#bc i want to post on thursday since im going home friday and wont have lots of time to do it then

[stevethehairington]

holiday prompt challenge fic is at 6.5k and is stiiiiiiiill being worked on aaaAAAHHH. i can feel the time left slipping through my haaaaaaands 😱

[namuneulbo]

week four

this week was similar to last week, u know, ups and downs or whatever (but if were being totally honest, isnt every week like that?) but a lot of things happened. i had three tests: health, english and finnish. it was v tiring since i happened to have a lot of other schoolwork as well so its been v exhausting but one funny thing is that i only had one offline school day and it lasted for an hour and a half. its not that special though since i spent my entire days doing online school stuff instead lol

i had a job interview on monday for a cleaning job. it went surprisingly well and everyone working at that office were milfs so it was an overall good experience even if i dont get the job. i still need to look for some more jobs though in case i dont get that one. ive applied for a few already but havent had any other interviews. i became a bit obsessed w eric nams podcast daebak show so i listened to that as well as a few txt songs when i was walking to and from the interview.

on the way home i stopped by a store to use up the gift card i had. i first went to the makeup store but i didnt really know what i was looking for so i just went into the grocery store bc i knew i at least wanted a ben & jerrys. the gift card had 15€ on it so i couldnt get anything too hefty but i ended up really liking what i got; a ben & jerrys and three packs of rhinestone stickers. i finally got to try a vegan ben & jerrys flavor!! b&j are so expensive so i usually only get them when theyre on sale. they quite often have 3 pints for 10€ but the non-diary ones arent included in those. i got the cookie dough one since cookie dough is one of my fav flavors of the regular ice creams. i got the rhinestone stickers bc ive wanted to get some for a while so i can put them on my face !! im so excited to use them while wearing some cute makeup look.

ive become obsessed w quite a lot of songs this week. i made a january pl where i put all the songs that stick out to me this month. some ive already played sm im a bit tired of them >-< a few im not tired of yet though would be ghosting by txt, dreams come true by aespa and save your tears by the weeknd. by the end of the year ill have 12 pls that ill later mash into one big 2022 pl !!!!

on wednesday (i think ??) i finally got my new glasses. idk how to describe them really but theyre quite square and have no frames around the lenses and the side parts have rhinestones on them. i feel like ive mentioned rhinestones a lot in this post,, i just like glittery things TT anyways i love these glasses a lot and i feel so me in them. ALSO, its so nice to be able to see and also not get constant headaches FUCK im so relieved.

thursday i had a doctors appointment (or i guess psychologist??). i thought hed be a psychiatrist so i was expecting a diagnosis but nope, he was just some middleground and he wrote a referral to a psychiatrist after hearing me explain my symptoms. l said theres only one psychiatrist in the area though so it might take a WHILE before i get (or dont get) my ocd diagnose.

(doctor, this is a bit embarrassing but if u ever happen to read this, u are so fit. u single?)

friday was so amaze!!!! since i had no school and finished my tests i got to rest during the day and in the evening i met up w l and we got take-out and went to my place and watched singles inferno. as a bisexual, that show is pretty amaze but im too biased bc i wont let go of soyeon and yeawon. i quite like sihun too. idk,,,,, am i just a living bi stereotype? probably.

saturday was incredibly uneventful.

sunday, today, i went to visit my brother since it was his birthday on thursday. i got him a chocolate bar (well, my mom bought it for me since i didnt join her on her grocery shopping trip and she offered to pay for it too lol but its from me in spirit or whatever). he was busy renovating when we got there so i was bored to death but at least i got to pet some cats and a dog so it wasnt TOO bad. on our way home my mom and i stopped by mcdonalds which was nice :]

sotw: obey me! boys - its my party

[gardenstateofmind]

i Have to finish this research paper today no option, and im hoping i can get done by 6 and then i Have to do music work which i estimate will take me two hours but if necessary i do have about an hour in between english and music that i can use to finish up work if need be. so im aiming for like 8 am to be done with the absolutely necessary stuff and from then until 9:30 i can just kinda see what i can do in that time. i want to turn in a reading response for english that was due yesterday, so if around an hour and a half will be enough i can get that done and then after music i have 4 hours free until asl, so i can probably get my flashcards done in around an hour, and i Think that's the only hw due, so i should be fine for that unless im forgetting smth and then once i get home it'll be around 8 and i work at 11 am the next morning, i have to wake up at the Latest 10:30. so really i should go to bed at 12 so i can get a Good amount of sleep before work especially since ive barely slept the past two days. in the four hours i technically have free, i should shower and possibly take a bath bc these long shifts have my leg muscles rly sore and i want to feel okay on friday. and i need to eat Something even if it's small. so that really only leaves me with two hours of complete free time. i need to turn in this assignment for music that's already late, so i cannot procrastinate but idk if i can do it in under two hours. and i really want to be able to relax just a little. so i might put it off then friday i get free from work around 7:30 and i dont have work on saturday (my first actual day off that's not bc of school since ive started there lol) so saturday i need to power through the rest of my assignments: two reading responses (parrot and tristan), do the music hw i'll have, and whatever asl i have. that's necessary. it should only be about three hours of actual, so that will probably take six hours. and then i can leave the rest of saturday for Myself. sunday i work 7 am to 2 pm so i have almost a full day free afterward. and i dont work until 2:30 pm on monday. so yeah i have basically a full day to myself, and i should use that to actually get ahead on some work, like my asl flashcards and get started on the next reading responses for english. i have my psych appointment monday too so maybe that's when i can get adderall and Hopefully that'll finally help ;-; and then tuesday i have music and english, which if i do what i need to between sunday and money i wont have to worry abt any homework. so i can take a lil off, and then wednesday is also 2:30 to 7 so it kinda eats up my day. thursday is when my classes should catch up to where i want to get ahead to. i dont have the schedule for next week yet so idk what friday will look like. but i really need to call rutgers so i can move on with my application and get started on fafsa. so like a week from now i want to be completely on track with my immediate responsibilities that i can actually focus on the extra stuff. and i want to have all my rutgers stuff ready to go by the end of april, which should be okay for my classes bc they dont end till like may 20 something, so april will be a work month, no big projects or tests during that time. so yeah this is my plan for the week and general idea for the next month also i guess concerta IS helping a little bc im able to write out these long ass posts, but this is at the max dose and im only barely getting some concentration, so yeah it's still not working well