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People dont talk enough about foxverse Cable and its kinda funny to me. He’d be so popular rn if he was in dpw, but hes completely ignored in the fandom
There was so much homoerotic tension between Nathan and Wade, and its canon in the comics that Wade had a crush on Nathan too. it surprises me no one mentions cablepool considering poolverines popularity?

#in general i feel like no one rly brings up the other deadpool movies often#its just dpw dpw dpw dpw with these ppl#dp2’s writing when it came to Wades character is superior in so many ways#to the point dpw writing wades character gave me the ick#bc he feels so ooc at times and u can just tell ryan inserts himself way too much and tries way too hard at being funny#no im not the biggest poolverine shipper anymore but i used to ship them loads pre dpw#rant ig#marvel#mcu#wolverine#cable#xmen cable#cablepool#poolverine#deadpool
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a lot of comic art would benefit from sticking to the flatcolors
#too often is the coloring for comics rubbery and airbrushed-looking#the way a lot of comic artists ink already gives it dimension/depth without having to render#gradients can have a powerful effect but sometimes when i see artists share wips for their pages i honestly prefer the flatcolors#simple. classic. clean. accentuates the inks instead of muddying/distracting from them#no doubt there ARE times when the rendering has saved bad inks#but i feel like it just comes down to restraint#my hyprocritical ass typing all this up rn bc i’m stalling on my coloring stage lol#genuinely i think my art looks better in flats but that might just be my lack of coloring competence. idk restraint 💔#ik i gotta commit to it for this piece but the dilemma always passes my mind when i get to this part of the process#danbles#(this was prompted by seeing the flats vs final for the GL/GA special)#(lucas meyer your lines are sexy as hell WHY are we using gaussian blur to shade)
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Feelings are valid but they are NOT FACTS
#Like if you feel something it is for a reason#And you should think about WHAT that reason is#What is the root cause of why you feel this particular way?#How is it affecting me?#But often those feelings are not TRUE#and you should not listen to them#Bc our minds really are often out to get us#So take stock of what you feel and figure out why but don’t rely or listen to most of your feelings#They are not facts#They will lie to you most of the time#So you are allowed to feel things- that is okay and human and normal#But test those feelings against truth#And not just any ‘truth’- THE Truth#What the Bible says#Other people who have an outside perspective can help with this too#Depending#Let your feelings exist on a certain level#But do not let them control you and do not listen to them#I feel like there is more I should be saying with this but I’m wiped man#If someone else has the correct words insert them here#sunkissedliterarylightofchrist#Feelings
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i keep thinking about a phandom book club, but i have no idea how to go about organizing it or if anyone would be interested or even where to host it
alternatively is there already a phandom book club i could join? because i would love that
#tbh my first thought is TheStoryGraph bc they have group/buddy reads but idk if anyone else uses that much#there's discord (which im not super familiar with even though i have used it)#or making a separate community here#or i guess fable but i truly dont know how anything works over there#plus like... yes there's a few names i can think of who might be in but overall idk!#and i dont want to put pressure on anybody either#i am terrible at reaching out and staying in contact and all that. always have been. even though i think about people all the time#im just not very good socially and im so worried about coming across a certain way or saying the wrong thing#so more often i keep to myself and i think sometimes i come across like i dont care or standoffish or something#but that's not it. i care so much i just get scared that it's too much or in the wrong ways.#im better at hiding but i know i need to get over it. its just hard.#(and i tell myself you know..#'not feeling lonely i just like being alone' but it's less true than i like to think it is#ANYWAY feelings dump aside i think a book club would be fun. i just dont know how to go about it.#ks talks
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Is Will a sneakerhead or does he not care whatsoever what shoes he wears?
ooooh i’m assuming since you specified will in particular that you maybe came here from another post or because of something we said in the fic, but we have indeed made our will byers a little bit of a shoe guy!! i would definitely not call him a sneakerhead in the traditional sense — in that we don’t think he cares much for collecting them for trading/value purposes or anything like that, and i don’t think he is too knowledgeable about collections’ histories and whatnot — but he definitely is very interested in them and i think they are an article of clothing that he would take real pleasure in finding rare and interesting pieces for!! the camp whiteman attire is white sneakers only, so unfortunately he does not get to showcase this often during the summer, but we included a couple of pieces we think are very him in this moodboard (especiallyyyyy the bowie sneakers which have been on my acswy will moodboard FOREVERRRR) and i think they are a fun way for him to express himself stylistically. we also made our mike wheeler a little bit of a Jacket Guy in the same sense — not really to collect to sell or anything like that, but i think they would both be ecstatic to find unique pieces for themselves at places like vintage stores or secondhand online and to show them off (like mike with pins on his jackets for example)
anyways to answer your question: definitely not a traditional sneakerhead, but he absolutely Does care
#i have started to feel this way about bags recently so that might be a road i go down in the future#but anyways like !!! just one of those little character details we came up w tht unfortunately we can’t work into this fic too much bc of#their uniforms and such#but it is very important to us#i think also shoes and sneakers particularly are a very practical item of clothing#not like for example if you’re into collecting smth you can’t wear or use often#so i think for him it’s an interest that he can also get use out of year-round and can still be really cool and expressive#he also got a pair of sneakers he’d been eyeing from his parents for his 17th bday and to me that is what really kickstarted the interest#if you care.#asks#acswy reference
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the way i think about learning and education changed sm compared to when I was younger
#like i cared so little about school when i was younger (altough maybe now i might do a little too much)#but not just that... i thought i'm just not that person who can do well at school#i can't memorise stuff well enough and i'm probably stupid anyway but who cares about that stuff and school#and i won't need it for life anyway other skills are important in the real world anyway that's all useless#i guess i also had that idea that one day i will just come up with some grand idea or business type thing to make money#i mean that's also that kind of stuff u see all over the internet and i def saw too much of that#and sure that's possible but how often and even then is it even so great having that type of job where ur never off#and like other jobs which are achieved though education have a lot of beauty too and there are many great routes which require education#at first i didn't even want to go to uni because i was so sick of school and i believed i wouldn't belong there anyway bc of those reasons#and because i thought i was too stupid in that way to make it#i also had this weird view of looking at some smart people as know it alls or being pretentious and i didn't wanna be all that??#still don't know why i thought that?? it honestly sounds sooo stupid and i also thought i wouldn't fit in with uni students anyway...#like i'm so different... couldn't have been more wrong#i never felt more belonging than at uni like this is where i'm supposed to be - the great people i met there and friends i made#and my awesome professors#i actually admire some of them so much 🥺#like i wanna be like them - whatever path i will end up in jobwise#might become a teacher too or even a professor (dare i dream lol) or sth with media could also be a great option 🤭#but what i mean why i admire them sm they're so intelligent but also many of them such great people#like empathetic helpful and idk i just love smart people#they're so well spoken and i highly value people who really know their stuff well by now and they certainly do#but not only that also having such great general knowledge u can have such interesting conversation with such people#and many professors actually have opened my eyes to many issues of our our world and made me rethink and change some of my views#or just things i wasn't even aware of bc we all live in our little bubble at time at least i certainly did#only obsessing over my little life and sometimes turning the head away from cruelities elsewhere#and i feel being an intelligent person is actually so cool now and i wanna know important stuff on many topics but especially...#about what i then can use for my future job or whatever i do in life and nothing i learn feels pointless now or almost nth#but even then useless stuff in school it wasn't all for nothing if u had approached it the right way#just learning by itself can teach you important skills and knowledge like how to learn - how to memorise stuff the best way...#or finding out what ur capable of and growing ur self esteem it's all valuable in some way
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one of my kitties has baby's first vet appointment tomorrow (won't eat and threw up overnight :( ) but they've both been playing a bit! confident little lads, they are.
they're both very cuddly. I had hoped for affectionate cats, but the babies like. Straight up do not get off my lap. I've been awake for 5 hours and the whole time I've been in the room one of them has begged for lap time. I'm love them
#worried about the boy since he did vomit amd is barely eating. but he used the litter box a few times and is drinking water.#either way i'm getting him checked out because its been 24 hours and hes only nibbled on food.#but before this he was very bold. tried to follow me out of the room after being home for 15 hours maximum#both are pretty curious and only one is skittish of loud noises#and even then she comes out of hiding quickly#and straight up they both love cuddles so much.#i couldn't tell how they'd be at the shelter since one was friendly and the other quite aloof#but they both seem like they're gonna be a good fit#i'm excited for them to have the run of the place. even though there are some things i need to find more secure homes for before then#but! yeah i was expecting them to want a lot of space and straight up. i want more space than they do.#they've been very demanding of affection and i am all too happy to give it to them when they ask#sorry for so many updates. i'm having a hard time telling how i'm feeling bc i'm quite anxious#but also. they are very sweet and i feel like one of them picked me at the shelter#i'm happy#they both already come up on the bed to curl up with me when i'm sleeping#(or trying to. i'm a light sleeper and they do wake me often. but they cuddle with me on the bed pretty aggressively)#getting used to the personalities is gonna be a learning curve bc i know they're gonna be different than my mom's cat#both are very quiet. mom's cat Hollers All The Time#but they purr like nobody's business. like constantly.#i think i love them already. augh
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post-beginning of accomplice ending [anime/ova timeline, so after the burning but long before souji leaves inaba] where souji & the IT are met up at junes still trying to figure out the "real culprit" but souji's phone rings & he looks down & sees its adachi & his brows raise then knit & he looks conflicted for a moment & he quietly excuses himself & the others just assume its dojima calling about nanakos condition or asking him to run an errand so they dont rly give it a second thought, sure ok souji.
but after Quite a long while, souji's still not back & whereas the others are engrossed in talking abt namatame with naoto, it rly nags at yosuke bc he has a bad feeling... what if souji's still not back bc he received some rly bad news? did he have to leave & forgot to tell them? so he tells the others hes gonna go look for souji & see if hes alright or whatever
so he gets up & looks around junes in some of the quieter corners nearby until he spots the bathroom & hes like huh. i wonder if he took his call in the bathroom? or maybe he had to go afterward. so he decides to peek his head in (it's stalls, so theres a sink/open area) & hes abt to say soujis name to see if hes in 1 of the stalls (would be creepy to look down & lean a little to see the shoes in the stalls, after all. & what if he gets the wrong person who just has similar shoes?), but then he hears a choked sound that sounds ODDLY familiar... but, what—
& then he hears it again, this time a bit different. it's more a whimper or smth of that nature... alongside some quiet sound of skin. & he'd recognize his partner's voice Anywhere. was he... in here...??! & he gets flusters for a second bc the reality of walking in on his partner doing smth like that is- i-is... & what sort of phone call couldve led to this? was the phone call a Ruse to get him to leave & have some private time to do... this? his head was too scrambled... & yu sounds far better than he had any right to. he could hardly think abt the implications of the warm feeling in his stomach at the sound of his partner's noises.
but thats when he hears it. souji letting out a strangled hiss of "adachi-san, i—" & his blood goes absolutely cold.
#GET PSUEDO-NTRED BOY ! 💥💥💥 to clear up any confusion adachi called souji to do phone s*x w him. exact details r left up to u.#there was also a ver of this where adachi was there ACTUALLY fucking him but then i realized he could get in trouble for s*x with a minor#whereas this way its kind of left vague whether or not yu was getting off to the THOUGHT of adachi or if adachi was on the phone w him.#but the latter is rly implied to yosuke bc of the phone call. bc why would souji randomly go to get off in the middle of a serious meeting.#anime name used since this is Specifically the anime timeline. 'why?' u ask. the burning happens at an earlier date there.#like the mental idea went phone s*x -> oh wait theyre in inaba what if he walks in on them ACTUALLY fucking -> no wait hed get arrested ok#phone s*x it is then. we've come full fuckin circle boys !#uhhh hm this is a longer post than normal maybe i should have a Writes tag? nnnot that i.. that i write often nor is this a Fic.. uh..#my writes#overgrowth.text#suggestive text#adashu#adasou#theres souyo here too but shhh its getting overridden by Fuckass Adashu. but the souyo is very much There. yosuke loves him. whether or not#souji felt anything for yosuke before abandoning everyone to ally w adachi is up to u. maybe he knew yosuke wouldnt admit his feelings.#i say pseudo-ntr bc soujis getting taken from him by some weird gross adult but they werent dating wompwomp. not true ntr. yea yea boo me.
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i feel like everybody has a comfort version of their faves that is so personal to them and to others probably "ooc" / "defeats the purpose" of their character in canon lmfao and that is who shoujo isagi is to me
#and tbqh i think about him more than canon isagi / i even base my implied in bllkcanon isagi fics around him more#he loves soccer a lot but he is not cuckoo bananas selfish in the way he is at bllk when it comes to the sport#realistically isagi would probably prioritize soccer over a relationship in canon for a long while before he gets into one </3#AND WHILE HE IS A WONDERFUL BF .... PICTURE PERFECT NEARLY ...#and would love you so much ... i fear soccer will be his endgame more LMFAOOO which is why i feel like kaneshiro just gave us his type#vaguely bc he's probably not giving him a love interest as soccer is Everything to him in canon lmfao#I PRAY HE GETS A GF IN A TIMESKIP OR SMTH IT WOULD HEAL MY PERSONAL DOUBTS OF HIM NOT CHOOSING ME OVER SOCCER t___t#but in shoujo isagi that is not true whatsoever u are more important than that sport forever he is loverboyMAXXED#he would choose u over soccer in a heartbeat#so yea he is not real and prolly ooc to canon isagi and i love him so much anyways . u don't want me to kms do u#anyway i still think canon isagi would be such a good bf too but he has his red flags and i fear his soccertism is Really strong -#he may not focus as much as he should be on u v_v yk? like a lot of the bllk men tbh#BUT HE IS A GOOD BF LISTEN TO ME . u just might not see him as often t__t he does his best in solving miscommunications from time away#like he can't have arguments last more than a day he has an itch to fix everything so he is a green flag in lots of ways . just soccer bro#‧₊˚ 🌸 ‧₊˚ 𐙚 sora speaks
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#recently I’ve been reading so much discussion on people who think Louis is lost or whatever bc of the way he’s acting and how that ties to#his grief#and like I do understand where people are coming from#it is very normal to be concerned and wish he talked about it more openly bc I do feel a lot of people do do that#but at the same time..#it’s not your business lol#work is work. if he doesn’t want to talk about his personal business to the public what is it to you#just as an example idk if it’s the same but#when I talk to people about my family.. which is often#I never mention my sister#unless people ask#it’s not something I feel is important to bring up really#I don’t trauma dump on people bc it’s too much work but also… I don’t want to?#doesn’t mean I’m actively grieving or not grieving enough.. it’s just a normal thing in my life I have accepted and how I’ve chose to deal#with it#it’s clear hl do not share things with us and it would be much less annoying if people would just accept that holy shit#anyway#not that anyone cares what I think#*
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Not sure if I'm sabotaging my relationship or not but I feel like I'm in the right ? Perhaps ?
#personal#basically we're long distance but I couldn't see him on a weekend because of unavoidable circumstance#we were going to go to his friends wedding but I couldn't make it.#but hes been sending me photos of my empty seat next to his at the venue#and telling me constantly that I would've loved it#so I took issue with it bc i wasnt enjoying that#and he's gone into panic mode and thinks I'm accusing him of being a 4D chess manipulator#and low-key he kind of is. Unconsciously I think but still manipulative.#he uses the whole 'woe is me' and 'I'm just a terrible useless creature pls pity me' bit way too often.#if we have a slightly uncomfortable conversation he will stop engaging with me and try to distract by telling me he loves me.#like literally 'so what do you think?' ... '[laughs nervously] I love you :'')...' imagine that being the only response he gives for an hour#so I've called him out on his difficulty with sincerity and he's just doubling down on the 'pls pity me' stuff and frankly...#i really don't like it#the wedding thing was kind of nothing but his reaction to it was telling#pulling out the whole 'I am horrified you'd think that' guilt-tripping nonsense#followed immediately by 'you overestimate my intelligence if you think im capable of that :'')' pity party.#just. not promising. not good vibes.#to elaborate on the wedding bit: I made the decision that I couldn't make it bc of a busy work week.#he assured me several times that it was okay if I couldn't make it but he stopped messaging for a day after I told him I couldn't#then sent me a photo of my empty seat with a crying emoji and telling me that he wishes I was there and that i would've really loved it#that's not a message sent with the intent to make me feel good is it?#idk reading this back it sounds like an overreaction from me but with the context of my experience with him this is not an isolated thing#it's kind of perpetually like this. then when called out on it he pulls out the love-bombing but doesn't address the actual issue.#idk. idk.#if anyone wants to engage with this post feel free. Any outsider perspective would be welcome.
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something i love discussing with others is the different ways people experience kin bc its so interesting the vastness of how everyones personal experiences with it can be. i really dont get people that will be like "kin is only ever LIKE THIS! everyone else is fake!" or trying to act like people with kin past lives (or anyone that "takes kinning too seriously") are crazy. like just!!! how do yall not enjoy the vast and unique experiences of other people!! how do they not fascinate you!!! its INSANE to me
#that being said i dont interact in kin spaces very heavily after i left this one large kin discord server#while i dont miss that (drained too much energy + too many chances for drama)#(or general issues just from kin being so personal and thus discomfort when peoples canons have things that clash with others canons)#but i do kinda miss seeing more about how other people experience kin stuff#and discussing what its like for me more often#also i see sometimes people criticizing the terminology people sometimes use about kinning?#even like the term ''kinning'' bc ppl will say ''its not an action you do!''#and they treat it like people that use terms like that are the kind that kin “wrong'' and act like kin is just ''i relate to this character#but like. kin IS very important and significant for me!#i may not know the exact details of HOW i kin- like theyre not past lives for me but i still AM the characters#i have kin memories sometimes but they dont feel like past lives#n kin itself is very important to me- but trying to figure out what exactly it is if its not past lives isnt important#like idk the functionality of it i just feel it. and acknowledge the feelings. you know#and i just learned kin stuff through people who are more casual with the concept and the terminology used#n just. idk. im tired rambling.#i love how differently everyone can kin regardless of how big or small it is for them or the ways they experience it#i think we should appreciate other ppls different experiences more
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#i love typing thoughts like this it feels somehow better than typing it in the body of the text LOL#anyway#while i'm on break i neeed to research on writing romance bc i am Lacking in that department and wanna make my romance oneshots better#i never know if it sounds correct#me and the phrase 'face flushed/felt warm' 🤝#i use that one way too often#but also my face does genuinely feel warm around people i like soo uhhh who knows
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to me, all my muses here are princes, just that some sometimes they forget it -coughs- gilly -coughs- romano -coughs- f.eliciano -coughs-
#;ooc#ooc#theres a thread some balance reslly thinly over- like it.aly#HE IS PRINCELY IN HIS OWN WAY YES! but sometimes he also cant read the room#but he is very charming and genuine so he gets points back#or then theres k.iku; polite prince ; gentle strong but also a bit shy#i feel like he would never loose his prince-like trait; he sparkles on his own#f.inland is like a fairy tale type of prince; like from a shoujo manga#he is thst optimist coworker thta always helps you look at the bright side and hype you up; sunflower shaped#r.omano is the spoiled prince type; but it also depends bc with ladies he is def much more gentlemanly; with men its like; get over yoursel#still a bit prickly on the sides like hedgehog ince u start getting closer but he doesnt loose his moments#g.illy is arrogant prince; a special type of tsundere where its more lime a DENSE tsundere#england is always concerned about his gentleman qualities; ✋its very important to him#but he is a bit of a loner so you dont often see that side#it doesnt help either that the msjority of people he talks to get on his NERVES#also far more considerate and gentle with women; with men hes already lifting a brow (used to dealing with the other countries behing unhin#unhinged#HE MIGHT;; because he is a 'gentleman' give you the benefit of the doubt but thats i t#he is going to be judging u ✍️#also apologies for the typos and horrible redaction; my phone doesmt tend to corrrect typos and its nogjt time oof#but i hope the general gist can be conveyed#what i mean is... basically if all of them were in an o.tome game; that would be a disaster#AEIOEIEOERPRITOERIOY#i would talk about the rest but for now this is it#i love chivalry and gentlemanly traits its just too sweet to me; like in fairy tales; in that regards i mean#its like in my f.go blog; those guys are like princes to me...#u cant look at c.onstantine and say he doesnt look gentle and warm- or a.rjuna with his (canon actually) princely attitude#spain is so gentle and warm and friendly; its like;; if he were a prince; he would be so down to earth u wouldnt feel shy to talk to him#hes a literal sunflower i love him#he is funny and spontaneous and he would have way too many acts of love to just pick one
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I think the funny thing about my being a youth leader is that I basically just Hang Out with a bunch of middle schoolers. like I just pal around with them and play games and then sit down and ramble at the youth pastor when it's time to discuss the Biblical topic of the night and somehow this has charmed like half a dozen of them into considering me A Cool Person despite the fact that I'm actually Introverted And Awkward at all times
#actually part of my goal in youth leadership is to show that like... you don't HAVE to be all together and chill#like when I was in youth group (briefly bc I was only in a location where it was an option for like 6 months tbh)#all the youth leaders — especially the female ones — seemed so Cool and Calm and Put Together ALL THE TIME#and it made me (frumpy and 16 and trying so hard to make friends) feel REALLY inadequate and insecure#and like I still have to work through the insecurity that caused in me!! bc the girls a few years older than me#who were youth leaders all seemed so CALM and RESPECTABLE and MATURE#and I STILL don't act like that! and I'm certainly not cool and calm and put together skskfndksnf#so I just want to like... not hide my awkwardness too much with these kids. not try to project Coolness or Looking Put Together#because I want them to see that like... they're fine just how they are? I want to be an example of what it looks like#when you're NOT the naturally calm and organized kind of person! when you're Awkward and Loud and Goofy and Hyper sometimes#because if you're following God then that stuff really doesn't matter. He made us a certain way and that's fine#idk. I think about this every so often again though akdkdkfnsk#Lu rambles
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