#bcz we have that superpower!

[zhouxiangs]

(1/2) hi. So i have to talk about the delicious toxic relationship between Way and Babe that series has served us. ( let's remove Charlie out of equation for a while).

True that everyone says it's because of Way manipulation powers their real friendship turned toxic. But I feel even if we take out Way superpowers out of equation for a while, their friendship was always toxic. And very deliciously toxic.

Hear me out, it's because Way is depressive person who isolates himself leaving no room for anyone to reach out to him.

I'll get back to this point later, but before lets go to beginning when Way was in Tony house. After Pete left ,Tony must have gotten crueler and dumped all the abuse on Way, making sure to keep this only enigma in his full control. How did Tony ordered Way to go impregnate Babe? Surely it couldn't be a just one sentence order like' go get this man and bring me baby'. 🙄 We know Tony manipulates all his kids with love and emotions, until he loses it finally. So wouldn't Tony have constantly manipulated a teenager Way into that there's a special alpha who only belongs to Way and Way only and he should go get him if he wants happiness in his life. ( in ep 1 Alan advices Way to confess, Way answer seemed like he really believe Babe will eventually come back to the person to whom he really belongs). So doesn't that mean even Way feelings for Babe are manipulated and planted in his head from beginning?🤔 I have no idea. This is so fucked up. But I do believe Tony successfully made Way believe in all those years that if he wants to get out of this trap, Babe is the only key.

For now lets go with general consensus that Way does approaches Babe with a purpose, but he starts caring about Babe and Alan for real as the time goes. (Reminding you again that I have taken Way powers out of equation for a while bcz this character has too many layers for me to understand in one go. )

In those flashbacks it seemed Way and Babe were really happy together achieving their dreams. And they WERE happy. I believe while at some points Babe bared his past, his pain, his traumas, his dreams to his friend, Way listened to all of it and was always there for other. ( The motivation behind this bcz of mission or bcz he genuinely interested in babe already or bcz he's kind of person who listens. Maybe all,maybe none. Idk.) In ep 1 Way says if he doesn't know everything about Babe then who else. And it's TRUE. Way really knows very much about Babe bcz he has always paid attention to other's emotional needs and felt a connection with him while in process. And that's why he fell so deeply. ( bcz love is exactly that, when we feel connection with someone). No matter if it's friendship love, or romantic love or just affection.

But ..but, what about Babe? From those flashbacks i feel Babe also felt something for Way, in beginning, even for a while. How could that love starved, super sensory guy not notice how much someone was caring for him? But could he form a connection with other on deep level to say it's love? No, he couldn't. Because unlike Babe, Way is isolated, depressed person who finds it difficult to share what goes through his mind. Unlike Way, Babe doesn't really knows anything about Way because Way never really allows anyone to come close to his actual real thoughts and feelings.

Surely Babe must have tried in beginning to get closer to other on same level, to listen about Way past,his problems. But couldn't as Way pretends to be all okay. So maybe with time Babe came to conclusion subconsciously that Way has no same emotional needs or problems, that Way doesn't need same care from him. Without that connection, Babe felt no romantic spark was there in between them and put those feelings under friendship.

Way has his own huge baggage too. When Babe felt loved with Alan and Way cuz he was honest, Way himself was always ALONE even in company of Babe and Alan, as he was trapped in his own mind. Those precious moments which only meant happiness and familial love for Alan and Babe, in them sure Way could forget about his initial lies for some moments but the tinge of guilt always stayed there preventing him from feeling full happiness.

Way gave his all, constantly but never thought of taking or couldn't dare to. But he does needed help. A lot of it actually. And that's when relationships turns toxic bcz healthy relationships are about equal give and take. We saw it in series many times, whenever Way has some problem with other,he never confronts him directly about it, but he mopes in corner, alone. ( Way didn't tell Babe that he's feeling left out until Babe himself comes to find him in ep 6. Even in ep 7, after being ditched on dinner, he goes in corner and Babe comes to find him). I think those fights are normal occurrence for them, even before Charlie came, but they weren't in beginning but started some time after, the first sign of their falling apart friendship.

Way needed to be listened but couldn't say first and In the end, Babe is always left guessing other's thoughts and that starts to frustrates him with time. ( Because Babe is not good with guessing or seeing people beyond for what they are representing themselves as ). Way stars to feel exhausted and empty with time by just giving, considering he was also stalling Tony for 10 frigging years.

When Way constantly says if you have problem come to me, he might have been asking for help himself. And babe always replies with ' yeah,i know'. Not for once does Babe says if you have problem, you can also come to me. Like Babe was conditioned to always being the one to receive care from other. He stopped wondering or never wondered if vice versa could be possible too. In ep 1/2 when Way shows him rumors on phone, Babe just dismisses it saying Way is always the one who handles all matters beyond racing for him. Babe was too much used to Way always being there for him to look after his matters. Way obviously start to feel drained with this one sided care.

It started to get toxic, they start to fight more and Way conditioned himself to show his real thoughts even less, yada, yada. The communication between them failed more and gap widened.

But they both still held on to it, way too tightly that it was choking them. And I mean both. Because that's the only place from where they received whatever form of love.And this doomed friendship exploded with Charlie entry, when Babe felt he could get his emotional and sexual needs fulfilled at one place and stopped giving Way time. When in ep 6, Way says it's enough for you if I'm just by your side., he really meant it as he realised Babe doesn't care to stand by his side the same.

In ep 7 when Babe says to Alan after their fight that it's bcz of what Way said in past that he couldn't dare to love. (Sure Way said that but I thought main reason was until Charlie he couldn't get closer to anyone bcz all those alphas stink to him. 🤔. Plothole?? ) Hey, but a good sign of toxicity from Babe himself bitching about his best friend to another friend. And that Babe himself was getting fed up of this friendship where they couldn't understand each other anymore. but still held on. Why? Bcz it was easy, bcz guilt, bcz he still cared. Maybe all, maybe none.

Babe says it many times that Way is most important person in his life, his only friend whom he cares about a lot. He believes it But he couldn't reach out to Way, couldn't really help other, couldn't see him. Way thought he gave Babe everything he could ever need for other to love him back, but didn't give his real wounded self, didn't give other the chance to really connect, to help him, To form a real bond. Really deliciously toxic😌, I would say it's poisoned. If somehow Way blurted out his feelings to other before in 10 years and these two would have gotten in relationship, it would have been so suffocating that none of them could breathe.

Now, lets bring back Way powers. Actually I don't really have clear idea of how often, how much, since when and in what way did Way used his powers on Babe to manipulate him. Way powers ranges from making someone sleep, paralyze, commanding them to do exactly that to just planting ideas. If it was just for Tony mission , wouldn't it be easier to force Babe in beginning Or make other fall in love with him with his powers instead of torturing himself in this toxic relationship for a decade? ( another reason why I feel Tony sent him with the idea that Babe belongs to him. Yk, soulmate kinda thingy , I'm sorry I don't know much about omegaverse. And so why Way was waiting forever ) Yet he never crossed that line with other except planting ideas that he was always there for Babe. Until of course Charlie came. As his desperation grew and he became bolder.

Now I have many other questions too, why he was saying to Babe that no one would love us, it's better to be alone. If he wanted Babe to fall for him, how would this even work? Shouldn't the manipulation be like, look how much am I caring for you, no one can love you more than me, reminding other of his good deeds at every point? Like remember how Vegas used to say to Porsche that how he is better in this, better in that and different unlike Kinn who is too heartless and impulsive. Isn't that how a selfish manipulator mind works?

Now lets go back to how I said Way felt connection with Babe when Babe must have revealed his trauma to him. I'm sure Way couldn't felt more closer to anyone other than him after hearing those things. Did it gave him consolation like two prisoners in same cell? But unlike Way, Babe with time must have dared to get out of this cell and Way couldn't dare as Tony was still breathing on his neck behind the scenes, fearing loneliness so he held Babe closer. Also Way could see the cage that Tony has put over them that Babe couldn't and Way really believed he could keep Babe safe only by keeping him with himself. ( that makes me wonder What were the terms of Tony if Way failed in the task? Was Tony going to send some other enigma or was he going to kidnap Babe then force him and sell him? If Babe fell for some other alpha, wouldn't it be a clear sign Way failed?) Or Way felt he alone was trapped in his own trauma and Tony has conditioned him in believing Babe is the only key. Way couldn't use or hurt Babe cuz he really cared for him but also he couldn't let this key go away from himself cuz then he would felt there literally is no hope for him.

How exhausting it is to pretend to be okay and happy for 10 years in front of your family kinda friends ? Babe was the anchor he held on to as Tony showed him. Even surrounded by people all the time, he was still alone trapped in his thoughts and weaving the trap more and more day by day with guilt, lies, that there was no space left for anyone to come closer to real self. It was only until Pete who literally crawled in his mind to read him.

I still don't really know what exactly driven him to do things the way he did. He is too complicated, in addition to above mentioned points he could also be carried jealousy, possession, obsession etc, etc.

And what exactly did he aspire to want from Babe? Love? Freedom? A sense of belongingness? Help?

Way is a character with so so many layers on whom I still don't have a clear reading as most people here have only two reactions to him either they hate him or love his face. But Way is more than a pretty sad pathetic face with horrible character. His eyes always expresses his villainous deeds doesn't stems out of lust or bad reasons but of trauma and fear. That alone makes him a very unique villain than those one dimensional cartoonish villains, better than Tony and Winner.

Does that negate him from what he did to Babe? No. Not at all. What he did all those years and what he was trying to do in ep 9 is definitely horrible and fucked up shit. He betrayed his only friend of years in worst way possible, when he could have chosen differently. Babe doesn't deserve any of that shit.

But that's not the point, I'm talking about here. The point is how a genuine happy friendship of people stemming from same origin as we saw in those flashbacks turned so so toxic to reach at this ugly point and how beautifully it was portrayed, their fallout, their flashbacks.

I have only started this series a week ago, so I don't know what happened but i feel fandom has majorly divided itself in two groups of Charlie haters and Way haters. And it makes me sad when they carry biased views towards these characters, also because of novel spoilers when clearly series characters are more in depth. Idk, someone said it before but character or their dynamics are not meant to put in just two categories of hate or like by putting our moral compasses on it. They are meant to tell a story. Characters aren't always simple to understand but complex, interesting or uninteresting. And It's not fair to judge every single thing in this fiction by actual world logic because by that logic Dean and Winner are also tragic characters and right on their own because this competition was definitely never fair to them, and they deserve most sympathy. But that's not what series is about, we need to roll by what they portraying and understand why, instead of pushing our own judgements on this fictional omegaverse .

(2/2) And i wish people would stop judging with comments like how could people still like Way. Like come on, this is 2024. When I say I like Way, it doesn't mean i support real life SA. What kind of fcking logic is this?? it means the character is interesting to me. When he says things like I never thought of hurting my family after clearly hurting and betraying his friend, he makes me curious where the hell is he coming from to say things like this. He makes me curious why he never confessed in 10 years and instead resorted to condition his friend into being dependent on him. How fucked up he is in his head to cry after attempting to force himself on his friend ?

Way deserves more reactions than simple hate, and dismissing him of his complexity. Babe and Way ( and Charlie) deserve more than people blaming and defending them and praising their beauty.

Like please 😭look past their fixed ships, these characters have so much more story to say, their interrelationships are beautiful too. Do you people really wanna see just two boys kiss and just hea? No drama? That's boring!!! And i would say pit babe is the only bl to achieve this, showing bonding between characters outside of fixed pairs.

Similarly putting our own judgement on characters choices, like ' how Babe could even think of saying he could forgive Way one day after this all. I would never. ' it's annoying. We are not Babe. Instead why not be curious that why Babe said so? Babe himself is not a simple character but has his own complexities. Even after being betrayed by everyone he loves, he is still full of compassion and he opens his heart for love again and again.

Babe was grieving two closest things to his heart, his lover and his most important friendship. He was very alone, and sidelining his hurt by putting all energy on his revenge on Tony. The friend who always said come to me whenever something bothers you, That friendship whom he needs the most now, doesn't exist anymore. It's still unbelieving bcz few days before he had everything in the world. And then the said ex friend comes to apologises and asks if things could go back. Babe hopes for the same too, cuz he still can't believe he has nothing left now. Babe hopes, for things to go back too when he had Charlie and everything, and stop hurting so he says maybe one day, but not soon. No matter how much people hate it, Way was a very important person to Babe and 10 years of feelings doesn't disappear in one day and neither the hurt of betrayal from same person. It hurts too deep. His reaction might have been different if Charlie was alive. Of course their friendship is too broken to mend again, but hoping of different circumstances is another thing. And i also liked this reaction bcz it showed the hints of their toxic dependent relationship. They had already let go of it all but still, still after all this horrible betrayal, they still kinda hanging on. Bcz despite everything Babe believes or want to believe that not everything was a lie.

In ep 10, After losing Charlie, first place he goes to seek was Way, when naturally he would have barged in Tony house like before. But Babe was still hurting from that betrayal and he needed answers from Way. ( See how even this time Way was moping in corner and Babe has to come confront him first. It's nothing I just like the pattern. In ep 12, first time Way seeks other out to communicate and it wouldn't have happened if not for Pete.)

And compassion is a far thing but wishing death upon Way character is just too much. Isn't it better for him to stay alive, repent for the hurt he gave to others and heal himself too. Cuz u can't deny he clearly needs help.

Arghh. Thanku for entertaining my giant thesis. I was gonna talk about Babe and Way relationship but somehow ended up with Way character analysis. Their toxic relationship feels most compelling and really stands out to me. It's so rare to see such a well written relationship in bls. there's is lot more to unpack, and i was so in feels that I has to write something. I'll write thesis on Charlie some other day but he's perfect for Babe bcs with him Babe doesn't have to guess as Charlie is pretty straightforward with his needs and emotions ( I mean aside from initial lies and fake death he is honest and communicates, which makes it easy for Babe.). While Way emotional baggage was too much for Babe to handle. Since Pete volunteered himself so good luck to them, as he's the only one who can really reach out to him.

hi anon! thank you for sending this, sorry it took me a few days to reply and this isn't really a proper response (sorry about that), i was saving this in case way got the end that i feared and. well.

i really just wanted to say that i love your reading asdsa and share it bc some of us are coping with today's ep by rolling in waybabe tragedy (i'm some of us) and this is just perfect for that. for the record i don't think waybabe could have ever happened, they're sooo one-sided and painful and delicious to me <3

also about the times way used his power on babe and the not daring to love: to me it was clear that it was from the beginning something they both thought about themselves and what brought them close (something that way did tell babe twice? during the series once he started to make him stop loving charlie. lol as if he could.) and that stopping babe from loving someone was something new for way. i don't think there was anyone that was a thread before, alpha smell or not; i think babe fell in love with charlie because it was charlie.

Babe himself is not a simple character but has his own complexities. Even after being betrayed by everyone he loves, he is still full of compassion and he opens his heart for love again and again.

babe is my perfect angel baby full of love and forgiveness and i can't believe we got that twice in this ep, i love him so much.

[cloudsspoke]

Half of our heart wants  them to be happy, but the rest of it also feel the pain&worry too.. That’s why people call us “Fangirl”.

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no please no, not yet, not my oppayam,  eversince I knew eric will is going to get married, my heary became worried, maybe because I know wannie will be, possibly, can be next, I need to be happy for him when that time comes, but its will still hurt me, I know 

I CAN FEEL IT WHAT YOU FEEL IT, hon. I,somehow, sense about it too. About the possibility uri Dongwan oppa will be the next member who will tie the knot after Eric ( and somehow feel the time will approaching very soon …. ) 

And what makes it double sucks for me, after looooonngg and serious deep thinking about “ Who is my favourite member in Shinhwa ”, here I am, foolishly picks Dongwan to be the member I favour the most, just because he’s the only one who smart enough to quit from smoking .

eventho to be compared with you, who definitely has been Shinhwa’s fans for a long periode, I know i’m nothing since i just following this whole fandom for  61days ( exactly on eric’s bday date , yes my whole life has never be the same after that day ) 

it’s like, i feel like i dont have any rights to feel the pain due to this eric’s wedding news because i’m just a new girl fall into this fandom, i dont have any rights to feel worry about who’s member will getting married after eric, but dont know why i feel this strong emotionally attached to shinhwa, so yes, I could feel what you feel about worrying over Dongwan .

I said, as for Eric’s stan, hearing this news may be their doomsday ( their pre-doomsday was  when Dispatch disclosed Eric’s dating news in public ). But the scariest part is, for non Eric’s stan, the whole thing is like our Pre-Doomsday. Eric’s wedding news give us an ultimate warning, like “ YAA ALL OF YOU BETTER YOU PREPARE EVERYTHING BEFORE YOU FACE THE REAL DOOMSDAY ! ”, they told us, warned us, to be physically & mentally alarm with things that might happen next.

Luckily, isn’t my first time to experience such a shitfeel like this. I cried when I saw Sungmin Super Junior’s wedding ceremony video. I cried so hard, when Sungmin is just my 2nd bias. He ever said that he’ll be the first Super Junior member to get married, and when he did, it made me cry harder. The feeling is always in between happy and sad. So I guess it’ll be the same with Eric , and maybe for the rest member.. 

So, from my point of view as a new fan,  I guess after all this time Shinhwa always make their fans to fully expect at the unexpected things right? Like they keep on teasing their fans by saying “ No, you aint seen nothing yet from us ” or say “ Just wait for some more & try not to be off guard ” .

From releasing the Nude photobook, quit from SM, fight for their name, hiatus for 4 years but able to comeback & fulfill their promise to fans, their past dating issues, Hyesung&Andy gambling cases, etc etc , I guess Shinhwa Changjos are bunch of super strong fans who able to cope everything that Shinhwa throws to them. Am I right ???

And yes, back to Dongwan …

He already an old meat and also flapflap so dont make it harder for him by delaying his marriage ^^ Lol, and I want to see little Baby Wannie too ^^ because I believe, with the existence of that future baby, we will be able to see Dongwan smile even more. Just picture it, hon. Uri Dongwannie oppayam holds his baby and his smile never left his face for any single second, and he grow more wrinkles on his eyes because what he does all the time is just smiling from ear to ear. Whoa I want to see such a view like that for sure ! 

But I wont lie, as a delusional & full of hallucination & crazy fangirl, I will feel -not a pang-, but lot of jealousy for Dongwan’s wife. Because I ship Dongwan with Minbong so fuckin much !!! Lol XD

It’s normal to feel in between, because we are fangirl .

Dont forget that all Shinhwa Changjos are born to be the strongest fangirl ever because we adore 6 craziest man that will nonstop rockin our life back and forth.

[vendetta-if]

Hello! I just found ur game today and i finished reading the demo <3 I LOVE IT AAAAAA here's the list of things i like:

1) Ash. ????? He's so sweet help?!?!?! I LOVE HIM. Dear ash u have successfully own my heart, u have them wrapped in ur pretty fingers the second page u appear

2) Dad, I love you w/ all my cold dead heart<3 DAD?! DAD!!! DON'T DIE PLS DAAAAAD NOOOOOOO tHE ANGST HELP ME I'm so sad now :( pls i need a snippet w/ happy moments to heal from this trauma :')

3) Uncle Luka strides across the lobby as if he owns the place. Oh wait, he does.

AHAHAHHAHAHA I'M DYING uncle i love you too :'D

4) Mom, respectfully, 🖕🏻

5) Also, mr. Takashi u r freaking me out a lil bit...... you're uh.... A little bit uhh... creepy...?

6) Well, actually, he has the bad habit of blinking in near someone without any warning and scaring the shit out of them.

😂Uncle u r my soulmate

7) oh no, there's rin!..... and they stole my heart too! What do i do?!??...... haaaaaaaaaa

8) oh god the fighting scenes are so cool!!?! perfercto<3 oh mc is so cool. I'm so glad we can be cool<3 hehe

9) awww yeah my first kill! Scratch that, it's five!!! I killed five people yall!

10) oh my god please stop flirting right in front of us! You guys r cute, really but gods,

Alright, that's already too much detail about your uncle's sex life for tonight.

Not for tonight yo, for ever.

11) #the reason why i killed 5 ppl bcz i rlly rlly don't want to disappoint uncle & grandpa help #cuz mc is morally dubious/grey character, yay? yay!

.... Hmmmmmmmm oh lastly!!!!!

Thank you so much for creating this

glorious✨

Magnificent, beautiful, absolutely trophy worthy game! I love it so much mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmh! I i love all the characters (oh they have so much life!) I love the fighting scenes (superpower badass?! Count me in!) I love how we can choose revenge as our main goal (f u distorted voice person. I will hunt u down to the ends of the earth. And I'll take everything u ever hold value, then let you live, cause life can be ur greatest blessing or ur cruelest nightmare, and I'll make sure you'll never have a peaceful dream for the rest of your counting days.), i love the family dynamics <3, i love how ur game can make me feel (oh the moral dilemma.... i almost almost let the cop live... but what abot uncle+grandpa disappointment?!?! I-i can't live with that! So off with ur head lil hypocrite police officer man!)

....sorry that's another paragraph......... I'll uh I'll stop now.... heheh... Sorry again if this bothers you, i won't send it again if it is.... :')

Okay! Have a good day/night/life dear author <3! Here have a 🍰🍩🎠 to light up ur time! Adios~

Aww thank you so much for the kind words 🥰 And don’t worry! I love reading these little snippets of comments on sections of the demo! 😁

Ash is only sweet for MC and Luka for now, of course ☺️ They’re mostly prickly and abrasive towards other people 😆

And yes 😭 Viktor… He’s such a good and loving dad 🥺 In case you haven’t read it yet, I recently released one of the Patreon side stories for public in celebration of hitting the 2K followers here! Here’s the link to the story! It’s a wholesome and fluffy side story, so hopefully it’ll help you recover from the angst 😆 I also have another 2-part side story from Viktor’s POV on my Patreon 😄

Please forgive Takashi, he’s just still a bit heartbroken about Viktor 😔 He’s usually a (pretty deadly and ruthless) himbo 😄 And glad you’re loving Luka as well 😂 He sometimes takes too much liberty with his teleporting/blinking ability 😆

It is indeed hard to not get charmed by Rin 😩 You might not have to choose between Ash and Rin 😉 (And yes guys, Ash and Rin poly is currently planned although might not get implemented right away yet since I’ll need some additional planning to accommodate it).

And yes, gotta make MC fight with style, you know? 😂 Gotta be cool and all, like Luka. Also, I’m a bit touched that your MC agreed to kill 5 people to make Grandpa and Luka proud 🥺 They would most certainly be happy to hear about it later on 😉

🤣 Luka agrees with your sentiment that it’s enough detail about his sex life for the entirety of MC’s life 😆

Ooh this is the second time I’ve seen someone wanting to let the killer live but not out of compassion and forgiveness, but to make them suffer even more 🤔 Interesting…

And wholesome family dynamics is just my weakness 😭 I have to include it in my first ever IF.

MC’s close bonds with Luka and Ash and Grandpa might be one of the little things left that MC really holds on to after the death of their dad, their mother figure (Cara), and their grandma. And loyalty to their remaining family is one of the core cornerstones that all MCs will share with one another no matter what.

I’ve always seen close family bonds between the Morozovs to be one of their most defining characteristics and strengths (and also weakness at the same time).

It’s the reason that Viktor couldn’t cleanly leave his past behind and sever Luka and Cara completely out of his (and MC’s) life after he ran away.

But at the same time, it’s also the reason MC survives the attack and is able to grow up to become the person they are today, loved, cared for, sheltered, and protected from the harsh underground world by combined efforts from Grandpa, Luka, and Ash.

This will also be the reason that Vigilante and Superhero MC won’t be able to turn against their own family. And the reason Luka and Grandpa and Ash wouldn’t leave MC behind and abandon them even when they chose those paths for themself.

[euphoniumpets]

This thing called love | Five Hargreeves x reader

Summary: Being sent down to 1960 with no memory, you work at a diner until you see a familiar boy coming into the store and call by your name. However, you have no memory of the familiar boy and you don’t know why everytime you are close too him, you feel butterlies in your stomach. 

Requested?: yes by @asphodelshare​

The Request: A Five x Reader in Five’s POV where the Reader forgets who he is and their relationship after the Handler attacks the Reader. They try everything, even rumor her, to get her to remember him but nothing works. Altho the reader can’t explain why she feels flustered and her heart’s racing whenever Five’s around. A whole lotta angst pls, Up to you if the ending would be fluffy or still angsty!

Authors Note: Yes, Spoilers for season two if you guys haven’t seen the new season yet of tua. I wanted to have this in season two because everything made sense lmao. Reblogging and liking always helps! Also, Five and the reader is eighteen years old. Also, I think this is the longest request i’ve ever written bcz this time I have zero self control. 

Warnings: death, blood & gore, angst and then fluff. 

‘‘I heard a rumor, that you remember everything,’‘

Those were the words that left from Allison as the Hargreeves siblings stared at you with hopefull eyes. Blinking your eyes after several times, Five urgely stepped closer to you which, you backed away and looked at him weirdly. ‘’I can’t remember,’’ You responded sadly as they all sighed in frusteration. 

‘‘Shit, shit, shit, shit,’‘ You heard Five curse under his breath next to you as he ran his fingers through his hair in frusteration. Over the past twenty four hours, they all had nothing but tried to fix your memory. You couldn’t explain it but it felt weird and you didn’t understand why Five had brought you here. 

Not to mention, before Allison had tried to rumor y/n by that she would remember everything, they all had gone into war with the commission. You watched Five pace around the kitchen as you couldn’t help but feel flustered when he stood next to you.

You didn’t even know why you felt this way when the first time you met him. 

-

Five let out an annoyed sigh before he looked up a sign towards the diner. He thought it was a good idea to breathe before he needed to find his siblings but before that, he needed to find y/n, his girlfriend. After he had teleported them back towards the 1960s and Five noticed that y/n wasn’t there, panic flooded over him. 

You were his rock, his love, his life, his everything and the two of you were stuck in the apocalypse and ever since then, the two of you had been partners in crime. He felt empty when y/n wasn’t with him, it was like a piece that was gone missing from him and he didn’t like the feeling. 

He opened the door as a bell rang that announced a customy arrived into the small diner. Five looked around the small diner as he could see that it was decent people. Some of them were eating their dinner and chatted with each other. As he turned his gaze around his surroundings, he saw the familiar girl that he had looked for ever. 

‘‘Y/n?’‘ He asked in disbelief when he saw you behind the counter. Five watched you as you looked like you didn’t recognize him at all before he took a seat in front of you. ‘‘Do you know me?’‘ You asked him with a frown on your face. 

‘‘No? Should I?’‘ Y/n questioned as Five cursed. 

‘‘Listen, I need you to come with me,’‘ Five began to say.

‘‘Why?’‘

‘‘There’s no explaination because we don’t have time, we need to save the apocalypse,’‘ Five told her. Y/n took a good look towards the boy and she swore that he seemed familiar in her eyes. He made her feel something strange inside her body that she had never felt before, or well, at least what she think that she had felt it before s9he got there. 

‘‘How could I trust you that you’re not some kidnapper, or even worse?’‘ Y/n asked him as he looked towards her with amusement. ‘‘Well, if you had been dead by right now, you-’‘ Five was about to speak when he saw the three familiar swedish blond guys walking towards the diner. 

‘‘Shit!’‘ He exclaimed as he took y/n’s hand as they stormed into the diner with their massive guns. ‘’Get down!’’ Five yelled as Five teleported behind the counter as he took you down. 

They began to kill everyone in the diner, leaving no one alive as bullets was shot everywhere into the walls, leaving holes behind themselves. ‘‘Who the hell are these guys!’‘ Y/n yelled as she held her hands above her ears and tried to not get shot. Right now, Five’s mission was to get y/n out of here into a safe place.

He grabbed her hand as he teleported back towards Elliot’s apartment. Y/n landed on the ground with a groan as she leaned over the table. ‘’I think I need to puke,’’ She grumbled as Five fixed his tie. ‘’Well, we got no time for that,’’ 

‘’Y/n?’’

‘’Oh my god, you’re back!’’

‘’Who’s that?’’

‘’That is our other sister,’’

Five rolled his eyes towards his siblings when they got to see you.  Vanya, Luther, Klaus, (Ben), and Diego appraoched y/n. They were about to give her a hug before she stopped them all. ‘’Who is these guys? And can you tell me where the hell is going on?’’ She exclaimed angirly as she glared towards Five and crossed her arms. 

Five almost smiled towards you when he thought that you looked cute whenever you were angry. The rest of his siblings looked at him with more confusion. ‘’Yeah, Five, could you tell us?’’ Klaus dramatically asked him as he glared towards him. 

‘‘We only got ten days to save the apocalypse,’‘

‘‘I’m sorry, The what now?’‘ 

-

And that’s how it all began. Five told you about the beginning of it all with the rest of his siblings. Y/n tried her best to listen to them but she couldn’t help but her mind wander back towards Five. 

She felt flustered when he was looking at her, and her cheeks blushed whenever he would caught her staring or even glancing towards him. She hated how that why it would keep happening to her. 

She shook her head as she tried to keep away from those thoughts as she poured herself a cup of water in Elliot’s kitchen. ‘’Hey, you’re alright?’’ Five asked you with a soft voice as you drank your water. You turned around and saw him with his hands in his pockets. 

‘‘I mean, except that I have a very weird family with different superpowers and that the apocaylpse is nearing soon? Yeah, I’m fine,’‘ Y/n replied sarcastically as he chuckled. ‘‘So, what’s our story?’‘ 

Five snapped his head up towards you with a raised eyebrow. ‘’What do you mean?’’ He wondered as he watched her shrug slightly. ‘’I mean, I get that they’re my siblings but, I feel that the two of us had more of a connection,’’

‘‘It’s complicated,’‘ 

‘‘Is it, really?’‘ She questioned him as he watched her put the glass down and crossed her arms. ‘‘Because what I can tell, we had something special for the both of us,’‘ Five gazed over you before he sighed. 

‘‘You were right, we were something more than just adoptive siblings,’‘ 

‘‘But I let you down, I try to save everyone but I just keep failing,’‘ He mumbled. 

‘‘Believe me, y/n I will do everything to bring back your memories,’‘ Five responded before he walked out of the kitchen. Trying to find a way to bring his love back. 

[nctsavemylifeu]

Im a new follower of yours and I have been looking at you blog, its amazing💘. P.S do you like video games too? And if NCT had superpowers which powers would they have and why? And have a good day🙆

before i write this, im sorry if it’s not what you want or what you expect, i’m sorry because i don’t know much about this and i promise i’ll do better next time!!! so enjoy this💚

 What if NCT had Superpowers 

Taeil 

as you can see, Taeil is so quiet, loves to do aegyo, makes the other members comfortable with him, playing around w/ maknae line, and he acts like he’s 5 yo cute i love him asfdfjfjhdhfckitimdie. And the other members feels warm around him, they already told us abt that, when the members sad or feeling down, they’ll come to Taeil and hug him, omg i want it too. i think that Taeil will have Healing Aura because he’s so warm💖💖💖

LOOK AT THIS OMGGGGGGGGG ft. BUNNY DOYOUNG

Johnny

this daddy, Johnny will be the one that gives you dad jokes, he has many ideas and a very nice guy. he’s very patient and he’sthe one that always cheers up his friends and tell them his dad jokes but it’ll make you feel better tho. Johnny has this positive energy that he doesn’t want the others around him feel sad or uncomfortable around him, he’s very hardworking too that’s why i think he’ll have Love Manipulation because he’s lovable so please yall better love Johnny more💚💚

I LOV E SUH YOUNGHO SO MUCHHH

Taeyong

as for Taeyong, he’s the Leader that his team can trust and he’s very charismatic, he can lead his team well and always there for his team, maybe he’s always nagging but that’s for their best too. the way i see it, Taeyong is very loyal for his team and has many charms. i think he’ll have Supernatural Charisma idk abt this but the title fit him tho sorry if i’m wrong.

LOOK AT THIS CUTIE OMO IM SOFT FOR HIM

Yuta

i fall for that FCKING KILLING HEALING smile!!! Yuta’s smile can knock yall haters!!! he’s always brightened the mood and savage too lol. pssttt… Yuta is snakeu fyi, he’ll smile a lot to his opponents/targets and then BOOM you’ll get attacked by that smile HA!!!! i’ll give him Magic Attacks because of that smile😚😚

THIS SMILE BLESS YALL

Doyoung

the way i see Doyoung, he’s quick witted and always know the situation, he’s also know when to speak or what’d he tell to others, he has a great sense, he always keeps the mood and very loyal too with his team. he looks like he know the other feelings and always stand there with them oh sweet bby boy💖 i’ll give him Emotion Detection pls love Doyoung more he deserves it and he’s always very sweet to his members💕💞

LOOK AT THIS CUTE BUNNY

Ten

this boiii!!! i love the way he talk, smile, dance. he has a spirit that can save us, he’s charming and always smile he’s da real Thai’s prince his dance can make you weak, he’s absolutely nice and polite, i’ll give him Spiritual Healing cz he’s amazing actually.

so SM, if u see this, u better give NCT U comeback but not now my money already flY n don’t u dare bring Mark he’s tired alr

He’S So CuTE I CaNTtTTT

Jaehyun

I RLLY LOVE HIM  i love his smile and his dimples cute to the max. he’s like a prince in a fairy-tale his voice is so gentle omg i really love Jaehyun and who doesn’t love him?! i’m weak for him ACTUALLY all of us get drown in his dimples sht. i’ll give him World Healing i give him that bcz he’s bad for my health and i love him💜💜

CANT U SEE IT?!!!!! IM WEAK ALREADY FORGIVE MY SIN😫

WinWin

i love this boi, he’s pure and has the most innocent soul, the more you see him the more you’ll fall for him, he’s so cute i love his smile it’s pure i’m soft.i’ll give him Angelic - Alien Physiology actually i know this from NCT LIFE in SEOUL when Kun told Doyoung n Jaehyun that WinWin is weird, i’ll give him Angelic - Alien Physiology not bcz i hate him, but it’s cute too, the way he talks in Korean is adorable…. pssttt he’s not fully innocent and we know that hihihi😁😁 

WHAT A SWEET SMILEEE💖💖

Mark

Mark is the capable one that captivates my heart, i feel bad for him debut in 3 units but glad for him too, he’s in nct u, nct 127, nct dream, hs rapper, snowball project, station w/ xiumin too right? and he’s already finished his final exams a few days ago, pls GOD bless him he must be very tired but he believes he can do it all. he might sayin he’s not tired but who’d believe that he’s still a teenager and hardworking, same with Haechan, he and Mark are very hardworking so lets appreciate them more guys💜💜💜 i’ll give him Belief Empowerment Mark is so cute, i love his accent, this Canadian boi is adorable💜, he has that Leadership aura and mature enough too!!

LOL BUT CUTE THO

Renjun

this little angel💞 i love his teeth, he’s HIGHKEY moomin lovers omg im so soft😖😫 he’s nice buddy that always there for chenle, the way he translate to chenle was so cute im done already. his drawing was greatttttt actually, his smileeeee!!!! i’ll give him Angel Soul who’s not agree w/ me? fite me rn!!!!! he’s very Angelic i can’t even imagine if i had a friend like him i must be very clingy around him to protect me tho😭😭

THIS IS OUR CUTIE ANGEL ft. NANA

Jeno

i really love Jeno like he’s an innocent boi that i must protect him i love Jeno his eye smiles got me like BADUMMM his visual is unbelievable he’s so pure i love his laugh, he’s mature enough for his age, i’ll give him Enhanced Beauty i give him that bcz LOOK AT THAT DAMN VISUAL CANT YALL SEE LEE JENO? ONE OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL FLOWER IN THIS WORLD HE’S SO HANDSOME WHY HE’S UNDERRATED WHY HE’S NOT REALLY POPULAR?!!!!! PLS LOVE HIM ALOT💛

WHAT A BEAUTY

Haechan

he is my world tbh, i live for him, he’s my sunshine that’s why i’m always happy in the morning, his smile is soooooooooo adorable, he’s so cute, his sweetness makes me suffer😭 i can’t stand that smile, his voice is my lullaby, i have this special soft spot for him, i’ll embrace him and protect him, i’d like to hear his laugh everyday, even if i had a bad day i’ll make sure it’s beautiful bcs he’s with me, i really want to protect his soul, his childish side soften me, i really love this boi, he always makes me flutter A LOT!!! omg i can’t sthappppppppp i’ll give him Enhanced Cuteness his cuteness can attack your soul!! be careful with this lil bitch👀👀 he’s savage af and you’ll fall in luv bcs of his savageness😈

I’LL NEVER GET ENOUGH OF THIS BOI IM IN LOVE PLZ HELP ME LOOK AT THIS ART!!

Jaemin

Nana is such a sweet boy, he’s nice and doesn’t deserves to get hurt by anyone, his smile is so bright and he’s really good looking, i miss him:( i wish SM give him more lines in the next comeback, i miss his dance:( i’ll give him Remote Healing bcz even if Nana not with us rn, he’ll always heal us with that smile💖💖

I REALLY MISS HIM SM GIVE US SOME NEWS ABT HIM PLS:(

Chenle

he’s known for his dolphin laugh, he’s also a singer since he was a kid, he’s bright and cute tho. chenle looks like a president for sure, more possibility from his pre-debut pics lol he’s so cute, i luv his voice, his laugh, i love him!!!💕 i’ll give him Hypnotic Voice cz of that damn high pitch voice can kill our soul!!!!!💕💕💕

I LOVE PRESIDENT LELE SO MUCHHHHHH

Jisung

he’s such an amazing boi💙 he started training at such a young age, he’s going to be a dancing king in the future!! he’s very precious and cutie cinnamon😚😚 he’s very talented and for this lil boi stan, yall must be proud bcz he’s still very young and adorable and little savage too HA!!!! i love Jisung so much💜💜 i’ll give him Child Prodigy i give him that bcz he’s skillfully and he’s wonderful💖💖💖

SHOOT MEEE JISUNG SHOOT MEE!!!!

a/n: sorry if i’m late,sorry if my english was bad bcs english is not my 1st language:(

HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY NCT 127🎉🎉 LETS ONLY WALK ON FLOWERY PATH BOYS💚💚💚

[dialoversotaka]

50 questions about me

Rules: fill this out and tag at least one person you’d like to know more about! Or just fill it out! Or don’t! Answer only some of them! Make up your own questions! “What kind of requirement is that”, you ask? A reasonable one! Who am I to tell you what to do? Anything goes!

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1. What kind of food can’t you stand? Spicy food, it’s rlly bad for me

2. If you could choose one minor inconvenience to never have to deal with again, what would you pick? There are so many things i don’t even know where to start…

3. Have you got any useless talents? I know how to roll my tongue into a 3 leaf clover

4. If you were really really good at one thing, what would it be? Knowing ppl’s true feelings/ thoughts (I’m so DENSE when it comes to ppl’s true thoughts/ feelings, if they don’t tell me what they feel/think or show it explicitly i’ll never know)

5. Name a few people you think are extremely good-looking: Ian Somerhalder, Tommy Karevik, Jared Leto (it’s a big list so i’ll stop here)

6. What was your favorite way to pass the time as a kid? Reading books (i get so lazy to do it nowadays)

7. What is something you’re proud of? I can summarize rlly long things and i can develop rlly big stories from one phrase

8. What’s one character flaw in people that you just can’t tolerate? Ppl who hide their true personalities

9. Do you consider yourself to be more of a leader or a follower? It rlly depends on the situation I’m in, sometimes i like to be the leader, but if there’s someone who’s way better than me to do it then i don’t mind staying as a follower

10. What kind of student are/were you? I’m the kind of student who doesn’t study and gets good grades (if it’s maths though, i’ll have to cram the day before if i want to pass)

11. Butterfly effect question! Has there ever been a seemingly minor decision you’ve made (at the time) that ended up having a profound influence on your life? Starting to watch subbed movies (i mean, my english was always good, but it improved a lot when i started to watch them in their original language)

12. Name your most irrational fear/ aversion: Losing a member of my family (i get so paranoid about it, you have no idea)

13. Are there any fictional characters you find especially relatable? I always get related to so many characters, it’s rlly hard to mention a specific one

14. If you drink, what kind of drunk are you? Alternatively, what sort of person are you at parties? I don’t like to drink and i’m the kind of person who sits with my cellphone till the party’s over (i’m not a sociable person soo…)

15. Do you fall in love easily? Or does it usually take a long time for you to trust someone? I develop some kind of interest, but to rlly come to love someone other than my family takes at least a year or 2

16. Would you rather have one close friend or 100 casual friends? I think i already have both?

17. Do you consider yourself to be more of a slob or a neat-freak? When it’s my own room i’m kind of a slob, but if i’m in a school trip i’ll probably be the neatest in the whole school

18. Describe a place (imaginary or real) that you would find incredibly cozy: Any house in a state called Teresópolis (It’s in Rio de Janeiro), every house there is so CUTE, idk why but I feel so cozy just by looking at them

19. Do you have kids? If not, do you want them someday? I want to have kids someday

20. What was your favorite book as a child? It was (and still is) ‘’The Lord of the Rings’‘

21. Name one thing you just don’t get what all the hype is about: Fidget spinners, they’re like meh

22. Name one thing that you think is tragically underrated: The Versus Song ‘’Die is Cast’’, it’s so AWESOME but not many ppl know it

23. If you had to be glued to a person for a month, real or fictional (who you have never met), who would you choose? I wouldn’t choose anyone, i don’t like meeting new ppl so much, so being glued to her for 1 month is impossible (but when i get to know the person, i get very flexible)

24. What’s something you’d like the chance to do someday: Go to Japan! 

25. Do you typically speak your mind when you have a controversial opinion? Or do generally prefer to not rock the boat? i don’t generally hold back, so I speak my mind without being afraid of what ppl will think

26. What’s the dumbest fad you’ve been caught up in? Getting overly excited to see that my favorite manga ‘’Devils Line’’ was being translated again (I cried out of happiness… i know it’s too much, but it’s such a great manga and it had so few chapters translated, i thought i’d never read it again, but then a miracle happened, i thank God every day for it)

27. What’s something you thought was cool as a kid/adolescent, but now cringe at yourself for? Speaking rlly formally and using difficult words when i was 7 years old (i had to stop cuz ppl didn’t understand me well…)

28. What’s a trait you consider to be very admirable? Ppl who admit their mistakes and are willing to fix them

29. Is there a particular kind of item people always tend to give you as gifts? I can’t think of anything…

30. Do you speak multiple languages? Which ones? In order of fluency: portuguese, english and still learning hebrew and japanese (i don’ wanna brag, but what can i do if it’s true?)

31. Would you rather live in the big city or the countryside? I can’t choose, i like both!

32. Has there ever been something you were certain you’d hate, but ended up loving? Starting my high school in Israel. I thought everyone would hate me in there and it would be awful, but the girls in my school are so nice, the mood is light and everyone gets along well, i rlly like it

33. Do you mind being the center of attention, or do you prefer the spotlight to be on someone else? I don’t like being in the center, i get too nervous if everyone suddenly starts noticing me

34. Favorite holiday? Hanukkah (not joking, i’m jew)

35. Are you a more go-with-the-flow type of person, or do you need to have things planned meticulously? If it’s on a competition or a risky situation, i do my best so nothing goes wrong, but most of the times i just go like ‘’que será, será’’ (what will be, will be)

36. Is there something you loved so much you wish you could forget it and experience it all over again? Going to Disneyland

37. What hobbies do you have? Mostly drawing, singing and analizing situations (like pretending to be a detective haha)

38. If you could have a superpower, but it was only mildly useful, what ability would you want to have? I’d want to be able to fly, it would be super useful

39. Something people are always surprised to learn about you: That i get rlly scary when i’m angry bcz i’m cute and it doesn’t seem like i’d explode so easily (altough depending on the situation i cool down rlly fast)

40. Something that took you way too long to figure out: Finding out the order of the DL games (I was rlly struggling to know it back then, but now i feel dumb about it…)

41. Worst injury you’ve had? When i was 8 i crashed my bike in the corner of a pillar in my playground and i opened a medium ‘’V’’ scar in my left knee (i screamed so loud it seemed like the world had stopped) and it hurt so much, my parents got rlly worried (although it hurt more when the doc put the anesthesia than when he sewed it…)

42. Any morbid fascinations? Any horror movies/ games (specially Corpse Party or The Evil Within)

43. Describe your sense of humor: It’s one of the traits ppl know me for, so  it’s very good 

44. If you had to be born in another era/place, which would you choose? I’m fine with this era, thank you very much

45. Something you are irredeemably bad at: Always judging ppl for bad

46. Something that sucked but you’re glad you went through: That misunderstanding that happened about my HDB translation posts, but we always have something to learn from everything that happens

47. Would you rather have a really godawful ugly tattoo in a place that is only slightly inconvenient to conceal with clothing (upper arm, thigh, etc.), or the coolest, most beautiful tattoo ever in the middle of your face? I don’t like tattoos, so neither of them

48. Are you more of an optimist or a pessimist? I’m more of a realist, but between those 2 i’d say pessimist

49. What would be the most flattering compliment someone could give you? That I’m as smart as Kira haha

50. Something you feel people often misunderstand about you: Ppl think I’m like Ayato, but in reality i’m a Reiji at heart

My tag goes to @vampiretsuki. That’s it guys! Hope you found it interesting! See ya~!