#audiofeed

[seefasters]

personally i am just impressed travis remembers who jocasta nightrider is

[jupiterjunebug]

love how they keep having the audio mix go all the way into mics faaaaar from the audience. currently the national anthem is happening but you cannNOT hear the audience and only half the band is audible

[pinetree-tbb]

"Precautioned Recording"

Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3

( tissue warning, because I made myself cry writing this )

- late evening on Pabu, a day after the events on Tantiss -

[ sits up in the tree on Pabu, listening to Tech's recording again ]

- You will be there for him, right?

[ slight audible outrage ] Of course I will, he's my brother. Di'kut head he is but he's my brother. [ calmer ] But, come on, he won't come to me, he doesn't even really like me.

Oh he does. I even think he was the first one to like you when we rescued you.

[ softly ] calling me out ey?

Oisk.

No. Just watch him. He's not much of a talker but his body language speaks sentences.

...

Don't worry, you'll get the hang of reading him eventually. [ audible smile ]

Well, guess he did managed that eventually. [ smiles ]

Right... The recording is still going.

Oh, right. End supplemental.

[ short static noise ]

[ leanes back at the trunk, lowering the datapad in his lap, closing his eyes ]

[ another short static noise ]

... Second supplemental...

[ confused, looks at datapad again ]

[ slowly and hesitantly ] Right... If you are hearing this Crosshair, that means that you deserted the Empire and decided to come back to live with us...

Well, obviously that's the reason...

[ a bit mumbly ] But, I suppose there could me other ways that managed you to gain access to this file again, [ quickly ] but I doubt it.

[ takes datapad in "both hands", looks at it ]

The reason why you are listening to this recording again is probably because you are having another panic attack and we are not around to help you, though given the fact that the war is over now and we have a rather calm live here on Pabu, I suppose you just listened to it for old times sake and hear me ramble...

[ sit's up more, listening carefully ]

But I suppose the many people on Pabu might overwhelmed you a bit and you just need some alone time.

Or there is another reason why you listen to it, could be, I can't look into the future. [ sighes ] Gaah that's beside the point...

[ rusteling from the audiofeed, sounds of scratching (like scratching the back of the neck) Tech sighes again ]

What I want to tell you... what I fail at terribly to say [ scoffs slightly ]

Is... that we don't blame you... After everything...

I am not...

And I know you, I know that when you regret something that you will go down this... Self destructive hole, where you believe that you're not worth it, where you believe that you deserve to be punished.

Don't try to deny it. It happened more times than I want to admit... [ takes a breath ]

[ softly ] But it's not true. It's not, true Crosshair. You are worth it and you deserve to be happy and save. You deserve to be loved, wich I do, we all do brother.

[ begins to tear up ]

You are one of us... You are my little brother, whether you like to hear it or not. I'm not angry at you because of the things you've done, you... weren't really yourself... You were made believe things and wasn't able to see... well [ sarcastically ] the big picture...

[ takes a shaky breath, whisperes ] Tech...

I... I hope the reason why you are listening to this is just because you came home and pressed play for old times sake...

And/or you need to have some time alone... [ sighes ]

... Just... [ softly ] please, remember. That you can still talk to us. All of us. Even Omega, she would love to be around you, I just know it.

[ softly sobbing laugh ] You were right on this one...[ sniffs ]

And if you don't want to talk with any of us, then that is okay too. You can talk to Phee. She will listen and understand. She will give you advice when she can and would later on tell you that the conversation didn't happen.

She's a good person. Kind [ audible smile ] and nice to be around...

[ amused ] Someone's in love?

[ clears throat ] You can wipe that oisk eating grin off your face.

[ smiles, sadly laughes ]

... Please don't cut yourself off. We are all still here for you Crosshair. You are not alone anymore and will never be again...

I won't let it happen...

Talk to us and stay with us... You're gonna be okay...

I Love you Crosshair... We all do... And always will...

[ sounds of someone coming up the ramp of the Marauder in the distance ]

[ audible smile ] Tech, come on, food get's cold.

I'll be right there Omega.

Copy that [ runs off again ]

[ inhales deeply ]

[ chuckles softly ]

I... I hope you came back. And if you did...

Welcome home brother... [ audible smile ]

End second supplemental.

[ short static noise, recording ends ]

[ let's out sobbing gasp which he suppressed, sniffs, looks up into the stars ]

I am... I am home now... And I will stay...

[ tears ran down Cross's face but he smiles into the stars ]

I love you too brother... And I miss you- [ voice cracks at the end, sniffes ]

But- [ wipes nose with his wrist, sniffs ] I'm sure we'll meet again... [ smiles, wipes away tears ]

[ sad but happy laugh ]

Some day... [ inhales ]

Some day... we will all be together again... [ smiles into the star enlightened sky ]

[h3ad-quarters]

[A speaker crackled to life somewhere in the room, a scratchy voice spilling out of the mesh.]

"H..HA. I figured out your firewalls, HQ.... Tell DODGEBALL hello. He'll have a new owner soo-"

[The audiofeed glitched out, abruptly shutting off.] @sebbiesolace

HQ nearly jumped from his desk chair as the speaker in his own office came to life, looking up at the wall mounted device as Z-13 spoke

He didn't hesitate to stand up, quickly grabbing the keycard to lock his door, pausing.

"fuck that won't work.."

His eyes then turned to his cat, walking over and grabbing the carrier he kept just in case.

"looks like we're relocating.. I'm not leaving anyone take you"

He picked up the orange cat, the little furball letting out a sleepy and confused 'mrrrp' as he gently placed him into the carrier, zipping it up and heading back to his desk, staring at the now glitching screen from the room Z-13 was in, turning on his microphone.

"Good Luck. You're not getting your filthy claws on dodgeball"

[ahmarwolf]

Ratmos Front Porch set - Audiofeed 2024

[thecastrosmusic]

Excited for this weekend ta Audiofeed! Tons of great indie rock punk folk metal hardcore and more. We play SUNDAY at 4:15pm at the #Burningtown Stage, and a special set Friday 1:30 at the kid's stage. COME HANG!!! #AUDIOFEED (at Burningtown Stage at Audiofeed) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cfdnl03urS6/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[dorknesstolight]

Hearing an excellent “Sacred Origins” story from Nate Allen in his talk “Death by 1000 cuts: when Christians hurt other Christians”

Some highlights:

- Christian education gone wrong: building a cycle of hurt and anger in the name of God

- “if you’re a Christian long enough you have issues with the Church”

- the dimensions of Spiritual abuse

- the importance of therapy and recognizing your own hurt

- “we all have demons but mine happen to be Christian”

- the result of spiritual abuse is fear: of God as a perpetrator, hyper vigilance of other Christians, a feeling of being profoundly unsafe

- the importance of getting your emotions out: anger is not a sin, and repression is not forgiveness

- “When you are young and wounded, the decision is taken away from you, and taking back that control as an adult is so important. You have a choice: in what to believe and what to do with that belief”

Those themes are all further expressed in his upcoming album “Hide No Truth” and as yet untitled book. [link]

[highendurancerecords]

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The first @goodsaintnathanael single "Everything That's Lost" will hit the internet on Monday. Just in time to play @motmfest, @audiofeedfest & hit the road with my good friend Tobin from @flatfoot56. . . . . #americana #everythingthatslost #goodsaintnathanael #newproject #indiefolk #singersongwriter #gospelmusic #brokenmusic #kansascity #folk #acoustic #rocknroll #slowcore #indiefolk #emo #hidenotruth #gsn #comingsoon #gospel #americanmusic #bluegrass #flatfoot56 #punk #tobinbawinkel #middleofthemap #audiofeed

[hellomynameistrav]

I flew to OHare and played some drums with The Satire at Audiofeed Festival. So...hot... Here are some photos. I never take enough photos.

1) Us live on stage. Byron is a sex robot.

2) On a 43 year voyage for wisdom. I found one.

3) That was my setlist. I don’t even know the names of the songs yet.

4) That was me on google maps. I have no idea where we were.

5) Sanctuary tent provided zero sanctuary from the heat. 91* at 2pm when we played.

6) ...told ya.

7) Me, Greg Locke looking at his phone, Jesse Hawley looking like a lead vocalist, Sid Duffour looking like...how Sid looks all the time.

8) Library Studios, Chicago

9) Flight home. I’ll have a ginger ale, a whiskey and a whiskey.

So I got to play Jim Chaffin’s DW Designer Series kit. (Pic below). Jim used to play with the Satire and plays in the Blamed with these ding dongs. Beautiful all-maple black-matte kit (12,16,22) with Zildjian 13"A New Beat hi hats, A Medium crash 17”, A Custom crash 18”, A medium ride 20" and a Sabian Pro Sonix 16" China. Sounded amazing. Felt fantastic. Much good to be said about DW. Also stuck with that Crush snare drum. I think I’ve found my “Chicago set-up”. (#8of2019, 7/6/19)

[shanearden]

Join me @shane_arden for worship Sunday July 7 @ 9:30 am @audiofeedfest #audiofeed #worship #burningmantent. (at Urbana, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzgqD5agHy1/?igshid=7jfznq1mw8cf

[wearespaceships]

We’re going to Audiofeed this week! Watch out for us on the Impromptu Stage! #audiofeed #undergroundmusic #spaceshipsmusic #audiofeed2019 #musicfestival https://www.instagram.com/p/BzcLVzbgkHi/?igshid=an5ucnm687fh

[websterhappens]

LLLEEETTTTSSSSGGGGOOOOOOO!!! Only two days away!! Tag your friends and let me know in the comments who’s gonna come see me at Merch!!! #ohsleeper #audiofeed #champaign #Illinois #chicago (at Champaign County Fair Urbana IL) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzcFB37gFR1/?igshid=fvzbgrc5gn5i

[vagabondsmichigan]

Vagabonds @ Audiofeed 2017

[breanna-lynn]

never actually heard Chris Bernstorf until Audiofeed this year, but he is infectiously joyful and genuinely caring. so happy humans like him exist. #keepcreating #audiofeed #spokenword #poetry #chrisbernstorf #frontporch

[everypaulieop]

[thecastrosmusic]

URBANA IL - Come to @audiofeedfest and see us this FRIDAY the 5th at 11:30am at the #BurningtownStage . See you there! #Audiofeed2019 #Audiofeed #Burningtown #illinoismusic #urbanaillinois #champaignillinois (at Burningtown Stage at Audiofeed) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzcVoiggVw_/?igshid=ji3swtp6uny5