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sachermorte · 4 months ago

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I have never been so tired in my entire life

the dowager lady sachermorte will arrive on the morrow from her journey across the treacherous sea

#I have spent the past two days running myself ragged conducting an in depth tour of the first #we went to the Belvedere which I love #but I'm so dead right now I'm on the bim home staring into space #listening to kids by marteria loud enough to vibrate my ear drums even though I only barely feel like listening to music #because I'm too tired to turn it off #I had some banging indian food for dinner though #and we went to eiles for lunch #my mom bought me a poster of my favorite painting #etc etc #shitpost nach sacher art

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gobblinhours · 20 days ago

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am i normal for not being able to sleep while my roommate plays warzone (no volume except for xbox controller clicking which sounds rlly loud for some reason) 10 feet away from my head until 3 am or am i a pwissy wittwe baby who can't handle a little bit of flashing lights and talking. leaning towards the latter

figured it out sleep on side with headphones to block noise they might break so that's ba but worth it

never mind talking now pillow on head not enough

#yapping #like there's gotta be worse people right?#i'm making too big of a deal out of this?#i could ask them to stop but *I* don't want to be an asshole and tell them how to live in their own space #i could buy a sleep mask and save up for noise canceling headphones and then everyone's happy #or i could sleep on my side and move my fan closer to me #why am i complaining is it because i'm tired #i've been awake for like 17 hours that's not that long #that's like a workday with some time in the middle for you stuff #idk maybe i can't sleep because the lights are always off and my brain gets used to it and i don't want to be rude and turn them back on #i just know my sleep schedule is gonna be wrecked and it's gonna suck to get back on track #i crashed really hard in the middle of this #my lucidity is coming and going in waves #also my arms feel weird i don't know if that's relevant

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hecatesbroom · 5 months ago

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did I finally manage to write a brand new fic? I sure did!! with many, many thanks to the lovely @eeblouissant for inspiring me with these beautiful drawings of Blanche dipping Dorothy (and the incredibly sweet follow-up with Rose playing the piano, after our chat about this scene!!) I hope I managed to do it justice ;)

Summary

When Dorothy mentions she’s never been dipped before, Blanche and Rose decide to take matters in their own hands.

#i've been a liiiittle too tired lately to be able to really edit something #so this is honestly a bit of a gamble lol but i think it's finally fine enough to post!!#trust me to turn an action-heavy scene into an introspective character study lmao i know how to write One Type of thing only #anyway rose is very observant in here & i have my reasons for that!! first off she's the narrator and obviously narrators have to observe #but!! i've got more reasons. she seems pretty aloof a LOT of the time in the show. but then she's also a grief counsellor #+ she's occasionally very insightful!#so i figured i'd combine those facts with my autistic rose headcanon:#she's able to be observant in these scenes because she's not directly involved in the social interaction there?#like she's witnessing from the sidelines #& idk about other autistic people but I feel like I tend to see a LOT more when i'm not directly involved in the social situation #there's less pressure when you're an outsider & that leaves more room to actually think & observe??#because you're not also occupied with being social + making eye contact + thinking of what to say/how to react etc etc #anyway i really hope that sort of made sense oof. I really went off in these tags sjdfk #the golden girls #rose nylund #blanche devereaux #dorothy zbornak #golden wives

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averlym · 1 year ago

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ghostwriter (their grandma would tell them she'd lose half her soul)

#or smth smth. having a lot of Thoughts. anyways here's the piece i've been working on and sometimes u have to just say Done #there's a lot of thinks but i am maybe a bit tired and so tmr i'll come in and add all the Tags that i'd personally want to get from myself #maybe i'll reblog the extras tmr too. this is an incredibly self indulgent piece + it probably deserves a tag ramble essay or smth #ig for now we see how it stands for itself + in the meantime:#adamandi #beatrix valeria campbell #hello!! i'm back with belated tags yippee!! alright so for funsies i'm going to make it sound like i'm going bonkers over this :3 #the eye shine... the glowy eye... it's like phaethon shine but also smth about eyes to windows to the soul and like #there's two beatrixes here! half the soul. lost part doing things specific to the phaethon and here it's portrayed as tearing off her name #because that's really; truly; when it all starts!! also notable for the ghostly beatrix is i did it more painterly and cloaked in shadow and #fading into the bg. i think i was super duper specificish about where the glow comes from! front lighting back lighting beloved!!! like help #let's put it this way- beatrix face always glowy. important parts of paper also glowy. it's just that different elements are turned away #from the viewer by each beatrix!! also also. let's talk about the very gently implied blood and red etcetera #like the red string is canonical and i love personally the whole red strings of fate thing even though it's not Here Applicable exactly but #that definitely was an influence! and also the blood in the bg... i'm starting to think this is a recurring trend. but anyway shadowy bea #the other strings hang while the red string loops!! so like that one string feels almost alive. it's a sort of whimsical i put on the same #as metaphorical glowy eye!! also also the eye is lowkey influenced by the whole idea of Eyes and Spotlights within the show and also glow #as in power as in heyyy you ever think about writing as a visual medium huh #speaking of writing!! there is no beatrix thingy complete in my head without text sorrry but the black text overlays are always so >>> to me #and in the sense of art styles and overlays shoutout to all the black crosshatching outline thingys because For Some Reason in my mind #of all the characters beatrix feels like the bnw ink printed illustrations you get in books idk #fun fact! i spent so long rendering this and that was fine i liked it! but then trying to figure out text to go on the papers was a Thing #i tried to do. but then gave up on! sometimes i have to pick my battles and graphic design is indubitably Not my passion bc Fonts #fun facts about this is i Actually did start with a quick sketch in mind and there's been so many changed elements. in the og the front #paper for instance had 'ardess murders' written on it and the back one said phaethon interviews.. i like the nominee list better it feels #more narrative-esque and less passive than her just holding her writing.! other elements that got discontinued were that #front beatrix was supposed to blur into the other ghostly beatrix but i couldn't do it without sacrificing clarity so... no... no blurry #oh and the red string morphing at the ends to smth more abstract was always there from the start!! og had more floating papers #and also a silhouette of vincent and a scalpel bc 'one who pulls the strings' but that (pun intended)! got cut (hahahahahahaha) (sorry)#used also to be a lot of print room clutter but that got cut to bc compositionally i made beatrix larger (learned lesson from last art)

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naomiknight-17 · 5 months ago

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Note to self

Never ever say anything about queer discourse on this site ever again

#i have ao many people replying/messaging me and being like 'you're a danger to trans people because you don't like this specific term!'#and claiming i said i have no privilege/it doesn't exist and just. a whole bunch of stuff i never said or meant #i'm just exhausted and i can't figure out how to turn off replies and i don't want to block a bunch of people #but tbh much more of this and i might have to #mod post #'i think dismissing people's experience based on assumptions is shitty' apparently translates to 'trans women have no problems'#which... ???????? i don't even know anymore. i'm too tired man

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hyacinthsdiamonds · 11 months ago

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Seeing the same people who perpetuated or sent vicious misogynistic hate to Hannah Schmitz, as well as disgusting racist abuse towards Yuki and Alex because of FUCKING CONSPIRACY THEORIES and those who just straight up ignored it, now up in arms regarding whatever the fuck is going on between the FIA and the wolffs is beginning to piss me off. Because now that it's not someone red bull affiliated involved, it's somehow now unacceptable.

#f1 #formula 1 #formula one #who knows wtf is going on not the fia and not the teams but anyways #i will say toto needs to be investigated because of previous info breaches #but I've been saying that for years long before F1 academy was ever a thing #there's just been too many instances of him having info he shouldn't and things quietly and quickly changing for his benefit #I'm tired and stressed with trying to finish everything up for the semester hence why I've been less active #but this is just pissing me off #i never forgot or forgave the bs and abuse hannah yuki and alex got and i won't ever forget or forgive #i remember after monaco 22 i saw the anti red bull gang were claiming toto fucked up by “allowing' alex the Williams seat #apparently it was alexs fault ferrari fucked up and red bull were turning the tide smh #the bullshit ted began about hannah and yuki he will never see heaven i swear #and i know not everyone calling out the situation partook in the aforementioned but I'm seeing certain people who did #and they don't seem to notice their hypocrisy or double standards #anyway i get my one annoyed post that I'll probably delete later but at least I've got it out and can now return to watching the clown show #and ignore those with doublestandards #anyways bed now because i think I'm slowly losing my mind #it's not a good sign when you hear the imperial march in your head when thinking of college work is it

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storybounded · 8 months ago

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"Ugggggh" Bambi groans in annoyance.

#&&. dash commentary #&&. There has been LA bambi talk on the dash today and we are all NOT excited (tm)#&&. I'm so tired of Disney Liveactions #&&. My own grandmother who absolutely ADORED lion king #&&. had to stop the live action half way through because she was so disappointed and I couldn't blame her #&&. I was ready to turn it off too #&&. Now Jon is making the Bambi Live action and I am... not hopeful currently sdfdsf

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ilovecoffeeandchemistry · 27 days ago

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ooooh i woke up in a bad mood and it's so hard not to be a bitch about it

#i don't want to ruin the mood for my family so i'm just laying in my bed and think about everything that pisses me off #and i'm getting more and more mad about it #come to think of it it's kinda funny but also really frustrating #i probably just need to cry because i've been extremely tired and stressed for the past week #but i don't want to make myself sad on purpose so now i'm really angry over literally nothing lol #for example today i saw my colleague and turns out she knows my father #and she was like 'oh your dad really misses you!! he mentions you all the time!!' and i was like '....really?.....'#because i thought he didn't care at all (and the feeling is kinda mutual)#because call me crazy if you want but if i miss someone i just go talk to them.... problem solved........#we barely talk but apparently he's yapping abt me all the time to everyone so everyone thinks that he's oh such a loving and caring dad #which makes me look like a bitch of a daughter #which is like #on one hand i couldn't care less #but on the other #why would you talk about missing me to other people and bever bother to try and talk to me yourself??#though i probably dodged a bullet #talking to him is extremely hard because he's incredibly stuffy? boring? english doesn't have enough words for that #and i don't wanna listen to him talking about himself for 2 hours straight without having a chance to interrupt him 🤩🤩🤩#ooof #idk how to stop being mad i probably need to distract myself somehow #anyway there is probably a ton of mistakes here but i'm too lazy to fix them #idk i wish i could scream so loud that every bad thought in my head would disappear forever #i'm so tiredddddd

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tchotchkez · 2 months ago

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[sorry for the hardcore tag rants, y'all]

#more than a little exhausted by certain things #no stability anywhere in life #not in work or family or even friends #would settle for literally just one single shred of continuity and reliance #one single piece of my life I can count on to be there for me and reliable and safe #just a shred of something or someone being there for me in the long run #work has proven garbage #family is so fucking volatile it might as well be an unhandled explosive #and the very few threads of friendship I've found and thought were worth the time and effort to strengthen have just #left me abandoned or floundering doing either all the work to be left behind or what I can to be uncounted for #either nothing or not enough and not counted for in the long run #because apparently my friendship is just as forgettable or easily disregarded as every other part of me #or at least that's how it definitely fuckin feels #and I'm So Spooked when it comes to making friends!#I'm scared to connect with people who actually seem genuinely interested in getting to know me and talk to me!#and that sucks bc I want to get to know them but everyone else seemed interested at first too and then a few months later!#they're just as hard to get in touch with as everyone else who turns away!#I don't want to annoy anyone or be too much anymore #I'm tired of getting my feelings hurt like a big giant fucking baby!#i know it's mostly on me and managing shit but it still just. sucks ASS.#I don't wanr to be scared to make friends because people abandon me #I don't want to run people off #I want to be better and have better because I know I deserve it #sorry for ranting I'm just. incredibly jacked up about some more recent stuff bc it brought up long term stuff #i am not immune to hating myself bc of bad friends #anyway yeah sorry i am done grambling #grant grumbles #grambling is my new grant grumbles extra #also to you amazing guys who are so full of love (myccc and hack!!!!!) ily tons and you bring me life #i am trying to be just as cool and worthy as you both!!!! please don't ever leave me! you keep me going even if I don't show it well!!!

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eats-the-stars · 2 months ago

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Love to torment my sister's do-nothing boyfriend. easiest method is simply doing things to reinforce his belief that my cat is actually my familiar (he is genuinely superstitious to this degree). this is easy for me because my cat is very responsive and easily trained. our recent accomplishment? she is meowing and i say "Cashmere, inside voices" and she pauses and then takes up meowing again...but quieter. Saw my sister's boyfriend struggling really hard not to immediately "call me out" in front of my sister.

#my sister is tired of her boyfriend trying to 'prove' that i'm capable of using magic to curse him #also it's not really a cute fun little 'teehee i'll trick him into thinking i can do magic and have a cool cat familiar'#and more I actively hate this guy #and he truly believes that you can't train cats to do anything beyond using a litterbox #he's also one of those guys who watches sketchy documentaries and weird podcasts and believes weird conspiracy shit #and also like just random stupid shit #the dumbest i've heard so far is that if you have glasses you should stop wearing them #so that your eyes can 'fix themselves'#not sure if there's like some alternative homeopathic bullshit he thinks you should do on top of that #but yeah my astigmatism is not gonna correct itself if i stop wearing my glasses dumbass #there's more but i think you get what i'm working with #all i need to do is teach my cat some simple tricks like 'lower your volume on my signal' and 'go where i point'#and he will start quietly (my sister will not be amused if he brings this up again) flipping his shit #like i'm lucky my cat is really responsive and trainable too. i've taught my cats simple tricks in the past #but i'm more motivated now that i have a purpose for it (riling up my sister's shitty boyfriend)#he just gets so frustrated because he wants to call me out so bad + he knows i'm 'being obvious' on purpose because no one will believe him #and it's true. he'll sound crazy if he tries to convince anyone i'm an actual witch–sorry tumblr witches but i do not believe in witchcraft #and i like to emphasize this by openly saying things to my sister like #'haha almost slept in this morning because Cashmere turned off my alarm so we could cuddle longer'#i previously explained to my sister that she figured out that if she smacks the thing making noise it will stop #so these statements are traps. if he brings up the familiar/witch shit my sister will chew him out #because she already got the 'haha my cat smacks my noisy phone to make it stop' explanation #so him saying 'obviously this is black magic' is not gonna go well for him

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daylightaftertherain · 11 months ago

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also just to say I'm probably not going to speculate about much until s3 comes out (could change though, I have a terrible track record when it comes to this), mostly bc I don't have time or energy and bc I saw last time how much speculating can interfere with enjoying the experience of watching a new season and also the number of dumb takes you see from people w zero media literacy but let's not bring that up again

#young royals #young royals s3 #young royals season 3 #like I'm tired from school and reading theories is fun but we've gotten maybe a minute of footage total from s3 guys #let's not go too overboard #also I will get violent if the delusion and anons arguing about irrelevant shit post-s2 makes a return in march #don't even think about it. we are going to sit down as a fandom and watch the show as the writers intended it to be #and we will have a good time making more post s3 analyses and breakdown posts one last time right??? right???#theorizing and predictions are good and fun! there's nothing wrong with that! god knows I will do some minor speculating in the future!#just DO NOT try to act like you have been in the fucking writers' room :) I think I have enough people blocked for that to stay off my dash #but I know most of my mutuals were here last year and oh my GOD the number of posts #acting like s2 was bad just because they thought their predictions were better or just bc their speculation turned out to be just that #actually painful to scroll through and filter out #anyway enough of my complaining our boys are back :3 I missed my children <33

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fire-eyed-raven · 1 year ago

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If every time I've seen Madara being terribly mischaracterised I've got a penny I would probably be reach already T_T

At least warring states/founding of Konoha times Madara