#autocorrect wrote half of this goddamn fucking post

[theamphibianmen]

Fuck I fucking hate "vacations" so much "let's just take any semblance of a routine and fucking shit on it" I'm used to not quite having my needs met but not to this extent and I can't ask to go home because I'm with my family and don't want to piss on their parade I'm already having to use my AAC so much more than usual because my mouth won't fucking cooperate with me and I just end up screeching at people whenever I try to talk but then when I use my AAC I feel like a fucking liar because "technically I can talk" except not really not right now but support needs aren't supposed to fluctuate but mine do and I'm taking resources away from people who really need them and I should just curl up into a tiny little ball on the floor and disappear and nobody is going to understand what I'm talking about because my grammar is gone to shit and I'm a liar and I don't even deserve to have my needs met and I just wanna go home