#bc when they don't make him go away it's like yay!! good family time!! <3< /div>
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marc--chilton · 6 months ago
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(mgv) house gets broody if the ducklings (chase and thirteen specifically) push him away when his heat gets closer. kind of offputting to have your well meaning but still generally assholeish boss/work dad suddenly wanting to hang out because his brain is going "my pups <3 my big pups who i adopted and love" (<- exaggeration. hindbrains really play up the emotional aspects of things because, and i say this with affection, they are kind of dumb) so them shooing him off means to his dumb hormonal omega brain, his own pups are rejecting him. it's not that deep and he knows it. that's the worst part. but his instincts don't really get the memo so he just sulks around wilson's office when that happens
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teddybeartoji · 10 months ago
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MICKEY…… im sorry im literally so scatterbrained i COMPLETELY forgot to answer ur question abt shoko’s role in the ihtctaot universe 😭😭😭 IT HIT ME OUT OF NOWHERE i was like did mickey ask me abt shoko or did i make that up….. bUT i finally remembered and im here to help (hopefully maybe) :’3 
I LOOOVVEEEE THE IDEA OF ESTRANGED CHILDHOOD FRIENDS SHOKO/KNIGHT!READER R U KIDDING ME…… i also feel like it makes sense for shoko to maybe have a tough upbringing? or like. maybe she grew up in a run-down area and thats how they met… bc im assuming that reader didnt have it easy as a child :cc BUT ANYWAY;;;;;
tbh when i was writing my own fic i kinda pictured shoko as someone who just hangs around the castle and helps the maids now and then. good at patching people up, knowledgeable abt treatment and etc… maybe hired by the royal family to be a nurse of sorts? idk but i do see her as someone Mysterious. just kinda appears when she wants to. easily misunderstood bc she has unsettling vibes but shes nice!! mostly.
THOSE R JUST MY SPONTANEOUS THOUGHTS THOUGH im sorry i forgot abt this… 😔😔 i think i was so excited to answer that my brain blocked it out LMAOO but…!!! im always happy to talk abt shoko <33 and i cant wait to see what u do w her character!!
NOOO RUSHH EVERRRRR i literally send u like a novel lmao
but ahhhh ari ari ari the way our brains are not kissing they are now making out ok i was literally thinking about the same things about her. like everything u said........................
the estranged childhood friends ahhhhhhhhh it's so good i'm thinking something sooomething about the reader going out of their way to help shoko out when they were kids. like they were both more like street kids (i think shoko was more quiet so she came off as more "manageable" so i think she'd find a house to stay at but the reader still had to be out and shoko felt soooooooo bad and tried to make up for it by always fixing them up whenever they fought with whoever)(but the reader never wanted shoko to feel bad they think it's just the way that it is - they're out on the street, they don't belong, don't fit in I'M CRYING) but then yeah something something the reader decides to move and learn how to be a better fighter and shoko is left behind BUT NOT FOR LONG bc now this fancy ass little white haired teenager is here tagging along a sulky dark haired boy and whooo boy she now has new friends (yay) and satoru definitely gave her a room somewhere on the first floor, kind of hidden away with her own little garden area overlooking the ocean (that's where they all hang out at)(every time sugu leans on the railing to look at the sea at some point satoru comes up and scares him a little and sugu's eyebrows always furrow and he aaaaaalways hits him on his shoulder)(and shoko pretends they're annoying but in reality she's so glad to have them)
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night-faye · 4 months ago
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11) You can do this. WE can do this." Literally same speech MK gave Macky before. I LOVE this whole scene its such a good speech, so much emotion and inspo and power and heart and soul. A lot more solid than the one against Inky. That's what a scrap of mental stability will do to ya! Wukong fights so gracefully and cool, and he gets a HUG and the smile at MK and Mei <3 <3 he is everything 🥺 so many feelings in this monkey.
12) Macky's "ugh this guy" parallels Mei's "ugh this guy" to Ao Lie XD the way they draw him in crayon is always so funny. just hanging, getting dragged along, or brooding turned away from everyone. also MAGIC TAXI MACKY lol just dumping everybody, heyyy did your magic ears hear them coming 👀 *magic school bus theme song plays* always gotta go on a not normal life changing field trip with Macky! snuck in a bit of Toph from ATLA there. It's so good seeing him on the side of the heroes. He's so dedicated when he wants to be.
13) "I will test the limits of Sun Wukong's immortality." COLD. "I don't know how you stomach it, brother. The Six Earred Macaque fighting alongside his own replacements!" my favorite icecream flavor is "bad guys mocking Macky in a way that digs deep to make him appear angsty and pathetic like the audience has to gasp at this or something yet shows a prominent character strength. his loyalty. he don't CARE." also HIS FIGHTING STYLE IS SO COOL SLIPPING AND SLIDING ALL OVER THE ROCKS. So smooth, doing a super spin, sliding like the cool kids do down the stair railing and diving into a shadow portal <3 YES he called Macky out with that line 😂 I can never get sick of people exposing Macky with the most dramatic lines ever its too gosh darn fun, like they usually save this kind of taunting for the hero. but Macky is our special snowflake. it VERY MUCH has a reputation as a writing trope for snowflake MCs. also Macky's surprise at seeing Mei angry and fight <3 team ups yay, get used to your new found family Macaroon. After so long, Macky finally gets to speak up and say how much he hates Peng ^_^ good for him! and bc it's Macky's shiny new personality, WHO HOLDS GRUDGES. "You always were the most cowardly of the bunch." SAVAGE. CATASTROPHIC EVENT. five dead. 2 injured.
14) "If you will not kneel before your Emperor, you will p E r i SH before your Emperor." WUKONG'S FACE PLS HE'S JUST A LIL GUY HE DIDN'T ASK YOU ALL TO BE SO CRAZY ABOUT HIM. "I should have never trusted the Monkey King. The False Sage Equal to NOTHING." COLD. FRIGID COLD. CHILLS. 👀
15) THIS IS IT. These are the exact scenes that parallel for the 3rd time Wukong protecting MK twice, from Macky and from the Ink Spear, AND is in fact, exactly what Macky showed in Shadow Play because it was MK floating exactly like this same pose in his monkey form!! You go foreshadowing Macadoodle lol.
16) MK's "well alright then." is a response to Inky's "then prove us wrong."
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acaiasahi · 3 years ago
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✶ their partner's a basketball player ; treasure reaction.
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synopsis. treasure reacts to their partner / significant other plays basketball and is on a b-ball team.
info. fluff. treasure x gn!reader.
warnings. injuries, not proof read, grammatical errors, lowercase intended, small text intended.
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✶ choi hyunsuk.
[ . . . y'all already know that ma boy's a sports fan... like... y'all see the way he stayed up to watch soccer and fell asleep? too cute anyway, he'd be so hype at your games and at this point you just give him the date, time, place, and he's straight up there. he'll always make time for your games but in the rare instance that he can't make it, he'll let you know way ahead of time. for the most part, is always seen cheering with your family or friends, etc. he usually brings other members like mashi and they're your biggest fanboys out of all the members LOLOLOL if you were to get injured, bro would be shaking in his insole-filled shoes!!!! he'd take really good care of you though, make sure you're comfortable and happy, all things considered T^T when you win... bro's straight up like "yeah... what can i say??? that's my s/o... yk... the onE THAT JUST SCORED THE LAST SHOT!!!" overall the biggest hype man <3!!!
✶ park jihoon.
[ . . . have y'all seen him during tmap field day??? mans is PUMPED when he finds out you play basketball. asks you if you have any upcoming games and if he can go 😭 probs screams the loudest in the gymnasium... whole room could go silent and he's deadass be like "whOOP WHOOP GO Y/N!!!" like SUCKAAAA KEEP IT DOWNNNNNN!!!! 😭😭😭 bring the members along even if they don't want, hoon's like "you literally have no choice :|" but once the boys are there, they're so hype!!! when you get injured, he's super confused and worried. you're usually careful when you play, you always stretch, drink water, eat before hand, etc. and the fact that YOU got injured... he's baffled! takes care of you though, he doesn't let you leave bed unless you 110% better! when you win... best believe he'll pick you up and spin you around. he's so happy... almost to the point where he'll just scream it out into the sky and all you can do is laugh and kiss him to shut up!!!
✶ kanemoto yoshinori.
[ . . . literally so cute... yk how gullible he is when the members make jokes and he's fr like "REALLY??? 😦😦" but the only difference is that you playing basketball isn't fake. flabbergasted and easily amazed 😭 could make a three-pointer and he'd be ROLLING ON THE MF FLOOR!!! always goes to your matches no matter what. he's never missed a match and you best believe that he's screaming his ASS off with little homemade banners that he drew before the game </333 if you ever get injured, he's so attentive and always there to help you. calls and texts you when he's away so he can see how you're feeling. when you win games, bro's slapping the members like "THAT'S MY Y/N!!! YAY YAY YAYYYY!!!!" so cute... all your teammates find it cute that's he's always yelling your name that it's become an inside joke T^T basketball s/o and their lil pocket-sized bf cheerleader!!!
✶ kim junkyu
[ . . . has no idea what's going on but is living in the moment!!! was too scared to go alone the first time he went to one of your matches so he brought jaehyuk along 😭 only cheered when other people cheered bc like i said... homie has no idea what the hell is going on LMAOOO once he goes to more of your matches, he gets a better understanding and finally knows that a game has four quarters and that's... quite literally all he knows... LOL he's trying though, which you appreciate. if you get injured, deadass be like "banish all basketballs!!!!" and you gotta be like "kyu... i'm fine..." but that's not stopping him from doing every. single. thing. for. you. when you win though... best believe he'll jump up and down shouting your name!!! idk why but i see him as the type to wear or bring your other jersey during the game or doodle your jersey number on the inside of his hand dawwww </333
✶ takata mashiho.
[ . . . big ol' smile on his face when he's at your games. watches intently and notices small details. gets annoyed when an opposing player does you dirty but keeps it to himself until he can finally talk to you about. deadass is like "they literally pushed you for no reason! they had room to go around but they did it on purpose because you're THAT good!!! >:(" you find it so cute that he gets riled about those things. he actually plays with you sometimes on his free days, p.s. he doesn't let you win without a fight but when he does let you win without trying, your happy jumps and wide smiles is just... too hard to resist <3 he knows what to do if you get injured because he's been there himself. makes sure your taken care of and fed, etc. </333 when you win... my guy is SOOO cocky about it. deadass tells all the members like "yeah... y/n won... AGAIN" with a goofy ass smile mashi ur climbing my bias list pls relax
✶ yoon jaehyuk.
[ . . . my man gots to be the most normal one out off everyone 😭 it's not like he doesn't care, he's so proud of you, he just naturally keeps his excitement on the down low. loves watching you play, is literally mesmerized... like have y'all seen him watch the other members play and when they score he's just like 😦 LIKE HOW CUTEEEE def goes to every one of your games and is sad when he can't go because of his schedule. plays with you even though he isn't the greatest, he still puts up a pretty decent fight if you ask me! you taught him how to shoot and he was so excited when he finally got it awww he jumped up and down like u gotta be kiddin me bruh he takes great care of you and almost never leaves your side </3 you winning always surprises him no matter how many times it happens. will always throw you over your shoulder and run around because he's just THAT happy </333
✶ hamada asahi.
[ . . . have y'all seen him play T3T literally junkyu 2.0 but with a little bit more knowledge than him. is more on the quiet side at your games but will occasionally shout words of encouragement to you. things like "you got this y/n!" or "push through, babe!" loves seeing how passionate you are about winning and he's so... in love!!! </3 when you got injured, mans was heart broken. literally dropped everything and ran to you as quickly as possible. tries his best to make you as comfortable as you can be wherever you are. when you win... he hits you with the :3 because he's having a harder time verbalizing it but you know that he's so.. so.. SOOO happy about your accomplishments. pulls you to the side and tells you how proud he is of you </33!!
✶ bang yedam.
[ . . . park jihoon 2.0!!! tries not to show his cockiness but you're so good that he's got to let everyone know that you're his s/o!!! always like "yeah... the one that scored the winning shot... that's my s/o!!!" when you point him out in a crowd, he always goes "ehhhhhh" waving you off and giving you a thumbs up. tries to make it to every game and if he can't, asks you to update him when you're finished. showers you in love and praise even if you do or don't win. doesn't really know what to do to help you when you do get injured but he tries his best and does everything you ask of him. when you win he always and i mean ALWAYS hits you with the "i knew you'd win!" along with a big bear hug awww
✶ kim doyoung.
[ . . . cocky to the mf MAX... i guess you could say it's from love tho?? enjoys seeing you play and loves watching a different you come out. it's really amazing to see and it makes him pumped. he goes to every other game, his schedule packed and you know that. does the same thing as yedam and asks you to tell him everything that happened. absolutely hates seeing you hurt whether it's small or an actual serious injury. it breaks his heart but he pushes it aside to be your rock <3 loves the smile on your face when you win because he's the first person you try to find and that makes him absolutely devastated bc... he's so madly... deeply... and utterly in love with you. oh also, even though he can't come to every single game, he made a deal to go out to eat after every single one, you choice ofc!!
✶ watanabe haruto.
[ . . . yk when he screams and it's all high pitched? yeah... exactly what he does when he watches you play. it earns him some funky looks but he literally gives zero shits because look!! at!! you!! go!! so proud and makes it very clear to you by coming to every single game he can go to. brings the j-line along and they're always screaming for you, cheering you on in their own way. they're like like cheerleaders </3 one time you pointed out to haruto after making a basket and he got so blushy and sent you a hand heart back </3 also, this one time, ruto did the exact same thing as you when playing a game on one of his days off and he missed the basket 😭 tries to lighten up your mood when you get injured and calls you his "clumsy baby" <3 when you win, this mf is SCREAMING!!! claps loud and has the biggest, most brightest smiles on his face!!!
✶ park jeongwoo.
[ . . . played 1v1 with him and he lost... 😭🤭 literally hit you with the "i haven't played iN AWHILE THAT'S WHY >:(!!!!" and that got your ass rolling on the floor bc this sucka really tried it LMAO has never missed a game and is always there early to get good seats. brings ruto and junghwan along and the three are so loud that you have to shush them. you literally run across the court and they're like "Y/N YES WE LOVE YOU WHOOP WHOOPPP!!" like keep it down you bozos 😭 one time you got injured, luckily it wasn't too serious but he carried you around like his life depended on it. spoiled and pampered you to death but who's really complaining 🤨 so happy when your team wins, literally screams... no words... just screaming but yk what, you'll take what you can get because he treats you out to eat afterwards <3
✶ so junghwan.
[ . . . super king cow baby is always giving you pep talks before hand like he's your coach 😭 screams as loud as he cans to show you his support even if it's incoherent to you, you know it's him and that gives you more motivation lolzies!!! writes your jersey number down like junkyu and brings hand-drawn signs with your name on it. always goes to your games and sometimes bring his hyungs along and cause more ruckus but who's surprised at this point??? suckas are LOUD MFS!!! when you get injured, he has no clue what to do... almost like brain empty but once you tell him he's kinda like.. OH OK HAHA LOL and helps you out with whatever you need. when you win, he's literally pick you up and put you on his shoulders while chanting your name. it's happened so many times but it always catches you off guard which is another reason why he loves to do it 😭
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★ treasure taglist. @yogurteume ... @tayhunwoo ... @h4chi ... @enhacolor ... @wonluvrbot
[ 🎧 ] jaydi's notes. this is an interesting concept 😭 not that big of a fan when it comes to basketball but the prompt was too cute to pass up 😭😭
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ialwaysknewyouwerepunk · 3 years ago
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the person talking abt how they have to hide being queer from their family just like same that hit home so hard, and also same to learning so much abt queer history I started learning from harry and louis (through the bears bc of course, duh) and I took up reading the books rbb and sbb hv had on them and hv been mentioned (judy garland!!) anyway so I learnt sooo much more than like I knew existed? idk if that makes sense and it also made me realise that i hv a lot of internalised homophobia and it does feel incredibly lonely sometimes, because I hv no friends that are out and proud and the group of ppl at my school who are, are so nice and friendly and polite and i love talking to them in the hallways or in class when we get paired up but im so scared of like actually integrating myself into their crowd (the one time i tired to attend a meeting I had a panic attack in the bathroom) and i dont know why im telling u all this
and I dont think ppl fully understand what its like everywhere else in the world because im never going to forget this one time at a party where a girl and her girlfriend got shouted and leered at by all those boys (and their girlfriends who just let it happen, I've literally heard one of those girls talk abt how amazing it is to have a gay best friend) and how when one of them responded back by telling them off for their disgusting behaviour the boys physically started approaching them in a threatening manner
theres also these rumours that circulate sometimes abt why some ppl arent coming to school for days at a time and when they do finally show up they're slightly bruised and its bc [insert person] did smth to them and so many ppl will just casually throw into the conversation their sexuality, like everyone will be talking abt what happened and what they heard and some random dumbass will quip "I heard they're gay" and they'll whisper it, like its forbidden or smth and everyone will nod their heads like yes I understand now, like it fucking makes sense that this happened and it makes me want to punch someone
and its so fucking scary to think abt how these things just happen and ppl pretend they dont see it and everytime someone tells me i can trust an adult i think of the 3 teachers who all passed by a student who was very rainbow (it was pride month) and watched some dude basically bang his shoulder into him and the dude laughed and walked away when the guy in rainbow tripped and they did nothing
and online I see so many ppl talk abt how its ok to be gay in all these big cities and how everyone so open now! and everythigns ok! and yay to gay! gay ppl are privileged! fucking bullshit I say
because all these memories of horrific things come to mind evertyime someone says that and I dont know where ppl are getting the idea its ok everywhere now
and the first time I heard a group of ppl talk abt harry styles in a dress on the cover of vogue i got so excited bc i had secretly gone out and bought my younger brother (he likes to wear dresses and nail polish) a copy and how I had done that so damn discreetly and how damn hard it was to get it to him through my parents to him, it was so exciting and we were !!! jumping for joy and the next day at school some girl by the lockers and she called him queer like it was an insult and that got so deep in my soul and its still there, the way she said it, the way she phrased it
and im sorry this is so long ik that persons post wasnt even abt how ppl say thats 'its cool to be gay now' and that it still very much isnt but it got that out of me and u dont hv to read all this im just having a bad day im sorry :((
i hope u hv a good day tho ella u're lovely and v kind nd u make me happier and i love reading ur thoughts and I'll stop typing now <3
kind anon!! i wanna hug you so tight!!!!!
i'm so sorry you're in a place rn where you don't feel safe, where you aren't safe, where people around you are actively hostile. truly truly sorry.
you're right, the world has not caught up at all, it's a nonexistent reality that being queer has been accepted, let alone embraced everywhere. hell, i live in brussels and if i hold a girl's hand we're gaped at. when i first wore my pride pin on my bag i was terrified. when i lived in my smaller town growing up it was very much like how you describe it (tho less violent, thankfully, which really breaks my heart to read about your situation).
it can be a lonely place to grow up, and really hateful, and you saying you have a lot of internalised homophobia also hits home for me. i'm still unlearning every day. it's all the hostility surrounding us that makes us conform so as not to be the target of it, yk. nothing to ever be ashamed of, bc it's not our fault we were raised to hate ourselves.
same with the queer ppl in your neighborhood, don't be ashamed of being afraid. take your time, go at your own pace, and slowly take some steps towards them. it'll be worth your while, but i know it can be scary. be kind to yourself above all <3
you sound like a wonderful sibling to your brother - goes to show how we'll always find a way to stick together and find our role models, despite the limits others put up!!
stay queer (laudatory), baby!!!
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uygmoeb · 3 years ago
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First, yay my message sent xD but that's understandable, I think getting back into something normal like work after some time can be fresh if you will? Enjoy that day off and rest up well! *hugs you* and oof well besides me stressing out thinking I lost my charging cable for my powerbank (I found it earlier but it didn't click it was the charger until later lol) everything is chill for me! Slowly preparing for the holidays as well so it will be a nightmare in the kitchen for sure lol. Do you celebrate the holidays if I may ask?
And omg no I completely understand! For me I feel like I am repeating or rambling when explaining myself. You explained yourself perfectly love!! But yes do tell me about beomgyu while I try to make sense with yeonjun xD
So he happened to be a bias out of nowhere? Like I didn't think too much about it, he just was someone I was drawn to after debut. I want to say it was run away era that I was casually just adding him as a 2nd bias lol. What was it I am not sure, maybe it was his stage presence and how he can naturally draw to you, keeping you focused with their performance. From there he just was always around to make me sometimes scream because hi I guess make me putty with your life I guess? I love his calm aura if you will, like he feels like the type of person you can have a very lazy weekend of just watching old movies and snacking on popcorn if that makes sense? He simply seems like someone to just do what he feels like and we see that alot i mean a great example is the recent selfie with the skirt, no care of what others will think. If he likes it, he does and wears what he feels comfortable with. Society isn't something he probably cares much and its nice to just see him explore himself in a fashion sense! like he reminds me in a way like key from shinee! (Both are chaotic so fitting lol) both are out there doing there thing, no care and being more talented then my eyebrows. We cannot deny his talent like he is an ace indeed. He shines the most with dancing for sure, he is a mixture of air and fire to me? Graceful but can be very much powerful and in your face. I really want to see him rap more like him in the enhyphen song has me happy dancing, omg like go off my talented bean! Some may say his fanservice might be too much but it makes me giggle more than anything. Maybe it is cheesy but hey, it isn't doing anything bad. He knows he is hot afterall lol. My favorite thing has to be his laugh (im weak for laughs sorry) like there is something precious with the way it bubbles up ya know? Ok that's enough, idk if this will send as I am sending this giant ask on the app for the first time so oof ~moa Santa
pls forgive me for answering this a bit later than usual :( i could not for the life of me answer it last night, i tried like three times and it wasnt happening my brain couldn't make it make sense even to myself hskfjsk
but good!! glad u found it and that everything is good with u <3 i feel u about the charger tho, i did that recently with my computer charger lol do u spend a lot of time in the kitchen around the holidays??? and i mean.. i do celebrate but only bc my family does yknow? like if i lived on my own still, i wouldn't really celebrate anything bc i just idk i don't rlly care that much and the most i'm even doing this year is making gifts for people here and maybe some lil work event? so yeah..
no no bc i feel the same way mostly!! especially bc once i start it's hard to stop myself and then after i'm done i have to reread it and make sure it'll make sense shfkdhs the way u explained everything about yeonjun :((( i loved reading that pls and i definitely see the comparison between him and key! key was one of my very first biases and i can see it easily!
but ok !! beomgyu time now !!!
so for gyu, i fought biasing him so hard i was rlly like 'no let me love soobin in peace please' ever since around freeze era i think? but i couldn't get myself to gravitate away from him and eventually threw my hands up and let him win a couple months ago lmao something about him just would not let go of me and i kept looking to him as often as i did soobin
i think it's mainly his personality too, like the way he's constantly teasing and making things more fun and interesting with the things he says and does i absolutely adore somebody like that who can make the mood so much better without seemingly trying so it seems fitting that he became my bias even if it did take a minute but even despite the way he acts all goofy, i know he has a serious side too and i know i would love that side of him just as much if he showed it more, like.. he seems like the perfect person u could go to after something happened and just. talk to him :( i feel like he'd be quick to want to make somebody feel better and laugh yknow? and in addition to that, i think that if i ever had to sit in a room with him, that i wouldn’t have to say much and it would be a comfortable silence.. like i rlly think it would be comfy just to sit with him and not say anything necessarily :(
ANYWAY before i make myself sad onto something else hskfhsks his laugh is my second favorite in the group after taehyun's!! the way he does the uh... like the inhale and it makes that noise yknow? pls understand what im saying bc i dont know how to explain it but i used to laugh in a similar way and his laugh makes me smile every time without fail OH he also has like.. a tiny lisp when he speaks english and it makes me go <3 !! every time bc i have a lisp and seeing his, even if it is rlly tiny, makes me feel a little bit better ngl even tho mine isn't nearly as bad as it used to be oooh and the way he imitates the members kills me every time, i still hear him rapping every time i listen to blue hour LMAO but the way he'll copy the things they do or say is so funny to me but really his humor is funny to me always and it's never failed to make me smile
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tournesls · 7 years ago
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u probably don't want to read this is just me incoherently rambling on about how I hate school and complaining that life (specifically mine) sucks so maybe don't read
i honestly don’t know how I’m gonna make it through this second trimester. we don’t have semesters in my school or quarters bc we’re k-8 and I’m in 8th and fuck. these are gonna be the worst few months ever. after summer it just gets So Bad. summer is my favorite season GOD I miss her. my skin was clear, I was out doing shit, I was hanging out with my friends, I was pretty healthy and now fucking fall/winter comes and SCHOOL and BASKETBALL and everything goes to shit. I’ve played basketball since 4th grade and this is the first year I’ve been so unmotivated to do it. I love the sport, its the people on my team and the people that aren’t on my team that I hate! the only things Im looking forward to in winter are, my bday which the week after next (yay!), winter break LIKE DEADASS I’m on break rn and I’m anticipating my next one lol, and seeing brockhampton in February, and my best friend’s birthday because we’re gonna do something fun. but my grades are kinda slipping and shit’s becoming harder and I’m going to high school next year, and all my teachers are trying to prepare us and its too fast. my school is oh so special and we get to choose from 5 different high schools, AND MY TOWN IS SO SMALL IT DOESN’T EVEN HAVE ONE. the closest one is about a half hour away and it’s like the second to shittiest one (which would’ve been our default school) and the other closest IS the shittiest one and then all the good schools (that I’m going to have to go to thanks mum) are at least 40 mins away AND THATS EVERY MORNING AND AFTERNOON FOR FOUR FUCKING YEARS. and its just so scary. like we’re not even 3 whole months into the school year and next week people are visiting the shitty high schools (not me) to see what a day’s like there and if they want to go there and we have to choose a high school by the end of January and none of them feel right for me and I hate my teachers and I hate this program because its hard for a 14 year old to choose things and I wish we could all just go to this shitty school like every one else has FOREVER this just happened to start a few years before now and UGONGLKSNFKLAHNL. like my best friend who’s visiting the shittiest school next week (bc her brother goes there and her mom is practically making her go) got this question list and it said shit like “what do you want to do in your life/future” ass shit like WHAT? WE ARE 13 AND 14 YEAR OLDS WE DON’T FUCKING KNOW. MY MOTHER DOESN’T EVEN KNOW WHAT SHE WANTS TO DO SHES 34 WHAT THE FUCK. I hate this, I hate adults, I hate that they had the decision to let us make our own decision. I hate that I’m so stupid and this is literally nothing IM SO LUCKY. I HATE NOVEMBER AND DECEMBER AND JANUARY AND FEBRUARY and I don’t really like march or April BUT I LOVE MAY AND JUNE AND JULY AND AUGUST and September and October are ok. I’m gonna post this under a read more because I’m so annoying and this is pointless and I deadass want to kill myself because I wouldn’t have to go through all this shit and my sister got taken away from my dad and the last time I saw her was a moth ago and I miss her so much and her moms a driggie my dads a SHITHEAD and I love my mom and i wish my dad loved me and fuck I’m so annoying like tonight? I WAS SO ANNOYING I was hanging out with my best friend and we just went to Walmart and tj maxx with her mum and I was just annoying and I love them so much they’re like my second family. and theres this kid in my class who has the stupidest name but he’s really nice and nerdy and called me LITTLE BEAR which is an inside joke but everyone thought he as creepy up until 7th grade when my friend got a crush on him. everyone called her weird and he said no to her when my friends asked him out for her and it was sad. now I think he’s kinda cute, my best friend thinks he’s cute and we talk about him a lot and he GOT SO TALL over summer vacation and he’s so weird but I got to know him over last weekend because me him and these 3 girls from my class are in this adventuring group thing with kids from another school and he never talks to us in class but me and two of the girls talked to him a lot and we went bowling and he was so nice and funny and I talk to him in school and I told him to watch stranger things. my best friend read our texts WHICH WAS JUST US TALKING ABOUT TV out loud to her mum and they said he liked me and that was weird because no one likes me and he likes this other girl I know and I’m literally so ugly and fat and gross but I’m trying to learn to love myself more and its been working out quite well. social media has actually been helping a bit (weird right?) but idk how I’m gonna get through school. if I cant get through fucking 8th grade then how am I gonna get through high school? life in general? idk what I want to do? I honestly can’t imagine myself outside of the school ive been going to for the past 7 years. I can’t imagine myself getting past the age of 14. I’m 13. I can’t imagine myself in college and I just recently went on a college campus for the first time and I loved it! but it was so weird, so scary. this 8th grade year is so different because there are so many traditions that get thrown at you because this is the last year you’ll be going to this school in this incredibly small town. theres going to spend a whole week in the woods with your class with no phones, theres fundraising for the class trip WHICH IS GONNA BE IN A FRENCH SPEAKING COUNTRY AND IVE BEEN TAKING FRENCH FOR ALMOST 7 YEARS AND I DONT KNOW SHIT (its in Canada) and theres so much community service and traveling and in band we have to perform for older people and I wish I could write this much for the essay I have due last week. the essay is about something I like and something that motivates me (lgbtq rights in schools and how to stop people bullying lgbtq students) I still can’t write it I just hate school and everything about it. I don’t want to go to basketball practice tomorrow but I have to and if it was just a practice id be fine but we’re scrimmaging and ugh I fucking hate my school SO MUCH and have I said how much I hate myself? because its a fucking lot. time goes by so quick and I just want to go to sleep but then everything will be wasted and everything sucks and Im sososoosososooooo tired and I’m so overdramatic and fucking immature and dumb and I think yes I am gonna post this maybe privately though just so I can read it after this winter and oh that reminds me of Kieveee when we had to write letters to ourselves that we’ll get before we graduate stg. I’m not ready for graduation I know ill cry . ill cry so much because when say I FUCKING HATE THIS SCHOOL I CANT WAIT TO GET OUT I actually mean I love this school its my safe place all my friends are here my classmates, though some are annoying, I love all of you and god I’m not ready to be a “big kid” and I wish I was a little kid again and I love u mr. m and mrs.s  and fuck Idont want to leave
ok goodnight school sucks and my life revolves around it
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(pt 1) Hi. First, those chocolates sound good. I usually don't each much candy unless it's sour, but chocolate is good. 🍬 An ice fight sounds fun. Hmm, the only thing I can think is that once there was a school festival event going on that was open to family/friends, but I ditched and played in the trees with some other kids. I then feel and got the wind knocked out of me bc I landed flat on my back. Someone brought cats (rehoming them), so while I tried to breath, I got to look at kitties. 💙
(pt2) I think it’s sad when a bit of history is lost, even if people view it as simple folklore etc. It’s great you know about it. Your thrist for knowledge seems very Ravenclaw of you. 💙😊 I liked to learn things when I was younger. I now still do well with my marks, but the desire isn’t always there, especially if I don’t have interest in the subject. I’d probably be very interested in the Hogwarts curriculum. 😉 I agree that exposing kids to dark arts is best for them in the long run too. (pt 3) The ‘ignorance is bliss’ approach is dangerous, if not lazy, and unhelpful. I mean after the Wars, it would make sense to tech them that kind of magic. I think Salazar also made the Chamber to house the basilisk? Maybe he just put it there idk. Was it his pet? 🐍 A pet basilisk would be badass. I’d still favor a Chimera though. Oh, if you had to tag along with Harry and Co in one of the books, which book would you’d pick? Oh, also let’s say you won’t die, so it’s a bit fair. U can b hurt. (pt 4) I’d pick the Chamber of Secrets because that’s my favorite book and movie. It was darker. On to Supercorp: Oh! That’s an interesting idea. Lena manipulated Lillian skillfully with the Medusa virus etc. I could see her doing that, but I’d hope she just use her words and body language and not her body. If that makes sense? It’s probably because I ship SuperCorp and how I headcanon her though. If you could have any superhero (or person from DC/Marvel) be your mentor, who would you pick? 💙 (pt 5) That could be a tough question. Usually, a mentor-pupil relationship is positive, so I’d consider who I’d want want on my side & what I could learn from that person. Probably, Lena/Pepper Potts/maybe Cat/. I’m thinking abt them teaching me business as well as life lessons. 😅 Yeah, I’m not sure. Only 11 days until 2.18, so yay! 😁 Have a spectacular night or day. 💙 Also, same with the future. Maybe there’d be a time machine and we could visit the past briefly. 🐻 ( Imagine a polar bear)
I don’t eat much candy either, and I don’t really like plain chocolate, just chocolate filled things and chocolate with things in, like twix and snickers. I love sour candy, and I have a necessity to chew, so gum is my best friend, but I usually just buy plain mint because otherwise the fading flavor doesn’t please me much.🍬
I fell down a tree once, I was playing with my brother and I saw a huge ant and got scared so I like, rolled down in the air along the side of the tree… or at least that’s the memory I have, it’s been like 13 years, idk. I bit my entire tongue, seriously, I nearly bit it off, but it ended up like a washboard, you know several shallow cuts one after the other, it was wild. Fun Fact, that wasn’t my worse childhood injury, I actually broke my nose at the age of 2, and burned down my chin and jaw with boiled tea the following year. I was a very chill kid. 😇
I only know about it because my grandma would tell me stories when I was a kid, and she liked to tell the folklore stories her mother told her, about witches kidnapping babies in their bedrooms and running around a specific beach during the full moon, naked or flying around on their brooms to party and drink the blood of anyone who was walking around at night.😈 Also it was mandatory reading in high school.😉
Nothing says pet like a huge murderous snake.🐲 (imagine a big ass snake) OH! By the way, if we take the battle of Hogwarts away where Ron opened, maybe because the castle realized it was under attack and let him (or just didn’t give a fuck) The chamber had only been opened by Salazar descendants. Ginny was being used by Tom’s soul, so the chamber could have recognized her as Riddle, and Harry was another Horcrux so it could also recognize him as Riddle, not to mention the Potter’s and the Gaunt’s were related, although the Potter’s were not related to Slytherin, only the Gaunt’s. Harry is related to Voldemort!!! I only now realized this, (wtf Anna?) they are both descendants of different Peverell brothers, also Molly (and Arthur?) are both related to Sirius, meaning Ron and Ginny are as well, and I have a little headcanon that the Blacks were descendants of the third Peverell brother, if that was so, all the four times the chamber was opened it was opened by people who are distantly related to each other. The chamber could also have recognized Ron from before, though, that would be slightly less fun.💚💚
I would never tag along with those idiots, I would want to keep my education and life out of risk, thank you very much. ⚡So maybe Order of the Phoenix, cuz I could be a part of the Dumbledore’s Army and just chill in the back trying to make a Patronus and hexing boys who tried to mess with the girls. I think my favorite book and movie is Prisoner of Azkaban, but I can never really pick, that’s the one I say usually, but I’m not sure if it really is, maybe I don’t have a favorite, I have a least favorite movie, which is def half-blood prince, but the book is good.⚡
So Supercorp: I wouldn’t really like if it was nanobots because that would be very rapey and extremely shitty on top of all the shit they already threw at Kara in the last 7 episodes… (yes, shit started going down on ep 10, it’s crazy how fast they managed to obliterate such a good show with a forced badly written plot, it was so good until the hiatus and then ep 9 was okay-ish… remember when they actually were feminist instead of having a reporter say it on tv at the beginning of the most disturbing episode just so we believed it?), anyways, back to the importants. I can see Lena doing that, she’s very… idk she has that air that she can and will use her body to her advantage, master at seducing and manipulating, I mean, she is a Luthor after all. Lena would totally double agent the shit out of Jack just to help Kara, I mean, Katie did say “she’s true to Kara” so… but that’s my guess😁
Okay, I’d pick Lois and/or Cat because they’re the best journalists in the DC universe (Cat only in the show, but who cares) also Maria Hill, because she’s awesome and doesn’t have any powers (and is dating black widow, shh) so she could teach me how to fight and all those shit without relying on superpowers, also if we have a little Deadpool fuckery in there, breaking the fourth wall and some other walls as well just for funsies, she could also secretly be Robin Scherbatsky who is my second favorite fictional journalist, it’s a win-win. 😎
I had a teacher who said once that if we ever did invent a time machine, it would be like a transporter, with the difference that it’d need a reference, like a second machine for you to be materialized onto, so you could only teleport from one machine to the other, meaning you could only go as far back in time as the first machine invented. 😊
Have a tremendous night and day. I mean, like both, why exclude one? 💚🐝
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