#before i needed and yet it disappears when its actually necessary like bestie whered you go?

[nerdie-faerie]

Me, tryna get ready: *to the tune of fireflies* you would not believe your eyes, how fucking disorganised

[xchoco-mixturex]

Holy moly, choco thorws an arrival (duh) analisys?!

As always, spoilers from tenkuu shinpan arrive, up until chapter 71. Always, the japanese version, since I read it in japanese. Read with caution below. ALSO ITS VERY LONG. I apologize before hand! (and for my poor english)

Like seriously, i mean, it ,this is HUGE SPOILERS! if not spoilers from much of the plot until now.

(And before you ask, we are translating be god damn patient or we drop the project, k thanks nwn)

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Okay? okay!

I dont now how many chapters we have left but i hope im actually wrong in this one because it feels like too few has passed :c. But a climax happened ofc: Daisei is there, you know, the huge ass eye. Also, ORibe mentioned that Yuri in on her way on fusion the dimensions, i dont know if she means the OG high rise dimension with the ruined high rise dimension? OR back to the real world? I doubt it’s back to the real world, since they still need a God, and left the game on pause tecnically. As Yuri said, it was ‘their fault’. Of course, Yuri being the actual administrator knew Daisei could do ruckus since he is also trying to archieve god. 

Now, i think Daisei is doing that in that ruined world since the OG High Rise world its paused. There hasnt been more killings, and i am not sure if the god candidate needs to read the other 2 god codes. For the ones that have read at least one code are:

Yuri

Juo

Okihara

Yoshida

And the Judges duo aka Kuon and Sniper.

Of course, Yuri cannot be god since it breaks the administrator rule, Juo is dead (is he? DUUUN DUN!) Okihara was comatose the last time we saw him and the med staff was healing him, Yoshida its mentioned to be alive but MIA. (or at least mentioned, since Yuri told Rika if he sees yoshida to thank him)

That would leave our beloved Sniper being the one with that duty. And for the role he is taking in arrive, who he is a bit more predominant there, it could make sense. BUUUUT! The issue is the god damn God system. I do not quite remember if reading the other codes was necessary,since he and Kuon finished the trial and faceless-kun said “yeh go on!” Of course, the issue with that, is that turning into God needs energy, and in the OG high rise world there is none or not the enough level to turn him into that, EVEN WORST, it seems that, according for what we have been seeing here, is that the ‘Will’ and the fluctuations of that is the one that feeds the system (despair, hope, etc). And will usually manifests, in a soul. Who the heck is a soul of the main five? Kuon.

You think the god damn Sniper would literally say “oh yeh, lets get rid of her and we get all out of here”. Lets be freaking honest, that option was there long ago but he was the one, literally, HIMSELF, that told her that no matter what she wont disappear. So yes, sacrificing Kuon is out of the question. Actually, sacrificing any of his team members its our of the qustion, since he asked Rika that with Yuri’s condition as Admin, she was forced to stay there somehow, and Rika said he is staying, and so did Sniper. So yes, leaving someone behind its ALSO out of the question Now, with the appearance of Daisei, who....Wanted to be like Kuon in that ethereal form since, according to him, it gives him a sort of inmortality, also wants to be god. And apparently, after he killed himself but had the will to ‘keep on living’, he realized he could be god. Now, I dont quite know HOW Ruined High rise world came to happen, but somehow Daisei arrived there. According with that he started a new killing game, a killing game the OG gang wanted to end FOR ONCE AND FOR ALL. Of course Daisei did not wanted them to interfere, so he created a sort of barrier that doesn't let the old members of the game enter. Therefore, neither Yuri and co could chase him down with the manipulating the barrier powers. That’s UNTIL...Kuon came with an idea. Apparently for what Sniper told Juorika and co, Kuon, Yuri, And Hayami Shintaro created the cloud mechanism (the ones with Clouds with a WILL aka, clouds with souls). Since Yuri seems to be human and in a frontier, and I am guessing its to keep the plan going, she sent the other main 4 to blend to that place: Rika, Nise, Sniper, And Kuon. Each of them linked to an object with their souls within, and not necessarily a weapon.  How each person got linked to their cloud its ANOTHER THEME, specially with the new character seen: Senya’s alien. The alien seems to be related to the creation of the system, not giving exactly who he is, but he having some authority over the strings of destiny, since he saw senya being a ‘main protaginist’ and, therefore, thats the reason he linked Senya with Sniper’s rifle, and therefore, Sniper! Who is the alien and what exactly is his role, i do not know quite yet. I just know the systems apparently were created with humanity’s will, the issue is how? and why? was a group of persons will? Since it seemed to be related to the archival of god status,  keeping people away of feelings, actually turning them emotionless, and being the strongest. Was it high class ppl? governments?  we dont know yet. Now back to the actual pot, Daisei has showed up, and his abilities with his second stage masks he seems to create using old memories. Some data recollected from the old world, not necessarily being ppl of that world that are alive right now, but also dead people since he brought Maid mask back.   Also it seems people are and at the same time are not related to their original power. If they have an original power beforehand, its good, but Daisei can also provide them more power of needed, specially if they are second stage soldiers. For example, Rika and Kuon are one of the strongest characters of the manga, Rika being an Apostle and not having  a god code in his system, yet still paired with the strength of a god, and Kuon, right now, its awfully OP, being able to bring ppl back to like and/or healing him. But their clones, Juo(rika) and Zeon, are just first stage level, who are just created to bring up despair, and analyse about intruders, but not personally KILLING the intruders or the foreign objects. (they call object from the OG gang like that). Then again, them compared to their og versions, aren’t that strong. Are they the strongest of their category? Yes. Are they paired to their original versions? Hell no. But then we have second stage soldiers that are naturally strong (Mayuko and Archeangel aka Nise and great angels clones...Oh and X, who is Miiko’s clone). And Second stage ones that aren’t naturally strong, like Maid mask, who was just paired up in strength to a strong angel, but nothing else, and now its paired up to people like Oribe who has Rika as her cloud (then again, a strong cloud,b ut his power is reduced due noodle form),and Asuka, who has Great Angel’s rod. What will happen now? Well, many stuff. First of all I don’t want it to end yet, but here are my takes: Well, we know Senya is coming back after talking with his alien friend (?, so he may get Oribe out of that issue when she is being strangled. The world merging may happen sooner as expected. That could mean, maybe, just maybe, the physical interference of the OG gang, no longer as noodles, since their presence its related to how the barrier (that its in a constant purge between Yuri and Daisei) its weakened or not.  I wonder if Daisei might flee with that, give a fight, or send a stronger clone. Hmmm... On the other hand, if the gang presence its stronger now, either be cloud is stronger or them just yeeting themselves there, that means MORE INTERACTIONS! (andsniperdad--). I hope we see other ones besides the main five, while i love the main five, i also like the other characters a lot, also lets have in mind Shika needs to see Hayami. Another thing, yes, during this whole ordeal, the Judges were investigating about Daisei, and while they aren’t sure if they can replicate bodies like he does (Iiiishhhh...) well they know, or at least Kuon knows, how to regenerate/resurrect people, but that takes a lot of energy and the hurt/dying person to have a will to keep on living, and honestly, I am surprised she hasn’t fainted yet--! Would the dimension merging somehow return her body back? Eh, its free to dream. What i know its that if the dimensions are united, that means Yuri could travel from A to B and, therefore, meet Nise again! And the crew of course! (well, after she rests because that whole things takes a lot of energy.) I rather not have my hopes up because Tenkuu shinpan Arrive aint as merciful as the prequel. Because honestly, it made me cry like at least 8 times. And Miura is not afraid to hit us in the feels, either be good or bad. What shall Daisei do? Oribe will be okay? What about the Mayu-Mayu gang with Juo(rika) and Zeon vs Archangel?! Rika will do something as a cloud? Shika will shoot? How long will Kuon endure in Nanami’s body?! WHERE IS THE SNIPER NOODLE?! And most importantly, if we have seen clones about almost all the main gang, and even some extras...Does that mean we shall face a Sniper clone soon?! (I fanon-wise call him Deva)  And how will his personality be? Because we have seen all clones are lacking on most of emotions (unlesstheyaredefective) Because if he is like how me and my tumblr bestie have been theorizing...This will be bad. Thank you for reading my huge analysis! Take care!

[sidlottedream]

Wish Upon A Star/part 3

Fanfiction

Part 3

Sanditon alternative universe fanfiction

a/n: thank you so much for reading. I really appreciate it. xoxo

Sometime in the afternoon, Christmas Eve

"Just a minute!" Esther shouted as the door bell went three times. And to her amazement as she opened the door, it was no delivery men standing with the tree, but Babington politely asking, "May I come in?", holding a 5 foot tree.

Esther rolled her eyes a bit and waved him in, drawing a silent breath. 

Babington walked in and looked at her, not waiting for her to throw a barrage at him that last night was just a drunken glitch and that there was no future for them.

“I am just delivering the tree.”

"I guess" Esther said, "Sidney couldn't find any delivery men available?!”

“He had some errands to run- and I was free!" Babington fibbed, “I was actually not expecting to find you here.”

"You were free?! Right." Esther said and taking a silent breath to calm her stomach butterflies said staring him in the eyes,"well, now you are free to leave!"

But Babington was not to be rushed away. And before we return this moment - let's go back to Charlotte’s phone call to Sidney orchestrating the whole tree delivery thing.

"I have a favour to ask" Charlotte said, "I know for a fact that Esther is really in love with Babington and she will stay with us over Christmas, because Edward has actually locked her out of the apartment. You know that battle over the house- apparently he won the lawsuit. Anyway- I have an idea.”

Charlotte now ran the idea of Babington delivering the tree to their flat and give those two some time alone to talk things through. 

“Done.” Sidney agreed to the scheme.

And so- back to Charlotte and Georgiana’s flat

What to say and what to do - and now he thought of the totally unexpected Babington knelt down.

"Babington? What are you doing?" Esther looked wide-eyed at the man, pulling him by the arms to get up, “Don’t do that again.”

"I’m not. I’m just begging for forgivness" Babingotn  said seriously and continued, "I know there's no fit excuse for me acting the way I did last summer in Sanditon."

“Just stop it. Get up! You’re being ridiculous!” Esther stepped forward taking him  by the shoulders trying to entice him to get up. Babington swiftly took hold of her hand standing up. And there it was- both of them looked at their hands entwined, Babington’ s eyes looked her deeply in the eyes, more than apology seeping out of them, “I love you! More than love you. You are my everything, Esther.”

 Esther’s eyes watered with emotions, but she pulled her hands away from his stepping aside to brush her tears away, "No- huh- ok- I forgive you-are we done? Can you just leave?! Please!"

"Right" Babington drew a deep exasperated breath, pausing for a moment waiting for another second for her reaction till he passed by her to walk to the door. Esther stood still in the living room, her heart yelling at her to stop him- yeah, you thought you were exclusive, but it was never declared- really- was a declaration necessary, after weeks being inseparable, going back and forth to Sanditon and London-it all was just sweet nothings.

"Babington-"s he uttered and he turned around, the butterflies now raising in his stomach with half anguish and half hope, waiting for her to speak.

"I- I mistook all our being together as something more than it was- I guess, I didn't read the signs that it was just a fun thing"

Babington now walked back to her, "It was not just a fun thing- it was me- not admitting to my heart that I have finally found the woman I wanted to be with -it was me being foolish- demented- call it what you want- there is no excuse- ah, I've always thought love was a weakness- how stupid was I-"

"Stupid" Esther uttered.

Well, what followed after Babington bore his soul to her - was- well, a kiss was the next logical thing that should have happened if, of course, Esther's fear of giving him another chance hadn’t reared its ugly head - as her phone rang, she took the phone call as it was her aunt. Escape or just pause- Esther now went out of the living room.

Babington sighed a little and now took his phone and texting Sidney that the mission felt like it had, to which Sidney replied not to let it go and said that he and Charlotte were their way to the flat.

In the wine bar not far from the flat. Sidney, Charlotte and Georgiana had a very late lunch.

"They so belong together- I hate matchmaking, but this time it is necessary" Charlotte said.

"I say so, too" Sidney agree , smiling a little, he got up, “I got to go. I will see you later.”

"Yes. Later" Charlotte said, gazing lovingly at the man as he went out of the bar.

“You two are just friends-yeah right?!" Georgiana remarked sipping down the rest of her wine.

"Don’t start please - what if all falls apart and I lose him as a friend?" Charlotte puffed nervously.

"Or-you never try and regret it and yet it could have been something amazing and the stuff that always and forever are made off- what then?!" Georgiana said to her friend with romantic optimism.

“I can’t think about it. And the whole invitation to the play - Esther thinks it is a non-date, that could actually be a date of sorts. It’s not like the first time we went to a play, or a reading.”

“Oh, God yes - the Heraclitus Night - I thing that you two are made for each other. Only you two could enjoy something so boring. He is definitely the one for you!”

"True" Charlotte said dreamily, remembering the evening in Sanditon where they spent discussing philosophers. Is Sidney really the one?!

The same question played on Diana's mind when she stood in front of the cafe seeing Stringer waiting for her. She had been in love so many times, but Stringer was the only guy that had the great potential not to stump all over her heart if only he fell in love with her. And what about Stringer’ feelings?! Ah, he had his heart broken and stumped on almost as often as Diana's. And, Charlotte, who had said that she was no matchmaker steered the wheel for them as well.

The night before at the bar

"Just go for it. She's got a timid heart, she hides under the facade of a bitch." Charlotte said to Stringer.

And, at the flat, a tad bit later, Charlotte and Georgiana made Babington busy helping them with the unpacking, as they bought additional decorations, as well as the food for the Christmas Eve dinner. Esther disappeared to get dressed and pulled Charlotte with her to discuss the Babington situation.

"He apologized- and he was on his knees"

"What-he proposed again?" Charlotte said excited.

"Char! No. Just said how sorry he was about - last summer"

Charlotte knew that Esther was waiting for her friend to bestow her with her wisdom. But Charlotte had none. Still she pulled her all time romantic one out, "What does your heart tell you?"

”Char - I really need you here in the kitchen.” Georgiana peeped through the door and Charlotte could not say no, as he knew that her bestie was a disaster in the kitchen. 

“I got to go help.” Charlotte turned to Esther before she slipped out of the bedroom, “Listen to what your heart is telling you!”

"Right" Esther said,"I am getting dressed and you get cooking!" 

Walking to the wardrobe, she now went through the dresses - as all of a sudden as she looked at herself in the mirror to see if the blue dress she chose was fitting a fairy-like Esther looked back at her making her flinch a bit. The Esther in the mirror now addressed her human counterpart.

"Don't be afraid- I am something like your doppelganger-or-nevermind- I just wanted to tell you that - well", Charlotte is right- you have to look in your heart -and your heart is my heart too, I don't know if this is really true- "

"What is this?" Esther now said-"I am going crazy?!" 

Quickly she shut the wardrobe door, but whatever the creature was - she now was sitting on the bed in a glitzi gown with her hair pulled up in bun with a wand in her hand, "Hey-don't worry- you are perfectly fine- this is Christmas Eve -although it's daytime still- and I am actually always on the other side looking after you- and you usually can't see me. Christmas is special time of the year- and we can walk over through the veil. Ok, where were we? Ah, yes, you, and your heart and Babington. I know he hurt you, but I'd like to just show you something about him and why you fell in love with him."

"I am leaving" Esther now walked to the bedroom door and opened it. As she walked through it she was not in Charlotte���s flat, but in a big, luxurious house.  A three year old boy ran to her calling her mom. Babingotn was right behind him placing a kiss on her lips, telling her that everyone had been waiting forever for her to get ready so they could light up the tree. 

Esther looked stunned and then turned to her doppelganger, fairy or whoever that was saying to her, "This is a gift from the ghost of Christmas future for you!"