#ballooned

[zewik7]

I love what i’ve done to my self… and now that it’s too late to go back to a body that resembles a human form, i love that my gf is continuing fattening me up 🥰🐷♥️

Sometimes, when she does her routine with my ballgut, I feel so doomed.

After a day of snacking, a stuffing and a bloating, I almost feel like i’m chained on the mattress by my own weight.

And she told me, ya know? When i was 140 kg and she was feeding me like always, she looked all serious for one instant and told me “if we continue like this, you’ll never be back to normal. Your skin will surrender and sag like crazy under the heaviness of your own fat. If we continue like this, soon you’ll loose mobility and the ability to run, then to walk, then to stand… and then to sit. Are you sure you wanna continue?”.

And i was hungry, so i said yes.

I always said yes to her, to her food and caresses and to the sugars and fats in her spoon.

And here i am: panting because i changed position in the bed.

I even stopped smoking in December 2023, because she saw i spent too many calories going on the balcony to smoke… She really convinced me because every time i wanted a cigarette, she put a our jar of white sugar on my belly and i could eat how many spoons of it I wanted in the time i used to have to smoke a cig (around 5 minutes).

I gorged myself with sugar for like 9 months and oh! my nicotine dependance was gone.

Sugar is the only dependance you really need, at some point, don’t you know?

I went from THIS (Dec 2023):

To THIS (Sep 2024)

I ballooned.

Whoops.

(I love it.)

[fishatar]

Minecraft if it was awesome

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

[leavemebetosleep]

Fluttershy grapples with the realization that she is, in fact a monster fucker.

meanwhile in Discord's brain:

[lionofchaeronea]

Falling Stars Observed from the Balloon, illustration by Albert Tissandier for the second edition of James Glaisher's Travels in the Air, 1871

[bubblebellyrubs]

New content clip

Message me for the full video in interested

[chloesimaginationthings]

Balloon boy and Foxy are CANON besties in FNAF

[florietas]

[great-and-small]

Extremely rare Florida W

[sixpenceee]

Hot air balloons in Turkey

[tharkflark1]

I hope balloon boy terrorizing Mike becomes a running joke in the film trilogy

[s4dpngs]

[hopeful-esperanza]

EVERYBODY, after the fnaf movie:

[itsadancingdinosaur]

I'm so glad the fnaf movie just kept Balloon Boy as this creepy mf. No explanation. Why is he here. Who is he. Who cares? All the jumpscares with him were great

[cloudabserk]

imagine living in misery for 500 years and then ipads are invented. like maybe it was all worth it

[maccamania-fnaf-sideblog]

More Jeremy Fitzgerald

Based off my genuine hatred for balloon boy when I play the game lmao