#because I'm impulsive like that sometimes💀

[floofypan]

Day 4 of Kreate10 : Continuation of LMK AU animatic (snail's pace at this rate, lmao)

I'm hella busy and I gotta do my homework... why did I do this challenge again? Bruh moment, myself 💀

But I can't say I 100% regret it. It's been so fun to draw and brainstorm when I do have the time. It's just life being busy that's hindering me a little. Smh.

Anyway.

⚠️SPOILERS FOR SEASON 4 ⚠️

Not very happy with today's sketches, didn't get to spend much time on them. Only had time to outline my thoughts and draw like 3 things :,,D

[somewhereinneptune]

Astrology Observations II

Note : these are based on experiences and personal observations. Observations mentioned may not accurately apply to everyone 🩷

🫀Someone's life path number could be the number which is strongly tied to that person's signature sign in their chart, either being the number of the house that originally rules their signature sign or a characteristic that is tied with that signature sign.

Examples: My signature sign is Aquarius and I'm a life path number 9 , life Path 9 is associated with being the humanitarian and serving the collective

My mother is a life path 3 and her signature sign is Gemini , which is originally ruled by the 3rd house. My brother is a life path 6 and his signature sign is Virgo, which is Virgo’s house. I also read about life path 4 being strategists and I've known someone who's signature sign is Capricorn which corresponds with such energy

🫀Unpopular opinion but if I had to switch the signs elements, I'd put Scorpio as a fire sign and Aquarius as a water sign. With Scorpio it's probably because it was originally ruled by Mars, Scorpio always gives me such a fire energy compared to Pisces and Cancer. Not exactly Scorpio sun but dominating Scorpio energy in the chart, i think it's also the intensity they ooze and the level of confidence and also self- assertion, they have such a commanding presence which gives me fire energy too

As for Aquarius, despite having the characteristics of being quite distant at times or having difficulty with opening up, it's usually for how intense they are, it's a form of protection. I've made the mistake in the past of seeing aquas as detached until they actually unfolded which shocked me, the amount of depth and intensity of emotions they hold is a 360 and I've observed the same in my chart. It might be due to them being a fixed sign,but definitely that depth doesn't give the air sign vibe. Another reason is how they tend to be more introverted or reserved compared to Gemini and Libra, it gives me that water energy too

🫀Chiron in first is such a difficult placement in my opinion. It either puts you in a constant self - conscious state or you project your trauma on every situation and blur reality from there

🫀Uranus and Neptune in third 🤝 mental illness. That's it, that's the post

🫀Pets and the 6th house man….Aries / Taurus on the cusp is a cuddly adorable pet but one that will literally not do what you say no matter what, also energetic asf and has attitude esp when you say no to them- oh and very reckless, will do things that will have you question your life choices and have a heart attack on the spot because they were curious about something like jump off a high desk and not care or run into something that would harm them, literally no brain cells just impulse

🫀The degree of the planet could indicate the age that planet unlocks for you , and weird thought but hear me out : that degree could stretch up until it's time for the next planet to unlock

Example : I have Jupiter at 24 and I'm turning 25 this May . Yes I've been in my Jupiter theme and actually it seems it's only going to properly expand even more. Now the only planet left for me is Saturn at 29, and I have the theory i’d be living the Jupiter theme until I turn 29 or untill I officially start my Saturn return

I  also have most planets at 5 too like Uranus , and Venus and Neptune at 1 : i was literally the calm kid that has a crush each time she gets (and sometimes is front about it without shame 😭😭 literally one time in second grade my crush's tummy was in pain and the teacher asked who knows their house to help them go home and i stood and said MEEEE in front of everyone and kept asking to be the one to take them home til i got yelled at 💀) i also had 4687357766 anime crushes as a kid and for Uranus , was the type to get mad and throw things on the ground when told no (I threw my tea mug once cause i didn't wanna go to school and slapped my kindergarten teacher cause she didn't let me go home with mom when i saw her visiting the principal 😭😭😭)

🫀Saturn in Aries 🤝 almost dying of cringe and shame at the thought of acting child - like and doing goofy stuff/ having fun

🫀 this is popular but Leo placements and secretly checking your own posts and stories and giggling at them lmao

[ailisnook]

She so angy 💅💅💅

(and so am I because I have to completely redraw her, a n d Optimus' legs I CAN'T DRAW TO SAVE MY LIFE WHEN I'M SICK)

[Read on for dumb fic lore PFFT]

This is also the first time I've actually drawn either of them (that impulsive reference free sketch of Optimus and Miko I drew a week or two ago doesn't count PFFT) GUYS I'M GETTING OVER MY FEAR OF DRAWING MECHS

Anyway dumb scene from my saving Christmas Crackfic where Arcee is absolutely freaking pissed because Optimus saved her butt from nearly freezing to death in a scouting mission that went terribly wrong (while his circuits were in the middle of frying which is why she's so pissed) And he basically sits down next to her (she's visibly fuming and was like "WHY DID YOU DO THAT?") and goes Dad mode to try and calm her nerves and is like "Sometimes, the things we do for those who matter don't make sense according to conventional wisdom and logic. You are my family Arcee... Love isn't always logical." And then Arcee is like literally incapable of not giving him a big bear hug sobbing after those FREAKING DADDY BARS were dropped 💀

Anyway yea super dumb and stupid but I love this sort of brainrot fluff LOL (and this fluff-fic is literally the only thing keeping me sane right now aside from my prayer life because I'm literally on day 35 of being sick 💀 my immune system is broken)

Also that NERD mug is a headcanon gift from Megatron from back when they were buds and it hit me two weeks after I created the headcanon that the mug is literally over 4 million years old 💀 Fun and Fresh isn't it? LOL

[aventurineswife]

This is not request 🧍‍♀️ this is just what I have in my mind and I think want to share it with you

The hsr with Isekaid! Reader😼 (I just really need a reader as a cat now :0)

But the different is the reader when they got isekaid they became a cat.

The first time cat! Reader see when they woke up is, they see two people who have astral express ticket on their clothes.

Yes its dan heng(MY HUSBAND!) and march 7th, they found reader sleeping beside stelle/caelus, after the disaster in herta space station they invite reader and trailblazer to join their adventure to explore the galaxy.

😼 the cat! Reader is not ordinary cat it has its own power, the power of Sharp claw! The power of cat's cuteness, you need to be careful if you ever make this cat angry because when you make this cat angry it will give you a good bug scratch on your twin cheek, can this cat be a emanator of elation too? Maybe if Aha is interested with how cat! Reader act (I heard that aha make worm as a emanator 💀).

Pompom always grumbled about how cat! Reader always leave its fur everywhere in the astral express, meanwhile march 7th taking picture of us while we just playing a toy and dressing in the cute outfit she bought for us.

Himeko always give us a treat and delicious food for us to eat, welt sometimes bring us to the vet to get injected to keep us always healty.

For dan heng he will play with us if he bored, but when we with the trailblazer oh, PREPARE FOR TROUBLE! AND MAKE IT DOUBLE! 😼😈.

Oh, the trailblazer and cat! Reader will be a partner in crime lmao, when we explore a planet with them, they need to keep a close eye to us, fearing that we will make a big trouble with trailblazer in the planet they explore.

😼 I'm bad at English but I hope you understand what I'm saying.

This is pure gold, I love every bit of it.

Cat!Reader being a complete menace on the Astral Express while everyone just deals with it in their own way is hilarious. March 7th is treating you like a dress-up doll, Himeko is bribing you with food, and Welt—bless him—is just trying to be the responsible adult by making sure you stay healthy. Meanwhile, Pom-Pom is constantly complaining about fur everywhere, but they still let you sleep on their chair because deep down, they secretly like you.

And then there’s Dan Heng. He acts all indifferent, but you know he’s secretly entertained by your antics. He plays with you when he’s bored, probably letting you bat at his fingers while he reads or giving you that one toy you seem to love. And then there’s the Trailblazer… the ultimate chaos duo. If they weren’t already a walking disaster, now they’ve got you as their tiny, sharp-clawed partner in crime.

Imagine going to Xianzhou Luofu, and the Cloud Knights are stressed out because of a cat. You’re just sprinting across rooftops with Trailblazer running after you, while Yanqing is in shambles because somehow, you’ve managed to steal his sword’s tassel. Jing Yuan finds the whole thing amusing, of course.

And if Aha takes an interest in you? Oh boy. An Elation Emanator cat?? Imagine how much worse the chaos gets if your presence literally makes people more inclined to act on their impulses. You and Trailblazer would be unstoppable.

Herta probably wants to study you. Kafka might try to recruit you. Sampo is definitely trying to use you to con people. And Blade? He just watches in silence as you knock over an expensive vase like, “...I respect it.”

[qoldenskies]

OHM Y GOD YES MY TIME TO SHINE!! thinking about so many cc related things ok

1. I dunno if this was ever mentioned, but does Donnie ever wear Leo's hoodies for comfort?

2. Does cc!Donnie ever use sign language to communicate, or does that fall into the 'oh my God why am I like this' mindset?

3. When cc! Donnie cries, is it more of a "I-I can't-" or a "I can't.." type of speaking? Or does it depend?

4. Does he ever do April's assignments still? If not, how would he react upon finding out she has a different teammate?

5. I think about whether the brothers could hear Donnie cry sometimes at night while they were under the curse. If they did, was it something annoying they wanted to stop, or ( a worse thought ) was it like a lullaby, knowing Donnie's 'improving'?

6. Does Mikey ever make French toast again lmao

7. Cc!Leo reminds me of how that one guy tweaked over someone killing his dog, I don't remember who it was AGH.

8. Does cc!donnie ever make cooing or clicking sound in his sleep? And how often

9. Does Hueso ever come to the lair itself/is he trusted enough?

10. This one's just a thought but I feel like movies where someone gets cursed, it's an immediate trigger.

11. Do they ever go out of their way to put items in the fridge or whatever that Donnie frequently uses?

12. On rough days, does Splinter ever have to feed Donnie?

13. DAMN IM SORRY THERE'S SO MANY..

13 but actually. Does Mikey tend to take on more responsibility?

14. Does anyone else learn how to fix that heater 💀 before the new lair ofc

15. This one's random but I'm really genuinely curious what's everyone's favorite ice cream flavor I have this VISION of them having sundaes together in the kitchen don't ask from where

TY IN ADVANCE SORRY FOR LONG!! And that is most don oh

ENRICHMENT FOR ME.... NOURISHMENT FOR ME.... ANON I OWE U MY LIFE

1. I dunno if this was ever mentioned, but does Donnie ever wear Leo's hoodies for comfort?

it was, and he does! at one point an anon brought up the idea of all of their hoodies being a little big on him anyway because they got larger sizes due to their bulkier shells, so i'm sure its not exclusive to leo anyway. i think he'd find something deeply comforting about it.

2. Does cc!Donnie ever use sign language to communicate, or does that fall into the 'oh my God why am I like this' mindset?

it's a hurdle because his first impulse is to just force himself to talk-- raph shouting at him to use his words has pretty seriously imprinted onto him, so i think he'd be,, embarrassed? even if he logically knows they're not going to hurt him for something like that anymore. they'll probably just start doing it themselves when he's a bad mood, so he'll feel more comfortable echoing them.

3. When cc! Donnie cries, is it more of a "I-I can't-" or a "I can't.." type of speaking? Or does it depend?

it depends! sometimes he's frantic and terrified and sometimes he's in the mindset where he thinks there's, well,,, no escaping the inevitability of being hurt. no begging, no stammering or trying to run, just him shutting down. it's the same instinct that brought him to the laundry room floor.

4. Does he ever do April's assignments still? If not, how would he react upon finding out she has a different teammate?

he does! im sure he didn't do it all the time before the curse anyway so i dont think he'd mind, especially because he's a lot more cooperative so april has no reason to outright reject him lol. if she needs to review something he'll stop by, he's very enthusiastic to be helpful :') moreso than before.

5. I think about whether the brothers could hear Donnie cry sometimes at night while they were under the curse. If they did, was it something annoying they wanted to stop, or ( a worse thought ) was it like a lullaby, knowing Donnie's 'improving'?

i think it was mostly "i wish he'd shut up", or "there he goes again" or this twisted thought that he was just doing it to make them feel bad, since "he must be guilt-tripping me" was their response to actually feeling guilty with their curse-addled brains. and when it's late at night they're especially grumpy lmao-- but the way they talked about donnie while he was in the closet kind of applies to everything.

even if he's not having night terrors, i do think donnie still cries in his sleep a lot. they try and do better.

6. Does Mikey ever make French toast again lmao

he isn't even aware he was cursed at that point! he just goes back to how he was before, keeping donnie's sensory needs in mind while cooking for him. the french toast was specifically something pointed out as unusual, because mikey usually didn't do things like that anyway. the first thing the curse really made them feel was apathy.

7. Cc!Leo reminds me of how that one guy tweaked over someone killing his dog, I don't remember who it was AGH.

are you thinking about john wick. because i agree

8. Does cc!donnie ever make cooing or clicking sound in his sleep? And how often

sometimes, if he's already having bad dreams. they get further and few between the more he recovers.

9. Does Hueso ever come to the lair itself/is he trusted enough?

hueso is really the only person outside of leo's immediate family that he actually trusts and feels comfortable confiding in, so im sure he could come by if he asked, but i dont think he'd really think of it? he's an uncle figure but he's still, like, a figure,, it would feel kind of like crossing an unspoken social boundary, interacting with teenagers like that and just coming by their home. something would need to drastically change about their dynamic for him to feel like that's okay to do. it's probably a good healthy thing that he thinks that. he may very rarely, if it's pressing.

10. This one's just a thought but I feel like movies where someone gets cursed, it's an immediate trigger.

hmmm it's hard to say. they dont actually remember what happened that got them cursed (ngl ive always had the idea in my head that kitsune immediately erased their memories, somehow) so i think it would be less the act of cursing within itself, and moreso mind control as a concept. not the type where you're just an empty puppet, more like, nuanced brainwashing with an internal struggle, or possession. they might find winter soldier triggering, idk why that came to me lmao

i think being controlled like that would scare the shit out of them, but witnessing it in fiction wouldn't really scare them. the kind of "battling your shadow self as they try to take over your mind" thing you'll see in some media, however? yeah.

im gonna skip 11 cause i dont know what you mean srry

12. On rough days, does Splinter ever have to feed Donnie?

i think he's already had to. it's very likely he did on that day leo was gone, where donnie was so out of it. there's bad days (which are usual) and then there's Bad Days where he's largely dissociative. they become rare over time, but it usually does mean he wont be able to take care of himself. i think he has quite a few when he's first getting back into combat and missions because it's a rough transition.

13 but actually. Does Mikey tend to take on more responsibility?

yep! congrats to mikey for being the only one to get an actual positive character arc out of cc, although he did get super fucked up in some places lmao

14. Does anyone else learn how to fix that heater 💀 before the new lair ofc

no, because donnie isn't going to die, why would they need to know? im sure the idea of learning things like that has crossed their minds, but donnie would refuse to teach them even if they were super curious about it. now that he knows he's not passing any time soon, he at least wants to be useful to them.

15. This one's random but I'm really genuinely curious what's everyone's favorite ice cream flavor I have this VISION of them having sundaes together in the kitchen don't ask from where

AND I HAVE NO IDEA but donnie probably likes vanilla because he likes easy flavors ... he also seems like one of those people who would REALLY like mint chocolate. completely vibes based

[rjschoicesstuff]

Hi sorry I need to know everything about David immediately I have been charmed

Hahaha I rly need to give him more attention tbh he's rly fun imo and like the polar opposite of Ripley. 😭

I'm def still figuring a lot stuff out, n some stuff mightt still change for sure. Like for Ripley I initially had very different ideas too, but she rly started developping once I just started drawing her a lot.

But he was kinda born out of me wanting to imagine ID with a more neurotic/anxious mc + just picking one of the LI's to romance instead of both.

Rubs mi hands like a fly, I'll put it all under the cut cuz ik this'll get long sorry 😭😭

Im sooo bad at explaining characters' personalities because I think I'm just like better at showing how they act thru art? (So i neeed to draw him more hehe) But obviously he's a very neurotic person hahaha, though veryyy amplified by The Stuff going on, obviously.

He's super close to his mom and I think she's like the main motivation he just keeps going and 'fighting'. Because he's so so so scared of anything bad happening to her. I imagine his father died when he was very young, like too young to really remember him well, but I think that kinda amplifies this fear of losing his mom too.

He's not much of a fighter, like he just runs and hides or lets Cas and Gabe protect him if he can lol. I don't think he sees himself as like a strong person/someone who stands a chance in a fight. He's also not ashamed of like relying on others to protect him and making himself useful in other ways. But at the same time if you have him cornered or he Has to fight back or protect someone he loves, he goes batshit crazy and fights for his life, just high on adrenaline.

I think David is very much like 'Just do it scared' regarding the book 1 events. Like if you compare him to Ripley, Ripley in a weird way still has some fun doing a lot of the stuff, like breaking into mom's office, spying on the Creator etc. Like in the end she enjoys the thrill, sometimes even forgets what's at stake. Meanwhile David is just Scared shitless the whole time and Cas and Gabe are the ones having to sorta ground him sometimes. Or crack a joke to distract him. And before shit really gets Crazy they try to keep him busy a lot to distract him a bit, which helps, like hanging out with him and showing him cool vampire stuff.

When he's not actively freaking out he's generally a very gentle guy, he's good at talking to people and he does like playfully teasing people and stuff. He's very affectionate even with friends. I think when someone is rude to him he has a surprisingly sharp tongue and he can kinda impulsively bite back. Afterwards thinking like 'oh my god why did I say that??'

Also while being terrified of vampires, at the same time he still has that curiosity that canon ID mc has and feels drawn to it all. Like I imagine he definitely keeps a little journal where he notes down everything he learns. Still a bit fear driven though, because it'll be useful when he has to protect himself, to know their weaknesses.

The act of drinking vampire's blood is rly gross to him and he'll only do it when he really has to. And he's always a bit of a little bitch about it like 'eww ew ew ok.. im gonna do it.... 😖' While Cas is just standing there like pls thats like 10 drops max... But David loveees giving vampires his blood like not even in a way like 'this is hot' but just cause he's a nurturing person and likes taking care of people, especially those he loves.

I only romanced Cas with him, initially he's terrified of him but he also intrigued by him + I think he's very weak to this whole idea of like. Ok u have this guy who tends to just be a cunt to Everyone but ur special and he likes u cuz ur his special boy... I think he really is weak to that whole 'ur not like the other humans' thing 💀. Cas enjoys startling and teasing him, or just in general putting David into situations where he'll get spooked. Especially because David's the type of person to grab onto him for comfort or straight up jump in his arms 😭😭. Other times he turns around and slaps him in the chest like 'STOPP IT!! YOU MENACE!!!' (Also funny reaction he enjoys getting out of him) I think initially he thinks he's cute and it's funny to tease him + he enjoys seeing Gabriel freak out when he's around David, but then for real starts falling for him quickly ughhh. Like I think initially Cas thinks David is a bit of a lame pissbaby but then he starts liking him like That For Real and it becomes endearing and he just want to protect him 🤢 embarassing. David doesn't like the whole hunting and eating humans thing, but he's more like 'I can fix him' about it LMAO. And has a weird sense of denial over it all because the one time he saw it happen with his own eyes, Cas killed that girl to cover for Seth.

David and Gabriel are just more like really really close friends. I think for a bit he has a bit of a crush on Gabriel because of the whole protective act, which makes David twirl his hair and kick his legs lol 😭 but I don't think they ever went beyond just playfully flirting with each other. I think they were Meant To Be but like as friends? Friend Soulmates?? A lot of people probably still think they're a couple because they walk around holding hands and they're always sitting in each others bubble and stuff.

Umm I think where his AU gets most interesting is when he and his mom reunite again. Because they actually wouldn't leave each others side again, he stays with her while evacuating people to the hospital. And after that she accompanies him back to the school. And once the time comes where in canon MC decides to sacrifice themselves, in David's story it's his mom who's like 'I'm your mom, it's My job to protect You, I've lived a whole life already, it's okay, I'll die happy knowing I could save you.' And David would really protest against this, but Cas and Gabe are just like 'Please let her do this for you' and they go through with it while locking David out of the room as they inject the blood n stuff. And hold him back as his mom leaves to go confront the creator. And as she lays dying David would force them both to turn her. Idk yet where it goes from there lol, like if he'll lose his memory along with the other humans or not.

[number1jazzsimp]

You hoes honestly have to stop babying Mammon , yes his sin is greed but you wanna know what he also is? A fucking Demon, yes sometimes the other brothers go a little too far with the insults and the fighting and the name calling but that’s literally what almost every pair of siblings do and for the record he does fuck up a lot of shit for people, for example he almost got us killed when he took Beel’s food and forced us to eat it, which quite literally DESTROYED OUR ROOM. Please stop acting like he’s innocent 99% of the time, it’s fucking annoying. 😭💀

How dare you say we should piss on the poor!! No but like, did you read this bit : "Now I'm not dismissing that, or saying he doesn't deserve any consequences" Did you? Because it feels like you didn't.

I honestly wasn't even going to answer this at first, but I feel like I should get my stance on the matter out there in a way people can understand, even if nobody reads it, so thanks for the opportunity to do that.

First, I want to say that I have siblings. I know what playful insulta and fights look like and feel like. I also know what the genuinely hurtful shit is, stuff said with the intention of making you cry if you upset whoever says it too much.

And yeah, they definitely do that to him. It is definitely not all fun and games especially considering that they have canonically made him cry and his very concerning response to the MC comforting him.

I agree with you that hes not always innocent, in fact, he is guilty half the time, but one hundred percent of the time when he is involved in something bad his brothers are absolutely terrible about it.

And about the thing with Beel, I went back and replayed the story segment you were talking about and, yeah it is partially Mammon's fault. In fact, I would even go as far as to say mostly at fault because he was fucking with Beel's sin BUT his brothers fuck with his sin all the time with little to no consequence and earlier that day (at least, I'm assuming that's the timeframe) Beel stole Mammon's food and showed zero remorse.

Now, Mammon is expected to control his sin. If he doesn't, he gets punished. Makes sense, right? Except the punishments are far too harsh and none of his brothers are held to the same standard as him, despite being much more impulsive regarding acts of violence when they're set off.

As far as I remember (though I may be wrong) Mammon is the only brother who didn't try to literally kill MC. And nearly every other brother tried to kill MC because of lack of control over their sins.

I'm not upset over the fact that he gets punished for doing stupid or dangerous or bad things, I'm upset the punishments are so drastic and that he seems to be the only one receiving them. If anybody read this far, thanks for listening!

[not-goldy]

Sometimes I wish Jimin stop being so secretive on cam and basically a wallflower. I wish he speaks up more and calls out BS immediately, especially during lives like JK/Tae or Joon does or is it because he doesn't get much wierd comments 🤔. Also stop being so fucking humble.. like sir you are a history maker, everything you release are organic hits, have a huge fanbase, your bdays are celebrated as Christmas day, why tf would you think you don't even deserve a music show win ?????? Own your success and skills please 🤧

And I also wish JK stop being so impulsive, saying and doing absolute dumbest things 🤧 sometimes he sounds like those cocky boys who will say they'll make you come thrice in a row and will climax within 2 seconds lol. He's so cocky; knows he's hot and his impact but at the same time he still don't know what he really needs. So I wish he becomes more mature and get his shit together asap

Maybe if they use share these qualities a bit with each other it will be fine lol. JK sharing some of his cockiness with Jimin so he can go 'yeah that me, Park Jimin' bitches 💅' and Jimin sharing some of his level headness with JK, so he can think before doing and saying some things 🥲

Idk how they are even navigating through their relationship when both are on opposite ends of attitude and lifestyles, like is that even possible ? Won't both parties get sick of each other soon? ... or maybe like you said JK is the freedom Jimin is craving for and Jimin is the leash JK very much needed 🤷‍♀️

Set me free was liberating for me and I think Jungkook too cos he stamped his approval on it like you could tell Jimin frustrates him sometimes with the kill them with kindness vibes he has going on.

And I know Jimin is not a push over too cos there's some really hard core ghettoness buried deep inside his slytherine heart- he is the master of self control cos I'll be getting canceled every second if I were him🥲🥲🥲

I'll be dropping mid night rants talking bout yall could never be me😭😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Hash tag jealous

Hash tag up in your man's arms 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

And he lowkey be shading too but we don't talk about that🥲

He's constantly trolling haters posting Jungkook shirtless, leaning on him kissing up on him daring yall to come for Kook if he's your mans💔💔💔💔

This literally him on these streets he eats and wink

Shade is cool Jimin but throw the damn tree too🤣

They are both fascinating.

Oh lord not 2 seconds 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

You is going to hell for that😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Not gonna lie, I do enjoy his chaotic character most times. I'm big on diversity. If everyone acted the same way they'd be boring as hell plus I like my BTS a tad crackheads🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

JUNGKOOK'S a vibe. Not many idols like him. He be be tanking on the idol part sometimes- I don't think he even sees or thinks of himself as an idol😭😭🤣🤣

An idol is a whole personna carefully curated to appeal to an audience- when I tell you Jungkook ain't curating shit for no one and to please no one😭😭😭😭😭

Tell him to do aigoo I dare ya🤣🤣🤣😭😭😭😭

Sometimes I just play his memes and sleep. It's the new Netflix and chill for me.

Doesn't take himself too too serious, easy going non judgemental, quirky😭😭😭

And he is very relatable. We all don't say the right things all the time, or do the right things and overthink everything.

Some people don't find that attractive in Idols but I like it. That that I like that

Im a bit of a crack head myself so.... anywho

For an idol, yea perhaps he could be a bit more controlled and polished but not too much cos then he'd lose relatability and seem outta touch.

Frankly I think they are both perfect as they are💀

I wouldn't change much but you are right they both could influence eachother a bit and they do TRUST. 💜

[cycleoffates]

Just found you here after searching Pumpkin Panic (again). You see, I found that demo back in 2014-2016 and I feel like it made a huge impact on what my art aesthetic preferences are because your artsyle is super colorful and the game really gave me candy and Halloween vibes! So once I a while I search official art you have posted about it. Whether you come back to making games or not I wanted to thank you for creating that demo and showing your spooky ocs. Hope you have a nice day!

hello!!! thank you so much for sending me this message. apologies if my response has been somewhat late, Tumblr's a place I hardly check and free time isn't something I have as much as I used to. 🥲 sorry if this is gonna be a long response too! i didn't intend it to be but I'm feeling somewhat sentimental.

even if i've pretty much been radio silent all over the place, this message has been something I've been constantly thinking about for a while. well, this one and a few that have been left on one of my videos. 🥹 (I'm posting them rq bc they bring me joy)

Pumpkin⭐Panic (yeah, with the star bc i found out there's another game called that now) has always been very near and dear to my heart. i made that demo when I was still a kid in high-school w/ a lot of ambitions. the idea for it was very impulsive, bc it started out as me making a gift for my followers on Halloween. i have no idea how I managed to create a demo for it in under a month (I have no clue how I was able to do it back then 💀).

talking about and posting OC stuff has always made me shy bc I wasn't sure how people would perceive it (or rather, my original, non-fandom creations), but it warms my heart to know it's been (and is still) loved by a lot of ppl who remember it to this day, even if it's very old. not to mention, it's very outdated, littered with bugs and was made on a (now defunct) laptop with a broken audio jack (hence why the audio is so loud (LOL)). making a game by yourself is harder than it looks!!!

it's been......... maybe 10+ years now? i think since it's initial creation. wow. typing that out makes me feel OLD. during all that, I put out another game demo and tried to write visual novels, but none of them were finished/saw the light, either. I'm somewhat ashamed of that too. i wanted to make more stories, but I just found myself lacking the time and the motivation (Tumblr was dying, I started working towards a college degree, you get the gist).

at that point, i stopped posting OC content as much (bc you know, social media engagement with fandoms and commissions gets you clicks!). i kept all those to myself (granted I didn't have a lot to begin with LOL) and only shared them with close friends. sometimes i'd post something on the bird-app, but it wasn't constant.

and then few years ago, a couple things happened to me (for the worse?). it opened my eyes and made me realize how impacted I (as a person) and my creations (as extensions of me) were by others who I shared personal connections with (through relating w/my characters). those things changed my life and made me anxious about talking about them again with others. i got scared. it was bad.

from then on, i shifted my gear towards making a lot of money as I could from commissions. flash forward to the beginning of last year, I had my "icarus-flew-too-close-to-the-sun" moment.................... yeah, burnout is NOT fun.

but at the same time, during those years of making bank and struggling, I was able to connect with someone again who made me love talking about my OCs again. i started roleplaying w/OCs again, I started writing and drawing OCs again. granted, they're not the same ones as before, but they're still my characters, and I want to share their stories with the world (someday). yeah okay, this is veering away from Pumpkin⭐Panic so i'm pulling the reins back on it again.

thank you again (from the bottom of my heart) for sending me this ask. this probably wasn't??? the answer you were expecting, but it made me feel something so HAVE AT IT. 🥹 I have attempted to create some semblances of art for a Pumpkin⭐Panic "reboot" but never got far, so it's most likely I won't be picking the game demo project back up. maybe I'll post them here if I remember to?

i've been thinking about giving the main game some closure at least. an artist I follow did something where when they decided to quit their webcomic, they posted the scripts/concept art/etc of said webcomic so fans can look at it. i think that's something I might try and do, if people are interested.

i also had plans for a prequel game (visual novel written conceptual draft)......... that? that's something I'm still thinking of doing one day, mostly because I have a new OC project now (not PP! related) that I want to bring to life but have no idea on the direction I want to go with. a friend told me that maybe trying to do an experimental visual novel with the prequel (of PP!) might help me get a feel for where I want to go for said new story. it doesn't have a proper name that I'm happy with, but............

i just think these goobers deserve that finished, at least.

thank you one again for your ask, sorry if it was sooooo long-winded, and i hope you have a wonderful day as well! <3

[batsplat]

this is an insane question to ask lmao but are there any riders you’ve noticed through the years who are like…nice to the umbrella girls hahaha. I’m generally not tooooo bothered abt them, like yeah I think it’s sexist, but I can also imagine that if I’d been into motogp at 19 I probably would’ve tried to be one 💀 but like sometimes I feel bad the riders just straight up ignore them :( is there anyone who talks to there umbrella girls? I’ve noticed Cal Crutchlow (random ik but I’m rewatching 2015 lmfao) doesn’t rly spray them with champagne which seemed polite of him lmao. And I saw a comment somewhere that Casey had his wife be his umbrella girl which is cute if tru <3 Ik Vale’s gf / mother of his kids was also an umbrella girl so like…obv he had to be talking to them sometimes hahaha. SORRY this question is so random but actually no one’s rly weighed in on this on Reddit or anything so im curious

nothing insane about this question but, and I'm aware this gets me a D for feminism, this is quite honestly an aspect of the sport that makes me actively uncomfortable enough that I just try not to pay attention to it. I get that if you have them around, you're right in that it is probably nicer to interact with them but also like... idk, I'd probably be minded to ignore them too on the grid before competing, and I just can't really give any points for men spraying these women with champagne on podiums. there's definitely quite a few blokes who do it, which I notice insofar as I usually just look away. the one vaguely positive example I can come up with is indy 2008, where a very cold and very wet valentino has to shed his jacket before headed on the podium (which quite honestly I would simply not do) and gives it to one of the women. she takes it off again at some point (I would also not do this) and then I am once again reminded of how weird it is that these women are half naked in the cold and the wet

with casey, yeah, his wife did do that, though this is also another thing that I have very 'eh' feelings about. they met when both of them were still young but she was very young, and she's following him around the world at an age where she just should not have been doing that. I'm not calling casey a bad person over it etc etc etc, I think this is a case where you needed some actual adults to step in and tell them that this just was not going to fly. preferably her parents. this isn't a knock on anyone who feels differently, it really isn't... but I just struggle to enjoy watching this girl constantly hold umbrellas for some bloke, rather than doing literally anything else with her time

again, this is absolutely nothing against the ask, it is interesting and I get the impulse! I'm just the worst person possible to get an answer from because I actively attempt to turn off my brain whenever I am perceiving a grid girl. which, again, I am also extremely aware isn't a particularly great approach. just ignoring the few women who are present on my screen for the sake of my own comfort is far from ideal. but that's where I'm at

[misc-obeyme]

I'm going on a tangent because i thought of silly things, I think I might try writing the next part tonight after work. This probably takes place way before what's currently going on in my rambles.

I'm imagining I impulsively bought something online and had to cut down on coffee (what did I buy? Who knows. Probably concert tickets for fob. I was scraping by when I bought those tickets last year 💀). I think it'd take Mammon two weeks before he finally caves and texts to ask if I'm okay. I sheepishly explain my purchase and why I haven't been around, and get left on read.

Later in the day, Mammon shows up to the shop with a coffee and a box of various pastries. He's blushing hard as he shoves the box towards me but gently sets the coffee down. I'm completely puzzled, and it's the first time Mammon has ever set foot in my shop. He goes on to ramble that he wasn't worried or anything, just had some leftovers and decided they should be able to tide me over and make up for lost orders.

The longest I've ever gone without stopping in is a week when I went on vacation maybe in the summer to visit family? But I had let him know ahead of time. And the other time was four days, and I texted him "i promkse ill wakenip ealry timorrow" and it was sent at 3 am, typed exactly like that. He texted back "ya better be asleep by now. Dumbass. Not like i miss ya or anything either." He replied back after 5:30 ish when getting up for the day. I did keep my promise and showed up, even if I definitely looked out of it.

That was supposed to be a silly scenario but now I'm thinking of the actual concert date taking place after they start realizing their feelings for each other (the cutting back scene was during the presale). And them getting worried about me going alone. But ticket prices are insane the closer to the date since I originally bought mine during the presale, and the seat I snagged managed to be on the floor. So even if they wanted to join, they'd have to shell out a lot of money, and wouldn't be sat next to me.

Unless ....... Mammon had an older brother, who was working for someone else.... who was the ceo of a company, and said company was sponsoring the tour.....and could get them front row seats together...... Only in fiction can things work out like this !! 🤣 Imagine your first concert also being a date. Crazy.

also thinking about nicknames. The most common one is 'treasure' from Mammon, and I usually use that for my character. Maybe 'lucky charm' for solomon? as long as it is, it's cute. I gotta brainstorm

- ✨ anon

OHHHHH but I love Mams being all cute and blushy and bringing you pastries! Absolutely adorable! And that text... not like I miss ya or anything!! Yeah yeah, you keep tellin yourself that buddy!! LOL.

Concert date concert date!!! I am all about it lol!

Isn't it amazing how convenient things can be in fiction?? Listen, it's not like it'd never happen irl! People always complain about how things seem to "work out" just right in fiction, but yo. That happens in real life too, friends. Just nobody's complaining about it because there is no Almighty Author pulling the strings!

Anyway, slight tangent there but the point is I say it's perfect!!

I think "lucky charm" is cute! Maybe it sometimes gets shortened to just "lucky" I think that's cute, too! Ahh nicknames make me soft lol!

[bluelolblue]

Hellooooo ask time!

are you impulsive?

would you ever want to get married?

what is your main goal in life?

HIIIIIII thank you so muchhh <33

Are you impulsive?

I think yes. Yeah. Sometimes very much, that's why I'm tweaking so much 💀 I can act on a sudden feeling, desire, or without thinking, but I'm actually trying to get that under control. But sometimes it's still difficult. So yeah 😭

Would you ever want to get married?

Oh this is the ✨️ Ultimate Blue Question ✨️ when I was a kid, I used to tell ppl who asked me that as a joke, that I don't want to get married. Like, idk why that idea was just not for me. And honestly I'm still thinking about it and now when I'm older, I think I figured out why I feel like that.

1) Because I don't want a child. A lot of couples have babies when married (or before marriage) and that's NOT for me for many reasons. Family life, I think, is not for me, I'm not like that. I want to have freedom, I don't think I can take care of a baby anyway, not to mention the whole pregnancy ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOT. I'm not mentally or physically stable for that due to issues with me 💀 and I just simply don't want to. It's too much.

2) I'm very scared of getting hurt. Hurt in anyway, mentally or physically cuz a lot of people show their true form once married and... I'm scared that I'm very unlucky and that I'd made a wrong decision that will destroy my life. I witnessed that and... I don't want to go through the same thing. I think it could happen to me, too.

3) I was never in love and idk how to act in a relationship since I never was in one, and the thought of spending my whole life with someone like that... scares me 💀

4) "Honey, I'm home!" And he's on the sofa drowning with beer.

BUT WHAT IF I'M LUCKY?

1) I would (probably) want to get married if the guy treats me right, respects me and listens to me ✨️

2) He would HAVE TO respect that I don't want a kid.

3) He has to love animals, specifically cats and dogs. We can have fur babies tho (pets).

4) He is a rich hot Italian (named Santino D'Antonio) 👀

So, I yapped a lot. In short. I'm not that sure. 50/50 probably leaning more to NO bc I want my freedom.

What is your main goal in life?

OH MYYYY HMM? I want to accomplish things in life that I would be proud of. I want some of my ideas to work out, I wanted to have my own business... I wanted... to write a book or make a comic or even animated series. And all that was for Beast of Burden but... that's only my dream. I want to also help people and animals (if I can). But I really want to accomplish things and be my own boss, I don't want people to yell at me when they feel like it.

Ask game

[squarebracketsmileyface]

BE SAPPY AND WEIRD ABOUT YOUR PROJECT!!! YOU DO DESERVE A HAPPY ENDING!!! AND YOU DESERVE TO TALK ABOUT THE WAYS YOU REALIZED THAT YOU DESERVE IT!!! ARRRARARA YOURE MY FRIEND AND I LOVE SEEING MY FRIENDS HAPPY

I will CRY /threat

Also I took this as an excuse to ramble, because actually thinking about it, damn this fic has done a lot for me. Like this is dramatic as shit but genuinely writing this fic has changed my life in such a good way. You don't have to read all this lol, it's a mess and weird and ended up extremely long, it was just nice to put it down in writing cos it's been meandering around in my head for a while but I haven't spent much time thinking about it in a coherent way and it was nice to get all my ducks in a row with it all

God though, this fic has helped me figure out so many things, and it's so important to me. Like half of what it helped me figure out isn't even things I could put into words properly, like I can't bullet point most of those things, they're just weird emotional things that are just there.

Anyway, back to my dramatic ass "this fic changed my life." Like just for one I've made friends because of it which is amazing, but also like, just the things this fic has helped me process and understand? Like idk they feel like they shouldn't mean that much and should be fairly inconsequential, but they just aren't? Like the whole "hey maybe I can allow Lark to have a happy ending in an "everybody lives" au of this AU" kinda came about at the same time as I started to really settle mentally into my relationship with my boyfriend and stopped feeling that vague threatening feeling of "this is going to hurt like a bitch when something goes disastrously wrong and ruins our relationship, whether platonic or queerplatonic, forever". Like I started really properly feeling and believing "hey maybe it won't go disastrously wrong and he is just a very lovely guy who absolutely won't turn around and be evil and purposefully hurt me at some later date" instead at around the same time I was like "hey maybe Lark's relationship with Tim wouldn't fall all the way the fuck apart and maybe she'd actually get to raise her kid and be a good mum with a good partner and live a nice life where everything would turn out fine in the end."

And also like, another thing this fic helped me figure out a bit is like, just people mentioning how much the way I write Jay makes them think he'd have bpd in this au? Like I think you were one of the first people to mention that and honestly it's put so many things in perspective for me about just, the way my brain works that I didn't have an explanation for before? Or I did, I tried to explain it with Autism but it didn't quite fit perfectly. And like, I still don't know if I have bpd and I probably won't for a long while, but I write all my characters as me in some way, and Jay especially started out as basically just a self insert wearing a terrible wig and those mustache glasses. But from what I've looked into about bpd now it does seem to fit pretty well, especially the parts people have talked about with like, "very intense but unstable relationships with others"? Thankfully I'm better about that now than I was a few years ago? Tho sometimes I still get scared I'm about to become obsessed with my boyfriend in that way that ruins my relationships with people 💀💀 And the thing with like acting really impulsively? Though I've gotten better at stamping down every rage fuelled "hey you should throw this water bottle at that person's broken arm because they hurt you" type impulse since I was a kid. I now know how not to just lash out and harm people way more than they've hurt me, even when it's all my brain can think to do. So like?

Sorry anyway 💀💀💀 that was such a weird ramble to go on. But speaking of obsessions that ruin relationships

I haven't really talked about it much on here, but when I was 16 I was in a sort of similar place to Jay with Alex, not the friends with benefits bit (though yeah there were a few Very Interesting sexual things going on there that I'm definitely not gonna talk about in anything but the broadest strokes 💀) but definitely the "I'm going to string you along because I like you back but you like me way more than I like you and i dont know how to deal with you, so ill have my fun then ignore you the rest of the time," kinda stuff. And like, I was still pretty angry about that when I started writing this fic and it actually kinda helped me feel less angry at the guy? Because at first Alex was at least loosely based on him and the feelings I had about all that (and then later on Alex became a bit more Also Based On Me like Jay is lol). Like, in my case it was apparently a lot more that guys fault than it ended up being with Jay and Alex? I just kinda assumed it was entirely my fault for not texting him first enough cos I was terrified of annoying him by acting as clingy as I felt 💀 but apparently my guy was just actually a little shitty? (again, not gonna go into that here, it's a mess 💀), but like, for at least some of the less Actually Pretty Fucked Up things he did I kinda got to understand where he was coming from through thinking about Jay and Alex and thinking about Alex's pov. Like, he wasn't trying to be cruel, he just didn't like me as much as I liked him. I got obsessed with him and he was just there for some casual sexting and flirting etc lol

But like, yeah. This fic is so important to me, especially Jay and Tim's relationship. I haven't been thinking about that quite as much recently because I've been focussing on If It Ain't Broken and Jaylex, and I might not even get to focus on it in exactly the way I want to for the next Jam fics in the series, but like. Jay's hang ups over Alex and feeling scared that "what if Tim is just the same" is loosely something I've struggled with too. I'm better with it now than I was a year ago, but even so, every now and again not getting a reply to a message pretty much straight away can send me careening down "oh my god I've annoyed him, oh my god he's not going to talk to me for two weeks straight" street lol. Plus other weird hang ups that Jay most certainly doesn't have 💀

My boyfriend puts up with so much, he's wonderful, ily Vin if you're reading this.

Hell, even the way Jay and Alex end up leaving things at the very end of If It Ain't Broken is actually kinda similar to how stuff ended with me and my guy, I didn't even think about that till now. Alex is just gonna go off with Amy out of the blue and Jay isn't going to know what to do, even though he sort of saw it coming? Like he could kinda tell something was up but he doesn't want to accept it because like "oh well it's probably nothing maybe Alex is just busy. And my guy just texted me one day to say "How do you feel about me? Hmm? Oh yeah? Cool I no longer like you, actually, yeah sorry, I know you think you're in love but. Yeah I've been talking to someone else for a couple weeks now so I think this is the end of our little thing. Bye" lmao. I didn't even realise I've planned the Jaylex 'break up' to parallel that 'break up' 💀 tho honestly Jaylex's 'break up' will probably be slightly nicer on them coa Alex is going to move uni's and they're not going to see each other. So no panic attacks on sight for those two, lucky fucks.

[viiridiangreen]

there is Real Shit happening in the world but my idiot brain decided to rant about Funko Nerds for a sec sorry

listen it's whatever i'm not about to pull a picture of someone's ShelfieTM(💀) and have an aneurysm over it like Some Twitterheads did over pics of white ladies' stupid pointless consumerist stanley cup collections which ARE dumb and annoying and woefully uncreative expressions of suburban soulrot etc yet. harmless in the grand scheme of things (esp when some of those ladies' husbands collect firearms lmfao I DIGRESS). im not gonna name names im not gonna repost anyone's pic im not gonna go be an asshole in their comments.

but i do need to rant On This Here My Toxic Dump Of A Blog for a sec bc i just don't get.... the breed of collector that i'm gonna call Funko Nerd 4 short

like i GET the impulse to be Part Of The Club and ig a couple pieces of official merch have At Times caught my eye. a few have made me deranged obsessed unwell. I DID make that extremely silly art trade with this furry i met online where i drew its fursona in exchange for a code for bluesky which i ended up using like twice and the chance to buy a years old yet unworn Very Cool destiny sweatshirt off them. i was Besotted since that particular merch drop Dropped because it DOESN'T scream to the four winds that it's A Game Merch but instead it all had the First Light Lunar Installation logo.... stealth nerd apparel my beloved. i don't wanna look like a fan of the thing i wanna look like someone IN or FROM the thing. designers of shit like that you get it. i love you. i would've gone for the boots too on either that or the Europa drop if i'd had disposable income at the time.

BUT. UHH. if i ever found myself or a close loved one filling shelf after shelf & maybe getting a whole dedicated piece of light-up furniture for like. Licensed Merch perhaps even Still In Its Box & Meant To Remain There i'd just. i'd want piglet to pull the trigger yknow? lmao

and like i FULLY GET the impulse to collect shit. gathering Trinkets and Thingamabobs and Tchotchkes is the absolute shit. minimalism be damned magpie swag is hot & sexy etc whatever

but WHY.... THE HELL.... would someone choose to collect samey mass produced shit when fanmade merch sometimes even HANDMADE is fucking RIGHT THERE ?????

and the folx who collect Funko Shit tend to have -10000 sense of visual harmony & taste. they just throw all the shit together and expect that bc fellow nolifers know how much it costs how long delivery takes how limited the runs are they'll be impressed but i just. gag. even when each individual thing is a nice & well made figurine or charm or pin or whatever instead of pukeworthy to begin with & only lent value through Licensing the way it happens w actual funkos..... it looks sososososo ugly just thrown together like that.

whatever. it's not Bad it just Deeply Offends my sense of aesthetics. if i'm gonna spend money on silly vidyagaem / generally geeky stuff i want it to approximate the look of something that came From Within The Thing's Fictional Universe. & not just give "Worthless-Until-Licensed Plastic Garbage To Make Money Off The Thing" vibes.

i'd rather have like. a tiny handful of things that were made with love for both the inspiration and the craft. that feel good as hell to hold or use or look at. that would only get clocked as Nerd Shit by someone who's been in the trenches & has crawled exactly as deep inside the creators' asshole as you have....... than a whole spare room's worth of things designed by an overworked underpaid intern to fulfill the collectibles quota or w/e. but that's just me!!

this goes for tattoos too. every time i see someone get a TRADEMARKED LOGO ETCHED DIRECTLY INTO THEIR INTEGUMENTARY SYSTEM i projectile vomit inside ✨💖👌

this Grievance is Especially Silly coming from ME like. my living space objectively looks (& functions) like shit. these ppl showing off their Nerd Caves tend to At Least have like. Real Indoors Finishes And Furnishings instead of unsealed concrete nonsense and Insect Condos masquerading as walls. but. yeagh i like to imagine that if i lived in an apartment that was Made & Meant To Be An Apartment (instead of a halfassed halfconverted storage area / outdoor garage...) & had a moderate budget for decoration (???? fucking bougie propaganda brainrot 2 even think abt that in my situation lmfaooooo). i'd make Slightly More Tasteful Choices.

also i'm not vagueing anyone i've literally only seen this nonsense on facebook / lil bit on twitter

[analogwriting]

ok I feel a bit weird sending in another message today, but the newest chapters put me in such a killer mood I wanted to read more for him

and I must say??? We need more killer writers pls 😔 I love oneshots, hcs, all that stuff, but where are my longfics??? not to complain (i am), but WHERE IS THE SLOWBURN??

ambrose you are a godsend fr fr… I get so picky with this kind of thing because sometimes i’ll say “Oh I don’t like slowburn THAT much” but the moment I find a good slowburn, I will eat that shit up. I will be HOOKED on my phone for hours at a time and let my work pile up because yeah, these fics have me forgetting I need to sleep

Wish I could give you all the kisses in the world because you really just spoil us with ur amazing writing… ive never felt so blessed by an author before cuz the way the slowburn is so agonizing it has me ripping apart my lungs, my heart aching, myself going insane… I live for it.

Respect to you and other slowburn authors, cuz it takes a lot of work to write one… I always find other law or killer fics and the relationships always feel so rushed 😔 please, law and killer are such slowburn potential characters and i hate to see them act so impulsive in other works. I love how u write tho. So so so much. everything is so slow and i love it

(one day I’ll get to reading your law fanfic…hopefully this weekend)

anyways, me 🤝 number 1 kese hater, next chapters are rlly gonna get me 😭

-long rants anon

first of all, don't feel weird. I love getting asks, replies, or anything. no matter how many times. I eat that shit UP ✋✋

second, FKSKFKEKOD???? got me ugly crying on main frfr with this ask. i literally called my bsf crying 💀 you're so fucking sweet??? im just a funky little guy that had a few dreams and decided to write em out bc fuck it and to know that people are enjoying it that much is so insane to me 😭😭😭

im a sucker for slowburn and would eat that shit for breakfast lunch and dinner if I could. i just never really found it of my favorite characters so i was like "dammit if i want this shit gonna have to make it myself ig" i always felt like the law stories kinda happened to fast as well and i wanted some PINING. and then when I started my killer fic, there was hardly any killer content in general. there seems to be a surge in content for him tho which I am forever excited about my mans deserves it.

like the last time I wrote fanfiction it was a decade ago when I was first starting off high school. (not counting rps n shit with friends that continued forever)

never in a million years did i know people would enjoy it as much as they are and that shit makes me so unbelievably happy. like y'all have no idea. when i say i be giggling and kicking my feet n shit I MEAN IT

like this is me every time I get y'all's comments n shit. like I be giggling and just glowing all day. (it's partially why I just kept the trend of posting updates at night so I can wake up to them nice messages 💅 start the day off RIGHT)

like my head is reeling from this ask and im on cloud nine frfr. you are so fucking sweet and i just want to tuck you in my pocket and keep you safe. like FJSKDKDKS I'm going to be thinking about this all day and probably the rest of the week if not forever 😭😭😭

but seriously, from the bottom of my soul, thank you for this. shit makes my year frfr. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[teafootballandmore]

Admin i'm a fan of Jude since BvB but i do think Jude has anger issues . Not only on the pitch i believe people who know him see the reactions we don't . And by the little that i see i can tell . This can be true or not but if its true he should start doing something cos anger issues is not a joke many of men who has it end up beating women and regretting it their whole life cos of impulsiveness . And jude is impulsive

I mean there always some noise all these years about Jude mean side that not everybody knows .i do think he is impulsive not talking only about football but him sometimes he reacts just lead by aggressive emotions that can really make him do or say things he clearly regret ours later . I won't say how i know this but even when he was younger at school if toby was here with a lie detector and they asked him if he do believe jude have anger issues even outside the pitch the answer will shock you lot . He has become more angry with little things happens to him could be cos the amount of hate he receive that increases it but he clearly show symptoms of someone with an anger management problem. He says that he dont care what other says but i believe he does and the more he hides he dont the more anger he guard inside him for that sometimes he react like that and blow up meaningless things cos of the amount of things he dont react at the moment . Not only about beating a woman i'm nit talking there guarding so many emotions can cause anger issues too i saw so many signgs in jude with all this anger ish topic

"I won't say how i know this but even when he was younger at school if toby was here with a lie detector and they asked him if he do believe jude have anger issues even outside the pitch the answer will shock you lot." of course anon. Everyone will believe you. Especially that you came here with it now when it's convenient because of situation but never mentioned about it before. 💀