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WAIT I reblogged this and rambled in the tags about some shit but I just realized I have one more that's worse.
So in middle school a friend of mine gave me an art print of these gay cat furries. He was a (closeted) furry and we both liked art, so it was an honest thing and it was appreciated. But this guy in our orchestra class caught a glimpse of it, and from then on he just fucking harassed me over it. Daily. He'd come up to me and berate and tease and shame me over these fucking gay furries.
It got to a point where he pulled that shit as everyone was leaving school, and so I yelled at him to fuck off, and then stormed away. Except a teacher caught me saying that, and pulled me aside and was going to give me fucking detention for it. I cried and explained that he had been harassing me and shit, and I think my only saving grace was that that teacher was an art teacher that I'd had before, who took pity on me and let me off with a warning not to yell curse words in the hallway.
That next day my friends and I tracked this guy down and cornered him in the library and yelled at him to stop because his bs had gotten me in trouble. To his credit he did. But. Yeahhhh nobody really liked him.
what's the most demented thing you guys got in trouble for in school mine was when an english boy in my class made fun of my name and called my mum a (derogatory word for irish travellers) so i told him my ira uncle was in town and was coming to blow him up after school
#this guy was well known in highschool to be a racist transphobic pos#last i heard he got a nonbinary partner. so i think he like started to cool off. but. yeahhhhhhhh#anyway. yeah i frequently managed to weasel my way out of punishments because i was a teacher's pet and good at garnering sympathy#bonus unrelated story i also just remembered: i came very close to getting in trouble once for pointing an xacto knife at a friend#but again. teacher's pet pays off#man i have so many stories LMAO#i should just loredump sometime#tag rambles
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you should be here.
you really shouldnât be here.
but you were a good friend, maybe too good a friend one would argue, and one of your girls heard about this underground gig (boxing, fighting?) going on and roped you into going.
and knowing you, this was way out of your comfort range. she was shocked you agreed to it, but you were tired of being perceived as the sheltered on and decided to bite the bullet and tag along.
but now you realize that you shouldâve just stayed home and rewatched some stupid show.
because this place was giving you all sorts of signals to just get out.
it was in what seemed like a dingy warehouse that could only be accessed through some sketchy alley. you truly have no idea how she found this place and your betting that it wasnât some ad she told you she saw on someoneâs story.
the vast room was barely lit, with only a few lights flickering as they struggled to stay on. you felt like youâd catch an undiscovered disease if you sat anywhere and opted to stand, but that was another issue.
despite how destitute this place seemed to be, it was packed.
there were so many people standing near the ring, everybody yelling praises or shouts of anger as somebody took a punch. you could hear skin hitting skin, could hear the breaking of tissues and bones even from where you were.
your friend dragged you by the arm, seeming as if there was no worry about this place, and it was too late to go back even though the alarms in your head were going off.
fuck, you start thinking, what is this place? what if you bump into someone weird? what if the cops come? what if the location gets leaked? what would happen to you two? what ifâŚ.
your mind trails off as your friend wiggles her way through an empty spot, bringing the two of you closer to the ring.
you look at the fighters, mouth going dry at the sight.
one of the fighters, the one facing you, seemed bloodied to no return. his eye was black and weeks shut, nose dripping with blood. his face was salted with bruises, his body sagging as the other fighter, the one with his back to you, took another fighting stance.
âheâs who i wanted to see,â bri mutters excitedly, pointing her finger to the fighter with white hair, âiâve heard heâs really good,â
you nod slowly, looking around in a skittish way. you knew you shouldâve said no, but you really cleave no choice but to support her and her dangerous side quests.
he plants another fist to the injured oneâs face, making him stumble back as the white haired fighter angles his body sideways, letting you two get a look at his side profile.
he seemed fine, a little bruising on the cheek but nowhere near the damage of the other guy. he must be as good as bri says you guess.
the people around you hoot and holler, pushing you further into on of the poles as you wince in discomfort, your face twisting in pain a little as some of the men behind you push forward with no concept of personal space.
you look over at bri but sheâs just as engaged, shouting for the white haired guy to continue beating the other man up in ways that could only be described as primal and very, very illegal.
itâs only a few more minutes before the match is ended and the two fighters are pulled away from each other, the battered one looking like he was one punch away from becoming limp.
the yells around you grow louder and louder, the sound rattling around in your head. you wince, trying to smile for bri as she jumps up and down. you know this is only the beginning of the night and canât afford to bring the energy down.
the white haired one turns around, raising his hands as he asks for the noise to grow louder, a smile on his face as his bandaged hands curl into fists, one pumped victoriously in the air.
but thatâs not what takes you by surprise.
your eyes widen in shock when you see his face, mouth dropping almost comically when you realize this isnât a random street fighter,
but the nerdy boy who sits next to you in your neuroanatomy class.
and judging by the way gojo looks around until he sees you, the proud smile on his face faltering for a second before his eyes cloud with utter confusion,
he wasnât expecting to see you here either.
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Babylon and the Duck of Butter
I have a gift for falling in love with random objects. One time, my aunt got me a little rubber chicken, and whenever I squoze it, a little egg thing popped out. Very silly. Except that chicken became something like my best friend. I carried it with me to school, and I kept it with me in my pocket, and whatever social hazards there were about Being The Guy Who Got Stressed Whenever His Rubber Chicken Was Missing were far outweighed by being The Guy Who ALWAYS Had a Rubber Chicken On Him. There's a lot of comedic opportunity that comes with always having a good prop on your person.
Of course, the chicken did eventually. Explode. And such was my grief that I did not eat for 36 hours. This was very stressful for many people. Mostly my mom. I was a very strange child to work with. She took parenting so incredibly seriously, and then I'd pitch her these curve balls like refusing to eat for a day and a half because my rubber chicken died. No parenting book tells you what to do when that happens. You just have to feel it in your heart.
A less tragic story of an object that I fell in love with was a large, foam toad that I found in a trinket shop. The toad was the size of a very large grapefruit. Much too large to carry with me to school (thank god) but enough that I could move it around the house, to keep me company during my solitary pursuits. If I was reading, the toad was there, and if I was tinkering with legos, the toad was there, and even when I slept, I would wrap the toad up in layers and layers of blankets, and then spoon it. I did this until the rubber coating on the foam started to wear out, and the foam started to get brittle and break down and leak this repulsive yellow powder. Then I simply put the toad in the playroom and would consult it on matters of great importance. Eventually I stopped doing that, and someone took the opportunity to dispose of it. Not sure who. By the time I noticed its absence, too much time had passed for me to actually be sad. As an adult, part of me thinks I would have maybe liked burying the toad, but part of me also thinks I might have refused to part with the toad, which would have resulted in it leaking more repulsive yellow powder into the house. So I understand why that decision was made.Â
I want to state that this does not happen often, and it does not happen on purpose. I don't choose to fall in love with random objects. And it's always a little bit embarrassing when it happens.Â
Which brings me to my wife.Â
Before meeting my wife, I did not often go to places with crowds. I didn't really think of it as avoiding them - those places just didn't seem fun to me. But she liked those places, and I really liked her, and being with someone who really likes something can kind of sell you on liking it too, so I'd take her to places and watch her Visibly Enjoy the Fair and go: Alright. The fair is pretty sweet. Â
Which is a thing that happened. After fourish months of dating, I took her to the fair. And she fell very visibly in love with a large series of quilts, and she stayed near them for a while, which she thought was very embarrassing, and I got to pretend to be understanding as an outsider, because I thought it would be much more impressive than also being the type of person that would fall in love with a quilt.Â
Do not do this. The gods punishment for my hubris was that the room next to the quilts was full of butter sculptures, which was an entirely new thing to me, and I immediately fell embarrassingly in love with all of them. It was like the biggest, sappiest non-sexual crush you've ever had, but not only did the other person not recipropcate, they could not, because they were made of butter. I actually got yelled at for pressing my face against the glass, which is fair, but also, I hadn't realized I was pressing my face on the glass, I just started leaning forward because after approximately 30 minutes of staring wistfully at a cow made of butter my legs got tired. And I think I should be given some grace for that.
Anyway. My wife was very patient with me taking more time to look at the butter sculptures than the average person might spent at the Louvre, and she also felt much less embarrassed over falling in love with a quilt, and we had a good laugh about it on the ferris wheel.Â
A few weeks after that was my birthday. And I don't know what I expected, exactly - but I did not expect what she did.Â
Dear reader, she made me a butter sculpture. Of a duck.
She picked a duck, because our first kiss was at a Japanese friendship garden. It was our second date, and she'd made up her mind not to do any kissing until the third date, but as we sat on the grass, a duck walked past me, and I'd just seen the hold-duck-gentle-like-hamgurber meme,
so I sort of impulsively reached out and snatched it. I honestly didn't think it would work. I don't know who was more flabbergasted, me or the duck. But we looked at each other, and then I looked at her, and then she looked at the duck, and she looked so incredibly envious that I assumed that must have wanted the duck so I just handed it to her.
It turned out she was actually envious of the ability to just grab a duck as it walked by, but she accepted the duck and stroked it a few times before releasing it. (She also made up her mind to kiss me in that moment, which was very nice.) Â
Anyway.
She made me a butter duck of my own. Obviously, I fell in love with it immediately. I cleared out all of the freezer-portion of my mini fridge, and I put the duck in there, and for the next several months, when I felt sad, or lonely, I would open the door up and spent some quality time. Just me and my duck.
But this is, of course, not the end of the story.Â
Because.
After several months.Â
The mini fridge died.Â
I really didn't use it that often. It was mostly my duck storage container. But one day, I walked by it, and it struck me that it wasn't humming. So I opened the door, and it was just. Far, far too late. The duck was dead. Dead dead. Turned into a foul-smelling slime dead.Â
I cried. I did. After the rubber chicken thing, I thought I had changed, but I had not changed, and the unexpected death of my butter buddy left me pretty shook. I texted my then-girlfriend now-wife about how sad I was, and she actually came over to help me say goodbye. We didn't even bother scraping the duck out of the mini-fridge, we just said our goodbyes to both and threw them together in the nice dumpster behind the chapel, because it seemed appropriate to put it in God's dumpster. And it did actually help quite a bit. I certainly did not go 36 hours without eating again.Â
And that was, for some time, the end of the butter duck.Â
However. Three (or four?) years ago, for my birthday, my wife was looking around thrift stores. And she found something interesting.Â
The original butter duck had an odd pose. She'd sculpted it laying flat, intending to raise it up later. But the butter was less flexible than she thought, and she was afraid of cracking it so she left it down which left the duck with a very elongated, very in-motion appearance. And she found a brass statue of a duck in the same, running posture.
It wasn't the original. But it was oddly on the nose. It was a yellow brass, it had the same strange posture, the same crude little face feathers.Â
I think it was $3, but it remains perhaps the most thoughtful gift I have ever received. I got very choked up when I unwrapped Butter Duck, The UnDying.Â
Pic provided.
#Babylon-Lore#There was a Reddit ask about the most romantic thing your partner has done#and this story stuck out to me#It's one single silly object that encompasses a lot of relationship milestones with us#title is a weird reference to Crispin and Cross of Lead#For absolutely no thematic reasons I just really like that title#Remember it as a good book but it has been like#20 years since I read it
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remus one shot where he canât stop blushing around the reader because he has a huge crush on her and sirius and james are like dude please ask her out already?? đ
cw: the trials and tribulations of a restaurant job, semi-confident reader (or at least she can withstand Sirius' flirting, which I couldn't), James and Sirius' shameless wingmanning
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The cafe is crammed. Youâve almost tripped over two kids already whose parents let them run loose, you did let a glass slip from your tray when a customer stuck his leg out into the walkway without looking, and youâve quickly reached the conclusion that today was definitely the wrong day to break in your new work shoes. Youâre on your last straw at only ten in the morning, but your pasted-on smile becomes twice as genuine when you see a table of your favorite regulars.Â
âHi,â you say warmly, clicking your pen and readying it above your pad. âHow are we doing today?âÂ
Youâre greeted with two dazzling grins from one side of the booth and a shyer smile from the other.Â
âY/n,â says Sirius, in his suave, flirtatious way (youâve learned not to take it personally), âyouâre looking stunning.âÂ
You know your hair is suffering from the weather outside and thereâs orange juice down the front of your apron, but you smile at him anyway. âThank you, so are you.âÂ
âHowâs your morning going?â James asks. These boys are never ones to skip over pleasantries to get to their meal, and while with other tables you might try to hurry them along, you never mind in this case. Today especially, you welcome the break.Â
âOh, itâs going,â you try to joke, looking pointedly down at your orange juice stain. âCould be worse.âÂ
He makes a face. âYikes.âÂ
âItâs fine,â you say breezily. âWhat can I get you?âÂ
You look to James, because really heâs the only one you ever need to ask. The other two are fairly consistent, but James seems inclined to try something new every time he comes in.Â
He doesnât disappoint now, locking eyes with you seriously over the top of his menu. âHow is your butterfly lemonade? Noâactually, what is your butterfly lemonade?â
âItâsâŚâ You bite your lip, thinking. Sirius snickers, and when you look he seems to be sharing in some joke with Remusâ, whose cheeks have gone a tad pink. âIâm not sure, honestly, but itâs sweet. I think youâd like it.âÂ
âThat, then.â James slaps down his menu decisively.Â
âRight.â You write it down. âAnd then, a caramel latte and a tea?â You look to Sirius and Remus for confirmation.Â
The former shoots you a grin you take as a yes, while the latter nods and says quietly, âThank you.âÂ
âNo problem.â You soften your smile for Remus. You adore all of these boys, but you have a bit of a tender spot for him. Remus is by far the quietest of his friends, though really just as friendly when he does talk. Itâs terribly endearing.Â
You click your pen again. âOkay, back soon!âÂ
The boysâ table remains a bright spot in your morning for as long as theyâre there. Their antics youâre rather used toâthe flirting, and the pranks, and the teasing way both James and Sirius poke at Remus while his blush worsens and worsensâbut it surprises a laugh out of you when you joke that youâll have to spit in Remusâ food if he orders the brioche (which infamously holds up the kitchen every time) and Sirius snorts doubt heâd mind before yelping and jumping in his seat. By the time youâre bringing them their ticket, the cafe has reached its late morning lull and your day is remarkably brighter than it started off.Â
You seem to be interrupting some sort of debate when you approach their table, Remus leaning forward to whisper across the booth before he catches sight of you and sits back. The tops of his cheekbones are tinged pink. Sirius, on the other hand, is grinning wickedly, whereas James looks mostly exasperated.Â
âThank you,â James says kindly, taking the ticket from you. Remus starts rifling through his pockets for cash, but Sirius only looks at you as though sizing you up.Â
âY/n,â he starts to say, ignoring how Remusâ eyes narrow in his direction, âare you seeing anyone at the moment?âÂ
You feel your eyebrows lift. âNot currently, no.âÂ
âBut why not?â He affects a look of puzzled contemplation, propping his chin on his hand. âYouâre a pretty girl. Are you not looking to date?âÂ
You shrug, fighting the urge to cross your arms defensively. Itâs not that youâve never gotten these sorts of personal questions from customers before, but you werenât expecting them from this table; you thought you knew better than to take Siriusâ flirting seriously. âNothing has come up lately, I guess.âÂ
âDo you fancy men?â
âSirius,â Remus hisses. âLeave her alone.âÂ
âWhat?â Sirius spreads his hands, guileless. âNone of us would care if you didnât, lovelyâwell, some might care, but no one would hold it against youââ He yelps for the second time today, this time shooting a glare at his friend across the booth. âAnyway, you donât have to say if you arenât comfortable.âÂ
Youâre laughing a bit now, half nervously. âNo, thatâs okay. I do, yeah.âÂ
âInteresting.â James sets down the ticket. It seems you have his full attention now. âAnd what do you think of our Remus?âÂ
Remus makes a horrified sputtering sound, and you turn to find him looking at James in betrayal. Heâs pink to the tips of his ears.Â
You canât help a small smile as you catch on. âI think he seems very sweet.âÂ
âMm, well spotted.â James nods, tenting his hands like a man at a business meeting.Â
âYes, very good taste,â Sirius agrees.Â
âHeâs a dateable bloke, no?â James asks you. He jolts in his seat a little, but doesnât yelp like Sirius had. Remus appears caught between wanting to hide his face in his hands and wanting to burn his friends to cinders with his gaze. Heâll be lucky, you think amusedly, if he doesnât burn himself up first. The hue of his blush is only getting deeper.Â
âHe is,â you agree. You look at Remus again. This time, he meets your eyes, his look softening.Â
âIâm so sorry,â he says miserably.Â
Your grin spreads. âNo, donât be.âÂ
âSo would you like to date him?â James furthers.Â
Remus does put his head in his hands now, letting out a muffled groan. âJames.âÂ
âWhat? Clearly you arenât going to do it yourself, and I am sick of trying to eat my breakfast whilst you moon overââ He jumps in his seat again, and goes quiet, reaching down to rub at his leg. You tuck your lips in to hide a smile.Â
âIâm just going to take this,â you say, reaching for the customer copy of their receipt. You bend over, scrawling your number down on the signature line. âAnd if anyone has more questions for me later, they can give me a ring. Okay?âÂ
You look at Remus. He looks nauseous and stop-sign red, but he manages to give you a small smile. âAlright,â he says, tentatively.
âPerfect. Bye, boys.â You shoot them a wave as you go to your next table. You hope Remus sees how your smile is really only for him.
#remus lupin#shy!remus lupin#remus lupin x reader#remus lupin x fem!reader#remus lupin x you#remus lupin x y/n#remus lupin x self insert#remus lupin fanfiction#remus lupin fanfic#remus lupin fic#remus lupin fluff#remus lupin imagine#remus lupin scenario#remus lupin drabble#remus lupin one shot#remus lupin blurb#remus lupin oneshot#marauders#marauders fanfiction#marauders fandom#the marauders#hp marauders#marauders era#marauders x reader
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suna "we're just friends" rintaro who's actually in a secret relationship with you, but feels the need to keep it a secret until it gets more serious because he's scared. except the miya twins have caught on, and they have a running bet going for who's going to spill first. atsumu thinks suna would rather keel over than admit to them he's dating someone, but osamu is smugly convinced that his friend's resolve is weaker than yours. so they decide to put it to the test.
it starts off . . . weird. osamu is putting moves on you, and you have no idea what to make of it. he's asking to walk you home and tells you that you should come to watch them practice. he even shoves atsumu out of their usual seat in the cafeteria to invite you to sit next to him. he seems really interested in you, and you don't want to be mean, but you also can't lead him on.
you're too focused on osamu's strange behavior to notice that he only acts this way when suna is around. so you don't see the way your boyfriend clenches and unclenches his fists when he overhears osamu wanting to walk you home after school. you don't hear the huff he lets out or how he slams his locker door a little harder when osamu invites you to watch them play with a well practiced smile. and you certainly don't realize the sheet white paleness that grows on his face when osamu shoves atsumu off the bench to make space for you.
suna doesn't blame you. his friends are idiots and getting on his last nerve. but everything comes to a screeching halt when osamu puts his arm around your shoulder, and suna absolutely loses it.
"we're dating!" it's the closest he gets to yelling without actually, but it's loud.
"damn it!" atsumu shouts, but suna doesn't hear. he practically has tunnel vision, zeroed in on where osamu connects to you.
"we're dating," he repeats through gritted teeth. "so get your grimy slimy spiker little handsâ" he stalks over to osamu with surprising speed to knock his hand off of you, "off of myâ"
"rintaro," you scold softly, and the twins try not to react when their usually unbothered and finicky middle blocker . . . listens?
"heâyou're myâi'mâ" he erupts in an aggravated groan and quickly decides to pull you to his side, away from osamu.
suna starts mumbling things under his breath they can't hear. his words are clearly reserved only for you, but the twins watch quietly anyway as you smooth away the worry lines growing on his face from his furrowed eyebrows and press a soft kiss to his cheek that has leaves them dusted in the slightest pink. he's whipped, and suddenly the only thing the miyas could think of wasâhow the hell did they not notice sooner?
yes i'm a soft lovesick sunarin truther. that man is a simp and i take no arguments
#the plot twist is actually that the twins were last to find out#kita and aran figured it out on day 2 but chose not to say anything#haikyuu blurbs#haikyuu drabbles#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu x y/n#haikyuu x you#haikyuu fanfiction#haikyuu fluff#haikyuu imagines#haikyuu headcanons#suna rintarou#suna x reader#suna x you#suna x y/n#suna imagines#suna headcanons#suna haikyuu#suna fluff#suna fanfic#suna rintaro haikyuu#suna rintaro x you#suna rintaro fluff#suna rintaro x y/n#suna rintaro imagines
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Trans person in the US. Bust some of the doomerism for me? Tell me it's going to be okay?
Hi Anon
Usually, I have boundaries for myself about keeping this blog focused on environment-related issues, because there are limits to what I can speak knowledgeably about. But now doesnât feel like the time for that.
Anon, I will tell you that I live in the US, I am queer, my spouse is trans, and we have two young children. I am sitting right there with you in the fear and grief and every day when I ask myself âis there still hopeâ I find reasons to say âyesâ.
They want usâall of us, not just queer folksâto feel overwhelmed and hopeless, because despair is a tool that keeps people from realizing their power and taking action.
They want us to feel so afraid that we lose our faith in other people and withdraw from our communities, because we are easier to conquer alone.
Do not give them what they want.
Hope is most necessary in the bad times. The ability to imagine a future that is better than things are now is exactly what gives us the power to begin making things better. Our community has been through terrible things before, and they did not lose hope or give upâotherwise we would not be where we are today.
When you start to feel like all the light is being blotted out, turn off the news, put away your phone, and go get in touch with something you love. Go outside and look at the sky, talk to a friend, listen to music, do some small thing to make something better even if itâs just cleaning your kitchen or picking up some litter around the block or returning an extra stranded cart in the grocery store parking lot. Remind your brain that you have agency to make positive change in the world through your actions.
I know it is really hard to pull out of the darkness sometimes. I know there will be days that hope seems like a foolish, naive thing, that despair and distrust seem like the only rational options. But hope is what keeps us alive. Hope is what allows us to save each other.
I wish I could give you a specific article or other source to reassure you that everything is going to be ok, but things are still too in flux day by day. I can tell you that people are already fighting back, in big and little ways, all over this country and the world. These orders and bills are being pushed by a loud but small minorityâthis is not how the majority of the country feels about trans rights.
Make a plan for staying safe. Reach out to your community. Find music, activities, podcasts, movies, whatever helps you feel uplifted and take mental breaks from dwelling on the news. If you can, find ways to get involved in making things better in whatever big or small way feels doable for you--it may help push back on the doomerism more than you think. And my inbox is open if you need to talk.
I wish I could invite you over for dinner. I wish I could look into your eyes and tell you that things may get hard for the next few years but that does not mean that your life can't still be full of joy and beauty and fulfillment in spite of that.
Iâm right there with you. Letâs make it through this together <3
#ask#anonymous#hope#trans rights#queer#lgbtq#hope in the dark#in the darkest times hope is something you give yourself
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TW: Mentions of dub con/non consensual intimacy or coercion. (From his past lovers, not reader) (A/N this is my favorite thing I've ever writtenreader
TW: NSFW content.
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Okay, this could be a bit of a hot take, but I am a firm believer in soft Jason Todd during sex.
Especially at the beginning of a relationship. He died young and his only sexual experiences were with Talia, who groomed him, Essence, who he believed betrayed him for the longest time and maybe Artemis, (Idk if that's canon? Can someone confirm or deny?) who was probably pretty rough given her arrogant, abrasive, and violent personality.
So, when he dates you, he's more than just hesitant. He's pretty much terrified. But he's used to hiding his feelings because they make him feel vulnerable and weak, which he hates. When you start tearing down his walls, he starts to panic. He likes spending time with you, thinking about you, kissing you. Especially that last part.
But it never goes very far because he always pulls away when things get more heated. Like, you in his lap, him nearly fully hard before quickly picking you up by your hips and moving you to the other side of the couch before standing up, clearing his throat and leaving.
It takes over two months before he feels comfortable enough to even tell you the reason he doesn't want to be intimate and the only reason he did is because you started to feel like he wasn't attracted to you or you had something wrong.
He rushed to reassure you that wasn't the case and finally told you the âpartialâ truth. He had scars he didn't want you seeing, he had bad prior experiences, he felt like he was being used almost every time he slept with someone and couldn't stand that feeling because it made him physically ill.
It took several weeks after that to slowly adapt to that realization and discuss how to make that feeling go away. Taking things slow, making it last, keeping it gentle, seemed to be the best way. And it was somehow perfect and tortuous all at once. He let you ride his thigh, at first. That was the first time he'd ever allowed any form of intimacy between you too. Partially because you looked desperate and he felt bad and partially because he genuinely wanted to see what you looked like while doing that.
Not to mention, he was still too afraid to be the one doing anything. So, it was best if he just helped.
His grip was firm, his eyes glued to you. You whispered more praise in those few minutes than he had heard from anyone in months all together, maybe even the year. He felt good. He was helping you. You appreciated it. You appreciated him. He was attractive. You were thanking him for giving this to you. Practically begging for his help.
And it made his heart clench, not to mention his teeth. There were other forms of physical intimacy after that, still only to you, because he didn't want to risk showing his scars or get that nausea in his stomach again during sex. You'd allow him pretty much anything and everything, if it meant he was more comfortable with you and your body. Sliding his hand under your shirt while you slept over (quite literally just falling asleep after eating dinner together) brushing his knuckles against your breasts, hesitant to touch them, but finding comfort in it all at once.
You assured him three different timesâbefore he did it, when his hand was just barely under your shirt, and when his fingers first tugged at your nipples. It's when he's finally a bit more comfortable, pressing his lips to your shoulder blade that you hum and roll over. Your hair finds his hair, stroking it and he presses his lips to your neck, almost on instinct. You let him kiss lower and lower, gently guiding his head towards your breasts, all while repeating more and more praise, reminding him he's under no obligation to do anything, ever, if he doesn't feel comfortable.
But he does. With you, he does.
It leads to him kissing and sucking at your chest until he loses track of time and you're painfully wet. That was plenty, you promised. He doesn't need to do anymore than that. But he does, because he doesn't want to take his hands off your soft skin. So you gently drag his hand down, keeping the other firmly on his shoulder while you stare into his eyes, as his fingers slide through your slick. A sharp inhale makes him hold his breath. The other women he'd been with only ever wanted the most physical part of sex, never to do something like this. You were so soft and warm, assuring him he was doing fine while guiding his hand until you eventually couldn't keep looking at him and had to close your eyes. He liked that. A lot.
The way your hand moved, letting him do what he wanted while you gripped the sheets. He listened so well, trying to make you happy or just keep making those soundsâhis name falling from your lips. If you wanted his fingers to move faster, they would. If you said deeper, they were. If you said to curl them, they'd curl. You were so... captivating, he had found. Usually, he was too in his head, so focused on how long until it was over that he never even considered being able to enjoy it.
But he wasn't rushing with you. He didn't want you to stop saying his name. When you finally came down from the high he'd brought you, your first words were a question, asking if he was alright. When he nodded, you started telling him how perfect he was, how good that felt. He liked that almost as much as your moans.
Yet, you felt guilty, never taking care of him. He never asked. In fact he repeatedly denied the offer until you chose to stop asking rather than upset him.
Until one day, when you were on the couch, leaning against him as he read, your hand perched on his thigh. He didn't know if it was the fact that you were wearing such a low cut tank top or how you'd been absent mindedly rubbing circles around his sweatpants while reading over his shoulder, but he was worked up. It took twice as long to finish a page with your motion making his mind go to places it shouldn't.
He was worried, about you rejecting his desires, or something like that. Something mocking or doing something that was uncomfortable. People had done that before, eliciting physical reactions he didn't want to feel. But he wanted to try, to feel you on him the way he'd felt you.
His hands grabbed yours and when you looked up in confusion, he just gently and silently slid your hand a bit further on his leg, towards his erection. He'd absolutely taken care of himself, and often, because it was a quick stress relief that left him tired before bed. But lately, the more he did it, the more his mind wandered to you and that, for some reason, made him finish a lot harder than usual.
Your hand brushed against it and you asked if he was sure before pressing a kiss to the side of his shoulder and sinking down to the carpet below, on your knees in between his legs. Running your hands up and down his thighs in a soothing sort of gesture both calmed him and felt like torture all at once. But it only lasted a little bit, while you promised him he was in control, because that's what he needed to hear.
That he could say no at any time if he was even the slightest bit uncomfortable. When you slid his boxers down, his heart jumped in panic. Of course you noticed the scars on his thighs instantly. But ignored them, because he still hardly ever showed them aside for occasionally wearing short sleeves. You were silent and he was scared but all you'd said at last, was that he was pretty.
"Pretty."
That word had never been used to describe him. Not before his death and certainly not after. Even the feeling of your gentle kiss on his skin and your thumb swiping over the top had him gripping the pillows, still stressed. Your hand took his, squeezing it when your lips finally enveloped him, his length disappearing into your mouth. His breaths were shaky, his hold on your hand getting painfully tight.
He felt like he was in pure bliss, his mouth falling open to pant as his head fell back against the couch practically begging you to keep going. The feeling of your hums had done him in. And his moans, loud and tough, getting whiny towards the end as the euphoria wore off assured you he was fine. He slid his boxers and sweats up quickly, his cheeks red, from the act not embarrassment (he'd say and lie) but you just laid your head on his knee, staring at him, asking how he was.
Good was an understatement. Great, too. Incredible. Amazing. None of those compliments came out. He couldn't speak, just looked back up at the ceiling as his breathing came back under control.
All you'd done in response was tell him he didn't have to say anything if he didn't want to, climbing back into the couch and wrapping your arms around his midsection, resting your head against him. You stayed like thatâsilent. The only question you dared to ask was if he'd want that again and his response was a kiss.
He realized after that, how truly deeply he loved you.
A feeling he was so unused to, he couldn't pinpoint it for the longest time. You felt safe. Maybe that's what made him want to finally seal the deal with you. Or maybe it was the way his body physically ached in a way that no amount of help from his own hand or your mouth could fix.
Something about it was missing.
He wanted the lights off. You had accepted that, but told him you'd really rather see him. He caved almost instantly, because as afraid he was of you seeing him, he wanted to see you too bad to care enough. You were undressed first, naturally. He'd seen that before, in bed while touching you, or just as you changed it got in the shower. He wasn't any less smitten, still obsessed with every inch of exposed skin. It took a few deep breaths and reassuring words before he was willing to unbutton his shirt.
In fact, he couldn't. He'd asked you to do it.
That felt oddly more intimate to him. Your fingers moved slowly, undoing them one by one, a bit more of his chest exposed with each button undone. You had seen a lot of his scars, after he got more comfortable wearing shorts or shirts that showed his arms. He still never revealed his chest and when you did, he looked away, his teeth sinking into the inside of his cheek to keep from tears brimming in his eyes as he heard the small gasp leave your lips.
He almost jumped when you touched one, your fingertips feeling light as a feather. Tears kept pricking but he refused to let them fall. He was being vulnerable but he couldn't allow himself to be that weak. Your other hand found his cheek, pulling his face to look at your face, brushing your thumb over his bottom lip as you pursed your own, tightly to keep from any strangled sounds escaping.
Your voice was equally as emotional when you eventually spoke, telling him in a shaky voice that he was still pretty. Those words or perhaps how your voice cracked when you said them, broke him. A tear slipped down his cheek and you were quick to brush it away with your thumb and kissed his cheek softly, confessing that you loved him.
He couldn't stand it anymore.
He wrapped his arms tightly around you, burying his face in your neck letting himself breathe for what felt like the first time all over again. A real breath. One without any heaviness attached to it because you'd stolen all the stones from his walls one by one. You repeated it, so he knew it wasn't a mistake or accident and he started peppering short kisses to your neck, all the way to your lips, which he kissed deeply, his bare chest pressed entirely around your own.
Your arms were around his neck, in his hair, pulling him closer and his hands started to wander, desperately craving to have you without any barriers anymore. He stared at you, or at least tried to, when he felt your velvety walls surround him, clenching tightly when his hips were finally flushed with yours. His jaw was locked tightly until you started running your hand up and down his spine, telling him he could take a moment, if he needed it.
He did.
Not because he was nervous, since for once, he wasn't, but because he wanted to stare at you in this state and revel in your feeling for a moment more. He did, until it became painful for both of you and every thrust he made was slow and deep, staring into each other's eyes, taking full breaths in at the same time for several moments until his pace was quick, along with your breathing.
Your praise never stopped, even when it wasn't fully coherent and ended in a moan or whine. His own praise for you wasn't lacking either, telling you how perfect you felt, how badly he wanted you, how much he appreciated you waiting on him because he really was enjoying it, probably more than he'd enjoyed anything in his entire life.
When you're both a mess, panting and quiet from the feelings that washed over you both, his body goes limp, laying on top of you. Your hands rub his shoulders reassuringly, although slowly and his hands hold either side of your head, fingers threaded into your hair as he pressed his forehead against yours, feeling your breath on him. It was silent, until he eventually lifted his head to admire you, your stray hairs sticking to your face, your puffy lips, your blown pupils.
He said it back, at that moment.
He loved you too and couldn't stand letting you think anything else for a single moment more.
You didn't respond, but your lips curled into a grin and a heavy sigh left your chest, your hands moving from his shoulders to cup his face and lean up to kiss him.
He rolled you over, causing a slight squeal from you, letting you lay on him so he wasn't crushing you any longer. You rested your head against his chest, silently tracing his scars as he messed with your hair, the moonlight streaming in through the window.
His voice eventually broke the comfortable silence when he whispered to you, asking you to "Say it again."
You didn't hesitate to tell him you'd "Say it as many times as he wanted to hear it."
With his lips twitching, the slight wit he always possessed came back, questioning what you'd do if he "Wanted to hear it forever."
Like before, your response was immediate when you replied, telling him you'd "Say it forever, then."
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Knowing You
Azriel was intimidating, scaryâa menacing presence in almost every setting. But not to you. Never to you.
Tattoo Artist!Azriel x Elementary School Teacher!Reader (1k words, modern au)
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âWhyâs your boyfriend allâŚpissed off?âÂ
âHuh?â You spun your head around, finding Azriel towering over everyone else in the room, a scowl seemingly permanent on his face. His eyes narrowed from time to time, taking in the crowd and its unwillingness to calm. He remained plastered to the back wall.Â
âOh,â you laughed, turning back to your friend with your fingertips drumming against your jaw. âHeâs not pissed. Thatâs just his face.âÂ
Your friendâs brows jumped up to her hairline. âHe always looks like that?âÂ
âHe doesnât look that angry.â
âAbsolutely no one is approaching him. This is a party. He looks about ready to pummel that tiny guy next to him.âÂ
âHeâs just a little intimidating,â you reasoned. âAndâhey, look!â you pointed over your shoulder. âHe smiled a little, see?âÂ
She scoffed, sipping her beer. âI donât get it. Youâre all⌠well, you. And heâs all dark and mysterious andâhonestly kinda scary.âÂ
You chewed on your bottom lip and turned further to inspect the man you had been in a relationship with for the better half a year. Was he scary? You certainly didnât think so. Maybe a little at first. Maybe when you walked into that tattoo shop with your friend and his dark gaze almost burned a hole in your head. But not now. Never now.Â
âYou donât really get him, thatâs all.â
âAnd you do? Heâs got a whole thing going on that you shouldnât be tied up in,â your friend urged, but this was hardly the time for long, important conversations. You were tipsy and the music was too loud and, to be honest, youâd heard it all before already. Nothing was going to change your mind about Azriel.Â
âAre you even listening, y/n? Youâre polar opposites. And you said that he smiles but I have still yet to see one sinceâoh.âÂ
Azriel spotted you thenâhis goal from the moment he walked into this overly crowded house. He hadnât been pissed. Heâd been looking for you.Â
And it was clear that he spotted you, because the second he did a wide grin split up his perfect face. It simmered a bit when he realized your friend was observing the scene, but a quirk of his mouth still remained. He started his path to you then, weaving in and out of the inebriated crowd.Â
He touched you the moment he could, his hand meeting the small of your back as you sat on the creaky kitchen stool. His lips pressed against your temple and a murmured greeting was lost in your hair. He was lost in the bubble he created each time he had you in his grasp, your bright eyes and adoring smile rendering him unmoveable, but then your friend subtly cleared her throat and Azriel looked away.Â
âHello, Amber,â Azriel greeted, keeping your body slotted into the crook of his arm. âHaving fun?âÂ
She blinked at him. He really was intimidating, especially up close. Even with the heightened bar stools, he was a good head over where the two of you sat.Â
âUm, yes, thank you.âÂ
âAnd the summer break?â he questioned. He had started to rub circles into your spine.Â
Amber stuttered again, thoughts lost in her head before replying, âIt was good. Iâm sorryâhow do you know my name?âÂ
âY/nâs mentioned you. Iâve seen your Instagram, too. Connected the dots.âÂ
âRight,â Amber nodded, her eyes trailing down the vast array of tattoos that wound up from the neck of Azrielâs shirt.Â
Azriel then looked back down to you. His voice was low, almost too low for the pounding music, but he made up for that by pressing up closer to you. âAre you ready to go, sweetheart?âÂ
You giggled at the feel of his breath at your ear, pushing him away slightly in a haze. He only shook his head and smiled at the space youâd created.Â
âTrying to flirt with me in public? Azriel, you are scandalous.âÂ
He only breathed out a laugh, gaze bouncing between your glossy eyes. Once you stopped giggling enough to meet his stare, his expression softened. âYou told me to pick you up at eleven. You have a lesson plan, pretty girl.â
You gasped, slapping a hand against Azriel's chest that didnât even have him flinching. You whipped your head over to Amberâwho was staring at the two of you in confused amusement âand hurriedly offered, âI have to go! Third grade!âÂ
In his efforts to capture your attention, Azriel had woven both of his arms around you to meet at your lower back, a hold that you now shot out of. You wobbled as you pressed out of the stool and grabbed Azrielâs leather sleeve. An unnecessary gesture; anyone at this party could see that the man would follow you anywhere.Â
âI didnât prep the multiplication tables,â you rambled, words slurring together.Â
âYou did. I helped you with the formatting on the iPad.âÂ
âI let you touch my iPad?â you gasped.Â
âNo, sweetheart. It was mine.âÂ
âYour work one?âÂ
Azriel only continued to guide you out of the party, you none the wiser to the dirty looks he was shooting everyone too drunk to get out of the way.Â
âLetâs get back to your apartment, okay? Then we can deal with the iPad.âÂ
You giggled, springing off the threshold to the front door and giving Azriel a heart attack. âOkay!âÂ
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âTwo sides of a coin.
Pairing: Young-il / Hwang In-ho x fem!reader
Summary: when he went into the games and blended in as a player, he didnât expect himself to start caring for you so much. However, during Mingle, he realized you might not be so different from himâŚ
Warnings: In-ho & Young-il are interchangeableâI used both in here, violence, death, him being concerned for you a lot, fast-paced, English isnât my first language, mistakes should be present, not proofread, sorry!
Word count: ~ 2.0k
You had caught his attention early on, long before you had even spoken to him. You werenât like the othersâno frantic alliances, no desperate pleas. You moved through the games like a shadow, calculating but not ruthless, detached but not cold. You held people at a distance, but you werenât cruel about it. That intrigued him.
He watched how the others in his group gravitated toward you, despite knowing next to nothing about you. You let them in just enough to function as a team, but no further. And yet, there were moments when you let something slipâwhen your guard lowered just slightly, a half-smile at Jung-bae and Dae-ho, a quick hand extended to steady Jun-hee when she winced in pain, her hands covering her stomach.
It made In-ho wonder. Who were you, really? What had brought you here?
More than thatâwhy did he care?
He wasnât supposed to. He was here with a purpose. Not to get attached. And yet, every time a new game started and ended, his first instinct was to check on you. To make sure you were still there. Still breathing. Still alive.
Like now.
The platform beneath him whirred as Mingle began again, spinning slow but fast enough to disorient, especially in a state of panic, though he barely felt it. The more players lost, the more chaotic it became. Fear made people desperate, and desperate people were unpredictable.
His eyes stayed on you.
You stood with your usual quiet focus, weight balanced perfectly, already anticipating the moment the platform would stop.
The moment the platform jerked to a halt, the voice crackled overhead:
âFive.â
Panic erupted around him instantly.
People lunged, grabbing at whoever was closest, shoving and clawing to form groups. He ignored them all, moving toward you. His hand reached out, fingers brushing your wristâ
And then someone crashed into him.
The impact sent him stumbling just enough to lose sight of you.
His heart pounded against his ribs.
No.
Shoving past bodies, he searched for you, ignoring the hands trying to pull him into groups, or Dae-hoâs constant call for him. The countdown was already ticking down, but his only thought was find her, find her, find her.
Then he saw you.
You had spotted the othersâGi-hun, Jung-bae, Jun-hee, and Dae-ho. They were waving at you, shouting from the front of one of the rooms they found empty.
Four.
They needed one more.
You didnât make a move right away, your head turning around as if you were looking for somethingâor someone. Then, your eyes locked with In-ho, the lingering look told him to go with the group, and he felt his breath hitch.
Before In-ho could try to communicate that you needed to be the one whoâs safeâyou ran.
Not towards the room, but into the waves of people scrambling to find others to get into a room.
He cursed under his breath and ran toward the other four, who all shouted for him.
The doors slammed shut. His breathing quickened by the thought of you being eliminated. What if you didnât find another group? What if you didnât find a room?
A moment later, the final buzzer sounded, and the doors locked.
The ones who had failed to form groups pounded against the locked doors, their screams cut short by the inevitable gunshots. The guards moved in, silent and efficient, dragging the bodies away.
It should have been routine. In-ho had seen this before. He had orchestrated it before.
But he barely saw any of it.
Because all he could think wasâwas she inside?
Had you made it?
When the clean-up was over, the doors unlocked, allowing the players to come out of the rooms. In-hoâs first thought was to look for you in the crowds of players.
You stepped out from another room. Alive.
He felt the air rush from his lungs.
For a second, he didnât move. Just stood there, taking in the sight of you, as if his mind needed proof. You walked out with that same composed stride, only the slight rise and fall of your chest betraying the fact that you had almost died.
And thenâthen you smirked.
That soft, knowing smirk. Like you were telling him, Iâm fine. See? You didnât need to worry.
Something inside him snapped.
Before he could stop himself, his feet carried him forward, fast, almost desperate. He barely registered the others, barely cared if they noticed.
He just neededâ
He stopped inches away from you.
His breath was steady, but his hands twitching at his sides. He had almost lost you. The realization crashed into him harder than it should have. It unsettled him, made his pulse hammer in a way he didnât like. He had known fear before, but never like this.
And youâdamn you, you just stood there, watching him with those unreadable eyes. You had no idea. No idea how close he was to pulling you into his arms just to make sure you were real. To confirm you were still here. He forced himself to breathe, to shove the instinct down.
You smirked again, tilting your head slightly. âMissed me?â
âYou worried me.â Young-il said simply, trying to calm himself, giving you a smile, though it felt a bit forced.
âI saved you too.â
â
The last round.
The tension was suffocating.
126 players left. Only 50 rooms. It meant 26 people were guaranteed to die if the remaining players were required to form pairs.
You felt it in the way the bodies around you tensed, the way some players shifted closer together, while others eyed their competition like prey.
The platform had barely stopped spinning when the announcement came.
âTwo.â
Young-il didnât hesitate. He didnât stop to think, didnât give himself a moment to assess. His body moved purely on instinct. His hand shot out, fingers curling around your wrist in a firm grip, and before you could react, he pulled you forward.
âCome on!"
There was no time to wait. No time to look for anyone else. He needed you by his side, needed to ensure that you wouldnât be swallowed by the chaos erupting all around.
And it was chaos.
Players lunged for one another, hands grabbing, shoving, desperate to form pairs before the rooms filled. The knowledge that not everyone would make itâthat some would be left behind to dieâdrove them to madness. Some scrambled without thought, others moved with purpose, pulling people down, throwing punches, trampling those too slow to keep up.
The room was in sight.
Not far. Just a few more feet.
Then something slammed into him.
A body, heavy and frantic, slammed into his side with brute force, knocking the air from his lungs and sending him crashing to the ground. The grip on your wrist slipped away as his back hit the hard platform floor.
The player who tackled him was biggerâstrong, but wild with panic. His hands clawed at Young-ilâs teal tracksuit, trying to shove him back down. A split secondâs hesitation in a game like this could mean death. He knew that.
But before he could fully reactâbefore he could twist the man off him and take back control, you were already moving. No hesitation. You grabbed the manâs collar, your grip brutal and sure, and yanked him off with shocking strength. Young-il barely had time to register the movement beforeâ
Crack.
A sickening sound, one that echoed in the madness.
Your foot came down hard, precise, against the manâs leg. The force of it snapped the bone like it was nothing more than a twig beneath your heel.
The man screamedâa raw, gut-wrenching soundâbut it was already over. He collapsed, writhing, his face twisted in agony. But you werenât looking at him, you were looking at Young-il.
And for the first time in a very, very long time, In-ho was stunned. Not by the violence. He had seen worse. Done worse.Â
But by you.
The sheer efficiency of it. The lack of hesitation, the brutal finality in the way you moved. You didnât even look at the man after you broke him. You didnât hesitate, didnât tremble, didnât stop to think about what you had just done. There was no regret in your eyes. No guilt. Just cold, calculated action.
For a single breath, he just stared at you, trying to make sense of what he had just seen, of who he was looking at.
Then your fingers curled around his arm, yanking him to his feet with a sharp, urgent tug.
âMove!â
That single word shattered whatever had frozen him.
He shoved the thoughts aside and ran with you, the chaos of the game roaring in his ears. He could process it later. Right now, all that mattered was survival.
The room was just ahead, one of the few left.
One last sprint.
Young-il pulled you forward, feet pounding against the floor. Almost there.Â
You both got inside.
The door slammed shut behind you.
For a moment, the world outside faded, the noise of screams muffled by the walls enclosing you both. The sheer brutality of the game had been left outside the door. Inside was silence, heavy and suffocating.
But thenâa presence... A third person in the small room with you and Young-il.
A man stood against the far wall, panting, sweat forming on his forehead.
Young-ilâs stomach coiled.
You werenât safe yet.
âThereâs only room for two,â he said, voice calm, controlled.
The manâs breathing hitched. His wild, panicked eyes darted between you and Young-il, looking for a way out, a way through.
âIâI was here first,â the man stammered. His voice wavered.
Young-il stepped forward, his presence looming, his voice quiet but sharp.
âGet out.â
The man flinched but held his ground. Desperation flickered in his expression, the refusal to accept his fate. âNo way,â the other player tried to sound firm, his eyes flickered between the two of you again, desperate. âPlease.â
Young-il exhaled sharply. There was no point in wasting words.
In a single, fluid motion, his arm shot out, wrapping around the manâs throat. The struggle was brief. Short-lived. The other player clawed at Young-il's arm, his legs kicking as they slowly slid down against the wall.
A sharp, sickening crack filled the air, final and absolute.
The body went limp against him. Dead weight.
Young-il let go of the body.
His breathing was quickened, but his eyes were steady. His heartbeat calm. He had done this before. Many times. It didnât shake him. Didnât bother him.
He looked up at you, and once again, you surprised him.
Because you werenât shocked. You werenât even remotely fazed. You stood by the door, blocking it, your eyes locking with his as if you had expected this outcome from the moment you entered and saw the other player. You hadnât gasped, hadnât flinched, hadnât looked at him like he just committed some great treason.
You had simply accepted it as fast as it came.
And thatâthat sent something twisting inside him in a way he didnât fully understand.
He had seen it in the way you moved, in the way you made decisions without hesitation. He had seen it in the way you had broken that manâs leg without a second thought, in the way you had looked at him afterâassessing, calculating, but never afraid.
And now, in the quiet aftermath of the kill, you werenât recoiling from him either.
No.
You were simply watching.
Like you had known all along exactly what he was capable of. And you didnât care.
That sent a strange, sharp feeling through him. A curiosity. An understanding.
For a long moment, neither of you spoke. The doors locked with a click as the timer ran out, the sound of gunshots filled the air, the distant screams beyond the door fading as the game ended.
Finally, he exhaled, his fingers twitching at his side.
âWeâre alive,â he said, voice steady. You just gave him a nod, turning your back to him as you looked to the chaos outside through the small space on the door.
Young-il rested against the wall, his mind processing all that had happened.
Then, his lips curled, a soft smirk that you couldnât see.
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I just wanna say I love your fruit bat!reader and I just had to think about the boys further misunderstanding when reader maybe has a darker aesthetic, but reader doesn't get at all the connection cause like yeah black's just a neat colour, oh I guess vampires are cool. Wait me? *Mouthful of orange or something* me no fruits all the way? I don't know what you mean.
On one side it would be incredibly funny as misunderstanding but the devil is whispering in my ear so letâs walk the other way.
Imagine Reader freshly selected to join the team, nervous about meeting new people who they read EVERYTHING on, just to be ready.
And no one is hostile, right? They are friendly, almost too friendly, which grates on your nerves a little but you know, maybe you are thinking too much about it?
Works up until the first joke about the vampires, huge wolf operator (you find out later that his call sign is Ghost).
âKnow why people donât like workinâ with vampire bats?â, the question catches you off guard, your eyes snapping to the manâs eyes and you tilt your head to the side. You donât know him yet, you arenât sure how much of a reaction is allowed in this circumstance.
ââCause they are pain in the neckâ, he announces, his brown eyes boring a hole into you, his tail wagging like he is waiting for you to start laughing.
You donât. You stare right back at him, fingers flexing so the sharp points of your claws dig into your palm and you manage a smile that feels a little too forced.
Big wolf in front of you apparently sees it as well, because you can see the way his jaw flexes under the mask.
So for some reason he decides to give it another go. (Only months later you will find out that Simon was desperately scrambling for all the bat x vampire puns he remembered, thinking that the first one sounded a little too abrasive)
âWhat drink does bat order at the bar?â, he asks, his left ear giving in a small twitch that catches your eye. He sure is big for the wolf, most of their family you met in the past were tall and lean but this guy is built like a bloody tank.
âWhat?â, you ask, heart beating a little harder than youâd like it, anxiety coiling in your gut.
âA Bloody Maryâ, wolf hums out, his ear giving in another twitch and corners of your mouth curl upwards. Cute.
Wolfâs tail starts to wag again, eyes satisfied as he walks off and you follow him to see your new space and unpack.
Isnât so bad for the first meeting, right?
But in hindsight every interaction from then on feltâŚsomehow forced. Recurring about blood and meat and fucking Halloween. Remarks about wearing too much black or the way Soap once chuckled at the silver chain with a beautiful red cross. Not a religious symbol but simply an accessory you liked.
It all was piling up so quickly you decided to justâŚstay on the outside. Maybe that would be better. Maybe they were trying to tell you that they didnât want a bat and didnât like bats.
That they didnât like you.
It takes time to undo and the process is slow â you are a tough nut to crack, but they donât try to crack you. JustâŚmake amends, yeah?
Your relationship with Simon makes a cycle when he peels you oranges, eyes soft as you devour pieces of peaches.
âDo you know whatâs a vegetarian vampire batâs favourite fruit, luv?â, he hums out, placing a peeled orange in your bowl, something in his tone making you feel fuzzy.
âWhat is it?â, his tail is wagging and god the way he looks at you makes something tender in your chest ache, you mouth voluntarily falling open when he pushes a piece of peach in it, eyes crinkling.
âA neck-tarineâ, Simon murmurs, his tail wagging harder when you laugh after a beat, juices from fruit dripping down your chin.
You shake your head at him in faux disbelief and he grins, popping a slice of orange in his mouth.
âCan do it all nightâ
You roll your eyes and instinctively smack his hand away when he tries to steal your bowl.
âThatâs what Iâm afraid ofâ
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Eroverse
Pt.6 - Resistance
ft. Karina
Family reunions can be awkward.
But none can rival this one.
Eros looks like he's going to throw up any moment - his face white as a sheet of paper. His eyes dart from Karina's face to yours. Then to the scattered naked bodies of the hunters and back to Karina's face.
âAnswer me. What is this madness?â
Karina asks, the anger evident in her voice - brewing and crackling like a storm right there in the room. Her normally perfect features are twisted to a scowl that could melt any mortal into a puddle. If looks could kill, Eros wouldâve been a goner five times over.
But you are now experienced enough to realize that the idol before you is indeed not an idol at all. You are not a mythology nerd but you have a vague picture of what Karina actually is.
The tingly feeling on your skin: check.
Looking like an idol: check.
Anger issues: check.
Yes. Definitely a goddess (both literally and metaphorically in this case).
âUhâŚ.â
Eros, the literal god of love, who can make an army swoon with a wink, looks like a kid caught stealing candy. His face is pale, his mouth opening and closing like a fish gasping for air. For a second, you wonder if you should step in and help, but then you remember: this is Erosâs mess. You have just narrowly escaped being slaughtered by a goddess. You are not gonna try to relive the experience.
âMomâŚIâŚâ he finally croaks, his voice cracking like a teenage boyâs.
Karinaâs expression darkens. âDonât you âMomâ me, Eros,â she snaps. âDo you have any idea what you have done?â
Eros glances at you and Kazuha for backup. You give him a look that says Oh, no way, buddy. You are on your own. Kazuha seems to share your opinion but her eyes betray no emotion. You doubt even Eorsâ most loyal angel is enthusiastic about dealing with an angry goddess. Especially not after what she has just gone through. Erosâs shoulders slump, realizing thereâs no easy way out of this. He shuffles his feet, suddenly very interested in the floor.
âLook, itâs not that bad-â he starts.
Karinaâs laugh cuts him off, sharp and humourless. âNot that bad? NOT THAT BAD? You donât know what you are doing, Eros. You are tampering with powers you donât understand. Stealing the helm of darkness? DoingâŚ,â she eyes the naked spent body of Artemis aka Chaewon with disgust. âthis to a daughter of Zeus? You are lucky you are not already in Tartarusâ
âMom, you donât understand. I-â
But once again, Karina doesnât give him a chance to speak. âAnd that mortal,â her gaze falls on you and you are suddenly made aware that being butt naked isnât the best attire for a meeting with an angry goddess. In her elegant white dress, Karina may be otherworldly beautiful but the fury in her eyes is absolutely terrifying, like she can burn you to ash right on the spot. And thereâs no promise that wouldnât be the case. âhas the mark of Asmodeus. The mark, Eros. Do you understand how dangerous it is? Or do you think this is another of your funny little party tricks?â
âHey!â you protest. âIâm literally right hereâ
Karina shot you a look so sharp you instantly regret speaking. âQuiet, mortal. We will deal with you laterâ
You swallow hard and try to disappear into a wall. No such luck.
Eros raises his hands in surrender, backing up like a guy caught sneaking past curfew. âOkay, okay, I messed up! I get it, alright? But I have a planâ
Karina looks like sheâs going to blow up, any moment. Her eyes, full of fury before, now seem to hold flames within. If itâs Erosâs nonchalance that sets her off or something else, you canât be sure.
Perhaps sensing that things are going to get out of hand, Kazuha finally breaks her silence. âYour grace, maâam Aphrodite, if I may-â
âHold your tongue too, angel!â Karina snaps back and Kazuha gaze falls to the floor, silenced.
Lucky for you, though, because you no longer need to ask Kazuha which goddess it is again (that is, if sheâs even in the mood to answer). Aphrodite, of course. Itâs an easy guess,really. Who else is there aside from the goddess of beauty to take on the form of one of the top visuals of 4th gen? Even you, whose knowledge on mythology is pitiful, know that much.
Karina - no, Aphrodite - continues. âA plan?â She takes a slow, measured step towards Eros. The whole room suddenly feels hotter and you swear you are not imagining the goosebumps on your skin. Sheâs mad mad. âYou mean the kind of plan that could unravel the balance of the cosmos, Eros? That kind of plan?â
Eros holds her gaze for a moment, then shrugs, forcing his usual smirk back onto his face. âWhen you put it like that, it sounds really bad â
Karina doesnât blink. âBecause itâs really badâ
You stand off to the side, feeling like an unwanted extra in a godly family drama. Itâs not everyday you see a goddess scolding her son like heâd forgotten to take out the trash - except, in this case, the trash might be something on a cosmic scale.
âSo, give me a good reason Eros,â Aphrodite stops, exhaling sharply through her nose. âOr I will hand you to Zeus with my own handsâ
For the first time since this whole thing started, Eroâs jolly persona is nowhere to be found. He seems to be contemplating, brows furrowed and lips stretched tight. The god of love has never looked this serious.
Finally, Eros lifts his eyes back upon Karinaâs face. âBecause we deserve betterââ he says, and his voice, though quiet, is steady. âYou deserve betterâ
Aphroditeâs expression froze, like she has not been expecting that.
Eros takes a step closer, his tone shifting - softer now, almost coaxing. You wonder if the ability comes with being a love god. âYou were the first, mom. The first Olympian. The oldest. You were there before any of those old nutjobs were bornâ
The sky crackles with thunder at that, as if Zeus himself has heard Eros. And you are suddenly aware that the scenery beyond the glass has shifted - now displaying ancient Greek in its full glory, with its marble temples and bronze sculptures. The place looks eerily beautiful, deprived of people.
But Eros doesnât seem to give two fucks about what the king of gods think, because he continues. âAnd yet, look where you stand now - beneath him. Beneath all of them,â his voice drips with venom. âIs that fair?â
Aphrodite is silent for a moment, then she lets out a weak chuckle. âThis is crazy. You are crazyâ
Nonetheless, Eros presses on. âWhat Iâm doingâŚ.what Iâve set in motionâŚitâs not just for me. Itâs for you. For usâ
So thatâs it, you think. Everything you have done so far, every near death experience you have survived; itâs all just for Eros to gain his momâs approval. A desperate attempt of a wayward son for recognition. And you have gladly gone along with it.
You feel really stupid. But itâs too late to back out now. Because the powerâŚ..itâs addicting.
Aphrodite doesnât speak. But sheâs no longer furious, now. Sheâs interested. Sheâs listening.
Eros tilts his head towards you. âAnd he is the keyâ
You have a sudden horrible feeling that you are standing on the edge of something massive, something you weren't supposed to understand.
If Eros plans to dethrone the gods with your abilities, you doubt the outcome would be pretty. Sure, you can make goddesses and angels become your cocksleeves with your magical dick, but even that isnât without a fight. You will literally have no chance against all the Olympians. And the mere thought of using your powers on any male god makes you shudder. Even your perverted mind has its limits.
Karina studies you as if she has read your thoughts, before turning back to Eros. âYou are not the first to tryâ she begins slowly. âAnd you wonât be the first to fail. Lust can be a powerful weapon if you wield it correctly, but this? This is madnessâ
Eros doesnât respond. For once, he doesnât have a clever remark or a lazy smirk.
Aphrodite lets out a sigh. âClean up this mess,â she gestures to the naked, spent bodies of the hunters and Artemis. âIf anyone asks, Iâve never been here, got it? Iâll be watching, Erosâ
And with a swish of her dress, she heads to the doorway she has come from. In an instant, the room erupts in a blinding light once more. Unfortunately, you make the mistake of staring too long and the luminous rays scorch your eyes before you shut them tight.
It takes a while for you to blink out the white spots dancing across your vision. But when you finally regain perfect sight, Aphrodite is gone.
Everything is still for a moment, before itâs broken by Erosâs voice.
âWell,â he mutters, running a hand through his hair. âThat couldâve gone worseâ
You donât answer. You canât.
Because now, the exhaustion is hitting you all at once. The battle in Artemisâs verse, the fatigue that follows the markâs activation, the sheer weight of what youâve been thrown into - it crashes over you like a tidal wave. Your body feels like lead, every muscle burning, every bone aching.
The world tilts.
You sway on your feet, gripping your side as your vision blurs. Someone - Kazuha? - says your name, but itâs distant, muffled, like a sound travelling through water. Your knees buckle, and the last thing you hear before the darkness takes you is Erosâs voice, sounding oddly far away.
âGuess we push him a little too hardâ
And then â nothing.
âĽď¸ âĽď¸ âĽď¸
After seeing skeletons and three headed beasts in your dreams for weeks in a row, you already know what to expect when you are beyond your consciousness. Or maybe, something far worse.
But this time, itâs different.
The material beneath you is soft, a stark contrast to the cold, hard ground you remember collapsing on. Blinking against the golden light filtering from above, you push yourself up slowly, your muscles still aching fromâŚeverything.
The room around you is massive, circular, its marble walls pristine and smooth, interrupted only by tall pillars that stretch towards a domed ceiling. It reminds you of Persephoneâs chamber in the underworld, the only difference being its cold, dreadful atmosphere replaced by a cheerful one.
The air smells of salt and roses, an odd combination that somehow makes sense. Sunlight streams in through openings between the pillars, casting shifting patterns across the polished floor.
You look at yourself. Your body is still bare, but itâs not misty and see through like back in your visit to the underworld. So, you are not dead yet. Thatâs a relief.
But you have learnt that if something looks remotely safe or welcoming in this world, it mostly isnât. So you try to be cautious. As cautious as someone whoâs butt naked and defenseless can be.
You are starting to contemplate whether you should just go back to sleep when you see her.
Karina, leaning against one of the pillars, dresses in a different outfit now - a white tank top, perfectly fitted jeans, and sneakers that look too clean to have ever touched mortal ground. Itâs nothing godly but her beauty never fails to shine through, betraying her divinity.
âYouâre awake,â she notes, her voice smooth, unimpressed.
You sit up stiffly, wincing at the stiffness in your limbs. âAm I dreaming?â
âSortaâ She tilts her head slightly, regarding you like an interesting specimen. âI borrow your soul for a whileâ
You donât really understand what she means but decide not to raise questions. Not out of fear but rather, the curiosity of why she has brought her here in the first place.
âI have come to offer you a gift,â Karina says, answering your thoughts.
You blink, unsure you have heard her right. âA gift?â
She hums in confirmation, but doesnât elaborate.
You hesitate, sensing a trap somewhere in her offer. âWhy?â
She doesnât answer straight away. Instead, she studies you, her gaze sharp and knowing. And then, with the faintest of smirks, she says, âBecause I feel like itâ
No way you are buying that.
Your mind races back to her confrontation with Eros, how she has despised his plan to dethrone the gods. âI thought you donât agree with Erosâs planâ you say, watching her carefully.
Her smile doesnât falter, but it doesnât quite reach her eyes. She shrugs. âI didnât say thatâ
That throws you off. âSo you agree?â
Another shrug. âI didnât say that eitherâ
You stare at her, frustration creeping in. âThatâs not an answerâ
Aphrodite sighs, folding her arms. âNo, itâs notâ
She steps closer, stopping just at the edge of the bed. From this distance, you can see the way the lights catch in her dark eyes, how they shimmer like a vortex of jewels. She looks casual, relaxed even, but you can sense itâs all a mask to hide something deeper.
âYou think the power you have now is impressive?â she asks. âThat little trick you pulled on Artemis? Thatâs nothingâ
You frown. âNothing?â
She chuckles, shaking her head. âA fraction. A sliver. The barest hint of what you are capable ofâ Her assessing gaze hovers over you, like sheâs imagining what you have become. âRight now, you are a candle in the dark. But given timeâŚ.you could be a wildfireâ
More power. Thatâs exactly what you are afraid of. If you have already developed the thirst for the mark, you wonder what will become of you if its power grows. Will you even be human?
You swallow hard. âAnd, youâre just telling me this out of the kindness of your heart, arenât you?â
She smirks. âOh, sweetheart. I donât do anything out of kindnessâ
You donât doubt that.
She steps back slightly, slipping her hands into the pockets of her jeans. âThis gift I have planned to give you. Itâs a taste of what to comeâ
You tense. âWhat kind of gift?â
She smiles, slow and deliberate. âA new ability. One you will unlock eventually. But Iâm feeling generous todayâ
You donât know if âgenerousâ is the right word. Whatever sheâs offering, itâs not just for you. Thereâs something in it for her, too. There always is.
âWhat ability?â you ask carefully.
Karinaâs smile deepens. âLetâs find out, shall we?â
And before you can react, she reaches out, pressing two fingers against your forehead.
The world tilts-
And everything explodes.
âĽď¸ âĽď¸ âĽď¸
When everything stops spinning, the marble room is gone.
You blink. The soft glow of divine architecture is replaced by dim fluorescents of aâŚ.classroom. You find yourself seated in a chair of a location too familiar.
Itâs the kind of room you have seen a thousand times before - rows of wooden desks, a blackboard at the front, a few motivational posters peeling off the walls. The faint scent of chalk and old textbook lingers in the air. Outside the window, the world isâŚnothing. Just an endless, swirling void.
You barely have time to process the shift before you hear the click of heels against the floor.
When you turn, your brain nearly short-circuits.
Karina is leaning against the teacherâs desk, arms folded, one leg crossed over the others. Only now, sheâs not in her usual jeans and tank top. Instead, sheâs dressed like every high school fantasy rolled into one - a tight white blouse, unbuttoned just enough to reveal her ample cleavage, a red plaid skirt that barely reaches mid-thigh, thigh-high stockings, and glossy black heels. Sheâs twirling a piece of hair around one finger, watching you with amusement.
You open your mouth. Nothing comes out.
She smirks. âWelcome to my verseâ
Your brain is still buffering. âYour verse is a classroom?â
âFor you,â she says, hopping up onto the desk and crossing her legs. âUnlike the others you have visited, mine is unique. Do you know why?â She leans forward slightly, her tits on the brink of spilling out from the fragile fabric. âIt shifts and bendsâŚaccording to the visitorâs deepest kinkâ
You stiffen. âThat - thatâs not trueâ
She raises an eyebrow. âOh? Then why do I look like this?â
You have no answer.
Karina chuckles, tapping a finger against her temple. âDonât be shy, sweetheart. The Verse doesnât lieâ
You swallow hard. âYou - this - you are messing with meâ
âAm I?â Her lips curve into something wicked. âOr are you just embarrassed that this is what your subconscious really wants?â
You are hard. So hard that it hurts. Your cock is rigid and springing up to its full length. With the lack of clothes, you have no way to hide your arousal. But you shove it down, trying to focus. âWhy bring me here? Whatâs the point?â
Karina hums, swinging her legs idly. âI told you - Iâm giving you a gift. But power is best awakened when you are completely in sync with your own desiresâ She tilts her head, watching your reaction carefully. âAnd nothing lays a person bare quite like thisâ
You want to deny her, try to compose yourself. But the truth is - sheâs absolutely right. Sheâs pushing all the right buttons, using every buried fantasy of yours to her advantage. You know whatâs coming next is inevitable, even with your lust hazed brain.
Karina slides off the desk with the grace of a predator, each step deliberate, heels clicking across the floor. Her eyes lock onto yours, and you find yourself rooted in place, unable to move.
She circles around you, like sheâs sizing you up. Her fingers trail across your shoulder, down your arm, sending a shiver through your body. Her touch is light, teasing, but it feels like sheâs peeling off layers you didnât even know you had.
âYouâre tense.â she whispers into your ear, her breath tickling your ear. Her hands rest on your shoulders, massaging gently, but thereâs a weight to her touch that makes you weak. âYou shouldnât beâ
You try to keep your breathing steady but itâs a losing battle. Her presence is overwhelming, seeping into your brain, clouding your thoughts.
âWhat are you doing?â you manage to ask, though your voice comes out shaky.
She chuckles softly, her lips brushing against the shell of your ear. âIâm just showing you what you are capable of.â Her hands slide down your chest, pressing lightly, and you can feel your resolve wavering, crumbling under her touch. âYou have so much potential, so much power. But itâs locked away because youâre afraidâ
âIâm not-â you start, but she cuts you off, spinning you around to face her. Your eyes instinctively fall on her plentiful tits, which are now on full display from this new angle.
âEyes up here, honey,â she cups your face, forcing you to meet her eyes. âYouâre afraid of the power inside you. Afraid of what you could become. Afraid of losing controlâ Her thumbs brush over your cheek, her touch light yet commanding. âBut power is only dangerous if you donât understand itâ
Everything sheâs telling you could be a lie. But you no longer care. Because all you crave now is more of this, more of her touch, her breath, her warmth. Her hand slides down , resting against your chest, and you feel your heart pounding beneath her fingertips.
âWhat do you want, really?â she asks, her voice a soft purr. âTo be free of this? To understand it? Or maybeâŚâ Her lips curve into a knowing smile. âTo embrace it?â
Your mind is spinning, her words digging deep, unraveling desires you didnât know were there. She rests a hand on your thigh, tracing idle patterns on your skin. Yet, her eyes never leave you, holding you captive.
âStop fighting it,â she breathes, her voice a soft command. âLet goâ
You feel the last shed of your resistance crumbles to dust. Itâs intoxicating, the way she breaks down your walls, knocking them over like mere toys. And you finally relent, letting go of the fear, the doubt.
âGood boyâ she praises.
And thatâs when she crushes your lips with hers.
Itâs not love. Far from it. Itâs not affection either. But itâs equally addicting, something you want more the moment you have its taste, like an oasis in the desert. And Karina doesnât keep you thirsty. She keeps on kissing you, letting you busk in the feeling of her silky lips, moist and soft each time they make contact with yours. Her tongue slips out to seek yours and you happily let yourself be found, intertwining it with yours, tasting her.
Her hand on your thigh isn't still either, slithering its way upwards until it finally reaches the hardness between your legs, gripping the base. You let out a moan against her lips, as her grip tightens. She can feel you throbbing. You are sure of it. She can feel how desperately you need her.
She gives you a single stroke, her fist around your length pumping a single time. And thatâs enough to set you off.
Your veins flood with power. Your whole body is enveloped in gold. The upside down pentagon on your pelvis glows brighter than ever. And your cock, looks like it can destroy armies (literally).
Karina pulls back, though your lips still connect with a string of saliva. The scene turns you on so much that if itâs not been the mark, you feel like your cock would go numb from throbbing.
âAnd we are back,â she muses, studying your cock like itâs the most precious thing in the world. âLook at this beautiful thingâ
âYou are not affected by the mark?â you ask, surprised. Persephone and Artemis have become slaves to the markâs power as soon as it activates. But Aphrodite doesnât seem fazed. In fact, she looks mesmerized.
âThe mark only punishes those who try to fight itâ she says, now stroking your shaft in an agonizingly slow pace. âI embrace itâ
Sheâs still admiring your cock with sparkling eyes. You are used to people cowering before the mark with fear or sometimes even disgust that someone worshipping it is such a strange sight. On the other hand, perhaps, you are content that someone finally acknowledges its power instead of treating it like a curse.
âOnly a fool would reject something thisâŚdivine,â she mutters dreamily, her digits tightening around your shaft. âThis hard. ThisâŚ.bigâ
She places a single kiss on your tip and you swear you can see stars. You can feel her breath on your skin, the phantom warmth that precedes what comes next.
âMay I suck your cock, sir?â she asks, voice dripping with feigned innocence.
Sheâs fueling your fantasy. If the settings and the outfit arenât enough, she has decided to roleplay too. A roleplay thatâs too accurate to be a roleplay.
âYou may,â you reply. You donât know if you are in the position to give orders, but if sheâs really getting into this slutty schoolgirl act, you decide youâd better too. Afterall, it takes two to tango.
âThanks, sirâ And with that, her lips part around your tip, swallowing you inch by inch until half of your shaft has disappeared into her wet warmth. Her tongue swipes at your slit and the moans spill from you before you can control yourself.
Karina pulls back, a glint of something like victory in her eyes. âYou need me that bad, sir? Need that big cock in my pretty mouth?â
You canât voice an answer. Your brain is too jumbled to string coherent words. So you give her a single nod.
âI thought so,â she says as if it isnât obvious before she welcomes your shaft back into her mouth again.
You throw your head back in mind-numbing pleasure. Everything feels soâŚ.surreal. Her lips gliding along your veiny shaft, her tongue that darts out so often to taste your leaking slit, the loud slurping sounds sheâs probably making intentionally to rile you up.
It's a mess. Itâs filthy. Itâs everything you want.
The goddess of love herself is blowing your shaft. Or rather, Karina, the dream woman of million fans, herself has your cock in her mouth. You doubt both are luxuries that just anyone gets to experience.
Maybe Karina is just doing this for her benefit. It would be downright idiotic to think that a goddess would blow your cock for free. But right now, your mind is blank, focused on the single blissful feeling of Karinaâs mouth working your length.
A loud gurgle escapes her lips when she swallows your whole shaft, nose pressed against your pelvis. The sudden, constricting warmth of her throat is unexpected. But when a goddess deepthroats you, you donât complain.
She locks her gaze with yours as she holds your cock captive in her throat. Seconds pass but she shows no sign of backing out, still as determined as ever to keep you trapped in her tight warmth.
As for you, each second passed is another step to utopia, wishing this euphoric feeling never ends. Let her keep your cock warm forever.
But your hope quickly crumbles when she finally releases your cock, leaving it drenched in her drool. A waterfall of saliva stains her blouse, rendering it transparent to the point you can see the slightest hint of her rosy nipples.
âOh, look like Iâve made a mess,â she says casually, like getting drool on your clothes is a normal occurrence. âIâd better clean up, hmm?â
You donât understand what sheâs talking about until she starts unbuttoning her shirt. Each loose button reveals more of her milky, round globes, peaking around the white fabric. She gets the job done quickly but itâs not like thereâs much button left to begin with. Soon, her blouse lays a crumple heap on the floor.
âLike what you see?â she asks, like thatâs even a question.
You are mesmerized. You can die happily now, you think. She may not be the real Karina but sheâs stillâŚ.well, Karina. And a full view of her glorious tits, which have their own fandom, is a privilege.
âYeahâŚ..â your voice comes out a shallow whisper, unable to think of anything except tits, tits and tits.
âThought so,â she says, standing up and for a moment, you have a horrible thought that sheâs gonna leave you like this - wanton and desperate. Itâs exactly the kind of thing Aphrodite would do.
Luckily, sheâs not feeling cruel today because she gets right back into her schoolgirl persona. âSay, sir. What do you think about stretching me out with that big cock?â
âYou donât even need to askâ
At your reply, Karina settles on your lap, facing you as she slowly guides your throbbing shaft inside her short skirt, her hands coming to rest on the nape of your neck. You watch your cock disappear into her red clothing, until you feel a wetness connect with your tip.
âFill me upâ And just like that, she sinks herself onto your shaft. You both let out a moan in unison. Her, from being utterly stretched out and you, from the way her walls squeeze your length.
Neither of you move for a second, adapting to this new position of depravity. But it doesnât last long as Karina starts to roll her hips slowly. Your hands instinctively rest on her waist, guiding her movements.
âFuck, you are so big. Even bigger than AresâŚâ she groans. You have no idea who sheâs talking about but hey, a complimentâs still a compliment.
âCome on. You want those tits, donât you?â she urges, pushing those busty globes into your face. And you gladly oblige, latching your lips onto one of her stiff nipples.
âMhmm fuckâ she groans as you swipe your tongue at her rosy bud before moving on to the other and doing the same thing. You decide not to be too greedy for now, devoting yourself to tasting one of her milkers, sucking and licking.
She writhes and trembles at the attention you are giving her tits, but her hip action doesnât waver. Sheâs still riding you steadily, letting you enjoy her goddess pussy each time your shaft splits it open.
âGod, your cock feels so good. So fucking big. NghhâŚâ She starts to pick up the pace, literally bouncing on your cock now as you turn your attention towards her unattended nipple, enjoying it the same way you did to its predecessor.
This double pleasure, that comes from both her tits and her pussy, canât be described with words. Itâs something beyond human comprehension that you doubt any other mortal could have gone through this and survive.
Her walls squeeze you just right, as if it has memorized every vulnerable spot, tackling with a precision that leaves your mind swimming.
Each time her ass crashes down onto your cock, she lets out a guttural moan. Her huge tits are jiggling so much now that itâs now impossible to put your mouth anywhere near. So you stop trying and enjoy the view.
You feel your body tingling with power, like a nuclear reactor on the verge of exploding. The glow on your pelvis grows brighter until it bathes the classroom in gold. Nevertheless, Karina is relentless - fucking herself on your throbbing cock like a bitch in heat. Who knows goddesses can be so beautiful yet so filthy?
But even the chosen one has his limits as you feel yourself spiralling to the inevitable end of this insatiable lust. The faint tingly feeling on your cock grows stronger until itâs overwhelming and soon, you unravel.
For a moment, all you can see is white as you unload spurt after spurt of your vile seed into Karina. It just keeps coming, everything stored in your balls, spilling into Karinaâs cunt as she shudders from her own release. A few grunts follow as Karina rides you until sheâs sure she has squeezed out the last drop of your load.
It takes a while to gather your thoughts.
When your senses finally return, Karina has returned to her earlier position on the desk, with the same cross-legged posture. The only difference being her tits out on display and the steady droplets of your cum dripping from under her skirt.
âWell,â she begins, not a hint of exhaustion in her voice, though sweat beads her temple and her hair has become a crumpled mess. âThereâs your giftâ
You blink. Karina has promised you a new ability but you donât feel any different.
Then you realize.
You donât feel any different.
Usually, extreme exhaustion, like you have run a marathon, follows after the markâs power subsides. But this time, you donât feel any of the fatigue, the weariness. Then you look down and find the answer.
The mark is still there. It has not disappeared like before. Itâs not alight with power but it still glows a faint gold. Does it mean you can control it now?
âThe markâŚ.â you mutter.
âIndeed, the mark,â Karina agrees, amused at your realization. âPretty handy, isnât it? You donât need to keep passing out every time you use itâ
She is, no doubt, correct. Not only that you havenât passed out but a fresh surge of energy has started travelling through your body. Your breath catches in your throat as another wave of arousal overwhelms you, and your cock springs up instantly from its limp form.
Karina smirks at the sight. âEasy there, tiger. Or we might stay in this verse foreverâ
This power. Itâs pure and absolute. Thereâs no more doubt. No more fear. You have embraced what you are.
You are not a god. No. You are something far better. Something a thousand times more perfect. In no time, those who call themselves the divines will cower at your feet. In fact, they already are.
You are snapped out of your triumphant thoughts by the rattling sound of the desk as Karina slides down. She approaches you in slow and measured steps, like you are a bomb which can go off anytime.
âIâm sure we will meet again, Michael,â Karina says, inches away from you now. âFor now, farewellâ
Once again, she presses two fingers to your forehead.
And you spiral into an endless void.
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As abruptly as it has started, you find yourself back in your room at Erosâs place. The dim glow of city light filters through the rain-streaked windows, casting shifting patterns on the walls. Outside, New York sprawls endlessly, neon signs flickering, car horns blaring faintly in the distance. The scenery has shifted again.
The storm hasnât let up either. Rain drums steadily against the glass, its rhythm oddly soothing. You half expect to feel the ache and exhaustion after you have landed face first on the floor but instead, your body hums with a quiet, unfamiliar energy.
You feel better than you have been in days. Better than you should.
Pushing yourself up from the bed, you flex your fingers, testing the sensation. No soreness, no aches. If anything, you feel sharper, like a blade freshly honed.
Suddenly, a chime pulls you from your thoughts.
You glance to the nightstand, where your phone screen glows softly in the dim room. A single notification sits at the top: a dark heart icon from the app you are too familiar with - the Ero app.
New ability acquired.
You snort, but the amusement fades the second you swipe open the screen and catch sight of the new wallpaper.
A bright, obnoxious Hello Kitty background stares back at you.
You sigh âEros, you motherfuck-â
Shaking your head, you open the app - the same one that dragged you into this whole mess - and freeze.
Itâs different.
Before, the Ero app was nothing more than a sleek, minimalistic portal. No menus, no settings - except for some occasional forewords about your quests. But now, the interface has shifted.
At the center of the screen is you. Or at least, a stylized version of you, shirtless, standing with an aura of gold swirling around you. Below it, your Profile is displayed, listing your Abilities in neat, glowing text.
Lust Epidemic. That must be the one which got the hunters acting like bitches in heat.
Domination. You are puzzled for a moment, then remember the mark you have imprinted upon Chaewon, turning her into your obedient slave.
And last but not least.
Endless Ardor. The one Aphrodite has granted.
And then, farther down-
You narrow your eyes.
A section labeled âGoddesses Conqueredâ.
The figures of Shuhua(Persephone), Chaewon(Artemis) and Karina(Aphrodite) are there, fitted in borders of golden hue. But the rest? Locked Silhouettes, dark and shadowed, their names blurred.
This looks like something out of an rpg game except that everything is real.
At the bottom, something else catches your eyes. A meter labeled Perfection.
Itâs at 10%.
You stare at it, a strange unease creeping in. Perfection? What is that supposed to mean? And why does it feel like the app is tracking something you donât fully understand yet?
Before you can think further, the door swings open.
Eros strides in, smelling like he has drowned in every perfume known to man, dressed in fresh clothes - ripped jeans and a loose button-down that hangs open just enough to be obnoxious. He grins like he owns the place. Which, considering this is his place, might not be far from the truth.
âMorning sunshine,â he drawls. âI come bearing a giftâ
You raise an eyebrow. âA gift?â
Eros steps aside and the angel enters.
Kazuha walks in, looking clean and fresh. The wounds on her body are nowhere to be seen. Sheâs dressed like some kind of agent - fitted tank top, dark jeans and combat boots. Though you have to admit she looks insanely hot, thatâs not what catches your attention. Itâs what sheâs holding.
A leash.
Connected to a collar.
Wrapped around Chaewonâs neck.
You are speechless. The once proud goddess of the hunt, stands on all fours, no different from a dog. Thereâs not a piece of clothing on her except for the collar around her neck. She stares at you with curiosity, but the fire in her eyes is gone, replaced by utter and complete obedience. Somehow, you get a feeling sheâs awaiting an order.
Your order.
Eros chuckles, clapping a hand on your shoulder. âCongratulations, buddy. You have officially tamed a goddessâ
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This one takes quite a while because I have been procrastinating. Thankfully, I get into the mood for some mythological action again. Enjoy.
#girl group smut#male reader#kpop smut#karina smut#aespa smut#lesserafim smut#chaewon smut#kazuha smut#kpop fanfic
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Jason Todd Ă chubby/curvy!reader
FINALLY. I've been wanting to get this out for forever but shit kinda hit the fan and I'm also sick right now lol
This is pure comedy. So much fun to write!! This is for all my thick girlies <3
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Jason wants you to meet his brother (Dick) and his best friend (Roy). As if that wasn't enough of a bomb, doubt starts to creep into your mind at the realization that your curves would make you stand out like a sore thumb in the Wayne family. Jason proves you wrong by taking you to a bar and letting Dick and Roy walk right into a trap.
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"You want me to what?"
"Hey, it's not that big of a deal-... yeah, no, it's... it's a big deal." Jason winced, brows furrowing while he flexed his hands around his mug.
Coffee- of course it was, though it was far too late in the day for even more caffeine, or so you'd scolded him once again.
You were staring at him, slack jawed, eyes widened just slightly as a brief huff of disbelief left your lips.
"Jay, you just told me you want me to meet your family. In what world is that not a big deal?!" You exclaimed, your tone a little more screeching than you'd liked.
He sighed, shoulders dropping ever so slightly, his eyes turned away as a frown etched itself onto his features.
"It's just Roy and Dick, s'not really meeting my family." He mumbled, toying with the handle of his cup, scratching his nails against the ceramic.
"Look, you don't have to, alright? I just thought-... I guess I don't really know what I thought."
Your heart ached. You've never seen him so defeated. So utterly downtrodden. His back slouched, head hung low while his gaze was focused on anything but you.
That heartbreaking glimmer in his eyes that never failed to make your own water.
Gently, you pried the mug from his grip and set it aside, taking his hands in yours.
The action made Jason avert his attention back to you, looking like a kicked puppy.
"I do want to meet them. I really, really do. Because they are your family, whether you want to admit it or not." You smiled softly, watching as he lit up immediately, a huff of relief making his chest feel lighter.
"I'm just nervous. And worried, I suppose? What they'll think, you know. I'm sure that I'm not exactly what they imagine when they think of your girlfriend." You chuckled nervously.
Jason, on the other hand, looked confused. Eyes narrowed, You-can-see-the-gears-turning-but-nothing-is-happening confused.
"What in the fuck is that supposed to mean?"
You cackled at the expression on his face and the goofy tone of his voice.
"Okay, let me put it like this. You're family is a bunch of buff, unfairly jacked and lean super geniuses. Not to mention how good the girls look. And Kori? She's a literal space princess! I just feel like I don't quite fit in. Can you imagine someone like me at one of those Galas? They would lose their minds-"
"'Someone like you? You mean a gorgeous, beautiful, stunning plump lady with a brain so big I sometimes wonder how your neck is still intact? You mean someone like that? Because we could use more of that, trust me." He chuckled dryly.
"Also, you're hot as fuck." He deadpanned, blankly staring at you.
You playfully rolled your eyes, tracing the space between his knuckles.
"A. I know, B. you're biased. I mean, they all probably expect you to date some super model." You explained, sighing.
You knew your worth. You knew that you were beautiful and perfect just they way you are, even beginning to love yourself.
But when challenged with a family full of hotties like the Wayne's plus Gotham's elite, it was hard not to feel just a little out of place with all your curves, bumps and pudge.
Jason's lips were pressed together in a thin line before he inhaled sharply and pinned you down with his gaze.
"Alright, first of all, they have no expectation of who I'd date because I was fuckin' dead, and when I came back my only interest was revenge and smashing peoples heads in. If anything they thought I would die alone."
The bluntness of his words and the expecting raise in his brows had you shell shocked, and pleasantly surprised.
"You're making problems for yourself that don't exist, ladybird." His tone turned soft as did his eyes, enveloping your heart in a blanket of warmth.
"So, respectfully, you don't have a point." He concluded for you, leaning back against the couch with a satisfied noise.
"Huh, I guess I don't." You breathed out, a smile spreading on your face while Jason already sported a wicked grin.
"There ya go. Now, can I brag about my hot, smart and curvaceous girlfriend to my dickhead brother and loser best friend? Because, sweetheart, you're one hell of a woman." He smirked, leaning in to get you all hot and bothered by his proximity.
You bit your lip, trying to act unaffected by his antics.
"Okay, fine," You groaned, feigning annoyance, "But only because I love you." You finished, failing to hide the smile on your face.
In one swift motion, Jason grabbed you and pulled you into his lap, your back pressed firmly to his chest. You let out a startled noise that morphed into a laugh.
"See? Just had to butter you up a bit, pretty girl." He nosed at your neck, a grin showing off his pearly whites while his arms were snaked around your middle.
"What can I say? You have a way with words." You smirked, looking back at him over your shoulder.
Jason chuckled and turned you in his lap, making you face him.
"I do have a very skilled tongue, as you know." He winked at you, kneading the fat of your hips in his hands.
You groaned and rolled your eyes before grinning and pinching his cheek.
"So, you up for tomorrow? It'll just be at a shitty bar somewhere. They won't judge you, I promise. And if they do, they can take it up with Fuck-" Jason raised one arm and flexed his bicep, "and You." With a wide smile, he lifted his other arm, and you watched as his muscles practically inflated.
You giggled, squeezing his arm with an approving nod of your head.
"I'll be there. I just have some errands to run, so I'll meet you at the place, yeah?" You replied sweetly, pressing a kiss to the tip of his nose.
Jason's face scrunched up at your kiss, making him look like an adorable little bunny.
"Sounds good, ladybird." He replied, smiling.
There was something hiding beneath that smile, though. Something sinister. Mischievous. You squinted your eyes at him.
"... What are you up to?" You asked suspiciously, crossing your arms over your chest.
"Who? Me? I'm not up to anything." He replied sweetly, batting his lashes at you.
"Mhm." You hummed, searching for a hint in his teal eyes.
You could see his resolve cracking, his gaze breaking from your for just a split second. You continued to stare at him. Jason cleared his throat and gave you a tight smile before striking.
Quickly, he pushed you off his lap, making you stumble to the floor of your living room on shaky legs before he lowered himself to the ground, hooking one arm around your knees and hoisting you over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes.
You screeched, digging your hands into his hoodie so you wouldn't fall.
"What the fuck! What are you doing?!" You screamed, cracking into a smile when you heard Jason cackle mischievously.
He moved quickly, rounding the couch and any obstacles with ease.
"Well, you see, I've been stumblin' over my words all day. Care to help me loosen up my tongue at bit, doll?" He grinned, hurrying to your bedroom.
"Jason!-"
Your voice burst with a laugh before you were interrupted by a loud crack when his hand met the back of your thigh.
You gasped, quickly followed by a slap against his clothed back.
"Remember that name, angel. I have a feeling you'll be using it a lot tonight."
.·:*¨༺ ༻¨*:·.
"So, she coming?" Roy asked curiously, settling back into the deep-set lounge with his drink.
The redhead was seated in the middle, between the brothers, earning a shove and an annoyed eyeroll from Jason.
Dick snickered, taking a sip of his beverage.
"Why are you so obsessed with my girl, dude?"
"We just wanna make sure she's real. I'd hate to break you out of Arkham again, little wing." Dick grinned from behind the rim of his glass.
"Wow." Roy clicked his tongue, nodding along to the diabolical comment.
Jason only stared at his brother blankly, blinking once, then twice.
"Too far?" Dick asked, wincing slightly.
"Whaddya think, dickhead?" Roy sighed sharply.
"You should be so glad that I'm in therapy. Otherwise I woulda wiped the floor with you right now." Jason mumbled, taking a swig of his drink.
"It's the PiĂąa Coladas talking." His brother chuckled awkwardly.
Jason just snorted, leaning against the soft cushions.
"To answer your question, yes, she's coming." Roy lit up, excitedly setting his beer down on the table.
"Really? So we get to meet the fabled ladybird, huh?" The redhead grinned, bumping his shoulder with Jason's.
He only shook his head and playfully rolled his eyes at Roy.
"Why didn't she come with you, then?" Dick asked, brows furrowed.
"Had to stop by the craft store." Jason replied simply, finishing his drink.
"Oh, so it's like that? You really did get yourself a pretty little thing, didn't you?" Dick smirked, watching as Jason chuckled in response.
"Dickhead's right. They not only make pieces of art, they are ones." Roy agreed.
Dick scoffed at the nickname.
"She's pretty alright. Looks like she belongs in the Louvre." Jason responded with a smile, then immediately regretting that decision when Roy and Dick began to look like the cheshire cat.
"Ooooo, Jay's in looooove." Roy teased with a chuckle.
"Did little wing find an even litteler wing? That's adorable." Duck sniffled, wiping a faux tear from his lashline.
Jason grumbled in response, flipping them off.
"At least I didn't cheat on my girl." He mumbled sharply, hiding behind his second -or third?- glass of the night.
Dick's smile fell and he was reduced to a muttering mess, pouting like a child.
"God, you guys are actual children. Can I have one night-"
they both glanced at Roy when he stopped speaking, his lips parted as he stared at the entrance of the bar.
"You're lettin' flies in, carrot top." Jason said blankly.
Roy let out a low whistle, loosely gesturing to the bar before a smirk cracked on his face.
"Look at that piece of Eye Candy over there."
Dick followed his line of sight.
"Fuck me." He cursed, eyes wide.
"Look at those hips, jesus-"
"Now that's a woman."
Jason was mid sip, uninterested in this mystery woman ordering a drink at the bar. But, he glanced up anyway, only to choke on his drink when his eyes landed on you.
He sputtered, coughing as he felt the alcohol go up his nose.
"Woah, she got you good, didn't she?" Roy teased with a laugh, patting his back.
"Yep.." Jason croaked out, holding back a laugh.
"I'm telling ladybird." Dick said quickly.
Snitch.
"When will she be here anyway? It's been a while." He questioned, pulling up his sleeve to take a look at his watch.
"Soon, soon.." Jason replied, clearing his throat.
"Man, she could sit on me, and I'd thank her. And that rack-"
Roy continued letting his eyes trail over your body.
As amusing as Jason found this little misunderstanding, he couldn't help but grind his teeth and clench his fists.
Meanwhile, Dick delivered a slap to the back of Roy's head.
"Pervert! You don't talk about women like that." He scolded the redhead.
"Says you! As if you don't wanna be suffocated by those thighs or-or knock out on that tummy, I know you do!" Roy said sharply, pointing an accusing finger at Dick.
"Of course I do, but I didn't say it out loud, now did I?" He replied in a condescending tone.
"You fucking-"
"Oh, look, she's approaching us." Jason said nonchalantly, leaning back into the cushions with a grin, watching as the petty bickering between his brother and best friend stopped immediately.
"I call dibs! I saw her first." Roy said quickly, straightening his posture and trying to look unbothered while you approached.
"God fucking dammit." Dick cursed, being left to grumble with his PiĂąa Colada.
He looked at Jason, who was comfortably leaned back with a smirk.
"How are you so chill about this?!" Dick asked irritated.
"You'll see." Jason grinned.
You walked towards them with a smile, the drink you'd just ordered at the bar in your hand. Roy put up his most charming face and quickly cleared his throat.
"Hello there, sweethea-"
his entire face dropped when you placed a hand on Jason's shoulder and pressed a kiss to his lips. His hands instinctively went to rest on your hips, giving them a gentle squeeze.
"Hi, baby." You greeted sweetly.
"Hey there, ladybird." Jason grinned, glancing at Roy and Dick.
The redheads jaw was on the floor, speechless while his gaze flitted between you and his best friend. Dick was just as shocked, but quickly broke out of it.
"THATâS LADYBIRD?!" He yelled, earning harsh stares from other guests.
Dick quieted down with an apologetic smile and leaned closer to Jason.
"You fucking asshole! Why didn't you do anything? You let us say all those things-" at the realization Dick went pale.
"He's gonna beat our asses." Roy mumbled, still staring at you and Jason.
"... Fuck."
You just stood there dumbfounded while Jason had a grin on his face that made a shiver run down Roy's spine.
"What things?" You asked, you brows furrowed in confusion.
Jason pulled you into his lap, resting one of his hands on your thigh.
"Don't worry about it, angel." He said softly, pecking your cheek.
"How the hell did you end with such a charity case as Jason?" Roy asked bluntly, slumped in his seat, defeated.
"Excuse me?" You sputtered with a scoff.
"That's a lot of nerve coming from someone looking like an affair baby." You shot back.
Dick burst out laughing, Jason cackling along side him while Roy only stared at you.
"And she's feisty? Fuuuuuuck.." He whined.
"Nice to meet you, ladybird." Dick gave you a friendly smile and nod, still wiping the tears from his eyes.
You returned the smile before leaning in to whisper into Jason's ear.
"Is the rest of your family also like this?"
"Like what?"
"Loudmouth assholes." You replied, staring straight at Roy who looked like you just slapped his mother.
Jason laughed, throwing his head back when he saw Roy's face.
"Ah, no. Some of them are quiet assholes."
Dick scoffed, immediately defending himself and his siblings with big hand gestures.
You chuckled as you watched.
"Don't be sad, carrot top," Jason began, giving Roy's shoulder a squeeze, "You couldn't handle her if you tried."
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Cherry Stems
pairing: eddie munson x fem!reader
word count: 3.1k
description: eddie rejects your advances because his friends are around. so you use them to your advantage. piss eddie off and maybe you'll get what you want. maybe.
warnings: MDNI! 18+ only pls, age not specified but i imagine eddie/reader are 20+, porn without much plot, major teasing, reader is a brat, mentions of eating food, reader has no food aversions, nicknames, reader is flirting with eddie's bandmates, jealousy, possessiveness, name calling, face grabbing, eddie is lowkey a dom, unprotected p in v, fingering (vaginal), oral fixation, eddie puts his fingers in your mouth a lot, reader gets off on being bullied, orgasm denial, cum play, cum eating.... think that's it.
authorâs note: hi i wrote this in one night. i am a whore for eddie, what else can i say. i'm also down to take requests, so if you see this, hey, send me an ask. maybe i'll cave and do some. as always, thanks bestie girl @amanitacowboy for helping me with this. let's never forget how much of a whore we are for this man. it keeps me (in)sane <3
Eddie had been teasing you all night and it was really starting to get to you.Â
After a pretty electric performance at The Hideout, Eddie and his friends decided that they were hungry for some burgers from the empty Shiny Diner nearby. You had already had enough of Eddieâs shit at this point, so as soon as you sat next to him in the big half moon shaped booth, you knew it was game on.Â
From eyeing you while he sang filthy lyrics from the stage, to the way he was working his hand up the hem of your dress when you sat at the bar, Eddie was truly being a menace. When the band got loud in the car on the way to the diner, you decided to make your move. You had rested your hand on Eddieâs crotch while sitting in the bucket seat next to him. While Eddie loved giving a good show, he was not keen on letting his friends see you in such a way. So he brushed your hand away and gave you the ânot nowâ eyes.Â
You were for him and him only.
It aggravated you to no end, watching him rejoin the conversation with the guys, while you crossed your arms in disappointment.
But you were going to push some buttons tonight. You were going to get him back.
Gareth, Jeff, and Grant were all very sweet boys. Each of them have never been nothing but respectful of you. Gareth had known you longer than Eddie and he was actually the one who introduced you two. Jeff was usually a know-it-all, but he never dared question anything you said. And Grant⌠he was just quiet. Always following along with the antics and very well mannered.Â
While you respected all the boys back, you also knew they found you attractive and that you could take advantage of that. After one specific smoke session together a couple months back, Eddie asked them all if they had a crush on you. He only ever said things like that to make them squirm. Teasing each other was the way they showed their love for one another. He also liked to remind people that they never stood a chance with you. And they all said that of course they found you pretty, but they would not dare go after you.Â
Well, for one night only, you would give them believe they had a chance. Just to piss off Eddie.Â
You had done this before. A year into your relationship, you had unintentionally made him jealous and it led to the most mind blowing sex of your life. The sex was so memorable that you do not even remember how you made him jealous.Â
You needed that just about now.Â
You were the only group there along with the waitress and line cook, so you were not worried about making a scene. You game plan how you were going to achieve such a feat as you scan the diner menu. You already knew what you wanted, but spotting the milkshakes on the list of drinks, a light bulb went off in your brain.Â
The older waitress took down the boyâs order while you sat quietly staring at the menu. When it came down to you, you look up at the white haired woman and smiled.Â
âOne chocolate shake, extra whip cream and cherries, please.â You hand her the menu and glance over at a confused Eddie. You usually got a Dr. Pepper and a cheeseburger value meal, hold the lettuce.Â
âNot hungry, baby?â He asks, reaching out for your black painted nails. You slide your hand away, acting like you are reaching for something in your purse.Â
âJust wanna try something new.â
You pull your lipgloss out, still not looking over at Eddie. You twist off the top, placing the applicator on the middle of your bottom lip as your eyes flicker over to Grantâs. He is not paying much mind to anything, his eyes looking towards the window behind you. When he takes note of your gaze, he finally looks at you.Â
You swipe the gloss across your lips, smirking devilishly.Â
âWhat did you get, Grant?â
He thinks for a beat, realizing even he forgot what he ordered. âUh⌠BLT with onion rings.â
You smack your lips together, rubbing your top lip on the bottom one painfully slow.Â
âYou gonna share your onion rings?â
He was not expecting the question, his lips curling upward before he chuckles. You can feel Eddieâs body stiffen as you ask the question.Â
Grant nods, though, âOf course. You can have some-â âBaby, youâre not gonna eat his food.â You shoot a glare at Eddie, tossing your gloss back in your pocketbook. âGrant said I could, so⌠yeah I am.â
Eddieâs eyes search yours, trying to figure out what you are trying to do. You disguise your pleasure at his curiosity, rolling your eyes and pointing your attention at Jeff. Heâs positioned right next to Grant, fiddling with his fingers. Before you can press him with a question, the waitress comes and puts down your drinks. Sheâs missing your milkshake.Â
âThatâll be out in just a moment,â She says, grabbing her tray as she returns behind the counter, seemingly preparing your shake. You watch Jeff fiddle with his straw wrapper and you finally decide to bother him next.Â
âIs that Dr. Pepper?â You ask, already knowing the answer. Jeff always got Dr. Pepper, just like you. Itâs something you two bonded over often. He just nods, taking a sip of the bubbly beverage. You look over at the waitress quickly, seeing sheâs still fiddling with the milkshake blender.Â
You grab Jeffâs ice cold glass, your eyes glistening with innocence, âYou mind if I have a sip? Iâm parched.â And of course heâs too confused to say no. You pull the drink over and once it crosses to your side of the table, Eddieâs hand presses into your bare thigh. You do not react, taking Jeffâs straw into your mouth and sucking in a big sip, your eyes never leaving his. Once you pull the plastic away, you smirk.Â
âThanks, hun.â You push the drink back to him slowly. His cheeks heat up instantly when he notices your lipgloss on the tip of the straw. Eddieâs hand only squeezes more, trying to get you to look over at him.Â
He wanted your attention so bad, his body curving closer to you. You can feel his gaze stuck onto the side of your face.Â
Before anyone says anything else, the white haired lady returns with your chocolate shake. You giddedly grab the glass and stuff a straw into the frozen drink.Â
You use your tongue to toy with the end of the straw, pulling it into your open mouth. Your eyes flicker away from Jeff and take aim at Gareth, whoâs seated right across from you. Since heâs known you so long, you can already read on his face that he knows what you are up to. He may be a nice guy, but he too loves to fuck with Eddie.Â
He was going to help you in whatever way possible. Instead of you initiating conversation, he speaks up.Â
âChocolate, huh? Thought youâd like vanilla.â Your eyebrow quirks up. You know Eddieâs face is bright red next to you. The heat radiating from him is pressing into your shoulder and thigh.Â
âYou got me pegged as a vanilla girl? Thatâs a bit offensive, Gare,â You smile, calculating your next move. You look down at the pile of whipped cream on the top of the shake. You drag your pointer finger across the top, gathering the cream all around it.Â
You hear Eddie whispering beside you. âYou better fuckinâ not.â
You smile, bringing your finger to your lips, not peeling your eyes from Gareth. You know the tension is palpable because Garethâs smile is only widening when you lick the cream off your finger.Â
The other guys are gawking at you at this point. You were putting on a show and they could not even fathom that it was happening before their very eyes.Â
Gareth finally says something, nodding at the milkshake. âAnd extra cherries?â
âGareth-,â Eddieâs voice fades over yours.Â
âOh yeah! You know I can tie the stems with my tongue?â
Eddieâs rings are going to be imprinted on your leg with how tightly heâs gripping onto you. You grab one of the cherries, getting your fingers covered in more whipped cream. You lean your head back a bit, your nose facing the old tile ceiling. You drop the cherry in your mouth, stem up. Tilting your head back, facing Gareth, you pull the cherry off the stem between your teeth. Itâs unbelievably sensual the way you chew the red fruit.Â
You show each of the boys the stem, even Eddie. When you glance over at him, you do not believe you have ever seen him so annoyed. Heâs not hiding it well. You drop the stem on your tongue, returning your gaze over to Gareth.Â
You roll the stem around, using your teeth slightly to do the stupid party trick you learned in 10th grade to impress a boy. Itâs not impressive when every hot girl in school could do it, too. But nonetheless, it was something you could do to layer on the eroticism of the moment.Â
When itâs tied, you contemplate taking it out of your mouth and showing it off. Maybe even drop it in Eddieâs hand. Instead, you decide to just extend your tongue out and show the stem on the very tip of your tongue.Â
The color drains from Eddieâs face. Itâs the end of the show for him.Â
He grabs your forearm, ripping you out of the booth. You look back at Gareth, whoâs still smiling, all the while Jeff and Grant look even more confused. Â
When the fresh air hits you when he slams the glass door open, you flick your head to the side and spit out the stem in the gravel. His grip is so tight around your arm as he drags you to the van. Itâs parked on the far side of the lot, occupying a spot thatâs backed up to some woods.Â
âWhat is wrong?â
Asking such a question only pisses him off further. Once you reach the van, his left hand flings the side door open. He practically tosses you onto the shag rug that lines the very back of the vehicle.Â
âAre you fuckinâ with me right now?â His voice is intimidatingly deep.
Your legs hang out while Eddie stands over you, his hand resting on the top of the van. The back of your knees feel the sting of the frayed metal that hinges the door shut. You swallow, contemplating if you should continue messing with him. With the way heâs looking at you, you felt that this was not going to lead to the jealous sex you two had before. Heâs actually angry.Â
âYou pushed my hand away when I wanted you earlier.â
Your voice is so small and unsure. His eyes narrow at you, his mouth slightly ajar in complete disbelief. The silence hanging in the air makes your heart rate increase.Â
His mouth closes and you watch his jaw clench, âSo you flirt with my friends right in front of me? Even when I explicitly said you better not.â
With his free hand, he swats your bare leg as you squeeze your thighs together. âAnswer me.â
You watch the red mark appear on your flesh and decide to keep playing into the game. You had nothing to lose. If heâs actually angry, you could always have amazing make up sex instead. Eddie could not stay mad at you for too long.Â
You shake your head, lifting your chin up in defiance. âAll I did was tie a cherry stem.â
He does not accept that answer, slapping your thigh harder this time.Â
You knew then that you had him where you wanted him. His eyes were giving him away. His pupils dilated as soon as he realized that you did not yelp at him slapping you around.Â
Your eyes widen, watching him jump into the van beside you and dragging you back further. He slams the door, rattling the hunk of metal. The only light being let in is from the front windshield. A hazy warm lit streetlight only lights up Eddieâs face as heâs pining you to the ground.Â
He positions himself between your legs, pushing the back of your thighs up with his knees. The skirt you chose for the occasion was pretty flowy, so it slid up your hips as soon as he props you up. âYou want to act like a whore in front of my friends? All âcause I slapped your hand away earlier?â
His voice does not even sound like his. You hear the jiggling of his belt as he asks you the question. But the more twisted Eddie was, the more aroused you felt. You were drawn to him the first moment he teased you and bullied you a bit. You got off on him being callous.Â
âWords. Now.â
You look down between your legs and see his cock springing free from his boxers as he shoves them down his thighs. You groan, the pulsating at your core coinciding with your heart rate. âWanted to get your attention.â
He smacks your inner thigh, painfully close to your pantyline. You moan at the action, propping yourself up a bit more on your elbows. You watch as he carefully drags his pointer and middle finger under the hem of your lace. He smirks to himself, âThatâs not what I fuckinâ asked.â
His fingers dip under your underwear, gathering the slick between your folds. You throw your head back, unable to hold back the sob as he spreads you open. You were putty in his hands, always bending to him. âYes, Eddie.â
Your response leads to him sliding his fingers inside your cunt, a wet squelching noise filling both your ears. Your back thuds against the rug as your muscles give out under his touch. He fucks you with his fingers, the look on his face unreadable. He usually takes his time with foreplay, but this was different. He was testing how far he could take you in a limited amount of time. You were in a parking lot with his friends less than 500 feet inside, he could not take his time torturing you.Â
His fingers retract from your pussy, gripping onto the lace of your panties and tearing them down your legs. When he sits back on his heels, you watch his long cock bounce with his movements. It sends a smile across your face. When he zeros in on you again, he tilts his head to the side.Â
âIâm gonna fuck you until you canât talk anymore.â
It makes you giggle at first, unsure if heâs really being serious. But when his face does not twist up into a smirk like it usually did, you realize you were in trouble. He takes ahold of his dick, leaning forward onto you. Your mouth falls open as you study Eddie dragging his tip between your slit, gathering as much of your wetness as he could.Â
He sinks into you, raising your hips a bit to meet him straight on. The stretch is always overwhelming for you at first. You and Eddie fucked at least three times a week, but he always made you cum before shoving his cock deep inside you. Stretching you out for a couple minutes with two fingers is not enough for you. He hisses when he pulls back, his hands grasping onto you for dear life.Â
He wastes no time setting a bruising pace. Thereâs no build up, he is simply taking his annoyance out on you. You are reaching out to anything around you, trying to find something to hold onto as he rams into you. You find a sweatshirt nearby, squeezing it as tight as you can as you breathe out to relax your pelvic muscles.
âEddie, please-â You try to say, throwing your head forward. He shifts your hips a bit more, opening you up wider. As he does that, he rakes his hands upward, pushing your skirt up higher to your belly button. He shakes your head to your pleas.Â
âEddie, please.â He mocks, relocating his hand to squeeze your cheeks together. When your jaw unhinges, Eddie inspects your tongue as he drills into you. âPut my fingers in your mouth.â
âEd-â
He sandwiches your face harder, cutting you off from being able to say anything. He fills your mouth with the two fingers that were plunging inside of you earlier. The taste of your own arousal is still present on his fingers as you swirl your tongue around the digits. You mewl as he grinds his pelvis into your clit. âShut up,â he orders, his face centimeters from yours, âNow suck them while I fuck you.â
You have no way to talk back, so you do what he says. You hallow your cheeks out, lathering all your saliva around his fingers. The build up in the pit of your stomach only gets more intense when Eddie hoists your leg up over his shoulder. You clench around him, tears pricking your eyes as you vibrate his fingers with your moans.Â
âDo not fuckinâ cum yet,â He warns, pulling his fingers in and out of your mouth. His hips are faltering as he chases his own climax. Your body feels like every nerve ending is about to implode under the pressure of you holding back your orgasm, and Eddie can sense that. He drags his fingers out from your lips, rubbing your own spit into your lips. He grabs your jaw with the same hand, pulling your face closer to his.
âSay youâre mine. Youâre only gonna be mine.â
You nod, knocking his forehead slightly. âIâm only ever gonna be yours, Eddie.â
With your foreheads touching, you watch as he falls apart inside you.Â
And with three vicious snaps of his hips, he spills his seed deep inside you. He does not let out a sound. His mouth is agape as deep heaves fan your face.Â
When he finishes, he slides his cock out of you and sits back on his knees again. Him exiting your body is so frustrating, you want to scream. Â
He uses one arm to hold your one leg back as spit covered fingers swipe up your cunt. His spend is leaking out of you and you know if he works his usual magic, you will cum in 30 seconds.Â
âPlease, Eddie. Please let me cum.â
He smirks villainously, âWhy should I let you, hm?â He spreads your pussy lips, getting a good look as his cum dribbles down to your asshole.
You are getting desperate. You never had to beg Eddie to cum, ever. He was always so generous.Â
âI promise Iâll be good. Please, please.â He chuckles dryly before sinking his fingers back into you. âFine. Since you asked so pretty and promised to behave yourself.â
His fingers scissor into you, that familiar burn in the pit of your stomach returning. As his two fingers make work at your entrance, his thumb swipes your clit in meticulous circles. His bottom lip is tucked under his top teeth, watching you fall apart on his fingers. You are practically chanting his name as he brings you to your peak.Â
When your chest heaves, finally relaxing from your orgasm, Eddie slides his digits out of you and brings them up to his plump pink lips. He licks them clean, just like you did with the whipped cream earlier.Â
âHm⌠Donât see how Gareth thought you were a vanilla girl,â He states, smiling sinfully at you. âYou, my dear, are a fuckinâ vixen.â
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Itâs Always Been You
đF!reader, pet names: (pip/squeak, my girl, sweetheart,) suggestive but not smut, fluff, hurt/comfort, brief miscommunication and lots of groveling but it works out.đ
Notes: I struggle with editing. This is totally separate from canon bc Iâm heartbroken. Itâs also my first lads fic, Iâll ALWAYS be a Sylus girlie but Caleb broke my brain for a minute đ
Caleb joining the DAA wasnât the problem at handâŚNo, it was the fact that you were going to be separated. Spending his last night before he leaves wrapped around each other like you always did when things were tough was the best comfort you could get.
âIâm gonna miss you so much, do you really have to go?â This was going to be the longest youâve ever been apart since you were kids, and even worse, he wasnât allowed to have his phone.
This wasnât any easier on him but he couldnât just back out. âIâll be home before you know it, donât worry too much.â Caleb brushed the hair from your eyes and held you closer, âplus, you get to have six months free of my constant nagging.â
That was absolutely the wrong thing to say, the tears you were holding back finally fell. Your hands that were originally wrapped around his waist were now at his chest, between your bodies and fisted tightly in his shirt. âBut I love you and your nagging!â You inhaled like you were suffocating. Perhaps you were, under the weight of his impending absence.
âShh I know, I love you and being a pain in your ass.â That earned him a wet chuckle. âI swear, as soon as Iâm home Iâll fulfill my promise and I wonât leave your side. Youâll never have to worry again, about anything.â A soft kiss to your temple solidified his vow.
It took you a few long moments before you were able to get in a proper breath and process what he said. âYou made a promise?â
âDonât remember? Hm that wonât do. Think back to when you were 18, and that boy you had a crush on rejected you and broke your heart.â
âIâd prefer not to remember that, actually.â
âBut remember after? When you still hadnât come home by dinner and I found you alone at the park?â Large hands ran down the length of your back to help soothe you while he spoke.
Youâre still lost but itâs coming back to you. Confessing to your crush in the park was supposed to be perfectâ except he not only rejected you, but he made fun of you. You could respect rejection, but the way he humiliated you and made a scene wasnât something you wanted to think about. âThat day was awful.â
âYou were so upset. I wanted to beat him to a pulp but you didnât want to be alone. Remember what I told you? The pinky promise we made? Itâs only been four years you know, Iâd hope your memory isnât that bad yet.â
The moment flooded you then with a gasp, âYouâll never be alone as long as I live sweetheart, and when itâs time, when I finally graduate and become a pilot, I swear Iâll marry you myself to prove it.â And at the time it made you giggle, because surely he was just joking to cheer you up, right? âYou meant it?â
Caleb chuckled and lifted your chin to look at you directly, âof course I did, itâs always been you and me. Donât you know that?â
A fresh wave of tears formed as you surged forward to meet his lips with yours- and stopped out of embarrassment before you could make contact. âSorry, I didnât- I think Iâm just being emotionalââ
But the space between you closed once again and before you could overthink it, Caleb was kissing you the way heâs wanted to for years. His lips were all consuming and tender. His palm cupped your face like it was glass and you couldnât resist running your fingers through his hair. Kissing Caleb felt like home, like everything was right.
He tried to break away to bring you both air but you refused to let him, instead pulling him closer and closer until he was on top of you, spreading your legs to accommodate his size. âSlow- slow down, you still need oxygen.â You shook when he started dragging his kisses down your throat, letting out soft moans when gentle sucks were left behind.
âC-CalebâŚâ
He pulled back and grew tense as if he was afraid he scared you away, âwhatâs wrong, you tired?â He was trying to give you an out if you wanted it.
You were certain your cheeks were flushed, you shook your head. âI want⌠moreâŚâ
Caleb groaned and buried his face in your neck âyouâre killing me, Pip.â
Had you said something wrong? âSorry- I didnât mean to make you uncomfortable⌠Iâll just-â you loosened your arms from around him, thinking you somehow embarrassed yourself yet again.
He stopped you. âYouâre not going anywhere, sweetheart. Youâre killing me because you have no idea how badly I want you; how long Iâve wanted you.â
âReally?â Having someone like Caleb love you was the best feeling, but him being attracted to you left you wanting him even more.
Deciding to just show you, he ground his hips into yours. And god, it felt good against you. Just that little bit of contact felt better than anything you ever achieved on your own. âYouâre-â hard went unsaid. He grunted when you spread your legs wider for him. âYeah, I am. And if you want me, then you have me. But you canât take it back, so if youâre not ready for that commitmentâŚâ
âCan I tell you a secret?â
âThis really isnât the time for thatââ
âShut up, itâs important.â He sighed and let you continue. Your arms dropped from his neck to hold his face in your hands, brushing the stray hairs from his face. âThat guy I had a crush on? I only liked him so much because he reminded me of you. So Iâm yours, too. If you want me, then you can take me.â
Words were lost on him so actions took hold, âare you sure?â His kisses resumed their path after meeting your lips, the room grew hotter with each new brush against your skin.
âI trust you, Caleb,â you had no idea your neck was so sensitive, your gasps talking for you. âbut I should let you know Iâve never done this before.â
âIâd kill anyone who ever touched you if you hadâ
âIsnât that hypocritical? Should I hunt down your past lovers?â You worked his shirt over his head, the dog tag necklace you gave him mere hours ago dangled in front of your face.
He chuckled and discarded your top, your sleep shorts were next. âItâs funny how you think Iâd ever want someone that isnât you.â His revelation hit you full force: he loves you so deeply, thereâs truly no doubt to have. âIâd never do this with anyone else.â
Two things happened that night: your bond was solidified, and unbeknownst to you, a life was created
The goodbye was brutal the next day, already missing him terribly before night fell again.
You managed to fall into a routine, though. You would go to work, occasionally spend time with friendsâ Tara spent the night with you at least once a week to keep your mind off of things; and the days she didnât you laid in bed desperately wishing he would be by your side.
Your routine was solid, until a month into your separation when you were sick almost every single day. You were fed up by the time a week passed and the day after that you made your way to visit Zayne- who congratulated you because in his words, âhe and his wife were expecting as well, perhaps theyâll be friends, too.â Finding out you were pregnant without Caleb with you was difficult, there wasnât a way to reach him and share the news.
But you werenât alone anymore. You spent the time you felt lonely talking to your baby now, who definitely couldnât hear you yet but that didnât matter. You were kept company with a perfect blend of you and your Caleb.
According to the official statement released last week Caleb would be home any time today, any minute, any second.
The anticipation left butterflies in your tummy, your baby moving with your nerves. It didnât occur to you that he might not be happy to be a father, that you mightâve been presumptuous that heâd be ready to care for another life so soon.
And when the door flew open, as much as you wanted to jump into his arms (carefully, of course,) you held your breath and waited for him to notice. And of course, because he was your Caleb, it was right away. His happiness and relief fell away to shock andâ was that anger? You didnât expect angerâŚ
âWelcome home, Iââ
âWho else has been here?â
âWhat? I mean Tara has been keeping me company a few times a week but thatâs it.â
âWhat man has been in our home, pipsqueak.â He didnât phrase it as a question, just a demand. Heâs never been so terse with youâŚ
His tone made you anxious, âNo one, other than Zayne and his wife for dinner occasionallyâ Caleb what are you talking about?â
Caleb dropped his bag on the floor with a thud, still not moving from his spot. âIâm talking about the fact that I came home after six months and you didnât seem to miss me at all, nothing like the way I missed you. How else would you be pregnant? So who is he? Someone from the Hunters Association?â
Oh⌠he thought⌠âOh my god how could you think- Iâd never cheat on you Calebâ EVER how could you even thinkââ
âWell, I certainly couldnât have knocked you up in the time Iâve been away.â
A knife cut through you at his words, the accusation, the betrayal of thinking youâd ever be with anyone else. And how vulgar it was⌠Did your first time mean so little? Was it something he just wanted to get out of the way before he left? A sob escaped you, tears spilled over. âYouâre an asshole, Caleb.â
His eyes went wide, âIâm the asshole here?â
âYes! Youâre a fucking asshole! I expected you to be shocked but accusing me of cheating on you? Thinking that night was nothing? Thatâs low. I canât believe you!â
âThat night means everything to me!â
âAsk me how far along I am! Go on, fucking ask!â
That stopped him short, âyou mean?â
âSIX MONTHS!â Standing there while he dropped to his knees was barely satisfying. âGod I canât stand you right now! You mustâve lost your damn mind and all your common sense!â
His silence was angering you further, stomping off to the kitchen for a drink of water and trying to calm down was a better use of your time; crying from this much stress wasnât good for you.
Once he gathered himself he followed you, âSweetheart⌠youâre telling me that nightâŚâ
âFinally used your brain, did you?â
âIâm so, god Iâm so sorry. I donât know what came over me.â His hand reached out to bring you in for a hug but you denied him.
âDo. Not. Touch me.â His audacity made you seethe. No way were you going to give in so easily no matter how much you desired to be in his embrace and reassured.
âSweetheartââ
âYouâre sleeping on the couch. We can decide what to do later.â
His emotions began to overflow, the guilt crushing him; the ring in his pocket practically burning into his flesh. âDecide what?â
âDecide if I should even let you stay.â Your throat felt tight but you continued to hold your sobs back. âYour dinner is in the oven by the way, itâs your favorite so I suggest you donât let it burn.â
A few hours rolled around before he couldnât hold himself back anymore hearing your sniffles. You hadnât eaten dinner, who knows if you had any water, and no matter how (rightfully) mad you were, you still needed to eat.
Grabbing a few of your favorite snacks with a glass of juice instead of the untouched dinner he put in the fridge was his safest option, unsure if seeing the meal would upset you further.
âPip squeak? I know youâre awake.â Crouching by your side of the bed and setting the snacks on the nightstand, âplease talk to me?â
âGo away.â
âYou know I canât do that, you have to eat something.â
You poked your head from the blanket, âoh so you care now that you know itâs yours?â
The jab was deserved but it still earned a wince. âIâd still care even if they werenât.â
âHow noble of you. Sticking around to raise a kid thatâs not yours before I even have a ring.â
âWho said I didnât have a ring?â This time you accepted the comfort of his hand brushing your hair behind your ear and gently cupping your cheek.
Curiosity was a bitch, but you werenât ready to forgive him yet. âYou were really mean.â
âI know, Iâm so sorry, sweetheart. So sorry. I canât imagine you being with anyone else but I didnât expect to come home to a family eitherâ and Iâm beyond happy to be a dad. Itâs not an excuse though, never okay to talk to you like that.â
A few leftover sniffles came before he pulled a tissue from the box on your nightstand, opting to dry your tears himself. âBlow,â He said, holding the tissue to help you blow your nose; then offering you the straw of the juice so you could hydrate.
âI missed you so much, I thought youâd still be happy to see me.â
âIâm over the moon, actually. But I hurt my girl, gotta make things right. Think you can forgive me? Iâll earn it forever.â
âCaleb if you ever, I mean ever, speak to me like that again I wonât hesitate to let you talk to the front door. Youâll be out.â
âIâll cut my tongue out myself.â
âSo dramatic as always.â You rolled your eyes, âyou mentioned a ring?â
A smile lifted the corner of his mouth, âthereâs my girl. You sure you still want it? Or should I earn it first?â He dug into his pants pocket to show you anyway.
âIt wouldnât hurt your efforts.â
He couldnât help but chuckle fully before presenting the velvet box to you, âIâm pretty close to the ground but if you sit up for me Iâll get on one knee.â
Sitting up to stretch was good for your back anyway, âI think Iâve waited long enough.â
The velvet box opened and your jaw dropped, âpicked it out in Skyhaven. Gideon and I helped the elderly owner of a small shop with some boxes he was struggling with in front of his door. Knew it was perfect right away, gorgeous and one of a kind like you.â
âYouâre ridiculous, but I love it.â He slid it on your finger and sealed it with a kiss, and you fell into his arms like youâve wanted to for the last six months.
Pulling away after many minutes of hugs, âI love youâsâ and kisses wasnât welcomed by you. âNow, how âbout some dinner? I donât think snacks are enough, they were backup. Gotta keep you healthy.â
âDid you like it?â
You were pulled to your feet and carried out of the room. âDidnât eat without you, sweetheart. Having dinner without you and the baby felt empty.â
âGood. You can reheat it then.â You waited for the perfect moment to drop your bombshell, which happened to be when he was carrying a full glass pitcher of water for the table. âWeâre having a daughter, by the way.â
The pitcher fell so fast his evol barely managed to catch it before glass hit the ground. It left you feeling smug.
You couldnât help but cackle at his shocked spluttering, âA WHAT?â
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#caleb x reader#lads caleb x you#caleb x mc#lads caleb#love and deepspace caleb#caleb smut#caleb fluff#lads x reader#lnds caleb#lads mc#love and deepspace#love and deepspace fic
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Did kook Ford ever meet the twins. Sorry If you already answered this.
He does eventually! No worries, I haven't answered this before, and this ask is a perfect opportunity to talk about the mystery twins' lore while we're at it :)
Mabel and Dipper were put into foster care at a young age due to their parent's divorce; neither party being willing to take custody of the twins. Since there were no close friends of relatives who were available to take care of the twins (I'm going to put Sherman and his wife out of the picture for now since I'm not sure how to get around that plot hole), Stanley pulled some strings to adopt the twins, making him a legal guardian to them :) As far as the twins know, though, Stanley is not related to them in any way.
Stan tries his best to not to involve the kids in his mafia business, although, the twins are still aware on some level that their "uncle" is not exactly a saint, and neither is his "work". But they love him nonetheless.
Anyways, the twins get actually introduced to the lore way later. The adoption happened a while ago, and several years later the twins are 11 and bored during the summer holidays. Which is perfect timing for Stan, because he needs them out of the house and away for the time being while he's busy taking care of his "work". He doesn't want them to go stir crazy and start causing trouble, so he decides to send them away to some remote town in Oregon called "Gravity Falls", where there is the least amount of violent gang activity and is far, far away from anywhere under enemy mafia dominion (other than his).
Stan lets them go their merry way with a chaperone (Soos) to stay over at his Abuelita's house. He double makes sure the twins are looked after by hiring one of the locals who owe him a favor (Manly Dan's family) to watch over them. This is how Wendy comes into the picture (she doesn't play that big of a role but still) :)
The twins are understandably a little put off by the fact that their uncle just sent them away to the middle of nowhere, but they manage to befriend some of the townsfolk and even find a strange journal in the woods.
They eventually meet Stanford, the unstable old "town kook" that everyone in town has warned them about and adviced to stay away from, and befriend him. He's amicable enough, but he always seems as though he knows more than he himself realizes.
And you'd think this is all there is that Gravity Falls has to offer. Just some strange anomalies and even stranger townsfolk.
But, Dipper wishes to learn more about the anomalies in town, to which Wendy off handedly mentions how her father used to talk about an anomaly researcher that once lived in town. When they all go ask Manly Dan for more information, he refuses to elaborate on it, calling it "nasty business" that they shouldn't be getting involved with.
Obviously, being kids, they decide to get involved in it.
Dipper and Mabel go looking for signs of this so-called "scientist" around town, picking up more clues from what the townsfolk tell them. Until eventually, their investigation leads them to a shack on the edge of town, nestled deep within the dense woods.
The house where the researcher supposedly once resided is abandonned and decrepit. They explore its ruins, but end up finding more questions than answers in the endless sea of indecipherable notes; strange books; rotted specimens and morbid bloody stains. However, the biggest mystery of them all had to be what was hidden beneath the shack. Behind innocuous doors and rickety elevators that brought them down, down, down to a massive structure buried deep underground; the mystery behind this strange researcher seemed to grow ever more.
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hai lovie!!! im not sure of youve written something like this for emt!marauders yet but could you write something where they come home from work to reader lying on the floor on the hallway due to having low blood pressure and shed tried to go get something to eat or something but had started feeling faint and had to lie down? and then when they come up to reader she starts to cry because being unwell makes her anxious (im not fussed if you dont add that last part up to you <3). i had really low blood pressure the other day and bad to lie on the floor for a good two hours and it really stressed me out :< anyway thanks lovie i hope youre doing well !!!!
Thanks for requesting <3
cw: mention of dizziness, nausea, worries about being alone when unwell and also being unwell in general
emt!marauders x fem!reader ⥠1k words
Youâre half propped up with your elbow on a step when you hear the front door open.Â
âHello?âÂ
âHello!â comes Jamesâ chipper reply, followed by Siriusâ groan and the clunking of shoes as he no doubt kicks them off, beelining for the couch. After a moment of you not appearing to greet them, James asks, âWhere are you?âÂ
âIâmâhere.â You soften your voice when Sirius walks by the stairs, his step faltering as he locks eyes with you.Â
His eyebrows bunch, concerned before he really knows why. âWhatâre you doing?âÂ
âIâmâŚâ You shrug limply, trying on a helpless smile. Tears threaten to spill over from the way your eyes squish up. âI donât feel right.âÂ
Sirius has only taken his first, slow step toward you, bemusement written across his features, before James and Remus are behind him at the base of the stairs.Â
âOh. Hi, angel.â Jamesâ voice matches his expression, all gentleness, and worry hidden beneath counterfeit cheer. âHaving a little lie down?âÂ
âYeah,â you say. Siriusâ touch is a relief as he reaches you. He cups your face and feels your forehead, brows stitched together. Youâre happy to be in capable hands. âI started to fall, so I just laid down here. Iâm a bit dizzy.âÂ
Thereâs only so many of you that can fit on the stairs. James makes it to you next, crouching beside Sirius to take your hand in his and press his fingers to your pulse, so Remus is left peering over them both. He frowns, looking conflicted about his inability to help and worried in general. You try another smile for his sake; unfortunately, this time, the tears do spill.Â
âHey, donât do that,â Sirius says, no real chiding in his tone as he knuckles them from your cheeks.Â
âSorry.â You force yourself to breathe, but new ones come anyway. Itâs a slow sort of cry, the result of a good long while feeling sorry for yourself. âI just, I felt sick, so I tried to go upstairs to the toilet, but then I started to faint and I didnât think I could make it back down to my phone, and I didnât know when you would be home, or if anyone would find meâŚâÂ
âWeâre here now, though, sweetheart,â Remus stops you gently. âIt all worked out alright. Youâre okay.âÂ
âYeah.â You wipe underneath your eyes. âI think my blood pressure just dropped all of a sudden or something, but I still feel weird. It was scary.âÂ
âI think youâre right,â James says. He runs his thumb over your wrist. âI mean, Iâd like to think itâs just because weâre home and youâre pleased to see us, but your heartâs going pretty fast, mâlove. How long ago did you lie down here?âÂ
âI donât know,â you reply, sniffling, feeling silly. âI donât have my phone. Less than an hour, I think.âÂ
Remus hums. âThatâs still a long while.âÂ
Honestly, you feel better just having your boyfriends here with you. Partly because of the security, of course, that you know you wonât faint and hit your head with no one to help you, but also, perhaps, thereâs a small part of you that enjoys their fussing. The concerned set of Siriusâ brow, the way Remusâ mouth puckers thoughtfully, how James keeps rubbing his thumb over your wrist like he can soothe your heart back into its regular rhythm.Â
âWell, then.â Sirius pats your hip, rising from his crouch. âNot much point in figuring it all out here, is there? Câmon, pretty girl, that step has to be killing your side.âÂ
Itâs true; you think the edge of the step probably leaves an indent in your waist after you let Sirius haul you up, supporting you down the stairs and over to the couch.Â
âI donât feel as dizzy as I was expecting,â you admit. âMaybe I was overreacting.âÂ
âYou?â Sirius exclaims, feigning astoundment.Â
âBetter to be safe,â says Remus. He claims a spot next to you quickly, as though seizing his opportunity. It makes your lips tug. âIâm glad you were careful, love.âÂ
You lean your head on his shoulder in a silent plea for coddling; he appeases you, pressing his lips to your hair while Sirius pinches the skin of your forearm gently. You watch him with mild interest.Â
âWhen was the last time you drank water?â he asks.Â
âUmâŚâ You think back.Â
Sirius lets go of your skin and tuts. âYeah, seems like itâs been long enough for you not to remember.âÂ
âOn it,â James announces, coming back from the kitchen with a large glass of water. He passes it to you over the back of the couch, and itâs so full a tiny bit spills over the rim onto your wrist, making you shiver. âItâs more common than youâd think for dehydration to do that to you. Gotta be careful.âÂ
âYes,â says Remus drily, though his arm comes around your shoulders. âRather easily avoidable.âÂ
You shrink, mumbling, âSorry,â into your glass.Â
James awws and bends over the back of the couch to plant a kiss on your head, his good cheer restored, genuinely now. âWe all forget sometimes, lovie.âÂ
âDonât enable her,â Sirius tells him. He cradles your arm in his hand, stroking the skin heâd pinched as though in apology for his treatment of it. âDonât listen to him. Itâs a grave oversight and you must repent forever.âÂ
âForever?â Your smile still feels weak, but youâre coming back to yourself some. âHow will I do that?âÂ
âMm,â Sirius takes to kissing your arm instead, mumbling with a sternness that borders upon silly, âstart with filling your water bottle every day before leaving the house, and at least three times after that.âÂ
You go quiet, gaze sliding to Remus skeptically.Â
He raises an eyebrow. âWhat?âÂ
âIs thatâŚreally how much Iâm supposed to have?â
His other eyebrow lifts, too. âYes.âÂ
âEvery day?âÂ
âYes.â Remus laughs, exasperated. âYes, thatâs the water intake your body needs.âÂ
âThereâs no way everyoneâs doing that.âÂ
âTheyâre not,â James agrees. âInstead, everyone is getting dizzy and calling us so we can go pick them up from halfway up the stairs.âÂ
You bring the glass back to your lips, muttering, âI didnât call, you just found me.âÂ
James kisses your head again, fiercely. âAnd we always will, lucky girl.â
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