#awakebutstillinbed

[weareechinacea]

“Kitchen knife” music video made by @anthraxplus. Also out on our YouTube!

Lyrics:

Speak up but quiet down; there’s no need to be so loud. Chew your words when you talk to me; spit them out as you speak.

There’s a knife in my back! Let me bleed out fast! There’s a knife in my back! Let me bleed out as you act!

Don’t you look at me; I don’t want to feel guilty. Watch me diffuse the bomb and put the guns back in their arms.

There’s a knife in my back! Let me bleed out fast! There’s a knife in my back! Let me bleed out as you act!

Look me in the eyes! Look me in the eyes! Look me in the eyes! Look me in the eyes! Look me in the eyes! Look me in the eyes! Look me in the eyes! Look me in the eyes!

There’s a knife in my back! Let me bleed out fast! There’s a knife in my back! Let me bleed out as you act! There’s a knife in my back! Let me bleed out fast! There’s a knife in my back! Let me bleed out as you act!

[flowersforaerith]

awakebutstillinbed @ New Friends Fest '24 (Toronto, ON) - August 3rd, 2024

shot by VIDEOGIRL95

[itsallhoney]

My favorite album releases from October 2023.

titles + spotify links below

Tomorrow's Fire by Squirrel Flower (indie rock)

Goose by Wyatt Moran (indie rock)

152 by Taking Back Sunday (emo)

Bad Dream Jaguar by Sun June (indie pop)

Water by Jamila Woods (alt r&b)

Growing at the Edges by Mutual Benefit (folk)

Real poetry is always about plants and birds and trees and the animals and milk and honey breathing in the pink but real life is behind a screen by Pacing (anti-folk)

I'm Green by Mali Velasquez (indie folk)

The Secret to Life by FIZZ (indie pop)

Crazymad, For Me by CMAT (indie pop)

Javelin by Sufjan Stevens (folk)

Lahai by Sampha (indie soul)

chaos takes the wheel and i am a passenger by awakebutstillafraid (emo)

A Little Touch of Schleicher in the Night by Katie Von Schleicher (indie pop)

The OPEN-HEARTED by Arlissa (pop)

Sitting Pretty by Half Stack (indie rock)

The Surface by Beartooth (metalcore)

Lessons That We Swear to Keep by Free Throw (emo)

Abundance by Sister. (indie folk)

Hot Milk by Adeline Hotel (folk instrumental)

The Hand That Fits the Glove by Faith Healer (indie rock)

Good Luck Bad Dog by Buckets (indie rock)

Oblivion Will Own Me and Death Alone Will Love Me (Void Filler) by Short Fictions (emo)

new planet heaven by HUNNY (indie rock)

Jenny From Thebes by The Mountain Goats (folk rock)

[chill-band-folder]

awakebutstillinbed - ride (2023)

[heolyn]

we stumble into our dirty bedroom, unload and undress, collapse into bed. brushing away the past from our shoulders; another night, another day older. we discard our regrets and sleep in our secrets. you realize you don't know how to tell me the truth, and i accept it: i'm never happy to see you. we wake up early every day for weeks, drive for long hours, take three person showers. you're counting the days until you see him again, another night, another day spent shutting my mouth tight, looking on the bright side. we knew from the start this would crush both of our hearts, but what can i say? we did it anyway. but it is okay, we figured things would end up this way. and it is okay, i know i'll stop breathing one day, and i'll never be able to justify the ways that i lived my only life. i just want something to feel all right, something to show for all this time. how many times will i pour my heart into another person's failure to move? how many times can we give this a try? how many nights will i lie awake waiting?

[ghostinthestatic]

Smoke this if you know what’s good for you

[d1shwashersafe]

hair down

[emotionalhardcore]

ABSIB ARE BACK BABEYYYY

[weareechinacea]

Old “kitchen knife” promo shot on a Sony handycam. Song out on all platforms.

[ruiditos]

far - awakebutstillinbed (2023)

if we drive far enough will our lives not fall apart? are we fast enough to outrun who we are? cause i can't hear my own thoughts over the stereo and i can't see the world beyond the road

[producedbypotatoes]

bringing this guy back from the dead to say i updated my blog playlist.

producedbypotates.tumblr.com

[thatshitkrejci]

um oh my god

[chill-band-folder]

awakebutstillinbed - leave (2021)

[mychanicalbrides]

gotta be the best opening song to an album or just best song PERIOD ive ever heard LIKE WHATTT THE BREAKDOWN WHY DOES THE GUITAR SOUND LIKE ITS ABOUT TO CRY im going to cry!!!!!!!!!111

[punkrockmixtapes]

awakebutstillinbed - airport music video