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More roommate AU (ig that name will do for now lmao) doodles while working on this AU's comic (hopefully it'll be out by next month yippiee)
#i have no mouth and i must scream#ihnmaims#am ihnmaims#ted ihnmaims#soft jelly thing#tedam#roommate au#ihnmaims au#puffy art#fanart#boring flat color but it'll do for now; i plan to do another drawing with more fun colors hehe#artists on tumblr#this au has kinda taken over my brain#whichhh makes sense; that comic is really an impulse one bhvndmkjhufdj#with that said that comic has 6 pages out of... 10 or 12? depends how the ideas juice goes#introduction kind of comic#bc whoever has been following me for a while knows how i love to do that lmao#shoutout to my be///astars and co///tl comics#<-doing that so it doesnt appear in the main tag
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Maybe like the uncle of toge who has the same curse speech and uses it to make their partner come as much as they want as often as they want?
I was thinking gojo for this request but honestly do whoever youâd prefer bc you deserve it đ§Ą
Follow My Command
â§.*-Sub! Gojo Satoru x Dom! Male! Reader
â§.*-Cw: Overstimulation, daddy kink and a spank like once and blowjobs
Being an older cursed speech user meant you knew how to use your technique. You didnât have to speak rice ball ingredients like your nephew did, although, you used too. Now, as a talented sorcerer, you knew what words to avoid and which ones to speak. It wasnât a huge concern anymore like it used to be.
You had met Gojo on a mission a while back. After the mission ended you two talked for a while since he noticed your telltale cursed speech marks. He explained to you that he actually knew your nephew to which you couldnât help but smile to yourself. Your nephew was funny and a sweetheart, good to know he was helping him get stronger.
Eventually you two were sent on more missions and you ran into him more when you visited Toge. So you two just decided to talk to each other out of work. You two hit it off on a personal level and became good friends. Then, even more.
ââ§âËâ§Timeskipâ§Ëâââ§
You and Satoru were currently relaxing at home, you had a lazy arm hung over his waist. âCan I ask you something baby?â You and Satoruâs relationship was still new so you two still hadnât done certain things. âSure.â You responded as you tilted your head.
That list included sex. âWell, weâve been together long enough,â Satoru paused glancing around with a smile. âWe should have sex.â You smiled softly and nodded. âIâd love to-â Satoru smirked as he put a finger up though, pausing you
âBut, I say you add your cursed technique to it.â He smirked as he tapped your lips then moved to your tattoos. You hummed as you stuck your tongue out in thought. âOkay.â You nodded as you gripped his face kissing him. You leaned into his ear with a smile on your face.
âGet undressed and wait patiently on the bed.â You told him as he obeyed (obviously) with a giddy smile on his face. When you went upstairs you saw him laying on the bed with his cock standing in attention. He panted with a small sheen of sweat on his face.
You smiled walking over as you hummed sitting on the bed as you took your pants off. âGet on your knees and suck me off.â He obviously couldnât say no so he got down and unbuckled your pants. His warm glossy lips enveloping your tip as he let out a content noise.
You moaned softly as his head gently bobbed up and down. He peered up at you through white lashes before refocusing on your pelvis. You gripped his white hair before leaning your head back. âShit- slack your jaw.â You felt his jaw loosen as you pulled his face back to you.
You groaned as you fucked his mouth with vigor. He gagged and choked as he gripped your thighs while you bobbed his face up and down. âAre you okay Satoru?â You asked through rough movements. You looked down to see his eyes colorful blue eyes were rolled back in his head, tears cascading down his face as he choked violently.
You laugh to yourself before ordering another command. âBreathe through your nose.â You heard him take a sharp inhale through his nose as his eyes came down a bit. Your orgasm crashed into you unexpectedly as you pulled his face down into you, nose hitting your pelvis.
You gently pulled his head off as he panted. Mouth dripping with your cum and his spit as his jaw remained slack, his blue eyes reddened from crying. You smiled as he then swallowed giving you a dumb smile. You smiled before uttering a small, âcum.â
You saw Satoru keen over as he let out a loud moan, cum spurting out on the hardwood floors. His eyes widened as he saw you give an innocent smile. âT-thatâs a dirty fucking trick-!â He spoke before letting out another moan. âCum again.â He mewled as his eyes rolled back.
You smiled before glancing over to the bed as you spoke. âGo on the bed face down, ass up.â He crawled up on the bed as you smacked his ass while he went by. You hummed as you gripped his hips tightly as you set your dick on his ass.
âThis is gonna be a long night you know?â You asked with a smirk in your voice. To which Satoru whined softly. You gave a smack to his ass as you rubbed it softly. âAnswer me.â You spoke with a soft pout.
âYes daddy.â
A/n: Had a lot of fun writing this one! I have a Choso story coming up next then Iâve got a wholesome one with Raiden from MGS. Hope you guys enjoyed, keep requesting âđ˝.
#dom male reader#dom reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk x reader#gojo satoru x reader#gojo smut#gojo x reader#gojo x male reader#satoru gojo x reader#satoru gojo x male reader#jujutsu kaisen smut#jujutsu kaisen
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SPORTING SECRETS â
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PAIRING ⌠charles leclerc x fem!footballer!reader
SUMMARY ⌠you are a famous footballer & you have been dating charles in secret for some time, but your fans start to piece together the clues when they spot him at one of your matches [ SMAU ]
WARNINGS ⌠cursing
REQUESTED ⌠here!
NOTES ⌠reader plays for the arsenal women's team. the fc i've used is alessia russo, but feel free to picture whoever you want! my requests are open so feel free to leave a request :)
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user14 is no one going to talk about how CHARLES LECLERC is in her likes??
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user18 ugh y/n is such a cutie i can't
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user20 Y/N HAS A MAN??
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bethmead_ so who's the man that's replaced me
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yourusername i love you tooo! (the caption abt you being better is def a lie but okay!)
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user32 FR like we're meant to be so diligent??
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#f1 x reader#f1#f1 smau#f1 imagine#f1 imagines#formula one x reader#f1 x you#formula 1#f1 fanfic#charles leclerc#charles leclerc x female reader#charles leclerc x y/n#charles leclerc x you#charles leclerc x reader#smau#formula one x you#mclqren#f1 x female reader#f1 x y/n
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I was hallucinating a few hours ago due to lack of sleep bUT-
Thinking about Steve who's confident in his bisexuality, told the kids that he likes both and that's okay because he knows they need, trying to flirt with Eddie who is in denial bc it has to be a joke, right? Harrington, the straightest man alive? Steve lady's man Harrington? Nah, it's only on his mind. Meanwhile Steve is getting more and more sad thinking he's being rejected.
Now, think about the Hellfire members knowing that Eddie's a crush on Steve because he talks about it CONSTANTLY and be sad because "he doesn't have a fat chance in hell". They're also very protective of him so if anyone new in the club is being homophobic, they just throw them out.
So one day Steve is in the Hellfire to wait for the kids and flirt a little, telling himself that "this is the last time, you'll get a GRIP and MOVE THE FUCK ON!" is what he tells to himself. He tries a little and drops after a while, so in the break time the old members tell him that he needs to leave, because they won't allow anyone doing that to Eddie, as in: they think Steve knows that Eddie's gay and likes him so he's flirting with him in a mocking way.
So he leaves.
And when everyone (Eddie + the kids) is asking where is Steve, they say that he was being homophobic, an automat answer and they quickly try to cover up because they don't want to do that to Eddie, but Dustin immediately response was:
"how can Steve be homophobic if he's bi?"
And the world freaking EXPLOSES!
not the steddie hallucinations LMAO
Thank you for sending me this ask because I'm president of "Steve is a confident disaster Bisexual" and I'm making t-shirts for club members as we speak.
Anyways, I think Steve would be extremely confident in his sexuality to the point where he just likes whoever and goes for it (with the right precautions of course). When Eddie comes out to him and the rest of their group, Steve doesn't even think about coming out to him as well because he's been out to the group for so long he just assumes that everyone close to him knows.
So when he realizes he likes Eddie and flirts with him, he doesn't know what to take from his reactions: he doesn't look annoyed or uninterested (think about the girls he would flirt with at Scoops) but he doesn't respond either, which is weird for someone like Eddie, who engages flirty banters even with plants.
Let's add to the mix that Steve's love life has been a mess recently, how many times can you be rejected before you think there's something wrong with you?
That's why he decides to go all in one last time and then leave Eddie alone, but even the worst scenarios in his head did not prepare him for Eddie's friends telling him off on his behalf.
Steve's head is a mess but most of it all, he's ashamed. He thinks he must've been so annoying and oblivious to Eddie's disinterest that the guy had to ask his friends to put Steve in his place for him.
So he finds himself in the school's parking lot, sitting on the hood of his car and mentally counting how much money he and Robin will need to move to another country (because not even the most embarrassing moment of his life will make him go anywhere without her), completely unaware of the chaos inside the Hellfire room.
Eddie isn't in a better mental state than Steve, so he's letting the kids and the band do the talk for him.
"What do you mean he's bisexual? of course he isn't, he's Steve Harrington!" Gareth exclaims, voicing out one of Eddie's many thoughts.
"What the fuck is that supposed to mean? do you need a special license for that?" Mike huffs, crossing his arms.
Jeff steps in to defend his friend "Of course not! But he's king Steve! And he's constantly picking on Eddie, you heard him!"
"Picking on him? Even a child could see that he has been throwing hints at Eddie for weeks now! What are you, five?"
Erica's words put an end to the discussion, silence falls down abruptly.
Eddie jumps up off his throne and follows wherever Steve had disappeared before, distantly hearing his friends muttered apologies.
He sighs in relief when he sees Steve hasn't left yet.
The car is parked the opposite way of the entrance, so Eddie can only see Steve's back, but he can tell he's gesturing and, when he's close enough, he can hear him talk.
"You can never take a hint, can you? This is so stupid, how can you go around saying you got game when you can't even tell if someone's interested in you? Harrington charm my ass" Steve's hands are all up in the air and Eddie realizes he's gesturing similar to how Eddie does on a daily basis.
It's cute.
"Please leave the Harrington charm out of this" Eddie interjects, making Steve jump in surprise.
He looks like a deer caught by car lights, but he hides it quickly behind a smirk that Eddie refers to - at least in his head - as bitchy Steve "so, no more sending your gang after me? are you worried they didn't do a good job? or am I forbidden to stay even in the parking lot? I'll let you know that I-"
Eddie loves mean girl Steve, but he has no time for him now, so he interrupts "Go on a date with me."
Steve's raised eyebrow and incredulous look tell him that he doesn't take him seriously in the slightest.
"I said, go on a date with me" he repeats.
"I heard you the first time" Steve's voice is close to a whisper "I just think you must've hit your head on your way here."
"You're the one always taking hits on the head, not me" Eddie takes a step closer to him.
Steve steps back "well, there's a first time for everyone" he says, looking away.
Eddie moves close again, his face only a few inches from Steve's "I don't hear an answer."
Steve's eyes flicker on Eddie's lips for half a second, "I didn't hear a question" he bites back.
Eddie smirks and, under Steve's shocked look, jumps on his car.
"Eddie, what the fuck? get down of my car!" he's trying to maintain a firm tone but Eddie can tell he's amused by his antics. Eddie couldn't ask for anything better.
He looks around the parking lot to make sure they're alone, then loudly enounces "Steve Fucking Harrington-"
"Don't say it like it's my middle name!"
Eddie ignores him "- king of the school grounds, best Scoops Ahoy model-"
"what does that even mean-"
"Worst employee that family video has ever had, Faberge Organics favorite costumer-"
"I told you that in confidence."
"Would you do this humble commoner kneeling at your presence" he kneels down theatrically as he says so "the honor of accompanying him for an evening of frivolous romantic shit that society expects you to do when you find a respectable partner?"
âIf I say yes will you get down?â
Eddie moves his weight from one foot to the other, making the car under him bounce âI might consider it.â
Steve lifts his arms, apprehensively âOkay, yes fine! Now please get down-â
Eddie jumps down, right into Steveâs arms.
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All the hellfire club members decide to stop spying on them and get back inside when Eddieâs highly entertaining antics turn into a gross make out session.
âSoâ Dustin elbows Garethâs side âdoes that look homophobic to you?â
#sorry for any mistakes#Iâm falling asleep as Iâm writing this lmao#and for making you wait#but I had fun writing it!!#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#steve and eddie#stranger things#steve x eddie#bi steve harrington#ask me anything#steddie ficlet#ficlets#sbc writes
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daddyâs kid
warnings :: none
genre :: parent-child fluff
including :: g. tomioka | k. rengoku | s. shinazugawa | g. himejima | s. kocho | o. iguro | m. kanroji | m. tokito | t. uzui
synopsis :: the hashiras meet giyuu's adopted 8 y/o kid who is very much a daddy's kid
pairings :: giyuu tomioka x child reader
prologue
giyuu tomioka is a very quiet man. he rarely says anything and prefers only to speak when absolutely necessary. being the water pillar, no matter how undeserving he feels of it, is his position.
one faithful night, he was given a mission. he did as told and followes his kasugai crow to the location wherein he was to slay the demon. he finds that he was too late and that the entire village was in ruins. in a quick response to the situation, he slays the demon and looks around to see the damage done.
checking every house, he finds everyone slaughtered. everyone but you. he tries to assess your condition. looking around, he sees three bodies. a male, a woman and a girl.
he comes to you and crouches. âuhm. who are they to you, kid?â he asks, an awkward aura filling the room. to you, it seemed he didn't know what to do with a child. you weren't surprised. your parents didn't either.
âm-my parents..the other girl is my older sister...â you mutter. he comes in a little closer, making you flinch. âitâs okay. i- uh- i wonât hurt you.â his voice sounded so calm. like the tranquil lakes of your home. or the serenity of the sky at night.
still shocked at the situation, he ponders what to do with you. with what you witnessed, and at your age too, you may just end up like him. labeled as insane. that was something that wonât go away easily. he didnât want you to go through it. âwhatâs your name?â he asks you.
âiâm [name]âŚwho are you, sir?â
âIâm giyuu tomioka. would you like to come with me, [name]?â
your eyes widen at his question. was he being serious? he wanted to take you in? in the spur of the moment, you nod. though you felt as if you wouldnât regret the decision.
months later, you had grown accustomed to giyuu tomioka. his presence in your life has drastically changed you. granted, the trauma of what you saw was still there, but you were happy with him. you called him dad, and he didnât get angry with it. you could hug him and he wouldnât push you away.
you sat out in the gardens of his estate, watching the sky, as a familiar bird swoops in and drops a letter onto the man beside you. âwhatâs that, dad?â you ask.
opening the letter, you peer over to your side to get a glimpse (one which he gladly gave you privilege to do). it seems to have been a while since he received a letter, so naturally he was curious. he reads the contents and his eyebrows rise. it seems that master ubuyashiki has discovered of your presence and existence in his life and has invited him to bring you to his estate to meet his colleagues. he was of course, conflicted if he should expose you to theirâŚantics. would you grow to hate him like they did him?
on the day you were set to meet the rest of the hashiras, you walk into the ubuyashiki estate gardens with your father. you hid in his haori, slightly nervous because you hadnât had contact with much people other than the people in the tomioka estate, and of course, tomioka himself.
peeking out of his haori, he softly urges you to say hello to the people in front of you.
âh-hello. iâm [name] tomioka. itâs- itâs nice to meet you..â
gyomei himejima
my mans wouldnât see obv
but he would be able to hear whatâs going on and put the dots together himself
either that or whoeverâs beside him will update him with whatâs happening
when you approach him he melts
like if he was ice cream, heâd be an entire puddle of it
because omg
a child walked up to him and thatâs just so cute HAJSHAJS
âitâs very nice to meet you, [name]. i'm gyomei himejima.â
would 100% give u piggybacks
and you love it bc upsies or u donât if you hate heights and say sorry about it
that or it wouldnât happen bc he wouldâve asked before carrying
âyou have a very cute child, tomioka. bless your souls.â
pretty much a 10/10 with him
because who wouldnât love gyomei?
uzui tengen
would drop
guy would have his jaw on the ground
because the quiet, reserved and boring one of them thatâs his words not mine has a child?!??!?
yes. yes he does.
would probably be a little awkward with you
like not shy awkward
itâs the kind where he wouldnât know what to do with you
itâs as if youâre an object he needs to figure out bc letâs be fr his expertise is women not children
he does care for your safety bc well- youâre a person
well he does admire the deed giyuu did
âthatâs a very flamboyant deed, tomioka! and your child is er- flamboyant as well!â
yk that meme where a man carries their child by the ankle upside down?
yea, thatâs the vibe between you and him
he doesnât know what to do, help the poor man
like actually get him some much needed help
rengoku kyojuro
he has a little brother
ofc the man is great with kids
he sees you come right out of tomiokaâs haori and he was quite shocked
of all the hashiras he never expected giyuu with a child
though he finds it admirable and adorable
sweet bby
would definitely eat with you
and try out different foods with you
you love him because heâs fun
also because he isnât mean to giyuu
unlike other people that we will get on with later
heâs probably gonna be a good babysitter
sometimes heâs a little loud but it doesnât bother you that much
tries to be quiet around you if youâre sensitive to sound
100/10 great man
giyuu likes him so you were more open to being with him rather than obanai.
mitsuri kanroji
squeel
this woman will squeel
no shame in it because
well, thereâs an adorable child. who happens to be giyuu tomiokaâs child.
put the words adorable and child in one sentence and she will go berserk
would be good with you as well!
youâre slightly shy because of her revealing clothes
bc giyuu taught you to look away in situations like that (we love a respectful king)
so you just learned not to look
and now youâre shy
mainly about the fact that her clothes show her âforbidden thingsâ as you called it
she would definitely try out food with you with rengoku
omg youâd admire her hair a lot because youâve never seen anything like it
she loves how you havenât been tainted by the beauty standards
big sister energy and we love that
and ofc giyumitsu friendship?? so sheâs like the cool aunt or sister or whatever
muichiro tokito
is pretty neutral with you at first.
and this is after he regains his memories
but then you approach him with a smile on your face
and heâs reminded if himself years ago
so innocent and carefree
which ends up with him having a somewhat soft spot for you
you see him as an older brother because giyuu practically treats the guy as his kid
was still aloof so he let you play with his katana once during a hashira meeting
was scolded by giyuu and shinobu afterwards
it never happened again.
you like his company because heâs quiet but still manages to be amiable with you
you think that his aloof personality kinda reminds you of giyuu
and itâs comforting
god he might attempt to carry you
keywords: might and attempt
he might if he wasnât tired and if he actually wasnât tired, he would attempt to atleast twice
until he gives up
just cuties being cuties
iguro obanai
see, i sometimes despise this man but love him at the same time
but i really think heâd berate you your dad
the man lives off of messing with your father
what on earth makes you think he wouldnât give you the exact same treatment?
if anything, the only reason heâll end up being nice to you is because of mitsuri
she likes you and he likes her so conclusion:
he has to try to like you.
that, and also partially because mitsuri got frantic when you cried because of his snake.
we all love kabarumaru but thereâs never enough works where he just scares the living daylights off of the reader
in the end, he would probably refrain from saying bad things about you
you, not your dad. he still despises your dad.
can you see it? how much i loathe his actions towards giyuu? <3
you donât like him either, donât worry. he just-
heâs mean to your dad and youâre such a daddyâs girl so why wouldnât you?
at this point iâm projecting so iâll stop this here-
sanemi shinazugawa
omg he doesnât like you at first
keyword: at first.
he obviously doesnât like how you are in any relation to giyuu
but then you trip in front of him and you cry
and somehow, he helps you.
he doesnât know why
he just did
so now you follow him around when you visit because
he helped you
and so with that, he learned to adapt to your presence
less mean to giyuu because he saw how you absolutely despise obanai
like he just doesnât wanna upset you???
he will project onto you
by project, i mean he will at one point see you as one of his dead siblings
please get the man some help
please
omg would let you draw on his scars
because you think theyâre pretty
oh and you were wary of him at first
bc you thought he was as mean as obanai
jokes on u, he just really misunderstands giyuuâs words lmao
shinobu kocho
normal smiling kind of impression
is soft with you
like less offhanded remarks when you are nearby
would treat your wound when you fell in front of sanemi
is probably awkward when you cry
because she can handle wounds but crying children?
not exactly her forte
that was kanaeâe thing, not hers.
no matter how much she tried to imitate kanae
crying children is not her thing
you absolutely adore her hair
especially the pretty purple tips
and her voice puts you to sleep sometimes
ofc giyuu does the âsleep from calm voiceâ thing better than she does
but it works so whatever
would scold tengen because she just knows
she knows of the vibe you and him radiate
(yk, the guardian carrying a child by the ankle.)
is protective of you because
well youâre a child.
you didnât deserve to witness what you did
#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#kny headcanons#demon slayer x child reader#hashira x child reader#muichiro tokito#mitsuri kanroji#gyomei himejima#sanemi shinaguzawa#giyuu tomioka#shinobu kocho#obanai iguro#tengen uzui#rengoku kyojuro#giyuu x child reader#giyuu tomioka x child reader#hashiras#roseâs garden#daisy fics đŽ
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So, I've been getting almost all my hibike euphonium knowledge from osmosis from what you say. So I wanted to know how integral to the plot is that guy some people ship kumiko with (never learned his name), not only in this season, but in the previous ones too.
Because I don't think you mentioned him at all while talking about this season, other then kumiko being tired when people think they are dating, but I have seem some people say that they did end up together bc something something hair clip in the epilogue?
Also wanted to know if they dropped or dealt with the Reina crush on the teacher thing
You do seem to cherish this show a lot, so I do wanted to check it out myself, but these two things are the only things holding me back at this moment
So here's what actually happens: in the original novels, Kumiko and Shu get together at the end. Unambiguously. She confesses, he gives her the hairclip back, it's a whole big scene.
In the show, Shuichi has maybe twenty lines of dialogue across the entire final season, not a single of which has romantic implications or framing, he has a single line of dialogue in the entire final episode, and then we see Kumiko has the hairpin in the epilogue but it's not commented upon and Shuichi is never seen again.
Last week when episode 12 aired, the original author Ayano Takeda posted on Twitter that she was happy with the changes KyoAni made, and she encouraged fans to appreciate her novels and KyoAni's adaptation as equally valid interpretations of the same story. There was, however, a follow-up tweet where she further clarified that she had the final say on any changes the show made, and if Hanada or Ishihara or whoever proposed a change she wasn't fond of, it was ultimately her call whether to let it happen or not. So what this feels like to me? Is a compromise. A compromise between Takeda's original vision and KyoAni just very obviously not giving a single shit about Kumiko and Shuichi as a couple.
Now, KyoAni's been changing things in Eupho ever since the first season, and in fact, most of their shows diverge pretty heavily from the source material. And since I haven't read the original novels, I only have secondhand knowledge on what KyoAni added or took away. But what I have heard is that while all of Kumiko and Reina's subtext is still there in the novels, Shuichi has a far more visible role in Kumiko's life, with many more scenes dedicated to them as a romantic subplot. In fact, I've heard there were a few scenes in season one between Kumiko and Reina that were originally between Kumiko and Shuichi in the novels. I can't confirm if that's true or not, but frankly, it would not surprise me one bit.
Obviously, I don't know the reasoning behind the decisions KyoAni made. But looking at Hibike as a whole, it feels like they looked at this story with a pretty standard het relationship subplot and realized there was actually a far more compelling love story lurking just underneath the surface, one that Takeda herself didn't seem to realize was as special as it was. So when they turned it into an anime, they made the conscious choice to downplay Shuichi's role as much as possible and cash all their chips on centering her relationship with Reina as the real heart and soul of the story. And over the course of nine years, they supported that story as much as they could, finding every way possible to prioritize them in the narrative and frame them with the cinematic language they've deployed for so many straight couples in the past, while simultaneously refusing to give Kumiko even a single moment where she appears romantically interested in Shuichi.
And I want to stress that last point in particular: outside of that one scene in the Year 2 movie where Shuichi almost kisses her, every single interaction Kumiko's had with the idea of being in a relationship with Shuichi has been "Oh HELL no." She's constantly avoiding him in their first year, she can barely work up the effort to be civil to him while they're actually dating, and it's only after they break up that they're able to be on good terms with each other as friends. Even in this final season, there hasn't been a single moment where it's felt like either of them were considering getting back together. Shuichi's just been happy to support her, and Kumiko feels comfortable around him for the first time ever, and that's the extent of it. It's only the comments from the first years that suggest anything about a romantic subplot still ongoing between them, but none of that is reflected in any of their onscreen moments.
Like, even putting Kumirei aside, there is just no romantic tension between them anymore. Not even in a "Wow, where did that romantic moment come from? That was so forced out of nowhere!" sort of situation- the love story between them is completely nonexistent at this point. The only evidence in this entire fucking season that they start dating again is Kumiko having the hairpin in the epilogue (which, side note, hasn't been brought up all season either), which, frankly, is so open to interpretation that Bandai's shareholders are salivating in jealousy. Sure, maybe it does mean Shuichi asked her again and she accepted, but it could just as easily mean he gave it to her free of charge and accepted she didn't think of him that way. Or it could even mean he gave it to her and said something like "Once Reina finally gets turned down by Taki-sensei, make sure you give this to her, I think it'll be put to far better use that way." And frankly, that last interpretation is way more supported by the show I just watched than simply them getting back together.
The point is, KyoAni does not care about Kumiko and Shuichi getting together. It has never cared about Kumiko and Shuichi getting together. Honestly, my crack theory is the reason they sped through Kumiko's second year in a movie is to get through her Dating Shuichi arc as fast as humanly possibly. But Takeda clearly does care about them getting together, considering that's what happened in the novels. And I suspect that's one thing she decided not to budge on when they were in conversations discussing the changes KyoAni wanted to make. So to compromise, KyoAni put in the barest minimum effort to suggest things technically played out like they did in the novels- "Look, she's got his hairpin! That means they got back together!"- while refusing to spend a single solitary second on it beyond that and removing any explicit confirmation so everyone who doesn't care about them as a couple- KyoAni included- can interpret it otherwise and be fully justified in doing so.
Because from start to finish, through the entirety of this season, the love story that stood at the center of everything was Kumirei. Every last plot beat, every last thematic throughline, every last bit of swelling music and romantic framing and effort spent making you root for two people to stay together, it was always them and no one else. Even the big change they made in episode 12 where Kumiko loses the soli only further cements their story as the story of this show, with Reina's utter devastation at losing her only confirming just how special Kumiko was to her in a way not even Taki-sensei truly measures up to. I've said it in the past, but even moreso now than ever, it is impossible to look at the arc of Hibike Euphonium and not see a love story between these two girls, a story about just how fucking much they mean to each other and all the reasons their connection was something unlike anything else on this earth.
And if you choose to see it as a story of Kumiko and Shuichi getting together instead? Then you are actively fighting against what the show is communicating to you every second of every episode. You are, in fact, the delusional shipper inventing a romantic subplot where none exists. You are everything that yuri shippers are accused of being when they choose to actively engage with the text as it exists and not as you imagine it to be. Because as open-ended as the ending is, as straight as it pretends to be, it is far easier to imagine a future where Kumiko and Reina reunite as lovers than a future where she somehow falls for the guy she's never shown any interest in before. Frankly, if I was a Shuichi truther I'd feel pretty insulted by this ending! "What do you mean their entire subplot is cut out and it's only half-assedly implied in the epilogue that it totally happened offscreen? What is this bullshit?!"
This is why I chafe so strongly against the queerbaiting label. I watched three seasons of BBC Sherlock, I know full well what queerbaiting looks like. But a love story like this does not happen out of malice. It only happens because every single person involved, from animators to voice actors to directors and everyone in between, believes in it so strongly that they're willing to push as hard as they can to make it as real as physically possible within the limitations at their disposal. Kumirei is Hibike. Their story is Hibike. And if KyoAni can't convince Takeda to let them embrace it fully, well, they can at least wrestle her to a stalemate that allows that interpretation to still be possible- and, even, more plausible than the direction she initially took it down.
Adaptation is an art of making changes. It requires a text to stand on its own, fully apart from whatever source it sprang from. And KyoAni in particular has always embraced the philosophy of treating adaptation not as a one-to-one copy machine like so many of its contemporaries, but an opportunity to build something entirely new. All of its shows are, first and foremost, shows before they're translations of their source material, works of art designed to be taken as wholly complete experiences however much they resemble their inspirations or not. In Hibike! Euphonium the novel series, Kumiko and Shuichi are canon. In Hibike! Euphonium the TV show? It's flat out impossible to come to that same conclusion unless you're dead-set on believing what you want to believe, evidence be damned. And if you're so obsessed with this mid het ship that you choose to ignore the single greatest love story of all time to pretend it's more plausible, then you're simply an idiot who's opinions aren't worth engaging with.
#anime#tabw#tabw q+a#the anime binge watcher#hibike euphonium#hibike! euphonium#hibike rw#kumirei#do not ask me how long this took to write lol
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Hi! So, I saw that your requests are closed so feel free to like ignore this for now and get to it later (or ignore it completely, of course) but I was just diagnosed with Hortons syndrome/ cluster headaches (also nicknamed âsuicide headacheâ due to how painful it is) and sorry if Iâm rambling but Iâm feeling more than a bit sorry for myself and self pitying rn, so I just wanted to request your thoughts on how Tan (and possibly Pietro as well) would be in a situation like that, with processing the diagnosis and helping you through the headaches and all that stuff 𼺠just like being really comforting and supportive. And also with treatments bc those include giving yourself injections and Iâm really bad with needles
hii angel!! donât apologise for rambling, that sounds awful and im so sorry youâre going through that!! really do hope this can be of some comfort to you, sending my love and hope youâre doing well đ
TANGERINE MEDICAL COMFORT.
I feel like he'd be very attentive throughout the whole thing â especially at the beginning when you're going to appointments and getting tests run. he knows how nerve-racking and scary it is, so he'd be sure to make you feel supported. he doesn't want you to think you're going through this alone
he does that thing where he holds one of your hands with both of his and holds it to his chin. he'd kiss the back of yours, kinda soothing and distracting you while you wait for your name to be called. or if your leg is jittering, he always places a hand over your knee, steadying you. also he plays with your fingers as another way to distract you while you're in the waiting room. I don't think he's one to talk a whole lot, and he's not sure what to say (he doesn't want to say the wrong thing) so he'd rely on touch to convey his feelings
when your name gets called he stands up as well. he wants to be there so assumes he can come in too, you'd really want him there, so you also assume he'd follow. when the doctor/ whoever is explaining, tan would listen for you in case things weren't setting in. he'd hold your hand, squeeze it, play with it, anything to comfort you while you're getting your diagnosis
maybe he's happy that it has a name and that you now have something to label the pain you've been feeling (medical validation really is validating) while he's also sad for you bc a diagnosis is also a super heavy, weighing feeling. the night you get your diagnosis he's online ordering a bunch of shit for you â a huge selection of cooling and heating creams, high thread count washcloths (also different fabrics to see what you prefer) thick blackout curtains, a new water cooling system to install somewhere discreetly (maybe to have in your room, but it's disguised as furniture) he'd be a little bit extra when ordering and buying everything
he knows you don't like needles so he doesn't want you to give your treatments to yourself (not if he can help anyway) so you'd be in the bathroom, and you'd be sat on the toilet seat lid, rambling to distract yourself as tan cleans his hands and preps the stuff. he says things like "don't look at it, look at me. see, there you go, it's easy. it's nothing. hey, why don't you tell me about that show you're watching, hm? it any good?" and "reckon you'll be good enough to do something later? can watch a film and get a takeaway? sound good?" and "there we go, almost done. right champ you are,"
he's so preciousđť
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oh my god i literally just checked a second ago and they were not, but thank god i have notifs on hehe. ok for starters im so sorry abt the absolute spam i just gave you. second as i was going thru literally everything i was thinking abt ghoap and narcissus and echo, but like happy ending... bc it really is a tragic tale and ghoap deserve better :')
the happy-ending, ghoap-ifying of greek myths is so real honestly
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Maybe John hadn't been completely blameless, but it wasn'tâhe wasn't at fault for someone else's advances. He wasn'tâhe didn't deserve this.
To have his own voice stolen. His own expression. John never meant so much harm as to be cursed with such a cruel punishment.
Forced to only ever be able to speak when spoken to, and even then only to repeat those words back. For John, it's a worse fate than deathâparticularly when he finds himself having fallen for a mortal man.
Of course, the manâSimon, as John has overheard in spying on a group of hunters, as John has repeated quietly to himself every chance he had gottenâdoesn't know of his existence. So when he gets separated from his group, lost in an endless forest, John wants to feel bad, but he doesn't.
Because it means just maybe he'd finally have a chance. If Simon could love him back...
"Hello?" John hears Simon call out. "Is anyone there?"
Unable to help himself, John calls out with the same words. He still hides, has toâbut he'll call attention to himself anyway, in the hopes Simon might pursue him.
There's a drawn out pause. John thinks Simon has already caught on.
"Show yourself!" Simon shouts, and John parrots.
The crunch of foliage beneath Simon's steps gradually sounds closer to John, but not close enough. John wills Simon to speak again, and before long, he says,
"Whoever you are, come with me this way."
It's the final pull for John. With Simon's words on his lips he reveals himself to the man, a bright smile on his face.
Simon startles with John's appearance, but he doesn't back away, or go on the defensive. He just stands with his head tilted in curiosity, brow furrowed with a confusion John wishes he could smooth out with his thumb.
"Who are you?" Simon asks.
John hates that all he can do is pose the same question.
Simon's frown deepens. "Are you doing that on purpose?"
His smile all but fallen, John shakes his head. He's beginning to realize with great anguish how foolish he'd been to believe Simon could love him back at all, let alone with his affliction.
But Simon steps forward, toward John.
"Has it been this way for a long time?"
John nods. "...a long time," he sighs. He hangs his head, gaze falling to the forest floorâbut not for long, as Simon grows ever closer and tilts his chin up with a hooked finger.
This close, John can see just how pleasantly warm Simon's eyes are, as dark in colour as they may be.
"Could I possibly help?"
John blinks up at Simon, wide-eyed. He'd never known mortals to be so generous, not to a complete stranger. "...help?"
Simon nods.
John gapes. After a moment he shrugs, then pausesânods back.
The corners of Simon's lips twitch upward. He shrinks away from John, but takes John's hand as he steps back.
"Help me return to the group first," Simon says. "Then we'll... we'll see what we can do."
Simon begins walking, John trailing along beside him, but suddenly stops in his tracks to turn to John for just a moment.
"Thank you," he says.
And as John repeats the words, he knows the sentiment isn't from Simonâit's for John to use.
It may not be reciprocated love just yet, but... it's a better start than John has had in a while. He'll gladly follow Simon anywhere, even if he's never relieved from his hex, because despite his frustration at not being able to form his own wordsâit's the first time he's felt properly heard, properly understood since he'd been cursed.
#ask#a little communication goes a long way#so many problems solved just like that#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghost x soap#ghoap#alternate universe#writing
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Hi! Just wondering if you have any headcanons for Josie and Rosieâs daughter? I think thatâs such a fun ship and would love to hear any of your thoughts about them.
babies <3 josie is the longer hair- if any of yâall need a refresher in young vets au josie is the bucks, naomi is rosieâs kiddo that he adopted as a single dad. (though sheâs also later adopted by his partner aiden that he gets w later down the line) s/o to @swifty-fox who this was developed with. we have created. so much young vets au next gen lore.
sweet girls
well. kinda. josie is a bit of a terror there for a minute.
she is buckyâs after all (: i think ive said before that while obv they both love both their kids, josie Is bucky and micah Is gale.
has had a lot of girlfriends and situationships and what have you
naomi. has- not.
knows sheâs gay, is very gender non conforming just. rizzless like her father (sorry rosie)
is buddies with josie and has kinda had a littleee crush on her since they were kids but. always got the sense that josie thought she was too Cool for her.
why would she want some dweeby gnc girl a couple years younger than her when clearly she can get any pretty girl she wants <\3 ugh naomi baby.
they become a closer when naomi goes away for college bc she. struggles to make friends for a minute and josie texts her to check in and they just start talking more from there.
naomi does meet /someone/ at college and. this girl is not very nice but ahhh we cannot stop her your first gay relationship being toxic as shit is a baby gay canon event.
brings her to the big memorial day weekend reunion get together with everyone in wyoming and josie immediately does not like this girl lmfao.
surely that means nothing (:
everything kinda blows up bc josie goes into the house for something, and naomiâs little girlfriend follows her and tries to hit on her. which naomi walks in on.
and ugh god love naomi she thinks josie was the one that âstarted itâ and they just start going at it. naomi following her back out of the house yelling at her that she can have whoever she wants why canât she let her have one thing. josie yelling at her that she didnât do anything- her little girlfriend is a slimy little weasel, nothing good comes from latching onto the first person to pay attention to you.
draws the attention of. everyone in the yard lmfao. bucky and rosie and aiden have to run over and break it up before someone gets smacked.
josie all pouty and frustrated off with bucky and aiden rambling about how she didnât do anything, naomi is such a good girl, she hates that her little girlfriend is so awful bc naomi doesnât deserve that.
naomi off w rosie and curt crying because she feels like sheâs just never going to be happy <\3 even her own *girlfriend* wants josie instead of her, and she gets it bc josie is perfect but. feels so stupid and broken.
eventually when everyoneâs heads are cooler josie all awkward asks naomi if she wants to go on a drive to get away from everyone for a bit. get fast food or something.
and naomi is like đđ i guess
josie gets like five minutes down the road before pulling over under a tree and naomi is like ??? is something wrong with your car i thought we were getting food ???
and josie just. looks at her for a long few seconds before unbuckling and reaching across the console and kissing that girl good.
naomi kisses her back but then yanks away like sheâs been burned bc. shock.
kinda immediately throws up walls nudging her off telling her she doesnât want her pity over her own girlfriend not wanting her.
donât do that to me jos, please
sweet josie. a terror but a good girl at heart like bucky. just sighs and tells her sheâs wanted to do that since before she brought that little jerk around.
naomi still pushes back just 𫤠i donât buy that. picking at her nails looking at her lap. tells her she can have anyone she wants she sure as shit doesnât want /her/. all your girlfriends are gorgeous i know what your type is.
(naomi has. a lot of insecurity around the gender non confirming stuff bless her sweet heart. rosie and aiden are such good dads about it. her best friends <3.)
but josie does want her. she really does <3
tells her that. kisses her again. they end up in the backseat of josieâs falling apart car for an hour and make all the guys giggle like little girls when they rock back up to the bucks house like flushed little baby deer.
micah pushed naomiâs little POS girlfriend into the lake
#young vets au#masters of the air#masters of the air oc#mota oc#josie x naomi#josie egan#naomi rosenthal
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hi, moonie! i have been a follower since early 2023 on twitter and you really helped me achieve a state of not giving a damn about the 3d!!
but i have a question, if i'm using loass to get my sp back and like i know the 4d is the only reality and in the 4d sp is mine, but the 3d hasn't conformed yet and so i don't care. so in the 3d, i start hooking up and hanging out with other guys would that become cheating if i believe and embody the state of him as someone who dates him? i'm so confused right now because the 4d always reflects the 3d and so is it okay if i still hangout and hook up with others when he hasn't conformed in the 3d?
Hey dear
Thank you for your love and support and I am very happy to know that my content has been helpful for you
Let me link an sp success story for you (I manifested my bff's ex back into her life bcs she wanted me to). Mind you, she had a partner around that time and her ex was dating another girl while they were in no contact. But we didnt care about the circumstances of course (p.s. they also got back together and started dating for a while) - link
So what I am trying to say is that you can date other people and 'manifest' your person (the reason I say ' manifest ' is because you at the end of the day you are manifesting yourself not anyone
You change your assumptions = the world changes accordingly
You change your views on your person = your person changes their behavior towards you
How do you think some people get whoever they want? Even married people? It's simple -> because of their assumptions and self-concept, and they don't even know about manifestation, but they are able to manifest perfectly whatever they want.
#law of assumption#manifestation#neville goddard#law of allowing#manifesting#law of manifestation#joseph murphy#law of assumption community#state of being#loass#manifesting an sp#manifesting specific person#specific person#law of the universe#imagination creates reality#assumptions create reality#law of assumption coach#tenbinary#moonie#neville goddard lectures
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Okay okay, I said I would talk about my theories on Ochakoâs feelings for Toga, but most of it is based on simple parallels between bkdk.
Lets start with Katsuki Bakugou: Rising.
I can hear you saying, âOh but Ochako hasnât sacrificed herself for Toga/the other way aroundâ. Correction, they havenât done it yet.
What do I mean by this? Well, letâs look at a more closely relating parallel in the newest chapter.
These two panels align just, so well. TOO WELL, in my opinion. Too well to ignore.
Honestly I could see an Uraraka Ochako: Rising in some way. Some sort of apology for not seeing her as human; to show that she does genuinely care about toga. How she couldnât stop thinking about her.
And yes, Iâm well aware of Togaâs genuine acts of violence and Urarakaâs justified view of her at the time. Iâm not saying sheâs a bad person, but Iâm saying that she isnât a perfect person in this situation either. Even in this chapter, Toga was not seen as a âfull on villainâ until this rejection.
Hell, sheâs just following orders now because she thinks that will be her only purpose from here on out. Ochako and Toga need to prove their worth to each other, because if they donât then they will never even accept themselves.
Ochako is like (and I couldnât put this as well as angy-grr has), a weird hybrid between Izuku and Katsuki. She has Izukuâs martyr complex and Katsukiâs determination to win. They are both her biggest assets and weaknesses. Weaknesses that have been exploited, assets that sheâs learned to be a better person.
And god, all for one is watchful. Iâm sure at one point or another heâs going to use their love of each other against the other in some way, like keeping Toga to stay in line and keep fighting, or for Ochako to sacrifice/hurt herself in order to save a villain. Itâs a double edged sword, they either have to literally refuse to express their feelings or hurt themself to do so.
And, while I do dislike Twiceâs death, (bc it makes me sad not narrative reasons) it had so much purpose in Togaâs arc. It makes her have to question the ideas of death as valuable or not, is life valuable or not, and does she truly want to hurt the ones she loves, or does she just want to express the way that sheâs been treated all her life?
Like, okay yes, Toga partly acts the way she does because of her quirk. But god dammit, itâs also because sheâs expressing her trauma. On other people. She can kill whoever she wants, whenever she wants, because she loves them SO MUCH! Because, even though she hates her parents, thatâs how they âexpressedâ their care and love for her.
Thatâs what this scene was referencing. She views love as something sheâs willing to let destroy her. Love is destruction, and if itâs not her then itâs the other person. She wants love to be tangible, yet out of reach. Like Sato or Izuku.
So when her first true experience with love, familial love with twice, it leaves this question:
Because this, THIS MOMENT, is a lasts act of desperation. To find love without violence.
Just because toga seeks out violence for love, does NOT MEAN that she actually WANTS it. Unhealthy behaviors donât just happen. Horikoshi is very much pushing nurture over nature throughout the story, so I feel like we focus too much on Togaâs quirk and the consequences to it, and not WHY thereâs consequences in the first place.
You donât just grow up and decide âI like when the people I love are bloody and beatenâ. No, thatâs caused by a deeper issue, one usually because of an innate experience.
Yes her eating the bird as a child was supposed to show that she had an attraction to blood, I know that, but we are also dismissing this the same as the heroes (like ochako) have throughout the story. âShe was such a good kid until her quirk made her commit such violence!â THATS the storyline the news pushes.
And then when the reporter comments on it, she says that it is due to a society that actively suppresses quirks. Quirks, quirks, quirks. Whoâs entire identity also surrounded the fact that he had a strong, flashy quirk that made him worth something?
And tell me, if Katsukiâs quirk truly was apart of his anger issues and general âexplosive personalityâ, then why does he lose it the more he uses self introspection? Why does the explosive energy slowly descend into something more of a mask? If Ochako was bubbly because her quirk was cute and made her float, then for the love of god, why does she get more serious?
We have ignored this repeatedly as a fandom. Quirks are nature, isnât that stated by people who are actively suppressive? Like Togaâs parents? Like AFO?
Toga isnât violent because of her quirk, sheâs violent because it was the only way the people who cared about her expressed love. For the love of god, Sato was literally in a fight when she fell in love with him. And Ochako, our amazing girlboss whoâs changing the world, has finally put the pieces together.
Quirks arenât nature.
And the fact of the matter is, you donât come to that conclusion without a deep understanding and care for another person. You donât see past that ânatureâ theyâve been taught. From Aizawa, to Mitsuki, to Izuku Midoriya.
Hell, Uraraka thought Katsuki was just that stubborn! That there was no changing that! And yet, and yet, Izuku fucking came anyway. He came and he made kirishima take his hand because of WHAT OCHAKO SAID!
THIS is what Ochakoâs character has been leading up to. Because she loves toga, and she doesnât want to let her go. You donât just, start wanting to save someone you see as irredeemable. That you donât care about.
#midoriya izuku#bkdk#mha deku#bkdk brainrot#bakudeku#bnha deku#bakugou katsuki#mha analysis#deku midoriya#mha bakugou#togachako brainrot#toga x ochako#mha toga#togaraka#toga#togachako#toga x uraraka#togaocha#bnha toga#toga himiko#ochako x himiko#bnha ochaco uraraka#mha ochako#uraraka ochaco#ochako#ochaco#uraraka fanart#my hero academia uraraka#leftsock rambles#vdidndijdidjdhsh I love them
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such love for "you're begging for tissues, all you get is confetti" like, you're in need of something so simple but you're given this ineffectual thing that can't actually help you at all. it just reads as your needs are forgotten or minimised to their smallest possible point and if that isn't being treated seriously then it's mocked or can be dealt with by something small. in line with the song, your nose is bleeding and the best thing for this is tissues, but all you have is confetti, just this little thing that really isn't going to help whatsoever but it's all the help you're gonna get. And the way this comes just after "but [your friends are] all bloodsucking vampires", just adds bc it's like, well they're getting something out of your struggles but you, it's safe to say, are not having a good time. it gives this impression of people taking joy in your suffering but acting as though they aren't or are doing the absolute barest minimum in giving something that might help but, in reality, doesn't, if anything makes it worse, emotionally-speaking.
and maybe it's just me, but the whole thing feels very defeated. like whoever the character of the song is, has just been putting up with all sorts of crap for however long and is just exhausted by it all, but cover it all up "wave hello 'cause nothing's wrong" and take their "heart off of their sleeve" and just act carefree and like everything's okay when nothing is, just bury it all, they don't "get tragic" anymore (perhaps suggesting that they, along with taking their heart off their sleeve, they don't show any of their emotions anymore)
. again, maybe it's me, but "i'm gonna die before you, it's the first race that i'll win" doesn't inspire a particularly hopeful ending and maybe that ties in with being carefree and "hectic", suddenly - people who know it'll be over soon tend feel okay about it, without getting too deep into it right here right now.
maybe, the whole lot reads as a bullying narrative. talking about giving the kids "something to shout back / as the books fall out of my rucksack" and not being "everything to everyone", by trying to please everyone you please no one, so that type of people-pleasing behaviour never worked out for our character, and just resulted in, at least, teasing. "I don't take my phone off silent anymore" could suggest, if you follow this theme, that they don't want to see what people are sending them or saying to them, so you could call them but they probably won't see it or notice. And then, of course, "while your friends sing happy birthday / but they're all bloodsucking vampires" suggests fake friends and people who turn their backs when you're in need, when you'd give them your time and energy and care - they act like they care, shallow things like singing happy birthday, but won't actually help when it's needed, like our character's nosebleed for which they 'beg' for tissue, but all they get is confetti. (and the word beg suggests that they're really trying to get what they need, but to no avail, so they just have to make do with what they can get their hands on)
anyway. I don't know how much or how little sense any of this makes. all I know is all you get is confetti is an excellent song that has me in a chokehold (despite only being out for not even 5 hours at this point) and it deserves to be heard and read into and loved.
#bears in trees#i don't what it is about this album era but y'all are reawakening my shitty gcse english lit âskillsâ#as i say englit âskillsâ i was not good at essays or anything - this is just a ramble let's be real here#again - whoever wrote this beautiful painful masterpiece we will be having words how dare you do this to me#maybe some of this is 'middle kid' projection or school-related-trauma projection or any kind of projection under the sun#bc let's be real it probably is#whatever the story or inspiration or meaning behind the song is - i love it anyway#it is so rare to find a song that registers as âbeautifulâ but this one truly does - it's something of a masterpiece honestly
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I think i started to follow you bc of tiny!cas, like eons ago, let me tell you seeing you get into different fandoms over the years has been a delight.
I remember seeing post of you going like 'hey these slasher film kinda go hard' and look at you know.
I mean this in the best way possible, I feel i've been watching a house plant grow, every now and then catching my attention and being amazed by the changes
omg thats such a sweet way of describing my... well happy autism awareness day everyone, its a nice way of describing the way i naturally transition through my Special Interests lmfao
actually, for the holiday, let me infodump about this very aspect of my brain to anyone who isnt aware how this works for me. (also every autistic person is different, so this is just how this symptom manifests in me)
ill say "phases" to simplify, though thats an unfair word because it implies im "over" my past phases. 99% of my past phases are pretty much there for life, but in the back of my mind. (So long as I didnt have a "bad breakup" with it for some reason, which is rare but happens) The ability to become a raving lunatic about it is dormant until someone asks the right question.
There can only be one interest (sometimes 2, with one being the less dominant one) at the forefront of my brain at a time, though. that defines the "phase".
so for example, my recent Halloween phase is "over" and I am 100% fully into Saw now, but I still absolutely love Halloween and Michael and Jason and all those guys. as evident by me still happily sharing gifsets and art and buying merch etc if it tickles my fancy. They're just hanging out in the background of my mental display case.
yea whoever follows my tumblr for a very long time has watched it happen in realtime. the transition between interests. i know for a fact which phase I started this blog on. if you're here from the beginning, youve seen, in order:
-Durarara!! -Deus Ex -Supernatural -Godzilla -Detroit: Become Human -There was like a few weeks where it was HLVRAI -And then it was plants. There was a year-long stretch with no Special Interest and I was latching onto odd things (and I was very inactive here) -Halloween & Friday the 13th -and now, Saw
I have many other things I love, but they don't clamp around my brain in quite the same extreme way.
my phases can last any amount of time, anywhere from a few short intense months to 5+ years, its completely random, completely unpredictable. even the interest itself is impossible to predict. its not something i choose, its something that happens to me.
sometimes i avoid watching things for a long time because im still very emotionally attached to my current phase and im genuinely afraid the shiny new thing will replace it. all art or fic ideas for the previous phase? theyll be abandoned. all I will want to create will be related to the new thing. (though I will sometimes draw it anyway, like digging up old toys to play with once in a while. The likelihood just drops considerably)
which is why right now i pretty much put a pause on the other franchises I plan on watching. I'm genuinely gripping onto Saw like someone is tryin to take it from me.
and then sometimes im like "haha yeah right. ill be fine. ill eat my shoe if my brain latches to this" and then put on the movie and by the credits roll im a new person (yes thats what happened with Saw. I really had no idea.)
this is also why im terrified of even just "checking out" things that have, like, a toxic fanbase or something, because i cant stop a new phase from happening if it does. and its really hard to keep it to myself, fuck
(do u know how mad i was when i realized i was attaching to hoffman the evil dirty cop??? i was so scared of drawing him, dudes. but thankfully everyones been cool abt it and we're all very aware of his awfulness & we have fun w it)
and every time my brain changes and i do get obsessed with some new thing, i get really scared and worried and hope I dont bother everyone who followed me for something else :(((( and yet, every time, im absolutely floored by how many people choose to tolerate my newest nonsense and stick around anyway
anyway ive lost the plot of what point i was making here OH YEAH thank you!
tl;dr: that would be the autism! thank you, it WILL happen again! that is a threat! đĽ°
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another branch of yellow rose?
oooo i can do alt yellow rose branches sure
for those of you who don't know, yellow rose has a few alternate endings or setups using the same general characters. so there's classic yellow rose, "true villain" yellow rose where Martyn is a villain from the start, a villain swap where Ren is a villain instead... lots of em, not including alternate endings to classic or the. what're we at now. i think 3 new unnamed branches, one which we dont even have any writing for
this one is from uh. villain swap. bc it required the least explanation (but still much). ren's a villain called frostbite, who works for doc (of martyrs vtuber lore, not m77). doc is posing as a hero, secretly growing his fame by being in control of the city's most powerful villain, up until Ren breaks "off script" in front of Doc and Rose (Martyn, his sidekick)
âWhat?â Doc asks. He sounds more upset than Martyn thought heâd beâalmost upset as he had been the day before. âSay that again?â
âFrostbite said heâd been working with someone,â Martyn says, âFor someone. Heâs been following orders.â
âWhenâ how long ago did you talk to Frostbite?â Doc asks, âWas this during our fight? How come you didnât tell me?â
âI spoke to him after, uhâ I used my emergency teleportation vial to look for him once I got home. You seemed upset, soâŚâ Martyn trails off, barely thinking about what heâs saying. Heâs lying to Doc now? Why is he lying for Frostbiteâs sake? Frostâs going to love hearing this later, Martynâs sure. âI found him, talked to him for a bit. I was trying to stall until his teleportation ran out, but I guess he knew what I was doing, because he didnât stick around, especially after he accidentally let slip heâd been following orders.â
âWhat do you mean, accidentally let slip? What did he say?â Doc asks, âWalk me through the whole conversation.â
âI found him trying to tend to his wounds. Theyâ they werenât as serious as theyâd looked, thankfully, so he should recover fine. Plus I walked him through how to bandage them right,â Martyn says, lying again, âI was trying to get him to talk to me, you know, make him comfortable.â
âSure,â Doc says, voice flat. His eyes are narrowed, though if heâs unhappy with any part of this, he doesnât say.
âI told him he should lay off crime for a while until he recovered. He said something like, ânow that Iâm not following orders, Iâm not going to commit any crime I donât have to,ââ Martyn says, âSo I asked him what he meant, and he just lookedâŚâ
Scared. Panicked. Like heâd made some kind of grave mistake.
âHe just teleported out. Didnât stick around to chat,â Martyn says, âBut donât you get what this means? If Frostbite is following orders, there must be an even more dangerous person calling the shots! Maybe thatâs why he stopped wearing the armorâit must be from whoever was telling him what to do! If we can find whoever that isââ
âRose,â Doc says, calmly cutting through Martynâs theorizing, âAre you sure he wasnât just lying to you?â
âI⌠I mean, no, butââ
âFrostbite lies,â Doc says, âThat is what he does. I say I know him better than anyone else. Trust me when I say you canât believe a word he says.â
âHeâs been mostly honest with me,â Martyn says, âExcept, you know, the whole⌠youâre trying to kill him thing.â
Docâs face does something funny at that, but he sighs.
âHeâs got a convincing voice, Iâll give you that. He sounds all sad with his tail tucked between his legs,â Doc says, âBut heâs a violent criminal and a vicious liar. You donât want to become swept away in what he has to say. Itâd be best not to listen at all.â
âBut if heâs not. If there really is someone behind himââ
âThere isnât,â Doc says calmly.
Martyn opens his mouth to protest, but gives up. Doc smiles.
âIâve been fighting Frostbite for years, remember. If there was a puppet master pulling his strings, donât you think Iâd have noticed by now?â Doc asks.
âI⌠guess so,â Martyn says. Doc nods.
âIt would be tragic if we found Frostbite was being controlled by some greater evil, forcing him into crimeâif that was the case, you know weâd do everything we could to help him,â Doc says, âBut heâs lying to you. Iâm sure of it.â
âOkay,â Martyn says, âYeah, youâre right. He just⌠he seemed so scared.â
âA trick, I promise you,â Doc says, âBut if youâre falling for all his traps⌠Rose, do you remember what I said about staying away from Frostbite?â
ââŚYou said I shouldnât confront him at all,â Martyn says.
âThatâs right,â Doc agrees, âI appreciate you taking the initiative to make up for upsetting me, but I donât need you to do that for me.â
âI really think itâs worth talking to him, though. I think he trusts me. I could learn more aboutââ
âRose,â Doc cuts him off, and it sounds far more like a warning. âI told you the day he snapped. Heâs far too dangerous, and not just because of his powers. Donât trust him. Donât let him get close enough to burn you or to fill your head with lies. Understand?â
For a long moment, Martyn just stares. Doc frowns.
âRose,â he says, âIâm just trying to keep you safe. If you canât listen to me, then Iâll bench you. Do you understand?â
âI understand,â Martyn says finally. Doc smiles again, all the tension gone.
âGood. Donât interact with Frostbite when Iâm not present. It isnât safe,â Doc says, âBut thank you for looking for him. Itâs a shame you couldnât catch him.â
âIt really is,â Martyn says, though heâs already tuning Doc out. Frost was lying to him? Sure, it makes sense, and Martyn already suspected it. He should just write that comment off, accept it for the lie it is, butâŚ
If there was nothing to it, why did he look so afraid? Why is he suddenly acting so erratically? Why abandon his armor? Is it really a lie? Or has he uncovered something even Doc doesnât know about?
Just what is going on with Frostbite?
#lew writes#i dunno if id tag this yellow rose its pretty much the opposite#would this be purple rose? lmao
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Ch 52: To You, From Me
Rip: "Want me to pick you up, too?"
Latla: "I hope no one tags me in this..."
And that boy's name was Abraham Lincoln.
This chapter is all about Akira/Anno Un. For plot purposes, UU focuses on how his manga helped the Negators, but there are surely a lot of regular people who love it, too--Fuuko's mom, for one! It holds the record for the longest-running shoujo manga for a reason.
Andy and Tatiana both enjoyed it before they knew about its importance, too. It stands on its own as a story even if the reader doesn't know that it predicts the future, because it's a great story! Fuuko told Top that it was the "gold standard for long-running shoujo manga" and both she and Tatiana were SHOCKED that a young person like Top hadn't heard of it. I wonder what the normal fans would think if they learned its true purpose!
I just realized that if little Akira hadn't been a manga fan, he might've done something else with the story he saw, like make it into a movie or children's books or a spoken word album or an interpretive dance or something. Or even just kept it to himself! And if that had happened, there's a chance that Fuuko would've never known about it, Juiz would've never put the puzzle together, and the people who needed to hear the story might not have ever encountered it.
But the fact that the object he picked up was a G Liner seals the deal. It's for drawing manga! It's like God/the Author/whoever put it there was gently nudging him to make this story into a manga instead of any other medium.
The flashback continues in narration boxes while the current story moves ahead. Rip is running along Autumn's claw while Latla and Bunny get in close.
"Despite that, he never gave up on life, in part because of his mother's desire for him to stay alive. But the other reason...."
TOZUKAAAA!!!! Yes!! I love this!
He had to have a close relationship with a good parent or else the manga may have never happened. What if Akira hadn't overheard her hopes for him? Or if she'd given up on him?
It's all set up so perfectly! And Akira having a loving parent is the key to all of it working out. He wrote all of it with her in mind, even the title! And it did find its way to her, though Anno Un was too late to meet her in person.
I just love that he prefaces the fact that the characters kept him alive with "AND HE HAD A WONDERFUL MOTHER." It's nice to see that.
That's a lot to put on a kid! Poor Akira!
If the bad ending was that the world ended because Fuuko died, it's probably bc killing God is only possible with her Negation abilities and personality, but also hear me out: (ch 16âŹď¸)
Fuuko's death may have broken Andy, too, and with him weakened, Victor would come out to try to kill Juiz, and then who knows who would ride the Ark!?!
The one-shot contest Akira won was likely in the 70s, judging by the name of the magazine, so by now he's had like 30 years of drawing these characters and writing stories for them. He's their #1 fan! He loves them! How could he not? He doesn't want to see them defeated.
(And that's the difference between Anno Un and God/The Author in the UU-verse. Anno Un knows they're real and wants to help them. God may or may not know the characters are sentient, but only wants to see them defeated...)
Akira found a loophole to his ability by manifesting Anno Un to do the work for him! Has he just been following Anno everywhere all these years?
It seems like Akira may have taken out his soul with Soul Caliber and put it into Anno Un, but I still have questions:
If Akira's body was without a soul, then was his body just hanging out unnoticed somewhere like Fuuko's was when she was in the book?
How did Akira's soul get back into his body at the end of this chapter?
If you have theories, please send them!
Meanwhile, Andy and Rip begin the main attack on Autumn in a very wicked double spread
Hit 'em with the double moons! Without Rip, they couldn't have pulled this off!
The pen shattering as a punishment for changing the future is just cruel! Did God just expect him to live with that knowledge and not try to change it? Or was God afraid of what else Akira might tell them now if he could?
Latla swoops in on her broom-cycle with Bunny and Fuuko and Bunny grabs the core as Andy sets up a Volcano Unluck Bullet.
All of those pieces had to work together and maximize the way their skills could combine for Autumn to be captured. But now that Latla has the core, will the Union be able to get it back?
Awww, that's what Fuuko told Cap'n Andy at the cabin in the book! It makes sense that Andy would be the one to reach out to Akira. He knows what it's like to lose people and how alone Akira must feel.
In the anime, the voice actor for Anno Un, Akira, and the narrator are all the same person, so these narration boxes are Akira's voice speaking and talking about himself in 3rd person.
And we finally see Akira as an older man. He hasn't been acknowledged by another person in so long! Granted, Andy calls him "Anno," which is probably just how it has to be since no one can know about Akira. Still, a fist bump is a fist bump.
"To You, From Me," was a phrase that summarized Akira's feelings toward his mom, but it's also what Andy is giving back to him. Akira's ability forced him to live in a situation where he could only GIVE, never receive. He gave advice. He shared his work. He gave life to a drawing, then gave that drawing his name, his soul, and his fame.
But he couldn't receive things from others because no one could perceive him. Andy's fist bump is the first thing he's received in so long! I wish The Union could find a way to contain his ability and let him live a normal life, like what happened with Tatiana, but his requirements are so strict that there probably isn't a way around it. Still, it would be fun to see him stick around.
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T.T, >.<, o.e, & :^* !! with whoever of your choosing <3
wahhh ty!! gonna do lestat, stan and simon my bbygrls
T.T - What show/book/etc from your childhood would you be most excited to show your f/o? What do they think?
for lestat it's definitely hbo's happily ever after (the movie not the show) bc i think he'd unironically get invested and love the whimsy of it and the very obvious lesbian energy from the dwarfelles. it'd be one of those daniel memes but with me (dallas. dallas ze prince has been cursed, dallas! how could zey take away his beauty, mon cher? why must zey punish him so? / dallas. dallas zis owl es so inspirational! ze lyrics, ze use of lightning sound effectz! i must sample zis, dallas! for ze next record, of course.)
for stan he's getting shown crashbox and all grown up. i think crashbox would perfectly appeal to his weird, sometimes offputting sense of humor and the aesthetics are right up his ally. he'd love jumpin johnny jumble and dora schmarmy. with all grown up it'd just remind him a lot of the dynamic him and the losers have <3
and for simon...beyblade metal series ohhhh he'd think it's so dumb and complain about it but when i go to turn it off suddenly it's "no wait i gotta know what gingka's gonna do about ryuga". invested but still pretends he doesn't give af
o.e - What would your f/oâs fursona be? If theyâre already an anthro character, what would they look like as a human?
this is such a hard choice omg...
for lestat im thinking possibly a very flashy, rare bird. i don't really know different types but my old english teacher had one that was technically illegal to own in the US but her mother bought it before this law was made so now she just has it and something about that feels so fitting for him. bird that is illegal and flashy, can talk shit and steal from you, but will also pluck out ur enemies eyes. he'd have a very detailed, high end fursuit ofc.
stan would also be a bird for the obvious reasons. maybe a bluejay? or a cardinal? not too uncommon but still very beautiful and loved. uncommon enough where people are still excited when they see em. his fursuit would be hyperrealistic and maybe a bit unsettling but mostly made by himself bc he knows a thing or two about putting together a high quality suit. ben would help with the ventilation and fans part.
for simon the instant thought is opposum, followed by ferret and raccoon. all feel fitting but i think opposum works best. freaky big weirdos who love a good chomp. can be a bit ugly but it adds to the charm. rummages through trash for goods. no fursuit but def has a tail.
>.< - Do you have any xenogender/microlabel headcanons for your f/o?
so for simon id say none bc i think he'd very much be a no labels who gives af do whatever you want forever kinda guy. technically he'd be bisexual but you'd be hard pressed to get him to say anything that wasn't along the lines of "ill take whatevers offered" or something something yeah im a faggot something something and id fuck ur girl something something but he'd also probably have some gender fuckery that could fall under xenogender if he looked into it. i think he'd be fine with literally any pronouns he's just never thought about it and doesn't mind just getting called he/him either.
for stan, no xenogenders or microlabels specifically, its just another thing with fluid sexuality and gender where it's like idk what i am but getting called other pronouns doesn't bother him, he'd be a bit fond of fae pronouns in his teen years i think but idk if it'd stick as he grew and changed identity wise. in terms of sexuality besides being poly and mostly using queer as his label (maybe he'll use bisexual depending on the crowd), i don't rly think he has much going on there.
now lestat is the outlier bc while i don't rly have specific xenogenders picked for him i know there's more pronouns past he/she/they that would appeal to him, he just isn't a fan of ANY pronouns so he mostly uses those 3. in current days i think he'd probably rabbit hole and then come to me like "i will now be using it/xe/heart/etc etc" at like 3 in the morning and then continue on that sorta path for a bit before finally feeling like he's relearned himself a bit. in terms of microlabels, i think his bpd would probably affect how he views his sexuality, so let's chuck hyperromantic in there (not sure if that counts as a microlabel but shrug). he might also consider himself androromantic.
incoming ramble feel free to skip but...
tbh a lot of my f/o's are listed as bi or queer or only using he/him just bc i genuinely do not think they'd care but if they had to choose a label it'd be that one, if that makes sense. a lot of my labels for my f/o's are decided by age (the older they are the more likely they are to use bi over queer or pan), year their media is set in (if it's the 2000s they still might be averse to certain labels, not have heard of them or not had the ability to explore gender) and their general attitude (would they even care about labels to begin with or is it just a fuckfest for them). which is why we have f/o's like adrian (30s, show set in 2022 i believe, would know about social media past facebook and probably use it, positive attitudes towards queerness as a general subject) with the pansexual label vs simon (late 90s to early 2000s setting, in his early 20s, uses fag as an insult but would also kiss a guy) with the queer label bc i think he'd refuse to label himself despite being comfortable in his fluid sexuality but would, realistically, be pansexual. same with him having he/him pronouns bc i just don't think he'd bother exploring other pronouns bc he doesn't have dysphoria, but if somebody were to randomly she/they him he might be like "oh okay i kinda like that". rly the only exception to this rule is demi and trans labels bc i think those are sorta integral to how i read those characters. daryl wouldn't call himself demisexual or demiromantic, but he'd call himself bisexual over any other label. so i label him as bi and slap the demi on bc it's pretty key to the irvixon lore. same with billy who'd never admit to being trans or call himself demi but to me he is and that's lore relevant so i put it down. idk if this system makes any sense to anyone else but what im saying is that the labels in my carrd can be very different to how i ACTUALLY view their gender/sexuality.
:^* - Who would be your f/oâs favorite character from My Little Pony and why? What about yours?
so lestat's is obviously rarity bc that's twin BUT he'd have a mega soft spot for applejack me thinks
stan is very twilight coded but i think that's exactly why she WOULDNT be his fave...i think he'd lean towards pinkie or rainbow (both remind him of richie at times) or fluttershy (who doesn't love her)
and simon is a fluttershy girl idc idc!!!! he thinks fluttershy and discord are cute together too
#shit self#asks#stanley tag đą#simon tag đŻ#lestat tag â#yayyy ty again#also did u get my ask for this ask game?? asking bc tumblr seems to be eating a lot of my asks again#if not lmk ill send again#frothingatthemaw
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