#b y e ily

[biitchcakes]

STRIKEFORCE vol. 1 issue 7

( personals DNI. )

[spuffyfet]

[butterfluffy]

“love me!”

⠀⠀ੈ♡˳· how would these supernovas react when you don't say “i love you too” to them?

⠀⠀➧ smol angst, not really tho | m. d. luffy, r. zoro, t. law, e. kid, killer, b. hawkins, (diez) x drake, j. bonney (separate) x gn!reader | multi-character headcanons + scenario

⠀⠀➧ warnings — none. tiny angst if u squint...! mistakes may be present too.. so do ignore them, thanks!

⠀⠀➧ requests are closed until further notice!

⠀⠀꒰ 🍨 ꒱ notes: PLS DON'T PLAY AROUND AND NOT SAY ILYT TO THESE BABIES. 😭

MONKEY D. LUFFY

Stares you down as the once big smile on his face fades away by each second that passed without you saying those three words back to him.

Like, 😁 → 😀 → 🙂 → 😐 → ☹️

He tries to be patient, waiting for you to say it back—but you didn't.

Luffy then looks at you in disbelief, frowning like a child, grumbling about how you won't say “I love you too.”

“Hey y/n! i love youuu...!” Luffy exclaims, pulling you into a quick embrace then looking at you with bright eyes, waiting for your response.

“Mhm-mhm. Thanks Luffy.” You hummed, ruffling the boy's hair as he chuckled, eyes still on you, head tilted to the side, the big smile on his face slowly fading away.

“..So? Y/n, what else you gonna say?” He muttered, scratching the back of his head as you shrugged, walking away from him with a cheeky grin.

“Hey, wait! You're supposed to say “I love you too”! Right, Usopp!? They're supposed to say that!!” He grumbled to his friend who sweat-dropped, just nodding his head as Luffy caught up to you, getting you to spill an ilyt for him.

RORONOA ZORO

Zoro is shy with saying “I love you,” so he'd be looking away from you if he does

...He will then do a slow head turn when he fails to hear your i-love-you-too—

Followed by a “ha!?” expression on his face, irritated that you didn't return the I love you.

Just say ilyt ffs. 😠💔 - R. Zoro

“..Mhm, I love you.” Zoro mutters, caressing your back, faced away from you as he spoke, obviously shying from saying those three words.

“Thanks.” You hummed as Zoro jolted, doing a slow head turn to see you with a smile on your face that contrasted his irritated “ha!?” look.

“The hell you mean “Thanks.”...!?” The moss head growls, mimicking the way you said your words, causing you to chuckle at his attempt and expression.

“..Nothin', hehe...!” “Don't “hehe...!” me and just say “I love you too,” for fuck's sake..”

TRAFALGAR LAW

Law rarely says his I love you's or I love you too's, so not returning them is... 😦

Honey, just don't. Please do not try to not say ilyt/ily.

Traffy will either be gloomy the whole day or will pretend that you simply don't exist, out of annoyance from your dumb little act.

That's right. His petty ass will be ignoring you unless you apologize and shower him with love.

“Law, don't you love me anymoreee? You never say “I love you” to me at all, it's making me sad, like, reaaallyyy sad..!” You muttered, a pout on your face, that got Law playfully rolling his eyes.

“Tsk.. I love you. There. I said it, so stop complaining and saying that I never say I love you.” Law says under his breath, then kissing your forehead, causing heat to creep up your cheeks, same as a sneaky idea..

“Okay.” You snickered, stifling a laugh when Law reacted to your reply by having his mouth fall agape, frowning, then pulling his hat down, hiding his face.

“Alright.” Returning the cold reply, Law then left you, ignoring you for the rest of the day until you apologized and gave him a kiss as a sorry..

EUSTASS KID

Oh nooooooo, darling, nooo......

This tulip man will go from 😀 then 😡😡😡😡 within seconds.

Prepare for a small fight, yeah. Cuz he'll be rambling again and again until you finally say ilyt.

Won't be satisfied by just that though, so you'll need to woo this forking man-child with explosive anger issues. Good luck.

“Damn, I fuckin' love ya, darling.” Kid admits after kissing you with his red painted lips that is curved up into a big, smug grin that you badly want to wipe away, so..

“Sure.” You dryly replied, leaving Kid's side after, knowing that he'll be exploding soon. I mean, you tried to leave.

“WHAT THE FUCK!?? YOU DON'T SAY “SURE” AFTER I JUST SAID I LOVE YOU, YOU SHIT HEAD!!! YOU SAY I LOVE YOU TOO!!” Kid growls, holding you off from getting away from him.

“Alright, alright, I'm sorry! I love you too, okayyy!? Now don't be such an angry tulip, damn it!” You shout, holding Kid's cheeks then kissing his nose to cool him off, which worked. Luckily.

KILLER

Silent treatment go brrttttt... 🙂🙂🙂🙂

Kil will just be there, not saying a single word at you, but he still does acts of service here and there.

Gives you space, thinking that you're mad with him or something. Not wanting to fight with you, unlike a certain someone..

A little petty though. He won't say I love you again, unless you initiate it first.

“Love you.” Killer hums as he held your hand, caressing it, then kissing it despite having his mask on. Still showing you his acts of love.

“Yeah.” You muttered, causing Killer to pause, letting go of your hand. A sigh escaping his mouth before he left without a word for a few hours, then returning to you with a snack.

“Ah, Kil. Thank you.” You said with a smile, only receiving a nod from Killer who remained silent. “By the way, Kil...”

“Love you.” You whisper, kissing him, causing the blond male to finally speak up, a smile on his face, hiding under his mask. “Mhm, love you too..”

BASIL HAWKINS

Blankly stares at you with his eyes squinted before sighing, letting you be.

Hawkins doesn't let that act of yours effect his life, in short, he.. Doesn't care. Kinda... 😗😗

Goes a little distant with you bcs of that, but Hawkins is still watching you from a far, analyzing what's the matter with u.

Then consults his cards, shaking his head by the answer it gave, cracking a smile on his stoic face by your antics.

“..I love you, Y/n.” Hawkins, your lover, whispers. Pecking your lips after he spoke, while you let out a small hum in response, just smiling at him...

Staring you down in silence with his red eyes squinted at you, Hawkins then shrugged, walking off and continuing his work. Trying to ignore the fact that you didn't say ilyt.

He tried. He really did. But his curiosity got the best of him, so he ended up consulting his cards, revealing the truth—

“Y/n, the cards told me what you're up to. Quite silly, I admit.” The blond man says, a rare expression displayed on his face; a smile, and a chuckle leaving his lips..

(DIEZ) X DRAKE

Shocked. Very, very shocked, and heart broken by not hearing your sweet reply of I love you too.

And then he panics, thinking of what he did to upset you so much that you didn't say ilyt to him.

Dino man then does various romantic acts to woo you.

Pls gib my ilyt. 🥹💔 - Heart broken dino man

“Hon, I'm off to work now. Love you.” Bidding his good-bye, Drake gave you a sweet kiss and an ily before he left, waiting for you to say it back—

“Mhm, okay. Take care.” You hum, giving him a hug instead of what he's waiting for. Taken back, Drake stood by the door, looking at you with a small pout.

“..Never mind. I'll call work and tell them that I'll leave next week instead.” He sighs out, dropping his things to the floor, closing the door and returning inside, to you.

“Oh, why? Not that I'm complaining though..” You mutter as your husband looks at you, scratching his nape. “Because, uhm, well my dearest won't say I love you too. So I won't leave until you do..”

JEWELRY BONNEY

Uhm, hellooooo?? Excuse me, where the hell is my ilyt at???? - Ms. Glutton

Confusion to the max.

Repeats her ily again and again until you finally give your reply that she awaits.

Will literally turn into a child if you still don't though, or tackles you to the groud and squish ur cheeks, demanding an ilyt.

“I love yoooouuuuuu!” Bonney brightly exclaims, pouncing on you to give you a tight embrace, peppering your face with her sweet, sweet kisses.

“Aww, how sweet, Bonney.” You chuckle, kissing her cheek, while the girl blinks twice at you.

“Uhm, what? I said, I love you.” Bonney says with a pout, repeating what she had previously said, as you gave the same reply again and again each time she repeats her I love you.

“God damnit! That's not the reply I want to hear! It's ‘I love you too, my dearest, Bonney’!” She shouts, tackling you to the floor and then pinching your cheeks, not letting you go until you said the magic words that will leave her heart fluttering.

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[chaileaf]

𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄 𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐒

part two of anonymous bidder

› featuring: med student!shuntaro chishiya + fem!reader

› word count: 2,674 words

› synopsis: it had been three years since you last seen shuntaro chishiya after graduation. suddenly, a fateful interaction brings you two back together. the question is: will you forgive him?

› rating: nsfw, +18

› cw: vulgar language, explicit content, sex on camera, angst, brief rough sex scene

› setting: after college au where reader is interning as a biotechnologist in a hospital and chishiya is a medical student doing clinical rotations

⤷ chai's note: hey y'all! i really appreciate all the love i received on anonymous bidder so i decided to enlogate it into four to five parts. i know this is a bit short (and extremely less smutty) but i hope you still enjoy it! (also dw pt 3 is gna be way more explicit) i haven't been able to write much because i've been away at medic training for the army (long story) but i wanted to get part two to you guys asap. if you want to be added to the tag list, let me know! anyone who's in my tag list will be tagged in all of my future writings so if you'd rather be tagged in only anonymous bidder update, please lmk! i love you all so much! thank you for allowing me to create beautiful pieces for you guys. i appreciate everything. much love, chai !!

⤷tags: @poetrieshouse @tungstenorc @mackjestic @seraphvm @naegisimp @fishisahappydog @parkersmyth @huachengsbestie01 @chlooooop @bxcndd @kowzs @sleepysnk @luuminou ily guys sm for supporting my writing, you have no idea how much i appreciate it 🫶🏻

your fingers flipped the pages of your notes while your eyes scanned over the material. “let’s see… test subject a responded to chemicals a and e very well. that’s a good sign.” you whispered to yourself, highlighting the text with your pink pen. “but chemical b and c did not react well. that could be detrimental when putting it into certain med-”

“y/n? is that… is that you?” a somewhat familiar voice questioned from the breakroom door you didn’t even realize opened. your eyes widened as you turned to face chishiya shuntaro, cheeks going pale and mouth propping itself somewhat open.

“y/n? is that… is that you?” a somewhat familiar voice questioned from the breakroom door you didn’t even realize opened. your eyes widened as you turned to face chishiya shuntaro, cheeks going pale and mouth propping itself somewhat open.

“chishiya?” you said out of shock more than actually questioning it. you never thought you’d see him again after college graduation, thinking he’d go to some hot shot hospital for his medical rotations. instead, he was still in shibuya. the hospital was nice, sure, but there were better options for the school’s valedictorian.

“how’ve you been? it’s been, what, almost three years?” chishiya asked with a chortle at the end, crossing his arms against his chest and leaning against the countertop with his hip. he looked nearly the same as he did when you’d seen him last. his silky blonde strands were still touching his shoulders. the brown eyes that had a habit of scanning everyone in the room were glistening with judgement. his frame looked bigger, as if he’d been working out in his free time. yet, something was off. he wasn’t the same chishiya. his presence seemed softer, as if he was less intense. could it be working with patients made him more susceptible to empathy and sympathy?

“i’ve been good!” your voice sounded excited and somewhat exasperated, as if you were holding a breath before speaking. “i started an internship here under the lead researcher for the hospital so work has been… draining?” you questioned, not sure if that was the right word to use. “but i really like it here! everyone is so nice and welcoming, surprisingly. i thought biotechnologists were snarky assholes.” the last sentence was whispered with a laugh. chishiya stared at you intently, causing the smile that creeped on your lips to fade. “is… is something wrong, chishi-”

“you just look as beautiful as the last time i saw you.” chishiya cut you off. the words were simple, but everything in your brain scattered as if the things he’d said were a complex math problem. you gulped, feeling a familiar crimson rush to your face. the room seemed about ten degrees hotter, causing your breathing to increase ever so slightly with your heart rate. his face was plain, but it felt like he was staring straight into your soul.

“i-” you tried to speak after a few moments of silence to kill the awkwardness. it was to no avail when the words decided to get stuck in your throat. you brushed the strands of hair coming out of your ponytail behind your ear out of embarrassment. “thanks…” your voice was so soft that he almost didn’t hear you. chishiya let out a small laugh, shaking his head. the almost-silver strands fell to cover his face, but you could still see his smile. he was definitely a softer version of the chishiya shuntaro you knew in college.

“you don’t have to be embarrassed, y/n. it’s just a compliment. relax.” you let out an exhale you didn’t realize was trapped in your lungs at the end of his statement. an awkward laugh escaped your mouth as you turned back to your notes, pretending to focus on them instead of letting memories of the past seep in. “anyways, we should go out for lunch today. you down?” he asked. it didn't seem malicious, but you couldn’t help but think that he wanted something else.

your body was pinned under his, hands wrapped around your wrists as you screamed out of pleasure into the pillow. your back kept arching into him with each stroke of his thick cock. “you love that, don’t ya? fucking whore…” the last two words were mumbled under his breath as he continuously kissed your g-spot with the tip of his member. chishiya uncuffed a hand from your wrists and went to the locks of hair by the nape of your neck, pulling your head backwards to where his lips were pressed against your ear. “i wanna hear you scream my fucking name. show them how much you want me, pretty girl.” he relentlessly pounded into your cunt as you moaned loud enough for the camera to pick up. “show them you’re mine.”

it had been two weeks since the library incident, and you were absolutely needy for chishiya shuntaro. your pussy ached every time you seen his face around campus, as if it was made for him. your avoidance didn’t help, but instead made everything worse; especially since you watched him every time he livestreamed as k1ng0fd1am0nds. eventually, he cornered you in the dorms the same way he did in the library. one thing led to another until you were yet again underneath the beautiful man that was chishiya.

‘friends with benefits’ was what he’d call the situationship that lasted up to graduation. it was a wonderful experience, to say the least. chishiya was a very selfless person in bed and always made sure you got off multiple times before he did. you even gave in to his requests to perform with him on his cam streams. it was an anxiety inducing situation, considering nearly the whole school found out. it was the talk of the town for an entire two weeks, with some teachers even giving you a side eye. by the time everything went back to normal, graduation was nearing closer and you could see the finish line.

being done with chishiya was bittersweet. on one hand, you could finally be free of his grasp and actually try to find a real relationship. on the other, you knew you’d miss him. he was genuinely a fun person to be around whenever you weren’t at school. chishiya knew how to crack a good joke. he would pay the tab no matter where you two went out to eat. he also did his best to calm your anxiety whenever you were studying; in some cases, giving you head or fingering you while asking questions and stopping whenever you got the answer wrong.

at the end of it all, he didn’t seem bothered. chishiya didn’t even say goodbye. his dorm was empty and cleared out before you could get the chance to wish him well in his future. for some reason, it made your heart ache. you thought about it for a month straight trying to figure out what you might’ve done wrong. he never answered your texts or calls. he disappeared.

“no.” you stated before closing your notes. chishiya scoffed in disbelief, and he must have thought you were joking with the smile that was still plastered on his face.

“oh, you’re serious.” chishiya’s mouth downturned into a frown as his eyebrows furrowed with confusion. “i don’t get it. it’s just lunch, y/n.” you almost felt bad. almost. you continued to pack your things into your satchel bag and put it over your shoulder. looking at him in the eyes hurt too much, so you focused on the wall above his head to make it seem like you were staring at him.

“chishiya, if you want to fuck someone, go find some other girl for your cam show. we ended things three years ago, let’s keep it that way.” the words flowed out of your mouth before you could stop them. you could tell they stung by the way chishiya was looking at you with skepticism. the emotional poison he’d given you three years ago was finally out of your body and returned the original snake.

“y/n-” chishiya started, but was soon cut off by your own voice.

“goodbye.” and with that, you left the breakroom with a slam of the door.

your heart was racing as you walked into work the next day, terrified that you’d be face to face with chishiya shuntaro again. you knew your words hurt, but you didn’t care. he hurt you. isn’t it fair?

guilt started to pour into your chest and made it feel heavier than usual. you did your best to shake it off on the way to the elevator, but it was to no avail. you wanted to apologize. you wanted to scream. you wanted to disappear, just like he did. all of these thoughts clouded your mind and you just wanted peace.

ding!

the doors to the elevators opened and hospital staff fled out as if they’d been in there for hours. you let out a deep breath, walking in after everyone cleared out and pressing the button for the lab. the doors shut quickly, leaving you alone with your thoughts. you clutched your satchel bag to your chest and rested your chin on the top. “i’m so fucking stupid…” you whispered to yourself while tears dared to well inside of your eyes.

ding!

the sound of the elevator brought you out of your thoughts and you leaned sideways on the elevator walls, facing a different direction than the entrance to hide the emotions that were slowly appearing on your face. “y/n?” chishiya’s voice felt like a burn to your ears. you closed your eyes and muttered a desperate ‘fuck’ under your breath. “are you okay?” his concerned voice was followed by the sound of the elevator creaking, causing you to look around with a somewhat panicked expression until the noise stopped and the elevator kept moving.

“yeah. yeah, i’m fine.” a sigh escaped your lungs as you leaned your head back onto the wall, ready to get this interaction over with.

“y/n, listen.” chishiya began, trying his best to speak before you could intervene. however, you weren’t about to let that happen.

“i don’t want to listen, chishiya.” you opened your eyes and positioned your head to where you could look him dead in the eyes. your gaze was nearly piercing his skull with every second you looked at him. “you disappeared, why can’t i disappear? why-” your voice became shakier with each word. you took an extensive inhale before letting it out and continuing. “why do i have to feel guilty for expressing my feelings in the breakroom yesterday? why do i want to apologize to you when you were the one who left me!” the tears that had left you returned at full force, dripping down your cheeks like a small waterfall in a forest.

the creaking noise of the elevator had gotten louder, but your frustrations drowned out every sound except the words coming out of your mouth. chishiya was staring sorrowfully at you, as if his own heart was breaking listening to you. his face was the least of your concerns as the elevator came to a halt. both of you grabbed onto the railings placed on either wall of the enclosed space, a thud bringing you both out of the current conversation. an automated voice rang through the elevator speakers, replacing the jingles that were playing prior to the sudden stop.

“please hold tight. assistance is on the way. do not panic.”

“jesus fucking christ.” you said with nothing but exhaustion and irritation. your head leaned against the wall again with a thump. this is not where you expected to be when you played the day’s events in your head this morning. “just my luck…” you mumbled, opening your eyes only to roll them.

“y/n, i didn’t want to do that.” chishiya started the conversation back up, walking closer to you in order to get you to look in his direction. you tried to back up, only flushing yourself further into the wall, as you stared him down. he stopped in his tracks. his body was clad in light blue scrubs and a white doctor’s coat. his hands came up and adjusted the lanyard and stethoscope around his neck out of what you presumed was anxiety. “do you want the honest answer, or do you want to keep going on hating me with no answer to why i disappeared?” chishiya quizzed, crossing his arms the same way he did when he was in college. his shoulder length hair was meticulously placed into a ponytail with only his bangs left out to frame his face.

you stared at him, waiting for him to continue talking instead of cooperating with a nod. chishiya inched closer, standing next to you against the wall so that you both were facing the elevator doors. he let out a profound sigh and began again. “i knew that i had feelings from you after the first time in the library, even before that, i knew.” he confessed, leaning his head against the wall as if to mimick you. your head turned to watch him as he spoke. “i didn’t want to accept it. i thought that i could keep you at a distance but everything kept telling me to go to you. i’d see you in the cafeteria and wave. you always avoided me, so i never even had the chance to tell you how i felt.” chishiya’s voice was lower now, almost as if he was embarrassed. “when i finally got you alone, we had sex. it was wonderful, don’t get me wrong.” he laughed to himself, causing you to chortle. the sentence almost made you blush, but it felt so natural to hear him talk like this. “anyways, i didn’t think that it would be the best impression if i asked you out after that. even when we were friends with benefits,” chishiya put air quotes around friends with benefits, making you stifle a laugh. “i didn’t want to ask you out. why?” he shook his head, strands of his bangs moving with him. “i have no idea. it would’ve been perfect. but part of me didn’t feel good enough. you deserved better. a clean slate of a relationship where it starts out as a relationship, not a fuck in the library. so i left.”

the end of his explanation came far too soon. you sat in silence, staring at his face that was focused on the elevator flooring. you wanted to feel guilty, but you didn’t. you had no reason to apologize since your feelings were valid and justified in this situation. his explanation was not an excuse. but… “i forgive you.”

the words were like an alarm to his ears, making him perk his head up and look at you. chishiya’s expression was that of a puppy you just asked to go for a walk. “what?” he questioned as if the words didn’t register into his brain.

“i forgive you.” you stated calmly with a profound sigh. “i understand that it might’ve been hard to come to terms with your feelings, so you did what you knew how to do. you closed yourself off and left. so, i forgive you.”

you both stood in the elevator for what seemed like an eternity of silence. the only sound present was a drowned out beeping noise from the elevator’s alarm system. it wasn’t an uncomfortable silence, nor was it awkward. you couldn’t help but feel as if you both were healing from the past wounds with each other's presence.

“so, y/n...” chishiya said with a cracked voice before clearing his throat. it made you chuckle, as an unconfident chishiya wasn’t exactly usual. “would you like to go on a date with me?” his eyes veered over to yours and you retained the smile from your previous chuckle, nodding your head slowly.

“yeah, chishiya. i would.”

[finchesslingshott]

HI THERE I SAW LES MISERABLES LAST NIGHT HERE ARE MY NOTES

ACT 1     ⁃    SOBBINGGGG OH MY GOODNESS I LOVE YOU ORCHESTRA     ⁃    ok valjean i see you!! get the emotions!!!     ⁃    YES ENSEMBLE I SEE YOU AND I LOVE YOU     ⁃    I DREAMED A DREAM. OH MY GOSH. HER VOICE. cry #1     ⁃    fantine death- THE EMOTIONSSSSSS. OH MY GOSH. cry #2     ⁃    cosette im sobbing i love you     ⁃    YES THENARDIERS YOURE SO ICONIC     ⁃    all together master of the house is a 5000/10 literally so funny     ⁃    THE SET???? THE FRICKING SET???!?!?!!?!?!??!     ⁃    VALJEAN AND BABY COSETTE SINGING TOGETHER BEFORE THE BARGAIN???? BRB SOBBING MY EYES OUT OHMYGOSH     ⁃    OHMYGOSH GAVROCHE. GAVROCHE. GAVROCHE.     ⁃    ok grantaire i see you!??! long haired drunk king??? get it i guess???!!!     ⁃    RED AND BLACKKKK IM CRYING THE HARMONIESSSSS - cry #3     ⁃    "listen!! lisTEN TO ME!!? L I S T E N  E V E R Y B O D Y" (really awkward pause) "general lamarque is dead.."     ⁃    me and my friend both said "womp womp" and were sobbing laughing     ⁃    i LIVE for the grantaire + gavroche duo like theyre such a cute duo i cant     ⁃    DO YOU HEAR THE PEOPLE SING OH MY GOODNESS HARMONIESSSS - cry #4     ⁃    oh my gosh the eponine/thenardier fight i love them so much what a traumatic duo     ⁃    IN MY LIIIIIIIIIIIFE I WANT TO BE COSETTE SHES SO HOT     ⁃    A HEART FULL OF LOVE THOSE HARMONIESSSSS THE END OHMYGOSHHHH - cry #5     ⁃    stars - so much better than russell crowe but thats not saying much - 1000000/10 i love you javert     ⁃    I. LOVE. TENORS. OH. MY. GOODNESS.     ⁃    ONE DAY MORE. OH MY GOSH. THE CHOREO. THE SET. THE CHARACTERS. THE HARMONIES. THAT STUPID RED FLAG. OH. MY. GOSH. - ♾️/10 i love you marius never change - cry #6

side note- i was sobbing at the end of "one day more" as intermission started and house lights went up i just looked up at my mom + friend and said "i freaking love tenors" through copious tears ANYWHO-

ACT 2     ⁃    THE BARRICADE????? THE SET????????????? OHMYGOSH????     ⁃    OKAY OH MY GOODNESS WHO ALLOWED IT TO OPEN WITH ON MY OWN THATS NOT FAIR - cry #7     ⁃    little fall of rain OHHHH MY GOSHHHHH MARIUS PONTMERCY I LOVE YOU - cry #8     ⁃    AND WHY ON GODS BEAUTIFUL GREEN EARTH DID "DRINK WITH ME" IMMEDIATELY PROCEED THAT IM SOBBING     ⁃    gavroche sprinting across the stage and hugging grantaire like his life depends on it, grantaire turning around dropping to his knees and just hugging that sweet little boy i love him grantaire was shaking i love him     ⁃    grantaire i love you why did you leave me - cry #9     ⁃    AND THEN "BRING HIM HOME??? RIGHT THERE???? WTFFFF????? - cry #10     ⁃    WHO SET GAVROCHES DEATH I WANT TO HUG YOU AND KILL YOU AT THE SAME TIME YOU PUT A SPOT ON MY BOY ON CENTRE AT THE TOP OF THE BARRICADE AND THEN JUST LET HIM SLUMP INTO GRANTAIRES ARMS??? BECAUSE YOU WANT TO HURT ME THAT MUCH???? - cry #11     ⁃    and ohmygosh the dead silence after his death like everyones in shock oh my goodness gavroche come back i miss you     ⁃    UGHHHH THE WAY THE ABC BOYS DEATHS WERE SETTTTTT I CANT THE SPOTS ON ALL OF EM IM SOBBING - cry #12     ⁃    ENJOLRAS BEING THE LAST ONE AND DOING THE ARM RAISE AND THEN JUST FLOPPING OVER NOOOOO BBY DONT LEAVE ME ILY - cry #13     ⁃    the guy putting gavroche in the cart with enjolras SOBBING I MISS THEM     ⁃    javert starting to emotionally unravel when seeing gavroche dead     ⁃    OK BACKDROP I SEE YOU ATE IT UP     ⁃    thenardier i hate you i cant wait for you to die say hi to judas ascariot for me     ⁃    EMPTY CHAIRS AT EMPTY TABLES MARIUS I LOVE YOU - 10000000000000/10     ⁃    when "phantom faces at the window" all thE ABC BOYS CAME OUT WITH ENJOLRAS AND GAVROCHE SPLITTING CENTRE AS THE FIRST AND LAST OF THE ABC BOYS TO FALL ON THE BARRICADE LITERALLY STOP - cry #14     ⁃    javerts suicide omw literally in shock like jaw DROPPED tears STREAMING - cry #15     ⁃    the EMOTIONNNNNNN     ⁃    ALSO THE WHOLE SCENE LIKE THE BACKDROP??? THE TECH??? THE LIGHTING???     ⁃    orchestra i love you never change ever marry me     ⁃    the wedding ate i freaking love mme. thenardier shes so chaotic     ⁃    "this ones a queer / i'll give it a try" (mr thenardier dips another dude like a fricking king ily)     ⁃    marius i love you marry me forget cosette MARRY ME     ⁃    fantine in valjeans death scene I LITERALLY CANT I LOVE YOU - cry #16     ⁃    EPONINEEEEEE FANTINEEEEE I LOVE YOU     ⁃    valjean pulling off his coat and being in white bcs hes dead now UGH     ⁃    the FRICKING ENSEMBLE AND ENJOLRAS AND GAVROCHE SPLITTING CENTRE AGAIN WITH GRANTAIRE BESIDE GAVROCHE UGH I LOVE THEM - cry #17     ⁃    VALJEAN WALKING BACK AND HUGGING JAVERT UGH TEARS STREAMING - cry #18     ⁃    THE FINAL CHORD - "tomorrOW (pause for five seconds) COOOOOOOOOOOMEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS" - cry #19     ⁃    I LOVE YOU ORCHESTRA

conclusion: i dont think i've cried that much in years and i know this is what i want to do with my life also i love you grantaire

thank you for your time i'm gonna go cry now

[crappymixtape]

honey, i've got it bad for you

REQUEST → @hollandweather, 1K FOLLOWER CELEBRATION // FIC PLAYLIST ❝ 💌 can i pls request a love note from steve <3 as for mood anything a little lovelorn and fluffy will do ( love letter from steve harrington x reader, lovesick and fluffy )

H O N E Y, I ' V E G O T I T B A D F O R Y O U 🎶 iris, nightly

Steve's assistant shows up at your place around 2pm after you get done at work. Knocks on your door and gives you a big smile when you answer.

"Hey, this is from Steve. He's stuck in a board meeting, but as soon as he's done he says he'll stop by."

She doesn't say anything else, just gives you another smile, smaller this time, and passes you a folded up piece of lined notebook paper before heading back down your steps and out to her car.

crappymixtape™ • steve harrington masterlist // stranger things masterlist ♥️ reblogs and comments keep me going, friends! ily! ♥️

[takiberry]

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est. ‘23 | writing since ‘20-24 🌀

[facesbehindglass]

About

Casual doll collector. I barely know what I'm doing.

I want to collect at least 1 of each fashion doll brand. Especially early 2000's ones. There's plenty so I don't count knockoffs (unless they're really interesting....)

If you ever look for info like

-do X doll clothes fit Y doll

-measurements

-doll id (try google lens first tho!)

-size comparisons

then feel free to poke me after checking the list below (cause you'll know what dolls I got)

If there are any dolls you find interesting and aren't on the list, share, I wanna see :3

(Also, personal posts are tagged as #rustyspots)

✓ Owned

🔜Will arrive soon

👁️‍🗨️ Have my eyes on them

Checklist:

A

Arabian Friends

Art Squad

B

✓ Barbie (My First, Extra Mini, Extra Mini Mini)

✓ Barbie Dream Besties

✓ The Beatrix Girls

👁️‍🗨️Beauty Cuties

✓ BeKind Dolls

Be Fashion Academy

✓ BFF Crybabies

✓ Boxy Girls

👁️‍🗨️Bratz

✓ Bratz (but the tall ones lol)

✓ Bratzillaz

👁️‍🗨️Bratz Kidz

👁️‍🗨️ Bright Fairy Friends

C

👁️‍🗨️ Candyloks

Catalina

Catwalk Kitties

✓ Cave Club

Coleção Camilinhas

✓ Creatable World

Crush: Urban Energy

✓ Cutie Pops

✓ Cyborg Rocks

D

Dawn

👁️‍🗨️DC Super Hero Girls

✓ Decora Girlz

Defa Lucy

✓ Disney Descendants (Hasbro)

Disney Descendants (Mattel)

✓ Disney ily 4EVER

✓ Diva Starz

Dollikins

✓ Dream Ella Extra Iconic Mini

✓ Dream Seekers

E

✓ Enchantimals

👁️‍🗨️Ever After High

F

✓ FailFix

Fairy Tale High

✓ Famosa Club Hello Kitty

✓ Fidgie Friends

Flatsy

✓ Flavas

✓ Freckles & Friends

✓ The Fresh Dolls

✓ Fulla

G

👁️‍🗨️ Glossy Bossy

👁️‍🗨️ Glo-Up girls

✓ Gorjuss

Gorgeous Creatures

Groovy Catz

H

✓ Hairdorables

✓ Hairdorables Hairmazing

👁️‍🗨️ Hello Kitty and Friends

✓ Hi Glamm

I

iBesties (?)

J

Juku Couture

Just Grrls

K

👁️‍🗨️Kawaii Crush

👁️‍🗨️ Kindi Kids

Kiyaa

👁️‍🗨️ Kurhn

👁️‍🗨️ Kuu Kuu Harajuku

L

✓ Lalaloopsy

✓ Lammily

✓ La Dee Da

✓ Licca

����️‍🗨️Little Bebops

👁️‍🗨️Liv

✓ Locksies

Lollipop Girls

✓ LOL OMG

✓ LOL OMG Fierce

✓ LOL Tweens

✓ Lottie

👁️‍🗨️LPS Blythe

LULUPOP

M

✓ Magic Mixies Pixlings

✓ Mermaid High

✓ Mermaze Mermaidz

👁️‍🗨️Mia by Hello Kitty

MimiWorld

Miss Scouby

Mixis

MomokoDOLL

✓ Monster High Frightfully Tall

✓ Monster High G1

✓ Monster High G2

✓ Monster High G3

👁️‍🗨️Moxie Girls

👁️‍🗨️Moxie Teenz

👁️‍🗨️Myscene (any...)

✓ Myscene Fab Faces

Mystikats

Mystixx

✓ My Little Pony Equestria Girls

N

✓ Na! Na! Na! Surprise

Na! Na! Na! Surprise Teens

Naija Princess

✓ Nebulous Stars

✓ Novi Stars

O

✓ Once Upon A Zombie

P

Passport Friends

Peppermint Rose

Peteena

✓ Pinkie Cooper

✓ Piny Doll (PinyPon)

Pippa

Pixie Doodles

✓ Power Puff Girls Z

Precure Bandai (?)

👁️‍🗨️Prettie Girls Tween Scene

✓ Project Mc²

Q

✓ Queens of Africa

R

Rainbow Brite

✓ Rainbow High

✓ Rainbow High Junior

✓ Rainbow High My Runway Friend

✓ Regal Academy

Rose Petal Place

Ruruko

S

Secret Jouju

✓ Shadow High

✓ Shibajuku Girls

👁️‍🗨️Shopkins Shoppies

✓ Sindy (Hasbro)

👁️‍🗨️Sindy (Pedigree)

✓ Snapstars

✓ Star Darlings

Starletz

✓ Steffi Love

👁️‍🗨️Strawberry Shortcake

Struts

Style Bae

Stylistaz

Sunny Day (?)

✓ Sweetyz

T

✓ Tattoo Divas

Trollz

Twilight Teens

U

✓ Unicorn Academy

👁️‍🗨️Unique Eyes

V

Vibe Girls

✓ VIP Hair Academy

Vi and Va

W

✓ We Teens

✓ What's Her Face

Wild Childz (?)

✓ Wild Hearts Crew

✓ WWE Superstars Wrestling

Y

Yue Sai Wa Wa

👁️‍🗨️Yummi-Land

Z

Zeenie Dollz

Zodiac Girlz

👁️‍🗨️Zombie Girls

Side quest- Mini dolls? Chibi or kid-shaped

👁️‍🗨️Best Furry Friends

Ddung

👁️‍🗨️Lady Lovely Locks

✓ Sparkle Girlz Little Sparkles

Dolls (or their remains) that are pretty much impossible to get but one can hope ;w;

-Country Kuttiez

-Driks

-LaTeenaz

-Trashion Alley

"Duplicates" I want anyway cause they're my grails:

-target exclusive Pinkie Pie EG

-failfix, the blondie one cuz shes smoler than the rest

-Novi Stars Doe A Deer

-Monster High Isi Dawndancer

[nerdysleepybunny]

If you write for Don (The Promised Neverland), can you write hcs for him trying to confess to a confident, yet still kinda dense Reader? (And maybe once they get together, hcs for first kisses where Reader’s the one kissing him?)

YOU SENT THIS LITERALLY SO LONG AGO I’M SORRY. I currently have like no motivation for writing but I’ll try anyways, though my fics will likely be shorter than usual cuz brain dead. 🥲 Anywho thanks for the request, hope you enjoy!

🩷☁️N E R D Y S L E E P Y B U N N Y☁️🩷

Fandom(s): The Promised Neverland

Character(s): Don (ft. Gilda)

Reader: Gender neutral (they/you)

TW: Possibly ooc? I haven’t watched TPN in a hot minute so this might not be the best. 😭

Style: Long hcs

Summary: Don confessing and having a first kiss with a confident but slightly dense reader!

🩷☁️N E R D Y S L E E P Y B U N N Y☁️🩷

Mans is such a simp LMAO.

He’s just constantly watching you from afar, gazing and silently praising everything you do. You’re basically perfection in his eyes.

Everyone notices his stares except you.

He’s constantly talking to Gilda about you. You’re all that’s on his mind!

He watches you a lot whilst you hang out with your friends, imagining that you’re talking to him instead. They’ll notice him with heart eyes some ways away behind you, and tell you to turn around to look. But once you look, he’s gone. Hiding behind a corner breathing heavily with a bright red face. Poor baby. 😭

You always just assume that your friends are messing with you, no matter how much they swear up and down that you have a secret admirer. Though it isn’t very secret… Unless you count yourself.

When something happens that leads to you both needing to communicate, he’s a stuttering mess. The ENTIRE time. Doesn’t matter how long you two have been talking for. Boy is awkwarddddd.

I see him as the type to try and impress you from afar. He’ll be some ways away, waving to get your attention. Once your eyes are on him, he’ll do some cool trick, but of course mess it up. No matter what he was doing, he’ll end up on the floor. But you always laugh at his failed attempts, so he sees it as a win anyway! Gilda definitely slaps the poor boy. 😭

Speaking of Gilda, she’ll try time and time again to give Don relationship advice, but he always manages to mess it up in the silliest most unpredictable ways. He’ll laugh about it with you in the moment, but once you’re gone, mans is throwing a TANTRUM.

Does the whole “stupid stupid stupid!” chant in front of a mirror, even slapping himself a few times. Gilda definitely caught him and decided enough was enough.

You were fairly easy to talk to, so despite being shy herself, she walked up to you and asked you to meet her after dinner. You of course agreed, and the two of you even had some small talk! Gilda is a sweetheart. <3

OKAY BACK TO DON

She dragged Don to the meeting spot, not telling him that you’d be there as well. But once he saw you, boy went into a PANIC. You noticed this, and of course asked if he was okay.

“Hah, me?! Oh, yeah no, I’m fine~” Poor baby tried to do that elbow on the table lean BUT MISSED THE DAMN TABLE AND FELL 😭

Gilda watched him unamused and with her arms crossed, whilst you were laughing in the background. The shy girls always have the meanest “I’m so done with your shit” glare and you cannot tell me otherwise. Feeling intimidated, he laughed nervously and looked up to you, speaking shyly.

“Hah hah, guess I fell for you, huh?” This caused you to laugh even harder, whilst Gilda was kicking his sides, eventually forcing him to leave the room altogether.

“Since he won’t tell you, I will. Don has a crush on you.”

Que the shocked reader looking like 😧 (I’m so sorry but the TPN shock faces are so over the top I love them sm. 😭)

Don of course overheard and rushed back in the room, about to say some stupid shit (ily Don but please stfu you’re very extra 🤭) before you interrupted, confessing that you felt the same. The two of you haven’t talked very much, but when you did, it always resulted in you laughing! We love a silly little lad. :D

Gilda let out a sigh of relief, being able to sleep peacefully knowing her best friend could finally put the whole Y/N thing to rest. Booooy was she wrong.

Gilda got exactly ONE night of peaceful sleep. Not one peaceful morning, only a peaceful night. When Gilda woke up, she was immediately hit with a somehow maximum energy Don, ranting about nothing but you. Gilda will switch from shy girl to “if one more word comes out your mouth I will give you a more brutal death than the demons” REAL fast. Girly just wants to enjoy her breakfast. 😭

OKAY THIS IS GETTING LONG ONTO THE KISS

You most certainly initiate it lmaooo. It probably happens when he’s watching you like a creep.

You notice his stares and walk over to him with a smile, grabbing his face and giving him a peck on the lips.

RED FACE RED FACE RED FACE

Don can’t even process what just happened, but his body surely can. Mans is shaking in excitement before finally letting out a victory yell.

He gets super super shy later but shhh don’t tell him I said that. He’s a big strong man trust trust. 🤭

Please don’t tease him he will simply perish. (Please do mans won’t even be able to form a proper word 🤭)

Eventually he’ll start popping out of nowhere to beg you for a kiss, will literally annoy the shit out of you until you give in. Then he’ll just walk off saying “I love you!!” I love you too Don but omfs you did nottt need to do all of that. 😭

🩷☁️N E R D Y S L E E P Y B U N N Y☁️🩷

Gonna end it there, hope you enjoyed! I’m actually really happy with how this came out. :D

[angelbvn]

K A N A T O + T E D D Y

first off ima do some small basics and backgrounds cause yes- this is just gonna be a deep dive analysis

Kanato Sakamaki ;; 17 ;; race: vampire ;; status: alive. Kanato is currently a 2nd year in HS. companion: Teddy

Kanato grew up with his two brothers, Laito and Ayato. His mother’s name is Cordelia and his fathers name is Karlheinz. Though Kanato suffered a different and more mental abuse from his mother it was still horrific. Cordelia often made Kanato sing for hours for her, deeming him her “little songbird” he’d sing so much his vocal cords would bleed. Kanato also seems to get whatever he wanted from his mother, as she adored his looks and how much he looked like her. Kanato was very lonely child and often played with whatever dolls he had gotten; neglected whenever his other brothers got more attention then he did. Due to this off and on attachment that formed with his mother Kanato became extremely possessive and clingy of his mother; burning her corpse when he finds her, satisfied he could claim her as “his” as he keeps her ashes in teddy.

Though Kanato was often discarded for Ayato due to his mother trying to make Ayato the next Heir, he and Ayato have a somewhat brotherly relationship (as seen when Ayato tells Kanato he’ll catch his bats he lost.)

Kanato and Laito have a much more strained relationship. Laito often uses the fact that he’s older against Kanato, which angers Kanato very much (he doesn’t like being told what to do.) which often ends in Kanato threatening to “cut him into a bunch of pieces”.

Facts about…

Kanato, who often was made to sing “Scarborough Fair” by his mother. Kanato hates spicy and bitter food but loves very sweet things. he has a deep interest in making human dolls and preserving them in their young beauty. his favorite dessert is raspberry pudding.

ooohhhh kay now why i like him the part you’re all waiting for.

For starters i relate very very heavily to Kanato, from the abuse to his bipolar like personality, his possessiveness tendencies, his interest in human dolls, his liking of dolls, etc. my bipolar isn’t nearly as bad as it was but i still feel very heavily for him,, along with that the immense neglect he had as a child (though he was given physical things it’s not enough for a child.) like mentioned, i’m quite fascinated with his human dolls and the concept of them, he wishes to preserve them in their beauty but it’s also his was of “claiming them” and showing them his love. (killing someone in the DL universe is the highest extent of love.) the also extreme attachment issues he has is also very relatable, going so far as to keep his mothers ashes with him at all times (which i totally would never do-) though his bipolar personality is a lot, it most likely stems from his need to get A. what he wants B. control, as people often ignore his outburst or stay away as not to anger him (and they think he’s weird :( ) i think i like his personality a lot because it makes me want to take care of him and help him, and it’s relatable,, he’s also just a very fascinating character. OMFG I ALMOST FORGOT HUS PERFECT LAUGH HOLY SHIT I LOVE IT SO MUCH (specifically jp one but anyway-!) ahhhhhhhhh his laugh is so perfect and just- i’d go on killing sprees with him *thumbs up*. also he likes sweets— immediately 1000000000000xinfity outta ten.

i have a vivid dream? uh imagination? of us running from roof top to roof top singing and laughing. anyway ily Kanato so much and ahhhhh like- idk (how do i end this)

@mydear-graveyard

[biomeedure]

Act 1 pg27 "I-…"

He… He did NOT just- HE DID NOT JUST MOCK YOU! Text vvv

SS: I- =0-0=

SS: Yo*u bet*ter ta*ke th*at ba*ck!!! =>M<= CT: hmmm maybe. You should look back at how you talked about me maybe you should first that’s just a thought but still. Hehe. SS: You*'re ju*st eas*ily gru*mpy an*d don*'t wa*nt m*e t*o ha*ve fu*n B*Y show*ing m*y observ*ation!! =>m<=

SS: It*'s no*t li*ke I cal*led yo*u a sti*nk ra*g o*r somet*hing, ge*ez. =TmT= SS: Any*way, Grumpymcrobo*grumpypants, wha*t ti*me ar*e yo*u com*ing? CT: hehe CT: Now SS: WH*AT!?! N*O!! Yo*u can*'t ge*t he*re TH*AT fa*st!! AN*D TH*E NE*W GRUB*BIES ARE*n'T HE*RE YE*T!!! =@M@= CT: hehe I know. I jiped you SS: …=-m-=

SS: GRRRRRRRRR*RRRRRRRRRR!! =TMT=

SS: I got*ta g*o! Stin*kyy ol*d doc*tor gu*y!!! =>M<=

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[mixtapedoh]

hiii my love <3 can i request a sour? and a baila conmigo for stray kids comebacks? thank you and ily <333

join my autumn celebration!

⁀➴ — sour got me speechless and it stung my tongue, i'll never get over you

m i n i p l a y l i s t : airplane — stray kids | lifeline — the rose | farewell, neverland — tomorrow x together | lovesick girls — blackpink | paradise — (g)i-dle

the way i am sooooo tempted to put the moment by jackson wang on here too just for the meme of it all, asdfghjhgfdsdfghgfd. he is your blorbo and i only know like 3 songs from him but they're all horny.

⁀➴

࿔*:･ — baila conmigo (span. ver.) que suerte ha sido conocerte, acabar en tus brazos y tenerte

r a n k i n g . . . s t r a y k i d s c o m e b a c k s . . . (if i forget some shhhhh it's not that i don't love them, it's that i'm head empty. also, for purposes of ease, i'll be removing the compilation albums of rerecorded materials)

favorite to least favorite NOEASY -> ODDINARY -> ROCK-STAR -> GO LIVE -> IN LIFE -> SKZ-REPLAY -> 5-STAR -> MAXIDENT -> THE SOUND -> clé 1: MIROH -> i am WHO -> clé: levanter -> clé 2: yelow wood -> i am YOU -> i am NOT

i knowwwwwwwww that's a controversial take for 5-star but please don't murder me before the year is through, or on wednesdays and alternating weekends. if you would like to book out your murder session, you can send inquiries about my schedule to shessofknwrongicantstandit@gmail.com and i will get back to you at my earliest convenience; thank you for being flexible in these unprecedented times.

࿔*:･

[theprophetsaid]

I'm literally obsessed with the "do you need anything?" Brian asked Freddie in bed in the first chapters and then when Freddie said, "I need you to want me" and Phoebe saying Freddie needs Brian to be his guitarist and Brian saying "Freddie doesn't need to be saved". Hope he realises soon that's true, Freddie doesn't need to be saved, he needs to be loved 🥺🥺🥺

Yes, anon!!!! You get it!!!!

(sidenote: Listen, the way you connected these things from several chapters back made me super emotional ily okay b y e 🥺)

send me asks if you want

[dellalyra]

Prompts now open!

Send in a number and a character from the list below!

WANT A FAMILY FORMATIONS INSTALLMENT WITH ONE OF THESE? H E L L Y E S

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same rules apply as always - no sexy stuff for minors, don’t be weird, the same no no list as my navigation. ily all <3

Drabble List #2

New drabble prompt list! Feel free to reblog!

“That’s how the story goes.”

“None of this is your fault.”

“I know it hurts.”

“Are you serious?”

“You’re safe now.”

“No one’s going to hurt you.”

“I don’t understand.”

“This isn’t what I wanted.”

“My head hurts.”

“I’m right here, okay?”

“Wow, you look… amazing.”

“Are you okay?”

“Who did this?”

“I made a mistake.”

“When I’m with you, I’m home.”

“There’s nothing I can do anymore.”

“This is going to hurt.”

“That was kind of hot.”

“Please don’t let me be alone.”

“Don’t try to fix me. I’m not broken.”

“It’s never too late to get back up again.”

“What if one day I wake up and you don’t?”

“I immediately regret this decision.”

“I’m not okay.”

“I’m scared.”

“You’re the one thing keeping me sane right now.”

“Please stay with me.”

“Please help me.”

“It’s okay to cry.”

“Is that blood?”

“Can I kiss you?”

“You’re everything to me.”

“I’d like to see you try.”

“Are you testing me?”

“I just wanted to let you know that I think you’re beautiful.”

“I’m lost without you.”

“You have my word.”

“I’m just tired.”

“It just… hurts.”

“Do you promise?”

“I’m not drunk enough for this.”

“Why are you shaking?”

“I never meant to hurt you.”

“Is that my shirt?”

“Please don’t shut me out.”

“Go back to sleep.”

“I can take care of myself just fine.”

“This is new.”

“Take off your shirt.”

“Be you. No one else can.”

“I can’t breathe.”

“Are you going to talk to me?”

“I’m sorry.”

“They’re gone.”

“Just smile. I really need you to smile right now.”

“Would you just hold still?”

“I miss the way things used to be.”

“Am I dead?”

“Look at me.”

“Can we just pretend like we’re normal for once?”

“I told you not to fall in love with me.”

“Please shut up. Just shut up.”

“Please tell me it’s going to be okay.”

“Yell, scream, cry, please, just say something, anything.”

“When you smile, I fall apart.”

“If I die, I’m never speaking to you again.”

“If you don’t want to talk about it then say so. Don’t lie and pretend to be fine when you clearly aren’t.”

“This isn’t what it looks like.”

“I just really miss talking to you.”

“I can’t do this on my own.”

“I’ve got you.”

“We’ll figure this out.”

“Please don’t say goodbye.”

“You’ve shown me what love can feel like.”

“You make me feel alive.”

“I wouldn’t change a thing about you.”

“There is nothing wrong with you.”

“I’m just looking out for you.”

“Be careful.”

“You owe me.”

“Come with me.”

“I trust you.”

“I didn’t want you to see this.”

“I’ve been praying for you.”

“Take my jacket. It’s cold outside.”

“I’ll walk you home.”

“Let me help.”

“Come here.”

“You’re holding back.”

“Remember when we were little?”

“We’re all a little stronger than we think we are.”

“Don’t sell yourself short.”

“This isn’t who I am.”

“I’m willing to wait for it.”

“Are you ready for this?”

“You can do this.”

“Your life was my life’s best part.”

“You were always gold to me.”

“Don’t look at me like that.”

“I’m fine with where I am now.”

“We all want to be somebody.”

“Promise me you’ll come back.”

“I don’t know anyone else who can make me feel this way.”

“I’ve never felt stronger than when you’re with me.”

“I believe in you.”

[crappymixtape]

a love letter // 500 follower celebration

Y O U ' R E J U S T S U C H A B I G D E A L 🎶 you're so, milk.

REQUESTS FILLED • CLOSED // you've arrived on tumblr today to find a mixtape waiting for you. black and a little dinged up with an orange and white sticker label on it, scribbled messy sharpie scrawled across the top, i love you, xoxo. the songs are picked specially for you, a love letter in the form of drums and keys and guitars, lyrics and notes and sweet sounds. its like bright laughter at a party, like steve spinning you soft and slow in the kitchen, eddie pressing his nose into your neck around the back of the bar, sounds like everything at all once and it's up to you to pick a favorite. ( PARTY UNDER THE CUT! 🎈🎉 )

MIXTAPE INSTRUCTIONS ( REQUESTS FILLED • CLOSED ) as you listen to the mixtape, choose a song ( an emoji ) below and send me the emoji in an ask here with your boy of choice ( steve or eddie ) and some details of your ask if you have any! i'll be choosing 5-10 of the asks and writing / posting them up over the next week or so • i'll answer your ask if it's picked and tag you in it when it's done! xoxo

💙 ENEMIES -> LOVERS // good but not together, valley 💚 FRIENDS -> LOVERS // believer, SYML 💛 SHY!READER // i need to be alone, girl in red 🧡 SMUT // a little more, milk. 💞 FLUFF // i just love you, roo panes & philip daniel ❤️ PROMPTS LIST // find & choose from the list here!

SMOOCHES FOR MY MOOTS ( FIC & WRITER RECS ) please come through and follow / read these lovely writers. this place was here before i got here and most of these people were here before me, so go go go! read and reblog and shower them with love cos they deserve it! 💋 ily you babies, so glad you're here with me xoxo.

☼ @lilacletter ☼ @steveharringtonscarkeys ☼ @chaotic--agraphia ☼ @wroteclassicaly ☼ @carolmunson ☼ @fiveraccoonnsinatrenchcoat ☼ @sw34terw34ther ☼ @livingintheupsidedown ☼ @abibliophobiaa ☼ @kimmyiewrites ☼ @pariahsparadise ☼ @acourtofsnakes ☼ @softharrington ☼ @theshireisburning-so-mordoritis ☼ @sheisjoeschateau ☼ @willowherbal ☼ @lfaewrites ☼ @dukesmebby ☼ @glen-powells ☼ @steebieharrington ☼ @1986harrington ☼ @stevestummy ☼ @sswwmmpptthhnngg ☼ @sailor-steve ☼ @superblysubpar ☼ @sattlersquarry ☼ @palmtreesx3 ☼ @stevesbabysittingservice ☼ @princessdave ☼ @sweetsweetjellybean ☼ @loveshotzz ☼ @katsu28 ☼ @schoopsahoy ☼ @sigh-mon-says ☼ @s-trawberryv-eins ☼ @aurumbelis ☼ @writingwithbee ☼ @theyoutubedork ☼

AND HUGS TO YOU! YES, YOU! XOXO, 💿 KATE

when i got back on here in december to try and find somewhere for my silly little stories i had zero expectations. thought maybe i'd find a couple of people who'd tell me oh, this is cute! but as of yesterday i have FIVE HUNDRED people choosing to click the follow button 😭 i don't even know how to put into words what that feels like. all i can say is...THANK YOU. SERIOUSLY. love to every single one of you, you're all incredible. know that i recognize your handles when you like and reblog and comment on things! i love this lil space of the internet where we can gush over stevie and eddie and talk nonsense and be there for each other. so for now, be well. take good care. and please enjoy the festivities!!

CREDIT -> thank you to @firefly-graphics for the beautiful sun dividers! xoxo

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Söz & Müzik: Anonim Düzenleme: Yakup Temel Zümrüt Yönetmen: Süleyman Yüksel                             ŞARKI SÖZÜ ve AKORU ÇEMBERİMDE GÜL OYA   Yöresi- İli ÇANAKKALE   İlçesi- Köyü Biga   Kaynak Kişi KAMİL NİZAM BİGALI Derleyen AHMET YAMACI Notaya Alan AHMET YAMACI İcra Eden Makamsal Dizi SEGAH Konusu - Türü Aşk Sevda Karar Sesi Si Bitiş Sesi Si Usül 9/8 En Pes Ses Si En Tiz Ses Sol Ses Genişliği 6 Ses TÜRKÜNÜN SÖZLERİ Bm Çemberimde gül oya Em                       Bm Gülmedim doya doya Em Dertleri karıyorum D Günleri saya saya C                          Bm Al beni kıyamam seni     Bm Pembe gül idim soldum Em                     Bm     Ak güle ibret oldum Em Karşı karşı dururken D Yüzüne hasret kaldım C                          Bm Al beni kıyamam seni ÇEMBERİMDE GÜL OYA GÜLMEDİM DOYA DOYA DERTLERE KARIYORUM GÜNLERİ SAYA SAYA Bağlantı: AL BENİ KIYAMAM SENİ PEMBE GÜL İDİM DOLDUM AK GÜLE İBRET OLDUM KARŞI KARŞI DURURKEN YÜZÜNE HASRET KALDIM Bağlantı AVLU DİBİ BEKLERİM VAY BENİM EMEKLERİM DÜMBELEĞİ ÇALA ÇALA YORULDU BİLEKLERİM Bağlantı DÜMBELEK : Darbuka KARMAK : 1. Karışmak, karıştırmak, içine girmek 2. Yaşlanmak, ,ihtiyarlamak DERTLERE KARMAK : 1. Dertlerin içine dalmak 2. Dertlerle yaşlanmak, ihtiyarlamak "Çanakkale türküleri" kategorisindeki sayfalar Bu kategoride yer alan toplam 15 sayfanın 15 adedi aşağıdadır. A Al Geydim Alsın Diye Annem Entari Almış Arda Boylarında Kırmızı Erik Ayna Çaktım Yüzüne B Biga Halk Müziği Kültürü: Kültürel Kaynaşmanın Müzikal Yansıması E Evreşe Yolları G Gökte Uçan Teyyare K Karanfilin Moruna Kız Pınar Başında Testi Doldurur (Çanakkale) P Pesna-Çanakkale Ağıdı S Sıra Sıra Siniler Y Yatma Yeşil Çimene Z Zeybek İle Yörük Ç Çemberimde Gül Oya Ş Şu Biga'nın Düzüne Gülnur Gökçe Kimdir? Gülnur Gökçe, 5 Temmuz 1982 tarihinde Almanya'da doğdu. Okul hayatının ilk yıllarından itibaren müziğe olan ilgisi onu şarkıcı olmaya itmiştir. Babasının da bir zamanlar saz eşliğinde türküler söylediğini ileten Dinleyenleri tarafından nadir bir ses tonuna sahip olduğu söylenen şarkıcı, günümüze kadar üç albüm çıkartmıştır. Bu albümler;  Göç Zamanı (Orijinal Dizi Müzikleri), İçimdeki Ses, Porselen Düşler adlı albümlerdir. 3 müzik şirketinde çalışan Gülnur Gökçe, İstanbul Üniversitesi Devlet Konservatuvarı Müzikal bölümünde eğitim aldı. Aldığı şan ve ses eğitimleri sonrasında başarıyla mezuniyetini tamamladıktan sonra şarkıları söylemeye başlamıştır. 2018 yılında toplamda ''İçimdeki Ses'' adlı albümü ile 10 şarkı ile son zamanlarda adını duyurmayı başarmıştır. Bunlar; 2018 yılı öncesinde ise; Hiç Sanmam (2017), Usta (2016), Vicdanın Konuşsun (2017), Porselen Düşler (2013), Eşik (2013), İlk Gece (2013), Terket Beni (2013),  Ah Canım (2014) adlı şarkılardır. 16 Nisan 2007'de kurulan bir R&B/pop müzik grubu olan ''4 Yüz'' adlı grupta yer almaktadır. Gülnur Gökçe Şarkıcı Şarkılar Videolar Dinle Albümler Müzik grupları Kız Kıza 4 Yüz · 2007 Dandini 4 Yüz · 2007 Çemberimde Gül Oya İçimdeki Ses · 2018 Salla 4 Yüz · 2007 Yaktın Yandırdın Beni İçimdeki Ses · 2018 Çiki Çiki Çiki Çiki · 2022 Aşk Yok +Enerji · 2008 Deli Gönlüm +Enerji · 2008 Bahçe Duvarından Aştım İçimdeki Ses · 2018 Uçalım mı +Enerji · 2008 Hadi Bakalım Hadi Bakalım · 2022 El Vurup Yaremi İçimdeki Ses · 2018 Gide Gide Bir Söğüde Dayandım İçimdeki Ses · 2018 Bugün İçimdeki Ses · 2018 Ne Senle Ne Sensiz 4 Yüz · 2007 Ben Seni Sevdiğimi İçimdeki Ses · 2018