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sarcasmic-skies · 1 year ago

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literally what the FUCK!!!! is going on w my insomnia recently. like it’s always been bad but it hasn’t been this bad this often in a long time. as of this moment, saturday, 4:24 am cst, i’ve been awake for 44.5 hours straight & counting. the week before last i was up for 71 consecutive hours. when i finally fell asleep after running on 90 min of sleep for those 3 fuckin days, i woke up three hrs later!! what the FUCK!!!! chronic insomnia can suck my dick and balls and thank me for it i am so over it. and YES i see the fucking irony that it rears its ugly head after i read/annotated fight club over n over for 10 hrs straight on thurs. it’ll be very haha laugh funny once my body knocks this shit off. fuckin hell. (i will update)

#ive had chronic insomnia since i was a kid but that doesnt make it easier to deal with lol #like. i just lie in bed with the lights off no music no sounds close my eyes n try to sleep #no distractions no NOTHIN #and i cross my fingers i fuckin fall asleep before i collapse and die lol #this is why when i read fight club for the first time 10 yrs ago #it was validating to hear abt someone else dealing w it so i was like ‘im literally the narrator’#bc insomnia is literal hell at times it’s not fun cooky quirky it’s debilitating!#where’s a testicular cancer support group when u need one 😵‍💫#and i didnt see the fight club movie until like. a year after i read the book LMAO #and before anyone replies like ‘thats rly serious’ or ‘have u tried ____?’ i know! and i prob have #like no this is not normal people behavior but this is my normal behavior it’s just more intense rn lol #i have a tendency to stay awake thru sleep medications lmao #ok disclaimers r done! whew #ty posts!!!!!!#ty posts

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