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why does google show me stories pulled from its ass hairs every time i open it. what the fuck is this

#im deeply offended upset disgusted and ashamed of the human race#the moment these words traversed into mine eyeline i was immediately tormented with visions of the endtimes.#i saw humanitys downfall and it started with this image.#nyxi cant stfu
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bro fuck it im workposting. i did illustrations, i storyboarded, i directed. I did many cool things in 2024 and millions of people all over the world saw em. that has to count for something
#brawl stars#marcia#i dont workpost because i am deeply aware nobody here is here for brawl stars but on god i#i work and i create and its real#and there is a part of me thats ashamed because i know that brawls is not. like its not league of legends you know?#league of legends is something you post about#about the skin you helped create or sculpted#or the splash art you painted#its has that... value that is obvious even in the eyes of a person who has never played league#its a very mature visual language that historically calls for respect#meanwhile presenting brawl stars art feels like showing my anime girl oc to an art teacher#even mentioning an illust i created for a skin announcement for brawl stars feels so#so dollar store#so laughable#like noone would take me seriously#it feels like when you say you're an artist and then a person asks to see your art#and you show them and they get that soft soft look in their eyes that informs you that they had an image of who an “artist” is in their hea#and that you did not live up to it but all they'll say is 'oh thats nice'#bro help me im doing art elitism to myself#how can i simultaneously believe that art can be anything and yet only neoclassical realism has real value#i want to be creatively free yet all i do is fear the unimpressed looks of strangers
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Thinking about the fact that Mabel and Dipper didn't know they had two great uncles.
Yeah they are 12 and at 12 I had a shotty understanding of my family tree- But really? Nobody brought up their great uncle? Stanley? Especially since they'll be staying with his twin brother, Stanford?
Shermie never went to Stan's fake funeral, which to me means the twos relationship was strained on some level. If Shermie is older that means his view of Stan was poisoned in some way, that even as kids they weren't close. If the Shermie is younger then he never even got to meet Stan and all he knew about him was how he failed his family. Hell, people probably barely mentioned Stanley TO Shermie.
The fact that Stan had become a black stain upon the Pines family name makes me so vividly upset. Stanley faked his death and the family just- seemingly decided to strike him from the record. To pretend he didn't existed to spare themselves the sadness and shame.
Stanford and Shermie Pines. The only children worth mentioning of Filbrick and Caryn Pines.
It was never Stanford that was lost to the world. It was Stanley, ever since he had to leave New Jersy- it was always him that had to be struck from the record. Change his name, change his state, change his affiliations, destroy the remains of ghost that was Stanley Pines. Kill him so the family doesn't bring him up, doesn't ask questions, stops asking "Stanford" about his twin.
I just keep thinking about the fact that since the day he made one single mistake all the way up until Ford walks out of that machine- Stanley Pines was killed and did not exist. And Stan himself had no one to blame, he had to play the part in his own demise- He is the only one who ever knew Stanley was alive and has been for decades.
He lives in the multitudes of every personality he's ever taken, all in the hope that he himself can stop being Stanley Pines.
#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#STANLEYYYYYY#STANLEY THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU STANLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sharky rants#Just. Imagine the fucking shame you have to live with#the shame that you can never be yourself. That anything you were is unwanted and forgotten#The shame of just BEING- Of taking space of- of /breathing-/#Imagine the world; your friend; your family; your colleagues being so ashamed of having known you#that you feel more comfortable with a persona to present.#You feel more comfortable stealing the identity of someone you care for deeply if only to help#If only to feel capable for once. To feel like you belong- Like youre doing something good for once#Imagine the shame that brings you to be comfortable not being yourself for 40 years.#ALL CASE YOU BROKE ONE FUCKING PROJECT??????? COME ON#I mean- the deeprooted shame was started from earlier. He was 'the stupid twin“; 'the troublemaker”; “the cheat and thief”#This was a long time coming#But those werent MISTAKES- The one time he genuinely made a Mistake he lost everything#Like he really mattered so little to the people around him#and he cant really blame them.#My cousin is a genius. Hes smart and academically achieved since I was a baby.#The only thing I had that he didnt was my ability to draw. to be creative. The guy for the longest time had a better social life then me too#I used to get brought to tears seeing his accomplishments- seeing people praise him. The shame lived in me any time I had to see him#The shame that I was the black sheep of the family next to the golden standard for a son- for a student- for a friend.#when I was none of those things#And Im lucky he was my cousin- cause if he was my brother that would have haunted me EVERY DAY rather then once or twice a year#Im better with it now; Im more content with who I am- But trauma dump aside-#I very very very much understand Stans shame in being the stupid one. The unachieved one in a family full of achieved people#the shame thats angry at him for being better. at the family for treating him special. and most of all at yourself that you cant be better#its a visceral feeling that I sadly understand
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Just saw a license plate that said “MILF - Man, I Love Frogs” and thought of icon Hannah Finch
#yellowjackets#Yellowjackets spoilers#I tried to take a picture of it but then the driver gave me a weird look in the rear view mirror and I instantly felt deeply ashamed
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#ffxiv#emet selch#hythlodaeus#ff14#fanart#more pre transition hythades but in my 100 other settings i just shove them in#yes they did ballet training together you can see it in emet’s ramrod straight posture he somehow is incapable of dropping it#hythlodaeus still does stretches even as an adult he’s a flexy boy and kinda just glides in his movement - weird ephemeral grace to him#he’s lazy yes but he’s very fun motivated - he’s quit since emet did#loves taking a big fat nap after a good stretching session#if anything piques his curiosity hyth will haphazardly find the limits to it#does stupid shit like how many too spins is too much until he starts getting sick and barfs up lunch#now he just chills and since he’s a frequent party goer he just does all sorts of casual dancing#watch him tear it up on the dancefloor#he’s like that one guy in disco elysium#that egghead guy that hypes people up with his ‘HARDCORE TO THE MEGA’#keeps the party going#emet gets roped in but there’s only so much he can take#he’s been an old man since he was a very young girl#young girl old man styling got that little my swag#emet’s really funny to think about when he’s younger bc he’s so ashamed of his youth#like imagine being some kind of uncontrollably angry little girl#like fucking livid#with high aptitude for magic#sorcery is so deeply rooted in a wielder’s emotions so like can you imagine the potency of his fireballs#he probably set shit on fire with just how intensely he stared at someone he young girl beefed with#he just remembers and dies from cringe#hyth still thinks he’s still cringe (endearing)#forever suffering from cringe#as nature intended
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SEX AND THE CITY 3x10 All or Nothing
It all felt so easy and so good. I was like the moth to the old flame.
#sex and the city#satc#satcedit#mygif#satcgif#tvedit#satc 3x10#carrie bradshaw#mr. big#carrie x big#userhallie#usercandi#usergiu#underbetelgeuse#usernessa#userotp#otpsource#romancegifs#filmtvcentral#tvfilmspot#filmtvtoday#cinemapix#smoking tw#hot take: they're perfect for one another#bc they're both deeply toxic and flawed individuals#and unfortunately i love them and i am ashamed
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LOSING MY SHIT RN IN CASE U CARE
#dan and phil#shut up im talking#tommyinnit#tom Simons#jack manifold#jackmanifoldtv#danisnotonfire#daniel howell#phil lester#amazingphil#amazing phil#im losing my mind im so excited#this is one interest i used to be deeply ashamed of that i then reclaimed#to ANOTHER interest i used to be deeply ashamed of and am now reclaiming#this is huge#this ks a level up from ranboo meeting dan nd phil
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I know the AI stuff is stupid but.
This! This part of the interview. That's it. That's why.
How many people dare to live this? In the public eye no less. I'm not saying there are none but, man. It just gets me.
#käärijä#his is why you're loved so deeply#you are the epitome of unapologetic love and self-love#with all your imperfections#they belong there as to every one of us. and still we should not be ashamed.#i really really mean it when i call him saint jere#because to me he is the little demon angel that will save me by showing what is possible. if you love and cast shame aside.#sorry for the waxing lyrical but that got me good
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You introduce your friend to f1 thinking it’ll be so fun to have someone to talk to about your obsession and then they ask you things like “what’s brocedes” and “what’s webbonso” and suddenly you have to relive things like brocedes and webbonso
#these men changed the way my brain works and I am deeply ashamed to admit that but also… it is what it is I guess#Lewis Hamilton#formula one#f1#Fernando Alonso#nico rosberg#formula 1#mark webber#webbonso#brocedes
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Season 6 Buffy really just needed someone to give her good information about kink and BDSM and shit I'm not saying it would solve all her problems but I do think it would help with several of them.
#dylan says things#btvs#I had forgot just how deeply ashamed she is of enjoying kinky sex#like obviously she's ashamed of her relationship with Spike but she is also explicitly so worried about the type of sex they're having#its wild to rewatch the show there's so much i just didnt fully process or understand in my previous go through#cause the first and previously only time i watched it all the way through was in late elementary school#which btw. absolutely insane to be 11 years old watching Buffy and Spike fuck a house down with your parents sitting on the couch with you
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Gonna say something controversial.
Ford Pines is a nuanced character who is neither good nor bad. Absolving him of his crimes is actively a detriment to his character and does a disservice to the storytelling of Gravity Falls, but defining him exclusively by his mistakes without taking the time to understand him is a purposefully bad faith take that actively makes your enjoyment of the show worse.
He is neither a good or bad person, because "good" people and "bad" people aren't real. There's just people. And people fuck up sometimes.
If no one fucked up and if no one held onto those fuckups sometimes out of sheer desperation, the world of fiction would be way more boring, unengaging, and dull.
Ford Pines is a mess and I don't want him to be sanitized or demonized. I just want him to be a mess.
Thank you
#sorry someone keeps sending bad ford takes into a server i'm in and they're getting to me#he's a prideful and arrogant man and also deeply insecure and compensating for that with ego#he wants to be a good person and do the right thing while accepting influence from the worst people in his life because he respects them#he's placed his entire self worth on a pedistal because everyone else held him to that bar#and he'll never reach it because he keeps putting it up higher and higher before he even can#like he coulda published his research at any time but chose not to because he wanted to make a wave in science so big he couldn't be ignore#he felt like if he wasn't someone extraordinary then there was no point to him at all because he cannot be ordinary#it's either excel or be outcasted. and he was done being outcasted#so he used that to build himself up as compensation for that looming feeling#and as a result he tried to reach up as high as he could and took bad deals#bill made it clear; it's the hillbilly or me. he's going to betray you. and as soon as ford thought bill was right it was joever#bill manipulated him onto that train of thought but he ultimately made that call at Greasy's that night#that's the fun part! there's the nuance!!#ford wouldn't have acted that way without bill's influence but bill did not actively tell him to treat fidds like that#it's so interesting because it's so layered and intertwined. so many variables rely on each other to happen.#this is a good man pushed in the worst direction possible by a being who intends him harm and ford is nonethewiser until it's too late#idk why it's controversial to say that i like my ford messy but here we are. i like him messy. he's not an angel but he's not a demon eithe#he's a goddamn human and the show treats him like one#journal 3 and TBOB also support this. hell TBOB's entire *point* was to show how bill managed to manipulate him#and show the horrors that came after. then it showed us that ford has nothing to be ashamed of there. it's not his fault#no one in his family blames him or thinks he's stupid for falling for bill. why do some people think he is or think TBOB thinks he is?#i dont get it#dimond speaks
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forgot I sketched this the other day, I like their silly outfits
#people go crazy with ideas of this episode of like ‘what if they made kirk and spock kiss🫢’ and yeah i’m there too#hopping on that train myself#spock is deeply apologetic and ashamed to have to intrude on the captain in this way and also like it. he is so guilt-core#and kirk being so yearn-y about it because he knows how uncomfortable spock must be and guilty that he also likes it#yeah#making the barbies kiss yk how it is#star trek#star trek tos#star trek the original series#spock#spirk#james t kirk#jim kirk#s’chn t’gai spock#once i remember the name of the episode i’ll tag it here#plato’s stepchildren
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If you get mad at Ayato for something he did in your dream he gets mad at himself with you because how dare a version of himself not be sickly devoted to you even if it’s just through your imagination
#riv rambles#he’s like#there is no excuse for this behavior I’m deeply ashamed to have caused you this distress#and he says it so seriously you’re like#well. how do I stay mad.
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"This is more about your ego and pride than Palestine" No its about putting pressure on a party that is supporting genocide
It's about logic
Biden and the DNC would rather cause dissent and dissatisfaction within their own party rather than call for a ceasefire
They know they can get away with it because they're a better option than Trump, because they know they could murder babies in front of you and you'll still vote for them.
So why would they call for a ceasefire when they don't need to?
That's why putting the pressure on them, saying they won't get our vote or saying we are looking for other options is so important.
Because that's the only way they will change.
By saying "Vote Blue No Matter Who", you give him and the DNC permission to permit genocide despite the vast majority of public opinion. You say they can do whatever they want because you will vote for them anyways.
You tell them they don't need to do anything else. That in fact they can do whatever they want. You've shown them you are so terrified of your own government that you would rather lie down and let it walk all over you than put any pressure on them at all
They have a year to make a change. Biden could end this all tomorrow, but why would he when he has you doing his dirty work?
#there is nothing to be proud of here there is no ego here#if anything i am deeply ashamed that my vote and my country has allowed this to get so bad and that my tax dollars have led to this#i didnt read the whole ask because it was abother essay but if you are implying im voting third party because of an ego you are part of#the problem here#but im sad because so many people i thought were friends or people i admired have shown they dont actually care abouot the world#if it were my country's people that biden was funding a genocide against they would still expect me to support it#i want desperately to never think about politics or any of this but when millions of lives are directly at the mercy of my government#the least i can do is not give them a pat on the back and look away for my own comfort#at least in finding out who to block and unfollow i guess#us politics#joe biden
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“no beta - we die like whizzer” my eye Twitches. and i start to throw things and go wild like a rabid monkey on adderall
#guys… what did we say about aids jokes…#in 2024 😞#falsettos#falsettos 2016#whizzer brown#whizzvin#i am deeply ashamed of you … 🙁
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My sister: You sound the least like you’re from here
Me: Yeah, I burnt the West Virginia out of my accent years ago.
Me: I just recently started dropping the g’s off my action verbs again
My sister: That’s a conscious decision that you’re making?
My sister: *loud judging*
#all communication has a varying degree of intentionality to it#also like I’m a larger city in WV. I never had a thick Appalachian accent#why’d you try to get rid of your accent?#simple. I’m deeply ashamed to be from a place when people make conscious decisions to harm you your family and your community#this is a statement true about West Virginia and the United States as a whole
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