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my sister sends a picture of her boyfriend??? smiling over brunch that's a wtf moment
#sucks even more because i can't dislike him. he looks nice#he smiled nice he looks caring#they must be being very happy#it's just my sister isn't supposed to get a boyfriend#i don't want to be left behind#even more than i already am#i can't not make it about me#because i'm me#what if she chooses him over family#and what if she has all the things i feel i'm barred from getting#she's building a life#and i still feel like mine is ending#and i want to see her life i really do#it comforts me#as well as making me feel really small#diary entries
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do you ever think about polydads
#specifically polydads hurt/comfort#because i'm me#i want more#feed me#im relistening to s1 huducisjxyvuhc
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May I request your Dad Lance thoughts for the Johtet 👀 (recently came across the phrase as Johto + Quartet. I think it goes better than Joh4 bc I don't like numbers haha) and would you mind if I incorporated them (or your other thoughts) into my fanfic visions?
well you see my thing is i tend to view lance as more of a crazy uncle sort of figure towards them instead of any sort of that because i have done my absolute best to block the mangling of his character in hgss out of my mind (because i think hgss tried to make him more. uh. heroic-sounding??? champion-like???? and it resulted in lance becoming the blandest dude known to pokémonkind) and instead focus on his original gsc character. who. yknow. was sassy as all hell and loved tearing team rocket to shreds. so instead of being some ultra responsible coddling dad-type figure i think he would just be like WHO WANTS TO GO SET A TEAM ROCKET BASE ON FIRE!!!!!!!!!!! and the johto quartet would just all start cheering like maniacs. do you guys remember in gsc when he sent his dragonite to physically attack ariana to get her away from the protagonist (like earlier in the game when he had his dragonite use hyper beam against a grunt) and then strutted up all nonchalantly and went "Hey! Don't be so selfish. Spread the fun around." who is doing it like this man i love him
#this is not at all what you were asking. sorry#but also i feel like hgss and pokémas destroyed lance's character (ALONG WITH SILVER'S) and i always have to set the record straight#because i'm me#asks
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if she don't love me, what can i do?
just put on my best, pair of shoes
because, oh! i'm me!
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Seriously, I had a "get the gang together to save Loki" post series fanfic instantaneously beamed into my head as the last scene faded to black and the credits started to roll only I have zero time to write.
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hello to my moots, I got a question for you
what's the most exciting thing to happen to you this week?
mine was finding hedgehog socks I've never worn before in my old clothing stash. they fit perfectly :))
#question for my followers#hey mutuals#can you guess why the hedgehog socks made me so happy?#that's right#because i'm me#and i love sonic
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3x02 or me living of crumbs and angst
okay so I have so much and so little to say about this episode first of all: I love all of the scene of Jess in the background just reading idk why, but I love those!!! (Probably because a man reading is the most attractive thing)
So, I am not one to hate on Shane I have nothing against her she was just a teenage girl having fun (and good for her) but oh my god do I hate people who make out in public (I lose that logic for ep10 but ignore the hypocrisy) like I do not need to see all of that!!! but disgust for PDA aside I love this scene Rory looking genuinely crushed!!! (I mean look at her and tell me you don't want to hug her!!!)
And while I do feel bad for Rory, I can't help but think that this on her. I mean look I am a Rory defender till the end BUT she's the one that didn't talk to Jess ALL summer and just assumed that he would wait and while I love seing Rory jealous because of the drama (i love drama sorry) I can't but feel a little annoyed because what did she expect!!! but still the angst is everything. (But while I think it's kind of on her she is obviously allowed too still be hurt!!)
Jess looks at Rory and Rory looks away!!!!! I HATE THEM (affectionate)!!!
He was so clearly trying to test her reaction and there goes my other question: Why did Jess start seeing Shane? So, I'm not idiot and I'm sure that I'm overthinking it and the answer is as simple as that he is a teenager and hormones and everything BUT I'm always wondering what happened exactly that summer how long did Jess wait (because he definitely did before Rory not contacting him got to him) how did he meet Shane? (probably through school?) and in a few episode (I don't remember exactly) he gives a speech to Luke about pining, and he talks about his "relationship" with Shane so did Jess start seeing her to make Rory jealous (I don't think Jess would treat someone like that but idk) anyway if anybody has any theory feels free to share, I love reading them!!!
And... Dean walks in.... Okay I know that he hasn't done anything yet in this episode to deserve that amount of hate but in my defense at this point in the show I have seen too much of his face he is just sooooo boring like he has no personality and when he does have a semblant of personality he acts like an ass. what do you expect from me!!!
Now let's talk about the confrontation!!: And we are back to Jess cornering Rory in Doose's! My favorite thing about this scene is that neither Jess nor Rory are really mad about each other but more about their feelings for each other about how the other seemingly dosent care (although we know it's not the case) I think Jess is hurt by the no contact thing but I don't think he is necessarily mad about it (I think that's the only emotion he feels comfortable with showing right now) Rory is hurt that Jess didn't wait and I personally think that she feels like maybe their kiss didn't mean that much to him and by addition that she dosen't mean that much to him (ah miscommunication how I despise you).
"I could care less about you and Shane" Did anybody out there believe that? Again, I love Rory but I don't call her the Queen of Denial for nothing !
Okay I'm not going to lie I love Jess's rant about Rory not calling him (I love angst sue me!) but again I think that rant shows how he is channeling his hurt and transforming it into anger and you know why? because being angry is easier and I don't want to make things about gender roles but it's also more accepted for men hence why a lot of them end up with anger issues (look at the 'big not so friendly giant' as an example) but gender issues aside I think Jess just as a big problem with showing emotion and at this point the few times that we have seen him do so was with Rory he has shown her a side of him that he keeps hidden to protect himself and he let his guard down and got hurt. So now he is wary.
And again, I hate to say anything negative about Rory, but I get Jess being hurt about her still being with Dean to him it probably looks like she never intended to break up with Dean that she was just using him as a distraction. and Rory is also hurt so she doesn't try to explain that she did want to break up with Dean but then she saw him with Shane and so she changed her mind!!!!
In short, this fight is basically an example of why Rory and Jess couldn't work as a couple at that time. they both needed time.
They are THE blueprint for right person wrong time after all!
(Totally off topic but one of the thing I that think about the most when I watch this scene is there is no way that Rory and Jess fighting in Doose's wouldn't be known all over town after like an hour plus this is where Dean works!!! How did no one hear this!!!)
#the fact that the post is this long with so little content i am really just a rat give me anything I'll eat it up#is the fact that i'm a barchie and rina shipper showing?#reading too much into stuff is fun OK#way too long post again#thank you if you read it all tho!!!#also everything that I say about jess and emotion hits way too close to home#we are the same person at this point#😭#just have a conversation damnit#anti dean forester#because i'm me#literati#rory x jess#rory gilmore#jess mariano#nell is obsessed with gilmore girls tag#nell's rewatch of gilmore girls 2022#nell having a mental break tag
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Heyy, I know I don't really have a following on here but is there anyone who would like me to make posts more regularly?? Feel like I won't really get a response, but sometimes you got to shoot your shot even if your anonymous. Also if anyone has any questions, I'm down to answering them!
~Because I'm Me
#poetry#my diary#tumblr diary#diary entry#dear diary#because im me#because i'm me#poetic#my thougts#my poem#quesion#short poem#poems and quotes#depressing poem#original poem#emo as hell#emo music#daddy issues#indigenous#cree#first nations
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Easy for him to say!
“Just be fucking honest about how you feel about people while you’re alive.”
— John Mayer
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"This fic was ai generated—" Cool, so lemme block you real quick
#the ethics are whack but more importantly you didn't even want to write it?? who is it even for?? not you? not me?#you didn't even have enough interest in the premise to take a crack at it?? then who cares?#please don't populate in my search results I'm looking for things that people wrote because they liked something#ao3
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I think one of the kindest things you can do for people with various mental health struggles is just... let people back into your life after they've been absent for a while.
Making friends as an adult is so fucking hard already and isolating yourself from other people is a very common symptom of depression, anxiety, burnout, ocd, trauma, grief, etc. Which means that someone will do the hard work of recovery/healing and resurface back into a world where their previous friends have written them off because they stopped showing up.
So if you know someone where you're like "yeah we could have been better friends but they fell off the map a bit" and that person suddenly reaches out, or starts showing up to events even though you kind of forgot they were still in the group chat... well they may have been Going Through It and you don't actually have to punish them for their absence you can just be glad that they're back.
#forever grateful for friends that let me disappear for a bit because I was too sad for everything and just held space for me to come back#so I'm trying to pay it forward by holding that space for other people#my nonsense
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The world exists in such a baffling state of simultaneous sex-aversion and sex-hegemony. Every social platform on the internet is trying to banish sex workers to the shadow realm but I can't post a tweet without at least two bots replying P U S S Y I N B I O. People are self-censoring sex to seggs and $3× but every other ad you see is still filled with half-naked women. Rightwingers want queer people arrested for so much as existing in the same postal code as a child and are also drumming up a moral panic about how teenage boys aren't getting laid enough. I feel like I'm losing my mind.
#it's bad if you want i have sex it's also bad if you DON'T want to have sex#god forbid if you're a woman in a heterosexual marriage and aren't in the mood#that's 'withholding sex' and you're clearly abusive scum who should be divorced and left without any of your shared assets.#but if you DO have sex now you're a degenerate freak plotting for the downfall of western society#i don't know what to say i'm just so tired#politics#culture#queerphobia#lgbtqia#misogyny#<it's not the exclusive source but let's be honest sooo much of this is integral to the patriarchy#patriarchy needs access to an underclass they can treat like sex objects but they also don't want them to have any human rights#so sexuality is both obligatory and stigmatized#purity culture#i'm really struggling with tagging this because most of the appropiate tags would- in a beautiful twist of irony- get me booted off tumblr
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#me except I DO make it because I'm BUILT DIFFERENT (also in a pretty privileged position in my life rn)#reaction image#reaction meme#daily reaction images#image mood: [undefinable]
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Thinking of becoming a guy that thinks wolves are the most badass and aspirational animal, but about ants. Like wearing t-shirts about being loyal to my Queen and training to bench 5x my bodyweight. Studying ant warfare. Posting shit like this
#Ant photo by Alex Wild. Inspirational ant image by me.#In a sense‚ the Ant mindset is antithetical to those who follow the Wolf. The lone‚ individualist “alpha” inclinations simply do not apply.#The Ant values her work and her sisters. She is a humble worker and brave soldier. So small‚ yet so strong... Because she's never alone.#This post was a lie. I'm actually already this theoretical person.
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hypothetical scenario for you all: the real king arthur returns. you meet him and you welcome him into your home. what is the first thing you do with him? keep in mind, this is a man from the 500s (he died in 542), and you are from the 21st century (2024).
#most chaotic answer gets a follow and reblog from me#me personally?#i would force him to watch bbc merlin and get him to read merthur fanfics#i'm so sorry for this... however#i'm just a girl#bbc merlin#merlin#bbc#bbcm#bbc's merlin#merlin bbc#king arthur#arthur pendragon#arthuriana#summoning all the arthuriana fans#regardless of what adaptation you are a fan because of#update 02/08: this has now been closed
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