#bc like ugghjjhhh I am so impatient that I don’t think things through until later on and then I wait too long and realize that some things
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#I still want to grow and learn#but not today#today I am going to relapse#the allure of a clean slate!!!#kind of#If I end up actually going through with this I’m just going to redo page’s room and a little bit of the writing#but still use the same commands to get to more or less the same place I left off#bc like ugghjjhhh I am so impatient that I don’t think things through until later on and then I wait too long and realize that some things#don’t line up or look kinda shit to me#I just really want to redo page’s room it still doesn’t look right to me :/#I’m really sorry about all my wishy washy-ness about citrus#I’m the only one working on it and like I have I really big problem with working on long projects#sigh I am genuinely really sorry I feel awful#I’m only sabotaging myself so I can feel better#but like I’m doing this project for myself?? so I don’t know I still feel bad#ugh
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