#because i'm jealous... ha is probably dumb of what i'm going to say so please don't think much about it i only do it because i need to

[roxoxoxoxy]

NSFW Headcanons For Zerobaseone Hyung Line

Includes:- Jiwoong, Zhang hao, Hanbin, Gunwook

These will be shorter than my Riize Headcanons because I want to save some stuff for fics I'm writing.

This is with fem!Reader, although I do write for others as well, so feel free to request after reading the rules.

Very unserious, half of these are poorly written jokes.

Again, these are just got fun, don't take them too seriously <3

Hyung Line, Maknae Line

✿ ✿ Jiwoong ✿ ✿

This will be kinda short since I have a hard time getting a read on him.

#CommunityBicycle

LMFAO SORRY

Okay but this man definitely had a huge slut phase, that one old dance video of his was crazy.

Although I do think he's past that and probably wants to actually get to know someone before he's taking them to pound town.

Mostly Tops/Doms but is open to being submissive if his partners really into it.

I see him being really open to a lot of things, will try almost anything once.

He's done a lot of sexual exploration so he'd probably prefer someone more experienced, although I doubt he has a strict preference.

He did mention once that age isn't that big of a deal to him so I'm sure he'd also enjoy "corrupting" someone.

Pretty good at aftercare, cleans you up, maybe gets you water if you need it.

Bbg

✿ ✿ Zhang Hao ✿ ✿

BRAT

God this man would be so annoying (affectionate)

He's into getting rough housed, slapped, bitten, all of that. He loves getting put in his place, which is why he acts so insufferable.

His favourite way to irritate you is making you jealous so you'll go out of your way to prove you "own" him.

Mild masochist.

Kind of a pillow princess at times?

It's not like he does NOTHING but likes to receive more than he likes to give.

Rarely Doms but will gladly take on the more assertive role if you're tired.

Nothing like good head to make your day better.

I know most people lie when they say their partners pussy tastes good, dirty talk and all that, but the way this man enjoys eating the strongest tasting foods he might actually be deadass LMFAO

Whiny as fuck during aftercare too, you're trying to clean him up and he's whining that he wants to cuddle and you won't give him enough attention.

Might lead to you needing to "discipline" him more, if you're up for round 2.

Small spoon, laying on your chest specifically, face just in the tiddies.

Falls asleep pretty fast, can't miss out on his beauty sleep.

✿ ✿ Hanbin ✿ ✿

Honestly could go a lot of ways buuttt...

Soft dom, end of discussion.

SUCH a tease, loves watching you squirm when he denies you something you want.

Edging you with the sweetest smile on his face cuz he's evil like that.

Can't really do it for long though, gives in pretty easily, especially if you ask nicely.

Will sub but under the pretense of indulging you, not really super duper into it but if it gets you off he's down for almost anything.

I think he's the type to mix degradation and praise, you're a slut but you're HIS favorite slut.

Can be condescending af too, tone laces with faux sympathy whenever he punishes you.

Also I'm a munch Hanbin truther, this man eats it for breakfast lunch and dinner.

He's a sweety at heart though, probably gives the best aftercare out of all of ZeroBaseOne.

Cleans you up, cuddles with you, praises you, gets you food. At your beck and call because he's whipped.

He's husband material tbh.

✿ ✿ Matthew ✿ ✿

HIMBO.

Hung and dumb, the ideal man if we're being real.

All that height went somewhere else, I just know it's fat, heavy too. Need that. 🙏🏼🙏🏼

He's kind of like a service top, REALLY into pleasing you. Getting you off gets him off.

What he lacks in height, he makes up with enthusiasm, doesn't matter if you're taller than him because he can still pick you up.

I do think he has experience, probably not a virgin, has had at least one relationship before you.

As much as he loves seeing your face, he likes fucking you from behind. Definitely as ass man.

Type of guy to slip up during dirty talk and say something kinda off or funny.

Sometimes you have to take a minute because he either brutally murdered the mood or you're laughing and need a second.

Pretty basic aftercare, just wants to cuddle and go to bed, only cleans up what's necessary. Falls asleep pretty fast.

Bbg pt2

I've got a few fics cooking in my drafts but I'm slowly running out of ideas, if you guys have any please feel free to send them in 🧡🧡

[riki-riks-chick]

hihi 🙋🏻‍♀️

this may seem like an odd request but ill try my best to explain it 😭 have you ever watched jennifers body? Could you please write reader with a personality like Jennifer Check with a Heeseung boyfriend? like not related to the initial lore but more of a just overly confident hot girl who everyone wants but can’t have, with her gloomy tall boyfriend?

sorry if this doesn’t make sense 😭

Sunshine And Rain ┃L.HS

antisocial!heeseung x overlyconfident!reader

heeseung is a bit of a loser and feels he's not cool enough for his popular girlfriend

fluff! small kisses, self-doubt, reassurance, yn loves her loser bf, grumpyxsunshine trope kinda

wdct: 2k

ty for the request i kinda like this one 💚

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Third Person POV~

Nights in Hongdae were always some of the best. You could walk around in whatever skimpy clothes you dared to put on, and no one would question it. You could also drink your ass off without any worries because it's the weekend and you don't have to get up for work the next morning.

Your friends invited you out, telling you all about how you guys could have so much fun if everyone brought their boyfriend to make sure you guys were safe the whole night.

You were especially excited because you had finally convinced your boyfriend to go out with you. He wasn't thrilled of course, but you promised not to force him to be social, and he agreed.

You're currently at the second club of the night and its 10pm. Heeseung has probably only had a few drinks, but you're well over tipsy.

You were sitting at the bar together, though Heeseung was hardly paying attention to you, and some man came up to you.

"Aren't you a pretty little thing?..." He smiled and you rolled your eyes. "Sorry, I'm taken. Sorry for you though, I'm not sorry I'm taken.." You respond cockily and the man scoffs. "I don't see a boyfriend around."

"He's right here." You gesture towards Heeseung who's to your right, turning to stare at the man attempting to court you, his hand is resting lightly on your waist. "Yeah, like this loser is your boyfriend. What are you a hooker? Do you sleep with losers like him for cash?"

Heeseung's hand tightens against your hips before he pulls back, standing up from his chair. "If I were you, I'd walk away." His voice was low, and deep. You'd always get excited whenever he got jealous or protective.

The man clearly wasn't taking you or Heeseung seriously because he scoffed out a laugh, taking another sip from his drink. "Listen, sweetheart... I'm not convinced by whatever this is that you and this boring fellow are up to.. Come home with me and I'll show you a real good time.."

Heeseung sighs against your ear, grabbing the man by the collar as you grab his wrist, simply shaking your head. You then push Heeseung behind you, glaring at the man. "Listen here... You're the real fucking loser and if you don't take your dumb ass away from me in the next five seconds, I'll find your facebook page and tell your wife that you like to spend time trying to fuck other people's girlfriends." You speak straight up and forward, making the man's eyes widen. "Wife? I don't have a wife!"

"Says the ring on your finger. Now fuck off." You then grabbed Heeseung's hand, pulling him towards the dance floor, your drink clutched in your right hand. He made sure to grab your clutch when you started tugging on his arm.

"Baby.. You know I don't like dancing.. It's too crowded.." Heeseung speaks into your ear, making sure you can hear him over the bass of the loud music. You simply pull him closer, taking another sip of your cosmo. "Hee, baby.. That's the fun part. You get an excuse to be pressed against me in public without anyone noticing or caring."

He simply chuckled at your slurred explanation, spinning you around so he could pull your back to his chest. He held your hips gently, swaying you against him. "I don't deserve you.."

"Oh shut up, if I wasn't dating you I'd be with some perverted asshole who only wants to fuck me." You reassure, reaching back to place your hand on his nape, making him rest his head against your shoulder.

"Why didn't you wear the outfit I picked out for you?" You finally question and Heeseung chuckles, pressing a soft kiss to your neck. "The shirt was too brightly colored, and the pants were uncomfortable.." He mumbles, wrapping his arms around your waist as he nuzzles against your neck. "Baby.. The shirt was light blue. That's not bright. You need to wear something other than black for once."

"I like the clothes I wear." He responds, and you can tell there's a pout in his voice. You simply smile, ruffling his hair. "If you like it, so do I.."

The night continues on as Heeseung continues to follow you and your friends around Hongdae. He's been mostly silent tonight except for his small conversations with you. On occasion he exchanged a few words with your best friend's boyfriend, only because he'd met him before and felt it would be rude to ignore someone he knew.

Once it hit midnight, you decided to part from your friends, not wanting to overwhelm Heeseung too much.

He took you to a convenience store to get you some water, and a hangover drink before simply just walking with you. Pretty street lights illuminating the streets, nicely colored signs all around you. Your hand is in his and he's smiling at you. Nights out are always so much better when he's with you.

There are a few stragglers walking around and Heeseung can tell that all eyes are on you as you walk by.

You've been dating for almost two years now, and he feels like he should be used to it, but he doesn't like that he never has you to himself. And it's not your fault because you're naturally outgoing and confident, it has nothing to do with how pretty you are. He's extremely lucky to be with not just the prettiest girl, but the most lovely and caring girl as well.

You've always been genuine with Heeseung, defending him whenever anyone tried to question why such an outgoing girl was with such an introverted guy. He fell harder each time you explained that his social life didn't matter as long as you were apart of it.

And now he's watching you walk confidently, heels sounding delightfully against the pavement. He doesn't even know how you're still wearing heels when you've been walking and dancing in them for hours now.

He's pulled from his thoughts when he feels you stop walking. "Heeseung... Do you wanna hang out in this cafe for a little while? It's been awhile since we've been to this cafe together.."

He couldn't say no to you if he tried, so he nodded, opening the door for you and letting you walk in. Even though it had been a long time since the two of you had been here, he still knew your order by heart. He ordered for the both of you before leading you to a quiet booth in the corner. He let you sit down before sliding in beside you.

"Did you have fun tonight?..." He questioned, wanting to start a conversation with you after being mostly silent. "I did.. But I was worried about you.." You reply, glancing up at him. He raises an eyebrow. "Why? I've been okay.."

"I feel bad dragging you around with me sometimes.. I know you don't really like clubbing.. Plus all the guys that approach me. I don't like when people disrespect you." You take his hand in yours, squeezing it gently as he smiles, leaning in to kiss your cheek. "Baby, you don't have to feel bad. I'd do anything for you, you know.. It doesn't bother me when other guys try to talk to you.. You're a very wonderful woman, and I can't blame them.."

You smile at his words, giving him a kiss. "You're always so sweet, Heeseung... But really, I promise that next weekend I won't go clubbing.. It'll just be us. Okay?" He nods, caressing your cheek. "Okay then, we'll do that."

The two of you spend the next hour in the cafe, talking and laughing together. When you finally get up to leave, the barista stopped you. "Hey, could I get your number?"

You simply scoffed, grabbing Heeseung's hand before leaving the cafe. Heeseung was slightly shocked. Usually you'd come up with some cocky response to turn guys down, but you simply walked away.

You were quiet afterwards, and Heeseung didn't know what to say. You stayed silent until the two of you finally got back home.

You kicked your heels off at the door, dropping your coat, which Heeseung gladly picked up for you.

"Heeseung, I'm gonna shower.. Do you wanna join?" You asked, glancing back at him as he followed you towards your bedroom. He simply nodded, setting your coat on the dresser, his own following.

You disappeared into the bathroom, taking off your makeup while Heeseung set out some clothes for the two of you to wear after showering.

He then joined you in the bathroom, turning on the shower before pulling his shirt over his head.

He then moved to stand behind you, wrapping his arms around your waist as he nuzzled into the crook of your neck.

You smiled, finishing taking off your makeup before washing your face.

Heeseung's hands were already working on unzipping your skirt, tugging it past your hips to let it hit the floor. He then pulled your shirt over your head, dropping it as he turned you around to face him, pressing his lips softly against yours.

You kissed back, sliding your hands up his sides as he cupped your jaw, tugging you closer.

Eventually he pulled away, kissing your forehead. You finished undressing before stepping into the shower. The water was warm and you already felt so much relief from the slight headache you had.

Heeseung pressed you against the wall, catching you completely by surprise as you stared up at him. "What?..."

"What's the matter? You're never this quiet.." He mumbles, his tone filled with worry. You simply sigh, reaching up to ruffle his hair. "I'm fine. I'm just tired." Your excuse is definitely not going unnoticed by Heeseung, he shakes his head, cupping your cheek. "Are you upset with me?.. I'm sorry if it's embarrassing having people talk about you because of me.." He asks, saying the words with no expression.

"Heeseung, I'm not embarrassed of you. And I'm definitely not upset with you. Stop saying nonsense." You speak firmly, gripping his wrist as he nodded. "Okay.. I'm sorry." He apologizes, smiling weakly as he pulls away.

You tug him back by his hips, staring up at him. "Now you seem upset... Hee, baby.. You know that I love you no matter what others think. Right?"

He nods, though the motion seems hesitant, and you sigh, running a hand through your hair. "If it makes you feel better, I won't force you into coming with me anymore.." You suggest, but he shakes his head. "I enjoy being with you, I just wish I wasn't such a loser.. That way people would think that you have a cool boyfriend.. Someone who's not afraid to have fun or socialize.."

His words make you scoff. You cup his cheeks, pulling him closer so he was only a few inches away. You kissed his forehead before pulling back to stare into his eyes. "Lee Heeseung.. I don't give a fuck about what others think.. I only care about you. And I like that you're a little boring at times, it's a good contrast for me.. You're like the rain to my sunshine.. You're perfect and nothing will ever change that.."

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ive never seen Jennifer's Body so I hope I displayed yn's personality right 🫣

[fictionalcreator]

Thought of the line "drunk in Paris" and my brain auto-generated a RokCale fic hear me out

So, we all know that Kim Rok Soo is the absolute king of understating things, yeah? And Cale was deliberately acting like trash to draw attention / make his family look better by comparison / something along those lines, yeah?

So, In a modern AU, Cale (who's probably the son of an old money British noble house in this universe) goes on an expensive trip across Europe, because every trashy rich kid takes a "gap year" to fuck around in Italy or Spain or some such, possibly ending up on the news for something dumb. Perfect Cale territory. By the time he's done, everyone's gonna think his family are saints for putting up with him.

Of course, when he goes to France, classic Wine Country, he has to test his limits (with the best vintages money can buy, of course). Does he actually genuinely get trashed? I say yes because I think he needs at least one pathetic wet dog moment but in the end it's irrelevant because the POINT is that he ends up meeting (and sleeping with) this random guy from Korea who happens to be there on a business trip. Also, random Korean man is hot as hell, to the point where Cale-fucking-Henituse feels jealous, and despite this, this guy seems to think he's not hot?? Because of the scars??? Bitch, please, says Cale, perhaps more out loud than he meant to.

Despite that guy's pecs being sculpted by god himself, in the morning, post-nut, generally more sober, and depressingly alone, Cale still regrets it a little. After all, for everything he does, he's not in the habit of running around breaking hearts, nor does he particularly want to have "he's a slut" appended to his already seedy reputation. Random people looking for fights? He could deal with that. Random people looking for sex? Yeah, no.

(And of course, his distaste for the idea has nothing to do with any silly romantic dreams of waking up next to the same person every day, arms wrapped around each other as you whisper sweet nothings in the other's ear. Pfft—of course not.)

He'll just have to hope that no one saw him sneak off with Mr. Tall Dark and Handsome, and that this guy doesn't tell anyone about it.

Well, Mr. Mystery Hunk did say he was just there for a brief business trip. Cale doesn't have any reason to go to Korea, so they probably won't see each other ever again...

Well, some time later (idk if it would be funnier if it's like, the next day or several years), Cale meets Choi Han and ends up goading him into a fight. Choi Han, of course, hands his ass to him, and Cale gets sent to the hospital.

Only, while Cale's recovering, who else comes to visit but, surprise surprise, Mr. Beefcake himself, who's name is actually Kim Rok Soo (or some kind of pseudonym!). It turns out that Choi Han is Mr. Kim's subordinate? (we're pretending Choi Han was born later than in canon or something roll with it) And it turns out that the "business" that Kim Rok Soo came to Europe for...actually involves Cale?

Well, Cale's mom, at least.

Apparently, there's a secret international group working to sow war, famine, and terror around the world, and to accomplish some unknown objective (world conquest) they're looking for something left behind by one Jour Thames (among other mcguffins [ancient powers], but the org. that KRS belongs to actually managed to track down someone [Cale] who might know where this one is).

Kim Rok Soo is working for another secret organization, who are working to take the villains down. The head of the organization's most powerful and influential Team 1? That is, of course, Kim Rok Soo. (I'm thinking that the head, on paper, would be Eruhaben, since he would be a ridiculously rich old man in this AU)

Mr. Kim himself doesn't appear to regard this as a big deal, making him that much more terrifying of a person to talk to.

What exactly did Jour leave behind? Does magic exist in this AU?? How exactly did Cale get Kim "no thanks" Rok Soo to fuck him??? idk this was as far as my brain got

[lovelykil]

PLEASE more killua relationship hcs (no nsfw) pookie😞

headcanons—

: ➛killua

hc; relationship hcs 💁🏾‍♀️

cw; none

note; ofc (´∀｀*)

matching bracelets !!!! outfits too !!!!!!

he likes choosing the outfits, he's very picky so just let him pick the fit 😭

the bracelets were your idea, he thought it was dumb but as soon as you bought him it he immediately put that thing on.

"I thought you said the bracelets were dumb?" you smile with a brow raise, slipping yours on.

"they are." he fixes his bracelet.

"yeah okay."

"shut up, this doesn't even match the outfit."

"okay take it of–"

"no."

killua isn't the.. I guess ideal boyfriend? LMAO?? like snuggly, cozy warm bf that does infact not have a hard time expressing his feelings.

this is his first relationship, so he doesn't know what to really do tbh, go easy on him.

there will be times when he'll probably hurt your feelings during an argument or just in general.

he doesn't mean to; it usually just slips out and he regrets it immediately when he sees your face change.

he usually teases you alot, but sometimes his not 'meant to be taken to heart' insults get to you, and you do INFACT do take them to heart 😣

he laughs but then realizes your eyes are looking red and glossy

"HUUH? ARE YOU CRYING?!"

"whaat? no.. maybe a.. bit."

"I was just playing! stop crying !.."

"really? seemed like you meant it.."

"NO, oh my god. I'm sorry jeez"

reassurance is a main factor being with him, he overthinks things, trapping himself in this metaphoric box and just ends up going dead silent. Doesn't speak a word till you convince him to speak.

we all know this boy CANNOT communicate so also be gentle with him, he's trying his best to verbally express his emotions.

he's a jealous boy

most arguments like the bad ones are caused by his jealously issues, he even begins to tear up mid argument because the thought of losing you to someone else makes his heart ache. He doesn't want to lose you like Gon, and Alluka you three hold a dearly large space in his heart he doesn't know what he would do if you just left him.

so calming him down and reassuring you would never do such a thing with a sincere voice and a swift grab of his face.

"kil there's no way I'm ever leaving you, someone could hand me a million dollars and I'd still object their proposal. Even if you were to leave me one day.. I'd still love you. Now stop worrying, you'll ruin that pretty face of yours I adore." you kiss him gently then pull away.

he pauses, letting your words relieve his stress and worries as he shyly blushes. but soon he stares at you, his playful blue eyes looking into yours "...so is my face all you like about me?". Your eyes roll, letting go of his face

"of course NOT."

"are you sure what if you just like me because of my looks? and not my personalityy?" he teases, a cat like grin tugging at his lips when he sees you're getting annoyed.

"werent you just crying like seconds ag-"

"NO SHUT UP"

anyway

his love language is quality time that and sharing his choco robots.

he's not big with affection but being in the same room as you whether you're watching a movie, coloring, or just sitting on the bed with your phone in complete silence together, means a lot to his tsundere self.

and also exploring the nature with you, or simply just grabbing a snack at the nearest gas station makes him content, as long as he's around you he's fine.

of course not all the time I mean he has his limits and he's sure you do too, loves his own space in a relationship.

I have this head canon where the main 4 go on road trips every so often in a van all together. Leorio driving, Kurapika in the passenger seat telling him where to go, Gon sitting on the left side of the car, you on the other side, and kil in the middle

you always lean over to tell gon something, pissing killua off and it will be the most dumbest things you say to him.

"gon did you see that bird?"

"ohh gon! oh wait I forgot."

I'm sooo glad I'm not in the middle, right gon?"

"gon"

"gon"

"gonnnnnnnnnnnnn"

"Y/N STOP LEANING OVER ME JUST TO SAY THE MOST STUPIDEST SHIT EVER" the albino finally breaks, looking over at you. A big red tic mark appears on his forehead.

"you know you're not supposed to curse when kurapika is around" you so innocently smile at him, just getting the teen even more worked up.

"fuck kurapika, when we get off I'm going to-"

"MONEY JARR, KILLUA CURSEDD!"

"gon BE QUIET"

sorry I got carried away 😔

you always join the road trips even though killua gets mad at you because of your annoying antics, but when the sun goes down.. the car is silent, gon is fast asleep, leorio and kurapika enjoying the peaceful silence finally, killua on his phone and you resting your head on his shoulder he feels at peace, suddenly forgetting your teasing behavior the past few hours, he looks over at you with a warm smile then turns off his phone to rest his own head on yours.

I feel like in the relationship he likes to be in charge, doesn't like to be submissive. He wants to protect you, and make sure your taken care of before he is.

hes like a guard dog, imitating to others if he's with you, but also such a cutie when he gets embarrassed because he got concerned for your wellbeing and you tease him about that saying,

"you do care about me!"

"yeah whatever, its not like it means I like you or anything."

"we're literally dating"

the way you can tell he loves you is when he says

"you're annoying."

"oh my god, you're so embarrassing.."

I hate you."

or very rare moments he just randomly says

"I love you." then walks away without a word while you're on your phone or doing something.

lets you play with his wild fluffy hair when you're bored.. after convincing him to let you. he huffs, as you braid his hair with a squeal.

if you ever sleep with stuff animals he's soo gonna make fun of you but that smirk fades fast when you don't want to cuddle with him, you would rather hold your plushie than him.

he gets so mad 😭

after what feels like forever you eventually give in to his apology for being an ass and turn over.

"okay but you gotta hold our kid, to make it up." you pass him the stuffed 'child'

"I'm not holding that." he stares at the plushie then you.

"well then we're not cuddling, end of story." you grab back the child. Killua closes his eyes to roll them in their sockets with a low sigh, he grabs the stuff and holds it to his chest.

"alright there, now come here."

"aww you look so cute holding our babyy" you gladly listened to him, shifting closer.

"you're so weird." once he has you in his grasp he smiles, closing his eyes with his made believe child resting between both of you.

omg he's definitely the type of boyfriend to randomly pull up at your window in the middle of the night, his blue eyes glowing in the darkness and slowly reveals himself with his arms crossed.

"you're supposed to be asleep, idiot."

"you're supposed to be at HOME?"

"I guess I missed you or whatever.."

[specialgradefckr]

im so sorry I sent the last ask half written!!! I got sooo excited!! It's so stupid I'm so sorry.

Anyways, onto the ask.

I love how you've written it like the Chinese game of 'go'. The way Suguru loves scheming. So calculated. And satoru being equally desperate and (for the lack of better word) dumb.

The fact that reader managed to not break when i thought she would. I might've. And even better, the fact that Suguru could see he's done something when he said 'satoru is special'. Gawd. I've read that scene over and over again to pick apart each sentence.

Your fics are just so loaded with implications too. Some things even hiding in plain sight. Like I had to go back to BYHTD and realise Suguru has probably liked reader for AS LONG AS she's liked him for, if not more. But man has refused to do anything about it.

And gowmskakskxjxd WHEN SATORU looked at Suguru to say 'this could've been you? She could've been UNDER YOU!?'.

So my question is... would your reader genuinely allow Suguru to do what she did to satoru, if he asked nicely? Or would she want him to first come out and say it?

Would it drive Suguru crazier and more inclined to confess if a) she now pulls away, or b) she actually starts to use satoru to get him jealous?

Also, i desperately need a scene with reader taunting Suguru like he did to her with the pegging scene. I'm feral for it. Again, did Suguru WANT to be in satoru's place, or did he want more to be the one holding the knife with reader under him?

Ajskzkjxnd I'm so sorry for the long ask I'll stop. I'm so sorry, and thank you so so SO SO SO MUCH!! this fic is like... it's like a shot of adrenaline fr. I'm not joking I was abt to fall asleep last night and I just wanted a quick read and I ended up being wide awake re-reading parts of heartline gone flat for 45 mins YOU'RE INSANE IN THE BEST WAYYY

heyyy bestie!!! i've been sitting on this ask for a bit bc i know you're busy but i figure i'll answer it now because i'm trying to wrap up everything from january~ i do always tag non-anon asks with the username of the sender so hopefully that helps if you're looking for it later <3

but also skfjglsdhg PLEASE i love the excitement, it's very contagious!!! this is the kind of thing that gets me excited to work on things! and tumblr isn't exactly the most polished site experience lmao stuff like that happens all the time

anyways! suguru definitely makes things seem calculated, although for everyone else involved this is just... normal human relationships (satoru's idea of a normal human relationship is deeply questionable though kdfjhsgh).

there's some level of similarity between you and suguru in the fic. for both of you, the driving reason for not confessing is the fear of rejection and vulnerability. you both really really do not want to give in, but suguru proactively taunts you about it, so of course you don't just fold the second he waves his dick in your face.

the fact that this crush is actually so old between you actually kind of adds to it. suguru liked you before he ever even knew satoru.

this is something that adds to the messy feelings here - did suguru only date satoru to make YOU jealous? did suguru date him so that you couldn't, when it became obvious that you were attracted to satoru (and unwilling to confess to your long-time crush)?

who knows! not suguru, not you, and definitely not satoru (he does not care skdhjfghsdfg.

as for what you (fic!reader) would allow... it's kinda up for interpretation. you're a little bit off the deep end by the end of part 2, but that doesn't mean you'd be into bloodplay on you (i personally wouldn't be).

more importantly, from your perspective, suguru is the last person who deserves to put his name on you. and suguru's too proud to allow it (or is he..?).

that tension between you and suguru is definitely going to come up in part 3. like the big moment of part 2 is you having this insane moment with satoru, which suguru kinda interrupts and then you go for real insane and nearly kill him, and this is so much more emotion you've been willing to show suguru the whole time.

satoru got to fuck you, he got your name on him, he got you to be so mad at him you'd kill him - basically everything he ever wanted. and suguru got to sit aside and watch.

something's got to give. who knows, maybe suguru's sanity is next? ;)

[bella4263]

Part 3 i'm annoying

Yeah Logan was a problematic asshole at times, stemming from harmful ideals being shoved down his throat since childhood and being a rich teen boy in that time period. It totally makes sense to me why Logan would be like that, I feel like it unlikely someone in his position wouldn't be. If u look at his actions rather than words, it doesn't seem like he really believes half the shit he says. Not ok but u get what I mean, he grew out of it. Weevil tortured and tried to kill Logan, killed Thumper (valid), just a lot of crime stuff. It totally makes sense why he would be like that, being on the side of Neptune where he kind of felt the need to do that, and when someone from his gang got murdered, he took it very personally. Again, not an excuse but it makes sense. But oh god do I HATE this whole, Logan is a rich and privileged asshole and he has all this money to support him whereas Weevil has to support himself and his family. Let us remind you they BOTH HAD HARD LIVES IN DIFFERENT WAYS. Logan is rich and privileged yes, but he was also fucking abused his whole life and had no loving family or anyone to look out for him. Logan may have had the money but he needed to support himself financially. However he had to support himself mentally and emotionally so he could graduate, go to college, get a job and, you know, not fucking kill himself. Weevil had to support himself financially, but had a loving grandmother and family. The two were probably jealous of each other in different ways, and they both had reasons to be. The controversial house thing where I see people say. Weevil burned down Logan's house but Logan can just get a new place and Weevil can't. I definitely think it was the wrong move tho evict them (even when we have no evidence about whether or not he went through with it) but fuck if someone burnt down my HOME that had all my stuff including my DEAD MOTHERS BELONGINGS AND ONLY REMINDERS OF HER, I would be so pissed off, sorry. I wouldn't really be thinking about the other persons feelings if THEY DID IT TO ME FIRST. I feel bad for both but oh my god we need to be a little bit more understanding Logan didn't owe Weevil any kindness or mercy at that point even if I disagree with what he did. My point is I love them both but we have to stop pitting them against each other. They both do good and bad things and are honestly the same person. Veronica is also really problematic in her own way (love her) but like please let's be serious now. Oh and uhh Logan/Veronica weren't equals argument is dumb she literally planted s bong in his locker and did a bunch of other shit to piss him off she was never afraid of that man please. He was a bitch to her ONLY because he blamed her for Lily's death btw as well, they were never oppressor/oppressed and saying that is honestly offensive to Veronica and all her badassery. God this take that Logan, the longterm abuse victim, "deserved the abuse," is gross and weird as if he wasn't acting out like that because of the abuse in the first place like oh my god. Or "he deserved to die," no the abuse and trauma survivor who has tried to kill himself multiple times did not deserve to fucking die after they go to therapy and put in the work to heal and become a good person and finally find peace and happiness just because you didn't like him. wtf. Anyways sorry this was so long I'm just sick of being demonised for loving Logan (a fictional character) and people act like I don't know what he did. I have many reasons why I like him while recognising his poor behaviour thank you and his death was unfair and devastating and poor writing. Oh and the people preaching "it's noir!" About his death (no blowing up on ur wedding day isn't noir), complain about Logan being problematic when that is supposed to be noir like what do u want, do u want him to stay the same or smt? Anyways thank you for coming to my ted talk.

[halimpark7]

When I was small

I danced

I loved light pink

Feeling pretty

Being on stage

My first recital

In kindergarten

I asked my 16 year old cousin

"How did I do?

Did I do a good job?" Full of enthusiasm. Smiling.

Do you like me now? Begging for approval. Please, I love you.

Silence.

"What could I do better?" Ill do anything for you to love me.

I pulled teeth for an answer.

She said "you were ok"

Smiling sheepishly

"You were too slow."

The next dance was ballet.

And I rushed through all the moves

Double-time.

I finished before everyone

I wasn't too slow.

I stood waiting. My teacher dumbfounded.

I guess I blew them all away. 😁😁😁 Smiling.

I didn't realize

As a little girl

Why my beautiful

Older cousin

Hated me.

My first taste of sabotage.

And I wouldn't understand this concept,

Until much later in life.

As a woman.

Sometimes our heros

Hate us,

bc they were taught

To hate themselves. That's the nice way of saying.

They're jealous b🎆+¢√$.

Selfishness wins

It's not my problem.

Cut down the competition

Kill the little girl with potential.

Who could be better than you.

God forbid. Who cares how old they are.

What her home life is like, what they've been through.

My dollar is still more important than you.

It's a dog eat dog world, Kid. Meaning- nobody has a conscience. Nobody gives a shit.

So then the help we get.

Isn't help at all.

But sabatoge

Jealousy

Masked with

Sheepishness.

Greed.

And that's what it's like

To be a beautiful talented person

Without any support.

Heart without the bank account.

No one to stick up for you.

When people steal. Make fun of you. Steal.

Your opportunities. Keep you on the side of the road.

Bc you're prettier than they are. In person and then everybody will know.

And you, pretty girl.

Always questioning

Motives, love, friendships

Is it real? Don't you want something?

Intimacy, that I don't want to give.

Power. Ownership. Me without boundaries. For me to be in love with you? Even when I'm not.

Do you hate me now?

Did I flatter you enough?

Are you jealous?

Can you stop?

Ok, you bought me something.

Food for a week. Now you're going to yell at me. Take me out of college. Because you're retarded and your best friend moved away. But it's my first year of college.

Bc retards steal your motivation, get it?? They're slow, they steal from fast people. Who cares if they're your daughter. I love stealing from beautiful people. Bc I'm fat and I'm slow.

You only love me for this.... You're using me.

I thought you were my family.

That's not how moms are supposed to treat their daughters.

That's not how 16 year olds are supposed to treat five year olds.

Dumb and evil have the same outcome.

Isn't that how you're supposed to treat people? ...

Ok, you're not cool. You won't do what I do? ...

I hate you, now you're supposed to be sad.

Why are you doing that? I don't want to. That's boring.

Let's hate on everything.

Where's your boundaries. I'm going to stomp on them.

If you had my childhood,

You would hate everyone, too.

Hate is love

This is how we treat each other.

We critique, pull apart, you were "ok."

You think you're good at things?

You use. Stab with words.

Quickly with glaring eyes.

"What did you say?" Murderous rage.

"Uhm ok, I'm going to leave now." Abandonment.

"I'm never talking to her again." God, what a loser.

"Wow"

See?

It's cool to be a b*+#h.

In the 90's

And push people to kill themselves.

Isn't that what you all do in secret?

Pretend to be friends

Attack each other in secret?

At least in your head?

That's what I thought.

Thanks Mesuk.

Guess I was a little slow.

But you have to account for

16 year olds who can't read.

Probably wouldn't be nice

To their little cousin

Proud of themselves

With their Dr. Suess book

At 5. Whose cuter than you. And will always be.

Prettier. Guess that was the real reason.

You let your boyfriend

Choke me.

Jealous, much?

Because of my bone structure

And you have

Buck teeth.

One of my first memories

Reading 1 Fish 2 Fish Red Fish

Blue Fish

I look over my shoulder

And I got a black eye.

One second shot.

My dad's fist

Into my right eye socket.

I was reading Dr. Suess

Don't be good at anything

Bc that could get you beaten up.

You're getting too much attention.

You never know when he's going to hit you

For what reason. Attention, you made too much money

On your first musical at 13. And now you have to move towns. So your dad can pursue himself and his dreams.

Joon is a 5th degree black belt.

Mesuk's the "pretty" one.

Hyeon makes people stuff.

Watch your little brother.

Don't ask me for anything.

Your dance class costs too much money

And I waited in the parking lot 2 hours after. Two times a week. You're already lucky, you get anything at all.

No complaining.

And I'm waiting.

Because my dad is fu€✓^ng

My retarded mom's

Best friend. Who lives one street down. When I was in elementary.

Who decided to kill herself

During the pandemic.

After years of me

Begging her for money to eat.

Hearing that I was on the side of the road

Bc my dad would beat me

And Joon "Jakey" (which is a copycat version of my brothers chosen American name, Jake) not his name, at all. Someone please tell my dad it's uncool to copy people. Especially your kids.

is too abusive to know what a "deadbeat" is. And if he doesn't acknowledge it, it's not real. Bc that's how stupid people act.

You're over 18. it didn't hurt him. It's not wrong, you're my daughter. It says in the Bible I can discipline you. You did something wrong. My dad thinks.

"You deserve it" says my mom. Who would sleep through me screaming.

"I don't love you, Daughter. Why are you upset? That was a long time ago" as he groped me under my clothes and caressed my a§$ under my underwear almost daily before I had s*x in my adolescence.

I guess if I had a cute little punching bag, who would cry and I'd make fun of, until they stopped feeling things. I'd be ok by now too.

"you never finish anything" screams my mom

Bc unfortunately school costs money

And my mom "don't asking me for anything, HaDiMah!!! I'm OLD"

So how could I finish anything? This is why having parents who hate you is so painful. They're not supposed to help you, with anything. They hate you, duh. They're trying to stop you. Stupid.

don't you know? Babu.

You're here to help me! I'm retarded. I'M the BABY!!!! I'M the CENTER OF ATTENTION. ME!! EVERYONE CALLS ME, BABY.

And that's what she looks like, a short round fat thing, with skinny legs. A big baby.

And no, mom and dad. ....

I didn't know you weren't supposed to hate your kids, your husband, your friends, your life. Your job. Where you lived.

Guess I got everything all wrong. *Insert chuckle*

Guess life is suppose to be about things you like.

Dealing with your terrible feelings with God and a therapist.

Not yelling at the kindest person you can find who gives a 💩💩💩.

Picking things you like. What do you like? What do you want to do? Whats your favorite things? In every category? What do you want to eat? What's your favorite food? How best can I know, know, know, and care, care, care, about and for you?

What are your hobbies, Baby? Who are you, sweetie?

Not being molested, hit around, food poisoning slop on the stove. Being yelled at bc your dad had a bad day and his wife is ugly, he's disgusted, and he's a s*x addict.

Guess all that was a big mistake. I'm the stupid one, fr, for being so traumatized, I didn't know.

You didn't guess my mind? That backstreet boy song said the f word, as he sucker punches me in the face. I think I was in the fifth grade. I was in such a state of shock. What? It's on the radio... There's no F- pop! right in the face. Turned around in the car. No warning.

Yeah,

I think I didn't really understand what love was.

Until I asked the world to love me. Not because I deserved it. Bc I needed to eat that day, and my parents wanted me to die instead. So they didn't have to give me money anymore. They could bury their mistakes and their secrets.

And I asked you to love me, so I could understand how to stop being crazy. Bc after years of my mom subconsciously trying to get me to kill myself. Years of my dad beating me up in all different rooms and places. I didn't want to do laundry, clean, or live inside an apartment. I needed people to love me. Because I didn't know how to stop being crazy.

To stop being abusive to other people. Enjoying being oppressive, rapey, and bullying whoever pissed me off. Laughing at their humiliation. Fuel for demons.

Bc I had less feelings than them. I ate their embarrassment. It made me feel powerful and I deserved it.

To stop taking my bad moods out on my roommate or people I gave money too.

So I could feel better than people.

Bc my parents would laugh at me, at my pain.

Servers, front desk people, anyone and everyone who reminded me of my mother or my father. Whoever gave me an excuse.

I asked you to love me, to have a better day today, because I didn't have a choice, to please-please care that I was starving. Bc no one does at home.

And to love me so I could learn how to stop being so resentful and bitter. Because I was too stupid to take any real run towards freedom. To scrambled to understand my mother was feeling me poison. Trying to make me fat. My dad was beating me for being good at things. So what am I actually good at?

And to please love me, because how much can you yell at a retard.

Both of them. They are trying to compete with who has the worse life, them in third world era Korea?

or you, bc they're abusing you, but first you have to teach them that they're abusing you. Not just "being themselves". That your body isn't their property. And that your poverty is actually their problem.

You're only killing yourself, trying to fight with Stupid.

What does their validation matter? They tried to kill you Stupid, they don't care about your feelings, you don't have parents. Those people are your enemies, get away. Stupid. Run, study, tell somebody.

That parents were mean and retarded and liked to bully me. Beat me up and touch me under my clothes.

Call my brother fat and stupid. Until I stuck up for him. And then he and my mom, ganged up on me too, when I had nothing. Bc that's what some fat people do. Their resentment waits in hiding till youre down, and then they can eat you.

And then you learn. There are the people you help.

Bc they try when you try. And people you don't. Bc they're jealous of you and waiting in the sidelines to steal from you. Dunno. That's their problem, not mine. Just my job to have understanding and discernment. So I don't attract the same situation.

And I guess.

There's something called grace and forgiveness. Bc when you spend so much time in bitter resentment about the fat or ugly or mean or retarded or stupid or whatever thing happened to you.

You manifest terrible situations just so you can have the excuse to scream. Have explosive toxic feelings. Word vomit your bad day on somebody. Like a baby.

And not look like a psycho bc your life is so terrible bc of x, y, and z.

All things you manifested. To help you get something you really want for yourself. God will give you exactly what makes you happy. Terrible scenario✔️ dumb people✔️ real excuse to be super angry✔️

But if you love Jesus, and you like your eyes.

You endure pain and suffering to learn life lessons.

Radical responsibility.

And like Jesus. Speak miracles for everybody.

Even the creepy homeless guy who checks you out when you buy him food.

Because, I couldnt imagine sleeping on the sidewalk.

I already have a hard time peeing and pooping inside my van without running water.

Why? Bc if they're on the street and you encounter them.

Guess they mirror where you feel that (insert negativity here)

So thank you for being here with me.

It's not easy to read.

But also it's not happening to you. Lol.

And that's where we extend ourselves. Boundaries.

"Wow" what you're going through is shitty.

How can I be helpful? And you start by seeing a new life,

A better one for people who are suffering. And money if you have it. Bc I'm one of 2 girls and a dog. And all people have to eat.

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Cashap-halimpark7 venmo HaLim-Park PayPal hapark7

Considering starting a patreon. Just a heads up.

[hils79]

Hils Watches Strong Woman Do Bong Soon - Ep 2

What kind of games do you play, my dude?

Look, I know you are (badly) trying to woo her but telling her when to eat is a bit much

Haha! That is literally her new boss

I mean he would probably be okay with that

Uh, I'm pretty sure he did not say that. OH! Is that what he whispered to her when she asked why he didn't want a male bodyguard?

I'm assuming at some point it's going to turn out that the man threatening CEO dude (I should really learn his name) and the serial killer are connected somehow

Haha! She threatened to crush the dicks of a bunch of school bullies

I think I'd rather have a broken bone tbh

I do like that they haven't made her stupid in this. One annoying thing about a lot of dramas is they tend to dumb down the female characters so that their 'growth' is them no longer being silly and immature.

Aww he means well

Okay, he's pretty smart and not a himbo

That's because she has a crush on him and thinks you're a brat

Oh my god I forgot he's pretending to be gay. Now he's pretending to have a crush on the same guy as her.

Oh no his girlfriend is a pretty cellist. I fear she's going to be fridged.

I'm a little confused about why he's pretending to be gay. Is it so she won't think he's hitting on her? What's his plan? To get her comfortable around him and then say 'surprise I'm actually straight'? I'm sure that won't lead to trust issues.

She thinks you're gay and she thinks you're a brat. Why would she flirt with you?

Oh my god this has suddenly got very complicated. Pretend to date your gay boss who isn't actually gay and has a crush on you, to make your actual crush who already has a girlfriend jealous.

Boys, please. We all know the solution to any love triangle is an OT3.

[autumn-foxfire]

The Spider Mansion Case! Probably one of the more sadder cases around due to why it happened T-T

Heiji, do you like Kazuha? Why are you angry she wants to spend time with you?

Shinichi is so going to be used to sitting on people's laps when he's got his original body back. He's going to climb into a car and try and sit on people's laps and won't even realise it's wrong. Kaito would enjoy it though XD Also being held around the waist by people.

I know they're whispering and people won't actually hear them but due to the fact that they keep the volume at the same level as normal speaking, it's quite funny to imagine everyone hearing the head of the house say that they might be the ones who murdered the brother.

Having no social skills is a detective thing, it seems XD

"The kid is jealous," Or maybe, Kazuha, you are in a new place and there have been mutliple deaths that you've been sent to investigate so giving her a phone would actually be a smart idea. Gosho, do you not know how humans work? I'm genuinely asking? Shinichi doesn't have to get jealous over everything. I'd say have you not heard a thing about trust but we know Shinichi doesn't trust Ran <.<

Let's have the teenager use the axe to open the door!

Hey, better assistant than a hindrance Shinichi!

A murderer is loose in the mansion! What better thing to do than look for something you've lost! Ran and Kazuha aren't stupid, Gosho, so why are you making them stupid. Oh, because Shinichi bought it her <.< Of course.

PLEASE DO TAKE HER AWAY FROM SHINICHI, KAZUHA. SHE REALLY NEEDS TO BE AND GIVEN A NICE RELATIONSHIP WITH A PERSON WHO ACTUALLY TRUSTS HER. PREFERABLY WITH A WOMEN BECAUSE WE ALL KNOW THAT'S WHAT SHE ACTUALLY LIKES.

Also stupid shit like this wouldn't happen <.<

A murder is loose and we don't know who it is! Lets just leave my friend alone in the rain! Nothing bad can happen!

Shinichi has such sharp hearing, it's so weird they also want him to be tone deaf too. They are so inconsistent with this. He knows music until he doesn't! He's tone deaf but he's also got the sharpest hearing out of he cast! Just say he can't sing Gosho (A gag we know was born because Conan is voiced by a singer).

Also, Ran, why didn't you INFORM ANYONE, instead of crying in the goddamn garage. I usually avoid insulting Ran but she was so stupid it genuinely pisses me off. She did get into this horrible situation but it wasn't just your fault Ran, Kazuha was just as fucking stupid and I am angry about it. Let's dumb down the girls so the boys can be affected by there terrible decisions for drama! The misogyny is so goddamn blatant it makes me furious.

Boys, this is called sexual assault. I don't care if it's for evidence, you don't just try and strip a person like that. It's not funny either Gosho (sorry I'm already in a mood due to the previous writing in this case).

To amuse myself, I love it when they cut to Conan talking in Kogoro's voice and this grizzled voice comes out of a seven year old. Yes, he's been smoking since he was born. His father taught him in Hawaii.

"Unusually upset," no, Shinichi, people can be close to their nieces and nephews and will burst into tears at funerals. That's kind of normal.

Well, that mother has egg on her face, doesn't she.

Shinichi not wanting Heiji to tell Robert the truth due to the man's own fragile sense of mind... Knowing that it could lead to a situation that would end in his death, but Heiji being too mad at his lack of care towards others making him say it... While they are similar, they are different too.

[hoghtastic]

I must admit, I feel "seen." 😋 As I sit here, reading all the posts, I totally feel seen but in a different way than you may think. Typically, anyone who "feels seen," gets defensive and then sends in an ask that is calling someone out. I want to address this differently and hope for someone to help me. I'm serious. And I'm not going to be rude, so don't worry. I seriously am asking for your opinions and suggestions.

I'm about to lay all my BS out on the table and open up and be completely vulnerable here. Please, if you answer me, be kind, because I'm honestly not pointing fingers at anyone but MYSELF!

Well, am I someone who has also been "desperately trying to prove that Johanne does not live with Alex?" Yes, I am. Have I analyzed stuff to exhaustion to prove my point that it hasn't happened yet? Also, yes. Does it mean I'm a bit on the crazy side? Absolutely. It has to. Or completely crazy? Probably also, yes. (Even though my friend tells me that crazy people don't usually sit around and question if what they're doing is crazy or not. Haha)

And the question here isn't AM I jealous of her. The question is, WHY the F*@K am I jealous of her? I have my own life, that I am quite happy with, actually, and I know whatever happens with them, between them, absolutely has no bearing on my life whatsoever! They could have 2.5 kids, 20 brand new cars, a white picket fence, and live happily ever after, and it would not affect my life at all. They are complete strangers that I only know and make my opinions of based on what they've posted and what I've seen and read about them. How does it make any D#@M sense, then, that the thought of them living together or omg, getting married makes a part of my heart break a little? And seriously, not because of anything she has done or posted and deleted, (because I won't make an assumption based on who she is entirely based on just the ridiculous sh¡t) but just because I'm just woman enough to admit I'm jealous! I know even if they weren't together, it doesn't increase MY chances of being with him or anything even close to that, so why the H3LL do I care?!!!!!!!!!!!! I have thought and thought and analyzed it to death and I still can't figure it out.

I want him to be happy, I do, but why does him being happy make a part of me sad? And even though it does still make me happy for him, it makes no sense!

So I come to you all to sincerely ask if I am the only one. Surely I'm not the only person in this boat! 🤞🏼 and even if I am, is there anyone who can explain this to me? WHAT THE F☆@K is my problem? Because it seems I seriously have one! Ugh!

HELP! Please! I feel so dumb. And I'm usually smarter than this.

Oh, And just in case someone says it or thinks it, no, I don't think me and Alex are in any kind of relationship, I don't think we're all friends, and I don't think he's mine or belongs to me. I'm not completely lost haha

Hello anon! 😊 First of all, I truly admire your courage and sincerity for sharing your feelings with us in such an honest way. I do believe you're not the first, nor will you be the last to feel like this. Most people, in any moment of their lives had some sort of celebrity crush which may or may not have had some sort of impact in their lives.

Especially in today's age, social media has made it extremely easy to have access to one's favorite celebrities. As we get more glimpses into their lives, and even some interactions sometimes, we feel closer to them and they truly become a part of our daily lives. We see these people everyday, we get to know what they've been up to, and therefore we grow to know and admire them even more. Sometimes their mere presence brightens our day and gives us some comfort in tough times, to help us through the day, much like a real-life friend would, and our attachment grows. And like a real-life friend, we won't always agree with everything they do or say, so sometimes we also get a little frustrated or even worried about them (or jealous, like you mentioned). And these feelings are real, the time and emotional (and sometimes monetary) investment in these people is real, however, the relationship is not, since it's really one-sided. And that's the key word here, which defines parasocial relationships.

From your description, it seems to me that's what you're experiencing. According to this article, there are various levels of parasocial relationships, and it seems that while you are aware of their one-sided nature, which is actually a good thing, it's still affecting you in some way, so it has become intense-personal.

While parasocial relationships can lead to negative consequences like stalking and avoiding real-life relationships and responsibilities, they also have a few benefits, like helping socially anxious people eliminate fear of rejection, or helping against depression and loneliness, as people feel some sort of connection to their favorite celebrity (and sometimes even make friends in the community/fandom). So it's easy to understand why some people are more vulnerable and end up experiencing parasocial relationships.

It's also important to acknowledge that today's industry also capitalizes on these relationships, creating an illusion of face-to-face interaction. In said article they mention more personal advertising campaigns in which celebrities or influencers talk directly to their audiences, maybe even sharing some personal stories to establish a closer connection. However, since we're talking about Alex, I'd like to mention the countless conventions he attends, during which he acts as his fans' long time friend, speaking and behaving exactly how they expect him to, promoting this sense of proximity and giving the illusion of a more realistic and intimate connection.

In conclusion, what you're experiencing is actually very common, anon, and I'd advise you to look a little more into this topic to better understand your feelings. However, if you feel they're having some sort of bigger impact in your daily life, my best advice would be to talk to a professional who could better guide you. Regardless, I hope this was helpful and if you ever feel like talking to someone about this, my asks & DMs are always open. 😊💖

[clay-tries-his-best]

! atsv spoilers !

when i sat down in my theatre seat to see atsv im telling you i was being the most autistic fuck you've ever witnessed. you could practically see the sparkles in my eye, dude.

the spot. my godddd he's so silly. the marketing ploy to make him seem like the side villain from the trailers was so fucking smart. I really thought that Miguel was going to be the main villain considering him fighting miles in pracgjcalky every trailer ever and being in the post-credits scene of itsv. and miles dealing with having to be everywhere at once was very realistic and gave me the classic "oh my god this poor boy this is painful to watch". oh and gwen's beginning scene of the drums just gave me the feeling that the movie was going to be fantastic. like, betrayal, amazing visuals, more gwen?? already a wonderful start. also the fact that the spot's whole reason to turn into a major villain is that nobody, not even the person who caused his disfigurement, would take him seriously- like- HUH???? perfect. wonderful. bro just wanted miles to pay attention to him for a little while.

Pavitr and Hobie were also really great additions to the spider team. Despite the fact that Hobie's accent was so thick and deep that I couldn't understand what he was saying a good third of the time, he still managed to work his way into my top 5 characters of the movie. THAT is good character building. At first I thought he was going to be the stereotypical love rival, considering his first mention was miles getting jealous of him and gwen being friends. I was worried that was how the story was actually going to go when he upstaged miles by breaking done the collider force field, but hes actually a really chill and cool guy. pretty sure he even roots for gwen and miles, so that's pretty funny. Pavitr was also super funny with a great character design. " Chai means tea, you're just saying tea tea! " was probably one of my favorite lines / jokes from the whole movie. His world was also very pretty and SUPER detailed. Props to every artist for Mumbatten.

Miguel and Peter B.'s dynamic was really fun to watch as well. This cryptic emo ass mastermind vampire who has watched people die and destroyed a universe next to this middle aged man in a pink fuzzy bathrobe who's oogling over his daughter. also, the line where Miguel said " I've had the right amount of you today " to peter b instead of " I've had enough of you " like the normal saying goes was kinda queer. just saying. but yeah, great villain, and I do want to see him in the final battle against spot, but I eventually don't want him to be the one to beat spot, y'know? If it was to be anyone, it's obviously going to be miles. Whether it's just miles or miles and gwen or miles and the gang gwen assembled at the end of atsv (WHICH HAD SPIDERNOIR YESSS SPIDERNOIR FANS LETS GOOOOOOO I HAD THE STUPIDEST SMILE ON MY FACE WHEN I SAW HIM IM TELLKNG YOU), in the end it's still gotta be miles.

the collider scene with the spot was really cool. spot may be silly, but he's not dumb enough to be " saved " by his archnemesis who only cared about him when he was about to become a transdimensional eldritch horror. boss move. his final form was really pleasing to look at because you can just see the detail that went into it. Looking at some screenshots, I noticed there were a lot of eyes and I'm pretty sure I saw a version of spiderman (original world 1610 peter, possibly?) staring at miles / the audience. despite him not showing up for another hour, hour and a half, I wasn't mad. If a movie can avoid showing the main villain for that long and still have them integrated properly, just, wow. blown away. oh and this part made me even more interested because his beginning ost, spot 1, I think? his random beats and tunes sounded more silly and disorganized and clumsy, like him trying to take the atm. near the end, he got spot 2, which was more shrill and frightening. I'm not musically trained, and I could still tell that it was scarier, and to me, they sounded very similar. To not have too far of a difference between the two and stroke two entirely different chords is just. ugh. wow.

don't even get me started on prowler miles... RAHHH THE CHARACTER AND WORLD DESIGN FOR UNIVERSE 42!!!! it was so beautiful and scary and breathtaking because there is. no. spiderman. when miles's mom didn't know what he was talking about and gwen wasn't really outside, it hit me like a brick in the head. and alternate aaron??? hello??? he made me physically uncomfortable because of how terrifying his face was. i couldnt even tell if he was wearing makeup or he was just that dramatjcally shaded. the turn miles does to see that it was his dad painted on the wall instead of aaron.... GRAHHHHHH

as an aspiring artist, I can say nothing but wow. that movie, the fact that it was 2 HOURS AND 20 MINUTES???? HELLO??? DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH WORK THAT MUSTVE TOOK??? unbelievable. and you know that sony felt bad for making us wait on a cliffhanger, so they probably were around 3/4 done with atsv and started working on beyond, so we didn't have to wait as long as we would've if they finished atsv and then started beyond. I'm so glad that those 5 years in the Sony team paid off, because that. was. amazing. my depression is vaporized. im going feral, going wild, going insane. i will not think of anything else until beyond is out. can't wait to see my bbg spot have his villain moment in March 2024!!! <333

[a-blue-mask]

Being their significant other headcanons, Dislyte edition.

Feat. Li Ling, Falken, Yun Chuan, Long Mian.

Author note: the first three were requested, the other was added by me for fun. The request for Falken asked for a shy reader but I'm doing really general headcanons here. Buuuuut... Yes I did change his headcanons a bit to fit the request. Also I wrote all this in the most gender neutral way possible, so anyone can enjoy it.

Twigger warnings: none? Maybe Long Mian being the most possessive man on Earth, but it was expected. Oh you can imagine some nsfw situations if you really try, but nothing mentioned here was meant to be nsfw.

Li Ling

You got in a relationship with this walking- floating menace. I'm not going to ask how.

He probably started floating around you a lot, showing off his powers to you until you asked him out because you thought he was flirting. He was not, but now he's glad you thought he was.

Anyway here we are!

First off, let's bust a myth. You know the "If there's something I can't stand is dumb rules"? Well, that doesn't really apply to you.

He might tease you sometimes, but he will never, ever cross your boundaries.

He respects you and you're one of the few people that can make him behave.

And this leads to another of his quotes.

"If you have something to say, you better have the power to back it up", right?

Well, he's your power to back it up. Doesn't matter if you're a normal person, and Esper, if you're in the Union or not, if you have a problem it is now also his problem and he'll back you up.

Yes this did lead to some accidents a few times but it's alright, the other person was always left alive.

Now the important part.

Six arms.

You think he's not going to use them?

No matter where you two are, his hands are always on you. Maybe one is on your shoulder, or on your waist, or holding your hand.

Anyway, if you're not comfortable with that he'll respect you. As I said earlier, he's respecting your boundaries, no matter how hard he wishes to squeeze you in a hug.

But he will lift you up at the most random times with his extra arms. And carry you around like a backpack. Like if he has somewhere to be and he wants you to be with him he won't talk, he'll just take you with him. You'll get used to it.

He isn't really possessive nor gets jealous easily. Probably because no one would dare try anything with you since you're with him. Bonus if you're strong enough that your fame alone is what keeps others from approaching you, Li Ling likes strong people.

Cuddles? Yes please. I feel like since most of his physical contact with others is through punches he's actually very cuddly. And he gives bear hugs. No I won't elaborate.

You're not a fan of physical contact? Cool, then you can do activities together! Maybe he can teach you how to cook meals typical of Tangton, or his family recipes! (Good luck if you're not a spicy food person.)

Pet names? He'll probably use your name more often, but "Babe" and "Sweetheart" are also good options.

And if you try to give him pet names he'll probably go 'uno reverse' and use them on you instead.

He's such a menace.

But he's your menace.

Falken

It all starts with you, who somehow you caught his attention, through an action or a particular feature you have, and now he's thinking about it. But what does Falken do when he thinks? He zones out.

So the first time you catch him staring at you and he doesn't even look away, you'll probably panic a little, thinking you did something wrong. He's an Union Commander after all, if he stares at someone there must be a valid reason, right? So you gather your courage and ask him what's wrong.

When he realizes that he's been staring you can bet he's embarrassed. Like a lot. He usually stares at things or animals, not people. And he'll notice you're a bit agitated now.

Him apologizing for making you uncomfortable is a great conversation starter though, he'll explain why he was staring and so you'll start talking. You become friends.

And soon you start dating. I'm positive Falken has some experience with love and so he recognizes the feeling that makes him zone out whenever he sees you, so he'll confess.

He's very focused on his work, but he keeps his life balanced so that he has time both for his duty as an Union Commander and as your boyfriend

Sometimes he might take some things for granted, like you enjoying PDA or physical contact. Please tell him if he crosses any boundaries, he'll be sure not to let it happen again.

That doesn't mean he'll take you for granted though. He loves you and cherishes you, he just needs help learning about you.

Which is something he really enjoys by the way.

If you happen to tell him about an interest or a preference of yours he will commit it to memory, even if it doesn't seem important at the moment.

If you have trouble speaking up for yourself he'll make sure to be by your side and help you. Not help you as in speaking for you, rather encouraging you overcoming your shyness and speaking for yourself.

Of course if you're actually unable to he'll just do it for you, but you can bet he's going to help you get better at it later.

It's not that he sees shyness as a bad thing, but he knows that sometimes it can get in the way and be an issue for you. He's okay with you being shy, as long as it doesn't stop you from being respected.

He doesn't get jealous but I see him as a bit possessive. Not possessive as in "you're mine", more as in "you're precious to me and I want to cherish and protect you". Like you're his but that's not the main point to him.

Oh you can count on him if someone makes you uncomfortable though. Guys/gals/hoes trying to hit on you? The "Eye of Horus" is on them and if stares could kill that person would be six feet under already.

Pet names? "Love" is the one he uses the most, "Dear" is for when he's back from a mission or he's tired after a long day of work.

He'll let you give him any pet name you want, as long as they make sense and aren't excessively ridiculous.

He just loves you and wishes to always be there for you.

Yun Chuan

Ohhhh boy, another menace. But a sweet menace.

So, how do you get the scary dog privileges? Well, the moment Screamer understands Yun Chuan is into you, that's when the fun starts.

Screamer is his wing man you can't tell me otherwise. He will get in your way so that you stumble on him and his master can catch you in his arms when you fall. He'll jump on you, pushing you against his master. Yun Chuan will apologize to you a lot about it but Screamer won't stop it, until one day his master finally confesses to you.

And you got the scary dogs privileges!

Yun Chuan will take you to befriend the Jagalions, that's for sure. Even if you're not a fighter he will teach you how to train with them and interact with them. Let's imagine that Jagalions don't trigger allergies so that even the allergy people can enjoy this.

Now, what about boundaries?

Of course he respects them. The funny thing is, he might even over-respect them.

He'll always ask if you're okay with anything, be it holding hands or kissing you. Especially in public, he will ask every single time for permission.

It's not that he doesn't like it, he loves giving you affection, he just wants to make sure you're comfortable with it.

He likes hugging you though. He is the master of bear hugs. Hugs in general. He will lift you from the ground while hugging you, no matter your size or height.

And about that.

This man is the best when it comes to body positivity. Like he will love your body for you and teach you how to love it as well.

Of course if you decide to work out he will take you to the Jagalions with him and you'll train together, but only if you're doing it because you want to, not because you feel pressured to.

No but like for real, doesn't matter if it's about a skin, hair or eye condition, or your weight, Yun Chuan will make sure you know he loves you as you are.

Possessive. A lot. In the "They're mine" way. If he's not with you then Screamer is. But he's also shy about it, he'll never admit to it. He's just making sure you're always safe, that's all. Even if you're a powerful Esper you might need assistance, right? Don't mind Screamer getting literally between you and whoever you are talking to, he's just making sure you're alright!

Rather than pet names he likes short versions of your name. He's not very good at pet names.

You can give him any pet name you want. He doesn't really get them but go ahead, have fun with it! But prefers when you call his name 100% of the time.

He might be awkward at times, like if for some reason you show a lot of skin (even though this man is barely covering his own shoulders), but it's just because he loves you and he doesn't want to hurt you in any way.

Long Mian

Because he likes collecting Miramon and creatures he deems unique, he's probably been watching you for a while and his first thought was to freeze you and put you in his collection room.

But! Then you made a different expression from the one you were making a moment ago! Maybe he could freeze you with that.

Your pose changed too! Oh no!

Once he realises that you have too many expressions and different poses, he decides to give you a few days and watch you, in order to decide how you would look best as an ice statue. He even starts talking to you, to see up close your facial features and watch them change with every expression you make.

He gives you a few more weeks, thinking that he needs to choose carefully.

And this plan backfires. He realizes he won't be able to hear your voice if he freezes you. And he likes your voice. He likes talking with you. He likes you.

This annoys him to no end, and he won't admit that he fell for you. But he still desires you, he wants you to be his.

After explaining to him that he can't force you to live in his collection room, you somehow agree to start dating. This way you're his and he'll still get to talk to you and spend time with you. Perfect solution, right?

...

He doesn't know how a relationship works. If it was up to him, you'd never leave his side, but you'll have to teach him that sometimes you have other things to do or that you need space.

He'll see you as something he owns and has to protect for a while at the beginning of the relationship. It will take an active effort from you to make him see you as an equal and not a collection item.

He'll come around I promise, he just needs time to understand his feelings and the fact that he does indeed love you.

Once he figures it out though, you're done for, because he will realize that others as well might develop feelings for you. He will make sure they know you are his beloved. Your neck is now covered in purple bruises and bite marks, he didn't mean to hurt you but don't you look beautiful like this?

Work on boundaries, he'll respect them once he understands why they're important for you. Which might take some time.

It's not that he will just do whatever he wants, he knows what 'No' means. He just won't bother asking, you'll have to say it first.

Loves you a lot though. The fact that he can't just freeze you and call it a day means that the time you two have is far more precious than what he has with the pieces in his collection. He treasures you, really.

He will make sure you know he loves you. Long Mian is self aware, he knows he often acts cold, but he doesn't want you to mistake his coldness for lack of love in your regards. So he always smiles a bit more with you and often tells you that he loves you.

Sometimes he'll just come up to you, kiss you, then go back to whatever he was doing.

He is touch starved, fight me.

He doesn't just like cuddling, he's addicted to it now. He just needs your body pressed against his, your warmth against his cold touch.

Did I already say he loves your voice?

Talk to him when you're together, sing if you want, read to him, just let him hear you. Whatever he's doing just let him hear your voice, let him know that you're here.

If you're sleeping he will come and lay his head on your chest to hear your heartbeat. He just needs to know that you're alive and well.

Pet names for you? Anything which he can put "My" in front of. "My love", "My dear", "My treasure", and so on.

For him? Just call him by his name. But if you really want to make him lose it (in a good way), put "My" first. Play his own game on him. He'll love it.

It is a complicated relationship and making it work requires a lot of effort from both sides, but it's worth it.

[taemincult]

 ...

[writinginatree]

Paul x reader - Possessive

Requested by anon.

Warnings: Swearing, talk about killing someone

Paul and you were walking from the concert back to the part of the boardwalk where the rides were and where you'd probably find the others. Paul's hand was in your backpocket, your arm was around his waist.

"Come on, let's ride the rollercoaster before we meet up with the others!" You grabbed Paul's hand and pulled him along with you.

Once you were seated Paul pulled you close to him and kissed you. You pulled apart when the ride started, but as the rollercoaster raced downhill and some of the people around you screamed you shared another passionate kiss, and you weren't sure if the butterflies in your stomach were from the ride or the kiss. Probably both.

When you finally found the others by the carousel that was Marko's cue to start his teasing. "Oh the two lovebirds are gracing us with their presence. Wow!" He never left out any opportunity to make fun about how in love Paul and you were.

As Paul and Marko started bickering you left the boys alone for a minute to go to the toilet, as you walked back to them someone whistled and called out to you.

You ignored the catcaller and kept walking towards Paul and the others, who now stood smoking by the railing. Paul had noticed what was going on and was glaring at the guy like he wanted to go over there and break his spine. Before he could do so you had reached Paul and gave him a kiss to calm him down. When he kept glaring at the man you took his face in your hands and made him look at you instead.

"C'mon Paul, just ignore that idiot."

He pouted. "But you're mine. That fucker deserves to die just for looking at you like that."

You leant in for another kiss. "Of course I'm yours," you said against his lips. "And we're gonna enjoy our night out and not waste our time on some dumb fuck who doesn't know that. Okay?"

"Okay." The frown on his face remained, as did the pout on his lips, and you knew it still bothered him. But he did you the favor of ignoring the guy, who had gone back to his own business but still remained in your view, instead opting to wrap his arms around you from behind and rest his head on you.

The other vampires only grinned about his behavior. "Aww, Loverboy is jealous someone flirted with his babe."

"That asshole should have known better than try to get what isn't his." Pauls words were muffled because he had buried his face against your neck. His hair tickled you and you were a little nervous he'd get the idea to feed from you right here and now, but he refrained from killing the offender, at least for now, so you weren't complaining. Human as you were a bloodbath over someone catcalling you was the last thing you wanted.

Your boyfriend however, being a murderous creature of the night, had no such qualms.

"I'm gonna kill him."

"Paul, you can't just kill anyone who hits on me."

"Yes I can. And I will. Everyone who even thinks about hitting on you is dead meat."

You were torn between following your moral compass telling you to reason with him and laughing about how cute Paul was pouting like this. Looking at him you'd think he couldn't hurt a fly, but of course you knew better. And, as cute as jealous Paul was, clinging to you like a koala, pouting and grumbling about killing anyone who even looked at you for too long or in the wrong way, you still preferred when he was his usual carefree, cheerful self. Luckily you knew just the way to get him happy again.

"You know there's no need to be jealous of some random idiot like that, Paulie. I only love you."

That managed to bring the smile you loved so much back to his face and he returned the sentiment by smothering you with kisses.

But his possessiveness was still showing. "Yeah, I know that, but that asshole doesn't. He has to die. Please, Sugar, let me kill him." He looked at you with his best puppy eyes, knowing exactly you couldn't say no to that look.

You sighed. "Alright, you can kill him later if it makes you happy, but for now let's just forget about him and have fun, please."

Your boyfriend gave you a kiss and beamed. The promise of killing the guy had successfully restored his mood.

[kagejima]

Please, every Waka Wednesday you have me giggling, squealing, kicking my feet and like >:(

BRO I'M TRYING TO GET MY BOYFRIEND TO BELIEVE IM A DOM YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME

Okay okay but I'm currently in an apprenticeship for a body peircer and... Peircer Toshi as mentor. He wasn't really looking to mentor anyone until he saw how cute and sweet the newbie was. Everyone else at the studio wasn't interested or already had an apprentice and as soon as he saw your face fall he hopped on that real quick.

Of course you immediately were terrified of this 6' 2 mass of pure muscle but the way he stumbled through his greeting had heat pooling in your gut. You thanked him constantly for agreeing to help you out.

Another thing that some places require for a mentorship is that they to have at least a piercing or two. It doesn't matter if it's ears or anything but let's say that reader got them as a baby. Since they don't remember the pain, they want a new addition. Obviously, nipple piercings. Reader gets Toshi to do it and he can't help but feel his cock stir when he first sees you topless. Well, not topless but rather shirtless, your top was the one piercing you after all. (Hshjfjdkb why was this so funny to me)

Anyway, you finish your apprenticeship and get a job at the same place. One of the first clients wants a dick piercing and you're like "Wow, okay, sure." Since you've never done or seen it before you ask if the guy if you can have your mentor there to make sure you don't fuck up. They guy would rather you not botch it so he agrees obviously.

So Ushijima comes in and sees red when they guy bites his lip to suppress a moan when he sees your pretty little hand steadying his dick. When you're finished the guy thanks you, pays and leaves his number for you.

Ushijima is pissed. This rando thinks he has a shot with you? He must be joking. As the guy leaves you turn around and you can feel the hatred rolling off of Toshi. You ask him if he's alright and he tries his best to keep calm but he growls out "Just peachy."

A few more days go by an eventually he's like "fuck it" and asks you to dinner to congratulate working there for a week. The dinner goes great and an hour later, you find yourself fucked dumb against the wall but Toshi shows no signs of stopping even though you've already been pushed over the edge 3 times.

UGH, just possessive piercer Toshi brainrot.

(I'm gonna sign off with 🍠)

YOUR SECOND SENTENCE MADE ME CHOKE ON MY OREOS WHEN I READ IT 💀💀💀 my apologies hehehhehehe 😁

OKAY BUT LISTEN

the scene from 1:03 to 1:30 IS ALL I CAN THINK OF WHEN ANONS SHOW UP WITH SPICY THINGS LIKE THIS FJSJJFJD

i swear to god, phoebe is yall coming into my inbox and telling me the scenario thats SO FUCKING GOOD and im rachel and im just like "whO IS THIS?? 😫😫"

anyways omg i love talking about piercer!toshi, ill talk about piercer!toshi until i die, i love that everybody has been so on board with him being a piercer since i wrote that fic hehehehe

also PUHLEEEEAASE become a regular in my ask box, omg, i wanna be your friend based on this entire thing alone 🤸🏻‍♀️🤸🏻‍♀️

just a reminder for everyone, this is NOT linked to "breathe in, breathe out"! only similarity is toshi is a piercer!

more thoughts under the cut (female reader, a smidge of dacryphilia, jealous toshi, kinda rough sex?, hair pulling)

It's your job.

It's not like he caught you fucking the guy on the table.

At least that's what Wakatoshi is trying to tell himself right now while he's absolutely wrecking your shit.

He can't help it though. All he can still see is you holding some other guy's dick in your hand.

He knows he probably should feel bad right now, because you're hiccuping and sobbing and begging him to give you a minute because your legs can't stop trembling as they're locked up and near his chest because he's held you there for so long.

He knows he probably should let you down and let you rest.

You look so fucking cute though all whiney and sobby like this.

He isn't a monster though.

So he lets you down.

And you think you're in the clear - maybe you can finally rest on his bed, maybe you can ride him a little bit, let him relax--

But no, he's far from done.

You yelp when he spins you around, bending you over so fast that your hands fly out to catch yourself so you don't fall right into the wall.

Wakatoshi groans low as he pushes his thick cock back deep inside you, and he shuts his eyes as your walls clamp down around him.

You stay still like that, wondering what he's going to do next.

You shiver when his hand reaches up and grabs a fistful of your hair, pulling on it hard to get you to lift your head to look up at him.

And he sees it in your eyes.

Sees how you like it rough like this.

He doesn't see that guy anymore.

[jjk-anime-horray]

Mr. Steal your Girl

Suguru Getou x Reader

Summary: After Getou catches Gojo cheating on you, he finally becomes fed up with his bestfriend's bullshit. So, he does the mature thing, he goes and tell you what happened, and makes you his in the process.

Note: I had this thought in my mind forever, so I naturally write it down to preserve it. Please take this offering as my first unholy sacrifice to the Jujutsu Kaisen fandom. Please enjoy!

Warnings: This is NSFW! This is Smut! Please don't read it if you are uncomfortable with those things. Cheating (from Gojo), Sex, fluff, Reader is Female and or has Female anatomy , and Angst (Cross posted on my ao3).

When Suguru Getou, your boyfriend's best friend, and your good friend came knocking on your door after 8:00, you honestly didn't know what to expect. Was he injured? Your line of work was notorious for that. So, when you peered through your key hole to see his slender eyed face distraught, your first instinct is to open the door.

"Suguru what happened?" You say in a lower and mellow tone of your normal voice as to display concern. "Are you hurt?"

"No no, you got the wrong idea!" His black maned body lifted in his hand in a slight waving motion as a common action to calm someone down. "However, I have something to tell you. Can I come in?"

"Of course you're my friend, and I'm always here for you! Next time can you give me a little warning will ya?"

"Yeah, of course (Y/N)." He said while moving his body through your apartment's entrance, and swiftly plopping himself on your couch next to your body, already sitting there.

"Oh!" You say remembering something. "Do you want anything to drink or eat? I've got some left over pizza in the fridge if you want it! Hold on let me just go get it."

You quickly push your hands onto the cloth underneath you to lift your weight off of the couch, only to have your arm be weighted down gently by the man next to you.

"You don't need to get me anything (Y/N). Plus, I don't have an appetite right now anyway. Can you sit back down I really need to tell you this?"

He looked you dead in the eyes. Onyx eyes swirled with not their usual playfulness, but uncertainty and concern instead. Triggering you to sit back down on the fabric below you with the same feelings.

"What's wrong Suguru?"

"Well you see....." Words fell dry in his mouth. How was he supposed to tell you this without making you cry? He never wants to make you unhappy. He especially doesn't want you to cry because his friend is skank, and a piece of shit.

He looked over to you with sadness in his eyes, swirling in them with glassiness around the iris'. He thought about all of the times he looked to see you so happy with him, lips letting out gorgeous laughter, mouth curling into a beautiful smile, and your excitement burst at something with joy. But then his mind went to the blonde bouncing on Satoru's cock, moans leaving her mouth that were supposed to be coming out of yours for him. While she was pretty, she didn't nearly compare to you, and while she was sexy he couldn't even be slightly attracted at the thing bound to ruin your relationship. It angered him, enraged him, that his friend was stupid enough to hurt or give up something like you. However, his stupidity gave him a a direct chance to finally get what he wanted. I guess he could thank his dumb platinum blonde of a friend for that.

"Satoru is cheating on you."

"What?" You said, but you could hear him completely fine. It was out of disbelief.

"Look (Y/N), I'm really sorry. This probably isn't how you wanted to fine out. I just walked in on it, and I couldn't just not tell you when I was, you know.... there."

More and more consoling words spilt from his mouth in an effort to comfort you, but you cease to even register them as you started crying. Salty tears started to trickle from your eyes, and down your cheeks. You felt embarassed, jealous, and sad all at the same time. You knew of his past behavior, why did you expect anything to change?

"Wow, I'm an complete idiot."

"What (Y/N)?! Don't say shit like that! That's completely untrue. You're talented, funny, you-"

"Suguru, I knew of his past behaviors, I let my feelings ignore them, and I expected him to change. I'm a fool for that."

Why would you think he would change. Fuck, you gave your heart to the wrong person. You should have known! The trickle of droplets cascading down your face only started to grow even more. You didn't want to be crying in front of your friend. You didn't want to be crying at all! This was your fault for failing to see that people hardly change.

To Suguru it was heartbreaking to see you in a condition like this. If Gojou was anyone other than his best friend he would have beaten him to a pulp already.

"Hey, Suguru." You say, voice cracking as you tried to hold it together, and peaking your head up slightly from the position pressed into your knees.

"Yeah (Y/N)?"

"Could you give me a minute to cry this out, alone? I don't like you seeing me like this."

"Okay. I'll go into the other room, but I'm not leaving you completely alone when you're emotionally distressed."

"Thanks Guru'." You say as he left to go into the other room, away from your water works.

"Anything for you (Y/N)."

With him finally gone could finally let it all out, and truly just let yourself cry. Now, not having to worry about embarrassing yourself in front of your friend. Your eyes turned puffy the more you let out your pent up emotions. The same eyes turned redder the more you let out your anger because of the situation (through your tears). Red eyes turned your shirt wet, and completely soaked from the water streaming down your face. However, the more you let it out, the more you started to let it go. Yes it hurt, but no it wasn't something you couldn't recover from. Yes you were losing your friend, but no you weren't losing Suguru from this because he wouldn't be here right now if he was siding with Gojou. You hands drifted to your phone to text your best friend, Shoko, what happened.

Gojo cheated on me. Your fingers glided to press into the screen.

You waited fo couple of minutes, well only one, until a notification lit up your screen in response to your text.

You're kidding me

That son of a bitch, want me to murk him?

Do you need me to come over?

Multiple messages came bombarding in one go. You were glad to see that she was as pissed as you were. Making you halt your crying into snickering and laughter at your friend's eagerness.

No you don't need to come over

I know u r working, and Guru' is already here

He's the one who told be

Another light flashed onto your screen.

Okay, just tell me if you need anything

Luv you babes!

She never failed to make you smile, even if she was sneaking a smoke. In which that you hated.

Luv u too

"I heard laughter so I assumed if it was safe to come back in."

A certain man came around the corner with a glass of water and cloth his hands.

"Yeah you're right, Shoko is the best sometimes."

You felt a large weight lower half of the couch, coincidently lifting your eye level up to be more on par with a certain pair of slender ones.

"I brought you some water, crying drains a lot out of you, and I don't want you to get dehydrated."

"Thanks Guru, it means a lot."

You take the cup from his hand. Your fingers met with his fingers and the glass as you shifted the water from his to your hands. Then to lifting it to your lips you take a large gulp of it. Causing a little drop of water to dribble down your chin in the process of your refreshment.

As the water dripped down your chin you felt a thumb connect with your check, slowly making it's way down your skin to your lips and chin to imprison the that had escaped onto it's creases.

"Hey (Y/N) I have a damp cloth right here to help with the swelling of your eyes. Can you close them for a sec?"

"Sure."

With your eyes now closed you felt a cool presence over your eyes, but it did more than help the swelling in your eyes. It also calmed you down, but you knew it wasn't the cloth that was calming you down. It was the male pressing it gently into your face. And the one that gently removed it from your eyes when the right amount of time had passed.

Unveiling your eyes you look to Suguru who was currently placing the items he had gotten for you on to the table in front of the two of your.

"Guru' "

"Yeah (Y/N)?"

"Come here."

You said come here, but you didn't actually wait for him to move as you want to him first enveloping him in your grasp with a hug. Your head burying into his shoulders and chest.

"Thank you Suguru, for everything."

"No problem (Y/N), are you sure you're okay?"

"Yeah I'm okay, I just wish I could forget about him."

"I could make you forget about him."

"What?"

"I said" Hot breath fanned across your ear, while you didn't know if it was the intimate position that the two of you were in, or it was the black haired man that was unbelievable gorgeous talking that sent shivers down your spine. "I could make you forget."

"Please (Y/N), let me make you forget." That last sentence was the last one needed to shift the mood completely. What was a light hearted one now turned heavy from the impending building lust that the two of you secretly shared for the longest time.

You felt hot lips trail down your neck, slow kisses dancing across the expanse of your skin down, only to quickly trail back up to your ear, and then your jaw. Wetness was placed right next to your lips, but not onto them.

Onyx eyes pierced into yours looking for a awnser. They swirled with want, desire, and love as they looked at your right in front of you. It was so intoxicating that you could help yourself from being completely lost in them.

"Suguru, please make me forget." You let out with a needy whine, wanting to get lost in his lips more than anything.

Then predatory orbs locking in on it's prey, and he pounced onto you locking you into a seering kiss as lips collided, and you were pinned under him.

His lips glued themselves to yours, hot, needy, and loving. They constantly alternated from hot, lustful, rushed kisses to slow, romantic, loving one that were offering you all he had to offer. You missed the feeling of them on you when he pulled away.

"You want to forget (Y/N)? I'll make you forget that that ungrateful bastard ever touched you, and that all you can think about it is my fat cock inside of you. You want that don't you?" Finishing his sentence he attached his slips to the sweat spot on you neck, causing you to silt your head, and grind your clothed sex onto the knee pinning you down to the couch.

"Please."

"Great, but lets get you undressed first, I want to see all of you when I ruin you. Strip for me, I bet you can do that angel can't you?" To allow you to put on a show for him he sat back onto the couch, staring at you with a ferocious hunger that was about to be fulfilled.

Obediently you sat yourself up onto the couch, and hooked your arms onto the bottom of your shirt to reveal your barren body with glorious feature to him.

"Fuck princess, no bra? Dirty girl~" He latched himself onto your breasts. Caressing, pinching, pulling with his right hand on one breast, and his mouth, sucking, teasing, and squeezing the other playful mound of flesh. He slowed his ruthless pace to speed in up then slow it down, again, again, and again. Alternating which breast got which part of his body, and it was driving you insane. And you couldn't help Letting out little whispers, whines, and groans as he did.

"Guru, stop teasing me please."

"I'll stop teasing you when you when I stop finding you amazing, because fuck I could play with you like this forever."

"Guru, please touch my cunt, please!" You said, letting out a whine, and bucking to his erection trapped in his sweats as you did so.

"Using dirty words I see. Princesses shouldn't talk like that darling, but who am I to not give pleasure to someone who's so honest about her needs. I'll give you what you want baby, lift your hips for me."

With no reason to reject his off you do was he says, allowing him to slip off your pants, and little white panties in one go. Giving him a full view of your glistening sex dripping with arousal from teasing. Begging to be touched as it pulsated.

"Wet already darling?"

You gasped airily, as you felt him insert a much need finger into your dying cunt. Finally giving your pussy the attention it it needed with big thick milky fingers.

"Fuck baby you're so tight, I'm going to have to prepare you to make sure I don't hurt you because I would hate to see that."

Speeding up his finger he forced for of it into your pussy lips stretching you out in the process. Pumping strongly with fingers curling up towards your womb he hit all of the right spots inside your walls as he added another finger. Causing you to squirm and wiggle under his grasp pleasing his eyes with the amazing sight.

Feeling bad that you were being given all of the attention, you slowly reach to try to touch him, only to have your wrist snatched up with his other free hand.

"Bad baby, shouldn't you know know not to touch people without their permission? Naughty."

He brought the soft curve of your hand up to his mouth to give it a tender kiss. Only for seconds later to bring into down to your clit, and forcefully guiding you hand to out pressure on the little sensitive flesh button causing as he move your hand to circle it.

This building burning pressure turned to be too much to handle as you felt a familiar sensation burn in your lower stomach as your body prepared itself to cum. Fluttering around his fingers in the process.

"Do you need to cum?" Suguru said while gazing his eyes into yours, speeding up his finger even more than you could imagine. Rending you speechless as you gave him a rapid nod in response.

"You have to use your words baby."

"Please Suguru, please let me cum!"

"Do it baby."

The sensation bursted through your lower body as you finally got the release you deserved. Suguru encased your lips into a lustful action as you whined into his mouth pouring slick all over his fingers.

Greedily while looking right at you he swirled his knuckles into his mouth a lapped your juices with delight, and a grin on his face pleased with his work.

He looked at you with a grin on his face, and a naughty twinkle in his eye that made you know what he was going to say next while slightly pulling down his sweat and boxers to reveal a juicy cock. Long, thick, trimmed, clean. Who new your Ex boyfriend's best friend was packing more than he was? I made you wiggle with anticipation. "I think you're ready baby for my cock, do you want it?"

"Yes please, fuck me now, in this pussy right here, I want to feel you so badly!"

"Someone's eager." He said letting out a heart chuckle. "Good thing you are because so am I."

Before you could even say anything he slipped you onto your stomach and slammed into you awaiting cunt all in one go. Affectively making you let out of scream.

"Suguru!" You let out with a yelp if pleasure, and surprise from the new invading stretch.

"Sorry I couldn't wait, fuck your so tight, if I had known I would have done this sooner."

He sunk himself fully into your pussy, then stalled waiting for your to adjust to the stretch of his member. Since you two were bearbacking he could feel every pulse of your pussy as it tried to accommodate his length. And he fucking loved.

Not being to contain himself any longer he pulled himself half way out, then slammed himself back in to see all of your fuck about expressions again and to hear you whine. God, he was going to get used to this.

Gripping your ass he made himself a slow but deep pace into your womenhood once again. He continued this again, and again, and again. Until he found himself speeding up and he drilled harder into your sex, loving he way he name founded when it was being screamed from your lips.

You found yourself having to try to control your breathing as to it not being completely blown away by the main raining to you from behind. His onslaught on your cunt made you abosulety breathless. You felt your pussy contracting the more you thought about the man pleasuring you, how did you not see all of him before this.

But your thoughts were ripped away as you felt a large hand grab your jaw forcing you to look up into predatory onyx eyes. The eye contact as he was hitting it from behind, having his balls pound into your clit, and your G-Spot throughly abused made you pussy quiver in anticipation of your release.

"(Y/N) are close to summing." He said. while completely continuing to fuck you without the slightest pause.

"Yes, umm hmm!" You say nodding as you still looked into his eyes, knowing his loved the contact.

"Fuck....." He said smirking at your wrecked form beneath him "Great." Then he took his hand off of your next to harshly rub your clit, causing you too spill your release over water than you. realized. Making you see white fuzz through the orgasm as he fucked you though it.

Now it was your turn to listen to his moans as seconds later he finished his thick cum on your ass as he flopped in exhaustion shortly after that onto his arms to entrap you under him into the couch cashing your breath.

Panting, Suguru flipped you over to sit you on his lap, curling your legs around his waist, sitting you up to face his intense gaze once again.

"I'm going to go clean you up okay." But just as he's about to lift the two fo you up you stop him momentarily.

"Suguru, will stay with me please?

"I thought that was a given, of course I'm staying, I'm going to run bath."

Placing a kiss on your forehead he brought you to your bathroom, and cleaned the two of you up. Slowly cleaning everything that may have been dirtied, caressing everything on your body, he held you in such a way that it just felt right to be like it.

And sure enough he was holding you in his arms in your sheets the next morning with no intentions of letting you go. Or letting you hear the door ring as his sorry ass of a bestfriend came to offer you an apology.

This was my first smut! How did I do you guys?

Part Two