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BUMPIN' THAT!
Synopsis. Handle with care? More like manhandIe - he likes it rough.
Pairings. [SEPARATE] Gojo x Reader, Sukuna x Reader, Choso x Reader, Geto x Reader, Nanami x Reader, Toji x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem! reader, manhandIing, STRONG boys, breaking beds, chokĂng, matĂng presses, BREĂDING, creampĂes, overstĂm, oraI (fem rec), pĂșssydrĂșnk men, GOJOâS POWERS, true form Sukuna, dp, SUKUNAâS MOUTHS, cĂșmplay, innaprĂłpriate use of jujutsu, exhibĂtionĂsm (Geto), pet names, swĂ©aring.
Word count. 6.1k
A/N. Hope you have a lovely week <3
⥠TOJI FUSHIGURO - TIMBERRR
âTch, this- damn- bed- canât even hear my pretty girl.â Toji gruffs out - fuming. Thick fingers gliding down your shifty thighs to spread them into a full nelson so wide. So loud. âOhh- câmon now, ma. J-jusâ one more- you wanna make hah- Megs a big brother, right?â
This was what had your husband so relentless for hours now.Â
This single dream of you all around and glowing because of him was enough to have him puff out a heady pant of laughter into the crook of your neck. Laughter - he was gone.Â
âB-but the bed canât hck! take anymore, Toji.âÂ
And Toji doesnât care - doesnât give a single shit about the way the poor bed frame rickets with a symphony of creaks after every slow gyration. But you do, apparently.
With a pointed scoff, his big beefy arms circle around your squirming waist to trap you to his hulky body. Branding the curve of his fat head into your clingy walls so hard that it makes you see stars-
CRACK!
âHeh, whoopsâŠguess the bed isnât a problem anymore, doll.â
Now, usually Toji Fushiguro was one to keep his inhuman strength in check. Usually, he didnât go overboard.Â
Usually.Â
But oh he couldnât bring it in himself to feel even an ounce of regret when you gasp. Whirling your drunken eyes around to meet his sleazy grin - he knew what he was doing.Â
Pecking a trailway of innocent kisses down your thoroughly tear-glossed cheeks, Toji licks a languid line up the salty taste. And heâs still not stopping. Hell, heâs not even slowing down - could barely even imagine it.
Because Toji Fushiguro is out of control. Feral. Jostling his hips upwards into yours to rummage around your stretchy walls. His thick shaft spreads your gummy channel open oh-so-perfectly to nudge up against your hidden sweet spots, rotund cockhead shooting out wet sloshes of precum.
âY-you did that on purpose.â you moan.
âHmm, did I?â he takes a few seconds to mockingly ponder, dark brows knitting across his sweat-sheened forehead in concern. Before grinning, âYeah- heh, yeah I did-â Barely even giving you the time to snap back before heâs forcing his relentless, fatigued limbs standing upright. Dragging you in midair right along with him - held up so pliantly like some ragdoll in a full nelson hooked underneath your dangling legs. â-but I donât hear hngh- her complaininâ.â
God, if anything it was the opposite.
Because your sloppy cunt was talking for you. Wrenching out the most obscenely syrupy squelches that make Tojiâs mouth water.Â
Dragging his tongue down his lips and toying with the edge of his scar in a way he wishes he could with your slobbery pussy. âL-look at that. Sheâs m-more than happy to be all filled up- sheâs practically hngh- begging for one more. Isnât she?â
And you could hear the way that Tojiâs deep baritone cracks at the very end. It didnât even sound like him - unsteady and hot. Begging.
Muscles flexing when he bounces you up and down- You didnât even know if he was in control of his heavenly restriction at this point.
Bulging biceps bruise into your tender skin when heâs slamming you bent over all prettily onto the cool mahogany surface of your desk. One leg hiking upwards, the other kneeing open your boneless thighs wider. Pound after heavy pound that rattles the furniture against the wall.Â
âThis wonât do-â he groans, circling the very ends of his fingers around your stretched hole. Stuffing back those creamy dredges of remnants from his cum from just before, â-told ya to t-take it not waste it.â
Heâs so mean. Gifting the curve of your pussymound with a sharp swat! that leaves syrupy splatters of seed glossing all down Tojiâs palm. His wrist. All for him to dart out a tongue down the filthy mess, before plugging back into your overspilling pussy.Â
âM-maybe you should just- ah-â You struggle uselessly in his hold, your bumbling mess of babbles so sweet in his ears that it makes his sensitive cock twitch. â-fill me up all over a-again, baby-â
Oh.
Oh.
Now, he knew you were thoroughly drunken on his cock, but he didnât think you were already this fucked stupid. Fuck twitching - Toji thinks he could cum right then and there.Â
âAh f-fuck- sâthat what my pretty mama wants, hm?â Uncharacteristically gently, heâs swiping away a few stray plaster pieces that had fallen their way down from the wall. âWanâ me to fill this c-cute cunt ântil she heh- canât fit anymore, huh?â Bruising now. His hip bones on your ass, fingers around your hips, twitchy balls so heavy and smacking away against your drooling pussy. Veiny knuckles of his clasp around the edge of the desk to fuck you like he hates you. Out of control. âTo f-fuck her until she- haah- makes me a daddy a-all over again?â
âYes!â youâre nodding half-lucidly. Shaky fingers clawing their way over the expensive desk, those office documents you really shouldâve been working on, allll the way around to drag red, red lines down Tojiâs throat. âNeed it- hngh- n-need more Toji so badly-â
And he gulps, eyes glassing over with fucking tears at the sting. So good. Hissing, âF-filthy girl.â Two of his fat fingers dance their groping way down to your plump clit and pinches, âThen ya better take it- all-â
You see white-hot electricity pass by yours eyes when you cum - or maybe that was the way that Toji fucks up his orgasm into you like an animal.Â
Feral.
Wave after wave of thick seed being milked so thoroughly by your gripping walls. It makes him slump every muscle of his towering body drained, heâs falling onto two pathetic elbows to crush you underneath his bodyweight.Â
Thereâs so much of him. And Toji only has to blink. He only has to crack his dewy eyes open a mere millimeter, one sneaking glance downwards at your gaping cunt before-
THUD!
âOh, mamaââ he gasps - and you do, too. But not for the same reason as Toji, no, because youâre just now noticing that your desk was sagging suspiciously low.Â
You donât get to ask since when, because in a split-second, youâre being wrangled onto all fours on the floor.Â
Still not done. Still not pulling out. Still not slowing down a singular second, Toji rests one of his feet on top of your head. Hard. âCanât break the f-floor nowâŠcan we?â
⥠NANAMI KENTO - Evil twin?!
âY-you want me to what?â Nanamiâs husky baritone quakes - trembling at your little request. Jittery fingers sensually smack! smack! smacking his sodden tip down onto your sweet sopping pussy lips. Filthy. âBe rough? Are you sure, my love?â
âOf course, Ken. I trust youââ youâre batting your lashes up at your half-delirious husband in a way that makes his lower lip wobble. âItâll be a good way to de-stress, dontcha think?â
Is he in heaven?
Nanami curls his fingers around that velvety yellow tie he didnât even bother removing after his overtime.
And heâs so soft when heâs kissing away the pearly beads of sweat on your forehead, dragging his plump lips down, down, down to press pretty peck after peck on your lips. Hushly whispering, âB-but the kids are just down the hall- we donât ah- donât want them to wake upâŠâ
You only grin, âThen you better make sure I stay quiet, hm?â
And that string of slurring words makes Nanami pant, it makes his glassy hazel eyes widen almost comically- and, truly, youâd almost forgotten just what your powerful husband was capable of.Â
Just how ruthless.Â
Because it doesnât take even a split-second for him to flip you onto all fours. You yelp when that tie of his finds its way to tie your wrists together. All but ripping your silky nightgown, and youâŠmoan.
Oh? He jostles two thumbs to smear your soaking folds open and smiles. How cute.
âSâfuckinâ drenched-â Nanami hisses. Strained. In awe. Peaking in one syrupily coated finger into his mouth and moaning. And you just gasp when youâre being gifted with a bruising smack! right around the rim of your entrance, slobbering out a fresh wave of sweet, sweet slick. â-sâthis all fâme, darling?â
âY-yes-â
Swat!
âAh ah- none of that. Big girls donât stutter.â
All you can do is whirl your eyes back over your shoulder because who is this?Â
But what youâre met with is the utterly sexy display of your ruined husband - strands of his blond hair sticking to his forehead, cheeks flushed, eyes wild. Heaving. Like something primal was just awokenâŠ
Clutching onto the wrinkled sheets, you mewl, âYes- sâall for you, Kentoââ
Shit. You watch as his rosy lips sag open into an oh! before craning downwards to spit a silky rivulet of saliva right into your glistening pussy.Â
And even after so many years, even after having kids, youâd still never gotten used to the way Nanamiâs girth would split you apart so sinfully. How massive he was. Barging between your pursed lips to feed you inch after hefty inch of his girth, theyâre dragging out the most sinful squelches from down below. And from your mouth-
âShh sh sh-â Heâs covering your slack maw shut with all five long fingers, and you keen at the cool contrast of Nanamiâs wedding ring. âQuietly- love- quiet. You can do it- ah- y-you can take my fuckinâ cock, mâkay?â
Nanamiâs words were every bit of gentleness that his hips werenât.Â
Fucking into you in languid, deep strokes to swipe a steamy wave of precum down your sweetest spots. It was too much-
âW-where do you think youâre going, my love?âÂ
Fuck.
You didnât even realize the way that your helpless fingers were closing in around the headboard, gyrating your hips away from the thoroughly mean crashes of your husbandâs cock. Blinking away the big, bulbous tears in your eyes, you muffle out a whiny, âS-sorry Ken-â
âSorry doesnât cut it.â Without warning, five harsh fingers wrap around your tender throat in a vice-like necklace - hauling your limp body up against his front. âIf youâre really s-sorry, darling, wontcha be a good girl nâ open that mouth fâme?â
Usually, your husband was the absolute sweetest. Mumbling out sweet praises into your ear and helping you take your time to milk him whole.Â
But right now Nanami was impatient.Â
He was out of control - like a completely different person.
Treating you like some ragdoll when heâs tugging down your mouth open with a few calloused pads of his fingers. Leering his handsome face closer to spit.Â
Missing halfway - on purpose.
Nanami chuckles when heâs lolling his pinkish tongue out to swipe at the translucent splatters. Pinning you to his cushiony pecs with that rough restraint, heâs slanting a syrupy sweet kiss at the corner of your mouth. âGood- fuckinâ- girl-â
And the bed creaks. The bed protests - headboard rickety when Nanami slams! one veined arm down and rams everything he has to give - seconds away from shattering, both him and the bedframe. Everything.Â
Shit-
Shit shit shi- he swears you just got wetter.
Nanami gapes, powerful hips thrusting and thrusting until your ass scratches up against that golden happy trail running through the middle of his abs. Weepy, rotund head probing against your spongy cervix and just the slight recoil that had him parting stickily from it makes him almost sob.Â
âThere we go- thereee we go-â Nanami rattles out, hollowed. Every squeeze of your clingy walls around his throbbing shaft was so cozy, fucking you into the mattress until his skin reddened. â-there we fuckinâ go- sâwhat you hngh- wanted, right? Wanted to be fucked like such a slut?â
âPlease-â youâre hiccuping, now fully bent into such an obscene curve and wrangling uselessly. â-yes- Â yes yes yes feel sâgood-â
Youâre drooling now, lips falling further and further open with every French kiss Nanami was placing on your bruised and battered g-spot. Dangerously so.
Dangerously loud.
With a proud chuckle, heâs slapping another dripping wet swat on your plump clit - glissading your presoaked slit. Before bullying between your soft lips to swirl his fat digits around your tongue. Deep. Forcing you to taste yourself.Â
His gruff moan is dark. Promising. âTold ya to be quiet. The kids are asleep nâ we donât n-need them to know theyâre gonna be ngh- b-big siblings, yet. Right, my love?â
⥠GETO SUGURU - An exampleâŠ
Now, to Geto Suguru, sex was an art. Sex was the time he could toy with your pretty pussy until you were crying for more, more, more-
So- why is he here - strong limbs jostling your own into such a painful mating press, swollen cockhead battering and bruising away at your bulging g-spot with each pound. Furious.Â
All in front of his association, to boot.
Because, Geto Suguru was angry.Â
âNgh- please Suguru- more-â
âWhat was that?â heâs leering down, lips curled into such a feral grin that was splashed across his pretty features. And you couldnât answer even if you wanted to, because heâs forcing your knees down to push against your bouncing tits. Folding you utterly in half, he turns to your audience. âDo you think she ah- deserves to speak?â
Through your lusty haze, you donât get to see the answers. But Geto spits out a husking, âSpeak.â
The entire room jolts at his eerie sweet voice - dangerous. Roughened around the edges in a tone heâd never used on you before.Â
Batting away a few glistening tears on your lashes, you mumble, âM-mâsorry for ah- costing us the m-mission-â
âShut up.â And heâs planting a smack onto the sensitive spot on your plump clit so hard that youâre seeing stars - suns, even. Slowing down his mean cadence to carve down every gooey sensitive spot inside you with his throbbing veins. Every rasping word of his was hoarse, punctuated with a thorough clash against the very bottom of your pussy. Pushing your legs up so tight you hear your joints pop! âDo you hngh- know how much I- we trusted you, gorgeous?â
Your nails leave raking red lines down his flexing back, and the way his muscles shifted underneath your touch was drool-worthy. âI-I know- mâsorry-â
âAll because ya got a little distracted by the fuck- strongest-âÂ
And, truly, Geto admits that perhaps he was there to watch you carry out your little spy mission. He admits that the sight of you batting your lashes at a certain sorcerer had him clenching his teeth harder than necessary. Fuming.Â
Because you were his.Â
It has him looming over the delicate crook of your neck, so up close and personal that every heated pant feels condensed. And he canât think - canât do anything but sink his teeth down hard into your skin. Enough to draw blood-
âFuck! Sugu-â you cry out. âIt w-wonât happen again, I promise-â
âHeh, you sure?â Geto grins, but he canât hide the way the pale column of his neck falls to swipe his inky black hair out of his face. Crushing you like a lawnchair in half, heâs twisting his strong forearm to block your heaving airway. âWhat do we think? Is our lovely hngh- second-in-command sorry?â
It takes you a few seconds to register heâs not even talking to you, and even more to register the soft, murmuring answers.
You donât have the right state to even try and understand them right now - but luckily for you, Geto snarls his way into a clash of teeth and lips with yours. Tugging hard on your glossed lower lip, âBetter not fuckinâ mess up again.â
Oh, he was still fucking you so furiously.Â
Wrestling your pathetically droopy legs further and further up his sculpted deltoids, youâre sure that the tatami mat below would be patterned on your back already. One hand of his cranes behind his neck to pin your ankles together. And Geto-
Shit, Geto was letting his jaw hang slack - drooling. Eyes locked on you and you only.
Whispering, âYouâre mine.â The headlock only growing tighter. Dangerous. You didnât know whether it was from the lack of air or from his ruthless rummages at your mushy walls but it had you so lightheaded. He slides a thumb down your soaking wet slit and presses onto the button of your clit. Hard. âY-youâre mine here-â Then up, up, up to about halfway down your stomach, splaying out to feel for the lewd nudge of his fat, burning hot head thump! thump! thumping against the insides of your pussy. Inflating you from the inside out. â-and youâre mine here-â Before finally - finally - pressing a saturated kiss onto your lips, as he usually would. â-and here.â
Your leader looked utterly ruined.Â
And itâs not long - not long at all - before his sloppy strokes get almost painfully filthy. Before he feels stars burst behind his firmly scrunched shut lids, and his thwacking balls clench. Building and building-
âOpen that mouth- fuck! Open it-â Geto hiccups out, plump lower lip trembling at the sheer need. And the very moment your lips are opening just wide enough - heâs pulling out. Your disappointed whine falling on deaf ears when Geto drags himself up to straddle your pretty face with his thick, muscular thighs. And he cums. âTake it- hngh- youâll fuckinâ take it alll up- wontcha?â
Creamy ribbons of his seed splat their way right onto the middle of your tastebuds and it makes Geto huff out a drunken bout of laughter at the mess heâs making. Thick fingers flying up and down to milk out every pearly ounce of his cum onto your face.Â
Heh, itâs not a bad punishment - heâs musing.
Guiding to swipe the curve of his reddened tip along your trembly lips like a little lipstick. You look so much like his that he canât help but cum- again. And again. And again and again and-
âSh-shit look what ya do to me-â Geto moans, and you swear it cracks into a whine at the very end. âI canât- oh fuck- canât stop.â
He wouldnât stop - he couldnât.
Greedy gaze locked on you, one massive palm slams! somewhere above your head to hunch his toned body over. Getoâs entire body wracks violently above you with each shuddering wave. Filthy. âCanât be a-anyone- canât be anyone else. B-becauseâŠyouâre mine, right?â
⥠CHOSO KAMO - Candy Crush
OhâŠif heaven exists then it would be right here, right now - with Choso desperately stuffing himself into your thinly-clothed cunt for the first time ever. Breathing- no, gulping in deep heavals of your essence in a way that makes his dewy eyes roll back.Â
âB-baby- my pretty babyâŠare you sure?â heâs gasping out in feverishly hot puffs of condensation. And despite the tiny tremor of uncertainty in his voice, heâs spreading your thighs even further open all for him.
You huff out a drunken giggle, tugging impatiently at one of his sweat-dampened locks. âMâsure, Cho- really need you.â
âOh, d-donât say that-â heâs hiccuping, coral pink lips wobbling. And you feel the back of Chosoâs thumb swipe down the puffy mound of your soaked pussy, smearing down a wet coating all over his slender digits. âI-I canât when you say things like that- oh-â
Anything and everything that Choso was babbling is thrown out of the window with just one darting lick at the sloppy dredges of your sweet, sweet slick on his fingers. With an electric-like jolt, heâs popping it into his mouth to suck. That syrupy taste enough to have him bucking his achy erection down hard into the plush mattress.Â
To have him gape, âB-babyâŠâ
And before you know it, heâs dragging you halfway down the mattress like a toy to roughly attach his lips with your own swollen ones - too hasty, too depraved to even think of pulling aside your sticky panties. Strong forearms pinning your squirming thighs so hard to the bed that you half-wonder whether it would bruise. His heated tongue darts through and around that sliver of fabric - tasting it.
âY-youâre ngh! liking this, baby?â you coo, threading your fingers through his strands in a useless attempt to get an answer - but Choso barely budges. Biceps flexing when he cushions you to his body even tigher. âHow are you f-feeling?â
It takes him a few seconds to even hear your words - too wrapped up tonguing away your absolutely ruined panties to swirl a sensual circle around your saturated clit. Groaning gingerly, âIt feels- ngh- feels like I could cum from j-jusâ this.â
And he was being so honest that it made Choso blush - a bright crimson flush that started from his hollow cheeks and all the way down to his bawling, reddish head. Hips rutting over and over into the silken sheets, but he couldnât spare a hand to fuck into it right now.
None at all - because Choso needed to have you cum all over his face before he did himself.Â
So you gasp when he drags his tongue away with a final, spit-slicked smooch right on your puffy clit. Whimpering out a soft, âR-ride my face, babyââ
That nod of yours is just barely done halfway through, just barely moving your head affirmative before with a sudden nudge of his soft, mountainous palms on your hips - youâre straddling Chosoâs pretty face. And heâs not letting you hover - no, the complete opposite, in fact.
Youâre being manhandled with a rough hand around your waist to drag your full weight onto Chosoâs greedy mouth. Puckering up to plunge his tongue into your sloppy entrance, swirling around a wet circle at your rim before fucking into you.
Pure animal instinct - heâs so messy.
Muffling out a throaty, âS-so sweet- fuck- like candy. S-sâthis right? Does this feel good- ah-â Those half-lidded eyes of his are immediately latching onto the way a few of your trembly fingers were dancing their way down to your neglected clit.Â
Your boyfriend - your sweet, gentle boyfriend - is swatting away that hand rudely. Brows furrowing together into a plea when he rolls his free thumb over your plump clit. Toying.Â
âNuh uh- mâsorry, baby- mâsorry but-â Eyes blazing. â-sâall for me.âÂ
Heâs so chin-deep into your cunt that every word comes out lewdly garbled, poking the upper half of his face over to suck on one of your sensitive pussy lips and bites. Chosoâs dragging his face wherever youâd let him and it was hypnotic. âH-have the biggest fuckinâ c-crush on you, yâknow?â
You didnât know if he even realized what he was saying right now.
âY-you do?â youâre tittering, core aching with the quick, dribbling gyrations of your hips down onto his face. But it wasnât enough - it might never be enough and he was constantly leaving a light swat on your ass to make you use him. Faster.Â
âMhmmââ Choso nods and nods and nods and heâs plunging his hot and heavy tongue into your gummy walls. â-the biggest c-crush. I really wanna hngh! make you my- ngh- my loverâŠmy wife.â
âChosoâŠâ you hum, voice sending blood pumping to his beautifully flushed face all over again. And he finds it in himself to bite into your clit and suck. Shit. â-I am your lover.â
âR-really?â In awe.
You donât know whoâs cumming first - you or Choso.Â
Because only with a few more syrupy slurps of his tongue on your throbbing cunt, youâre gushing all your juices down the lower half of his face. Forming an obscenely wet mask all down his dripping chin, his nose, all the way up to his cheekbones.Â
And oh Choso loves it.Â
Choso canât get enough.
He canât help but gulp and gulp down every one of your pearly splatters as he fucks you through your high. Over and over-.
That is, until-
âN-noo-â Chosoâs whimpering, hands bruising where theyâre immediately digging into your waist to halt you to a stop. And his bulging biceps flex in such a mouth-watering way when heâs easily plopping your entire body weight down onto his lap easily - onto his urgently twitching cock. Nudging apart your puffy pussy folds to slide just his fattened tip into the snug channel of your cunt before- âN-need to cum inside. Please- ngh! Need to.â
And Chosoâs cumming just from tasting your pretty pussy.Â
Shooting out thick waves of his seed, your clingy walls are gripping so tightly around his bolting cock that it makes him sob. It makes him attach his fingers bruisingly onto your waist as he ruts his hips up mindlessly.Â
âC-can I taste it again, babyâŠâ Heâs gulping at the oozes of cum that overspills a glossy coat down his shaft in the perfect creampie. â-w-wanna see if it tastes sweeter now.â
⥠RYOMEN SUKUNA - âBothâŠâ
âI should fuck ya stupid-â Sukuna utters, followed by a rough sinking of his teeth into your earlobe. And it takes everything in him to keep out the tiny cracking of his rumbling baritone, to try and not fucking stutter like some weakling. â-th-then maybe ya wouldnât be able to hah- talk outta that slutty pussy, brat.â
Youâre huffing in indignation, biting your own set of teeth into the tattooed skin of the kingâs shoulder. Barely even a kitten nip to him. âI-Iâm serious, Kuna- I wanna take b-â
SLAM!
His curled first comes down hard onto the decadent armrest on his royal throne. Anything - everything - thatâs keeping his composure right now.Â
Sukuna spits out a heated, âDonât you dare s-say it-â
You roll your eyes, jostling your hips a little too sensually when you lean up to his toweringly inhuman figure. All the way up to whisper smugly in his ear, â-both.â
Itâs silence, at first.
And youâre not even sure that Sukuna heard you at first - that special word just about on the tip of your tongue once more - before, wordlessly, he picking you up with two of his big, beefy arms. Fully. Remaining two curling around the thick hilts of his matchingly hard cocks to guide them all the way to your tearful slit.Â
âWell thenâŠâ Sukunaâs dark snicker snaps you out of your reverent awe, because his fat, rotund tips were so swollen. The sheer circumference staggering that you had no idea how they were going to fit. â-better take it all then, woman.â
It feels like youâre being split-apart, Sukunaâs barely even bullying his twin heads to spearhead open your sopping cunt and you swear you already feel him poking around at your womb. Heâs so ruthless. Not hesitating for even a second before pumping your walls stock full of his thickened inches. Over and over-
âWell?â heâs manspreading his muscular thighs in a way that makes you bounce precariously. All four arms crossing while he bears you with a sleazy grin you know doesnât bode well. âWas heh- whininâ and crying until you got it. Take it, then.â
Oh, he was so mean.
But you werenât one to back down so easily, either.Â
âF-fine-â you huff, hands steadying on his flexing shoulders when youâre gyrating your hips downwards. Gulping up his long, hefty inches that rub against all your sweet spots without even trying. âShit- y-youâre in so deep, Kuna-â
And this makes Sukuna stiffen, it makes his massive cocks swell even girthier with a sudden rush of blood likely all the way from his brain. Leaving him throughly pussydrunken but in denial. Smack! You feel his sharp nails sting against your ass. âD-donât think those ngh- filthy words of yours are gonna work this time, lilâ human.â
âMâjusâ saying-â you whine. Splaying a hand down to the nudging divot forming at your stomach, and youâre pressing down hard to thumb over the ruthless curve of his rummaging tips. â-can already feel you right h-here nâ youâre not even halfway- mmpf-â
Sukuna has to make you shut up.
He needs to.
And his first way of going about it is to cover your mouth with one of his monstrous hands, manifesting that second mouth of his from his stomach to smear across his palm. Into a wet, sinful French kiss.Â
And his second? WellâŠ
âGod- y-you donât even know what you-â he shudders out, two hands possessively forming a vice-like grip onto your waist. Body wracking with heaves when your clingy walls mesh and mold around his rock-hard cocks. â-what you do to me.â
You squeal - or, at least, you think you do. Itâs muffled into your filthy, filthy kiss with Sukunaâs other mouth when heâs slamming your hips down riotously into his.
Thereâs no warning. No start signal - nothing before all of a sudden the king of curses is bucking your hips down, down, down into his over and over. Like some toy. The stretch is so dizzying that you can feel your maw slack open, drool trailing its delirious pathway down the side of your lips - with his excess mouth happily slurping it all up.
You honestly feel like youâre being ruined.Â
Pulled to and fro anywhere and everywhere.
âHeh, too much?â Sukuna has the audacity to giggle - giggle. Low and husky in a hot pant against your ear.Â
Yet, of course, the king never apologizes - well, to anyone except you. But for now heâs only stringing his hand away from your mouth, snapping away delicate ropes of saliva from the both of you. Instead, replacing it with another hand attached right onto your plump clit - and with it, his second mouth.
âOh- shit shit shit-â you jolt. The dual- no, triple stimulation of his cocks kissing swooping glides of precum down your spongy cervix all the way to your g-spot and his mouth sucking on your sensitive nub was too much. Toying with you. âI-I didnât know you could- ngh- could do- that-â
And Sukuna laughs, only grinding his palm up in a sopping wet smear against your stuffed pussymound to lap up each splatter of your sweet, sweet juices. Dredged out every time his hefty, cum-filled balls slam into your cunt.
âSpecial treatment fer taking ngh- both of me.â heâs grunting. The third of his beefy arms smush your cheeks together into an embarrassing pout, overgrown digits so large that heâs squeezing into your airway. âDoes the queen h-have any more requests, hm?â
You can only shake your head no - anything more and you had a feeling that you just might not be making it out in one piece. That is, if you do this time.Â
âGood.â And Sukuna only smiles. Three of his arms slithering their way around your trembly body - the fourth taking its sweet, sweet time to dive into your clit and bite. Lightly. Youâre giving up practically every ounce of control to him. âNow, jusâ relax nâ let your husband take over.â
⥠GOJO SATORU - Stronger.
âI-I can take it-â
âToruâŠâ
âPromise- ngh- promise I can take it, s-sweetheart. Heh, itâs you that has to be worried.â
You had absolutely zero idea how an impromptu sparring session with Gojo Satoru - the strongest, longtime rival and absolute pain in your ass - ended up like this. With you flat on your back and splayed out across his navy bedsheets in such a tight mating press, with him running on complete fumes and his revered cursed technique to drag out his- sixth orgasm of the night.Â
But you werenât complaining.
And neither was Gojo - in fact, mumbling out a slurring slew of profanities into your open mouth. Followed by the most broken âIâm w-winning this bet-â
âNo-â youâre spitting hot-headedly with a merciless little bite on his pouty lower lip, and itâs so pretty the way his lips grow as rawly rosy as the rest of his blushing cheeks. Leveraging your years and years of practice to flip the two of you over, âI-Iâm winning.â
Neither of you could even remember what the bet was about.Â
Something about whoâd admit defeat? Ah, Gojo doesnât give a shit - not even your puffy pussy lips were sliding down his overstimulated cock. Sheathing him in a freshly drenched coating of your honeyed slick when you straddle his slender hips and ride.
âHeheh- y-you think this is- oh!â His hands wrangle around your waist urgently in such a bruising grip to slow down your sloppy cadence. And heâs using his powerful arms to completely drag your drooling cunt in languid, lazy bounces up and down up and down up and- bruising. â-this isnât going to m-make me-â
But he already was.
Oh, he already was with every clingy kiss of your gummy walls around his steadily swelling cock, every syrupy slosh of cum that made his heavy balls clench. And itâs only a matter of time before his thoroughly overwhelmed cock bursts out once more.Â
Gojoâs letting his head loll drunkenly against the sweat-dampened pillows - shit, everything was such a mess. From the creamy puddle of cum sobbing from your sopping wet slit, to the way your fatigued bodies were so furiously glissading across one another.Â
âMake you what?â you bat your lashes down at him in a way that should be infuriating, but it only makes his reddish tip twitch into your g-spot. âAdmit it- ngh- a-admit defeat, Toruââ
But thatâs the last thing he would do.Â
Thereâs a sudden crack! of jujutsu in the air, and you already know from who before your stupidly fucked mind even registers it. Because it only takes a split-second - a split-second - for Gojo to teleport from right underneath you being ridden out of his fucking mind to be shovelling all girthy inches of his cock into you from behind.
âAh! What-â you yelp, precariously collapsing onto the silken pillowcases now. Whirling your greedy gaze over your shoulder, âTh-thatâs cheating.â
And Gojo doesnât even hear you - fuck, he doesnât even feel alive.Â
The only thing one his delirious mind right now being the way your dribbling cunt was swallowing him up so well. Eyes rolling to the back of his head, entire heavy bodyweight slumping on top of yours when heâs jackhammering inch after inch.Tiny, mindless gyrations just to fit deeper - as if your clingy walls had forgotten how massive he was already. So heavy - you could barely breathe.
And itâs only when heâd bottomed out, itâs only when Gojo could feel your saturated folds kiss his fat base, his weepy tip drawing a long line of translucent precum across your cervix that you hear a noise from above you.Â
Itâs hoarse - pained. Youâre halfway concerned before you hear that rumbling groan turn into a bout of laughter. Humorless, so, so pussydrunken.Â
Gojoâs eyes glow with miniscule bolts of lightning when heâs dragging your face to crane upwards into his oh-so-feral gaze. The toothy grin smeared across his handsome features made it seem like he was fucking you like he hated you. Whispering - low. âYou win th-this round, my girl.â
You feel a sudden spike in cursed energy - and youâre sure every electrical source within the next twenty-five miles does, too. Before Gojo plants one foot on your head and angles his hips deeply to pummel your womb with thick, knocking spurts of cum.
Fuck, every sudden ribbon of seed had him pressing into you ever deeper. Rougher. And Gojo could feel your snug cunt drain his tight balls again. Again and again and again until his furious divot could only pump out a few wispy strings of creamy white.
âGodâŠâ Gojo breathes, so strained. Heâs swiftly thwacking! a few fingertips against your plump clit - buzzing jujutsu hot on his digits. Swirling those excess dredges of cum to make such a filthy mess of your pretty cunt. âThis fuckinâ p-pussy feels so hngh- good. Sâfuckinâ unfair-â
âUnfair? Youâre the one using-â
And, well, usually Gojo loved hearing you run that smart mouth of yours. But right now all he could do was run his slender fingers over to your sensitive nub over and over - before punishing you with a tiny squeeze. âMhm- allâs fair in l-love and ngh- war.â
Shit, he can already feel the exact moment when you cum - your toes curling, kiss-bitten lips letting out such a sweet keen of his name when the tingling waves take over.Â
âO-of course, you ah- quote that-â youâre babbling out, strangled moans choking out with every clash of his bawling head into your g-spot. Heâs memorized it by now. Perfected it.
Probing so deep that you think Gojoâs ready to batter a fat, circular bruise at that spot. Especially when his powerful hands wrap in a vice-like restraint around both your arms; biceps flexing, slack lips grunting as he manhandles your entire body to lift cleanly off the mess you call sheets.Â
The strongest - heâs such a show-off.
Snickering when you gasp at the change in angle middair, jostling his expansive cock inside you rummagingly. Heâs sweetly coating your insides with a sweltering hot pool of cum - once. Twice. And then nothing.Â
Shooting blanks.Â
You flinch when you feel the splat! splat! splat! of something wet, slowly realizing that Gojo was crying pearly tears from his pussydrunkenly droopy eyes. Smearing it when he rubs his face into the crook of your neck with a purr, âB-best out of tenâŠ?â
â...â
A/N. PHEWWW I got CARRIED AWAYY with this one oml it was saur fun.
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"Talking about ...you"
âDo you see ...her?â he begins, his voice low, almost reverent, as if afraid his words might shatter the moment he gestures toward her, where she stands with her back to him, the soft curve of her shoulder catching the light. âLook at her. Everything she doesâitâs not just living; itâs art.â
He exhales slowly, shaking his head as if the weight of his feelings is too much to hold inside. âYou donât get it. Itâs not just about the way she looks, though God knows sheâs breathtaking. Itâs⊠everything. The way she tilts her head when sheâs thinking, the way her laughter sounds like it was made just to pull me out of the darkest corners of myself. Every time she smiles, itâs like the world pausesâjust for her.â
He glances at him then, his eyes bright, his tone more insistent. âIâve memorized her, you know. Every little thing. The way she brushes her hair behind her ear, the way her hands move when she talks, the way she says my name. She doesnât even realize the power she has over me. I crave her, not just physically, but... spiritually. Her existenceâitâs everything. She could be across the room, or on the other side of the world, and Iâd still feel her. Like sheâs tethered to me, like every breath I take is because sheâs somewhere out there, breathing too.â
He looks back at her, his expression softening, his voice quieter now. âYou think Iâm exaggerating? That Iâve just romanticized her into some unreachable thing? Youâre wrong. Sheâs as real as it gets. Flawed, messy, and humanâbut thatâs what makes her perfect. Sheâs not just someone I love. Sheâs the reason I believe love exists at all.â
He pauses, his jaw tightening slightly, his words filled with an almost desperate honesty. âI know it sounds like too much. Like no one could be that important. But when you find someone like herâsomeone whose very existence makes you feel like the luckiest man aliveâhow could you ever let that go? Sheâs everything I never knew I needed. And Iâll never stop craving her. Not in this lifetime. Not in the next.â
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Bitch, -I- forget my birthday...
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Bird Cuddles Part 26ish
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This is hardly a full scene, though a stopping point. But I'm feeling positively dismal today so wanted to share something. Enjoy, hopefully!
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Bruce sighed.
It was all that he could do when his two oldest were standing in front of him, both trying to laugh as quietly as possible. Dickâs fist was basically stuffed in his mouth to keep quiet where as Jason was using sheer force of will (and a good amount of smugness) to stay quiet.
âBe nice,â Bruce mouthed silently.
âNo.â Jason mouthed back gleefully.
Bruce had the distinct urge to bury his face into the soft wings and simply ignore his sons even being in the room with him. He didnât give into that urge because he was sure if he did, neither would ever let him live it down. Even as he was thinking that, Dick pulled out his cellphone and snapped a photo.
Bruce felt his phone vibrate a moment later.
He sighed again.
Luckily, Cass swept in a moment later (apparently it was to be a full house at dinner), kissed Bruce lightly on his temple, and went over to her brothers. She looked at Dickâs phone, nodded at the picture, and then took each of the boyâs hands and led them out of the room.
Jason left with one last smirk, but at least the door was closed behind them with a definitive latch.
Bruce still waited a long moment before he picked up his phone and unlocked it.
The picture certainly looked incriminating.
When Danny had fallen asleep, likely exhausted from soothing the boys, the panic attack, and the general drama of the day, he had nodded off sitting upright. When the boys had left, Damian had tasked Bruce with âseeing it that Dr. Fenton stayed wellâ. It was shortly after that when Danny had started shifting, as if trying to get comfortable with the wings, and ended up tilting over.
Once he had settled, Danny had ended up curled across Bruceâs lap with his knees on one side of Bruce and his head on the other. One of the wings was tucked up against Bruceâs chest while the other wing, limp with sleep, stretched out along Bruceâs leg and down to the floor.
Bruce ran his fingers lightly over the white feathers. He wasnât sure if it was because of his horde of children, but Bruce was completely unbothered by having someone nap on him. The thing that he was bothered by, despite his best efforts to separate himself from the nightlife, is how comfortable he was about that someone being Danny.
Really, there was relatively little that they knew about Danny. The biggest point in Dannyâs favor was that Lucius trusted Dannyâtrusted Danny enough to consider bring Danny in to work with the Bats. The biggest point against Danny were the same wings that Bruce was running his fingers over.
Not that Bruce would ever judge someone negatively for being a meta. Almost all of Bruceâs closest friends were or became metas, after all, even if some of them were now also rogues. The meta status was almost easy to handle. The concerning part were all of the little details that Danny had hinted at about how he had become a meta: neglectful parents, a lab accident at a young age, extensive scaring. Bruce touched the faint Lichtenberg scars lightly. It made Bruce worry about what had triggered the change in Danny. After all, some of Bruceâs closest friends where now also rogues.
It was unfair to compare Danny to Harvey.
It was hard not to.
The fact that it was hard not to compare Danny to Harvey was concerning in itself. Bruceâs track record in the people that he found alluring was far from ideal. It felt almost like dooming Danny simply by the fact that Bruce had taken note of him. Already Danny was getting caught up in the turmoil of their lives and suffering for it.
That was perhaps too harsh. Danny had handled himself more than admirably, wings and all. Dannyâs actions made sure that the boys had time to get to the safe room, stayed safe once there, and that the assault ended with minimal bloodshed. Bruce just wished that the change it caused hadnât left Danny in a state of panic.
Bruce sighed. Maybe he had to remember that Danny wasnât someone that Bruce was responsible for; Danny was a competent adult who could clearly protect himself from at least lower level threats. It wasnât fair for Bruce to try and make decisions for Danny, even in an effort to protect him from the craziness of being near the Wayne family.
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sweating- o.piastri
summary: oscar has been acting strange
pairing: oscar piastri x fem! Brown! reader
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Zak had been worried about Oscar for a while. The far-off looks in meetings, the silence at dinners, the constant stares he was getting, all of it. Heâd even been so worried, that he came to you, and youâd told him that Oscar had been just fine at home, so it must be something to do with work.Â
It was a strange thing, to be dating your bossâs daughter. Oscar had in fact fallen for you within seconds of meeting you back in 2022, his first visit to MTC, before everything else happened. You, a legal trainee on the McLaren legal team, was the one running him through his contract, and he was very thankful that his lawyer was there to ask questions, because he was just focused on you. As he joined the team, you two got closer. About half way through his rookie season, he finally plucked up the courage to ask you out, and you had said yes. What ensued was a few months of sneaking around until you finally told your dad, who supported you two, but from afar. He liked Oscar, would he have preferred you pick someone that wasnât his driver, yes, very much so, but he didnât have a say in your life. You were an adult and if you wanted to go get your heart broken by an F1 driver, that was up to you. The one thing Zak hadnât accounted for was the fact that Oscar was a sweetheart who was genuinely head over heels for you. He saw it when you were in the paddock, how Oscar smiled a little brighter, how he made you a priority all weekend, how he performed better.Â
So what the fuck was going on with Oscar now?Â
Zak was worried that he was planning on breaking up with you, or maybe he was just going through some mental roadblocks at work, so he called him into his office.Â
Oscar awkwardly took a seat across from him, waiting to be addressed.Â
âAre you alright, Osc? You seem a bit⊠off lately,â Zak asked, nothing but concern in his voice.Â
Oscar shook his head. âIâm fine,â he said, but even he knew it sounded wrong. This is really not how he wanted this to go. He was insured of Zakâs worry by the way his brows furrowed. âYou can talk to me kid, you know that right? If itâs about Y/n or-â
âItâs not about Y/n,â Oscar assured him. âIâm alright, I promise.â
âOscar, talk to me, Iâm here for you. If youâre going through something-â
âIâve been trying to figure out how to ask for your blessing!â he admitted, speaking far too loud and far too fast. Oscar looked up to see Zakâs face blank, his jaw slightly dropped. âIâm so sorry-â
âYou have it,â he said. Now it was Oscarâs jaw that dropped. âOf course you have it,â Zakâs lips turned into a smile. âShe adores you. You clearly adore her. I love you, my wife loves you, my sons love you. Of course you have my blessing.â
He took a deep breath and smiled. âThank you,â he chuckled. âGod, I was terrified.â
âYou thought Iâd say no?â
Oscar shrugged. âMaybe?âÂ
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Zak was very happy when he woke up to a call from the two of you, engaged, a few weeks later.
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user93: god she is GLOWING
user12: these are the cutest photos ever!!!!!!!
user8: THE RINGGGGG
lilymunihe: OMG I'M SO EXCITED!!!! ->youruser: OMG LOVE YOUUUUU
user98: they're so in love it's actually sickening
logansargeant: no ring picking creds? -> oscarpiastri: I don't think grimacing at every ring I chose was very helpful -> hattiepiastri: nah, but it was funny
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Tantrums Pt 2 | Lewis Hamilton x Reader
Summary: After flushing a ten year relationship down the drain, Lewis realises he wants nothing more than to win you back. Especially when he sees you doing everything in your will to make him suffer.
Warnings: slight age gap, reader is 32. angst. swearing. pettiness
Requested: @madelynn-sienna and a whole bunch of you on part 1
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roscoelovescoco i amïżœïżœs 12 todayâs đ„ł thanks forâs allâs the birthdayâs loveâs. just as handsomeâs as everïżœïżœs
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lewishamilton happy birthday to my boy
yn_ln oh, i miss when he was that little. happy birthday to my cutest boy đ
user1 not yn and lewis both using my boy instead of our boyÂ
user2 i feel like lewis was behind this post âcause he used the cutest pic of him and roscoe
â user3 yes, he looks so boyfriend coded in thisÂ
â user4 i feel like thatâs the point?Â
â user5 i bet itâs because heâs trying to remind yn of how much she loves her boys
â user4 but this doesnât even include ynâs face
albon_pets happy birthday, roscoe! love from the whole gang
user6 everyone is saying lewis posted this to win yn back but i actually feel heâs posting this as a snub
â user7 he hasnât included ynâs face despite there being millions of pics of her and roscoe. like, thatâs been her dog as well for the past 10 years
â user8 i feel like these two are going to be really petty. i mean, look at how brocedes went
â user9 i feel like you canât let go of a 10 year relationship and not be slightly petty
user10 okay but lewis looks so good in thisÂ
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tagheuer counting down to race time with our formula one collection ambassadors tagged: maxverstappen1, yn_ln
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yn_ln i think we all know who looks the best thoughÂ
â maxverstappen1 fire her
user1 queenâs been booked and busy lmao
user2 not the red bull brand
redbullracing the best looking ambassadors iâve ever seen
user3 tag putting yn and max in the same post? does this mean they modelled together?
â user4 sheâs an ambassador for a brand that solely sponsors red bull and is showcasing their f1 collection. of course they modelled together
â user5 we love to see it
user6 i bet lewis is frothing!
user7 we know who red bull is picking in the divorceÂ
â user8 like there was ever a question
user9 i just feel like george will be the one to show this to lewis by going âwhat do you think about this watch?âÂ
â user10 omg yes, heâll show ynâs pic and say âdo you think carmen would like this?â just to watch lewis realise who the model is liked by carmenmmundtÂ
user11 i know sheâs a model so will take the jobs sheâs offered but i definitely feel like she accepted this to be a little petty
â user12 what are the odds that she accepted it with a giggleÂ
â user13 as she should
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redbullracing kicking off the mexican grand prix with some famous faces tagged: yn_ln
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maxverstappen1 famous faces? the only one i recognise here is me
â yn_ln ha ha ha youâre hilarious.
â user1 max and yn being besties? when did this happen?
â yn_ln when we did our shoot for tag and he stuck by my side the entire time. like a child forced into a room with a bunch of their mumâs friends
â maxverstappen1 you were the only person i knew!Â
user2 oh, this isnât what i was expecting to see when i opened instaÂ
mercedesamgf1 give her back
â user3 messy
georgerussell63 oi, she doesnât belong to youÂ
â user4 carmen clearly supports this move
â georgerussell63 carmen! we can see that you liked this
user5 does this mean lewis and yn are truly over?
â user6 no! i refuse to accept that this is how it endsÂ
user7 lewis must be seethingÂ
user8 if anyone hears any loud crashes, thatâs lewis throwing thingsÂ
landonorris can we have you next?
â oscarpiastri they seriously need to take away your mediaÂ
user9 streets are saying that max was the one who invited her?
user10 please, red bull, fix that damn car so max qualifies at the top, away from lewis, because i fear for our boyâs safety after thisÂ
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yn_ln is this what you call an everyday car?Â
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user1 wait, what happened to her ferrari?
charles_leclerc i feel betrayedÂ
â yn_ln itâs not about you, i promise
porsche a pretty car for a pretty girlÂ
â yn_ln my dream car
â user2 since, uh, when?
user3 is she starting a new collection of cars or is this in lieu of the ferrari?
â user4 i fear she got rid of the ferrariÂ
â user5 or sheâs kept it and just has the porsche in addition
user6 this is definitely a deliberate post. lewis bought her her dream car for their anniversary and not even months later, sheâs buying a porsche?
â user7 she can have more than one car
â user8 yeah but sheâs never been a multiple car owner and like user said. the ferrari was her dream car
user9 this feels like a dig at lewis
user10 i say good for her. a man wasted her time so sheâs wasting his âgiftâ
user11 ultimate power move. if only red bull were still aston martin so she couldâve picked aston martin
user12 i bet lewis got mad at her for being in the red bull garage and she decided to wind him up further
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user1 who is that man?
user2 she thought she could distract us with how hot she looks but we see that man, sis
user3 i hope this one treats her right and gives her everything she deserves
user4 bride yn incoming with a man who will marry her
francisca.cgomes i need that dress and the body in it
â yn_ln iâll send you the link, my gorgeous girl
user5 iâm glad sheâs moving on because lewis did her dirty so itâs nice to see her recovering from thatÂ
georgerussell63 whatâs all this then
â user6 omg guys, george commented
â user7 and?
â user8 he hasnât commented on any of her posts since her and lewis broke up. does this confirm that the guy in the pic is lewis?
â user9 may your delulu come trululu
user10 i canât deal with this today. i know yn deserves the best but she canât move on
user11 iâm actually in mourning. wdym sheâs moving on and getting super hot pics from it
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â user12 excuse me? i found this comment hidden 1000s of comments down but excuse me?!Â
â user13 what does this mean?!
â user14 mate, if you want to win her back, you need to try harder
â user15 he heard people talking about hot she looked and decided to hit her up
â user16 this is such a pathetic attempt. what happened to his rizz
â user17 looks like yn took it with her
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user1 @/tweet3 she was! kym illman posted her on instagram as their guest for the weekend
â user2 she had a merc pass and everything
user3 i want to know who invited her and why. she doesnât model for tommy anymore so sheâd have no reason to be their guest
â user4 i bet it was george
â user5 nah. toto did it to throw lewis off so he could make his âshelf lifeâ comment look real
user6 the real question is, did lewis know she was going to be there
user7 @/tweet2 we waited 10 years for lewis and ynâs wedding and we donât get one ever?
â user8 they broke up. we werenât getting one anyway?
â user7 streets are saying that yn and lewis got married in vegas
â user8 be fucking real. he broke her heart
user9 @/tweet1 fully agree. i bet it was max and charles instead haha
â danielricciardo he can back off my man!Â
â user10 omg daniel. he may not be on the grid but max is his foreverÂ
user11 people are speculating that they got married because he posted a picture of a chapel?
â user12 i know. that could mean literally anything?
user13 all the drivers were drunk celebrating maxâs fourth wdc so iâm betting itâs a driver marrying another driver instead
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user1 the man famous for long captions and he only gives us 3 words?! whereâs the details!!
user2 when did this happen!!!
user3 and she has a wedding ring on? they definitely got married in vegasÂ
user4 guys, she's just changed her name on socials!
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yn_hamilton i still canât believe you brought the ring to vegas
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alexia putellas x reader
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You and Alexia have been best friends your whole lives. Youâre adamant that moving away from Barcelona wonât change a thing between you. Alexia fears otherwise.
or classic best friends to lovers :)
âCanât believe youâre really leaving.â It was midnight. You were sitting on your usual spot at the beach with Alexia, your head on her shoulder, both of you staring out at the sea. Despite the tightness in her chest, Alexia felt at ease with you next to her.
âI canât believe it either,â you replied, your voice barely a whisper.
Alexia took a deep breath. You were only going away for a year, you said. It did nothing to calm the nerves she felt all over. One year, but that would be the longest you've been away from each other. Alexia still didnât know how to feel, she didnât know what to feel. She figured it still hadnât sunk in, that you were leaving. Leaving her.
In the morning when Alexia would drop you off at the airport and youâd wave goodbye, that was probably when sheâd feel everything. That was probably when the feeling of emptiness would set.
âIâll call you everyday,â you said, hugging Alexiaâs left arm tightly. âIt will be like Iâm still in Barcelona with you.â
Alexia chuckled, âYou donât have to call me everyday, cariño.â
You turned your head towards your best friend. âAre you saying you donât want me to call everyday?â
âDonât twist my words!â Alexia laughed. âItâs just that I donât want you to feel pressured to have to call me everyday. Youâre a busy woman. Iâm the one who waits for you whenever you have night shifts and I watch enough of your Meredith Grey shows to know how busy things at the hospital can be.â
You snickered at her mention of Greyâs Anatomy. Alexia would always complain about how unrealistic the show was whenever you put it on, yet she still stayed by your side and watched the damn thing. You placed your head back on her shoulder and sighed. âI donât care if Iâm busy, Iâll always make time for you.â
Alexia gulped. It was the way you said it, your voice small, yet your tone firm, as if a world where you didnât have time for her was just impossible. âI love you, you know.â
Alexia furrowed her brows when you didnât answer straight away like you always did. She was about to open her mouth to say something, when you pulled away and stood up, stretching your hand out for her to take.
âDo you want to head back?â Alexia asked.
âNo,â you cleared your throat. âLetâs just walk around. The sand is making me itchy.â
âItâs because youâre wearing shorts,â Alexia took your hand and stood up. âI told you you can sit on my lap, you didnât listen.â
You dusted off the sand from the back of your legs. âDidnât want to.â
âWhy? Itâs comfy.â
âHow would you know? Youâve never sat on your own lap before,â you said, your tone teasing.
âIdiota.âÂ
You kept walking along the beach, swinging your arms back and forth. It was quiet, but nice. Just the two of you, enjoying each otherâs presence. Alexia felt her heart twinge when she realized that she didnât know when sheâd have another moment like this with you.
âY/n,â Alexia spoke up after a few moments.
You hummed in reply.
This felt really nice, the way your hands were intertwined⊠Your shoulders bumping every now and then⊠Everything felt so right. Alexia took a deep breath and tried her best to not let herself get too emotional. She didnât want to cry just yet, she knew she wouldnât be able to stop if she did.
âAle, what were you going to say?â
âIâm in love with you.â
Alexia immediately shook her head, reminding herself not to let those words slip. She looked down and focused on the way her feet were kicking the sand with every step she took forward. âNothing.â
You brought Alexiaâs hand up to your lips and kissed the back of it. It was something you always did, but it still made Alexiaâs heart drop every time.Â
Maybe it was because the gesture had always made Alexia fall for you even more, or maybe it was because Alexia knew the platonic way it meant to you when Alexia wanted more than that.
âI know you, Ale,â you stopped walking and turned towards her. âYouâre thinking about something.â
âHm? What makes you think so?â
You poked Alexiaâs forehead softly. âYou have that crinkle between your brows. And youâve been biting your lip for the past few minutes.â
Alexia hated the fact that you knew her so well, because it meant that she could never hide anything from you. The only thing Alexia successfully kept hidden were her feelings for you. Apart from that, you knew her better than anyone, and she was the same to you.Â
Having known each other for more than two decades was a factor, but Alexia felt like it was simply because you were soulmates.
Alexia realized that no matter how hard she tried to move on from you, you would always be the one for her. Even though you didnât feel the same way, she knew it would never change how she felt about you. She made her peace with it.
âItâs nothing,â Alexia said once more. âI swear.â You seemed to take the hint and didnât pry further.
You tugged her hand and continued on walking, Alexia turning her head to the side every now and then, observing you. It was dark, the street lights were dim, and the moonlight wasnât too bright, yet Alexia can still mention every little detail of your faceâshe had memorized them all after years of looking at youâfrom your warm eyes, to the delicate bridge of your nose, and the curve of your small lips. You were so beautiful that Alexia always felt breathless every time she looked at you, despite having known you since you were kids.
In that moment, with you humming along to a random song, your right hand interlocked with Alexiaâs left one, there was nothing Alexia wanted more than to just confess her feelings for you. But she knew that you didnât feel the same way, so telling you would just be pointless.
You turned your head to look at Alexia, catching her staring at you with that look on her face, the one look that you never could quite comprehend. When your lips formed a soft smile, Alexia couldnât help but instantly reciprocate. Your smile was beautiful.
âWhy are you looking at me like that?â you asked, your tone bashful.
âIâm in love with you.â
âIâm so, so in love with you.â
âIâm so in love with you that my heart hurts every time you smile.â
Alexia shrugged. âJust thinking about how I will miss you a lot.â
âAh,â you nodded. âSo that was what you were thinking about earlier?â
âNo. I was thinking about how Iâm so hopelessly in love with you.â
âYou got me,â Alexia replied instead.
You sighed, squeezing her hand. âIâll miss you too. At least you have a million pictures of me in your phone that you can look at if youâre missing me.â
Alexia laughed at that. âYou better have a million pictures of me too.â
âOf course, I do,â you snickered. âEven you in diapers, I have them all.â
âNo, you donât!â
âI do! Eli sent them to me.â You had asked Eli for pictures of baby Alexia and she didnât disappoint. They were adorable, especially the one where Alexia was learning how to crawl, wearing nothing but her diapers.
âYou better not show it to anyone.â
âIâll post it on Instagram before I leave.â
Alexia rolled her eyes, âYouâre such a brat sometimes.â
âIâm such a brat?â you let go of Alexiaâs hand to pull out your phone from your pocket. You stopped walking so Alexia stopped too, arms crossed, waiting for whatever it was you were doing.
After a few seconds of you scrolling silently through your phone, you flashed your screen to Alexia, showing the picture you mentioned before. âWant to say that again, Putellas?â
âYouâre so annoying,â Alexia groaned. âI swear to god if you post thatââ
âWatch me.â Your face was smug.
âY/n,â Alexia said slowly, her tone full of warning.
You grinned, tapping something on the screen before you started running. The sound of your laughter getting smaller and smaller as you ran further away.
âThat littleââ Alexia cursed under her breath before she started running after you. âTonta! Come back!â
âNo!â Your figure was getting tinier and tinier that Alexia couldnât help but laugh along.
Eventually, Alexia was able to catch up with you once you stopped running. Your hands were on your hips, trying to catch your breath.
âWhy are you making me exercise at one in the morning?â Alexia asked, exhaling loudly.
You shrugged in reply, still out of breath. Alexia had always been the more athletic one out of the two of you. âJust wanted to run.â
âIâm so tired,â Alexia groaned. âTraining was tough today.â
You rolled your eyes. You knew she was just being dramatic. âThat was nothing. You need to exercise more, Ale.â
âThe nerve!â Alexia barked out a laugh. âWhoâs the athlete here?â
âNot you if that run tires you out.â
Alexia smiled fondly at you. You get on her nerves a lot. She wouldnât have it any other way. âNow what did you do? Did you post that on Instagram? Because Iâll kill you, idiota.â
âOh no, Iâm sooo scared,â you mockingly said, a pout on your lips. âOh nooo.â
Alexia narrowed her eyes at you before she stepped forward and tickled your stomach.
âWhat are youâAlexia! Ale-Alexia stop it! Stop it right now!â
âNot until you delete that picture!â Alexia kept on tickling you. âDelete it!â
You were both laughing and Alexia didnât show any signs of stopping until you tripped. You wouldâve fallen to the ground if it werenât for Alexiaâs quick reflexes, her arms immediately encircling around your waist.
You were staring at each other, your breath heavy from all the laughter that had long died out. Alexia felt dizzy. Your lips were so close to hers, Alexia could just lean forward and all her questions about how your lips taste would be answered. Alexia saw you blinking back a couple of times, she even swore she saw your eyes dart to her lips.Â
The street lights were illuminating your features perfectly and Alexia could see your lips twitching slightlyâas if you wanted to close the distance between you too.
Suddenly your phone rang, breaking you two apart. You cleared your throat and answered your phone.Â
Alexia let out the deep breath she was holding, rubbing the back of her neck. She had a feeling that she would kiss you if the phone rang a second too late, which would be a disaster. She was thankful to whoever called, because she would never forgive herself if she ruined your friendship just because of her stupid feelings.
âSorry,â you said. âThat was Leila, just asking what time Iâd be at the airport tomorrow.â
âRight.â There it was again, the unsettling feeling in her stomach every time Leila was mentioned. Alexia swallowed hard, trying her best not to show her jealousy. She was the one who introduced you to Leila when you joined a night out with the Barcelona girls. Alexia didnât know that you two would hit it off. She didnât know that Leila would move to Manchester and shockingly, you got offered a job at one of the best hospitals in Manchester.
It felt like the universe was playing some cruel joke.
Alexia had to keep reminding herself that you werenât hers, that you had every right to be with whoever you wanted. Alexia had no right to be jealous.
âThatâs very cool, by the way,â Alexia said, putting her hands in the pockets of her jeans. âHow you two are somehow going to the same country, same city.â
âYeah, Codi said it was fate or something.âÂ
Fate? Me tripping over your leg at the playground when we were five was fate. Me immediately crying and you wiping my tears away until my mom came was fate. That was meant to happen because it made my mom invite you and your mom over for dinner, and it made us become best friends ever since. That was fate. Leila going to the same city as you was merely a coincidence.Â
âSure,â Alexia said, swallowing the bitterness in her mouth. âIf thatâs what you think.â
You sighed. âI donât know. Ask me again in a year or so and Iâll tell you if Leila and I are fated or not.â
Alexia didnât answer, instead she just kept on staring at you, taking in the sight of you standing in front of her for the last time.
In the morning, you were leaving. Youâd have a new life in Manchester, one that Alexia wouldnât be a big part of, seeing how she was all the way in Barcelona.Â
Alexia tried to bury deep, deep inside the pain that kept on reappearing every now and then, but it was getting increasingly difficult with the way you looked back at herâyour eyes full of tenderness, as if you felt the same way Alexia did, as if it killed you to not be able to say exactly what you wanted to say.Â
But Alexia shrugged it off. There was no time to think about these made-up scenarios in her head. You were leaving soon.Â
Alexia stepped forward and hugged you as tight as she could, wanting to remember the way you felt in her embrace.
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You kept your promise and called Alexia everyday. It lasted for two months before things became more hectic for the two of you and the daily calls stopped. In your defense, you really did try your best, but some days you had late night shifts and when you didnât, you had date nights with Leila.
âCariño! I havenât heard your voice in two days! That is crazy. I was wondering if you were still alive.â
âHa ha. So funny, Alexia.â
âSuch a busy woman.â
Alexia was thriving even more if that was even possible, scoring more goals and assists, earning her more media duties and appearances. She was busy too.
You would catch her on your television sometimes, an interview or replays of her games. You were used to it, you knew Alexia before and after her rise to fame. But without the back and forth texts, without the calls and hearing her voice, without having her next to you, Alexia had never felt so out of reach.
âHey, is it a bad time?â
âHola, princessa. âm about to sleep. So tired. Call me tomorrow?â
âOkay, Ale. Sweet dreams.â
âLove you.â
Weeks with limited communication turned into months and the next thing you knew, you went from knowing everything about Alexiaâs life, to finding out she had a girlfriend from your girlfriend.
Apparently Olga was a mutual friend. Leila had only good things to say about her.
You called Alexia that night, asking her about it. She didnât have much to say, a tell-tale sign that she was uncomfortable, but why she was uncomfortable you couldnât decipher it.
âIs she good to you at least?â
âYeah.â
âDoes she make you happy?â
âSĂ.â
âThen thatâs all that matters.â
For the first time since youâve known her, you felt like a stranger in Alexiaâs life. You couldnât tell exactly when things changed. It mustâve been the depleting texts sent each day, the less and less phone calls until it went down to none at all for a week or two, and when you two did have time for a call, it felt⊠awkward.
The first argument started when Alexia casually joked about how you were so busy and you didnât have time for her anymore, how you have a more exciting life now in Manchester. She was laughing but you just got off a twelve hour shift at work and you were exhausted.Â
âLike youâre not the same?â you fired back, feeling a headache coming through.
Instead of changing the subject like you hoped she would, Alexia rebutted your claim. âI do have time for you.â
You let out a laugh. âBetween football and your new girlfriend? You donât, Ale. Donât act otherwise.â
âWow. Okay.â
You seemed to instantly snap out of it at the tone of her voice. Alexia sounded hurt and for a second, you felt guilty for starting a fight. But what she said hurt you too, because even though she said it in a joking way, you knew she meant it.
âSorry,â you sighed. âCan we talk tomorrow? Iâm not in the mood.â
âRight, yeah. Bye.â
The arguments seemed to snowball after that first one. Your calls were still rare, but when you or Alexia forced yourselves to call the other, it didnât end well.
That should be the first warning sign for youâhow you felt forced to call her when you used to want to hear her voice all the time.
âHow was your day?â
âIt was fine.âÂ
âCan you at least act like youâre excited to talk to me?â
âIf weâre just going to fight, Ale, you shouldnât have called.â
âWhatever. Good night.â
The next thing you knew, there wasnât a call that went by without some small, unimportant argument.
It got worse when you told her you werenât staying for only one year as originally planned. You liked it here in Manchester. You had a good job and you were surrounded by wonderful people.
Alexia ignored you for the whole day only to call you early in the morning, her voice raspier than usual. You knew that meant she spent the night crying.
âYou donât know when youâll be back?â
âI donât know when Iâll be back in Barcelona, no.â
âHow am I supposed to go for⊠what? Another year without you? Two years? More?â
âYouâve been doing just fine so far. I donât see the problem, Ale.â
âI miss you every night that you're not here. I donât think that's doing âfineâ.â
âOh câmon. We haven't been the same.â
âJust because we havenât been talking as much doesnât mean that I love you less, but whatever.â
It got even worse when you were supposed to fly back to Spain for Alexiaâs birthday, but you had to cancel at the last minute because you were stuck with an emergency case at the hospital.
In hindsight, it was a stupid reason, something you could totally resolve by having one of your co-workers take over for you. But your mind went into overdrive, you somehow convinced yourself that you couldnât leave the country.
Maybe it was out of fear of seeing Alexia again, not wanting to see how the distance had changed your dynamics.
Alexiaâs reaction when you told her you werenât going to be there hurt more than you could admit.Â
âYouâd never miss my birthday and Iâd never miss yours. That was a promise.â
âWe were seven, Alexia.â
Alexia didnât say anything else and you didnât need to see her face to know how dejected she was. You ignored the pain in your chest, convincing yourself that you were doing the right thing. You didnât need to fly for more than two hours for someoneâs birthday.
The old you wouldâve screamed at you if she knew what you were doing. Alexia wasnât just someone. She was⊠she was your everything and more.Â
When midnight rolled around and you would usually be next to Alexia, wishing her a happy birthday with a present in hand, and instead you were all the way in Manchester, you felt that maybe you were dumb to let the arguments get in your head.
You took a deep breath and texted her a happy birthday. You werenât sure if she would pick up if you called.Â
Alexia didnât reply to your text until noon that day, saying how she was off to celebrate with her family as usual and sheâd call you after dinner. She didnât mention Olga, but you knew she was there from Alba.
You sat in your apartment alone in the dark, Leila was out with her friends. It was only then that it dawned on you how lonely you were. You couldnât imagine how Alexia was feelingâthat was, if she still cared about you.
You had been there for Alexiaâs birthday ever since she turned six years old. You didnât think that youâd ever miss one, ever. But here you were.
It was weird to see Olga in place of you, seated between Eli and Alba as she grinned at Alexia blowing the candles out.
That used to be you.
Instead, you were in a different country, wishing you were at a place where someone else had claimed your spot.Â
When it was way after dinner time and you still hadnât heard from Alexia even though she said sheâd call, you decided to send her a text. Something short and straight to the point: can I call you?
Alexia didnât reply and you fell asleep with a feeling so hollow in your chest, you wondered if love was supposed to hurt this bad.
stop making promises you canât keep, alexia
The loud ringing of your phone woke you up. You didnât think that youâd see an incoming call from Alexia this early.
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âHello to you too, Ale.â Your tone was curt. In your defense, you had just woken up.Â
âYouâre picking a fight,â Alexia stated. âI donât know why, but itâs not nice.â
âPicking a fight?â You scoffed in disbelief. âIs this about my text? I was simply telling you to stop making promises, because you canât keep them. You told me youâd call me, you didnât.â
You said it so accusatory that Alexia felt a sudden rush of anger. âYouâre being ridiculous. I fell asleep. Iâm calling you now, arenât I?â
âIâm being ridiculous? Is it not me who had to wait for hours for your call?â
Alexia let out a bitter laugh. âSaying all that like I donât usually have to wait hours and hours for you too?â
âWell, youâre the one with the empty promises. You promised me that things wonât be different between us, well. Look at us now.â
âThatâs not entirely my fault and you know it. If weâre playing that game, you said youâd call me everyday, you said youâd always have time for me. Look at us now, cariño!â
Alexia never raised her voice at you. That was how you knew things were truly different now. âI was busy. Some days I have twelve hour shifts, Alexia,â you replied simply, not wanting to raise your voice too.
âBusy,â Alexia scoffed at you. âBut you still have time to watch Leilaâs games every week.â
You immediately felt defensive at the mention of your girlfriendâs name. âWhy are you dragging Leila into this?â
Alexia was about to give you a piece of her mind, about how having a quick call with her wasnât as time consuming as watching a 90-minute football game, but you still had more to say.
âLeila has nothing to do with us turning into⊠into this mess!â So much for not wanting to raise your voice at her. âBesides, you have Olga too. You spent all your time with her and forgot the plans we made first.â You fired back at her, a part of you hated that Olga took your place, that Olga was able to be in Barcelona next to Alexia, doing all the things you used to do.
People would think you were jealous, but you werenât. You just didnât like her. You didnât like that she was taking up too much of Alexiaâs time. That wasnât jealousy.
âWhat plans? If I forgot something, then tell me. Iâm not a fucking mind reader, Y/n.ïżœïżœïżœ
âWhat was I supposed to do? Ask you to pick between Olga and I? Why would I do that when I know youâll pick her!â
(You might sound a little crazy. But you wouldn't admit that to anyone. In your defense, it was hard being demoted to second choice.)
âWhatâs your problem with Olga?â Alexia accused you, she knew you all too well.
âI have no problem with her. What's your problem with Leila?â
âDonât change the subject. I was once your best friend, I know you more than anyone, and I know how you usually are when you donât like someone.â
The use of past tense shouldnât hurt as much as it did. You knew things had changed between you. âGlad to know you donât think weâre best friends anymore.â
Alexia let out an exhale. âYou havenât been acting like youâre my best friend for sometime. Donât act all innocent.â
âEven though we havenât been talking much, youâre still my person. But since I donât seem to matter to you anymore, Iâll justâŠâ you trailed off, suddenly feeling stupid for all of this.
Alexia could feel that familiar tug in her heart, the feeling of wanting to make everything in the world right for you.
But for once, she casted it aside. The anger she had at you overpowering everything. âI donât think I matter to you anymore either, so I guess weâre even.â
There was a pause before you utter your next words. âYou matter the most to me.âÂ
Alexia could only scoff. âSure, you have done such a great job of showing that I matter to youâyou couldnât even spare five minutes of your precious 24 hours to talk to me!â
Deep down, you knew that. You knew that you were guilt-tripping Alexia when you had your faults too.
None of you said anything else. For once, in the two decades that youâve known each other, you both didnât know what to sayâhad nothing else to say.
When all Alexia could come up with was âI donât know who you are anymore. Youâre really hurting me this time,â you knew you had to put an end to all of this.
âI think we should just⊠take a break from all of this.â
Alexia couldnât believe what she was hearing. You didnât think you had it in you to say those words either. Even though the conversations between you two had diminished, saying that you wanted to stop talking to each other felt so⊠final.Â
âWhat?â
âIâm tired, Ale.â
âYou donât think Iâm tired too?â you could hear the urgency in her voice. âWhat does that even mean? âTake a break from all thisâ? You want a break from me, you mean? What ever happened to âyouâre my person, Alexia?ââ Alexia mimicked your voice. She was getting angrier by the second, you could tell.Â
âYou told me Iâm hurting you! Iâm tired of hurting you. I didnât even realize it, Ale. I never wanted that. All weâve been doing is fighting each other. I donât know how to stop this. I donât see a solution to this, I really donât.â
Neither of you knew where it went wrong. One day you two were fineâyou two loved each other more than anything in this worldâthe next thing you knew, you couldnât hold up a conversation where it didnât end with exasperated voices and tired sighs.
It was the distance, you assumed.
You and Alexia were attached at the hip. The only time you two went separate ways was when she had away games and international duties.
It was a two and a half hour flight between Barcelona and Manchester, but neither of you had made the trip to see one another. Alexia seemed even more far away as the days went by.
She had Olga to turn to now, you could feel her not needing you anymore.Â
It was the distance that took Alexia away from you, you would convince yourself that. It wasnât the nameless feeling in your chest that felt a lot like yearning, jealousy, and regret all at once.
You ended the call, not knowing whether youâd ever talk to Alexia again.
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Losing someone that had always been a constant in your life was devastating.
It was miserable. You were the most miserable you had ever been.
Leila kept on asking you what was wrong, your friends in Barcelona updating her that Alexia was in the same state as you. Not that you cared.
You didnât know how to live without Alexia in your life, but youâd manage. Youâd learn. This wasnât the end of the world.
You steered clear of your social media, not wanting to see any posts of her from your mutual friends or from the Barcelona account.
Leila and a couple of your friends eventually stopped asking you about what went wrong with Alexia, to which you were glad, but the emptiness you felt when no one brought Alexia up to you was starting to make you uneasy.
Alexia used to be in all your conversations, she was a huge part of your life. Now it felt like she was never a part of it.
A few months passed by, your birthday rolled around and you assumedâyou wishedâthat Alexia would break this silence between you two. It was your birthday after all.
But you shouldâve known how stubborn she was.Â
When you stayed up until the clock strikes midnight and there was no text from Alexia, when she used to pride herself on being the first person to wish you a happy birthday, you knew you had lost her for good.Â
You spent your birthday with pain in your chest like no other. You just wanted Alexia back.Â
Your friends in Manchester knew something was up with you, Leila figured that it was mostly because of Alexia. None of them could understand why it was upsetting you so much.
That night, you sat on your balcony and looked through the folder of pictures on your phone that contained decades worth of memories of Alexia. With each scroll, you could feel more tears running down your cheeks.
There was a photo of you when you were ten, Alexia next to you laughing at how ugly your haircut was.
Another photo was of you at prom, Alexia as your plus one. Despite the countless promposals you received, youâd rather have Alexia as your date than the stinky boys at your school.
When Alexia got called up for the national team for the first time, you were there with Eli to watch her score her first international goal. The photo you had was of her carrying you on her back. It was after the game ended and Alexia had too much energy that she had to carry you around the field.
The next photo was of Alexia sleeping at the library, you were studying for your exams when you were in University and Alexia had the day off. To her, nothing was better than spending it with you, even if it meant that she had to sit there and watch you study boring stuff. Alexia always had faith that you were going to be the best doctor in Barcelona.
You had a photo of when you flew across continents to watch her win the World Cup, grinning next to Alexia as she kissed your cheek, trophy in hand.
A photo of when she tore her ACL and you were there at her bedside as she was preparing to go into surgery. Alexia didnât let go of your hand until she was in front of the operating room.
A photo of you and Alexia in a locker room, both in Barcelona jerseys. It was the day before your exam, but it was also the Champions League final. You brought your textbook and Alba kept on laughing when you studied during half-time.
Most photos were of Alexia doing mundane things. They meant the most to you because of how carefree she looked in all of them.
Alexia making stupid faces at you as you grocery shopped together.
Alexia laughing next to you in the driver seat as she drove you to work.
Alexia cooking dinner for the two of you, her eyebrows scrunching in concentration as she read the ingredients from her new cookbook.
Alexia sipping coffee in your favourite coffee shop in Barcelona. They served the best banana bread, you never wanted to share them with anyone, not even Alexia.
Alexia watching replays of her games on her iPad. She was laying down on your couch, your throw blanket draped over her feet.
Alexia smiling at you with that look.
As you reached the last picture you had on the album, a photo of Alexia taken by you the morning you left for Manchesterâshe was on the driver seat, a wistful smile on her face as she turned to look at you during a red lightâyou suddenly felt as if you couldnât breathe.
You were in love with Alexia.
You were so desperately in love with Alexia, you had always been, ever since you let her become your first kiss.
You didnât like any of Alexiaâs relationships, because you were jealous. You thought none of her girlfriends could treat her well, no one lived up to your expectations. You felt like you were the only one who could understand her.
You hugged the blanket around yourself tighter, the gust of wind making your teeth chatter. You wanted Alexia there next to you, she would know that you were never a fan of the cold, always making sure that you were bundled up and warm.
You had a million thoughts running through your mind, mostly about how you missed all the signs of being in love with your best friend. Although deep down, youâve always known that what you felt for Alexia was too intense to be strictly platonic.Â
But when someone kissed you, having it meant the world to you, only for her to wish it never happened, you felt like it was justifiable that you decided to lock your feelings away.
Now that youâve uncovered them, you didnât know how to go on and pretend that you were fine with having Alexia out of your life.
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Barcelona was playing against Manchester City at the Etihad. This wasnât something you could get out of, you needed to be there to support Leila.
You had some friends traveling to Manchester to watch the match, you decided to sit with them instead of your usual spot at the Friends and Family section. You wantedâno, you needed someone to distract you from the person you hadnât seen in almost two years.
You ignored your friendsâ teasing at your Man City jersey instead of the Blaugrana colour (with Alexiaâs name and number) you usually wore. They didnât mention Alexia to you, having figured out the fallout, but a part of you wanted them to. You wanted them to tell you about Alexia and how sheâd been doing.
Your resolve almost crumbled, Alexiaâs name on the tip of your tongue. If it wasnât for the players entering the field and the loud cheers from the audience, you wouldâve asked them about Alexia.
Alexia, who was no longer blonde apparently. You saw her run to the field, her brown hair in a neat ponytail. Even from afar you could still see her smile. You hated that you still felt like jumping off a cliff at the sight.
You hated that your gaze was always drawn to her instead of your girlfriend.
Later when the game ended and Barcelona eventually won, you went to meet Leila at the barrier, whispering how great she played despite it all.Â
You almost accepted her invite to a night out with some of the Barcelona girls. The temptation to see Alexia again was so strong, but you didnât think you were ready yet.Â
You saw her anyway, in your dreams that night. Maybe it was that deep yearning that caused you to text her as soon as you woke up.
good game yesterday. always proud of you
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Your reconciliation didnât happen all at once.Â
You didnât magically go back to being the same as you were before (there was some apprehension from both parties), but it was close enough.Â
It was scarily easy to integrate Alexia back into your life even though you hadnât talked to each other for so long.
First it was the likes on Instagram posts, or a reply to your Instagram story of gloomy Manchester sky, or a comment on Alexiaâs post of her match day outfit.
Then the texts started. A simple text from Alexia telling you that she was through to the finals of the Euros. Or a text from you containing a picture of your cat, Mr. Oreo. They were evenly spaced out throughout your week, it wasnât too often that it felt like you two were rushing back into being friends, but it wasnât too scarce to leave you wanting more.
It was just perfect.
The striking difference now was that you were letting yourself fall for her. Every joke she made, every selfie she sent you, you took your time to admire her and let yourself fall even more.
Now that you were very much aware of your feelings, it didnât feel right to continue what you had with Leila.
You loved her, but you must not have loved her enough because you were still able to think of another woman.
You ended it with Leila on a Tuesday. She didn't have a game until Sunday and you figured that was enough time for her to not be distracted. Surprisingly, Leila took it well, as if she knew this was coming all along.
And it felt like the universe was laughing at you, because after you broke up with Leila, you received a text from Alexia.
Iâm getting married
You felt your heart drop. You had to put your phone back in your pocket because your hands were trembling badly.
You were suddenly desperate to do something, anything, before it was too late.
Even though a part of you felt like it was already too late.
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Alexia arrived at the airport three hours early. She spent those three hours walking from one end to the other, flowers in hand. Her hands shaking and her mind racing with the thoughts of finally seeing you again.
She passed by the exact spot you said your goodbyes two years ago, both of you holding back your tears as you exchanged promises that things would be okay. The moment you walked away and went out of sight, Alexia finally let her tears fall, feeling that a part of her left alongside you.
In the middle of pacing around the airport, Olga called, and Alexia felt guilty because her mind was preoccupied with thoughts of you. She instantly buried the feeling of discomfort the moment Olga talked about their wedding.
Alexia was getting married to Olga. Her mind shouldnât picture you the moment weddings are mentioned. She closed her eyes and bid Olga goodbye, not remembering what her fiancĂ© called her about.Â
You were her best friend. Nothing more. Why was it that even after years apart, her heart still ached and yearned for you?
Hours later, when you texted her to let her know that youâve landed, Alexia made her way to the gate. She stood there, flowers tightly in hand, tapping her foot anxiously.Â
You two had been slowly rebuilding your friendship. You texted each other, but never a phone call, and Alexia was nervous to hear your voice again after going such a long time without it.
Alexia was the first to spot you. You were dragging your suitcase, looking from side to side, as if urgently searching for something. And the moment your eyes found hers, your entire body lit upâthe whole airport could tell that you finally found what you were looking for.
Everything drowned out and to Alexia nothing else seemed to matter anymore, her only focus was on you. On how your eyes shone with happiness and how your lips slowly curved into the smile that Alexia had missed so much. When you were finally in front of her, something clicked within her, and every hurt, every anger, every sadness she had felt because of you disappeared and she was left with the feeling of nothing but love and fondness for the girl standing in front of her.Â
You were here and no matter how hard Alexia tried, she couldnât feel half of what she felt with you with anyone else.
âAlexia, hi.â
Alexia didnât say anything back, instead she immediately embraced you, hugging you with everything she had. She leaned down and buried her face in the crook of your neck, closing her eyes and squeezing you even moreâjust savoring the moment of finally having you there again.Â
Alexia thought back to the last time she hugged you, trying to remember every single detailâfrom the way your arms were wrapped around Alexiaâs neck, to the way your breath tickled her earâtrying to decide whether anything had changed.Â
And when you kissed the side of Alexiaâs head, laughing into her ears because she wouldnât let go, Alexia decided that no matter how many years had passed and no matter how many arguments you two got into, your hug still felt the same.
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Alexia,
The moment that has always replayed in my head for years is the night of your 18th birthday. We went to the beach after dinner and crashed someoneâs party, and we both got really drunk. It was fun but the thing that made that night so memorable was because it was the first time someone kissed me and that person was you.Â
The moment it happened, it felt like everything fell into place, you know? I understood why even my five year old self hated seeing you cry and just wanted to protect you from everything so youâll never cry again. I understood why out of all the people in the room, my eyes always search for yours. I love you, Alexia. Itâs always been you.
I was the happiest Iâve ever been that night. I felt like the luckiest girl in the world for being able to be in your arms. Â
But when you woke up the next day saying that you wished that night never happened, it felt like the missing puzzle piece in my heart that you completed the night before disappeared again.Â
Ever since then, I tried so hard to fill this gaping hole in my heart. I made it my lifeâs mission to go out there and meet the most perfect girl in the world just to try and replicate what I felt for you. But every time Iâm with someone, every time Iâm face to face with some perfect girl, your face appears and Iâm reminded that theyâre not you.
I love you, Alexia. I love you more with all the ups and downs weâve had. I love every part of you and I love you with every beat of my heart.
I think Iâve always known that I was in love with you. I was just never brave enough to label it as that. So I didnât. It wasnât until recently that I realized: I couldnât just sit here and watch you marry someone else.
You could call it selfish, but I wasnât going to risk the slightest possibility of you feeling the same way that I do.
I know Olga loves you, but I also know that sheâll never love you as much as I do.Â
To quote your favourite poet:
âI love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
I love you directly without problems or pride:
I love you like this because I donât know any other way to love,
except in this form in which I am not nor are you,
so close that your hand upon my chest is mine,   Â
so close that your eyes close with my dreamsâ
If you think that this is all wrong, please just ignore it, and I promise Iâll never talk about this again. But if you somehow feel the same, meet me at our usual spot at the beach tonight, 10 p.m.
Yours always,Â
y/n
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It wasnât like you didnât know this would happen. This was why you never wanted to risk your friendship because of some silly feelings. You knew Alexia wouldnât feel the same, your confession would go to waste, and you would be sitting on the beach, alone at night, waiting for someone who was never going to show up.
You thought of calling Alexia, to ask her what she thought of your letter. But you decided against it, this was humiliating enough.
Maybe Alexia was embarrassed? Maybe she felt bad for you. Maybe she didnât know how to talk to you now, knowing that you had all these feelings for her. Or maybe Alexia just didnât want to talk to you anymore.
You let out a big sigh and buried your face in your hands. You didnât know what you were thinking. All those years of friendship⊠that was all it was: friendship. You shouldâve known.
You checked your phone again. Nothing. No texts or calls.
You let out a laugh. Alexia wasnât stuck in traffic nor was she late, she was simply not coming.
Feeling your eyes start to well up with tears, you took a deep breath before standing up. You didnât plan on going back to your parentsâ house just yet, stupidly enough a part of you still had hope that Alexia was going to show up. You needed to walk around and distract yourself, sitting in the same spot that contained so many memories of her wasnât helping.
You took another glance at your phone, and when there was still nothing, you wished your heart wasnât so weak when it came to Alexia.
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Alexia never believed in fate or anything.
To be fair, she was five years old and watching movies where the princess always ended up with the prince and lived happily ever after seemed too good to be true.
That was until she met you.
You, who had your little legs outstretched on the grass as you snack on your cookies. You, who didnât hesitate to wipe away Alexiaâs tears when she tripped on your legs. You, who kept on apologizing even though it wasnât your fault that Alexia wasnât looking at where she was going, but you were trying to make her feel better.
You had been a constant in her life ever since then, with your wise wisdoms and never-ending ability to make Alexia laugh.
Alexia then understood that fate and destiny really did exist, because it was fate that brought Alexia to the playground at that exact momentâat that exact secondâso she could meet you.
When Alexia lost you, she didnât want to believe in fate anymore, because why was the universe so cruel that it left her on the floor of her apartment, crying and begging for you to come back.
You disappeared from Alexiaâs life and Alexia saw firsthand how the world became gloomier, how her days seemed to drag on longer without your presence.Â
Just when Alexia completely lost all hope, the universe had other plans, and it was destiny that she left her phone in her hotel room that morning, because if she didnât, her phone would be in her pocket as she was thrown to the swimming pool because Vicky and Esmee decided that playing a prank on their captain was a brilliant idea. Her phone would be ruined and she wouldnât be greeted with a text message from you.
A simple text telling Alexia that you were proud of her, but it left her breathless because she hadnât talked to you in a year. You two had no contact for a year, yet you were still proud of her. Like always.
Fate, destiny, the universe, and all of that had brought you to her, took you away, then brought you back.
It was also fate that made Alexia reach down into her purse and open the envelope youâd given her before parting ways earlierâsomething tugging in her heart, screaming at her to read the letter you wrote to her, even though she told herself that she would do it after youâve left the city.
And sometimes, the universe had a sense of humour, because at that moment, as Alexia finished reading the last sentence of your handwriting, her fiancé appeared in the doorway of their shared bedroom.
âAlexia?â
âIâm sorry.â
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The only thought Alexia had as she drove over the speed limit was to hope that you were still there, waiting for her. Just like what you had been doing all of these years.
All of those wasted years where you two could be together if it werenât for the doubts that forbade you from truly loving each other the way you were meant to.
âYouâve always loved her more than anything, Alexia. Even when sheâs a thousand miles away, even when you two werenât on speaking terms⊠Sheâs still the one you love the most. I could never compete with her.â
From this whole thing, Alexia was just sorry that she had to drag someone else into her mess. She would never forgive herself for saying âyesâ to someone, knowing that her heart wasnât fully in it.
âOlga, I never meant to make you feel like you were at constant competition with her. I really do love you.â
âBut not as much as you love her.â
âI never planned on staying in love with her forever, I really did try to love someone elseâwith you. And I did. All these years together, I meant everything I said and everything I did.â
âIâve always known that she would always come first to you, yet I still convinced myself that that would change one day. I know it made me a shitty person, but I was happy when you fought with her, because I thought that was finally it, you know? Finally youâd move on from her. But not even the fall out made you love her any less.â
Alexia would take whatever life will throw at her for hurting someone so deeply like she did to Olga.
But the only thing she could do right now was to find you and hoped that you were the happy ending fate had in store for her. The happy ending sheâd dreamt of all this time.
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When Alexia couldnât find you at the beach, she figured she was too late. She tried calling and texting, but you werenât replying to any of it.
So she went to your parentsâ place, taking a slight detour to your favourite florist, picking up the bouquet they had ready, not wanting to waste another second away from you. Alexia figured you mustâve left thinking that she was rejecting you. Even if Alexia wasnât in love with you anymore, she wouldn't have just let you sit there all alone, fearing the worst. She needed you to know that.
Your childhood home was dark and quiet. All the lights were off and Alexia remembered that your parents were in Mollet del Vallés, visiting your grandparents.
You werenât here but Alexia wasnât going anywhere else. She would just be there and wait for youâshe had waited decades for you, a few hours would mean nothing. She sat down on the pavement, not caring how dirty her jeans were going to be, and pulled out her phone from her pocket. She called the only person she could think of.
It took a few more tries for Mapi to pick up, and once the call got connected, Alexia spoke into the phone, âI have a problem.âÂ
Mapiâs voice was groggy. âItâs midnight, you dumbass. Can you call me later?â
âNo, this is urgent.â
Alexia can feel Mapi roll her eyes on the other end of the line, âWhen Ingrid kills me for being too noisy and waking her up, Iâm blaming it on you.â
âWell, in that case, I hope she does wake up then.â
âTonta.â
âMarĂa,â Alexia let out a tired exhale. âDo you know where Y/n is?â
Mapi groaned in reply. âEstĂșpida. I was asleep, how should I know?â
Alexia pressed her hand over her eyes and groaned, âI think I screwed up.â
Just when Alexia was about to elaborate further, even though she knew Mapi was half asleep, someone called out her name. Someone whose voice sounded exactly like you.
âAle?âÂ
Alexia quickly opened her eyes. It really was you.
âY/n.â
And there you were, standing in front of Alexia, head cocked to the side as if trying to figure out why Alexia was sitting there in front of your house at midnight.
Alexia quickly put her phone back to her ear, âUhm, Iâll call you backâTomorrow. Iâll call you tomorrow. Goodnight, MarĂa.â As soon as she ended the call, she quickly stood up.
Your arms were crossed over your chest, you were making yourself smaller, you looked so unsure of yourself that Alexia wanted nothing but to hug you and tell you that she loved you more than sheâd ever loved anyone.
But all you had was apprehension written all over your face. Alexia understood. You mustâve thought that by her not showing up, Alexia didnât feel the way you did. âWhat are you doing here?â
Alexia gulped. Now that you were in front of her, Alexia didnât know what to say. âDid we really kiss on my 18th birthday?â Alexia blurted out.
âWhat?â You were confused and still reeling from the embarrassment of the whole thing. You couldnât process what she said.
âI donât remember it,â Alexia continued. âI swear. I swear on Messi.â
âWhat?â Your tone was full of surprise. âYou donât remember?âÂ
âNo,â Alexia sighed, looking at you wistfully. âI would never stop talking about it if I did.â
You went silent for a few seconds, your face full of confusion. Alexia let you take it all in. âYou donât remember,â you stated in a questioning tone. âBut you said you wished it never happened.â
âI couldnât have said that, because I donât rememberââ
âOh my god, you donât remember?â It was like you finally realized what that meant. âOh my god,â you groaned, placing your hands over your face. âI spent years thinkingâI convinced myself that I wasnât in love with you because you rejected meââ
âI didnât!â Alexia interjected. âI would neverâ I was so hopelessly in love with you.â
You looked at her and your face turned paler if that was even possible. Your mouth agape, as if you wanted to say something but you couldnât. How could you? When your best friend was telling you that sheâ
âWait,â you realized something. âDid you say âwasâ? As in past tense?â You felt the hope that grew plummet to the bottom of the stomach. You knew it was too good to be true. âIs that why you didnât meet me earlier?â
âNo⊠No, Y/n, I read your letter too late. I didnât know you were waiting for me. I wouldâve dropped everything in a heartbeat to get to you.â
âOh.âÂ
Suddenly you were laughing. Your laughter echoing throughout the empty neighbourhood. Alexia stared at you, unsure of what this meant but she couldnât help the growing happiness in her heart with every laugh that escaped your lips. âI shouldâve just texted you, right? I wanted to be romantic with the letter.â
Alexia shot you a comforting smile. At least fate brought you both here, to this moment.
After your laughter died down, you took a hesitant step forward. âBut⊠do you really feel⊠the way that I do?â
Alexia sighed, being the one to close the gap between you and took your hands in hers. âIf my years and years of pining weren't obvious, I feel the same. Iâm in love with you. I still am. I never stopped, if weâre being honest. I broke things off with Olga, it wasnât right to stay with her if my heart belonged to someone else. She deserves way better than some girl who was too much of a coward to confess that sheâs in love with her best friend and ended up stringing her along for years, knowing that she would never love her the same.â
âSo youâŠâ you were at loss for words.
âIâm sorry, Y/n,â Alexia continued. âThis whole thing is a mess. I need to cancel my wedding preparations, I have to talk to a lot of people, but the only thing I know right now is that⊠I canât let you go again. Youâre my soulmate, Iâm sure of it. Iâve been sure of it ever since we were kids. I wonât love someone as much and as deeply as I love you. So⊠yeah.â
You didnât reply to Alexiaâs statement, instead you placed one hand on the back of Alexiaâs neck and pulled her in for a kiss. Once your lips met, Alexiaâs mind went to two things: how she never wanted to kiss anyone else in her life and how exactly did she forget your soft lips when they tasted like heaven?Â
Alexiaâs hands wandered to rest on your neck, caressing the smooth skin that felt electric under her touch. Alexiaâs mind was full with thoughts of you. Your lips on hers. Your hands around her waist. Your perfume engulfing her. Your nose brushing against hers. Your laugh vibrating against her lips.
Your lips curved upwards into a grin and Alexia could taste the happiness on your lips. She leaned forward once more for a peck on your smile and when you scrunch your nose in response, Alexia pressed another kiss to the tip of your nose.Â
âThat was⊠everything Iâve ever dreamed of.â Alexia hoped that you couldnât hear how erratic her heart was beating.Â
âWe can take things slow,â you whispered against her lips.
âIâve waited my whole life for you, I donât want to take it slow,â Alexia whispered back. âBut⊠I agree. We donât have to rush this. We have the rest of our lives to make up for lost time.â
Suddenly your eyes drifted to the flowers on the pavement, raising your eyes at that. âIs that supposed to be for me?â
Alexiaâs eyes widened when she realized the discarded flowers, quickly taking them and shoving them to you. âUhm. Yes. These⊠these are for you.â
âTheyâre beautiful,â you replied, taking the flowers from her but your gaze never leaving her face. âThank you.â
She pouted when she realized you hadnât even glanced at it. âYou didnât even look at it!â
You grinned at her, leaning forward and wrapping an arm around her waist. Your face back in its favourite spot against her neck. âI bet theyâre beautiful, just like you.â
âOkay, flirt.âÂ
Alexia quickly stepped back when she noticed that the flowers were squeezed in between you two. âYouâre ruining my flowers.â
âIâm not,â you scoffed. You looked down and scrunched your nose at the sight. At least they still had the beautiful pink colour intact, your favourite. âOkay, kind of. But that was your fault.â
Alexia took your hand that wasnât holding the flower and brought it to her lips for a kiss. âHow was it my fault?âÂ
âI couldnât resist hugging you.â
Alexia laughed and wrapped her arms around your shoulder. Swaying you side to side and sighing in content. Everything felt good. It felt like everything had fallen into place.
âNow youâre ruining the flowers even more!â your voice muffled with the way your face was squeezed into Alexiaâs neck.
âIâll get you new ones, mi amor. In fact, Iâll get you the whole shop.â
You laughed into her neck, placing a gentle kiss there. âIâm holding you on to that.â
Alexia hummed. âI love you, cariño. I missed you so much.â
âMe too,â you replied.Â
âSay it back,â Alexia prodded, placing her cheek on the top of your head.
âHuh?â
âI⊠love⊠you.â Alexia said slowly.
Alexia felt your giggles tickle her neck.
âPrincessa, say it back.â
âYou already know the answer anyway.â
âMi vida.â
âAlexia. I love you too.â
Alexia did know the answerâshe had heard you say it a million times over and over. Despite that, Alexia still wanted to hear it a million times more.
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Alexia had been to Manchester before but it was still hard to keep up with how busy the airport was. She couldnât spot youânot at first. All she could see was people rushing to get somewhere despite it being the early hours of the morning.Â
Alexia dragged her luggage to a secluded corner and pulled out her phone to give you a call. She put her phone to her ear and kept on looking around while waiting for you to pick up.
It was on the second ring when Alexia spotted you. You were sandwiched between people and you looked so small that Alexia wouldâve missed you if she didnât see the giant flower bouquet you were holding.Â
Once you answered the call, Alexia laughed into the speaker, feeling her heart grow ten times bigger with the amount of love she felt for you. Alexia still couldnât believe she was finally here, just a few steps away from the person she had missed so much.
âWhy are you laughing?â
âBecause,â Alexia sighed in content. How did she spend so long convincing herself that she would be fine settling for someone other than you? âThat bouquet is way bigger than you.â
As soon as Alexia said that, she saw you move your head in all directions trying to locate her. âYouâre here. Where are you?â
âI am here.â Alexia stated, enjoying how clueless you looked.Â
âAlexia.âÂ
âYou always complain about how tall I am, how can you not see me?â Alexia kept her eyes on youâfrom your furrowed eyebrows to the small pout on your lips, one hand holding your phone to your ear and the other holding the flowers. She laughed even more when you kept on whining and your pout kept getting bigger as each second passed.
âYou are annoying,â you groaned. âCan you just tell me where you are? Iâm hungry.â
âNot because you miss me?â Alexia teased. âYou only want me because I spoil you with lots of food.â
âYes, thatâs true!â you laughed. âSo hurry up and tell me where you are so we can get food, Alexia Putellas Segura.â
âOoh sheâs using my full name now.âÂ
âItâs because Iâm getting impatient!â
Alexia laughed, finally dragging her luggage and walking towards your direction.
Once she was behind you, Alexia ended the call and tapped your shoulder, making you jump slightly. Alexia chuckled to herself at how ridiculous she was for finding everything you did adorable.
You immediately turned around and once recognition settled in, you squealed and jumped to hug her. âAlexia! Youâre blonde again!â
âMi amor! I missed you.âÂ
When you broke apart, Alexiaâs eyes started to well with tears. You were finally in front of her, smiling at her with your big smile and sparkly eyes. Two months without having you near felt so long.
âBaby,â you cooed. âWhy are you crying?âÂ
âJust emotional,â Alexia squeezed her eyes shut to stop the tears from escaping. âI missed your stupid face.â
âNo one will be able to guess that you're the crybaby in this relationship.â
Alexia scowled at you. She would never admit that she cried more than you. Besides, no one would be able to verify this fact because she never cried in front of anyone, except you. âI am not.â
âSure. Can we get that breakfast now?â
Looking at you behind your big flower bouquet, Alexia felt breathless, only because she still couldnât believe that you were hers. At the same time though, she felt like she was able to properly breathe again, because you were finally back in her arms.
â
âHey, Ale?â
âYeah?â
You sat on the passenger seat, absentmindedly playing with Alexiaâs hand that wasnât holding the steering wheel.
âAre you sure you donât want me to drive?â
Alexia gave you a side glance. âAre you questioning my driving abilities? When it was me who drove you around most of your life.â
âMaybe,â you kissed the back of Alexiaâs hand. âYouâve never driven outside of Spain before. Iâm kind of scared right now. For my life and for my brand new car.â
Alexia laughed, âDriving is the same everywhere, amor.â
âFine,â you leaned over the console and pressed a kiss to Alexiaâs cheek. âI trust you.â
Alexia scrunched her nose in response. âStop kissing me and tell me where I should go next instead.â
âJust keep on going straight,â you responded. âThen turn left.â
âNow?â
âAre you seeing any left turns right now?â
âYou just told me to turn left,â Alexia whined. âYouâre such a bad navigator.â
âYou shouldâve let me drive.â
âYou must be tired from work,â Alexia let go of her hand that was in your grip to caress your face. âI just wanted to do something nice for you.â
You looked at Alexia, taking the her hand in yours again. âSo thoughtful, always a gentlewoman. Thank you, Ale.â
âI am thoughtful huh.â
You poked your tongue out at her in response. âI should stop before your ego gets too big.â
Alexia grinned at you. âI think my ego has been big ever since I knew I was your first kiss.â
âYeah, yeah,â you rolled her eyes playfully. âYouâre my first kiss, Alexia Putellas Segura. Just like I am yours.â
âThe one I donât have a single memory of,â Alexia noted. âHow could you let me forget what would be the most meaningful experience of my life?â
âItâs not my fault youâre a lightweight,â you pinched Alexiaâs cheeks to which the blonde laughed in response. âBut hey, at least I tried to remind you of that night, didnât I? About a thousand times these past few days if I remember correctly.â
Alexia hummed in thought, puckering her lips. âI think I need the reminder once again.âÂ
You giggled and kissed the palm of Alexiaâs hand instead. âLater at home, okay? I canât have you crashing my car.â
âIâd like that.â Alexia took a quick glance at you and smiledâone that reached her eyes, one that showed you just how happy she was.Â
But you were suddenly thinking of home and how you used it to describe your Manchester apartment, even though you never thought of it that way. That was, until Alexia came to visit, leaving her things scattered around like she always did in your old place in Barcelona.
You yearned for days like this, with Alexia driving you back home, eating takeout on the couch as you watched a football match you couldnât care less about. You let Alexia talk your ear off, giving her commentary on the game, you nodding along like you were totally invested in it too.
Home.Â
Manchester had never felt like home. It was an apartment with all of your things, where you slept and showered and ate, but you never considered it to be your home.
Alexia visited one day and changed the meaning of the place entirely.
You lived here for years without Alexia, but you couldnât imagine it without her anymore.Â
You looked at your best friend as she sang along to a Spanish song, she was so off-key. A grin instantly made its way to your lips.
Home was wherever Alexia was.Â
â
It was a no-brainer, really.
There was no reason to stay in Manchester when your heart lived in Barcelona.
It had been on your mind since you had to leave Alexia again as you boarded the plane back to Manchester a few months ago. It was the only thing you could think of as you waved goodbye to Alexia as she went back to Barcelona, her black cap and sunglasses covering her face, but you could tell there were tears running down her cheeks.
You knew she was scared that history would repeat itself and you two would argue again. But you also knew that it was different this time. There were no uncertain feelings in your chest, no other girl next to Alexia making you feel replaced. You were certain of your love for Alexia.
But it was time to come home. You knew that the moment Alexia kissed you for the second time.
You hadnât told Alexia, but you were planning on coming back in a couple of months. You wanted it to be a surprise.
But the night before Alexia left, as you savoured the feeling of her pressed up against you, you came to the conclusion that you need to come back to Barcelona sooner than planned.
Having Alexia next to you felt so good. You missed it a lot. You knew you couldnât stand even another month being away from her, so you changed your entire timeline and decided to move it up so you were coming back in two weeks.
You had a lot on your to-do list. It was a hassle to move away from the place youâve lived in for years. It was even harder when you wanted to do it within a few weeks.
Alexia thought it was starting againâthe space between you.
You didnât want to ruin the surprise.
âAle, you're just being a distraction right now.â
Which was trueâyou had less time to reply to texts and calls in between trying to get rid of your furniture and trying to cut your lease shortâbut Alexia didn't know that so it wasnât the right word to use.
Out of context, it sounded harsh, and you figured you couldâve said it better.Â
Alexia ended the call abruptly and ignored all your texts for the rest of the day.Â
â
Turns out, Alexia decided to ignore you for a whole week. It was understandable, you royally screwed up, but the only thing that kept you from flying to Barcelona as soon as you figured out she was ignoring you was the thought that you were coming back soon. For good.
You left Manchester and years worth of memories behind on a Monday. Your parents welcomed you back with open arms and you spent the night eating your motherâs home cooked meal.
The next day, you knew Alexia had training until noon. So you went to a florist, bought the biggest bouquet of Alexiaâs favourite flowers, and you met up with a Barcelona staff member with clear instructions that he was to give it to Alexia. And to make sure that she actually read the note attached to it.
Alexia, my love
Meet me at our spot at 4pm
Youâre going to be done by that time, so you better show up
Yours,
y/n
â
You sat at your usual spot by the beach, the same spot where you got your heart broken a few months ago when Alexia didnât show up. This time, instead of waiting for Alexia with dread and a heavy heart, all you felt was excitement at getting to see her again.Â
This time, you knew that Alexia loved you too and you didnât have to worry about her not showing up.
Alexia loved you too and you weren't going to let her go. It was that thought that kept on repeating in your head, the one that propelled you to leave Manchester behind and come back to Barcelona. As much as you loved it over there, you knew it would never beat the feeling of having Alexia next to you.Â
You couldnât wait to be with Alexia. Really be with her, not through a phone screen where her sleeping face would disappear once her phone ran out of battery.
âAmor?â
You craned your head as soon as you heard that voice. Alexia was still as beautiful as ever, despite only wearing some sweatpants and a hoodie that she stole from you when you were still in high school.Â
âHi.â Alexia put her hand up in a little wave. You smiled because Alexia looked so nervous, it was adorable.Â
You stood up and walked towards her slowly, your face still amused at the way she was biting her lipsâa nervous habit of hers. When you were inches apart you spoke, âHi back. Why do you look so nervous?â
Alexiaâs eyes drifted anywhere but you. âIâm not nervous.â
âYou totally are,â you said, trying to catch her eyes. âCan I hug you?â
Alexia finally returned your stare and once your eyes met, Alexiaâs entire posture softened and she leaned forward to engulf you in a hug.
âI missed you,â Alexia exhaled deeply. âItâs only been a few weeks but I missed you.â
You wrapped your arms around her neck, whispering that you missed her too. You breathed in her familiar scent and sighed. You felt at home.
âYou didnât tell me you were coming,â Alexia said once you broke apart.
You shrugged. âI wanted it to be a surprise.â
âWell, I am very surprised.â Alexia took your hands in hers. âIâm happy youâre here.â
âCan I kiss you now? Or are you still too nervous to do that?â you asked, your tone teasing. â I canât have you passing out on me.â
Alexia rolled her eyes, a small smile on her lips. âIâm not nervous.â
âSo can I kiss you or not?â you asked once more, a grin on her face.
âOf course you can.â
And that was all you needed before you leaned forward and captured her lips with yours.
You kissed your girlfriend gently, you kissed her slowly while trying to convey just how much you missed herâhow lonely your nights were without her to cuddle you to sleep and how cold your mornings were without her warm smile.
And when Alexia traced your bottom lip with her tongue, you couldnât comprehend how fast your heart was beating. After countless kisses, you still felt the same way you did when Alexia first kissed you at eighteenâall fluttery as a thousand butterflies rummaged around your stomach.
Alexiaâs lips on yours felt tingly, and Alexiaâs hands that were caressing your waist felt like they had belonged there all along.
When you broke apart, Alexiaâs hands stayed where they were, her forehead resting against yours while you both tried to catch your breath.
âI love you,â Alexia whispered. âI know I say that a lot, but I mean it every time.â
You hummed, your lips curling up into a smile. âI love you too.â
âIâm sorry, cariño, for ignoring you. I was just⊠sad, I guess.â
âNo, I'm sorry, I shouldnât have called you a distraction.â
âItâs justââ Alexia sighed, she was really beating herself up over this. âYouâre supposed to tell me if youâre unhappy. Iâm your girlfriend.â
You immediately shake your head. âIâm not unhappyâI could never be unhappy with you.â
âThen?â
You took a deep breath before continuing, âYou were a distraction, but only becauseâAle?â
Alexia blinked back, as if she didnât quite understand what you said. She took a step away from your touch and turned her back towards you.
You were confused for a moment before you remembered how much of an overthinker she was.
âAle. Baby,â you gently placed your hands on her shoulders and turned her around. Your heart broke at the sight of Alexiaâs furrowed brows and the slight tremble in her bottom lips.
âAre youâDid you come back to break up with me?â
âOf course not,â you laughed. âAlexiaââ
âDonâtââ Alexia tried to turn back around and leave, but you quickly grabbed her arms to prevent her from leaving.
âAlexia,â your hand travelled down to her hands, intertwining them with yours. âLook at me.â
You could see tears starting to well in her and you sighed at how much she resembled a kicked puppy. âBaby,â you cooed. âItâs nothing bad, câmon, please donât cry.â
âItâs not?â Alexia whispered out.
âNo,â you flashed her a comforting smile. âI would never break up with you, you should know that by now.â
âOh,â Alexia looked down, sniffling. âThen why? Iâm a distraction to you?â
You lifted Alexiaâs chin up with your finger. âMoving across countries isnât an easy thing to do, you know. I have to talk to the hospital about my contract, I have to talk to my agent about my lease, I have to sell all my furniture, I have to meet with my friends to say goodbyeââ
âWhatââ
âThatâs why you were kind of distracting me, because I need to get a lot of things done if I want to come home to my girlfriend as soon as possible.â
When realization dawned on Alexia, her eyes widened and you laughed at how comical she looked. Alexia placed her hand on your mouth, muffling your laughs. âStop laughing at me. Youâre coming back?â
You took Alexiaâs hand away from your mouth and grinned at her. Alexiaâs eyebrows were raised, her face expectant as she waited for an answer.
You smiled fondly at her expressions before you answered her question with a kiss.
One second into the kiss, a giggle escaped your mouth, causing Alexia to break you apart, narrowing her eyes at your interruption. âSorry, you were just too adorable.â
âGlad to know you think me crying is adorable.â
You placed a kiss on her cheek. âI donât like seeing you cry but I wasnât even breaking up with you, you big baby.â
âYouâre so mean,â Alexia pouted. âBut youâre really coming back? For good?â
âI am. I canât be apart from you anymore. I love you and I want to wake up next to you every morning and fall asleep next to you every night.â
âCheesy.â
You scrunched up your nose. âShut up. Iâm trying to be cute.â
âSo⊠will you be asking me to move in with you then?â
âWellâŠâ you gave a sheepish grin. âI was hoping you would be the one to ask me that, since I donât exactly have a place here anymore. Unless you want to move in with my parents, thatâs okay too.â
Alexia laughed and pecked your lips. You felt warm all over. âLetâs go look for a new place. My place is too small for all our kids anyway.â
âKids?â you looked at Alexia with wide eyes. âAlexia. Did you skip the entire wedding?â
Alexia wrapped her arms around your waist, pulling you close. âIâm talking about Nala. And Mr. Oreo, your stinky cat. Add Vicky, Jana, Esmee to the list too.â
You slapped Alexiaâs arm in response. âYou scared me there for a second. We need to get married first, you know. No skipping a chapter.â
Alexia laughed, kissing the top of your head. You looked at her and the sight of your girlfriend with a big smile and eyes that displayed so much happiness gave you the sudden urge to kiss her again. So you did.
With the feeling of Alexia smiling against your lips, you knew that no matter where life takes you, youâd always come home to her.
â
Y/n,
I still remember the moment you left to go to Manchester. I remember watching you leave and I remember feeling so helpless because I knew that things would change. I saw you walk away and I have never wanted to scream your name so badlyâjust so you would look at me one last time. But I didnât.Â
I didnât, because you were off to do amazing things and I couldnât keep you here as much as I wanted to. And because a part of me felt relieved that weâd be spending less time together because it would give me the time I needed to move on from you.
It worked for a while. My heart didnât break into pieces every time I saw you and Leila on social media, and my heart didnât feel like itâs being squeezed every time you talked about her.
My daydreams about you stopped, I didnât hear your laugh in the back of my head at random times of the day anymore. I thought that was it. I was moving on, and I started to swallow the bitter truth that we werenât meant to be together.
But then one night you called me. It was in the middle of the night and you couldnât stop laughing because of a joke you just thought of. You asked if I was asleep, and I knew youâd tell me to go back to sleep if I said yes, so I lied. Only because I missed your voice and because hearing your laugh again after so long made my heart feel whole again when I didnât even realize it had a missing piece.
I realized that, no matter how hard I try to convince myself, I would never love anyone as much as I love you.
I started to spend each night cursing at the stars, being angry and asking why the universe gave you to me, but at the same time, never letting me completely have you.Â
I settled for someone else because I thought that youâd never look at me the way I looked at you. I loved someone else and their name tasted just fine on my lips but I kept on wishing that it was your name that I was whispering into the dark nights instead. And I had to come to terms that I wasnât going to spend the rest of my life with you in the way that Iâd hoped, so I said âyesâ to someone else.
But things happened, and I found out that you had been looking at me the same way all alongâhidden glances, longing gazes, the desperate yearning to know how it feels like to love each other in ways no one but us can understand.
Youâre my best friend, Y/n. Youâre the bestest friend Iâve ever had and now, instead of cursing at the stars, I thank them each night because the universe gave you to me and now I have the chance to be able to love and admire every part of you.
Now your name is the only one Iâd whisper into the nightsâthe nights where itâs just us two and your face thatâs illuminated by the moonlight is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. Now youâre the person I said âyesâ to because youâre the one I want to spend the rest of my life with.
Itâs been a journey, hasnât it? I never would have thought that weâd be here, and that in a few hours Iâd get to call you my wife.Â
I love you, mi amor. I have loved you since I was five and didnât know anything about the world. I have loved you when we were apart, when nothing else was left to say between us, when the mornings without your texts turned my world darker.
And I have loved you when weâre together, when I look to the side and youâre always there next to me, when your hands feel like theyâre my long-lost limbâyour hands holding mine, your hands around my waist, your hands tangled through my hair, your hands around my neck, your hands holding me at night when itâs quiet except for the sound of your heart beating in sync with mine.
I have loved you for so long that itâs now a part of me and I know that I would never go a day without loving you.
And despite knowing you for most of my life, I still get nervous around you. So Iâm writing this letter in case I couldnât blurt out my vows because of how youâd be looking at meâas if Iâm the only star in your sky. I hope that by reading this, you know just how much I love you and how I donât ever plan to stop.
You make me the happiest. And Iâll spend the rest of my life making sure that youâre the happiest too.
Iâll see you in a few hours. Canât wait to see you walk down the aisle :)
Yours forever and ever and ever,Â
Alexia
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a/n: thank you for reading. this is my longest fic yet, please let me know your thoughts!<3
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Imagine yâall just had the fight of your lives (maybe over his dumb gun or something equally Rafe), but later when youâre lying on opposite sides of the bed, he reaches out and pulls you close and says somthing cute or annoying idk And then, oh my GODâitâs slow, emotional, and HOT because making up with Rafe would be next-level intense. please i NEEEDđ«đ©
OH MY GOD YES. SOME SWEET RAFE AND EVEN SWEETER MAKE UP SEX AFTER A HUGE FIGHT. NEED IT.
#2 from my drabble game
smut: penetrative sex, some praise, I love you's, unprotected sex
Rafe is in deep shit.
You know that, he knows that-- hell, even your pet beagle, Poppy knew it. For once, she bolted away the moment the front door opened, and your oh-so-handsome, conniving and deceitful boyfriend walked in instead of running towards him.
Rafe is a dead man walking. How ironic would it be if he were to die at your hands with the very same gun he'd promised you he'd gotten rid of.
His body goes rigid when he sees the weapon in your palm. A nervous gulp falls down his throat as he does his best to stand tall. "Where did you get that?" That's what he asks you, he should've never opened his mouth.
You scoff immediately, carelessly angling it around as your upset mannerisms control your arms. "Get it? You mean where did I find it." He doesn't respond which is a wise choice.
"Mr. Montogommery called me earlier, he was looking for you--said you weren't answering your phone. He asked me to leave you a message," You're pacing now, and it made Rafe nervous. You're a little crazy, but so was he. It's why you went so well together.
"Like the good girlfriend I am, I opened your office drawer for a sticky note to leave on your desk, but what did I find? The same gun you told me would never be back in the house, Rafe are you serious?!" Your arms are flailing and he's half-certain he'll catch a stray by the end of the conversation.
He steps towards you with his hands up cautiously, "Baby, give me the gun, and we can talk about this." You snap, "No! Why should I? You don't trust me with it? Why because it's dangerous? Because it could kill you! You're right, Rafe. Why didn't I think of that sooner--oh wait, I did! And you fucking lied to me, Rafe."
Your voice is enraged and bouncing off the ivory-panelled walls of the house but it dies down to a shaky one as tears threaten to spill over the brims of your eyes. "Y/n-" He holds his hand out for you, but you give him the gun instead.
You execute a sharp pivot on the tips of your toes, ready to walk away from him but he finally speaks up and you stop--not turning around, standing still, anticipating. "I'm not getting rid of the gun." It's all he says.
Had you been in the mood, you would've turned around, lounged at him and strangled him, but no, you just kept walking.
Your bedroom is freezing that night, despite it being the middle of summer, and it only gets colder everytime you glance towards Rafe as he gets ready for the bed you begrudgingly shared.
Your expression remains sour, even in your sleep, no matter how far away from your boyfriend you are. There's enough room to fit a full-grown adult between you. The isolation was holding the production of your melatonin hostage, forcing you both to lay awake, backs facing each other but hearts reaching out.
Rafe flips onto his side, staring longingly at the back of your frame. He missed you and you were right in front of him. "Baby," His voice is soft, and the pet name lands on you gently, a testament that your anger has subsided a bit.
You turn over, choosing to lie on your back and face the ceiling. You deem that he's undeserving to see your face at the moment. "I've got another gun in my nightstand." You blamed your miscomprehension on the late hours of the night because surely he did not just say what you think he said.
Rafe can see the way your chest began to rise and fall at a much more shallow pace, he had about five seconds to start explaining before you turned on him. "I told you about my past. I've done some bad things. 'Burying the hatchet' doesn't exist for everyone, and I want to be prepared for anything. When I look at a gun now, it's not a weapon anymore, it's a tool. It's protection."
Your breathing slowed, a little. He takes it as a good sign. "I can't lose you. If something happened to you when I could've prevented it, I'd never forgive myself, and I know you know that." He's right. You did know that. He dedicated his life to you, making sure that you knew that. "I shouldn't have lied about getting rid of it, and I'm sorry."
Your breathing returns to its normal pace. You lay on your side, now facing him. "Fine." Rafe scoots closer to you, a small grin working its way on his lips. "Fine?" You nod, "Yeah, fine. I forgive you, this time, but don't you ever pull some shit like this again or so help me god I will-" He quiets you with a sweet kiss.
Well, it started sweet at least.
Now you're both watching him slide in. Your warm cunt wrapped around his length delightfully. "You're fuckin' perfect, too good f'me." He groans into your ear. His muscular arms cage you in, and you've decided you'd be more than happy to die between them.
Your soft moans bounced off his brawny chest and right back in your face, "Feels so good, Rafe-" Yougaspedp as he picked up the pace, hips rolling into yours for a much deeper angle. Your back arches off the bed slightly as sweat rolls down your back and sticks to the sheets.
It wasn't long before you were both chasing your highs. Rafe always sounded so fucking hot when he was close, his deep groans pitching up to breathless whines when you purposefully clenched around him, threatening him to fill you up unrestrained. Once you came, he pulled out and finished on your heaving stomach, catching your breath.
He doesn't get off of you just yet. He balances himself on one forearm as the other hand comes up to gently move the strands of hair from your face, "I love you," he means it, his eyes say it when his mouth does. "I love you".
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max verstappen x reader | 1.5k
you hate flying. but it's a necessity if you want to see max during the f1 season. when you finally fly home together during a break, will you let him help calm you down?
cw: r hates flying, anxiety, kissing, like, lots of kissing, worried max, allusions to more than kissing, fluff, george/carmen cameo
a/n: she's so me! i hate flying! but a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do! wrote this way back after brazil, but have it now as a race week gift.
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Everything changes very quickly after you meet Max Verstappen.
You are pulled into a world of action and luxury all because he wants you there. And you go willingly because you want to be with him, too. How could you not? The world famous champion is a kind, funny, and sweet man who loves his cats, his friends, and, as is becoming clear, you.
Much of the start of your relationship is scheduling. A day here and there between races, dinners and walks and movies at his place or yours. You spend a lot of time in airports when you can, working on the go and white knuckling your way through flight after flight. It's worth it to see him on the other side.
Somehow, you've never actually travelled together.
Until now.
The race weekend ends the best way possible -- the top step of the podium. A night of celebrations fades into an early morning flight on a private jet and this time, you're coming with. Because Max has three weeks off. He'll have to work, of course, spending time in Milton Keynes before the final stretch of the season, but for the most part you're going to have him all to yourself.
It does not occur to you until you're in the car on the way to the tarmac that Max has no idea how much you hate flying. You're in one of those big Sprinter vans, head on Max's shoulder as he scrolls through his phone. George and Carmen sit on the other side, the former's head tipped back as he dozes. Everyone is quiet and you're working a bit hard to keep yourself calm.
"What is it?" Max whispers. He puts his phone down and you look over at him. His hair is a mess, you can see that much even in the low light of the van. You reach out and run a hand through it.
"What?" you whisper back.
He shakes his head a little and wraps his fingers around your wrist. "You were all loose and then you got tense."
The frequent distance between you and the busy nature of your schedules demands that communication be top of mind. You do not lie to each other about your feelings, and you do not hide things. Even things like this.
"I don't really like flying," you say, softly. "I've never told you because we've never flown together. It just makes me kind of anxious. I've never been able to shake it."
His brows furrow. "Really?"
"I'll be fine," you assure him. "Just, maybe hold my hand during takeoff and landing. And if there is any turbulence."
"But -- I don't understand. Are you afraid?"
You know that there is really no way to make him understand but also that he won't stop trying to. Max gets afraid, he gets nervous. He's only human. But he combats it with sheer willpower, focus, and skill.
"I fly this way all the time," he says, urgent this time. "It's totally safe."
"That's not -- Max, I just get nervous. It's not really to do with safety. I just don't really enjoy it."
"Oi," George says, rousing. "What are you two yapping about?"
"Go back to snoring, George," Max says, not taking his eyes off you.
"Do I really snore?" you hear him ask in a hushed tone. Carmen shushes him.
"Pulling up to the plane now, folks," the driver calls back.
"Seriously," Max says, sounding a little desperate. "It'll be alright."
"I know. I fly all the time, Max." His frown deepens.
"To come see me," he reminds you. "If I knew you didn't like it, I would have --"
"What?" you interrupt. "Invented teleportation? It's okay, Max. Knowing it's to see you makes the whole thing easier, honestly."
This does not satisfy him. You can tell. It's a problem he can't solve -- his least favorite kind. There is no simulation to run for this, no meeting he can talk through, no track he can circle a thousand times.
The van door opens and you're all beckoned out onto the tarmac. You follow George and Carmen with your bag and Max is at your heels, his duffle slung over one shoulder and his other hand on the small of your back. Normally, he's not this touchy, but he seems reluctant to let your conversation in the van go.
"Max--"
"I'm thinking, liefje."
You roll your eyes. "About how to invent teleportation?"
"Something like that," he grumbles.
The jet is narrow, an aisle on one side and four rows of seats on the other. Four sets of two, a table between them. Carmen and George settle into one nook and you toss your bags into another. You slide into the window seat and Max sits heavily in the one next to you, still frowning. You let him, instead looking around to absorb the new experience.
It's much nicer than a regular plane, that's for sure. There is a cooler stocked with drinks and a cabinet full of what seems to be snacks. You can stretch your legs to rest your feet on the seat across from you. It's so early you figure all of you will just sleep, though Max's mood seems at odds with that plan.
The pilot introduces herself and gives a quick rundown of the route and airtime. You all nod and smile and then the doors close and the lights dim.
Max's hand finds yours immediately. You sit up a little and look over at him. He looks even more frazzled than he did at the hotel, when you both rolled out of bed and into comfy clothes. Soft pants and a hoodie that make him look boyish, younger than he is. But here, his cheeks are a little flushed and his jaw is set like he's about to get in his race car.
"What do you do normally?" he asks, softly. You can hear George's soft snores already. "When I'm not there."
"Max," you sigh.
"Tell me, please?"
The seat shifts under you as it heads for the runway. You close your eyes and take a deep breath.
"Well, I don't hold some random guy's hand," you tease. He squeezes your palm and huffs.Â
"He could be so lucky."
The plane comes to a stop and you know what happens next. Your mind remains preoccupied with Max -- a good thing, right now -- but your body tenses and you squeeze your eyes shut tighter as the engines kick up and you pick up speed.
Max says your name but you don't budge. "Liefje," he whispers, much closer than before. You can feel his breath on your cheek as he gently holds your chin with two fingers and turns your face towards him.
And then he's kissing you. A closed mouth press of his lips to yours, firm but still. At least until you sigh into it, releasing your death grip on the arm rest to reach for him blindly, your tangled fingers between you. The kiss deepens, his nose sliding against yours as you part your lips and the chaste press becomes more. Max's tongue licks into your mouth leisurely, like he has all the time in the world to explore you.Â
You kiss and kiss and kiss, so long that a voice in your head wonders if maybe you can do this for the whole flight, please? Max tugs your legs across his until you're practically in his lap, spread across the two seats like they're one.
"We're reached cruising altitude," the speakers crackle. "Feel free to move about, but please be mindful."
Max pulls away, a strand of spit glistening between you until he wipes it away with a smirk. His hair is even messier than before and his cheeks are pink. Lips swollen, eyes glassy -- you must look the same. Your heart is racing and you laugh, breathless.
"Well," Max says, then swallows. His voice is raspy, hoarse with desire. "Guess you have to fly with me from now on."
"Max." You pitch forward and settle where his neck and shoulder meet and inhale. His arms wrap around you and he holds you close. You can hear his heart racing just as fast as yours.
"Yeah, yeah," he grumbles. "I know."
"I can do it," you remind him. "I do it all the time. I just don't like it, that's all."
You feel the press of his lips on your hair.
"I just don't like that I can't fix it," he says. "I can't get inside your head and make you know it's alright."
"No, you can't," you sigh. The plane jerks just a little -- a swoop of your stomach that has you gasping. Max's hold on you tightens and he says your name.
"How do you do this alone?" he rasps, mouth next to your ear as he rubs your back.
"I close my eyes," you say, taking deep breaths. "And I imagine you with me."
He curses softly. "We should get a jet by ourselves next time," he mutters. "Then I can really distract you."
That gets you to laugh, though you can't say you hate the idea. It makes you feel warm, makes you press your thighs together.
"Next time," you echo. "But for now..."
Max cups your jaw and ghosts his nose over yours. "For now..."
He brings your lips together.
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Her plan to claims his soul is foils, after being reveals by three adults. Well an old looking man, a scruffy dude, a minx, and a dumb blonde. But it is a complete failure. The demon sweats as she underestimated the four people. Now trapped as she is corner. She made a pact with a civil servant to the Lucitor Family whose is tutors are a monster hunter, an exorcist, and a monster mage!!!
âPlease donât hurts me! I wonât do it again!â said the Underworldian Demon.
The Bishop Counsellors attacked the demon.
âHmmm, let me thinks. about it. *Fingernails stretched out and sharpened to become claws* No!â He shouted, scratch her at the centre of her chest.
âDemons like you cannot be trusted!â said Travis firing bullets from his pistol.
âPerish!â said Duchess stabbing her in the back with a sacrificial knife, causing her to explode.
She let out a scream, and then she fallen down on the pavement, badly hurt.
âW-What was Janaya thinking?â Said Duchess, kneeling down due to feeling exhausted from running.
"I know, we have to get rid of her before-," said Hannibal, but paused his sentence when Janaya came running out to find his partner before his counsellors could come after her. But it was too late, the damages were done as Janaya watches the horrifying fate of his partner, sobbing and body shaking. He saw that she is bleeding and not regenerating because of holy magic. Janaya pulls out his wand to cast a spell, and with his other hand a needle and medical sewing thread roll.
âStep aside Janaya!â Said Travis. âThis demon⊠It is dangerous! What was Eugenia thinking.â
"No! What are you thinking attacking a citizen?" Janaya talked back to him.
Eldritch tentacles and flames, from the pits of Mewni Hells, coming out of the wand. With control, the tentacles pull the two sides of the wound closer together. He sew it with a string with a thread and needle with one hand. The flames, flickering and flying around then flow into the demonâs wound and cauterize it. He made a pact with the demon. A Mewnian Demon! It was the best option for him. It is less the risk. But those three jump the guns and attacked an Mewni Underworldian civillain.
"She was going to kill you!" said Travis. "Law-bidden citizen don't do that!"
Eugenia claps her hands, applauding the counsellors and Janaya on their performance. "Congrats Janaya Bloodworth-Thomason, I knew you would do it."
Hannibal glares at her. This was her plan all along. Hannibal grumbled, realizing that he is being used. His colleagues are used too. "Seriously, this is not a Disney tween friendly show." Hannibal said sarcastically.
Eugenia twitches then blast hex bolts at him, causing Hannibal to fall back.
"HANNIBAL!" Duchess shouted, running towards Hannibal to check up on him. Travis looks at Eugenia, frustrated by her own actions.
"What is the meaning of this? This is not how you should behaves as a summer camp counsellor!" Travis exclaimed.
âI knew he's been holding back on his magic proficiencyâ Eugenia continued. "Something is obviously stop you from reaching to new height. Obtaining a part of him back and people have their own negative view on his hobby show what he is made for.â
Eugenia smirked at angry Janaya, his rage boiling. He cannot practice the magic he wanted because he cannot run away from his bloodline. His father is a conjuror who can summon demons and do necromancy and his mom specialized in witchcraft and summon demons through mewman magic.
"This is after all your true level of magic." said Eugenia.
He never know alot about his paternal ancestors because thanks to The Witch Hunts in 1512 and 1800sâŠ. The records of his familyâs ancestors are destroy and vague informations⊠Thomas, the first wizard in the Bloodworth-Thomason Family for example. Thomas enclosed to the society of wizards and lived in Blidworth, Nottinghamshire, England. May have participated in the Great Fairy Hunt and a Vampire Hunter....
"But you need to works on your boundaries and controlling that demon. Trusting this demon who only wants your soul is a big mistake. Especially now that she is no longer a citizen anymore, she is a lost cause. If you decide to break the pact. Go ahead, we can finish her off." Eugenia advised.
The injured demon's eyes are widen by what she just hears from the X-Mutant/Alien Hybrid's mouth.
"The Lucitors condemned you for your treachery." Eugenia revealed to Janaya and the demon he made a pact with, wondering if the demon is fully conscious temporarily.
"You are wrong about him." said Hannibal, picking himself up from his fall thanks to Duchess' help. "Janaya's best known method is converting his fuel spirit into magical energy well. Which explains why he has such difficulty in magic, and at the same time good at it. He can't process his negative emotions properly. That is why he is taught to control his emotions and conceal his negative emotions." Hannibal explained. "I need to find someone who could help him accept all of his emotions and use them in a healthy way.... So I choose her for Jan to mentored."
Eugenia is confused at first on what Hannibal is talking about. That crazy man. But then it came to her. Hannibal made Janaya shared this technique to Sunny, but she has modify it that best suits her. Using her emotions and feelings, both positive and negative, to make it into energy, energy that she can use to become magical energy. A Chemical X/Human Hybrid Super to do magic! What is that man thinking?
Travis Mystery belongs to @/ej-cappy-universe
Sunny Langston belongs to @/cooltmoney95
Eugenia Maximoff, Hannibal Zomboni, Duchess/Tiara the Bee Angel, and Janaya A. Bloodworth-Thomason belong to @/froppy-butterflyfan2000 (me)
You always wanted to be a Healer. Unfortunately, your dad was an Necromancer and your mother a Demon Summoner. So your healing was a bit⊠unconventional to say the least.
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30 days
(Irene x Male Reader ft. TripleS Nakyoung)
Trigger warning: cheating
You were destined to fail. No way in hell would you be able to survive this ridiculous challenge. You knew that from day one. Especially with such a gorgeous wife like Irene.
The two of you had a bet going. Throughout November, neither of you were allowed to cum. The loser would face severe punishment. Which would be nothing new to you. But up until 10 minutes ago, you thought you had a chance to succeed. A slim chance. But a chance nonetheless. It could've been the first time in your life having the upper hand in the bedroom. Up until now, Irene always was in control. She always decided when and where and how often.
Which was fine to you, until around two months ago. Irene started to pay less attention to sex. The two times a week became once a week. And then, you went a couple of weeks without proper sex at all.
You were about to get worried. Rightfully so. Irene is a gorgeous, beautiful, sexy woman. And you know you aren't the best lover in the world, but it always seemed like Irene was satisfied with you.
Luckily, she suddenly brought up the topic of participating in this year's NNN challenge. No sex, no masturbating, no cumming for 30 days. Your reward? The chance of doing something, you've always wanted to do. Have sex with Irene the way you want to. Maybe for once be in control.
But all that now seems to almost suffocate you as you lie on your and your wife's bed. Your eyes staring up at the ceiling, but you're not really looking at it. Your crotch covered in cum, your dick already softening again. Your phone in your left hand.
You glance at it again. You couldn't help yourself. You met her a couple of days ago while picking up Irene from her music show appearance. The younger woman was talking to you, maybe even flirting? Now that you think back at it, that could've actually been possible.
Kim Nakyoung looked like a tease with those shorts that showed off her thighs. That shirt that showed off that midriff. And that tie that almost seemed to beg you to pull on it.
She was already sexy in person. But when you saw this picture 10 minutes ago, you knew you had lost.
You still remember all the things you thought about doing to her, which Irene would never let you do. Bend Nakyoung over a table, or just have your way with her, while she's on all fours on your bed. Making her ride your cock, while doing those body rolls she did during her performance. Even trying out how tight her ass is. And finally finishing off by painting her face, while Nakyoung plays with her clit at the same time.
You sigh heavily. Maybe Irene doesn't have to know? Would she ever find out if you just get yourself together and walk back into the living room? While still thinking about keeping your loss a secret, you hear the door open.
Before you can even blink, Irene is standing the room.
"What do we have here?"
An amused, slightly derogatory smile plays around the corners of her mouth. Almost as if she knew you were gonna lose.
"I-I think I lost."
"Oh, I can see that."
Her eyes move to your phone.
"Even thinking about someone else?"
"It's not what it looks like."
You're afraid Irene would take it the wrong way, but she just looks at you, waiting for an explanation.
"I just thought about doing stuff to her, which I'd never do to you."
"Why, because it's dirty?"
You want to say that it's mainly because she doesn't let you do it, but you're not brave enough to say that.
"Yes. While it's hot, I would never want to see my wife doing stuff like that."
"Of course not."
Her amused smile makes you feel warm, but also guilty. The fact that you're still lying here like this, the fact that you lost, the fact that you thought of someone else. You know Irene's punishment for you won't be a small one.
The last days of November have arrived and you've grown more worried by the second. Irene never told you when or where or how you'd face your punishment. At first, you thought it was gonna be December 1st or November 30th. But you could be wrong as well.
When you arrive at the cafeteria to start your lunch break, you keep picturing an angry Irene making you suffer for hours on end, before finally letting you cum. Halfway through your meal, you get a message from Irene, which is quite unusual. She knows you're working around this time and she might be working too right now as well.
"Today is the day."
You swallow hard, knowing that when you're coming home today, you're done for. Even more fantasies and hellish punishments invade your mind. Irene once mentioned she'd love to try out something that involves pain. She might've been talking about herself, but you're not so sure about that anymore.
You almost drop your fork, when she sends you a picture of herself. Your wife is basically only wearing lingerie. A black see through crop top, showing off her porcelain like skin underneath. You can clearly see her tits and her nipples. All of that barely concealed by the black flower patterns on the fabric. Her tight midriff makes you unconsciously rest your hand in your lap. Her panties are black lace as well. They appear to be see through too, but the black flowers hide her lower lips. The black stockings end in a flower pattern as well. They look tight, making it seem like her thighs are thicker than usual. Irene's black heels make her look taller and her legs longer.
Seeing that she's dressed in all black confirms your suspicion. You'll get punished today. You're glad she isn't holding a whip or anything. Maybe she's just hiding that?
"You better come home now. Or your punishment will be worse tonight."
Taking the second half of the day off was an easy decision. Not just in fear for what's to come if you don't, but also because of your excitement. You've never seen her in that outfit before and you just want to look at her wearing that in person.
When you pull into your drive way, you notice someone's bike standing near the front door. Looks like Irene ordered lunch for the two of you. You already had lunch earlier, but you don't mind eating again. Getting out of the car and walking towards your house, you realize that the door is slightly open. Where is the delivery guy anyway?
Maybe he is inside, waiting for Irene to pay? But wouldn't she have money on her and wouldn't he normally wait outside? You feel a little uncertain as you open the front door fully.
You step out of your shoes and hang up your jacket. You still don't see anyone.
Entering the living room, you freeze.
Your wife is kneeling on the floor. Kneeling between another man's legs, who's sitting on your couch. His pants are lying next to him. And Irene has her hands on his thighs and her lips around his cock.
"I-Irene?"
You're standing to her right as she looks up. You don't know what kind of reaction you expected. But you definitely didn't expect her to lift her head and give you a smile, while she keeps stroking him.
"Hi, babe. This is your punishment."
You still can't believe this is actually happening. Your wife is sucking off someone else? In your house? Not even bothered by you watching her?
You don't know what to do as you see her taking him into her mouth again. You don't want to watch, but for some reason you can't look away. You feel disgusted when the delivery guy puts his hand on your wife's head. He guides her up and down on his cock.
You take a step back, your legs hitting the armchair behind you. The sound makes Irene lift her head to look at you. But the man's hand pushes her further down his length instead. You hold your breath. Irene would've killed you for that, but you see her just smiling up at him, his cock now deeper in her mouth.
The man hasn't even acknowledged your presence yet. He stays focused on Irene, watching her giving him head.
You still try to find the right words. Something heavy seems to be stuck in your throat. You don't want to scream. Or cry. Or do anything. You just silently watch how your wife lets her head bob up and down the delivery guy's cock.
Soon, you notice Irene's top is missing. Her perky tits are exposed, slightly glistening with her own spit. Another string of saliva falls off her lips as she quickens her pace. The guy's groan makes your stomach twist. You catch the sparkling wedding ring on Irene's finger as her hand strokes his base.
How could she do something like this? She seemed distant from time to time, especially recently. But you never expected Irene to cheat on you. And you never thought she would let someone have this control over her.
The sounds of her lips gliding along his wet shaft and her humming around his length fill the room. You don't know for how long you've been watching her already. A minute? Two?
"Irene."
Her name weakly leaves your lips once more.
Your wife finally lifts her head off his cock again. A string of saliva connecting her lips with his tip. It tears as she leans away a little.
"Don't act all surprised. You should've seen this coming, really."
"W-What? Why?"
You sound weak, almost whining.
"It was fun with you at first, but I'm getting over it."
Irene keeps stroking the guy's cock, while talking to you, spreading her saliva everywhere.
"What do you mean? We're married."
"So? That doesn't mean I can't have some fun."
"Fun? You're cheating!"
Your emotions are mixed between anger and sadness. Irene seems like a stranger to you now.
"It's not cheating, if you watch."
"Of course it is!"
Irene rolls her eyes.
"Don't be such a baby. Watch or leave. Choice is yours."
"But-"
You don't continue as your wife starts to ignore you again. She takes the guy's cock back into her mouth, her lips now tightly sealed around his shaft.
You don't know what to do. Stay or leave? You watch her closing her eyes and gliding along his length slowly. She only makes that face when she enjoys her food very much. Her eyebrows furrow a little.
Finally sinking into the armchair, you try to look away. You feel like your body is to weak to keep you standing.
"Oh, fuck. That feels amazing."
The man's words make you look back at Irene. You can see how her tongue moves inside her mouth, occasionally bulging her cheeks.
"You like that?"
Irene lets go of his cock and looks up at him.
"You like it when I suck you off like this?"
"Fuck, yes."
The delivery guy takes her face into his hands and guides her back onto his cock. You watch with wide eyes as he seems to thrust up into her mouth, while making her head move up and down as well. Irene never let you take control, she never let you fuck her face. But she's now letting this stranger do it. You can see how he makes her take all of his cock, her lips meeting his base with every thrust. When you hear her gag, you close your eyes. You don't want to see or hear it. But the gagging only becomes louder as he now properly fucks her face.
Once he lets go of her again, Irene looks up at him.
"Your cock has me so wet. I want it in my pussy."
Your eyes shoot open again. You're unable to comprehend what she just said. A blowjob was already too much. And now she wants him to actually fuck her.
You see him helping her onto the couch. It seems it's on purpose the way the two of them position each other. Irene now directly faces you on the couch on all fours.
Most of the time, when the two of you had sex, Irene usually just rode your cock. She was always in control. But now you watch how she purposefully arches her back and raises her ass higher. The man, now kneeling behind her, reaches for her panties and pulls them off of her. Irene smiles when she sees you following his movements.
"Don't worry, baby. I still love you."
Her words sound wrong to you. She's saying one thing, but doing the complete opposite.
"Just let me have this once in a while."
"But-"
Irene interrupts you as the the man makes her moan by licking her pussy. You can't directly see it. But his hands on her ass and his head right behind her leave little to the imagination. Your wife's face contorts in pleasure. She's tightly holding onto the cushion in front of her, her long dark hair partially covering her face. You hear the delivery guy eat out your wife and you can't find any words. You have nothing to say.
"Damn, give it to me."
Irene's moans make you want to cover your ears. But the way she looks at you has you paralyzed. She looks so satisfied, so turned on. You've never really seen her like that before.
When the man gets back up, you hold your breath.
"Make me take it."
Irene sighs, looking straight at you.
The two of you lock eyes. Your wife bites her lower lip. You can see the exact moment when his cock enters your wife. Her mouth falls open, her eyes grow wider. A deep moan leaves her body.
Irene's face shows you exactly how deep he's inside of her. When he hits her limit, Irene's brows are furrowed and she bites her lip.
"You cunt is fucking tight."
You never thought you'd hear another man say these words about your wife. She only responds with a moan as he moves back, before thrusting into her again.
After a short while he really starts to fuck Irene like you never did. She always told you she doesn't like to have sex like that. Makes her look like a slut. But now that man is reaching forward to take a fistful of her hair.
"You like getting fucked by someone else in front of your husband?"
The question leaves your heart aching as he pulls on her hair, making your wife arch her back further.
"Yes, I love it. Make me your whore."
His thrusts become faster and you seem to sink even deeper into the armchair. It's not like you can blame this man. If a woman like Irene would throw herself at you like this, you wouldn't be able to resist too. But why does she let him do this to her?
"I'm gonna ruin your pussy."
"Yes, you own it now. Ruin it!"
Her moans make you shake your head in disbelief. You still can't understand why she'd do this. Aren't you enough for her? If she'd let you, you'd do this too.
"Baby..."
You look at her, when you hear her calling for you.
"Don't look so sad. I'm trying to save our marriage here."
"What? This is the exact opposite of-"
Once more Irene's loud moans cut you off.
What did she mean by that? That she'd leave you, if you don't let her have sex with other men?
"I just - yes, right there! - need a big cock once in a while to show me my place."
"But..can't I do that?"
Irene ignores your question, her eyes rolling to the back of her head as the delivery guy hits the perfect spot. She doesn't talk for a while, only moaning and gasping as he keeps pounding her from behind.
"Irene?"
You call her name again, but she doesn't respond. Her head drops between her shoulders as he lets go off her hair. A loud clap echoes through the room as his hand meets her ass.
"Fuck, yes! Spank me! Punish me!"
Irene's face is a combination of happiness and pleasure. Her smile is replaced every other second by a deep moan.
Another spank. You can see how her right cheek jiggles for a moment.
"Spank me harder, make it hurt."
When you watch the delivery guy fucking and spanking your wife, you finally realize how hot Irene looks right now. She'd look just as good when you'd fuck her like this, but she never let you. You kinda see her in a new light. She always looked sexy. Now she looks slutty. Which makes her even hotter for some reason.
"God, yes!"
Only now do you catch yourself staring at your hand, which is slowly rubbing your crotch. Looking back up, you see how the guy has reached underneath Irene. His left hand gropes and plays roughly with her perky tits, while the other still hits her cheeks. Over and over again, the sound echoes through the living room.
"You like this, slut? You like it when I play with your little tits?"
"Yes, use my body. Touch me."
Your wife's words reach your ears and you have to stop yourself from opening your pants. It hurt to see her like that at first, but now you have that urgent need to touch yourself. To play with yourself while watching your wife getting fucked.
Irene's eyes sparkle in amusement when she catches you rubbing your crotch. A mischievous smile plays around her lips.
"It's fine, baby. You lost this bet anyway. You can jerk off, if you want."
You feel shame warming your cheeks. You never thought you'd actually even consider this. But when the delivery guy grabs Irene's arms and pulls them up from underneath her body, you can't hold it back. You slowly undo your pants as he fucks your wife from behind. Her upper body in the air, her arms behind her as he holds onto them. You watch her head bounce with every thrust as you take out your cock.
"I knew you'd like it, baby. Just relax and enjoy the show."
The man fucks Irene harder now, probably turned on by you jerking off to the two of them. She has to close her mouth to not bite into her tongue, her head continuously moving around.
"Take my cock, slut. I want you to make me cum."
His words make you stroke yourself faster. Irene is probably trying to flex her muscles, wanting to hug his cock even tighter.
"Fuck, just like that."
He groans and you catch Irene's smile, whenever her face isn't covered by her hair, which is flying around in the rhythm to his thrusts.
As you keep jerking off, you notice how hot Irene really looks right now. You get into it more, watching how your wife gets fucked. He is rougher with her than you ever could be.
"I'm gonna cum soon."
His words make you stroke yourself faster.
"Where do you want to cum?"
You never heard this question before. You're curious about the answer.
"Your face."
He lets go off Irene's arms, making her fall onto the couch. You watch how she quickly slides to the ground, kneeling and waiting for him to stand up. You see her side profile, her mouth open.
The delivery guy strokes his cock, which is slick with her juices. He aims it right at her. You feel yourself getting closer already too.
It doesn't take much longer. When he orgasms, he shoots his load all over your wife's face and into her mouth. Irene gasps and tries to get all of it. Her hand replaces his, trying to get every last drop.
You follow quickly after, making a mess of yourself, like you did a couple of days ago.
When Irene finally turns to you, you can see how her face is full of cum.
"To be honest with you, honey, this wasn't our first time."
"What?"
You ask weakly, still recovering from your own orgasm.
"You were right earlier. I've been cheating on you. But now it's not cheating anymore, if you keep watching us."
You see her using her finger to scoop up his cum.
"F-For how long already?"
Irene sucks the cum off her finger, before smiling at you, most of her face still covered.
"30 days."
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Hi, everyone! Just something small for the end of NNN. I thought I'd try out something new. I hope you enjoyed it. Let me now what you think.
Stay healthy!
#kpop#kpop smut#kpop girls#kpop gg#male reader#irene red velvet#red velvet irene#red velvet smut#bae irene#irene smut#nnn
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thank you || jjk
‷ summary: your appreciation for the man you married
ⶠpairing: jungkook x reader
ⶠword count: 1.4k
ⶠgenre: fluff, married couple au, established relationship au
ⶠcontent: husband!jk, fratboy!jk briefly mentioned, sweetheart kook that could cause cavities
ⶠwarnings: none just pure fluff
a/n: so this is inspired by you may want to marry my husband. hope you enjoy! :) as always hope you enjoy & let me know what you think!
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I have been married to the most extraordinary man for four years. I am planning on many more (a plan that has been in effect since our first date seven years ago and will continue to be). And for that, I feel I should express my gratitude.
Thank you.Â
Honestly, I do not know what I am thankful for, for everything, I guess? For him always being there, for him staying by my side. For loving and treating me exactly how I have always wanted a man to.Â
Now, you may wonder who this gentleman is, and I am so happy to tell you, Jeon Jungkook.
He was an easy man to fall in love with. I did it in one day.
Let us take a trip down memory lane, shall we? Seven years ago, a young lady struggling with dealing with college and her part-time job gets dragged out by her best friend (I guess I should be thanking her too) attends a year-end party at a frat house one late evening. About an hour later, she bumps into a boy who spills his drink on himself, though all he can do is say to her with the brightest smile: You okay there, Clumsy?
And when she looks up at his face, she realizes that this is no douche frat boy with beer on his shirt, but an unbelievably attractive high-spirited young man. She shyly replies: Yeah, I'm okay. That is when what was supposed to be quick party banter with a stranger turned into a night of great conversation and a polite walk home. That then turned into sweet exchanges of subtle flirtatious texts and small phone calls that had this young lady thinking: Uh-oh, there is something loveable about this person.
As the couple enjoyed many hangouts during the beginning of summer (by the end of the summer, I knew I wanted to marry him) amidst the ever-growing flirting, they finally acknowledged their immense attraction. Then the hangouts turn into dates when that lovely young man finally asks her out. That is when they would have officially kicked off their step from subtle flirting to very blatant obvious flirtingâthe beginning of a couple that would only continue their journey together.
So that was the start of us.
I am a bit biased, but I will create a list based on my experience of coexisting with him for about 2,556 days on the reasons I am thankful for him and thus love him. The following list of attributes is in no particular order because everything about him is so important to me.
Starting with the basics: His blindingly contagious smile, his gorgeous body filled with pure joy and positivity (and muscle), his adorable fluffy hair that falls over his forehead to match his striking brown eyes, and his effortlessly breathtaking passionate singing, of course.
He always knows how I am feeling and how to match his mood to whatever one I am in. He can read my face with just a simple glance. I have always appreciated how he adjusts his mood to fit my own. If I am in the dumps and his spirits are up, he brings them down to comfort me; even if he is down in the dumps, he lifts his spirits to keep a smile on my face. And for that:
Thank you.
If I could list just one of the things that made me fall in love with him from day one and still makes my heart flutter to this day, it would be his little acts that are natural for him, which shows how much of a gentleman he is. From always opening doors for me, making sure I walk on the inner side of the sidewalk, giving me his jacket to wear, or carrying me into the bed when I fall asleep on the couch. He may not know how much I appreciate the little things, but those little things always remind me I sincerely have the best man out there.Â
Silently suffering with the things I put him through that he may not want to do. Sitting through the cliché chick flicks, trailing behind me in the store as I look at three different tops that he says all look great on me but always end up picking the one he can tell I want more, or even giving up his personal space and all feeling in his right arm because he knows I sleep much better entangled with him.
That brings me to something he may not know that I know about him. He holds in a lot more than he leads on. The song he tells me he is struggling to perfect but tells me it is only a little bit of writer's block. Yet I can see in his eyes that it stresses him much more than he says. Yet he is always quick to change topics with a:
How could you have gotten prettier while I was gone?
Or
So tell me about your day. Did anything interesting happen today?
If I did not know him so well, I could have easily missed these things, but I have come to learn about the kind of person he is. He is the type of person who always puts others before himself. He leads himself to take on the role of making sure others around him are okay. He already knows he does not have to hide his worries from me, but Jungkook still always tries to keep the minor worries to himself because he believes they are things I will excessively stress over on his behalf. (and he is right, I would, what can I say I love the guy)
We have come to know each other so well over the years, huh?
When looking for a dreamy, last-minute adventure, he is my man. He always comes with me on random just-cause trips, be it a road trip to the countryside for a break from the city or a train ride to the sea to walk by the shore.
Thank you.
If it is still unclear, here is the kind of man Jeon Jungkook is: He surprised me on my first day at my new job with flowers because he knew how nervous I was. He is a man who is always up early and goes out to surprise me every Sunday morning by putting a different kind of flower on my nightstand with a love note. A man that comes out from the minimart or gas station and says: Hold out your hand. And, voilĂ , a plastic ring he got from a gumball machine (had that been his proposal, my answer would have been yes).
I am sure you understand what I am trying to say by now, and he already knows how crazy I am about him. Wait! Did I mention that he is incredibly handsome? I will never get tired of looking at his handsome face.
If I am making him sound like a prince and our relationship sounds like a fairy tale, that is not too far off. I consider his proposal one for the books: Ever since you stumbled into my life, quite literally. I have never been able to picture being without you. Will you marry me, Clumsy?
Jungkook, I was serious about what I told you in our vows:
I always want more time with you, Jungkook. I want more time with the guy who takes me to get ice cream in the winter. I want more time sipping beer in bed with my drinking buddy. Although I desire our time together to be endless, we cannot live forever. But as long as I am alive, as long as I am a person on this planet, I will continue to follow you wherever the road takes us. So let us walk it together, alright?
Your dependability and loyalty are the qualities that show you are the most extraordinary husband, the most extraordinary man, and will be the most remarkable father one day. I know you will lead our future family into a lifetime of happiness because that is where you have been leading mine for seven years. I know you will continue to do so.
I will wrap this up because I can go on and on about how you are the most genuine, non-self-oriented gift I could have received. So, thank you for being you. I hope for the day that I get to tell our children about the kind of man their father is, the man Jeon Jungkook is, and about the love story I am honoured to be a part of.
(P.S. That day I mentioned will be coming in approximately nine months!)
With all my love, Clumsy xo
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Fucksgiving 2k24: Growing Family
You and Joel try to patch things up with your father while starting a family of your own. A Thanksgiving oneshot in the Stranger in a Bar universe.
^This is how I pictured this Joel as I was writing, with his lil tie on. Sorry not sorry.
Pairing: DBF!Joel x Female Reader (from Stranger in a Bar)
Length: 3.8k
CW: BREEDING KINK. Unprotected P in V for obvious reasons. Planning for pregnancy. Age gap (Joel is 20 years older, reader is 35 and Joel is 55.) Reader's dad is kind of a dick. No outbreak AU. Can be read as a stand alone fic with the understanding that Joel was reader's dad's bestie and he and reader are living together after dating years prior. No use of Y/N, minors DNI 18+ only.
A/N: Here's something to read while you navigate your own Thanksgiving dinner situations which are, hopefully, less awkward than this one. Happy Thanksgiving!!
âI mean it,â you said, clutching the casserole dish of mashed potatoes tightly to your stomach. âBest. Behavior.âÂ
âWhen am I ever not on my best behavior?â Joel asked, his hand on the small of your back possessively.Â
You stopped in the middle of the drive on the mercifully long walk to your parentsâ front door to stare at him, incredulous.Â
âWhen are you?â You asked, brows raised. âI donât think Iâve ever seen you behave yourself, not once, especially not where my dad is involvedâŠâÂ
âAlright,â he chuckled good naturedly. âIâll do my best.âÂ
âYouâd better,â you said. âHeâs just coming around to this, OK? Iâd rather not blow it.âÂ
âI know, baby,â he said, kissing your temple. âIâll be good. Promise.âÂ
âThank you,â you said, continuing up to the front door.
âYour dad needs to behave too, though,â Joel said, sticking close to you. âBecause Iâm not gonna just let him say the same shit he always does, I donât care.âÂ
âPlease try,â you said, ringing the doorbell. âIf you do, Iâll make it worth your while.âÂ
âReally?â He asked, his voice husky. âDyinâ to know what you mean by that.âÂ
âI mean,â you said, keeping your voice low. âGiven how much I want to fuck your brains out, Iâm pretty sure Iâm ovulating and I can think of all kinds of ways you can try to knock me up - hey Mom!âÂ
âHey, honey!â Your mom opened the door and pulled you in for a hug. You just caught Joelâs expression out of the corner of your eye, his mouth slightly agape as he stared at you. âOh, itâs so good to see you.âÂ
âItâs good to see you, too,â you gave her a squeeze, carefully angling the casserole dish away from her before stepping back. âWe come bearing potatoes.âÂ
âSo you do!â She said, taking the dish before turning to your boyfriend and taking a deep breath. âJoel. Always good to see you.âÂ
You looked to Joel and saw him collect himself for half a second before smiling to your mom.Â
âGood to see you, too,â he said. âBeen a while.âÂ
âYeah,â she smiled a little bigger and reached out to give his arm a squeeze. âIt has.âÂ
You gave Joel an encouraging smile as the two of you followed your mother into a kitchen that was overflowing with dishes.Â
âCan I help?â You asked, laughing a little as you looked around.Â
âOhâŠâ she sighed, looking around before she laughed, too. âYes, yes please. Your father has been utterly useless, just wandering around, muttering to himself. Not that heâs the most helpful in the kitchen but heâs not completely incompetentâŠâ
âHeâs good on the grill,â you said. âKitchen⊠eh.âÂ
âWell, yes,â she giggled conspiratorially. âBut I try to give him credit where itâs due. Usually Iâm not on my own for a holiday but this year heâs been⊠something.âÂ
You just hummed in agreement and started in on the green beans because you were pretty sure you knew the reason why your dad was acting strange and that reason was currently asking your mom how she wanted the cucumber cut for the salad.Â
Joel and your father had barely spoken in the six months since youâd moved back to Austin and gotten back together with Joel.Â
Not that you were too surprised about that. He was, after all, one of your dadâs closest friends and was much closer to his age than your own. You hadnât exactly expected the news of your relationship to go over well but it had been even worse than youâd anticipated.Â
Youâd arranged to talk to your parents in public when you decided to tell them. Neutral ground, as it were. Plus, you were pretty sure your father would be less likely to punch Joel in the face if you were in public.Â
It ended up not making much of a difference.Â
âYouâre what!â Your father stood up so fast that his chair fell over, the sharp clatter of the wood on the tile restaurant floor and violence of his tone plunging the once bustling room into silence.Â
âDad,â you said gently. âItâs not a big dealâŠâÂ
âThe hell itâs not!â He yelled, looking between the two of you. âWhen the fuck did this start, hm? When the hell did you start fucking my daughter!âÂ
âWhy donât you sit down andâŠâ Joel began, but your dad didnât let him finish.Â
âDonât you dare tell me what to do,â he put his finger inches from Joelâs face. âShe is a child!âÂ
âIâm 35!â You gaped at him. âDad, youâre being ridiculous!âÂ
âYouâre already in hot water,â he snapped at you. âSo keep your damn mouth shut whileâŠâÂ
âDonât talk to her that way,â Joel said, standing up with too much force, his voice hot. âYou got a problem with me, handle it with me, donât take it out on her.âÂ
âDonât you tell me how to treat my own fucking kid!â Your dad yelled. âIâll handle her however I damn well please!âÂ
You werenât sure who threw the first punch but it devolved quickly then, your mother pulling your father away while you dragged Joel back, both men bloody and panting for breath.Â
You kept your distance from your father after that. You talked to your mom regularly - she was smart enough to give up on trying to talk you out of your relationship quickly and, eventually, was even happy for you - but your father took some time.Â
After a while, he was willing to talk to you. Your mother must have given him strict rules - he didnât try to talk you out of your relationship or question Joelâs integrity - but it was stiff and awkward.Â
Thanksgiving had been your momâs idea. Joel was hesitant but - after you conspired with Sarah (you and Joelâs daughter becoming fast friends once you moved past the awkwardness of your closeness in age) so she would stay in Dallas to go to have dinner with her boyfriendâs family - heâd agreed eventually.Â
âIf this donât prove how much I love you, woman,â heâd grumbled as he tied his tie that morning.Â
âYou? Love me?â You asked, adjusting the knot under his chin. âNews to meâŠâÂ
âUh huh,â he smiled a little, just enough to make his cheek dimple.Â
âNever said it,â you had to fight to hold your smirk back. âDefinitely not 20 times while you were inside me last nightâŠâÂ
âThat donât sound like me at all,â he teased back before going to kiss your cheek. âYou look beautiful, baby.âÂ
âWell, I do have a hot date.âÂ
âReally? Whenâs he showing up?âÂ
You glared at him and he laughed before giving you another kiss.Â
âLetâs go before I lose my damn nerve,â he said. âGonna be the most awkward Thanksgiving ever.âÂ
For a little while, there in the kitchen with just Joel and your mother, you almost forgot how awkward this was supposed to be.Â
You and Joel moved around each other in tandem now. Youâd been living together for months and youâd fallen into sync so fast it was almost strange when you stopped to think about it. When youâd moved in with your ex, it took what felt like a small eternity to really understand the flow of his life, to subconsciously recognize where he was going in the kitchen when you were cooking side by side, to remember to consider him when making decisions big and small. With Joel, it was almost instantaneous. There had been no odd fumbling around each other as you went through your lives under one roof, no putting one brand of peanut butter back to pick up the one you suddenly remembered he preferred, no confusion or frustration when you came home from the office to find him not back yet. It all clicked, like youâd been built to do this alongside each other all along. Even in the unfamiliar space of your parentsâ kitchen, his hand found the small of your back as he moved behind you to get a serving bowl and you just knew which knife to pass him from the block beside you when he went to reach for it.Â
Things shifted when your sister showed up about an hour and a half before dinner, her arrival finally coaxing your father out from wherever heâd been hiding since you and Joel had gotten there.Â
âHey Dad,â you smiled at him after he finished greeting your sister and he stood, hovering awkwardly in the kitchen. âGood to see you.âÂ
âGood to see you, too, princess,â he said pulling you in for a quick hug.Â
He turned his attention to Joel then, looking him up and down like he would an adversary.Â
âJoel,â he said, nodding once.Â
âHey man,â Joel said, holding his hand out. Your fatherâs jaw twitched but he shook Joelâs hand all the same. âGood to see you.âÂ
Your father just grunted before going to the fridge and getting out a beer. Joel followed him and you and your mother exchanged worried glances.Â
âThink the Cowboys are gonna pull out a win this year?â Joel asked.Â
Your dad held his beer for a moment, looking like he was considering just not responding but then seemed to think better of it.Â
âWeâll see,â he said. âWith their record, Iâd settle for not getting our asses handed to us.âÂ
Things were easier after that. Your father and Joel disappeared to the living room and you heard the telltale sounds of football follow immediately after.
âI still canât believe youâre fucking Dadâs weirdly hot friend!â Your sister said, just quiet enough that your mother was out of earshot. âOr that you were for years, forever ago! Seriously, there are rules about holding back to your sister like that.âÂ
âYou donât need to know everything I do, you know,â you said.Â
âNo but I need to know everyone you do,â she said. You snorted. âSo⊠you think itâs going to last?âÂ
âWell, weâre trying for kids,â you said, putting the last of the shredded cheese on the mac and cheese. âSo itâd better.âÂ
âWhat!â She yelped.Â
âWhat?â Your mom ran over. âEveryone OK? Did you burn yourself?âÂ
âWeâre good,â you smiled. âJust catching up. Sister shit, you know.âÂ
âYeah,â your sister said. âSister shit.âÂ
Your mother went back to the other side of the kitchen and your sister mouthed oh my God at you and you fought the urge to laugh. Your dad might hate your boyfriend but at least you could count on your sister to be your sister.Â
Eventually, the rest of the family came over, too, and everyone settled around the overly full dining room table, Joel sitting beside you with a reassuring hand on your knee as he made small talk with one of your uncles.Â
Dinner went surprisingly well, at least until everyone was a few glasses of wine deep and your father decided to pick a fight.Â
âSo, Joel,â he said, setting his wine glass down with a little too much force. âNot sure if I should thank you for getting my daughter to move back home or if I should blame you for her obsession with being a failed musician for a living.âÂ
âDad!â Your sister gaped at him. âWhat the fuck!âÂ
âLanguage, please!â Your mother said.Â
âJust seems to be real clear to me now,â he said. âDoubt sheâd be so stuck on playing that damn guitar all the time if it werenât for your bad influence.âÂ
âBad influence?â You laughed. âDad, Iâm almost middle aged, Iâm not some impressionable teenager. I love my work, I donât consider myself to be a failure just because I do music therapy instead of being a rock star, IâŠâÂ
âYou could have actually done something with yourself, you know,â he cut you off. âInstead, you decided to drive your life into the ground with this man and some bullshit career pathâŠâÂ
âWatch it,â Joel said sharply. âNot gonna let you talk to her that way. You will treat her with respect or I will make you treat her with respect.âÂ
âRespect?â Your dad asked, his eyebrows raised. âYouâre gonna sit there, in my house, at my table and lecture me about respect when you decided to take up with my daughter?âÂ
âStop it!â You shoved your chair back, throwing your napkin on your gravy smeared plate. âBoth of you! Dad, stop acting like your my keeper and that I donât have any goddamn agency because you raised me! Joel, stop acting like I need you to defend my honor! Just⊠fucking stop it!âÂ
âBaby,â Joel said but you ignored him, stalking off to the guest room at the back of your parentsâ house, needing some space from everyone.Â
You let yourself cry for a minute, sitting on the edge of the bed and staring at an old family photo of you with your parents and sister, back when you were just 10 years old. Your hand drifted to your lower stomach. You werenât pregnant yet - at least, not that you knew - but you couldnât imagine your child doing anything that would make you as mad at them as your father seemed to be at you loving Joel.Â
There was a soft knock at the door and you wiped your eyes on the backs of your wrists.Â
âYeah?âÂ
âSâme,â Joel said quietly. âCan I come in?âÂ
âYeah,â you sniffed.Â
He came in, closing the door gently behind him before sitting next to you.Â
âYou OK?â He asked after a moment.Â
âI will be,â you sniffed again.Â
âIâm sorry baby,â he said, reaching out and cupping your face, his thumb tracing the arch of your cheekbone. âKnow I promised to be on my best behavior but⊠Look, him being a dick to me is fine, I can handle that. I just canât watch him say that shit to you. But that donât mean I should get⊠aggressive andâŠâÂ
âItâs not your fault,â you said. âIâd do the same thing if I were you, I canât really blame you for it. And I appreciate that you care about meâŠâÂ
âI love you,â he smiled a little. âMore than just about anything else. But that means I need to take care of you in the way you want me to, not just the way I want to do it.âÂ
You smiled tightly before leaning in to kiss him. Joel kissed you back, gentle at first but, before long, something shifted, the kiss becoming hot and needy.Â
âBaby,â Joel said, his voice low. âShould⊠should probably get back out thereâŠâÂ
âThey can wait,â you said, panting a little. âI want you.âÂ
He groaned, nipping at your lower lip but still hesitating.Â
âPlease, Joel,â you breathed, pressing yourself closer to him. âI need you. Letâs make a baby.âÂ
âFuck,â he said, his tone shifting, and then he was on you. His tongue plunged into your mouth as he lay you back on the bed.Â
He didnât bother taking your panties off, just tucking them to the side and tugging the low v-neck of your sweater down to expose your cleavage.Â
âChrist, youâre so fuckinâ pretty,â he groaned, cupping your sex with one hand and tugging your breasts free of your bra with the other. He mouthed at your nipple, licking and sucking over your breasts as he ground his palm against your clit, one thick finger slipping inside your seam to your already dripping entrance. âDonât deserve you, baby.âÂ
âYes you do,â you whispered. âYou deserve the world.âÂ
He just moaned in response, kissing you again, one large hand cupping your breast, his thumb brushing your nipple.Â
It wasnât long before he shoved his pants and underwear down just enough to free his cock and he jerked himself a few times with the hand that had become coated in your wetness. He notched himself at your entrance, his head thick and large and swollen, and pressed inside, a moment of resistance before your channel stretched over him and he buried himself within you.Â
He pulled his lips from yours, his head falling to the bed over your shoulder as he panted for breath.Â
âGoddamn you feel good,â he said, voice tight and hot in your ear. You rolled your hips up against him, making him moan.Â
âGood,â you said. âLove making you feel good, sometimes thatâs all I want to do.âÂ
âFuck, you think your daddy hates me now,â he said. âIf he knew what you do to me heâd shoot me.âÂ
He started to fuck into you then, keeping his chest pressed tight to yours while his cock worked you hard and fast inside, his head finding that soft and tender place within you that built your orgasm fast with every stroke. He ground his cock against you there, his hips on your clit, making every ounce of need inside yourself gather tight and low.Â
âFuck, Joel,â you panted. âIâm gonna come, youâre gonna make me come, IâŠâÂ
âGood,â he growled. âCome for me, come while I get you pregnant, câmon baby and come all over me.âÂ
You had to bury your face in his shoulder to keep quiet, your orgasm hitting you hard and fast, your center fluttering over his thick length as he held himself inside you.Â
âOh you like hearinâ that, huh?â He asked, breathless, starting to move again, already building your next orgasm as he did. âLike hearing how Iâm gonna put a baby in my baby, that it?âÂ
âYes,â you groaned, your second climax growing quickly. âYes, please, please, please, pleaseâŠâÂ
âYou donât gotta beg for it baby,â he said, pulling back from you enough to look you in the eyes as he spoke. âIâll give you everything, as many babies as you want, fuck, gonna give you my baby right now, gonna make you pregnant, fuck!âÂ
He buried his face in your neck and pressed himself so deep inside you as he came, the heat of him spilling into you in thick, heavy pulses.Â
âFuck,â he said after he finished, kissing your neck before pulling back from you to kiss your lips, too. âDidnât mean to come that quick, wanted to get you off one more time first.âÂ
âItâs OK,â you said, panting, even though it was kind of a lie. Youâd been so close to coming again that you felt tight inside your skin, an energy rippling over you that you knew you wouldnât be able to shake until you came again once you got home.Â
âNo, itâs not,â he said, sitting up and slowly, carefully pulling his softening cock from you. âGot you all worked up, not taking care of you the way you deserve if I donât finish the job.âÂ
You felt some of his come slip out of you but he caught it with the tip of his cock, pressing it back inside before tucking himself away in his underwear and cupping your swollen, aching sex.Â
âIâll take care of you,â he said quietly. âTake care of you the rest of my life.âÂ
He worked your clit, slow and gentle circles at first before his touch grew firmer, drawing your orgasm back to the surface in the way that only Joel seemed to know how to do. You came to his touch, feeling his thick come inside you as you did, like your body was trying to pull him even deeper inside.Â
âThere you go,â he said, his eyes locked on your dripping pussy. âFuck, so pretty, every damn inch of you.âÂ
You panted for breath, relaxing down into the bed before suddenly remembering that your entire family was down the hall.Â
âFuck,â you sighed. âWe should get back.âÂ
âWe should,â Joel said, tugging your panties back in place and helping you cover your chest again before chuckling. âThink your daddy really might shoot me if he found us like this.âÂ
You laughed and sat up, looking at Joel for a moment. You trailed your fingers through his hair and he smiled a little, his eyes crinkling at the edges.Â
âReally not sure why you think Iâm worth all this trouble,â he said. âBut I sure am thankful I have you.âÂ
You smiled back.Â
âIâm thankful for you, too.âÂ
You kissed him and he helped make sure your hair and makeup didnât look like you just got fucked within an inch of your life before you emerged, the party having moved to the living room, your mom and aunts on one side of the room, your dad and uncles on the other, an uncomfortable silence falling when the two of you walked in.Â
âJoel,â your dad said, getting up and walking over with a sigh. âLook⊠not sure Iâll ever really be OK with this but⊠my daughter could do worse than a man seems to adore her and is willing to stand up for her.âÂ
âI do adore her,â Joel said. âI love her. I want to do everything I can for here as long as sheâll let me.âÂ
Your dad nodded slowly.Â
âThink I can live with that,â he said. âBut you hurt her? I will kill you.âÂ
Joel laughed a little.Â
âI expect nothing less.âÂ
Joel and your dad seemed a little more like the friends theyâd started out as after that, laughing and talking and watching football. When the two of you left for home, your father and mother walked you out, containers of leftovers in hand.Â
âIt was so good to see you both,â your mom smiled, giving you a squeeze. âWeâll have to do this again. Soon.âÂ
âWe will,â you kissed her cheek before turning to your dad. âItâll be nice.âÂ
âIt will,â he said before looking to Joel and holding out his hand. âWelcome to the family.âÂ
Joel smiled a little, taking his hand and shaking it.Â
âThanks for letting me in it.âÂ
You smiled the whole drive home, Joelâs hand on your knee.Â
âSo,â he said, looking at you conspiratorially as he pulled into the drive way. âThink the family will be even bigger next Thanksgiving?âÂ
âI sure hope so,â you smiled. âBut I think weâll have fun trying either way.âÂ
âThink we should try again now?â He asked, taking your hand and kissing your knuckles. âBecause, you know⊠if youâre ovulating, should probably do it again. Seems like the smart move.âÂ
You laughed, already adding pregnancy tests to your mental shopping list.
âWell we canât start out our lives as parents doing the dumb thing,â you said and he laughed before the two of you went inside to try again to grow your family.
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SIL you always the best fic ideas, omg đ I love that Joel was the one to ask about her, the pressure of it being HIM that the bet was lost to, that Liam is so sure he's going to end up dead if she doesn't go. And oooh I love the reveal that they knew each other, that he only started betting after Liam got worse about it (and that it was all for a lesson - I am just like, !!!!) And the little miscommunication where she thinks joel doesn't want her, then this -
âI always wanted to come back to you, you know? Youâre my first love, Joel Miller. Deep down I always wanted you to be the last.â
ahhh!!! the combo of him needing her & them teaching Liam a lesson together had me feral.
âI want you to be loud, sweetheart. Make noise for me. If you want me to fuck you, thatâs my priceâyour sounds.â / âDoesnât it feel good,â he begins, his southern drawl more prominent as his voice grows deeper. âTo have that prick in the next room listeninâ to me fuck you, riddled with guilt because he bet on his pretty girlfriend?â
JOEL đ”âđ«đ I loved the note about how he's picked up a few tricks over the years, how desperate he is (and how cute it is that she get embarassed) and the omg taunting her boyfriend through the door - gosh this was so fucking good đ
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pairing: joel miller x f!reader
genre: explicit smut, minors dni, childhood bestfriends to lovers, tlou'verse, jackson era, mild hurt/comfort
word count: 4.9k
summary: When your boyfriend is desperate to win back what he lost, he bets on you this time without your knowledge. And everyone knows you don't go back on your word when it comes to Joel Miller.
warnings: okay so technically not cheating because your boyfriend literally gambled you buuut if that's not your thing I totally get it, piv, dirty talk, choking, spitting, size kink, soft!joel & feral!joel, he likes hearing how big he is, affectionate whore callingâą, a hint of analplay, oral (receiving and giving)
a/n: another joel fic inspired by p.orn, we love to see it
a special thank you to @nothoughtsjustmeds for the beta! đ
Joel was never that into gambling.Â
Back before everything had gone to shit, that had always been more Tommyâs forte than his own. Joel doesnât remember the amount of times heâd had to bail his brother out, either by protecting him while putting himself in the middle or by giving him loans heâd never ever see again. Joel hadnât minded. Tommy was his baby brother after all. As long as he was safe Joel was happyâannoyed, for sure, but happy.Â
He was surprised when he learned that Jackson had a pretty heavy gambling scene and that Tommy wasnât a part of it. He didnât know why that was, because even on the nights where he had to go bail him out and bring him home all bloodied and bruised, Tommy just made the same mistakes. Not even Sarahâs worried expression, while she peered from between the wooden stair railing, deterred him from it.Â
Guess it was different when your own kid was on the way.Â
However, despite his lack of interest in gambling, he found himself betting away what little he had for someone elseâsomeone he thought he would never see again. But honestly, he wasnât half bad at it so he didnât mind it that much. His only complaint was when he had to get messy hunting down those who didnât pay up.Â
One by one the men around the table folded, only leaving Joel and Liam. A huge stack of weaponry lies in the middle of the table, Liamâs eyes constantly flit between the stack and Joel. They stare at each other long and hard. Joel knows that heâs going to win. He usually did with these face-offs.Â
Liam folds.Â
A small smile tugs at the corner of Joelâs lips. Thereâs nothing better than to take what someone he absolutely detests wants.Â
âLetâs go again,â Liam grunts, his forehead shining with sweat.Â
Joel raises an eyebrow, âYou donât have anythinâ else to bet on.âÂ
âCome on now, Miller,â Liam leans back into his chair. âThere must be something that you want.âÂ
Joelâs eyes bore into his long enough for the man to grow uncomfortable and nervous. Only then did he speak.Â
âYou still have that pretty girlfriend?âÂ
Someone Joel didnât bother learning the name of pipes up from his right, âI thought we were only betting huntinâ supplies this time.âÂ
âCome on, let the man try to win his rifle back.â Joel grins.Â
âFuck you, Miller.âÂ
âCareful now,â he slowly places his elbows on the old table, his weight on it enough to let out a threatening creak. He cocks his head to the side, his smile small but still there. âMy kindness wears thin.âÂ
Liamâs an addict. And of course, he says yes.Â
âYou fucking gambled me away?!â your voice is shaking, body trembling all over as you pace back and forth in front of the couch Liam was nestled on top of. At least he has the decency to look guilty. âWhat the fuck is wrong with you, Liam? Iâm your girlfriend, not some kind of deer hide you can put on the table.âÂ
âLook I said I was sorry alright?â He stands up fast enough to make you flinch. He holds you by the shoulders, thumbs moving in a soothing manner. âWonât happen again, I promise.âÂ
You scoff, âWe both know thatâs a lie.â You lift your chin up in defiance. âI wonât do it. I have free will. You canât make me.âÂ
That makes Liam sweat. You canât blame him, youâve heard of Joelâs. . . outbursts. But honestly, thatâs the least of your worries. Youâre mostly confused as to why Joel asked for you specifically. Youâre positive that heâd been avoiding you ever since he came into Jackson, only talking to you a handful of times. Why now? And why like this?
âBaby,â Liam whines, snapping you away from your thoughts. âYou have to. Heâs crazy, heâll kill me.âÂ
âYou shouldâve thought of that before.âÂ
âPlease. All youâd have to do is entertain him for the night, make him happy.âÂ
âSo to be his plaything? Is that what you want?âÂ
âMaybe heâll ask you to cook him dinner, hell if I know.âÂ
âSure,â you roll your eyes. âIâm sure heâll just want something to eat.âÂ
You give him one more look before slipping away from his gentle hold. Your heartbeat is slow, hours spreading across every beat, making your chest feel heavy and lightheaded.
âFine,â you cave, wrapping yourself with your shaking arms. âBut after this, Iâm done, Liam. Iâm so tired of bailing you out.âÂ
âYou canât leave, where would you go?âÂ
The soft tone he used while begging you to spread your legs for Joel quickly turns into a tone with sharp, dagger-like edges. You donât say anything. Donât answer him or agree with him. Youâre lost in a broken world.Â
And now, amongst all the things youâve been through, you have to see the pity in your childhood best friendâs eyes.Â
You donât want to be here. You donât. Itâs embarrassing.Â
Your boyfriend is in the other room, brooding on his couch, examining his life choices. Youâre not doing any better. Your robe loose over your shoulders, the chill of the bedroom settling over your skin. Itâs especially embarrassing because itâs Joel for crying out loud. Youâve known each other since you were kids causing mischief all around the neighborhood. You still remember the time you fell and scraped your knee, how he kissed it better and placed a pink bandaid over it because it was your favorite color.Â
Why the hell had he asked for you? To humiliate you? Well, he definitely succeeded.Â
The door opens and you jolt. His presence is large in the room, making you shudder despite yourself. Your pulse quickens. You shouldnât be afraid of him yet here you are, trembling like a newborn doe. He closes the door with a gentle click, the wood creaking and solidifying your fate.Â
You havenât known him for years. Even before the outbreak had torn the world apart. You had moved away two years prior and after everything went down you never expected to see him again. When he showed up in Jackson you barely recognized him. He looked rugged, more salt than pepper in his beard, his eyes drained of life. He had scars that ran deep and he had found a kid along the way. You were surprised but relieved to see he still had a big heart.Â
You were ashamed the first time you two sat down after years. Everyone knew of Liamâs gambling problem, he couldnât help it, and you knew that Joel knew. You hated the idea of him pitying you, of him seeing the world weighing down on you. Youâve heard from around that Joel also started to place bets. Nothing too big though, unlike your boyfriend who would bet on almost anything in the house. You knew those bets could turn out violent and people feared Joel. Even in a safe utopia like Jackson, the kind of man heâd become traveled from ear to ear, striking fear. And when someone that owed him money ended up with a bloody nose and broken jaw. . . no one dared to deny him of anything.Â
And it seemed like you were no exception.Â
Joel stands in front of you, his sleeves pulled up to his elbows, exposing sinewy muscle. He stands close. Close enough that you feel his breath on your lips. Your eyelids flutter before you avert them, tears stinging the corners.Â
You drop the robe, the old fabric pooling at your ankles. Youâre left in a decent enough-looking bra and somewhat matching underwear.Â
âNot interested,â Your entire body goes taut, eyes wide. You hear the blood rush in your ears. Joel moves past you and takes a seat on the bed, crossing his arms over the expanse of his broad chest. You stare at him and a thick knot forms in your throat. He gives you a brief look before explaining. âI only wanted to teach your boyfriend a lesson. Heâs reckless. One of these days heâs gonna be in real debt to me and, darlinâ, I donât want you gettinâ caught in the middle.âÂ
Your heart drops. You donât know what youâve been expecting but it certainly isnât this. Tears blurring your vision, you quickly bend over and scoop up your robe, throwing it over your shoulders. Somewhere along memory lane, you forgot to remind yourself that Joel was your first; first crush, first love, first kiss, first time. But it just hadnât worked out. You had stayed close friends until you moved away, he had Sarah, you had a promising career. You were planning on getting back to him. It just never came to be. Liam didnât know you knew Joel, only Tommy knew about the connection you two had, mainly because he was there.Â
And now you had LiamâBoyfriend who calls you names because he hates everything, Liam. Shitty boyfriend, Liam. Boyfriend who put you up as a prize, Liam.Â
Itâs just too much. All of it. Your heart canât handle how unfair it all is. The pity Joel shows you, the way Liam treats you. He loves you, you know that much, but he just doesnât care enough to treat you right or tend to you when heâs so broken himself. He doesnât understand that you would take care of him just as much.Â
And now youâre just a shell. A shell of your former self.Â
The first salty tear slips from your lashes, itâs followed by another and then another.Â
You manage to reach the end of the bed on shaky legs, collapsing, you cover your face, heaving silently into your palms. You donât want Liam to hear you cry, deep down you want him to think Joel is fucking you this very instant. You want him to feel guilt, or at least a sliver of the way you feel.Â
Thereâs a gentle hand on your shoulder. Your brain doesnât even register that Joel is pulling you into his chest, wrapping solid arms around your shaking frame. He holds the back of your neck, squeezing tenderly just like he did when your mom yelled at you and he wanted to calm you down.Â
âWhy are you cryinâ?â he mumbles. âI told you Iâm not gonna do anythinâ to you. Or to him. I just wanted him to think before he put you in any danger. What if it wasnât me there? Not everyone is as they seem in this town.âÂ
After all this time Joel Miller is still looking out for you.Â
âItâs not that,â you answer, between sniffled and muffled hiccups. âIâm embarrassed and so fucking tired. I donât want you thinking Iâm some damsel in distress, even though me crying isnât really helping,â you take a deep breath and peel yourself unwillingly from his chest. âI donât feel good about myself. I never do with him. I just feel like shit with some more shit thrown over. And well. . . now I know that you donât want me either. Itâs just too much. But Iâll be okay, thank you for looking out after me even though Iâm a mess.âÂ
He suddenly grips your chin and pulls you close enough that your noses almost touch, âWhat the hell makes you think that I donât want you?âÂ
âYou. . .â with a sigh, you look away. âYou didnât want to fuck me.âÂ
âYou want me to fuck you, sweetheart?â
Squeezing your chin, he forces your gaze back to him. His lips are parted, pupils wide enough to hide the chocolate brown of his eyes. He seems just as surprised as you feel. Arousal pools between your legs, heat dripping down the curve of your spine. You press your thighs together and swallow.Â
Joelâs hand moves up to your cheek and cups it gently, thumb toying with the corner of your lip, âI just never thought youâd be interested if Iâm beinâ honest. Especially not after. . . everything Iâve done.âÂ
âYouâve done what youâve had to do to survive,â you kiss the curve of his palm and he shifts, coming even closer. âI always wanted to come back to you, you know? Youâre my first love, Joel Miller. Deep down I always wanted you to be the last.âÂ
Joel was never an emotional guy. He always had trouble expressing what he thought and felt, thinking he always had to hide behind large invisible walls. The outbreak had put a magnifying glass over that quality of his. You can only tell that your words affected him by how the crease between his brows softens and his cheeks gain a subtle red hue.Â
He only grunts as he forcefully brings your hand to his crotch, his cock hard and throbbing under your palm. His lips skim down your neck, kissing where your pulse beats frantically. Joel grinds into your palm, âYou still want to fuck with your boyfriend waiting in the living room?âÂ
âGod, yes.âÂ
You stand up and he parts his legs for you, allowing you to take your rightful place between them. Looking up, his fingers dance up your shoulders, pushing off the robe so it once again pools at your feet. The fabric of your bra has worn away with time, meaning that your nipples meet no resistance as they stiffen under his gaze. Joel licks his lips and brings both thumbs to the peaks, rubbing them until theyâre fully hard.Â
Then he suddenly shoves you closer to him, your aching nipple met with his wanting mouth. He sucks through the fabric. Saliva darkens the color. He sucks and moans each individual nipple until both are hard like diamonds and only then do you find yourself on the bed, his mouth still on you, starving for more. Your back forms the perfect arch, the sheets feeling like silk against your skin despite them being years oldâalmost rotten.
He drags his lips down your body, rough facial hair tickling your skin, your hips helplessly stutters into the air. Two large hands pin your hips down. You canât help the noises that tumble from your lips. For the first time, youâre feeling whole. He lays soft kisses against your inner thighs and finally, he reaches where you want him most.Â
Joel sucks your clit through the fabric and your body jerks, seeking the heat of his mouth against your bare cunt instead. He smiles, digging his blunt nails into your flesh.Â
âPatience,â he licks a stripe down your clothed folds. âI want you to be loud, sweetheart. Make noise for me. If you want me to fuck you, thatâs my priceâyour sounds.âÂ
Liam never liked the sounds you made. Unless you were mimicking porn and whispering how close you were, which was a very rare occasion.Â
Joel slides his hands up to the softness of your stomach, squeezing gently. Like you might fade away at any given second. He kisses the lips of your pussy and his eyes flutter closed.Â
âDoesnât it feel good,â he begins, his southern drawl more prominent as his voice grows deeper. âTo have that prick in the next room listeninâ to me fuck you, riddled with guilt because he bet on his pretty girlfriend?âÂ
It does feel good. âYou think Iâm pretty?âÂ
ââCourse I do,â his brows furrow, eyes finding yours. âPrettiest girl Iâve known since the first day my dick got hard.âÂ
The words send a tingle up your spine but Joel doesnât allow you to linger on them for long. He slides your underwear to the side. The fabric sticky with slick, he immediately presses his lips deep into your cunt, tongue swirling around your entrance and teasing it by pushing in the tip. You cry out and grip his head, your legs pressing against his ears. Your heart hammers within the confinements of your ribcage.Â
âGonna ruin you,â he groans, licking himself deeper and rutting the bed. Your eyes roll back, your body melting with every fat stroke of his tongue.Â
Joel takes you apart slowly. His jaw moves, head lazily going from left to right. You feel so wet, soaked, from both his mouth and your slick. Itâs almost like he goes slower the more soaked you are. He draws various shapes around your throbbing clit. You're left withering under him, shaking, begging, and moaning his name loud enough that the entirety of Jackson could probably hear. The wet smack of his mouth is followed by loud slurps and groans, and your stomach coils tight.Â
After all these years, Joel Miller had certainly learned a few new tricks. He wasnât that same teenager anymore, though, neither were you. He feels different, yet he also feels the same. Like a familiar wind stroking your skin.Â
âSo damn wet and sweet like honey, fuck.âÂ
He moves away and you nearly cry out of frustration, fingers burrowing into the old sheets. You only move when you hear the deafening sound of a belt buckle coming loose. Joelâs pants drop to his ankles, cock painfully hard and slightly curving to the side. Your mouth waters, âNo underwear?âÂ
âGot too lazy to washâem last Sunday,â he lazily strokes himself. Today is Tuesday. Heâs been going commando all this time. More saliva fills your mouth, you donât know why but the thought excites you and he seems to notice. âYou always did get turned on by the weirdest things,â he mutters. âNow get on your knees, sweetheart. Been waitinâ a long time to feel those lips again.âÂ
You pout, âForearms are sexy, ask anyone.â
Joel sighs and shakes his head, his dark gaze makes you clench around nothing. He ignores your comment entirely. âDonât make me say it again.âÂ
You sink to your knees immediately after that.Â
Heâs so much thicker than you remember. The bulbous head a beautiful shade of red, shiny beads of precome gathered at the slit. You notice the vein meandering down the underside of his cock and you trace it with the tip of your tongue. The blood pumps harder in response, his length twitches and smears the shiny pearls against your cheek.Â
You moan as you finally take him between your lips. The corners of your mouth sting from how wide you need to open to accommodate him. You manage to take him half way in, swirling your tongue, you hollow out your cheeks.Â
âThatâs itâThatâs it, fuckâsuck me harder, sweetheart, pleaseââ his hips rock forward, his cock filling your mouth until the head is hitting the back of your throat. You choke on him and his head falls at the way your throat constricts around the width of him. He then pulls out, prompting you to look up. His hair is a mess, lips swollen and parted. âUse your spit, need you to wet my cock good if you want me to fit darlinâ. I ainât that teenager anymore.âÂ
You kiss the soft crease between his balls, rolling them with your tongue. Youâre delighted to witness how he shudders at the soft caress of your lips, âI can see that.âÂ
âGet on with it then.âÂ
Joel sounds almost annoyedâno, not annoyed, but eager, desperateâto have your mouth wrapped around him with Liam in the other room. You donât want to make him wait so you slowly allow a thin line of saliva to drip from between your lips. His thighs tense when it touches the head of his cock.Â
âIs his dick as big as mine?â he asks, jaw locked, words bouncing off of clenched teeth.Â
âNo,â you gasp, dragging your lips down the length of him while staring at him through heavy lashes. âNo, itâs not as big as yours.â
Suddenly youâre lifted to your feet, your body nothing but a ragdoll as he pushes you to the bed, the old mattress creaking with protest at the added weight. Â
âPlay with that fuckinâ pussy for me, I want to see it.â He wraps a hand around his weeping cock, his strokes hard and calculated. Your breasts tingle as you push a hand between your thighs, he clicks his tongue in disapproval, approaching the end of the bed. âSpread your legs wide, honey.âÂ
As soon as you open your legs and spread your folds for him to see how soaked you are, heâs quick to climb up the bed. Turning you to your side, he gets right behind you. Joel wets his own fingers, sucking on them with a loud groan before replacing yours with his own. He rubs your clit with precise movements, each stroke hitting the mark and making you see bright, dazzling stars. Your body moves on its own. Heat pools between your legs, your hips grinding back to feel the heft of him on your ass.Â
âJoel, please,â you whimper. âPlease, fuck me, pleaseââÂ
His lips touch your cheek and he breathes heavily, his chest heaving and rattling with every exhale. You feel the head of his cock slowly sinking into you, stretching you wide as his lips decorate your sweaty skin with fleeting kisses.Â
âYouâre takinâ me so fuckinâ well, honey,â your eyes roll back, a mild pain blossoming from where you two connect. He brushes his fingers over your clit, the sharp pleasure shortening your breath. âThatâs it. Thatâs my girl takinâ my big cock so well. So good. So good for me.âÂ
Your jaw drops as you take him inch by inch. He continuously plays with your clit, kissing you and whispering words of praise while his tongue plays with your earlobe. You feel like mush. Like dough that only he can mold. Your lashes grow wet with tears, your heart beating so wild that you swear he can hear it as well. Joel slightly pulls back his hips and pushes back in, your breath catches in your throat, and soon enough he begins fucking you with shallow thrusts.Â
âIs this what you wanted, huh?â he mutters into your ear. You nod helplessly, your body burning from the inside out. âTell me, louder, come on,â a smack echoes in the small room, and pain blossoms over your ass cheek. âCome on, louder.âÂ
âYes!â you cry out. In a weak attempt to meet his thrusts, you roll your hips. âYes, this is what I wanted. Iâve never stopped thinking about itânever stopped thinking about you.âÂ
âIs this pussy mine?âÂ
âYes, itâs fucking yours.âÂ
Your voice mustâve come out too much like a whisper because Joelâs pace quickens. He fucks you hard, deep, hammering into you until youâre struggling for air. He wraps thick fingers around your neck, squeezing until thereâs pressure building under your eyes, your lungs burning.Â
He loosens his grip around your throat, âI wanna hear it, come on now, donât make me beg for it. Tell me, is it mine?âÂ
âYours! Itâs fucking yours!âÂ
Suddenly Joel is underneath you and youâre on top, his hips relentless as he snaps his hips up into you. It feels even better now. The way his cock massages your walls shooting crackles of electricity up your spine. He holds your ass with both hands and spreads you for his liking.Â
You moan his name and when you look down, seeing him staring at your face, a sudden gush of embarrassment overwhelms you and with a small whimper, you cover his eyes with both your hands. Joel grits his teeth at that. He fucks you harder, the vicious way he presses inside making you gasp and drop your hands so you can brace yourself by flattening your palms over his chest. His eyes flash with anger.Â
âWhy the fuckââ he growls, âwould you cover my eyes?âÂ
âIâI got embarrassedââ you squeeze your eyes shut and open them back again. You push down your hips, taking him to the hilt as a form of apology, but he doesnât seem to accept it and holds you still. Your head falls back with his every thrust.Â
âIf you ever pull that stunt again, Iâll take you over my knee,â he rasps, ignoring the way your pussy clenches at his words.Â
His finger teases your asshole and beads of sweat gather at your tailbone. Joelâs grin is dangerous, something youâd run away from rather than run towards. But you canât help it. A wanton moan rattles your throat, your pussy clenching hard around his cock. He presses forward, burying his finger down to the first knuckle. You shudder over and over, your body building tension and releasing it simultaneously.Â
âYou like that, wildflower?â he groans, thrusting his finger in and out while snapping his hips up. âYou enjoy it when I play with your tight little asshole?âÂ
âFuck, fuckâJoelâyes, yes I do.âÂ
His other hand snakes around the back of your neck and yanks you down. His damp lips touch your ear, âGonna fuck this hole one day, pretty thing. . . gonna fuck it so hard youâre not gonna be able to stand for weeks.âÂ
Before you can catch your breath, youâre being hauled towards the closed door, the emptiness you feel sudden and cold. He pulls your hips up, presses your cheek against the barely standing wood. Your hard nipples graze against the surface, a jolt of pleasure shooting up your spine. Again, Joel thrusts forward, filling you to the brim. The mild pain tingles within your lower abdomen and you melt against him, eyes rolling back as you wiggle your ass for him.Â
With every rock of his hips, your body hits the door with a thud and youâre sure Liam can hear every forceful fuck, âTell him how fuckinâ bigger I am than himâI wanna fuckinâ hear, it come on.âÂ
âHeâs so much bigger than you!â you groan, bracing your palm against the door. âYou hear me, Liam? Never had a bigger cock in my life, Iâm soaked.âÂ
Liamâs muffled voice follows through, âJesus fucking Christ, what the hell is wrong with you? You fucking whore!âÂ
You know it shouldnât, but his words still jar you.Â
âIâll fuckinâ break his hands for that, donât you worry darlinâ,â Joel mutters into your skin, his words marking you as something untouchable. âAnd Iâll make it fuckinâ hurt.â He then kisses your shoulder and shouts towards the door, slamming especially hard this time so the thud of you hitting the door echoes. âYouâre the one who gambled her like some kind of prize you dickhead. Donât blame her for feelinâ good about it!âÂ
âYou could never satisfy me,â you say barely above a whisper, like youâre not entirely sure youâre allowed to feel good about this. About finally having him all to yourself.Â
âThatâs it, tell him,â Joel growls, pushing his cock even deeper. You swear that if you looked down at your stomach, youâd see a bulge, as impossible as that sounds. âTell him.âÂ
You desperately grab at Joelâs forearms, feeling the sinewy muscle tense. Your slick drips down his length and wets the inside of your thighs. With a loud moan you repeat your words and it feels delightful.Â
You only smile when you hear the outer door close shut. Liam is gone.Â
âYes yes yes,â Joel murmurs into your neck, ramming into you harder. âThatâs it, come on my cock, sweetheart, pleaseâI wanna feel itââÂ
Your breath catches in your throat, body seizing, âBâBed,â you manage to choke out.Â
If he pulled out, youâre not aware. His body is a constant presence against your back, lips always latched on to a patch of skin, tasting the salt. Joel lays you down gently and pushes your legs high enough that it grazes your forehead with every desperate snap of his hips.Â
âIs this what you want?â he groans, the wet noises of him fucking into the tight fist of your cunt bouncing off the walls.Â
âYes, Joelâ this is what I want.âÂ
âMy whore,â he leans over and grinds into you. He slips his tongue into your mouth, sucks on your tongue. The back of your thighs ache with protest but you whimper into the kiss anyway. Breaking the kiss, Joel breathes into you, âMy good sweet little whore,â and another kiss.Â
Your eyes roll back, âSo deep,â you groan, breaking the kiss.Â
âDeeper deeper deeper,â Joel mocks you by mimicking your dazed tone with his drawl. He slowly pushes in, holding himself there, he halts your breath. âHowâs that, wildflower? Deep enough for you?âÂ
âOh god, Joelââ you choke. You fist the sheets, your cunt fluttering and throbbing. He doesnât move, he flexes his cock and the pressure of that is enough to break you.Â
Joel wasnât expecting it, this much your muddled brain is able to realize from the shocked groan he lets out. His lips find purchase on your forehead, kissing and mumbling praise as your entire body clenches and releases, your pussy gushing around him. You feel the trickles of fresh wetness ripping out of you and all you can do is take it when Joel resumes his thrusts, fucking you through your messy orgasm.Â
Despite your insistent begging of wanting him to come inside, Joel pulls out, coming undone instantly as he does so. He rubs himself over your mound, thick ropes of come spurting across your stomach and even the underside of your right breast. He releases your legs and they fall limply to his sides.Â
Joel kisses you long and deep, his weight comforting above your trembling body. When he finally pulls away, he lets out a low chuckle and brushes your noses together.Â
âI think he left, sweetheart.âÂ
âGood,â you mumble and press a quick kiss to his flushed lips. âAll I want is you.âÂ
Liamâs not your boyfriend anymore.Â
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the shadow of alexia
At 4 years old my entire life changed. One day my dad was at home and the next he wasnât. Things changed after that. Everyone was sad, lots of people visited too. Sometimes I got new toys when they came over.Â
Alba was a scary teenager but Alexia. Alexia was my best friend and I was hers. She would take me to kindergarten and pick me up, she never missed a soccer game or ballet recital, she was always there. So was her special friend Jenni. Jenni was great, when I was little she used to let me colour in her tattoos, Everytime she got a new one, sheâs get me new pens to colour on her.Â
As time went on, Alba and Alexia started moving out. Alexia moved in with Jenni and started getting busy with football, Alba still lived with Mami but was busy with her friends and modelling. Mami did the best she could. She was getting older and more tired, she didnât miss a game or my last ballet recital, she didnât miss the disappointment in my eyes when Alexia or Alba didnât turn up. They were busy, I understand.Â
It went from seeing them a couple times a week, to once a week, to once a month. I learnt pretty quickly the only way to get Alexiaâs attention was to either play football or to fuck up. Lucky for me I was good at both. School was boring, it was too easy, I understood it all faster than anyone else. The first time I skipped school, I was 14. No one noticed and no one cared. From there on out it became a routine. At least once a week Iâd skip school and hang out with the others.Â
I personally never did anything too rowdy, just tagged along to enjoy the vibes. The first time I got caught skipping school was by Virginia. She promised me she wouldnât tell Alexia or Mami and she kept that promise. The next time was by Alba, she lost her shit. Yelling at me about how irresponsible I was being and how much trouble I would get in. The second last time I got caught was by Jenni, I hadnât seen her in a while, I was mad at her because of that so when she tried to give me a lecture I yelled at her.
âY/n, you canât be doing this shit. If Alexia found out she would lose it at you! What would happen if the police got you? What would you do then?â
âWhy do you care Jenni? Huh? You left, you havenât been around. You fucked off to Paris and didnât even say goodbye. Tell Alexia, I donât care, at least then she would talk to me.â
âY/n, did Ale not talk to you about this?â Her voice was incredibly soft. That was something I missed about her, the way she spoke, the softness that was hidden from most people.Â
âShe doesnât talk to me at all. She doesnât give a fuck about me.â
âBebeita, we broke up. Thats why I left. we ended things and to be able to heal I had to leave. I am so sorry, she promised she would talk to you about it. I wanted to say goodbye to you myself but Alexia said it would be a bad idea.â
From there things spiralled. I didnât want to talk to Alexia, I didnât want to see her. I stopped going to her games with Mami, I would sneak out when I knew she was coming over. No longer did I look up to her, I hated her. I wanted nothing to do with her.Â
The day I quit football, I felt free. No longer having to play to get my oldest sisters attention, I didnât care for that anymore. I had more time to hang out with my friends, to be a normal fucking teenager.Â
It took a week, it was quicker then I thought to be honest, but once Alexia found out, all hell broke loose.Â
âWhere the hell is she!â Alexia stormed through the house. Surprising Eli.Â
âWho Alexia?âÂ
âThe Idiota. Your mija?â Alexia huffed. Eli was surprised by the way Alexia was acting.Â
âIn her room with her friend.â Before Eli could say anything else, Alexia was off. Swinging open the door and disturbing the peace between you and your girlfriend.
âYou, get out.âÂ
âNo Alexia. You donât get to tell her to get out.â I got defensive fast. Thereâs no way she gets to come here and tell her she needs to leave.Â
âGET OUT NOW!â Alexiaâs âcaptainâ voice was something that always got people moving.Â
âYou donât get to come here and act like you run the place. News flash alexia, you donât fucking live here!âÂ
âÂĄDios mĂo! What is happening! Why did Isabella leave crying?â Mami looked pissed. More so at alexia than me.Â
âAlexia kicked her out. For no reason other than the fact that no one else is allowed to be happy but her.âÂ
âTell her what you did!â When I was younger, the look she was giving me wouldâve scared me, but now it did nothing.Â
âI didnât do anything alexia. Whatever your minions are telling you isnât true. But hey, you wouldnât listen to me anyway.â I tried to push past her, but she grabbed my wrist stopping me from moving.Â
âMami she quit football. She fucking quit. After everything Iâve done for her she throws it back in my face!â Rolling her eyes and scoffing at me.Â
âLet her go now. I am aware she quit Alexia. She was only doing it for you.â Mami was mad, very mad. Alexia had come and disturbed the peace, making Isabella cry and screaming the house down.Â
âGrab me like that again Iâll drop you on your ass. I donât give a fuck that you are la Reina.â The words came out like venom.Â
Everything is always about Alexia. I joined football to get close to her, I didnât mean to get as far as I did, I honestly didnât think Iâd get past the academy. Being called up into the Barca B squad was cool. I enjoy the fitness side of it but genuinely couldnât care less about actually playing.Â
The same day I quit, was the same day I got called up for the senior team. It sent me into a bit of a spiral. Mapi found me in the corner of the physios room with my sketchbook, crying.Â
âOh nena! Whatâs wrong? Do you want me to get Ale?âÂ
âNo! Not ale! Donât tell her please!â
âOkay no Ale but can you tell me whatâs got you so worked up?âÂ
âI got asked to join the senior team and I donât want to. I only started playing so Alexia would be nice to me and talk to me. I donât even like this stupid game! I just want to draw but thatâll never be good enough for her.â Â
After that, Mapi and I would get coffee in the mornings, I would show her my new drawings and tell her my ideas. She paid me to draw a photo of her and Ingrid. I knew she could draw herself but it was nice to have her in my corner. Mapi was talking more about to me Alexia, saying how good my drawings were and how much happier I seemed not having to play, she seemed to miss the confusion written all over Alexiaâs face.Â
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Mami had a trip coming up, I knew about this, but what I didnât know what she was going to make me stay with alexia. Isabella and I came home after the movies to find Mami, Alexia, Alba and some other chick sitting at the table. I mumbled a quick hello before trying to drag Isabella upstairs.Â
âDonât be so rude. Actually say hello.â Alexia spoke angrily.Â
Scoffing I turned around âbite me Alexia.âÂ
âÂĄDios mĂo! Isabella Mi vida, itâs time for you to go home. You can wait upstairs for your Mami.âÂ
âMami no. Thatâs not fair. She doesnât get to come in here and start bossing everyone around!âÂ
âItâs okay amor, I should go home anyway. We have that biology exam anyway.âÂ
âNow that your little friend is gone, sit down.âÂ
âNo.âÂ
âSIT DOWN.âÂ
âAle, CĂĄlmate.â The mysterious brunette says as she places her arm on alexiaâs.Â
Fuck all this shit honestly. Turning as fast as I could I ran upstairs, knowing Alexia would follow quickly. I was right. I was barely able to push my dresser against the door before she tried to open it. I was not going to sit at that table and play happy families.Â
After an hour of listening to Alexia curse, she finally gave up. It was peaceful until Alba climbed through my bedroom window.Â
âStill got it.âÂ
âAlba what the hell!âÂ
âHermana, I donât know what happened between you and Ale, but if itâs the same thing that happened between me and you then you need to talk to her. Sheâs worried about you and scared. She doesnât want to lose you.âÂ
âShe only cares now that she thinks her precious imagine is going to get hurt.âÂ
âIf you talk to her now, while Olga is here, itâll be easier. She calms Alexia down and makes her think more rationally.âÂ
âWho the fuck is Olga?â Was that the mysterious brunette in the dining room?
âWhat do you mean? Sheâs alexiaâs girlfriend? Youâve met her before?âÂ
âNo I havenât. I didnât know she had a girlfriend.âÂ
âYes you met her a dinner a few months ago? She comes to Ales games and on Fridays when we have dinner!â
âI wasnât invited to that dinner, I donât go to Alexiaâs games and I certainly donât go to Friday dinners!â The angry tears started. Alexia was my hero, my bestfriend, the person I wanted to be and now Iâve been pushed aside. I know nothing about her and she equally knows nothing about me.Â
Alba pulled me in tight, letting me cry on her. It was weird doing it with her, she used to be the reason I cried and not the one to comfort me. But here we are, things change I guess.Â
âMami really needs to talk with you so we need to go downstairs.â Begrudgingly I let alba pull me down the stairs. It was obvious to everyone that I had been crying, mamiâs face softening when she saw me, Alexiaâs face frowning in confusion.Â
âYou wanted to talk so please do it quickly. I want to go to bed.â I tried to speak as respectfully as I could to Mami, it wasnât her fault.Â
âMija, Iâll be away for a month, you know this si?â I nodded my head before she continued, âyouâre too young to stay here for a month alone so youâre going to stay with Alexia and Olga. You can still see your friends and will go to school, but they will look after you.âÂ
âMami no! I can look after myself!âÂ
âYouâre 16 chica. Youâre not an adult like you think you are.â Alexia scoffed from the other side of the table.Â
âSo what? Youâre shipping me off to stay with Alexia, who wonât even been there half the time and a stranger? Thatâs safer? Some person that Iâve never met and sure as shit donât trust!âÂ
âStop being such a Perra! You have met Olga, plenty of times! She comes to all the games she can, and to dinners all the time.âÂ
âAle stopâ Alba knew what was coming and tried to stop it but it was too late.Â
âDios mĂo, your head is so far up your own arse isnât it? I havenât been to a single game in over 8 months, I donât get invited to you stupid little Friday night dinners and I have never met your girlfriend! Up until an hour ago I didnât even know you had a fucking girlfriend Alexia. Everything is always about you. You and your stupid football or your stupid knee. I bet you right now you couldnât tell me anything about what Iâve done in the last year, can you?âÂ
âI know you quit football because youâre being a brat.âÂ
Her answer honestly made me chuckle âOkay Alexia, anything else?âÂ
Silence. She couldnât tell you a single thing.Â
âYeah thatâs what I thought. You know nothing about me and thatâs how itâs going to stay. I dont trust you, I donât like you and I sure as shit donât love you. Youâre not my Hermana.â With hot tears falling down my face, I stormed back upstairs. I text Isabella asking if I could stay over and once she replied with a yes, I was gone. Out the window like Alba had come in an hour earlier. I texted Mami to let her know, I wasnât that horrible to make her worry.Â
âMami, you canât let her talk to people like that! Sheâs incredibly disrespectful!âÂ
Alba rolled her eyes and scoffed. âAre you serious? That girl used to hang off you. She looked up to you. It was always you alexia and now she wants nothing to do with you. You donât invite her places, you donât care about her. I noticed ages ago she was pulling away and I fixed it. Did you know she has a girlfriend? Or that sheâs taking senior classes because sheâs the smartest there? Or the fact that people are paying her to make them art or buying the pieces she already has. She quit football because she hates it. She hates it because of you. You ruined it for her. Mami, I will stay here with her while youâre gone. Itâll be better that way. Now if youâll excuse me, Iâm going to drop her off at Isabellaâs.âÂ
âNo! Itâs a school night! She cannot be going out!â It seems everything that was just said to Alexia, went in one ear and out the other.Â
âAlexia stop it now. She is allowed to stay at her girlfriendâs house, she has an exam at 1pm. Maybe you need to listen to what people are saying to you. I am going to bed, I suggest you all do the same, at your own houses.âÂ
âWhy does no one listen to me!â Alexia was annoyed, overwhelmed and tired. It had drained a lot of her energy being here tonight.Â
âAle, Iâm going to say this one time, you need to listen to what everyone has told you tonight, really listen, because you arenât. You need to fix things with her but you need to sort your shit out first.â Olga had stayed silent most of the night, listening to everything that was said knowing her girlfriend wouldnât. You were right, you had never met each other. What Olga didnât realise was that it was Alexiaâs fault, not yours. She put it down to being a moody teenager who was too cool to hang out with her sisters, oh how wrong she was.Â
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Two days before Mami was meant to go away, Alba rang saying she couldnât stay over. She had gotten a modelling gig in Madrid and needed to go, that left Alexia and Olga. It would be the longest month of my life. Mami promised nothing would change just because I was staying here, she was wrong. Alexia was a bitch.Â
The first few days were fine, alexia would drop me off at school and Iâd make my way home after, I generally spend it was Isabella because Alexia wouldnât let her come over. We go into the city centre, get coffee and do our homework then catch the bus home. We did this even when Mami was here so it wasnât anything new but when Alexia found out she hit the roof.Â
âYou cannot be going into the city by yourself! Are you thick in the head?âÂ
âJesus Christ alexia! Iâm not alone. Isabella is with me. Mami lets me do it so Iâm going to keep doing it.âÂ
âIs Isabella the reason youâre skipping school too?â
âYou have no idea what youâre talking about.â I scoffed, storming off the guest bedroom and slamming the door so hard it made Olga jump.Â
By the third day of me being there, Alexia had turned up to pick me up herself. I tried to completely ignore her but Isabella had other ideas.Â
âYour sister is death staring me right now.âÂ
âNo amor, not you but me. Oh fuck here we go, sheâs coming over here.âÂ
âGet in the car y/n.â
âNo. I told you yesterday that Iâm allowed to do this. Youâre not the boss of me.âÂ
âBebeita, itâs fine. Iâve got chores to do for papa anyway. Iâll see you tomorrow.â She kissed my cheek and then walked away, leaving me no choice but to get in Alexiaâs car.Â
The car ride was hell. Alexia was pissed, her hands constantly gripping the steering wheel so hard her knuckle turned white. Neither of us spoke. To be honest, I didnât know where we were going until we turned up at the training ground.Â
âWhy are we here?âÂ
âWe have training. Get out.âÂ
âNo alexia. I quit. What part of that donât you understand.âÂ
âGet out now, or I will drag you out.âÂ
Knowing she would literally drag me out, I had to wait it out. Sheâd turn her back eventually and I could leg it. Iâm faster than her and more willing to jump fences.Â
The time came sooner than I thought, after entering the change rooms, she threw a set of clothes into my chest and walked off to the bathrooms. This was my chance and I wasnât going to waste it.Â
Throwing the clothes into her cubby, I legged it out the door. Running past Mapi, Ingrid and Ona who all had confused looked on their faces. As soon as I got out, I kept running, knowing i had to get a head start. I wasnât really sure where I was going, I knew I couldnât go back to Alexiaâs, Olga would be there. I couldnât go home because thatâs the first place sheâd go, I couldnât go to Albas because she drag me back by my ear. There was only one place to go.Â
Can CuyĂĄs Golf Culb was the best place to hide. Sure someone might see me, but itâs easy enough to pretend to be lost.Â
The first thing Alexia noticed when she came out was the lack of you. Then the clothes she had given you, thrown back into her cubby.Â
âHave you seen y/n?â She asked as she turned to the girls in the locker room.Â
âShe ran past us like 5 minutes ago?â Ona spoke up.Â
âDid she say anything?âÂ
âNo she was in a bit of a hurry Ale.â Mapi rolled her eyes at her best friend.Â
âFuck sake.â Alexia exited the locker room, walking through the facility to try and find you. Slight panic kicked in when she wasnât able too. Deciding to call Alba first, knowing youâd been closer to her the past few months.Â
âHola Ale, to what do I owe this pleasure?â The sarcasm dripping from her voice.Â
âHave you seen y/n?âÂ
âNo why? What happened?â Panic arising in Alba.Â
âI picked her up from school and bought her to training. Gave her clothes to change into and I went to the toilet and came back and she was gone. She fucking ran off.âÂ
âWhy the hell would you try and make her train Alexia! She quit. She doesnât want to play anymore!â Alba quickly became anger with the oldest Putellas.Â
âShe is too good to throw it all away! Sheâs being a stupid child about all of this!â Quickly becoming defensive, not enjoying the way Alba is talking to her.Â
âYouâre unbelievable. I havenât seen her, I will try and find her. Donât you worry, put your football above her like you always do.âÂ
âAlba-â she hung up before alexia could get another word in. There was one person left that Alexia had to call.Â
âHola amor, why arenât you training?â Olgaâs sweet voice sounded through the phone.Â
âIâve lost y/n. Can you please let me know if she comes home and if she does then donât let her out of your sight.âÂ
âWhat do you mean youâve lost her Ale?âÂ
âI bought her to training and she ran away while I was in the bathroom.â Pinching the bridge of her nose, Alexia already knew by the silence on the other end that Olga was trying to not yell at her.Â
âAlexia-â
âNo I know okay. I already got an ear full from Alba. I have to go but Iâll call you later okay. I love you.â Slowly it started to creep in the fact that she had fucked up and caused you to run away. Training dragged on for Alexia, hoping that you had been found or made contact with Alba or even Olga.Â
Meanwhile, after hiding at the golf course for an hour, i decided to head to Isabellaâs house. Knocking on the door, Isabella answered, still buttoning up her shirt. Eyes wide when she realised I was at her door.Â
âWh-what are you doing here?â She closed the door slightly, so I could no longer see into the loungeroom.Â
âI ran away from Alexia. I was hoping we could hang out like normal?âÂ
âNowâs not really a good time. I have someone here.â Isabella spoke quietly, not wanting to allude to the fact that the person inside wasnât just a friend.Â
âBaby come back, we werenât finished.â A guys voice yelled out.Â
âItâs not what you think y/n!âÂ
âI think that guy wants your attention. Iâm guessing thatâs the reason youâre half dressed. Enjoy your time with him, we are done.â Tears welling in my eyes.Â
âIâm sorry y/n!âÂ
âGo fuck your self Isabella.â sadness turned into anger real quick.Â
Isabella was my first girlfriend, my first kiss, the first person I had sex with and she goes and fucks a guy? While we are together? This is literally the last thing I wanted to deal with.Â
Unsure on what to do, or who to call I found my way to the beach. My throat and eyes hurt from crying so much. The pain in my chest was getting worse. Pulling out my phone, ignoring all the messages and calls, I rang the one person who would calm me.Â
âHey Calabaza? Whatâs up?â Jenniâs voice rang through my ears. Unable to form a coherent sentence, only sobs coming out of my mouth.Â
âHold on BebĂ©â I could hear her moving around, the voices of her teammates getting quieter, âtalk to me. What happened?â
âI ran away. I ran away from Alexia and I went to Isabellaâs house and she-she was cheating on me. With a guy. A fucking dude. She broke my heart Jenni. It hurts so much.âÂ
âOh babĂ©. Where is Ale now? Where are you?âÂ
âI donât know. Sheâs probably at training. Iâm at the beach where Papa used to take us. Sheâs going to be so mad at me.â
âCan you tell me why you ran away from her?â The way Jenni spoke so sweetly was something I missed dearly.Â
âShe got me from school and took me to the training grounds. She was trying to make me train but when she went to the bathroom I ran away. I donât want to train, I donât want to play. I hate the game and I hate her. She doesnât listen or care about me!â I could feel myself getting upset again.Â
âOkay okay, just breathe. Youâre okay. Iâm not going to tell her where you are but I need to tell someone. Albs has messaged me and so has Olga. You can pick who I tell.âÂ
Pondering the options, Alba would tell Alexia but sheâd also be just as angry and upset. Olga would tell Alexia but sheâd be calmer and softer, that was what I needed at this moment.Â
âOlga. But tell her not to bring Alexia.âÂ
âOkay bebĂ©.â After a few moments she spoke up again, âsheâs on the way. She promised no Alexia. Do you want to stay on the line with me until she comes?âÂ
âYes please. Can you tell me about Mexico?â Sniffling and wiping my face, I got up, walking towards the road to wait for Olga. After 25 minutes, Olga pulled up. A sad smile and worry on her face, she put an arm around me.Â
âIs Olga there now?â Jenni asked.Â
âYeah she is. Uh thanks Jenni. Sorry for disturbing you.â Embarrassed about haven taken her time.Â
âNo bebĂ©, you donât need to thank me or apologise. We are hermanas no matter what okay. You call me tomorrow when youâre feeling better. I love you.â with that she hung up. Reality slowing sinking it.Â
âLetâs get you home yeah? Are you hungry?â Olga smiled sadly at me.Â
âNo thanks. Just tired.â I mumbled out.Â
The drive back to Alexiaâs was quiet. When we pulled up, Alexiaâs car wasnât there, meaning she wasnât home. That was good. Very good.Â
âSheâs at Albas house. I told her you had messaged me but that I didnât know where you were yet. Itâs a small lie, but Iâm sure itâs worth it.âÂ
âAlexia hates lying.â I said lowly. Thinking back to all those times as a small girl that she yelled at me for lying.Â
âI know Pequeño. Do you want to tell me what happened today?âÂ
âEveryday Isabella and I go into the city and have coffee and do our homework, but today Alexia came to school and got me. She drove us to the training grounds and said I had to train. But I-i quit. I donât want to play anymore, I donât enjoy it and only did it for Alexia but it was never enough. Nothing I do is ever enough for her.â Olga grabbed my hand, giving it a squeeze for me to continue.Â
âI went to Isabellaâs house and she had someone there. A guy, a guy that she was fucking. She was cheating on me for god knows how long. I thought everything was good with us. She was my first girlfriend and my first kiss. I lost my fucking virginity to her and she goes and fucks someone else? It just hurts. So much. Everything is hurting so much.âÂ
âOh pequeño. Come here.â Olga held me tight, my tears slowly soaking her shirt.Â
âWhy doesnât she love me like she loves Alba? I donât understand.âÂ
âAlexia?â
âMhm. Nothing I do is good enough. I just want her to care about me more. Why canât she?â It broke Olgaâs heart hearing me say that. She didnât know what was happening but she knew Alexia needed to fix it and fast.Â
After slowly showering, I thanked Olga and excused myself to bed. I didnât think I had any tears left to cry but after crying for a while, I managed to pass out.Â
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After you went to your room, Olga texted Alexia, telling her she was here and safe. Alba and Alexia both rushed back to her home. Angry and worried at you, ready to both give you an ear full.Â
âWhere is she Olga?â Alexia came in loudly.Â
âKeep your voice down. Both of you.â Olga was very firm.Â
âNo sheâs in trouble. She doesnât get off lightly, we have been so worried about her.â Alexia sooke back angrily, usually sheâd listen to her girlfriend but this had sent her into a rage.Â
âReally Ale? Youâve been worried? So worried you couldnât train right? That you spent all night calling her friends or going to her favourite spots to try and find her?â Olga had had enough.Â
âAmor thatâs not fair.âÂ
âNo you know whatâs not fair? The fact that neither of you have been listening to her. She doesnât want to play, she did it for you Ale. She wanted to make you proud of her. She hated playing but you wouldnât know that. She loves to draw, and sheâs really really good at it. She showed me all her work.âÂ
Olga walked to the couch, extremely disappointed with the two women standing in front of her.Â
âHer girlfriend cheated on her. She found out this afternoon. She rang Jenni and Jenni messaged me. Thatâs how I found her. She was at the beach, heartbroken. Then when we got home, she asked why you didnât love her Ale. She thinks you donât care about her. That girl may have broke her heart tonight, but you broke her heart first Alexia. Youâll need to live with the fact that you were her first heartbreak.â Olga was exhausted. Neither Alexia Or Alba said anything. Both sitting in opposite ends of the lounge room, tears silently falling.Â
Olga excused herself to bed, leaving the older two in the lounge room to mull on their thoughts. She promised herself after your heartbreaking confession that she would have your back through this. Whatever tomorrow held, you would face it together.Â
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Jinx dating head cannons
because i unfortunately developed a deep and uncharacteristic attraction to her.
Warnings: angst, f!reader, writing of drastically poor quality probably, codependency,
Jinx isnât all there, you knew it very well going in, both of you, which is why her intelligence, depth, and capacity for love shocked you. Of course her mental illness rises and falls. Flaring up and resolving itself several times each day. Itâs not uncommon for her to be extremely lucid and seemingly resolved of any mental block for a few hours, behaving so ânormallyâ youâd forget she struggled at all if you didnât know her so very well.
Of course the longer you loved her, the more resilient you became to the emotional roller coaster she dragged those around her on. You learned not to take it personally. And even more importantly, to never hold it against her, after all, if it was hard for you to deal with her mental anguish, it must be infinitely more difficult for her.
However, what most people donât know about loving jinx, when they picture it, is that all the work it was seemed minuscule in comparison to the pay off.
She was a force of nature, complex and beautiful and unforgiving, to witness her was to be put in awe. Any struggle she gave you was collateral. Youâd walk through fire through her love. Enormously more warm and sweet and all encompassing than that of any of the smirking pilties that turned their nose up at her.
Sheâd wake up in the middle of the night. To watch your chest rise and fall, and to thank her lucky stars that you were here with her.
She thought of you in everything, saw you in everything she did, evrey task she carried out, every tool and trinket she built
It was near constant youâd walk into your shared room to find something sheâd crafted for you with her own two hands and her remarkable genius. Welded flowers, jewelry boxes, wind up toys, hell sometimes you didnât even know what they were supposed to be, all painstakingly painted in great detail with her signature colors.
That and the notes, oh the notes. all scribed in her chicken scratch with her special quill fountain pen. Youâd find them everywhere. Under cups, in your journals, on the walls, hidden beneath pillows. Some were proclamations of love, some were slightly nonsensical. Some were drawings of you two, or sketches she did of you while you werenât looking, ink strokes depicting you distracted with a task, face scrunched in concentration.
You guessed all her little tendencies were not only small acts of love, but also reminders, that she was there, even when she was away. Jinx struggles with abandonment, scratching grading voices telling her youâll leave her, storm off and forget about her without a second thought. So, Subconsciously she reminds you, tries to entertain and to please even in her absence.
You are her first thought in the loneliness of the morning when youâre not yet awake, she often feels a pang in her heart at the thought of you and wraps herself desperately around your body, nuzzling her face into your neck or chest to capture your scent and your presence.
She lets loose for you, lets her hair down, lets her hips sway to the music while sheâs working, lets her foot tap absentmindedly, lets her subconscious train of thought out, and finds herself loving nothing more than when you reply to each bit of her ramblings as she goes.
She has never felt such relief as she has for the duration of your relationship. Someone to stay, to rub her temples and hum for her when the voices swarm hurting her head. Someone to disarm her when she hallucinates, using practiced exercises to help her check reality. Someone to bandage her hands when she chews at her cuticles and skin absent mindedly
The care absolutely goes both ways, though, and jinx truly does dote over you in endless ways.
She can sense when you are even slightly altered in any way, frustrated, sad, doesnât matter. She can tell, and she uses her supercomputer of a brain to make a mental bullet list of the most effective ways to make your uncomfortably dissapear
Sometimes jinx looses herself in her scattered mind and forgets to come up for breath. Forgetting to bathe, to eat, to sleep. You take the burden off her shoulders, slowly and tediously washing all of her long blue hair, braiding it back into a wearable style. Scrubbing days old makeup of her face with a washcloth and a gentle hand, taking turns biting out of something you cooked for her.
After these sessions you dress her in your clothes and lay in bed together for hours wide awake, while she stares at you with wide beautiful eyes, saying very little, iorn grip on your arm or your hand, her heart racing with immeasurable love and affection
Thatâs a whole other thing, jinx has a very serious staring problem, your not sure what it is, but youâve come to accept it, she often goes selectively silent and stares with her eyes blown wide. Taking in evrey facet of your being. Itâs unmistakably affectionate
Jinx wants to be buried with you, jinx wants to see you through evrey season of every lifetime. Thereâs no question that girl loves you
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