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#been dealing with alot of schoolwork and close deadline stuff cuz honestly this whole online school system we have is just
danikoshi
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Burying this under reblogs later cuz uhhh ksbejagsh
#Personal ramble time
#don't screenshot these and reblog only for the art
#sorry my behaviour has been eratic today
#I just haven't been doing so hot lately and I guess if the more the pendulum swings one way the more it swings the other
#been dealing with alot of schoolwork and close deadline stuff cuz honestly this whole online school system we have is just
#really confusing and frustrating that I've either been putting off doing them or not knowing I have certain projects in the first place
#God I hate online school so much..
#I also have my side Kumon workbooks which are daily and have also been draining my time
#I've also been dealing with more personal issues especially regarding my art
#Everything just feels so confusing and frustrating
#Lately these past few days things have only gotten worse as my aunt has been tested positive for COVID and I've now been forced to
#interact with my mom more
#She's not a bad person overall but she can end up hurting me alot
#I've received nothing but a bipolar mix of neutrality and coldness and critizism cuz she thinks it'll push me to doing my schoolwork more
#The thing is I suck as stress management and its only been stressing me and making me push my work away
#it came to a top when I just experienced a full depressive episide all day and just couldn't bring myself to write a single essay
#because I simply had no motivation and forcing myself to will only make me feel infinately worse
#I recognize that this work is important and I should do it but it gets frustrating and draining
#especially when people push me into doing it
#I guess its that teenage rebellion thing
#When I was finishing my exams yesterday I thought everything was looking up until everything just came crashing down later
#And its worse since its all partly my fault
#Sometimes I just wish our emotions had an on and off switch we can toggle so we can just do everything at full efficiency
#My mom has apologized for her behaviour tonight which... I appreciate but everything she said for the past few days has drained me
#I just want these bad habits and irrational anxieties to just go away so I can just view work like my art
#just another part of my life that I don't have to fear
#I've also haven't had the time to draw digitally much but its not really like I had the motivation to anyway
#I guess thats another thing that iffs me
#Again I just wish our emotions were optional
#Sorry this was so long and personal
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