#bank account i am sorry

[ghostsprobably]

all i want to do is work on my winx stuff

but fuck

i forgot i have depression

[guinevereslancelot]

why does everything cost money so much

[gemglyph]

Hello everyone! Sorry for sort of disappearing. I’ve burned myself out and have received sort of upsetting medical news. Anyway, steadily working on Martyr. It’ll be out when I accomplish it.

I love and appreciate all of you

Thank you

[theworldisabrokenbonebutitishome]

9 Fandom Peeps to Get to Know Better:

Tagged by @the-marron, thank you very much lovely! <3

3 Ships You Like: I'll pick some less obvious ones for a change; Chang Dong/Ye Luixi (personally, I thought Parallel World was banger). Chu Sangwoo/Jang Jaeyoung (in case anyone has missed my recent descent into Semantic Error obsession). Kang Yo-Han/Kim Ga-On (guess who just finished a The Devil Judge rewatch).

First Ship Ever: The first ship I remember being into and being aware of as a ship is, oh god can't believe I'm admitting this but, Ryden or Rydon however you want to spell it I AM NOT PROUD OF THIS okay I was young and obsessed

Last Song You Heard: Liars - The Blackout. I'm not bitter it wasn't on the setlist on Monday, nope, not at all.

Favourite Childhood Book: The Jolly Postman Or Other People's Letters always brought me a lot of joy.

Currently Reading: The Lost Bookshop by Evie Woods.

Currently watching: Well, I haven't decided what to start next yet?

Currently consuming: some not brilliant homemade choc chip cookies. I had to improvise because I had no eggs but a determination to make cookies to make life seem better after a day at work last night.

Currently craving: endless amounts of money and a chauffeur so I could go to another The Blackout gig tonight instead of sitting at home 😔

Tagging: @miss-ingno @sasamelons @justacoyote @missfangirll @omaenanimonoda @endof-vanity @lacommunarde @baiyubai @bladedweaponsandswishycoats No pressure though! Just if you feel like it :)

[brother-emperors]

Hello! I'm making my way through your Caligula reading list of whom there will never be enough books on and I was wondering if you have a link or pdf version of the Roman Emperor Gaius 'Caligula' and his Hellenistic Aspirations and Rhetorics of Assassination that you would mind sharing?

so Emperor Gaius Caligula and his Hellenistic Aspirations is actually one that I bought years ago and while I do have it as a pdf, it's password locked and I haven't gotten around to getting rid of that bc I currently Do Not Having A Laptop That Can Run Programs For Very Long. Alas!

the second one is a text that can be found in Suetonius the Biographer: Studies in Roman Lives, Tristan Power (ed.), Roy K Gibson (ed.). Normally I'd say message me off anon and I'll email it over, but. the aforementioned laptop issue. it makes this impossible for me right now. however, there are alternative methods for getting a hold of that one.

[mogikarp]

following stand and fight with turn and run is genius and also a little bit devastating actually

[1-800-dnkichu]

while taking an emotional break from My Grandmother Asked Me To Tell You She's Sorry (Fredrik Backman), i decided it'd be a good idea to read The House In The Cerulean Sea (TJ Klune).

i cannot say whether or not it was a good or bad idea because i ended up finishing it in less than 24 hours (thank god for audiobooks), it left me in a "found family overthrows the government" flavor of emotional rather than an "omg fredrik backman has seen into my life and knows more than me about my own soul" emotional flavor, and i still have four and a half hours left of mgamttss to listen to when i can't stop sobbing unconsolably at the end of every chapter.

like i said. its good. its bad. either way, i'm a puddle of emotions and i still have four and a half hours left of mgamttss and the sequel for thitcs doesn't come out until september i rEQUIRE MORE CONTENT TO FEAST UPON

i think it's a good thing, then, that i bought all of fredrik backman's books AND all of tj klune's books

[granitxhka]

oh I had a feeling I’d like the new kit as soon as I saw a player in it

[incomprehensi-bull]

i'm considering biting the bullet and finally setting up a ko-fi to look at the possibility of doing small comms but unfortunately the paypal website makes me feel like a quivering chihuahua staring at an ancient tome of curses so. no telling when it'll actually happen

[rivensbane]

finding an article of clothing you adore when it comes in 1982732 different colours is sooo dangerous... i need to own them all now

[unearthlydream]

I’m having such a fun lil thought spiral today. Today has been going so well and I’m totally okay and fine and normal about it :,)

[regscupid]

who tf decided every restaurant in a 20 mile radius of seattle can’t be open past 8pm

[sherlock-is-ace]

you ever make a decision for absolutely no reason and ruin your entire week?

[your-local-squirrel]

Can we please just skip to the part where Katniss calls us to action and we all overthrow the capitol already? I'm feeling like a riot would be good for my soul right about now.

[aarix]

had covid like 4 weeks ago and i’m STILL wrecked. like. my god. I didn’t know it was possible 2 be this tired :/

[infinitedungas]

this week i have dealt with a lot of bullshit

the final straw was the fact that after nearly making me lose a new house by withholding my £1K deposit payment, my bank then - while fixing their original mistake - made that £1K payment TWICE, thus practically emptying my bank account, then had the absolute fucking audacity to tell me it was my fault and try to put the onus on me to fix it somehow

and despite the fact that i hate making a nuisance of myself and i have worked enough customer service to want to avoid being a Problem Customer wherever possible, im still a little proud of the fact that i responded to that final insult by getting dangerously quiet and saying “i am not leaving this room until either you fix the mistake YOU made, or i am forcibly removed from the premises”

i have unlocked a kind of rage-fuelled power in the face of overwhelming bureaucratic bullshit that i did not have access to before, probably as a cumulative effect of my life going extremely wrong over the last year. i have snapped and honestly it feels kinda good