#barmaro

[request-remand]

Favorite ever L&O SVU fic of yours and if someone else's? Let's start a chain. Tag someone else!

It's always SO hard when someone asks for favorite fics

My absolute favorite Barisi fanfiction ever is Like a Monkey with a Miniature Cymbal by @margoblack

this fic is everything to me. I've re-read it in full plenty of times. i would tattoo it on my eyelids if I could. time loops are pretty much my favorite trope/device ("Palm Springs" is my favorite movie check it out) and this is just so well executed in terms of emotion, voice, and creativity. nobody does it like kelly.

Here are plenty of my other favorites in no particular order:

@ae-nar - Barmaro to Barisi pipeline series

I'm in denial about how hot barmaro is and this series makes me feel absolved of my sin

@mforpaul - Uniformed Awakening

just some excellent smut and developing relationship sweetness

@kenobifitz - absolution & liberation

virgin sonny, religious trauma, complicated feelings, comfort, adoration...all my favorite things

@heartbarisi - i'll do anything you say, if you say it with your hands

literally on my knees barking sobbing screaming for more of these (and the writer is aware)

@margoblack - Pretty Tied Up

Barba being a desperate brat loser, Sonny's sudden dominance coming out. dom!sonny is a tough sell for me in particular most of the time, but this one is so good

@barisistill - Spanish Red & I hope you understand

the first one made me super into blowjobs with tears and drool and mess for barisi and the second one is just the most vomit-inducing sweetness

[dannygpino]

[dulrond]

ridiculous. this is ridiculous. of course i had to fixate on old gay men. of course.

[soul-wanderer]

14x12//Criminal Hatred

[esmememachine]

hey everyone ! guess who posted a SECOND update in one day! me! esmeeeeeeeeeeeeeme!

if y'all enjoyed, please leave a comment!

[ae-nar]

barmaro -> barisi angst without amaro...

I need your help to take him out, 3270 words by ae_nar

rating: teen and up warnings: no archive warnings apply fandom: Law and Order: SVU relationships: Rafael Barba/Dominick "Sonny" Carisi Jr., Nick Amaro/Rafael Barba characters: Dominick "Sonny" Carisi Jr., Rafael Barba tags: Angst, Past Barmaro, Implied/Referenced Abuse, important conversations about previous relationships series: Barmaro to Barisi pipeline

summary: “I think,” Carisi starts carefully, his own voice still raspy with sleep. “You were about to have a nightmare.” “About to have?” Rafael asks with the same level of caution. Sonny swallows, his hand wandering into Barba’s hair, massaging lightly. “Yeah. You sounded… distraught and were calling out-” Rafael looks away sharply. Hold on. He does remember and is… embarrassed? What would make him embarrassed about- “Oh.” Carisi’s hand stills, and he can feel Rafael’s body tensing up under him. Sonny is not the only person in Rafael’s life, whose name can be cut down to Nicky. “You were calling out for Amaro.” ___ A nightmare makes Sonny and Rafael have an important talk.

[kenobifitz]

Favorite ever L&O SVU fic of yours and if someone else's? Let's start a chain. Tag someone else!

hello anon and thanks for the ask🧚‍♀️

there are so many amazing writers in the SVU fandom, i mainly read barisi/rollisi fics so these are some of my recs for those if you're into them :)

two of mine (which im surprisingly proud of not gonna lie)

absolution (if you want some barisi smut with religious guilt and virgin!sonny in the mix)

He could lie. Say it’s just him wanting to impress Rafael for their first time together. But no. It was his first time. Ever. Sonny Carisi was a virgin.

is it casual? (if you want an barisi au where sonny is a hot gym teacher and lots of pining)

Rafael gets dragged into a spin class and meets a ridiculously hot gym instructor in tight spandex shorts.

nooow, onto the recs, gonna try to put a few and im probably forgetting a lot of them because of the amount of crazy good fics in the fandom.

barisi fics:

Established Dom!Barba & Sub!Carisi by the amazing spectacular @request-remand

really good barisi smut with the feels, honestly just read all of their fics they're all amazing

you didn’t have to look at me like that, like i mean something by lousdrafts ( @fwtxl )

Rafael barba is a pining idiot who doesn’t think sonny would want him, but surprise he does!

Or 5 + 1 times they almost do something about the ever building tension and when they finally do

love love this one, lots of pining 🫶🏼

The Cabin by @margoblack

During a snowstorm, Carisi and Barba crash their car and are seemingly rescued by a pair of strangers. However, as they recover in a remote cabin, they begin to suspect that their rescuers might not be as helpful as they seem.

Margo has so many good fics if you like romantic comedy (funniest writer fr) and angst

Every Homily A Love Letter by @barisistill

Sonny is a priest AU.

This one just...god it's so beautifully heartbreaking. *praying for an update pls* but yeah I'm a sucker for religious guilt and this one hits all the right buttons.

So. The cat. by @ae-nar

“Hi there, sweetheart,” he says and watches as the cat’s ears twitch. He brings his right hand up slowly and puts it in front of the cat for it to sniff. It barely opens its eyes, which makes Sonny worry for its survivor instinct, aren’t cats supposed to be on constant lookout? He’s always been more of a dog person, if he’s honest, so he really doesn’t know what he’s doing. The cat, seemingly satisfied with Sonny’s scent, lays its head down. Is it going back to sleep? What is Sonny even supposed to do?! He doesn’t remember emergency protocol for finding a cat in Barba’s open office at ass o’clock! “Who are you?”

Alternative Universe where Barba can transform into a cat and it's so fucking adorable I loved it!! (Also read their Barmaro to Barisi pipeline series, really good character study)

Serve and Protect by GenuineSnoof

Liv and Rafael don't see eye to eye about their latest case. Rafael feels forced to take matters into his own hands.

honestly, badass Rafael all around!! with worried sonny, hurt rafa, established barisi like come ooon, i love it.

Late Night Phone Calls by OreoLuvr13

Rafael thought that he was done with getting Liv's late night phone calls when he left the DA's office. It turns out he was wrong. Liv is calling and Sonny isn't home. A Barisi missing scene from 19.19-Sunk Cost Fallacy

im a sucker for post 19.19 fics, so this one hits right.

rollisi fics:

The Things We Can't Forget by @electrictoes

When Carisi's sister shows up at the precinct, the case she presents the squad with brings old demons back to haunt him.

i would put all their fics here but i cant so this one has to do, just delicious hurt/comfort, but really go read all theirs, good rollisi always

Admiring the View by Niklet

"She used to roll her eyes when she heard other women talking about how they’d fallen in love with their best friend. And then it had happened to her. Although now she thought about it, she wasn’t sure which one of “best friend” or “falling in love” had come first."

can u tell i love sonny too? yeah

Obvious by SwordsandPens

A stranger to them, who had not witnessed the years of partnership and friendship and near misses….could see that Carisi had feelings for her. Of course, Amanda wasn’t naive. She knew that no matter how professional Sonny was, there was a way about him; a subconscious perk in his body when she entered a room, and he was always close by; an arm's reach from her, most of any time they were together. But they’d always been like that, hadn’t they?

like they were obviously in love for a whileeee

you got plans? don't say that by bcofl0ve

they make out in the courthouse hallway and carisi comes in his pants and then they fuck in the bathroom that's it that's the plot

good ol' rollisi smut

anyways that's all i have for now, there are a lot im probably forgetting and anyone tagged here please feel free to share your recs if u want🫶🏼🫡

[dannygpino]

[svu-barisi]

New Chapter of Argumentative and Ridiculous

Chapter 8: Navigating Emotion Confusion

Summary:

Rafael and Nick try to deal with their emotional turmoil after finding out that Sonny and Amanda found out about their relationship. Liv tries her best to help. Rafael's return to the ADA's office starts off dramatically.

[esmememachine]

i went feral in this part

My gosh, that chapter 10 of Princess of South Beach is every Esparza/Pino fans wet dream😏

From 3.39 is from where it starts 😍

[enbyman]

I love barmaro but for some reason I'm into cassaro so bad right now ugh

[soul-wanderer]

Can we talk about how in 14x12 (gay dude attacking closeted gay men), when being asked by the gay bartender "don't you ever get bored?", Nick gets that look in his eyes and how, when talking about what happened to this married guy, he tells Liv that the guy would have been fine if he had gone with his family instead of going to the gay bar, essentially insinuating that he thinks married men should/need to suppress their sexuality and there's this look in his eyes again, but ALSO there is this look in Rafael's eyes as he looks over to Nick and watches him for the longest moment, as if he knows and I mean what the hell was that episode even I am totally fine right now

[immortaljailor]

9 People to Get to Know Better (Tag Game)

alright...this year I'm resolving to be more of an active participant in fandom...this year I'm resolving to be more of an active participant in fandom...thank you to @dustykneed for tagging me, I'll try to do my best with this!

3 ships you like:

Outside of the obvious (*cough*persistent star trek brainrot*cough*) I'm gonna say Winterbaron (Bucky Barnes/Zemo), Barmaro (Nick Amaro/Rafael Barba from That Cop Show That is Still Somehow Being Aired), and LinSu (Lin Chen/Mei Changsu from Nirvana in Fire aka 琅琊榜). What do these have in common? Almost nothing lol, but maybe there's an argument to be made about a common "on the surface we seem so different/present ourselves differently, but deep down we understand a part of each other in a way no one else does (whether we like/admit it or not)" dynamic.

First ship ever:

I legitimately do not remember this, but I've kept a journal/diary since I was 7, and once I went to look up the entries around when I first discovered fandom (early teens, 12-14 ish) and would you believe it, there's a page of me yelling very passionately about Spones and Mckirk, which...is just mind-boggling to me because I've always thought my first ship was Stanner (Tony Stark/Bruce Banner). So I'm still claiming Stanner, but...LMAO

Last song you heard:

...to answer this honestly, it was technically a rather...sub-par rendition of Eminem's "Rap God" by my very dear sister during last night's post new year's dinner living room karaoke. The last song that came up on my phone playlist though was apparently "San Francisco" by The Mowgli's.

Favorite childhood book:

"Surely You're Joking, Mr. Feynman!" (a collection of recorded conversations between Ralph Leighton and the titular Richard Feynman)—yeah you can tell I was a fun kid 😭

Currently reading:

"The Rise of Modern Chinese Thought" (《现代中国思想的兴起》) by Wang Hui which is like...an analysis of the connection between Chinese political culture and classical Chinese philosophy. I think. I'm only like 50 pages in and I'm discovering that I may be too stupid to really understand what's going on. Also, "Like the Argonaut" by trash_heron on Ao3 which is a (still in-progress) Spones epic that's in the middle of going through all of TOS with some really interesting worldbuilding things and integration of other Trek series with the TOS events.

Currently watching:

The Bear, which I'm enjoying a lot even though I'm watching it...incredibly slowly due to constantly getting distracted by other things 😭

Currently consuming:

Leftover dimsum from breakfast/brunch 👍

Currently craving:

Bones McCoy content, always craving more Bones content 💙💙💙

Tagging (absolutely no pressure!! ...I only have like 20 mutuals so to reach 9 about half of you are being tagged I'm so sorry):

@chucktaylorupset @themf-scholar @youandthemountains @fluffy-leech @fely-v @endren @milarca @bogwarg @hopefulcanary (and anyone else who sees this and wants to do it obviously)

[esmememachine]

Chapters: 16/? Fandom: Law & Order: SVU Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Nick Amaro/Rafael Barba Characters: Nick Amaro, Rafael Barba, Odafin "Fin" Tutuola, John Munch, Olivia Benson, Amanda Rollins Additional Tags: Enemies to Lovers, idiots to lovers, Español | Spanish, Spanish Speaking Writer, Latina Writer, season 14, Bisexual Nick Amaro - Freeform, Bisexual Rafael Barba, Pining Rafael Barba, Pining Nick Amaro, Mutual Pining, Romantic Comedy, telenovela behavior, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, latin america, Mental Health Issues, Mental Breakdown, Intrusive Thoughts, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, POV Rafael Barba, POV Nick Amaro, Latin American Music, projecting my entire ✨trauma✨ onto nick amaro, #JustLatinoThings, intimacy issues, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Song Lyrics, Minors DNI Summary:

“Detective, wipe that look off your face.”

“What look?” Nick balked. How did he know?!

“That look,” Barba said as he flipped through the folder. The bastard was not even looking.

“That look? You're not even looking at me.”

“I don't have to be looking to know.”

“To know what, Counselor?”

Barba finally looked over to him. “That you need to wipe it off.” He had the nerve to smile.

Nick could not believe he had the nerve to blush.

///// Nick Amaro hates Rafael Barba. Until he makes him smile and he is smitten. Rafael Barba is not a fan of Nick Amaro. Until he makes a silly joke and he hears Nick laugh.

They are both so fucked. //// Music links to follow along are now embedded in each chapter!

Spotify soundtrack for the fic here!

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NEW CHAPTER JUST DROPPED, Y’ALL!!!!

I wrote this all in one sitting! Please leave a comment if y’all enjoyed! 💖

[ae-nar]

a beautiful gift for beautiful @margoblack

Cuck chair for one (ex), 4651 by ae_nar

rating: explicit warnings: no archive warnings apply fandom: Law and Order: SVU relationships: Nick Amaro/Rafael Barba, Rafael Barba/Dominick "Sonny" Carisi Jr. characters: Nick Amaro, Rafael Barba, Dominick "Sonny" Carisi Jr. tags: Past Barmaro, Anal Sex, Light Dom/sub, Exhibitionism, Masturbation, basically barisi have sex and amaro masturbates to it series: Barmaro to Barisi pipeline

summary: They were both on board with trying it, both painfully aware of the fact that they both are doing it for one reason, one person that they subconsciously keep in between them at all times. Carisi and Nick rarely stop their eye contact – and if they do, it’s only to look at Rafael – circling each other like predators, on constant lookout for any sudden movement, encroachment. It’s a complete other matter that the prey seems to revel in the fight over him, and Nick definitely does not want to think that his opponent is not only allowed, but is encouraged to challenge, to pounce, to claim. Which Carisi does with his sure fingertips – touching but never digging. With his smug mouth – nipping but never biting. With his entire existence – being Carisi but never Amaro. ___ Sonny and Rafael invite Nick into their bedroom to watch. Nick muses over the differences in Rafael.