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why does google show me stories pulled from its ass hairs every time i open it. what the fuck is this
#im deeply offended upset disgusted and ashamed of the human race#the moment these words traversed into mine eyeline i was immediately tormented with visions of the endtimes.#i saw humanitys downfall and it started with this image.#nyxi cant stfu
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bro fuck it im workposting. i did illustrations, i storyboarded, i directed. I did many cool things in 2024 and millions of people all over the world saw em. that has to count for something
#brawl stars#marcia#i dont workpost because i am deeply aware nobody here is here for brawl stars but on god i#i work and i create and its real#and there is a part of me thats ashamed because i know that brawls is not. like its not league of legends you know?#league of legends is something you post about#about the skin you helped create or sculpted#or the splash art you painted#its has that... value that is obvious even in the eyes of a person who has never played league#its a very mature visual language that historically calls for respect#meanwhile presenting brawl stars art feels like showing my anime girl oc to an art teacher#even mentioning an illust i created for a skin announcement for brawl stars feels so#so dollar store#so laughable#like noone would take me seriously#it feels like when you say you're an artist and then a person asks to see your art#and you show them and they get that soft soft look in their eyes that informs you that they had an image of who an “artist” is in their hea#and that you did not live up to it but all they'll say is 'oh thats nice'#bro help me im doing art elitism to myself#how can i simultaneously believe that art can be anything and yet only neoclassical realism has real value#i want to be creatively free yet all i do is fear the unimpressed looks of strangers
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Thinking about the fact that Mabel and Dipper didn't know they had two great uncles.
Yeah they are 12 and at 12 I had a shotty understanding of my family tree- But really? Nobody brought up their great uncle? Stanley? Especially since they'll be staying with his twin brother, Stanford?
Shermie never went to Stan's fake funeral, which to me means the twos relationship was strained on some level. If Shermie is older that means his view of Stan was poisoned in some way, that even as kids they weren't close. If the Shermie is younger then he never even got to meet Stan and all he knew about him was how he failed his family. Hell, people probably barely mentioned Stanley TO Shermie.
The fact that Stan had become a black stain upon the Pines family name makes me so vividly upset. Stanley faked his death and the family just- seemingly decided to strike him from the record. To pretend he didn't existed to spare themselves the sadness and shame.
Stanford and Shermie Pines. The only children worth mentioning of Filbrick and Caryn Pines.
It was never Stanford that was lost to the world. It was Stanley, ever since he had to leave New Jersy- it was always him that had to be struck from the record. Change his name, change his state, change his affiliations, destroy the remains of ghost that was Stanley Pines. Kill him so the family doesn't bring him up, doesn't ask questions, stops asking "Stanford" about his twin.
I just keep thinking about the fact that since the day he made one single mistake all the way up until Ford walks out of that machine- Stanley Pines was killed and did not exist. And Stan himself had no one to blame, he had to play the part in his own demise- He is the only one who ever knew Stanley was alive and has been for decades.
He lives in the multitudes of every personality he's ever taken, all in the hope that he himself can stop being Stanley Pines.
#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#STANLEYYYYYY#STANLEY THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU STANLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sharky rants#Just. Imagine the fucking shame you have to live with#the shame that you can never be yourself. That anything you were is unwanted and forgotten#The shame of just BEING- Of taking space of- of /breathing-/#Imagine the world; your friend; your family; your colleagues being so ashamed of having known you#that you feel more comfortable with a persona to present.#You feel more comfortable stealing the identity of someone you care for deeply if only to help#If only to feel capable for once. To feel like you belong- Like youre doing something good for once#Imagine the shame that brings you to be comfortable not being yourself for 40 years.#ALL CASE YOU BROKE ONE FUCKING PROJECT??????? COME ON#I mean- the deeprooted shame was started from earlier. He was 'the stupid twin“; 'the troublemaker”; “the cheat and thief”#This was a long time coming#But those werent MISTAKES- The one time he genuinely made a Mistake he lost everything#Like he really mattered so little to the people around him#and he cant really blame them.#My cousin is a genius. Hes smart and academically achieved since I was a baby.#The only thing I had that he didnt was my ability to draw. to be creative. The guy for the longest time had a better social life then me too#I used to get brought to tears seeing his accomplishments- seeing people praise him. The shame lived in me any time I had to see him#The shame that I was the black sheep of the family next to the golden standard for a son- for a student- for a friend.#when I was none of those things#And Im lucky he was my cousin- cause if he was my brother that would have haunted me EVERY DAY rather then once or twice a year#Im better with it now; Im more content with who I am- But trauma dump aside-#I very very very much understand Stans shame in being the stupid one. The unachieved one in a family full of achieved people#the shame thats angry at him for being better. at the family for treating him special. and most of all at yourself that you cant be better#its a visceral feeling that I sadly understand
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Anyway. Bi and Mspec Lesbians aren't a hotly "debated" topic or even new to queer culture, it's just the newest thing that bullies who REALLY want to be homophobic and even racist use to justify harassing gay people they don't like.
It's the thinnest possible veneer of progressive language wrapped around TERF and reactionary rhetoric so that they can feel righteous for forming an angry mob against vulnerable targets. If you're gullible enough to fall for the newest wave of bigotry within the queer community, and turn on your allies because they're "confusing" or "invading your spaces," the SAME way they turned on bi/pan labels, trans people, xenogenders, neopronouns, and aroace people before this, then get lost.
#No patience. Wither and rot.#These motherfuckers dogpiled the legend who leaked the no fly list because it identified as the wrong type of lesbian.#They will attack the people doing DIRECT ACTION over dumbfuck label discourse. Deeply unserious people.#Embarrassing to think that there are rubes out there who keep falling for this#For ALL our sakes I hope this is literally their first rodeos and they really haven't fallen for this bullshit twice.#But unfortunately I'm too old to be that hopeful.#I didn't get to see the big ''public block list'' made for us dirty queers who support or are bi/mspec lesbians but I hope I was on it#If a man is best judged by his enemies then exclusionists who echo terf rhetoric are the ones I WANT to have.#And ''public lesbian block list'' is in quotes because if you REALLY thought that such a thing wasn't a ''GO HARASS THESE PEOPLE'' charter-#--then you have a black mold where your brain used to be and it's rapidly eating into the bathroom tile you call a skull#Unironically you should not have a platform if you are THAT stupid or malicious to think it was anything BUT a harassment charter#I hope they're ashamed.#Context for those unaware: a flesh-eating amoeba created a public blocklist for people who supported bi lesbians#Minors and extremely small creators without big platforms were on that list#People got harassed but the most namely was Lockandkeyhyena who had people raiding his server with racial slurs and death threats.#I hope everyone involved sees who their ''allies'' are when they spread that sentiment.#A bunch of people ACTUALLY 'invading someone's space' to post the n-word and suicidebait.#THAT is who you appeal to. Sit with that.
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LOSING MY SHIT RN IN CASE U CARE
#dan and phil#shut up im talking#tommyinnit#tom Simons#jack manifold#jackmanifoldtv#danisnotonfire#daniel howell#phil lester#amazingphil#amazing phil#im losing my mind im so excited#this is one interest i used to be deeply ashamed of that i then reclaimed#to ANOTHER interest i used to be deeply ashamed of and am now reclaiming#this is huge#this ks a level up from ranboo meeting dan nd phil
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I know the AI stuff is stupid but.
This! This part of the interview. That's it. That's why.
How many people dare to live this? In the public eye no less. I'm not saying there are none but, man. It just gets me.
#käärijä#his is why you're loved so deeply#you are the epitome of unapologetic love and self-love#with all your imperfections#they belong there as to every one of us. and still we should not be ashamed.#i really really mean it when i call him saint jere#because to me he is the little demon angel that will save me by showing what is possible. if you love and cast shame aside.#sorry for the waxing lyrical but that got me good
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You introduce your friend to f1 thinking it’ll be so fun to have someone to talk to about your obsession and then they ask you things like “what’s brocedes” and “what’s webbonso” and suddenly you have to relive things like brocedes and webbonso
#these men changed the way my brain works and I am deeply ashamed to admit that but also… it is what it is I guess#Lewis Hamilton#formula one#f1#Fernando Alonso#nico rosberg#formula 1#mark webber#webbonso#brocedes
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SEX AND THE CITY 3x10 All or Nothing
It all felt so easy and so good. I was like the moth to the old flame.
#sex and the city#satc#satcedit#mygif#satcgif#tvedit#satc 3x10#carrie bradshaw#mr. big#carrie x big#userhallie#usercandi#usergiu#underbetelgeuse#usernessa#userotp#otpsource#romancegifs#filmtvcentral#tvfilmspot#filmtvtoday#cinemapix#smoking tw#hot take: they're perfect for one another#bc they're both deeply toxic and flawed individuals#and unfortunately i love them and i am ashamed
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Season 6 Buffy really just needed someone to give her good information about kink and BDSM and shit I'm not saying it would solve all her problems but I do think it would help with several of them.
#dylan says things#btvs#I had forgot just how deeply ashamed she is of enjoying kinky sex#like obviously she's ashamed of her relationship with Spike but she is also explicitly so worried about the type of sex they're having#its wild to rewatch the show there's so much i just didnt fully process or understand in my previous go through#cause the first and previously only time i watched it all the way through was in late elementary school#which btw. absolutely insane to be 11 years old watching Buffy and Spike fuck a house down with your parents sitting on the couch with you
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forgot I sketched this the other day, I like their silly outfits
#people go crazy with ideas of this episode of like ‘what if they made kirk and spock kiss🫢’ and yeah i’m there too#hopping on that train myself#spock is deeply apologetic and ashamed to have to intrude on the captain in this way and also like it. he is so guilt-core#and kirk being so yearn-y about it because he knows how uncomfortable spock must be and guilty that he also likes it#yeah#making the barbies kiss yk how it is#star trek#star trek tos#star trek the original series#spock#spirk#james t kirk#jim kirk#s’chn t’gai spock#once i remember the name of the episode i’ll tag it here#plato’s stepchildren
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my demons .......... my demons came out haiii haha
#danganronpa#drv3#danganronpav3#amasai#saimami#shuichi saihara#saihara shuichi#shuichi#saihara#rantaro amami#amami rantaro#rantaro#amami#pls forgive me#i relapsed into dr#LOOK AWAY!!#im deeply ashamed#i thouhjt about them again and. i just was like#haha i bought v3 when it went on sale . what if i#then i#fucking#RAGGHHHH
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If you get mad at Ayato for something he did in your dream he gets mad at himself with you because how dare a version of himself not be sickly devoted to you even if it’s just through your imagination
#riv rambles#he’s like#there is no excuse for this behavior I’m deeply ashamed to have caused you this distress#and he says it so seriously you’re like#well. how do I stay mad.
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"This is more about your ego and pride than Palestine" No its about putting pressure on a party that is supporting genocide
It's about logic
Biden and the DNC would rather cause dissent and dissatisfaction within their own party rather than call for a ceasefire
They know they can get away with it because they're a better option than Trump, because they know they could murder babies in front of you and you'll still vote for them.
So why would they call for a ceasefire when they don't need to?
That's why putting the pressure on them, saying they won't get our vote or saying we are looking for other options is so important.
Because that's the only way they will change.
By saying "Vote Blue No Matter Who", you give him and the DNC permission to permit genocide despite the vast majority of public opinion. You say they can do whatever they want because you will vote for them anyways.
You tell them they don't need to do anything else. That in fact they can do whatever they want. You've shown them you are so terrified of your own government that you would rather lie down and let it walk all over you than put any pressure on them at all
They have a year to make a change. Biden could end this all tomorrow, but why would he when he has you doing his dirty work?
#there is nothing to be proud of here there is no ego here#if anything i am deeply ashamed that my vote and my country has allowed this to get so bad and that my tax dollars have led to this#i didnt read the whole ask because it was abother essay but if you are implying im voting third party because of an ego you are part of#the problem here#but im sad because so many people i thought were friends or people i admired have shown they dont actually care abouot the world#if it were my country's people that biden was funding a genocide against they would still expect me to support it#i want desperately to never think about politics or any of this but when millions of lives are directly at the mercy of my government#the least i can do is not give them a pat on the back and look away for my own comfort#at least in finding out who to block and unfollow i guess#us politics#joe biden
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porcupine dilemma: no matter how strongly you desire intimacy, you will not put down your knife.
#crocodile has a possessiveness to him. mihawk is disgusted at it and at himself. for wanting to allow it.#the vibe was. crocodile grasping desperately as they get closer. as he realizes how deeply he actually trusts mihawk.#and mihawk is ashamed of his feelings. and much more used to loneliness than croc. but it becomes a struggle to keep his distance#and they cant ever really. stop being on guard. trusting someone not to hurt you isnt the same thing as letting your guard down.#there is a bit of a threat between them for a long time bc they know that they would kill each other if they had to.#you can come close to me but dont forget that i will tear your throat out.#ANYWAY. im obsessed.#one piece#sir crocodile#dracule mihawk#crochawk#wanitaka#op crocodile#op mihawk#hawkeyes mihawk#jart
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“no beta - we die like whizzer” my eye Twitches. and i start to throw things and go wild like a rabid monkey on adderall
#guys… what did we say about aids jokes…#in 2024 😞#falsettos#falsettos 2016#whizzer brown#whizzvin#i am deeply ashamed of you … 🙁
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grips you tightly and squeezes your big muscles amd maybe gives you a little kiss? but its not gay its for science
#alan wake 2#alan wake ii#remedyverse#tom zane#thomas zane#casper darling#puts all the art im deeply ashamed of on this blog#HASHTAG HOMOSEXUALS
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