#bakugrxy

[bakugrxy]

You were just not another visitor. you were my life

[jasgyal]

@bakugrxy so dis is why u love mi :)

“Get a girl with a dirty mind and innocent looks”

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[bakugrxy]

I’m tired of going through pain, I think I’m destined for greatness or maybe I’m going insane

[bakugrxy]

You know that feeling you get when you going through shit? I know how you feel

[bakugrxy]

I wish I can just see you again…

[bakugrxy]

I gotta destroy myself for you to like me

[bakugrxy]

How miserable do I have to be before you’re happy

[bakugrxy]

If it don’t make money, then It don’t make sense

[bakugrxy]

[bakugrxy]

(Sigh)

[bakugrxy]

[bakugrxy]

Lately I’ve been really suicidal again, every year I’m so defeated and just kicked to the side. I pray to god I cry to god I do so much just to be used always. I grew up with no love, no support, no guidance, no family love, and just so much more etc. I don’t need no validation nor sympathy. Tumblr is just my little diary to showcase the word on how I feel because I know there’s people out there in this world like me going through it, not having nobody to talk to. I show kindness, I’m a big giver, I wear my heart on my sleeve, I show my gratitude, I let god know how grateful I am for everything and every obstacle you have put me through since a little kid. Ugh I’m just so done with everything and everyone. I still have that little faith in me that everything be ok. Just so much man for 20 years (sigh)

Thank you god for everything I love you

[bakugrxy]

[bakugrxy]

[bakugrxy]