#bc there's always the same thing she shares w them: a responsibility. her partners have roles in their clans that they can't abandon
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i didn't intend for both of my main vigilant girlies to be bolters but here we are
#idk how i got here but it's funny#we already know riya's problems but ghilly's on a different level#riya leaves the first sign of boredom or ick or fear or w/e dumb thing she justifies it with#ghilly leaves bc she's determined her time in that space is complete and she's being called somewhere else‚ bye#it's never the person or herself. it's The Duty#and i love it bc i think she could have formed some interesting connections with lovers but they all ended the same#bc there's always the same thing she shares w them: a responsibility. her partners have roles in their clans that they can't abandon#and she believes she has a role to play for the people as a whole that requires her departing#OH NO SHE'S TIS THE DAMN SEASON CODED#''I WON'T ASK YOU TO WAIT IF YOU DON'T ASK ME TO STAY'' BYE#anyway who's gonna finally step tf up and leave to follow ghilly around huh. cowards. losers. idiots. (affectionate tho)#campaign: the vigilant#ch: valeriya de clairmont#ch: ghileth'elra
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sun sun! can u give me some advice? IF NOT U CAN DISCARD THIS IGNORE IT AND ILL UNDERSTAND!!!
how do u meet people and talk to ppl and go on a date or something w them? i sound like im an alien but im literally too socially anxious (im sociable and get along well w ppl, but struggle heavily with approaching), self-conscious, n inexperienced to know what to do. i wanna make new friends and potentially date someone :<
(also did u get my last message in response to ur reply? or did tumblr eat it like a poopyhead?)
my love omg i have no game whatsoever so i cant *really* help u. my confidence is the size of an apple which is already a lot for me tbh bc it has to contend with my anxiety so my days are a cesspool of “i can do this… but what if i cant” energy LMFAO 🥲
AND IM LITERALLY LIKE THAT TOO OMG like im sociable bc i get adopted by extroverts but i cant approach on my own. and if i do, i find myself having so little i can even talk about past the surface level questions :((
to add, my prev partners were all my friends so i never really had the experience of asking out people and then going on dates to see if we’re gonna work out 😭
although i started mimicking my extroverted friends! theyre not extrovert in the archetype way wherein theyre bubbly or just so energetic? but theyre so proactive in making the conversation going and cementing a bond!
since i think you and i are alike (wherein our issue lies on the approaching part), id let u know what i do instead of what they do!
i started pretending to have confidence in what i say. for example in school? my current school friend and i started hanging out bc i went up to them and went “hey, just wondering if u read the readings yet?” (and then we snowballed there teehee they did actually read it so thats cool as we were able to have a discussion about the topic but even when they didnt, i just end up steering the conversation to something ik we both know—the lecture! it was what started our friendship, but we also began to talk about other things until we were sharing our interests with each other!)
work? same thing! i start with work related topics (i work at a firm so it usually is always our clients hehehe) and then i’d invite them for coffee or lunch! im blessed to have coworkers close to my age which makes it a lot easier to poke on interests. i asked her if she’s seen this video on tiktok (it was something about that love surge couple i think) and she did so we were also able to expand our conversation out of work!
the highlight is that i bullshitted my confidence until it eventually started feeling normal :’)
im sorry that this isnt a sound advice :((
of course its still so important to stay true to yourself and im not telling u to be fake and to not be urself! but faking confidence i think is different bc, for me, its grappling with the hurdle (my anxiety) and training myself until im eventually used to it! im still not 100% the one taking the first step but when i do, im glad that i did :’)
(now for relationships… yea that i got nothing 😭 im so sorry)
but um yea! im sorry for the rambling. it just made me realize how much more work i need to put into myself too!
take care my love and i wish you the best and kindest and loveliest ever!!!
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(i just checked and i received ur other ask!! im sorry, im kinda swamped rn so my responses have been going down the drain dhejjd but i’ll reply to it too! thank u sm for ur kindness and love <333)
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1-5 for the multimuse asks. :)
the only multimuse ferre is successfully running ( multimuse/blogs asks prompt w/ @lovepurposed )
1. Which muse(s) is/are your favourite(s)?
that is such an unfair question to ask because i know for a fact i wouldn't?? write a muse here or on my other two single muse blogs if i didn't really really love them :'D i'll say that some i do have soft spots for just because of the history i share with them:
mana has been with me since i started rping on tumblr back in 2015 so when i look at her now i'm very proud of how she's grown and where she'll go next.
lam is a bit more personal to me as i put a bit more of myself into his character/backstory than in other cases....but also i love him bc he's responsible and dumb in the same breath jsdflksjfl
that and patrick (myungdae too by extension :'D )- i didn't expect to get so attached to him ( although I do have to thank alex for that too :'D ) and to know that he's getting the attention and connections i couldn't even have dreamt of when i initially made him makes me so much more grateful to my partners <3
2. Which muse(s) do you wish had more interactions?
at the moment ga-ram since he's my newest muse and i haven't quite been able to explore him yet...but i'm also always happy to give myungdae and lam more friends too. pls donate ur muses i'll give them tea and cookies 🥺
3. Which muse(s) do you currently have most muse for?
rn it's myungdae ( bc i like pain ) and i wanna get through some of his asks and threads, but i also do usually have a lot of muse for calum and suki too!!
4. Name a muse you have written in the past. What was your favourite thing about this muse?
hm...darren evans aka in her original conception, mana's older brother; however i demoted him to being her 2nd cousin jskdfljskdljf so really his name is darren huynh.
see i was shit when it came to developing muses back then, so i don't actually have a clear idea of who he was supposed to be back then of him. nowadays though, i will say he has good intentions...just isn't the best at reading the room :/
5. Name a muse you wish to write in the future. What’s your favourite thing about this muse?
see i don't really have a clear concept of a new muse atm and i'm pretty content with what i have rn...that being said, i was thinking?? about the concept of a muse with angel blood and the way her wings would appear would be hella awesome!!
#lovepurposed#everything changes everybody changes ( answered. )#( about ferre. )#thank you for sending these in orion :D
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