actually. like my identity being inherently rooted in """fiction""" and yet boom here i am . a fictional creatura. an embodiment of having passed thru many existences that many would consider fictional. oooooooooooo the bleed between reality and fiction. anyway

#sipping choccy milk #i have many thoughts esp abt like #being inherently fictional and interacting with fandom differently than nonkin #i feel like i could write a whole fucking essay abt like the interaction with and treatment of fictional characters from fandom and how i #a fictokin bitch #am appalled by how some aspects of fandom are just outright disrespectful and weird #LMAO #i think this might also be why i have an imvoluntary squick with the term simp #cause applied to irl ppl and its a bad thing #but then fandom kinda took it and flew with it. so now its more of just a way to say that ur down bad LMAO #but then my brain is constantly just 'oh god but. if u get called a simp. bc ur just being a silly lil gayby. are they implying #that ur being disrespectful and creepy or smthn. oh goddess. they would hate me wouldnt they'#AGH. sailor anxiety real #its probably just me being vaguely fucking insane tho idk #anyway #the aspect of interacting w fandom from a fictokin perspective is so interesting to me #hcs? shipping? theorizing? its all just.#drgl fandom spoiled me (small and insane)#maybe i should do a fun little rant on fictokin + fandom but also fictokin vs fandom. well see

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