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Rank 52: The final duel!!
#I don't even know how to start in saying how much this scene hurt me. I don't even know if I can express what I'm feeling with words#because all I can think right now is how much I love Astral and how much he breaks my heart#he was born from hopes and he was given a mission that would protect the hopes and futures of his world (and all other worlds probably)#at the cost of his own existence#but that wouldn't have hurt because he wasn't created for feeling anything#He would have complete his mission with no regrets with no past with nothing to miss#just a little light of hope that would have defeated E'Rah sacrificing himself without leaving anything behind#and then he met Yuma#he started to know Yuma and his friends and adversaries and what emotions were#and the hollow hope become a person#a person who felt happiness fear love a person who now had a story and people who he would miss#and he still decided to carry on his mission because that would have protected what he now holds dear#those new emotions those connections were the key to beat E'Rah but were also what made him understand how tragic his fate was#but he didn't regret any of that#because it was Yuma and his friends and the emotions that they had made him feel that made his brief life worth living#(sometimes I forget that in the manga Astral was probably sent to Earth soon after he was created. That “brief life” is heart-breaking)#and Yuma asking him if he was okay with that and if he wasn't scared#and Astral saying that he wasn't given any means to feel such terror but he was now scared#and yet he found that fear wonderful because that means he was alive#all those emotions were what made him truly alive#not a tool not a hollow hope but a real person who still decided to sacrifice himself for protecting everyone#astral zexal#astral yu gi oh#yuma tsukumo#yu gi oh zexal#zexal#yugioh zexal#zexal manga#Zexal manga spoiler#ygo zexal
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Xlm nation y'all ever think about how in one of Xiao's voice lines he warns the Traveler that if she ever loses herself to the darkness, that it'll be up to him to put her down.
I didn't think much about it at first when they were barely acquaintances/allies fighting on the same side at the beginning of the game.
Cause yeah, while that line is pretty cold it made sense, because seeing what happened to his siblings and it being his duty to protect Liyue, it's obvious that is what he'd have to do if things came down to it.
But now that their relationship has progressed so much... They've grown so close over the years...
Do you think that... If Lumine ever lost herself to the drakness— just like his siblings did.
Do you think he'd hesitate... even if it's just for a moment...?
#my gut instincts tell me he wouldn't#he'd probably breakdown completely after that#never allow himself to get attached to another person ever again#he'd become this hollow empty shell#the fact that he was the one to k!ll the one person who was able to show how beautiful life could be#i think it'd break him beyond repair#anyway just brain worms after going through some of xiao's stories and voicelines again#i had to get that out of my system#love me so xlm angst#genshin impact#xiaolumi#xiao#lumine
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damn remember when ichigo went full hollow and orihime was terrified of him but when ulquiorra, someone she has only known as a hollow and kidnapped her by threatening to murder all her friends and spent her whole imprisonment intimidating her, asked her if she was afraid of him she said she wasn't
🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃
LIKE WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THAT????????
#did he just mindlessly stumble into these parallels#am i really not supposed to think that orihime being afraid of the monster that the guy she's in 'love' with turned into FOR HER#and her not being afraid of the guy who has done NOTHING but MENACE her ISN'T POINTED AND SAYS SOMETHING VERY CLEAR ABOUT HER RELATIONSHIPS#WITH THEM?#DOES THAT NOT PROJECT A VERY CLEAR MESSAGE THAT SHE KNOWS THE SOUL OF ONE AND NOT THE OTHER#THAT SHE CAN'T ACCEPT THE REALITY OF SOMEONE SHE'S ADMIRED FOR YEARS BUT APPRECIATES THE HUMANITY OF A FULL-TIME MONSTER?#ulquihime have a very ''i know i'm a monster but you treat me like a man'' type relationship#this is the pattern of ih scenes they're always Almost romantic lol#ichigo totally losing himself to his darker side in his need to protect her can easily be read as romantic#but then she??? completely rejects him?????????#AND THEN ALL BUT LITERALLY GIVES ULQUIORRA HER HEART!!!!!!!!!#REACHES TO HOLD HIS HAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#bleaching#don't get me started about ichigo not administering the final blow with ulquiorra because both he and kubo fucking forgot how zanpakuto wor#ulquiorra could have been purified and gone to soul society and become a regular character but noooooooooooooooo#at least that scene is romantic af#even if AGAIN LIKE I KEEP SAYING an editor needed to be like uh hey sensei. remember. remember what zanpakuto do.#hey sensei. why don't we ever see hollows as souls in soul society. hey.#anyway.
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I've seen a lot of shows with lackluster finale, but never has the finale of a show actively ruined the rest of the series for me like Watching and Dreaming
#toh critical#toh salt#Luz's actions in the prior seasons meaning nothing#because the titan just gave her the glyphs#she didnt earn anything#belos being made to a villain whos just evil for the sake of being evil#all the goddamn retcons#hunter still becoming caleb anyway completely ignoring his character arc of NOT being caleb#the fucking collector being made into a uwu soft boy who doesnt know any better whe.#when we SAW in earlier episodes he fucking knew what death was and was EXCITED to see everyone die from the draining spell#just... the only episodes i could possibly re-watch are the season 1 finale#hollow mind and thanks for them#THE SHOW SAYING LMAO SIKE AND MAKING LUZ THE GODDAMN CHOSEN ONE ANYWAYY???#EVEN AFTER EPISODE FUCKING 2 MADE A POINT OF SAYING SHES NOT???#lmao i hate this show
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I got thinking too much about Marwa from What We Do in the Shadows again and how she was canonically making observations of Jupiter and Saturn in the 1200s. Then I thought about how Elena took Damon to go watch a meteor shower, and I decided that Marwa and Elena should get away from all the vampire drama B.S. in their lives and go nerd out about astronomy together, and this moodboard sort of happened. I also thought about how Elena becomes a doctor and went ah, they are both women in STEM! So I ran with that as a theme too.
But yeah, Marwa needs a friend who will actually support her interests and engage with her intellectually (no shade to Nadja and the Guide, I'm glad they had a fun weekend watching Mamma Mia together which was literally the only time we got to actually see Marwa happy onscreen, but they have never demonstrated much interest in science that I can recall and I want Marwa to have an astronomy buddy), and I think Elena would be fascinated by her and her perspectives on astronomy from centuries ago, and they could learn about modern astronomical advances together. If I find the time and energy I might even write fic about it, but for now, here is a moodboard so that we can all bask in the vibes of my beautiful crossover vision together.
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#Elena Gilbert#Marwa wwdits#Marwa/Elena#Marlena#Marwalena#I'm not necessarily viewing this as a romantic ship but I'm also not not viewing it as one. take it either way as it pleases you#rowing the rarepair rowboat#(thank you freddieslater for letting me use that tag that's such a good tag)#the Vampire Diaries#What We Do in the Shadows#Marwa the Relentless#at first I didn't want to call her that because Nandor is such garbage to her. not even garbage. he hollows her out and destroys her soul#but I like the idea that she is also relentless in her own way. if only insomuch as she survived him. which really she didn't#the more I think about what happened to Marwa the more I feel like she endured the worst fate imaginable. I mean what Nandor did to her was#really so much more evil than any of the compulsion we see in Vampire Diaries because I mean he completely erased everything that made her#who she was. He chipped away at her personality and her sense of self bit by bit until he literally deleted anything recognizable as Marwa#from existence. I need to scream about it.#and the only scene with her smiling is the one I took that screenshot from. The only. Scene.#anyways I'm so glad she's fine now & having fun showing Elena cool telescopes and telling her about all of Jupiter's moons &how to see them#I love astronomy so if somebody on TV mentions liking astronomy I become bonded for life with them. lol#TVD rarepair rowboat#WWDITS#not to be anti-wwdits; I do love Nandermo. but they did Marwa so dirty#Justice for Marwa!#astronomy moodboard#I made this weeks ago but I got so busy with the play but now the play is over and I went 'hey remember that moodboard you should post it'#so here it be :)#it's not the best moodboard I've ever made but I made it in a passionate fervor of feminist energy and I like it
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Guys. My man's infected.
#I wanted to see how he reacted to eating his mom. I think it's fair to see him as a strong man with occasional episodes of mental crysis#so I feel like eating his mom is gonna fucking HAUNT him when he stabilizes... which is why he's not gonna do it#ie he'll *become* a monster due to inability to live with himself otherwise#and it's partially supported in-text with him crying if you hug him AND him going 'i can't remember how to turn myself into human. I prefer#it that way' if you stay out in the basement#gotta be honest I'm sad that I didn't pick Hot to make it not different flavors of hell.#I went with my gut and locked him up thinking that I'll bust him out later. Completely forgetting how the game works.#For which I commend BTG#Anyway I wonder how is THIS gonna play out?#scarlet hollow#dumayu#вышедшее из под моего пера
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dfjfsdgfds @ anon NOOOOO don't worry about this!! Trust me you are not the first person who saw my icon like Messmer until squinting at it really hard xD Let's be real, not only Drake Warrior Set does have similar aesthetic, but also before SOTE actually launched we all thought Messmer was straight up connected with Dragon Communion!!
Though to be honest, even I myself keep thinking about Messmer on reflex looking at my icon dfhfdhfd The "vibe" morphed into some strange mental image that is like a "blend" of aesthetics and vibes (and genders) of Eleonora and Messmer and I could not shake it off! It even had a strong passive effect on my self-image and perception of my gender. 🙄 And it felt extremely cathartic picturing myself as this spontaneous "character" until they detached and literally became a new OC xD (if you are prone to fiction kinning, sprout minor alters like Malenia sprouts the sisterdaughters or both you just KNOW what I am talking about lol!!)
#personal#ask replies#it is very hard to explain this#but yeah I am deadass like Malenia who gets alters against her intention that also shortly become their own people#and sometimes a right drawing or even *idea* of a character is a beginning of it lol#granted I felt strong connection with Messmer and it is complicated.#I wish I could explain this process without having to hope the person knows from experience or knows someone LIKE that#but like... it is complicated lol. malenia's situation is the best comparison to it#I hate losing these 'images' though#I always feel like my 'real' self when they take over my self-image and then they just separate and become characters!!!#like no! stop becoming 2D remain my fursuits instead! bitch#I just want to feel complete but every time I feel like I've found my identity it cuts itself away from my empty husk and I am hollow again#just goes to show how important Malenia is#she like... represented things that you had no idea how much you NEEDED to be represented#she covered so many types of both physical and mental illnesses. she is like metaphor for literally every condition#THE relatable character#fromsoft just can't flop with characters but you KNOW martin added
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Are you ever tired of the fact that in gaming/fandom spaces when a character uses he/him or she/her it's taken as a fact but when they use they/them it's used as a suggestion?
#thylacines can talk#Y'all remember when people said Frisk Undertale was supposed to be a self-insert character as if that DIDNT LITERALLY GO AGAINST THE WHOLE#FUCKING POINT OF THE GAME? It's like they actively chose to ignore the entire point that Frisk was supposed to be their own character#Because I guess being normal about pronouns was too hard#People love to ignore nuances and plot points in games if it means they get to have an easy excuse to be transphobic#Legitimately saw somebody say The Knight and The Hollow Knight from HK didn't have personalities to say people who relate to them are#stupid and desperate and I Will Fucking Beat You With A Stick.#Not only is the knight having a personality become obvious as you play but the entire God damn plot happened because THK WASNT an empty#husk devoid of personality. Not only is it ignoring THE MAIN FUCKING PLOT OF THE GAME but also it makes the game feel...worse#Them being alive gives it a BITE. The knight not being hollow makes two of the endings that much more tragic because ultimately their#sacrifice would be for nothing. But I guess fuck having an actually compelling story and characters#Just a complete delusional behaviour for the sake of being argumentative. At this point I feel like they don't even believe it and are#just playing the devils advocate because there's NO WAY somebody played/watched this game and came out of it thinking the vessels were#indeed empty husks. Right? RIGHT?
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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
not my sunbro...
damn you miyazaki...
#i'm so sorry my friend... it was for your sake...#given that this is dark souls i should have seen it coming but man...#HIS DEATH DIALOGUE NOOO#you should have found your sun my friend...#not a fucking bug#SERIOUSLY SOLAIRE DYING BECAUSE OF A BUG???????#were you that desperate?#oh god i feel terrible#later i had to go to anor londo to try to find something and seeing that area around the bonfire completely desolate without solaire there#it was so fucking depressing#AND I SAW LIKE 3 DIFFERENT MESSAGES SAYING 'tears?' LIKE YEAH NO SHIT#so i left one too :')#*sigh* i miss him already#i keep letting characters die and now firelink shrine is more of a grave than a nice safe sanctuary to chat with npcs#(haha funny there's an actual graveyard there haha oh god)#ouch i just remembered that i kinda let larentius hollow#god he was so nice too#he literally trusted me with a part of himself dude wth i feel horrible#the fromsoft experience™#i remember when i felt terrible for getting the immortal severance ending in sekiro#NOT MY BOI KURO DAMNIT#and wolf becoming a sculptor like the proof of an endless cycle of suffering that i failed to break...#god i hate that ending#*sigh* back to ds1 at least siegmeyer is still alive and jolly as ever#except he met me at firelink and said he was going somewhere and now i'm terrified that's he's just gonna die too ahahahahahah help#NOT YOU TOO ONIONBRO STAY ALIVE OR I'LL... I'LL KILL YOU#...sorry for venting in the tags#AND THE WORST OFFENDER IS THAT I HAD TO KILL HIM MYSELF FUCK#i'm so sorry my friend... my sunbro...#dark souls
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Oooo, I see you started playing MC as well ^.^
My brain has been stuck in the game for a solid 2 months now, I've had so many ideas for building, so it's nice to see you enjoy it too <3
And to be fair, I do use creative mode for some things in my singleplayer world (cuz I wanna skip to the good parts lol). But I think if the potion lab I build in the survival multiplayer I'm in was what I had made in that singleplayer, a sad Grian looking for weakness potions would be delighted to stumble upon it pffttt
I have 2 double chests of finished potions, huge nether wart field, endless water source, 5 brewing stands, a whole double chest of at least 3 of every potion ingredient, pre-prepared awkward potions, 3stacks of bottles, blaze rods for days, you name it and it's there
The only issue is that all weakness potions I have ready are turned into splash potions, cuz I've never really had the desire to chug them myself (besides that one time I tired to get the "have every potion effect on all at once" achievement xdd)
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Ive been watching mcyt religiously for abt 2 yrs now (prior to that i had ZERO exposure to minecraft at all) and have joked before that its given me fucking minecraft shingles bc i never got my crafting vaccination as a kid. This thing has DESTROYED my braincells its just all minecraft blocks now, im obsessed
Ive also shamelessly used cheats in my first proper singleplayer world-- pretty much just to teleport to coords bc i get lost real easily and an hour of trying to navigate back with F3 is not my idea of a good time 😭😭😭😭 but with this new 1.20 singleplayer my plan is basically play on peaceful until i can get set up with a house and get a bit more practice with movement, then switch it to easy to practice killing mobs, then slowly ramp up the difficulty until i get to hard so i can cure zombie villagers. I watched p much the entirety of Pixlriffs' Survival Guide S2 around January after getting super sick and needed smth to entertain myself with, and now im following along with his S3 bc he is just the guy ever to me :] its taught me a lot abt the mechanics of minecraft which has been REALLY nice for a late learner 💀💀💀💀
YOUR POTION ROOM SOUNDS SO COOL!!!!! Thats so many ingredients,,,, i love your organization system that sounds so nice. Ive found my favorite thing in minecraft is literally inventory management SKDNEKDJD hermits beware i am the anti-chest monster guy<3 but yeah gods can u imagine if Grian had used splash potions 😭😭😭 he wouldve dropped SO FAST, RIP
How do you usually plan your builds??? I got myself a creative flatworld to make stuff in, but ive found that idea i had with taking a screenshot of the area and drawing on it has REALLY helped me put some concrete visuals to the ideas ive had which has been SUPER helpful. I just finished building the silhouette of my future lakehouse the other day (via the Pixlriffs stone method) so now im just messing around with block palettes to see how i wanna incorporate the cherry wood :] im super excited to build it for real in survival!!!!
#shouting speaks#asks#minecraft#mcyt#cherrybee hollow#pixlriffs has become my automatic feel good youtuber tbh#ive pavloved myself on that man's voice. spent a week sick out of my mind and watching nothing but his vids now im attached#i love his sense of humor he comes across as so serious and then suddenly he's saying smth completely off the wall#guy who frogboils his viewers into thinking they have a reasonable man on their hands only to blink and realized he shrinkwrapped a mountain#out of sheer spite#your honor. i love him#he just like me fr#long post#txt
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small tw // vague sh allusions
#no matter how hard i try i will never be able to please everyone#and i have been really overextending myself lately in so many ways and i feel utterly mentally spent#but to do all that and to have someone say to my face that they're hurt because they feel forgotten by me#i just feel broken#i don't know what else i can do#it's true - i haven't given them enough time but my god i've tried. i try so hard but i constantly feel like i'm running up an icy hill#i just keep slipping and slipping and slipping#and now i'm sat on my floor dipping back into a bad habit. it feels like the only thing i have an ounce of control over though haha#i increasingly feel like becoming a complete hermit off the grid because being known to others is so agonising. everything leads to hurt#i can't even cry. i'm bone dry. haha#i don't really know what to do. i've spent my whole life a clown trying to be a light for others but my bulb has since blown#it feels a bit like there is nothing left for me in a way? i'm a hollowed out tree that was struck by lightning long ago#and i have been left for people to marvel at#sea rambles
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i've seen a misinterpretation of the caption on my dollhouse piece and like. i'm not upset about the misinterpretation but i do wanna clarify:
the "false sense of security" does not mean homura is intentionally causing harm to anyone (aside from the incubators). the world she created is fragile and was forged out of a desperation to protect those she loves, even if it means they'll all end up resenting her for her actions. any sense of normalcy or security they have while in homura's new world is literally false in that it's the result of memory manipulation, and the foundation of her world is on the brink of collapse at all times.
i fuckin love homura for all her flaws and bad decisions. i do not at all subscribe to the idea that she's evil in any sense of the word, but i also don't think she "had" to rewrite the universe in her own image, yknow? there were plenty of other ways she coulda protected madoka from the incubators' influence post-rebellion. the reason why she threw away her only chance at true happiness was because she had been pushed to her absolute limit during rebellion and was in no state of mind to be making good decisions
#pmmm#the rebellion story#akemi homura#not art#(putting this in main tags bc i looooove pushing my correct agendas)#i have an au i've been developing for like 2 years where homura doesn't become a demon and instead lets madoka do her thang#madoka loves homura so much. and homura is so important to madoka being able to take the form of a god in the first place#she would've promoted homu to a knight-like status in the law of the cycle let's be fuckin real !#like she would've been able to continue protecting madoka from the incubators even if she hadn't stolen madoka's powers#i really don't think that's up for debate. homura did not *have* to become a demon at the end of rebellion.#but it also having homura completely chill out and go oh i'm normal now hi madoka i don't have mental illness anymore#is Completely unrealistic. homura was literally fighting against her friends to commit suicide. they were preventing her self harm.#the 'happiness' we see in homura post-demonification was hollow. she had absolutely nothing left so she might as well laugh#idk how to end this rant i just like mentally ill homos. bc i am a mentally ill homo#and it annoys me to see ppl reduce homura's actions to either 'evil' or 'well it had to be done'#bitches hate to see traumatized girls be complex 🙄
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Who was going to tell me that good girls guide to murder is getting a Netflix show????
#good girls guide to murder#im so hyped#its been so long since ive watched a new series#praying hoping that it isnt shit and doesn't get cancelled so we can have the complete story#im sorry for who i become when it comes out#now i just need them to make a house of hollow show
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Yesterday I found some very old pr0nography I drew of homestuck type trolls (do not worry, they are all my own fantrolls!) and the reason I didn't burn it all these years ago was that it "looked too good" and it is with a heavy heart that I must say this still holds up.
I don't even remember most these fantrolls's names, except two, because they were actually the only good pairing, who I based on like...gamers that get way too into it, constantly trying to best each other with their following. They vacillate very often, but usually at around the same time, so their relationship is very strong. One of them was hemofaking which pissed the other off to no end because how could someone so LOWLY beat him even just ONCE?
#Back when I wasn't completely hollow#I am STRICTLY not showing this to anyone because there is written dialog and no.#Anyways how come my artisan skill has become WORSE over time?#Too many restraints? Am I trying too hard???
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radiance fight is fucking bonkers but the end is so cool
#at least the dream no more ending#all the little shades coming up as you climb that last bit while she's shooting lasers at you#hollow ripping her face open#the knight with the void tentacles#anyway the real hilarity from this invuln cheat is that i got the speed completion achievement cause i beat the game in under 20 hours lmao#now i might check out the god seeker stuff#try to get whatever ending it is where the knight becomes the god of the void#fel's hk
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y. youre kidding me
#read ll 25#i liked three things in technicality but um. hated their presentation completely and entirely#i ripped this to shreds elsewhere um. to ppl who do not know abt this comic#bc ive never seen ppl complain abt the things i did not like in this comic. at all#anyways im surprised i fucking despised the double-ending. usually i like exploration of variation. but this felt truly sinister#felt like it REALLY was trying to give bad vs good ending which! i hate!#especially when characters becoming more disabled vs not is seen as a choice to choose between as a reader#ESPECIALLY WHEN THE WRITING WORKED SO HARD TO PRESENT ITSELF AS HATING THE CONCEPT OF MORAL ABSOLUTISM AND THE IDEA PEOPLE CAN BE#QUANTIFIED AS 'GOOD' OR 'BAD'#haha noooo dont rejoin society. youll be abused by corrupt systems and become more disabled and have to face consequences for your#actions and revert to your worst self lol.#just join the eternal fratboy ship where nobody(else) dies and we can all take care of each other mentally. like a cult#like ok yeah the ship is supposed to be like a new home ok yeah. but youre all fratboys. in a big ship.#'turns out postwar society SUUCKS im getting a van lets go solve a random mystery pls just get me off this planet' to#'i was right postwar society sucks im staying in the van. guys just stay in the van with me. forever btw'#shouldve made a sequel series. the quest to find at least 1 good therapist#like srry yes its very ro/dimus ending but um. not so great as a story conclusion imo#LOVE the series LOVE most of the little arcs. the endings though? hollow. devoid of meaning#i personally think brai/nstorm shouldve gotten that physical disability like. right around elegant chaos. and kept it.#no 'you reap what you sow' no 'optional bad end' fuck you its cool that he has an assist i love it so much#altho tbh i guess giving him that right after EC would feel very 'reap what you sow' still....... maybe in the peak of EC then? idk#hell. all the way back to getting shot in the chest. or maybe the dark cybertron situation even. when they revealed hes technically unwell#waaaaaghhhhhh.#dummy posts
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