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i am intrigued by the fucked up corrupted elf dilf
#adar#roach draws#the rings of power#adar fanart#the rings of power fanart#trop#he intrigues me#I did this in. jfc. 3 hours#ii mean u can tell i went p quick on the skin but i wanted it to look rough#don't talk to me about his nose....#it was so hard and it looks SO wrong to me but I just. i had to move on.#bc i wasn't gonna start again#anyway the ref for this is the moment he see's Galadriel when he is about to capture her :)#a normal expression for someone to wear when they definitely aren't in love right?????????????????#(one day i will attempt colour again. but. ugh. colour is sooooo hard)
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dc so firmly positioning cass as batgirl again recently, to the point that she's finally getting a solo again, makes me slightly more hopeful for babs' future as a character than i was yesterday.
#batgirl book and barbara gordon is nowhere to be seen i'm winning#also if steph ever gets any spotlight again i hope she'll unambiguously be spoiler again#not bats on her suit#or at the very LEAST get the good batgirl suit back#anyway i'm so stoked for this bc i do love cass#not quite as much as certain other characters but you know. probably gonna drop flash to pull this when it starts coming out lol#anyway i've given up hope on steph and bart ever getting an ongoing again#jon's at least getting a oneshot soon#and i wasn't starved for jon content before that i guess it was just written by tom taylor lol
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[Train ride :D!]
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#this one fought me some. ngl. was aiming for 'soft and fuzzy feeling' but i think i ended up in muddy territory again :/#but i'm happy with it i think. it wasn't meant to be complicated. but just for funnsies. rushed headache filled funnsies. but still fun :]#idw scavengers#misfire#crankcase#fulcrum#tf idw#humanformers#transformers au#maccadam#i need a name for this au maybe? at least. if i plan on drawing more of it :/#gonna think on it ig#they went shopping tho :D. getting some late gifts and stuff ig. idk. holiday vibes tho.#the giant dino plush is for their version of connie. which i haven't decided if it'd be canon-like or more 'son boy allowed'#its also for misfire honestly. she's kinda attached to it now#also if fulcrum looks drunk. its because she is. a little bit. on love and good cheer <3 just kidding. it's probably eggnog or smth#crankcase didn't want to take the train. she has a perfectly mostly functional blue jeep that she has a hate/love relationship with#she got out voted tho. for the vibes#misfire is sleepy bcs train motion is like the ultimate sleep inducing thing i swear to god. as soon as it starts its all. honk. mimimimimi#also also. forgot to mention this the last time i drew fem!misfire. the reason her sweater is kinda rough is because she fidgets with it#its uh. its well loved. and a little chewed on. and stained. and probably not the cleanest. but its her's <3#krok and spin are homebodies ig. so the gifts are for them. also i had meant to make one of the gifts blue for nickel. but i forgor :|#ok. i gots to go. dinner calls. but <33333#my art
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sometimes it's like. i don't really wanna have an opinion about this in public because i don't feel that strongly. but a lot of people are having ill informed opinions about it and i don't feel i can offer correct information without also an opinion. so i just have to suffer
#this is about nanowrimo lmao#having been involved with nano for fifteen years i can promise it was always a website/organised thing#and there WERE reasons for the website to exist and the community of the forums was a huge part of it#now they totally fucked that up a few years back but originally it was a massive part of it#especially bc when i joined nano twitter was like... barely a thing?#there were so few ways of finding a writing community at the time#very few wordcount trackers you didn't have to build yourself in excel etc#it had reasons to exist at the beginning. i would argue it has much less reason to exist now#but it wasn't a subsequent 'cashing in' on a concept#anyway.#the reason i don't have strong opinions about the current fuckery beyond an eye roll#is that i already walked away from being invested in nano because there has been So. Much. Fuckery#this is a nail in a coffin I'd already accepted was buried#and i get that people are more likely to care about the ai thing#as like. symbolic of wider societal issues or whatever#vs grooming and harassment and racism and firing all the MLs#bc that affects people in the community much more than people inside it#but. look. if you're gonna expound upon it#consider that nanowrimo started in 1999 and forums were THE way to connect with people online#and the website as it grew in the 00s primarily revolved around the forums#and continued to do so through the 2010s#and that no it wasn't just a social media challenge bc social media didn't exist yet#there IS a reason nanowrimo has a centralised website and organisation#it wouldn't exist without them#bc I can't be arsed to explain this again#*more than people OUTSIDE it
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Everyone moved on but I stayed here
I love how she just had to touch him and he instantly went "must kiss gf" I hate them so much EUEUEUESHAHEKWHAH
#they made out after this. that's the post#it's 2 AM and I'm bored again#God could've made me a normal person who cheers for Gumlee/Bubbline or Huntbunny but he didn't and I'm gonna make it everyone's problem#not that I wasn't rooting for Bubbline or Gumlee but y'know the drill i was expecting more of them 😭#if everything goes well my next fanart will be Fionna x FP fanart#and with that I mean if i manage to not make Flame Prince dirty bc of his hair#i understood why this guy only had 5 seconds of screentime the moment i started drawing him istg#at this point i'm giving up on trying to make it look like fire and i'm making it fluffy instead#fionna and cake#adventure time fionna and cake#fionna campbell#dj flame#fionna x flame prince
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On Abigail and Shawn's Relationship (Psych)
~By someone who's only halfway through Psych~
I actually really liked Abigail and her place in Psych. She's obviously a tie to Shawn's past, but I think she plays an important part beyond just being an obstacle for Shules. For one thing, she feels like a fleshed out character. She has a personality, and while it feels like it's meant to bounce off Shawn's, very similar humor-wise imo, it still very much feels like her own; she has her own ambitions and her own life outside of Shawn and Psych. She likes people, she believes in education, she's a teacher, these are all aspects of her that come out in her time on the show (trying to fix Henry and Shawn's relationship (which I address a lil in the tags), otherwise respecting Shawn's distance, going to her teacher conference instead of the skiing trip, leaving for Uganda for an opportunity she's wanted for six years). She's also still clearly affected by the fact that Shawn had stood her up way back in high school, and this connection is what makes her such an important character for Shawn's development, imo.
Abigail is her own person, but she also serves as a waypoint for Shawn. He gets to fix his mistake of standing her up, and he also learns how to function in a long-term relationship. While admittedly having the relationship start with a "Gus, I can totally do it, watch this" isn't the best, it's reasonable for his character and serves as a wonderful beginning point for his maturation arc. Throughout the relationship, Gus (and company) helps Shawn navigate the differences between a fling and a long-term relationship. He starts to mature and understand that he has to check in with Abigail, he has to make dates and stick with them, he has to have mature conversations with her, he has to respect her time, etc.
Furthermore, it also helps Abigail get over said past mistake. She gets to take her relationship with Shawn one step further, feel it out, see how it would have gone, as Shawn progresses from child-like understanding of relationships to a more mature, grown-up perspective. His repeated showing up, starting from the moment he turned down Juliet in the drive-in because he had a standing date with Abigail (even though he was in love with Juliet at the time; honestly one of the biggest bullets dodged in the show; I have never seen a situation handled so neatly. There was no two-timing, no lying (well, minor lying to Abigail, ig), and they really tried to reinforce their platonic relationship instead of ignoring a possible wedge between them. It was so... refreshing.) I would bargain actually heals something in Abigail, showing her that Shawn is willing to step up as well as that Abigail is someone worth showing up for. It isn't as clear an arc for her, but I'd wager it's there, at least in the background, which is what makes their relationship so interesting.
In the end, the relationship works as a waypoint for the both of them. Shawn learns what it means to be in a long-term relationship, preparing him for a future with Juliet. In return, Abigail has a chapter of her life closed on a high note and is able to move on with her life without the what-ifs and emotional burdens of her past.
#I started writing this half-way through season 4 after Abigail left for Uganda#gonna go back and look at it once I finish (the show or their relationship I'm not sure) (edit: I have looked after s4; I think it's good??#maybe this was on my mind because a friend of mine just recently got out of a long relationship#and I was helping rationalize by saying that the relationship served as a waypoint for the both of them#a sort of growth period and now they have to grow separately#and the psych relationships. were just??#like I love Shawn and Juliet so much don't get me wrong. but??? as far as “we're pushing off this ship so anyway have another ship” ships g#ABIGAIL AND SHAWN ACTUALLY WORKED SO WELLL???#like I know I just literally wrote an essay on why#BUT IT WAS SO REFRESHING???#I liked Abigail?? I thought she was great?? She didn't have any crap with Juliet or anyone else either which was fantastic???#AND SHAWN TURNING DOWN JULIET IN THE DRIVE IN#like devastating obviously but#OH MY GOSH ANY OTHER SHOW AND IT WOULD HAVE CAUSED SUCH MASSIVE PROBLEMS#either shawn and juliet would've gotten together on the side and it would've been a whole thing or abigail would've gotten her heart broken#again (either bc she was stood up again or bc she was being cheated on) or it would've been some weird wedge btwn shawn and jules too long#BUT IT WASN'T!?!?! Shawn told her that it was literally bad timing (that's it) and Juliet took it so well and then Abigail got her date and#yeah part of me believes that Shawn should have politely let her go after the drive-in date#but even so they're relationship was so healthy and wholesome??? like??#if not Shules then Shawn and Abigail FOR SURE!!!!#gosh I fuck with this show SO. HARD.#psych 2006#shawn spencer#abigail lytar#juliet ohara#shawn and gus#shabby#I think is the ship name which is so funny because it really is a “not too shabby” ship XD XD#also I know some ppl have issues with Abigail going and meeting with Henry anyway but for some reason I think that also works for her?? lik#she's a teacher; she talks to the parents if a kid is acting a way ofc if Shawn doesn't want to discuss it she'll go directly to the parent
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I've been feeling better since actively ignoring people on the internet tbh
#no one knows what to do#I'll find my own path thanks#if im able to go outside again itll be because i was ready not bc someone said not to stare at my scars#if i introduce myself to new people it will be because i wanted to and not because i was peer pressured into showing up when i wasn't ready#if im gonna take some advice itll be because i asked for it not because someone felt profound because theyre pissed#you can talk to me if i feel up to it not because you have the option#people are really losing the plot and starting to punch down and it shows#not me bitch ill fucking ignore the shit out of you the fuck block delete ignore mute the fuck out of you shut the fuck up
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Speaking of hop pop, it’s funny how he wanted to adopt her in season 2, but almost completely forgot about her in season 3(guess the writers were trying to push andrias as Marcy’s father figure)
I don't have much to say on that, bc tbh the Plantars ARE meant to be Anne's pair ups and not Marcy's sooo
I feel rather conflicted about the way we were present with Yunan and Olivia in the sense of Marcy's parent figures though, be it the whole "I wish I got to know you both better" "in a way you helped us see what's important as well" in the end of the show which makes no sense since she spent two seasons with them or the whole rescue thing itself or Yunan's attitude towards her
My memory may be a little vague but I believe in Marcy's journal Yunan is shown to be contempt towards Marcy (be it from Marcy's failure to recognise her on the warship, even though it was because Marcy was high on painkillers in a hospital when they first met) their relationship is plain miscommunication which never gets worked on
I don't have the brain capacity to analyse on Olivia rn, she may get a pass, but again her introduction puts her as just there to provide Marcy the doses of praises, more of a straight-A's kid's mom who's just very repressed. And violent at times.
And so Andrias was left to be the only figure who dealt with her at a rather emotional level. I believe it's meant to add to overall tragedy of Marcy not getting the typical found family that was to her what Grime and Plantars are to Anne and Sasha
#correct me if I'm wrong on the journal part tho I'm pretty sure the issue gets never mentioned again#i really should be asleep rn lmao#sorry that wasn't even your question lmao I just started to ramble bc it just occured to me#for one I love olivia and yunan as a couple and characters#but as parent figures... their flaws are written intentional#not gonna put this on the frog show tag cuz I don't want folks coming at me for going after Marcy's 'found family'#text post
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the little girl at the bus stop just had the most enthusiastic, info-dump-y of rambles about how the bus that's coming is "literally the best bus" bc it's apparently bigger than the others which you "can see from its shape" and how great this bus ride is going to be
#so precious I stg#I adore this child that I don't know so much#and the lil boy listening to her giving her all attention was also very precious#then again I'm in a good mood anyway since I get to leave at 2 pm instead of 3 since I started work at 6 am#which was mostly to let the electrician into the rooms he still needs to check and test#and my boss was very kind and nice in his response to my long message about all the bs at work with my colleague#so I have the go-ahead to refuse to join the meeting on Friday which is great bc that was the biggest worry#colleague lady was still in a shit mood all day and fairly rude when I asked her a question ABOUT THE TASK SHE WAS MEANT TO DO#BUT WASN'T DOING bc she was “busy” as always and being short-tempered with everyone#but oh well. not gonna ask her abt anything anymore unless it can't be avoided. may she stew in her own frustrations#I bought cookies yesterday on my long walk home past the lovely paeonias at the park#so I'm gonna do my best to have good days anyway#the other colleague I had a tiny bit of beef with bc he kept closing tickets prematurely and I had a nice chat#and have come to an agreement on how to avoid this issue from now on bc apparently he's also doing five jobs at once#so fingers crossed that works for us but either way no hard feelings which is nice
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I thought you might like to know but bring the bassist back is like about two things it's a reference to "bring the bass back" from the poem Hammond B3 Organ Cistern about finding joy in the days you don't want to kill yourself and it's also about how I think all the time about like the 27 club and how the tortured artist who dies young is such an image but like they don't have to and in our generation of music it seems like more and more of them survived it's like a fob reference: bring the bassist back because he didn't kill himself that's not the only way for it to go anyway ily
I was literally shaking restraining myself from talking about this in the tags like. hum fucking hallelujah, bring the bassist back. and not even just FOB though like. you're the resident MCR girlie. do you ever think about how by all rights they should not be alive? but they ARE. um like... like frickin... I am not afraid to keep on living. sending my love from the other side of the apocalypse. I'm going to cry about this Gracie
#sorry. swearing for emphasis#what a poem to end the year with and start a new one... throwing open windows indeed#also Hammond b3 organ cistern.... WAAAAUGH yeah. y eah.#I've known that poem for so long but somehow I didn't know that was the title. weeping.#new year's... yeah#asks#<3#did you also know that after pete's attempt the rest of the band had to go tour to promote futct without him bc it had been like#planned out for months and then they came back and patrick was like ''I never EVER want to play fall out boy songs without pete again''#BRING THE BASSIST BACK BABEY#sorry I said I wasn't gonna get weird but I got a little weird. aaaaugh
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i have a new hobby! i enter a random word into youtube music's searchbar and scroll until i find songs with 0 listens and then vibe :3
#just me hi#ough the soundssssssssssssssssssssssssss#i already spend like hours just browsing and vibing why not find new stuff !!#i have found a couple that i love ouuuuuu#it's a lotta fun i just shouldn't have started doing this last night at 11 LMfhsfhvj#only thing is that's it So annoying bc ytm doesn't let you filter by listens so you have got to scroll for a bajillion years :/#which is fine. on a phone :) makes sense why i never thought to do this on my puter tho kfshvhfjs#/okay wait no there's another thing WHYYYY do these people never have lyrics listed#i KNOW you prolly think 'ah who will need them? :/' ME. I NEED THEM#i can't understand unfamiliar voices dude i need HELP#/<- fully realized this at work like a couple weeks ago when people kept trying to talk to me and it wasn't computing Fjsgjsfhgj#like it takes like 3-5 conversations until it doesn't take effort. functional software 👍💥#//but anywhooooooooooooooooo BIRDS#i love albatross. looking at them with my big eyebolls#they're neat. and. cool#was reading the wikipedia for them yesterday and i contain bird knowledge :)#almost started rambling to my mother abt them like i was 5 again hjfshgjs#i like them. [the eyeballs]#//and i have gotta finish this funkin thing i'm working on but i need to make a DECISION. something i am Historically bad at lmaoo#i have used the trusty spinny wheel and discarded it's hallowed opinion. asked my brother and you know what he has a point actually so#m gonna get on it. but let it be known. i am chewing through tires as i drag myself through it hjfhsgjjfs#/but YEAH here i go Toodles !! ~+~+~+~
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One of my favorite things about Xander is the way he just keeps adopting people. Xander tries to be stand offish but then he sees someone a bit childish and immediately adopts them. Besides his own siblings, he also picks up Peri, Laslow (in the beginning of their relationship), Veronica in Heroes, and Takumi in Warriors.
If you haven't seen the Takumi and Xander support in Warriors, definitely look it up. It is really interesting to see how Takumi responds to Xander's approach to getting him to not over train himself versus Ryoma's approach to getting him to not over train himself.
HE'S A BIG BROTHER AT HEART!!! and in every other way ghdjfsjb i think abt how he just started hanging out with veronica in heroes all the time. and that support with takumi was sweet!!! of course it was about training, these dopes. something i rly like abt xander is how readily he'll talk abt his failures sometimes--in a way that he recognizes they helped pave the path leading to where he is now. and relaying those failures to others to try and help (in this case, to takumi) is just. SO big brother of him. ;w; onii-san!!!!
#i actually have some stigmata lore i can give u that relates pretty much directly to this#and it's that in early drafts leo wasn't there/showed up much later in the story#and my plan was actually gonna be that xander does start latching onto takumi in that older brother way (takumi reminding him of leo)#and takumi was gonna be like--essentially: affection? disgusting.............. do it again#ghsjgjsfnsndb#ultimately they were both gonna be weirded out by it but also kind of appreciating it lmao#BUT then leo got added and so things changed and i decided to be self indulgent and continue with my laslow-takumi bestie agenda#which probably would've happened anyway but to a lesser degree bc that would be a LOT of attention on takumi#(which he deserves. but still. gjsjfjsfh)#dots answers asks#antivanwine14
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god, it's fucking over for me, target has started listing this years halloween collection and there are So Many of those birds
i can no longer let myself view the passage with time with anxiety, i must let myself be borne away
#i mean obviously it is WAY too early for Halloween.#but i have to search target for Halloween shit super early#bc every fucking year there's something cool that sells out in fucking july and never comes back in stock#i still miss you ceramic pumpkin candy bowl.....#anyway this is both a joke and also not#i am So nervous about school starting again#idek what i did at the start of school last year. it's lost in a haze of panic. they doubled my class size last minute. i don't remember#so idk what to do this year#or how to begin assessing#or how SOON to begin assessing#and i have been Real Goddamn Nervous#and also excited bc bg3 literally the same day!!!!!#the clash wasn't helping!!!!#seeing Halloween shit makes me realizes that this is inevitable#its all gonna happen regardless of how ready i am#focus on what i can do. and screw panicking about the rest.#but also ask to be notified of when that dracula bird is in stock bc god DAMN i want that
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maybe yet another mildly controversial eurovision post. GENERALLY SPEAKING i think the jury and public votes combine to get the correct result. this year tho that all went to SHIT though all the juries clearly just voted for loreen because they knew her already
#emily talks#sweden's trying to come for that win record#i hope ireland is gonna start doing well again so sweden can't have it#also i wonder how loreen's jury performance went. bc the jury don't judge on the performance we saw#but unless she did a LOT better there it wasn't justified#the live performance wasn't that nice to listen to vocally. idk what it was but it felt off#eurovision
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Brian Protheroe as King Edward IV - a sketch in no. 2 pencil done 12/13/2023, based on the actor in character in the BBC Television Shakespeare's 1983 episode of Henry VI, Part 3 directed by Jane Howell (source for the reference photo)
#it's not great but i dont draw to be great. i draw to look at pretty men#my drawing#visual art#graphite#pencil drawing#btw there is 100% some sharpening and contrast filtering on this photo. i took a flash photograph lol#bc my room is so dark#brian protheroe#jane howell#shakespeare#henry vi part 3#wars of the roses#edward iv#i did a bunch of things i couldve improved but im just gonna have to do that another day#i cant say i took more than like 20 minutes on this#my back started really hurting w the position i was in and it wasn't that serious a drawing so i felt i could leave it imperfect#even if that's not something brian protheroe is in the role. imperfect#he's a perfect edward iv#whatever at least ive been drawing again
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Tbh I should probably take a break. I almost definitely won't but I should, yknow
#idk i don't have much 'real stuff' happening irl besides like. job hunting and college applications. so it's hard#but i think if i at least ease off some time on here n read a little more n watch more movies i might start to feel better#haven't really liked where my head's been at lately it feels like whatever persona is The One Who Blogs is 'taking over' more#to put it in a very dorky comic book-sounding ass way LMAO but that's how i feel! like i'm losing my own 'voice' yknow#my mental health is Bad my physical health is also Not Great n i kinda feel like ass. if i'm being honest#idk i feel like i'm crashing from whatever high i've been on for the past couple of days n i'm not Really super happy w myself#except the media literacy posts those were good. but like the more discoursey stuff i'm not proud of#again sorry to like. publicly vent LMAO i'll be fine i'm good. i'm trying really hard to pull myself out of this#but again. sorry abt the Shite i was posting earlier today i wasn't really in my own right head#just kinda wanted 2 get all that off my chest idk if it's clear that i don't really have anyone i feel like i can talk to right this moment#i'm very socially isolated irl and i'm so scared of becoming socially isolated online too just bc i'm an idiot who doesn't think b4 he post#NOT to make it sound all about me or whatever but it's true. i'm very very scared of losing people n right now this is My Space#i'd forgotten just how bad it felt. in this Specific case it is kinda my fault tho LMAO don't worry i've apologized as best i know how#okay i'm done. i'm done. i'm gonna go watch tv and go to bed i hope#open mick night
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