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scorpius-rising · 1 year

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Was about to say I get more autistic when I'm tired, but that's not true. I'm always this autistic, being tired just makes it harder to hide and suppress it like I'm normally doing

#Fascinating and depressing how the intersection of circumstance neurotypical hegemony and gender have created my particular mental mess #I'm 100kg and just short of 6ft cis guy #i have intentionally and unintentionally constructed both rules and a persona for myself that plays down my instinctive intensity #because that intense highly opionated and emotional man #is at best disliked and found annoying to be around #and at worst is actively intimidating and perceived as unsafe to some #turns out being stalked for 4 years and having an emotionally volatile parent kinda fucks you up a little huh

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