#beautiful mooties

[mysteria157]

We are now in a new year and I’m a few days late with this post but even so, I find myself reflecting on a year of both challenges and growth.

This year taught me about resilience—through losing a lot and taking accountability, through working on my mental health when it felt like everything was falling apart, and somehow still managing to create beautiful memories along the way. Looking back, I'm proud of how far I've come, even on the days when it wasn't easy.

For 2025, I'm setting intentions that feel both exciting and a little scary: I want to focus on building deeper connections. I've always held back in friendships—afraid to seek more, afraid of wanting too much and being disappointed.

Sometimes social media and life can feel like we're all just skimming the surface, and I'm ready to break through that barrier. I’m easily overwhelmed and forget to message. I’ll want to connect, but fear being a burden. I am a loner, it’s true, but for the few that I do let in, I want to not be afraid of that. It’ll be hard, but I think I can do it.

I want to discover new parts of who I am, maybe find a hobby that lights me up, say yes to that one thing that always makes me nervous, or finally take that leap to finish my novel that's been living 9 chapters deep on Scrivener for months.

I'm ready to explore who I am without fear holding me back.

Yes, it can be lonely sometimes, wanting these deeper connections and pursuing self-discovery. But I'm learning that it's okay to want more—from my relationships and from myself. It's okay to take up space, to create, to seek out meaningful things, and to be honest about this journey along the way.

This blog has introduced me to so much. It’s helped me find my voice in my writing. It’s given me so many mooties and friends—writers, artists, readers, etc. It’s reignited my love for storytelling. It’s been such an incredible ride and I cannot wait to see what this year will bring.

Thank you to those who stuck by me. Thank you to those who encourage my debauched thinking lol. Thank you to those who help me realize how exhilarating life can be when I step outside my comfort zone just a little bit around those I trust.

Here's to the memories made, the lessons learned, and all the new chapters waiting to be written—both literally and figuratively. 💕

[deppytwistverse]

the 🐠 and 🐀 teatime

Minerva belongs to @revivemyreverie

[webism]

im a chronic dick sucker. its a condition atp. i cant stop sucking dick. my roommate was like "south i dont want you to suck my dick rn" and i got like so sad. he DENIED head bc i do it too much. anyways, i would suck the soul out of sukuna. me when TWO DICK SUKUNA>!!??? im also a lowkey monsterfucker so. literally slurping so hard. sucking the cum outta this man curse special object WHATEVER's dick.! one of them is gonna be down my throat at any given time. SUKUNA IS SUCH A GOD DAMN HEAD PUSHER. and toji but we aint talkin about his stinky butt. sukuna probably likes it when they gag (i dont, no gag reflex!) god help me and my PENIS obsession. i love sucking dick NO ONE UNDERSTANNNDSS UYGFGHDSAGSGgh

THATS SO REAL OF YOU dick sucker nation rise up we battle at dawn or whatever they say

sukuna is a throatfucker. he has you hang your head off the side of the bed so he can fuck ur throat like it’s a sleeve and points to not having a gag reflex bc that asshole would not stop once you start gagging ❌

and yes he is such a head pusher he’s so mean with it too, fuckin digs his nails into your scalp for some reason no clue why but it’s canon because i say so

[sammyluvr]

This Sam who accidentally gets turned into a werewolf (I imagine demon!Dean getting payback on Sam for when he got him turned into a vamp in season 6. Except lycanthropy is irreversible.) This Sam who tries to keep himself together and act human when all he wants to do is roll around in your bed after a hunt and absolutely smother you so you smell like *him*. Werewolf!Sam who's canines are just a little sharper than normal and he forgets about it sometimes so when he bites during sex he breaks blood and gets all whimpery in apology and licks it clean but doesn't stop pounding into you because honestly, you smell fucking great. Werewolf!Sam who tries out different cultural foods at first that include animal hearts but after a few tries gives up because he finds it tastes better raw. Werewolf!Sam who honestly feels dirty. He's never been clean. Infected with demon blood since he was 6 months and now he's a werewolf- doomed for purgatory. Werewolf!Sam who one night confesses to you after a hard full moon. He's woozy, all tired from scratching the flooring of the dungeon in the bunker. He confesses that he wishes he was just normal for you. To which you deny his claims- because yes, he's not entirely normal. But that's fine. He insists it's not. Because one day when the sun sets for the last time for you two, you'll be up in the sky while he'll be in purgatory with all the other dogs. You who comfort him and then ask him something that toes the line between being selfless and selfish. You ask him to turn you. Because you'd rather spend eternity in purgatory with him and the leviathans you'd put away than sip pina coladas in heaven all while knowing he was suffering. That you'd never see eachother again. Sam, who gets mad at you for even asking him such a thing. Who practically growls at you to not even think of that because he doesn't want to damn you to the same fate as him. And you, selfish yet selfless you who gets him to bite you when it's the full moon. You almost regret it. But you'd rather fight Chuck himself than be apart from him.

his canines :,) absolutely crying his canines would be so pretty.. i really like him licking up the little scratches he gives you :,)

super obsessed with this... thinking about madison here too... him feeling sooo guilty for being alive but having had to kill her OOO BROTHER just give him everything in the world to be guilty about won't we T_T IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT BABYGIRL I SWEARRR

NO BUT I DIDN'T EVEN THINK ABOUT THE PURGATORY THING UNTIL YOU BROUGHT IT UP... I'M DYING SCREAMING CRYING THIS IS NOT OKAYYYY WAHHHHH and yeah sam would be like never never never i would never do that :/// and to have him bite you when he's out of control during a full moon... oh man that's so fucked UPPP I CAN'TTT like ugh yes you'll be in purgatory together forever, you'll fight off everything you can together, you'll survive together just like always. but he'll be so hurt and upset :(( because honestly it feels like another violation of his autonomy. i mean he's so relieved to have you with him. but he thinks he deserves to go through this alone and he feels horrid that you're now stuck with him here forever :,) crying

but agh i love werewolf sam hehehe muah <33 and i love you!!!

[florestalio]

when a bad bitch tells me sumn, i’ll go “yes ma’am🫡” and you’re one of the hottest and baddest bitch (my angel actually🫶🏻)

I LITERALLY LOVE YOU OMG (me?? one of the hottest and baddest bitches you know?? ma'am YOU are the hottest and baddest bitch that I know, one who writes some of the most jaw dropping, saliva inducing, mind orgasmic fics in the entirety of enhablr ☝🏻)

[wyn0rrific]

that vitus/fulgrim drabble cracked my ribcage open and let my heart run out so i drew fanart _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):_ u r so amazing

HELLO OMG?????

and what if i start CRYING

hi hello jesus i am. immensely shocked. i posted the drabble right before work thinking no one would care but NO????

this is so pretty i love the way u draw him omg,,,,

[wwooyology]

i mean while we’re on the topic of vampy jake… might as well share these yk.

peak vampire jake.

I- um... lord save me now... 🫠🫠

[tetzoro]

​the urge to learn more about genshin grows every day bc i wanna understand my mooties selfships more !! :(

[cybervom1t]

Who are your favorite mutuals?

oh my god i have so many but off the top of my head uhmmm @lonliclub @ratstrash @cumcoveredange1 @girlnameddude @erotica-eviscerata @fairy-morbid @ghostgir-ll @imanipulate @notcariina @oxydated @p1llboxprincess @prettykn1v3s @r-4-p-3-d-0-ll @sanretsu @t0xe @vileverses @xanaxcumslut4 @xurdadbf @zero-drainers and like so many more that i’m forgetting rn but these are my heaviest hitters i love them more than anything

[a-mimic-and-a-jester]

reblog this with one of ur favorite lyrics from a song

"I woke up in the middle of my surgery, and I watched them botch my heart!!" -White knuckle jerk, Will Wood and the Tapeworms

[mysteria157]

Courtney!!! Happy Holidays! I’m so glad I met you this year on Tumblr and then you joined the server! 💖💖💖💖 I hope that our friendship can continue to flourish in 2025. It’s going to be a wild ass time, money but I’m hopeful that good things will happen. May you have everything you want and more in the upcoming year.

Happy Holidays beautiful Steph!!!

I’m so happy to have met you on here and strengthened our bond in the cafe. Here’s to a new year of laughter, giggling with increasing insanity over 2D men, and growth. I hope you had a wonderful holiday and that you’re new year is just as great 💕💕💕💕

[suguru-getos]

why i can't boop u????

(┬┬﹏┬┬)

skskhdsjsk cause i have disabled booping 😏 (no cus i just wanted to go to eep and my apple watch was buzzing lmfaoooo)

[webism]

Me reading the breathplay toji fic

me when you

[bigfatbreak1]

SHOUT OUT TO @talu-raleigh for drawing this little bitch. I'm honored to feature such tasty art on my smelly blog.

[koishua]

closest moots on blr?

@mosviqu my tumblr sister friend mother everything at once tbh we've stayed strong for years atp </3 not even far in age but it still feels like i was raised by her blog at some point and then by HER bar ily we even had two kids together (thinking about reviving blank journal? also k-mystics my little yellow abomination)

@kyuzuberri my little sister i want to adopt so badly i would move mountains for her my dear tumblrinas pls always be nice to her y'all i genuinely want to be with her irl but we're continents apartttt ;-; kyuzu ily bby (my rock actually)

@atrirose i always feel like bullying her is that my love language?? ily my precious i will bite your ankles we've been mooties for a WHILE now but got a lot closer this year i feel like 🤭🤭 i mean this in the nicest way possible but you have a very punchable cutie patootie image in my mind i LOVE talking with you always

@lebrookestore my fellow soldier we've gone through so much on this site im her biggest fan fr i don't even remember when we became friends but it was at the very beginning of the pandemic i feel like?? idk idk imy ily i always think of you. big slay big purr for brooke omg im getting emotional thinking bout the good ol' times :')

@i-luvsang my soulmate ;-; this is the emoji i always use whenever it's about ria bc that's actually me irl whenever i see her im so happy so so happy she's been my friend for so long ughhh if im a sunflower then she's my sun she's the light and guide of my life there's no one like maria for me i hope everybody knows this

@wonfilms not me having the best y/n moments with my favs who turn into my friends ahhhhhh she was the coolest ever ever ever and then she became MY coolest ever ever ever?? mine ppl back off we've been moots for a good while too now that i think about it hehe

bonus @bywons in a very funny way i have to cackle every time but it's a secret she's my little secret ily sru precious always

[fatuismooches]

Honestly- fragile reader hits close to home for me. I don’t often disclose details about my personal life, but I see too many similarities with how the reader is depicted with their illness. I have chronic issues with my body, which prominently include shaky hands and fatigue. Being shaky is aggravating for me. It makes me unsure of my movements and constantly makes me untrustful of my body, especially with my hands. So when I read back on some of your fics that include reader dealing with their symptoms it genuinely feels nice to read. I can’t help but imagine reader also having issues with trusting their body to work and feeling frustrated that they can’t get up from bed due to fatigue. Is that projecting? Yes, but I seriously cannot help it. fragile reader is comforting in a way I can sympathize with and understand, which is so cool 4 me.

I remember one of your fics involving fragile reader breaking a glass once. Thinking about it now, I remember all the times I had to be careful pouring a drink because of how shaky I was. Luckily, I never broke a glass. There were close calls though... We need more fragile reader appreciation!! 

Anywho I hope you're doing well, smooches! I love your latest fic, it is super sweet. also reading in the summer heat is not for the weak LOL

❤️❤️❤️ Thank you for sharing this with me Tom, it must have taken a lot of courage!! I cannot imagine how truly frustrating and tiring that must be for you and I am sorry, but I am really happy I am able to help you in some way with fragile reader writing, and i sincerely appreciate your appreciation for it! :) And yes Reader would totally feel that way. But Dottore and the segments (or the harbingers in general) would be patient and understanding toward you, take care of you and do whatever they need to make your life even a bit easier. Although they can't really take the feelings away, they would always be by your side when you need it. (And don't worry about projecting, that's welcomed here!)

I'm super happy you liked the fic!! I am also doing well, minus the fact i hate summer- i totally understand, the main reason the fic took so long to write was bc my motivation was sapped by this heat... 💀 i hope to begin working on a Dottore x fragile reader series + another fluff fic (need to write before school opens again 😔) but we'll see what the weather has to say about that... anyway, stay safe and HYRDATED out there. I hope you are doing well too!