#avaaaaa!

[tani-b-art]

Ava to Janine: What’s it like to date you?

[hanasnx]

avalicious has my heart in her pretty hands

[dykevanny]

B in hit fanfiction Breach. Stands for Babygirl

[trickarrows-bishop]

screaming crying throwing up

[thxnks4themrms]

Eating cookie dough with my bestie 😋

[pearlzier]

YOU'RE BACK FOR A WHILE AGAIN !!! HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII :3 !!!!! I'M SO EXCITED TO TALK TO YOU AGAINNNNNNN !!!!!

AVAAAAA SCREAMS HIHIHIHI !!!!! my plan is to be active this entire day as i redo my old bots

[paleobird]

Ava's days off were usually pretty peaceful, sitting at home to read or play video games. So, when she got a knock on the door, she was a bit confused. She didn't order anything lately, did she...?

When she opened it, she was greeted by what could easily mistaken for her double, if the grinning harpy on the other side wasn't dressed in a fancy skirt and top and her feathers weren't a soft brown, mottled with white speckles and stripes.

"Wha--Ina?!"

Ava let out a small squawk as the other harpy grabbed her in a tight hug.

"Avaaaaa! How's my little sister doing?"

"Ack! I'm four minutes younger than you!"

"Details."

She mercifully let poor Ava go to smooth out her feathers. "Sorry for the surprise visit, but I was in town on a little tour and wanted to see how you were doing!"

"A tour? Oh, gosh, Ina, I'm so sorry, I didn't even realize--"

"Relaaaaax, Avie, I know it's not your scene. Why d'you think I went outta my way to say hi?"

"Oh, right. Well... if you wanna come in so we can catch up, that'd be great!"

"Couldn't have said it better myself!"

[bechloesupercorp]

Ah. Deep golden rays slipped through the curtains, accompanied by soft gusts of wind wafted through the open window, carrying the light hint of wildflower.

Bea might have horrible memories with Switzerland, but Ava was certain they could make better ones. She sighed contentedly, sagging into their mattress. God, she was so lucky. And with each passing day she felt luckier and luckier. 

Bea was still asleep, just an arm's reach away, blankets haphazardly thrown off in the middle of the night. Typically she'd be up by now, the sun nearing noon, but it had been a long few days. 

Ava's return, one final battle, and then finally settling back into their domesticity. Bea deserved the rest.

A quiet smile drew up the corners of her lips as she watched her lover's face, a crease forming between her eyebrows when she clocked the tension in Bea's expression. Ava reached out to gently rub at Bea's shoulders, hoping to ease the stress. 

Fire blazed beneath her fingertips. Fuck.

"Bea?" Her heart skyrocketed in her chest at the silence. She tugged at Bea’s shoulders, willing her to open her eyes. “Bea!” No dice. "Bea, wake up. Please, wake up!"

Ava watched in horror as Beatrice’s breathing faltered. No. 

Shaky hands yanked up Bea's sleep shirt, searching for a source. The only possibility was the slight gash on her back – the one Camila had patched while Ava was being shuttled off in the chaos. Ava's fingers grazed the cotton dressing, gasping a sharp inhale as it glowed. Divinium.

The adrenaline coursed through her limbs as she heaved Bea into her arms, running out the apartment. "Stay with me," she chanted over and over as she slipped Bea into the passenger seat of their Subaru, Bea's head rolled against her hand as she tried to strap her in. When they’d gotten it, Ava had tried to tease about the whole Subaru: The Ultimate Lesbian Car stereotype, but right now all she could do was be grateful for all-wheel-drive.

Ava set her phone on the dash, dial tone echoing as she started the car. 

"Ava?"

"Cam! Bea–" the words got stuck in her chest. "Get Jillian, there's divinium embedded in her wounds." 

Ava was torn off by the shuffle of the girl beside her as they ripped away from their sleepy town to Jillian's nearest lab. The windows were down, Ava hoping that it would reduce Bea's fever. 

Ava couldn't help but glance, Beatrice swaying with a handful of grunts, eyes glazed. She pressed on the gas as Bea blanched, sending them full speed.

Fresh wind whipped against Bea's face as she leaned. "Avaaaaa," she moaned. "It's too cold." Tremors quaked her frame, a pseudo chill from the fever. She jerkily went for the window button, missing it by a foot. “It’s okay Bea,” she tried to placate, trying to steady her trembling hands against the wheel. “You’re going to be okay.” “Hold on Bea.” — — —

Dirt flew behind the tires as she pulled up to the mansion. Ava scrambled out the door, stumbling to the other side as Jillian and their sisters ran out, gathering Bea into her arms, cold sweat soaking her sleep shirt.

“Ava?” Bea mumbled, eyes shut as she was jostled down the hall to the infirmary, still in Ava’s arms. “Where are we?” “We’re okay Bea, we’re getting you help,” Ava promised, angling them through a corner. The doctors rushed forward, readying to take their patient. Beatrice coughed, wheezing. “Ava? I’m scared.” The doctors ripped her out of her arms, disappearing through a heavy set of doors. 

“I’m here Bea!” Ava called, watching in despair. 

The doors swung shut behind them. Ava was alone. Then, like a promise to the air, she breathed. 

“I’m here.”

[garyholt]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!!

THANK U AVAAAAA!!!!!

[bloodsalted]

Uh-oh! Another ghost in ur hood! :O

// avaaaaa!!! i love this little guy so much!! i’ve been OBSESSED since he popped up!! thank you thank you thank you!! i freaking adore you. 🥹💕

[anxsitlol]

avaaaaa

[awetistic-things]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR AVAAAAA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

I'm so sorry

IM MANY DAYS LATE TO THIS BUT THANK YOUUUUUUU

[greenorangevioletgrass]

avaaaaa!!!! so good to have you back on the dashboard!!!! hope all is well :) i do have a concept to share with you

🌼 jake x south asian! reader. reader jams to songs in the car and talks about different festivals. the food is mindblowing and jake misses having reader cook food for him. the day week of the wedding is just full of pre-wedding festivities and jake (and the dagger squad) is just in awe of everything

honestly the thought of marrying with all the traditions involved gets me so overwhelmed, but like??? i'd go through it all with jake ngl 👀👀

[trickarrows-bishop]

THIS ART MAKES ME WANNA GNAW

SPIDER AVA SPIDER AVA SPIDER AVAAAAA

[d0ntw0rrybehappy]

journallllll 5/21

now that i’m moving out it’s gonna be harder to see my mom cause i’m further away and she’s gonna be sooo sad. i worry about my mom bc inside she is the world’s most lovable sweetest well-meaning person but she has less self-awareness/emotional control than most people so people judge her rly hard. i always want to be like guys just roll your eyes and let it go and let her know she is loved, she just has some weird kind of like, specific mom dementia/brain glitch, and deep down you KNOW this so lay off. there are so few people my mom lets in or will actually listen to. she was this kid runaway who built a life for herself in the art world copping designer clothes and flying to paree like a fucking pirate and then she had me instead of getting married and i’m one of the like MAYBE 3 people she actually likes. lol. nails & teeth metaphor “you’re the only one she’ll listen to” or “you’re the only one who can talk to her.” i miss her friend jaime who was an indubitably brilliant depressive semitic russian translator who never once judged my mom and they had this kind of relationship where they’d lie feet-to-head on a couch and just chat chat chat. she was my favorite of my mom’s friends. she died from cancer and self-neglect basically. bullshit. shauna’s friend alex reminded me of her the last night and i was like ugh i miss jaime. i wish my mom still had jaime!!! what am i gonna do? i have to have my own life but i have to protect my mom. stupid WASPs be like “you can’t take on your moms problems” shut the fuck up WASP you don’t know shit. other kids be rolling their moms around in wheel chairs and don’t complain you piece of individualist propaganda. nails & teeth metaphor the ignominious but resolute fighter (the progeny) lol.

so anyway this isn’t a post about my mom this is a post about henry cuz then i remembered henry lives on the west side like my mom. henry whom i’ve been on two dates with and have a major crush on. not a normal crush, a “oh you’re about to buy a horse son” level crush. and i imagined when i come to the west side, henry joining me for dinner on the days i visit my mom. not because that sounded like oh so much fun to him but because it was a way for us to spend time together. there are ppl who are married who do that kind of stuff for each other. it made me want to cry bc that would mean so much to me. this is fantasy henry not real henry but probably he would. i’ve only been on two dates with him and everyone is like avaaaaa don’t have too many expectations and like I KNOW i know i’m in it like ?? what’s the phrase? in it like jarvin? lol. besides if he dumped me i would DESERVE IT!!! i got fuckin’ KARMA to pay baby i broke more than a couple hearts the past couple years THIS IS WHAT THEY FELT LIKE?!? THEY FELT LIKE THIS?!?!?? wow FUCK

um but yeah obviously i would survive and if we break up it’s cause we’re not a match and there’s nothing *wrong* with me, duh, duhhhhh, totally notttttt a completely unhinged and slightly unhygienic individual, plus now i know what to look for - kind!!! stable!!! people!!! people i have a lot in common with!!! smart!!! part of the same world as me!!! people with a vision, a goal, passions!!! who take care of themselves!!! okay there’s gotta be lots of guys like that. so if it’s not henry FINE. but guyssssss guys i could actually see a future with him wtf was i doing before??? wowww i played so many games without realizing. 

anyway so we’ve only been on 2 dates so far but i am fully smitten with him (with spells of crushing doubt) and if one more person tells me to play it cool and not have expectations i WILL bite bc bitch I KNOW can you give me SOME OTHER KIND OF ADVICE PLS i have obviously not TOLD him any of this so stop putting more pressure on me to act or feel a certain way trust me I GET IT. and i think it’s dumb this is the advice given to women anyway.

also i’m going to europe probably for an entire month and as long as i don’t lose my job i’m gonna have a fucking amazing summer. losing job doesn’t seem that plausible, however, terrifying thought, bc i’m on my own now and need the moolah. and was a little uneven the past few months but that’s just a learning lesson ig. plus there’s always more jobs. right??? right. *sailor moon handhold sparkle fx*

ok thanks for being witnesses to my online diary my friends anxietyposting on here actually kind of helps, really excited for the future, it’s amazing that i’m getting these opportunities and the reason i’m so anxious is bc i care and i have something to lose. !

[the-casbah-way]

that’s nae gift ava jamie‼️‼️‼️that’s nae gift avaaaaa laddie‼️‼️‼️there’s ne’er a gown in a’ the land i’d like when ye’r awa laddie‼️‼️🤑🔥🥳🗣️🗣️