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A Depressing Speculation
Content Warning: Talks of death
Ya’ll know how a single day or even week doesn’t go by where your mom doesn’t allude to her impending death?
Like, sometimes, you be having a conversation with her, and she’ll come and tell you, “You know one day I won’t be here…” and then she’ll go on a spiel about how she’s gonna die one day and stuff, and you feel this certain dread in your chest because you love your mom and don’t know what you’d do without her?
How would Xanthus react if Love did that to him? Like—let’s say they didn’t want to be turned into a vampire—and just wanted a normal lifespan of a human—ya’ll think that he’d feel that same crushing dread in his chest? The type of dread that makes your chest tighten and ache so bad that you feel like you can't breathe? The type of dread where you can feel your stomach drop to the floor—the type of dread that makes your heart beat so hard that you feel it pulsating from your chest all the way down to your fingertips? The type of dread that'll make you fall apart?
Xanthus was always a man who went off of facts—and never saw them more as the cruel reality to life. He wasn't like other people—living and frolicking in a little bubble of delusion. But that one fact—that one simple fact—that they won't be here forever is one thing that truly, truly scares him.
Because at least—when you die, you'll end up in the same place as your mother. Your suffering will eventually come to an end—and you won't feel anything anymore.
But Xanthus? Nah. He has to continue on in this mortal coil without the one person who's given his life purpose.
I don't know, I've been thinking about that a lot.
#zsakuva#sakuverse#xanthus zsakuva#just thinking aloud#sorry if it’s dark ya’ll💀#been on my mind for ages#love ya’ll#also sorry for not posting much college is actually beating my ass
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Rabbi Joseph Telushkin, Jewish Literacy | Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood
#been on my mind for ages#so here#fmab#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#roy mustang#edward elric#alphonse elric#elric brothers#hohenheim#web weave#bible#poetry
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"Hollow"
A gravestone stands alone in this somber forest Where the dead and the alive have left this awful place No voice No breathe is heard Except for the Thing buried
A vine twists itself out of the sacred, cursed dirt along the cracked and mossy stone A pale but sturdy hand grabs and tears it to pieces...
A vine twists itself to a lonely soul never letting go never forgetting the shape and warmth A pale but study hand grabs and tears it to pieces...
A thorny Vine twists itself to me Red wine spills overflowing the cup that never runneth over My pale but study hands grasp and tear grasp and tear grasp and tear...
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Ace Week is upon us again, which means it's time for me to share some more silly little critters with you all! (If you like, you can also say hello to their friends from 2021, 2022 and 2023.) ✨Go and be as amazing as always, aces✨
#ace week#ace week 2024#asexual week#aspec week#asexual#ace#art#my art#ace pride#aspec#asexuality#axolotl#axolotl art#ferret#ferret art#asexual spectrum#aspec friendly#asexual awareness week#pride#pride art#queer#queer art#lgbtqia+#lgbtq+#digital illustration#critters are no longer a twice a year thing for me since i started doing requests but i love commemorating this week#and i've been wanting to do an axolotl and ferret for ages; they are such silly little guys#critter series#id in alt text#blanket permission as always for you to use these as PFPs! so long as you credit me then i really don't mind if you use them :)
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If there were stealth segments… Cue the mgs exclamation sound whenever an enemy spots them. ❗️😂
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#Emmrich volkarin#Lucanis dellamorte#da spite#da rook#xren ingellvar#my art#it’s an idea that I keep forgetting to draw#but has been on my mind for so long ahxisbs#just thinking of dragging Emmrich into a stealth quest#or a crow job#and he’s just alerting literally everyone with how bright and jangly he is#ray of sunshine necromancer fr
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Fic Idea where Fiddleford helps Stan rebuild the portal, but Stan finds out that Fiddleford has a wife and he's like
"You have a WIFE?? That DIDN'T marry you to steal your car and money???? What are you DOING here???"
"Yeah, well.... She's better off thinking I'm dead somewhere....."
"A WIFE. That LOVES you. Get outta here and go explain yourself, Idiot!!"
"She and our son shouldn't have to deal with--"
"YOUR SON???!!?!!??"
Anyways, so Stan helps Fiddleford reach out and explain himself to his wife, but expresses that he wants to keep being in Gravity Falls, so his wife and kid go to live with them in The Shack instead.
Blah blah blah, bonding happens, Stan bags Fiddleford AND his wife and becomes a step dad, God bless 🙏
#I don't see enough of Fiddleford's wife ngl#i just want Stan to be loved#this fic idea has been in my mind for ages 🙏#LET THEM BE POLYAMOROUS AND IN LOVE!!!! RIGHT NOW!!!!#Stan is such a poly bi-con TRUST 🙏#Stan and Fiddleford's wife help Fidds stop using the memory gun#Fiddleford and his wife help Stan feel loved#JUST HEAR ME OUT THEY COULD HAVE A BEAUTIFUL RELATIONSHIP#Tate gets 2 dads for the price of 0#cause in canon Fiddleford left when he was a baby and lost his mind so he didn't get any dads#let that kid grow up in an unbroken house hold 🙏#omg you know how in canon Tate works at the bait shop next to the lake#Stan would SO take Tate fishing#he would be such a good dad guys give him a chance😭#cole's talking#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddlestan#fiddleford x stanley#fiddleford x fiddleford's wife x stanley#just hear me out guys 🙏#fiddleford's wife
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forever thinking about royal’s bad ending. my thing with it is that maruki doesn’t necessarily give anyone what they want most, he gives them what’s most appropriate for them to want within a maruki-approved framework. iirc there’s a really interesting text sequence in the game where he just straight up changes someone’s career because they’re not “good” at it, regardless of whether that’s what they actually want. why struggle at all? ever? right?
and so ultimately i don’t think goro akechi’s greatest wish is necessarily ren. i think it’s a wish for sure, but his greatest wish is his own agency. despite any regrets he has and the fact that shido and yaldabaoth treated him like a pawn, he's generally pretty adamant about owning his choices and their consequences. he doesn't want that erased. and instead, you end up with pleasant boy™ if you take maruki’s deal. maybe maruki (incorrectly) thinks sanding off all of akechi’s rough edges will make him easier for ren to love. but the crux of it is really that maruki has to essentially lobotomize him to preserve the illusion of his perfect reality, because their ideologies are so diametrically opposed that akechi would spend every waking moment fighting back.
this isn’t to undermine ren’s importance to akechi btw — he explicitly acknowledges that he wishes they had met earlier, and there are countless moments throughout their confidant that underscore how much it means to him that they mirror each other so well. he absolutely does want more time with ren, just not under these circumstances.
and that’s also what makes ren’s choice on 2/2 doubly devastating. he knows that either way he loses akechi. and if he takes maruki’s deal, he loses him knowing that his last moments with the real akechi involved the two of them being unforgivably out of sync.
#shuake#ren amamiya#goro akechi#takuto maruki#persona 5#DOES THIS MAKE SENSE#this has been on my mind for ages#siri play ideal and the real dot mp3#like the two of them happily playing chess together hits hard bc in another life they could’ve had that#but the thing is#neither of them want another life! they just want each other as is!#me for the millionth time: takuto maruki most interesting antagonist of all time#tired of all the one dimensional evil villains#give me the pathetic wet cat man who projects his issues w his ex gf onto u and turns ur bf into a stepford wife ❤️#will the real goro akechi please stand up#*#wishing i had the time to replay this game for 3rd sem alone but alas. capitalism strikes again. adulthood is a scam#so instead i am rotating these guys endlessly in my mind and throwing my thoughts out into the void#eta: have really been enjoying seeing ppl's tags on this!!!#thank u for rotating them in ur mind as well
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My less popular opinion (and what I believe to be implied by the art in Lost Days) is that rather than waking up in a fully grown body Jason didn’t actually complete his puberty until after his Lazarus pit dip while he was on his murder tour. Imagine you’re tied up in a basement in Berlin getting interrogated by a teenager and his voice is cracking the entire time and if you laugh he’s going to shoot you
#Late puberty Jason truthers rise#Egon calling up Talia like ‘did you send me a middle schooler what is this’. ‘He’s technically high school aged actually’#he would’ve been like 18 when he finally regained consciousness but the way he’s drawn could easily be mistaken for 15#I know people love the body dysmorphia angst of Jason waking up big but I offer you this: Jason wakes up looking basically the same to a#world that has moved on without him and is unrecognizable. His death/injuries stunted him he existed for years in a state of suspension#while the world passed him by. He was on pause while everyone kept moving on and he didn’t get unpaused until the Lazarus pit and he has#to scramble to catch up. He’s actually 18 but the last thing he remembers is being 15 and his body reflects this state#and then once his mind is finally back online puberty hits him like a truck. Just look at the difference between how Jason is drawn#immediately after his dip in the Lazarus pit vs the end of lost days when his training arc is over#It implies it could’ve been multiple years but in order to fit with the timeline of other comics I personally don’t think it#would’ve been that long. I think he just sprouted up like a weed#Jason Todd#dc#I think Jason is technically still growing by the time he’s red hood. In my personal mindscape he doesn’t reach his peak buffness/height#he’s like 21 and he’s 19 in utrh#Sorry for my 1538283th post about red hood lost days I’m obsessed with his little fucked up coming of age story#Red hood lost days
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when are we gonna wake up and realize that Romanced Rook should have made an appearance in Lucanis’ mind prison - a reflection of all his insecurities about their relationship, his fears around intimacy, his fear for their safety around him. To have all that made flesh and be spoken from Rook’s own mouth?? Sheesh 😩
#dont boo me u know im right!!#datv#datv spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#rook#lucanis x rook#lucanis dragon age#this would have been such a good way for us to see just how much he’s struggling to reciprocate Rooks affections despite how much he wants#oh well#fanfic writers you know what to do#my rook WILL fight herself and drag him out of his mind prison by his arm#im not tagging this as critical because its not really a criticism just something i would have liked to see
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Scott Pilgrim vs. [THE WORLD] Ramona's 8th evil ex
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#jojo bizarre adventure#jjba fanart#jjba#scott pilgrim#ramona flowers#scott pilgram vs the world#Dio Brando#stardust crusaders#JoJo part 3#I’m sorry this joke has been on my mind for ages#felt appropriate to finally do with the recent SPVSW news
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What's the big deal, Grunkle Ford, it's just a crop top
#stancest#Stan will wear anything Mabel creates for him. You CAN'T change my mind#it's been ages since I last drew a fat belly#feels good man#don't fight the dark urge Ford. GROPE HIM.
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one little maid lamb art bc theyre relaxing for me to draw
#crack maid au#look i just like drawign all the little scratches after theyve been fighting#cult of the lamb#cotl#first thing that hasnt been a scribble in ages it was to Soothe My Mind#cotl lamb#my art#lamb and their oral fixation...#honestly this didnt really feel like a whole post alone but otherwise itll sit in my drafts for 3 months
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Have a Sun, Moon, and a StarrSpice!
I’ve been super busy with work and other stuff in my life so I haven’t had the time energy or motivation to really draw all that much, but with things settling down a bit I decided to stretch my drawing muscles and dive back in
And who better to do that with than sun and Moon? The most drawable boys ever
Very self indulgent but very much needed with the chaos in my life lately
It feels good to be back
#I’m a firm believer that they have the dorkiest laughs imaginable#like when they really truly gut busting laugh it’s the silliest sounding thing in the world#and none of you can change my mind#i played around a bit with how I draw moon and I’m really liking the half face thing#it’s been so long#sun and moon my beloved#fnaf sb#moondrop#sundrop#my art#fnaf sun#fnaf security breach#fnaf moon#fanart#self insert#self indulgent#it me!#Starrspice#my hair is turning gray#I’m only 23#my brother was 12 when his started graying#he’s 26 now and his hair has very little brown left#I’m rapidly aging before your very eyes#I really like drawing them like this#maybe it’s time to jump back into my aus with this new art style#we shall see#fnaf dca#dca fandom#fnaf daycare attendant#the daycare attendant
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He’s such a disney princess but with spirits instead of animals. 🤭 I love it.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#Emmrich volkarin#my art#I haven’t really tried drawing in different styles since I left my studio job#and the thought of disney princes Emmrich has been on my mind for so long#so I just tried it ahaha#plus his personal questline and the antagonist#are so Disney villain ish#imo anyway#I enjoyed it immensely#my rook is the prince coming in to sweep him away#hehe#scribble scribble#style what style
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We better get a much needed morales family hug at the end of the next movie OR ELSE (btw read this fic. bless)
Bonus messy doodle below but it’s got major spider verse spoilers!‼️‼️‼️
Earth 42 miles better get a hug and a kiss from his mom too
#my art#completed#rio morales#jefferson davis#miles morales#miles g morales#spiderverse#spiderman across the spiderverse#across the spiderverse#me downloading so many screen tone brushes for this and going crazy#this movie bro. spideverse is so good i wish loving families were real /j#i havent rendered anything in ages and it shows FJSDHF or completed anything. im just out here#anyways spideverse took over my brain bc it's all i've been drawing for the past three weeks. trigun fanart again soon tho i prommy#i just. the first movie is actually my favorite movie of all time and i've watched it so many times in the past five years#it's on my mind at all times like a dormant volcano ready to errupt before i become annoying about it again#i just love miles so much and his family#AIGHGHHG#drawing jeff was beating my ass i cant actually draw men but we're learning today!!!#atsv#itsv#ID in alt text
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Listen, I'm not here to dictate how you should interpret Dottore's character, I'm really not; but the one misconception about him that really kills me is the idea that he's a "sadist who experiments on people for fun". Where in the world did people even get that from?
Here's the truth: Dottore experiments on people because he thinks he should. Because, if experimenting on someone will get him the results he desires in his endless pursuit of knowledge, then he will not think twice before going through with the experiment regardless of how cruel it is. Tighnari, while recounting his conversation with Dottore, says, "he never came off as malicious, but an utter lack of compassion permeated throughout our conversation". That's who Dottore is - someone lacking compassion for people, someone who sees himself as greater than the others (whilst also seeking recognition in his homeland, but that's a separate can of worms that I'm not opening today). Dottore won't think twice about how his subjects feel because he does not care; there is no pity nor excitement, only a need for results, answers. So... the next time someone says he's a sadist, just keep this in mind: he's literally not.
#it's a needless rant but this has been on my mind for ages#it's one thing when haters misinterpret him but his own fans? guys. guys guys guys#we can't be into the man who's all about knowledge whilst being clueless ourselves#do it for him! see what he's really all about#but aside from that: everyone is free to enjoy a character in any way they desire. don't let my words stop you from making fun hcs about hi#or anything else for that matter#with that said: i'm off#dottore#il dottore#genshin impact
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