#been meaning to make this meme since i first started this blog

[darnell-la]

heyy.. hey, how y’all doing 😭🫶🏽

i absolutely love this blog, you are so talented and the work you put out BOMB !! logan’s personality/dialogue is amazing. i was wondering if you could do a part 2, or maybe a whole new blurb about logan + anal with reader? thank you so much <33

thank you so much for your kind words and support. we’ve been busy with all of these Logan x reader stories, but we’re completely fine with it. We love this man. The character AND the actor.

this is a whole different story from the last but still involves anal with the reader. he’s very mean in here but has a reason to be. I think you guys would like this…

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Tonight was a fun night. At first, Logan showed her off by dancing with her, filling her drinks and maybe giving her a few pecks here and there. It felt special since this was the first time he’s shown real affection towards her in public.

Everyone kind of had an idea months ago after he yelled at y/n, telling her it was too dangerous to fight without being by his side. Every mission from them, he’s literally glued on her, not letting her out of his sight for even a second.

After a couple of hours, the mutants were drunk and Logan was gone. He’s been gone for only ten minutes, but y/n noticed. She always does.

Y/n got up to talk around and find him, maybe even get another drink while she’s at it.

“So you like them badass now? Uncontrollable and dumb!?” Y/n heard Jean yell in the kitchen. “I’ve never not liked them badass, Jean,” Logan spoke. The jealousy of him talking to Jean about anything flooded her body.

“You didn’t like me when I was badass or uncontrollable. What is it about her that I don’t have, hm? Does she kiss better? Fuck? Suck? Tell me, Logan, because we both know I can do it better,” Y/n wanted to say something, but she wanted to hear what Logan had to say.

The man chuckled, knowing Jean was nowhere near how y/n was. Her personality was better, she treated him better, and she wasn’t scared to show how much she adored him. Jean never showed anything towards him unless they ran into each other in an empty hall or room.

“You wish,” he went to walk away but Jean grabbed his face and pulled him to a rough kiss. Y/n’s eyes widened as her fists balled up, but she stood still. Why? Because Logan didn’t do anything.

Y/n felt her eyes tear up, her breathing get heavy, and her head spin. She couldn’t stay watched. She left right before he finally did something.

The man grew his claws out and raised them to Jean's neck after pushing her away. “You touch me again, and I’ll bring 'em out with my fists on your neck,” Jean was angry but stayed silent. He truly has moved on, or maybe he’s never wanted her like that in the first place.

For the rest of the party, Logan searched for y/n. He walked through the whole mansion after he didn’t find her on the couch she left.

He hated not being around her. It’s not like anything would happen, but he needed her presence.

“Ssh, not too loud,” Logan heard his girl's voice coming from one of the bathrooms. The man sighed in relief, glad he finally found her until he heard a man's voice. That man was Scott.

“Why? No one’s around here, and even if they were, who cares?” The man couldn’t stop kissing all over the girl. She was so sweet and he’d been wanting to get at her before Logan claimed her.

Logan couldn’t believe what he was hearing, so he kept quiet and placed his ear on the door.

“You taste so good — I bet you’re soaked,” the man spoke as his hands traced under her dress. “How about you find out,” she giggled right before his fingers rubbed through her slick.

“Fuck,” he groaned, and that was it. Logan had enough. “The fuck is going on here!?” Logan kicked the door down. Literally. The door had broken off of the hinges, making y/n and Scott jump. His fingers instantly pulled out of her.

“Dude, what the fuck is your problem!?” Scott shouted at the man as he covered y/n up. The girl's right tit was out, her dress was pulled up and her makeup was smudged slightly. How long have they been at this, Logan thought to himself.

Logan couldn’t help but laugh at the two. He could feel his head hurt from the anger running through his body at the sight of Scott of all people, on his girl. His fingers were in his girl.

“Ima give you 5 seconds, Scott, and if you’re not off of my girl and out of my face — I’m gonna slice your ass in half,” Logan threatened and after first, Scott wasn’t scared. He wasn’t going to do shit.

“Look, she told me what you did, so why do you care if I have her now?” Scott spoke. “Five,” Logan said. “Dudes, c’mon,” Scot spoke again. “Four,” Logan said, fists balling and eyes staring through Scott’s soul.

“Logan, get out of here. I’m busy with-“ y/n was cut off after Logan’s claws came out. They seemed longer than ever. “Three,” he spoke. Now Scott was terrified. He was actually going going to do it.

“Come to me later,” Scott said as he fixed his pants and went to walk past Logan. Logan grabbed Scot by the shirt, making the scared me shout in fear, and y/n jump.

“There ain’t no later,” Logan said before throwing Scott off of him. He watched the man speed away and back to the party, ignoring how he could’ve been mauled by Logan.

“L-Logan, you can’t just-“ Logan’s hand was around her neck, cutting her off from whatever dumb shit she wanted to say. “How much did he touch you?” Logan asked. “W-What-“ Logan shook the girl by her neck in anger as he shouted, “How much did he touch you!?”

Y/n didn’t answer. She was shocked at the way he reacted. She wasn’t scared, but she knew he was pissed off. Why when he cheated?

“Answer me!” He demanded as he gripped tight. His right hand still had his claws out, trying to intimidate her, but she knew he could never hurt her, so she decided to have a little fun.

“A lot,” she replied to the man’s question. It seemed like his eyes instantly grew dark. “Did you suck him off, y/n?” He asked, praying to go she wasn’t that stupid.

He still doesn’t know that she thinks he cheated on her. All he’s thinking is that she’s too drunk to fully understand what she’s doing. Even if she did understand, he wasn’t going to let her go. She was his, and she knew that.

“What if I did?” The girl whispered with a grin he hated seeing on her face. She didn’t get the chance to, but she was thinking about it. “Why would you do that, y/n? Why!?” Logan felt his heart shatter.

“Why would you do what you did, huh!? You think this shit only goes one way!?” Y/n choked but managed to get out what she needed. “What are you on about? Y/n, you’re drunk as fuck,” Logan released her neck.

“So what? I rather be drunk and drown on Scott’s lips than spend another second with you and fake love,” y/n spat, eyes instantly tearing up at the view she saw almost an hour ago. She thought the alcohol she’d consumed since then would stop her emotions, but it failed.

“Don’t fuckin’ say that again, and what fake love are you talking about? Y/n, are you even thinkin’ right now? Is your head fucked up or some shit?” Logan tried to understand what had happened since he left her.

“The only thing that’s fucked up is you!” Y/n’s eyes darkened in anger, but they soon faded away. She was sad to unleash any type of power on him. She felt weak and betrayed.

“Baby,” Logan spoke as he stepped towards her and raised his hand to cup her cheek, but she slapped his hand away, eyes barely being able to stay up and looking at him.

“C’mere,” he softly said, finally cupping her cheek with one hand and using the other to rub her thigh. He did anything to calm her down. She’s never lashed out so bad where her powers showed.

“Talk to me, baby. You can’t just stay quiet and expect me to know what I did to upset you,” she spoke low as he rubbed the tears from her cheek. “But you should know — Y-You did it and-“Y/n cut herself off with a choked cry.

“Tell me what I did, bub — I wanna make it up to you,” he said and even though he had no idea what he did and y/n still believed he cheated, she would’ve definitely taken him back. He’s so good at apologizing in different ways.

“She kissed you — A-And you didn’t pull back,” Y/n said as she turned away. “Baby, what?” He asked, already forgetting about what Jean tried to make him do. He would never leave y/n for a woman who can’t make her mind up.

“Jean,” y/n said low, finally holding her cries in. All of a sudden, she felt angry again. “What? Baby — Wait-“ he said, remembering what went down in the kitchen. He could’ve sworn smelt y/n near but he was too busy trying to get through Jean’s head that he’s been done with her.

“Baby, she kissed me then I pushed her off of me,” Logan said. “No, you didn’t!” Y/n yelled at him before pushing his chest hard, causing him to stumble. She was strong. She always has been.

“Y/n, yes I did!” He said, confused about what she saw. Y/n scoffed as she walked out of the bathroom. “Baby- Y/n!” Logan ran after her as she stormed back towards the party.

“Y/n, stop, don’t you fuckin’ go back to him,” Logan growled, knowing that was where she was going. “Fuck off and let me have fun,” Y/n said, making the man’s blood boil.

Before she knew it, y/n was pinned up against the wall, Logan’s hands on her head and pressing her cheek up against the cold wood.

“You think I’m going to let you walk back to him? Just like that!? No — You’re gonna fuckin’ listen to me,” Logan said through his teeth as y/n tried pushing off of the wall, but every time, he slammed her back.

“I didn’t kiss her, okay? If you were there long enough, you would've seen me threatening to claw her, but I fuckin’ bet your emotional ass left before any of that, huh? Huh!?” The man shouted.

“Because you didn’t pull away-“ y/n tried saying but the man pulled her back and then smaller her against the wall again, not really wanting to hear her speak about what she thought she saw.

“I didn’t pull back right away because she got in my mind. I told her to pull back, or I’ll make her. That was it! Ten fucking seconds, and you left in five,” Logan was heated.

“W-Why would I stay and watch my boyfriend kiss his ex?” Y/n genuinely asked as she felt his body crush her. “You didn’t have to, but maybe next time you don’t go sucking Scott’s tongue and not hear me out — And, she’s not my ex!”

It was silent for a while. All you could hear was Logan’s breathing. His deep, dark, animalistic breathing. He’s never been this furious around her before. He wanted to run after Scott and make sure y/n saw nothing in him after he fucked up his face.

“I-I’m sorry,” y/n said, now understanding that Logan didn’t cheat on her. He threatened Jean for y/n, but she was too emotional to confront them or stay any longer to see what he would do.

“Oh, are you now?” Logan asked in her ear before letting out a laugh. “You always are — You’re always yellin’ at me like I’m some bitch,” Logan’s grip on her head and waist tightened.

“You couldn’t even keep your legs closed for an hour after I cheated. You were just gonna slut around, hm? Hm!?” Logan’s hand that was on her waist, loses and travels down her dress until he pulled them up, now rubbing his crotch against her ass.

“I’m sorry,” it came off as a beg for him to forgive her. “Well, sluts get treated like sluts, don’t they?” Logan asked her like she was going to answer. She didn’t know what to do or what to say to calm him down.

It was too late to calm him down. He’d already reached into his jeans and pulled his cock out. She panicked when she remembered they were in the hallway. Anyone could come out.

“No, Logan- Not out here,” she whispered like they weren’t just yelling at each other. “Sluts get treated like sluts,” Logan said after he spat on his cock, rubbing a huge amount on. He needed to make sure he could fit.

“Baby, baby, just please let’s- let’s think about this, okay? Let me apologize,” she begged, trying to move her hips away, but she was going nowhere. He had her pinned down.

“Sluts get treated like sluts,” the man repeated before she felt his tip push at the hole she’s never used before. Before she could scream at the sudden burn, Logan used the hand pushing her face into the wall, to cover her mouth.

Her body was now pressed back against him, allowing her to hear all of his low and deep groans. It hurt him pushing in, but he was going to make it work.

“L-Logan,” y/n cried, her voice still muffled but it’s not like she would’ve been heard anyways. Her heavy breathing won’t let her get a sentence out.

“That’s it,” Logan pushed until he was fully inside of her to the hilt. “So fuckin’ tight — Gotta be the most perfect girl there is,” Logan spoke as he moved his hips, thrusting to her girl slowly, allowing his spot to coat his entire cock and her hole.

Y/n cried in pain as her back arched. She was fighting for her life to keep her legs still, but they were shaking too much. He’s already big, and now he’s in her ass with lack of preparation.

“Did he do this?” Logan asked, talking about Scott. “Can he fuck you like this, hm? You think his cocks meant for your hole like I am, y/n?” The paste he was fucking her in, only made it harder for her to speak. He hadn’t even taken his hand away from her mouth.

“Oh, I know, baby — I know I’m the only one that can make you look this stupid,” Logan could see her eyes cross. She swore she was actually losing her mind. “My little dumb baby,”

Logan’s free hand dug into y/n’s waist, forcing her weak body into his thrust. He couldn’t get enough of her begs, her cries, her small moans, and the way she shook on him.

“You think he’ll want you after this? After you can’t speak for yourself?” Logan continued his bullying. “Actually, I bet he would. After his nasty ass fingers got a taste of you,” Logan got angry once he remembered.

“Bet he ran off sniffing and smelling how sweet you are. So fuckin’ sweet, but that’s supposed to be for me. Only me!”

“You fucked that up, bub, and ima make sure you regret it,” Logan pulled y/n off of the wall before throwing her to the ground. Not too hard because he still cared for her, but enough for her to know he was pissed.

“L-Logan, I’m sorry-“ she couldn’t speak before he had her on all fours and slammed right back into her ass. The scream she let out was loud, but the music the party had was louder.

“I pray to god that son of a bitch comes back out here to this view. Who would want you after you slut yourself in the middle of school, huh? Who?” He asked, pulling the girl back by her hair.

“That’s what I thought. I’m the only one that wants a pretty little slut like you,” he said in her ear as his free hand traced to her tits before letting them free.

“I’m the only one that can control you and give you what you want. No one else, do you hear me?” The tone in his voice made y/n know he wanted an answer. “Y-Yes,” she sobbed.

“So fuckin’ drunk — God, y/n,” he chuckled. “Gonna let me have my way with you? Gonna let me keep fuckin’ this ass till you pass out?” He asked as her eyes slowly became heavy. He could see her. He knew she was close.

“Cum for me first, baby doll. Wanna hear that shit all over the floor,” his deep voice seemed needy, but y/n didn’t need him to tell her twice before she let loose just like he told her to.

“That’s it, princess — My dirty little girl cummin’ brain dead,” y/n was confused but too fucked out to fully realize Logan was fucking her in the air. Her knees were on the ground her feet grazed against her floor.

“Gonna cum, baby,” Logan’s arms held her up as her asshole squeezed so hard it hurt, but he dealt with it. Apart of it made him closer.

Before he knew it, he was filling the hallway with his deep groans and the loud sounds of their skin clapping. “F-Fuuuck, baby,” he could hear his spit and cum mix around in her ass.

Logan was out of breath, but his thrust never stopped. They got harder, feeling like hard hand slaps on y/n’s ass cheeks.

“You thought it was over, baby?” Logan laughed deeply as y/n’s eyes slipped away. He knew he punished her well, but he wasn’t going to stop until Scott came back out to her to “come to her later”.

[thehyperfixationcorner]

Phineas and Ferb Season 5 First Thoughts: Summer Block Buster/Cloudy with a Chance of Mom

Spoilers for PNF season 5 under the cut!:

Okay, so since I haven't seen the other eps, and I want to rewatch "Agent T (For Teen)" when I reach it again so I can spam with screenshots. The rest will be dialogue reviews, such as this one!

So, what did I think of the long awaited premiere? We had the first segment released early, so I've had time to really think about it, and...

Yeah, it actually surpassed my expecations!

Long time followers of the blog will be aware that I've had... Mixed thoughts on the revival. I was happy to see it coming, I was optimistic (for the most part), and while I wasn't happy with the retreaded Doof and Candace arcs, I've learned to live with them.

However, one fear that did not pass was my concern that the show would feel like "More Phineas and Ferb" in the bad way. In the forced way. In the artificial way.

But full credit to the crew, they proved me and all the other doubters wrong instantly!

Admittedly, Summer Block Buster starts off quite standard: With summer starting once more, Phineas, Ferb and the rest of the gang decide to kick things off perfectly with a summer block party, while Candace tries to bust them and Doof uses a vaporizer-inator to battle Perry once more. Notice how... Basic that summary is. The episode is practically screaming at you "This is MORE of the SAME", from all the callbacks (with literal screenshots) of previous eps, Linda pointing out that Candace is busting her brothers AGAIN, the quirky worky song, the catchphrases, even Vanessa waves off her dad being evil again like it means nothing. Heck, half of Doof's lines are "WE'RE BACK, WE'RE DOING IT AGAIN", which, seeing who he's voiced by, feels on purpose.

But that's EXACTLY what makes this episode (and especially its sister episode) BRILLIANT. For all of that is a trap, perfectly set as if by Doofenshmirtz himself, in order to lull us into a false sense of security. When Candace chuckles that they can't make 5 inventions disappear, only for Doof to show his inator has an attachment to make 5 things disappear (a classic PNF joke, many of which have already popped up, the humor is as sharp and unique as ever, which was greatly encouraging), I foolishly laughed to myself, so brazen and confident. "But of course!", I cried, twirling my handlebar moustache and blowing my bubble pipe. "The inventions will disappear, and Candace will say "But... But... But...", and Linda will make some shitty remark, for what else?".

And then Linda gets hit with the vaporizer.

Putting aside how great all the memes that came out of this were, this was a STROKE OF GENIUS. This ending is the crew going "You all thought we had no tricks, no twists, no fresh takes on the formula left", and mocking us. Egg FIRMLY on my face, and I relish it.

Now, just because this twist was brilliant doesn't mean that the episode still wasn't standard. That was the point, after all. But the recontextualization of it adds so much to the narrative device, and it's followed through brilliantly by "Cloudy with a Chance of Mom", an episode that I firmly believe is up there with some of the best, at least animation wise.

Has the animation been... Spotty? A little choppy? To say the least, yes. Close ups reveal many flaws, and it makes for hard viewing when one remembers the more consistent animation of the past.

But it would seem this sacrifice was made so that when a BIG set piece is required, the budget can go to that, rather than to your average look. It's a big sacrifice, but we all saw those gorgeous shots of Candace trying to get through to the insane Linda cloud (a brilliant character design and an evocative portrayal and force of nature antagonist all in one, only Mom's Birthday and Dude, We're Getting the Band Back Together" come close to better Linda episodes, and seeing as she doesn't appear that much in those...), and they were worth the trouble.

It would take too long to list the jokes I loved: The mom in law line from Isabella, Doof getting his plans from Monogram by accident, Doof only having 4 fucking contacts, Lawrence being a mega simp, EVERY SINGLE THING BUFORD DID MY GOD HE WAS ON TOP FORM, Wind Con, the stupid obstacles, the Linda Cloud's every action, the damn whack-a-mole.

And that ending??? That genuinely emotional ending that reaffirms the core of Phineas and Ferb (besides Carpe Diem): Family, Friends, Love? I honestly felt chills at that emotional conclusion, at that beautiful family photo, at the reminder that we must cherish those moments, since time is fast and unforgiving.

If this is what the rest of the season is going to be like, the classic humor and vibes with new set pieces, new twists, and perhaps even more emotional resonance, we might be in for not just a great revival, not just a great season, but perhaps one that can compete with the best of the show, toe to with Season 2.

Bring it on!

Pros and Cons of both episodes:

Pros:

Humor as unique and snappy as ever

Emotional resonance up there with the best episodes

A clear understanding that "more of the same" ain't gonna cut it

Buford, Candace, Doof, Phineas and Ferb, all on top form

Fanservice without going overboard (so far)

When the animation is good it's GOOD

First song feels like a classic PNF song, though more on the "Good" tier than all time banger

Overall I am massively encouraged

Cons:

Mostly choppy animation, not a killer but a dampener

Still could have used better explanations for Doof and Candace's relapses, ESPECIALLY the former, as at least the latter was implied in a more casual way in the last series finale

Could have had a better look at those big ideas, they looked fun but they felt a little unimportant, though I suppose that was the point

Hopefully tomorrow I shall react to our next two episodes! Oh, and here's a ranking of all the segments so far as I go through them (obviously these thoughts may chance once I finish my Dwampyverse review video):

Cloudy with a Chance of Mom (1B)

Summer Block Buster (1A)

[slothkittfunsies]

Deep Dive into the issues on Alastor.

CONTENT WARNING: Racism, Aphobia.

Now that I created a blog specifically for stuff like this, It's time for the dive.

Alastor is a character that resonates with me, because this guy is supposed to represent me and my people (aspec/aroace community) and I liked his pilot personality. (That went to shit)

This man got so many issues, that i have to take the pen myself and scribble what Vivzie has wrote. So, Let's start, shall we?

THE DESIGN

The first time I saw the Hazbin pilot, I got confused about what Alastor was supposed to be. I thought he was just a grey human wearing some kind of animal ears until the fandom said he is a deer.

A deer. Let that sink in.

(Images for comparsion)

As someone passionate about the arts, this upset me. Sure, I haven't been to art school, but even I know you need to put the backstory and features in mind when designing a character.

Character design is NOT throwing things at the wall and seeing which sticks. It needs actual critical thinking. If your audience is confused about your character's species, it's time to go back to the drawing table (unless you have a reason for making it mysterious.)

Second, the overabundance of red is awful in terms of color theory. This guy is in Hell, which is also red, causing an eyesore. I got a headache when trying to focus on him on a red background. And also, colors have meaning. People associate red with danger, so the fact he even managed to get victims to kill makes me puzzled.

Also, the fact he's supposed to be mixed/black makes this design even worse. Why is he grey instead of brown, perhaps? Vivzie has a pattern of making POCs grey-skinned, which is, again, awful.

I think Vivzie only made him a POC due to the voodoo issue. I mean, just remove the symbols and you are done. But nah the symbols are too "aesthetic" to remove. So gotta change his race.

She could have used another symbols, like THIS for example:

Since, you know, he's the "Radio Demon"?

THE BACKSTORY

Ok, this where I'm very confused.

Alastor is a radio host, and also a serial killer. He was born in the USA, got killed by a deer hunter by mistake, and lived in the 1920's.

This is what I gathered from being a superfan back then, and it sounds unorganised/cluttered. And the years he lived in make his design even worse. (Again! His clothing doesn't speak the 1920s!)

The fact he's from an old era, and yet speaks in modern slang is weird. He's supposed to hate anything modern, and yet he does it anyway? His saying "fuck" multiple times is so out of character for him. I guess the "If made by Vivziepop" memes have some truth.

Putting the fact he's mixed, makes the backstory more confusing. How did he manage to be a popular radio host at the time before the civil rights movement became a thing? He will have been put down like the rest of the POCs in America. Either that he's white-passing, or it's VERY difficult. Adding the fact he's a serial killer makes me think how the cops didn't get to him (the mere fact he's black should have got him questioned in 1920s America)

Now, for his identity. I'm mad he's the only aroace character in the sea of gays and bisexuals. (I'm not saying gay men and bisexual people should not have representation. I have to say that due to tumblr's piss poor reading comprehersion)

which made me go through on why Vivzie made him aroace in the first place. I don't know if this is true, but I heard she made him aroace because "he only loves himself"

Um. Here we go again with allos assuming we are non-empathic psychopaths for our lack of sexual or/and romantic attraction. I hope that's not true at all, but knowing Vivzie's past, I wouldn't be surprised.

Alastor would have been a great character if another person took care of it instead of Vivziepop. What I'm gonna say is, wasted potential.

[hislittlestar]

Welcome to my Girlblog

Previously succubish666

About me: My name is Renée, I’m 22, I go by she/her, I have AuDHD, and am physically disabled with POTS, hEDS, and fibromyalgia. I have other interests, such as anime and video games, but this blog is focused on my spirituality.

I’m a Theistic Luciferian. My practice is pretty closeted due to living in the Bible Belt. This means I plan on remaining mostly anonymous on here.

I have been working with Lucifer since mid-2023, but have had an intense fascination with magick my whole life. I’ve encountered numerous supernatural occurrences and grew up in a house with paranormal activity. I researched Paganism off and on in high school and have always loved learning about mythology. Lucifer has watched over me my whole life, but waited until I was an adult to make his presence known.

I am “godspoused” to Lucifer and value my romantic relationship with him deeply. According to him, I’m his “fiancée” because he said he doesn’t marry humans. I’m pretty in-tune with the spiritual world and have decently strong clairs, so I am able to communicate and spend time with him often. Our relationship is more than platonic (this is where posts can be NSFW so minors DNI)

Based on my experiences and talks with Lucifer, I believe that in my past life I resided for a while in the Infernal Realm with him. I was a species there he calls infernal fae. Infernal fae are child-like and have appearances similar to cherubs. Because of this, I sometimes reblog posts related to demonkin or angelkin tags.

This blog is a personal space to keep track of my spiritual experiences and thoughts, as well as a space to engage with others who hold similar beliefs. I was previously using my notes app, but it was starting to get a bit messy/confusing so here I am. I also like reblogging other content that I particularly like, relate to, or feel others should see.

Be kind and respectful or you will be blocked. Do not try and convert or “save” me. You respect my beliefs and I’ll respect yours. I am not responsible for anything Lucifer decides to do to those who disrespect me on his own volition (yes, this has happened lol)

My asks and DM’s are open. Feel free to chat or ask any questions as long as you are respectful and kind.

Tags to search: #my experiences #information #demonkin #godspouse #art #fluff #memes #quotes #asks

Some notable posts:

Note: This is my first time making a Tumblr blog so I’m a bit of a noob. Feel free to give me tips or let me know if I’m doing something wrong.

Dividers by @saradika and @peculiar-666

[genshingorlsrevengeance]

Major Blog Update: Inbox Cleared, Life Updates, a big thank you and More!

First of all the big one:

The deed is done...The Inbox is dead.

Long live the inbox.

To get a fresh start, I've deleted the current inbox of all my asks.

The inbox memes, the nightmares...they're finally over...

ANYWAYS, feel free to send in any request you may have as per usual, just figured I clear that damn thing finally out considering I've had asks that are three years old in there.

Right now I'm really getting into Honkai: Star Rail since Natlan kinda killed my enjoyment of Genshin, but those gals I will still love and write for (I mean, I'm sure as heck not changing the blog url) so don't feel discouraged if you came to this blog because of my Genshin content. And of course my other fandoms are still good to rock and roll!

One last thing before the cut:

I want to thank EVERY ONE of you for following this blog and sticking around with my goofy ah for so long.

I genuinely get excited to read any message or request you put under my posts or inbox, whether it be feedback or joking around! And I know we have the memes going on about me being drowned, please know I do genuinely take the time to look at every single one that comes in everyday, even if I didn't say anything or respond. And it means the world to me that ya'll like my writing enough to continue asking of me.

You all are the reason I even put the effort I do in this blog for so many years, from my newer followers to those who have followed me since my first blog. I could not ask for a better group than ya'll.

From the bottom of my heart, thanks, and let's have a great year together!

ANYWHO: For those who care enough, this is what's been going on with me for the last few months.

Work:

As for why I've been absent for a while: simply put because I work a retail job. Thankfully nothing too bad, it's just normal scheduling and it IS work I very much enjoy and get paid relatively well. My love for writing is still very strong as is my simping, so no worries, I don't plan on going anywhere.

I DO greatly apologize for making everyone wait for literally ANYTHING, doubly so if you had an ask I didn't get to yet. I wanted to honestly save everything into my drafts, but alas I could only choose some select ones.

You're more than welcome to send it back in, and since things have calmed down I SHOULD be getting to them a lot faster.

Genshin:

In regards to what I said earlier about Genshin: Natlan kind of killed any enjoyment I had playing, characters were REALLY unappealing to me, it made my friends stop playing so therefore I stopped as well as that was the major reason I still had it installed. I don't really plan on adding anyone from Natlan or anyone else from that game in the future, so apologies if you were looking forward to that from me specifically.

Star Rail has been filling the hole in my heart and honestly? I have a lot more writing freedom writing the gals from there, but again, don't feel afraid to send me any genshin request! I still simp for my Mondstadt women after all.

Other things I've been doing/Ideas for the blog:

I've also been playing games (and getting distracted) with my irl friends and trying to catch up on my hobbies to prevent myself from burning out, Minecraft has been a big thing lately for me again: specifically Pixelmon LMAO.

For 2025 though, I plan to at least post an imagine once a week starting next week since things are still settling down and I have to get my work schedule.

I might also start posting (Eventually) my personal writing projects here to get feedback and possibly go to AO3 to post my crossover series since Tumblr isn't really the place to be doing so (Chief among them my FE3H AU: House Isekai), or if demand is high enough I'll post it here.

Oh, and with this major update I have once again updated my banner, not that it's really important, just that I put a good amount of effort in it, more than you'd think for how simple it is. I also want to see if anyone even gets my reference LMAO

Once this post goes live, I plan to add a few new characters, starting with the Commander from Girls' Frontline but we'll see how it goes.

I think that's all I got for right now, so see ya soon guys!

- Chris

[mzannthropy]

Anne of the Island Book Club Chapter 28

A good one today!

Not only have I titled a post on my photography blog after this chapter, I have also quoted Anne and Marilla's exchange about June in the said blog post. It is indeed a pretty month, saying this as someone who has been doing photography for 13 years. Anyway.

Aunt Atossa croaks; as was to be expected, nobody shed any tears. Mrs Lynde says "The Elisha Wrights are thankful to be rid of her"--Mrs Elisha Wright was one of those women who visited Anne the day before her departure for Redmond to tell her college will be bad for her. I wonder if this was just a woman who turned bitter from having to have such an unpleasant person as Aunt Atossa? Mrs Lynde is a better person than me bc I would not have pitied Aunt Atossa. She chose to be like that, stupid name or not.

Davy is so funny. "Milty said his mother said Aunt Atossa would be sure to rise up in her coffin and say sarcastic things to the folks that come to see her buried. But Marilla said she didn’t." Did he believe it would happen? He'd certainly want to know.

I like people to have a little nonsense about them.

A good line from Anne! You've got have a bit of a nonsense, sometimes. Reminds of when Matthew told Anne to keep some romance, when she swore off it after her Elaine incident.

The fact that in her childhood Diana wanted to marry a bad man so that she could reform him makes me laugh in view of our current times' 'I can fix him' meme. I have zero opinion on Fred Wright owing to his zero characterisation. I don't think he ever had a line of dialogue... did he?

Now I'm coming to one of the lines in this book that have stayed with me ever since I read it for the first time.

I wouldn’t want to marry anybody who was wicked, but I think I’d like it if he could be wicked and wouldn’t.

You have to have a dark side so that nobody will mess with you. At the beginning of The Count of Monte Cristo, Edmond Dantes is a young man, naive and idealistic and you want to shout at him: "watch out for the snakes!" So yes, one should marry a good man, but one who could be wicked if circumstances arose.

Reading this chapter today, it occurred to me that Avonleans would find out about Anne refusing Gilbert eventually. At Redmond, people had to know, bc everybody would have noticed their relationship had changed. (Especially after she met Roy and he started to hang out with Christine.) And this would easily travel to Avonlea. Sure, Gilbert has spent two summer holidays in a row in Kingsport, but he would have been home for Christmas of Junior year and everyone would have noticed he is not visiting Green Gables anymore. It doesn't take a Miss Marple to guess. I mean, the narrative tells us that Moody Spurgeon's mum spread the news that Anne had a new beau, so logically, Gilbert is not her 'beau' any longer.

Also like. Okay. Anne told Miss Lavendar that Gilbert wanted to be more than friends but she didn't. But Marilla had to hear it from the local gossip...? Was Anne afraid to confide in her adoptive mother?

Lol at Mrs Rachel losing her faith in the Providence.

I can't say I relate to Anne's feelings about Diana getting married (I've never really had close friends and I moved to another country at the age of 22 so didn't go through the seeing your peers get married and start families thing anyway) but like Anne, I can imagine it. I've been listening to the book The Let Them Theory by Mel Robbins, who also touches on friendships. It's completely normal for childhood friends drift apart once they reach young adulthood and it's nothing personal. It's just life. And it's really the theme of this instalment of Anne series.

Btw I find it interesting that Mrs Barry insisted that Diana won't marry until she is 21. We're not given the reason why, but it worked for Diana and Fred bc in that time, they got to know each other well.

[tragic-ships-tournament]

Well folks.

It's finally time.

It's finally fucking time.

For the finals.

A little more than 2 months ago on November 23rd, 2024, I decided to answer one singular question: What is the best Tragic Ship? I was inspired by the other tournament blogs around me, and also, there are a lot of tragic ships. And so I started this blog and embarked on a long, 2 month journey.

We started out with 64 ships. And now, we've gone down to 2.

And let's be honest, none of us knew it was gonna be these ones.

But hey, before that, let's do some honorable mentions to those who lost this round.

Don't worry Lawrence and Adam- you two are winners in my heart. Maybe not Jigsaw's though. But our favorite horror yaoi finally falls in the Semi Finals, coming SO close to making it.

But you know what was even more surprising? Destiel lost in a clean sweep this round- in the Destiel website no less! I guess the Supernatural writers were in charge of this round's results.

Wait a second... both of these ships.. they were... holy shit, there's no yaoi in the finals. We actually did it. Oh my god.

So let's finally get down to who bested them.

In the red corner, the winner of Bracket A, is an absolute classic in tragic ships. They were the og's, even. And years and years after their stories were told they were brought back, this time on the Broadway stage by Anäis Mitchell and winning 8 Tony awards, and now with a proshot on the way! Keep on walking and don't look back because our first pair of finalists are ORPHEUS AND EURYDICE!!!

And in the blue corner, the winner of Bracket B, is our favorite anime timeloop yuri! With the critically acclaimed first season airing all the way back in 2011 and a movie in 2014, these two have still somehow managed to capture the hearts of fans all around more than a decade later. I wouldn't mind being stuck in an eternal maze for them, it's MADOKA KAMANE AND HOMURA AKEMI!!!

Two absolute TITANS of ships going head to head against each other, and the question on all of our minds is who will come out victorious? And to give you all ample time to vote and blow up my notifs, for the first time ever- the final round will be 1 week long, starting from tomorrow, 8:00 AM Eastern.

But before we get to that, let's just take a quick second here.

Thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you so much for everything you have all ever done in this blog. Whether you've just followed me or you've been here since the beginning, your support means the world to me. I started this blog just as a fun little project and a way to escape the shit going on in the world that November, and I'm sorry for being corny, but it's turned into so much more than that. I love reading all your little analyses and thoughts and memes and I love seeing how invested all of you have gotten into this silly little tournament. It really is just a testament on how people will come together for even the nichest arguments just for a metaphorical crown.

It's gonna be weird not having to check this blog's notifs everyday. But readers at home, I invite you to raise a (hypothetical or real, it doesn't matter) glass and enjoy this next week while it lasts.

[stickyspeckledlight]

HAPPY ONE-YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO THIS BLOG (and oooo follower appreciation event too and giveaway/raffle; below in the read me bc I'm gonna force y'all to deal with my sappy sappy words first <3)

(don't bully me my art is shit)

Like. Wow. I can't believe this blog is ALREADY ONE YEAR OLD (well, 1 year and one day old, tho technically it's even older since it's just a reblog ACC converted into my writing blog---but I'VE ONLY BEEN WRITING FOR IT FOR A YEAR AND ONE DAY, SO THERE), and how many ppl have gathered here

But seriously, I can't believe how many people actually enjoy my fun lil drabbles (wdym 30k is a drabble---) like fr ppl tysm for enjoying the shit i cook like *blushes* I'm so happy we can all be fucked up freaks together UwU. others may look at us an think we're pineapple pizza, but they're ignorant. in reality they are the pineapple pizza. and yes anon who keeps sending me pineapple pizzas to my house (fabricated) i will come for you, I'm just very busy baking pineapple pizzas to stuff you with when your time comes. the grim reaper thinks it's a bit excessive, but i don't, so that means i am a perfectly reasonable and sane person.

I'd been wanting to write yandere fic for awhile, but never really did anything until last year on the good ol' march 23rd when aventurine made me simp so hard that i finally wrote yan fics. and since then tbh its a bit silly to say but life kinda feels a lot better knowing that I've a community to share these lil drabbles (stop calling them drabbles oml) with, yknow. its the small things <3

seriously, im so awed at how many cool ppl I've met since starting this blog. from the anon who sent me pineapple pizza, the anon who sent me banger comments abt destroyed onset, the anons who give me cardiac arrest, the anon who asked me how my corpse was doing, and literally every single anon who plays along with my bullshit (anon who sent sunday outfit ask I promise I'm getting to answer it but ngl everytime i try to i just end up cuddling into my own blankets thinking about how cozy sunday's outfit is---look if i read abt cozy things then i gravitate towards cozy things ok)---tysm for giving me a giggle! all of your comments and the things you send into my inbox are the absolute highlights of my day.

So, to show my appreciation, instead of working on Destroyed Onset 4 and 5, i will instead be doing.

COMMISSION RAFFLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (3/24/25 - 3/28/25)

it's quite simple. just follow my blog (new followers are welcomed ofc) and reblog this post, preferably with something stupid so i can laugh at it and maybe make a meme out of it. in fact you know what if you do then I'll double draw you into the raffle. see. I've given y'all an incentive now. REBLOG WITH STUPID SHIT IF YOU WANT TO BE ENTERED TWICE INTO THE RAFFLE. IS THIS FAIR? IS THIS JUST? IDK BUT IT SEEMS FUNNY SO IMA DO IT LMAO. what are you going to do, stop me? ha, puny mortal. there is no stopping me now. because I'm having a good time, having a good ti---

once you're entered into the raffle, i'll draw some names and reward the following:

ONE person gets a full-length fic (somewhere between ~2-5k words)

ONE person get a shortfic (so up to ~1-2k words)

TWO people get a drabble (~200 - 500 words)

(but tbh knowing me all of these might end up way longer then i intend them to be---we'll see lmao)

This will run from TODAY, March 24th, to FRIDAY March 28th. One Friday passes, the names will be locked in and I'll DM the winners to discuss commission details.

As for requesting/commission rules, they're on my main page under 'Other Stuff' (alongside the tag guide). But since these are commissions, I'll add that I'm perfectly willing to write OC or Self-Inserts. I will not write non-yan fics though, just because tbh I have a really hard time writing pure fluff; like, it's not that i can't write fluff, but after a bit it's hard to resist the urge to insert something that's at least A LITTLE dark or angsty, lmao. But also just cuz this is a yandere blog, I'd like to keep my writing focused on yandere

Note: Commissions will be private, unless the commissioner gives me permission to post

With that, thank you!

Oh, and for the people who end up getting the above prizes, I might give y'all some participation memes. Just like. Compensary. You don't get fic but you get a lame semi-mass produced speckled meme

[papermariosuggestion]

So... here's The Situation™

First of all, if you're new here, welcome! Thank-a-you so much-a-for to enjoying my blog.

If you're not new here, and I haven't welcomed you yet, then belated welcome! Thank-a-you so much-a-for to enjoying my blog.

You probably remember a- uh- "brief" period from mid-2020 to mid-2024 where I didn't post very much on here, and I wanna say that I appreciate you sticking around through that. I haven't really explained what happened then, and I think it's important that I do that, especially given what's happening now.

I'm a filmmaker by trade, and I've always (for over 15 years now) wanted to create my own YouTube channel- not for any kind of fame or clout or anything like that, but simply because I enjoy creating videos that matter, that make a positive difference in some way, and despite my profession, that's not something I get the chance to do very often.

Considering that I have a ton to say about the Paper Mario series, it would make sense to create a channel dedicated to that subject. There's only so much that can be said using existing meme formats, and quite frankly, a majority of the formats I've seen since 2020 have been too political, too explicit, too redundant, or otherwise useless for inspiring entertaining, safe-for-work, and meaningful Paper Mario content.

I've been making an effort to start creating Paper Mario videos since 2018, and going far out of my way to eliminate the obstacles standing in my way since 2020, but unfortunately, all these years later, it still seems that I just... can't. It's not for any lack of knowledge or skill, but simply due to my circumstances.

I'm disabled. I won't get into the details, but I have multiple disabilities and several debilitating medical conditions that I can't do much (if anything) about. I've been repeatedly trying to find some kind of treatment and/or management that would enable me to create the kind of content I want, but to no avail. Fifteen years ago, this wouldn't have been as much of a problem, but my situation then doesn't help me now.

I don't want it to seem like I don't enjoy making the kind of content I create for this blog- I do- it's just not sustainable to continue posting as often as I have been, especially when the future (for me and for Paper Mario) is so unclear.

In general, people seem to be losing interest in Paper Mario, and I don't just mean on Tumblr, or even just on the Internet. The Switch remake of TTYD sold a little over half as well as The Origami King. That might have something to do with TTYD being a remake released toward the entire of the Switch era, but regardless, I highly doubt that sales like that are convincing anyone at Nintendo we need a new Paper Mario game like the first two or three.

As of writing, the latest RPG news we've received is that, surprisingly and fortunately, despite AlphaDream going out of business, we're still getting a new Mario & Luigi game in early November (Mario & Luigi: Brothership). I'm really looking forward to playing it, and if I'm able to, I might do a livestream of it, like I did for the TTYD remake.

Nintendo has also sent out multiple surveys to random My Nintendo users concerning Mario RPGs, which suggests that they intend to make more of them, but aren't sure exactly how they should go about doing so. I would hope that the survey responses push them to create a Paper Mario game more like the first two or three, but looking at the actual sales data, that seems extremely improbable.

TL;DR: I'm gonna be posting less often/more sporadically on here, but I'm not going anywhere, and also, I'm looking forward to Mario & Luigi: Brothership.

[rayllurn]

What "The Dragon Prince" Means to Me

There's been a lot going on in my life recently, and I haven't had much time or energy to contribute to s7 hype, but on the eve of our final season, I do want to reflect on what The Dragon Prince means to me. (Cue long-winded personal essay no one cares about LOL).

Growing up, my parents always made me feel weird and ashamed about my interests, telling me the shows I watched were "dumb" or that I was "too old to watch that." When I was 14, I literally watched ATLA for the first time on our family computer on some random website when no one was home, and I would delete the browsing history so my family wouldn't see it and judge me (....some 14-year-olds were deleting porn history and I was out there deleting cartoon watching history LMAO).

Anyway, I decided at some point that no one could know what my interests were or that I watched cartoons/anime. I went to college and was absolutely terrified of not fitting in and being deemed "weird" by my roommate (she thought I was weird regardless lol). I actually had this belief that if I ever got married, I wouldn't even tell my spouse about watching cartoons or anime. Then, I met my college friends, who were into more niche stuff too, and my (now husband) who was really into Dragon Ball (which I learned after we'd been dating for a few weeks). I reluctantly opened up to him about the things I was interested in, and he thought it was all really cool and wanted to watch them with me (and enjoyed watching them with me!).

We've been together since 2015 and have been living together since 2017, so on September 14, 2018, when I was browsing Netflix and "The Dragon Prince" was recommended to me, I watched the trailer and was immediately hooked. And I called him into the living room and showed him the trailer and was like "wanna watch this with me?" And he was like "heck yeah!" And we've watched every season together since.

I think in a lot of ways, this was the first show where I've felt comfortable talking with others about my interest in it, largely thanks to personal growth and just finding my people. I've loved every bit of the show, supplementary material, memes, etc. that I've seen over the past six years, and this has been, hands down, the best fandom experience I've ever had. Apart from getting to enjoy the show with people I love, I've met so many amazing folks on tumblr whom I admire and really enjoy chatting with.

Some personal highlights for me over the years:

Learning how to make gifs

Going absolutely batshit crazy over rayllum in season 3

The 2020 virtual SDCC panel where they announced seasons 4-7

The time they randomly dropped season 5 like a week early

The official rayllum Valentine's Day art!!!

The Valentine's Day takeover earlier this year (where all of the tdp couples got Hozier songs lol)

The mustache wars

Screaming over 06x06

That time we all thought Rayla was fake

And much, much more!

Six years is a long time, and, while I was an adult when the show started, I've definitely grown up in this time period in a lot of ways, having experienced a lot of major life events:

I got engaged

I got married

I got promoted at work

We bought a house

We've adopted two dogs and a cat (one of my dogs is named Stella after tdp)

We've encountered some major losses and hardships, which have made us stronger individually and together

And, this June, we're expecting our first child (provided everything keeps going well!)

So to me, my Dragon Prince era has been about personal growth and learning to accept and love who I am. It's been about leaning into my interests and passions and learning new things (like making gifs!). Life is seriously too short to give a flying fuck what anyone else thinks. Be unapologetically you! <3

It's been an honor blogging with you all, and happy season 7 watching!

[samantha-and-nellie]

ahhh! today marks the anniversary of me starting this blog!! it’s amazing that it’s been a year, and i’m so glad for everyone who has engaged with this blog over the past year—i was a lurker in the agblr community for YEARS because of i wasn’t sure how being so book-focused would be received, so it’s been so lovely to have this blog become what it is. thank you all so, so much.

now, i’m not sure if it’ll be of interest to anyone but me, but i did go through my blog with the tumblr top ten tool to see what posts of mine were most popular, so that’s below the cut with some of my thoughts about the posts if you are interested. otherwise, i‘ve had a empty sideblog about another ag character floating around for months that’s set to start posting soon, so see you over there!

alright, my top ten posts over this past year of the blog! (i used the 2024 and 2025 function separately and then organized the posts myself in case anyone is confused about how this list came about.) also, if you happen to know how to see your posts with the least amount of notes, PLEASE let me know because i want to see those so badly!

1. the comments on the samantha movie post

welp. i knew this was going to be my top post because it absolutely escaped containment, but it’s not a post i’m particularly proud of. i genuinely nearly did not post the screenshot because i was worried it was a litttttle mean-spirited, and i did end up posting it in part bc i was a MUCH smaller blog at the time and did not think many people would see it.

2. the coldrock house post

in contrast, i’m so happy this is my second top post! it’s the first meta-type post i made and i’m very glad i whenever those posts resonate with people.

3. the perfect dress pastimes post

basically not my post bc all i did was upload a picture i found on pinterest, but it is a cool pleasant company publication and i would love to see more of them.

4. the samantha web weaving post

oh my god??? i adore this post and am really proud of it, but it spent MONTHS with very few/average-for-me notes. it definitely eventually escaped containment a bit, but in this case i’m so glad for it.

5. the reminder-that-this-is-a-hobby post

I NEARLY DID NOT POST THIS AND WAS SCARED THAT I WAS GOING TO GET BACKLASH ONCE I DID.

6. the cornelia/sam/growing up post

really happy for this one:) this also spent at least a month in drafts before i finally got it to a point where i was satisfied with the phrasing, and even then i did not think it would be one of my most popular posts.

7. the posh peanut post

nearly didn’t post this one as well for the same reasons as 5!

8. the helen marye pictures post

these pictures are still so adorable and i still think they’re VERY sam. this is another post that did kinda escape containment, since some historical photo/aesthetic blogs picked it up.

9. the moodboard for samantha post

yay!! happy to see this one as well. i love making the moodboards (and i made this one on a slow day at work), and i do think i am most proud of this one still.

10. the admiral beemis/mr. garcia meme

it IS so funny when ag knocks you over the head with historical foreshadowing. love the contrast in portraits in this meme as well.

and that’s the top ten! thank you again for hanging out on this blog with me, and i look forward to the next year with y’all!

[sandu7174]

Thoughts on homerned 👁️👁️ (been thinking lately of this ship and very sad that I find barley any talks about it)

hi! thank you for the first ever ask of this blog! lol (LONG POST)

uhm so. do i wanna ramble for an eternity? maybe. so to lay some groundwork i have been utterly fascinated by a specific type of gay relationship dynamic since i was like 13 years old. there needs to be some sort of social pressure to be heterosexual and something unpredictable/unexpected to happen. I DUNNO i'm bad at explaining it. it's not just enough for me two ship two same-gender characters who are already gay, they have to "be" straight and THEN they "become" gay, or at least one of them has to. i feel like a lot of tumblr and fandom people can relate to this.

i had a similar phase in 2016 when the "we are number one" -meme was really popular. i started reading some lazytown fanfics on deviantart and became fascinated by the sportarobbie ship (the unexpected part of this is the villain x hero dynamic). i drew some fanart for it but i never uploaded it because back then when i was 13 i was SUUUUPER insecure of myself and my art, i was embarrassed to post anything lazytown related cus i was afraid that people would think i was cringe (and look at me now, making trump x elon yaoi. i truly do not give a shit anymore lol). (side note, during that time i wrote a terrible lazytown creepypasta that was basically a complete ripoff of mlp cupcakes where robbie kidnaps sportacus and tortures him to death lol)

ANYWAY ABOUT THAT FLIMPSON THING. i always liked ned flanders, even before i started making simpsons fanart at the beginning of this year. i'm always really into characters who have a heavily consistent personality trait of some kind, and then SOMETIMES they completely break that trend by doing the exact opposite. i like fluttershy for the same reason, she's usually really shy and submissive, but when she gets really angry? GOOSEBUMPS. i am obsessed.

ned is established as this good christian pure saint who never swears or expresses discontent and he is also 100% heterosexual because being gay is a sin he could never do that. so obviously as a tumblr user i make him do exactly that. and ship him with none other than his ARCHNEMESIS! could you imagine?

as far as i know there have been no gay jokes with ned in the series (which is disappointing, but there could be some since i'm a really casual simpsons fan and definitely haven't watched all of the episodes and i don't really do any research at all. i mean i guess there was that recent episode with him and fat tony? i dunno if that counts since i haven't seen the full episode). there have been some gay jokes with homer: when homer's roommate kissed him and later on in the same episode he was kissed by marge and then said "that was the best kiss i've had today" and then thought "or was it?" or that time when moe explained how to combine the dna of two different strains of bees and homer asked "you and me?" and moe said "no, the bees" and embarrassed homer said "i have no inclinations..." REMEMBER THAT??? i do. on another side note i find it incredibly hilarious that homer and moe's shipname is homoe. like holy fucking shit lmao.

anyway, homer is obsessed with ned flanders because ned's mere existence makes him feel inferior and so his insecurity of his own shortcomings drives him to bully ned. so i guess it's kind of my headcanon/fanfiction that homer is also obsessed with ned in a gay way as well. remember what he said about ned when he was filming him for his dating tape? "oh, you tease, you?" ???????? and how in that same episode he was fully comfortable with, if not a bit enthusiastic about filming ned and his canonically huge fucking schlong naked in the shower??? by god this man is not heterosexual. (just ignore the fact that that's technically sexual harassment lol)

AND THERE'S ANOTHER ONE HOLY SHIT I JUST LOOKED UP "homer films ned" ON YOUTUBE AND THERE WAS A VIDEO TITLED "Ned Flanders GAY" and i was like. go on. so i watched it and it was a scene from the movie where ned was about to confess something in the church and homer was desperately hoping he would come out as gay JESUS CHRIST I COMPLETELY FUCKING FORGOT ABOUT THAT SCENE. i really need to rewatch the movie sometime.

in the show ned is typically attracted to conventionally attractive women, so for him to be into a fat guy instead is the unexpected part. there's also lots of inner struggles because of the internalised homophobia. and stuff happens maybe and yea (are you vibing with this completely useless sentence?). i do also like other simpsons ships like flanjoy, burnsmithers and chalmskinn, but there's something about flimpson that just... it iches my brain in a way that the others don't. chalmskinn comes quite close, though...

in my art you might see that i like to play around with who is more dominant and who is more submissive in the relationship. sometimes homer will annoy ned and push his buttons, which ned is obviously annoyed by but on some deeper level he really likes to be pursued by homer. other times when homer annoys ned too much, ned gets pissed off and gives homer a hard time, which homer greatly enjoys. (i might also headcanon homer as a masochist of sorts) homer really loves to provoke flanders, he often doesn't stop when he should. there's also this artwork and i'm not really sure what's going on there. it looks like in this case ned is the one annoying homer, which obviously also happens in the show but ned always does it unintentionally, in this drawing he seems to be doing it deliberately... but despite all the wrestling, sometimes they do make a pretty good team when they work together and sometimes they're just straight chilling. and sometimes they make out. i hope. i still haven't drawn them actually kissing BECAUSE IT'S SO HARD IT'S LITERALLY THE BANE OF MY ARTISTIC EXISTENCE. i can barely even draw humans kissing in a realistic style, how the fuck am i gonna do it in the simpsons art style.

it's unfortunate that flimpson isn't as popular as the other simpsons ships, but you can't always win. i still like drawing them from time to time, and i'm gonna release an animation meme with them sometime in the near future. so i guess subscribe to my youtube channel if you don't wanna miss that lol (i will notify about it here on tumblr too dw)

[givemethelovebitxx]

250527 10:00 AM~ so i decided to start a blog!! not for an audience, really.. it's for future olivia to reflect on. i'm currenty sat in starbucks writing my rough draft for my first post. the chaotic yelling of names and chatter makes me feel more productive and motivated.

i've always loved journaling but i wanted to digitalize my interest in a way that will last. truthfully, i've been meaning to do this for years. i just wasn't sure where i should begin? i'm using tumblr as my host since i don't want to financially commit to something i might be too lazy to continue. it's funny though, this tumblr is my old simblr account.

my first posts dated back to over a decade ago when i lived vicariously through my pixel people. these days, i don't find the time or motivation. i was on here religiously uploading files for download from my own game and reblogging custom content that i was obsessed with. i even made memes from screenshots from my gameplay with the corniest captions. those were some of the first posts i deleted before deciding to clear everything lol

my drink just arrived! it's my first time trying out their pink drink despite all it's hype. i'm trying to get something different everytime i come here until i burn through my giftcards. i also grabbed a package of madeleine cakes. they were one of my favorite treats growing up and i always find myself feeling intense nostalgia with just one whiff. the drink - just alright. it's served in a real glass, which surprised me. it tastes similar to the dragonfruit refresher though. i probably won't order it again.

i have to leave in about an hour and a half. just enough time to write freely with no edits or filters. :) later today i'm getting two new tattoos! or technically it's three? i'm getting a small crescent moon on the left side of my neck and two twin tattoos on the backs of my elbows. on the left will read "love myself today", the right "let you go today". both of these are pieces i've wanted for years, i just didn't want to make the financial commitment. it's funny how something permanent can ease a temporary feeling of sadness. my last tattoo was only several days ago on the 23rd. that day and experience has now been shadowed by someone else so today is a day for reclamation.

~ pause break to text jp and megan. also, i've been eyeing the new samo ondoh summer collection. they keep dropping new colors that i love, especially the powder, but not in the size or styles i need. i'm determined to get a new bag before my next semester - one large enough to carry around my 16". i'm going to use my awardco to treat myself because if not now, when? lol ~

now back to the 23rd. i got this beautiful bow piece done on the inside of my right arm. it's been healing nicely despite it only being four days. afterwards, i went to hang out with the guy i had been talking to. then come saturday and i'm blocked everywhere. he was one of four people i regularly text: my mom, my boss, meghan, and him. now it's three :p at first, i thought it was bad reception from my job - my text following up about dinner the proceeding evening not going through. i pulled up instagram and it confirmed what i didn't want to believe.

i had spent the rest of the day with him after my tattoo until i had to go home because i had work the following day - the day he blocked me everywhere. we laughed, kissed, cuddled, fell asleep, and watched detroiters together. he told me that he liked me and that he was glad i had stayed over as long as i did. he even invited me to extend my stay and play poker with him and his friends but i couldn't because of work. would it have changed the end result had i stayed longer or would my feelings built up more for the same ending? unless i'm delusional, and maybe i am for putting this much thought into it, there were no tells or signs in that moment. so tell me why you ran from me?

when we were cuddling, i had this weird thought. maybe it's women's intuition lol but i imagined that the moment was too good to be true. i had a sinking feeling he would ghost me or change his mind. again, there were no tells - just my brain telling me to overthink. but it was right. how strange is that..

why do people say things they don't mean? especially when feelings get involved.. was it intentional? or just careless? it almost feels like it was on purpose. it hurts more than i expected. i've been ghosted before but it never registered. i usually don't let my feelings for people blossom quickly enough to miss someone when they check out. this time was different. maybe there was something about the way he kissed me. it made me feel better - like someone really liked me, really cared about me. its nice to feel wanted. it makes you forget the things you hate about yourself. now it's gone.

my last experience dating was when i had recently turned 19. it's something i don't talk about because it still gets me worked up. i thought i was the one in control but girls in my position never really are, not then. and definitely not by people who are that much older than them.

i've built walls and opted out of trying to date or pass my time with talking stages. just trying to dodge feelings from others before they grew out of control. i never want to mislead someone into falling for a version of me that i'm not ready to be. maybe it's a survival instinct now or maybe it's just me sabotaging anything that might get too close to my heart.

this time felt different so i let it slip through the cracks. i told myself that i wouldn't. now i'm left feeling a bit hollow and echoing with curiousity.. i just want to go back and try and mend whatever i broke. would i have been able to make it any better though? i told him i was being nervous. i guess i held important information from my past that could have salvaged things had i been more open. talking about it still brings tears to my eyes though. i'm not ready to open up and i don't think i should have to. i didn't mean to murder the moments we spent together. i'm telling myself i'm better off alone but i haven't felt the same since.

i've tried to meet new people but i've been cold. my heart is looking the other way. just waiting for a message that isn't coming. it's pathetic - i would fold immediately.

anyway, megan introduced me to the pattern. i've been checking it everyday. it's funny how i've never cared for astrology. i never thought the stars could define me or have anything to say. but this app??? it's unnervingly accurate to my life. you know how people say that if you say things outloud, advertisers will give you ads for it? that's how i feel about this app - it's eavesdropping on my thoughts!

every notification and update to my daily feed has felt like a mirror. especially when it talks about relationships in terms of idealizing new people and having a hard time letting go. it has also clocked me on my longing for a new career. it's been less than a month since using it but it's already called me out more times than i can count.

is this how it starts? you go from being a complete skeptic to blaming saturn entering aries for your moodswings. i hope i don't become that person but there's something alluring about letting the celestial band in the sky in. even just a little bit.

[kyouka-supremacy]

Your posting schedule is so interesting! How do you manage to wait months, or even a whole year, before uploading something? I don't mean that in a bad way at all—actually, the opposite! I'm genuinely curious about your process: how you come up with ideas, how you develop them into posts, and just how your brain works in general. <3

First of all– thank you! That's very sweet and kind of you <333

Second of all: I don't do this willingly at all, it's just that I'm a generally anxious person and publishing posts just as I've made them is very anxiety inducing for me pfftt. It's actually not *that* bad anymore, but it definitely was when I started posting on Tumblr, a long time ago, on other blogs from other fandoms, when I was a lot more self-conscious about my English just among other stuff; the habit of postponing posting to double check posts again just stuck.

I also simply really want my blog to be curated. It's my nice place where all the things I want to keep record of are, neatly labelled and organized. That's why I want to be able to check up my posts several times before posting, have time to notice any typo and so on (usually backfires because I get so used to reading a post my eyes will automatically skip over a typo, but eh). And sometimes my brain is just *something something abandonment issues Akutagawa* *compilation of x* *meme y*, stuff that I take note to make but maybe don't have time for at the moment and that keep track of so I don't forget later. Some times analysis look very bad when putting them down for the first time, and I need to polish them up; other times new ideas surge, and I end up doubling the size of a post. It's just a way to curate the posts that “works for me”; except, it does have its downsides, mainly posts getting obsolete if I'm posting them after a year has passed, or even the fact that at times I simply change my mind on some takes. This also helps keep my blog clean from negativity a lot of times, since looking back at rants more often than not I will go - uh. this really doesn't need to be posted -, or unfunny jokes. I think some 20% of the posts I make end up not seeing the light.

Since the queue can only hold up to 1000 posts (and like 60% of that for me is blocked by posts “I'm posting later” that have been there since this blog began. But whatever), All my original posts and reblogs go in the drafts (there's. A lot of stuff in there.) Once in a while I will dig dig dig in the drafts and refill the queue. It takes so long. About that, I just ran out of April 2024 posts

In truth, I just have a lot of neurospicy stuff going on. Like... Remember when I used to organize all my queued reblogs by category, always publishing them in couples of fanarts, textposts, same character, colours, and so on? I did that for more than two years on here. It was a nightmare, it was so pointless and time consuming, and yet it was a fixation so hard to overcome, and I still often get the itch to do that when I set my queue lol. Likewise, I always set my posts to be posted on the nice timestamps (multiple of tens, every half hour, hour quarters and such).

I don't know if that's what you were asking? There's a lot of stuff going on in the space of posts / drafts / queue pfffttt. In regards of how I come up with ideas, it's really hard to answer </3 There's no pattern I can recognize, I just navigate a lot, read a lot, and think a lot about it all. A lot of times inspo comes from fics; they put the characters in scenarios, and even though a lot of times I will perhaps disagree with how the characters will act in those circumstances, it's very thought-provoking, because it challenges me to reflect on how I believe they would actually act, and why is that. If I look back at my posts, a lot were inspired by a word, a sentence, a concept I saw in some other fandom creation. I really believe and uphold fandom being a mutually inspirational space :)

I will eventually run out of things to say tho ahah. If you look back at the dates of my post, The first year, there were days when I made even four posts. Right now, posts from April 2024 are being posted, and it's just one post per day. If we look at 2025, I've only made five posts in May (although, there's two more posts I plan to post soon. I suppose it's all really a lot complicate ahah).

[i-study-anons]

Hello, Tumblr users and Anons! I am Dr. Oren Sulien, and welcome to my SCP RP blog that is definitely just an RP blog because the SCP Foundation totally isn't real!

I'm here for the very first research project that I personally have been put in charge of: Studying SCP-8947, commonly referred to as "Anon(s)". So please, Anons, by all means, send in as many asks as you would like! Every single ask sent to this blog WILL be answered.

Oh, and I suppose it is also important that I introduce my current assistant, D-9983, who will be answering any asks that may be harmful to the answerer.

Blog Rules and such under the cut!

((OOC for this blog will be in double parentheses like this. Also, hi! You can call me Rii, and my pronouns are they/he. I'll introduce myself more properly at the end of the post. Oh, also everything below the cut on this post is OOC despite the lack of parentheses.))

RULES:

- No outright NSFW. Suggestive is fine, but nothing explicit.

- I don't do chain asks. They're exhausting and come off as pretty meaningless to me.

- Asks that sign off with an @ will not count as anon asks. This is because asks cannot be sent from sideblogs. Any asks sent as Oren or the assistant will be on anon and signed of with "- @i-study-anons"

- Don't be homophobic or racist or transphobic or any of that nasty stuff. I don't want that here

- I WILL RP with non-gimmicks

- I am RPing as a character running a Tumblr blog, hence the lack of actions or anything else that isn't dialogue. However, there are exceptions*

- If you have a question for ME and NOT Oren or the current Assistant, PLEASE SPECIFY that the ask is meant to be answered OOC!

- Be nice and polite when interacting with me OOC

*If another blog that has been deemed anomalous does an action that affects Oren or the current D-Class (ex. punching one of them in the face), the affected character will also end up having actions for the rest of that interaction as a result.

TAGS:

#Posted by Researcher - posts made by Oren

#Posted by Assistant - posts made by the current assistant

#Posted by OOC - OOC posts

#OOC reblog - mostly stuff to ask from RP/Writing meme blogs, self explanatory

#in character reblog - posts that Oren would decide to reblog (and did decide to reblog)

#someone to study! - anons, both from asks here and looking at anon asks on other blogs

#ordinary ask - non-anonymous asks

#other anomalies - post pertaining to anomalies other than the Anons

DIRECTORY TO OTHER IMPORTANT POSTS:

-List of anomalies (and staff!) involved with this blog

-Character Info

-Current File on Anons/SCP-8947 (coming soon)

OOC INFO:

You can call me Riiviir or Rii. I'm transmasc, almost 18, and my pronouns are they/he. I'm also autistic and have ADHD, both of which might be accidentally self projected onto any character I write. (I am not comfortable sharing my actual birthday, so if you want to wish me happy birthday, do it on September 15th, since that's the middle of my birth month.)

My current hyperfixations are Animal Crossing and Cult Of The Lamb, and my special interest is sound and audio. This is my first serious RP blog here, but I have been RPing outside of Tumblr for about 7 or 8 years. (I don't know when exactly when I started, but it's something around that. This has been a hobby of mine for awhile.)

Aside from RP, I also like drawing, songwriting, and probably any other sort of creative art. I'm also working on learning RPG Maker so I can make my own game!

[palacholic]

Storytime

So...it's time to introduce you to the wicked ways of my weirdness, to show you what it's like to be me, starting from the beginning...

Right now I'm in my first semester at Charles university, Prague. I've been living in the Czech republic for a few months now, I chose to move there right after finishing high school in my home country. I spent years preparing for my life abroad, studying the Czech language, taking care of all the formalities that are necessary to move to a new country, most of it by myself, getting to know the country that I consider my home and I wish to live in for the rest of my life.

Why all this? What made me take such an unexpected choice, leaving behind everything I knew, saying goodbye to my friends and family and to the life I could have had in my home country?

As you could probably guess from my username and the content on my blog, the answer is simple:

Jan Palach

Yes. That Jan Palach. The student who on 16th January 1969 set himself on fire in protest of the apathy and resignation of the Czechoslovak people following the soviet occupation of Czechoslovakia. A guy who's been dead for over half a century.

I first heard about him during a time when I was struggling a lot with my mental health. His story gave me strength and hope, what he did reminded me that there are things worth fighting for, things worth living for. I know this sounds kinda paradoxical given that he died because of what he did but that's the point - he was willing to sacrifice his life because he wanted others to live in a better world. He didn't kill himself because he hated life, on the contrary he loved it.

I found something that gave me joy, something I liked doing - reading and watching everything I could find about him. I spent a lot of time researching him and loved every new detail I found out. I started researching him out of admiration for his act and became more and more intrigued by his personality, his interests, the things he believed in...I look up to him a lot. It's incredible how much this helped me getting better mentally and eventually healing from the worst of my mental issues. I started looking forward to the future again, especially after visiting the Czech Republic for the first time.

I came to Prague to pay my respects to Jan Palach, to visit the places where he lived, to say thank you...and fell in love with the city and Czech culture overall more than I expected. I met amazing people and had some of the best experiences of my life, and soon after I realised that moving to Czechia was the right thing to do. That I would regret it for the rest of my life if I didn't go through with it, that if I stayed in my home country I would never be as happy as I am now.

Two years later I finally packed my things and went on my way...as soon as I left the airport on my arrival I felt that I'd made the right choice and everything that happened since then only confirmed that feeling. Even the bad things. It's not always easy but it feels right, in a way that's hard to convey by words. I sometimes think about how crazy this all is but I'm so glad it happened. I'm thankful for everything I have now, my friends, my hobbies, my new home. I love it every day more. And I don't care how weird it is that all this started because of a guy who died more than half a century ago. Was it only a coincidence that I watched the news that day when they talked about him? Is there more to it? Who knows? Is it relevant? I don't think so.

I hope he'd be happy to know that he saved me and how much he means to me. If I could, I'd thank him for everything.

I started this blog to share my feelings and my journey as an expat in Czechia. You'll find memes, stories of a foreigner's life in Prague and of course a lot of history-related things. I'm happy to answer all your questions and tell you more. I hope to make new friends and find people with whom I can talk about my interests. I'm glad to be here and I love you all, I'm proud of y'all for being here too <3

this post took me waaayyyy too long to write and maybe I'll edit it again sometime in the future, if you read all of this I'm genuinely impressed, please tell me your thoughts in the comments or send an ask if you want to :)