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“Sometimes people try to destroy you, precisely because they recognize your power — not because they don’t see it, but because they see it and they don’t want it to exist.”

— bell hooks

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i changed my mind idk if i believe in god anymore

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sometimes i get confused on God’s existence after getting so severely let down even when i included Him in my every step as best as i could. i still don’t understand or have closure but i am feeling more peaceful.. like i’m not thrown into the devil’s hands but God’s. i’m keeping my focus on moving forward in the ways i want to. hopefully God will give me closure & understanding & miracles. i’m not fully sure how to trust God but i know that He was only able to truly access my heart when the thing i was praying to Him for went away. it’s no longer a 3 party relationship: me, Him and the thing i want. now it’s just Him & i and .. i don’t know where that’s going to lead to practically in my life because i still want a future while i’m here. but at least i’m preoccupied & generally content. i have much to be grateful for so in a way, that does fulfill my need to feel special. hopefully one day, i can have enough resources to help people who aren’t as fortunate as me. but yeah.. i don’t have tomorrow so i need to improve my present moment. if i’m doing that more, i’ll have an enjoyable life overall 🤍.

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pure peppermint tea, my imaginary cigarette because i don’t smoke but i would if there were no consequences, my project, breaking bad. Yeah 😎

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perfection

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Pati

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ZAYKUTIE plushies

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rocco barocco ss06

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Conflict Isn’t Just Plot, It’s Identity vs. Identity

The biggest battles don’t happen on battlefields. They happen inside people. The best conflict isn’t just good vs. evil…

it’s who I am vs. who I think I should be.

It’s loyalty vs. self-preservation.

It’s love vs. pride.

Every decision a character makes should be a fight between two parts of themselves. If their choices are too easy, you’re writing a puppet, not a person.

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@academia-lucifer

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we need to scroll less on our phones so we’re not spending all our time comparing ourselves to other people and missing out on how cool we actually are as ourselves & not some imagined version of ourselves

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Whisper of the Heart (1995), dir. Yoshifumi Kondō

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