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frankenkyle19 · 2 years ago

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opening up

took about a million years but it’s finally here! The Kit Walker angst! I made it a bit of H/C because I can’t stand to see my bby kit sad with no resolution. I plan on making a more in depth fic at some point of his trauma and stuff so gmekfkekf

word count: 907

warnings: trauma, mentions of abuse, PTSD, sad kit Walker

You didn’t truly know the extent of Kit Walker’s trauma…

Of course it ran deep, a part of him never fully recovering from the awful things he saw and experienced in that asylum. He hat PTSD, which caused some outbursts, and triggering memories. You didn’t want to have to bounce around him. Didn’t want to have to tiptoe around the issue. You wanted Kit to be able to talk to you. To know he was safe with you.

So, you had gotten into contact with Lana winters. One of Kit’s old friends, who had also been inside the asylum. Yet another innocent person wrongfully put in that evil place. She seemed more open about it all, but behind her smile there was something else. Something that not even Kit held in his warm brown eyes. She had obviously pushed down a lot of stuff, and one day you hoped maybe she’d be able to get past it.

She had told you what happened. The beatings. The isolation. All the trauma that no sane person should be able to endure. She spoke of the awful Dr. who has tricked the both of them, and nearly got Kit sent to the electric chair for his crimes.

Your heart broke. Not only for Kit, but for both of them. You understood why they shared such a strong bond now. They had been through hell and back together. After your talk with Lana, you struggled with trying to figure out how to bring it up to Kit. The last thing you wanted to do was trigger him in any way.

He had come home from work one day, you having already tucked his kids into bed. He had hired you as a babysitter a few months after Grace had passed and Alma was taken to the asylum. You had supported him through all of it, and helped take care of his two bundles of joy. After time, you two fell for each other and were practically inseparable. He was such a selfless lover, always putting you first, no matter the situation.

When he walked through the door, you were standing with your hands wrapped across your chest as you looked up at him. Your eyes were soft, but he knew something was up.

“The kiddos okay?” He asked. That was the first thing his mind wandered to. If anything happened to his kids he didn’t know if he’d survive. They were his pride and joy.

“They’re in bed, fast asleep.” You said, taking his coat despite his arguments that he could take care of it, and put it onto the coat rack.

“I’d like to talk to you about something.”

Kits mind ran through every possible situation. What had he done? Has he upset you? His heart raced a bit as he watched you a bit nervously. He never wanted to upset you, and when you were mad at him, it broke his heart.

“You aren’t in trouble Kit, I just want to talk about something.”

He nodded as he sat down on the couch, brows knit together as he looked up at you “what is it suga’?”

You smiled as his accent came through before taking a seat next to him. You let your hands take one of his, tracing the veins in his hand before rubbing his knuckles gently with your thumb.

“Look, Kit. I just… I want you to be able to talk to me. And I want to know you. All of you. The good and the bad. I went and talked to Lana-“

“Why did you talk to Lana?” He interrupted, looking much more on edge than he had mere seconds ago. This was exactly the problem. He didn’t open up, and when you had any questions he shut down or got defensive.

“I talked about your guy’s time in the asylum, Kit.” You said, cutting to the chase. He pulled his hand away from your touch, which caused a frown to set on your lips.

“Look, we don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to. I love you Kit, but I want you to be able to tell me, okay? Do you trust me?“

“Of course I trust ya- it’s just-“

“Just what Kit?” You urged, hoping he wouldn’t close up this time.

“I didn’t wanna be a burden to ya.”

Those words single handedly broke your heart into a million pieces. He thought that? The Kit Walker thought he could be a burden if he shared his past?

“Kit, you could never ever be a burden to me. I love you so so much.” As you said those words, you realized he had begun to cry.

Your arms were gentle as you cradled him, holding him close and whispering sweet nothings in his ear.

Little by little, by each day, he did begin to open up to you. After years. Finally. What he went through was horrible, and you could see it in his eyes, but the more he talked about it the more… free he looked. Less tortured.

Your relationship grew stronger the more he shared with you as well, your love for each other deepening each and every day.

You promised to never leave him, and he promised to always take care of you. It was you and Kit against the world, and in your opinion, you two were doing a pretty damn good job of it so far.

#evan peters #evan peters icons #ahs fandom #american horror story #kit walker #kit walker ahs #american horror asylum #ahs fanfic #ahs asylum

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tobitofunction · 1 year ago

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Hi! I was wondering to the series about Daichi and haru? I was wondering if we could get another or a special episode with the new baby and haru being a big brother and all that?

Of course it’s not something you have to do and if the series over that’s fine!

Have a good day!

Here you go some more Dad Daichi

Daichi just came back from work when Haruto came running down,”Dad your back, let’s play” Haruto said grabbing Daichi wrist and dragging him to the living room,” Haru, let your father breathe he just came back from work” you giggled, Daichi smiled warmly at you and your growing belly, your in your last trimester now ready to give birth soon enough, unlike Haruto who was born in the winter your second child will be born during the Sakura season, one of your favourite seasons,” How you feeling baby?” he asked rubbing your belly making Haruto pout at the lack of attention,” Tired so the usual” you said kissing his cheek before sitting down on the sofa,” Haru have you helped Mommy like I asked you too?” Daichi asked making Haruto nod,” Of course, I took really good care of Mommy and my little sibling,” he said sitting next to you on the couch, he was still a little momma boy but in the best way possible,” What do you want the baby to be?” you asked playing with his hair,” A girl,” he said making you lift a brow in surprise,” Why is that buddy?” Daichi asked,” Because boys can be mean” he said placing his head on your shoulder,” What makes you say that honey?” you asked looking at Daichi with concern,” Are boys mean to you, Buddy? You can tell us” Daichi said grabbing Haruto's chin gently,” They say I’m a mistake cause their parents say I am a mistake” he said playing with your hair not looking at his father,” Did you tell your teacher?” you asked Haruto nodded,” Teacher said they only joking” Daichi sighed and got up on his feet,” Where you going?” you asked trying to sit up but Haruto just snuggled closer to you making it impossible to sit up.

"Daichi what the urgent news?" Suga said sitting down in the small cafe,"Is it possible to transfer Haruto to your class?","Emmm, sure but why?", Daichi sighed,"Haruto is getting bullied and his teacher isn't doing anything about it" Suga's eyes softened,"Of course I will try to transfer him but you also need to go through the school to yourself and maybe report the teacher" Suga said making Daichi nod,"I thought we could finally get away with being criticised but apparently it will haunt us forever" Daichi sighed,"I'm still proud of you and y/n, the two of you worked extremely hard to get where you are today and if people still want to judge than fuck them" Suga said making Daichi smile,"I will go the school tomorrow, I don't want y/n to stress about it" Daichi said playing with his wedding ring.

"Goodnight Haru" you said kissing his forehead,"Goodnight mommy, goodnight baby" he said patting your belly gently making you smile,"Dad your back" Haruto smiled sitting up,"Daddy just needed to work things out buddy, go to sleep you have a long day tomorrow" Daichi said kissing Haruto's forehead.

"Where did you run off too?" you asked as you closed the door behind you,"I was talking to Suga about transferring Haruto to his class and he agreed we be talking to school tomorrow about it as well" Daichi said rubbing your bump receiving a kick in response," We are still being judged people assume I am Haruto's sister or babysitter at times" Daichi sighed and cupped your neck," It be always like that. Still, we went through the worst of it back in high school, so nothing can bother is now right?" he smiled, "I guess, let's go to bed. I'm wrecked".

The next day you sat in the office of Naruto's school waiting to talk to the Principal, you were more uncomfortable than ever as you felt small pains going through your body,"You okay my love?" Daichi asked even though you weren't showing any discomfort Daichi could read you like a book,"I'm having some slight pains?","Contractions?" he whispered,"It's still to early for that" you muttered, Daichi was about to say something when he was interrupted by the Principal,"Please join me in the office".

"So you want to move your son to Mister Sugawara's class, how come?", Daichi sighed,"Because my son is getting bullied by his classmates and the teacher hasn't intervened even though Haruto told them about the bullying" he explained,"What is the bullying about?","About our ages, the children hear their parents whisper about us, how we had him too young and how he was a 'mistake' and said kids just use it to hurt our son" you explained rubbing your belly,"But isn't that the truth? You were 17 when you had your child","Yes, I was but Haruto shouldn't be bullied for that" you said slowly getting angry,"So you asked me to punish those children telling the truth?" you shook your head,"No, we aren't asking for a punishment, we just want our son transferred to another class with a more cable teacher" Daichi said, his hand was holding yours, rubbing comforting circler on your skin,"Mister Sugawara and you are friends aren't you?","Yes, so?" Daichi asked confused,"It be just with your son knowing Mister Sugawara on a personal level, it can be viewed as favouritism for any future activities"," He won't, he will just be a better support system for our son in this school if he ever gets bullied again. It's not to much to ask," you said as another wave of pain hits you, shit maybe Daichi was right, you thought to yourself. The Principals sighed,"Very well, I will approve the swap. Now I would ask you to leave I have things to do" he said making you roll your eyes at him.

Once outside the school, you grabbed Daichi by the arm," Dai, I think you were right, I think I'm having contractions" his brown eyes widen when you say that,"Shit, let's get you the hospital".

You were laying in the hospital bed rubbing your belly,"Haruto was late, this was early which only means or next one will be on time" I smiled making Daichi look up from his phone,"Already thinking of her next one huh?" Daichi smiled placing his hand on top of yours,"Well, we are finally financially stable enough, so why not" You smiled back at him,"We can talk more about this once this bugger is born" he said tapping his fingers on your belly. Soon the doctor arrived to see how you were doing," Everything seems to be going well, if the contractions continue like that you should be able to give within the next hour, I get a nurse to strengthen the epidural" the doctor smiled, no judgment was in sight in his eyes, the complete opposite to how the doctor and nurses looked at you when you had Haruto," It's different than last time huh?" Daichi said noticing the difference between the two of you are being treated," Yes, it's strange but I like it, no need to feel like you need to stand up for yourself or ignore the stares of judgment I can just give birth carefree, this time it's also way less painful" you smiled playing with Daichi's hair which became a bit longer than he had it in High School.

*After birth*

Daichi held the small girl in his arms gently, she was tiny like her brother, you smiled tiredly at your husband and daughter, outside the window you could spot the cherry blossom fly about making it seem like a scene out of a fairytale," Our little cherry blossom" Daichi smiled, the baby was snuggled against his chest, embracing the warmth radiating of his body,"What do you want to name her?" Daichi asked sitting down beside you handing back your newborn,"Mio" you smiled down at the baby,"Mmmh perfect like her" Daichi said kissing your temple just when the door opened revealing your mother-in-law with Haruto,"Mommy" he yelled running towards but Daichi scooped him up in arms before he could get to you,"shh, buddy your sister is sleeping and Mommy is tired" Daichi said gently making Haruto place his small hands in front of his mouth,"Haru meet your sister, her name Mio" Daichi gently placed Haruto on the bed,"Why is she so tiny?" he asked removing his hands from his mouth," Because she was a little bit early and you were small as well when you were born", Haruto cocked his head,"Was I this tiny?", Daichi chuckled and rubbed his son's hair, he looked at his mom who was filming the whole thing on her phone with a big smile,"Are you glad you got a sister?" you asked making him nod,"Can I hold her?" he asked carefully,"Sit on your bum and stretch your legs out" Daichi instructed Haruto following suit, Daichi carefully lifted Mio from your grasp and placed in Haruto's, he placed Haruto's hand under her head for support but he kept his hand under his son's hand for extra support,"For someone so small she is heavy" he muttured making you chuckle,"Haru, now that you are big brother you need to protect your sister, will you do that?" Haruto nodded,"I won't let people be mean to her like people are mean to me, only nice people can be near her" he said making your heart melt,"Don't worry about mean people, you be joining Uncle Suga in his class" Daichi said lifting Mio back into his arms fully,"Really? yay" he smiled making you kiss his head.

*few week timeskip*

You were walking around the house looking for Haruto when you heard a soft voice coming from the baby's bedroom."Shh Mio, don't cry, I'm here your save so don't cry" he said as he leaned over the crib in an attempt to wipe his sister's tears,"Or maybe you are crying not because you are hungry, I get mommy" he said gently settling down on the floor and rushing out the room nearly knocking you out,"Mommy, Mio is hungry she is crying" he said grabbing your hand, Mio small was scrunched up in a frown tears polling in her big eyes and rolling down her chubby cheek," I feed her, it's time for you to eat as well, food is in the kitchen, your father made it....with some help" you said noticing your son hesitated look,”But I don’t want to leave her” you rubbed your sons head,”Nothing will hurt her Haru, go eat” he sighed and slowly walked to the kitchen.

“Hey there buddy, I hope your hungry” Daichi smiled,” What did you make?” Haruto said sitting down on his chair,” Fried chicken burgers, I followed the recipe carefully” Daichi said placing the colour plate in front of his son.

After dinner and watching his show he brushed his teeth and got on his pjs. Haruto walked over to his bookshelf and pulled his favourite book out and held it tight against his chest before walking towards his sisters room. Mio was still awake hypnotised by the baby Mobil above him, it was Haruto old baby mobile. “Mio this is my favourite book, it’s about Dragons” he said excited holding the book through the crib bars, Mio reached her small outs for the book.” I get Daddy to read it out for us, he always makes funny voices for each character” Haruto said excitedly.

Haruto and Mio sat/laid on Daichi’s lap as he read the book, Mio was fascinated with the colour pages of the book, not interested in anyway in what Daichi’s is saying, meanwhile Haruto slowly falling asleep to his father voice.

“That’s such a cute sight to see” you said seeing both Mio and Haruto asleep in Daichi’s arms,” I get Mio if you want to put Haru to bed” Daichi nodded, I carefully lifted Mio into my arms, she curled into my chest smacking her lips slightly. Daichi carefully closed the book and placed it on the floor before lifting Haruto into a comfortable position to carry.

Daichi placed Haruto into his dragon themed bed, “ sleep tight buddy” Daichi whispered kissing his temple, he placed his favourite plush in Haruto’s arm.Meanwhile you did the same with Mio. You carefully left the room carefully and where met with Daichi who smiled tiredly at you,” Let’s get comfortable and watch some movies”,” I would love that Dai, our kids are amazing but having two now takes a bit more energy” Daichi nodded,” Yeah I thought it be easier as we aren’t teenagers anymore but I guess we did have my parents help more than then we do now” he said kissing your cheek.

Mio= Beautiful/Cherry Blossom/Thread (Japanese)

#haikyuu x reader #daichi sawamura x reader #daichi x reader #hq daichi #daichi x female!reader #daichi sawamura

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ciaossu-imagines · 4 months ago

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💕 or 📖 from the get to know me meme (for you)

Oh my…I’m super flattered and honestly a little amazed that I got questions for myself (I figured it would be mostly characters with maybe an ask thrown in here and there for my OC’s). So I’m really happy about that but at the same time, god, did you pick the two hardest questions for me ahaha! Like, these are super, duper tough for me to answer! I’ma try my best though!!

Your two top fave fictional characters?

Impossible to answer. Simply impossible. There are so many really great, nuanced, interesting characters out there in so many different forms of media. There are so many characters I really love and have developed deep bonds with over the years and to pick just two is impossible. It’s also really hard because, as I’ve admitted before, my favourites are always constantly changing. Even for just my fandoms on here, my favourite characters are constantly shifting and changing for the most part. Outside of the fandoms I write for on here, Watson from Sherlock Holmes, Ron Weasley from Harry Potter, Leo from the Heroes of Olympus series, and Frank from Hold Me Closer, Necromancer are some of my favourite literary characters. For video games, it’s Link and Princess Peach all the way for me, because I was raised on a babysitter’s Nintendo and first loves die hard. To try to give a better answer, I’ll also give my current favourite two characters from each of my fandoms, but remember that in like, two months, these will likely have changed:

For KHR, it’s currently Tsuna and Haru.

For K, it’s Fujishima and Shouhei, currently.

For Servamp, it’s Tsurugi and Yumi and Jun. Just all three of them.

For Iruma-kun, it’s Ifrit and Kalego.

For Bungou Stray Dogs, it’s Fukuchi and Fukuzawa.

For Nanbaka, it’s Hajime and Samon.

For Eyeshield 21, it’s Kid and Agon.

For The Vampire Dies in No Time!, it’s Ronaldo and Shot.

For JJK, it’s Panda and Bernard.

For Dogs, it’s Badou and Giovanni.

For Mashle, it’s Dot and Finn.

For A3!, it’s Tsuzuru and Sakyo.

For S8, it’s Shadow and Reki.

For YYH, it’s Kuwabara and Yusuke.

For Demon Slayer, it’s Zenitsu and Rengoku.

For Assassination Classroom, it’s Karma and Rio.

For Black Cat, it’s Sven and Charden.

For Bleach, it’s Renji and Akon.

For Blue Lock, it’s Ego and Bachira.

For Buddy Daddies, it’s Miri and Rei.

For BNHA, it’s Fat Gum and Mirio.

For Chainsaw Man, it’s Power and Hirofumi.

For Deadman Wonderland, it’s Senji and Karako.

For Fairy Tail, it’s Lucy and Rogue.

For Gangsta., it’s Nic and Hausen.

For GetBackers, it’s Emishi and Ginji.

For Gintama, it’s Gintoki and Kagura.

For Golden Kamuy, it’s Asirpa and Ogata.

For Haikyuu, it’s Daichi, Suga, and Asahi – all three are tied in a great big bow like a giant present and they’re where a vast majority of my love is going. And lust…some of that most definitely.

For Hunter x Hunter, it’s Ging and Chrollo.

For High Card, it’s Chris and Vijay.

For Hinomaru Sumo, it’s Hinomaru and Yuma.

For Joker Game, it’s Sakuma and Jitsui.

For Karneval, it’s Gareki and Yogi.

For Kuroko no Basuke, it’s Taiga and Midorima.

For Magi, it’s Jafar and Sinbad.

For Yowamushi Pedal, it’s Makishima and Sakamichi.

For Mob Psycho 100, it’s Shigeo and Dimple.

For Naruto, it’s Sasori and Deidara.

For One Punch Man, it’s Zombieman and King.

For One Piece, it’s Luffy and Smoker.

For Ronin Warriors, it’s Rowen and Kento.

For Ouran, it’s Honey and Haruhi.

For Saiyuki, it’s Gojyo and Goku.

For The Royal Tutor, it’s Heine and Bruno.

For Tokyo Revengers, it’s Mikey and Ken.

For Soul Eater, it’s Maka and Stein.

For Durarara, it’s Celty and Shinra.

For Kekkaishi, it’s Tokine and Shishio.

For 07-Ghost, it’s Frau and Hyuuga.

For Windbreaker, it’s Mitsuki and Tasuku.

For Beyblade, it’s Kenny and Madoka.

For Black Clover, it’s the whole of the Agrippa family because their designs are cool and Zora.

For Mystic Messenger, it’s V and Jumin.

For Ikemen Revolution, it’s Fenrir and Sirius.

For Class of the Titans, it’s Neil and Odie.

For Gravity Falls, it’s Stan and Wendy.

For Ultimate Spider-Man, it’s Danny and Peter.

For The Covenant, it’s Pogue and Tyler.

For The Mighty Ducks, it’s Averman and Fulton.

For The Outsiders, it’s Dally and Pony.

For Hold Me Closer, Necromancer, it’s Frank and Sean.

Fave book?

I have a lot of books that I dearly love. Much like with characters, it’s really impossible to just choose one. The list of them all that I think are fantastic would fill whole pages. I read a lot of different genres though, surprising because it’s a large part of what I write, pure romance remains the only thing I don’t enjoy reading at all. Mostly because I find them either very formulaic with cliched characters or I find the romances they portray to be vaguely (or in some cases, not so vaguely) toxic. There are a few exceptions to that rule as there are a few romances that I did enjoy, but largely because of other factors within the story. There’s a Harlequin series, of all things, underneath their paranormal romance series, called the Bloodrunners and I enjoyed those. I also enjoyed Dante and Aristotle Discover the Secrets of the Universe. I read a lot of biographies (mostly recently read Britney Spears biography), adore cozy mysteries (currently reading the Murder, She Wrote novel series) and not so cozy mysteries (excited to start the second book in the John Ceepak mysteries). I also read a lot of urban fantasy (big fan of the fantastical noir tropes, with Who Censored Roger Rabbit being a fantastic example and I do enjoy the Dresden Files). Horror though? That’s my jam. I’ve been a huge Stephen King fan since I was around eleven and I really love Grady Hendrix. I also am not someone who feels I need to keep myself to reading only adult novels. I love kids books. I recently revisited and read all the classic Goosebumps books for a wave of nostalgia and despite being written for kids, I love the Percy Jackson series and own a lot of both the Nancy Drew and the Hardy boys novels. Of course, the classics are always worth reading. I reread Alice in Wonderland and The Little Prince quite often, along with the Anne of Green Gables novels, Little Women/Little Men, and Frankenstein quite often. Basically, I just really love books and always appreciate any good recommendations for new ones.

#replies #about me

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freakurodani · 2 years ago

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your tags have me thinking about an 80s teen romcom oisuga au now FJKDLFDS. the idea is so funny to me. babysitter oikawa trying to woo suga... yeah. i know you were thinking about kageyama for the kid but that could also work really well with takeru. i know in my heart takeru would think suga is so cool

curse of 80s romcom au thought be upon ye!!!

hahsjahshshv but okay yeah takeru is SO FUNNY this kid gets like a couple of minutes of screen time and half of it is roasting Oikawa i think he would fit into it soooo well hehehehehe

i agree i think hed adore suga!!! and maybe he'd do stuff that oikawa think is super embarrassing but it just endears suga to both of them more <333333

also i think both suga and oikawa would look very good in neons....... 👀👀👀👀👀

#oisuga #monstrsball #hq!!#conspiracy lvl: ask #ALSO I WAS LITERALLY ABOUT TO HOP INTO UR INBOX AND SAY MORE ABOUT IT AUDJAJDHS BEAT ME TO THE PUNCH THANK UUUU #getting art thots

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monstrsball · 2 years ago

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WAIT I HAD ANOTHER THOUGHT ABOUT 80S BABYSITTER ROMCOM AU!!!!! making it iwaoisuga this time, bc i *personally* like the idea of 2/3rds of them conspiring on how to add the other, i feel like more naturally it would be iwaoi scheming on how to get suga to fall in love w them too.... but i personally just adore oisuga coming up with elaborate plans for getting pizzaboy iwaizumi to hang out (and fall in love) with them <3

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iwaoisuga... you're speaking my language!! so! for iwaoisuga, i do really like aus where oisuga are dating first (in canon more naturally i also see iwaoi being together first though)!! i think it could be really fun. they rlly would come up with the most elaborate plans to woo iwa lmao. they overthink it just a little. it's best to just be direct with iwa but they don't get that at first.

#iwaoisuga... sighs wistfully #yeah <3

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1m-n0t-3nd3rcl4ud1a · 2 years ago

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Hazzana (Hazzy)

Name : Hazzana (Nickenamed Hazzy)

Age : 3 (She was genuinely created 3 years ago. Not 300 years ago)

Gender : Doesn't have one- But is created as a Female/Girl

Pronouns : She/They/Bolt (Uses Neo-Pronouns. [She = Bolt][Her = Boltie][Herseld = Boltself]

Their species is a TV-Headed Robot with a Humanoid body.

Info/Origins :

She wasn't actually supposed to be created. Zahwa found a broken TV when she was in the backyard of her house. Not only that, she also found a headless humanoid robot body. Zahwa got an idea, then brought back the TV & the robot body back home. Zahwa told Choco about everything & the idea she got. Then, they started working on making the robot. Zahwa put Hazzy together & programmed them, meanwhile Choco worked on her cloths & accessories. After Choco's done with their clothes, Choco helped Zahwa to add extra codes & programs to her. And the main program for Hazzy is to babysit children, just like a daycare attendant. Not only does Hazzy is for babysitting, she is also a friend of Zahwa herself.

Relationship(s) :

The creation/robot & a friend of Zahwa

The babysitter & friend of Choco & Suga

The friend of Claudia

The friend of Rara

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doldilic · 3 months ago

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2005... When I was 5 and my Mom was 24, my aunts were around that same age too. I would always hear them listen to music, like this song specifically, a lot. I don't know if it was just because it was played on the radio often or not. Who cares. Anyway, this song reminds me of my adolescence. The simplicity of the world. Weird seeing those baby pictures from back then. I remember raising two baby squirrels around that age too. Happy Feet was released in theaters. I was playing Sims and some looney tunes game with my family friend's daughter who was like my babysitter at the time. It's also crazy how far tech has taken us since then. Wonder what it's gonna be like in the future...

#doldilic #phobos #ILoveMyFamily #Spotify

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yuckyfucky · 1 year ago

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All you wanted to do was make people happy and keep them close

like FUK!

“I know you’re cussing me out in your head. Your thoughts are loud, remember that!” She squinted at you while kicking her feet like a child throwing a tantrum.

“You really think I’m about t’pay for my own meal?! Bring your wallet, suga mama!”

me af , like FEED ME PLZZZZ! abby would’ve done it in a heartbeat!! HMPH!!

“Abby! Who’s this!”

y im hearin weddding bells??

Everyone makes revenge seem negative, but to me… It got me and mom through a lot of shit. Maybe that’s why she never wanted you to think of it as a problem solver.

THAAAAAANK UUUUUH , IM SICK OF FORGIVENESS FETISHIZERS N’ BEING TJR BIG FKN PWRSON ENTHUSIASTS WHEN IT LITERALLY JUS MEANS LEMME B A DOORMATE OUT OF THE SAKE OF THE OTHER PERSON FEE—

“That’s not my fucking problem! I was clear about my intentions when we first started fucking just like everyone else. She has to deal with that shit on her own time, I’m not a fucking babysitter.”

dial. 3 (e.w.)

wc;cw: 3.4K, fratadjacent!ellie, all ocs r black coded<3, angst😞, oc being an empath, self-esteem issues, mentions anxiety and panic attacks, ellie ain’t shit, alcohol, mentions of smoking

playlist :p

It’s been three days since you’ve heard from Ellie.

She left you on read when you reached out the next morning after the party. You tried to get some information out of Dina on her whereabouts, but she shut you down, practically begging you to let you and Ellie’s disastrous relationship rest for your sake. Niah said that she was ready to jump at any moment, but you didn’t want her— or anyone else— in the middle of your conflict. You made a mistake looking to Ellie for approval and you had to deal with it.

But there was some part of you that couldn’t let this go. You’ve been embarrassed by a good number of people in your lifetime, and you wanted nothing more than to crawl into the deepest hole imaginable and never come out whenever it happened, but you’re an adult now. So why is it hitting harder than ever before?

You never understood why people were so put off by your personality. You always craved companionship and were so giving with your heart, but people just can’t… stand you, you’ve realized. A portion of your heart dies whenever you get blasted for being too much, but you can’t help how you feel. All you wanted to do was make people happy and keep them close, but you’ve only managed to scare them off.

You talk a lot, and I don’t think you realize it.

Are you always this… touchy?

Please. Just stop talking for a second.

It comes off really annoying, not gonna lie.

You’re really nice but… I dunno, you’re just a lot sometimes. Just ease up.

You hated that your mom was wrong; kindness, in fact, doesn’t get you where you need to go.

At least you have your aunt. And Niah. They both accept your clinginess with no grudges.

You’ve kept your head down on campus, only going to the library to study and back to your dorm. You cut your usual Starbucks visits completely; Reading without caffeine was killing you, but it was better than seeing and hearing Ellie. Plus, you couldn’t shake the feeling that everybody was staring at you, waiting for you to fuck up so they could get a good laugh.

It was the last day of finals, and you couldn’t wait to go the fuck home. You were sick of being on campus and your self-esteem was at an all-time low. You needed your auntie’s food for revival.

You were desperate for an awfully long break. Hopefully something positive will come of it.

“Take a break from paaacking. Come eat with me, please, I’m starving!”

Your eyes rolled at Niah’s incessant whines. She knew how tedious you were with your luggage; She couldn’t wait another five minutes? —

“I know you’re cussing me out in your head. Your thoughts are loud, remember that!” She squinted at you while kicking her feet like a child throwing a tantrum.

You groaned and threw the sweatshirt you’d been folding back into the drawer. How the fuck did universities get away with giving students two days to pack all their essentials right after finals. As if you had any remaining brain cells to wash and fold your laundry. They’re going to hell, for sure!

“Whatchu wanna eat?” You stretched your arms over your head and stood from the floor.

Niah smirked at you, “Arby’s.”

“… Go to hell— “

She laughed aloud, rolling on her back in her bed, “I wanna fuckin’ sandwich, bro! I dunno why.”

“This is the worst pre-Christmas goodbye dinner we’ve ever had,” you stared at her blankly.

“Bitch, we’ve only had two, stop,” she flipped you off, “Dee would support me, ask her to come.”

You walked over to your desk to pull your phone off the charger, “If she says yes, I’m not going.”

“Yes the fuck you ar— “

“Shut up, it’s ringing,” the dial tone blared in your ear before Dina answered with a blood curdling scream. You instantly put her on speaker phone.

You and Niah looked at each other in concern before Dina calmly said, “Hi.”

“Are you fucking okay? What the hell was that?” Niah shouted.

“… I can’t be excited that the sem’s over?”

“… Girl, I swear to god— “

You interrupted your best friend, “Wanna come to Arby’s with us, friend?”

“…”

You snickered at her silence and Niah screamed, “Fuck both of y’all! Arby’s is top tier— “

“… Is she fucking serious right now?”

“Just come so I don’t have to suffer the meat alone,” you begged.

She scoffed, “… I never thought your gay ass would say that— “

“Please just come with us!”

“Okay! I’m not buying shit, though.”

“You really think I’m about t’pay for my own meal?! Bring your wallet, suga mama!” Niah beckoned.

And Dina hung up on you. This was the loudest you’ve laughed in days.

“On a scale from one to ten: how much d’you hate yourself right now?”

“Negative forty.”

Niah was tearing up her curly fries and smokehouse brisket sandwich like no tomorrow. She looks happy; That's all that mattered, you suppose.

Dina gave Niah her private time with her sandwich and laid her head on your shoulder, whispering, “How are you doing, hon?”

You shrugged lightly, “I’m alright, I guess. I dunno. I’ll get over it at some point.”

“You know I never wanted to see you upset over something like this. I’ve known her for so long and love her a lot but… she’s awful sometimes,” she nuzzled closer and your heart warmed.

“I’ll be okay! I should’ve just listened when you told me,” She didn’t need to know how many times you’ve cried over this recurring situation.

She sighed and let it go, kissing your clothed shoulder, “Jesse wanted to come but he said fuck arby’s.”

“Y’all are gonna stop talkin’ shit about my fav— “

“ANYWAYS!” Dina spoke over Niah. “He said he wants his goodbye hug before we all head out tomorrow.”

“He knows I’ll give him one! I gotta give him his notebook back anyway,” you peered down at her, “Did you know that he doodles you when he’s notetaking? I wanted to cry; they were so fucking cute!”

She sat up to look at you, “No fucking way!”

“Yes way!” Niah concurred, “He wants to get you preg— “

You kicked Niah under the table, and she exploded into a fit of giggles while Dina blushed and twiddled her thumbs.

“… I’ll give him a baby, I guess,” she whispered sheepishly while her cheeks burned.

You and Niah squealed in excitement. Seeing your friends happy and in love made your heart beam with joy.

Finals were finally fucking over!

This was, by far, the sloppiest you’ve ever packed for anything, but you couldn’t wait to see your auntie. You loved being around your friends every day, but you needed your personal schedule back. It’s been so long since you’ve had a self-care day! Your aunt already purchased foot baths and vanilla-scented exfoliant.

You always get a little teary-eyed whenever you have to say goodbye to Niah even though you were only going to be separated for a month. Being apart from your favorite person is always a bit soul-crushing!

You made sure she got on her train safely before powerwalking back to your dorm building. You quickly snatched your bag that held two of Jesse’s physics notebooks before catching the bus to his apartment building. You hoped you could catch him before you go to the airport; You still want a hug!

When you got to the front of his complex, you caught a glimpse of Abby hauling her luggage out of the door with an older couple. Probably her parents!

Since when did she live here? Why have you never seen her around?

Too busy being a whore!

You wanted to apologize for not reuniting with her at the party, but she most likely didn’t remember you. Everybody was lit, and she seemed eager to mingle—

Your racing thoughts were caught off at the light shout of your name. Abby sat her bags down to wave you over, and a large smile grew on your face. You scurried over to where she was and moved to shake her hand, but she gently pushed it away to pull you in for a hug.

“You were really gonna greet me like a fucking grandma?” she laughed quietly in your ear. You shuddered; Even with her coat on, you could feel how strong she was!

“Sorry! I, uh— “

“S’fine,” she pulled away, smiling just as brightly, her cheeks dusted red and snowflakes dusting her lashes, “Missed you at the party.”

You cringed inwardly, “I’m so sorry! I really didn’t mean to leave you like that; I got caught up with… Dina! With Dina— “

“Mhm,” Her eyes were moving over your face like water. “I was gonna— “

“Abby! Who’s this!”

You gazed at the cheesing couple behind her before waving ecstatically at them. They seemed sweet with their joyous tones! And wealthy; You peeped her father’s Gucci puffer. Abby’s blush deepened and she sighed.

“Aren’t you adorable! We’re Abby’s parents— “

You were pulled into warm hugs and given bright greetings while Abby awkwardly shuffled in the corner. You matched their vibrancy, introducing yourself with a genuine grin. You listened intensely while they bragged about Abby being on the Dean’s List two years in a row and how she was going to enroll in the honor roll program.

But Abby had enough of the boasting, “You guys mind putting this in the car for me?”

She gently pushed her carry-on into her dad’s arms, and they both departed with merry goodbyes.

“Sorry, they’re so… yeah.”

“No, oh my god, they seem so sweet!”

She shook her head with a bashful grin. She looked so pretty in the snow.

“I, um…” You started, putting yourself in the hot seat. “I’m really sorry about flaking at the party. I hope we’re… okay?”

“More than okay,” Her tone quieted. “Just as long as you promise to spark with me next time?”

Butterflies exploded in your chest and tummy. You promised to do so with glossy eyes.

“Good,” she smirked before pointing towards her complex. “Needa be checked in?”

“No, just buzzed, if you don’t mind? I’ll only be a couple minutes.”

“Course, c’mon.”

You tried to ignore the fluttering of your heart at Abby’s hand at the small of your back as you trailed through the snow.

Abby ensured you got her number before seeing you onto the elevator. She made her leave with one last weighted gaze at your appearance. The small space was burning up with you in here!

The second you stepped off the elevator, your ears were filled with booming voices from down the hall. The floor was quiet due to its decreased occupancy, so you could hear Dina’s screaming clearly. What the fuck is going on!

You bustled down the pathway until you reached Jesse and Ellie’s front door, and you instantly regretted coming to return his belongings.

“You’re being a fucking cunt, that’s why!”

“I don’t give a fuck!”

Ellie’s angered timbre made you pause at the entrance of their residence. You could’ve sworn she went home already. Why the hell were they fighting!

“She literally did nothing wrong! Why the fuck did you even pursue her in the fucking first place! I told you how she is and now you’re acting surprised that her feelings are hurt!”

The shaky breath you'd been holding left you with the last bit of your dignity. There was no way they were talking about you.

“It’s not about babysitting! It’s about being a decent human being! Maybe stop leading her on and making her seem like you— “

“I’m not making her seem like shit! She’s clingy as fuck on her own. She would’ve gotten attached regardless.”

The more their argument pursued, the more upset you got. You didn’t realize how tight your fists were clenched until you felt your nails pierce the skin of your palms, but you hardly cared. Your heart was crumbling to pieces and the shards were slicing you open, and the pain overtook your sadness. And fury. You could almost hear your mother scolding about emotional control.

Your breaths got heavier the more you tried to steady them, tears jerking in your eyes while they went back and forth about you.

You didn’t even have time to register how insane you must’ve looked standing at their front door crying before booking it down the hallway, frantically pressing the elevator button so you could get the fuck out of here. You tried to bring yourself back down on the ride to the first floor, but your techniques weren’t working. Your heaves were erratic and coarse, your lungs burning with each harsh exhale through your nose.

The elevator door opened, and you left in a rush, pushing through all the exit doors of the building until you rushed into a larger frame.

You could hear Jesse calling out your name, asking if you were all right and what happened, but you pushed him off you and bolted for the main entrance. You ignored the calls of his name and shoved the doors open, not even bothering to wait for the last bus pick-up. You need to get home now; Your flight wasn’t for another six hours, but you couldn’t stand to be here a second longer.

The tears on your face frosted over as every ridicule from your past and present came crashing down on you on your way to the dorm. The mockery, the bullying, the lies from people you trusted.

No matter where you go, it all follows you like a shadow.

You turned your phone off the second you arrived at the airport.

Going through TSA was such a hassle; You were so disoriented that the security had begun to get suspicious and asked if you had anything to drink before you arrived. And people were staring. Does the humiliation ever stop!

You shut your phone off when you arrived, ignoring the multiple calls from Dina and Jesse, and sent one last message to your auntie about how you couldn’t wait to see her; Ellie even sent you one before your screen went dark. Fuck her apparent guilt; You swore to block her the second you touched down.

You made yourself as comfortable as you could in the airport chairs since you were going to be here a while, and just cried. Your tears fell from the remaining wait hours until boarding.

You calmed a bit when the plane took off, silently thanking your aunt for booking you a window seat. The clouds were always gorgeous during winter.

You felt a little hand gently tap your forearm, and you turned to see a little boy holding a tissue in his hand for you. You cried harder and accepted, bumping your fist against his smaller one as a thank you.

You didn’t sleep the entire plane ride home.

You hugged your aunt like you hadn’t seen her in years.

Shhh, it’s gonna be okay, baby. I promise.

You sobbed into her shoulder the second she stepped out of her car and just held her. And she held you back.

Until the fucking security complained about her blocking traffic. She gave your head dozens of kisses before grabbing your bags to throw into the back seat.

You both scurried into the car and she pulled out driving onto the nearly empty road and parked her car.

“Talk to me. What happened.”

Your breaths were still trembling, but you made one request.

“C-Can,” you cleared your throat when it cracked, “Can we reschedule our self-care day?”

“Of course we can, baby. When do you wanna do it?” Her brows pulled down as she cooed.

“W-When we get home?”

Your aunt flew down the freeway like a bat out of hell.

“I just don’t understand why this keeps happening to me,” you’re going to cry again.

“People just fucking suck. There doesn’t have to be a reason.”

It was three in the morning, and you were still going on about everything that’s happened: how you met Ellie, what you two did over the past couple of weeks, how she talked about you behind your back. You watched your aunt’s hands as she filed your nails to perfection under the beaming lamp while you babysat your mimosa, recalling all the events that happened twelve hours ago.

“Y’know,” she shook her head as she buffed your nails, “Your parents told me they were scared of this happening to you. You’re too fucking sweet for your own good.”

“Because that’s how they raised me! They always wanted me to be the bigger person when something happens.”

Hold your head high and turn the other cheek. All the benefits of that will come later, even if you don’t think they will.

Your dad’s repeated mantra always made you feel lighter when you were young and needed comfort. But now, it’s starting to make you feel guilty because… frankly, you’re still fucking pissed.

Your aunt paused her work to down the rest of her mimosa, shaking her head when she sat the glass down, her eyes boring into your soul.

“I never wanna steer you in the wrong direction, but at some point, enough is enough. People have shit all over you for years, and you allowed it. Did you not confront them when it happened?”

… You stayed silent. She sighed.

You knew your aunt was insightful, but she was never this serious. You always enjoyed being around her because she was fun and allowed you an outlet: the cool aunt who didn’t have rules, but the burning look in her eyes confirmed that she meant every word.

Everyone makes revenge seem negative, but to me… It got me and mom through a lot of shit. Maybe that’s why she never wanted you to think of it as a problem solver.

You recall your aunt sneaking stories about how she and your mom used to jump bullies at school whenever you came home with tears in your eyes from people messing with you, but you never knew the extent of their retaliations. You remember being in disbelief envisioning your mom hurting somebody, even if they deserved it.

“But you’re an adult… you can make your own decision— “

“What’d you have in mind?”

Your aunt’s eyes met yours with an arched brow, the glasses on her face shifting with every twitch of her nose. You shocked yourself.

The corner of her lips came up into a devilish smile. Her shoulders lifted in a cocky shrug.

“I gotta couple.”

You didn’t touch your phone until after the holidays. You and your aunt were having a ball, going shopping and sipping Moscato while you both schemed, and you didn’t want to disrupt the peace with negativity.

When your screen came back to life, an influx of text and missed call notifications rushed through with alarm alerts. Most were from Niah and Dina begging you to return their calls, but you had one… one text from the only person you didn’t want to talk to.

You made sure to answer Niah first.

And then Dina.

You took a deep before opening Ellie’s message and… what the fuck is this—

…

That’s the apology?

She shouldn’t have said all that? Is she fucking serious? Everyone already knows that; She probably never gave a proper apology in her fucking life!

You finally, after years of being tormented and belittled, allowed anger to overtake the graciousness that your parents instilled ever since you were in second grade. Your fingers tapped the keyboard, expression turned in aggravation.

The second you tried to block her, the text bubble popped up.

You nearly snapped your device in two.

The fucking audacity! Your fingers typed out words that you never even said aloud before you paused.

Why the fuck are you wasting your time? She never cared about anything you had to say, anyway. She would ghost you for days, only reaching out to ask if she could smoke you out. You closed your conversation with her, and sparked one with someone who you knew would be of service.

Your heart pounded in your chest when she answered. You suddenly couldn't wait to get back to campus.

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19-kageyama turn into a kid!

Time move forward, everyone seems to forgot that Tobio was there since you know short and a kid as they were busy doing volleyball and they don't want to hurt Tobio.

But what more hurt that Tobio is lonely, he don't want to be annoying by going up to them, Tobio is determine as he grab one volleyball and go to someone to play with him but he couldn't find anyone who was competing against other team so Tobio decide to go play outside while he pouts as he bounce the ball down the ground.

Tobio mumbles "Nee-san....Oji-san..."

Bokuto was in his emo mode after the last play until he hears a sniffle as he frowns to himself and goes to see who it crying any maybe cheer that person up until he near the sniffle come clear as he saw a similar kid-Kageyama.

Bokuto pouts and thought 'Why is no one looking after him? Oh...wait we forgot about him did we. Great now I felt bad!' Bokuto goes where Tobio is and pat his head gently as Tobio stop his sniffle and tears that falls on his face, as he looks up and saw Bokuto as Bokuto asked "Hey Kageyama, no need to cry." Bokuto smile at him as he wipes his tears away with his thumb gently.

"No one paying attention to me...." Tobio said to Bokuto who can't help felt guilty that no one even himself wasn't paying attention to him he even remembers what Kenji said when Tobio was sleeping.

-flashback-

After Suga lecture them after what they taught Tobio as Tobio looks confuse as he shrugs it off and play volleyball with the shrimp...I mean Hinata.

After Tobio and everyone ate, Tobio going to sleep with the managers while the three simps were jealous that wanted to be Tobio place or is it the other way round...who knows.

Tobio falls asleep, Kenji and the rest of the team are there playing a game true and dare but Kenji and the other babysitters who seem lost in thought as Tsukishima asked Tadashi "What with you Yamaguchi?"

Tadashi respond back "Well it just that after we got to know Kageyama a bit since his in that state, do you ever think you know that his lonely?"

Everyone was silent until Shigeru answer "His right, he even said that his parents never around only his oji-san and nee-san that's it."

"Not only that, all he wants is to play is volleyball with everyone here even his nee-san and oji-san." Kenji reply back as everyone turn their head to face the second-year date tech captain. As Kenji continue "I don't care what everyone says, I want to protect that smile of his and his innocence as well. Everything about him is different from him as the king of the court."

Everyone even his middle school team as they thought it over and agree they want to protect Tobio from everything after all he is dense but sweet.

-end of flashback-

Bokuto patting his head gently and wiping the tears away that still flowing down "I'm sorry Tobio that everyone is busy with practice, it's our fault."

Tobio look into Bokuto gold eyes with his blue eyes as Bokuto can't help felt mesmerize by how blue it is as he replies "It's okay, at least you apologise. Its not you lot fault that you were busy with volleyball and I understand because you and the others love volleyball soooooo much." Tobio smiles cutely as Bokuto grins at him.

Bokuto then said "Lets play volleyball together!"

Tobio blue eyes sparkle again as Bokuto can't help seeing the soul to the window that know his emotion is.

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Author-san: Chapter 19 everyone yayy

And oh 👏 before I forgot from previously if you lot are curious about my WIT account

Its similar to this username

Tobio logs in

Author-san: TOBIO 💞 💓💕

Toru: TOBIO-CHAN 💞 💓💕

Atsumu: TOBIO-KUN💞 💓💕

Everyone: KAGEYAMA/YAMAYAMA/TOBIO

Tobio: No

Tobio logs off

Author-san: Wow its all your fault

Toru: No its yours

Atsumu: I have to agree with Kawababe

Author-san: Want me to make u disappear in this story and the next

Toru:..

Atsumu:...

Author-san: Hmph thought so

Suga: Anyways hope you lot enjoy this chapter

Noya: YEAH SEE YOU IN THE

Tanaka: CHAPTER

Hinata: YEAH!

Daichi: Ignore them

Shinsuke: Hope you look after yourselves!

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