#bambi’s anon asks

[bambishifts]

Can you explain a little bit about the change of appearance? I mean, it does not require surgeries? And can I become the most beautiful? How do I do it? I am new to the community. Thank you sweetie

hi anon!

yes i can. to answer your question no manifesting an appearance change has nothing to with surgery, tho i think it could, like if you assume that manifesting an appearance change will result in surgery in the 3d, but so far as i’ve seen it has nothing to do with surgery at its core.

appearance change is like any other manifestation, the law says that whatever you think/assume/believe in essentially persists on in your mind (mind = 4d) will reflect in the reality around you (3d).

4d —> 3d

not the other way around.

when it comes to manifesting anything the most important thing is consistency in the favourable thoughts and persistence in your desire.

so if you are on tumblr you will see a lot of “just chose it to be done and it is!” which sure, if you say “i have xyz” then you do, but if you are new to loa i think that concept may be hard to grasp, as the whole “anything is possible” is hard to grasp as well at times.

if you are a beginner i think it’s best to focus on a specific manifestation method, whichever you like most, if you don’t know which one, try them out!

you can affirm(out loud or in your head), script(in a notebook or phone notes), visualise, there is also the void, i know many use it to manifest i personally do not, but there are plenty of posts on the void state on tumblr.

so i personally prefer to affirm + visualise, i say you should pick a method that doesn’t bore you or tire you out, like of you dislike writing, don’t scrip.

as to how to manifest it’s pretty simple, you said you want to be the most beautiful so affirm, scrip and/or visualise you are.

“i am the most beautiful person on the planet.”

“i am drop dead gorgeous.”

“everyone looks at me when i enter the room because of how beautiful and stunning i am.”

those are just some examples of affirmations, i will say that it’s the best to affirm the way you talk and thunk normally, it just feels more normal to you.

so even when you do your method of choosing, you need to keep 3 things in you mind such as:

manifestation is happening always, right now your manifestation is conscious/intentional, but we manifest at all times, so you need to keep a mental diet, which means do not think against your desire! however we are all human and when that happens just think in favour of it. “i’m so ugly!” “uhm? no i am not? i’m literally the most beautiful person in the world!”

secondly, emotions do not manifest! if you are feeling sad that in no way shape or form affects the reality around you, however if you had a bad day and you’re all sad and start to think against your desire and spiral on why you don’t have it etc. that may affect your reality, but doesn’t necessarily have to it depends on you, if you persist in it for long enough. if you spiral just once again flip your thoughts and think in favour of your desire.

ignore the 3d! not like completely, while we manifest you continue loving how you did you just change the inner world - the mind - the 4d - in order to change the outer world - the reality around you - 3d, so if the 3d follows the 4d seeking evidence is pointless and may discourage you at times. and there is a lot of the time movement which you don’t see, it’s called “behind the scenes”, which i noticed happens a lot with sp (specific person) manifestation.

there is no logic in loass, manifestation isn’t supposed to be logical “but how can i become rich if i have 2 dollars!” well if you keep whining about having two dollars you persist in it, so you have two dollars… just persist in something else, we always think and we always believe into something so believe in the things favourable to your reality and to you.

if you need any more guidance my asks are open!

🌸

[mattslolita]

imagine how dealer!chris would react if he caught on to someone who would buy drugs from him just cause he knows bambi will most likely tag along.

-🦷

oh he's refusing service to them altogether, ain't nb finna take his girl i fear 🤣🤣 i can just imagine he sees their contact number pop up, hes immediately rolling his eyes and declining it ( also new emoji anon unlocked ???? )

"baby, isn't that one of your regulars?"

"fuck them, they're not gettin' shit from me anymore."

"what? why?"

"dude can't keep his fuckin' eyes off you, i'm not havin' it."

[bambi-slxt]

i just woke up not too long ago and i had a dream chris and i were having sleepy morning sex and he kept calling me a good girl in his morning voice omg brb i gotta go masturbate

just him in your ear, thrusting lazily, mumbling "good girl...fuck..."

i've never had a dream about the triplets and at this point i think god is fucking punishing me for something

i wanna have a dream about chris goddamn

[fxck-with-eli]

So short information about me! (+18 Blog)

This blog is 18+, so no minors , for real 😡!

I own @toy-with-eli , @storys-from-eli and @fxck-with-eli (klick on the names)

About me:

I'm currently studying, I love to party and to chat with people around here! 💜 sexually I would place myself somewhere between bi and pan!

Kinks:

hypnosis, subservience, exhibitionism, humiliation, misogyny, porn/hentai, loss of control, Bambi, cuddling and sexting 💕

On the edge of liking:

piss, blood, cnc/rxpe, drugging

Denys:

scat, incest, underage

My hashtags: #my post; #ask <3; #anon <3; #me; #bambi sleep

I will only answer to people who have read this in the future! Write me 🍌 so I know you did (please don't only write that 😩).

[cameoutstruggling93]

Advanced degree commencement tonight requires copious amounts of caffeine!

[harryspet]

Would Rafe allow baby around fireworks for the Fourth of July? I could imagine her trying to get closer and closer loving the colors and Rafe getting frustrated telling her to back up for the hundredth time lol

Of course, yes! So cute, I can imagine reader running around in little cowboy boots and a red gingham outfit Rafe picked out for her. She has no idea what the history of the holiday is but Rafe lets her play with sparklers and they ride around on the boat to go see the fireworks🥹

[hongcherry]

Hii! I hope you're doing well! Can you please write something based on this? I was thinking about the reader feeling jealous and wanting Jungkook's attention and he finds it cute, but the reader feels even more sad thinking JK is "laughing at their feelings" and not taking them seriously (happy ending, please 😀). I literally love your works and you were the first blog who came to my mind when I had this idea. 💖 English is not my first language and this is my first time requesting, so I'm sorry if there is any mistakes. Tysm in advance, take caree! 💕

my type || jjk

"For some, having a whiny, needy partner may be annoying. For Jungkook, you're just his type."

💗 Pairing: nonIdol!Jungkook x Reader (f)

💗 Rating/Genre/AUs: NC-17; Fluff; established relationship, non idol au

💗 Warnings: Pet names (princess, babe/baby, angel), a lil suggestive at the end if you use your imagination

💗 Word Count: 793

💗 Author's Note: Apologies for how late this is! Tysm for sending in your ask!!! So glad to have you here. I'm very honored that you thought of me first (no one has told me that before omfg 😭) and love my works D: And don't worry about mistakes, there's no judgment on my blog 💜 English is hard 😭 (and you wrote so well!). I hope you enjoy!

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Jungkook’s not supposed to be this invested in the movie.

You had put on a random film as an excuse to cuddle him since he’s been nose-deep in his music. You get it. He has a show he has to prepare for, but he’s been so focused on his performance that he’s been neglecting you.

Jungkook sits with his eyes glued to the TV, enraptured as the main character fights their enemy. His hand was rubbing your side earlier but stopped as his interest grew. You wait patiently for him to continue his light touches, but he never does.

You shift slightly in your spot in hopes to encourage him to pay attention to you. He remains still. You trace his tattoos. He doesn’t spare you a glance.

A small whine leaves your mouth.

“Kookie,” you say, peering at him to see if he looks at you. Unfortunately, he doesn’t seem to hear you over the screaming from the screen.

After your third attempt, you take matters into your own hands.

You climb into his lap and grab his handsome face.

“Please stop ignoring me, Koo,” you pout.

Jungkook’s gaze slowly moves from the TV behind you to your eyes. His eyes begin to crinkle at your expression.

“Have you been trying to get my attention, Princess?” he asks, hands coming up to massage your hips.

You huff, but it’s not from anger. More from anguish and eagerness. “Yes! For the past like… five minutes!”

Jungkook laughs. “Oh? Sorry, babe. The movie’s almost over, okay? Then I’ll give you what you want.”

Before you can reply, he pulls you closer so you’re forced to hug him. He’s quiet as he goes back to his movie, hands languidly rubbing you. However, like before, they eventually still.

You don’t want to be that needy partner who needs affection 24/7, but you’re starting to feel desperate. You’ve been deprived of his attention for weeks, and now a stupid movie has captured your boyfriend’s focus instead.

To make matters worse, he laughed at you. Laughed! As if he thought this is amusing to him, but you’re not amused.

You’re tempted to get up and leave, announcing something about how if he won’t give you interest then you don’t need to be there, but you’re tired of not getting what you want.

You’ve been wanting his attention for so long, and you’re going to get it.

Now.

You push against his chest as you sit up before cupping his face again. This time, you don’t give him time to say much before you capture his lips with yours.

“Wha-Hmph!”

You press your mouth harder against his when you feel him trying to pull away.

His lips stretch in a wide smile into the kiss, chest vibrating from his silent laughter. Finally, after a few more seconds, you pull away.

“You’re ignoring me,” you state matter-of-factly.

Jungkook laughs again, which causes your frown to deepen.

“And you’re laughing at my feelings! Do you not care that you’re in a relationship?” you whine.

Jungkook’s laughter eases as he becomes serious. “Awh, my poor baby. I’m sorry,” he says softly.

He guides you down to kiss you once more. It’s shorter this time.

“I didn’t mean to ignore you. You know how I get when I’m focused,” he explains. You’re aware it’s easy for him to zero in on whatever he’s doing.

“I know,” you sigh, “but I wish you would find some time for me, too.”

He nods in understanding. “I’ll try better.”

Your lips still linger in a pout as you stare at him.

“You’re so cute,” Jungkook chuckles. “My needy princess.”

“I’m not cute,” you argue with a huff. Sadly, you can’t argue the “needy” part.

“You’re very cute,” he insists. He brings a hand up and rubs your cheek softly.

“I just want you to stop ignoring me.” Your voice is quiet. Sad almost.

Jungkook smiles. “You have my attention. That’s all my baby wants, right? You don’t want me to look at anyone or anything else unless it’s you, hm?”

He sounds a little taunting, a little too cocky, but you don’t care. You don’t care if you’re boosting his silly ego or if you’re being selfish. You deserve to feel loved, and you know Jungkook loves you. He’s just been distracted.

You nod repeatedly.

Jungkook repositions you both on the couch, so you’re laying down. He hovers over you, strong arms resting on either side of your face. His long hair dangles down toward you.

“You can have it all, angel,” he murmurs. “You can have all of me. How does that sound?”

“Sounds like a dream,” you say, hands rising to play with his hair and earning you a cheeky smile from Jungkook.

Thank you again! I need cheeky Jungkook 🫠 im needy, jungkook, we'd be perfect together.

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[woso-dreamzzz]

hate exam szn. i was late to the fateful jenni agenda day 🥲

i didn’t even realize the summary for alexia’s version was you come home and so when i read jenni’s summary—you go home—my stomach actually dropped. was like damn shots fired, feeling bad for alexia but yk she made her bed (unknowingly of course… but still)

bambi being strong and weak against alexia and feeling suffocated when she hugged her? calling out to her only to GIVE HER BACK THE TRAIN? spain without the s.

the (sort of) putellas erasure and feeling content at the thought of just being a hermoso actually hurts 😭 i’ve lowkey wanted this outcome the entire series and now that it’s here i’m sobbing. getting the “worst traits” from alexia and thinking she’d have let bambi stay if she were good at football oh my. jenni having always supported bambi’s interest in ballet feels right though. do you think jenni ever posts about it (perhaps not bambi’s face specifically, more so things related to bambi and to ballet) with so much pride and it gets back to alexia like a slap to the face? or even eli/alba visiting in mexico to watch a big recital and eli’s posts are more private so there are just videos on top of videos of bambi dancing—how does alexia react to all of this? alexia makes the decision that jenni’s better for bambi, but do you ever think she hates that fact? does it ever frost her relationship with jenni?

i was also wondering how olga reacts to bambi leaving. does this mean there’s never a true relationship between the two? bambi wouldn’t get a lot of time with alexia so i feel like alexia would inadvertently push olga to the side when bambi’s here. is olga just jaume’s mother? do you think bambi ever reflects on the fact that the addition of olga into bambi’s life was definitely a turning point? (so many questions omg… sorry) does jenni ever speak about olga and alexia in a bitter sense? does alba ever confront olga as well?

i hope that bambi’s a little more expressive of her feelings with jenni in this alternate outcome. the “so’s mine” and no one hears… the guinea pig comment too. bambi i’m getting you out of all the pain you’ve ever endured. i hope that she’s able to (in both outcomes) overcome this fear of speaking up for herself… because she won’t be able to realize that none of this was her fault if she doesn’t express she feels this way 🥲

also: holy shit. the mami never wanted you to you think mami is special to you know she’ll be the best mami in the world to jaume too LASHED ME W SO MUCH PAIN. SPAIN WITHOUT THE S. bambi’s always held alexia to the highest regard and despite her experiences alexia is never hated/despised. this might be a result of unreliable narrating given bambi’s reflection of her family and “how things are” are most definitely influenced by how she feels… but bambi thinking she was lucky alexia loved her ENOUGH to look after her until someone else could. NOT EVEN CARE FOR HER. look after. pain. her reflection of jenni always having loved her cements my feelings towards my internal jenni/alexia debate. (it’s always favoured jenni) of course alexia never meant for this to happen… “this” meaning bambi (from the beginning she’s faced difficulty on if she even wanted to go through with the pregnancy) but also this as in what’s occurred to bambi in general. to me though, alexia had full autonomy to end the pregnancy. she chose to have bambi. to me that signifies consenting to take on the responsibilities of a parent, and alexia failed that. though people make mistakes… this was dragged on and obviously has long-lasting consequences and haunts not just her, but bambi too. jenni’s constant and unwavering love for bambi hopefully will mend this trauma and heal her from the pain she’s been put through at such a young age

honestly after all this, even if i feel for alexia and we see how happy she is to get bambi back… we see more of how affected bambi’s been in this situation—and if we think about it, this is how bambi feels when she’s not forcing herself to accept alexia’s love especially when it feels so foreign. it matters that alexia tried but i think that train being broken was symbolic of her relationship with bambi… even when olga mended it it’d never be enough—it’s broken now and bambi hands back the new train (the one that should’ve been her birthday present) and to me that feels like bambi passing on this sort of responsibility to alexia with regard to jaume. this is a new train (a new child) and bambi wishes for alexia to take care of it and not break it the way she broke bambi.

still crying though. i love this series. thank you for always choosing the most painful words and sharing such a nuanced story <3 sorry for all the long rambles! there should probably be a feature to hide my asks bc i feel like it must be annoying have to scroll through it if you don’t want to read it 😭 you are the best though and everything you write is always a pleasure to read <33333

ps. princesse’s “mapi who doesn’t play football” HC is my most favourite. mapi’s the most supportive tattoo-acquiring, stray cat feeding girlfriend in the world and ingrid deserves nothing less

another ps. the first time i met my youngest sibling i lifted the blanket and got punched in the nose too. cub i love u <3

Long anon! I missed you! 😘

Bambi giving Alexia back the train was being planned for so long. It was always going to happen. It was just a matter of time that I put it in somewhere.

Jenni definitely posts about Bambi. She's such a proud Mama. She's careful with it though. None of the pics on her actual account fully show Bambi's face but she'll show Bambi's face on her story. There's countless photos of Bambi showing off her new ballet shoes (and then her pointe shoes when she's old enough to have them) and there's so many of the back of Bambi's head surrounded by her trains.

Eli definitely has more freedom in posting about Bambi because her account is private. She adores Bambi and practically all of her recitals end up on Eli's account, where Alexia usually gets her unfiltered information about Bambi from.

Olga and Bambi only really have a foundation of a relationship, the one that was made in the hospital, and it kind of stays that way. It develops a little bit as Bambi gets older but not much. Olga is mainly Jaume's mama and Alexia's partner. As Bambi grows up, she definitely comes to understand that her life changed the day that Alexia and Olga sat her down to talk about giving her a sibling.

Jenni doesn't really like to talk about Alexia and Olga to Bambi. She doesn't want to remind Bambi of them because she knows she's going to bitter about them so she just doesn't talk about them. Alba doesn't really confront Olga about anything. Her main job was getting Bambi out of that situation and she's done that now. She does keep a careful watch for the same warning signs for Jaume just in case.

Also about the train symbolism. The Bambi Train was ceramic. It looks strong but it's actually so fragile (Alexia dropped it and it completely shattered) while the Jaume Train is a proper model train. It's actually strong and if someone drops it, there's not going to be a lot of damage. It kind of signifies Alexia as a parent. She got a lot wrong with Bambi and she knows that but in the end, she ended up shattering the train (she broke their relationship). But with Jaume's train (and his and Alexia's relationship now and in the future) has stronger foundations and can take a few mistakes along the way without ruining it. Alexia has changed as a parent and giving Bambi to Jenni makes her want to be the best parent she can be to Jaume so neither of her kids have to suffer again.

I love reading your long rambles and I was so excited this morning to wake up and see you in my inbox again! I've got a few more parts of Injured stocked up with the first appearance of teen!Bambi that I'm so excited about!

[atrirose]

MOOT GAME : " put your moots and their biases in a prompt generator and rate them!! "

only if u want to ^^

this took forever and since i usually ignore moot games i felt guilty mwahhh

@isoobie : okay why is this such a fetch prompt like miss girl have the best deal, get discount on vacation and also heeseung 😭🫶🏻 10/10 @boyfhee : would u ever get a tattoo if it were heeseung bae?? you probably would get my initials tattooed anyways 😼👍 but this is so good, this prompt is always on reply in my mind 11/10 @okwons : omg this is so cute and so true like i can totally see this happening this IS SOFT I WILL HONESTLY CRY :((( vivi is such a cutie this prompt deserves a specialized scale honestly 100/10

@wonryllis : OKAY THIS IS ONE RIGHT HERR YEAH TOTALLY SUNOO CODED I CAN 100% see this coming. yeonie would be acting tough but we all know she is more scared than sunoo :0 heart eyes😩/10 @goldenhypen : excuse me see me outside em why is your prompt so CUTE RAHH screaming/10 😝 @heeracha : she is such a dork i love her fr 100/10

@jangwonie : simp fae agenda fr i can totally see this happening will be crying how lover girl fae is😩🫶🏻 i need a fae in my life too 🩷/10 @enluv : had to pull sungchan for this one ☝🏻🥹 but plz coco make a snowman w the poor man :(( he is so cute 10/10 @palajae : didn’t add your and riki’s name in this prompt but it’s so CUTE I WOULD JUST MELT :( 20/10

@okwonyo : okay it’s such a silly and cute prompt 🤭🤭 totally jake coded :( 89/10 i would srsly be in daze for the couple of days to come @amakumos : hello? why is he so mean (adorable cuz i would do that to him too) 🤔🤔 anyways i love the teasing dynamic 🤭 99/10 @euncsace : HELP SORRY BABE BUT WHY A EMO PHASE???? tho i srsly love how this prompt is it would be so cute if we can listen to our soulmates music to give them msgs through out the day 120/10

[bambishifts]

Even the most unrealistic scenarios can manifest themselves? How many sp can we manifest? And it doesn't matter if they are celebrities or those situations? Even manifesting unreal beauty and being a super celebrity in networks? Be like a pinterest girl and famous on instagram? Although I find it very complicated to believe it and know how it will happen. But those were my doubts and to start manifesting. Thanks sweetie for your help

hi anon!

to answer all your questions yes.

manifestation is limitless, there’s no place for logic, so while you may have doubts and think it’s impossible, that’s just holding you back!

sp celeb or not they’re just an sp, fame is just fame, you create your reality so you can easily manifest it all true, there are no limits to how many sps you can have or how much money you can manifest!

🌸

[mattslolita]

Speaking of baking

Chris has some weed brownies and leaves them on the table Bambi doesn’t know that they are weed brownies and eat a couple of them and Chris blow up

oh my gosh he'd be so upset cause those are the ones he sells at parties 😭😭😭 but then bambis completely confused and crying because she didn't realize she was high, so chris gets worried

"ma, how many did you eat?"

"i h-had like...it was six, i ate six!"

"oh my fucking gosh, fuck...bambi you need to ask me before eatin' random shit off the counter next time!"

"b-but i love brownies!"

[inkbybambi]

ITS ME THE ENTHUSIASTIC FAE GAZ ANON FROM BEFORE AND OH MY GOOOOOODS YOU KEEP OUTDOING YOURSELF WITH IT OMFG.

Could you imagine a childhood best friend trope with Kyle who all of the sudden starts insisting he goes by the nickname Gaz, but Gaz was actually a fae changeling who took the place of your real childhood best friend Kyle when you were kids??????

Anyway fae gaz has a complete chokehold on me yours SPECIFICALLY is so chefs kiss

my darling !!!! i am so, so sorry that this took me so long to get into but i absolutely adore this and love you and wanna smooch you all over your face ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

the best friend trope is something that drives me absolutely wild!!!!

like you’ve known him forever. he’s your best friend despite the distance, despite growing up to be two completely different people. but he’s yours in a way no one else is and you can’t imagine your life without him.

when he told you he enlisted in the army and told you he'd be leaving soon, he held you for an hour straight as you cried, not wanting him to go — to leave you — but he pressed a kiss to your head and told you he'll write, that he'll always be there no matter what.

the day he left, he gave you a sealed letter, telling you not to read it until he'd left, pressing a kiss to your cheek.

it took you a week to read it.

slowly, he starts acting stranger. you figure that’s just military stuff. it worries you, but he’s still your kyle, no matter what.

the first time he comes home, you go out to a bar to celebrate. he drinks whiskey now and you wrinkle your nose, but indulge him.

when you call him kyle, he corrects you, insisting you call him gaz.

“but… you’ve always been kyle," you say, a pout pulling on your lips.

“not anymore, love.”

it makes something ache in your chest but... if it makes him happy, that’s all that matters.

each time you see him — when you can, that is — he starts turning into someone you don't think you recognize anymore.

his smile turns sharper, more predatory. eyes glinting almost unnaturally in the light, an edge to them you’ve never seen before.

when he finally has a long leave from the army, he brings you to the flat of one of his army mates for a get together that turns into a party the darker it gets.

it's hot and you feel a bit uncomfortable since you don't know anyone but him.

you just want him. you find him, as he hands you a candy he says he took from the pantry.

“gaz,” you admonish him, the nickname foreign on your tongue. but he says it's his friend's flat so... that's okay, right?

he presses the candy into your mouth, thumb pushing into your tongue, holding your jaw to make sure you chew and swallow.

“show me,” he says, when you finished.

you roll your eyes and stick out your tongue. he nods in satisfaction, motioning you with his head to follow him outside, where he leans against the wall and lights a cigarette — another habit you'd never think he'd get into.

“will you ever let me call you kyle again?” you ask softly as the flame burns, orange and white and red and all-consuming.

he snaps his zippo shut, cocking an eyebrow as he looks to you. “who’s kyle?”

♡ ♡ ♡ thank you for loving my fae!gaz and for coming to keep me company. i hope to hear from you again !!! ♡

[cornedbread]

Hey can u drew dave plz?

I’ll do you one better, I draw a Dave and David.

[cameoutstruggling93]

😊❤️

[harryspet]

Hey just wanted to tell you that I love your writing & I can’t wait for another chapter of Homestead, like I check your blog everyday.

But also I just wanted to ask are you going to be continuing the Bambi series? Because I miss it so much aha, no worry’s if not, just wondering

Anyways thank you for your work & I can’t wait for an update. :)

hiiii i'm glad you've enjoyed both of the series! :)

i honestly have several asks about this in my inbox so this will be a psa. I plan on finishing both series! I think one more part for each series and I'm hoping to start a new series.

i am just in grad school full time and I have an SO i like to spend my free time with! that is why i am so inconsistent :):)

i will aim to complete both series over the next 2 weeks!

[hongcherry]

hello 👋 if your requests are still open, can u pls write a jk x reader ff where the reader is planning to do a surprise birthday party for him - so they're busy and hiding things - and jk starts to think they're cheating on him or something like that (i wanna a happy ending, pls!) feel free to decline it, ty in advance, take your time 💓

in the dark || jjk

"Jungkook can't stop second-guessing his relationship when you start acting suspicious."

🥳 Pairing: Jungkook x Reader (gn)

🥳 Rating/Genres/AUs: PG-15; Angst, fluff; Established relationship

🥳 Warnings: reader has they/them pronouns, misunderstanding, mentions of possible cheating

🥳 Word Count: 1.3k

🥳 Author's Note: Tysm for the request!!! Sorry for being so late in fulfilling it! 😭 Also, I had to use this cute gif! It doesn't fit the vibe of the fic entirely, but it's so fun. Anyway, enjoy! ^-^

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Jungkook’s first clue is a phone call he overhears one night.

Your voice is hushed, making it obvious that you don’t want anyone to hear you. The issue with that is he’s the only one living with you, so whatever it is you are trying to hide, you are trying to hide from him.

He trusts you. He’s been with you for nearly three years and has never had a reason not to. Until now.

He can’t help the sneaking suspicion something is going on.

Jungkook’s second clue is when you rush to bury something when he comes into the bedroom. He’s had a long day at work and just wants to snuggle into your warmth, but he’s rigid with uncertainty.

“Hi, babe,” you greet with that pretty smile of yours.

“Whatcha’ doing?” he asks slowly, eyes drifting to the closet.

“Oh,” you startle. “I was trying to grab something from the top shelf and stuff fell by accident. No biggie!”

“I could’ve helped,” he says.

“I know, but sometimes I just wanna’ do things myself, you know?” you shrug, then walk toward him. You wrap your arms around his taut torso and gently guide him to the bed. You give him plenty of kisses to distract him. And it works.

He wakes in the middle of the night. He examines the closet but finds nothing. If something was there, you moved it already.

That doesn’t help his paranoia. He goes back to bed but ends up staring at the staring for thirty minutes, listening to your even breathing as he thinks.

Jungkook’s third, and final, clue is when he catches you sneaking back home in the middle of the night.

“Kook,” you gasp when you enter. It’s dark in the home; there’s only the light from the TV.

He watches you carefully from the couch. You set down your belongings, which don’t look out of the ordinary, before you sit next to him.

Jungkook’s known for his excellent sense of smell, so it’s not a surprise that he gets a whiff of… Cologne? Perfume? Whatever it is, it’s not normally associated with you.

Where have you been?

“What are you doing up so late?” you question, leaning into him and brushing some hair from his face.

He leans away slightly from your touch.

He’s not sure what to do. He wants to confront you, but he’s scared of the answer.

“Just couldn’t sleep,” he mumbles. Partly true. He also wanted to see where you had gone.

“I’m sorry,” you frown. “Do you want me to stay with you?”

He shakes his head. “I’ll be fine, you can go to sleep.”

You eye him, and he knows you’re trying to discover what’s wrong. Not wanting you to suspect he’s onto you just yet, he turns his face. He plants a quick kiss on your lips before giving your leg a soft pat.

“Really, I’ll be okay,” he reassures.

Sighing, you wish him goodnight and tell him you love him before you leave. He mumbles his love you under his breath.

Jungkook can’t even celebrate his birthday at work because he’s too busy thinking about what you’re doing.

“You’ve been acting strange,” Jimin, his friend and coworker, announces at lunch.

“So, I’m not the only one who noticed?” Namjoon, another friend, says. While Namjoon works in the same building, he doesn’t work with Jungkook directly.

“Do you guys think Yn is cheating on me?” Jungkook suddenly asks.

Jimin and Namjoon stare at him in shock.

“Why do you think that?” Namjoon questions.

Jungkook huffs as he thinks back to all the odd things you’ve done recently.

“They’ve been hiding things from me and whispering in other rooms. They came home really late last night smelling like someone else,” he explains.

Jimin pushes his food around his plate, uneasy. Though, Jungkook doesn’t notice. He’s too worried about you.

“They wouldn’t do that to you, Jungkook,” Namjoon speaks up.

“Yeah, they love you,” Jimin adds. “Maybe it’ll all make sense soon.”

“What do you mean?” Jungkook asks.

Jimin tries to offer some comfort through his smile. “Sometimes it takes time to understand things.”

“I truly wouldn’t worry about Yn,” Namjoon reassures.

Jungkook’s not sure if he believes his friends. Not to mention Jimin’s cryptic message didn’t help. He spends the rest of the day still trying to solve this strange puzzle.

By the time Jungkook’s outside his home, he’s fully prepared to sit you down and voice his concerns. He doesn’t want this relationship with you to deteriorate because he’s too afraid to be honest. If you’re cheating, he would rather know and get closure. He doesn’t want to end things on speculations.

“Okay,” he mumbles to himself as he rolls his shoulders. “It’ll be fine. Just open the door and—”

“He could be here any minute!” He swears that’s your voice on the other side. “You need to hide so he can’t see you!”

That’s enough, Jungkook huffs to himself.

He quickly unlocks the door and pushes it open with more force than necessary.

He’s prepared to find a half-naked person cowering behind the couch, but instead, his hair is blasted from his face with a strong puff of air.

Then there’s something falling onto his face as he hears, “Surprise!”

Jungkook finally realizes it’s confetti gliding down in front of him. He sputters as he accidentally eats a few pieces.

“Happy birthday, baby!”

Your face appears out of the confetti cloud, a smile so big it must hurt.

Jungkook’s so startled, he can’t say anything right away. His eyes roam his home, seeing friends and family gathered with matching party hats and noisy blowouts. Streamers and balloons are decorating the area.

“What’s this?” he finally voices.

“A surprise party for the birthday boy!” Jin says.

“A surprise party,” he repeats slowly.

His eyes catch Jimin’s and Namjoon’s gaze. They give him reassuring smiles before glancing at you. You stare at him, smile a little deflated now.

“Y-you weren’t cheating on me?” he asks quietly.

Your eyes widen and now your smile is fully gone. “Huh? Why would I be cheating on you? Y-you think I’d do that?”

Jungkook can hear the hurt in your voice.

“I-No? I’m—” he sighs. He doesn’t want to have this conversation in front of everyone.

“Yn’s been organizing this party for you,” Namjoon steps in. “It was their idea to get everything together. They’ve been planning for weeks and gathering supplies. Last night, some of us got together to blow up balloons and finish cooking the treats for today.”

The pieces to Jungkook’s puzzle gradually fall into place. From you whispering in a phone call, hiding things in the closet, and coming home late at night smelling differently.

Jungkook feels like an idiot.

“I’m so sorry, baby,” he suddenly gushes and pulls you in for a tight hug. Relief floods him. He jumped to conclusions and didn’t even consider you were doing something nice for him.

Your arms embrace him just as tight.

“I’m sorry that you thought I was cheating,” you mumble against his chest.

“It was just a misunderstanding,” he says. “I should’ve talked to you.”

“Well, I don’t know if that would’ve helped,” you answer honestly and pull away slightly. He stares at you confused.

Sheepishly, “Well, I wouldn’t want to ruin your surprise party.”

“Right,” he chuckles slowly. “I’m sorry I doubted you.”

“It’s okay,” you say and lean in.

Jungkook meets you halfway, kissing you tenderly.

“Happy birthday, Kookie,” you whisper when you pull away.

“Thank you, baby. For everything,” he says.

“Now that’s all sorted,” Hoseok interrupts. “Can the party begin?”

Jungkook glances at you with a growing smile, heart lighter and free from worry.

“We’ll take that as a yes,” Taehyung cheers and looks for Yoongi. “Drop the beat, Yoongs!”

“Not sure why you had to word it like that, but fine. Beat dropping… Now.”

Music suddenly plays on the TV and streamers are thrown in the air.

You grab his hand, pulling him from the entryway and to the cleared-out living space.

Maybe Jungkook isn’t fit for surprise parties, but he still appreciates everyone’s hard work. The only thing he dreads is the cleanup.

Though, shouldn’t the birthday boy get a pass on that?

I've never been part of a surprise birthday party, receiving or giving, have any of you? 😅

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