#bc i'm not as nervous about saying something dumb about any other character as i am about him

[plusultraetc]

@livelikeheroes sorry to snatch your tags but omg mood. Hater Aizawa is so important to me. He'll really say "nothing grates on my nerves like wasted time" and "I make a point of living my life rationally in other words cutting out all that is unnecessary, extraneous, or wasteful." And then he'll say "anyway that's Yamada 'utterly extraneous' Hizashi we've been attached at the hip for fifteen years. But if All Might so much as wastes a second of (his own) time it's on sight."

I will definitely make a longer post when I'm further into the book but I cannot tell you how hard I laughed at this

[yuseirra]

Oh no... I am so sorry for annoying you with my ask about comparisons between ONK characters with other anime characters, I truly did not mean to annoy you at any single way or bring any sort of trouble, I made this tumblr just to formally apologise I do am ashamed to talk on my main so I am a coward but still I just feel I am dumb while i read thus can't have a good judgment but... and I like reading from people I know is smart for sure and I won't bother you again with fandom discussions I will just support you correctly I truly hope you can forgive me, far from my intentions to bother you in any single way I am so so so sorry

Hello~ I thought of replying this to you privately, but since it's not an ask sent through your main according to what you say, I hope you don't mind me replying on public! I feel the need to clarify what exactly I felt as I was answering you on my end as well..!

Oh, no, I wasn't so annoyed earlier, I just... didn't think the answer was something that'd need to be asked because isn't it so obvious? If you've been watching and supporting me, you'd know what answer I'd give! XD The take you brought up was quite extreme... things usually don't tend to be so black and white, even if it's a manga, so the answer I could give felt like a given. I understand you need assurance sometimes, I've been there! Was that what you were looking for earlier? It's nice to see similar takes and get some confirmation! I appreciate you having trusted me to give out some good insight about a topic you're interested in. But.. at the same time, I didn't want to state that people are necessarily wrong about their takes on my answer. I've never seen them, so I can't be sure enough to judge, and I could only talk about my own feelings. I may not agree with it, but they're a different person and I don't know enough to disagree with something I haven't seen. And I don't think I'll try and see takes like those on purpose either... even if I came across it, I'd just pass through it...

I haven't been drawing Aqua so much lately, but if you'd like to see my takes on the character, my drawings would reflect my feelings! I believe I've still drawn a few! Never got to depict his warm sides as much as I'd like, recently, I've been drawing him very annoyed about his dad bc how the story's been but if things turn for the better in the manga, I'd love to try drawing him that way :)

It's my personality, you see, I don't really enjoy debates, my friends do though? If my friend was here, they'd have had a lot of fun with your ask. I just tend to prefer keeping to my thoughts most of the time (except for the things I'm really passionate about!) Some people may really enjoy getting these asks, I'm... it really depends on the question, but maybe I don't enjoy it as much as some others may. I might enjoy some really cute and uplifting type of things... but hearing Aqua being taken as a heartless person's kind of sad; I do care about that character too. He's a character that's been suffering, he shows signs of PTSD. When I first read the comic, I felt pretty immersed towards his emotions and I sympathized with him a lot.

I'd like to say I didn't intend for you to get all apologetic and nervous! Wow, you even made a blog to apologize? but you really didn't have to! It's very hard to convey the tone of voice through words, ain't it? I was being really casual with that reply earlier. If I could just read it over in my voice, you'd have heard it and figured this person isn't so mad about it. I was talking the way I usually do! So no worries, I'm glad I got to hear from you again and hopefully I could lift you of your feelings you're having. Um, I'd be happy if I could provide some good takes about this series you can agree with :) We may not be able to agree on everything, but I have a feeling you might end up enjoying how I view things regarding this series. Will you still support me despite having felt this nervous about it? I'd like that to happen! Hope you have a nice day!

[diabolikpersonals]

Okay okay if at any point the relationship between Yuma and Ayato/Subaru starts getting romantic who is gonna have to be the one to ask the other(s) out, cause it seems like Subaru and Ayato would really wanna ask Yuma out and would maybe even fight about it, but can't bring their selves to do it. But Yuma's also oblivious to his feelings so it could take a while for him to realise that he likes them. But another way it could go is if either Subaru or Ayato told the other their gonna try and ask Yuma out and it develops into a argument about whos gonna get him but Yuma ends up overhearing them and BOOM asks them both out with him. So now there are two more questions:

1. Where is gonna be their first date? And whos idea it was?

2. What will the Sakamaki and Mukami brothers gonna think about this new relationship? I can imgaine Ruki getting really annoyed because Ayato and Subaru are gonna be over at the Mukami house every single fucking day and when they aren't there they are out somewhere together doing dumb things.

so here's what usually happens when I'm daydreaming about these three >:3

before they can think about calling them "dates," ayato and subaru have some excuses for hanging out with yuma all the time. for instance, they like watching him work (both in the school garden and like, hypothetically, if yuma got a part time job or something then they'd spend way too much time there lol...like, they'd save up their allowance to buy food there....anyway) so they'll be like "no, it's just a coincidence, we always eat lunch here! it's not just to see you or anything!"

I also imagine that they've got a little study group on, which seems kind of out of character, right? none of these characters really enjoy studying. but subaru's a first year and the sakamaki baby brother, so if yuma and ayato find out that he's struggling in school, despite their own subpar grades I bet they'd be like "well I'm your upperclassman / older brother so it's my duty to help out, leave it to us!!" ...but of course, I don't think much studying actually occurs in these little sessions lol. I can picture reiji being like "you asked yuma and ayato to help you study? .......................why?" so I love this headcanon lol

so up till now, when everything they've been doing can pass as just friends hanging out, basically everything has been ayato or yuma's idea. but the shocking thing is, when they finally do something that can be called a DATE, I feel that subaru caused it.......on accident. he did his best to think of something he wanted to do with them, and he definitely thought about it with romantic feelings for yuma in mind, so when he suggests that they go out and do this thing together...subaru's really nervous, he's blushing, he's probably saying some obvious tsundere shit like "it wont be a DATE or anything..." so........nobody can really deny it anymore, this is gonna be a date.

hmm, what kind of date would subaru plan with yuma in mind? I feel like it definitely should be outside bc they're both people who enjoy the outdoors. subaru is kind of clumsy with this sort of thing, so I think it'd be sweet if he picked some obscure place in the woods to take a walk, but then they get lost ^^; ayato and subaru have a shouting match about it, blaming each other, and yuma saves the day because he brought lunch for the three of them so they end up having a picnic. it'd be a nice excuse to show them subaru's disney princess qualities as well lol. all 3 of them would see a frog and be like "WHOA LOOK AT THAT" so I think it would be fun!

ruki is definitely going to get annoyed when ayato and subaru keep coming over...! they must be awful at dinnertime. yuma keeps adding more food to their plates and kou's like "wtf, this is favoritism!! save some for me!!" and ruki gets a headache xD I think ayato and subaru will basically take over two guest rooms and make this like their second home. and they'll get so comfortable with it that ayato will get mad at ruki for cleaning "his room," like "I cant find any of my stuff anymore!" and ruki's like "why are you leaving your stuff here, this is NOT your HOUSE"

[moved-to-cinnamon-phrog]

The past couple of months have been… confusing for me. Quite difficult to comprehend and explain.

See, I have dug myself into a ditch and worked myself up in a tizzy over nothing. The silliest little thing.

Which has built up over time in mind as some big, horrendous, villainous thing I have to hide despite everything I stand for and against.

This is gonna be a journey to read, but I assure you, if you read it all (I hope) you understand at least a little, and I hope it doesn’t diminish whatever you all think of me, since I don’t want to lose any friends I have over something so small and, in reality, harmless regarding the context.

Here comes the hardest part:

The Actual Thing.

You know how I said, rather recently, or wait did I explicitly tell you guys? I think I did, anyway-

In my personal views of DHMIS, I see Yellow as an adult, like the same age as whatever the other two are. Just a Guy that's a lilttle naive but could definitely kick your ass if he genuinely wanted to.

Okay and you know how people develop crushes on fictional characters. And sometimes it can be a very silly, very small, very stupid thing. And YET, you have 0% control over how you feel?

Despite feeling like a complete and utter scoundrel and a tyrant and a scallywag and just a downright idiot for doing so- like you’ll lose every single friend you’ve ever made because of one simple detail such as this?

But… I’m still me. This doesn’t change anything about what I say or do. Not entirely. This doesn’t mean I feel this way for every interpretation of Yellow.

Just my own version I see in my mind’s eye. I feel it’s important to say that because that’s what I’m most worried about, I don’t want anybody, especially my closest friends, thinking I have a crush on every version including theirs, for that would imply me as something I am not, nor will ever, be.

In every character quiz I’ve done I’ve been asked multiple times to talk about Yellow, but I could never bring myself to do so because I knew I would never be able to share my actual thoughts, and I didn’t want to just blatantly lie either because I hate lying and I hate not being honest about myself and my feelings.

Also I don’t want to be interrogated by every person who doesn’t know the way I see him and assume I’m one of those kinds of people.

I… don’t know how to put this any other way. And it both feels like an incredibly small and dumb thing for me to be feeling so nervous about sharing, and yet I feel like I’m telling you all I’ve gotten away with fucking murder-

Maybe that's just because seeing Yells as a kid is almost the norm in the fandom, I don't mind the interpretation at all, but it's just not my cup of tea.

I think, at the end of the day, Yellow is a character as malleable as the series itself. He can be seen in a million different ways, and no singular idea is less or more correct than the other.

And if that is so, then... I can have a bit of a crush on him, then? I won't even yabber on about it often if even at all, and as I said this doesn't mean I have a crush on every interp of him, ESPECIALLY the kid versions bc ew I'm not like that, and- I just think he's really neat and I like his personality his epic mullet and neurodivergent stance captivate me.

If I genuinely ick you out over this despite me not seeing him as a little kid, I'll make a tag for it so you can filter it?

This is a H U G E raving I'm so so sorry to anybody who's read this far down, I just want to be clear on everything as to not be misinterpreted, because in this situation that's the very last thing I want.

[whumpmatsus]

Hi @whumpmatsus! Idk if u are still doing asks but I found ur blog and love ur work 😀 😍

I'm trying to get back into writing for Osomatsu-San, but I refuse to watch the next seasons (2 and 3) cuz I Stan/fangirl over Osomatsu and always hate it when my favorite character gets involved romantically with another character (it's dumb but my nerdy ass heart doesn't give 2 shits about it >_<). To the point, i want some forewarning or some reassurance about what goes on in the next seasons about my fav. NEET 😢 (idc for spoilers since i spoiled myself already). Again, a dumb request but i would appreciate it.

Also, if you dont mind, Im wondering how Osomatsu approaches friendly relationships with women (when he isn’t acting like a perv). Thank you for your time! 😄

heya babycakes!! I’m definitely still doing asks, absolutely! 😌

and listen honestly I totally get it! whenever I fangirl over a character or have them as my f/o, I get all ~fluttery stomach anxiety~ when I see them dating someone else on the screen, maybe it’s a lil dumb but I don’t care either, I just! I know how you feel!!

SO, I’ve just finished season 2 and I can tell you Osomatsu doesn’t really get any romance? I mean there’s all the sextuplets’ usual fawning over Totoko, and there’s some friendship with a character name Kin-chan, a little dirty teasing, and he goes on a double date with Totty and these two girls and there’s some flirting... but nothing really comes of any of it in the end!

now, season 3 in full I haven’t seen yet (I’m a brat and waiting for it to be dubbed before I watch it all XD), but I do happen to have seen spoilers bc it’s kind of impossible not to when season 3′s been out for a while now lol. and I know that Nyaa-chan tries to pursue a relationship with Osomatsu after he saves her baby! she gets all crushy over him and I think they go out a few times, but at the end I believe she gets over him and they don’t actually get together haha

hopefully that’s enough of a warning that you can watch these seasons without much stress!!

aaaand here’s some headcanons for you for this concept!

(in the future, if you want non-whumpy stuff, you can always send it to my main Ososan blog, @kisskissmatsu!! I did these here just because idk he gets so shy around women that I guess it could qualify as whump lol)

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❤️ OSOMATSU ❤️

Believe it or not, he’s pretty capable of not acting like a creep toward women! He plays up the ‘I’m an inappropriate perv with naked ladies dancing around in my head 24/7’ thing when he’s around his brothers, and it’s true that every other thought of his is a naughty one, but… he comes on a lot less strongly once he relaxes. The truth is, despite having a filthy mind and liking to make dirty jokes, he’s pretty shy when it comes to girls, so he really prefers to approach as friends first. To jump right into something romantic or sexual makes him super nervous and insecure.

He’s very laidback after he gets past the initial awkwardness. There’s no pressure with him, surprisingly. Although he might get his hopes up to hang out, he doesn’t push if someone says no. He doesn’t nudge at them or try to convince them. It’s only when someone gets mean with saying no, like making fun of him for asking or something, that he gets upset. Even then, he’s more apt to flee instead of stand there arguing. He’s more considerate and self-conscious than he wants people to know.

Anything he invites them out to, it’s almost definitely something he’d invite a male friend to as well. A night of camping out at Chibita’s cart, eating as much oden as they can and drinking their weight in beer? Or maybe hanging out at the bar doing karaoke… and drinking their weight in beer? Spending an evening at the pachinko parlor, gambling away all their money? Going to see that new movie that’s supposed to be really cool? Hell, yeah! It’s pretty rare that he would invite a girl out to, say, dinner or something unless they’ve already been friends for a while. And if he does, he’ll make sure one of his brothers will come along with a date too.

All things being equal, he kind of treats his female friends just like any other friends. He might have some dirty thoughts or think they’re cute, but really that could go for any friend. He takes a lot of pains to ensure he doesn’t make his friends uncomfortable; sex jokes come with the territory of having Osomatsu for a friend, and yet, he’ll avoid touching people until he knows them better, and he’ll even try to stop making jokes if someone isn’t comfortable with them.

Overall he’s a decent guy, even if he doesn’t seem like it at first blush! He really does care about people, and when he tries to approach girls to be friends, he’s always thinking about how to make them feel at ease around him. Even if he’s not perfect, he’s incredibly genuine and thoughtful, especially around people he wants to be friends with.

[i-may-be]

Hey! May I please get a romantic + platonic matchup with MHA and Haikyuu please? ☺

Intro: Ok so I've been having an identity crisis and I have no idea whether I'm an ISFP 8w7 or ENFP 7w8. But other than that I'm a bisexual girl who uses any pronouns, mostly she/they. I'm a Virgo, although I don't think I act like one and I think It's probably because I'm an Aries Rising and Pisces Moon 👀.

Personality: I'm low-key 2 different people 🤏🏾 bcs at school, a lot of people including my teachers think I'm innocent bcs I have an innocent looking face but when I start talking they notice that they're completely wrong 💀 I once told my teacher about how some astronauts got herpes in Space and explained to her how dirty my mind was after she asked me why I was dirty-minded 🏃🏾‍♀️ but other then being described as weird and dirty-minded, my classmates and teachers would also describe me as kind, quiet(maybe), chill, smart, athletic and overall a nice person to be around. Crazy thing but surprisingly this year, I've been getting a lot of attention from guys. Like tell me why I had some dude trying to get my attention on the first day of school 🤨 and a few months after that, some dude I knew told me he had a crush on me since MIDDLE SCHOOL! But I rejected him bcs number uno ☝🏾 I didn't like him back and numéro deux(I speak french as a second language 😈)✌🏾 He did some weird shit that made me block him BUT LITERALLY A DAY AFTER THAT some guy's friend pointed at me and went "Hey look! It's your girlfriend". AND I MADE EYE CONTACT WITH HIM AND 2 OTHER PEOPLE. And then a like a week before Winter Break another guy that I knew started being extra friendly and nervous around me and I'm pretty sure he has a crush on me now but who can blame him? I'm hot asf 😌🤸🏾‍♀️ Oh yeah! And there's also this one dude in my Math class that I make eye contact with all the time and he's kinda cute low-key BUT ANYWAYS, at home I would be described as a troublemaker, rebellious and selfish 😄 That definitely doesn't hurt my feelings hahaha(definitely moving out when I'm 18). I mean for real tho the only part that hurts my feeling is the selfish part bcs apparently I only care about myself. Sometimes I actually wonder if I am 🤔 I don't mind being called a troublemaker or rebellious tho bcs it makes me feel cool 💪🏾😩 and I'm honestly just sharing my own opinions and telling my parents that I disagree w/them so...but y'know other than all that my parents and sister included would describe me as loud, easily-angered(No one can ever watch movies w/me bcs if a character does something to piss me off, I will cuss them out), argumentative(being told to shut up is nothing new to me plus I also go off on my sister for fun but it's only bcs she did it first), funny(I think I'm funny bcs I make jokes and I laugh at them 😌), energetic, strong(I break absolutely EVERYTHING), competitive(Sometimes my sister hates playing games w/me bcs I get SO mad when she wins, I broke her chair once 🤭), dumb(I believed Mr. Bean was dead for years!), stubborn and talkative although I have a stutter.

Presentation: My fashion sense ranges from like Bimbo Y2k outfits to Male Streetwear fashion and in the middle there's some Cyber Y2k, Cyber goth, Gyaru, Scene, Hippie and Fairy stuff. And Sadly, I do not have most of these types of clothes but my friends and teachers constantly say that I have a good sense of fashion and love it when I match my mask with my outfit. I think a lot of people's first impressions of me are that I'm kind, outgoing and possibly chill especially bcs my voice gets really high when I'm talking to people for the first time(my sister hates it when I do this). Ooo I'm also really into piercings, tattoos, kawaii nails and GOLD JEWELRY(like hoops and rings) 😍🤤 Let's hope I get all those things for my birthday. OMG I forgot to add that although I may wear really "girly" outfits from time to time, my mannerisms are always the same. I could be wearing a sailor moon shirt, flared jeans with my hair up in pigtails but I'll sit on my chair like a dude 💀 According to my friends, I'm pretty masculine and according to my mom I was like a "boy" when I was younger bcs of how energetic and rough I was and still am 👀 I do have a very feminine walk tho, y'know with the hips swaying side to side.

How I am when I'm comfortable: I swear everyone thinks I'm crazy! I like bounce off walls and shit and I scream all the time! One of my friends literally said that the reason why I like f¡ckboy Eren so much is bcs I act just like him 😭 she literally said I would be the type of person to go up to someone and say "Hey mamas *lip bite emoji* and rub my hands together. There was also this other time when I was with a group of friends and one of them said that the nicest person has a 12 inch d¡ck and so I said that mine was obviously a 12 and y'know what they told me? 😢 They said I had a 7 incher I- apparently I am kinda mean 😔 low-key don't disagree tho🚶🏾‍♀️

Hobbies, Interests, Likes and Dislikes: I'd say that my favourite pass time activities would be dancing and reading xblack¡reader fanfics. I've been told multiple times that I have natural talent for danicng and have had multiple people ask me if I've ever been to dance lessons but I actually never have, I also do alot dances for school so it's mostly what people know me for💃🏾 I LOVE reading xblack¡reader fanfics because I've seen a lot of fics say "y/n blushed" or "... touched y/n's hair" and I'm literally sitting there like 😐 plus it's fun being able to actually relate to y/n while reading. I also love animals(I have 5 adorable rats), video games(My sister and I play Lego: Jurassic World(I know very random), Gang Beasts, Mortal Kombat, Stick fight: The game, Danganronpa, Night in the woods, etc.), watching anime (Especially sad ones cause I love crying) Hello Kitty motorcycles(I WANT ONE SO BAD) true crime(Although it literally keeps me up at night), horror movies (Because I love getting jumpscared), going for walks(They're never for long tho cause everybody I walk with gets too tired 😢), reading my Warrior Cats books(I never expected a book about wild cats to make me cry so hard but at the same time, I cry about everything 👀) and PROCRASTINATE cause I hate homework 😤 One thing I absolutely HATE is 9-5 jobs(my mom called me dumb for saying that 😭) bcs I feel like it's honestly a waste to spend most of my time to go to school for years and then work some job until I'm 69 😏 with weak knees and RETIRE‼️I need something that constantly keeps my interest and most things can't do that. I just wanna live my life to the fullest by doing everything I want without being controlled because I hate being told what to do 😭 OH YEAH! I'm also a part of my school's volleyball team! How could I forget that? 💀🤭

My type: My type is definitely someone who can match my energy and do chaotic shit w/me. I only live life once so why not do crazy shit w/the person I love? 🤷🏾‍♀️ I've never been in a relationship with anyone either but I know my worth and if somebody like me, they gotta show me 😝

My appearance cause why not: Appearance: Ok so, first of all I'm 𝗛𝗢𝗧 asf‼️🤪(you already know that 😩) But seriously I'm a brownskinned black girl around 5'6(I kinda wish I was taller so I could intimidate men with my height 😈) I'm fit although I don't excercise much (my friends are always talking about the fact I have slightly defined abs)🧍🏾‍♀️I have tiny ears which everyone seems to notice(I got them from my dad). I typically always wear gold hoop earrings! I also have 2 dimples, a tooth gap that I really love! ☺ and dark auburn dyed microlocs and eyebrows. Oh yeah! and I have faint smile lines(and a faint scar in that area) because I smile and laugh a lot, most of the time my family will assume that I'm lying although I'm not because I'm smiling 💀 I'd also like to mention that I smile and laugh while feeling any emotion except for sadness. It's honestly a problem but a fun problem hehe

Anyways I'm done! I'M SO SORRY FOR GIVING YOU MY WHOLE LIFE STORY 😭😭 Also thanks in advance! 💗💗

hello! thank you for choosing this blog for your matchup <3

HAIKYUU

PLATONIC MATCHUP: Kageyama Tobio

HOW YOU MET

You both got stuck on an elevator together. It was crazy.

Now you were both lucky that the elevator emergency button was working but you were both still stuck in there for a while.

You were kind of forced to talk to eachother cause could you just standing/sitting awkwardly with a stranger when it could take hours for you guys to get out??

Anyway, it did take hours so you were both kind of stuck, got to know each other a bit though and it was chill.

Very much an oddly comforting meeting, bc being alone in that situation would be horrifying let's be honest.

RELATIONSHIP HEADCANONS

When you mentioned that you believed Mr.Bean was dead for years(who told you that bs btw???) I was reminded on Mr Tobio. Anyway yall being idiots together?? True, real, consistent.

I'm not sure why... but I think his love language for friends is remembering their favourite things... Like you could tell him who your favourite paw patrol character was and he'd mention it like 3 years later without fail.

Imagining you guys talking in the bg and you're on about some dirty minded shit(like the astronauts+herpes) and you can just see Tobio's face get progressively more and more horrified. He is terrified of you I think, he just doesn't admit it.

Yk your rats??? Yeah Kageyama has no clue how to hold them. You could tell him about a million times and he would still have them at like arms length sat on his flat hands.

HANGING OUT

I feel like he would accidentally contribute to your trouble making and get introuble too. Like he would see you doing smth and he'd be like "what no don't do that" and then help you while trying to stop you(does that make sense??).

Volleyball practice moment. No clue what position you play but it doesn't matter bc you have enough dramam with the way it looks like this man is tryna kill you with how aggressive he is. Chaos erupts if you try to do it back, it's fun to watch.

Play Gangbeasts with him I am begging you. You'll hear him aggressively slamming tryna win through brute force and then he's like the first to fall off, it's funny. I also feel like he plays lego games??? deadass save him cause he has lego:indiana jones, the star wars one, the marvel ones. He's going crazy stop him.

I'm not sure why but I feel like he would be able to sit you down and tell you about the Warrior Cats lore??? Like he will tell you everything in depth it's kind of worrying.

ROMANTIC MATCHUP: Nishinoya Yu

HOW YOU MET

Tournament meet cute! When walking with Kiyoko, who was speaking to other managers, you both met!

You were waiting with your manager bc hey, you're not allowed to go alone and everything is safer with a buddy right???

When I tell you this man was so bored. He decided to start up a conversation with you.

You both actually had a fun conversation. Your manager was kind of confused for a while and Kiyoko was like "hmmm" for a moment.

You both parted ways, but met again at another tournament and where like "woah!!! i know this person!!!"

RELATIONSHIP HEADCANONS

I'm imagining him finding it hilarious that so many people have a crush on you. Not bc they're wrong, you're fucking awesome, but bc it's wild that some dude who's like 5'3 bet them to it.

Mf is so affectionate, you are SMOOTHERED with love all of the time and that is a threat. I feel like he tends to give words of affirmation and physical affection the most, but he will do literally anything for you, like if you told him to murder a guy he'd be like "ok cool, what do you know about their schedule??"

Deadass so patient with you when you stutter??? Idk if you're self concious about your stutter(I get one sometimes when I don't control how I speak very well), but this man deadass doesn't notice, and if he does he doesn't comment on it. He's just excited to hear what you have to say!!!

I think he could steal some of your jewlery. Idk why but he just thinks you have good jewlery and he's like "yooo, can I take this???" and he doesnt wait he just snatches it up and puts it one(unless your wearing it, that would be a lil aggressive).

HANGING OUT

He has a lot of nervous energy so doing active things or anything he can release energy with is common. A walk? He's out there in shorts and a tshirt in winter. Video games??? He's jumping in his seat like a 10 y/o playing roblox. I think you get me.

Very much fast paced conversations. I think neither of you have spectacular attention spans and get bored of things easily, so you two jumping between games, shows, and conversation topics together is fair and common. You both keep up well.

I feel like he has a horrible rhythm... but still dances with you. It's painful to watch, please teach him. If you do it'll be like that one arc in mha with the festival, and aoyama has shit dancing skills until Mina is like "umh actually" and helps him.

Hanging out with groups of people but you're both ignoring the main conversation and branching off into your own. Sometimes people talk about really boring things, not you two though. Elite people things ig.

MY HERO ACADEMIA

PLATONIC MATCHUP: Momo Yaorozu

HOW YOU MET

School moment. Anyway you were both in the same friendgroup at school (middle school I think??? idk foreign school systems are confusing).

Moving on, you both just happened to talk to each other more than either of you spoke to other people in the friendgroup, it was chill,

Kind of ended up choosing to be partners when you were both able to choose who you went with in group projects, choosing seats, etc

I feel like when Yaomomo really enjoys your company there is no escaping her /j.

But yes she found you cool when you both first met and she was like "that one, that one is a friend :]"

RELATIONSHIP HEADCANONS

Oh my gosh you're dumb/smart duo. Not that your dumb but compared to Yaomomo :((( you're done I'm sorry. You both just have very different areas of expertise, like how would she know that those astronauts got herpes??? Not her, but you would.

SHE'S SO COMFORTABLE WITH YOU AND IT'S SO SWEET????? Like she seems so uptight with her class but with you she can just go crazy and tell you about how they make tanks or something idk.

She is also has 2 personalities for school+friends. You guys being different at school and outside of school as you both slowly get more comfortable with each other is so cute :]

Compliments you sm!! She thinks your gorgeous and you are going to know it >:T Will fight anyone who insults you and they will lose. She adores your style and vibe!!! Hypes you up sm.

HANGING OUT

I feel like she likes to play story games while you're both hanging out or you're in call with her. She's over here losing her shit over how cool Night in the Woods is and how cool it is to play and you just have to sit there, she will listen to what you have to say but she will fight you if you talk shit :[

True Crime besties!! Definitely with you looking into some murderer's case. Probably has strong opinions about people who romanticise murderers. Very much hates going outside after looking into true crime, she gets scared.

Horror movies!! She's very much someone who likes to feel scared and then find sense in the fear she feels. Subscribes to the "horror can be feminist theory". Film analyser sm you will be so confused and we all will it's ok.

You teaching her to play the littlest bit of volleyball :] She is so so very grateful. She likes to do it as a form of excercise after you teach her a little. I highly doubt irl volleyball is anything like hq volleyball in the sense that they thinking of huge psychological tricks to use on their opponents at like 16 but yaomomo is going to do that and it'll be wild.

ROMANTIC MATCHUP: Mei Hatsume

HOW YOU MET

You were probably roped into some crazy fucking scenario with her experiments so it was wild.

Like her little machine thing-y was small and you tripped over it, it would not be fun and you probably had a scrap on your leg :(

She was apologising and helping you with ANOTHER bot dude who was there to help people with injuries :]

it was very much surreal, especially because the bot dude was super gentle and like??? it's both??? how does that work???

but she was very sweet and apologised in her sort of ecentric way.

RELATIONSHIP HEADCANONS

I'm iffy on this one cause idk if you'd love her or hate her. I feel like it's one or the other with people and hatsume. Anyway I hope you love her cause she is absolutely decking you out with the coolest gadgets. It's her love language <3

I think her calling you cute and giving you cute nicknames is something she does a lot. She does literally anything to see your cute fucking smile holy shit. She has a two track mind and it's you and her lil creation babies(not children the mechanical ones).

Your rats adore her and she adores them. I have no clue what any of their names are but she has some shortened nickname for them because she really likes nicknames??? She handles them really well to it's cute <3

I AM BEGGING YOU TO TELL HER WHAT'S HAPPENING IN THE FIC YOU'RE READING. Like for example in a fake dating one she's like "omg you are not telling me that they fall inlove with each other after fake dating that's crazy" No bc she is so genuine because she doesn't notice consisent tropes.

HANGING OUT

I feel like she would like to code stuff into games for you??? Like mods and stuff, like you see in amongus and minecraft or smth??? I don't know if that makes sense but you can look them up probably.

Motorcycle rides!!! She rathers them over cars or bikes n others. ALSO I still don't know if you want a Hello Kitty motorcycle specifically or you just like both Hello Kitty and motorcycles???? But anyway she'd make you a cool motorcycle with a Hello Kitty design.

Shopping together!!! Definitely likes giving gifts so she will pay for whatever you want(if she can afford it idk how much money she has). Your clothing style(s) are going to be what fills your wardrobe in no time cause she will not hestiate to gift the clothes to you.

Very much likes to listen to you talk while she works on her things :] Especially if your frustrated and just need to rant a little she's here and she's listening!! If you want her advice she will try her best to help do what's best for you and what'll help you.

[cattles-bians]

damie vibecca exes au part 20

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obsetress: ok but when they first meet

obsetress: at that bar on whatever night or whatever

obsetress: when dani and viola are talking

obsetress: viola's waving her hand around as she says something and dani's staring and then totally out of nowhere:

obsetress: "wanna compare hands?"

obsetress: "what?"

obsetress: "lemme see your hand"

obsetress: and dani is grabbing one of vi's with both of hers and pulling it towards her "like this"

obsetress: and then dani's pressing their palms together and viola's raising an eyebrow and dani just GRINS and then even once they lower their hands back to the bar, neither of them move away

em: dani is SO bold i would die for her

obsetress: god same

obsetress: dani keeps glancing down at them as they're talking and she is NOT subtle

obsetress: viola catches her every time

em: maybe dani gets a smidge of smthn on the corner of her mouth and viola...

obsetress: viola pulls her hand away and dani blinks and her brows do that lil thing but then viola's murmuring "here" and grazing her thumb along the corner of dani's mouth

obsetress: dani squeaks

em: love when dani gets out dani’d

obsetress: viola's like "sorry, was that... was that okay?" and dani just swallows and nods with big shining eyes and then vi kinda hesitates and (they've been talking for a couple hours at this point, touchin hands and obv v into each other) lets her thumb graze across dani's bottom lip and she murmurs "what about that?" and dani's eyes flutter shut

obsetress: cut to: them making out in the bathroom

obsetress: no um

obsetress: thinking about vi and dani's first kiss and like

obsetress: maybe like right after that up there vi's leaning in closer and i think she. asks dani "can i kiss you?" and dani's whispering "please" and then they're kissing all soft and THEN cut to: them making out in the bathroom and one of them slamming back against the door and kissing hard

em: dani whispering please…

em: also the smash cut between um nervous anticipation and SLAMMING against a door is so funny to me

em: sums them up

obsetress: RIGHT

obsetress: it's so good i love them

obsetress: i cant decide like

obsetress: because i don't think vi would be so rough with dani at first as to shove her hard against a door and i DO think dani would be shoving her against the door and her tongue down her throat first chance she gets

obsetress: but i think vi prob flips them p quick

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em: i am. creasing thinking abt dani having to rename all of violas contacts like STOP FUCKING UR EX

obsetress: STOP FUCKING UR EX lskfjakdlsfjsd even BETTER

obsetress: edit the tumblr post coward

em: obsetress: no um dani definitely calls the landline once and viola's like "HELLO?" and dani's like "hi?" and viola's so glad to hear her dumb voice but she's still like "dani, why are you..." and dani's like "well... i, uh... i... i was... and then i..."

obsetress: anyway they have phone sex on the landline

em: CRYIN

em: danis blocked all of vis numbers except the landline shes down Bad

obsetress: yeah,

obsetress: (dani still comes over after)

em: unstoppable force (danis thirst) meet immovable object (violas stubbornness)

obsetress: just imagining like

obsetress: i mean either after this or at literally any other time

obsetress: dani and viola laying side by side in vi's bed catching their breath immediately after and viola's just like

obsetress: "you have the libido of a teenage boy"

obsetress: and dani's head just flops to the side to look at her and she just GRINS

em: dani makes some quip abt um

em: danis like i read somewhere women don’t hit their sexual peak until their 40s or something and violas like (extremely tersely) i’m 35

obsetress: SCREECH

obsetress: dani "no, i... i know, i wasn't–– i was just––"

obsetress: viola can't stay pressed w her

em: dani tryna explain her way outta that one i’m

em: dani has never once seen violas drivers license nor ID

obsetress: "i was just... saying, because, you know, i mean... for me, i'm... you know, i'm only ever getting more..." (flush, head duck, grin up through her lashes) "you know. and i'm getting older, so i was just... thinking. for me, i mean. thinking for me"

em: dani; also i give WAY better head than a teenage boy

obsetress: viola biting her lip, grinning, melting because how could you not? and then dani kinda stops in her tracks and her brows pinch together and she tilts her head at viola "i'm... a lot better at going down on you than a teenage boy though, right? i think i am" (long pause) "i hope i am"

obsetress: anyway viola laughs and tugs dani over n on top of her "i wouldn't know" and dani does her lil nervous laugh and is like "yeah, you're right, i guess not" "but" and dani's face lights up and viola continues "i think you probably are. and you're definitely up there" and dani just GRINS

obsetress: her head is back between vi's legs not three minutes later

em: dani talks big game n then like immediately double checks for validation

em: it’s an important part of her character growth!!!

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em: ok more ‘viola has been doing this lesbian thing for longer than jamie realises’ content but like

em: perhaps she has a whole lot of ear piercings that she just never wears

em: and then one day she’s like gosh gotta make sure these don’t heal over and jamies like

em: hey what the fuck

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obsetress: um suddenly had a thought

obsetress: viola tattoos

em: oh

obsetress: yeah, like um

obsetress: vi wouldn't have heaps and they'd be hidden bc Propriety but

em: hidden tattoos my beloved

em: all tattoos my beloved

em: i mean defs has like. the date and coordinates of isabels birth somewhere

em: but um! hmm

em: haha violets

obsetress: THE ISABEL THING WAS THE FIRST THING I WAS GONNA SAY

obsetress: violets are very vi tho like

obsetress: shade plant yk

em: under the tit

obsetress: I WAS GONNA SAY UNDER THE TIT

obsetress: GET OUTTA MY HEAD

obsetress: ok it has to be canon then if we both thought it

em: it’s canon!!

em: hmm what else

em: i think viola and dani have belly button piercings but like they got them separately

obsetress: omg when did they each get theirs

em: hmmmmmm

em: i mean wild child rich heiress viola (untapped potential here won’t lie)

obsetress: wild child rich heiress viola/boarding school wild child dani au

em: oh my god

em: viola defs went to a boarding school and dani n her commiserate over it

em: viola gets it done while she’s in highschool

em: dani post eddie break up

em: like symbolically reclaiming herself deal

em: doing things for Her

obsetress: YES

obsetress: i was gonna say vi highschool dani college

em: YES

em: idk what tattoos dani would get but am thinking abt viola holding her hand while she’s getting a tattoo or piercing done bc she’s braver than ppl think but Also

obsetress: vi holding dani's hand and telling her how good a job she's doing

obsetress: dani kissing vi's tattoos

obsetress: super fascinated even though shes seen them a hundred times

em: danis like haha and what’s this one mean (plants a big old smooch)

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obsetress: Shananigans402: dani putting on 4 inch heels and being so content that she's finally her girlfriend's height and then viola kisses her before putting on 6 inch heels with a smug little grin

obsetress: i––

em: oh my god shannon

obsetress: oh shes on one

obsetress: Shananigans402: dani starts keeping things on a high shelf in her place just so she can ask viola to reach up to get them down for her

obsetress: i was talking to shan abt the shelf thing

obsetress: and i played myself i think

obsetress: because now i literally cannot stop thinking

obsetress: dani putting the strap on the top shelf in her closet "baby 🥺 can you get it 🥺"

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[em note: once again it is the time honored timezone tradition of either sending ur friend something really good or really fucked up b4 they go to sleep]

em: what about

em: jamie and dani laying in bed after brunch w violas excessive amount of ear jewellery and jamies like ‘those were cool. i want some’ and danis like ‘with ur tiny lil ears??’ and jamies like ‘well. yeah…’ and danis like well. if u wanna. i think one would be cute here (mwah) and here (mwah) or maybe here (mwah)

em: ticklish jamie. that is my lil idea

obsetress: im Soft

em: thankyou

em: em softsbians

em: what was ur lil idea

obsetress: oh

obsetress: not obsoftress

obsetress: but um

em: look i was really hoping i could make it hornier but alas sometimes the idea is soft

em: can’t force the horny

obsetress: i will do my job n delivery the horny for u i suppose

obsetress: it's a hard job but somebody's gotta do it!

em: it’s a thankless job!

obsetress: dani, sneaking up behind viola to wrap her arms around her waist and bury her face between her shoulder blades: baby 🥺 can you get the strap 🥺

obsetress: dani, laying on the bed, staring up at her, panting: baby 🥺 can you get the strap 🥺

obsetress: dani, pulling away mid-heated makeout, half naked, still grinding into vi even tho they're not kissing anymore without even realizing it: baby baby 🥺 can you get the strap 🥺

obsetress: dani, catching her breath after her first orgasm, letting her head flop to the side to look over at vi: baby 🥺 can you get the strap 🥺

em: insatiable dani clayton my beloved

obsetress: thank you i agree

obsetress: something about dani calling vi baby also........................

em: oh i love dani calling vi baby SO MUCH

em: fucked up that dani clayton is potentially just the right height to motorboat vi pretty much whenever

em: sappho may u plant ur self face first into the breast of ur tender gf or whatever

em: dani: haha i’m so short i can’t reach it. can u lift me

obsetress: vi sees thru all of dani's little tricks but entertains them anyway

obsetress: because she knows shes gonna get to rail her at the end of them

em: dani being a little shit is foreplay actually clayton

em:

[redxblueihateloveyou]

Hey!! 👋🏽😄 I know you said in your last rant about SK8 and Reki and Renga that you were one of those people that always looks up and learns from others, but after your last Langa edit, I just wanted to remind you how immensely talented you are. I might have not seen your first attempts at editing, but I know how it looks like when you're barely starting something, and I'm sure everyone is proud of the progress you've made and many people looks up to you as the level of skill they want to achieve. You're doing amazing! 💖💖💖

Hi, my love!!!!!! ASDFSDFGHG that’s soooo sweet, thank you so much for saying this, it really means the world to me <3 Oh, haha I’ve deleted most of my old videos so it wouldn’t hurt anyone’s eyes lmao T_T I’m still a bit nervous each time I’m uploading my vids to the day to be honest, even with so many subs rn, but at first I really didn’t have any supporters at all and my god I sucked at this, but I guess the love for my fav ships was stronger apparently haha. So I always get silly happy at each nice comment and feedback, so thank you seriously. 

I really love love love vidding, Idk why but when smth comes out the way I wanted it’s a super addictive feeling for some reason, but many times I just looked at the final result and just threw it in the trash and started over and my god how many times SonyVegas crushed and didn’t autosave the project. I’m like Suga now, I’m pressing the save button each 2 minutes, cause don’t want to lose anything xD Being someone’s inspiration is truly an honor to me, I’ve got some messages that hit me too hard. Still feels weird bc I’m like “but do you know that I can’t even use photoshop tho, how do u like me now then?” lol.

I’m always drawn to talented characters, bc they amaze me, esp the humble ones. Like those who hate Haru or Lanaga just buffle me honestly. I understand that they’re pretty and talented and everything, but they’re also the sweetest and loveliest human beings, so like...??? And I adore those who don’t whine and get what they want. I just can’t help it. I’m a strong believer in the fact that "you can do anything if you put your mind to it”. So far it worked in real life so suck it lol.

People are also saying like Langa doesn’t deserve to win this and Haru doesn’t deserve to be in Olympics, like Langa didn’t snowboard since he was 2 and Haru wasn’t swimming every day since he was born. I’m like.. and you need to check in the mirror if your face is a shade of green. BTW I’ve also been in a professional sports for quite a long time since I was a little kid, ballroom dancing and adored it back then, and I did not get jealous at ppl who were talented than me, I was watching the tapes actually with a popcorn. And oh god those large competition events when you sit there for days and give it all, but then you’re like 296 out of 1000. Why was I proud instead of being sad? Idk xD It was fun.

So thanks for liking the vid, cause I even regretted uploading it a bit yesterday. Sadly everyone already knows that we lost this fandom to the middle schoolers being extra, so they do not care for anything each episode except for this ship, so that’s what I got for posting a just Langa vid:

And etc. and that just made me sad, cause I do not like such fandoms, like it’s not even related to the video, that I’ve been making... with love.  Also thanks for the "sama” title, I’m flattered, but editor only wants to vid matchablossom for now, so like there’s no need for any warnings. I’ve been in such horrendoes fandoms, that I’m immune to this. I also in fact didn’t know some keep ruining Langa’s page and saying that he steals Reki’s screen time... cause he’s aparently the only main character...? ...lmao? I didn’t even know Langa can be hated tbh. I wasn’t really ready for all the drama that followed me making a vid about him.

I’ve already deleted some comments, cause I’m like what this even has to do with the vid about Langa? No, I am not obliged to make a vid about Reki, too. What if I post a matchablossom vid, everyone will only start commenting “do renga”, cause fuck your efforts? I’m like... I hate such fanbases, seriously. I do not even know where this is going, but their fans are already pissing me off. I’m still trying hard for this to not affect my point of view about the ship, cause it’d be kinda unfair to them, but its getting harder each week istg.

And I maybe can’t take requests, but I love when some try to get me addicted on their ship with passion and great arguments. It happened to me with some nice ppl. But def not with agression and stupidity haha.

Cause apparently its one of the fandoms where you can’t NOT care for the main ship, even if you accept it for the only possible Langa ship (cause he doesn’t give a shit for anyone else, so like what’s the point), but it doesn’t do anything for you. I’m like... thanks for threatening. This will make me on board ASAP. Like it’s not the epitomy of love to me... I’m sorry? LMAO 

Some anon even sent me a “you’re dense” (literally thats it) ask after that Reki ask. I was tempted to write smth like “oh I’m sorry, this is the most epic love story of my life and his character is the most complex in the world and he’s the best friend and the most inspiring human being that ever hit my screen. can I become undense now? xD”. But you know I do not know if they’d realise the sarcasm and my pride sadly never allowed me to sell my life values for a bunch of 12 years olds to love me lol

My sister always laughs and jokingly says “but you’d probably get much more subs if you made a vid about this or that, but at what price that would be lmao”. Cause yeah, I never could make myself vid smth I do not like, cause I love vidding and do not want it to be associated with things I do not like, plus it’ll most likely turn out ugly, if I do not care. My mom says that she can feel love I put in my shipping vids that’s why she loves them. I really don’t think she’s wrong. But that also kinda makes me an idiot technically, cause I’m not into many of the popular ships, and some popular animes I just find really basic. 

Also I’m like 100% sure it ain’t happening, but even if they miraculously suck each other’s dicks while sitting on a skate board, I can still have the rights not to care at the end. Like did I sign some form where I’m obliged to love each and everyone canon gay ship even if it’s not what I like? Like gay is not the type of love in relationships. You can only care about his ass like Lan Zhan for example or you can only care about your ass. Like that’s different types of relationships, and whatever you like you like. So get all the way of people’s backs, please.

Also do ppl know that you do not need to be blind to the bad sides of the characters in your ships? Or you just gonna be like “I suddenly can’t see” for forever.

So really thanks for such wonderful message and liking the video and for the boosts when I need them and not being an ass to me if I’m not being obsessed with smth, when you like it. (like I think we have different ship in bnha, right? but we’re still doing great tho, thanks for being an angel <3)

I still didn’t expect this becoming a Voltron 2.0. situation tho. We in our twenties see everything differently, I guess. I do get extra about “their love is everywhere”, but I do not get extra by anonymously attacking ppl, threatening creators and yelling “queeerbating psychotic blind assholes if these two aint fucking by the end of the season I’m shaving my head and jumping out of the window and shoot the director. you do not ship it HARD? YOU DUMB FUCK. THAT’S THE BEST LOVE STORY IN THE WORLD”. Like damn, take your blinders off and see the world, kid. Firstly, it’s definitely not, secondly, ppl see love differently in general and at each age too.

Ah, also you must kill Adam, cause he’s a pedo apparently. Like he ain’t even a threat to your ship, unless you’re blind, but they’re still at it, like they do not know that this kind of age difference is literally nothing for an anime? And that there are canon ships with a huger age difference left and right, too. It’s like its their first time approaching an anime or smth. Like in anime world character can literally kill 1000 ppl with his bare hands and bathe in their blood and we can still stan them, depends on their story, ok? Also Langa couldn’t care less for his advances, so like separate Adam from your ship pls. Like, fuck off, if someone is interested in his character. Yeah, he’s a weirdo for reasons, but anime kind of weird do not apply to real life. Stop acting like you’re some purist, when later you’re gonna ship smth else and it suddenly will not apply. Also rules do not apply to animes, everyone knows they do not apply. These are not western cartoons, my god. And 24 years old flirting with 16 year old is defiinitely not the weirdest shit anyone has ever seen in the anime. Chinese BL has characters who were 14 and 30 when they met and happily married. Also FICTION is not life. Literally no one cares. If you’re scared for your saint eyes, do not watch animes, you’re gonna have a heart-attack from what you can see there. Also we’ve seen gayer bromances in animes, who are just bromances, so pls do not shoot anyone if it’s not canon.

So basically I was kinda pissed yersterday, cause fuck them for ruining the tag, but after chatting with my hommies and your ask, I’m okay again, I just have to avoid this fandom and stick to a tight community xD. I just got used to my nice fandoms and forgot for a bit about the precautions you need to take if you’re in one of those. You know. Who make a circus out of lgbt, instead of supporting it, and make other ppl hate being in fandoms.

P.S. sorry for this partially unrelated rant, your messages really always make my heart bloom, so thanks for supporting me, and I know you’re proud of my progress, too <3 and this makes me happy. LY

[aresrl]

I hihi I am!!! A little nervous w/ doing this bc I've never done this b4 so please bear🐻 w// me💦 May I request a match up? A vision, a romantic partner and maybe a friend and/or enemy? If that's too much feel free to just assign me a vision + partner, ehe/// Preferably male for a romantic match-up, but either gender is fine with a friend and enemy match-up^^ I tried to be as detailed as possible but I think I ended up just ranting, so im v v sorry if it's long! I sort of fluctuate when it comes to being an introvert/extroverted. W// strangers and irl, I'm very introverted and shy!! Rarely speak and if I do it's just the usual "Hi how are you? That's good. I'm good too, thank you for asking:)" yeayea I'm not too. Keen on social interaction irl. But I always do my best to be very nice!! I never wanna come off as mean bc wow what a bad first impression that would be. But with friends / ppl ik online?? Whew I am very very friendly n chatty ^^ Either very high energy or very chill, there's rarely any inbetween. Sometimes I like to jokingly tease my friends but I'd never go too far / make them uncomfortable!! And if I do I always apologize right away!! I like to say that I'm affectionate?? My strongest love language is def physical affection, if not quality time. Idk man there's just something about vibing with someone or hugging them that just aaaaa/// Although I usually display affection w// words of affection bc. Literally most of my friends are online friends so I can't actually hug them, sad times. Idk if this is needed/important info but I just remembered: I'm 5'6 around??? Need glasses bc. Whew i am blind (near sighted), I'm poc (specifically black) anndd, hm. Actually I think thats it for this section, aha. As you can see I'm, not really all that organized. Also I don't have the best attention span - while writing this I'm circling between 4 different apps - and I'm a bit of a mess. And also a little stupid. Just a smidge dumb. But I have my moments - I solved like. 2 puzzles in Inazuma by myself so I think that counts for something. I also find that I tend to talk a whole lot when I have an idea or smthn to say abt a thing I'm super interested in!! That's info-dumping. I info dump. Yes. I also really like to listen to other people talk abt things they like!!!! Its so nice :) I'm protective over people I care about!! I've never done it but 100% would bark at someone who messed with someone close to be. Arf arf yaknow. I tend to he impulsive. I'll do something, and be all "YEAH>:D" and then regret it later. And then I'll do it all over again in a fun little cycle :) I consider myself an optimist, but quickly turn into a pessimist whenever it concerns myself. Fun funfun. Should probably mention that I am. A very insecure person w/ dangerously low self esteem, which is super fun esp when you mix that with the fact that I'm rarely ever motivated to improve. Yayayay Also sort of a pushover?? Like most often than not I'll be convinced to do something, even if I'm not too keen on doing it. Also afraid of confrontation when it comes to my friends and strangers (that is, if it's concerning me!! I'll order smthn for my friend but if I need to order for myself?? uhh stutter time aha). I'm also a mega simp ahah! Srsly though if I fall for someone/get infatuated with someone I. Will be so obvious abt it even though I try very hard not to be. Would gush over that person probably. I don't really like mean people tbh. Like yes I'll be nice and civil with them but!!! I cannot stand!!! Rude people!!! Esp when they're mean for no reason like sir??? maam??? homie??? chill pls ty<3 People who aren't necessarily mean, but moreso have bastard energy and are just really "hehe>:D" but playfully are p poggers tho!!! I think I get along with kids!! I have a little sister,, around like. Nine? And we get along really well!! I also try and match a kid's energy whenever I'm tasked with looking after them. I take pride in the fact that kids like me >:].... even if they sometimes scare me-- Ok, interest time!!

I like art!! Quite a bit!! Less of a realistic artist and more of a cartoonist!! Idk there's just something fun abt drawing cartoons, hehe. I also like self ships - I have quite a bit of them, actually ! Idk its comforting drawings your fictional crushes loving you idkidk. I like writing too! Both original stories, and one-shots or personal fics that are associated with already created media!! Writing character backstories and personalities and stuff is also fun too! I've even made my own fictional world with a full fledged backstory n everything! It's very fun to think about. I'm a day dreamer!!! Yea remember when I said I write stories? I day dream abt potential stories even more. Mmm daydream world so nice so warm so fun I read aswell!! Mostly fantasy books, or stories where animals are the protagonists. Think Warrior Cats. But my favorite book series has got to be Guardians of Ga'Hoole. Fantasy owl books, anyway! X Readers are also things I enjoy reading :) Again, s I m p Also gaming!!! Is something fun I do sometimes!!! Although it's usually Genshin Impact, or Wii Sports/Resort w// my little sister. Oh, also pokemon! I rlly like Primarina, Vaporeon, Sylveon and Vulpix/Ninetails! I absolutely adore sweet foods, and baking is smthn I'm def interested in! Don't like foods w// weird textures though, like beans or mashed potatoes. Also I. Love spice so much. Mmm love it when my mouth burns so bad. Don't have a favorite animal but I've had three cats in my lifetime (btw not important but my current cat is named Sylvester and. He's my baby boy) so I am. A very big cat fan. Probably not needed but I really like sword and claymore characters. Literally all of the characters I main are either sword or claymore users. Although I did get Diona, so I miiight start forcing myself to learn how to aimmm. I see that I tend to like people/characters that are a little more extroverted than me. Upbeat, happy type beat!!! Nice sunshine babies, :) I think thats it! I hope this was good enough? Again, first time doing this (at 2am nonetheless) so forgive me if I got too rambly or did anything wrong ^^ Thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this! And I hope your day is good / you had a good day, depending on when you read this, ehe!

Hey! Sorry if the wait has been long! I also love Warrior Cats (I promise myself, one day I'll finish it.)

You received... A Pyro vision! Optimistic, enthusiastic, impulsive, reckless, and a lot of energy are the general characteristics held by the Pyro vision. • I hesitated between the Pyro and Hydro vision, but your energy distinguishes you from the Hydro vision. • You said you were impulsive, always doing something you might regret later but still doing it. • You react quickly: as you said, if somebody hurt someone you love, you won't think twice before barking. Your partner would be... Xingqiu! “This feeling was unexpected.” • At first, you were just friends, and Xingqiu really loved to tease you. Actually, you both teased each other. But eventually, a feeling of love towards you grew into Xingqiu. And that was reciprocated. • Your relationship is filled with teases, jokes, and good/funny moments where you mostly share what you commonly appreciate. • He also knows when to get serious: for example, he does everything to support you during your moments of struggle concerning your self-esteem. Your friend would be... Childe! “Luckily, I'm here!” • You two also share funny moments, especially during situations where your “stupidity” is overtaken by his insight. • Sometimes, he finds you cute. • He likes the fact that you get along well with kids. It leads you to great moments with him and his siblings. • You're quite the opposite in terms of self-esteem. I think it's a good thing because it makes you complementary. Your enemy would be... Albedo! A misunderstanding. • You wouldn't hate each other, but I think Albedo wouldn't like the way you use your energy, and when you're more in a chill mood (meaning you're more available for him to talk), he could get pissed at how much times he'd have to repeat himself for you to understand something. • He's very patient, but he understood quickly that his interests would maybe not be within your reach. • You would just be too different. Worth to mention • You and Venti are like drama queens in Mondstadt. You are good friends. But you both know that you can't be more, as it would eventually both drag you down (because of similar problems). • Klee is also your best friend: both of you share decisions that you definitely will regret later. Or maybe not. • Hu tao and you are kinds of silently competing over who's the best tease, and she beats you. My goal is definitely not achieved. I hope I can catch up tomorrow. And don't worry, it was surprisingly good for a first description!

[survivor-ingary]

Episode 9 - "I GOT A SUPER IDOL AKJSDNKSJANDKJ" - Kenneth

At the last tribal, Toph was voted out. During the past round, Keith found an exile ticket in the idol hunt and is in exile this round. The individual immunity this round is a 'chop the rope' style of Touchy Subjects. It will be followed by an instant tribal council.

ANNA OU- the execution of the vote was an absolute mess this is embarrassing y'all... i'm really starting to not trust ellie more and more considering the way this vote went! the way we were originally gonna vote toph but all this mess led to us flipping votes to brayden, which was a fail cuz he played the idol to himself and not toph LOL and not babs giving the idol to ellie cuz she would've gone home tonight!!!!! thank god the end results were still in our favor, getting rid of toph, but raffy is pissed once again lmao. this twist is very interesting, because i knew ahead of time that keith was gonna poof this round but i played dumb and whateva! it's kind of concerning cuz it might actually be a 4-4 split this time which SCARES ME so the extra vote consideration might be even higher. I really wanna win this Touchy Subjects challenge so the votes don't pile onto me (even though I fully believe it'll be either Dennis or Ellie lol)

my bestie toph just went home and im so sad :( he was literally my closest ally in the game and i am literally sooooo sad that he’s gone. but i did use my idol on myself which ended up being good bc if i didnt i would have gone to jury. just like everything is going wrong for me at this point and im on the bottom pretty much with raffy and anastasia. we needed to flip 2 people to have majority, BUT KEITH LEFT TO EXILE ISLAND AND HE WAS THE MAIN OPTION WE WANTED TO FLIP, so now that leaves kenneth and babs and we have to flip both of them or we are out of here. so we have our work cut out for us, but i really think we can flip babs because like they would just get like 6th place without us, and i just gave i think a pretty good pitch to kenneth so i really hope he considers it and doesn't just run and tell his majority alliance like he did with anastasia. anyways the challenge is touchy subjects and im nervous and i kind of am wishing i voted kenneth for biggest goat but i think i put riley and i regret ut. i hope someone says kenneth as biggest goat or something so it opens his eyes and he realizes he is literally number 4 to a solid 3 and should flip and be number 4 in our not at all solid 3. anyways i really hope i live this round

Captain Exile's log, Entry #58. I have been on exile island for an hour. it seems like forever... my mind is slowing turning into mush. I fondly remember the days I would plot Raffy's demise. Those days now seem like a lifetime ago.

I wonder why the 3 time keeping hosts have forsaken to this island, making me a fool by calling it a vacation. I also will never forgive them for not having an exile island hidden immunity idol. I should have asked Jay to send her cat to keep me company. . opportunity missed.

my favorite hobby is writing checks i can't cash

raffy realllllllly seems to trust me

babs realllllllllyyyy trusts me

ellie reallllllllly trusts me

kenneth realllllyyyyyy trusts me

keith reallllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy trusts me and i trust him right back

a+b do not trust me so im gonna have fun with this.

i love that idols just naturally attract themselves to ellie.

i love that keith and i are doing an amazing job as undercover kings and it makes me laugh that raffy completely believes that keith is perfectly in his back pocket. king of delusion.

i stirred up a lot of paranoia but its believable that ellie is the one thats mainly on dat.

excited for touchy subjects would love to win

I'm too nice for orgs. I reload video games when I accidentally select the mean dialogue options because I don't want to hurt any character's feewings. Which... is NOT the same as genuinely thinking everyone is a pleasant person.

Well, as the only person playing this live challenge sort of "remotely" ahead of time I feel like I'm in a really weird position. I guess I'll wake up tomorrow to... something? A clusterfuck most likely.

Brayden round 9 is already over but im pretending im writing this while its round nine

hey everybody its round 9. i played my idol to save myself which was so cool but im sad that i had to do it bc now im really vulrunable and have no protection in this world. my only alliance left is anastasia and raffy and i dont even know if i can actually trust raffy bc he just voted toph off, but like i have no other options. also i jut realized i thimk i actually did send a confessional this round but its ok. the challenge is touchy subjects and i know i have pretty much no chance of winning but i hope i get asked whos a goat so i can say kenneth and maybe he’ll flip. the plan is to go for riley this round since they arent a huge player and hopefulyl anyoen who flips would be fine voting them. i really really really hope tonight isnt a hands up tribal bc that would be really bad ;)

GUESS. FUCKING (freaking for the kids). WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT A SUPER IDOL AKJSDNKSJANDKJSANDJKNASKJDNAKSJ I HONESTLY ALMOST LOST HOPE ON GETTING SOMETHING FROM THE SHOPS AT THIS POINT... The only other time I got something from the shop was my first ever purchase which led to an extra vote! THIS IS ABSOLUTELY MASSIVE because I feel like I have more options moving forward now, and I can make risky, but game-changing moves!! I will absolutely be saving the super idol as much as I can, hello?!?!?! I wanna make it to FTC so bad and ensure my spot in Final 5, so I just have to hold on until then!!!

soooo who's callin' me the fourth wheel to Ellie, Dennis, and Riley? oh? it's Brayden? okay king, step up then <3

holy fuck I hope I can explain this mess to Brayden kljfjkdlsahjkb WHY AM I LIKE THIS

Who is that girl I see?

Staring straight back at me

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside

I was completely over Toph's vote out. Like, it just is another demonstration of my "allies" not trusting me. They thought that I told Toph all about the plan to vote him instead of Brayden. They think I ratted to Anastasia and Brayden about the whole deal. It was incredibly frustrating to wake up from a nap with my allies not trusting them. And then they wanted me to vote for Brayden which would have landed Ellie in the jury house. Like, the plan was perfect, but Dennis, Babs, and Ellie just talked themselves into a paranoid mess. After the vote, I managed to talk myself into the good graces of Brayden and Anastasia after voting out Toph. What I said was "If y'all still want to work together, I'm down, but I didn't necessarily trust Toph. Additionally, I was approached like last minute to vote him because of Ellie's idol (they told me about it just before the vote). And I didn't want Brayden to go (didn't know about your idol)." They seemed to buy it?

I went on call with Dennis afterwards and basically asked for Riley to get voted out this round because they are Ellie's immoveable ally. They will never want to work with me. That's dangerous. It could give Ellie a lot of power in this game. Dennis seemed to agree. I also realize that Dennis has a crystal clear view of my game. He knows the type of game I am playing. That scares me. I need to play this game with the knowledge he can turn on me at any time.

My current position is in the middle. I am working with the heads of both sides in this game. I am working with Ellie, Dennis, and Babs on one side. And Anastasia and Brayden on the other. Kenneth is on the Ellie side, but I think my avenues with him are currently closed. What's the most frustrating is that Anastasia and Brayden are so misted by Babs that they can't see that they are LYING. Straight to their faces! Talking about wanting to be allies. Like, I need them not to spill to Babs about anything cause then I would be exposed.

Pray for me y'all.

Kenneth uh this tribal was... literally not in our favor at all... riley was gone the whole time and we didn't throw raffy under our bus when we should have... rip well riley wasnt in my end game plan anyways but its still pretty unfortunate to not have them around for the next couple of votes... i wouldve pitched for raffy harder but it didn't even matter because riley already submitted the vote for brayden :/// just a lil' unfair but it's SURVIVOR i guess!

Keith I woke up to a surprise. I was expecting to be another day on this island but it wasnt to be... This was a round came with a surprise tribal after the challenge. So yayyyy me.... bye bye Exile.

[drunkme-mories]

Okay, here I go...

Since I’ve met you, I find myself on an eternal repetition compulsion.

“Repetition compulsion is a psychological phenomenon in which a person repeats an event or its circumstances over and over again. This includes reenacting the event or putting oneself in situations where the event is likely to happen again.”

It’s like I’m on an infinite roller coaster, stuck on the loops. I don’t know why I am unable to get over you. (I mean, it has been almost 2 years that I’m trying to...).

Some days I go to bed, with a feeling that when I wake up the next morning it would all be just the same, just like before, you know? It would be a usual Friday, before the pandemic, and I’m feeling nervous just to imagine if I’d see you later that night and if you would finally notice me.

You’re still in my head (almost 24/7 lately), but I just don’t know why. Sometimes I justify it with the fact that we never talked in person about everything, we have barely texted about it. I even used to believe that what we had was a karmic relationship.

I keep asking myself “why I’m still thinking and caring about her, even after everything that has happened?” We’ve lost the most important thing to me, that was our friendship. And I know I’ve probably lost the sympathy of your friends (but I promise that you didn’t lose my friend’s sympathy, ‘cause every single time I have talked to them about you, I have always emphasized the fact that it had nothing to do with your character, and that you’re a good person with a good heart) and it hurts so much to know that we will never be able to meet up at the bar again, grab some drinks and spend the night laughing and having fun like we used to.

I even miss the nights we spent during this quarantine texting each other, talking about some crazy shit that has happened to us some years ago, to send each other TikTok’s, to know what’s going through your mind, what’s happening in your life, who’s the new girl that you’re breaking the heart, stuffs like this you know?

I was finally getting used to the idea that we would never see each other again, wouldn’t even talk again, but maybe unconsciously I don’t want that, I don’t want to say goodbye, I want you in my life, even if it’s not like a lover but as a friend, and I wish we could make it out without hurting each other again, and without hurting my lover too.

Well, she was always insecure about you, because even she could see how pure and intense my feelings were for you, even when I didn’t want to see it, and didn’t want to assume it (to you, to her, and myself). And I would probably feel the same way if I were in her shoes.

Since the goddamn day I fell in love with you, I live with this guilt, that consumes me more and more every day, the guilt of not being brave enough to tell you at the time what I was feeling for you (even tho you were always really mean to me, but that’s not the point right now), just like Lizzie did to Casey on that episode... Or to just have sent you a drunk message saying “hey bitch I fucking love you can you stop being trash to me and just accept to go on a date with me, to steal me a kiss after some glasses of wine, and tell me that you feel the same way about me?” you know? 😂

But now this guilt is even worse, because I’m with someone else, who I unconditionally love and cherish, but I know that I’ll never love anyone the same way I have loved you and it kills me inside.

Sometimes I think I'm not enough for her, that I wouldn't be enough for you if we ever had become something, that I don't deserve to be loved, and I know that it's probably true...

But anyway, sorry if sending you that previous ask sounded like I was being selfish, or that I was trying to take advantage of you, ‘cause it wasn't my real intention.

I wish I could erase this feeling on us, so we could meet again and laugh about all of this chaos, especially about the stuff we both wrote about each other ‘cause, I mean... I was never a good writer, but I kinda wrote some poems about you, I even wrote you a letter, remember? Not that I'm trying to be cocky but I nailed the poems, they're pretty good, maybe I should try to write some more so I can publish a book, Rupi Kaur style 😂 sorry, I tend to use humor as a coping mechanism.

But anyway, I hope you're doing good, that you have achieved your dream of entering a med school, that you're going to therapy, and I'm still hoping we could still be friends, even grab a coffee someday, and finally talk about everything in person. I will always wish you the best! 🌕

Yeah let me go topic by topic ok.

First of all. It’s good to talk to you again.

Second, yeah I also feel lost in that loop (by the away great taylor song about it the way I loved you check that out). But I don’t thing it’s karma at least no a bad karma. I think we have this weird connection that every time I’m thinking about you a lot, like these lasts days you show up in my life again and I can’t help but think that we’re going to always be in each other’s life bc were supposed to. This weekend my family was talking about other lives and even I don’t believe in that, I thought this may be us.

About lost our friendship I spoke to one of my friends a couple months ago that I was missing you. And I didn’t know why. So I told him “ok I’m going to text her”. He told me to look at our old conversations to see if eventually we’d have those conversations now that you’re dating. And FUCK looking back to that hurt me. But it was good to see how much I’ve change, you know, that last convo when I was saying that I was jealous and i couldn’t just say “I’m jealous of you, you dumb bitch” was especially cringe for me. But yeah, he’s the only friend of me that knows and he’s not our (strange to say our bc that’s no us at all) number 1 supporter. Cause I don’t even now how to explain to people what we had. It’s something that we don’t even know what it was or what it is.

Now let’s get in to the topic that you blocked me. And I know that was important for you relationship and stuff but I was heartbroken. Like unfollow and muted ok, but cut me like that was cruel of you. I understand. But was hard. I also wanted to told you about some big changes up in my life, wanted to know what you’re up to, love life, college, family and everything. You were some weird friend of me after all.

About being friends I’m 0% into that right now. At this point I can’t see myself having anything with you (but I’m up to a illicit affair). Also fuck her. This 6 moths made me hate her so much and I know is jealousy but I don’t care. I know it’s not kind of me and blablabla but fuck it, she’d also hate me to if she took a look in my brain. And she’s right to feel insecure bc if I had a chance I wouldn’t doubt about it (guess me being a trash didn’t change that much lol). And I know she’s good to you, know she treats you like I’ll never be able, but I just think it should be me, you know, even though if we were both single we’d be nothing like that. So yeah that’s another topic. Fuck her.

And yeah Casey and Izzie will always remember me of you, and also will some songs, and some other movies. That was all I had of you in the last 6 moths so I guess that will change eventually.

It’s good to hear that even though she’s having a lot of was once mine, she would never have it all. That’s good. This past moths I’ve seen she take everything that as ours and turning in to yours so it’s good to know that if I show up at your wedding I would still cause some trouble.

Some things never change right?

I’m really sad to see you putting you down like that. So if my opinion has any importance to you, I think you’re too much for her anyway. And I’m sorry to help you feeling that you don’t deserve love in any kind of way. I think having a past, like you like to call me, won’t make you least or not deserving her love.

It’s not you’re fault you had a 10 and she’s a 5. Ok maybe a 9. Ok in 2019 I was definitely a 5 as well.

Don’t be mad at me I’m just joking ok.

In the moment we sat down and talk about this time we’ll have some good laughs. I still got those poems and I’m still waiting to have the box you told me about. And I guess that’s whats keep us here talking in one unofficially social, talking in other language, me writing texts about you. I’ve never lied to you that I love this drama and I think you might like this as well.

Least, I want to tell you again that right now I can’t see myself having a friendship with you cause I still have a lot of feelings going on. I like to imagine us meeting again in the future, both change, both grown, and living all the things we’ve always wanted but we’re both not ready for it. After that being said, I wish the best for you as well. I’m not going to end it that way bc I feel like this is not the end. So I hope you read this and send me a chat on here so we can talk privately. If you feel like that’s not the right thing to do, I’ll be always here fore you and I’ll always have a song to send you for you to remind of me in secret. Missing you.

[blurrredwings]

I'm not sure if you wanted the ask thingie but all of them!!

AHHHH ANON WHY. 1. What is your middle name?- My middle name is Nicole !!2. How old are you?- I turned 20 in February lolz3. When is your birthday?- Feb 19 !!! 4. What is your zodiac sign?- I'm a pisces but mainly air/fire dominant. 5. What is your favorite color?- Pink !! But like a really soft pink. 6. What's your lucky number?- I don't really have a lucky number but I would say either 2 or 11. 7. Do you have any pets?- My family has a female blue-nose pit bull and a baby female calico cat !!8. Where are you from?- I'm from Rosemead, California but I moved to Las Vegas, Nevada in 2nd grade. So I'm basically from Vegas. 9. How tall are you?- I'm 4'11. Short, I know. 10. What shoe size are you?- Usually a size 5 but sometimes a size 6 !11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?- 4 pairs of sneakers, 4 pairs of heels/bootie/wedge, 1 pair of sandals, and 1 pair of flats. 12. What was your last dream about?- I don't remember it but it was a mix of bts and my boyfriend. 13. What talents do you have?- I can pinch with my toes buuuut I think that's it ??? "Photography and you have an eye for fashion." ~ my boyfriend14. Are you psychic in any way?- Uhmmmm not really ? I just have a strong intuition when things feel like it'll go wrong or for certain situations. 15. Favorite song?- I don't have one favorite so here's too 5: All My Friends by Snakehips, Hard Times by Paramore, Stand Tall by Childish Gambino, Autumn Leaves by BTS, Photograph by offnoff16. Favorite movie?- I don't have one either so here's 5: All Harry Potter movies, One Day, Comet, Stardust, August Rush. 17. Who would be your ideal partner?- Namjoon from BTS oooooorr my boyfriend. Either or. 😁18. Do you want children?- One day !! I want 3 kids. Two my own, one adopted. But I would adopt more maybe after them. 19. Do you want a church wedding?- It doesn't really matter to me honestly. But I mainly want an outside wedding. 20. Are you religious?- Not anymore! Mainly spiritual. 21. Have you ever been to the hospital?- Yes I have! Quite a few times actually. 22. Have you ever gotten in trouble with the law?- Nope. I'm a good girl! ;P23. Have you ever met any celebrities?- I met Frankie J actually when I went to a Baby Bash concert. And thennnnn I met Go Radio I think they're name was. 24. Baths or showers?- I prefer to just shower but baths are nice. 25. What color socks are you wearing?- I'm not wearing socks right now. 26. Have you ever been famous?- Nooo????27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?- No lol. I'd want to be like slightly famous but not to where I'm bothered by people all the time. 28. What type of music do you like?- Any!! It really just depends on the song. I mainly listen to kpop, acoustic, alternative, hip hop, rap, r&b, SoundCloud type music, indie/indie pop, aaaaand that's all I can think of right now. 29. Have you been skinny dipping?- I haaaaaaaave but it was weird lol. 30. How many pillows do you sleep with?- I like sleeping with two pillows but right now I only sleep with one. 31. What position do you usually sleep in?- Fetal position mostly but I'm also comfortable sleeping on my back and hugging my pillow. 32. How big is your house?- It's an average sized house. 33. What do you typically have for breakfast?- I don't really like breakfast foods. Lol34. Have you ever fired a gun?- A paintball gun and a BB gun but that's it. 35. Have you ever tried archery?- Once! At camp and a few times in P.E.36. Favorite clean word?- Plump!!! It's so fun to say. Try it!!37. Favorite swear word?- Uhhhhhh.... I don't really have one bc I try not to cuss lol38. What's the longest you've ever gone without sleep?- Maybe like 2 or 3 days?39. Do you have any scars?- I have lots because I'm very super clumsy. 40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?- Not that I know of lolol41. Are you good liar?- I think I am actually! 42. Are you a good judge of character?- For the most part. 43. Can you do any accents other than your own?- I can do a Russian accent when saying vodka but that's all I can do really. 44. Do you have a strong accent?- I don't think so???45. What is your favorite accent?- Scottish, Irish, Southern, and French. 46. What is your personality type?- I'm an ENFP !!! "You're really like a soft kind of bubbly. You're like sunshine to me... I could go on." ~my boyfriend 47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?- I'm not quite sure. Maybe my light pink satin bomber jacket?48. Can you curl your tongue?- I can actually !!!49. Are you an innie or an outie?- An innie lol50. Left or right handed?- I'm right handed but slightly ambidextrous. 51. Are you scared of spiders?- Only when they're within my space. Like if I see them in person. 52. Favorite food?- Steak and onion over white rice, Canes, enchiladas, and pork anyhow. 53. Favorite foreign food?- ????? I guess ramen ???? Like actual authentic ramen 54. Are you a clean or messy person?- I'm an organized messy.55. Most used phrase?- "I hate you", "You're so dumb/stupid."56. Most used word?- "Whatever" or "Same"57. How long does it take for you to get ready?- About 30 minutes !58. Do you have much of an ego?- Not really??? I'm not sure. 59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?- Mainly biting. >;)60. Do you talk to yourself?- I doooo. Especially when I'm looking for something. 61. Do you sing to yourself?- I hum a lot. I only sing when I think I'm alone or someone won't hear. 62. Are you a good singer?- No. ~ me "Yes." ~ my boyfriend 63. Biggest fear?- I would say fear itself. I'm not really scared of any one thing right off the bat but when I'm in the situation I'd be scared. 64. Are you a gossip?- Sometimes. I mainly listen but I don't tell it to anyone but my close friends. 65. Best dramatic movie you've seen?- It was a Nicholas Sparks movie where her love interest died and her son got his heart as an implant. Also!!! In Your Eyes was really good and cute. 66. Do you like long or short hair?- I prefer short hair !!67. Can you name all 50 states of America?- Why would I when only the states that voted Democratic actually exist? Whoever voted for Trump? Ion know them. 68. Favorite school subject?- Art, English, Social Studies, and Science. 69. Extrovert or Introvert?- Ambivert but leans towards Introvert. 70. Have you ever been scuba diving?- I have not!!!71. What makes you nervous?- Is everything an answer? Just kidding but mainly social situations. 72. Are you scared of the dark?- I used to be, now I thrive in it. 73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?- I do but not harshly. I try to be nice about it. 74. Are you ticklish?- I am but only in certain spots. Hint: it's not my tummy. 75. Have you ever started a rumor?- I haven't. I don't see the point in it. 76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?- I don't think I've ever been????77. Have you ever drank underage?- All I can say is.... IT'S LIT. 78. Have you ever done drugs?- Nah I don't fw that. 79. Who was your first real crush?- I guess a boy named Jonathon in 2nd grade after I moved to Vegas. 80. How many piercings do you have?- None currently but I had my ears pierced twice. 81. Can you roll your r's?- No I caaaaaaaaaant. :(((((82. How fast can you type?- I used to be able to type fast but now I'm average. I can also text without looking at the screen. 83. How fast can you run?- Not fast bc I can never breathe. 84. What color is your hair?- Dark brown then like a golden blonde at the bottom. 85. What color are your eyes?- Dark brown but sometimes a honey or almond. 86. What are you allergic to?- Cats but I think I'm also allergic to peanuts???87. Do you keep a journal?- I do but it's not like an every day thing. It's a journal for poetry and sketches and whatnot. 88. What do your parents do?- My dad is in Cali and my mom works at a call center asking people surveys. 89. Do you like your age?- It's okay I guess ?? Nothing bad or good about it. 90. What makes you angry?- People acting dumb and playing the victim, people not changing their ways, closeminded-ness, and not taking responsibility for your actions. 91. Do you like your own name?- Only recently. 92. Have you already thought of baby names? And if so, what are they?- I haaaaaave. For a boy I like the name Elijah or Eli. For a girl, I was thinking Marie; after my mom. 93. Do you want a boy or a girl for a child?- I don't care what they are. I'll love them either way. 94. What are your strengths?- Uhhhhhh funny, kind, smart, artistic, good with words, and I have a good eye for stuff. 95. What are your weaknesses?- Doubt, impatience, and giving up too easily. 96. How did you get your name?- My mom thought that she couldn't have any more kids. I'm her "angel". 97. Were your ancestors royalty?- I don't know and I don't really care. 98. Do you have any scars?- already answered.99. Color of your bedspread?- Pink, grey, white, black. 100. Color of your room?- I don't have a room but the walls in the living room are white.