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Good Girls get bigger.
Good Girls get rounder.
Good Girls get heavier.
Good Girls get chubbier.
Good Girls get bred.
Good Girls balloon up.
Good Girls stuff themselves full and keep going.
Good Girls show off their growing bellies.
Good Girls show no restraint.
Good Girls play with themselves while they get bigger.
Now, show me how badly you want to be a Good Girl for me š
#fat belly#feedee belly#belly girl#belly k!nk#cute belly#balloon belly#belly bloating#big round belly#belly expansion#belly gainer#feedee encouragement#belly bulge#swollen belly#perfect belly#belly bump#sexy belly#full belly#belly burst#belly growth#belly inflati0n#bellyinflation#big pregnant belly#inflated belly#tight belly#obese belly
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Spider-man big thighs real? Thoughts?
www.polygon.com/marvel/482423/spider-man-macys-parade-balloon-muscles-inspo
i love journalism
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Steddie Upside-Down AU Part 97
Part 1 Part 96
Perkins and Barb are already there when Eddie wakes up. Perkins hushed laugh grates at his brain, shredding it like cheese until he has no choice but to open his eyes.Ā
āWhat the fuck?ā Eddie murmurs, rubbing dust bunnies from his eyes.
Theyāre sitting huddled together at the side of Steveās bed, Wayne at their side in his own chair.Ā
āMorninā, boy,ā he says, sipping at his shitty cup of free hospital coffee as he looks down his nose at Eddieās prone form. āYou done hogging your friend's sick bed?ā He puts a weird inflection on the word āfriendā that has Eddieās cheeks blooming.
āShut up, old man,ā he hisses.Ā
The bedās a tight enough fit that he can feel Steveās warmth radiating all up his back and up his ribs where his armās partially wrapped around Eddie. He tries to shuffle free, movements slow and furtive so as not to interrupt his sleep.Ā
It doesnāt work. Steveās arm tightens, the metal splint on finger painfully into Eddieās ribs as he mutters, āwhere you going Eddie?ā but he slurs it altogether and trails off so it comes out more like, āwherego, Ed.āĀ
Eddie smiles, helpless and aching with it as he settles back onto the hospital's shitty cardboard mattress.
āYouāve got visitors, angel.ā
Steveās hand leaving his waist feels like a loss. His elbow digs into Eddieās back as he props himself up enough to be able to see past Eddieās wild hair to whoās sitting beside his bed.Ā
āWhat the fuck?āĀ
Wayne huffs. āMornin, kid, reaching past Eddie to ruffle Steveās hair. āHow ya feelinā?ā
āIām fine,ā Steve lies, voice turning distant and small as he asks,Ā āCarol?ā
Unable to stand not seeing Steveās face for a second longer, Eddie shuffles within tight quarters to lever himself up, back plastered to what passes as the bedās headboard. Steveās still propped up on his elbows, arms shaking as he tries to hold himself up.
Eddie reaches over, pulling with all his strength until Steveās settled upright beside him. Steve doesnāt turn his way, but he reaches over and takes Eddieās hand like itās instinct, and thatās even better.
Steveās eyes are big as he looks over at his best friend. āWhatāā he starts, word cracking dryly in his throat.Ā āWhat are you doing here?ā
Eddie reaches over to grab the pitcher of water on Steveās bedside table, glowering when Barb beats him to it. She pours it into one of the hospital's flimsy paper cups, holding it out to Steve like an offering.
He takes it, gulps it down, doesnāt look away from Perkinslā washed-out face.Ā
Sheās not wearing any make-up, and her hairās gone all greasy and flat. Most damning, sheās wearing one of Steveās Hawkins swim team hoodies that Eddie knows for a fact was folded up in his own dresser at home. It swallows her, hanging past her hips until sheās shapeless.
She looks worn down and tired. Still, she rolls her eyes as Barb settles back down beside her. āWhat, you think I was gonna miss the show?ā she asks. Her lips are quirked up playfully, eyes glossy.Ā āIt was like King Steve all over againāĀ
Eddie looks away from her to watch that land on Steve. Steve who has always somehow been more and less than those around him make him out to be. Steve whoās always been more than a simple high school king. He furrows his brows the way he does when he knows there was a joke but the punchline hasnāt landed for him.Ā
āWhaāā
āYou know because you were out of your mind and lost control?ā
Eddie whips his head around, ready to strangle and snarl, rend flesh from bone. Barb sighs, dropping her face in her hand. Perkinss just sitting there, biting her lip on a laugh as she keeps her gaze trained on Steve. Like she hadnāt just said the most insensitive fucking thing Eddieād ever heard come out of her mouth.Ā
Eddie feels Steveās whole body tremble where their pressed hip to overlapping hip in the small bed. The rage boils inside Eddie until heās shaking with it.
Behind him, Steve Harrington laughs. Eddie turns. Steveās shoulders are shaking as he bites his own lip against his own helpless laughter, eyes shining as he looks over at his morbid, fucking up best friend.Ā
āPersonally, I think this is an upgrade,ā Steve says because even in this, these two are fucking freaks about everything.
āBeer pong to dropping bodies?ā Perkins asks.
Eddie canāt help the way he gasps, clutching at his chest like heās a suburban Mom that just caught sight of some ruffian in the grocery store. Perkins shifts her eyes over to Eddie, and somehow looking at his beat up face is what gets her crying.
Itās less that she stands up and more than she tries to stand, lunges forward, knees hitting the metal edge of the bed with a thwack as she crawls over the safety railing and falls partially on top of both their mangled bodies.Ā
Eddie tries to squirm out and away, but sheās got her face buried in Steveās shoulder, arms wrapped around both of their necks. āIām sorry I got lover boy's face beat in!ā she warbles.
Steve snorts, snotty and wet. āThat was you?ā
Theyāre both messy, crying and laughing, refusing to let Eddie off this fucking bed and away from whatever the hell has infected it. He raises his head in desolation to meet Barbās resigned gaze.Ā
She shrugs at him, chin cradled in the palm of her hand as she watches the two idiots in the bed lose their shit over something that shouldāve never been funny.Ā
Eddie squints at her. She looks so ready to accept fate, like of course Perkins would be like this, and of course sheāll stay anyway. Somehow, after such a short time, theyāre already a package deal.
Well, she could do worse. They both couldĀ
āCarol, youāā Eddie starts before stalling, staring with wide eyes at Barbās amused face. He clears his throat, starts over even though itās too late. Names hold power, and now Carolās gonna have ownership of his soul. Or however it goes. āPerkins, youāre a fucking freak.ā
Carol sniffles and snorts, like a pig in a bog before lifting her head from Steveās neck. Her face is covered in snot and saltwater, eyes puffy and ruined, but sheās smiling when she flings her arms around Eddie, rubbing her face into his own shirts despite his protests.
āTakes one to know one, darling,ā she says, hugging him tight.Ā
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Part 98
#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#my fic#steddie upsidedown au#ok my brain worked well enough to write this today. no idea if it's coherent but here we go! We'll fix it in post lol#still no guarantee when the next update will come. my brain is a balloon waiting to burst
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Warning: I'm about to be real crazy about Wandee Goodday's eighth episode.
BECAUSE WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING WITH THE COLORS?!
I knew love was coming because of pink = šloveš but they are framed in purple
Because their colors are purple and yellow!*
Yak's color is yellow.
Not brown.
YELLOW!
And Dee's color is purple
So why do I keep getting attacked by this damn blue!
It's purple, Dee!
It's yellow, Yak!
So why can y'all not get your shit together?!
Why am I seeing these fake colors?!
Why can we not figure this out?!
WHAT IS WITH THIS FUCKING BLUE?!
And that damn brown?!
Next week, Dee is going to call out Yak for not being himself.
And they are going to end up in a space that fits both of them
So after that, can we please stop with these fake colors?
Yak already said that he loves Dee, so it is about damn time for him to put on Yak's purple!
If the colors do not color the exact way I think they should, I will not enjoy this show any less because I am greatly enjoying it so far, but . . . either I see purple on Yak's body the next time they kiss on the lips or in the finale because if not, I'm going to turn into Miley Ray Cyrus and come in like a motherfucking wrecking ball to destroy EVERYTHING!
AHHHHHH!!!!!!
*I could be wrong. Their colors could be brown and blue. They could be bi-colored. Yeah, and Bojangles Bo-Berry Biscuit could not be the best biscuit that ever existed at any chicken joint. I'm always open to the possibility that I'm wrong about stuff. I don't think I have everything right all the time. I've been wrong before. This could be another instance of that. But if I'm wrong, then the whole team is wrong, and that seems . . . wrong.
We can't ALL be wrong?
#wandee goodday#the colors mean things#and they mean I am losing it mi gente#I am on my last thread of sanity#I am *this* close to bursting like a water balloon on hot pavement#this is maddening#this is why I have to binge shows#I was a mess during Japan's My Love Mix-Up#I was a beast during GAP the series#My patience is nonexistence so this wait is physically hurting me#let me go day drink so I can calm down while drag queens earn their paychecks#color coded boys in love#but what are their colors?!#I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE!
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āJunge, wenn du weiterhin dich mit sĆ¼Ćem kalorienreichen GebƤck vollstopfst wirst du eines Tages platzen.ā Er hielt die Warnung seiner Mutter fĆ¼r ein AmmenmƤrchen und mampfte frƶhlich weiter. Bis er schlieĆlich ein seltsames prickeln an der OberflƤche seines sphƤrischen Bauches spĆ¼rte. Er rief noch āOh nein! Bitte nicht!ā Dann machte es āpengā. Der Junge war mit einem lauten Knall verpufft.
So liebe Kinder fresst Euch nicht so dick und voll!
āBoy, if you keep stuffing yourself with sweet, high-calorie pastries, you'll burst one day.ā He thought his mother's warning was an old wives' tale and continued munching happily. Until he finally felt a strange tingling sensation on the surface of his spherical gut. He cried out, āOh no! Please don't!ā Then it went ābangā. The boy fizzled out with a loud bang. So dear children, don't gorge yourselves so fat and full!
#eating too well#eat until explode#ai generated#fat blob#male obesity#overfed#por belly#balloon#ball of lard#ball belly#belly ready to burst#bellypopping#belly burst#ballon boy#obese men#anime style#ai fat men#porky guy#fat piggy#lardo#fatso#too fat#fat boy#overstuffed belly#overfed teen#glutton#gluttonous piggy
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(She says you used to be so kind. Well baby, I give you my dirty mind.)
#queued#When my heart just burst like a glass balloon I let it fly too high and it shattered too soon#I was the wrong damn girl in the wrong damn room#heās spent an inordinate amount of time in there trying to understand ymir you say? hmmmmmmmmmm#self reflection through the other#zeke jaeger#marina i love uuu#attack on titan#snk#zeke yeager#shingeki no kyojin#aot#ymir fritz
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āLaying an Eggā š„
-A new phrase, thanks to my friend! She came over, and after a few drinks I tried to pop this beach ball by bouncing on it super hard. When I got up from sitting on it, this is what it looked like. She said, āwhen you stood up it looked like you just laid an eggā š
That would be a fun game, try to get the egg-looking shape without it exploding underneath you. Itās not often they bulge and stretch like this, many times it will pop at a seam.
Whoever ālays an eggā wins and whoever makes theirs pop loses.
#beach ball#balloon sit#s2p#sitting#bounce that ass#bouncing butts#intex#inflatable#looner#butt crush#crush#balloon popping#balloons#about to burst#pooltoys#jeans butt#jeans girl#women in jeans#jeans ass#denim jeans#girls in jeans#women wearing denim#sexy jeans#tight clothes#beautiful#girl butts#jeans#blue jeans#tight butt#tight ješn's girl
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When you bend her over and you can see her belly between her legs š„µ
#fat belly#feedee belly#belly girl#belly k!nk#cute belly#balloon belly#belly bloating#big round belly#belly expansion#belly gainer#feedee encouragement#belly bulge#swollen belly#perfect belly#belly bump#sexy belly#full belly#belly burst#belly growth#belly inflati0n#bellyinflation#big pregnant belly#inflated belly#tight belly
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Marcilleās dress: threads and importance
This was supposed to be part of my upcoming Marcille & Chilchuck arc analysis, since itās all about the themes of fantasy and confrontation with reality in Marcilleās arc, her mental state and fairytale coding etc etc, but that already was long af and this is something good to have as a standalone anyways, so. Here we go.
ā¦ā¦ā¦.. So first of all it is 12 of august and suddenly my work phones are ringing to break me the news:
So this interview came in right when I was working on this analysis again. This now confirms the main intent of what the outfit was meant to evoke. Thereās definitely a looot to look into just this and weāll be going into it, but a complete analysis of Marcille & Momcille analysis would be ideal & thatāll be for another day. We will be bringing her up often throughout all this though.
So. "Why should I care about Marcilleās outfit?" Beyond possible story importance, on a metatextual and thematic level, analyzing imagery something provokes can be valuable and compelling even if it isnāt intentional or is flawed (historically inaccurate, etc). Less narrative wise and more character development wise, the lion does say the dress was to give her courage, and as her demon his job is reading her heart and giving her what she desires. What does her outfit say about her overarching character and her current mental state? Why does it give her courage, how does it do that, what part of it does that?
Like I just implied, when talking about this sort of thing, there are two aspects: the personal meaning something holds for the character, and imagery for the audience, which may or may not align with said characterās perspective or intent. Character vs meta. Because of the meta aspect, imagery can be disconnected from the character or the wider narrative, or that disconnect can itself be a tool to show the characterās mental state, unable to recognize or reconcile how different to their intent their being comes across as. This is to say that all of the analysis angles Iāll be bringing up in this post can apply to the same analysis of Marcilleās character and psychology, even all simultaneously. The different sections here are more or less ordered from most meta angle first to most character-motivated and strictly analyses of canon last, with little interludes examining specific aspects of the outfit regardless of reading. Imagery here will be looked at as a framing device, a way to comment on the themes and her character or her arc. For fun! Forward march!!
Table of contents:
Shepherdess: guidance.
Sorceress: power.
Princess: fantasy.
Funeral gown: mourning.
Mother: emotion, balance and identity. The conclusion āļø Skip to here for strictly analysis of canon intent
Shepherdess
Weāre doing an iceberg but I start from the bottom and make my way up, the shepherdess reading is the most meta one but itās also the one Iām most interested in covering. Itās the longest section and the one with the biggest (only), um, history lesson. Feel free to skim if you only want the conclusions and not the reasonings.
Marcille? A shepherd? In action and wider imagery, the links are more or less straightforward (and will be discussed), but first I want to tackle the visual aspect because it was the most striking part of it to me and itās the most complex one to explainā¦
The shepherdess look has been honed into a specific image in modern consciousness. There are always the same essential elements: a curved hook staff, a hat (often a kind that curls around the head), a poofy skirt for an elegant dress (wether fancy or modest), most often with lacing down the front and some cleavage. Itās of course not anywhere close to a perfect match if you compare Marcilleās dungeon lord outfit to pictures of shepherdesses, but it is very reminiscent. Nowadays, the classic hat of shepherdesses that Toy Storyās Bo Peep is emblematic of is indeed considered mostly a childās accessory as well, halfway between a trimmed hat and a cap, has the shapes of a bonnet, so this coincidentally also lines up with the elven earmuffs as Iāll touch on later.
What
Wether or not seeing Marcilleās dunlord outfit will have reminded you of a shepherd probably depends decently on culture? I did research to get material for this and the start was real rough let me tell youā the only things I could find wereā¦ Bo Peep from Toy Story and illustrated nursery rhymes. In modern times, the image of a shepherdess, "shepherd woman that looks ladylike", is only a vague understanding weāve gathered from the few woman shepherds weāve seen in media that werenāt meant to be historically accurate. Myself, without Toy Story itād only have felt like hazy fever dream memories of illustrated nursery rhymes from my childhood. Itās impressive that this concept still persists even if itās only perpetuated through ONE character and a niche archetype, and for the word shepherdess to have had such a strong association with this look in my mind still.
Above: concept art for Bo Peep from Toy Story by Daniela Strijleva and Jean Gillmore, herself based on the nursery rhyme Little Bo Peep whose depictions are always in this style of outfit. Top right is a depiction of Little Bo Peep in a 1913 postcard, unknown artist, but if you want you can look up for vintage picture book depictions as well.
So what the hell? Where does this very specific look for the concept of a woman shepherd come from? Where does this conception, this specific shepherdess style wear and figure originate? Well the specific term thatāll get your research results is indeed "shepherdess". Art history time letās go.
Okay so thereās no way those people were actually shepherds, right? Whatās with that? To cut to the chase, turns out itās mostly a trend that popped up in 18th century, one most associated with rococo but also with romanticism. Yes yes, a trend. The bourgeoisie deciding from hearing about the painted selfies of other ladies that dressing as fancy versions of poor people is hip. The new hit, becoming a dainty ladylike shepherdess for a day!
Artwork credits: In order, 1: Thomas Hudson (1701ā1779) / 2: Arthur Devis (1712-1787) / 3: Jean-HonorĆ© Fragonard (1750-1752) / 4: Sir Samuel LukeĀ Fildes (1844-1927) / 5: LĆ©on Sault (1839-1921) / 6: T. H. Lacy (1865) Some fun extra sources: Anecdotes: "Marie-Antoinette playing shepherdess", statues by John Cheere, Essays: Extravagance in revolutionary times: ladies of rococo, cottagecore through history, havenāt read this one but focuses on the shepherdess figure in 18th century plays and scultpures
Googling "ladies dressed as shepherdess" will give you a slew of 18th century portraits of, indeed, well-off noble ladies having portraits of themselves painted while dressed as "shepherdesses", well, the romanticized version of one anyways. I also found one from the 1650s. The trend also continued onwards, albeit less so once culture moved on. The word definition itself acknowledges this, unlike its french equivalent, as far as I know women shepherds are often still just called shepherds, meanwhile the shepherdess as per the Oxford dictionary: a female shepherd, or, an idealized or romanticized rustic maiden in pastoral literature. I donāt think I can do the explanation of the phenomenonās origin and cultural context better than the essays I linked so Iāll quote:
"During the 18th century, an artistic movement known as Romanticism spread throughout Europe, seeking to evoke an idealized world of rural simplicity in contrast to the urban, industrialized centers of the cities. This nostalgic vision of a peaceful countryside was expressed through various art forms, including oil paintings and lead garden statues. The subjects of these artworks often depicted shepherds, huntsmen, and other rural figures, presenting an idyllic way of life, particularly for urban audiences." -Vizcaya Museum
"The cottage core aesthetic that people think and strive to attain, follows the ability of the wealthy class to be able to get away and take a break from the aristocracy and city life by escaping to the country. Marie Antoinette was an example of this, āā¦ she had an entireĀ hameauĀ (rustic village) built as a place of leisure: it comprised meadows, lakes, grottos, streams, a dovecote, a dairy, cottages, vineyards, fields, orchards, vegetable gardens, and pagan temples. It was a fully-operational farm, where the queen would host social events. She and her entourage would ācosplayā as farmers and shepherdesses.ā Marie Antoinette shows the āpretty,ā the fantasy that people want, people want an escape from their reality. Cottage core is very different from oneās life, and the lack of knowledge of the true struggles of simple living, farming, and other cottage core elements makes people imagine and create a fantasy." -ZOESTAM1 (youāre a legend ty)
"Renowned for her great interest in fashion and more notably her extreme extravagance, Marie Antoinette set this ideal of the common shepherdess or milkmaid through her enjoyment of dressing in costume. She would often don the clothing of a dairymaid, a pastime that went so far as to see her commission the building of her own personal dairy at her palaceĀ Le Petit Trianon.Ā These Rococo versions of lower class dress feature heavily in rococo painting such as in FragonardāsĀ The ShepherdessĀ (1750-52),Ā where a middle class woman is seen wearing a highly exaggerated interpretation of the dress of a lower-class woman. However, despite complying with the details of shepherdess dress it still features the expensive fabrics that are seen in images of Madame Pompadour. This interest in the pleasures of pastoral life shows the extent of the āmyth and fairytale, festivity and fantasy, theatre and musicā that was epitomised in the paintings of the elegant women of the Rococo. The dresses made for and worn by the ladies of the Rococo are emblematic of the changes in society. The newly found ease of life for the middle class is seen in these images through the mythical landscapes, statues that appear to come to life and through the elaborate dress of the figures that combines a sense of the Ć©lite with that of the costume of common man. Wolfgang Menzel describes the Rococo in 1859 as a time that represented āempty and meaningless ornamentationā, a feeling that was certainly shared by the lower classes of Paris and one that was expressed in the French Revolution in 1789. The revolution sought to punish those of a higher class, meaning that figures expressed in the paintings of Fragonard, Boucher and Watteau would be guillotined within the same century." -Gabriella Sotiriou
To be sure, there have also been depictions of shepherdesses in history that were realistic and accurate, humble, commonfolk, both before and after this movement. Thereās just thisā¦ Sweep in the 18th century that forever changed the aesthetic associated with the shepherdess figure in a part of culture.
So to summarize. Rich ladies LARPing as rural peasants for fun and portraits. From there you can easily see the throughline of how this very elite vision of a shepherdess would become the model for if, say, a childrenās book illustrator wanted to design a shepherdess for a nusery rhyme, books which at the time would be luxury goods, the target audience noble little girls who should aspire to look as cute, elegant and well dressed as the shepherd girl in the book. Okay! We just have to get lost in the sauce a little more before getting to a full look and conclusion.
More fun context, in english the main shepherdess nursery rhyme is Little Bo Peep, donāt ask me how it goes I have no clue. But in french I could mention many like the nursery rhyme Il Ć©tait une bergĆØre (there once was a shepherdess) that comes from the 17th century, but the most sung one and the one I knew growing up is Il pleut, il pleut, bergĆØre (itās raining, itās raining, shepherdess) originally from 1780. I did not expect this when starting to fall down this whole rabbithole going "Haha dunlord Marcille kinda looks like Bo Peep", but looking at that latter songās wikipedia page thereās a whole thing there too. It was sung right after the storming of the Bastille during the very beginning of the french revolution in 1789ā In which the opening lyrics, warning the shepherdess that rain is starting and a storm is coming, to "get your sheep, go home, and take cover"(though more poetically), became more goading than the original fairy godmother energy. The shepherdess here in this revolution context became the queen Marie-Antoinette, and the rainy storm is the french revolution brewing. It is said that that the author of the song hummed it at the gallows before being executed at french authorityās decree. We see then just how much the figure of the rococo shepherdess became a symbol with hated connotations and ties to rebellions.
So! The figure of the shepherdess is hazy to most people nowadays, but historically it was associated with excess, extravagance, classism, misused unearned power and the then-queen of France. It was both the ignorant and selfishly idealistic aesthetic that the queen wished to embody and that twisted the original commoner humble conception of a shepherdess, and the infamous image embodying her faults that was then used against her in mocking resentment and revolutionist sentiment. The representation of the fantasy world she created for herself with her power, and the ironic reminder of the real world she was exploiting and ignoring to do so.
Youāll notice the shepherdesses are typically blondes, especially in Bo Peep or more modern depictions. Marcilleās name is french.
What
ā¦ But all of that was just to inform on the topic before we got to the links and parallels that can be drawn between it and the story & Marcille, and to prove Iām not making up "the shepherdess look" in the first place. I already briefly went into visual similarities and appearance-related connotations (bonnet, rounded staff, dress with cleavage, lacing like a corset, poofy skirt, elegant and formal yet promiscuous undertones) in the previous section, so now Iāll be properly going into what this comparison can mean for her and for the narrative.
I summarized this section as shepherdess: guidance, and ultimately thatās what I think this focuses on best about her.
I do a quick overlook of her mom friend tendencies here (+ here) if needed, but I think we can agree Marcille often acts motherly through canon, not only fussing over her friends and coworkers often overbearingly so but also directly caring for them like helping them bathe, enjoying being able to do that for people she cares about (washing Senshiās beard included). But also, often deciding herself to adopt a sort of wisdom-imparting dynamic within a group or relationship where she knows whatās best for others better than the individuals concerned do, where sheāll scold or push others out of their comfort zones as if sheās doing them a favor (Chilchuck), where sheāll talk in a holier-than-thou tone about a topic (often an academic or moral one), that classic long lived race condescension as some characters put it.
So isnāt the figure of a shepherdess, one who cares after sheeps, one who directs them in a direction she chooses and watches over them grazing the grass as their protector guardian and guide fitting? Isnāt that what she figuratively wants to do, obtaining unfathomable power to shape othersā lives quite literally even to the point of changing their lifespans regardless of their thoughts on the matter, being a figure that chooses for them and keeps them safe as someone who knows better? A bundle of good intentions and genuine care, but still patronizing and robbing them of their freedom of choice. Iād argue this is a large part of her arc with Chilchuck, and even for her dynamic with Izutsumi! Looking at Marcille saying farewell to Izutsumi near the end when she thinks sheās going to prison, itās easy to wonder about how this is the same Marcille who once refused to trust Falinās judgement and choice to be with her brother, thought she shouldnāt be away from her and what Marcille decides to allow and not allow for Falinās careerā the same Marcille who here in tears with Izutsumi is telling her to take care of herself as she leaves to travel alone, trusting her to make choices for herself by herself and supporting her in it even through her heavy emotions and the grief and loss sheās already anticipating, but learning to accept.On a more literal parallel level, in this last arc she commands an army of monsters at her will effortlessly, making them march towards the surface and then into battle. Sending out orders through her hands, words and staff like a war general, ready to choose to change the world to fit her wishes.
As to what feelings dressing like a shepherdess could quell, I think itās a way for her to reaffirm her goals and feel certain in them. Her friends she respects just told her that her lifelong goal of extending everyoneās lifespans is a pipe dream that could do harm as much as good, and even though she ignored her it did shake her, it is after that and just before the upcoming battle that the winged lion deems sheās in need of a morale boosting wardrobe change. Marcille feels more directionless and aimless than she should, so the winged lion gives her an outfit that reaffirms and steels her goals, examplifies her motherly and controlling instincts and validates them, encourages them. Wouldnāt a shepherdess figure make sense then?
The fakeness aspect of the shepherdess fashion also reflects how sheās not fit to be a proper dungeon lord, as that requires maintaining an ecosystem that she doesnāt have the knowledge, experience or will to manage. Sheās a shepherdess in looks and has the power to command people places, but she doesnāt have the hands-on farming experience that is needed to make a dungeon lord a competent one, a good gardener so to speak. Marcille has high academia knowledge of dungeons but when it comes to basic care thatās more in line with farmer experience, sheās largely stumped. She lets herself be moved by aesthetics rather than practicality, like with her spiders and her coatl.
If we put the history of the shepherdess figure in context with her arc, she wants to mimic the look of a folk hero, while still being privileged with power she can exerce over others. It gets to a key trait and arc theme of Marcille: romancitization. Which is in big part tied to her idealism, and that idealism often makes her more resistant to accepting things, but now Iām getting ahead of myself.
(Ironically, as weāll go over in latter sections) This can also reflect how Marcilleās mother was an elf, presumably from high elven society from her elegance, court etiquette and magical skills- (meaning she likely got a good education), but moved to a tallman region feeling its culture less stifling and more fun, prefering its food and clothes etc etc. Sheās still court mage, but to elven society being part of a short lived raceās court is a downgrade from being part of elven society at all, so here the "noble willingly becoming "lower class" because they find it pleasant or fun" is fitting. (Not an actual critique of her choices or morals whatsoever, just an observation.)
Marcille is not seemingly in touch with her elven culture. The dress tallman fashion, but the earmuffs would be elven, perhaps denoting the wrong or fully romanticized usage of it. Like meshing two things together that clashā in-world in this case cultures, but here in context itād be class, and as weāll touch on later in another section, identities.
Marcille also grew up around in a rural region surrounded by "books and chickens", so itās not like a rural identity or a relationship with farm animals is fully irrelevant or separate from her as a person. The chickens make the egg imagery Marcille uses to explain souls in the same body and in some art extra interesting.
Like mentioned, shepherdesses also obviously have an association to lambs and goats especially. Which is fun not only for figurative parallels like her leading the monsters and everyone like lambs to slaughter into war but also how the demon has been shown as a goat and a sheep before. In a way though, Marcille is the lamb innocent as she is and the demon is the shepherd. After all, Marcilleās dress even has some animal-like features, fur all over including her ears and even a tail. The dress is not only to make Marcille feel more confident, but to distract Marcille from having second thoughts and self-doubt that could make her think better of being a dungeon lord, like she ends up doing after talking with her party in the tower. The demon takes on forms to lure in his victims, as the adventurerās bible puts it forms that make his victims trust him. At his very beginning, he would take on the form of food and offer himself up for eating. Similarly, I think itās interesting to consider the dynamic between Marcille and Winged Lion as one where he presents himself as a servant, as the one guided and ordered and not the one pulling strings and walking her like a sheep to breaking him out of the dungeon. You could also mention how the sheep form the demon has taken before is when he was traumatized in a wayā The time all humans died around him that made him live in loneliness for whatās implied to be quite some time, the time when he reconsiderd his whole approach from people pleasing towards cunning and control.
Tldr: - History makes it a good comparison for aesthetic-obsessed well-off people who want to play folk hero while actually being selfish or misguided, itās a paradox of a humble station represented by unattainably expensive fancy flourish and frills. - Marcille herself is of rural origins where she interacted most with books and chickens. She has a taste for over-the-top aesthetics and dresses (not as much as the golden kingdomās people, but enough to desire her dunlord dress) and novels, and she is a mom friend type, caring after others (in bathing and dressing and healing and comforting and guiding) - As a dungeon lord, the way she commands an army of monsters in perfect synchrony with shepherdess-like staff in hand makes the shepherdess comparison very literal. The demon having been notably a goat, a sheep and maybe even a lamb in the past also makes this imagery more compelling and fitting.
This angle shows Marcille wanting to take on the role of the shepherd, the lighthouse so to speak, the mother that guides the people whom she wants to change the life & world of for the better. They need only follow her lead and theyāll be shown how great their life could be.
Where does this imagery fall? Definitely all meta and not in-world, this is for the audience and has no in-world acknowledgement whatsoever. Again. I know this was kinda insane, this is the most wild and meta section of the post like I mentioned and like I implied I donāt even personally think it was intentional on Kuiās part honestly! But as art doesnāt exist in a vacuum, even when thereās no intent, imagery can bring an interesting and relevant framing, angle or flavor to the original text. A lot lines up well and there are small coincidences, but again I am not saying Kui intended Marcille to parallel Marie-Antoinette help. Isnāt it kinda neat thoughā¦ Just a little bitā¦
Okayy so things are calming down from here on out weāre cruising guys
Interlude: earmuffs, elven but childish
It was important for me to get a groundwork analysis done for the earmuffs before going into the next ones. This interlude has a focus on supporting the shepherdess section with comparisons, but I want to take a moment to focus entirely on elven earmuffs, their connotations and existence as an in-world fashion accessory, and thus environmental context for how Marcille may see them.
So, if we go back on the shepherdess for a bitā The shepherdess fashion had a hat iconic enough for it to be called the bergere hat, but the type thatās more associated with them nowadays is the type that Toy Story Bo Peep wears, which is a bonnet.
To me itās intuitive to say that elven earmuffs are very alike bonnets, even in cultural context. I recommend browsing the wikipedia link I put for the pictures. It used to be very widespread and popular headwear, and to be fair probably still is even though not fashionable much anymore. It used to be, though, fancy pretty laces and this and that were put on it and trends were made of it. A type of bonnet especially has become emblematic of the shepherdess look, like mentioned.
The elven earmuffs are subject of discourse within the fandom and the biggest reason is the age connotation they have, and I do have to say itās less strict in practice than people like to say. Kui not only keeps herself from explaining the social perception of them in a categorical end-all be-all way, but we also see a range of earmuff designs worn by adults in the doodles. We see that adults can and do wear them even if we donāt have much coherent context for it, and perhaps more importantly we see it implied that there is a market for earmuff designs especially with the fashion of it, which solidifies there are customers and adult customers for them.
Similarly to bonnets irl, it might feel weird to see an adult or anyone wearing it, but itās not like itās illegal or strictly reserved to some kinds of people. Rather, itād be embarrassing, like the elven bonnets in Dungeon Meshi. It covers ears while still looking and feeling dainty, often accessorized and designed with lace or ribbons. Itās very strongly coded with babies and was very popular across baby dolls, ads, etc, though itās starting mostly considered vintage nowadays. Though these are associations so strong that for example in Alice in Wonderland, the original book like the 1999 movie, when the baby gets transformed into a pig, understanding that the pig is the baby and A baby remains smoothly because it keeps its bonnet. It helps sell it.
(And if weāre referencing Alice in Wonderland while talking about Dunmeshi, psst, look up the chapter cover for chapter 64, rabbits 1)
Beyond babies the traditional simple bonnet is associated with rural people especially women. I do not want to sound like a bonnet expert because I am notā but from my understanding it does make sense if in occident rural people are the majority of who still wears them to this day. One reason being that more isolated less rich regions tend to care about being trendy less, and expectations on dress differ from region to region of courseā And thatās a point I want to make about elven earmuffs, because I do think especially in colder regions like Kui mentions they would be more widely used and considered commonplace for older adults like perhaps the ones in the doodles. Just like how gnome hats go in and out of fashion constantly, Kui does have a good grasp of how fashion can be treated and coded amongst people and groups. Itās earmuffs for a culture Marcille isnāt fully in touch with, so it could take part in reaffirming Marcilleās identity and belonging in it, wether or not she knows all of what it implies. Like said, in the pages we see seemingly earmuffs high fashion for adults. Itās something young teens and young adults are said to be culturally ok to do, and people do generally like to look young so, it could be part of the cute hip young woman look. Would it be thematic for her to wear childish outfit? Yes, but I honestly canāt see it bringing her "courage" much if thatās the main intent. Weāll talk about it more later though.
Some do say that historical fashion is Kuiās weakness so to speak lol, and Iām not one to disprove that. Again, I canāt claim to know what Kui intended or didnāt intend to do and where she got inspiration from consciously or not.
Sorceress
Okay okay okay my enthusiasm for explaining historical/trope meta sorta started and ended with the shepherdess letās get this done. I am interested in laying the groundowrk that Iām not making shit up in pop culture and for that I have to build up context so weāre all on the same page, but this is just what it says on the thin. If you want a recap of tropes surrounding black magic sorceresses and how they look beyond the minimum, hereās a couple relevant tvtropes pages: Evil Wears Black, Evil Costume Switch, Evil Sorceress, skimpy villains. More interestingly, you could argue that Dungeon Lord Marcille apparents herself most to the vain sorceress, even though what she would like to be is closer to the lady of black magic akin to her motherās demeanor, and meanwhile the regular Marcille we know and love acts most like the black magician girl. The latest I would have never guessed existed is a trope of a spunky outgoing girl deuteragonist whoās gifted in dark magic and itās honestly really fitting, which I find a really on the nose coincidence. This is still optional, beside the points Iām about to make.
Marcille, like Chilchuck, is concerned with reputation and social perception. Beyond other examples of it, thereās how Marcille prefers to let other people believe sheās a full elf and how Thistleās shaming affects/embarrasses her ā her reason for not being upfront about her origins socially not being shame but that itās a hassle to explain and deal with, the questions and judgement and differential treatment, but moreso!!! Thereās how similarly, sheās not ashamed of her dark magic research & knowledge, but she avoids talking about it. She knows itās a touchy topic and kept the main topic of her research a secret for 2 years of working together. It only came to light because it was absolutely necessary to save Falin. She knows the reputation of dark magic and readily fires off counterarguments to Chilchuck talking shit about it with quick practiced ease.
But now as she becomes a dungeon lord and the canaries know everything and theyāre are after her, thereās no more hiding or pretending or deflecting. She embraces the reputation of dark magic and her academic identity fully with an outfit that screams "Iām a black witch" and wears it like armor.
This is more in line with what the people who donāt know Marcille were framing her as during her dungeon lord stint, Marcilleās in-world image at that time, the same way Thistle became known as the mad mage with time. Evil sorceress. Dark witch. Itās the epic villainess look. Mixing Maleficient with a D&D seductress look. It does a lot of skin especially for Marcille, off the shoulder sleeves, a line of skin showing from inbetween her breasts to her navel, a skirt cut like Rinās dress... The deadly sin of lust in french is the word for luxuryā lust is desire but itās for as money or power as much as sexuality.
Unlike with the shepherdess thereās less specific boxes to check. The mainās color black or at least dark, thereās magic (preferably black or forbidden or cursed) and the outfitās feminine and elegant and a dress? You got the winning recipe. Then thereās extra boxes like having a fur or feather trim, having a magic staff, long sleevesā¦ If you want examples beyond literal Maleficient, Iād google for sexy sorceress halloween costumes lol. Google also showed me some AI art thatās exactly what Iām talking about whole looking those up and that sorta drives the point that this has become a vague but striking figure. Weāre not operating with poofy skirts here, thatās for the kooky villains. But the length of the skirt and the vibe is right, and fur and especially feathers arenāt unheard of tacked onto their dresses, which ironically Maleficient both wore in her important 2014 movie, funnily enough the year Dungeon Meshiās serialization started. Though, especially with her barefootness it also gives her a ofā¦ Lost fey witch vibes more than dark sorceress, depending on how you see it.
Oozing maturity makes you feel in control. It makes you feel adult and powerful and independence. This is also very true for the mother section later on, but here we focus on the confidence aspect and less the assurance, if the distinction makes senseā Confidence coming from within yourself and assurance coming from an external source in this case.
"Fumi youāre saying Marcille wanted to look like an evil sorceress?" No! But unconsciously or not sheās drawing on these vibes. Sheās done hiding and sheās done hiding the topic of her research and what sheās ready to do to succeed, the extent of her determination, her "dark" magic, that very term sheās been fighting against. Sheāll wear a dress that reflects that and gives her confidence in pursuing what she wants in plain sight. Itās relevant for this to remember that Marcille getting her dunlord makeover is soon after she had a conversation with her friends who tried to talk her out of her biggest trauma and purpose and want, even laughed at her goal, and juuust before a huge life or death battle. She laid it all out bare and told the full story and the full truth and argued a bit, and now sheās sent them away for a time while she does her dunlord thing and bam hereās your confidence dress my queen. Youāre scared about the canaries? You just need a fit to remind you youāre strong and kick ass. You know, because youāre a cool mage with convictions and nothing holding you back anymore and also youāre hot and in control.
She has power now, the demon even referring to himself as it, Power, and sheās going to wield it. Feels confident in seizing and using itā momentarily.
Is this angle character or audience focused? I do think both, because yes these powerful vibes would make her feel confident like I went over and theorized, but definitely a lot relies on an audience level. Itās our official sign, to both us readers and to Laiosā party explaning their reactions lmao, that "oh sheās truly lost it". This is her dark evil wardrobe change. We see her get her goth makeover and we know sheās gone to the dark side. Jojo Siwa moment. (Sorry)
Interlude: fur, luxurious but monstrous
Ok whatās up with all the fur on her skirt and sleeves and the furry ears though. Why a poofy fur dress. Weāve never seen Marcille show interest in fur lined outfits or such before. At most, thereās her trying out the golden kingdom outfit, with its antlers and leopard pelt uhh lointcloths? Which- that is a point to make I suppose lol, gave her a taste of bold high fashion. Her dress is pretty out there as the character reactions hint. Hereās even someone from reddit comparing it to Cardi Bās 2024 met gala dress! If you go back to the earmuffs pages, thereās one ear design with something that looks like fur too. More seriously, fur has long been a way to show class and wealth, because theyāre expensive, especially on garments that are meant to be not just practical but pretty.
Quoting @room-surprise : "Costume design wise, the gown just screams class and wealth and power, like as a costumer when I saw it I immediately went 'evil renaissance queen on her way to war'."
But, especially the furry ears, for a manga about monsters that feels quite on the nose right? As revealed by the official dunlord Marcille acrylic stand pictured later in the post, she even has a tail. It definitely represents that her opinion on monsters has shifted imo. Like, it could be just visuals but then that defeats the psychological look into Marcille that the outfit gives us, it could just be a nod to whoās really in control or aesthetics, but I do feel it shows how Marcille has grown less repulsed of monsters. Letās remember what Marcille said about eating monsters in the barometz chapter, that even if it isnāt logical she has a fear that eating a monster means taking something bad into herself, that itās dirty and corrupting. Marcille, who takes horror in knowing that fertilizer aka poop has been used to grow vegetables that she then ate. Sheās always had a bit of disconnect with ecosystems and the cycle of life so to speak, foiled by Senshi, she wants to defeat death and she doesnāt know how to balance a dungeon because she has trouble tending to ecosystems unlike Falin, she sees them like math when she should see it all as organic living balance. So in the end, it can either show that her mental state is so unstable for her to have been reduced to such a state alongside her barefootness, or on its opposite that sheās accepted the important place of animals and monsters more in the world, that she doesnāt see them as dirty anymore, or even that she likens herself to them. Maybe sheās become a bit of a monster herself, after all, because the dungeon does corrupt, the dungeon devours like how its structure was once compared to a digestive system by Laios, because if the demon isnāt a shepherd and Marcille isnāt a sheep the demon is still who actually has control over everything in the dungeon including the monsters, despite wanting to make believe itās the dungeon lords who do, because the dungeon lord is a puppet of a demon, just another one of its monsters, its creatures in its guts.
Princess : fantasy
This is it this is the moment. I reworked my post structure after the interview but this was originally going to be the last angle explored after funeral gown instead of before it, this is also the angle thatās most important to my Marcille & Chilchuck analysis. Dungeon Meshi has some fairytale and princess prince royalty knights etc etc imagery and this is a continuation of that in a way, topic for another day though.
As we know Marcille is someone who loves aesthetics, she loves novels and pretty things and idealizing and romanticizing, and this can be seen as the core of the outfit to her. If her situation feels unsettling, it can be fixed by a change in framing, by an aesthetic by an angle by a cool look. Something that inspires and makes the situation feel less alarming, positioning herself as the protagonist rather than the villain. It was given to her by the Winged Lion when she started being more anxious to the battle that is to come, it has the goal to make her more confident but in this context very pointedly the goal to make that self-doubt go awayā to keep Marcille from thinking about her situation some more and realizing she may be on the wrong path, itās to isolate her in her dungeon lord world as part of her role, itās to keep her in that malleable unstable state and encourage her to chase fantasy and stay in her own bubble of makebelieve. Do you follow me? Itās "donāt think about the stakes, donāt rethink your goals, what youāre doing is right and you should keep going however you want to", itās "you donāt have to face reality, Iām here and now your dreams are the reality that matters". Itās fantasy.
Itās an epic poofy dress that makes her look cute yet cool. Itās the imagery of a princess in a tower. Calling out to her from beneath a balcony, overseeing her army and her kingdom. A princess dress not unlike the one she felt embarrassed in in the Golden Kingdom, where they talked of prophecies and kings, and wanted to be complimented in, to laughter and dismissal. And even though those things feel more disconcerting in real life than it does in stories then, becoming dungeon lord is good at blurring the lines to the point you canāt tell your doppelgangers of loved ones arenāt the real thing, and the Winged Lion chose her so that has to count for something, she was chosen.
If the princess imagery is left unnoticed by Marcille herself, then I definitely think it was meant for the audience to some degree. If not the poofy dress and heroine status alone, then the tower imagery and the balcony scene. The tower and the princess, the dragon, the knight, the prophecized king, the witch, the monster army, itās all very reminiscent of fairytales like I mentioned. The balcony thing is a classic play thing though like that is Romeo & Juliette imagery right there, calling out to her from beneath a balcony?!! Aladdin too, Rapunzel, heroes and princes climbing towers to come see and save princesses.
This is the point that is most related to her love of novels and dalclan. Romanticization may be the name of the game for the history behind the shepherdess outfit style, but then fantasy would be the princessā. Itās also about twisting your current situation into something positive despite everything, but Marcille wasnāt that far gone yet, just struggling, framing and aesthetic still subtly help sell it all though. But if thereās something thatād make Marcille feel more confident and ready to do something, hype herself up or give her a twinge of comfort outfit wise, itād be one that makes her feel like a princess.
Interlude: black, solemn but gloomy
Short one because itās very straightforward but black is traditionally associated with evil and death, etc etc. Because of the former itās often associated to powerful malevolent figures like villain sorceresses, but because of the latter irl itās widely the color of funerals. Itās also cultivated this connotation of elegance, this sleek clean look both in modern and noble contexts, itās very much this image of cool and ushakeable composure. Interestingly, we canāt 100% tell because mangas are in black and white, but black seems to be Marcilleās momās color, what she always dresses in.
Funeral gown
This was the most popular reading by the fandom before the interview and with good reason. As we got the confirmation, itās nudging towards the intended one! It argued that the dress is a funeral gown, because her mother wore dresses like it and because of its black color, meanwhile the childish earmuffs are because her mourning her father happened when she was a child, because she feels frail etc etc. In her state with her current worries sheās feeling thrown back into her childhood, not unlike Thistleās weird ambiguity there, feeling helpless just like then except now she has power to change it and a devil on her shoulder telling her all she has to do is affirm herself and take it.
Itās externalizing her trauma and validating it in turn, offering some catharsis and reminding her of her goal, defeating death so she never has to endure loss again.
As you may notice, both their outfits here are fur-lined too, so the amplification of that in her dunlord dress may be similar overcompensation to how she made the dress very revealing.
Interlude: barefootedness, filthy but earnest
Bloodstained bare feet no less. From what I can tell this is a direct callback to her being barefoot when resurrecting Falin. Again this could be a way of reminding herself of her goal and reminding herself all sheās accomplished, but itās notable that Falinās resurrection is something that made her feel very guilty and indecure because of how her becoming a chimera turned out. Maybe more about reminding her of what she has to fix and that she canāt give up on her goals including Falin.
Beyond that itās interesting too though! Prim and proper Marcille who cares about her appearance and pouts at dirt just walking everywhere barefoot like nothing can hurt or bother her. Thereās a sense of her being messy as a dungeon lord, her hair isnāt in an updo and looks unbrushed, sheās in a weird uncharacteristic outfit in a questionable mental state and sheās barefoot on top of it all. It also recalls a sense of vulnerability of course, reminding again an unstable mental state or showing desperation or how naked she might feel. Inversely, it can be more about acceptance, like in the last interlude we talked about knowing your place in the ecosystem and feeling secure in accepting it. Walking barefoot is to bare your skin to the ground, to walk knowing theyāll get dirtied and not minding it. Did you know humus and humilty are from the same word root?
In the end, it gives both ethereal forest fairy vibes and also poor little orphan vibes. Victorian sick child, especially when she gets carried by the winged lion all overwhelmed too haha. Very much gives her out of touch vibes, even if the bloodstained look is powerful. Sheās willing to get her feet hands dirty to do what must be done.
Mother : balance
I turned this section into an excerpt post as well, hereās a link, serves as an essier to share highlight + allows me to put in more pictures since we hit the limit hereā¦
Kui: "I just combined [a dress like what] her mother liked and [earmuffs] which are considered a little bit childish."
See what itās doing here? Kui combined a dress from her mother with a hat for children, adult dress vs childish hat. Adulthood vs childhood. Mother vs child. Itās also notable that the dress is tallman fashion while the earmuffs are elven. Again sheās combining those distinct things into one. Itās about emotions and maturity. Stability and instability. Growing & potential vs having grown & knowing yourself. Itās about her cultures and expectations and how can she possibly keep up with all of them, like the genius child she was portrayed as? Itās duality itās conflict itās being pulled in opposite directions. Itās about identity.
Marcille wants to have all the answers and wants them all already, she already acts like she has everything figured out more often than not, when it comes to ways to harvest mandrakes or her image of Falin and Chilchuck and orcs or her rigid sense of ethics, but the story does show that she had growing to do, plus her main goal beyond keeping her friends safe and near her is that pursuit of knowledge for what she doesnāt yet have answers forā rewriting the laws of life and death. But, as weāve all been told before, death is simply a part of life and we have to make our peace with that one way or another. Like Marcille says in the last chapter, this was in large part the lesson and arc sheās had to go through. A lesson that Marcilleās mother has learned herself, one that she has accepted and tried to pass on to her daughter, which didnāt work and kickstarted Marcilleās pursuit of extending lifespans. Marcille has to settle with uncertainty, with knowing life can end at any moment and knowing this is who she is even if the world has no answers for her as to what that means, she has to come to terms with ambiguity and inbetweens.
Marcilleās relationship with her mother is very interesting because itās shown all in very small moments and implications, but we do see that Marcilleās mom is arguably her biggest role model. Sheās the one who shows up in Marcilleās nightmare about monster food early on, sheās who told Marcille sheāll have to bear loss througout her life due to her lifespan, Marcille wears a choker like she does, itās debatable that Marcille mimics her demeanor to seem more elven and dignified, in Marcilleās true nightmare she hides behind a portrait of her, she was the only living elven role model Marcille had around. Mother, who didnāt let grief of her husband rule the rest of her life, having even remarried, mother, whoās a court mage, mother, who pursued a life she wanted even if it cost her a lot. And we do know being an elf is important to Marcille! She seeks to conform to elven beauty standards rigidly, both in gender presentation and things like facial hair, and sheās masked as one since she was enrolled in the magic academy, as far as we know her first time away from home and her first big period of social contact since she isolated herself with chickens and books when she was younger. Books like the daltian clan, with an all elven cast except for the one half-elf she deeply related to.
Marcilleās bangs are also half down and half cut. Before she had to cut some hair to make familiars, long bangs were what Marcille wore for years, meanwhile in all of Marcilleās childhood flashbacks including at the magic academy her bangs were always cut short. As we know, hair is important to elves. Her hair is elfness. Her hair is elegance. Her hair is her age. Her bangs are uneven now. Itās part of accepting her precarious weird spot in an inbetween, half up half down haircut. Acceptance on her own aging, that thereās no empiric answer for what Marcilleās equivalent age is in elf or tallman or other, maybe just a ballpark if even that. Answers which are what sheās most desperate to know. What do you mean that student over there has got an astronomic result on her dungeoneum and what do you mean she doesnāt really care for how you did it? Falin whoās thus showing her another way to be, with less self-made pressure, that you can just go with the flow- that you can justā¦ Be.
Her hair being all down and messy as a dungeon lord is part of making the characters and audience understand that Marcille is out of it, butā¦ Like her barefootness thereās some flexibility it implies, for Marcille whoās so rigid on appearance. Accepting her hair to be messy, a sort of shedding of who she is even as sheās overdressed and trying so hard to look like something she doesnāt feel as.
Thatās why her outfit makes her feel courageous. Because it makes her feel different from who she is otherwise, because it grants her a look she feels naked without, even with barefeet and messy hair. Itās externalizing how sheās been trying to hold it all together and all her confliction and her feelings and offering some catharsis, no more hiding herself, sheās a half-elf trying to do dark magic. Clean Marcille, clean clean Marcilleā Overthinking the dressing, the superficial the aesthetic, without looking enough at the body itās covering up, the laws of the world the ecosystem of the dungeon the opinions of her friendsāā whatās standing right in front of her face, the underlying thing holding up the rest of what sheās trying to change, whatās truly important. Sheās back to being like with meeting Falin, overfocusing on the details and the nitpicks and the theorics while oblivious to the slimes and the bats and the balance of mana in that small cave dungeon. She has the dress and the hat but as a whole she doesnāt look like a slay queen or a princess or a cool sorceress or even like her mother, she just looks like a mess.Ā
Ultimately after calming down she takes the hat off. She leaves behind the grip that her childhood trauma had on her and moves forward in the dress of adulthood, with maturity and emotional intelligence and logic to deal with her current situation instead of coping mechanisms and desperate grasps for control. And then when the dungeon lord becomes Laios her dress poofs, sheās in her very plain pajamas, plain Marcille, and itās that Marcille who goes forward to help Laios save the world and defeat the demon. Hence why post-canon she starts dressing in similar dresses to her mother as well, and starts wearing more black. Black here is a color associated with her mother. She keeps her own touch and color here and there, like her red choker instead of a black one, but itās a stark and sudden difference. Sheās matured.
And her friends arenāt afraid to say it like it is and bring back her feet to the ground instead of up in the clouds of fantasy and power where she was, her feet back on the dirt of where they are right now instead of the theorics of "when" and "then" and "forever". Sheās weird, sheās unique, in some ways she doesnāt fit in with any group anywhere, and thatās ok and sheās accepted that it doesnāt mean she canāt feel belonging and joy as herself with her flawed friends in a flawed world. After all they did stick with her even after seeing her whole tantrum and embarrassing breakdown makeover. Personally I do say, slay queen.
Her dungeon lord outfit is a coming of age outfit in a very literal way. A bridge between childhood and adulthood. We see her struggle metaphorically between the past and the future, moving on or holding onto trauma. The dress, from her mother, with cleavage and low cut sleeves and a lace gap going down to her stomach and a very short risquĆ© skirt cut, represents maturity but it was very purposefully contrasted with the earmuffs, a childish piece of accessory associated with youth. This shows her mental state, battling with her emotions, wildly fluctuating between her academic put-together powerful self and the childish emotional outbursts the pressure is causing. Time moves on too fast but sheās not growing up fast enough to keep up or make the academic breakthroughs she wantsā time is always running out and sheās both too young or too old sheās pulled in both directions and she can never be up to standards. It represents her struggle with her lifespan, her struggle to fit in, to know who she should be and what she should be doing. Considering this, itās no wonder Marcille is someone who finds ecosystems and the cycle of life unappealing and unintuitive notions, because she has to carve her own space wherever she goes.
Conclusion
Her friends are laughing because sheās doing one of those over-the-top sexy costumes with a baby bonnet and both of those are extremes uncharacteristic of her and the whiplash of Marcille out of anyone in that weirds them out. Theyād take plain old marcille in her pajamas over all-powerful dungeon lord Marcille in an epic revealing goth dress any day. Marcille with messy hair is crossing the line though someone braid it please.
Marcille had a flair for the dramatic, values the grand and the novel-like, big gestures and being swept away by knights. As was discussed in this post of mine and as will be covered in my Marcille & Chil arc analysis, fantasy is something she uses to make the world more digestible, less scary, more handleable. As such, I can totally see how a gown that makes her feel larger than she is, more important or, more narratively, like a protagonist, like a sorceress and a princess, and understood and validated in her mourning, would make her feel like she can tackle things more, better in her own skin, or perhaps, giving into the delusions ever so more. She needs a dose of reality and dw her party (chilchuck) will come to give out that.
Dunmeshi prones the importance of balance for both a healthy body and a healthy mind and hope & fantasy vs logic & reality aka optimist idealism and cynical pessimism are one side of that.
"Fumi, do you really think Kui intended all of this?" To a good degree I wouldnāt be surprised, but ultimately thatās not what matters bc this is still compelling cultural context and themes to read into the text, like I mentioned at the start. Diversity of interpretations is good!! Itās a sign of a deeply rich story! I think in 15 years weāll still have essays being written on Dungeon Meshi and I think thatās incredible and no small feat.
#I had this post in my wips since december and 2 days after I make the brunt of the shepherdess research Kuiās interview comes out?#My life is a joke#Dungeon meshi#Marcille donato#dunmeshi costuming#Spoilers#Dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Has Fumi reached her maximum level of insanity yet? This may be setting a new bar#Fumi rambles#Marcille lost fey w lamb pelt dress ouuuuuuh#I feel like people use meta to say anything nowadays but THIS is metatextuality this is intratextuality transtextuality etc#Things that make me feel like iām back in college#Analysis#meta#Marcilleās mother#Alice in wonderland themed analysis of Marcille when. Marcille needing to conform to society and adult expectations#Even in her unusual developmental and multicultural situation when#Alexa play Dead Mom#I need a break sorry if there are typos or unlinked links. Idk what coherence feels like anymore. 9.5k words enjoy#I can just edit in if i remember anything. Right. Right#Sorceress: It feels good to step out of the good girl zone to no longer have to be bound by that!!!#Funeral gown in reverse of the sorceressā itās about vulnerability and showing it off to the world#venting out all the feelings sheād kept inside and hidden for a long time!!! Things ballooning until its bursting!!!
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re: the term parasocial, specifically because it's come up in my notes a few times after I reblogged the post about dropout: I'm extremely guilty of this and should work on being better but "parasocial" on its own is a neutral term. It just serves to describe relationships where you know about someone but do not personally know them.
The issue is really that unhealthy aspect of it, which in my experience usually boils down to when people feel entitled to the responses of someone they know socially from someone with whom their relationship is only parasocial. It's feeling like someone you don't know is obligated to agree with you or validate you or, frankly, to acknowledge you exist. Parasocial relationships are inevitable unless you never hear of or see people without engaging with them socially. It's not bad to relate to or feel a connection to a celebrity especially if they share personal stuff; in fact it can be really positive! It is a problem when you expect them to have a specific response (or tbh any response) to you.
#i know this is a little bit 101 but like the problem with dropout is specifically that fans put it on an IMPOSSIBLE pedestal#and also have like...looked the other way over SO many things they've lambasted other shows (cr especially) for#like the fans are SO entitled in a way that yeah feels like a balloon that's gonna burst sooner rather than later#also. i think people forget that parasociality isn't just celebs but the fandom itself.#like imo toxic positivity/elevation of fanon within a fandom is often an unhealthily parasocial problem#a how dare you not think everything every fan does is perfect mentality
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why my boobs so big. deflate please
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my mood can swing any which direction multiple times an hour, so 2pm is definitely too early to be making such bold proclamations, but i am contemplating posting art todayā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦..
#somebody hold my hand#work (and life in general) has left me feeling like a deflated balloon thatās been filled to near bursting capacity for months#i am so emotionally exhausted i donāt have the capacity to dwell on my frustrations#with tumblrā the fandomā my dumb little artist problems and anxieties and whatnot#unfortunately that is the second best time to post#when i'm too tired to care and don't really want to post hahhhhhhh#is anyone even still interested
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What is it about a nice, big round belly that just looks so good?? The tight, stretched skin, the softness, the way it makes her out of breath, the weight as it bounces and jiggles, the ever growing stretch marks, how cute and small her bellybutton looks in comparison, how she can help but waddle a little now, her moans after Iāve stuffed it full and helped her feel so good.
Yeah just fucking all of it š„µ
#fat belly#feedee belly#belly girl#belly k!nk#cute belly#balloon belly#belly bloating#big round belly#belly expansion#belly gainer#feedee encouragement#belly bulge#swollen belly#perfect belly#belly bump#sexy belly#full belly#belly growth#belly burst#belly inflati0n#bellyinflation#big pregnant belly#inflated belly#tight belly#obese belly#belly
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Why do you love Suitloon so much? Also can you make more art of them thank you...
I am SO GLAD YOU ASKED I will now be explaining why I adore Suitloon. (This is gonna get long)
During my first viewing of Season 2, I was absolutely hooked on Suitcase! I related to her a lot, being in middle school at the time I was figuring out life, and being a student with ADHD made me feel out of place and like others were taking advantage of me at times. I also related a lot to Balloon, as I was trying to prove myself to a strictly education-focused mother, it felt like I was nothing but a slacker in her mind, much like how Nickel views Balloon during season 2.
Besides my own relation to these characters, I'd like to talk about what happens in the show itself to solidify my adoration of Suitloon as a ship both platonic and romantic: (I know that Balloon is on the aro-ace spectrum, but I was shipping them before that was said. Objects in object shows having "sexualities" involving sex is a debatable thing as these are kids shows and I've had many debates with online friends on if objects would even have the... ahem... anatomy, let alone a sex drive OR the social idea of gender and sex existing within the object show universes. Do what you will, I see Balloon as demiromantic and Suitloon is bi4bi.)
Name a pair of characters in this show that are more devoted to each other and willing to sacrifice themselves for the other, I can't think of any, I find that Suitcase and Balloon are so intertwined with each other and that they truly and deeply care about each other.
Evidence of this devotion and sacrifice? I gotcha...
The elimination scene of Episode 11: Balloon knew how everyone would vote, seeing Suitcase being fed up with how Nickel treated them, and voted for himself to make it look like he voted for Nickel, and Suitcase voted for him, protecting her place in the alliance while sacrificing his place in the game. Suitcase, however, finally stands up for herself, calling out Nickels unjust behavior towards the both of them and sacrificing her place in the alliance to vouch for Balloons good character.
It's important to remember that Suitcase was friends with Balloon throughout the whole of the show! I don't see her being too socially unaware, she knew that everyone thought Balloon was a horrible person, especially two of her other friends Nickel and Baseball. She also expressed some skepticism of Balloon in Episode 6, over his previous manipulation in season 1, which they HEALTHILY COMMUNICATE ABOUT *cough* Nickel learn something here pls *cough*, and in Episode 10 her anxiety/hallucinations question which of her bonds are solid or hollow. Despite this, she CHOOSES to be close with Balloon because she genuinely cares about him, sacrificing her social stance to the other contestants AND taking a risk in trusting him at first, before they form a very solid bond.
[NOT CANON] Meanwhile, Balloon is also not socially unaware, he knows everyone hates him, and while being friends with Suitcase, I like to imagine he would think "I should stop associating with her so that she doesn't suffer the other contestants judgement."
Rain On Your Charade. That whole scene, enough said.
5. Mazed and Confused, especially this scene:
6. Mazed and Confused part 2:
Theres many other instances that show their devotion to each other as well, but these are a few of the most important and my favorite ones!
Overall, the main reason why I love Suitloon is the raw devotion they have for each other in the face of adversity. Suitcases story is one of overcoming social pressure and anxiety, learning when and how to stand up for both herself and for someone she cares about. Balloons story is learning when the approval and judgement of others matters, as well as finding people who genuinely care about him and learning how important these people are. These stories intertwine in a very natural and believable way and make these two feel destined to be together in the end, whether that's platonic or romantic.
I also find it important to bring up this chart:
Basically, Nickel is the ringleader, Baseball is a reinforcer/outsider, Suitcase is a defender, and Balloon is the target. The rest of the II cast fall between reinforcers, outsiders, and assistants. The way Nickel treats Balloon is textbook bullying, not one other person stands up for Balloon publicly, and Suitcase is doing the right thing standing up for him.
Theres also A BUNCH of other reasons I love this ship that have to do with my own preferences,
Friends to Lovers > Enemies to Lovers sorry Nickloon fans.
Its got a "Romeo and Juliet" kind of dynamic with how Nickel and Baseball play into the situation
The Nickel-Suitcase-Balloon dynamic reeks of "overprotective father hating his daughters boyfriend" as well (like hotel transylvania type shit)
Their dynamic is sickly sweet they are so cute oh my god
While on Instagram and Wattpad in yee olden days (2017-2020) I got a bit of a reputation for being a Suitloon fanatic and played into it, I was dubbed "The Queen of Suitloon" for a moment. It gave me a place in the fandom, and I cherish my time there greatly.
TLDR: Suitcase and Balloon are devoted to each other and that's why I love them so much.
And yes I will make more art with them eventually :P
#sasterrambles#suitloon#inanimate insanity#suitcase x balloon#balloon ii#ii balloon#suitcase ii#ii suitcase#inanimate insanity 2#ii grand slams#object shows#osc#in case it wasnt obvious I don't mind other suitcase and balloon ships#I just really like unrequited nickcase (see Burst chapter 25)
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I have deflated the creature
#the mechanisms#the mechs#fanart#toy soldier fanart#toy soldier#It has been deflated#Like a soggy burst balloon#I wanna squeeze it
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