#because they suggest discovery and exploring

[krispdreemurr]

From my pov, the theory/discussion landscape between tumblr and youtube is like pretty different. Here ive seen people suggesting that the similar poses between kris and the knight could be because the knight is dess, with them being close back then and dess influencing kris’ idea of cool (which is also why noelle’s ACT pose has her point too) meanwhile on yt, ive seen someone suggest that the knight has kris’ original soul which is why they do similar poses (which i mean Could be the case. We dont know how dess ended up Like That or even what That is)

like compared to tumblr, post ch3 and ch4 alot of dr theorizing on youtube is more logical/evidence based and sharing crazy theories than like, narrative/thematic based. Not that there isn’t any more grounded theorizing or theorizing based on narratives and themes. Its just, Idk it feels like lately alot of fans are going “tricky tony is trying to deceive us we must outwit him” but like guys tricky tony isn’t real hes not out here constantly lying to you. Sometimes occam’s razor applies.

yeah i definitely feel like tumblr is probably the theory platform currently most invested in narrative/thematics/that sort of thing. it's a little funny once in a long while i see some sort of thematic deltarune video cross my path and it's like, a breathless first discovery of something tumblr adopted as a given three years ago like the angel-player associations or something dsjgkdslgdsg

i don't know if i'd call the alt style "logical", evidence based possibly but i think part of analyzing a story logically is coming to conclusions about the narrative arc of the story. possibility-based, maybe? i fully admit there's possibilities that exist that i haven't explored, and some elements of things i like as theories currently seem implausible. like, i fully concede that the anti-knight-kris people were right and they probably didn't make it down to the library overnight, and that was a genuine gap in my more narrative-based theories; however, i was correct that everything thematic pointed to kris having existing motives to be making that fountain and for them to already have knowledge and a plan before we showed up. i genuinely wish that some of the more plausibility-based theorists would apply their talents to narrative-based theories; i feel like i miss a lot!

but yeah i fully agree on tricky tony like. at this point we have reached the breaking point where we are going to get more answers than new questions, to be frank

[monstersflashlight]

Commission for anon

A/N: This is very niche kink, and I regret nothing. It’s okay to pass this one if you don’t think this is your jam, but you never know when you are going to unlock a new kink...

Cow cosplay

Minotaur (Ambrose) x chubby fem!reader || hucow fantasy, kink discovery, degradation (lowkey), overstimulation, dirty talk, breeding

It all started as a joke.

You were watching a movie and he was jokingly teasing your nipples, making you giggle as he latched onto one of them as he pinched the other. You moaned between laughs, his fingers tickling your side. He was sucking so hard your panties were about to melt, but the amusement was in the air, so you didn’t think twice before joking about it.

“Ambrose, if you keep sucking like that, milk is going to come out.” The second the words were out of your mouth, he stopped. Completely. It was like he froze in place. You looked down and saw him carefully releasing your nipple, looking up at you with confusion. “What? What happened?” He was almost pale, like deer caught in headlights.

He looked away from you, putting your shirt down and staring at the TV, his head clearly very far away. “Nothing. Nothing… Let’s continue, you wanted to watch this movie.” His excuses were flimsy at best, and you started to feel worried that you said something wrong, your brain already spiraling.

“Are you okay?” You asked, anxiety raising inside your chest.

He turned to look at you and smiled softly, kissing your forehead. “Yes, yeah. I’m fine.” It made you feel better, but you still didn’t think he was telling the whole truth.

It took you three days to understand what made him react like that. He… He liked it. He liked that you said that. He liked the idea of him milking you. Of drinking your milk… Oh. Now so much more made sense. How he reacted when you first suggested getting a cow printed bikini, how he almost giggled and blushed when you wore those cow ears back during Halloween…

He had been into that all along, and you didn’t know.

You weren’t even sure he knew before that day. You discovered him a new kink! You tried not too be too smug about it, but you couldn’t stop the smile spreading through your face, a new idea already forming.

You walked back into your room, trying not to step in any cat toys that the kittens had left around (which they usually did), and picked the bikini and a tiny apron you bought for… reasons. You tried them on and twirled a bit in front of the mirror, feeling yourself. And then you dig the cow ear headband from the bottom of your drawer, completing the look and making your inside twist in anticipation.

He was so going to love it.

You were pacing in the room, moving up and down trying to burn some of the anticipation inside of you. You even played with yourself for a bit, but decided against continuing on that path because you wanted Ambrose to be there to play with you.

So when you heard him opening the door and calling out for you, your heart skipped a beat. “Sunshine? Where are you?”

“In the room!” You screamed, trying not to let your nervousness and anticipation make your voice waver.

He walked into the room and stared at you with an open mouth. Literally open mouth. He was looking up and down your body over and over, like he was scanning every inch available to his eyes until he took his fill. But he wasn’t saying anything. He was staring, and staring, and staring… Until you started to fidget with the hem of your apron, self-conscious.

“I- I thought… I know you have a hucow kink and I thought we could explore it? You don’t like it?” You asked in a low tone, cursing yourself internally.

“What? Fuck. You look… Fuck. You look good enough to eat, sunshine. Fuck.” You giggled, reassured he not only liked your gift but he was cursing more than normal. More cursing meant he was less in control, and less in control always meant you were on for a great time.

He walked to you like a monster on a mission, stopping mere inches away from your body, so close you could feel the heat radiating from his skin. You were shivering on your feet, so ready to be debauched that you didn’t know how to act anymore.

But then he started talking and everything in your brain flew away. “You want to be my personal hucow? Is that it? Do you want to be my human pet and let me milk your precious tits until you are dry?” You whimpered pathetically, his hands finding your boobs and tearing the fabric over them. “Would you let me do that, sunshine? Would you let me suck your tits until they are leaking and then fuck you until you are so full of my come your stomach gets distended?” You groaned at the mental image he created.

“Yes. Yes. Yes. Please, Ambrose… Yes to all that.” As soon as your consent was there, he was lowering his body until he was on his knees in front of you, his head at tit level as he started to suck you like you were indeed going to produce milk if he sucked hard enough.

You threw your head back, screaming his name as your legs trembled under you. He pulled you up, throwing you on the bed and following shortly behind, not bothering taking off his clothes, his sole focus were your boobs.

“I’m going to make you produce milk. I’m going to make you my hucow,” he kept mumbling.

He kept sucking your nipples, playing with the barbells like his life depended on it. Your whole body was reacting to his ministrations, you felt like every cell in your body was attuned with his tongue on your boobs, his fingers pinching your free nipple until you were nothing but a mess of desperation and panting as he rutted his dick over your still clothed pussy.

You couldn’t stop begging, the combined sensation of his fingers and his mouth was the best kind of edging and you needed him. You needed him ASAP. “Please Ambrose. Pleaseeeeee. Fill me. I need you, please. I need you deep inside. Fuck your hucow, please.” The second the word hucow was out of your mouth, he was grunting like a desperate monster, pushing his hips into yours like he was about to burst his pants with the force of it.

He fumbled with his pants, ripping the fabric in half as he pushes your panties to the side…

And he was fully inside.

The spark of pain was nothing compared with the incredible pleasure that filled your senses as he rutted into you. You’d never heard him being that quiet during sex, he was always talking, always teasing, but it felt like he was more feral than ever. His thrusts were uncoordinated, and he kept grunting and moaning against your boobs, biting and sucking on your nipples, driving you insane with each pull.

It was like you were nothing but a toy, it was like he was using you like his personal hucow for real, and that drove you into a new dimension of pleasure. It felt degrading in the best way possible, degrading in a way that nothing ever felt before. Not even his words when he called you a whore or a slut, not even when he treated you like a pet and made you pee yourself…

Him holding onto you as he sucked your tits and rutted into your welcoming heat like you were nothing but a cow was making your insides twist and turn, your brain short circuiting as your orgasm washed over you in a tidal wave that crashed onto your body until you were gasping for breath and screaming his name in the middle of it.

But he kept sucking, fucking in and out your pussy and not even caring that he wasn’t touching your clit. He was in another dimension completely, caring only about himself and his desires, using your body to fulfill his own fantasies. And it was driving you insane.

As insane as it felt his dick inside of you, rubbing against your G-spot as he pinched your nipple and sucked on the other, the combination of all sensations sending you into overstimulation, and short after into another orgasm that left your body shivering as he pulled away for long enough to scream your name as he spilled inside of you until you felt so full you could burst.

He pulled out and you felt the gush of come leaving your body, but short seconds later he was pushing back inside, his dick half hard as he latched onto your nipple once again. It was too much and not enough at the same time. It was exhilarating and maddening, and you loved it. You loved to be what he needed, you loved to be his hucow or his flashlight or whatever he wanted you to be.

By the time he got tired of filling you up and sucking your nipples, you felt sore all over, your body too tired after too many orgasms. You were breathless, trying to regain your normal heartbeat as he grunted and nuzzled your boobs.

“I love you more than life itself,” he whispered against your boobs, kissing your sore nipples until you were whimpering and trying to get away, just to draw you closer and suck on them again.

If he kept that up his fantasy might become reality...

[13lunarstar]

Darakaraka in Navamsha - the spouse, marital karma, and the quality of our relationship with the spouse

In one of my earlier posts, I was asked to explore the Darakaraka (DK) - the planet that signifies the official spouse in Vedic astrology, specifically within the Navamsha chart (D9). Let’s take a deeper dive into this important topic.

The Navamsha chart is the divisional chart of marriage, commitment, and soul-level partnerships. It's in the Navamsha that we truly understand the quality of marriage, the nature of the spouse, and the karmic lessons involved.

The Darakaraka is the planet with the lowest degree in your birth chart (excluding Rahu and Ketu). But why is it the planet with the lowest degree? Because symbolically, the Darakaraka represents what we lack but deeply desire in a partner. It reflects the traits we have not fully developed within ourselves, and so we are drawn to someone who embodies them. It is through the DK that we seek balance, completion, and growth in relationships. In contrast, the Atmakaraka (planet with the highest degree) shows traits we have mastered and already carry within us- it represents the soul’s core identity.

How to Interpret Darakaraka in the Navamsha

Identify the DK in your Rasi (D1) chart

Locate where this DK is placed in the Navamsha (D9)

Each house in the Navamsha chart (D9) offers a different perspective on your marriage experience. When the Darakaraka (DK) planet falls into specific houses, it reveals how your relationship karma unfolds.

💎Kendra Houses (1, 4, 7, 10): these are the pillars of the chart, and having the DK here often points to a strong and stable marriage foundation. Relationships are central to your growth, and the spouse may bring balance and support into your life.

🔶 Trikona Houses (1, 5, 9): these are considered highly auspicious. DK in a Trikona house indicates harmonious relationship karma accumulated in past lives, spiritual alignment, and prosperity through marriage. There’s often a natural compatibility and a sense of purpose in the union.

🔷Upachaya Houses (3, 6, 11): Upachaya means "growth over time." DK in these houses may start with some challenges or slow development, but the marriage improves with effort, maturity, and time. These placements reward patience and persistence.

♦️Dusthana Houses (6, 8, 12): these houses deal with karmic debts, suffering, transformation, and loss. When the DK falls here, it often points to unresolved karmic lessons, emotional challenges, or soul-level lessons related to marriage. It doesn't doom the relationship, but it does indicate that growth will come through overcoming obstacles, deep transformations and self-work.

Darakaraka through 12 houses of Navamsha chart

DK in the 1st House in Navamsha: Your partner plays a significant role in shaping your identity. Marriage leads to profound personal transformation and self-discovery.

2nd House: Your spouse is closely linked to finances, family traditions, and values. Stability and shared material goals are central to the relationship.

3rd House: The foundation of your marriage is built on communication, mutual support, and friendship. You may meet through siblings, neighbours, or local travels.

4th House: Emotional closeness and a sense of home are vital in the partnership. Your spouse may be nurturing, family-oriented, or deeply connected to domestic life.

5th House: A romantic and joyful connection defines the relationship. Love, creativity, and possibly children become core themes in your marital journey.

6th House: This placement suggests challenges that require effort, compromise, and healing. Conflict resolution, service (i.e, serving your spouse), or shared work may play a key role in growth.

7th House: A natural placement for partnership- marriage is a central theme in your life. The relationship is likely to be public-facing and deeply focused on togetherness.

8th House: Marriage is emotionally intense and transformative. Themes of vulnerability, trust, various extremes, and shared resources will be central and may bring deep change, including psychological.

9th House: Spiritual beliefs, culture, or higher learning (higher education) unite you and your partner. The relationship may have a long-distance or foreign connection.

10th House: Your marriage influences your public image or career trajectory, though the specific effect depends on the nature of the Darakaraka planet and the aspects it receives. The spouse may be ambitious or supportive of your professional goals, leading to visible success.

11th House: You gain significantly through marriage, whether emotionally, socially, or materially. The relationship is often grounded in friendship and shared aspirations. There might be plans and ambitions to develop something big together as a couple (initiative may come from the spouse) .

12th House: This indicates a spiritual, private, or karmic bond. The marriage may feel otherworldly or fated, and could involve solitude, sacrifice, or a foreign link.

Darakaraka through various planets in Navamsha chart

Sun as Darakaraka

Your partner is strong, authoritative, noble, or drawn to leadership. These qualities you are looking for in your life. They could come from a respectable family or hold a position of power. The relationship may challenge your ego, but it pushes you toward self-confidence, spiritual searching (Sun is the ultimate Soul Planet regardless charts) and clarity of purpose. Marriage might involve status or recognition.

Moon as Darakaraka

Your partner is likely to be nurturing, sensitive, and emotionally intelligent. There is a strong need for emotional bonding, comfort, and family life. The relationship brings emotional growth, but may also include mood fluctuations or dependency themes.

Mercury as Darakaraka

Your spouse could be intelligent, witty, communicative, or youthful in nature. Conversations are central to the relationship. You learn the value of mental connection, flexibility, and keeping things lighthearted. There may be an age difference or duality in personality.

Mars as Darakaraka

Expect a spouse who is assertive, passionate, or fiery. This is a dynamic and often intense placement. While there’s strong chemistry, conflicts or power struggles may arise. Such a marriage teaches emotional control, courage, and assertive balance.

Jupiter as Darakaraka

This is a highly auspicious placement. Your partner is often wise, highly moral, generous, and spiritually or intellectually inclined. They may be a teacher or a mentor figure (even if they do not have such a profession). The relationship teaches growth through values, knowledge sharing, wealth accumulation, and faith.

Venus as Darakaraka

A classic sign of a romantic, charming, and artistic partner. They may be attractive or have refined tastes. The marriage may be centered around love, sensuality, pleasures, and aesthetics. You learn balance, compromise, and the true essence of love. Another lesson here might be connected to fidelity and being faithful to your spouse in marriage (there might be occasional provocations)

Saturn as Darakaraka

This placement indicates a partner who is serious, disciplined, or older/mature in spirit. The relationship may be delayed or tested through time. It teaches commitment, patience, and enduring responsibility. Though challenging, it brings long-term stability when lessons are learned.

Note: Rahu as Darakaraka is used only in some traditions (!)

Rahu as Darakaraka

Rahu as DK can point to a fated or unconventional relationship -possibly with someone foreign, unusual, or deeply karmic. There's intensity, mystery, and magnetism. The partnership challenges norms and pushes you beyond your comfort zone. Growth comes through breaking patterns and facing obsessions.

Understanding the planetary nature of your Darakaraka in the Navamsha reveals the soul contract behind your marriage. It's not just about who you attract—it’s about what you're destined to learn in the current lifetime, balance, and evolve through in love.

To deepen your DK analysis, also examine:

The sign placement of DK in the D9

The ruler of the DK’s Navamsha house and its placement

The nakshatra of DK and its lord

Aspects and conjunctions to the DK in D9

The dignity and strength of DK in both D1 and D9 (If DK is weaker in D1 but stronger in D9, the relationship may improve significantly over time)

[sweemmy]

⋆｡ﾟAfter reading this, would you be up for another date with these girls? I know I definitely would. ﾟ｡⋆

— Vi, Caitlyn, Sevika, and Jinx… with a rare appearance by Katarina and Elise.

VI.

With her vibrant and overwhelming energy, she immediately sweeps you off your feet, her confident smile whispering without words: "Today will be a day you’ll never forget." She leads you to a secret corner of Zaun, a place iconic with mystery and charm. It might be an underground bar, hidden in the shadows, or a secret viewpoint only visible to her, a spot that feels like it belongs to her and her memories. She loves the idea of offering you a unique window into her world, showing you every corner from a perspective only she can understand.

Vi is full of energy and vitality, always ready to challenge the routine with new adventures. She loves surprising you with unexpected plans, like inviting you to an impromptu race through the bustling underground market or suggesting a friendly fight in an arena that appears out of nowhere. Everything she does aims to make you smile or leave you in awe with her agility and skill. Excitement and fun are her way of connecting with you, showing you her bold and charming side.

She can’t help but stare at you every time she thinks you're not looking. She wonders how someone like you ended up in her life and if she truly deserves such immense happiness. That mix of innocence and vulnerability makes her even more enchanting.

Though she struggles to express her feelings with romantic words, her way of showing affection is even more sincere and direct. If she senses you're cold, she won’t hesitate to offer you her jacket as a gesture of protection and care. In moments of closeness, she’ll take your hand without warning, silently merging her presence with yours, but in a way that speaks volumes. And sometimes, she’ll remain quiet by your side, relishing in the simple joy of sharing the same space, letting the silence say what words can’t.

As the date comes to an end, she approaches you with a charming smile, her eyes sparkling with that mischievous glint only she knows how to express. With a soft sigh, she leans in, letting the moment take over, and in a warm, conspiratorial whisper, she says, "What do you think? Shall we indulge in this again tomorrow?"

CAITLYN.

The date begins with a meticulously planned invitation, in a refined location in Piltover. Picture an elegant restaurant atop a tower, where the city lights stretch out like a cloak of stars, or perhaps a private garden surrounded by exotic flowers, enveloped in an air of absolute tranquility. Caitlyn wants everything to be perfect, because to her, every small detail carries profound meaning.

The conversation flows naturally, as if each shared word is a mutual discovery. Caitlyn genuinely shows interest in your thoughts and opinions, asking questions that invite reflection, exploring every corner of your mind. Her soft, enchanting laughter escapes with each witty remark you make, a sincere response to the spark she finds in your words.

At several moments, you may feel her gaze fixed on you, attentive and full of tenderness, as if she wants to preserve every gesture of yours in her memory. Though she doesn't say it aloud, every second spent with you is a true luxury for her heart, a moment she treasures more than words could express.

Throughout the evening, she surprises you with small, carefully chosen gifts—presents that reflect how much attention she pays to your tastes and desires. A rare, delicate flower, which she explains symbolizes something deep and unique; or a book she assures you, with a smile, you'll greatly enjoy.

The end of the date arrives with a softness that leaves a warm sensation in the air. Perhaps a gentle, respectful kiss on the hand, or a caress on the cheek that speaks more than words ever could. Caitlyn smiles, and with a promise full of mystery, assures you that the next encounter will be even more special, leaving in your heart the certainty that something truly unique has just begun.

SEVIKA.

She picks you up with a calmness that disarms, as if nothing could disturb her tranquility, and leads you to a corner of Zaun where the noise dulls, even though the chaos still lingers in the air. Perhaps you step into an underground club, where the music, vibrant and enveloping, seems to pull you out of time, or into a hidden spot that serves the best food in the area, like a small refuge amidst the madness.

She isn't one for many words, but her mere presence conveys a deep sense of security, an anchor in a sea of uncertainty. When she looks at you, it’s with an intensity that goes beyond the physical, as if she could read every thought passing through your mind, though it's also clear she enjoys your company, as if you were in her favorite place in the world.

Throughout the date, her protective instinct naturally reveals itself. If someone bothers you or if the crowd becomes overwhelming, you barely have time to react before she's already sorted everything out. There's something in the way she moves that makes you feel invisible to threats and completely taken care of.

Over time, she lets slip fragments of her past, revealing a vulnerability she usually keeps hidden. It's her way of showing you that she trusts you, that you mean something deeper to her than she could ever admit aloud.

The goodbye comes quickly but with meaning. Sevika leans in, her face close to yours, and with an unexpected softness, brushes her forehead against yours before leaving. Words are few, but there’s something in that gesture that tells you everything you need to know: she wants to see you again, and she knows you do too.

JINX.

The scene begins with an explosion... and I’m not talking about a metaphor. Literally, the air fills with smoke and chaos as Jinx pulls you into a dizzying whirlwind of action and adrenaline. Whether she's evading the authorities with wild laughter or exploring the darkest, most disheveled corners of Zaun, Jinx's energy is so electrifying that you can't help but get swept up in her frantic madness.

With a mischievous smile and a look full of spark, she shows you her messy yet genius world. Proud of her eccentric inventions, she invites you to create something together, perhaps a wild mural or shoot one of her most unpredictable explosive toys. “Nothing says love like an explosion, babe!” she says, that unmistakable glint in her voice.

But beneath her uncontrollable energy, there are moments of vulnerability. Occasionally, she catches you off guard, staring at you with eyes full of palpable melancholy, as if she fears that, like others before you, you might vanish from her life. It’s her silent way of fearing abandonment.

And then there are the nicknames—quirky and exaggerated, filled with a unique tenderness only she knows how to express. At first, they might seem like teasing, but you know they’re her unmistakable way of showing affection, a secret language between the two of you, a personal touch that only you understand.

At the end of the night, Jinx takes you to a high spot where you can see the city’s twinkling lights. She sits next to you, the laughter gone, leaving only a soft and sincere smile on her face. In a whisper, with a vulnerability she rarely shows, she says: “Thanks for not running… should we do it again tomorrow?”

KATARINA.

The encounter begins shrouded in an aura of mystery. Katarina leads you down an uncertain path, perhaps to a rooftop bathed in moonlight or to a secret trail through nature. She doesn’t reveal her intentions, but a strange sense of trust settles within you, as if you know there’s no danger in following her.

Her presence is direct and confident, yet her gaze, her attention, envelops you in a way that you cannot ignore. Katarina has a way of making you feel unique without needing many words. Every gesture, every look, is laden with meaning.

She offers you a glimpse into her world. She teaches you to throw daggers with a skill that takes your breath away, or takes you to witness a duel where you are merely an observer. Though she doesn’t allow you to intervene, there’s an electric tension in the air, a delicate balance between danger and care that she handles with unsettling perfection.

Though her guard is never completely down, she offers glimpses of her more human side. A flash of a genuine smile, the echo of a soft laugh, or a sincere comment on how much she values your company. Those moments, fleeting but real, show you a side of her that few are privileged to see.

The farewell is brief, almost as mysterious as the encounter itself. A quick kiss, full of unspoken promises, and an enigmatic phrase that leaves you thinking: “This isn’t over, we’ll meet again soon.”

ELISE.

She invites you to a date that exudes luxury, but also a lurking danger, like a spider's web woven with intrigue. In the darkness of a radiant Noxian castle, candles dance, casting shadows that seem to come to life. A banquet of exquisite and exotic delicacies surrounds the hall, but something in the air tells you that not everything is as it seems. A walk through the moonlit garden, where the twisted trees' shadows blend with her figure, adds an unsettling touch to the encounter. She is the queen of this realm of mystery, where everything revolves around her will.

Elise is captivating, like a snake slithering through the folds of your mind. Every word she speaks wraps you in her web, and though she seems to have total control over every situation, she leaves small openings where you can feel special, as though you’re part of a greater game whose rules you don’t understand. She enjoys playing with your emotions, but without malice… or at least not in the way you understand it.

She seduces you with fascinating tales of her past, dark and powerful stories that might be more than just stories. The line between lies and truth blurs, yet you remain captivated, wanting to know more, eager to discover what’s real and what’s not. It’s impossible to look away; her magnetism is as deep as the abyss of the Shadow Isles.

Elise takes pleasure in seeing you mesmerized by her presence, as if your admiration feeds her growing power. Every reaction you have seems to fuel her desire to keep seducing you, keeping you on the edge of the unknown. Perhaps a touch of her hand, an unexpected brush that leaves your heart racing, knowing that something more awaits.

At the end of the date, her farewell is as elegant as it is terrifying. "I hope this night has left a mark on you as deep as it has on me." Her smile, now almost supernatural, is like a veiled threat, but you can’t help but long for the next time your paths cross. Because, just like all those who’ve fallen into her web before, you know that no suitor leaves unscathed from her embrace.

[a-d-nox]

pac/pap: what’s grounding you and what’s growing?

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ground: you may be finding yourself grounded in a process of emotional transformation. what’s keeping you rooted may be a need to leave behind something that once provided comfort or security but has since become stagnant/unsatisfying. you may have a desire to pursue a more authentic path, whether that’s within relationships, career, and/or spiritual growth. you may be finding stability by embracing change and allowing yourself to release the old to make space for something more fulfilling.

growth: something new is beginning to take shape, whether it’s a spark of inspiration, a fresh project, and/or an adventurous new phase in life. embrace this growing energy with excitement and optimism. there may be a sense of eagerness to explore and express themselves in new ways, and the cards suggest that you are in the early stages of something that could lead to great personal development.

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ground: you are anchored in a sense of faith and trust, either in yourself or in the universe. it could also indicate that you are in a phase of emotional or spiritual recovery, allowing you to heal from past wounds. what grounds them now is a deeper sense of purpose or hope, which helps you stay centered and calm. there is a quiet, internal knowing / intuition that provides stability, reminding you that your higher self or divine guidance is always with you, helping you to stay aligned.

growth: you are on the verge of a breakthrough or are about to embark on a more determined/focused journey. what’s growing in your life is the drive and momentum to move forward with purpose. whether it’s your personal goals, a new project, or a journey of self-discovery, you are gaining the courage and strength to overcome any challenges ahead. what’s growing is the ability to focus your energy and make progress toward your ambitions, no matter the obstacles.

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ground: you may be grounding yourself by opening up to new experiences and perspectives. you are moving away from a place of emotional apathy or discontent and beginning to engage more fully with life. the grounding energy is a renewed interest in the present moment, seeing things with fresh eyes, and accepting new emotional/spiritual offerings. you may be overcoming a period of emotional withdrawal or resistance to change, which is allowing you to embrace what’s now available to you - new emotional growth and opportunities for connection.

growth: the ability to gradual overcome your fears and anxieties. you may be starting to find peace after a period of intense mental turmoil. it’s a positive sign that you’re moving away from the grip of worry and embracing a more peaceful state of mind. what’s growing is a healthier, more balanced mindset, and you are beginning to take control of your thoughts rather than allowing them to control you.

[freyalooove]

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Boyfriend!Blaise!

Boyfriend!Blaise! He's addicted to your body—but not just physically. Yes, he's constantly eyeing your body, but when he's with you, it's so much more than just sex—it's worship. He adores the way your skin feels under his touch, how your breath hitches when he trails his lips along your neck. He's all about every inch of you: the curve of your back, the softness of your thighs, the delicate arch of your wrist. When you're together, it's a slow, sensual game of discovery—his hands always finding new places to explore.

"I could kiss you like this forever," he whispers, eyes dark, voice rough.

Boyfriend!Blaise! His jealousy is more intense now. Blaise is no longer the guy who waits and watches from the sidelines. Now that he's claimed you, he's protective—in the most possessive way possible. He doesn't lose control, but when another guy flirts with you or dares to touch you, his eyes narrow. He'll slide up behind you, pressing his chest to your back, a hand resting possessively on your hip. He leans down to whisper into your ear.

"Is he the reason you're distracted, love?" Then he'll look at the other guy, a smirk playing on his lips, before he focuses all his attention back on you, making it clear your his.

Boyfriend!Blaise! He takes his time with you—always. Whether it's kissing or sex or just spending time in silence, Blaise is a man who moves at his own pace. He never rushes. There's no reason to hurry when he's got you all to himself. In the bedroom, he takes hours to make sure your satisfied, deliberate touches. He doesn't need to make you beg—he just enjoys watching you unravel bit by bit.

"Tell me what you want, love. I'll give it to you. I'll always give you what you need." And when your in bed, he loves making you feel like your the most desired person in the world. His hands never leave you—your back, your neck, your sides. He'll growl in your ear, and you'll feel his breath on your skin, making your knees weak with just the sound of it.

Boyfriend!Blaise! He loves to cuddle, but not the cute kind of cuddling. Blaise has a need to be physically close to you, even outside the bedroom. But his cuddling comes with an intensity that matches everything else about your relationship. When he pulls you close, it's possessiveness, almost possessively tender. He holds you against his chest, his arms wrapped around you tightly. When you're on the couch, he'll lean back, pulling you into his lap, letting your head rest against his shoulder while he threads his fingers through your hair.

Boyfriend!Blaise! He adores teasing you. Not only does he like to test your limits in bed, but he does it out of the bedroom, too. Whether it's a casual touch, a suggestive glance, or a perfectly timed compliment, Blaise is always playing with you. He'll whisper things that send shivers down your spine—subtle, flirty comments when you're alone. He'll lean in close, so you can feel his breath against your ear, before murmuring something that's pure sin.

"You look so damn good in that dress, baby. It's almost a shame I can't rip it off of you right now."

And then he'll just leave you standing there, breathless, while he walks away like he doesn't even care. Of course, he does. He always does.

Boyfriend!Blaise! He's a fantastic listener, but only because it's all about him—and you. Blaise listens to you like he's trying to memorize every word you say. He's not just attentive because he's polite; it's because he genuinely wants to understand you, your thoughts, your desires. The deeper your relationship grows, the more he starts picking up on your every mood and preference. He remembers the little things. The way you like your coffee. The way you smile when you talk about your favorite books. He even knows the subtle signs when your upset—sometimes before you do.

Boyfriend!Blaise! He gets physical in every sense. When Blaise is dating someone, he's not the type to hold back. His kisses are deep, hot, and possessive. His hands are everywhere: trailing down your back, tugging on your hair, gripping your hips as he pulls you flush against him. His body presses into yours like he's never going to let you go. When you have sex, it's not just physical—it's an act of ownership in the most primal sense. He takes his time with you, making sure you feel every inch of his desire.

"Say my name, love. Let me know that you're mine."

Boyfriend!Blaise! When it comes to protecting you, he's possessive but not overbearing. If anyone so much as looks at you wrong, Blaise is ready to jump in. He's not afraid to put people in their place. But it's never about making you feel suffocated—it's about showing you that your his in every way that matters. His possessiveness is a shield, not a cage. He wants you to feel safe, cherished, and protected. When you're out in public, his hand is always somewhere on you—around your waist, your back, yoyr hand. It's his way of saying, "You're with me."

Boyfriend!Blaise! He wants to take you on luxurious dates. Blaise isn't about casual dinners. When he takes you out, it's to exclusive, high-end restaurants, or secret rooftop dinners, or quiet gardens tucked away in the wizarding world. He'll sweep you off your feet with elegance—from the way he holds the door open for you, to the way he whispers compliments in your ear over candlelight. Everything is beautiful, and he'll make sure you knows how special you are to him.

Boyfriend!Blaise! He's always a little selfish in bed—but not in a bad way. While he's perfectly capable of being attentive, Blaise's pleasures come first. He's all about satisfying his own need for control—and making sure you knows you belong to him. He'll drag out your pleasure for as long as possible, making you beg for release. His own release, though? It'll be when he knows he's pushed you to the edge—and beyond. He's not afraid to be rough or slow, or a mix of both.

[madhatterbri]

Heat | J.U.

Summary: Can i request #17/enemies to lovers with Jimmy Uso x reader? 🤭.

17) Enemies to lovers stuck in a hotel with no A/C.

Requested by: @miss-kuki-nz

Taken from my summer prompts list found here

Jimmy Uso Masterlist

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Taglist: @magicalbuttertarts

There were only two things you hated in this world: heat and Jimmy Uso. Currently, you were stuck with both. Life was a bitch at times.

"You know I am in here. I don't want to smell your body funk everywhere," Jimmy told you. "There may not be any air coming out, but something blowing it here."

You turned to look at him. He sat up in his bed, only dressed in only his underwear. His tan skin glistened from a thin line of sweat. He had an irritated look on his face. The jury was still out on whether it was because of the heat or your existence.

"Sorry, some of us can't just dress however we want," you pointed out.

"Just get in your bra and underwear, duh," he suggested. He made a stupid face and put his finger up to his head.

"In front of you? Ha! That is the last thing I would ever do, Uce," you mocked. Dressed in a tank top and shorts, the thought had crossed your mind to lose the extra layer. Jimmy has seen you in less before, but that was in a wrestling ring. This was different. The two of you were alone in a hotel room.

"You are just going to stand there all night then? The place gonna be condemned from that smell."

"I do not smell," you snapped and sighed. The more annoying twin of the Usos always had a smart ass comment to tell you. Normally, they would bounce right off. The damn heat was making you soft.

The box fan started to give out again. You slapped the piece of junk to give the motor a jump start. It had worked before. Despite your best efforts, the fan died.

"You shouldn't break things that don't belong to you, girl."

You rubbed your hands over your sweaty face. "I could break you, but then I would go to jail."

"You would miss me too much," he teased.

"My gunmen have missed you with every bullet so far," you muttered under your breath. You placed your hands on the dresser and bowed your head in shame.

"Come on. Get in bed, fall asleep, and then you can lie about how you don't dream about me again."

Your head snapped up. Jimmy insisted that he heard you moaning his name on the first night. You accused him of having such a huge ego that he heard you talking. Him appearing in your dreams that night had no correlation to this discovery.

"I don't," you countered. "I dream about killing you."

"Because you are obsessed with me."

You laughed. "Obsessed? With you? I think your braids are too tight. You sound delusional."

The corner of his mouth raised slightly. "You have been looking at my body instead of me since we started this little argument," he motioned with his fingers to his eyes. "My eyes are up here."

Jimmy caught you red-handed. Any time he spoke, your eyes wandered, and the man spoke a lot. It wasn't your fault he was dressed like this. Blame it on the heat. You were just human. He took care of his body, and you knew that ego of his loved that you were checking it out.

"I hate you."

Nothing could have prepared you for the moment he stood up from his bed. His eyes locked on you to make sure you wouldn't run away. You were too intrigued to do anything. Your breath caught in your throat. Cheeks burned as he stopped dangerously close in front of you. You looked away to avoid looking at his lips.

Jimmy moved his head to the side. His lips brushed against the shell of your ear. "Then stop looking at me like you want to crawl in bed with me."

"I don't."

"Liar," he accused.

You kissed him roughly. All hatred towards this man melted into passion. It was to shut him up, you would tell yourself, but it didn't stop there. You didn't want it to stop there.

Jimmy led you to his bed. The back of your knees pressed against the bed, and you fell backward. He climbed on top of you. His hands explored parts of your body that the two of you had only dreamed of.

The A/C unit suddenly kicked on. He pulled away, wondering if you thought this had gone on too long. The two of you were breathless. Passionate kisses long took the oxygen stored in your lungs.

"We can blame it on the heat, Mama. No one has to know," he confided in you. "But I want to continue if you do."

You wrapped your arms around his neck. He followed your lead as his lips crashed on yours again. Bodies entangled within one another. Maybe some heat wasn't so bad.

[wrens-garden]

To preface, this is me exploring the relationships Aura has, focused on the ships I found, but this is just general exploration and shit so could be read platonically or romantically. It's very long so, be warned

Navi is, as we know, Aura's first friend. Aura chose to save it in the escape despite what I'm assuming is protocol. Since the crash, Aura has been acting as guard and nurse to Navi, finding and providing medical aid, as well as defending Navi's unconscious body from assumed threats. Stars made no move in using Navi, nor revealing what Navi is to people who could be inclined to. Of course, that is basic decency, and I'm sure many would do the same, but because of Aura's upbringing, I'm going to point it out. Now we don't actually know much about Navi, it is very much unconscious, and there have been no interactions between them outside of the beginning cutscene. However, based on how much Aura cares about Navi and based on what Navi said to Epsilon, they're close and will continue to be so. Now, because of the lack of knowledge about their relationship, it's hard to say which way it'll lead, but I think it's safe to say they'll only get closer once Navi wakes up, with Aura taking the lead until Navi can orientate itself, but before Navi wakes I'm expecting to see a lot more of Aura defending Navi to the best of stars ability and general caretaking. After Navi wakes, it's entirely up in the air.

Vick is admittedly kinda tough, Aura doesn't super trust him and is kinda scared of him, scared enough to be firmly stuck in people-pleasing mode to keep him on their side. However, Vick is quite serious about living with Aura and is quite determined to find a way to defend their home and also to locate the captain. They are pretty in sync for being near strangers, Aura tending to Navi and the home, and Vick adventuring and finding things. Aura is, of course, doing a lot of this for Vick because star thinks they have to, but Vick is genuine. I feel like once Aura can overcome their fear of Vick, or stars idea of Vick, then they would run together like a well-oiled machine.

Vesper would be a good balance for Aura. Aura isn't weak or stupid, just sheltered however, Vesper would be able to spot untrustworthy people more easily and have the defence and plans to get out of situations. Now I won't say Vesper would ever endanger Evren or herself for Aura, but she'd provide extra protection and possibly could teach Aura a thing or two about defence. Aura is booksmart, not streetsmart, something that Vesper definitely is. Like I said, they balance each other out. Also, Vesper would probably understand Aura's need to protect Navi, and could possibly assist, or at least help Aura come up with a better lie and/or protection. With recent lore in mind, Vesper did warn Aura via message when Aura was talking with Epsilon, Vesper obviously knows what Epsilon is, and like I said, has a lot more knowledge when it comes to things Aura doesn't know. Vesper is also a lot more conscious of Aura's wariness, possibly could relate to them in that regard, and so does seem to make an effort to not push star in ways she would not want to be.

Evren balances Aura differently, while Vesper balances Aura in work areas, Evren balances Aura in fun areas. Evren matches Aura's energy when it comes to finding cool shit, and they both get quite excited about eachothers discoveries. Evren also brings out a more relaxed, playful and flirty side of Aura, no matter how unintentionally the flirting is said, Evren does tease Aura for it, making a lot of conversations lighter. Evren is the first person Aura tells that stars a criminal or at least that they've stolen something valuable, he can presumably guess what Aura took, but never says it. Evren also recognises that Aura is more of a lover, not a fighter, and encourages them to make things more than just weapons, like defence. Evren also warned Aura of Epsilon, and I believe is the one who suggested that they take Epsilon to Aura instead of just pointing it in the right direction. I can't say for certain, but I can imagine Evren would be willing to help Aura protect Navi, or at least would be understanding of Aura's predicament, he already has been.

Mi-go and Aura are both engineers, and Aura is quite fascinated with Mi-go and the things she does. I don't want to make too much of a leap, but I think Aura would be willing to provide hair or something for Mi-go to clone them or whatever it is that she does. The only issues would be that I'm not too sure Mi-go would be against using Navi as a power source, obviously Aura being heavily against it would certainly persuade Mi-go, but still, also Daiv told Aura that Mi-go was interested in stars ship, and nothing good comes from that. Besides that, they have a good relationship. Mi-go is always willing to show off its machines and the things she makes, and Aura is always willing to look at said things. Mi-go is quite the entertainer, and Aura is always willing to be entertained. And vice versa. Mi-go and Aura have similar interests, one could say, or at least similar jobs and skills, and that certainly helps their relationship. Mi-go could definitely bring some excitement to Aura's life, and Aura could mellow Mi-go out a little. They balance each other well.

Asrickus is almost obvious. The fact that Ricky here is two steps away from giggling and kicking his feet around Aura practically speaks for itself. But I must read deeper. Aura is fascinated by Asrickus and has been very willing to provide things and make things for both bounty hunters. Of course, this could be a situation similar to Vick, fawning to survive. However, I genuinely believe Asrickus thinks too highly of Aura to be willing to agree to a bounty on star, not that I'm convinced he'd get one. Asrickus, in general, is always glad to talk with Aura, Aura seems to be in a similar boat. Asrickus is always amazed by Aura's skills and powers, which, yet again, Aura is in the same boat. Their relationship is strong, whether romantic or platonic, and both are pretty willing to help the other. They are kinda similar, so in that way, their relationship will certainly go far

[syrilism]

andor S2 e10-12 spoilers

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okay I've been thinking about this non stop and I probably sound fucking deranged but here you all are with the theory that Heert was written into Dedra's plot in a last minute decision.

While this sounds very critical I'm not discounting the fact that I enjoyed a lot of aspects of this arc though I'd argue its writing was weaker. Dedra didn't feel like Dedra. Though that's probably an impact of Syril's death, her mourning is never truly explored, Heert felt unnatural in the role of leader in the Axis infiltration and Dedra felt way too reckless (again this could be from Syril's death) but none of it seemed to flow.

We were deprived of Dedra in this arc despite how crucial she was to the Axis operations and discovery. Despite how poetically played hers and Partagaz's fates were and their representation of how everyone loses to the fascist system, she was fundamentally underutilized as a character. Heert worked disgustingly well as a counter to Dedra and a reflection of how the system she devoted her life to ruined and backstabbed her, though I can't help but speculate about this because something feels off.

Syril parallels:

"[...]should be considered armed and dangerous,"

Throughout his operation in S2E11, the parallels to S1E3 are clearly drawn, specifically to Syril. From the opening shot of the officer's back which mimics that of Linus Mosk to the exact quote and gestures of S1E2, Heert is in the exact same place as Syril in reckoning. Heert and Syril don't parallel eachother. Despite their equal yet opposite devotion to Dedra in S1, S2 is a very different state of affairs. My only plausible solution is that Dedra was originally written to take this place, given the prominence of her and Syril and how meaningful that scene were to be if it were her mirroring his place in Reckoning. Arguably this could be use of foreshadowing to compare one corporate disaster to another, though if that were the case than the Syril/Heert parallel needn't be necessary.

(edit) Kleya and Luthen parallels:

(edit) Luthen mirrors Partagaz in two acts of suicide, if Dedra were to have gone after Kleya it would match the dynamic at play between them. Partagaz acts as a father figure to Dedra in a way, she's never experienced that and the strange notes of praise and the lessons that he teaches Dedra mimic that of Luthen to Kleya. (This point is an edit and therefore short)

Denise's mannequin:

Denise Gough posted an image of a hyper-realistic model of a bust of Dedra here. Unless Disney has some insanely random ways of testing wigs/costume features, the only reason for a model like this to have been made of Denise (given it's lack of proper detail compared to Luthen's) would be it's use in a sequence that required an intense stunt like an explosion or in my theorisation, the brief use in a shootout/stun in the safehouse infiltration. Throughout the scene Heert uses phrases like "We're wasting time" and "I need her alive" which are so incredibly Dedra coded. While Heert could've learnt these things from Dedra, he had enough of his own personality before not to take on her whole operation and identity in a way that mirrors her so deeply. Melshi's presence had no impact on the safehouse infiltration unlike K2, rather I believe he was put there because he possesses an item of great importance. Syril's blaster.

Dedra taking a blaster bolt from Syril's rifle would've been poetic. The journey it's taken on throughout S1 and S2 was never resolved. It was only ever depicted on Yavin for it never to be followed through. The continuation of that for Melshi to go on and shoot her. Dedra doesn't have a presence in E12 because she was supposed to be dead, unknowingly dead by the blaster bolt of her lover's rifle.

U-Wing Lego set:

This is self explanatory but Dedra is in the set with both Cassian and K2, may I add she's accompanied by an ISB tactical guard which highly suggests it was supposed to be her in the safehouse infiltration. Given how far sets are planned in advance, this could be a major pointer to a rewrite given how flawless the Ambush on Ferrix set is that it makes no sense to include Dedra Meero unless she was supposed to be there.

SWCE trailer:

It's incredibly hard to tell with this shot, but no other character who enters the safehouse wears an outfit in white and black. The figure suspiciously resembles Dedra which could suggest that my crazy speculation is true.

though I'm extremely uncertain with this shot.

While Dedra's fate is more tragic than death, I can't shake off the feeling that we were stripped of her presence in these last episodes and it felt unnatural. Arguably that could be the very way that Heert's infiltration was meant to be read, Dedra is just one of many in a system. Heert can replace her and so can anyone. Though it defeats Dedra's meaning, her individuality and strive to succeed in a world filled with ineptitude and corruption. I wouldn't say this is Andor critical, rather a different interpretation and a sort of unnaturalness about Heert's leadership and how it seemed to attempt to resemble Dedra a little too much.

[darcytaylor]

Why I Didn’t Mind the Brothel Scenes in Bridgerton Season 3 - Hot Take

Before I dive into this, I want to make it clear that if you didn’t like the brothel scenes in Bridgerton, that’s completely valid. I’m not here to change your mind, just to share why they worked for me and how I see them fitting into Colin’s journey.

I’ve noticed a lot of conversation about the brothel scenes, with some people feeling like they were out of place or didn’t fit Colin’s arc. Personally, I didn’t mind them, and here’s why I think they actually make sense (for me) in the bigger picture of his growth.

Discomfort Is the Point

Right from the start, I think it’s important to recognize that the brothel scenes are supposed to feel disconnected, almost uncomfortable. The whole point is to show how uncomfortable Colin is with himself at that point in his journey. He’s forcing himself into a persona he thinks he should have, and the scenes reflect that struggle. It’s not about Colin being this confident playboy - it’s about him trying (and failing) to figure out who he is and what he wants, which is messy and awkward.

I think they are actually a crucial part of his self-discovery. By showing him trying too hard to fit into a role he doesn’t understand, it's making sure we feel how lost Colin is (because we already know his character isn't actually like this). His growth feels more earned because we get to witness his struggles firsthand.

A Different Take on the "Rake" Archetype

Now, Bridgerton has explored the “rake” archetype before, with characters like Simon, Anthony and Benedict, who exude charm and use that to hide their emotional vulnerabilities. But Colin’s journey flips that trope. He’s not confident in the way they are. He’s actually a man who’s very much unsure of himself, fumbling toward an identity he hasn’t figured out yet.

Colin doesn’t find confidence in seduction the way Simon and Anthony did - it's more of a mask, something that’s not truly him. The brothel scenes highlight that lack of confidence, showing how far he is from figuring out what he truly wants. It can be relatable for anyone who’s ever felt lost or unsure about themselves.

It’s More About Sexuality as Self-Discovery

For Colin, the brothel scenes aren’t just about physical pleasure - they’re more about experimenting with what it means to be desirable, to be masculine, and to meet societal expectations. This exploration is messy and imperfect - exactly how many people experience sexual self-discovery.

Some people have suggested that Colin’s decision to be with two women at once might hint at demisexuality, and I think that’s an interesting perspective. It almost seems like Colin is trying to remove emotional intimacy from the equation, reflecting how disconnected he feels from his own vulnerability. But I also think that part of it is Colin’s “go big or go home” mentality. If he can be with two women at once, maybe he feels like he’s proving something to himself - or maybe trying to convince himself that he’s doing what he’s supposed to be doing.

Either way, his actions may not make him particularly likeable, but they make sense given where he’s at emotionally. He’s trying to figure out who he is, and that’s a messy process.

Bridgerton as Fantasy, Not History

It’s also really important to remember that Bridgerton isn’t a historical drama - it’s a fantasy with a romanticized take on the Regency era. It mixes period aesthetics with modern storytelling, and the brothel scenes should be viewed through that lens. The show doesn’t aim for historical accuracy - it’s about creating an idealized world where love, desire, and self-discovery take center stage.

So while some might have strong feelings about the way the brothel scenes are portrayed, it’s important to understand that they’re serving the narrative rather than trying to make a statement on real-world issues like sex work. In the context of Bridgerton, they’re more about Colin’s personal journey within this heightened, fantastical world.

The Brothel Scenes and Colin’s Need for Validation

Colin is deeply insecure. Even though he’s charming and outwardly confident, he’s searching for external validation - especially from those around him (Penelope, his brothers, and society at large). The brothel scenes are a way for him to seek that validation, to prove to himself that he’s the man he thinks he’s supposed to be (he said that himself).

But the problem is that this kind of validation doesn’t lead to fulfillment. It shows how far Colin is from truly understanding what makes someone desirable - not just in the eyes of society, but to himself. These moments reflect the gap between the performance of masculinity he’s trying to live up to and the deeper, emotional connection he’s actually longing for.

Visual Storytelling and Emotional Growth

One of the things Bridgerton does so well is visual storytelling, and I think the brothel scenes are a prime example of this. They’re meant to feel dissonant - just like Colin’s own inner turmoil. By showing these awkward, forced moments, we’re able to see the contrast between where Colin is emotionally and where he will eventually get to.

The disconnection he feels in those scenes makes the eventual emotional intimacy he shares with Penelope feel that much more rewarding. It’s all about showing how far Colin has come from the man he thought he should be to the man he’s finally becoming.

The Bigger Picture: Colin and Penelope

In the end, the brothel scenes aren’t about the act of being in the brothel - they’re about Colin learning from the experience. These moments set him on a path toward understanding that real connection comes from vulnerability and emotional intimacy. That's why I think we needed both brothel scenes - one where he thinks he is achieving what he should be, then the next is him realizing it's not what he wants.

His eventual relationship with Penelope, which is built on trust, honesty, and emotional connection, will contrast with the emptiness of his earlier encounters. These scenes aren’t just filler - they’re a part of Colin’s journey to self-acceptance, and ultimately, to love.

Final Thoughts

I totally get why the brothel scenes might not work for everyone. But for me, they added a necessary layer to Colin’s story. They showed his struggles, his insecurities, and his fumbling toward a better understanding of himself. In a show that often romanticizes love and desire, those messy moments felt real and grounded. They’re an important part of Colin’s growth, and without them, his eventual connection with Penelope wouldn’t feel as earned for me.

These scenes remind us that love, desire, and self-identity are complex and can be messy - and that’s okay.

[blasphemousclaw]

Do you think The Moons in Elden Ring only communicate with certain people?

It could explain how Count Ymir sees the Moon as just a Celestial Body and not a divine figure.

hmm that’s a good question; it does seem like Rennala, Rellana, and Ranni have a special affinity with the moon… I’m not sure that this is because the moon only communicates with them though, because I don’t believe the moon is a god, at least not in the same sense that the goddess of rot or the Formless Mother are gods?

Plenty of people draw power from the moon, including the Carian knights and preceptors (not just the royals), the sorcerers of the Lazuli Conspectus, the Nox, and perhaps Ranni’s mentor the Snow Witch… here the moon is used as a source of magic in the field of glintstone sorcery. There is a reason why glintstone sorceries and incantations are separate disciplines: sorceries are based on intelligence (study, research, self-discovery), and incantations are based on faith (belief in a higher power or force of nature). Lunar sorcery does not draw from faith like Bloodflame incantations or rot incantations do, which in my mind classifies it as a different sort of power than divine communion.

The way the moon is described in relation to Ranni, Rennala, and Rellana is that they “met” or “encountered” it:

“The young astrologer gazed at the night sky as she walked. She had always chased the stars every step of her journey. Then she met the full moon — and, in time, the astrologer became a queen.”

“This moon was encountered by a young Ranni, led by the hand of her mother, Rennala. What she beheld was cold, dark and veiled in occult mystery.”

“Queen Rennala encountered this enchanting moon when she was young, and later, it would bewitch the academy.”

“In her childhood, she and her elder sister Rennala met these moons. Overlapping, as though nestled against one another.”

But I’ve never interpreted this as a god selecting champions to enact its will, but more like a fateful discovery of a source of great power? Rennala and Rellana were astrologers, who read fate within the stars, when they encountered their moons… it seems to me that there’s an element of fate or destiny involved in connecting with the moon, but not necessarily personified divinity? I bet the Carian royals are like uniquely fated individuals… like how Sellen says “The stars alter the fate of the Carian royal family.” Also, Rennala’s description of chasing the stars and one day meeting the moon, and Ranni’s description of encountering the dark moon led by her mother’s hand also suggests to me a proactive arc of personal discovery and study rather than a god who chooses a person and communicates their divine will to them (such as the Formless Mother).

I think the reason why Count Ymir “abandoned his allegiance to the moon” because "It was merely the closest of the celestial bodies” is a combination of the fact that he doesn’t have this seemingly fated connection to the moon, and the fact that his interests go much further than the moon… he’s interested in the origins of life itself:

“I, too, am a glintstone sorcerer. We study the stars, and examine the life therein. Are you familiar with our findings? Long ago, we began as stardust, born of a great rupture far across the skies. We, too, are children of the Greater Will. Is that not divine? Is that not sublime? ...and yet, none can fathom its implications, its utter brilliance!”

and so is Sellen, who studies the primeval current:

“Our powers draw upon the powers embedded in glintstone, but what is the nature of such power? Glintstone is the amber of the cosmos, golden amber contains the remnants of ancient life and houses its vitality, while Glintstone contains residual life. And thus, the vitality of the stars. It should not be forgotten that glintstone sorcery is the study of the stars and the life therein.”

So I can understand why these characters would spurn the study of the moon as a trivial topic, instead exploring topics that get to the very heart of the nature of life and where we come from.

idk if I actually answered your question… I guess in a way, I believe the moon only communicates with certain people… but I think it’s more like, Rennala and Rellana, after tirelessly pursuing the knowledge of the stars, met the moon in a fated encounter and gained the ability to understand and tap into its power (and passed this on to Ranni), not that the moon is a sentient being that chooses champions to enact its will. Whether this still counts as being a god or being divine is up to personal interpretation I think, but the moon is at the very least a totally different sort of power than the confirmed outer gods we know of, and Ranni has a totally different sort of relationship to the moon than Mohg has to the Formless Mother.

[jesslovesboats]

BECAUSE YOU DEMANDED IT, I'm back with more Sad Boat Books for Sad Boat People! But first, some words.

I never dreamed that a silly little graphic I made for some friends would generate this much response on twitter and here, but I'm overjoyed that it resonated with so many of you! I read every single comment and tag, and by far my favorites are all of the people who say some variation of "I thought I was the only one who loved these books." We are NOT alone, there are literally thousands of people who reblogged or retweeted this list-- people of all ages and backgrounds and gender identities. Sad Boat isn't just for old white men! I was also delighted to hear from other librarians who are using this in displays and for reader's advisory. PLEASE go forth and do so with my blessing, nothing would make me happier! I was recently laid off from my librarian job as part of a restructuring under new management (don't worry about me, it sucks right now but I'm gonna be fine), so I would love to think that I'm still contributing to the library ecosystem while I'm out of commission. I would also love to keep making these lists (including one that deals with Sad Boat fiction and one with recommendations for other types of media), and I've never had more time to do it, so if you have suggestions, please drop them in my inbox!

Anyway, enough of that-- here are more books! I've either read all of these, or the recommendation came from someone I trust, so read with confidence!

First Hand Accounts

The Quiet Land: The Antarctic Diaries of Frank Debenham edited by June Debenham Back

The Voyage of the Discovery by Robert Falcon Scott

Farthest North by Fridtjof Nansen

Endurance by F.A. Worsley

Boats boats boats!

Franklin's Lost Ship: The Historic Discovery of HMS Erebus by Alanna Mitchell and John Geiger

The Voyages of the Discovery: The Illustrated History of Scott's Ship by Ann Savours

HMS Terror: The Design, Fitting, and Voyages of a Polar Discovery Ship by Matthew Betts

The SS Terra Nova (1884-1943): Whaler, Sealer, and Polar Exploration Ship by Michael C. Tarver

You'll learn about the Ross Sea Party and you'll like it

Shackleton's Heroes by Wilson McOrist

Shackleton’s Forgotten Men: The Untold Tragedy of the Endurance Epic by Lennard Bickel

The Ross Sea Shore Party 1914-1917 by R.W. Richards

The Lost Men by Kelly Tyler-Lewis*

Polar Castaways by Richard McElrea and David Harrowfield*

*These were on my other list, but this is my graphic and I'll do what I want

Sad Airships and Planes

From Pole to Pole: Roald Amundsen's Journey in Flight by Garth James Cameron

N-4 Down: The Hunt for the Arctic Airship Italia by Mark Piesing

Antarctica's Lost Aviator by Jeff Maynard

Disaster at the Pole: The Tragedy of the Airship Italia and the 1928 Nobile Expedition to the North Pole by Wilbur Cross

More Shackleton Content

Shackleton: A Life in Poetry by Jim Mayer

Shackleton's Last Voyage by Frank Wild

The Quest Chronicle: The Story of the Shackleton-Rowett Expedition by Jan Chojecki

Shackleton's Forgotten Expedition: The Voyage of the Nimrod by Beau Riffenburgh

Polar Partners

Snow Widows by Katherine MacInnes

Polar Wives: The Remarkable Women Behind the World's Most Daring Explorers by Kari Herbert

Widows of the Ice by Anne Fletcher

Sad Boat Graphic Novels

Shackleton: Antarctic Odyssey by Nick Bertozzi

The Worst Journey in the World- The Graphic Novel Volume 1: Making Our Easting Down adapted by Sarah Airriess from the book by Apsley Cherry-Garrard*

How To Survive in the North by Luke Healy

*This was also on my other list, but this is my graphic and I'll do what I want

Biographies

Scott of the Antarctic by David Crane

Ice Captain: The Life of J.R. Stenhouse by Stephen Haddelsey

Cherry: A Life of Apsley Cherry-Garrard by Sara Wheeler

Birdie Bowers: Captain Scott's Marvel by Anne Strathie

Roald Amundsen by Tor Bomann-Larsen

Miscellaneous sad boat books that are well worth your time

I May Be Some Time: Ice and the English Imagination by Francis Spufford

Fatal North: Adventure and Survival Aboard USS Polaris, The First US Expedition to the North Pole by Bruce Henderson

Barrow's Boys: A Stirring Story of Daring, Fortitude, and Outright Lunacy by Fergus Fleming

Pilgrims on the Ice by T.H. Baughman

The Coldest Crucible: Arctic Exploration and American Culture by Michael F. Robinson

Ghosts of Cape Sabine by Leonard F. Guttridge

Icebound: Shipwrecked at the Edge of the World by Andrea Pitzer

If you read and enjoy any of these, please let me know!

EDITED TO ADD: OG Sad Boat Books post here!

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Miniature Roman Gold Box Lock From 3rd Century Discovered in Germany

Archaeologists have uncovered a miniature Roman gold lock, measuring just 1.2 by 1.1 centimeters—smaller than a U.S. quarter coin—in a field in Petershagen-Frille in northwestern Germany. The object, dating back to the 3rd or 4th century AD, is believed to be the smallest Roman lock ever found in Europe.

The discovery, made in 2023 by licensed explorer Constantin Fried, has drawn significant attention due to the lock’s size, material, and intricate craftsmanship.

Fried, who found the piece in a cultivated field in the Minden-Lübbecke district, immediately reported it to Bielefeld’s Regional Association of Westphalia-Lippe’s (LWL) archaeology team. Experts were stunned.

“I could hardly believe it myself when I held the find in my hand,” Fried said. “Because such Roman locks are usually much larger and consist of iron or bronze parts.”

A lock of mystery and history

Archaeologists believe the lock was originally used to secure a small chest or valuable container. Dr. Barbara Rüschoff-Parzinger, a cultural expert and archaeologist at LWL, confirmed that its design matches cylindrical Roman locks. The craftsmanship suggests it was made in a specialized Roman workshop.

Despite missing its original key and chain, the lock remains in remarkable condition. It consists of two small cylindrical plates held together by three gold rivets. Experts say its decorative details indicate it was likely owned by someone of high status.

Researchers are investigating how the lock arrived in Westphalia. Early theories suggest it could have been traded, taken as war loot, or brought back by a soldier returning from service in the Roman army.

Dr. Michael Rind, head of archaeology at LWL, said the lock would have been considered rare and valuable in its time, even if it was no longer functional. “The golden miniature tin lock is the only one of its kind in Europe and is the northernmost tin lock found in Germany,” Rind said.

Advanced technology unveils internal design

To study the lock’s inner workings, researchers turned to modern imaging techniques. Traditional X-rays failed to reveal details due to the density of the gold.

Instead, experts used neutron computed tomography, a rare technique in archaeology, to create a detailed visualization of the internal mechanism.

The scan revealed key structural components, including a spring frame, latch, and base plate. Further analysis showed that the lock had been tampered with, possibly in an attempt to force it open.

Despite the damage, researchers reconstructed its mechanism and created a functional replica four times its original size. The model, crafted by an LWL restorer, demonstrates how the lock once operated and confirms the technical complexity of its design.

A glimpse into Roman influence

The discovery of this lock offers a rare glimpse into Roman craftsmanship and its influence on distant regions. Researchers say it serves as evidence of cultural and economic exchanges between Roman elites and Germanic tribes.

While the lock answers some historical questions, others remain open. Was it a unique commissioned piece? Were similar locks produced? Could more be buried beneath the fields of Westphalia?

Archaeologists continue their investigation, hoping to uncover more about this tiny yet significant piece of history.

By Nisha Zahid.

The 4:1 scale reconstruction of the lock with chain 

[ceaselesswatchersspecialboy]

spent a good hour reading up on your Not What He Seems AU, it’s such a perfect mix of angst and whimsy! Ford waking up to find 30 years have passed in the blink of an eye is is the kind of body horror terrifying i eat up, as an avid enjoyer of time travel and its inherent tragedy.

i got a few questions, if you’ll indulge me:

- what kinds of tattoos you think Bill has gotten over the years? i think i saw some arm bands in one of your pieces, but i’d love to hear if you have any specific ideas for placements or images. if he’s doing it for the safe pain experience, i’d think there are some pretty big/detailed pieces involved? and do you think the pain helps ground him somewhat, to find and fit better in the boundaries of the body?

- in the show, Stan feels a lot of guilt for stealing his brother’s identity and he kinda thinks of himself as a fraud, an actor. do you think Bill ever feels guilty for the same? or would he just miss Ford a lot, without the Stan-specific aspect of pretending to be “the better one”?

also any fun tidbits you’ve been rotating in your head lately! it’s impressive how specifically it seems like you’ve thought out how Bill’s presence would affect the canon show events, while trying to keep them as unchanged as possible. also StanFraud is the funniest, most perfect thing I’ve ever heard!

Thank you!! I’ve always enjoyed writing horror based on human response, so Ford’s perspective is probably one of the most fascinating to me in this AU, although, all of it is fascinating and enjoyable to explore, really!

— I haven’t worked them all out yet, but I know for a fact he has a tattoo of the Cipher Wheel on his back, the arm bands as you mentioned, a hyper-realistic tattoo of his ribs where his ribs would be (if that makes sense), and eyes on the back of his hands. Honestly, I’d be open to suggestions for him! I imagine him having some more grotesque, detailed tattoos that reflect the nightmare realm as well. And yes, the pain definitely helps ground him. It also gives him a sense of control as well, in a situation where he has none.

— If he does feel guilty, it’s a complicated kind of guilt. I don’t even think he’d fully process that he’s feeling guilty. It’s this sort of gnawing feeling he can’t get rid of, and it starts the longer he gets to know Dipper and Mabel — he never really felt it before that. He absolutely misses Ford though. He can’t define that feeling either. I’ve said before that he looks at Dipper strangely, and that’s because Dipper reminds him of Ford in certain moments, eager for discovery!

He and Stan never really talk about it, but the have both acknowledged missing Ford before.

Bill’s response was vague though, not an ‘I miss him too’, but an ‘I think I do too.’ He isn’t sure what to make of that.

Bill Cipher doesn’t feel remorse, or miss people, he does everything with intention and he’s never made mistakes. Or, that’s what he’s meant to be. Maybe he has gone soft.

And Tidbits! I have a few! Not as many as usual, only because Arcane’s been taking up a bit of my brain space lately, but I hope these shall suffice anyhow:

(And quickly, thank you again, I think way too hard on all the small details and how Bill’s presence would have a knock on effect. It makes me happy to see it get noticed!)

— In the early days of Bill being trapped, Stan obviously doesn’t open the Mystery Shack, and ends up having to take a few odd jobs around town instead. He’s earned a bit of a reputation for being a decent handyman because of that, and even now, old timers of the town will still come to Stan if they need something fixing, especially cars. He complains about getting too old for it, but he never says no. Money is money! It’s also interesting to think about how the little things would impact his relationship with the townsfolk and how they view him. He’s always been Stanley to them. He’s never had to pretend otherwise.

— I’ve toyed around with making the Blind Eye a bigger threat than they are in canon, being as the kids would have no reason to look into Old Man McGucket. I’ve also toyed around with McGucket ending up slightly different to canon, his mind still broken, but his motivation different, with him being aware early on that the man he sees isn’t Ford, and is in fact the beast he fears and tried to erase from his mind. A more antagonistic Fiddleford who’s been trying to get rid of Bill for years now would actually be really fun? If I can make it work, and make the Blind Eye work in this way, I’ll lean into it! For now though, it’s just an idea I’m throwing around.

— Vague ‘episode’ idea that exists within my brain is Bill accidentally starting a mini cult again after telling some sort of lie that catches on, and it ends up being a Mabel-Bill bonding plot-line as she tries to convince him to just be honest before this whole cult thing gets taken too far. I also love the idea of Bill making a comment about this being like 1952 all over again. He makes comments like that all the time. Surely he’s just joking!

— Another vague ‘episode’ idea I have is Bill taking Dipper and Mabel to the supernatural underground market of Gravity Falls under Stan’s nose, trying to prove he’s the cooler Uncle, and that he can handle the two kids by himself. This goes about as well as you’d expect. Stan isn’t too happy to find out Bill got Dipper and Mabel in trouble, as he tried to get them to do more and more risky things.

— Bill will sometimes start speaking in Euclydian without realising, especially when it comes to cursing, and no one knows how he’s making those sounds with his mouth. Stan’s actually started picking up some of the meanings in context and can roughly gauge what Bill might be saying.

[eshalstuf]

Given the context of the second season, this is my favorite scene between Esra and Halit. Amid all the (unnecessary) plots that the writers created for them, this scene stands out as the cutest, most honest and loving of their relationship.

The writers decided to explore the lack of communication between Esra and Halit, which I didn't like very much. However, I love this scene, because Esra takes the initiative to call Halit for a heart-to-heart talk. Halit, in turn, shares his perspective on confidence, while Esra opens up about her insecurities and the difficulty of dealing with the situation, as she had never experienced anything like this before.

She seems so scared, especially since she has never been intimate with anyone before. If there wasn't this connection, perhaps the breach of trust wouldn't be so painful. But now, she has someone she loves and needs to trust, and that's exactly why the pain is intense. The absence of trust weighs more, because the vulnerability that comes with love is profound. It's an emotional dilemma: she wants to open up, but the fear of getting hurt stops her.

Halit's look throughout the scene conveys a mixture of understanding and frustration. He truly understands what Esra is going through, but he feels helpless because he doesn't know how to help her overcome this confidence block. This duality in his expression reveals the depth of his feelings: he wants to support Esra and show that he can be someone she trusts, but her difficulty in opening up leaves him distressed.

At the end of the conversation, Halit clearly expresses what he needs to say, showing that he is fully willing to commit to this relationship. But the big question remains: what about Esra? What does she really feel? Halit is right to leave this question hanging, as the answer can only come from her. Overcoming this fear is a challenge that requires courage, and this action must come exclusively from her.

It's a time of reflection for Esra, where she needs to confront her insecurities and decide if she's ready to open her heart. This journey of self-discovery is crucial, and even though Halit is there to support her, the decision to trust and surrender is a choice she must make for herself.

Then, in subsequent scenes, we see Esra buying a beautiful dress and going to Halit's door, a moment in which she gives herself to him and accepts the intimacy they have built. This represents a big step in your relationship.

However, the writers end up undermining this progress by showing Esra going through Halit's things, which suggests that, despite progress in their relationship, she is still suspicious. I choose to ignore this sequence of meaningless scenes.

I hope that in the third season we can see Esra giving more and more to this love. The development of overcoming her fears regarding intimacy and abandonment would be a very beautiful and powerful arc. It would be amazing to explore this journey more intensely, showing how she learns to trust and open up to Halit. The emotional depth of this process could enrich the story and bring truly touching moments. I hope this can be a possibility next season.

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This quote is so heartbreaking

Newly estranged relationship😭😭😭 is bad enough but then to follow that with there’s no one in Eddie’s life really is soul destroying.

Buck supporting Eddie through this is a given - the very literal visual metaphor of Buck being at Eddie’s back - of having his back as well as being the supporting hand on his shoulder we saw at the end of the season as Chris left. This is the next phase of that and how it looks remains to be seen. The way this is worded suggests that Chris is going to refuse contact with Eddie - at least initially and that is going to really hurt Eddie.

To me it feels like we might see Buck being in contact with Chris and therefore being able to feed back to Eddie to be the one connection to Chris he has. But also then become some sort of mediator for them as things settle and time and distance allows perspective to be gained and anger to settle. This channel of communication between buck and Chris and Eddie is something we’ve seen develop through the seasons - Buck being a safe space for Chris - someone not his father he can talk to and open up to or go to for help, and also someone Eddie can do the same things with.

It feels like it’s very much going to be a continuation of that established dynamic and a way of tightening the bonds between the three of them further in the long run. It truly is very coparent loaded and really a compelling narrative to explore.

The no one in Eddie’s life really quote also is loaded. It gives rise to the concept that his reltionship with his parents is going to deteriorate as well - that they may refuse to give him information on Chris or not take his calls, not involve him in decisions about Chris that really should have his input.

I found Ryan saying Eddie’s going to lean on buck very interesting as well - especially as he also said

Bucks going to lean on Eddie as well. (Also second mentions of the relationship flourishing and being stronger than ever!)

The fact this is in direct opposition to what Tim said - that Eddie is going to end up feeling a bit out in the cold because Buck will be spending more time with Tommy is interesting. Because which one is it?

Obviously Tim likes to spin his words so they never mean what he actually says. So I take all his interviews with a pinch of salt but I do think we will see that distance he spoke about because it’s good for Eddie to have that space for himself.

Well it can actually be that both are true and that is really interesting from a story telling perspective - and not exactly as a point of conflict, but as a way of juxtaposing Eddie and Tommy - it’s the pulling of the triangle that Buck Eddie and Tommy form.

This idea that Buck is going to be dealing with Gerrard and pushing back against a very different authority figure to bobby has a lot of potential for Buck and his journey of self discovery and self love and acceptance that his arc seems to be set up for this season. I don’t want to talk about Buck and BT in a meta about Eddie though!

I’m really interested to see how Eddie let’s buck lean on him and what that support looks like. Because it will be exactly what Buck needs - Eddie understands Buck and how to nudge him in the right direction - it’s a key part of their dynamic and, I’m of the opinion that we’re going to see s8 as a sort of s3 redux so I think this next iteration of buck and Eddie’s relationship - with Eddie also leaning on Buck is going to be the fight club/ lawsuit arc but in juxtaposition. Whereas in s3 they didn’t lean on each other and support one another, this time they will - it will show how much they’ve changed and grown and trust one another since s3 and how much depth there is to them as a unit. (Which will also be a perfect juxtaposition of how little buck and Tommy know and trust one another!)