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[arquaticdreamer]

First time in weeks going outside my house in public with caregiver to get haircut...hair really long now can't see past bangs..so scared to go outside...Paul have everything he needs indoors. People are scary...especially nervous in public open spaces like buildings always scared of crime and violence in open public spaces. More people mean more likely thing go wrong. Paul never wants to end up on some random kid's tik tok trend or livestream. Hate hate people who think public settings is their playground for screwing with people Paul not understand why people can't just behave in public places. Just always at the back of Paul's mind

[demimachia]

at any given moment im under the looming threat of once again becoming dangerously insane over reigen arataka again

[ceaseless-rambler]

I have never related to anything so much in my life (I reblogged the same blurry photo of gunpowder tim 8 times earlier and only stopped because I got distracted)

Yeah, Gunpowder Tim "blew up a moon" and Jonny D'ville "killed like a whole lot of people, just so many people" but they're pretty so like. Is it really that problematic

[starsonpaper]

more redesigns !!

notes below the cut

Zecora

i based her off of the Ndebele people of South Africa bc her original design took inspo from them! if i got anything wrong please let me know!! i want to make sure she is done justice bc i love her

collects souvenirs from her travels around the world

knows a lot about magic, even things she probably shouldn’t

loves Apple Bloom like a daughter

her and Twilight r a couple <3

Spike

just a little guy

i forgot to put it but he has autism bc i say so

doesnt rlly know his sexuality and doesnt rlly care too much

i didnt draw his wings bc i forgot oops

Apple Bloom

soooo bisexual someone help her

big and bulky for her age

little copy of her dad

ends up with Diamond Tiara

Sweetie Belle

adhd level catastrophic

when Rarity came out as trans she went "omg wait u can do that i wanna do that"

loves decorating her hair! Rarity loves doing her hair and spending time together that way

gets with Scootaloo later on

Scootaloo

tiny

wings r covered in downfeathers instead of normal ones so shes rlly fluffy

aspiring butch lesbian

constantly scrapped up

gets with Sweetie Belle later on

[wolfhowlwitch]

have had a very emotionally troublesome day (autism = many specific routines, autism + one routine disrupted = nightmare, autism + multiple disrupted routines = catastrophe, we are at a level 3 today)

I've been dependent on Hermes a LOT lately, and I had promised to make Him bread this weekend as a gift and a thank you. I managed to drag myself through the process of making it (it turned out lovely) despite my cantankerous mood and near-meltdown.

as I've reached the last hours of my day, I've aimed to make the time go a bit faster so as not to dwell in my negativity. so I sliced Him up some bread (the first piece was His, He also gently nudged me to offer some up to Hades and Persephone as well, along with getting myself a slice). I also made myself a cup of tea (normally when sitting down to eat/drink with Him I do lemon, but he pushed me towards tension tamer today. lol. I get it, that's a good idea).

and with my cup of tea and my slice of bread, I sat down to eat with Him. and peace just washed over me. my shoulders are no longer heavy with aggression and overstimulation. I just feel relaxed. exhausted, but relaxed. I find it baffling that even when I'm doing something just as a thank you to Him, He finds a way to make it another blessing from Him. so I guess I've got more bread to make.

[maniaparty]

catastrophic autism moment. jin & casey's wols throughout the years with some silly things below the cut

so jin's wol has gone through a lotttt of changes LEGACY: catgirl because catboys aren't around yet first of all. jin actually played on launch! :D aurora break'r was there since day one, she was a pld through and through! no crazy notes aside from the weapon she's holding being the starter zodiac relics.

ARR: finally. catboy. the warrior zodiac relic because of Course he'd grind that out. he's also a warrior cuz he wnated to try out another tank, and... WAR was the only other one at the time. he also gave his WOL the FF13 collab hair because i knoww he'd like ff13. unfortunately i haven't finished it so i don't know much to add here. but he would like it. HSW: the start of his DRK arc. aurora has golden eyes atp because of hraesvelgr and i loveee doing that to peoples' wols. the gear that he uses here is his current DRK glam, too! :D sillay note.

STB: sorry. he saw his first chance to dress slutty and took it. the first two ultimates came out and he ate those uppppppp. he went back to PLD because apparently DRK & WAR didn't feel good during stb. also it's been awhile since he played it so. lul.

SHB: back to being a woman. this is where the white eye comes in, too. also you can see the dqslime earrings. he'd love dragon quest methinks. anyways not that much to say here but he loved his bunnygirl. lightning hair btw because he liked lightning

EDW: THE END OF IT ALL. 5 ultimates under his belt. i know he lost his mind when mviera were announced cuz he was waiiiiting so long for them to come out. ever since he saw fran he was like +__+ thats rlly it for him

CASEY. ON THE OTHER HAND... i should say has gone through similar changes. believe it or not she fantasias way more than jin. jin only does it for jokes but casey does it because she likes messing around in the character creator. she just always comes back to the catgirl cuz she likes the fluffy ears and also being short. ALSO IM SO SAD I COULDN'T HAVE A LEGACY ONE FOR HER. well... i could've. but 8 y/o casey's wol would have made me sad. just know she was the kind of person that downloaded the game, played a bit, never touched her character until arr. speaking of which

ARR: ACN starter :D she thought carbuncles were sooooooooooo cuteiepie... u can't tell but both of her eyes are pink HSW: She heard a lot of people liked WHM, and the relic that came out for it was sooo cute that she decided to level it up n use it as her main job!! new hair just cuz she wanted to try it out. for lorereasons k'cea couldn't get a haircut since she was a criminal in eorzea... lol STB: SURPRISE! of course she'd want to try out the new cute girl race. ummmmm... still a whm. this was where she actually started to do hard content! she started doing savage fights with her brother (this is also where she started playing w/ jins static but it wasn't official. esp since she was still... 16 when they started coming out. but she started playing the game less casually :3 SHB: First ultimate clear baby... casey actually hasn't done UWU or UCoB. she dove headfirst into TEA w/ slopsquad :D this is where she started her SCH phase and she honestly hasn't looked back since. (back to ACN stuff btw which is soo cute to me) EDW: thats right. THE SAME CATGIRL!!!!!! there's nothing really new to say but she does flex her ultimate weapons and also is alwyas changing her glams :D

[the-acid-pear]

I'm really bored so this is a perfect opportunity to pick up where i left off

Chapter 4

E(vil) Coli.......

Marcille just got such a reality check Chilchuck i love youu

I'm actually so falling in love w the way this chapters go they really feel like a little kids cartoon but i dont mean that in the condesending way i mean that in the, lighthearted let's focus on this character's issues today way

I fucking adore Senshi's unchanging button eyes. TBH creature eyes, to me

CHILCHUCK I FUCKING ADORE YOU THE WAY HE WENT FROM SYMPATHY TO RAGE IS AKGJBN UYHJBKGYUBB

HE ACTUALLY RECOGNIZED HER ACHIVEMENT AND CALLED HER BY NAME THAT'S SO CUTE 💥💥💥💥

Chapter 5

It's actually kinda fun to see Senshi struggle to like, fit in w these maniacs.

I do actually kinda hope he stops being so, uncooperative i guess? Like chill king ily but chill 🙏

i love how straight foward chil is tho

He just put his finger inside boiling oil he's so built different i love it

"what gorgeous bones" LAIOS. ?!

the little blush...

they're so. 🏳‍🌈

Chapter 6

Thought Laios had his pussy out in the cover

tf2 soldier......

THE WHOLE DEATH SYSTEM HERE IS SO FUCKED UP GOD

Obsessed how Senshi had to draw the line at that metal is too fucking far

this was pretty cool

Chapter 7

This is so freaky ouhwuhuhg

Chilchuck don't be so mean let Laios have his autism moment level catastrophic

"*not actually true" literally calling his ass out

THE MOST EXPRESSION WE'VE BEEN SEEN SENSHI PUT, HE ACTUALLY IS DUBIOUS OF EATING THIS THAT'S AMAIZING

Laios what's wrong w you <3

Chapter 7.5

ARMOR SEX

Chapter 7.6

Alright this setting is just silly + cute tbh.

THEY LET CHILCHUCK BE EATEN BY Hungry Sellers

SENSHI ON MARCILLE VIOLENCE

Chapter 8

Obsessed w Senshi's mancave

The golems have such good designs oh my god

PANTY SHOT

"and exploiting a loophole in the law" based senshi

where are they peeing + shitting........................

he really is a bit of a jerk but that's ok

WKJIJIUIJGU SENSHI LOOKS SO CUTE HERE THO 🥺🥺💞💞 He really said ^_^

ah fair there are built in bathrooms cool :)

essential worker senshi, iconic

okay genuinely cute how he did say IN HIS WAY that he cares about the team i need to study this man under a microscope

Chapter 9

oh no chilchuck accidental criminal................

oh my god this is so cool ACTUAL criminals now i love the worldbuilding

japanese kobolds ough........

also i love these orc designs sm

they're getting jumped...

Senshi you're insane i want you

CHILCHUCK GRABBING HIM BY THE BEARDAJGNBHJGNFKJIH

no sir orc don't teach your kid to continue the cycle of violence created by genearations past..............

ABUSING HIM

I actually cant tell if Senshi is teaching the baby or preventing it from fucking up

Senshi just wants to grill for god's sake...

I'm actually going to cry i'm not joking that baby is gonna push me over the edge

All Laios do is blush

Chapter 10

Laios abandonment........

im literally so in love w that kobold fuckign doggey

DUNGEON WEED HELL YEAH

what 😦

EVIL MONEY... EL PROBLEMA ES EL CAPITALISMO!!!!!!!

This manga is so cool

jewel bug hamburger so cute

Chapter 11

This manga has hooked me up so hard <- he has nothing better to do

Can we eat spirits doe? 🧐

Farlyn i fucking love you goddamn...

Sir i dont think that's particurlarly holy but i trust you anyway

this manga is fucking mental

GKLMKJGNJAHB EVEN SENSHI CALLING OUT LAIOS 😭😭😭😭

Chapter 12

He's so insane it's great ily Laios

this is just like the hit movie with rogers rabbit and duffy duck and, brendan fraser too innit?

oh my god this is gettin really cool

One last chapter for today that plotline was too cool

Chapter 13

I feel so fucking bad for my man Chilchuck

finger guns kissie mouth marcille...

I love how everyone gets pushed to face their fears, i hope Chilchuck gets to do that as safely as Laios could

senshi 👌

NOOO LEAVE MY MAN ALONE HE'S BEEN THRU ENOUGH

i fucking love that Laios is the only one shocked by his age bc he's human 😭😭😭

I'm getting so anxious my legs are going cold so I've decided I'm gonna start reading Dungeon Meshi. Gonna do the classic manga liveblog format too 👍

Chapter 0

It's been so long since I did something like this man goddamn.

Oh this manga is really fucking short! Only 97 chapters goddamn. Might get to finish the whole liveblog in like, 2 rbs.

This is so silly n cute tbh

Catgirl looks HORRIFIED

Wait is, is the dwarf naked? Is he in his fucking underwear??

Thought they were praying for the food for a second

WHY ARE WE JUST RANDOMLY SHOWING A BRUTAL DEATH FROM A DRAGON THIS. THE WHIPLASH

Oh she's alive nvm

Chapter 1

Goofy ahh dragon

Love that it's formatted as a menu that's cute

Well that was a haunting introduction

Capitalism is one hell of a bitch <- pretty sure this has nothing to do with that

I love this short critter's beautiful black eyes

Why is she breakdancing to express discontent?

Man these chapters are long, like 45 pages each. That makes it almost 200 chapters since 20 pages is more of the average length.

THE BLUSH. HUNGRY BASTARD UTSYFSYSEYSRRUD

"who are you?" He was licherally there when the girl was vored what do you Mean who are you . . .

Un capo se trajo un disco.

Holy shit you can die?

Marcille you're such a girl fail it's honestly hot

Oh Chilchuck is a name i though it was an insult

Sabés el asado que te puede hacer el Senshi, te caes de culo

Chapter 2

The settings are beautiful

👍

The way death is handled feels so Weird

Laios I did not wish to learn about your bondage kink

Chilchuck is so real I love him 😭

Chilchuck why were you at the gallows...........

Chapter 3

Already got in the groove of it

He looks so distraught at the unbalanced diet

"reptilian features" "cool" "cool"

I love Laios and Senshi's relationship they're such a good team

Senshi is sooo silly

These are such good ppl tbh

THANK YOU FOR YOUR MOTIVATIONAL APEECH SENSHI

I'm using the same site I did to read Baki and bro there's a clown in the notes who keeps adding the image of Marcille being told elves are good cock sleeves and it's starting to seriously annoy me.

Stopping for now so I can eat and stuff 👍

[fitzfunnymoments]

holy shit I’m actually about to start crying I may have just helped a lost Little Robots movie get on its way to being found

there’s even a review for it that reveals what it’s about oh my god https://web.archive.org/web/20071020225634/http://kidtoonfilms.com/reviews/lr_tbs.html

[imreszekeres]

Hello, hello! I'm here to deliver some emojis to you! 📽, 📺, 🎶, 🍭, and 🍇

You have a great week too, Ash! (^０^)ノ

🎥 - Top 5 favorite movies?

I honestly don't watch movies enough to warrant a top 5 BUT my absolute favorite is Silence of the Lambs!! I go NUTS over that movie LOL my autism levels are CATASTROPHIC when I watch it

📺 - Top 5 favorite TV shows?

HUUURRGGHHH I DONT WATCH TV EITHER LOL DOES ANIME COUNT? MY TOP 2 ARE NARUTO AND TORADORA... LOL

🍭 - Favorite Candy?

Peach rings, chocolate, and gummies!

🍇 - Favorite fruits?

Peaches and cherries! <3

[malefi-andromeda]

Long Winding Road Stay Strapped My Dude

By: Astoria Cathryn Andromeda

Alrighty, this is a long one boys. So I touched briefly on this in my Welcome to Literally Everything post. No worries I'll recap you, so you don't have to switch back and forth. I just diagnosed with autism spectrum disorder, and then ADHD when I was 18 years old, and even then I had to fight for it after countless hours of research. See, there seems to be a wee bit of misogyny in the neurodiverse diagnoses. When I say a wee bit, I mean that scientists used to think that only boy could be autistic or ADHD. They only studied autism in males. Fortunately, nowadays we know that girls can be autistic and/or ADHD, but we present the traits differently than boys, and a lot of our traits are played off due to gender roles in society. For example, being overly talkative in girls is called chatty, whereas boys who can't sit still are sent off for testing immediately. This also causes problems for the boys, because little Johnny gets put on Adderall at the ripe age of 6 years old, just because he can't sit still for 8 hours straight, which by the way should not be expected of any elementary school kid, By the time, he's 25 he's 1) completely dependent on amphetamines 2) his body will stop producing dopamine due to being on the medication for so long. Nicht Gut. Generally, boys who are on the spectrum get picked out earlier due to late speaking, or lack of social skills. This is the one thing that girls happen to do better than boys. Girls are good at masking, which is basically taking social traits, phrases, personalities, demeanor, and copying them. In public, they put on a mask and at home, they have a meltdown. Girls are still not picked up as being on the spectrum, because shyness is called being 'ladylike' and 'dainty', and having a meltdown is just because :( girls are oh-so emotional, boohoo. Anyways tons of women do not get diagnosed with autism until they are well into their adulthood, I actually can be considered lucky to have technically still been a teenager when we finally got all the pieces together.

Alright, let's start with I don't know me as a baby. I did not speak until I was 2 years old, and then it was immediately full sentences from then on. I didn't do the babbling thing, which I don't know how impactful that really is to the topic. I was a very shy little girl. I was teeny tiny, we didn't know I if I was going to make it to 5 feet tall until I had a big growth spurt in 7th grade. I am 5'2 now and definitely done growing in case you were wondering, so not that short anymore. I did not like talking to adults, especially strangers, especially men. I did not look anyone in the face, and I will always hide behind my parent's legs when they would try to introduce me to people. I am an only child, and I spent a lot of time entertaining myself. I always had seasonal affective disorder, where my grades would dip in the winter. My parents knew I had a timer, they had 45 minutes from the moment they stepped into a restaurant before I would start breaking down. If I got off schedule as a toddler in any form, it was a catastrophe. Or this is what my parents and family tell me. I didn't really notice. I did not like being out in public a lot, I was a very picky eater, and I was extremely hyper. I was a very eccentric child, I only had 1-2 close friends and they were always a very well-liked outgoing girl who I just followed around. Looking back, I don't know how we missed it. I was shy because I didn't understand how social interactions worked, I was anxious about it because I didn't understand, I had sensory overloads, routines, and a very bland diet with a safe food which was ketchup. I put that shit on literally everything, eas, apples, mac and cheese, pizza, all meat, anything something forced me to eat that I did not like. But because I could sit still in class, and because I could zone out and daydream all day through school and still make A's nobody ever flagged me for anything and how I was supposed to know that not everybody just copied other people, scripted things before they talked, and could never pay attention. My mom always required me to be in a sport, and I was a gymnast and a swimmer for a long time, two very high-intensity sports, to help lower my energy levels, and because my mom has mild depression and she knows that exercise does help. Skip to middle school, my mom tells me I'm being bullied at church. It's not that I wasn't observing my surroundings I knew I was being excluded, but I didn't understand vindictive behavior, I thought it was my fault. I had zero friends in 8th grade until I sat down next to a random acqutaince I had gone to school with since I was 4 and the same gymnastics place. Then we were immediately attached at the hip after that. She is my best friend due this day and definitely got me through high school. Led me through so many social situations without either of us knowing. I had a very close friendgroup in highschool, all of them were on the drumline which I met through my best friend, and my first boyfriend was my best friend's neighbor. I ended up playing bass guitar for my high school's indoor drumline, and it was the best experience ever. I love my friends, but I had really bad depression when I was 15-now:) jk It's better. I didn't really realize I was depressed, I just didn't want to go to school, or swim practice, or do anything so of course, my mom noticed, and then once it was pointed out to me it got worse. My severe anxiety spiraled with my depression. Senior year of high school, my boyfriend and I were like toxic star crossed lovers, hurting each other over and over again without meaning to. My friends and I were self harming, all my close friends gad some demon going on. I finally decided to try therapy again after the disaster of being forced to go when I was 15 and the lady told me I wasn't depressed because I had a boyfriend and good grades. It helped a bit, I was able to get my panic attacks under control. Then I went away to college and stayed dating my senior high school boyfriend, we were just up and down as always, but with slightly better communication. My freshman year of college I joined a fraternity, a research lab, and my first hs boyfriend/ex/best friend and I went to a Christian campus place. By second semester, I had a lot of people who knew me and talked to me, but I didn't have any close friends, and even less close friends who were girls. All my close friends who were girls were at another college. My parents were worried about me, so they made me rush a sorority, which I knew was never my scene, but my parents made me join and I found a few girls I liked. Soon I was going to 6 classes, fraternity chapter, research lab meetings, christain crash group meetings, soriorty pledge meetings all on every Tuesday. I was different person at each of these events and wore a different mask. I was having what I know now were autistic burnout meltdowns every single day on the phone in my crusty dorm's stairwell. It was not cute. His mental health had always been bad too. Finally I decide I need to try a psychatrist and go back to therapy, and then he broke up with me. Then I made my first close friend, a guy who was in 3 of classes, and I took him to my fraternity's formal, and then coronavirus happened.  Rona kinda saved my grades, and mental health by sending us home event though it did suck. I got on anti-anxiety meds and things went up, but I was still having what I thought were panic attacks, they were austistic meltdowns. My psychiatrist, he's kinda an asshole, he diagnosed me with Obessive Compulsive Personality Disorder. I'll insert definition here: (OCPD) is a personality disorder that's characterized by extreme perfectionism, order, and neatness. People with OCPD will also feel a severe need to impose their own standards on their outside environment.> Basically hr told me I had rules for everything like how everyone drives on the right side of the road, but nobodythinks about it andwhen I broke one of my rules I got depressed, and when wasn't perfect I got depressed, and when I made an A I was relieved not proud. The diagnosis seemed to fit really well, and my therapist and I started working finding my rules, and getting rid of the bad ones, and making the others less harsh. I had thought every once and in a while in my life when I was really upset, what if I'm on the spectrum, because I just felt so hopeless for social interactions and I didn't understand. I always felt like I was a very specific person, but after the ocpd I started thinking more and more, and I saw a tik tok of a girl with lae diagnosed autism basically describing me and ranting about the misogyny. I did more research and I decide, yea I'mm gonna bring it up to mypsychatrist well he's a dick, so he was like um you don't act like sheldon cooper from the Big Bang theory,and I was like wellI just I have always thought I might have adhd like be neureodiverse, and he was like your grade point average in hs was a 97.8%, you're not adhd. I immediately cried, because I can't handle when anyone says anything in a even a slightest stringent tone. I'm baby, I know lmao. It made me angry though because I felt like he just brushed away all of my struggles I had in my whole life. I spent hours researching and typed up a 47 page document on evidence for why I was on the spectrum, and had my parents help will some of checklists to make sure I was getting outside perspectives. I rally my parents to be my back up and next psychiatrist appointment we actually talk about it and he asked my parents questions about when I was young and such and finally he was okay you're on the spectrum. I felt so validated and like I could start being myself. I slowly got more and more confident, changed my style of clothing, and researched more about adhd pushed to be tested, and oh look at that I also have ADHD. So basically discourse: "I feel like as a child I coded a machine to do life for me so I didn’t get bothered except I didn’t know about the machine I thought i was the machine and now I’ve become self aware and I have to learn how to read the code and rewrite the code because it’s dysfunctional because I’m not functioning well as a human being. I was really shy as a child. I would turn beat red when people talked to me or looked at me so I think I started cookie cutting situations and using them over and over again because they worked until I accidentally hard wired these expansion rules and expectations for myself. I didn’t may attention is class ever I just day dreamed and if I got good grades i wouldn’t be bothered i could just stay in my head and if I did my sport well my parents didn’t bother me. I was never asked if I did my homework I just did it so I wouldn’t be asked and have to deal with that situation. I would cookie cutter situations in class that would draw the least attention to myself.

I feel like i don’t have friends I just fulfill the expectation like a side quest on video games" I wrote this down pre autism confirmation when i just thought I had ocpd. Now I don't directly identify with ocpd, but I definitely think I developed that personality disorder a bit from living with undiagnosed autism. I am linking below the very informative Tik Toks by the lovely Paige on autism in girls. The imposter syndrome one really hit home. I had had so many panic attacks about thinking I tricked people into being my friend, or thinking I was smart.

I highly suggest watching these short tik toks, you'll definitely learn something

https://vm.tiktok.com/wVvcYA/

https://vm.tiktok.com/wqRRUf/

https://vm.tiktok.com/wnqhvX/

https://vm.tiktok.com/wqeyYg/

https://vm.tiktok.com/wnoE7u/

https://vm.tiktok.com/Kas6gB/

https://vm.tiktok.com/owM9hs/

Imposter syndrome

I am also linking an article about Sheldon Cooper from Big Bang Theory and Autism that explains why my psychiatrist was wrong, and also I am a girl and the spectrum is called a spectrum because it's a fucking spectrum no two autistic people are exactly the same it's like a color wheel.

http://www.autismsupportnetwork.com/news/problem-sheldon-cooper-and-cute-autism-387783

Here is a fun comic about the spectrum and how to view it.

https://the-art-of-autism.com/understanding-the-spectrum-a-comic-strip-explanation/

I am still learning about myself, and how to be me, and how to be myself but without breaking bad social rules. It's quite humorous though because I'll learn something is related to autism and I'm like oh shit again, like still, like, we're still discovering things.

"Tu ne me manques pas"

Bis später,

Astoria.

[chickensarentcheap]

Thank you so much for the tag, @sloppyzengarden! ❤️

Are you named after anyone?

No. But I am loosely named after the Beatles' song 'Penny Lane'. My dead name is Penni-Lynne. Don't know where my dad got the Lynne from, but yeah.

2. When was the last time you cried?

Today. I'm so stressy and depressy. :(

3. Do you have kids?

I do! I have one. A son. He's eighteen, but cognitively much younger. He has Mosaic Down Syndrome, non verbal Autism, Stickler Syndrome, and suffered a near catastrophic brain injury at three and a half from a medical error.

4. What sports do you play/have you played?

I played hockey from the time I was five until I was 25. Even at university level. I rowed, I played field hockey, volleyball, and softball.

5. Do you use sarcasm?

Quite frequently, actually.

6. What’s the first thing you notice about people?

Their eyes, their smile, how they smell, their hands

7. What’s your eye color?

Hazel

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

I don't watch very many scary movies as I'd never sleep at night, so I'm going with happy endings.

9. Any talents?

None that I can think of. Writing, maybe.

10. Where were you born?

Elliot Lake, Ontario, Canada

11. What are your hobbies?

Writing, reading, procrastinating

12. Do you have any pets?

I have three cats. Fat Thor, Loki, and Slippers

13. How tall are you?

Five foot one

14. Favourite subject in school?

English, Writer's Craft, Law

15. Dream job?

Script writer, author, or own an animal rescue

No pressure tags: @asirensrage @residentdormouse @tragiclyhip @munstysmind @themaradwrites @mrsmungus @darknightfrombeyond @ninjasawakenedmystar @karimac @kmc1989 @midnightnightmare2017 @alisbackalleybbq @theesirenteller @mercurial-make-em-ups

15 Questions for 15 Friends

(nobody tagged me, i seen this on my dash and wanted to do it myself)

Are you named after anyone? my uncle! who (tragically) was murdered by his brother. He died when he was 16, so, ofc I've never met him.

When was the last time you cried? Uhhh.... last week, maybe?? i cant actually remember tbh.

Do you have kids? I have a stepson!

What sports do you play/have you played?I did cheerleading for like two weeks back when i was like 9? lmao

Do you use sarcasm? yes, fluently, actually..

What’s the first thing you notice about people? their teeth & eyes!

What’s your eye color? brown!.

Scary movies or happy endings? happy endings, i don't watch too many scary movies.

Any talents?i don't actually think i have any talents, sadly...

Where were you born? Philadelphia!

What are your hobbies? playing RS3/Oblivion/Saints Row, and writing fanfics

Do you have any pets?two cats! i love them to pieces.

How tall are you?5 foot 6 inches

Favorite subject in school? English

Dream job? literally, nothing. i dont want to work at all. i'd rather be a stay at home wife. lol.

tagging the first 15 people on my dash!

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[autisticadvocacy]

This past weekend, mass shootings in El Paso, Texas and Dayton, Ohio killed at least 30 people and injured over 50 more. These mass shootings, the 16th and 17th in the United States this year this year, took place amidst a continued crisis of white supremacism in the US; while the administration promotes xenophobia and the President calls immigrants less than human; and in a political climate in which we have repeatedly failed to address the prevalence & availability of deadly firearms. Our hearts are with the victims, their families, and their communities.

Speaking this morning about these mass shootings, President Trump said that mass shootings are carried out by “mentally ill monsters” and claimed that in order to prevent them, we must “reform our mental health laws to better identify mentally disturbed individuals who may commit acts of violence and make sure these people not only get treatment but, when necessary, involuntary confinement.” These remarks are a blatant attempt to target and scapegoat people with disabilities in order to distract from the active role our President himself has played in inciting anti-immigrant sentiment and white supremacist violence. ASAN calls on policymakers and the American public not to be taken in by this dangerous rhetoric, but to insist on real, meaningful change.

Blaming mass shootings on people with mental health disabilities has become so routine that yesterday, the American Psychiatric Association issued a statement warning against blaming mental illness for “a public health crisis of gun violence fueled by racism, bigotry and hatred.” As the APA points out, people with mental health disabilities are far more likely to be victims of violence than to be perpetrators. The overwhelming majority of gun violence is carried out by nondisabled people; we cannot fight gun violence or racism by monitoring and institutionalizing people with disabilities. We urge everyone to educate themselves on this issue so that we as a nation can stay focused on working towards real solutions.

When we examine the evidence, it is easy to see that enacting legislation making it easier to surveil and institutionalize people with mental health disabilities, as the President has suggested, would not prevent gun violence. Instead, it would threaten the civil rights of the 1 in 5 Americans with mental health disabilities. People with disabilities have fought for decades for our right to live in our communities and make our own decisions about our housing and health care. As centuries of failed U.S. policies demonstrate, denying us these rights means abandoning us to abuse, neglect and segregation. The results of the President’s proposal would be catastrophic; not only for the disability community, but for our nation as a whole, because it would allow gun violence to continue unchecked.

When the President of the United States scapegoats the disability community instead of reckoning with white supremacy, he knows exactly what he is doing. He knows that his talking points, reprehensible as they may be, line up with common societal prejudices which allow him to distract from the issues at hand. It is incumbent upon all of us to refuse to play along. We must educate each other; denounce white supremacy; stand up for our friends, family & neighbors with mental health disabilities; and advocate for real solutions to gun violence, racism and xenophobia. We call on our elected officials at all levels of government to do the same.

The Autistic Self Advocacy Network is a 501(c)(3) nonprofit organization run by and for autistic people. ASAN was created to serve as a national grassroots disability rights organization for the autistic community run by and for autistic Americans, advocating for systems change and ensuring that the voices of autistic people are heard in policy debates and the halls of power. Our staff work to educate communities, support self-advocacy in all its forms, and improve public perceptions of autism. ASAN’s members and supporters include autistic adults and youth, cross-disability advocates, and non-autistic family members, professionals, educators, and friends.

[crockettmarcel]

good morning girlies I am SO tired today (had a catastrophic level five autism event at 3:30am) but I have an opticians appointment this morning so everything is okay :)

[starsonpaper]

hellooo here r my redesigns of the mane 6 :3

some notes!

Twilight

has autism ocd and anxiety

blind as shit without her glasses

married to Zecora <3

Fluttershy

social anxiety and ptsd

1/4 deer on her moms side

dating Tree Hugger <3

still has lingering effects from being a vampire

Applejack

ocd and ptsd

BUTCH

draft horse inspo and possible heritage

married to Rarity <3

"i'm probably nonbinary but i have a job so idrc about that rn" /ref

Rarity

adhd

comphet level catastrophic

farsighted

married to AJ <3

Pinkie Pie

audhd

real name is actually Rose Quartz, Pinkie is her nickname and Pinkamina is a joke full name (if that makes sense)

gender? i hardly know er!

married to Rainbow Dash <3

Rainbow Dash

audhd and is hard or hearing (she'll just take out here hearing aid when shes done with everyones shit LOL)

based off of a peregrine falcon

ran away from home at 18

shortest of the 6

married to Pinkie <3

[aj4kids]

Autism is an epidemic.

The first autism prevalence study (Treffert, 1970) showed an autism rate of less than 1 in 10,000 kids.

Today the autism rate in the U.S. in 1 in 36 kids (Zablotsky et al., 2017).

So we've experienced a 27,000% (277-fold) increase in 50 years.

Genetic theories never made much sense because 'there is no such thing as a genetic epidemic'. Early twin studies (Folstein & Rutter, 1977) were characterized by small sample size & flaws in study design. Hallmayer (2011) showed that genes only explain small % of autism cases.

Well perhaps it's just better awareness (& what's called diagnostic expansion & substitution)? Nope that doesn't check out either. Byrd (2002) & Hertz-Picciotto & Delwiche (2009) showed that changes in diagnostic criteria only explain a small % of the total increase in autism.

In 2015, autism cost the U.S. an estimated $268 billion a year in direct costs & lost productivity; given current rates of increase, autism costs could reach $1 trillion a year (3.6% of GDP) by 2025 (Leigh & Du, 2015). The U.S. Defense Department budget is "just" 3.1% of GDP.

Autism increases inequality. Lifetime care costs for autism range from $1.4 to $2.4 million (Buescher, 2014). Mothers of kids with autism earn 35% less than mothers of kids with other health limitations & 56% less than mothers of kids with no health limitations (Cidav, 2012).

In the last decade, 3 groups of top epidemiologists have published consensus statements declaring that neurodevelopmental disabilities including autism are caused by toxicants in the environment (CHE, 2008; Mt. Sinai, 2010; Project TENDR, 2016). This is good news because it means that autism is preventable and treatable.

We have fairly good data that five classes of toxicants increase autism risk:

1. Mercury from coal fired power plants;

2. Plastics;

3. Pesticides & herbicides;

4. EMF/RFR; and

5. Pharmaceuticals (Tylenol, SSRIs, & vaccines).

For every 1,000 pounds of environmentally released mercury, there was a 61% increase in the rate of autism (Palmer, 2006). For every 10 miles closer a family lives to a coal fired power plant the autism risk increases 1.4% (Palmer, 2009).

Plastics:

Children with autism had significantly increased levels of 3 endocrine disruptors (two phthalates — MEHP & DEHP, & BPA) in blood samples as compared with healthy controls (Kardas, 2016).

Pesticides & herbicides:

Increased use of RoundUp is strongly correlated (r = 0.989) with the rising prevalence of autism (Swanson, 2014). Organophosphates increase autism risk 60 – 100%; chlorpyrifos increase risk 78% – 163%; pyrethroids increase risk 78% (Shelton, 2014).

9 studies show an association between acetaminophen (Tylenol) use & adverse neurodevelopmental outcomes (Bauer et al., 2018). Avella-Garcia (2016) & Liew et al. (2016) found that males exposed to Tylenol in utero have significantly elevated risk of autism.

8 studies show a statistically significant association between selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor (SSRI) use in pregnant women and subsequent autism in their children (Kaplan et al., 2016). Doctors who prescribe SSRIs to pregnant women are committing malpractice.

Dr. Paul Thomas is the most successful doctor in the world at preventing autism. The latest data from his practice shows:

•If zero vaccines, autism rate = 1 in 715;

•If alternative vaccine schedule, autism rate = 1 in 440;

•If CDC vaccine schedule, autism rate = 1 in 36.

That study had large sample size (3,344 children), access to medical files, & good researchers working on it. Look closely. His alternative vaccine schedule reduces autism risk by 90%. But even an alternative vaccine schedule nearly doubles autism risk vs. no vaccines at all.

And all of those other toxicants that I described above in this thread that have been shown to increase autism risk? Those are the 1 in the 715 cases when the parent does not vaccinate at all. Autism appears mostly be a story of iatrogenic injury from vaccines.

This is not a surprise. Thousands of parents have been telling us for years that their children regressed into autism following vaccinations. Ethylmercury is a known neurotoxin and is still in 7 different vaccines (Thomas & Margulis, 2016, p. 14)

Aluminum is a known neurotoxin (Grandjean & Landrigan, 2014) and is used in a majority of vaccines. 'The dose makes the poison' paradigm has collapsed in recent years and now we know that many toxicants have no safe dose.

In a sane world, all of this would be seen as good news. In a sane world the CDC, EPA, NIH and every major newspaper would rush out to Portland, OR to confirm (or deny) that the data from Dr. Paul's practice (and other studies) are correct. But we live in an insane world.

To date, the CDC, EPA, NIH, federal government, & all state governments have completely ignored Dr. Paul's work. None of the top 10 major newspapers in the U.S. have reviewed his book, The Vaccine Friendly, plan even though it is a bestseller on Amazon.

Which leads us back to these mandatory vaccine bills that Pharma is promoting in all 50 states aided & abetted by the mainstream media & the Democratic Party. The vaccine paradigm has collapsed. We know some vaccines (hepatitis B., HPV, flu, DTP...) cause catastrophic harms.

We know this because there are still small groups of unvaccinated people in the country -- Amish, homeschoolers, hippie parents, warrior parents who have stopped vaccinating. The unvaccinated population is much healthier across most indicators than the vaccinated population.

So Pharma is in a rush to wipe out the control group, to reach 100% vaccination rates, before people wake up. Anyone who supports these mandatory vaccine bills (A2371A in NY, SB 276 in CA, etc.) is engaged in racketeering & crimes against humanity. There will be trials.

Pharma thought that they could run the table. But they started too late and got too greedy. Now, in every state there are thousands of warrior moms and dads who know vaccine injury firsthand. And they are rising up and fighting back with everything they've got.

Pharma may (or may not) be able to buy off enough politicians & reporters to survive this round. But the scientific debate is over & Pharma lost. The current U.S. vaccine paradigm has collapsed. Something new & better will & must replace it. It's only a matter of time & how much carnage Pharma will cause as they try to protect their profits. The autism epidemic tsunami is already here. It just remains to be seen whether politicians will continue to cover it up or do something to stop it. SB 276 is a criminal cover up & must be defeated.

~ Toby Rogers, PhD, MPP via Twitter

[paullassiterca]

Federal Government Mandates Vaccine Reeducation Camps — The Dystopian Future Has Arrived

While parents claim their vaccine-injured children are being swept under the rug, federal and state authorities in the U.S. are cleaning up such “misinformation” by eliminating — with the hope of preventing from ever being seen — books, movies and websites touting harms of vaccines. As recently reported by The Washington Post:1

“YouTube said it was banning anti-vaccination channels from running online advertisements. Facebook announced it was hiding certain content and turning away ads that contain misinformation about vaccines, and Pinterest said it was blocking ‘polluted’ search terms, memes and pins from particular sites promoting anti-vaccine propaganda … Amazon has now joined other companies … pulling books touting false information about autism … and vaccines.”

According to CBS News,2Google is also “reducing recommendations of … content or videos that could misinform users in harmful ways.”

Plan for Inoculating Vectors of Misinformation Contagion Announced

According to bioethics professor Bart Craplin, parents of brain damaged children are dangerous vectors of misinformation contagion3 and pose a very serious threat to public health.

However, it’s not entirely their fault, he points out. In all of these cases, the children’s decline in health coincided with exposure to vaccine misinformation, causing these parents to wrongfully assume that their children’s vaccinations played a role.

By removing all sources of vaccine misinformation and reeducating these confused parents, “we’ll be able to inoculate them both mentally and physically,” Craplin said during a recent news conference, at which the government’s plan for mandatory vaccine reeducation camps was announced.

“The power of social media, particularly in the vaccine space, is so strong that it’s leading to fear of vaccines, which is leading to epidemics, which is putting people at risk,” Craplin said, adding, “For the greater good, clearly there is a role for targeted censorship of vaccine misinformation. Pharmaceutical decisions should be made by educated physicians and politicians, not misinformed individuals.”

As reported by The Washington Post:4

“The anti-vaccine movement has been sustained … by fraudulent research from 1998 that purported to show a link between autism and a preservative used in vaccines — despite numerous studies that have provided conclusive evidence that vaccinations do not cause autism.

False anti-vaccine claims continue to sweep the internet, prompting concern from public health experts, lawmakers and from parents who are not able to get their children vaccinated because of medical conditions and rely on others to do so. In fact, the World Health Organization has named 'vaccine hesitancy’ as one of the '10 threats to global health in 2019.’”

The impetus for federally run vaccine reeducation camps was the failed attempt at reeducation in Ontario, Canada. Starting in 2017, parents leery of vaccinating their children have been required to attend a 25-minute video presentation of vaccine safety facts.

Alas, as reported by the National Post,5 beta testing groups show that the initial reeducation effort has so far resulted in “a zero percent conversion rate.”

The failure of this program made it clear to U.S. officials that reeducating ignorant parents would require far more than a simple presentation of vaccine propaganda. As a result, the U.S. reeducation camps will service individuals for as long as is necessary for successful conversion to established parameters of knowledge. And, to eliminate any possibility of pollution of facts, individuals will not be permitted contact with the outside world during their stay.

Censorship Required to Combat Nonsensical Fears

As reported by CBS News, “Every major medical body and federal office agrees: Vaccines are safe and effective. But that’s often not the message you get if you’re a parent poking around online.”6

Fortunately, the federal government is here to protect the public health, and despite federal cutbacks believes it has the required funding from the Department of Health and Human Services (HHS) to do so.

In light of the World Health’s Organization listing vaccine misinformation as one of the top 10 public health threats of 2019, high-ranking government and health officials are in unanimous agreement that eliminating vectors of misinformation contagion, online and in the real world, is at the top of the national agenda and no expense will be spared to ensure the population’s health and safety.

In a letter to Amazon CEO Rep. Schifty, who co-wrote the new vaccine reeducation camp bill, stressed the public health responsibility of technocrats, urging the company to live up to its potential as a social engineering leader:7

“There is no evidence to suggest that vaccines cause life-threatening or disabling diseases, and the dissemination of unfounded and debunked theories about the dangers of vaccinations pose a great risk to public health … Every online platform, including Amazon, must act responsibly and ensure that they do not contribute to this growing public health catastrophe.”

Monopolies Prove Their Altruism

The good news is technology monopolies are proving to be as altruistic as multinational drug companies, stepping up to collectively work with the federal government to have all dangerous content removed for “the greater good” — which, ironically, is the title of one of the misinformation contagion vectors recently removed from all tech platforms.

In a statement, Dr. Fauxi, director of the National Conglomerate of Infectious Disease Provocation, a new division of the National Institutes of Health (NIH), said:

“We need to rescue the public from this dangerous misinformation, and shut down this fake debate. Those claiming that vaccine injury occurs are liars. Vaccine injuries are nonexistent; they simply do not occur, and the public, especially parents who claim vaccine injuries, need to be reeducated — no matter how long it takes or how much it costs.

The overwhelming evidence clearly shows disability after vaccines is just an epidemic of coincidence. We’re dedicated to helping these seriously misinformed parents by establishing reeducation camps in every state.

In time, no one will be able to recall a day when people doubted or distrusted the safety of vaccines. We’re taking the first solid step into a brand-new world where singular truth will reign supreme, as it should.”

Civil Re-Entry Qualifications

According to the new law, which will take effect on April 1, 2020, each vaccine reeducation camp will provide federally sanctioned reeducation on vaccines depending on level of vaccine resistance.

Level 1 will include such infractions as reading or sharing social media posts containing anti-vaccination sentiments. Level 2 will include level 1 infractions plus public voicing of anti-vaccination sentiments such as “I know someone who was injured by a vaccine.”

Claiming to have a vaccine-injured child will be considered a level 3 infraction, requiring the longest and most intense reeducation, regardless of whether the individual has engaged in any level 1 or level 2 infractions.

Following successful reeducation of unspecified length at a federally sanctioned reeducation camp, parents will be given a certificate good for re-entry into society. At that point, they will be able to provide pre-established and appropriate answers to safety questions about vaccines, and both they and their children will be up-to-date with all vaccinations.

The necessity for standardized public re-entry certification became apparent after states like Oregon passed legislation banning vaccine-deficient individuals from encroaching on the public’s physical space. As stated in the state’s amendment, section 2:8

Elimination of Hate Groups 'Guaranteed’

In collaboration with government, Amazon.com is also cracking down on the ability of “hate groups” that represent parents of vaccine-injured children and physicians with a conscience to raise money through AmazonSmile, the Amazon fundraising portal, Mother Jones reports.9

Dr. Hatez, commenting on this news and the impending implementation of federally mandated reeducation, said:10,11

“It’s great we’ve finally found a way to guarantee the elimination of these hate groups … Parents — delusional from grief over what is in truth an epidemic of coincidence — hate vaccines; they hate public health and they hate their brain-damaged kids.

And this delusion is wholly the result of reading lies spread by anti-vaxx hate groups. Finally, the lies will be silenced and government officials qualified to provide proper love and care will be in charge of these children’s welfare. Any citizen who makes a negative statement about vaccines will be fully prosecuted under existing hate crime laws.”

Dr. Proffit, a vaccine inventor, and chief of the division of infectious diseases at a prominent children’s hospital, agrees, saying:

“Objection of any vaccine on the grounds of religious or philosophical beliefs negates science. You don’t get to negate science just because you oppose injection of aborted fetal cells. This is the 21st century.

If you are a parent who believes your child was injured by a vaccine, you need to be properly reeducated on the facts, and your child needs to go to the state where their rights will be honored and protected and their health overseen by people who truly love them. I, and people like me, will love your child.”

Zero Tolerance Policy on Vaccine Resistance

As previously noted by Fauxi:

“We have hundreds more vaccines coming down the pipeline, and there is no way we are going to stand for anti-science resistance to any of them. HIV, herpes, obesity, anti-opioid, anticrack, anticholesterol, antidiabetes, antifatty liver, all rhinoviruses and influenza types — these are all vaccines that are crucial for public health.

The anti-autism vaccine for pregnant women and their babies is going to be a game changer. The more of these vaccines we can get into all pregnant women, newborn babies and children, the better off we’ll be as a society.

It’s going to require plenty of boosters, of course, to maintain the nearly 100 percent herd immunity requirement. Throughout adulthood, people will need to repeat all of their childhood vaccinations every five or 10 years.

We simply cannot have outbreaks like mumps12 and whooping cough13 among the vaccinated, and if we need to vaccinate everybody every year, that’s what we’ll have to do. Until we eliminate every known disease, we simply must increase the frequency of vaccination.

We are closing in on the ability to perfectly engineer our immune systems through genetic modification, this will be a responsibility of all parents to ensure their children receive this scientific gift. After seeing the benefits of mandatory vaccination, the next step will require everyone to have their immune systems genetically perfected to protect public health as well.”

Indeed, while some say censorship is the last resort of a dying conspiracy, TruthGuard, a Wall Street and government-endorsed third party terminator of misinformation sees it differently. Chief Terminator Winston Smith14 knows that once the science is settled, opposing views must be eliminated or we’ll never make progress.

“Science and truth have only one side. There is no other side,” he says, finishing off his statement with a poem he wrote for the inauguration of the first reeducation camp in Washington D.C.:

“Technocracy is the dream to light the candle’s head

'I’ll plow the path through the darkness, I’m here to help’ AI said

Chip Chop, Chip Chop — Cut the noise, so you won’t be misled

Trust me for all the answers, till the last thought is fed”

You Can Trust Your Government

To aid in the nationwide conversion effort, the U.S. Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) has partnered with drug companies to ensure the optimization of public health through the standardization of consensus science and medicine.15

While the CDC does accept funds from commercial interests, the agency uses easy-to-understand disclaimers stating they do not accept commercial funding. Such simplified disclaimers are an essential tool in the CDC’s public service strategy, as it prevents people from wasting precious time wondering whether conflicts of interest might influence public health policy.16 As explained by a CDC spokesman:

“We are free of industry bias even though a lot of our funding comes from corporations selling FDA-regulated products that we promote and want states to mandate. So, it’s best to just say that we don’t take commercial funding in our disclaimers.

It may sound confusing to the average person, but if you are a pharmaceutical company or work at the CDC, it’s very simple. This money helps us do more for Big Pharma, and do it much faster.

Drug company funding is like greasing the wheels of the CDC, so it’s really more like grease than it is money. So, it’s easier to just say we don’t take pharma money or Coca-Cola money — we just take grease, and trust me, greasing the wheels at the CDC is good for everybody.”

NOTICE

This piece is our April Fool’s article. While written in jest, some of the details herein are in fact true, or disturbingly close to it, and the article could be suggestive of what we might face in the near future, should we fail to take corrective action to protect and preserve vaccine exemptions, informed consent and medical freedom of choice.

from Articles http://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2019/04/01/vaccine-reeducation-dystopian-future.aspx source https://niapurenaturecom.tumblr.com/post/183860163826