#because I watched a YouTube video abt Barbie.

[mosspapi]

In similar news, I just finished Ted Nivison's almost 2-hour all-Barbie-movies deep dive and my brain is entirely fried but not for the reasons you would expect. I think I need a drink.

[burntheedges]

You have made me obsessed with ballet! Before your fic my only exposure to ballet that I enjoyed was the classic Barbie movies when I was a kid but now all my recommended videos on YouTube are ballet because I just went down a rabbit hole after watching some the clips that were attached to the story and it is amazing! I even got my sister sucked in 😊

I hope you are having a wonderful Monday!

HI Peri!! This makes me so happy! 🥺🥰 I love that you knew the Barbie movies 😂 that's awesome. and yay for a YouTube dive!!! I have sooo many videos to share, there will be more, lol. maybe you've already seen some of them. 👀

This is a fun channel if you haven't already stumbled across it - Ballet Reign. I used this video of theirs to help myself put into words exactly where the two companies in the fic sit, in terms of styles. (even if I didn't end up using a lot of technical references in the fic)

And on TikTok there's ABT Official, the Royal Ballet and Opera, balletvid and _iloveballet (they post a lot of good clips), the Australian Ballet, Tiler Peck, the Master Ballet Academy, Ballet with Isabella, Ingrid Silva, Tiler Peck.... so many lol. I figured I'd share in case that's fun or helpful!

Thank you so much for reading!! 🧡🥰 I love that you're down the rabbit hole because of this fic!!!

[mpgis-fangurl]

watching cheerleading videos to study how cheerleaders actually work their bodies when doing stunts (squad routines, elevator preps, flyer-base stunts) and my goodness..........

so like ik that cheerleading stuff isn't what mpgis actually focuses (they keep making fun of the fact that it's not a "real sport" and that they mostly just spell things with their hands and i mean, stop-motion animating barbies doing fucking backflips and cupies would be unbelievably hard to animate!!!!) but like now im really leaning into what their actual dynamic would be when they;re actually doing cheer practice

like obv mackenzie is the top of the pyramid so she'd be the flyer (she's the person who'd be in the air the most in a stunt) as she doesnt want to be anything less than the main attraction of the routine. her being dextrous and laser-focused on whatever she does (bitching people out or cheerleading) is already a given, but also she probs have the best balance out of all the girls and with a strong enough base, can do a successful cupie at her age. Her core strength would be INSANE and honestly, yeah she deserves to have abs

Brittnay is obvs strong asf, so i imagine she'd be a really strong base??? but also she's like flexible (she literally does splits on the ep she's introduced) and the fact she's in control of the microphone and the brawns of the squad, has the biggest stamina of them all. Acrobaddie who could do backbends for days but just doesnt wanna do it. i like to imagine that she's down to be base for mackenzie and can do partner stunts with her, but when the situation calls for it, she's an amazing flyer.

i also often hc Trisha being ditzy but actually one of the more graceful people of their teammates. ofc it's because i hc her as being tall and slim (second tallest to shay), and though not as powerful as brittnay or as focused as mack, i would imagine her to be the most dextrous of them when she's in practice. So altho at first you'd think she wouldn't be a good spotter, she'd have probably caught mackenzie from the air more than brittnay does. even if she can't swim, Trisha would have good body coordination and can do cartwheels from cheer practice.

Shay would obvs be a really good flyer, and altho she's tall, she'd probably be light enough to lift in the air like mackenzie (47KG!!???!!?!) and has learnt a lot from cameron's stunts (tho i dont think cameron was much of a healthy influence when it comes to cheerleading and body image sorry). but she probably hasnt practiced cheerleading as much as the cheer squad has when she joined, so she probably isn't as body-coordinated as the rest and 5 times out of 10 can't stick the landing from the air because of how vertically tall she is (possibly kicked the squad in the neck and face more times from practice than she admits due to how long her legs are). however, she's extremely observant and is equal to trisha when it comes to being an effective base. from s3 we can obviously infer that Shay has really good and sound judgment, and in contrast to mackenzie and brittnay's hotheadedness, her demeanor is cool and level-headed. so her delegations as cheersquad captain would be pretty reasonable (if her ego doesn't get in the way). so she would be a really good coordinator when coming up with routines i imagine, and secretly lets mack have top spot in the pyramid and be responsible for most of the air stunts since she internally knows she cant catch up with mackenzie's athleticness by this point

ANYWAYS that's what ive thought of so far, watch @/Its.ccaylee, @/danielbuyeskeon on youtube, and read a bunch of cheerleading information on google to see where tf the brainworms are coming from

people keep stereotyping cheerleading like theyre for meanly competitive people(and thats prolly true at some capacity idk im very not athletic so idk much dont take anything abt this seriously) but it really opened my eyes on how physically demanding it is and now i can fully appreciate what type of gymnastics actually goes into these stunts like WOW

[jellieclogs]

october media recap ✩°｡ ⋆⸜ 🎧✮

i love music, movies, tv, podcasts, games, books, and more. here's a recap of things i watched in october 2023!!

music ♫⋆｡♪ ₊˚

i've been really into more indie blues type music as autumn comes to a head, my playlist autumn girls this is for you has a bit more songs that i really associate with this season. anyway heres the list!

mitski - my love mine all mine

mitski - i'm your man

these two songs are phenomenal, as is mitski's album "the land is inhospitable and so are we" i actually wrote a brief analysis on my love mine all mine as a love song and breakup song. the feeling it invokes in me is second to none, what a beautiful song.

olivia rodrigo - lacy

sixpence none the richer - kiss me

jane remover - search party

searows - used to be friends

phoebe briders - moon song

iron & wine - flightless bird, american mouth

mazzy star - fade into you

sting - shape of my heart

yeule - software update

yeule - sulky baby

taylor swift - "slut!"

rachel chinouriri - maybe i'm lonely

emile mosseri - jacob and the stone

i actually listen to this song to fall asleep, but i can assure you that i also cry every time i watch those videos on the internet with this song playing in the background. it perfectly encapsulates a feeling of hope and loss. beautifully done. minari was a phenomenal as a (real) movie lover, i love when movies have tracks like this that so clearly stand out from the soundtrack and score.

movies 🎞️✮⋆˙

i haven't watched as many movies as i'd have liked in october, it has been an emotional month to say the least. but, now im on anti-depressants so our regularly scheduled slaying is back. movies will be rated a 1-5 star based on how much i enjoyed it! and NO NOT EVERY MOVIE IS FROM THIS YEAR OR EVEN THIS DECADE <3

talk to me (2022) ★★★★

pearl (2022) ★★★★

the invisible man (2020) ★★★★

child's play (1988) ★★★★

doctor sleep (2019) (fucking insanely good) ★★★★★

bodies bodies bodies (2022) (so camp??) ★★★

call me by your name (2017) ★★★★

silence of the lambs (1991) (this is a perfectly made film. argue with the wall!) ★★★★★

and thats about it, i genuinely have been too busy with school to watch as many films, still have not seen barbie or the fnaf movie because im so busy and too broke to go to the movies constantly LOL. however, i will say what my favorite youtube video topics are currently in my honorable mentions section!!

honorable mentions ˙˖°📷 ༘ ⋆｡˚

my current fave youtubers or streamers :3

dead meat (james and chelsea constantly demonstrate a genuine love for horror and have recently been branching out to video games amidst the SAG strike! love them and their work so much, they have definitely made me into more of a horror movie buff)

wendigoon (i will listen to this man talk about anything, but he constantly raises the bar with how informed he is on topics. he just likes to talk abt weird shit and thats really neat idk)

supertf (ive been watching this guy for over 5 years he is still the funniest ow streamer out there sorry)

kyedae (she is rlly funny and even though valorant is boring to watch i watch her play mostly, however i LOVE when she does variety or horror its so funny how scared she gets)

jacksepticeye (watching him play spiderman 2 bc i don't own a ps5, BUT ALSO sean just has the best playthroughs of games like this. love his takes on the game!!)

mike's mic (olivia wilde nodding gif like if you get it you get it!)

games im playing right now :3

the sims 4 (do i need to explain this rlly... i have 2000 hours on sims... currently building a tiny town for the new expansion pack :3 pics here)

sun haven (started playing with my bf, feels like stardew valley with a bigger world and more things to do! i HATE the fishing mechanic. it is not for me babes)

valorant (playing occasionally as i am not very good, but i have alot of skins so yipee)

overwatch (i have 1600 hours in the game unfortunately. addiction is real guys)

fall guys (just recently started playing with my friends again, idk why anyone wouldnt want to play this its free and fun. theres a hatsune miku skin in the game like CMON)

genshin impact (im actually really invested in fontaine's story, if i had multiple hours a day to game i would do all the story quests and things but again, im so b u s y. still farming for arataki itto, pls come home)

bloons td6 (i've somehow racked up 60 hours on this game...its so fun...i love it...)

lastly, my october hyperfixation was...

horror movies and true crime!! i watched over 100 hours of movies, video essays, podcasts, and documentaries relating to horror and true crime. i'm officially burnt out of it though, so i will be back next month to once again happily share my interests!! byeee

- jane ⋆｡° ✮

[twisted-tales-told]

Im bored and want to talk about myself so here's a list of youtube girlies that got me through The Major Depression of 2019-2020 (aka my disaster first year of university)

Ur Internet Mom Ash my babygirl ashley reacts to tv shows and movies. I have been there for her whole reaction journey & there were a lot of nights I needed her wonderful attitude and sense of humour.

Anna Akana this barbie is also a mess & she's still out here winning with cute productivity videos that get me out of bed and functioning to this day. The only reason I had passing grades was her.

Olivia/thewichofwonderlust bruh when I tell u back in 2019/2020 she would go live for like an hour on instagram and that was the only thing resembling human interaction I had that day??? 10/10 vibes. Her channel also helped me build the foundations of my witchcraft practice & I she is and always will be the only patreon I am subscribed to.

Lofi girl because she is the backbone of depressed and anxious uni students

Joana Ceddia --who no longer has a youtube channel because she's taken time off to focus on her health and university. Honestly watching her go through the same stages of life but a little bit behind me was very healing for some reason. Also I 10/10 somehow memorized every second of the video where she painted a painting entirely with nail polish. I could smell it through the screen.

Old Dan and Phil videos that I will not be linking because you should know who they are by now and if you don't youre too young to be following me.

The Try Guys--yeah you've heard of the Ned Drama but were you there when they delivered a baby. Were you there when Ned went through his wife's 14 hour labor via a pain simulation. Did you cry over their plastic surgery video? No? Fake Fans.

Katie Morton I have no idea what she has been up to since 2019 so my bad if shes like. hated now or something. But she had a bunch of self-help resources back then for ppl who needed therapy tools but were too broke to go to therapy! And I found them pretty helpful.

anyways thats all of them. I felt like talking abt these Contents simply because I'm grateful for them! Got me through a rough time and most of them I still watch today (especially with the d&p games revival)

[jrueships]

Ok how does the “Jimmy Butler doesn’t want Kyle Lowry” video have 1.6m views 😭

wHY'D YOU CUT OFF THE TITLE LIKE THAT 😭😭⁉️⁉️⁉️

Menace behavior . BUT YEAH THATS SO CRAZY HELP???? it literally has more views than 'kyle and demar's FUNNY MOMENTS 🤣' video on YouTube ( in defense an account called NBA FUNNY posted it but STILL...) that's Way older than it 😭. Half of the views on kyle touching jimmy jr and getting forcepalmed back five hundred feet are probably just from jimmy and the other half demar...

jimmy on his five hundred alternative accounts typing in the comments all hunched over like coralines dad goin 'deebo d*ck DISmissed. there's a NEW d*ddy in Town 😈..' or ' gettin Bold now Are We, kyle 😏..' or 'probably felt good, idk ;)' and his usernames are like 'deebosleftnutsack' or 'thevibrationsoffkylelowry'sbehemothofabehind' idk smthin out of pocket insane like that that only certain nba players could decipher who's behind the burner. A quick 'Zach and demar could Never 😫!!' Comment and jimmys cover will get blown. Maybe smthin else too... who knows... not me 😋 ( i do. Because im the child who makes two barbies kiss.) 🤭

ABT DEEBO THO he was originally probably like 'haha silly lowry doin silly lowry things haha little demon little goblin gremlin thats MY little troublemaker hahaha . . . enough.' U KNOW???? like at first he'd be 'ohHAHA *jayzlaugh* SO funny SO him SO true LOL!!' And bop to music on his nightmode laptop, but then he'd switch back to the video and start overthinking shit like the creative madman he is . Some people, when given the chance to swim in ambiguity, drown in it.

Maybe it starts reminding him off all the times HE got a little hurt or HE strained something and lowry used to go 'does it hurt? * POKE*' knowin DAMN well it does and making deebo shove him off or tell him to quit it.. and he starts thinkin... 'that was.. Our thing Our moment.. not Jimmy's.. and all these people who watched this think this is JIMMY and kyles moment but it was OURS and MINE and.. kyles and..'

and so basically he makes Extra certain that there are cameramen for instagram and Twitter around when he goes to hug Zach all tight next time.

[420technoblazeit]

more of them but there were so many that i had to set it to redirect to a google sheets file

So like wtf am I right chat

yo the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles have some serious trauma that no one talks about :(

not an answer, but the person who put 'the barbie cinematic universe' as their fandom

i cannot believe dan and phil, undertale, and superwholock weren't on that list. i swear to god like 2/3 of us are ex phannies smh /lh

During my Dungeons and Dragons session, I adopted the Milk Demon and now they follow me around like a puppy and I feed it milk everyday and I named them Alistair and they are my child and I love them with all my heart and I will annihilate anyone who tries to harm them or take them away from me

the person who put an almost incomprehensible infodump of harvest town and their merman boyfriend

actually im personally offended u didnt include anything from 1. pttm arc or 2. anything from merle in the taz quotes section /lh (i did put something from merle!!! it was the 'kiss my ass, you sanctimonious bastard' quote)

I was awake until midnight and now desire to create a long furby after rewatching the same youtube video 5 times.

lego men are pog but they made the robot one make me cry anyways lego ninjago. never thought if be interested in that again. legos go brrr I guess

the one person who infodumped about their homestuck dream smp au. idk what a heir of space or knight of mind is, but i think they both sound poggers!

the person talking about the ethics of a love potion vs. truth potion in the world of harry potter

I wish my friends would stop tapping the glass of my enclosure :/

whoever wrote about black friday but in horribly cursed ways, i showed this to my friend who watched it and he said, and i quote 'i hope this person's newborn child looks at them in disgust'

If tommy doesn't get a therapy arc soon i will r i o t-

the person rambling asking how the hell everyone knows about homestuck, no i don't know either. it eludes me

i had a dream that Ranboo, Eret, Technoblade, Wilbur, and a bunch of other people all changed their names on twitter to 'Gender Envy" because they give everyone gender envy

this quiz took two years from my life. also hotline miami and hm2 have possibly the best soundtracks of any game. like. ever. believe me.

op it is vital that you know i was eating a bagel while eating this and i almost fucking choked when i read “choose a taz quote because fuck this you this is a uquiz now”

If I had a dime for every song I know about going into the forest and decaying, letting the bugs and scavengers eat your remains and being at peace, I would have two dimes, which isn’t much but it’s strange it’s happened twice. I am now going to name those songs In A Week by Hozier and Thus Always To Tyrants by the Oh Hellos, both top notch (i have both of those on my playlist! they're v good)

AAAAAAAA IM MAD ASF ABT TUBBO APOLOGISTS EVEN THO IM ONE OF THEM LIKE STFU THE BUTCHER ARMY IS THE CIA AND YOU ARE ALL BOOTLICKERS

i highkey miss when gravity falls was first being aired and i wish i was older during it. i never truely appreciated the codes and hidden clues until more recently when i got back into ciphers. i just never had a talent when i was younger and i would love to experience it again for the first time

i think this lowered my reading comprehension, have a good day :)

you need theoropay but thats okay

my head is so empty rn im free i got nothing i got nothing , actually . okay i do have smth but i dont have the words so i got nothing , my head is empty i have nothing

Qué acabo de leer, yo solo quería llenar formulario extraño que encontré en Tumblr, aunque siendo honestos sabiendo que era un formulario de Tumblr debió haber sido la razón por la cual no debí haber entrado aquí en primer lugar, bueno eso es todo espero que tú almohada esté caliente en ambos lados. (thank you, funniest curse i've ever been placed under)

Too sleepy to think My friend gave me those sponge capsule things that expand into dinosaurs the other day though? That's rad.

this made smile so hard I shit myself

Hi op i love thsi and i love you lets become friends i am adore (:0 send me an ask, whoever u are!!!)

Bees of different species, if put into mixed colonies, can learn each others dialects of waggle dance, which is the dance they use to communicate food sources and threats.

caw caw mfer /lh

the person who told me about the tea dragon society!!! that sounds lovely ill look into it for sure

the person who said they wanted to click all of the answers on the second last question just to give me validation for my adventure time infodumps, you're very sweet thank you!

I HAVE UNLOCKED BRAIN COMPARTMEMT THAT HELD ALL MY LOVE FOR THE PODCAST WOLF 359 AAAAAAA ITS VERY VERY GOOD GAYS IN SPACE GAYS IN SPACE AAA

i think you need to see a psychologist

⊑⟒⌰⌰⍜ ⟊⍜⋏. ⏃⌿⍜⌰⍜☌⟟⟒⌇ ⎎⍜⍀ ⏁⊑⟒ ⎅⟒☊⟒⌿⏁⟟⍜⋏, ⏚⎍⏁ ⟟ ⍙⏃⋏⏁⟒⎅ ⏁⍜ ⋔⏃☍⟒ ⌇⎍⍀⟒ ⊬⍜⎍ ⌇⏁⏃⍀⏁⟒⎅ ⍀⟒⏃⎅⟟ (FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU /nm)

i would pay several goats for your hand in marriage. banger quiz mate

the person writing a dream smp star wars au and would prefer to remain anonymous, you're valid

op you are such a fucking mood i applaud you for your lack of self-control and fear o7 in other news how the fuck did you get all my previous fandoms. wait no i know why everyone else is in those fandoms nvm

How dare you remind me of warrior cats. I fucking roleplayed as a cat with strangers at a random school that I was visiting one day. Just seeing the words warrior cats triggers a flight or fight response. it was all I talked about for years. I had nearly forgotten about it.

@eighth--wonder your card game anon sent me a response i'm not entirely sure what they're doing but it sounds cool

head empty only bee duo. they’re so in love it hurts dude, littol man and tall awkward half enderman husband yessir. i love gay people

fuck you its 11:46 pm and im doing this shit you piece of shit.

I cannot fucking believe Wilbur Soot got me back into SOLITAIRE of all things. I used to play that all the time in high school but the interest kind of faded out a little. Then I saw some cool and funky-ass card motifs pop up in fan art for Alivebur and now here I am playing solitaire for like 4-7 hours a day at LEAST. I mean don't get me wrong it's an oddly calming thing and if you have nothing better to do it's not bad, but WHAT the FUCK.

The FitnessGram PACER Test is a multistage aerobic capacity test that progressively gets more difficult as it continues. The test is used to measure a student's aerobic capacity as part of the FitnessGram assessment. Students run back and forth as many times as they can, each lap signaled by a beep sound

Shoko was really cool and it's the only Adventure Time episode I remember and really liked. Adventure Time is a cool show but I don't remember it's episodes well but like it's concept and stuff speaks to me.

This was very confusing but I enjoyed it. SO TAKE THAT. YOUR MINDGAMES WON'T WORK ON ME. HA

idk what just happened man i clicked by accident on the link while scroling tru tumblr and now im scared but at the same time im intriged yuh get it i guess?

Luigi from mario shoulda been here somewhere, I simply think he is small and green

twitter sucks except for when dream is live and the shift in atmosphere should be studied by climate scientists

the person who asked if i was the dilfza blog, no but im glad i have that energy

, nlk.n .n.

With each day dream smp becomes more homestuck. One day you will have to face the truth. The red vines are just the red miles, complicated life system, tommy is literally karkat, dream went through a similar arc as ult!dirk, "oh let me draw quackity with an 8ball as an eye" you just made vriska. Speaking of a vriska, I would say that technoblade is this fandoms vriska. We got the vilification and making him a flat abusive villain, completely twisting his character and ignoring all nuance, the fandom either loves or hates him. He is a vriska.

this was actually really funny and now i want to talk abt cecilos and bee duo????? bro someone please make an au????????

the person who pasted the start of the bee movie script. why would you do this

whoever started writing a fanfic in the response, you are very poggers and i thought it was really good! i could really feel the disassociation

the person writing an apocalypse au, go for it! i'd read that

genshin impact and arknights are the best gacha games purely because of how much gender they contain.

fuck you for making me admit the warrior cats thing. also they do explore the mirror thing i can write you an essay if you like-- (i would like that thank you)

gay,,,

the person who just found out that they're minor nobility, congrats i guess? damn

the person who started talking about eret's impact on the lore, YOU'RE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT WILBUR'S DOWNWARD SPIRAL WAS VERY IMPACTED BY THEIR BETRAYAL thank you @its-fledge

2 of you infodumped about true crime so uh. ok

I need everyone to know that canonically, because of the way that salmon sprites look like in Minecraft (green heads, red bodies and hooked mouths), that means their real-life equivalent are spawning sockeye salmon. Nothing wrong there, right? Incorrect. Spawning sockeye salmon, compared to normal silver-bodied sockeye salmon, are inexplicably more horny. We all thought that Wilbur was the horny sodomite, but we never considered if Sally was as well. We've been duped this entire time. I am sorry for sharing this information with you all.

WHAT’S UP GAMERS, here’s my new google form thing on which other fandoms are most common among dream smp fans (+ some fun bonus questions) it would be poggers if you checked it out