#bc the muse is really loud lmao
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courage need not be remembered, for it is never forgotten
BOTW!LINK RP blog run by gio // follows as infernalpursuit 18+ & dash only ; non-mutuals & OCs friendly ; spoiler free bc mun didn't finish the game yet
rules under read more tags dump ;; rebloggable promo
this is a sideblog! Iâll follow back as infernalpursuit.
this blog is 18+ only, and any minor mun who try to follow will be blocked
i donât roleplay with anons, personals and OCs without an âaboutâ page! You guys are free to send asks, but I wonât play with any of you.
i will also hardblock immediately anyone who knowingly reblogs or uses A.I. âart"Â
obligatory mun=/= muse rule
CURRENTLY ICONLESS AND WITH TEMPORARY PINNED GIF!!! any future graphic will be made by noxcave!
i didn't finish BOTW yet, and while i have vague knowledge of TOTK i'm likely going to focus on BOTW for the time being. consider this a slightly canon divergent gameverse!Link
Link can talk, but I'll likely make him speak as little as possible.
Iâm open for one-sided crushes on your museâs side, but please contact me about it before engaging in one; i don't know if i'm going to multiship just yet, for now i'm single-ship with hislxght, who is also my main and likely exclusive Zelda
donât force your muse on me. All his relationships, both positive and negative, are based on chemistry andgrowth.
any kind of question is accepted, but if you start to annoy me with dumb nonsensical stuff or anything that doesnât respect the rules will be deleted and blocked if you continue.
blog may end up being trigger-heavy. Everything will be tagged properly, but donât hesitate to ask me to add some more trigger warnings if necessary; in return, I ask mutuals to please tag IRL suicide/suicidal thoughts, FNaF and spiders. I tag any triggers as #[trigger] tw!Â
Iâm always in for any kind of violent threads. I love rping something involving fights - but know that any hint of godmodding will result in me dropping the thread instantly. chances are I'll roll dices for fighting threads
donât spam likes, especially if youâre a personal blog
if you want to rp just drop a starter or contact me for a plot. Remember that I'm selective and I have the rights to say no.
DO NOT reblog RPs, asks, headcanons or IC posts youâre not directly involved, unless we agreed for you to be part of it. i will hardblock you right away
I heavily encourage reblog karma. Iâm obviously calmer when it comes to sentence starters, but please consider queueing it instead of reblogging right away without sending anything.
I tend to reblog the same prompts during the day once or twice. If I donât get anything, chances are I will just delete it.
reblog stuff from source, no matter if theyâre prompts, memes, musing or other peopleâs art. unless source isnât available, I will promptly block any non-mutuals who reblog from me and eventually mutuals who keep doing it.
gio, 20+ y/o, italian, female
main blog is slightly-gay-pogohammer
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SPEECH PATTERNS
complexity of vocabulary : âŒâŒâ»â»â» emotion : âŒâŒâŒâŒâŒ sentence structure : âŒâŒâ»â»â» profanity frequency : âŒâŒâŒâŒâŒ creativity : âŒâŒâŒâŒâ» watchfulness : âŒâŒâ»â»â»
( bold all that apply ) ass. asshole. bastard. bitch. bloody. bugger. bollocks. crap. cunt. dick. frick. fuck. fuckshit. horseshit. motherfucker. piss. prick. screw. shit. shitass. chicken shit. son of a bitch. son of a whore. twat. wanker. ( given proper religious context ) christ on a bike. christ on a cracker. damn. goddamn. godsdamn. hell. holy shit. jesus. jesus christ. jesus, mary and joseph. sweet jesus.
( this or that )
contractions or enunciation? straightforward or cryptic? jargon or toned? complexity or simplicity? finding the right word or using the first word that comes to mind? masculinity, neutrality, or femininity? formalities or abrasiveness? insult or injury? praise or equivocation? frankness or lies? excessive or minimal hand gestures? name-calling or magnanimity? friendly or blunt nicknames?
( important questions )
do people have a hard time understanding or hearing your character ? almost always / frequently / sometimes / rarely / never does your characterâs point come across easily when they speak ? almost always / frequently / sometimes / rarely / never would your character initiate conversations ? almost always / frequently / sometimes / rarely / never would your character be the one to end conversations ? almost always / frequently / sometimes / rarely / never would your character use âwhomâ in a sentence ? yes / no / only ironically your character wants to make a counterpoint. what word do they use ? but / though / although / however / perhaps / mayhaps how would your character pick up the phone ? hello / hey / hi / yellow / yo / yeah / [name]. / whatâs up / who is this / what do you want / can i help you? how does your character end conversations ? walk away / ask if thatâs everything / say that thatâs everything / give a proper goodbye / tell their company theyâre done here / remain quiet / they donât how does your character address others ? titles / first names / surnames / full names / nicknames what social class would others assume your character belongs to, hearing them speak ? upper / middle / lower in what ways does the way your character speak stand out to others ? accent / vocabulary / tone / level / politeness / brusqueness / it doesnât
#ââ Ë â° â° dash meme.#i love this meme and it's been a minute since i've done it for byan so. saw it on my dash again & felt compelled to do it once more lmao#i just!!! i oh so adore discussing the way characters talk ok it's one of my favourite aspects of writing & getting someone's personality#across to others. i spend SO MUCH time thinking about how every muse i write speaks ok it's actually ridiculous sometimes#so yeah. this is one of my faves. i WILL be doing it for my oc boys over on my multi too#but as for byan... they are LOUD they are VULGAR they are EMOTIONAL and they are unapologetic#it's sort of ironic really that someone who despises men & masculinity and tends to dress more femme speaks... sort of#stereotypically masculine-ly. but they kinda do y'know?#i personally don't feel like anything is INHERENTLY masculine or feminine bc i'm a big fan of gender neutrality & expressing urself however#u damn well please (byan too obvs) but if we're going based on stereotypes/societal norms....... they do talk like a dude lmao#anyway. i could go on and on about details on why byan speaks the way they do. how being overlooked most of their life has made them#v outspoken & how they force your attention onto them etc. etc. but these tags are long enough as it is askjhfds
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What if i just start fuckin. Writing shit unprompted again. Dump starters in people's laps like a cat w a dead mouse. This is yours now do with it as you will.
#ooc * but i'm not gonna talk about that in my monologue#( it's easier to write starters than opens )#( but i suppose i could do some of that too )#( particularly wanna write shit for l.uci and k.it rn but. )#( loud shrugging! Idk! My brain is being an awful place to be for No Reason! )#( and i TOOK MY BRAIN MEDS TODAY so that's just rude of my brain all around )#( welp. At least i have therapy tomorrow. I may. Take some things out on muses afterwards lmao )#( if i start torturing rei y'all'll know im Really going through it bc she was explicitly created as a coping mechanism lmao )#( tag essay. Im gonna. Go now. )
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good thing it was a rainy day
hughes!sister x will smith au (samy + will)
summary: part to 2 to rainy day at the lake house where some pent up sexual tension escalates between samy and will after being forced to stay away from one another due to everyone's obnoxious teasing
2k words
warnings: 18+, SMUT, this is literally like all smut, sub!will, sub!reader, switch, oral (m receiving), p in v (protected!!), riding, making out, hair pulling, slight praising, hickeys, consensual!, getting caught at the end
soooo hereâs part 2!!! this is very explicit so read at your own risk! (warning u now before u hit read more lmao) publishing things like this genuinely scares me bc i know people can write so much better smut and i've never published smut before đ«Ł but hope yâall like it?? idk iâm not the best at writing sex but like yeah! (p.s. pic 1 and pic 3 are from tumblr) (p.s.s. working on my requests rn too!!)
au masterlist | part 1
will's hands glided across samy's back as they deepened their kiss. the boy desperately tried ignoring what was going on down in his pants because if he focused too hard on it, he'd for sure cum before anything really happened. the brunette wasn't making it easy either. she bit and tugged on will's bottom lip like her life depended on it and the little tugs at the root of his curls had him losing it fast. samy's little comment from a few minutes ago had will trying to keep his sounds inâone, because he didn't want to get caught and two, he was trying to prove he wasn't the loud one.
although every time samy grinded her core against his own or kissed particularly hard, will struggled strangling his little whimpers and groans. she definitely wasn't making his easy for him.
the girl's hand started wandering lower again. she moved slowly and calculated like she was intentionally teasing the boy beneath her. will was desperate for her touch and her slow pace was killing him.
"s-samy, please," will's blue eyes met her own where a smirk replaced the gentle smile.
"desperate, huh?" she mused, finally reaching will's waistband again.
"mhm, godâ" he couldn't stop the whimper this time. she was so close, yet so far still.
samy grinned. she reveled in those sounds her boyfriend made. he was so tough on the outside, so knowing this was how he got for her was a treat. she finally decided to have some mercy and allowed her hand to make contact with will's bulge. he immediately jerked his hips into her touch, biting his lip so hard he started tasting blood.
"this okay?" samy wondered, always double checking.
"yes, yeah. it's perfect," will breathily got out. she smiled, pushing his curls away from his somewhat sweaty forehead.
for it being so rainy and cool outside, the temperature inside of samy's room was hot.
she palmed will through his shorts for a few more moments before slowly pushing them down. his cock came free in one go, making will hiss at the sudden air against it. samy's eyes widened even though she's seen him multiple times before. each time was always as good as the firstâalways so red and throbbing for a release.
"so, so pretty, will," samy praised as she carefully took him in her hand. she used his pre as lube, slowly running her hand up and down his length in soft strokes.
"mm, yeah. feels so good," will muttered, head falling back onto the pillow in relief.
the brunette leaned down to leave gentle kisses to will's tip. the small feeling of her mouth on him had will's hips stuttering, trying to keep them under control.
"shit, hughes."
samy pumped him for a bit longer before deciding she was ready to attach her lips to him. his pre was enough lube and by the way he twitched in her hand, she knew he was already close. her pretty lips took him in one go resulting in the most guttural moan from her boyfriend. will's hands gripped onto the sheets, struggling to keep his hips still.
"fuck," he cursed a little too loudly. her lips were like heaven and the feeling was something will tried engraving into his mind forever.
"so good for me, will," samy hummed, meeting his gaze. the boy nearly lost it seeing her like that with his dick in her mouth. he took a mental snapshot, wanting that memory until he diedâmessy hair, glossed over eyes, hickeys on every inch of her skinâhe was so, so fucked.
she picked up her pace, bobbing her head a little faster than before. her hands splayed across will's hips as purchase and leverage to help with the speed.
"i'm close already," will moaned, feeling that coil in his stomach about to snap.
"cum for me, will. it's okay," samy urged and her words were enough to send him over the edge and see stars.
his hips bucked up on their own as he released right into samy's mouth. "oh fuck. shit," he got out.
his chest heaved in deep pants in attempt to get his breathing back under control while samy just grinned. "d-did you swallow all of it?" the boy wondered, dragging his hand back up her thigh.
the brunette stuck her tongue out to show that there was nothing left. will groaned and that sight was enough to keep his dick hard. his other hand tugged samy back down to his mouth, kissing her particularly hard being no where near finished with her yet.
"god, you're so pretty," the boy muttered against her lips earning a small blush across samy's cheeks.
his hands tugged at her waistband as an indication that he wanted her shorts off. samy kicked them down her legs being left in her swimsuit bottoms that left little to the imagination. will's hand wandered across the exposed skin and took handfuls of her ass. he moaned at the feeling of her flesh in his hands while samy kissed him deeper.
the hockey player flipped them over so he now had the upper hand. a smirk lined his lips while he let his hand wander further down to her own waistband again. samy read the look in his eye, a smile crossing her lips as she tugged her boyfriend down for more kisses.
will took that opportunity to push her swimsuit aside and slowly slide one of his fingers into her warm walls. his action had a loud moan escaping samy's lips which brought a grin to his lips.
"fuck, will," samy's eyes closed, nails digging into his arms.
"this okay?" the boy breathed against her neck.
"mhm, more than okay," the brunette's own whimpers started escaping her lips as will's finger picked up speed before deciding to add a second one. he smirked to himselfâwho was the loud one now?
will found a good pace while peppering more light hickeys across his girlfriend's chest. they were for sure never going to hear the end of it from anyone after this. the sounds she made had the boy going crazyâall of it going straight to his now throbbing cock. every time samy's mouth opened will twitched, desperately searching for his second orgasm.
"need you so bad, pretty girl," he breathed into her ear earning another delicious moan in response.
"me too. need you inside me, will," samy's voice broke. she really couldn't look more gorgeous to will. her tear stained cheeks and kiss swollen lips made the boy go completely numb.
he slowly pulled his fingers out while samy dug through her nightstand for a condom. will's gaze fixated on her as she tore the wrapper open with her teeth and carefully rolled it on him. his hips jerked at her touch, a low chuckle escaping his lips between the breathy pants.
he grabbed ahold of samy's face, both of them falling back onto the bed again as he devoured her lips once more. in the next second, samy straddled will's hips.
"i'm so in love with you," will mumbled between kisses.
"so, so in love with you. so handsome," the girl replied.
she began lining will up with her entrance. as soon as the tip was in, each of them let out probably the loudest moans ever that would definitely let everyone else in the house know what they were up to. will's grasp on her hips became bruising while sang tugged harshly on his curls.
the further down samy went, the harder it was for will to keep his hips still. he used whatever self-control he had left to stay still as he bottomed out. the two were so desperate for one another they nearly came immediately.
"oh my godâ fuck," a broken moan escaped will's lips as his eyes squeezed shut.
"you can move," samy urged. her walls stretched themselves out around the hockey player's thick cockâthe feeling making her head spin.
"fuck, i can't. not yet. gonna fucking cum if i move," will panted, desperately trying to think of unsexy things so he wouldn't blow his load in the first five seconds.
after another few seconds, will found it in himself to start moving. he slowly bucked his hips up, hands digging into samy's flesh that would for sure leave marks. the brunette met his thrusts with a roll of her hips. the two began finding a good pace and samy's grinding turned into bouncing.
"yeah, fuck. so good for me will," the girl's head tipped back exposing all of the hickeys under her jaw and down her throat.
will felt his cock throb at the sight knowing he left all of those and they'd be impossible to hide.
"so fucking hot. shit hughes," the blonde moaned out. his hands went back to her assâher bouncing turning his brain to mush.
it didn't take long for the bouncing to become too much for the hockey player. that feeling in his stomach returned and samy knew will was closed with how his cock twitched inside of her. she used her hands pressed against his chest as leverage to bounce faster and making sure her cleavage was on full display to try and get will to his orgasm.
"close will?" the girl wondered.
"mhm, so closeâfuckâgonna make me cum," the boy got out in broken pants, eyes clued to her chest on full display for him.
samy smirked, working herself faster and ignoring the burn in her thighs form all the work she was doing. the sounds will let out was enough to push her to her own orgasm. she moaned out as she clenched around his length, riding out her high.
"cum for me will," she urged. her words and orgasm was enough to push the boy to his second orgasm.
he spilled into the condom with a string of curse words and samy's name leaving his lips while he held her down against him, riding out his own high.
"god, fuck. came so fucking hard," will panted once he regained some of his breath.
samy grinned, pushing his curls away from his sweaty forehead, both of their skins were glowing with moisture as the room filled with sex.
"did so good for me," the girl praised which had will's cheeks flushing.
"i love you so much," he mumbled and samy leaned down to press a sweet kiss to his lips.
suddenly, there was a rough knock on the door that had both of them tensing. the two exchanged a glance, waiting for someone to say something on the other side.
"just so you know, eth and i heard all of that. you guys are disgusting. you're so glad you don't have a room next to mom and dad," luke's voice came through while they could hear ethan's little snickers.
"fuck off," samy called back to her brother while will's cheeks turned a deep crimson. he'd never be able to look luke in the eyes for the rest of the summer.
"i gotta appreciate it though. will's got hella game," ethan spoke now and they could hear luke slap his friend on the arm for that comment.
"next time y'all need to get off take a drive somewhere," luke said before him and ethan walked away.
bonus:
will's eyes were glued to samy as she dragged him through the kitchen. they had smiles on their faces and the same look in their eyes while the girl searched for her car keys in the mess of everyone else's.
the boy's lips were already nipped at her neck as they stumbled their way to the garage. her hickeys from a few weeks ago hadn't even faded yet, but will was determined to add more.
as the two made it through the kitchen, they caught luke's gaze where he sat at the table eating some throw together peanut butter and jelly sandwich, his eyes widened when he saw samy's car keys, the look in their eyes, and will's slight bulge down in his shorts already.
"you fucking whores!" the middle hughes yelled, dropping his sandwich in disgust.
suddenly, he wasn't hungry anymore nor will he be anytime soon.
#hughes!sister x will smith au#will smith hockey#samy x will#boston college#boston college hockey#samy hughes#umich hockey#will smith imagine#will smith x oc#uofmichigan#will smith smut#will smith hockey fluff#will smith hockey smut
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Musing some thoughts out loud tonight in regards when it comes to making hobby into work wrt personal projects đ
Idk if y'all other artists have experienced this, but those moments whenever you express that you're interested in working in the entertainment industry to someone, the follow up question is often always like "Do you wanna work on making some big magnum opus/your own show/comic/game/etc.?"
And not that that's a bad thing to ask! A very understandable and normal question actually LOL. But, whenever I get approached with that question, I always think to myself... Not really? (But maybe that'll change in the future, who knows LMAO) And not that I'm afraid of the undertaking or w/e, but simply being a part of the collaborative process and bringing someone's vision to life is just as satisfying to me to be a part of tbh!
The big reasoning, for me at least, is when it comes to my own personal projects though, I want them to remain For Me ykwim? I'm not looking to make them for an audience, or conventionally tell their story in a marketable way. I want my original projects be things I keep as my hobby, to stir around in my brain and chip away at my free time.
And when I say conventional I mean, say for example, telling a whole story how you would expect through a sequential comic. However, I like the idea of simply having a story/world I play around in, and I express bits and parts of the story through different mediums like animation, a game, comic pages, music videos, etc. (Been thinking a lot of how BAKUI goes about telling their original works) Obviously it'd be more difficult for an "audience" to parse the story and puzzle piece it together, but that's fine bc it was meant for *me* to experiment and enjoy LOL.
Plus, turning one of my hobbies into smth bigger than it's supposed to be often would make me hesitate to work on it and put it off more than I would if I was just going about it casually đ
I realized that was always one of biggest hangs up when it came to my own projects. Beforehand I would keep hesitating like "but I need to make it good! I need to make it presentable! like I'm pitching it like a show to my followers before i can show anyone!" but that's such... an impossible invisible standard sometimes. đ
I kinda stopped stressing myself over that so much now, and just started Talking about it publicly. Now I've made a lot more progress on my original projects than I ever have before than when I was just silently stewing it in my brain AKSJDLSAK.
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Hi Amanda! Just coming from Ao3, I just loved your In the Darkness series. Ive been a casual LOTR fan forever and a classmate recommended ROP and I just fell in love with the series (and the worlds baby girl Sauron). I found your series and I really appreciate not only how well Sauron is written, but your ability to seamlessly incorporate a new character into the established universe. Nothing felt forced, and to see a soft side of Sauron was sweet, even for a character so caught up in trying to destroy middle earth. I guess in a messed up way, his love for his wife (no matter how twisted) was the only light he had left in his heart. I love that in the after life Sauron was like a sulking child on his throne. I did have one question for you, AmariĂ«, how was she able to stay under the radar of so many foe's and groups thirsting for power? I know Sauron and her weren't exactly the most loud in terms of their devotion to each other in public (obv reasons in the beginning), but how commonly known was it that she was attached to Sauron? And even after the creation of the two rings, she was wandering around Middle Earth with it to undo as much destruction as she could. Was it Sauron's power in the ring that struck fear in those who could feel it and therefore she was left alone, or was it purely up her skill or luck that she avoided any injury or even death for so long? Thank you so much for publishing your work â€ïž I look forward to whatever you have in store!!!!
Hi!!! First off, your ask made me giddy, kicking my feet, so sweet đđđ thank you for all your lovely comments, they mean so much to me đđđ
Literally, that's exactly how I saw it, as long as he still loved her, there was light (the tiniest sliver but still!)
Hahaha sulking child, honestly yeah lmao I couldn't imagine him taking defeat any other way đ
So I was thinking, whenever I come back to it (bc I will), I'd expand on that, bc I did leave it vague.
The ring itself is only a little thing. The One Ring spends 99% of its time at the bottom of a river, or in the hands of 3 hobbits, one after the other. They are easily concealed. And if anyone did sense it, it probably did let her go untouched, like who's going to mess with that! And she used it for good when she did use it (sparingly, bc it too was treacherous, it was Sauronâs creation after all), so if anyone witnessed her, they'd have been grateful or fearful, but either way they're not spreading that. Who wants to get hexed by an Elf witch? đ
My other thought was, the ages of Middle Earth are so long, and other than the Elves and the Ainur, no one else lives long enough to remember. Perhaps there's a whisper in the Orc ranks that their master once bedded an Elven witch, a rumour that she still wanders the land, but it's all hearsay and they have more pressing matters.
Sauron himself wouldn't want it known that the person who is literally bound to him in every which way had abandoned him, so unless he sent out legions to find her under some sort of ruse, I think he'd have kept her relatively under wraps (like he still cares about her, wants her back, and knows that chasing after her was only going to push her further away - so he visits psychically when she lets him lmao)
And the Elves probably would have kept her secret too, they wouldn't want it know that one of their own, especially someone they loved and trusted, had been involved with the enemy.
I reckon she stays fairly hidden like any other character does in LOTR, there's so many places to hide, she can use her magic to protect herself, and she's lived so long, she has skill and wisdom on her side.
Like I said, perhaps I'll expand properly, bc it is something I mused over a while.
Thank you again, this is so lovely, it made my day đđđ
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hiii omg so sorry i haven't been in your inbox! finals have been sweeping me away, but i've been lurking đïžđïž ok so i was listening to my playlists and had some #thoughts, so I shall share them to make up for the time i was gone đ€đ ----- I Want to Write You a Song - One Direction
I want to lend you my coat One that's as soft as your cheek So when the world is cold You'll have a hiding place you can go I want to lend you my coat Everything I need I get from you Givin' back is all I wanna do (âŠ) I want to write you a song One to make your heart remember me So any time I'm gone You can listen to my voice and sing along I'm such 1D trash đđ But this was on my yearning playlist (lmao) and I was thinking about how Finnick would 1000% write this song for his sweet girl. Like this is such a simp song (respectfully) and we all know Finnick is so in love with her its SICK ----- In Agreement - Lizzy McAlpine I talk to my friends about you Pretty sure they're tired of hearin' it I say "I met a guy, and he treats me real nice" Which is good for a change I talk to my friends about you And I think they agree my exes weren't always great And I don't really buy into fate But you tell me I'm pretty And you don't ask for too much 'Cause you know and I know That promises sometimes can hurt When it's barely begun And I don't want this to fall through Collapsing is what I'm used to But we're all in agreement This is something I should hold onto (another song on my yearning playlist LMAO) but this is very much sweet girl coded #idk bc this is definitely her inner monologue when she first meets Finnick and they start dating đđđ AND WITH THAT IN MIND, IT MAKES THE LYRIC "'Cause you know and I know that promises sometimes can hurt when it's barely begun, and I don't want this to fall through. Collapsing is what I'm used to" HURTTTT ----- girl i've always been - Olivia Rodrigo *just the entire song*
No like, walk with me here đ¶ââïž because this is definitey something that could've been written by Billy's muse HOWEVER, it can be either about Billy OR, OR!! Eddie. Do we see the visionđïžđïž. For Billy, it's written from the pov of a reader who has a lil kick to her, who's done being the doormat and rips into him after he disrespects her and he's all like "???" For Eddie, it's more from the perspective of a reader who is always gonna pick Billy over Eddie. And she told him this many times. Yet, he still pursues her. And yet, he still get's upset that she always picks Billy. His intentions aren't coming from a good place. Like that one blurb you did about Eddie not being a fully good guy, y'know? I'm not good at explaining things so I hope I'm making sense LMAO ----- BACK TO FINNICK AND HIS SWEET GIRL! Block Me Out - Gracie Abrams
Now I only let me down When there's no one else around I've been thinkin' way too loud I wish that I could block me out I wish that I could block me out, out I think I'm burnin' alive, but nobody sees the fire 'Cause when I open my mouth, I seem to be stuck in silence And I thought of leaving tonight, but I couldn't drive this tired Plus, after all of this time, I should be a pretty crier (đ!!) Wish I were heavier now, I'm floating outside my body It's not their fault, but I've found that none of my friends will call me Until I'm left to myself, it's honestly kind of funny How every voice in my head is trying its best to haunt me This is another sweet girl coded song. This could deffo be applied to her after her games and after she's rescued from the Capitol :(((( ----- Finishing off with a bit of Miss Swift, this one part of Delicate reminds me of Finnick's sweet girl in the last couple of chapters: This ain't for the best My reputation's never been worse, so You must like me for me Where she's finally letting Finn back in and allowing herself to be comfortable with him :') Also, some its and bits of Marjorie also remind me of this fic when I think about it from two perspectives:
The autumn chill that wakes me up You loved the amber skies so much Long limbs and frozen swims You'd always go past where our feet could touch And I complained the whole way there The car ride back and up the stairs I should've asked you questions I should've asked you how to be Asked you to write it down for me Should've kept every grocery store receipt
If I didn't know better I'd think you were still around I know better But I still feel you all around I know better But you're still around
One being Finnick when he's missing the reader while he's in 13 and she's at the Capitol :( (Sometime I remember that part in Chapter 1 of The River where he smells peaches in his oatmeal and starts breaking breaking down, and I cry đ„Č) But the other one being the reader thinking about Conway. Even though he tried to kill her, she still reminisces about the best parts of her friendship and can't help but feel the guilt and regret whenever she does. ------ OK HEHE THOSE ARE MY #THOUGHTS đââïž I didn't realize how long it's been since i've been in your inbox and it's been WAY TOO LONG! never again đ«Ą I love yapping about these things and I love hearing your thoughts about it!! Also, apologies in advance for when Tortured Poets Department comes out bc it'll be the biggest yap session ever once I make a connection between Finnick/Billy and any of the songs -đŠ
AAAAAAA POOKIE I CALLED AND YOU CAME ILY đđđđ„șđ„șđ„șđ„șđđđđ
(sorry this took so long to get to I get so easily distracted and there's an to get through)
you're all good pookie, I hope finals are going good and that you're taking care of yourself babes đ
finnick odair the type of man to make you a mixtape that's kinda messy and done wrong but you don't care because he's so sweet and you can hear him talking and all the songs that make him think of you, he's such a simp, and so adorable
justice for finnick's sweet girl. she really had so much hope, felt so loved, so in love and had it all torn away from her. she's so giddy to be perceived by someone especially finnick odair and just addicted to him
billy's muse getting annoyed with eddie and giving daisy some lyrics about eddie instead this time bc she's so done with the way he's always being so sweet and comforting and lovey dovey and then trying to convince her to leave billy for him even though she's told him from the start she wouldn't, and he makes her feel so selfish, and cold for it. but "now you're on my case, how could I go? you never dreamed I'd be so cold and, then with venom on your tounge you ask me who I have become" honestly in this case I think billy would love the song because it validates that she'll always pick him, that eddie, although he's a nusciance, isn't a real threat and never had been.
and eddie gets annoyed for a good while and is pissy about it, which is painful for muse because she feels like she's got no one when her and billy argue. but eddie comes crawling back trying to win her over again regardless of how clear she's made it that he never stood a fighting chance.
SIDE NOTE: this song also makes me think of conway and sweet girl especially in that moment during their games when he's realizing everything and says she's changed which she denies. "so don't say that I've been acting different, I'm nothing if I'm not consistent" "I got wrapped up in the game again and you woke up in an empty bed, and I can't say I'm a perfect ten, but I am the girl I've always been"
aaaaa finnick's sweet girl, my poor tortured baby. the crying, the destructing when left with her thoughts, the death wishes, the silent cries for help that really aren't that silent, I want to hold her so bad
and for delicate, finnick's anxiety about not knowing what's not enough and too much for his sweet girl, where is the line? "is it cool that I said all that? is it chill that you're in my head? cause I know that it's delicate."
finnick thinking about how he should've done more, should have paid more attention even though he has her memorized, that somehow he should have savored every moment with her because he can't bear being without her. and the guilt because he wishes he'd supported her more, helped her heal more, he lies awake thinking about how he should've convinced her that life was worth living, that she was worth it because he has no idea what's happening to her now.
AND her thinking about conway, how she should've really paid attention to each tiny detail of their life before the games, each smile, joke, laugh, every damn moment before she destroyed it all. before snow destroyed it all. and she does see him everywhere and try not to break down, the beach they used to play on, the alleys they used to hide in to chat endlessly, their favorite field, favorite swimming hole, everything and it just makes her grieve.
I LOVE YOU POOKIE AND MISSED YOU đđâ€ïžâ€ïž
SO REAL AND PLEASE SO I'M SO SO EXCITED FOR THE ALBUM AND I'M ALREADY SEARCHING FOR CONNECTIONS (billy and his muse as my boy only breaks his favorite toys, but daddy I love him, I can fix him (no really I can) I can do it with a broken heart)
#wanda đ#finnick odair x reader#finnick odair x y/n#finnick odair#finnick odair fluff#finnick odair x you#the lakes#finnick odair angst#finnick odair x reader fluff#the river#billy dunne#billy dunne x reader#djats x reader#eddie roundtree#đŠ
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â ââ IF I DON'T LISTEN TO MY OWN IMAGINARY FRIEND ,  WHY SHOULD I LISTEN TO YOURS ?Â
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 //  (  lakeith stanfield .  cis male .  he/ him )  .   ➻ kingsley tau , a  thirty year  old , has  survived  another  day  in  red  creek  where  they  have  lived their entire life on and off - has been back now for 6 months  .  the  conspiracy theorist  is  known  for  being  relaxed  and paranoid  and is often  associated  with  blunts burnt down to their buds with smoke whispering around them , hazy red rimmed eyes with a mellow smile , computers open with hundreds of unorganised tabs   .  in  a  small  town  where  they  work  as a gravedigger word  travels  fast .Â
this is sooo silly goofy of me but lets go lesbians lets go !
inspo: darius ( atlanta ) sorry for the type cast but lbr . elliot alderson ( mr robot ) , trent lane ( daria ) , nick miller ( new girl ) .
anti establishment , anti everything . is probably non-binary because he doesn't believe in gender but is too lazy to actually open that door within himself JKNFBSJNFSJ
kingsley is a lazy king who is high like 95% of the time . he lives in a world of distrust . he hates money . hates law enforcement . has a conspiracy theory for literally EVERYTHING
literally thinks rats work for the fbi
that kooky dude that talks so much sometimes ur lowkey like . .. is he like . . . ok ?
kingsley has been in redcreek for his entire life BUT he goes through stints of just disappearing randomly ? like he'll be here one day then leave for 6 months and come back like it was nothing .
he currently works as a gravedigger literally lmao its honestly the perfect job for his weird ass
believes in ghosts and aliens
kingsley is actually incredibly smart . he taught himself coding and software engineering . he knows technology like nobody else but he also absolutely hates technology
instead of using his big brain for anything he does the exact opposite .
he lowkey loves to hack things or break into things . life is like one giant escape room to him . hacks computers , databases , websites .
is really easygoing and genuinely doesn't get pissed off or angry very often . he's quite mellow and goes with the vibe . he melts into the background a fair bit
kingsley comes from a verryyyy wealthy , well known family in redcreek . watch out avery , he's coming for your title ( cosplaying poor ) .
his parents are exhausted by kingsley and his ability to never fit into higher society or play the social game
moves his hands SO MUCH while he's talking
honestly enjoys doing anything that will piss off his family but especially his dad .who he despises . will do anything for a laugh , or on a whim .
genuinely if you need someone to hide a d*ad body , he'd be the perfect guy and not just bc it's his job dsjklnfjnfdjn
heart of gold underneath it all . he seems quite blase but then will suddenly call you his best friend or his soul mate . he can be a hard read , but he loves very deeply
Disappears a lot . not just physically but when you talk to him you'll notice he can glaze over and lose focus . especially in loud spaces or big , crowded rooms . absolutely has undiagnosed adhd ( doesn't believe in doctors , medicine or diagnoses either tho )
HE'S POOKIE CODED I SWEAR HE'S JUST QUIRKY
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ALYYY
what do you love about kazuha
ohh boy i have a lot
utc bc this got long lmao
okay so starting from design: i love everything (are we surprised really?) but like fr his voice (esp jp AUGH) i love it i want him to talk to me forever i want him to tell me stories and read me poetry and like whisper to me late at night and- yeah you get the point
and his eyes are such a pretty shade of red like hello?? i could stare at his eyes forever theyre so mesmerising
and him in general like sir pls leave some beauty for us please bros gorgeous like frfr hes the pretties and i wanna kiss him and maybe nom his cheeks and i wanna hold him forever and never let him go bc he deserves the best ever and dkfgjmh
also the fact that he canonically sleeps on a sun-warmed rock is so cute and also ive done that before as well so i feel like we could turn that to a date somehow
ALSO ALSO DATES CAN BE ANYTHING im a firm believer kazuha is a romantic at heart (i mean,,,, have you seen him?) and he can just turn anything romantic: a picnic, a book date (omg imagine those dates where you both get books and read and annotate them and then give them to eacgother to read fbgjklhn), stargazing, dancing in the rain, just talking,,, I CAN GO ON
ALSO WE'RE JUST REALLY COMPATIBLE METHINKS like, i also hate loud voices (he canonically prefers calm weather due to loud noises making him uncomfortable) and while self-shipping i put myself working alongside yoimiya on naganohara fireworks, i would probably never be there while the actual fireworks show was happening bc i dont like loud noises
and i also occasionally write poetry and we'd talk about that and i would show him my written works and he'd show me his and we'd be eachothers muses and omg dies
ALSO HES SO GENTLE AND SOFT-SPOKEN and idk might be just me but he'd make me feel so safe like hed be my safe space all the time and hed give such comforting hugs i just know it and when im upset hed like open his arms and id hug him and hed hug me back and hed kiss me (im taller than him so maybe my shoulder or neck idk) and hed whisper sweetnothings and dgvfhjıokhju
BUT AT THE SAME TIME HED BE SUCH A TEASE SOMETÄ°MES like i can clearly see him flustering me on the daily be it with his flowery language or with his vision (by sending gusts of wind toward my way) hed find a way and then hed chuckle and AAAAAAAAAAA
i would feel so happy and safe with him frfr
how about you and kaveh??
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Hey Finnie!! I've been a little nervous and hesitant to do this bc I always scream a little when you reply to my asks but I wanted to be a part of your 1k celebration too!! I'm super curious which rogue you'd pair me with, even if you already know my preference for Riddler, haha
I'm English (I hope you can forgive me), 5'0 and quite chubby. I almost always dye my hair, either hot pink or icy blonde usually, and have a mix of a punk and goth clothing style. When it comes to.music, I listen to a mix of things, but I especially like jumping between Doja Cat, Elton John, Green Day and Slipknot. As you know, I really enjoy drawing and painting and creating in any way I can.
As for hobbies, I really enjoy playing story-based and puzzle solving video games over FPS games, however I love combat in games. I'm also a bit of a horror fanatic, primarily I love horror painters but also greatly enjoy horror video games and movies. Because of this I quite enjoy reading about the occult and pagan beliefs or traditions, especially about mythical creatures or local folklore.
Something I love the most and will drop almost anything to do is listen to my friends and partner talk about their special interests. I'm much more of a listener than a talker, if I can help it, and I love seeing other be passionate and excited. I love to cook for my friends and I'd like to think I'm a rather decent cook. I worry that I've already written too much so I'll stop there!!
Congrats on 1k Finnie!! You deserve it so fucking much and I'm super excited to see even more love for your fics in the future!! đ
đ No.9: Ever Fallen In Love With Someone đ
tell me a little bit about yourself and i'll give you a rogue pairing a/n: thank you!! ;-; đ yeah i was picking a riddler, because you've got riddler vibes! but the riddler i picked is maybe unexpected... 1k milestone info! đminors dniđ âąÂ kofi âąÂ tag: finnie1k
(i forgive you, truly lmao) ok so body wise, being thick is a plus for him 100%, and same with the fun hair. he's not boring, he might look it, but someone colourful and bright on his side would help other people realise that he's fun too
also look at him and tell me he isn't suppressing his true goth side, pasty ass
he probably doesn't have a favourite genre of music, he'd be happy to listen to anything, as long as it wasn't too loud or distracting, but hey, anything can be good background music at the right volume, so you could probably introduce him to new bands
ok the egomaniac in him would be so 100% down to be your ~muse~ and pose for your drawings, like life modelling, nude or otherwise, his body looks great either way and he'd be so supportive of you making him look even better in your art
puzzle solving games would be his favourite thing to do with you i bet! maybe other games too, just to spend time with you, but allowing himself to do what he loves, riddles and puzzles, in a sort of relaxing and fun manner would be so good for him
he looks like the kind of boring guy who would be very secretly into the occult and pagan practices. and you could teach him everything you know, because his riddles would be a lot more effective in striking fear in the idiots around him if they could mistake them for ooky-spooky satanic doom mongering
dropping everything to listen to him? that's the key here. he's pretty needy and self-involved, but he'd try and not be so bad with you. but he'd definitely enjoy having someone forget everyone else in the world just to sit and listen to everything he had to say. he's a talker, a rambler actually, so a listener is perfect for him
and food would definitely be one of his love languages, especially receiving it! sitting down to a nice meal (i am just picturing that frame of him looking exceptionally delicious and pointing the fork) and being able to flirt over something delicious is his ideal date
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đ đ đ» đ đ© for Georgia + one oc of your choice
thank you bo !! georgia + allison bc they're og babygirls
get to know people in my oc's life
đ âŠsomeone my muse hates.
The obvious answer for Georgia is Kellogg. Not a very interesting answer, but she hates the guy more than she's ever hated anything. Vault-Tec may have changed the trajectory of her life forever via cryo, but Kellogg tore it apart in front of her & inflicted so much trauma. We're getting closer to her fight with him in BLP & I am so excited lmao.
Allison hates Cullen with a passion. His "mages aren't people like you and me" comment pushed what would have been regular hatred of a templar into burning rage. She doesn't wanna be the exception. Being a mage is who she is & she's still a person despite it. When she visits Skyhold later on she definitely brings it up in front of the Inquisitor & the rest of their advisors, just to be petty.
đ âŠsomeone my muse would kill for.
Without a doubt Georgia would & has killed for her son. The first time it was Kellogg, before she knew Shaun grew up & eventually figured out the ten year old she saw in his memories & inside the Institute was a synth. Even after she takes in synth!Shaun, by the end of the game she's already sold herself as the kind of person who wants to make the world a safer place for her family by any means.
Allison is kind of in the same boat--she's killed for family & for friends. She values her relationships to the rest of the Kirkwall crew highly & like. All of their personal quests involve some sort of killing lmao. She killed people in pursuit of her baby brother when he got nabbed. Allison repeatedly & willingly puts herself on the line for those she loves.
đ» âŠsomeone my muse considers a best friend.
Georgia's bestie is a hard tie between Preston & Piper. Preston was there from the beginning & they leaned on each other a lot in the early days after she left the vault. He taught her the basics of surviving in the new world she found herself in & she served as inspiration to keep going for him. He's her right hand man & she probably trusts him the most out of all of her companions. Piper serves best as a friend Georgia can chill out & gossip with, the kind of friend she sorely needed before the bombs. Piper is funny & loud & unafraid to be herself or express her opinions & Georgia truly admires that about her.
Allison's best friend is, of course, Varric. He talks about her like she hung the moon & Allison made him the fucking godfather of her child. She loves the man like family. Besides Varric, though, since he's the obvious choice, I think her next best friend would be Isabela. She's the most chill out of all the companions & the best at providing a break when Allison needs one. She also loves hearing about Bela's time at sea :)
đ âŠsomeone my muse likes, but doesnât trust.
Georgia likes Deacon but doesn't trust him as far as she can throw him (on account of the fact that he was technically stalking her even if it was for "the greater good"). She thinks he's funny & likes hanging out with him on Railroad stuff, but she basically treats him like a coworker.
Allison likes but does not trust Sebastian. Tbh I haven't really played much with him all that much but even if I did, his (admittedly somewhat understandable) reaction at the end of Act 3 would be her cut off point. Threaten her lover like that after years of being friends with her? You're done lmao. Post-DA2 Allison sees Sebastian as former friend but now a distant threat (distant so long as she & Anders can keep safe in hiding).
đ© âŠsomeone my muse dislikes, but admires.
Georgia & Cait don't get along very well due to opposing personalities & morals, but Georgia does admire her! Cait is everything Georgia isn't: tough, strong, & doesn't fall to social pressures. Georgia sees traits in Cait that she wishes came easier to her & in a way she's kind of jealous.
Allison isn't too fond of Samson for obvious reasons (since he is an ex-templar) but admires the fact that he put his neck on the line to assist mages. Overall she thinks he's pretty skeevy but overlooks that fact whenever they interact over the course of the game. If/when she got the news that he was leading the Red Templars for Corypheus, any goodwill she had left was probably diminished.
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How does your muse carry emotions?
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ANGER
jaw clenching, hands balling into fists, teeth grinding, yelling, going nonverbal, vocalizations, stuttering speech, rushed speech, slow concise speech, rambling, quiet, arms crossing, shaking head, curling lip upwards, baring teeth, tearing up, animated, expressionless, projects, internalizes, vents, withdraws, tighter movements, passive-aggressive, direct, physical outbursts, verbal outbursts, pacing, going still, anger boils over in the heat of the moment but cools down quickly afterwards, anger brews slowly but lingers longer, will act out of impulse when angry, will stew on their anger and plot revenge, holds grudges, forgives easily, forgives but never forgets
JOY
Easy smiles, fighting back grins, suppressed laughter, loud laughter, giggles, chuckling, smirks, whole body laughs, covers mouth when laughing/giggling, throws head back when laughing, slaps leg, touches people around them when laughing, looks down when laughing, looks for eye contact when laughing, sparkling eyes, bubbly happiness, quiet subtle happiness, obnoxious happiness, wants to spread joy, quietly savours joy.
SADNESS
crying, bottling it up, seeking distractions, wallowing, meditating and processing, avoidance, seeking out comfort, withdrawing, swallowing thickly, talking it out, internalizing it, sad smiles, depression naps, using alcohol, using drugs, seeking out sources of joy, fidgets with sentimental item, sits in silence, broods, gets moody, wants someone to share the misery, tries to hide negative emotions, nurtures others to make themselves feel better.
EMBARRASSMENT / SHAME
Blushing, looking away, rubbing at the back of the head, running a hand through hair, clearing throat, covering the face, laughing nervously, laughing it off, overthinking, letting it go, self-deprecating humour, deflecting, getting irritated, smiling, withdraws, crossing arms over the stomach, crossing arms over chest, hands in pockets, shoulders sinking, shrugs, falling into silence until comfortable again, talking a lot to compensate.
GUILT
Avoiding eye contact, shoulders sinking low, head hanging down, crying, chest aches, lashing out, internalizing, apologizing, deflecting, communicating, withdrawing, grand gestures for forgiveness, accepting fault easily, punishing themselves, martyrdom, victim complex, over-active guilt complex, healthy conscience, internalizes even after forgiveness, seeking redemption, moves on easily, denial, shuts off empathy to cope, lack of guilt/conscience, sorry they got caught more than caused harm, canât handle knowing they hurt others.
FEAR / ANXIETY
Trembling, crying, sarcasm/sass to cope, humour to cope, rambles, going quiet, going nonverbal, getting angry, fidgeting, freezing up, impatience, clenching jaw, picking at nails, chewing at the lip, pulling at clothes, adjusting jewelry/clothing/hair, pacing, swallowing thickly, eyes widening, over-reacts, under-reacts, calm, logical, panic, irrational, overthinks, carefully analyzes, talk to themselves, breathing exercises, flight, fight, withdraw, fawn.
tagged by: indirectly by the ever-lovely @ratwhsprs âĄ
#ââ Ë â° â° DASH MEME.#look i'm a sucker for this sort of shit ok#i love thinking & overthinking about how muses express themselves SO MUCH#and byan especially is really fun for me to think about bc they're so... different from all my other muses lmao#loud in every sense of the word when it comes to things like joy & anger#and then quieter and trying to hide anything like fear or anxiety bc they despise that feeling of being so vulnerable#...and then ultimately a lot of that just cycles back into anger rather than actually dealing with it lmao
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â NAME?: andi
â PRONOUNS?: i used to joke about sidhe/her but it's becoming less of a joke every day. (she/her is fine, to most people it sounds the same anyway)
â MOST ACTIVE MUSE(S)?: Mazie, forever and always, and has been for the last decade. Ingvi over on the multi is pretty high, and Dora's making herself known. Rei comes in waves tbh.
â RP PET PEEVES?: really extends to everything tbh, but lack of communication. Even just liking sthg to acknowledge it! If I'm writing things and someone can't even be assed to like the post, why should i continue expending my very limited energy on them? If someone is going to sit on their frustrations instead of tell me so i can work on it, why should i trust them with anything? I am not going to walk on eggshells; if i am made to feel like that is a requirement, i will simply block and move on.
â EXPERIENCE / HOW MANY YEARS?: on tumblr for over a decade, gaia for several years before that, and a composition book passed back and forth before that, so all in all nearly two decades?
â FLUFF, ANGST, OR SMUT?: AAAAAAANGST. ANGST ALWAYS ANGST. If you cant tell from the shit ive already subjected mazie to, i am ALWAYS game for putting my muses through the wringer. I do generally prefer Angst With A Happy Ending but it doesn't have to be a picture perfect ending, yk?
â PLOTS OR MEMES?: memes. I'm a pantser through and through im afraid. Having an end-point in place is helpful, and maybe figuring out what stops to make along the way, but too much plotting and i will lose the focus to actually write it out.
â LONG OR SHORT REPLIES?: generally short? I mean I'm a sucker for exposition, dgmw, so threads can start long, but i will generally shorten things as they go. This habit the rpc has of responding to every spoken line individually instead of as a whole conversation makes me lose the thread very quickly, so keeping things short prevents that from happening. Also i desperately miss the icon-and-dialogue threads of old, i THRIVED with those.
â TIME TO WRITE?: after dinner until bedtime, which for me is a 6 hr window lmao. I have run of the house at night but i also can't be too loud bc i can only continue not being a productive member of society as long as mom is still making money in IT, and disrupting her sleep affects that. Daytime is for household management, nighttime is for Me.
â ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S)?: oh, everyone's got something of me somewhere, some more than others. I'm most like Rei and Rose, but Mazie has my wrist and heart issues and Ingvi gets my heritage on my mom's side, down to the descended-from-a-god mythos. What are ocs if not dumping grounds for your own trauma?
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nutmeg âąÂ howâs your room/home decorated? do you have a specific theme or style going on?
aloe vera âąÂ whatâs something (mundane) you really want to experience in life?
ivy âąÂ what are your âtellsâ for your emotions and moods? how can someone tell youâre happy, annoyed, upset or tired?
sage âąÂ what âmediumâ of art (poetry, music, fiction, paintings, statues etc.) is the most touching to you? why do you think that is?
PS: I'm still working on answering my asks asgdhsjsjs, already have the outline done at least? and a couple of them done (...like the quotes part which is um yeah, you'll know when u see it asgshsjdj). Oh!!!! Forgot to tell you but finished reading the first book of Jackaby last week!!! So I actually recognized the quote you mentioned in ur last ask (ááá) (also recognized the one from six of crows that i somehow still remember when i read it in like january but omg yes đ) (i dont remember if i ever mentioned that i finished c&p a while ago but yeah also got that one đ) (the only one i actually need to go and read is the kafka letter đ)
hiii mila!!! :D thank you so much for the ask!
dw, take all the time you need for answering :3 and omg!!! wait you actually read it, that's so coolđđđ did you like it? who's your fav character? :D jeyyyy c&p too? you gotta tell me about how you liked both books omg!!! :333 and good luck with kafka's letter (as in i hope you don't cry lmao :'))
nutmeg âąÂ howâs your room/home decorated? do you have a specific theme or style going on?
my room is probably very cozy. like i have a big bed and there are many pillows and blankets on it. i also have a lot of art (of others and me) + book pages on my wall. there are three shelves full of books and a record player + vinyls + some old magazines. so it's probably a very typical room for someone in fandoms lmao. also people are always confused about this but i don't have a mirror in my room. it freaks me out a little bit xD
aloe vera âąÂ whatâs something (mundane) you really want to experience in life?
i would really like to move to heidelberg bc i love the city deeply. i also would really like to travel outside europe (but also in europe hehe). as for more mundane things i would like someone irl to actually hear me out on stuff they may not understand bc they're not in fandoms or don't care about the things i care about. but it would be nice to talk about this stuff and not be interrupted or sth yk. that's also probably the least likly to happen lol. ut i still hope :3
ivy âąÂ what are your âtellsâ for your emotions and moods? how can someone tell youâre happy, annoyed, upset or tired?
so when i'm happy i get really giggly and childish and i laugh a lot (especially about my own jokes (i'm so funny, trust me)) and tend to get very loud with my emotions (though only when i'm around people i like, otherwise i just smile a lot). on the other hand when i'm annoyed i'm usually really overstimulated and i will not respond to external stimuli of any kind. you tell me sth? i probably didn't hear. i tend to just go very still and quiet. it's probably the same when i'm sleepy, though there are also times when i get giggly too. when i'm upset there are two options: either i will cry or i will defeat you with pure and cold logic. there's no inbetween. in a normal state i'll crack a lot of jokes that are often overlooked bc i always tell them quite dryly. i also will complain a lot when i'm in a normal state (not about anything important, it's just fun). when i'm really in pain though i will go quiet and probably snap at whoever talks to me.
sage âąÂ what âmediumâ of art (poetry, music, fiction, paintings, statues etc.) is the most touching to you? why do you think that is?
i would say it depends on the quality and themes of the medium (i tend to like sad/angry themes) but normally i show the most reaction when i listen to good music or read a good novel. though when i was in paris and looked at the statues in musee d'orsay i was also very intrigued. as for music, there's often lyrcis that are really relatable but they're combined with instruments that give them more... power? ig??? and for the novel, i really like connecting to characters, like who do i see myself in/who do i like the most/find the most interesting etc? and then i experience the story out of the characters eyes, therefore also experiencing loss and tragedy and stuff? yeah, but idk about the statues though. i especially liked the ones that displayed pain, probably bc i feel empathy towards them?
thank you again, mila, that was really fun to answer! :D
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sooo for that jackass writing rq thing đđđ uhh well today i was feeling a bit meh bc like . overstimulation and stuff, do u think u could write abt how like . idk ANY of the guys would help or wtv (and if u dont wanna write abt that then i totes get it and ill send u another rq!!!)
(hi! i hope this is something like what you were looking for :) also i went ahead and wrote it for dunn bc idk it felt organic to me lmao)
helping with overstimulation (ryan dunn + gn!reader)
It's been a pretty loud day on set, which normally you're pretty fine with, but there's something about today - hours and hours of non-stop chaos, people in your face and a particular stunt which ended with you covered head-to-toe in mud - that's really just a step too far. So when Jeff finally calls cut at the end of the day, you're off to your trailer practically immediately for a long, hot shower and some much-needed rest.
Of course, rest isn't really much of an option in your line of work. You've barely been out of the shower for five minutes, changed into comfortable pajamas and reading a book in bed, before someone outside is hammering on the door to be let in.
You grimace, but push yourself out of bed all the same - you don't want to be rude.
It's Dunn, also freshly-showered, with a big grin on his face. "Hey, Y/N," he says. "We're all drinking a couple and hanging out by the fire-pit, if you wanna join us."
"I mean," you say, apologies ready on your tongue. "I'd love to, but - it's been a long day. I really need some alone-time, you know?"
Dunn holds up his hands like, no problem. "Totally understandable. Anything I can help with at all, or...?"
"That's really nice of you to ask." You shrug, not meeting his eyes. "I don't know. I'm just feeling over-stimulated, and if I went out there now I don't think I'd be any fun to be around."
"Ok." Dunn's brow furrows. "You're drinking water, right? You're not thirsty or anything?"
You nod. "I'm all good on the hydration front." Of course, your stomach chooses that moment to emit a very ill-timed grumble. "Maybe a little hungry, though. I finished all my snacks."
"Hey, I'll grab you something from my trailer," Dunn says. "If that would help, I mean."
"You don't have to do that - "
Dunn waves his hand. "It's nothing. Tell you what, I'll go make that snack run, and then if there's nothing else you might need afterward, I'll tell the guys you're feeling tired, make sure no one else bothers you. That sound good?"
You smile. "That's...That's really nice, Ryan. Thanks a lot, seriously."
"Don't mention it," he says, gives you a little two-fingered salute, and makes an about-face toward his own trailer. "Back in a flash."
You head back inside and pour yourself another glass of water, happy because even if you're a part of the rowdiest crew on MTV, they care about you like you're all one big family.
Which, you muse, you kind of are.
#ik we all cope differently to overstimulation but this is kind of what i tend to do when i'm feeling overwhelmed so i hope its good sdflkjs#i hope your day gets better <3#jackass#my writing#ryan dunn
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comforting you during a thunderstorm â
summary: youâre not much of a scaredy-cat but you do have an immense fear of thunder storms which you didnât tell him about. so this is how he comforts you
characters: saiki k, bokuto, suna
tw// thunderstorms, hurt/comfort
thanks to anon for the wholesome request đ„ș this reminds me of ohshc & i love it so much đ
Kusuo Saiki
he just popped downstairs to bid farewell to his mother before she headed out to buy groceries, leaving you and him home alone
he didnât even notice the thunderstorm, until his mom mentioned it
âoh, i have to walk to the bus-stop in this horrible weather. is there anyway you could make it stop, ku?â
as much as he wanted to say âyes, but i cba. cope.â he just blurted out a âno.â before heading back up to his room
he didnât think you were scared of anything tbh
i mean you killed a cockroach for him one time so you were basically a fearless god, in his eyes
so imagine his surprise when he walked into his room and..you were gone
he was confused for a moment until he heard faint sobs and whimpers from inside his closet
he slid the door open to reveal you cowering in the corner with your knees pulled up to your chest and your face buried between them, sniffing and only moving when you had to use your hand to wipe away the tears that poured from your eyes and threatened to stain your leggings
âi go for a minute and this is what happens-- are you crying?âÂ
that was when you realised that saiki had entered the room once again and when you looked up, you saw his tall, daunting figure looking down at you - the glow from the lightening behind him not doing any favours as it just made him look even more unnerving
âi donât cry. iâm just.. excreting my eye juices. it clears your skin-- ah!â you tried to explain but you were cut of by another boom of thunder rattle through the house
âyouâre lying.âÂ
yeah, you knew he was a psychic so you werenât really sure why you thought youâd be able to get the lie passed him
also, due to his psychic abilities and common sense, he figured that the thunder/lightening was the reason for your distress
saiki sighed, not really sure if he should do what he was about to but upon seeing how frightened you were and the nervous series of continuous thoughts rushing through your head...he just had to
you heard another noise which sounded rather different from thunder but it startled you none the less
you looked up at your boyfriend for comfort, only to notice that he was gone
then, you caught a glimpse of something unusual from the windowÂ
you approached it hesitantly and peered outside to see the cluster of storm clouds being swept aside like dust by some unknown force, to reveal the bright blue sky that was hiding behind itÂ
you were in awe and although the masses probably thought this was the work of god or the wind, it didnât take long for you to figure out that it was your psychic boyfriend who was behind it all
âitâs gone now.â his voice tickled your ears from behind and to say it gave you the fright of your life was an understatement
you jumped, alarmed at first but once you turned around for your eyes to meet his, you couldnât help but feel a wave of relief wash over youÂ
âoh, yes. thank you, saiki!â you chirped, throwing your arms around him and pulling him into a tight embrace
he was a bit taken back at first but it didnât take long for him to melt into your touch and hug back, cradling your head and patting it bc i hc that is how he hugs/cuddles
(he just wants you to feel safe with him đ„ș even though he is an OP psychic who could probably kill you if heâs not careful)
anyway, saiki will ensure that you never experience another thunderstorm for as long as you live
KĆtarĆ Bokuto
you already know that the first thing bokuto is going to do when he sees you cry and cuddle up next to you and cry too so you donât feel embarrassed
but like when he comes back from the kitchen and heating the pizza he was about to eat, then he noticed you curled up under a blanket on the couch, shivering and whimpering..he drops the pizza
like he is so shockedÂ
he didnât want to believe that you were crying tbh
but as your bf it was his duty to comfort youÂ
bc you always comfort him so well when he feels down and he wants to do the same for you!!
anyway, the first thing he does is join you under the blanket and cry with you for a bit
but his fake wails are so bad that you canât help but laugh FVHIDBFA
once he notices that heâd cheered you up slightly, heâll inquire, âare you scared of thunder?â
you nodded slightly, gently leaning your head on his strong shoulder, âa bit.â
bokuto bent his arm to pat and rub your head reassuringly, âbut youâre so fearless, (y/n)! remember that time you went bungee jumping and even I was too afraid to do it?!â
you simply shrugged, tensing as you heard the thunder rumble through the living room
âbut anyway,â bokuto hummed, placing a gentle kiss on your temple, âis there anything i can do to make you feel better?â
you shrugged once again, âmaybe just stay with me for a bit longer, please.âÂ
your wish was his command âš
now there is no way heâs leaving your side until the storm passes
whether that takes a few minutes or the whole night
heâs not going to leave you even to eat the pizza he had dropped on the living room floor
and he hold you close against his chest so you know that heâs not going going anywhere
also, he started talking not only instinctively but also to drown out the sound of the thunder and redirect your attention onto him
âand then kuroo was all like SUPRISE!! and i was all like THANKS, MAN BUT ITâS NOT EVEN MY BIRTHDAY and then kuroo was like I KNOW!! god, he knows me so well.â
âhey, (y/n) - we should dress up for halloween his year! kuroo and his girlfriend are doing a couples costume so i think we should do one too and out-shine them! i was thinkinâ fred and daphne except you can be fred.â
âi was looking on five minute crafts of food the other day - donât ask why - and some of the desserts were lookinâ kinda tasty tbh. iâll send you the link so we can make âem sometime.â
âwhy did you comment âiâll give you my first born child in exchange for you to crush my skull with your thicc, juicy, scrumptious thighs đ€€đłâ under my instagram pic? and why does it have 1k likes?â
needless to say, you canât be sad for too when youâre around bokuto lmao
RintarĆ Suna
RAIEVABTG DONâT EVEN LIE HEâD JUST BE LIKEÂ âcover your ears den lmaoâ
ok ok so youâre on facetime with him and thunder blares through your room - itâs so loud that even he can hear it through the phone - and you jump, immediately pulling your blankets over yourselfÂ
he was hitting his vape then he pulled away to look at his phone again and you were gone (bc you had brought your phone under the covers with you and obvs it was dark)
he could also hear your little whimpers even though you tried you best to hide them by slapping your hand over your mouth
âdoll, whereâd ya go?â he inquired, concern laced in his voice. he opened his drawer to toss his vape away but he did not avert his eyes from the screen just in case something happened
âiâm still here. just under the covers.â you spoke, doing your best to hide how shaky your voice was
âwhy?â he puffed, allowing the vapor to leak from his mouth and escape out to his surrounding - which was his bedroomÂ
âoh, no reason.â
suna knew you were lying, it wasnât hard to tell, âwell, if thatâs the case, can you come out from the cover, doll? i wanna see your face.â
â-no.â you immediately replied, letting out a feeble sigh as you realised that lying wasnât going to get you anywhere. âiâm just a bit afraid of the thunder, thatâs all.â
suna cocked his head to the side, âthunder? never heard that one before.â he said, mentally cursing himself out just as he said that since it came out a lot harsher than he intended, âerm, why donât you try putting your headphones on?â he suggested in a soft voice, trying to make up for the uncalled-for comment he made
you hummed in agreement, wondering why you didnât think of that
momentarily tossing your duvet aside, you rushed to your desk where you black headphones were laying, you picked them up and dashed back towards your bed as if someone was chasing you, diving onto it, pulling the cover back over your head and plugging the headphones into your phone before pulling them over your ears
âthis helps a bit. thanks, suna.â
sunaâs eyes widened as he slumped back against his headboard, âsuna? what happened to babe?âÂ
âthanks, babe.â you corrected yourself with a giggle
now that sunaâs voice was the most prominent sound in your ears, the thunder seemed to fade into satisfying background noise
you couldnât get over the random flashes of lightening though, those always made you yelp - and he noticed thisÂ
âi really wish you were here right now.â you mused, hugging your pillow to your chest to imitate what youâd to if he was here with you, âiâd give you all my kisses.â
âbet.â was the last thing you heard before he hung up on youÂ
you were quite bummed at first but then you registered that he was probably on his way over :))
and he was!
you heard a few loud knocks on your door followed by a monotone mutter âlet me in, iâm freezing my tits off out here.â
ofc you let him in and after you led him to your bedroom, he immediately pinned you to your bed, âyou know what iâm here for.â
âhuh?â
he was confused for a moment but then he noticed that you still had the headphones on
he snickered, momentarily pulling one of the earpads away from your ear to say, âkisses.â
#suna x you#suna headcanons#saiki k x reader#bokuto x y/n#saiki x y/n#saiki fluff#saiki x reader#suna rintaro x reader#suna x reader#suna fluff#bokuto x reader#bokuto fluff#bokuto hcs#kusou saiki#saiki no psi nan#kusuo saiki x reader#suna rintarĆ#suna x y/n#saiki headcanons#saiki k headcanons#bokuto headcanons
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